0:00:04 > 0:00:07- He hit you.- He loves me.
0:00:07 > 0:00:10- And he's not afraid of showing it.- Dom, please!
0:00:10 > 0:00:14He left you his winnings, Fletch. It's a lot of money.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16- I've resigned.- Well, un-resign.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- Are you going to bully me into staying?- I said stay!
0:00:19 > 0:00:22You lay another finger on her and I will snap it clean off!
0:01:19 > 0:01:21- Let me do that. - No, it's fine, it's fine.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23Dom. Let me do it, please.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29I'm sorry.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32You know me.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35My temper. I lash out.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40Then I hate myself so much.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Don't.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47Don't...
0:01:47 > 0:01:49don't hate yourself.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52But look what I did to you.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58And what if it happens again?
0:02:00 > 0:02:01I couldn't live with myself.
0:02:06 > 0:02:10Well, then, we just make sure that it doesn't happen again.
0:02:16 > 0:02:20MUSIC: Driving In My Car By Madness
0:02:20 > 0:02:22# I'm driving in my car
0:02:23 > 0:02:25# It's not quite a Jaguar
0:02:27 > 0:02:30# I bought it in Primrose Hill... #
0:02:30 > 0:02:34- BEEP - # From a man from Brazil... #
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Hey.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- What's this?- Don't play dumb. I found it in my locker.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55And you thought I put it there?
0:02:55 > 0:02:56Well, who else would?
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Someone who cares about you? Who's worried there's something wrong,
0:03:01 > 0:03:02thinks you might need help?
0:03:02 > 0:03:04I don't need help and there is nothing wrong.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06Isaac and I are fine.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08I wish I could believe that.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11No, you don't. You've never liked him.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13- You've always wanted us to fail. - That's not true!
0:03:13 > 0:03:16Cos you need someone to fail.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18It is my life. Stay out of it.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22You've been off all week. Why's that?
0:03:24 > 0:03:26More of that "intense love"?
0:03:29 > 0:03:30- Dom.- Yeah?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33- You OK?- Yeah, yeah. Fine.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37- Just leaving.- Good. Hanssen wants to see us.- About what?
0:03:37 > 0:03:40I don't know for certain. But I suspect good news
0:03:40 > 0:03:42for both of us.
0:03:42 > 0:03:43Dr March.
0:03:46 > 0:03:50You know the Dandelion Group of private care homes?
0:03:50 > 0:03:53- Yeah, quality care for those that can afford it.- Mm.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Please don't spoil my happy place.
0:03:55 > 0:03:56Spot of food poisoning.
0:03:57 > 0:04:01- You spoiled my happy place. - ED's overflowing. Black alert.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05So when you say "a spot of food poisoning"...
0:04:05 > 0:04:09Yeah, more like a flood. Of biblical proportions...
0:04:09 > 0:04:14So which one of their day centres has been affected?
0:04:14 > 0:04:15All of them.
0:04:16 > 0:04:17VOMITING
0:04:17 > 0:04:20We're going to be short-staffed again today.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23Perhaps if you stopped scaring all the juniors they'd be more willing
0:04:23 > 0:04:26- to help clerk on Darwin.- It's a surgical ward, not a creche.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31I hear Serena Campbell's taken a sabbatical.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- You were right to be concerned. - Concerned?
0:04:34 > 0:04:37You stood up for Dr Burrows, didn't you?
0:04:37 > 0:04:38Not so you'd notice.
0:04:44 > 0:04:48Holby's been invited to participate in a multi-centre study
0:04:48 > 0:04:51into stent modifications for non-palliative patients.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55And your research puts you at the head of this hospital's effort,
0:04:55 > 0:04:58- Mr Mayfield.- Our research.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59It's a team effort, Mr Hanssen.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Indeed.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04I don't need to explain what this represents to both the hospital
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- and indeed yourselves. - No, you don't.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Right. As you were.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15May I have a moment please, Dr Copeland?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23You've been off work?
0:05:23 > 0:05:24I was sick.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Nothing serious, I hope?
0:05:27 > 0:05:28Nothing I can't survive.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Very well.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36Sorry, why the sudden interest?
0:05:36 > 0:05:38People are off sick all the time.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Well, I can't speak for others but I think recent events have proved
0:05:43 > 0:05:47to me that this hospital's pastoral care requires improvement.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51Recent events? You mean Ms Campbell?
0:05:51 > 0:05:53Amongst other things, yes.
0:05:53 > 0:05:57Her daughter died and she went mad with grief. I mean...
0:05:57 > 0:06:00what kind of pastoral care could you possibly provide for that?
0:06:02 > 0:06:03Better than she got.
0:06:05 > 0:06:09Grief manifests itself in all sorts of different ways, Dr Copeland.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13We could all be better at recognising it.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20This is the second time in a month that we've been swamped.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22I'm sorry, but we're not a dumping ground for every care home
0:06:22 > 0:06:25with lax health and safety protocols, all right?
0:06:25 > 0:06:26I just don't have the nurses,
0:06:26 > 0:06:29or the clerking, and I certainly don't have the beds to contain
0:06:29 > 0:06:31all of this.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33One second. Can I help you?
