0:00:02 > 0:00:04It's a thank you letter from the recipient of Elinor's heart.
0:00:04 > 0:00:06- She's arresting again.- No!
0:00:06 > 0:00:08Get the perfusionist. Don't just stand there. Go and get her!
0:00:08 > 0:00:13I've lost her all over again. On your watch. Again!
0:00:13 > 0:00:16I wish it was you that was in the morgue.
0:00:16 > 0:00:20- I want both. I want to go part time. - Why don't you go part time?
0:00:20 > 0:00:24- Oh!- Oh!- Well, then let's do it. Team Hector?- Team Hector.
0:00:24 > 0:00:29You stay out of my business and I will happily stay out of yours.
0:00:29 > 0:00:30Are you going somewhere?
0:00:30 > 0:00:33If you must know, I'm going to Zosia's.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42- Serena! - SHE BANGS ON DOOR
0:01:42 > 0:01:45- Serena! Open up!- I'll call security.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Yeah, hello. It's Fletch. I'm in the...
0:01:49 > 0:01:51I'm on the roof stairwell and I need someone to come upstairs and open
0:01:51 > 0:01:54the door as quick as you can, please. Right, OK.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56They're on their way.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- Serena! - HER VOICE ECHOES
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Go.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32Go on, fly!
0:02:52 > 0:02:55Just put him under his baby gym, stick on his CD,
0:02:55 > 0:02:58he'll be happy as a bug for 20 minutes. Yeah.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02So what's in the box? Am I going to be impressed?
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Mary Berry would, would she?
0:03:05 > 0:03:08Right, love you, too. Bye.
0:03:14 > 0:03:15You all right, love?
0:03:18 > 0:03:19Right as rain.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21- Do you know where you're going? - Hospital.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24Wait, what's that?
0:03:26 > 0:03:28- Ooh.- Oh...- Can we get a trolley, please?
0:03:28 > 0:03:29I've got you.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31What's your name?
0:03:31 > 0:03:34- A fid.- Your name's Afid?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36- Trixie.- Right, OK.
0:03:36 > 0:03:40The thing sticking out of my backside...a fid.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Yeah, I can do that. - No, it's fine, I'm OK.
0:03:47 > 0:03:50- Let me do something. - You've done enough.
0:03:52 > 0:03:56I'm sorry. That... That sounded mean.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57Don't be silly.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01I'm the one who's sorry.
0:04:01 > 0:04:02Please don't hate me.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05I don't hate you. Stop saying that.
0:04:07 > 0:04:08Let's come back from this.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12You have every right to be angry with me
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- but I am sorry, I truly am. - I know you are.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18I don't want to lose you.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22It was a moment of madness.
0:04:22 > 0:04:27It was a flash of crazy jealousy and it won't happen again.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32I promise.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41This woman's pregnant and has a stab wound to the buttocks.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42Why is she in my ward?
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Irregular heartbeat.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46- Any history of heart problems?- No.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49Trixie, how are you feeling?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Even more stupid than I did when I fell on my own fid.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56She said fid. I told you she said fid.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- So please, just yank it out. - What's a fid?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Stick a plaster on it and I'll be on my bike.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04Sorry, no can do. You're in Darwin. It's a cardiac ward.
0:05:04 > 0:05:08- What's a fid?- Cardiac? I'm in the wrong department, love.
0:05:08 > 0:05:12I need the Removing Sharp Pointy Things From Buttocks department.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Ooh, has Mr T been baking again?
0:05:14 > 0:05:15You betcha.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19Sorry, can I ask, what actually is a fid?
0:05:19 > 0:05:22The thing sticking out of my bum cheek.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25- I need to get myself to the emergency place.- No, no, no, no.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29- Don't move. Don't move...- Uh-oh...
0:05:31 > 0:05:34Well, the next time you give a nail gun to your apprentice
0:05:34 > 0:05:37you teach him where to point it, or rather where not to point it.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42- What do I do?- Your job.
0:05:42 > 0:05:43You don't think I've been doing that?
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- Just try and stay out of her way. - She's my boss.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52- I'll talk to her. - I'm fed up of treading on eggshells.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54I'm scared everything I say she's going to bite my head off.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55I'll talk to her.
0:05:56 > 0:06:0010mls of xylocaine, a green needle, 3.0 prolene,
0:06:00 > 0:06:04and a pair of surgical pliers, please. Anyone seen Ms Campbell?
0:06:04 > 0:06:05No.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Ms Wolfe?
0:06:09 > 0:06:10No. Bigger.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16That's nasty.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19So chest pains, high temperature, low BP and now this.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21And they think Keller's the best place for him.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Zosia's down looking after Mr Armstrong post op.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26Yes, get her for me. Thank you.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30Gerry, hi, we're going to get one of our cardiac surgeons
0:06:30 > 0:06:32to take a look at your chest
0:06:32 > 0:06:34just in case there's a link between the leg abscess
0:06:34 > 0:06:35and the shortness of breath.
0:06:36 > 0:06:40- Hi.- Hi.- AAU seem to think that Gerry has empyema.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44Sorry, Dr March, this is Gerry Fooks.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47Soon to be a doctor himself.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- Really? Where're you... - Anthropological behavioural studies.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Right.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58Well, nothing's leaping out at me
0:06:58 > 0:07:00but I'd like to run a chest X-ray and a CT.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Very good. Do me a favour, would you?
0:07:03 > 0:07:04Would you smell that for me?
0:07:06 > 0:07:07SHE COUGHS
0:07:07 > 0:07:11That's ripe. That's very, very ripe.
0:07:11 > 0:07:12And the smell is...?
0:07:13 > 0:07:15You haven't forgotten everything I taught you
0:07:15 > 0:07:17before you migrated to the heart, have you?
0:07:17 > 0:07:18Gangrene? Venous ulceration?
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Dr Copeland, can you smell that for me?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Um...pseudomonas.
0:07:30 > 0:07:34Very good. You win today's infection identification prize.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37- Sacha, it's ten to. - Yes, I'm coming.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39So soon-to-be-Dr Gerald Fooks, Dr March, Dr Copeland,
0:07:39 > 0:07:42I will leave you together. Couldn't be in better hands.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53Pack that. Clean it.
0:07:53 > 0:07:57Antibiotics and a tetanus booster, I'll come back and stitch it.
0:07:57 > 0:07:58You OK?
0:08:00 > 0:08:01Serena...
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Have you been smoking?
0:08:07 > 0:08:08Nope.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12I can smell it on you.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14Well, pot, kettle, darling.
0:08:16 > 0:08:20Yes, but I smoke. You don't.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22So shoot me now.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26- Serena...- Mm?
0:08:28 > 0:08:29Go easy on her.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34If you need to take some more time off it'll be all right.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38I told her I wished she was in the morgue.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42Not exactly motivational mentor-speak.
0:08:42 > 0:08:46She'd be perfectly within her rights to make a complaint.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Mitigating circumstances.
0:08:48 > 0:08:52Or me just stuck on some hideous merry-go-round of blame and regret.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Look, today is about doing your job,
0:08:54 > 0:08:56getting the department back on track.
0:08:56 > 0:09:00- You do care about your job, don't you?- Nothing else in my life.
