0:00:02 > 0:00:04The reason I know Elinor Campbell couldn't have made any calls between
0:00:04 > 0:00:06the 1st and the 28th of February is because
0:00:06 > 0:00:08she has been dead since January.
0:00:08 > 0:00:11At what point did you determine that this patient was fit for discharge?
0:00:11 > 0:00:15I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking.
0:00:15 > 0:00:18I was pregnant. I had a termination.
0:00:18 > 0:00:19You did this behind my back
0:00:19 > 0:00:22and then you carried on like nothing had happened.
0:00:22 > 0:00:23I know, I've acted appallingly
0:00:23 > 0:00:26and I know I have issues letting people in.
0:00:26 > 0:00:27Ever since we first met,
0:00:27 > 0:00:29I've been terrified about you seeing the real me.
0:00:29 > 0:00:30Trouble in paradise?
0:00:30 > 0:00:35Come on, pull up a pillow. We can be tragic losers together.
0:00:35 > 0:00:37Oh, this is not my first rodeo.
0:00:39 > 0:00:41Oh, Mr Valentine.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24I really don't know what you're so worried about,
0:01:24 > 0:01:25it's a storm in a teacup.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Well, why has Hanssen asked to see me, then?
0:01:27 > 0:01:29Oh, relax, it'll be tea and biscuits.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31You'd know by now if you were facing a disciplinary.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34Anyway, where were you last night when I was stressing?
0:01:34 > 0:01:36What? Stuff I had to do.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Oh, well, I'm glad you found something more interesting to do
0:01:38 > 0:01:40- than saving my sanity. - You know what?
0:01:40 > 0:01:42A week of watching daytime television
0:01:42 > 0:01:44has left you somewhat paranoid, Dominic.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- Zosia, wait up.- Please don't.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47You've understandably been avoiding me,
0:01:47 > 0:01:50but I just wanted to say how sorry I am about...
0:01:50 > 0:01:54Well, let's just say unfortunate events.
0:01:54 > 0:01:55We both are, Zosh.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Neither of us meant to cause any harm.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59I do hope we can put all this behind us.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Of course.
0:02:01 > 0:02:02I'm glad to hear it.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I'd appreciate it if you'd kept your mouth shut in case
0:02:04 > 0:02:06the entire hospital doesn't already know.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09Oh, come on, you're amongst friends!
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Really?
0:02:13 > 0:02:16You would have thought she would have thawed a little bit by now.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19Well, you were going to find out sooner or later.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Zosia's had a termination.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26And you didn't think it was important to tell me
0:02:26 > 0:02:27that piece of vital information?
0:02:27 > 0:02:30Well, you know me, I'm not one to gossip.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32Look, I know how close you two were.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37I've done everything I can to make this right.
0:02:37 > 0:02:38The rest is down to her.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43SNORING
0:02:43 > 0:02:46PHONE RINGS
0:02:46 > 0:02:49MAN GROANS
0:02:55 > 0:02:57- What time is it?- Oh, God!
0:02:57 > 0:03:00It's just gone 8.30.
0:03:00 > 0:03:05Oh, God! I'm late again. Ms Campbell's going to kill me.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07OK...
0:03:08 > 0:03:10We didn't, you know...
0:03:10 > 0:03:11have...
0:03:13 > 0:03:15What? You can't remember?
0:03:15 > 0:03:17I'm a tad hazy.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20Really? Didn't I do it for you?
0:03:20 > 0:03:21Don't, OK?
0:03:21 > 0:03:25I don't make a habit of chasing exes.
0:03:25 > 0:03:26Really?
0:03:27 > 0:03:31Even when you're at an all-time low and you've had a skin full?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34You should hit the bottle more often, mate,
0:03:34 > 0:03:37you were really drunk in love last night!
0:03:42 > 0:03:45Your actions last week were out of character
0:03:45 > 0:03:46and beyond any normal reasoning,
0:03:46 > 0:03:50so I will not be giving you any further chance to explain.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53I can only hope that your leave of absence has given you the chance
0:03:53 > 0:03:57for reflection on your questionable decision to discharge the patient.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00- It has, Mr Hanssen.- Good.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03Well, there will be no further measures taken against you
0:04:03 > 0:04:05at this time.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- Thank you. And I can assure... - That it will never happen again!
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Is that what you were going to say?
0:04:12 > 0:04:15You have made me question the efficiency and professionalism
0:04:15 > 0:04:17of every member of this ward.
0:04:19 > 0:04:23Hang on. This was clearly a one-off incident.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26Which I can't and won't take lightly, Mr Levy, and after all,
0:04:26 > 0:04:29as his consultant the buck stops with you.
0:04:29 > 0:04:30Are you questioning my ability now?
0:04:30 > 0:04:33Not until you give me reason to, no.
0:04:33 > 0:04:37But the trust that was built between junior doctor and senior colleagues
0:04:37 > 0:04:41clearly needs to be re-built, and that will take time, I imagine.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43I trust Dominic implicitly.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46In that case, let's hope it was but a single blot
0:04:46 > 0:04:48on Dr Copeland's copybook.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Having said which,
0:04:50 > 0:04:52I will be keeping a very close eye on Keller over the coming weeks
0:04:52 > 0:04:55to make sure that is the case and that this is not a global matter.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Sorry, what's that meant to mean?
0:04:57 > 0:05:00I will require a team job plan, appraisals for everyone
0:05:00 > 0:05:03and annual mandatory training to be completed, please!
0:05:12 > 0:05:13Hey, come here.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Come on. Chin up, OK?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Back on the horse and get out there.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21We've got a full day's work to do.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23All right? OK.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32It's funny because it's true.
0:05:42 > 0:05:43Let me guess.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Two herbal teas watching Grand Designs and then bed at 9.30?
0:05:46 > 0:05:49Yeah, my neighbour's car alarm was going on and off all night.
0:05:49 > 0:05:53Hm, and I must have missed the memo that Monday is the new Friday.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Take ten to sort yourself out,
0:05:55 > 0:05:58slap some life into your face and go heavy on the concealer.
0:05:59 > 0:06:04So...that's it? No detention?
0:06:04 > 0:06:09Well, I am trying to have a better attitude to your misdemeanours.
0:06:09 > 0:06:13I am attempting to inject a little serenity into our relationship.
0:06:18 > 0:06:19No calls? No texts?
0:06:21 > 0:06:24- My battery died.- Are you OK?
0:06:24 > 0:06:28Well, seeing as you didn't trust me to tell me that you were pregnant,
0:06:28 > 0:06:29no, I'm not sure I am.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32- Ollie, I don't know what to say. I...- Look...
0:06:35 > 0:06:38..I still can't quite get my head around this, to be honest.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40No, neither can I.
0:06:40 > 0:06:45I just think we need to be a little less reckless in the future,
0:06:45 > 0:06:47until we're both ready, I guess.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50Yeah. Sounds like a plan.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Where were you last night?
0:06:53 > 0:06:54Uh...
0:06:54 > 0:06:57I was...with a friend.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Do I know him?
0:06:59 > 0:07:02Sam, from uni. Don't think you've met him.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05He was in town for a conference, we went out for a few beers,
0:07:05 > 0:07:07crashed at his hotel.
0:07:09 > 0:07:13Do you think you'll ever forgive me for keeping it from you?
0:07:13 > 0:07:19Well, it still hurts, but I'm rationalising that you thought
0:07:19 > 0:07:23what you did was for the best, that you were trying to protect me...us.