0:06:33 > 0:06:35I need a bed.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36Take a number.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39It's really quite important.
0:06:39 > 0:06:40VOMITING
0:06:40 > 0:06:44Have you had a trauma that requires life-saving surgery?
0:06:44 > 0:06:47No, no... The bed's not for me. It's for my patient.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49You're a nurse?
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Ta-da!
0:06:51 > 0:06:55Only when I have to be. I picked up some shifts at Dandelions...
0:06:55 > 0:06:59Right, I understand you are very, very busy, but Eric's been having
0:06:59 > 0:07:02some stomach pains and he's a bit of a special case so...
0:07:05 > 0:07:07I don't have the ability to admit my surgical patients,
0:07:07 > 0:07:10let alone all the victims of the Dandelions lasagne scandal.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12- Chicken terrine.- Eh?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Well, that's what they think caused all this.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16I mean, that, or the goat ragu.
0:07:16 > 0:07:17OK, whatever.
0:07:17 > 0:07:20Look...
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Mr Mancroft requires a particular kind of comfortable environment,
0:07:23 > 0:07:27- so...- But this isn't Dandelions, is it? This is the NHS.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29So if you want comfort,
0:07:29 > 0:07:31show some initiative and grab him some pillows.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34But he'll have to wait in line like everyone else, capiche?
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Hello, yeah. Sorry about that.
0:07:36 > 0:07:41No, it's just some agency nurse that's doing her best to break my...
0:07:42 > 0:07:45Do you know what? I'm really sorry but I'll have to call you back.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Um... What do you think you're playing at?
0:07:49 > 0:07:52- Showing initiative. - See, you can't just take a bed.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54- Nurse Somers...? - Possession's 9/10 of the law so...
0:07:54 > 0:07:57Just cos he's got a few quid he can't rock up here and...
0:07:57 > 0:08:01- I need to go. Too loud. - All right, Eric. It's OK. Come on.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04The nasty shouty man's leaving now.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Hang on. You steal a bed and I'm the bad guy?
0:08:07 > 0:08:09I did not steal a bed.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13I used it for my patient who has dementia, is distressed, confused
0:08:13 > 0:08:18and in an alien, hostile and, quite frankly, very smelly environment.
0:08:18 > 0:08:22So, until better arrangements can be made, my patient stays right here.
0:08:22 > 0:08:25Huh? Capiche?!
0:08:25 > 0:08:27Dom! We'll need to gather all the research and hand it over
0:08:27 > 0:08:29to the coordinating body.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Can you pull the data on every oncology patient admitted
0:08:31 > 0:08:33over the last few months?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35Dom?
0:08:35 > 0:08:38Yeah, yeah, sorry. Data.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41What did the Iceman want to talk to you about?
0:08:41 > 0:08:42Pastoral care.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46- Doesn't matter.- Well, it does if it's distracting you.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48There are no distractions.
0:08:48 > 0:08:52This is it, Dom. This is everything we've been working towards.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54It's all going to be worth it.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00Hey, I've got a case that might interest you.
0:09:00 > 0:09:01Well, actually I need to...
0:09:01 > 0:09:03I think you'll want to jump in on this one.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10Sam MacIntosh, 34. Large bowel Crohn's disease.
0:09:10 > 0:09:14Managed since his teens with azathioprine and mesalasine.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16Right, and what's so fascinating about Crohn's disease?
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Well, not what, but who.
0:09:20 > 0:09:21Excuse me? Nurse.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30Kyle?
0:09:33 > 0:09:35It's good to see you.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38And you. What are you...
0:09:38 > 0:09:39Is this your patient?
0:09:39 > 0:09:42Beginning to feel that way.
0:09:42 > 0:09:46Hush, you. Dom, this is Sam.
0:09:46 > 0:09:47My fiance.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54They've got three beds available in angio recovery.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00Come on, Brian, before they change their mind, mate!
0:10:02 > 0:10:05Excuse me. Where's the bank?
0:10:05 > 0:10:09- Sorry, what?- The bank? I... I need to make a deposit.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12- Well, surely that can wait, can't it?- I don't think so.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15We haven't got a bank. But I tell you what,
0:10:15 > 0:10:18why don't you go back to bed? I'll have a little chat with Nurse Somers
0:10:18 > 0:10:21and we'll see what we can come up with, all right?
0:10:21 > 0:10:22Good man.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27- Why's HE got a bed? - Long story or short?
0:10:28 > 0:10:32He's got dementia and, well, just trying to keep him comfortable.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Ooh, rebate season?
0:10:35 > 0:10:36Let's hope so.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38SHE LAUGHS
0:10:42 > 0:10:44What is it?
0:10:47 > 0:10:49I'm being investigated.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54- What's she doing here?- You moaned about being short-staffed.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56You requested a junior doctor. Here is a junior doctor.
0:10:56 > 0:10:59I didn't mean that one. I don't want that one.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- Get me another one. - Requested me personally, did she?
0:11:01 > 0:11:03In her heart. In your heart.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- TOGETHER: She doesn't have one. - I don't have one.