0:09:01 > 0:09:02Nothing?
0:09:02 > 0:09:06Now is not the time to be fishing for affection.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09So do what you have to do to dig yourself out of this mess.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12I am not apologising to her.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15Flowers, chocolates, fruit basket.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17A bottle of Tequila, e-card.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21Maybe even a novelty cookie with a simple message saying
0:09:21 > 0:09:25"I'm sorry", written in swirly writing and a smiley face...
0:09:25 > 0:09:27I really am sorry.
0:09:27 > 0:09:31Mm. So you call me, say you're staying over. And then...?
0:09:31 > 0:09:33SHE CLICKS HER FINGERS
0:09:33 > 0:09:35We fought...
0:09:36 > 0:09:37..and then we made up.
0:09:37 > 0:09:41Meanwhile, Norma-no-mates is sitting alone in her flat
0:09:41 > 0:09:46with two cold pizzas, and a must-see TV box set that remains unseen.
0:09:46 > 0:09:47I will make it up to you.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49You will. Tonight.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54Tonight.
0:09:56 > 0:09:57What's wrong?
0:09:58 > 0:10:00- Nothing.- Dom. Don't "nothing" me.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03Just because we're not hanging out, doesn't mean
0:10:03 > 0:10:05I can't read you like a price tag.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11Last night was just a bit...
0:10:13 > 0:10:14Tell me.
0:10:18 > 0:10:19Tonight. OK?
0:10:25 > 0:10:27It's been lovely getting to work with you again.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29It's like old times.
0:10:29 > 0:10:30Bosoms.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33What?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Bosoms.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Bosom buddies.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42- Oh, OK!- I keep you warm and safe in my bosom and you keep me
0:10:42 > 0:10:43warm and safe in...
0:10:45 > 0:10:47It's what Arthur would've wanted.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- What is it?- Nothing. It's fine.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52- Hi.- Hey.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58And remember, Dom. It's what Arthur would've wanted.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Bosoms.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06That looked fun.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14We're not even going to talk about it?
0:11:17 > 0:11:19You said you wanted me dead.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23- Not my words exactly. - OK, wished I was in the morgue.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25What do you want, an apology?
0:11:26 > 0:11:29I want to know how we can move on from this.
0:11:29 > 0:11:33We're not best friends going through a crisis in our relationship.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36I am your boss. You are my F1.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40Let's not do this again. Let's not go round and round, OK? I'm sorry.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43Please, I just want to know what I can do to make it better.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46I don't want you to do anything. Except your job.
0:11:46 > 0:11:50That's it? After everything we've been through.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Just do. Your. Job.
0:11:54 > 0:11:58Ms Campbell. Dorothy Chamberlayne, collapsed in the supermarket.
0:11:58 > 0:12:02You say collapsed, I say taking an impromptu rest.
0:12:02 > 0:12:06- What, flat out on the floor? - Well, maybe I was doing yoga.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09Complaining of excruciating abdominal pains.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12- Probably just the oysters.- Oysters?
0:12:12 > 0:12:16And it's Dotty. Never Dorothy. Only my mother called me Dorothy.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19- But you said oysters. - Makes me sound like a lesbian.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22- Not that I've got anything against them.- Oysters?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Oysters or lesbians.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27In fact, some of my best friends are oysters.
0:12:32 > 0:12:35Her baby's heartbeat's as strong as a cart horse,
0:12:35 > 0:12:37but Mum's is a little bit weird.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41- Once this is out, we'll do an echo. - Do an ultrasound, too.- Mm-hm.
0:12:41 > 0:12:45Swab, please. Can I get a bit of pressure on the buttock?
0:12:50 > 0:12:53You know, last week he made his own gnocchi. You believe that?
0:12:53 > 0:12:55I don't know how he finds the time,
0:12:55 > 0:12:59what with work and baby yoga and play dates.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02That man has got "Best Dad in the World" written all over him.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04Mm-hm. And you've got "Smug Mummy" written all over you.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06I prefer "Awesome Mummy".
0:13:08 > 0:13:10OK, vessels look good. I'm going for extraction.
0:13:10 > 0:13:11Haul away, me hearty!
0:13:20 > 0:13:23What in all things holy is that?
0:13:23 > 0:13:26- It's a fid.- Funny. What's it used for?
0:13:26 > 0:13:29Besides piercing buttocks? Who knows?
0:13:29 > 0:13:32- Right, I have consults to do. Are we done here?- Mm-hm.
0:13:32 > 0:13:35Well, pus makes me hungry. So, Pulses for a panini?
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Urgh, yuck.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40MOBILE PHONE
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Is that Isaac again?
0:13:42 > 0:13:45- What is so urgent? - He's probably just checking in.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47- Checking in? - It's to see if I'm OK.
0:13:47 > 0:13:51Why wouldn't you be? You saw him 20 minutes ago.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Well, it's probably nothing. I'll catch him later.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Er, excuse me. Pulses? Panini?
0:13:58 > 0:14:01I forgot my wallet. You go on ahead. I'll catch you up.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08PHONE CONTINUES RINGING
0:14:14 > 0:14:16RINGING STOPS
0:14:37 > 0:14:40So you ate some oysters?
0:14:40 > 0:14:43Two dozen. I know I shouldn't.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47- When?- Not since I had half my lower bowel removed.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50Crohn's. They don't agree with me.
0:14:50 > 0:14:55- So when did you eat the oysters? - Last night at my 65th birthday bash.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56Congratulations.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59Drank me body weight in fake champagne.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02- Nice.- Spent this morning with me head in the toilet.
0:15:02 > 0:15:03Not nice.
0:15:03 > 0:15:07Dragged myself along to SupaPrice for a hair of the dog.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11Nothing like a bottle of stout to flush away a hangover,
0:15:11 > 0:15:15- and then it hit me.- What?
0:15:15 > 0:15:1816-wheel monster-truck loaded with bricks.
0:15:18 > 0:15:22- I'm not following you. - Well, that's what it felt like.
0:15:22 > 0:15:29Oof! Next thing, I'm on the floor writhing like a python.
0:15:29 > 0:15:33Knickers in the air, cursing like a drunken oil rigger.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36Call me if anything interesting develops.
0:15:36 > 0:15:40Definitely in the running for Miss Congeniality, that one.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43All right, hop onto the bed and we'll take a look at you.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46Oh, I would love to, dear, but I haven't been able to hop
0:15:46 > 0:15:54since '97 when I lost the use of me left leg. Spinal tumour.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58Followed by MRSA contracted in hospital.
0:15:58 > 0:16:00Really messed up my summer.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02I had tickets for Glastonbury.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Radiohead!
0:16:06 > 0:16:08- I'll get us a porter.- Rubbish!
0:16:08 > 0:16:13A big boy like you should be able to scoop me up in those beefy arms.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Non?
0:16:15 > 0:16:17Right, then.
0:16:18 > 0:16:23You stick it between the warps and you use the hollow blade to thread
0:16:23 > 0:16:28though the next strand of rope, for splicing and knots.
0:16:29 > 0:16:30That's so great.
0:16:31 > 0:16:36Every deck hand, sailor, skipper, crew should have his own fid.