0:07:25 > 0:07:29Come home? Please, I miss you.
0:07:30 > 0:07:34I can't cook and I don't know how the washing machine works
0:07:34 > 0:07:36and I hate having the bed all to myself.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46You seem in better spirits?
0:07:46 > 0:07:49First decent night's sleep.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Ah...
0:07:51 > 0:07:53Lavender pillows working?
0:07:53 > 0:07:57No. Temazepam and Shiraz.
0:07:57 > 0:08:01I'm joking, before you give me another lecture.
0:08:03 > 0:08:04What is it?
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Serena, are you OK?
0:08:08 > 0:08:12It's a thank you letter from the recipient of Elinor's heart.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19I think it's a good thing NHS Blood and Transplant
0:08:19 > 0:08:21allow anonymous contact.
0:08:21 > 0:08:26Yeah, they... They probably think it dulls the pain a bit.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Does it?
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Not really, my daughter's still dead.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45Auntie Serena, you forgot to buy peanut butter,
0:08:45 > 0:08:47so I couldn't make my sandwiches this morning.
0:08:47 > 0:08:51Oh, sorry, Jason, you'll have to make do with Pulses' finest today.
0:08:51 > 0:08:56Well, you can't beat a caramel latte with an extra shot first thing.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58It's just a coffee.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02Oh, come on, Dom, lighten up. This is all yesterday's news.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Yeah, this goes on my record.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06Well, everybody's got a little bit of a past. Nobody's perfect.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08This is all down to you, though.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Have you finished with that?
0:09:11 > 0:09:15Every time I bring this up, you change the subject.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17Right. Well, actually, if you must know, I spoke to Hanssen at length
0:09:17 > 0:09:20last night on your behalf in case you were wondering where I was.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23- What?- I didn't want to tell you in case you thought
0:09:23 > 0:09:25- I was making matters worse. - Well, what did you say to him?
0:09:25 > 0:09:27How tired you've been,
0:09:27 > 0:09:30how desperately you've needed a break.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33How I should have been the one to pick up on it, not Sacha.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Everyone's got your back, Dom.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Especially me.
0:09:40 > 0:09:44The sooner you start realising that and stop moping around...
0:09:44 > 0:09:46Open the envelope.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59You got me tickets to New York?
0:09:59 > 0:10:01It's my little thank you for you taking a bullet.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13You two made your peace yet?
0:10:15 > 0:10:16Sorry?
0:10:16 > 0:10:18Ollie was in a right state last night.
0:10:21 > 0:10:22He was with you?
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Just a shoulder to cry on, though.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Not that he remembers anything.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Sorry, what's that supposed to mean?
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Well, he drank a lot last night and he can't remember if we...
0:10:36 > 0:10:38And did you?
0:10:38 > 0:10:40Do you really need to ask me that question?
0:10:42 > 0:10:45He lied to me.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47It's understandable, I suppose.
0:10:50 > 0:10:54I guess he's got 'til the end of the day to tell me the truth.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59So, you suitably buoyed?
0:10:59 > 0:11:01My head's above water.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04You fancy that Italian place later?
0:11:04 > 0:11:07Yes, but only if you have the garlic dough balls with me this time.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10- Last time you didn't come near me for two days.- Deal.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12There you are.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14Morning.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17Derek Myers, diagnosed with bladder cancer last year.
0:11:17 > 0:11:21He had a radical cystectomy and radiotherapy as curative treatment,
0:11:21 > 0:11:23but since then we've found an isolated deposit
0:11:23 > 0:11:24on his pelvic side wall.
0:11:24 > 0:11:28- DEREK SINGS - That's him now.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30Bit of a crooner?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Local celebrity apparently.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Happy soul, I thought he'd be up your street.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Thank you.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40OK, well, I'm assuming if I have any problems that I come to you?
0:11:40 > 0:11:44Nope, nope, usual chain of command. So that's Isaac first, then me.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46Nothing's changed as far as I'm concerned,
0:11:46 > 0:11:48so it's business as usual.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50DEREK SINGS
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Well, what are you waiting for?
0:11:52 > 0:11:55Let's make Hanssen believe in you again.
0:11:56 > 0:12:00# And all the roads we have to walk are winding
0:12:00 > 0:12:05# And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
0:12:05 > 0:12:09# There are many things that I would like to say to you
0:12:09 > 0:12:12# But I don't know how
0:12:12 > 0:12:15# I said maybe
0:12:15 > 0:12:20# You're going to be the one that saves... #
0:12:20 > 0:12:24George, have you paid for me to go private?
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Look, they've sent us the pretty docs!
0:12:29 > 0:12:30Thanks.
0:12:32 > 0:12:35Ah, that's more like it. Less vagrant, more fragrant.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Yeah, sorry about this morning.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39Let's not dwell on the past.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42Right, so first up is Jo Welsh, RTC.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Suffered a pneumothorax in the trauma bay.
0:12:44 > 0:12:48Accident? I really don't care if your driver's under a bus, mate.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51If I don't get my order today, I'm looking for another supplier,
0:12:51 > 0:12:53you get me?
0:12:53 > 0:12:55PHONE RINGS
0:12:55 > 0:12:58Hello, precious. No, no, Mummy's going to be fine,
0:12:58 > 0:13:00just a little bump in the car, that's all.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Ah, Ms Welsh, we really could use your full attention.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04I'm pretty sure if you were lying here,
0:13:04 > 0:13:06you'd want to let your kid know you're OK.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08No, it's all right, sweet cheeks, your nan will take you to hockey.
0:13:08 > 0:13:13I'll catch you later, yeah? Have chilli for tea. Bye. Bye.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Right, what do you need from me?
0:13:15 > 0:13:19OK, well, you have been admitted with a fractured leg and chest pain
0:13:19 > 0:13:21after losing consciousness at the wheel of your car...
0:13:21 > 0:13:22PHONE RINGS For heaven's sake.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Hello, Ink Rebel. Yeah, well, is it just a sleeve?
0:13:25 > 0:13:32Let me see. I can fit you in for a consult Thursday 2pm.
0:13:32 > 0:13:35- Ms Welsh, please, could we just... - Cool, fine, see you then.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39So here's where I'm at.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41I'm going with last night's leftover chicken tikka masala,
0:13:41 > 0:13:43felt queasy all morning. Must have fainted.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46- Never reheat rice. - You're on my wavelength, babe.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48So if you could just sort my leg out,
0:13:48 > 0:13:51give me something to kill the pain, I'll get out your hair.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53You'll have to forgive Ms Welsh here.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56She likes to think she knows better than we mere medics.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59Get me out of here, Rossini. You know I hate hospitals.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01Not before we've done a few tests, Jo.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03You should know the drill by now.
0:14:03 > 0:14:08I'd like an ECG, echo, MRI scan, FBC and ABG.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13My hero, here to save the day.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19Do you think she might have been sent here to test our serenity?
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Inner peace. Inner peace.
0:14:22 > 0:14:26Hilarious, and I said to him, "That's not a pillow."
0:14:26 > 0:14:30417 likes since I flashed your sympathy face.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32Sympathy what now?
0:14:32 > 0:14:35Georgie thinks we should milk the cancer card for all it's worth
0:14:35 > 0:14:37now I'm pretty much out of the woods.
0:14:37 > 0:14:41Vera and Big Paula have started a whip round for flowers.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Blimey! How ill have you said I am?
0:14:43 > 0:14:44Are they relatives?