0:11:05 > 0:11:09Wonderful! See? Already consensus forms. Alliances are made.
0:11:09 > 0:11:10Because you're sisters.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12- TOGETHER: - Half-sisters.- Half-sisters.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15When something is only half of itself it is, by definition, broken.
0:11:15 > 0:11:19But what is broken can be reforged. Made whole.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21- Stronger than ever. - Oh, good grief....
0:11:21 > 0:11:24Look, it's not that I don't think you're a good doctor...
0:11:24 > 0:11:26- Just not good enough?- Exactly. See, she gets it.
0:11:26 > 0:11:27I certainly do.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31Basta.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Fine. Your petty squabbling means that you cannot work together.
0:11:34 > 0:11:38However, you will work adjacent to each other.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Dr Burrows. With me.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Su dai. Andiamo!
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Do you experience many Crohn's flares?
0:11:57 > 0:12:00Every 10 months. Like clockwork.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03But with the azathioprine he manages a fairly normal life.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05"Fairly". Small adverb, vast implications.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08- You're mobile? - Independent. Able to work.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11For how much longer, though? That's the question.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Always has been.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15Whatever happens, we're in it together. Right?
0:12:19 > 0:12:23Well, I believe what you are experiencing is a flare.
0:12:24 > 0:12:28We will need to assess the severity of it by running a few tests.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30So if we could get a chest and abdo scan, please?
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- Sure.- Thank you. - Oh, Isaac's looking for you.
0:12:37 > 0:12:38Excuse me.
0:12:41 > 0:12:45So...getting married?
0:12:46 > 0:12:48When you meet the one, right?
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Yeah. I guess so.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55And you? With anyone?
0:12:55 > 0:12:58Yeah, yeah, I have a boyfriend.
0:12:58 > 0:13:02He's a surgeon. Well, he's actually a registrar, senior registrar.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06I don't need his CV, Dom.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08As long as you're happy.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11You are happy?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Yeah. Yeah, of course.
0:13:16 > 0:13:17Dr Copeland.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20Yes, I was just about to send you the data you asked for.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- It's OK. I'm not... - This is Kyle Greenham.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Kyle is in with his partner who is suffering with a Crohn's flare.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- Yes, I...- Kyle used to work here, so we...- Dom, I've spoken to Sacha.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31I know exactly who Kyle is.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Isaac Mayfield, Dominic's partner.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36Oh, don't feel too bad. The last ex Dom didn't want to introduce me to
0:13:36 > 0:13:38turned out to be a criminal!
0:13:38 > 0:13:41Whereas you're a surgeon, I hear? Registrar.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44- Sorry, senior registrar. - Has Dominic been playing
0:13:44 > 0:13:47"I'll show you my status if you show me yours" again?
0:13:49 > 0:13:52I think he just wanted me to know exactly what kind of man
0:13:52 > 0:13:53he's fallen for.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57If you will excuse me, I have stuff to do.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59I'll be back when we've organised the scans.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08Why are you doing this?
0:14:08 > 0:14:11There are plenty of other junior doctors in this hospital...
0:14:11 > 0:14:15- This is true.- ..who Jac doesn't hate quite so much.- This is...debatable.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16Why me?
0:14:16 > 0:14:19When you see someone who is lost, do you just walk on by?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Or do you help them find their way?
0:14:21 > 0:14:22What makes you think I'm lost?
0:14:22 > 0:14:25What makes you think I'm talking about you?
0:14:27 > 0:14:31This is Toni Richards. Toni, too, was lost.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33She was found wandering deep in the woods.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36I went out for a walk back of the estate and stumbled into
0:14:36 > 0:14:38an overgrown park.
0:14:38 > 0:14:42When she was found, Toni fainted. Palpitations, shortness of breath...
0:14:42 > 0:14:44Last night's curry repeating on me, big time.
0:14:44 > 0:14:48You will lead Ms Richards out of the woods and back to the light.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Is he always like that?
0:14:54 > 0:14:55You have no idea.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58Can you pop your cardie off for me?
0:14:58 > 0:15:01How can I be investigated for making a donation?
0:15:01 > 0:15:05Well, how was I supposed to know that it was an unregistered charity?
0:15:05 > 0:15:08Look, just give me a second, please. Don't put me on hold.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11The...the bank? I really need to make a deposit.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Right, look, if there is something that you want me
0:15:13 > 0:15:15to take care of for you, we can put it in there all right?
0:15:15 > 0:15:18But can we please do it in five minutes? Thank you.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23Right, where were we?
0:15:24 > 0:15:26I said don't put me on hold!
0:15:28 > 0:15:31I've been out of the NHS for a while but management technique
0:15:31 > 0:15:34hasn't really changed. SHE LAUGHS
0:15:34 > 0:15:36If it helps, I have good news.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38They know what caused the outbreak.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- OK, what was it? Chicken or ragu? - Both.- And how is that good news?
0:15:41 > 0:15:44According to Eric's night nurse, he didn't eat either.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46In fact, he ate nothing at all, which is very unlike him,
0:15:46 > 0:15:50but it seems to have saved him. I can take him out your hair.