0:16:36 > 0:16:37Sorry, I have to ask,
0:16:37 > 0:16:40but how did you end up with your fid sticking out of your butt cheek?
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Splicing a Dan buoy rope.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45I put the warp on the engine box,
0:16:45 > 0:16:47the spike sticking up through the rope...
0:16:49 > 0:16:50..and...
0:16:50 > 0:16:52And...?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55This goes no further.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58Whatever you say to us, you know it's in the strictest of confidence.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01Any of my deck crew find out, they'd wet themselves.
0:17:02 > 0:17:03I don't get it.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06My grandad, too. Won't stop taking the mick till Christmas.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Like I said, strict confidence.
0:17:14 > 0:17:15I fainted.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Auntie Serena, I've been to the library...
0:17:24 > 0:17:26Right, well, whatever it is, can we do it later, Jason?
0:17:26 > 0:17:30- ..and checked out a book, for you. - Not now, love. Please.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33I borrowed it with my library card from the self-help section.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Uh-huh. Let's do it later.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38It's entitled How To Deal With Bullies And Bullying,
0:17:38 > 0:17:39written by Avril Watson.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41For you.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44So you can learn how to stop bullying Jasmine.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Bernie told me all about it.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50Yeah, Jason... Just don't.
0:17:51 > 0:17:55- And Jasmine will learn how to build up her self-esteem...- Go away.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59- But it... It's for you. - Don't, Jason.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02You can read it for two weeks, then I have to take it back
0:18:02 > 0:18:03or I'll get a fine.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07Then you'll be able to stop being a bully.
0:18:07 > 0:18:08Oh, just leave me alone.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Where were you? I was waiting.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Sorry?
0:18:26 > 0:18:27Pulses?
0:18:28 > 0:18:30Oh, um... Paged. Sorry.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Did something happen between you and Isaac last night?
0:18:36 > 0:18:39I already told you.
0:18:39 > 0:18:40No, I... I mean...
0:18:40 > 0:18:42We fought. We made up.
0:18:42 > 0:18:46Right, so when...when you fought. Did...anything happen?
0:18:46 > 0:18:48Arguments generally are about something.
0:18:48 > 0:18:52Between you and Isaac, Dom. Did he try...
0:18:52 > 0:18:56I know you're just on tour, but I actually have some work to do.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04- Is that your PhD?- Yeah.
0:19:04 > 0:19:07The Correlation Of Man With Natural Vernacular Environments
0:19:07 > 0:19:09And The Effects Of The Post-agricultural Revolution
0:19:09 > 0:19:11On Proto-domesticated Herd Animals.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13It's complicated.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16Herd animals? Is that why you were camping on the moor?
0:19:16 > 0:19:17Yeah, it's part of my research.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19I thought you might need some help.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21No.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24Although your expertise is always appreciated, I think we have this...
0:19:24 > 0:19:27- Pseudomonas.- Yes.- Bloods?- Done.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30We are just waiting on the results before we drain the abscess.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33BP is low at 90 systolic. Pulse is high at 120.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Temperature's 39.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Dehydration. Infection is spreading.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40We need to put him on IV antibiotics and fluids.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43Shouldn't you be skipping back to Darwin?
0:19:43 > 0:19:45I'm monitoring a post Swan-Ganz patient
0:19:45 > 0:19:48and Mr Levy requested I consult on Mr Fooks' chest pains.
0:19:48 > 0:19:49Just like old times.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52Have you been in close contact with farmyard or wild animals?
0:19:52 > 0:19:53He's been camping.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56Worked in a veterinarian practice? Farm? Animal rescue centre?
0:19:56 > 0:19:58PhD student.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01- Dr March, could you chase up those bloods please?- I can do that.
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Dr March...
0:20:03 > 0:20:07Like I said, I have two patients here, one critical post-op.
0:20:07 > 0:20:09So, no, sorry.
0:20:09 > 0:20:10I'm not going anywhere.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21You want a fight, Serena Campbell, you fight me.
0:20:21 > 0:20:25- You want a punch bag, here it is. Take a swing.- Leave me alone.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27No. I'm getting through to you if I have to rip your head off
0:20:27 > 0:20:30- and pour sense inside it. - Just try it.- Come on, then. Hit me.
0:20:30 > 0:20:33Shout at me. Do whatever you want, but to me.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35- Don't tempt me. - Because I can take it. I'm tough.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38I'm bloody tough and I love you. So you want to vent,
0:20:38 > 0:20:42you vent at me. Not at Jasmine. Definitely not Jason. Me.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44- Leave me alone.- No, I love you enough to put up with anything
0:20:44 > 0:20:46you dish out.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48I can take it. They can't.
0:20:48 > 0:20:52You think you loving me will make me feel better.
0:20:52 > 0:20:54Well, guess what?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56It doesn't.
0:21:04 > 0:21:05You made me jump.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Do I make you nervous now?
0:21:09 > 0:21:12It just startled me.
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Remember when Ric caught us snogging in here?
0:21:16 > 0:21:19- How's your side?- Don't.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Did you tell her?
0:21:24 > 0:21:25No.
0:21:25 > 0:21:26She knows.
0:21:27 > 0:21:28No.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30I think she does.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32Well, if she does, she didn't hear it from me.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37Do you know how it makes me feel when I see you two laughing?
0:21:37 > 0:21:40- She's my friend. - When all we do is fight.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43We laugh, too.
0:21:44 > 0:21:45We do.
0:21:47 > 0:21:51- All right, maybe not recently, but...- You've got me.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55You don't need her.
0:22:08 > 0:22:09That looked intense.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12Yeah.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14- Everything OK?- Sure.
0:22:22 > 0:22:23What's going on?
0:22:27 > 0:22:28It's private.
0:22:30 > 0:22:31Like those bruises?
0:22:33 > 0:22:35What?
0:22:35 > 0:22:36I saw them, Dom.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40They're just bruises.
0:22:40 > 0:22:41From what?
0:22:41 > 0:22:43- I fell.- Where?
0:22:45 > 0:22:47In the shower.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51- Dom...- Excuse me.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24Are you happy now?
0:23:32 > 0:23:36Reality check time. You're six months' pregnant.
0:23:36 > 0:23:40You have an irregular heartbeat and you appear to be working full-time
0:23:40 > 0:23:42- on a fishing boat. - It's a crab potter.
0:23:42 > 0:23:46- Crab potter.- We don't fish. We don't net. We pot.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49OK, well, the likelihood of you feeling faint or blacking out
0:23:49 > 0:23:51doing manual work in your second trimester is...
0:23:51 > 0:23:55- You're a heart doctor, right? - Consultant cardiac surgeon.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57What's that, then? Like higher up than doctor?
0:23:57 > 0:23:58Pretty much the highest.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01Probably had to fight tooth and nail with the old boys,
0:24:01 > 0:24:03- private school ties. - Worked like a dog.
0:24:03 > 0:24:06Probably not a whole bunch of black lady heart surgeons
0:24:06 > 0:24:09- at your pay grade, right? - Precious few.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Good going, girl. You should be dead proud.
0:24:13 > 0:24:14Thanks.