0:14:44 > 0:14:46Derek's bingo groupies.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Be murder when they find out I'm gay.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50Well, after 20 years of camping it up,
0:14:50 > 0:14:53I think they might have guessed by now.
0:14:53 > 0:14:54I can see from your notes
0:14:54 > 0:14:58that you missed your last oncology appointment.
0:14:58 > 0:14:59Can you tell me why that was?
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Sorry, he had a prior engagement booked in.
0:15:02 > 0:15:06Opening the new Assisted Living shop on the corner of Chadwick Road.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09Cheeky things! Offered a mobility scooter as payment!
0:15:09 > 0:15:13Would have got more for it online than your actual fee.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16Hey, I used to be someone, you know.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Came third in the last series of New Faces.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21I'm sorry, I've no idea what that is.
0:15:21 > 0:15:25- Think Britain's Got Talent about 75 years ago.- Oi!
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Well, I'm also going to have to do a fresh MRI as it seems
0:15:28 > 0:15:31your last one was approximately four months ago.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33I did tell you to reschedule.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Aww, that dad voice.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Could you put up with that?
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Oh, I have one of my own.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41That other young doc your beau?
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Yeah. How could you tell?
0:15:43 > 0:15:46He has very good queer stare, don't you, Derek?
0:15:46 > 0:15:49It's our 20th affair-free anniversary this year...
0:15:49 > 0:15:51Well, if God spares me.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54Oh, stop it, you big drama queen.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Well, look, congratulations in advance
0:15:56 > 0:15:59and I shall be back shortly once I've organised your scans, OK?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05Have you enjoyed your time off, then?
0:16:05 > 0:16:08Haven't you heard? I was hit by a car and nearly died.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Oh, what's all this, Jason?
0:16:11 > 0:16:16My little tribute to Elinor. I'm taking round a book of condolences.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Will you both write something in it, please?
0:16:19 > 0:16:21I...I barely knew Elinor, so...
0:16:24 > 0:16:25Are you feeling OK?
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Never better, Jason, why do you ask?
0:16:27 > 0:16:30Well, you and Serena aren't getting any younger
0:16:30 > 0:16:34and I was just wondering which one of you will die first.
0:16:37 > 0:16:41Well, hopefully I won't be popping my clogs any time too soon, Jason.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47What are you sorry for?
0:16:47 > 0:16:48My apologies for earlier,
0:16:48 > 0:16:52I will never forget your peanut butter again.
0:16:52 > 0:16:53Thank you.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55How did it go with the grief counsellor?
0:16:55 > 0:16:57I went to see Alan instead.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59He helped me after Mum passed away.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02- Oh! Well, what did he say? - That I need to pay my respects.
0:17:03 > 0:17:08Oh! And look out for you and Bernie as I'm the man of the house.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11A little misogynistic, but I can see where he's heading.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13I want you to take me to the cemetery.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16You know I was too ill to go to the funeral.
0:17:16 > 0:17:17Right. Well, I... I...
0:17:17 > 0:17:19I haven't been back to the cemetery myself yet...
0:17:19 > 0:17:23Then we can cry together later. See you after work.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26We can get pizza or something.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43The 3rd of January?
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Do you ever wonder what life would be like at that age,
0:17:53 > 0:17:55where you'll be, who you'll be with?
0:17:57 > 0:18:00Well, probably on our own private island.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03Well, obviously, but let's just suppose for a moment that
0:18:03 > 0:18:06your plans for world domination fail.
0:18:06 > 0:18:10Dom, I consider it a success if I know what I'm doing for the weekend.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13Anything beyond that is shrouded in mystery,
0:18:13 > 0:18:16- and that's just the way I like it. - But do you not think it's amazing
0:18:16 > 0:18:18that they've been together for 20 years?
0:18:18 > 0:18:22Too old and scared to live apart, I should imagine. Institutionalised.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Right, so love can't last that long, obviously?
0:18:24 > 0:18:27Can't we just live a little while we're still young and beautiful?
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Well, that's the whole point.
0:18:29 > 0:18:30You know, in the future, we're going to be
0:18:30 > 0:18:32looking at each other thinking...
0:18:32 > 0:18:34"What the hell have I signed up for?"
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Oh, bless.
0:18:36 > 0:18:37Two old queens come in with a bit of banter
0:18:37 > 0:18:40- and you think it's the romance of the century.- Don't be like that.
0:18:40 > 0:18:45- I bet you deep down they loathe each other with a passion.- Stop it.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48Just too stuck in a rut to do anything about it.
0:18:48 > 0:18:51- Well, I for one firmly believe... - Oh, shut up.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Listen, I was in the zone, adrenaline pumping,
0:19:15 > 0:19:17you must feel it when you're in theatre.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19This is Sonny Lomax, he collapsed at work.
0:19:19 > 0:19:23He's tachycardic, had palpitations and is hypertensive.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25I had them wrapped round my little finger,
0:19:25 > 0:19:30contract ready to sign, I was reaching for the pen when...pfft!
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Out went the lights!
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Sounds like a big deal, what is it you do, Mr Lomax?
0:19:33 > 0:19:37Global telecommunications. What you packing? Apple or Android?
0:19:39 > 0:19:40You...sell phones?
0:19:40 > 0:19:42Well, I did.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44This is it for me, isn't it? I'm on my way out.
0:19:44 > 0:19:45Unless you just fainted.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47We'll run a few tests just to be on the safe side.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50Can we have an echo, an ECG and a chest X-ray, please?
0:19:50 > 0:19:52So you think it's bad?
0:19:52 > 0:19:56- That... That sounds bad! - It's a precautionary measure.
0:19:56 > 0:19:59There could be any number of reasons for your symptoms.
0:19:59 > 0:20:03- Anxiety, stress... - Don't talk to me about stress,
0:20:03 > 0:20:06I wake up screaming and realise I hadn't even been asleep.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08Well, the sales room can be very stressful, I've heard.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11- AMERICAN ACCENT: - Put the coffee down.- What's that?
0:20:11 > 0:20:13- AMERICAN ACCENT: - Coffee's for closers.
0:20:14 > 0:20:18It's Alec Baldwin in Glengarry Glen Ross.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21Regional Sales Manager makes us watch it every week.
0:20:21 > 0:20:25Quite. Well, we'll be back with your test results. Excuse us.
0:20:28 > 0:20:31Well, there's one big burning ball of neurosis.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33Topped off with a very impressive wig.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35What is it with men and baldness?
0:20:35 > 0:20:37Well, that's luckily not a cross I have to bear.
0:20:37 > 0:20:38Oh, I don't know.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44PHONE BEEPS
0:20:50 > 0:20:54Well, as you can see from the MRI report, it's not great news.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56The lymph node metastasis has completely encased
0:20:56 > 0:20:58the external iliac artery.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01So there's a very good chance he'll lose his leg
0:21:01 > 0:21:02if we try to reset the tumour?
0:21:02 > 0:21:05Well, it's either that or palliative chemo and radiotherapy
0:21:05 > 0:21:06and hope for the best.
0:21:06 > 0:21:09- What does his anaesthetist say? - He's worried about his BP.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11He has high cholesterol, his liver function isn't great,
0:21:11 > 0:21:15his lung function was actually worse than his last test.
0:21:15 > 0:21:16And he's still smoking?
0:21:16 > 0:21:19Look, I say we've missed the boat. Refer him back to oncology.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21It's still technically resectable.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24- Sorry?- Well, it just means the stakes are higher.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26SERENA: How are we doing?