0:15:50 > 0:15:53He'll be over the moon. Now you can take him to the bank.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56What?
0:15:56 > 0:15:59Well, it's just that he's been banging on about making a deposit,
0:15:59 > 0:16:01so... It's all good.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07- Where are you going? - He's gone. Where's he gone?
0:16:07 > 0:16:10- I don't know. - But how do you not know?
0:16:10 > 0:16:13He was here a minute ago. What is it?
0:16:13 > 0:16:15He just wants to go to the bank.
0:16:15 > 0:16:19"Bank" doesn't mean what you think it does. Not to him.
0:16:19 > 0:16:23He has dementia. He has trouble expressing himself.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25Bank is his word for bog...toilet.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29Oh, and a deposit is the...
0:16:29 > 0:16:31SCREAM
0:16:32 > 0:16:36Sorry. I... I didn't mean to scream. I... I...
0:16:38 > 0:16:41I'm sorry. But I just had to go.
0:16:41 > 0:16:42It's all right, Eric.
0:16:42 > 0:16:45Just move back here, darling, and we'll get you cleaned up.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57I...I'm just e-mailing you those stats that you wanted.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59Why didn't you want to tell me about Kyle?
0:17:02 > 0:17:05I... I didn't want you to feel threatened.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10That is so sweet.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14No, Dom.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17That's the last thing you need to be worried about. But thank you.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20Threatened? He's a nurse.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24I asked him to marry me.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26The last time I saw him.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32Well, so what? You're both still practically kids.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35Kids make mistakes, especially when they think they're in love.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37You don't understand.
0:17:40 > 0:17:41I treated him...
0:17:43 > 0:17:48..awfully. I told the most hideous, hurtful lies.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50And when...
0:17:50 > 0:17:51when he found out...
0:17:53 > 0:17:58I tried to stop him from leaving me by asking him to marry me.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01I'm guessing he said no.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03Obviously, but he forgave me.
0:18:05 > 0:18:11And he told me that clearly I had something wrong with me
0:18:11 > 0:18:13and that I should get help.
0:18:16 > 0:18:19- And he was right. - Do you have a point, Dom?
0:18:19 > 0:18:22Because I don't see what any of this has to do with us.
0:18:30 > 0:18:31I found that in my locker.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36I don't know who put it there.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42There's something wrong with us.
0:18:44 > 0:18:45We need help.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49I'm so sorry for causing a mess.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52Eric, listen, you've got nothing to be sorry about, mate, all right?
0:18:52 > 0:18:54I got confused. I mean, that poor doctor.
0:18:54 > 0:18:58- What was she thinking? - Dr Digby's seen it all, all right?
0:18:58 > 0:19:00I promise you, all she cares about is that you're being looked after.
0:19:00 > 0:19:04- It's not your fault, Eric. - It's not?- It's mine.- It's mine.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08It's more his fault than mine. But it's definitely not yours.
0:19:08 > 0:19:11- I'm tired of making mistakes. - We all make mistakes.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Right, I've just got a fine from the taxman because I gave money
0:19:13 > 0:19:16to a charity, and I didn't check the small print.
0:19:16 > 0:19:20- You gave to charity, yeah? - Well, I came into some money.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22Windfall?
0:19:22 > 0:19:24Something like that.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27- The charity was unregistered? - Yeah, it was.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Ah, that's like when you're pretending to be all virtuous
0:19:30 > 0:19:32but actually it's a massive tax dodge.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35Compromise agreement, that's what you need. Voluntary disclosure.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Signed declaration.
0:19:37 > 0:19:41And make sure your SA100's rock solid. I can check it if you like.
0:19:41 > 0:19:42- Can you?- 30 years in the city.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45I know a bit about dealing with the taxman.
0:19:45 > 0:19:46I'll get you a bit of paper.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48Oh!
0:19:48 > 0:19:50Eric, are you feeling sick, love?
0:19:50 > 0:19:52Quick! Sick bowl, please! Quick!
0:19:56 > 0:19:58- Sorry...- It's...
0:19:58 > 0:20:00It's perfectly fine, Eric.
0:20:03 > 0:20:04Sorry...
0:20:08 > 0:20:09Say something.
0:20:12 > 0:20:14Please?
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Is this how you view me?
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Is this how you view us? This?
0:20:25 > 0:20:27Like I'm some sort of monster?
0:20:27 > 0:20:29No.
0:20:32 > 0:20:36I just think that we need to have a conversation.
0:20:39 > 0:20:44- An honest one.- Because that's what this is, Dominic. It's monstrous.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47If that's how I've made you feel... Are you scared of me?
0:20:53 > 0:20:54Sometimes...
0:20:56 > 0:20:57..yes.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02I know I have a temper.
0:21:04 > 0:21:08You've known that from the start. I have flaws. We both do.
0:21:08 > 0:21:12- But isn't that what love is about? Overcoming flaws.- I...
0:21:12 > 0:21:13You hide behind lies.
0:21:15 > 0:21:18Like you did with Kyle. That's your flaw.
0:21:20 > 0:21:24Maybe...you've been lying to me too?