0:24:15 > 0:24:20You have any idea how many female skippers run 30m-plus crabbers
0:24:20 > 0:24:22along the south coast?
0:24:22 > 0:24:23No idea.
0:24:25 > 0:24:26You're looking at her.
0:24:27 > 0:24:31You are hell bent on destroying everything because you're in pain.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33She resigned. I didn't ask her to.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35You know how damaging this could be.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Dumping her rotation, sacking her mentor.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39You're letting her ruin her career.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Like I said. Her decision.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46I tried to talk her out of it but she wouldn't listen to me.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Yeah, well... She's stubborn.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50Because she needs to hear it from you.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58Did you know about the bruises?
0:24:58 > 0:25:02- Did you know?- Er, I... - Did you see them?
0:25:02 > 0:25:04Yes, I saw them. You want to talk about this now?
0:25:04 > 0:25:06- You examined him. - What?- The bruises!
0:25:08 > 0:25:12- What bruises?- You didn't notice his other injuries. His back, his ribs?
0:25:14 > 0:25:16He's talking about Gerry Fooks.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23How did these injuries occur and why didn't you mention them?
0:25:23 > 0:25:25- I don't want to go into it all. - All of what?
0:25:25 > 0:25:28How they happened. You know, my research.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30People generally don't understand.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33- Try us.- Or else, they laugh.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35Why don't you just tell us?
0:25:35 > 0:25:38In this job we've become pretty unshockable.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41I've been living as a goat.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46So you had a spinal tumour followed by a bout of MRSA.
0:25:46 > 0:25:50Oh, the MRSA was the worst. You'd better believe it.
0:25:50 > 0:25:54Itched like a bag of spiders dipped in pepper.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57Well, it can be a very nasty infection.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00Compared to that, the cancers were a picnic.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02CANCERS, you said. What, as in plural?
0:26:02 > 0:26:06Mm. These beauties aren't real, you know. More's the pity.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09Could have done with these bad girls years ago.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12So you had a spinal tumour and breast cancer?
0:26:12 > 0:26:17Double mastectomy, followed by radiotherapy and chemotherapy.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19It's amazing you're so cheerful, given that you had such bad luck.
0:26:19 > 0:26:24Bad luck? What you talking about? I've had a charmed life.
0:26:24 > 0:26:28- Medically. I didn't mean... - I met my second husband in chemo.
0:26:28 > 0:26:31Raphael, Brazilian.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34Oh, had a smile that could melt mozzarella at 50 yards.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36I'm sorry, I wasn't implying...
0:26:36 > 0:26:39Should have seen him dance. Buns like walnuts in Lycra.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41SNIGGERING
0:26:43 > 0:26:45OK, and today you have...
0:26:45 > 0:26:49abdominal pains, dizziness, low blood pressure and vomiting.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52Like a Technicolor fountain.
0:26:52 > 0:26:54Well, we're going to need a full abdo CT.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59Yep.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01We'll find out what's going on.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11I'm not going to beg you.
0:27:11 > 0:27:12Good. Don't.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15Ms Wolfe thinks its professional suicide.
0:27:15 > 0:27:17Don't care. I want out.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20Oh, spoken like a child. An impetuous child.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22How about a child who's sick of getting it in the neck?
0:27:22 > 0:27:24- Sick of hard work. - I am never going to win.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26I'm never going to impress you.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28- So working together is not a good idea.- Suicide.
0:27:28 > 0:27:32- My choice.- I think you should stay. - No.- I want you to stay.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34- I've made up my mind. - Please stay!- No!
0:27:35 > 0:27:37It would be better to finish the rotation,
0:27:37 > 0:27:39and I don't want you to leave because of me.
0:27:39 > 0:27:42- Too late. I've resigned. - Well, un-resign.
0:27:42 > 0:27:44You don't have to do this. You don't have to ask me to stay.
0:27:44 > 0:27:47- I want you to.- I am letting you off the hook.- I want you to stay!
0:27:47 > 0:27:50- Oh. You're going to bully me into staying?- I said STAY!
0:27:50 > 0:27:53You lay another finger on her and I will snap it clean off!
0:27:57 > 0:27:59She pushed her.
0:27:59 > 0:28:02If I hadn't stepped in when I did, she would've hit her.
0:28:02 > 0:28:05She physically threatened her colleague.
0:28:05 > 0:28:07Hanssen can deal with this now.
0:28:07 > 0:28:10- I really don't think we need to involve him.- I already have.
0:28:10 > 0:28:13And this time, no warnings. No slapped wrists.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15I know what you're capable of.
0:28:15 > 0:28:17Come on.
0:28:20 > 0:28:21Jasmine.
0:28:26 > 0:28:30She's right. I probably was this close to hitting her.
0:28:32 > 0:28:34Oh, no, Serena. Serena..
0:28:34 > 0:28:39I guess I am officially now an out-of-control monster.
0:28:41 > 0:28:42Truly...
0:28:44 > 0:28:47I don't recognise myself in me any more.
0:28:49 > 0:28:53I want to help you. I so want to help you.
0:28:53 > 0:28:55I... I don't know what to do.
0:29:01 > 0:29:02Jason...um...
0:29:04 > 0:29:06Jason says he wants to move out.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08He says that now Alan's better,
0:29:08 > 0:29:10he wants to go and live at Alan's house.
0:29:16 > 0:29:20I made a fatal error while we were grazing.
0:29:20 > 0:29:21You actually ate grass?
0:29:21 > 0:29:25Never came off all fours. Wore an untreated goat skin.
0:29:25 > 0:29:27- I must admit, it does sound pretty crazy.- Not to me.
0:29:27 > 0:29:30And not to hundreds of species dysphorics who would identify
0:29:30 > 0:29:31with feelings of goat.
0:29:33 > 0:29:35So what was your fatal error?
0:29:35 > 0:29:37At first they all kept their distance.
0:29:37 > 0:29:41But they soon accepted me and paid little or no attention.
0:29:41 > 0:29:45And why did you get such a kicking? Or butting, sorry.
0:29:45 > 0:29:48Grazing up a hill. The lead goat, the billy,
0:29:48 > 0:29:50is always at the highest point.
0:29:50 > 0:29:53Grazing on the newest grass. The others follow lower down.
0:29:53 > 0:29:55So you didn't understand the grazing etiquette?
0:29:55 > 0:29:58I stepped out of place. Got above him.
0:29:58 > 0:30:00And in his eyes, contested his position of strength.
0:30:00 > 0:30:04- So he put you straight? - With his horns.
0:30:04 > 0:30:06- Ouch.- He was only doing his job.
0:30:06 > 0:30:10An alpha male needs to be alpha or else he loses all respect.
0:30:12 > 0:30:13Well, maybe he doesn't deserve respect.
0:30:13 > 0:30:16Or maybe accepting you're a beta is part of survival
0:30:16 > 0:30:18as a goat within a herd.
0:30:18 > 0:30:22If you don't accept your position on the hillside, you get beaten up.
0:30:23 > 0:30:25Regularly.
0:30:25 > 0:30:27Or...
0:30:27 > 0:30:28you end up alone.
0:30:30 > 0:30:31An outcast.