0:21:26 > 0:21:29Yeah, white blood count is slightly raised, which suggests infection.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31I've noticed that Jo's abdomen is a slightly distended
0:21:31 > 0:21:33and her ECG makes for interesting reading.
0:21:33 > 0:21:36Have you been taking your anti-rejection meds properly?
0:21:36 > 0:21:37Religiously!
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Well, your ECG shows reduced output
0:21:40 > 0:21:42and the MRI suggests a slight thickening in
0:21:42 > 0:21:44the left ventricular wall.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46Let's get Mr Rossini to take a look at this
0:21:46 > 0:21:49and order an abdominal CT, please.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52Aww, you're going to have me trapped in here forever!
0:21:52 > 0:21:54Where does she get off accusing me like that?!
0:21:54 > 0:21:57I've followed my meds, stuck to the diet.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00Everyone deserves a second chance, you know!
0:22:00 > 0:22:02OK, it's all right.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05It really freaked me out when the doc said I needed a transplant.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I can imagine.
0:22:07 > 0:22:12The thought of having someone else's heart made me really squirm.
0:22:12 > 0:22:16But the moment I woke up from the op, everything just felt...
0:22:16 > 0:22:17right.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19That'll be the good drugs.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22Ah, it's all soppy nonsense.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Tell me, I'm curious.
0:22:25 > 0:22:30I can't describe it, I felt a spark like I haven't felt in years.
0:22:31 > 0:22:35I knew whoever it was that lost their life to save mine
0:22:35 > 0:22:37had a real thirst for life.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43You promised me, no fags or booze.
0:22:43 > 0:22:46I didn't do it in front of you and I was down to ten a day.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50- Is that cigarettes?- Pints.
0:22:51 > 0:22:55Look, Derek, your general health really isn't great.
0:22:55 > 0:22:59What about that diet we did together? We went raw.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01I... I can't live on that rabbit food.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04And don't get me started on those kale smoothies.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06The bog looked like my backside had sneezed!
0:23:06 > 0:23:12That's delightful, but regardless of the state of your...movements,
0:23:12 > 0:23:15this whole situation has become a lot more serious.
0:23:15 > 0:23:21Live with the chance of the cancer spreading or probably lose a leg?
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Hey, I can put it in the act.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25Legs 11, number one.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27That's not even funny, Derek.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29I can't even look at you right now!
0:23:29 > 0:23:30George! George...
0:23:32 > 0:23:35Derek, can we cut the act, just for now?
0:23:37 > 0:23:39Is this where you give it to me straight?
0:23:39 > 0:23:42This isn't just a question of you losing a leg.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45The operation carries a lot of other risks
0:23:45 > 0:23:47which are due to you not taking care of yourself...
0:23:47 > 0:23:50I've beaten this cancer once, I'll beat it again.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53It isn't that simple, this has become a much bigger deal.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58How long have I got?
0:23:59 > 0:24:02Unlikely more than two years
0:24:02 > 0:24:04and your quality of life will be severely...
0:24:04 > 0:24:07All right, all right, I get the picture.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11And with the surgery?
0:24:11 > 0:24:15Well, if successful, we could still be looking at a cure.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18I could live forever?
0:24:18 > 0:24:21I think you need to talk to George about this.
0:24:21 > 0:24:22Will you speak to him for me?
0:24:22 > 0:24:24I can only tell him what I've already told you.
0:24:24 > 0:24:27I... I want to go for the surgery whatever the cost.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29And that is your decision to make.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31He... He'll bite my head off.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34You're scared of pushing him away?
0:24:34 > 0:24:37He won't leave me, no matter what.
0:24:43 > 0:24:44I'm always letting him down.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50Hey, I could murder a drink.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Don't suppose there's a bar round here?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Do you think Elinor wasted her life?
0:24:54 > 0:24:57How do you mean?
0:24:57 > 0:25:00"One of our brightest stars, you had so much to give the world."
0:25:04 > 0:25:08Life is a precious and precarious thing.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11Yeah, none of us know how long we've got.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15It's important to seize the day.
0:25:15 > 0:25:16What do you mean?
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Live life to the fullest,
0:25:19 > 0:25:23Elinor wouldn't want you moping around over her like this.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24But I'm grieving.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26Alan said it's good to grieve.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28Don't you care how I feel?
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Yes, of course I do, Jason.
0:25:30 > 0:25:34Because she will always be dead and I will always grieve for her.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46He's really struggling with this.
0:25:46 > 0:25:49Have you thought of showing him the letter from the heart recipient?
0:25:49 > 0:25:51And open another can of worms?
0:25:51 > 0:25:56Well, it's your call, but I think knowing that a little part of Elinor
0:25:56 > 0:26:00lives on in someone else could help ease his pain.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Hm.
0:26:04 > 0:26:09I've stood by him every step of the way.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11The highs, the lows.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15And this is how he repays me?
0:26:18 > 0:26:20How did you two meet?
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Our flights were delayed.
0:26:26 > 0:26:30Stuck in an airport lounge, that's very Brief Encounter.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35"I've fallen in love.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38"I didn't think such violent things could happen to ordinary people."
0:26:41 > 0:26:42Laura's line.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47In the space of two hours, I'd binned off
0:26:47 > 0:26:50Los Cristianos and switched my flight to go to Mykonos with him.
0:26:52 > 0:26:59"It's awfully easy to lie when you know that you're trusted implicitly.
0:26:59 > 0:27:04"So very easy, and so very degrading."
0:27:04 > 0:27:05Is that from the film too?
0:27:07 > 0:27:09They don't make them like they used to.
0:27:15 > 0:27:17You do realise that...
0:27:19 > 0:27:21..even though he may have told you a few porkies...
0:27:21 > 0:27:24but it doesn't mean he doesn't love you.
0:27:29 > 0:27:32Why do you stay with him?
0:27:32 > 0:27:35I love him...end of.
0:27:37 > 0:27:40Well, you'll be pleased to know that your bloods,
0:27:40 > 0:27:42your ECG, all your tests...
0:27:42 > 0:27:46Tests are coming back fairly normal. So...it's good.
0:27:46 > 0:27:48- So I haven't had a heart attack?- No.
0:27:48 > 0:27:50Am I likely to have a heart attack?
0:27:50 > 0:27:51You're in rude health, Mr Lomax.
0:27:51 > 0:27:54Good, because the mere thought of it was giving me a heart attack!
0:27:54 > 0:27:57So I can only assume that there's something else that's causing your symptoms.
0:27:57 > 0:28:00You mentioned that job stress might be a factor.
0:28:01 > 0:28:04Are you taking something to get you through the day?
0:28:04 > 0:28:05What do you mean?
0:28:05 > 0:28:08Right, we can either run a tox screen or you can come clean.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15Could you draw the curtains, please?
0:28:36 > 0:28:39Well?
0:28:39 > 0:28:41I had no idea, it looked so natural.
0:28:42 > 0:28:46I went out to Vegas to buy this, only the best there.
0:28:47 > 0:28:50I even had it sun bleached for that natural look.
0:28:50 > 0:28:54I... I fail to see what this little revelation
0:28:54 > 0:28:57has to do with your symptoms?
0:28:57 > 0:28:59Got myself a girlfriend.
0:28:59 > 0:29:02Still not with you.
0:29:02 > 0:29:04This little beauty might look good during the day,
0:29:04 > 0:29:06but at some point it's gotta come off...