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Maybe your love isn't genuine.
0:21:28 > 0:21:29- No...- Unless...
0:21:32 > 0:21:33Unless what?
0:21:36 > 0:21:37What? Say it.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43You lied to Kyle because you were scared, right?
0:21:43 > 0:21:47You were a scared kid who didn't understand what he was feeling.
0:21:48 > 0:21:52What we have is grown-up.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56It's crazy and passionate and scary.
0:21:58 > 0:22:01Because that's what grown-up love is.
0:22:02 > 0:22:03It's scary.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07Because it's real.
0:22:09 > 0:22:12Is it possible that you're not scared of me,
0:22:12 > 0:22:16but you're scared of being in love with me?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21Because loving you scares me sometimes.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Is that possible?
0:22:29 > 0:22:30I guess.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36Sure.
0:22:37 > 0:22:38Sorry.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41You don't need to apologise for loving me, Dom.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45Ever.
0:22:46 > 0:22:48DOOR OPENS
0:22:48 > 0:22:51Hey. Sam Mackintosh's scan results.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53Thank you, Nurse Harrison.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04It's bad news, I'm afraid.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11I can tell them if you'd like?
0:23:13 > 0:23:16No.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17No, I should do it.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Well, if you need my help, ask.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Kyle is important to you.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26We'll help them any way we can.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36Dom?
0:23:39 > 0:23:40Was it Zosia?
0:23:43 > 0:23:44She said it wasn't.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59PAPER CRUMPLES
0:24:02 > 0:24:06So magnesium is high, potassium is low, blood sugar's slightly off.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09Her iron is a bit deficient and her BP is high.
0:24:09 > 0:24:13- So it's exactly what you'd expect, really.- This is normal?
0:24:13 > 0:24:16Well, yeah, for a 57-year-old battle-axe who smokes 20 a day
0:24:16 > 0:24:18and drinks like a fish.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20What?
0:24:20 > 0:24:22I don't think you are shining a light.
0:24:22 > 0:24:27- What does she think it is?- Who? - The patient.- I didn't ask her.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29- Why not?- Well, isn't that what we're supposed to find out?
0:24:29 > 0:24:32Look, I've asked for her symptoms, her lifestyle, contributing
0:24:32 > 0:24:34factors. What else am I supposed to do?
0:24:34 > 0:24:37- Shine a light. - What does that even mean?
0:24:37 > 0:24:42It's her body. Her heart. She's lived in it her entire life.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45With our tests and our machines we can only get a glimpse
0:24:45 > 0:24:47at what's inside. She can tell us.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51Run an ECG
0:24:51 > 0:24:52and shine a light.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02The abdominal X-ray shows that the entire large bowel
0:25:02 > 0:25:05and indeed parts of the small bowel are dilated.
0:25:05 > 0:25:07Can we increase medication?
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I'm afraid we're beyond that point now.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13You are going to need surgery, Mr MacIntosh.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15Defunctioning end colostomy?
0:25:15 > 0:25:17Adominoperineal excision of the rectum.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20So much for mobility and independence.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23- We knew this was coming. - That doesn't make it better.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24I'll be with you.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29There must be another way.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31I'm so sorry.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33Actually, there might just be.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35Mr Mayfield?
0:25:35 > 0:25:37Well, Dr Copeland and I are part of a research project, the
0:25:37 > 0:25:41long-term objective of which is the development of a new kind of stent.
0:25:41 > 0:25:45I believe this stent can be modified for use in rectal strictures.
0:25:45 > 0:25:49- No permanent bag? - Well, if successful, no bag at all.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52- If successful? - Well, all surgery is risky.
0:25:53 > 0:25:54You said long-term objective.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57Well, the stent is currently used as a temporary end-of-life measure
0:25:57 > 0:25:59to improve the comfort in cancer patients.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01I believe it can be adapted.
0:26:01 > 0:26:05- But it hasn't been done before. - Well, it would be a first, yes.
0:26:07 > 0:26:08Why don't you talk it through?
0:26:10 > 0:26:13Dr Copeland, come and see me when you've got a minute.
0:26:17 > 0:26:18So you were out for a walk.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20Do you usually do that at the crack of dawn?
0:26:20 > 0:26:23Oh, yeah, I look like a nature rambler.
0:26:23 > 0:26:27No, I haven't been sleeping well recently.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30Why not?
0:26:30 > 0:26:31Dreams.
0:26:32 > 0:26:33Bad ones?
0:26:35 > 0:26:37- What about?- My sister.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40- Ah...- She...
0:26:41 > 0:26:43..haunts me.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46I know that feeling.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52- It says on here you haven't got any next of kin.- No, I don't.
0:26:52 > 0:26:56My father died ten years ago. My mum died last month.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59What about your sister?
0:26:59 > 0:27:00She's dead too.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03I'm sorry.
0:27:03 > 0:27:04Never really knew her.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09I don't know who you are! My stomach...
0:27:09 > 0:27:11We need to move him now...
0:27:11 > 0:27:14Eric, Eric, look at me, mate. Look, it's Fletcher all right?