0:30:33 > 0:30:36Right, well, these antibiotics should certainly blitz
0:30:36 > 0:30:37that infection for you.
0:30:41 > 0:30:44So you're saying it's a double whammy?
0:30:44 > 0:30:47My seals are shot and my pump's knackered.
0:30:47 > 0:30:50Well, if by seals you mean your aortic valves,
0:30:50 > 0:30:53not shot exactly, just not in great shape.
0:30:53 > 0:30:55Because it's only got two flaps?
0:30:55 > 0:30:59Normal valves are tricuspid. That's three leaves that open and shut.
0:30:59 > 0:31:03Your condition's congenital, found in 1-2% of the population.
0:31:03 > 0:31:04Lucky I lasted this long, eh?
0:31:04 > 0:31:08Well, it seems you cope perfectly well under normal circumstances.
0:31:08 > 0:31:11- Only with pregnancy... - Means my pump's working harder.
0:31:11 > 0:31:15Mm. And the aortic stenosis restricts the blood flow.
0:31:15 > 0:31:18I don't get enough juice to make everything work like it should.
0:31:18 > 0:31:22- Hence the blackouts. - Like I said, double whammy.
0:31:22 > 0:31:26It's like when my boat's engine doesn't create enough
0:31:26 > 0:31:31- hydraulic pressure to power my winch.- Um, yeah.
0:31:31 > 0:31:35A crab boat that can't haul crab pots is as much use
0:31:35 > 0:31:38- as a chocolate tea pot. - I can fix it.
0:31:38 > 0:31:43- Good-oh. Get your gloves on. - We have two options.
0:31:43 > 0:31:46We can do a balloon valvuloplasty which will widen
0:31:46 > 0:31:49your stenotic aortic...your pipes.
0:31:49 > 0:31:54We do this so we can buy you more time to carry the baby to term,
0:31:54 > 0:31:57and then replace the valve at a later date.
0:31:57 > 0:31:59Or we can replace the valve now which will reduce
0:31:59 > 0:32:03- any risk of heart failure. - I can hear a "but".
0:32:04 > 0:32:06It's more risky for the baby.
0:32:06 > 0:32:10But it does reduce the risk of you having a heart attack
0:32:10 > 0:32:12whilst we wait for the baby to go to term.
0:32:13 > 0:32:15There's no question then.
0:32:15 > 0:32:19Prioritise me. I come first.
0:32:21 > 0:32:23So Ms Naylor was very keen to be here
0:32:23 > 0:32:27but I thought it might be best if we were to try to address this
0:32:27 > 0:32:31- within the department before...- Oh, Henrik, please let's not do this.
0:32:31 > 0:32:33Whatever Dr Burrows says is true.
0:32:33 > 0:32:35For months now, I've been a cow.
0:32:35 > 0:32:40So long story short. We don't need to discuss it. It's all true.
0:32:40 > 0:32:42Maybe it would be better to see what it is that Dr...
0:32:42 > 0:32:46No. I wanted to hurt her and she deserved none of it.
0:32:46 > 0:32:48So mea culpa. I'm guilty. It is entirely my fault.
0:32:48 > 0:32:50Mr Hanssen, can I ask a question?
0:32:50 > 0:32:53- Of course. But perhaps we should allow...- I'd rather speak now.
0:32:53 > 0:32:56Mr Hanssen, I lodged the complaint with Ms Naylor's help.
0:32:56 > 0:33:00- And we take it very seriously. - What if I retract it?
0:33:02 > 0:33:04What, retract your accusations?
0:33:04 > 0:33:07Don't be stupid. Why would you do that?
0:33:07 > 0:33:10It is your privilege to change your mind and alter your statements
0:33:10 > 0:33:13- in any way...- I want to stop it.
0:33:13 > 0:33:15This is enough. I don't want it to go any further.
0:33:15 > 0:33:18That's your prerogative, but I strongly advise...
0:33:18 > 0:33:23This isn't what I want. And it's not going to help anyone.
0:33:33 > 0:33:36Clotting factors are OK. There's no need to fit a drain yet.
0:33:36 > 0:33:37Just keep him on 30-minute obs.
0:33:39 > 0:33:40A holiday from being human, eh?
0:33:40 > 0:33:45It sounds ideal. Away from prying eyes and wagging tongues.
0:33:52 > 0:33:54Dom showed me his bruises.
0:33:58 > 0:33:59Oh, yes?
0:33:59 > 0:34:02They look pretty sore. Should maybe get an X-ray.
0:34:02 > 0:34:04Oh, don't think I haven't nagged him.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Right. Stubborn boy.
0:34:08 > 0:34:10You should at least complain to your landlord.
0:34:12 > 0:34:16- You think?- Well, those stairs are obviously dangerous.
0:34:16 > 0:34:19If he could fall like that, they need non-slip treads.
0:34:21 > 0:34:23Uh-huh.
0:34:26 > 0:34:28But Dom slipped in the bath.
0:34:30 > 0:34:32Right.
0:34:33 > 0:34:35I thought he said he fell down the stairs.
0:34:46 > 0:34:48Dodged a bullet.
0:34:48 > 0:34:49Pardon?
0:34:49 > 0:34:52Well, that is the correct expression, isn't it?
0:34:52 > 0:34:57- Oh, you mean...- There seems to be a lot of confusion.
0:34:58 > 0:35:04Dr Burrows seems at once to be very aggrieved, and yet very loyal.
0:35:05 > 0:35:06She has every right.
0:35:06 > 0:35:08What, to be loyal?
0:35:08 > 0:35:09No, to be aggrieved.
0:35:11 > 0:35:16Well, all the same, you seem to attract a huge amount of loyalty...
0:35:17 > 0:35:19..from all quarters...
0:35:19 > 0:35:22- I'm not sure it's deserved. - ..not least here.
0:35:23 > 0:35:27- What Jac accused me of...- Now, be careful what you say, please.
0:35:27 > 0:35:30I want to say it. I want it acknowledged.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32Here and now is not the place.
0:35:32 > 0:35:35Anything you say here is hospital business and I will be duty-bound
0:35:35 > 0:35:39to act accordingly. Psychologists, occupational health, etc.
0:35:39 > 0:35:41Maybe you should.
0:35:41 > 0:35:43Now you've already dodged one bullet today.
0:35:43 > 0:35:45Quit while you're ahead, please.
0:35:48 > 0:35:51But if you do want to speak to me in private...
0:35:52 > 0:35:55You're the CEO. You're not allowed to do private.
0:35:56 > 0:35:57Try me.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03There's almost nothing I wouldn't do to help you.
0:36:11 > 0:36:16How can any pregnant woman say that? You know, "Save me, not my baby."
0:36:16 > 0:36:18If I had to give up my life for Hector I would do it in a heartbeat.
0:36:18 > 0:36:19I have no doubt.
0:36:19 > 0:36:22Look, I get that career is important.
0:36:22 > 0:36:25And running a crab boat business is physical and all.
0:36:25 > 0:36:29But a mother-to-be has to have a balance, surely?
0:36:29 > 0:36:32You know, being a mother has really changed you.
0:36:32 > 0:36:35- Yeah, I know. Well, how could it not?- You're so much more....