0:29:06 > 0:29:09if know what I mean?
0:29:09 > 0:29:13You're worried about her running her fingers through your...locks?
0:29:13 > 0:29:16How do I tell her I'm really a total slaphead?
0:29:18 > 0:29:21I decided to hit the hair growth products pretty hard.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24- Clinodoxidil?- Yeah.
0:29:24 > 0:29:27I'd read about the possible side effects, but I figured
0:29:27 > 0:29:28the rewards were worth it.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30If you've been overdosing on the stuff, it could easily be
0:29:30 > 0:29:32the cause of your symptoms.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34Not exactly working for me, is it?
0:29:34 > 0:29:36I've seen more hair on a bar of soap!
0:29:39 > 0:29:42- Maybe you should come clean. - And watch her run for the hills?
0:29:42 > 0:29:44I don't think so!
0:29:46 > 0:29:48But I want to proceed.
0:29:48 > 0:29:50Well, I'm sorry, but we're struggling to control
0:29:50 > 0:29:52your blood pressure, amongst other factors.
0:29:52 > 0:29:56Derek, we both feel it's prudent to refer you back to oncology.
0:29:58 > 0:29:59I'm not scared of dying.
0:30:00 > 0:30:04I just don't want to be there when it happens.
0:30:04 > 0:30:09If you don't help him today, this situation will only get worse.
0:30:09 > 0:30:11There is another option.
0:30:13 > 0:30:14We could resect the tumour.
0:30:17 > 0:30:19Will you excuse me for a minute, please?
0:30:23 > 0:30:26What are you putting your head on the block for, today of all days?
0:30:26 > 0:30:28Because I think it should be the patient's decision.
0:30:28 > 0:30:30We've just had to make a very difficult call
0:30:30 > 0:30:32and explain it to the patient...
0:30:32 > 0:30:34- GEORGE:- Excuse me! Derek came here to be cured.
0:30:35 > 0:30:38He said that's still an option.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40I know Dr Copeland has your best interests at heart,
0:30:40 > 0:30:42but I'm in charge here.
0:30:43 > 0:30:46That's it? That's all you have to say?
0:30:46 > 0:30:49Mr Ridgeley, I'm a specialist cancer surgeon and consultant,
0:30:49 > 0:30:53and I promise you I have not taken this decision lightly.
0:30:53 > 0:30:54Come on.
0:30:55 > 0:30:58I did not pull all of those strings with Hanssen for you to mess up.
0:30:58 > 0:31:01You are giving him a death sentence, and a painful one at that.
0:31:01 > 0:31:04- Oh, Dom!- He is going to end up losing that leg
0:31:04 > 0:31:06as soon as the cancer strangles his artery.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08That is a distinct possibility, but it's mine
0:31:08 > 0:31:11and Mr Levy's informed decision that we give oncology a chance
0:31:11 > 0:31:13to do their thing first.
0:31:14 > 0:31:16Am I making myself clear?
0:31:17 > 0:31:19Can't you see I'm trying to protect you here?
0:31:19 > 0:31:21Oh, because you've been doing
0:31:21 > 0:31:24such a good job of that recently, haven't you?
0:31:24 > 0:31:27- So Elinor gave up her organs when she died?- Yeah.
0:31:27 > 0:31:29Yes, it's our choice, while we're alive,
0:31:29 > 0:31:33to donate them so other people can live when we die.
0:31:33 > 0:31:36I know it's for a good cause, just feels a bit Frankenstein.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38Oh, no, not really,
0:31:38 > 0:31:41Elinor's healthy heart has helped someone else live a normal life.
0:31:44 > 0:31:46This really is a very kind letter.
0:31:47 > 0:31:50- Such a nice thing to do. - Yes, yes, I know.
0:31:53 > 0:31:56"Everyone deserves a second chance."
0:32:05 > 0:32:07I imagine Mr Levy would be fairly livid
0:32:07 > 0:32:10if he found out you were going behind his back like this.
0:32:10 > 0:32:13Well, I'm simply asking for a second opinion.
0:32:14 > 0:32:17What were anaesthetic's thoughts on the surgery?
0:32:17 > 0:32:20They were pretty damning, but he said it would be the call of
0:32:20 > 0:32:24the consultant, but he would be happy to oblige.
0:32:24 > 0:32:27Could you tell me why I should get involved in this case, please?
0:32:27 > 0:32:31Because we have one opportunity to give a patient his life back.
0:32:31 > 0:32:32At some notable risk.
0:32:32 > 0:32:34Absolutely, of course.
0:32:34 > 0:32:37And what's his prognosis without the surgery?
0:32:37 > 0:32:42Most likely palliative care with a rapidly diminishing quality of life.
0:32:42 > 0:32:46Probable leg amputation, which in itself may kill him.
0:32:46 > 0:32:49And the patient's state of mind?
0:32:49 > 0:32:51Derek just wants to lead a normal life.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54He came in today for elective surgery,
0:32:54 > 0:32:56thinking that he had already beaten the cancer.
0:33:00 > 0:33:03Fortune favours the brave?
0:33:03 > 0:33:05So you'll speak to Mr Levy?
0:33:05 > 0:33:09There's an etiquette to these things, Dr Copeland...
0:33:11 > 0:33:13..but I shall see you on the ice.
0:33:30 > 0:33:32SHE GASPS
0:33:43 > 0:33:44Nothing drastic.
0:33:44 > 0:33:46You may have a little fluid forming in your pericardium
0:33:46 > 0:33:48that's affecting its output.
0:33:48 > 0:33:50But I'll need further surgery?
0:33:50 > 0:33:53We'll know more from your scan, but hopefully it'll just be
0:33:53 > 0:33:55the case of adjusting your medicine.
0:33:55 > 0:34:00Oh, please don't... Don't mind me... You just... You carry on.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02We'll bring you upstairs when you're done here.
0:34:02 > 0:34:05We just need to find out what's causing your abdominal pain,
0:34:05 > 0:34:06then we can send you to the cardio unit.
0:34:06 > 0:34:08What's holding up her abdominal CT scan?
0:34:08 > 0:34:11Oh, Mr Rossini's requested we do a full body scan given Jo's results,
0:34:11 > 0:34:12so I'm just waiting on a slot.
0:34:14 > 0:34:16So, Jo, let's have a little listen
0:34:16 > 0:34:19to what's going on in there, shall we?
0:34:19 > 0:34:20- If you must.- Thank you.
0:34:24 > 0:34:27So does this mean I'm not going home any time soon?
0:34:27 > 0:34:30HEART BEATS
0:34:30 > 0:34:33We will need to keep you in for observation.
0:34:34 > 0:34:37HEART BEATS
0:34:47 > 0:34:49Essie! Get over here, you!
0:34:49 > 0:34:51Well, I heard you'd been brought back in.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53So is there anything I can help you with?
0:34:53 > 0:34:57Not unless you can do great tattoos and provide 24/7 child care.
0:35:09 > 0:35:11- I fail to see the need for you to be doing random spot checks?- Really?
0:35:11 > 0:35:14I thought I'd made myself quite clear this morning that Keller
0:35:14 > 0:35:17would be under close and rigorous scrutiny for the time being.
0:35:17 > 0:35:19It looks like Hanssen's going to be omnipresent
0:35:19 > 0:35:21until your little faux pas blows over.
0:35:21 > 0:35:23Your mere presence could undermine his confidence?
0:35:23 > 0:35:26Those are the case files Dr Copeland has been working on today?