0:27:14 > 0:27:18- Do you remember?- No, he doesn't remember. That's the point.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20Excuse me.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22Eric, I'm Nurse Somers.
0:27:22 > 0:27:23Are you feeling a little poorly?
0:27:23 > 0:27:26Yes. My stomach. Where are we?
0:27:26 > 0:27:29We're in hospital, sweetheart, right? You're a bit sick.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31But these people are going to help you.
0:27:31 > 0:27:34But I need your help, Eric.
0:27:34 > 0:27:36- I need some advice.- What with?
0:27:36 > 0:27:40Well, Nurse Fletcher here reckons himself a bit of a finance guru.
0:27:40 > 0:27:44He reckons that I should unlock my pension early for a cash lump sum.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46- What, cash?- Mm.
0:27:46 > 0:27:50That's the stupidest possible move you could make in today's market.
0:27:50 > 0:27:53Well, I suspect Nurse Fletcher's not the sharpest knife in the drawer.
0:27:53 > 0:27:56So maybe you could give me a few pointers on investment.
0:27:56 > 0:27:58Well, annuity rates aren't very good at the moment
0:27:58 > 0:28:00so leave your pension where it is.
0:28:00 > 0:28:04Shares, however, three letters, one word. ISA!
0:28:04 > 0:28:07Eric, love. Do you think maybe we could continue this conversation
0:28:07 > 0:28:08on the way to the scan room?
0:28:08 > 0:28:11- Will you be with me? - I'll be right here. OK?
0:28:15 > 0:28:16Here we go.
0:28:19 > 0:28:21You know, it never ceases to amaze me how determined you are
0:28:21 > 0:28:23to shoot yourself in the foot.
0:28:24 > 0:28:27- What?- I propose a high-risk procedure, putting my reputation
0:28:27 > 0:28:30on the line in order to give YOUR friends a chance at a normal life
0:28:30 > 0:28:31and you question me?
0:28:31 > 0:28:35I was just surprised, that's...that's all.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37We still don't know if it's sustainable long-term.
0:28:37 > 0:28:38Do you have so little faith in me?
0:28:40 > 0:28:43- In our work?- I'm just saying we don't know for sure.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45Presently the stent is self-expanding.
0:28:45 > 0:28:48Give it about three years and it could perforate,
0:28:48 > 0:28:52and then he'd end up back at square one or even worse.
0:28:52 > 0:28:55- I just think the safer option is that...- Listen to yourself.
0:28:55 > 0:28:56The safer option?
0:28:56 > 0:28:59Do you really think Sam wants to spend married life
0:28:59 > 0:29:01having his husband wait on him hand and foot?
0:29:03 > 0:29:05Look, whether you do this for us, or you do this for them,
0:29:05 > 0:29:07you need to get them to agree to this procedure.
0:29:09 > 0:29:10Are we a team or not?
0:29:10 > 0:29:13Kyle is a nurse. He's going to know the risks.
0:29:13 > 0:29:16Then don't try and convince Kyle.
0:29:19 > 0:29:23- What did you find out from her ECG? - Some subtle tachycardia.
0:29:24 > 0:29:27- Any arrhythmia? - Not that I can see. Not constant.
0:29:28 > 0:29:32Not that you can see, or not constant? It's one or the other.
0:29:32 > 0:29:35There's a spike. A sporadic burst.
0:29:35 > 0:29:37But it's so small and it doesn't reoccur.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39Anything else you've observed?
0:29:40 > 0:29:43She's been having dreams. Nightmares, I think.
0:29:43 > 0:29:45About her sister.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47Yes, the irony was not lost on me, either.
0:29:47 > 0:29:51- You think Jacqueline has nightmares? - Jac causes them.
0:29:52 > 0:29:56Toni's sister's dead. She's actually got no family left at all.
0:29:56 > 0:29:59- I think she might be lonely. - Now you are shining a light.
0:30:01 > 0:30:03And how may this affect her heart?
0:30:03 > 0:30:05I don't know.
0:30:05 > 0:30:09But maybe there's something hereditary at work?
0:30:09 > 0:30:10Can't hurt to investigate.
0:30:13 > 0:30:15Tell me, were you talking about the sister
0:30:15 > 0:30:18when the ST elevation occurred?
0:30:18 > 0:30:21- I'm not sure. - Interesting question, no?
0:30:31 > 0:30:33No Kyle?
0:30:33 > 0:30:34He's gone for a walk.
0:30:36 > 0:30:37We had an argument.
0:30:39 > 0:30:41Well, it is a big decision.
0:30:43 > 0:30:45He's right. Like he always is.
0:30:46 > 0:30:49I'm...looking for a miracle.
0:30:51 > 0:30:52That's not a bad thing, though.
0:30:52 > 0:30:55You think I should do this experimental technique?
0:30:57 > 0:31:00I think you should do what is best for you.
0:31:03 > 0:31:06Kyle thinks it's too risky.
0:31:07 > 0:31:10He says we've prepared for the worst.
0:31:12 > 0:31:13That we're ready for it.
0:31:14 > 0:31:17- Better the devil you know? - Something like that.