0:36:35 > 0:36:37- Grounded? Yeah.- No. No, no.
0:36:37 > 0:36:40Self-righteous, sanctimonious.
0:36:41 > 0:36:43Look, Trixie just needs to understand that my way -
0:36:43 > 0:36:46a balloon valvuloplasty - is the best option for her baby.
0:36:46 > 0:36:49She wants the procedure with the least possibility of her dying.
0:36:49 > 0:36:51Not going to let her die.
0:37:03 > 0:37:05You do know you're not a goat, right?
0:37:05 > 0:37:07HE BLEATS
0:37:07 > 0:37:09I mean it. I'm not joking.
0:37:09 > 0:37:10Yeah, well, it certainly sounds like it.
0:37:10 > 0:37:13And you're not some kind of beta male.
0:37:13 > 0:37:14So you're saying I'm alpha.
0:37:14 > 0:37:17I'm saying that you don't need to take any crap.
0:37:17 > 0:37:19What, goat crap?
0:37:20 > 0:37:23That isn't funny. This is not funny.
0:37:23 > 0:37:24It is my life.
0:37:24 > 0:37:27Yes, and I'm your friend, and if I didn't stick my neck out
0:37:27 > 0:37:30and say something, then I would be a pretty terrible friend.
0:37:30 > 0:37:34Maybe I don't need my friends meddling in my love life.
0:37:34 > 0:37:37What, so you're just going to buckle down and assume the position
0:37:37 > 0:37:40- or end up an outcast. - I thought you said I wasn't a goat.
0:37:41 > 0:37:44I am not going to stand by and watch.
0:37:44 > 0:37:47I've already lost one friend this last year.
0:37:47 > 0:37:50I am not about to lose another. PHONE RINGS
0:37:50 > 0:37:51Hello, Keller.
0:37:56 > 0:37:58I liked it better when she was angry with me.
0:37:58 > 0:38:00She's thrown you a lifeline, Serena.
0:38:00 > 0:38:04- For heaven's sake... - But at what cost? Look at her.
0:38:04 > 0:38:08I make her life hell because I'm all bent out of shape about Elinor
0:38:08 > 0:38:10and she lets me off the hook
0:38:10 > 0:38:12because I'm all bent out of shape about Elinor.
0:38:12 > 0:38:16Now is not the time to wallow. Now is the time to go back to work.
0:38:23 > 0:38:25Argh! It really hurts.
0:38:25 > 0:38:27Your temperature is still going up
0:38:27 > 0:38:30and the antibiotics should be bringing it down.
0:38:30 > 0:38:36I'm a little worried... I'm a little worried that it's becoming septic.
0:38:36 > 0:38:38We're going to need to cut away some of the infected tissue.
0:38:38 > 0:38:41OK, yeah. Do it. Anything.
0:38:41 > 0:38:44No more living as goat for you.
0:38:44 > 0:38:46I'm going back as soon as I get out.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48You are joking?
0:38:48 > 0:38:51- What, you're just going to go back to the moor?- Back to the herd.
0:38:51 > 0:38:53- My herd.- Well, you're nuts.
0:38:53 > 0:38:57I need... I need to finish my research.
0:38:57 > 0:38:58No, what you need to be doing is be very careful.
0:38:58 > 0:39:02This kind of infection can become incredibly dangerous.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04I learnt a good lesson.
0:39:04 > 0:39:07I'll be safe. So long as I stay in my place.
0:39:07 > 0:39:09Argh!
0:39:51 > 0:39:53I just want my friend back.
0:39:53 > 0:39:54I AM back.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58This isn't about me versus Isaac.
0:39:58 > 0:40:01What you have with him is completely different.
0:40:01 > 0:40:03I should hope so.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06Thing is, you're different now.
0:40:06 > 0:40:11To be honest, I want my Dom back. The old Dom.
0:40:11 > 0:40:14- Not under-the-thumb Dom. - I'm not under the thumb.
0:40:16 > 0:40:17So...
0:40:19 > 0:40:20..tonight?
0:40:23 > 0:40:24Definitely.
0:40:26 > 0:40:29Tequila slammers. Thai takeaway.
0:40:29 > 0:40:31Three episodes of Thrones, type thing.
0:40:31 > 0:40:34I'll bring a penknife and we can become blood brothers, sisters...
0:40:34 > 0:40:36- whichever. - SHE LAUGHS
0:40:38 > 0:40:39Will you show me?
0:41:09 > 0:41:11Or at least some painkillers.
0:41:11 > 0:41:13I've taken some.
0:41:14 > 0:41:15X-ray?
0:41:17 > 0:41:19Fracture. It's tiny. Hairline.
0:41:33 > 0:41:35- You don't have to do that.- Hold me.
0:41:46 > 0:41:47Well, it's...
0:41:47 > 0:41:49Worse than cancer?
0:41:49 > 0:41:53You have an enlarged aortic aneurysm.
0:41:53 > 0:41:56Well, I don't know what that is,
0:41:56 > 0:41:58but I can tell from your face it's not good.
0:41:58 > 0:42:00The main blood vessel leading from your heart is swollen.
0:42:00 > 0:42:02It's what's causing your pain.
0:42:02 > 0:42:06You need a juxtarenal aortic repair to eliminate the chances
0:42:06 > 0:42:07of a rupture.
0:42:07 > 0:42:09What happens if it ruptures?
0:42:14 > 0:42:15Pop me clogs?
0:42:15 > 0:42:18Well, we just need to make sure that it doesn't rupture.
0:42:18 > 0:42:19Let me tell you something.
0:42:19 > 0:42:24My sister always nagged me to put my money into a pension fund.
0:42:24 > 0:42:27She's saved thousands. Me, nothing.
0:42:27 > 0:42:29"You'll regret it," she says.
0:42:29 > 0:42:32Regret it? Me?
0:42:32 > 0:42:35See, I was never blessed to have children of my own,
0:42:35 > 0:42:41so I splurged it all on hers. My beautiful nieces and nephews.
0:42:41 > 0:42:42Every penny.
0:42:42 > 0:42:45I earned it, we spent it.
0:42:45 > 0:42:48So, who's laughing now?
0:42:53 > 0:42:55- Hey.- Hey.
0:42:55 > 0:42:58- You look pleased with yourself. - Well, I am.
0:42:58 > 0:43:01- Look, about tonight.- I know.
0:43:01 > 0:43:02What?
0:43:02 > 0:43:06You and me, I know. We need some healing time.
0:43:07 > 0:43:08Oh, well, actually, I promised...
0:43:08 > 0:43:11I've been planning it all in my head. I cook for you.
0:43:11 > 0:43:13I have ordered a whole Cornish turbot.
0:43:13 > 0:43:16We're collecting it on the way home along with a kilo of asparagus tips.
0:43:16 > 0:43:22- That sounds...- Wait. So I cook, whilst you enjoy a long, hot soak.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24Bubbles, salts. The works.
0:43:24 > 0:43:27Dinner in front of a movie of your choice. Black and white.
0:43:27 > 0:43:31Subtitles, even. I am making mojitos from scratch.
0:43:31 > 0:43:34Fresh mint, to die for.