0:35:26 > 0:35:28Yes. Yes, as requested.
0:35:30 > 0:35:34Right, let's see how Mr Myers feels about his treatment, shall we?
0:35:34 > 0:35:37- Which bay is he in? - Oh, this one here.
0:35:39 > 0:35:42If it's any consolation, Sacha was on the fence over Derek.
0:35:42 > 0:35:44Took some convincing.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48Sorry, you did what?
0:35:48 > 0:35:49I made the right call.
0:35:50 > 0:35:52You'll thank me for it later.
0:35:58 > 0:36:00- Is that your missus? - How did she find me?
0:36:00 > 0:36:02I've been ducking her calls!
0:36:02 > 0:36:04Maybe your colleagues in the shop told her what happened?
0:36:04 > 0:36:06Mirror, get me a mirror!
0:36:06 > 0:36:08You need to calm down or it'll be lights out again.
0:36:08 > 0:36:10You must have some tape around here somewhere.
0:36:10 > 0:36:12- Sonny, listen to me.- What?!
0:36:12 > 0:36:14Don't you think, after everything that's happened to you today,
0:36:14 > 0:36:18it might just be fate that you might just have to give up on that...
0:36:18 > 0:36:21- that thing?- Don't be daft. She'll never understand.
0:36:21 > 0:36:24- You don't know that.- Look, she won't be able to handle the truth,
0:36:24 > 0:36:26- I can't handle the truth! - Sonny, there isn't person here today
0:36:26 > 0:36:29that doesn't know you're wearing a wig.
0:36:29 > 0:36:31Is... Is it that bad?
0:36:31 > 0:36:35It's not bad, it's just so obviously not your real hair.
0:36:37 > 0:36:39People are at best just being polite.
0:36:50 > 0:36:52Goodbye, old friend.
0:37:10 > 0:37:12How it should be.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14Every egg has their egg cup.
0:37:16 > 0:37:17Bravi.
0:37:17 > 0:37:21Well, I very much concur with Mr Levy's prognosis.
0:37:21 > 0:37:25The surgery carries enormous risks given your condition, Mr Myers.
0:37:25 > 0:37:27Look, I'm all too aware of that.
0:37:27 > 0:37:30But if it works, I walk out of here cancer-free.
0:37:30 > 0:37:33That's what I came here for, nothing's changed for me.
0:37:33 > 0:37:34Stuff the risks.
0:37:37 > 0:37:40Well, in that case, I am prepared to offer you the surgery.
0:37:40 > 0:37:43For the record, I cannot agree to this,
0:37:43 > 0:37:45not when oncology have options.
0:37:45 > 0:37:47I understand your reluctance, Mr Levy.
0:37:47 > 0:37:50However, I've studied Mr Myers' notes carefully
0:37:50 > 0:37:53and if he gives his consent, then I'm happy to take it from here.
0:37:53 > 0:37:54You do give your consent, do you not?
0:37:54 > 0:37:57Give me half an hour to pick out my funeral songs and I'm good to go!
0:37:57 > 0:37:59- Derek!- Oh, lighten up, George!
0:38:01 > 0:38:04This could be our last few hours together.
0:38:04 > 0:38:08- Could you give us five minutes, please?- Certainly.
0:38:10 > 0:38:14Hey, come on, Georgie boy.
0:38:14 > 0:38:17- Do you want me to scrub in? - No need, my call, my scalpel.
0:38:17 > 0:38:20Dr Copeland, you will be assisting me.
0:38:28 > 0:38:32I just need you to be the doctor that I know you really are today.
0:38:32 > 0:38:33OK?
0:38:39 > 0:38:41KNOCK ON DOOR
0:38:41 > 0:38:43Oh, right.
0:38:43 > 0:38:46I'd... I'd just like a few moments to myself, please, Jasmine.
0:38:48 > 0:38:50You know...
0:38:51 > 0:38:53..Jo has Elinor's heart, don't you?
0:39:01 > 0:39:03I had a feeling.
0:39:03 > 0:39:07Can you ask Ms Wolfe to take over the case, please?
0:39:07 > 0:39:09And Jason mustn't find out.
0:39:09 > 0:39:13The psychologist in me says you need to come to terms with
0:39:13 > 0:39:16the fact that that's not Ellie's heart any more, it's Jo's.
0:39:16 > 0:39:19If it's any consolation, I...
0:39:19 > 0:39:23- I don't agree with that way of thinking.- Your point being?
0:39:23 > 0:39:26You hear the stories, don't you? About patients who...
0:39:26 > 0:39:29They really believe that their lives have changed cos of their new heart.
0:39:29 > 0:39:33- That they've been given more than just an extension of life.- Myth.
0:39:35 > 0:39:41Jo mentioned that she's had this new spark since the transplant
0:39:41 > 0:39:45and that her donor must have had a real thirst for life.
0:39:46 > 0:39:51So maybe there is a little bit of Elinor...in Jo.
0:40:04 > 0:40:09This is a very smart move, even for you, albeit at Sacha's expense.
0:40:11 > 0:40:13You talked to Hanssen, didn't you?
0:40:18 > 0:40:22Surely you can see exactly what this operation means to Derek and George?
0:40:24 > 0:40:26But at what cost to you, Dom?
0:40:28 > 0:40:31Any reason to be here, Mr Mayfield?
0:40:31 > 0:40:33Oh, no, I just came to wish you both good luck.
0:40:33 > 0:40:35Break a leg and all that.
0:40:37 > 0:40:41Let us make sure luck has nowhere to play in this scenario, shall we?
0:40:43 > 0:40:47# Oh, doctor, doctor
0:40:47 > 0:40:51# Is this love I'm feeling? #
0:40:51 > 0:40:53Thanks for coming with me.
0:40:53 > 0:40:56Who knew a big, white plastic doughnut could be so scary?
0:40:56 > 0:40:59I once woke up on a strange bed at a house party covered in coats.
0:40:59 > 0:41:01I thought I'd been buried alive!
0:41:01 > 0:41:05Been there, got that T-shirt. Ah, this is really freaking me out!
0:41:05 > 0:41:07It'll be over before you know it.
0:41:07 > 0:41:09Just keep talking to me.
0:41:09 > 0:41:12What about? My irrational fear of gnomes?
0:41:12 > 0:41:14Tell me about your kids.
0:41:16 > 0:41:18MACHINE BEEPS
0:41:18 > 0:41:19Jo?
0:41:24 > 0:41:26There's no pulse. Get the crash team, I'm starting compressions!
0:41:26 > 0:41:29I need the crash team in the CT scanner room.
0:41:29 > 0:41:31Come on, you can do this. Come on, you can do it.
0:41:31 > 0:41:34Don't you dare. Come on. Oh, God, Jo!
0:41:36 > 0:41:38- Where are they?- One minute.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40DOORS OPEN
0:41:40 > 0:41:44- Come on, come on. I need some oxygen, please!- What happened?
0:41:44 > 0:41:47I don't know. She was chatting away and then she just...
0:41:47 > 0:41:49Keep up the compressions. Give me 1mg of adrenaline, please.
0:41:49 > 0:41:51We don't know what we're dealing with yet.
0:41:51 > 0:41:54Quickly! Page Mr Rossini and get her prepped for theatre immediately!
0:41:57 > 0:41:58So there's the tumour.
0:42:00 > 0:42:04We are going to need to isolate the iliac above and below the mass.