0:31:20 > 0:31:24Except that Kyle isn't the one who's going to end up being a burden
0:31:24 > 0:31:25for the rest of his life.
0:31:26 > 0:31:29What did you say?
0:31:29 > 0:31:31Sam, Kyle is a nurse.
0:31:32 > 0:31:35He's gentle and loving and compassionate.
0:31:35 > 0:31:39All the things that make him wonderful with patients.
0:31:41 > 0:31:43But, at the moment, when Kyle leaves work
0:31:43 > 0:31:46he gets to leave his patients behind him.
0:31:47 > 0:31:53Which of course is the difference between being a patient
0:31:53 > 0:31:55and being a burden.
0:32:01 > 0:32:04I'm going to leave these consent forms here.
0:32:04 > 0:32:09Like I said, I think you should just do what's best for you.
0:32:09 > 0:32:13- What are you doing? - I'm just doing my job. Excuse me.
0:32:13 > 0:32:15You call what you just did your job?
0:32:15 > 0:32:19I am just giving Mr MacIntosh alternatives.
0:32:19 > 0:32:22"The difference between a patient and a burden" - what the hell?!
0:32:24 > 0:32:26Look, if you have a problem with the way that I'm doing my job
0:32:26 > 0:32:29- then maybe... - This is not you talking.
0:32:29 > 0:32:31It's him. That Mayfield.
0:32:32 > 0:32:35- What's he's done to you? - Nothing. This is me.
0:32:35 > 0:32:37You've never been cruel.
0:32:41 > 0:32:42Why are you wearing make-up?
0:32:44 > 0:32:46- I can help.- I don't need your help.
0:32:46 > 0:32:48I know people who can help.
0:32:52 > 0:32:54Oh, how'd it go?
0:32:55 > 0:32:59Well, Eric had his scans and I now know more about ISAs
0:32:59 > 0:33:01than I'll ever need to. FLETCH LAUGHS
0:33:01 > 0:33:06Now, for someone that claims they hate nursing, you're not bad at it.
0:33:06 > 0:33:07So what agency do you use?
0:33:07 > 0:33:09Tele-nursing. Why?
0:33:09 > 0:33:11Oh, you know, you play your cards right, I could...
0:33:11 > 0:33:13I could put in a good word for you.
0:33:13 > 0:33:17SHE LAUGHS Sorry, but what on earth would make you think that I'd ever want
0:33:17 > 0:33:20- to work here?- Well, there's got to be one or two perks.
0:33:20 > 0:33:21What perks?
0:33:23 > 0:33:25Oh, if you want to ask me out, Fletcher,
0:33:25 > 0:33:27just have the cojones to do it.
0:33:27 > 0:33:29You know what, love? You are way off.
0:33:29 > 0:33:30When you two are finished flirting,
0:33:30 > 0:33:33Mr Mancroft's scans have come through.
0:33:34 > 0:33:36Sigmoid volvulus?
0:33:36 > 0:33:38Acute colonic obstruction here.
0:33:39 > 0:33:40Idiopathic mega colon?
0:33:42 > 0:33:46It's the people I don't like. I mean, the medicine I get.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48Book theatre for a decompression.
0:33:48 > 0:33:51Would you care to join us, Nurse Somers?
0:33:51 > 0:33:52Endoscopy under sedation.
0:33:52 > 0:33:55Could use your help to keep Mr Mancroft calm and reassured.
0:33:55 > 0:33:57Then count me in.
0:34:07 > 0:34:10Hello. Tele-nursing? Yeah, it's Adrian Fletcher here.
0:34:10 > 0:34:14Could you send me the CV for a Nurse Sydney Somers, please?
0:34:16 > 0:34:17That'll be great, thanks.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25You still here?
0:34:25 > 0:34:29- Mr Rossini wants me to shine a light.- On what?
0:34:29 > 0:34:32Your guess is as good as mine.
0:34:32 > 0:34:35- Is this your patient? - Checking hereditary influences.
0:34:35 > 0:34:38- On what grounds? - There's some activity on the ECG.
0:34:38 > 0:34:40I think she's experiencing ventricular tachycardia.
0:34:40 > 0:34:43Mr Rossini thinks there's more to it and she's been having dreams
0:34:43 > 0:34:45about her deceased sister, so...
0:34:46 > 0:34:48There's not.
0:34:48 > 0:34:49- Not what?- More to it.
0:34:49 > 0:34:54It's not VT. It's a broad complex SVT. Supraventricular tachycardia.
0:34:54 > 0:34:57Mr Rossini would have noticed it immediately.
0:34:57 > 0:34:59Why's he asked me to keep checking if it's so simple?
0:34:59 > 0:35:01Who knows? More importantly, who cares?
0:35:01 > 0:35:05Give Ms Richards some amiodorone for the SVT. If things improve, get rid.
0:35:05 > 0:35:08Sometimes things are really just that simple.
0:35:09 > 0:35:12Simple, but not straightforward.
0:35:12 > 0:35:15Toni's been having dreams about her deceased sister,
0:35:15 > 0:35:17but according to this, there's no record of any sister,
0:35:17 > 0:35:19dead or alive.