0:43:34 > 0:43:37- I can't. I'm sorry.- Oh?
0:43:38 > 0:43:41I promised Zosia that I would go out with her tonight.
0:43:43 > 0:43:47- I see.- It's to make up for standing her up last night.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51I promised.
0:43:53 > 0:43:55That's OK, fine. It's not a problem.
0:43:55 > 0:43:57We'll do it tomorrow.
0:44:07 > 0:44:10So you know all about boats and crab pots.
0:44:10 > 0:44:12My family. It's in the DNA.
0:44:12 > 0:44:14Well, I don't know anything about that
0:44:14 > 0:44:16but I do know about hearts.
0:44:16 > 0:44:19If you was another potter, I'd be well and truly done for.
0:44:21 > 0:44:24So you said that the crab pot winch runs on hydraulics.
0:44:24 > 0:44:26- Mm-hm.- Do the hydraulic pipes ever get blocked?
0:44:26 > 0:44:29- Crap from the pump furs them up. - What do you do to unblock 'em?
0:44:29 > 0:44:33Open the valve, jam a bit of wire up the pipe, dislodge the crap.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35Bingo! That's exactly what I do.
0:44:35 > 0:44:38Only my problem is, where do I stick the wire
0:44:38 > 0:44:40so that I don't cause any harm?
0:44:40 > 0:44:42This is my secret weapon.
0:44:43 > 0:44:47I thread this down your throat, so I can see scan pictures of your pipes
0:44:47 > 0:44:50to see exactly where the gunge is and poke it out.
0:44:52 > 0:44:53Nice trick.
0:44:53 > 0:44:55You ever lose one of those?
0:44:55 > 0:44:58- Oh, happens all too often. - How do you lose them?
0:44:58 > 0:45:01Drop them on snaggy ground. Get caught on rocks or reef.
0:45:01 > 0:45:03What if you could see exactly where you were dropping it?
0:45:03 > 0:45:05See the snags. See the risks.
0:45:06 > 0:45:09- Never lose a pot again. - That's exactly what this is.
0:45:09 > 0:45:12It lets me see all the risks before dropping my pot.
0:45:13 > 0:45:17OK. You think you got it sussed.
0:45:17 > 0:45:21But bear in mind that I've got three kids at home already and they need
0:45:21 > 0:45:25their mum, more than they need a little brother or sister.
0:45:32 > 0:45:35Jason, look, I'm... I'm sorry.
0:45:36 > 0:45:38I read this book.
0:45:38 > 0:45:40- You can't have read all of it. - Well, no. OK...
0:45:40 > 0:45:43Unless you were some kind of super speed-reader.
0:45:43 > 0:45:44Well, no... I read the relevant bits.
0:45:44 > 0:45:47And you know what it says is the best thing you can do to help
0:45:47 > 0:45:49someone who's being bullied?
0:45:49 > 0:45:50Tell a teacher.
0:45:50 > 0:45:53Yes. Or a friend they can trust.
0:45:53 > 0:45:56The most important thing is finding someone who will stand up for them.
0:45:56 > 0:45:58Bullies thrive on silence and fear.
0:45:58 > 0:46:01Yes, and by getting this book and making me read it
0:46:01 > 0:46:02you realise what you did?
0:46:04 > 0:46:05I broke the law.
0:46:06 > 0:46:10It says clearly on the ticket that books are not transferable.
0:46:10 > 0:46:11I could lose my membership.
0:46:11 > 0:46:13No, Jason. No, no, that's not what I mean.
0:46:13 > 0:46:18What I meant is that you did a really good and brave thing.
0:46:18 > 0:46:22- I did?- Yes, you helped your friend by standing up to the bully.
0:46:22 > 0:46:24That's you.
0:46:25 > 0:46:28Yes, yes, Jason. That's me.
0:46:29 > 0:46:33And that means that you are a hero.
0:46:33 > 0:46:36Best friend anyone could ever wish for.
0:46:37 > 0:46:39You're my hero, too.
0:46:42 > 0:46:44I still want to go and live with Alan.
0:46:46 > 0:46:49Of course. Whatever you prefer.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52Because you are not the same Auntie Serena you were before.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03Ms Campbell!
0:47:03 > 0:47:05Dotty's blood pressure's tanked. She's white as a sheet.
0:47:05 > 0:47:06Right.
0:47:09 > 0:47:10Two of Vicryl...
0:47:12 > 0:47:13..and more packs.
0:47:16 > 0:47:18More!
0:47:18 > 0:47:19We're not making any difference.
0:47:19 > 0:47:22- If we stop it, I can patch it. - You'll never patch that.
0:47:22 > 0:47:24- Well, we've got to try. - It can't be done.
0:47:24 > 0:47:26Her blood's coming out faster than we can get it in.
0:47:26 > 0:47:28The tear's way too big.
0:47:29 > 0:47:31It can't be patched, Serena.
0:47:31 > 0:47:33So what do we do?
0:47:33 > 0:47:37The kindest thing is just to let her bleed out. Quietly.
0:47:37 > 0:47:39What...just...just let her die?
0:47:39 > 0:47:41We can't stop it.
0:47:41 > 0:47:43We can't save her.
0:47:43 > 0:47:44It's over.
0:47:49 > 0:47:52LONG BEEP
0:48:01 > 0:48:05You see, the thing is, I didn't realise you had three kids at home.
0:48:05 > 0:48:07Why didn't you say something?
0:48:07 > 0:48:09It didn't seem relevant.
0:48:12 > 0:48:15Don't tell me. You've got one, right?
0:48:15 > 0:48:17- Yeah.- Pretty new, too?
0:48:17 > 0:48:20Three months. Hector.
0:48:21 > 0:48:24Going through that supermum honeymoon period?
0:48:24 > 0:48:27I can't deny things are going pretty well.
0:48:27 > 0:48:28Good for you.
0:48:29 > 0:48:32If you had known about my three others,
0:48:32 > 0:48:34would you've suggested a different procedure?
0:48:34 > 0:48:36Honestly? No.
0:48:36 > 0:48:40I believe I can give you and your baby the best possible odds.
0:48:40 > 0:48:42You sure about that?
0:48:42 > 0:48:43Positive.
0:48:43 > 0:48:46If I was you, and you might leave Hector without his mum?
0:48:47 > 0:48:49I'd still do it.
0:48:53 > 0:48:55That's good enough.
0:48:56 > 0:48:58You absolutely sure?
0:48:58 > 0:49:01You seem like a pretty committed kind of mum to me.
0:49:24 > 0:49:26Have you seen Serena?
0:49:26 > 0:49:28Oh, not for a while, no.
0:49:28 > 0:49:31She didn't turn up for her elective.
0:49:31 > 0:49:33OK... You worried?
0:49:41 > 0:49:42Don't do this.
0:49:42 > 0:49:44I just changed my mind. OK, I think it's...
0:49:44 > 0:49:47No, you didn't. You let HIM change your mind.
0:49:47 > 0:49:48No, I didn't, actually.
0:49:48 > 0:49:51The last thing I said to him was that I was going to be seeing you
0:49:51 > 0:49:53- this evening.- So?- So.