0:42:04 > 0:42:06Let's cut away what we can safely see first.
0:42:06 > 0:42:09Dissecting scissors, please. Thank you.
0:42:13 > 0:42:15You've taken quite a punt today.
0:42:15 > 0:42:18You have to ask yourself -
0:42:18 > 0:42:21would I have offered this surgery if I didn't have something to prove?
0:42:25 > 0:42:28There's a bleed. It must be coming from the common iliac vein.
0:42:28 > 0:42:30Yes, a fairly significant haemorrhage.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33Clamp, please. Thank you.
0:42:39 > 0:42:425-0 Prolene. Thank you.
0:42:42 > 0:42:44Do you think you can save the leg?
0:42:44 > 0:42:47While we have a blood supply from the external iliac,
0:42:47 > 0:42:49he's in with a fighting chance.
0:42:51 > 0:42:53Normal service has been resumed.
0:42:55 > 0:42:58There's a small pericardial effusion, but that's all.
0:42:58 > 0:43:01Hard to explain the arrest today, though.
0:43:01 > 0:43:02What's the plan?
0:43:02 > 0:43:05Try a run of different anti-rejection drugs.
0:43:05 > 0:43:08Failing that, she'll be looking at a Herzig or another transplant.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10You're overlooking the fact she's going to need a laparotomy.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12All right.
0:43:13 > 0:43:15I don't understand?
0:43:15 > 0:43:17Jo was in a major accident, she's unstable,
0:43:17 > 0:43:19it's not coming from her head or her chest.
0:43:19 > 0:43:20I'll leave you to do the maths.
0:43:20 > 0:43:22But she wasn't abnormal upon examination.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24She had a significant lactate.
0:43:24 > 0:43:26It's standard trauma care, Jasmine.
0:43:26 > 0:43:27If you can't understand this,
0:43:27 > 0:43:30God knows what else you've failed to grasp.
0:43:32 > 0:43:35Right, now we really need to earn our salt.
0:43:35 > 0:43:37It would seem the tumour is attached to both the internal
0:43:37 > 0:43:39and external iliac.
0:43:39 > 0:43:42So we'll need to divide the common iliac artery.
0:43:42 > 0:43:46This is exactly where we do not want to be.
0:43:46 > 0:43:48The blood supply will be lost.
0:43:48 > 0:43:51The chances are he'll lose the leg through ischemia.
0:43:51 > 0:43:54How would you move forward, Dr Copeland?
0:43:54 > 0:43:58Well, I recently assisted Isaac on a fem-fem crossover graft
0:43:58 > 0:44:00which was to save a leg.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02Sounds like a reasonable approach.
0:44:02 > 0:44:07Complicated here, of course, by the presence of the tumour, but still...
0:44:07 > 0:44:09Do you feel competent enough to assist
0:44:09 > 0:44:11or would you like me to page Mr Mayfield?
0:44:11 > 0:44:13And let him steal my thunder?
0:44:13 > 0:44:15That's the spirit, Dr Copeland.
0:44:21 > 0:44:23You got time for a chat before you go?
0:44:23 > 0:44:25Thank you. Sure.
0:44:27 > 0:44:28There.
0:44:37 > 0:44:40So I didn't stay at my friend's last night.
0:44:42 > 0:44:43Right.
0:44:43 > 0:44:45I was here...
0:44:45 > 0:44:49in the on-call room with Jasmine.
0:44:50 > 0:44:52Jasmine told me.
0:44:54 > 0:44:56And you're OK with it?
0:44:56 > 0:44:59Apparently, you didn't even touch her. Not even a cuddle.
0:45:00 > 0:45:02HE SIGHS
0:45:02 > 0:45:04That is such a relief.
0:45:05 > 0:45:06You're cutting it pretty fine,
0:45:06 > 0:45:08I was going to give you till the end of the day.
0:45:08 > 0:45:10Or what?
0:45:11 > 0:45:14- SHE SIGHS - Nothing.
0:45:16 > 0:45:18We do need to talk, though.
0:45:24 > 0:45:26So far, so good.
0:45:27 > 0:45:31Yes, fortune does seem to have favoured the brave thus far.
0:45:33 > 0:45:37Well, as you always taught me, if you find the right path,
0:45:37 > 0:45:39no matter how narrow, you should take it.
0:45:41 > 0:45:45Even if that road is laced with land mines?
0:45:45 > 0:45:47HE CHUCKLES
0:45:48 > 0:45:49The older you get...
0:45:51 > 0:45:53..the fewer things you really love.
0:45:54 > 0:45:58And by the time you get to my age, maybe it's only one or two things.
0:45:59 > 0:46:00HE CHUCKLES
0:46:00 > 0:46:04I didn't have you down for a fan of The Hurt Locker.
0:46:04 > 0:46:09Well, the intricacies of bomb disposal are not very far removed
0:46:09 > 0:46:10from what we do, are they?
0:46:10 > 0:46:13Right, I think we're done.
0:46:13 > 0:46:15Releasing clamp.
0:46:19 > 0:46:21And the grafts seem to be holding. Very good.
0:46:21 > 0:46:25So now we can continue removing the tumour and resect the iliac.
0:46:28 > 0:46:31I know, I know. I panicked.
0:46:33 > 0:46:35- Went into automatic.- It's OK.
0:46:36 > 0:46:37You did what you thought was right.
0:46:37 > 0:46:39For us.
0:46:41 > 0:46:44I just wish I'd been there for you.
0:46:44 > 0:46:45To support you.
0:46:49 > 0:46:51This wasn't me shutting you out.
0:46:53 > 0:46:54You're my future.
0:46:54 > 0:46:56I hope you still think I'm yours.
0:46:58 > 0:47:02Come on, let's go... Let's go home - I'll... I'll cook!
0:47:02 > 0:47:04Ah!
0:47:04 > 0:47:05How would you feel about takeaway?
0:47:07 > 0:47:09SHE CHUCKLES Go on.
0:47:09 > 0:47:13There's no perforation so far, but the ischemia is patchy
0:47:13 > 0:47:14and widespread.
0:47:14 > 0:47:15So I think we should close her up,
0:47:15 > 0:47:19anti-coagulate her and give the bowel a chance to recover.
0:47:19 > 0:47:20We'll look again in 48 hours.
0:47:20 > 0:47:22If this is what made her arrest,
0:47:22 > 0:47:24how can it be a good idea to leave it be?
0:47:24 > 0:47:27Resecting all that bowel is a death sentence, Mr Rossini.
0:47:27 > 0:47:29I am giving her a slim chance over no chance at all.
0:47:29 > 0:47:30MACHINE BEEPS
0:47:30 > 0:47:32She's arresting again.
0:47:32 > 0:47:35Charge to ten.
0:47:35 > 0:47:38Stand clear! Shock!
0:47:41 > 0:47:43Go again at 50. Stand clear!
0:47:43 > 0:47:45Shock.
0:47:49 > 0:47:52There's no output. I'm going to have to call it.
0:47:52 > 0:47:55No, get the perfusionist, we're putting her on bypass!
0:47:55 > 0:47:56Ms Campbell...
0:47:56 > 0:47:58Don't just stand there, go and get her!
0:47:58 > 0:47:59This is futile.
0:47:59 > 0:48:02Don't argue with me. I have seen it work before!
0:48:03 > 0:48:04It's over.
0:48:04 > 0:48:08- CRYING: - I am not going to l-lose her again!
0:48:08 > 0:48:10Come on, Ellie!