0:49:53 > 0:49:54So see me.
0:49:55 > 0:49:58I just... I need to clear things up.
0:49:58 > 0:49:59Do it tomorrow.
0:49:59 > 0:50:02I wouldn't enjoy myself tonight with all this stuff
0:50:02 > 0:50:05just rattling around in my head.
0:50:05 > 0:50:06- You're scared of him.- No, I'm not.
0:50:06 > 0:50:09Then you're blowing me out because you're worried
0:50:09 > 0:50:11- he's going to hold it against you. - He wouldn't do that.
0:50:11 > 0:50:13You really expect me to believe that?
0:50:13 > 0:50:17- I just want to put this argument to bed.- He hit you.
0:50:18 > 0:50:20Don't say it like that.
0:50:20 > 0:50:25- Well, how else am I going to say it? - He loves me. And sometimes his...
0:50:25 > 0:50:27his love...our love... it just gets really intense.
0:50:27 > 0:50:30Dom, listen to yourself.
0:50:30 > 0:50:34I want that! I want intensity. I want passion.
0:50:34 > 0:50:38- What, and a cracked rib? - You know what I don't want?
0:50:38 > 0:50:40I don't want some wishy-washy,
0:50:40 > 0:50:43watered-down, is-it-on-is-it-off beige thing...
0:50:43 > 0:50:45- Well, it certainly isn't beige. - ..like you and Ollie.
0:50:48 > 0:50:52He loves me and he's not afraid of showing it.
0:50:52 > 0:50:54Dom, please.
0:51:06 > 0:51:10Bernie. Someone's seen her. On the sixth floor going up the stairs.
0:51:34 > 0:51:36- Serena! - SHE BANGS ON DOOR
0:51:36 > 0:51:38Serena, open up!
0:51:38 > 0:51:40I'll call security.
0:51:41 > 0:51:43Yeah, hello, it's Fletch, I'm in the...
0:51:43 > 0:51:45I'm on the roof stairwell. I need someone to come upstairs
0:51:45 > 0:51:48and open the door as quick as you can, please. Right, OK.
0:51:48 > 0:51:49They're on their way.
0:51:49 > 0:51:51Serena!
0:51:54 > 0:51:57POP MUSIC BLARES FROM PHONE
0:52:00 > 0:52:01Serena!
0:52:06 > 0:52:11- SHE LAUGHS - Oh, my God. You...
0:52:11 > 0:52:14You thought I'd come up here to throw myself off?
0:52:14 > 0:52:16Yes!
0:52:16 > 0:52:19- SERENA CHUCKLES - Are you OK?
0:52:20 > 0:52:22Obviously not.
0:52:22 > 0:52:25I am sitting in a deckchair on the roof,
0:52:25 > 0:52:28in the middle of my shift, guzzling Shiraz.
0:52:28 > 0:52:32Not exactly typical consultant behaviour, is it?
0:52:32 > 0:52:35- Do you know what? I think I'm going to leave you to it.- Yeah, me, too.
0:52:35 > 0:52:37Jasmine, stay.
0:52:38 > 0:52:41I'm really sorry about what happened with Jac and the Mr Hanssen thing.
0:52:41 > 0:52:45Oh, please. You've nothing to apologise for.
0:52:45 > 0:52:48In fact, just stop saying sorry.
0:52:48 > 0:52:55Ever! You should be loud, proud and ripping it up.
0:52:56 > 0:52:59I know I've got loads to learn, and what happened with us, it was
0:52:59 > 0:53:02my fault, too, and I just don't want to make the same mistakes again.
0:53:02 > 0:53:07Rubbish. Making mistakes is absolutely the only way to learn.
0:53:07 > 0:53:09- Isn't that right, Bernie? - Totally worked for me.
0:53:09 > 0:53:11You, come here.
0:53:13 > 0:53:18You are young, beautiful and brilliant.
0:53:18 > 0:53:23You've got the world... licking your toes. So enjoy it!
0:53:23 > 0:53:26Campbell, are you drunk?
0:53:27 > 0:53:29I bloody hope so!
0:53:39 > 0:53:40That went well.
0:53:40 > 0:53:42Hope so.
0:53:42 > 0:53:46You don't sound so sure. I was watching, it was textbook.
0:53:46 > 0:53:48Have I been a real jerk today?
0:53:48 > 0:53:50What, supermum meets wonder-surgeon?
0:53:50 > 0:53:54I heard the crab pot demonstration went brilliantly.
0:53:54 > 0:53:57I just feel like I'm overcompensating.
0:53:57 > 0:53:59Scared of getting forgotten in a blizzard of nappies
0:53:59 > 0:54:01and breast pumps?
0:54:01 > 0:54:04I just don't want to be one of those over-pushy, over-achieving,
0:54:04 > 0:54:06multi-tasking uber-mummies.
0:54:06 > 0:54:08But neither do I want to spend an afternoon in
0:54:08 > 0:54:12a yogurt-splattered onesie watching Flog It!
0:54:12 > 0:54:14You know what? You'll be fine.
0:54:15 > 0:54:16You think?
0:54:16 > 0:54:18I know.
0:54:21 > 0:54:24So you've even got your own pigeon.
0:54:24 > 0:54:25He's called Icarus.
0:54:27 > 0:54:29Icarus flew too close to the sun.
0:54:31 > 0:54:36I know that. The point is he doesn't fly anywhere.
0:54:36 > 0:54:39- Well, what would you call him, then? - I don't know. Eddie?
0:54:39 > 0:54:40Why Eddie?
0:54:40 > 0:54:43Eddie "The Eagle" Edwards. Cos he was rubbish
0:54:43 > 0:54:45and he crashed all the time.
0:54:45 > 0:54:47SERENA CHUCKLES
0:54:50 > 0:54:52Is this is where you tell me...
0:54:55 > 0:54:57..you want to go on a sabbatical?
0:54:58 > 0:55:00Go and find yourself?
0:55:01 > 0:55:03Something like that.
0:55:05 > 0:55:07Right.
0:55:09 > 0:55:11There's too many ghosts. Too many echoes.
0:55:11 > 0:55:14You know? It's not making me happy.
0:55:18 > 0:55:22What's the big plan? What WILL make you happy?
0:55:22 > 0:55:23I don't know.
0:55:24 > 0:55:26Go and work in a refugee camp?
0:55:27 > 0:55:30Move to the south of France, grow your own grapes?
0:55:32 > 0:55:33That sounds good.
0:55:36 > 0:55:40Any room for me in your future plans?
0:55:40 > 0:55:41I hope so.
0:55:43 > 0:55:45Hope?
0:55:50 > 0:55:52I hope so.
0:56:03 > 0:56:05OK.
0:56:07 > 0:56:08I can live with that.
0:56:14 > 0:56:16You really have to go?
0:56:16 > 0:56:18Don't ask me again, please.
0:56:20 > 0:56:22Let's not make each other cry.
0:56:24 > 0:56:27No, all right. All right.
0:56:29 > 0:56:30Different question...
0:56:33 > 0:56:35Do you plan to come back?
0:56:42 > 0:56:44I hope so.
0:56:47 > 0:56:50- WINGS FLAP - Ah!