0:48:10 > 0:48:12Come on. It's all right...
0:48:12 > 0:48:15There is no output, even with the Norad.
0:48:15 > 0:48:18Here we are. Come on...
0:48:18 > 0:48:21I'm sorry, Ms Campbell, but that effectively leaves us
0:48:21 > 0:48:24nowhere else to go... SHE SOBS
0:48:31 > 0:48:32Time of death, 20.39.
0:48:37 > 0:48:40We did run into an unexpected complication, but...
0:48:40 > 0:48:41Will he walk again?
0:48:41 > 0:48:46He'll need plenty of recovery time and perhaps some physiotherapy.
0:48:47 > 0:48:48And the cancer?
0:48:50 > 0:48:54Oncology will want to continue with the chemotherapy,
0:48:54 > 0:48:57but we are pretty certain that we got it all.
0:48:58 > 0:49:00I...
0:49:00 > 0:49:02I don't know how to thank you.
0:49:02 > 0:49:08SINGS WEAKLY: # You've got to search for the hero inside yourself
0:49:08 > 0:49:14# Search for the secrets you hide
0:49:14 > 0:49:20# Search for the hero inside yourself
0:49:21 > 0:49:25# Until you find the key to your life... #
0:49:27 > 0:49:28THEY CHUCKLE
0:49:36 > 0:49:38You performed a minor miracle.
0:49:38 > 0:49:41It's a question of belief, I think.
0:49:41 > 0:49:45I was very impressed with Dr Copeland today.
0:49:45 > 0:49:48I think the pressure on the ward today may have given some of us
0:49:48 > 0:49:51a more cautious approach towards his surgery.
0:49:51 > 0:49:54Fortune favours the brave, Mr Mayfield, and some of us
0:49:54 > 0:49:56performed better than others today.
0:49:56 > 0:49:59I look forward to having your report on my desk first thing.
0:49:59 > 0:50:01Yes, yes, of course...
0:50:03 > 0:50:05Do you have to rub him up the wrong way?
0:50:09 > 0:50:11Perhaps you should ease off the singing for the time being?
0:50:11 > 0:50:13SHE CRIES
0:50:23 > 0:50:25I'm... I'm so sorry.
0:50:29 > 0:50:33I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through right now.
0:50:37 > 0:50:41Come on, we can't... We can't let Jason find you like this.
0:50:48 > 0:50:50This wasn't Jo's fault, you know, she...
0:50:50 > 0:50:53she really did do everything she could to take care of herself.
0:50:53 > 0:50:59She knew that this was, you know, her last chance at a proper life.
0:50:59 > 0:51:01There was no way we could have spotted it any sooner,
0:51:01 > 0:51:02especially with the trauma...
0:51:02 > 0:51:04The CT scan.
0:51:04 > 0:51:07Yeah, you're right, if she hadn't crashed, then...
0:51:07 > 0:51:13The original abdominal CT scan that I asked you to get on my authority.
0:51:15 > 0:51:18That was Mr Rossini's decision.
0:51:18 > 0:51:21I mean, who am I to question another consultant's authority?
0:51:21 > 0:51:23I lost her all over again!
0:51:25 > 0:51:27On your watch! Again!
0:51:29 > 0:51:32I wish it was you that was in the morgue.
0:51:39 > 0:51:41Still need your sugar rush?
0:51:41 > 0:51:44Hangover's just not lifting. I'm officially in rehab.
0:51:44 > 0:51:46- Are you?- Yeah.
0:51:47 > 0:51:49The evils of drink.
0:51:50 > 0:51:54Well, I suppose Jasmine's the only who knows what really happened.
0:51:54 > 0:51:59I probably bored her rigid, talking about how much you mean to me.
0:52:01 > 0:52:03I think you're boring ME rigid now.
0:52:09 > 0:52:10Ollie?
0:52:16 > 0:52:18Marry me?
0:52:19 > 0:52:20Sorry?
0:52:23 > 0:52:25Are you serious?
0:52:25 > 0:52:27Jewellers are quite hard to come by at this time of night.
0:52:27 > 0:52:28You're not serious?
0:52:34 > 0:52:36I love you, Zosia.
0:52:38 > 0:52:41That's an emotion I never thought I'd feel again.
0:52:43 > 0:52:46And despite your short fuse...
0:52:48 > 0:52:50..I want to spend the rest of my life...
0:52:55 > 0:52:56..annoying you.
0:53:07 > 0:53:08You're actually doing this?
0:53:08 > 0:53:10I think so.
0:53:17 > 0:53:20TV ON
0:53:20 > 0:53:21DOOR OPENS
0:53:30 > 0:53:32I thought we had a date at the Italian?
0:53:34 > 0:53:36I couldn't find you after work.
0:53:37 > 0:53:41It's two courses for 15 quid with half a carafe thrown in.
0:53:42 > 0:53:47Calamari was a bit rubbery, but the wine was delightful.
0:53:50 > 0:53:52Much better than this muck you buy.
0:53:59 > 0:54:02Well, cheers.
0:54:04 > 0:54:05Here's to you.
0:54:09 > 0:54:12You made a complete idiot of me today in front of Hanssen.
0:54:16 > 0:54:17And what was it?
0:54:20 > 0:54:23A little bit of revenge for my previous indiscretions?
0:54:27 > 0:54:29You going somewhere?
0:54:31 > 0:54:32Yes.
0:54:32 > 0:54:33Really?
0:54:40 > 0:54:43George and Mildred really got to you today, didn't they?
0:54:47 > 0:54:49Look, I thought we'd been through this.
0:54:49 > 0:54:51Who knows what's forever?
0:54:51 > 0:54:53This has nothing to do with them.
0:54:53 > 0:54:56HE CHUCKLES
0:55:01 > 0:55:02So where are you off to?
0:55:04 > 0:55:06I mean, you don't have your dead friend to bail you out any more,
0:55:06 > 0:55:07do you?
0:55:13 > 0:55:15If you must know, I'm going to Zosia's.
0:55:15 > 0:55:17TEXT MESSAGE ALERT
0:55:17 > 0:55:18We have a lot to catch up on.
0:55:27 > 0:55:31What's that poisonous cow been saying about me?
0:55:46 > 0:55:49Got us sushi for tea, Elinor's fave.
0:55:49 > 0:55:51Is it really raw fish?
0:55:51 > 0:55:53That's sashimi, mainly.
0:55:53 > 0:55:54Oh... Healthy.
0:55:58 > 0:55:59Tuna roll?
0:55:59 > 0:56:00Oh, you tuck in.
0:56:06 > 0:56:10It's...it's too late now, but I will take you to the cemetery one day.
0:56:10 > 0:56:12Oh, no need, I don't need to go.
0:56:14 > 0:56:16Why don't you want to go to the cemetery any more?
0:56:16 > 0:56:20Because somewhere, in someone...
0:56:22 > 0:56:23..she's not dead.
0:56:32 > 0:56:33I'm so sorry, Dom.
0:56:36 > 0:56:37I didn't mean it.
0:56:41 > 0:56:42You just...
0:56:44 > 0:56:47You just pushed me too far.
0:56:50 > 0:56:51Why would you do that?
0:56:59 > 0:57:00You know I love you.
0:57:03 > 0:57:05Please, you have to forgive me.
0:57:08 > 0:57:10Look, it's been a long day for both of us.
0:57:16 > 0:57:17Let's just...
0:57:18 > 0:57:22..get some sleep and we can talk in the morning.