0:35:26 > 0:35:28Is that it? Can I go?
0:35:28 > 0:35:30Heart rate's controlled at 60 beats a minute.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32The amiodarone seems to have done the trick.
0:35:32 > 0:35:33Told you it was the curry.
0:35:33 > 0:35:37Just one thing. You said you'd been having dreams about your sister.
0:35:37 > 0:35:39She's been...visiting.
0:35:41 > 0:35:45Toni, hospital records indicate you don't have sister.
0:35:45 > 0:35:46You never did.
0:35:48 > 0:35:49She never existed.
0:35:51 > 0:35:53Except in here.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56I don't under...
0:35:56 > 0:35:58BEEPING OK, we need some help in here...
0:35:58 > 0:36:01- What happened?- Whatever happened before has happened again.
0:36:10 > 0:36:11Zosia?
0:36:13 > 0:36:16Kyle? What are you doing here?
0:36:16 > 0:36:18What's going on with Dom?
0:36:19 > 0:36:20What's that man done to him?
0:36:22 > 0:36:25Ah, there's a narrowing. Must be the volvulus.
0:36:25 > 0:36:28- Oh, Nurse Fletcher. You made it. - Yeah, housekeeping.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31Writing a grovelling letter to Her Majesty's Revenue and Customs?
0:36:31 > 0:36:33- Isn't that right, Eric? - Sorry, what's this?- Oh,
0:36:33 > 0:36:37Nurse Fletcher has been giving cash to dodgy enterprises
0:36:37 > 0:36:40- and then claiming it back as tax relief.- How's he doing?
0:36:40 > 0:36:43Well, there's no sign of perforation at the volvulus.
0:36:43 > 0:36:45It's all good, Eric. We'll have you out of here soon.
0:36:45 > 0:36:49Very good. We'll keep him on the ward for observation.
0:36:49 > 0:36:52There's always a small risk of perforation post-endoscopy.
0:36:52 > 0:36:56So Eric's a bit of a financial whizz, is he?
0:36:56 > 0:37:01Yes, Eric Mancroft was the city's foremost finance expert
0:37:01 > 0:37:03in offshore tax evasion schemes.
0:37:03 > 0:37:05I mean, it just goes to show, really.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07You never know what people are. SHE CHUCKLES
0:37:07 > 0:37:09And you'd know all about that, wouldn't you?
0:37:11 > 0:37:14- Have you been doing some digging? - Just a bit of due diligence.
0:37:16 > 0:37:18Sorry, am I missing something?
0:37:18 > 0:37:22Sydney Somers. No. Sydney Chernik.
0:37:22 > 0:37:24Chernik... Artem Chernik's daughter?
0:37:24 > 0:37:27Yeah, she's the heartless cow that wouldn't come and see her dad
0:37:27 > 0:37:30- on his deathbed. - And you, Nurse Adrian Fletcher,
0:37:30 > 0:37:32are the conniving weasel who conned him out of all of his money.
0:37:32 > 0:37:35Wow. That escalated fast.
0:37:39 > 0:37:40He's hitting him?
0:37:41 > 0:37:43Just once, as far as I know.
0:37:43 > 0:37:46If it's once, it's more.
0:37:46 > 0:37:48- This is all my fault.- No. It's not.
0:37:48 > 0:37:51I knew something was wrong and I... I did nothing...
0:37:51 > 0:37:53- You tried.- Not hard enough.
0:37:55 > 0:37:58I feel so helpless, but he...he won't listen.
0:37:58 > 0:38:03He will. But...you can't do this alone. No-one can.
0:38:07 > 0:38:10KNOCK ON DOOR
0:38:11 > 0:38:13You asked to see me, Mr Levy?
0:38:13 > 0:38:17What's this? No. What's going on?
0:38:17 > 0:38:20Zosia has raised some concerns.
0:38:20 > 0:38:21About Isaac.
0:38:24 > 0:38:27Well, then you need to speak to Isaac, don't you?
0:38:27 > 0:38:30Is it true? Is he hurting you?
0:38:30 > 0:38:31No.
0:38:31 > 0:38:32Yes.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34He wouldn't.
0:38:34 > 0:38:35He has.
0:38:35 > 0:38:38- Why didn't you tell us? - Because it's not true.
0:38:38 > 0:38:39Dom, it's OK.
0:38:39 > 0:38:42No. No, it's not OK. None of this is OK.
0:38:42 > 0:38:47None of you have any idea about my relationship with Isaac.
0:38:47 > 0:38:48I told you, it's intense!
0:38:48 > 0:38:51It's abuse. It's control.
0:38:51 > 0:38:53- It's passion.- It's violence!
0:39:05 > 0:39:07It's... It's not his fault.
0:39:08 > 0:39:10He just gets really...
0:39:11 > 0:39:13..angry and...
0:39:15 > 0:39:16He doesn't mean it.
0:39:19 > 0:39:22Counselling. He's agreed to go to counselling.
0:39:22 > 0:39:25He's lying. Why do you keep protecting him?
0:39:25 > 0:39:26Because I love him.
0:39:31 > 0:39:33Well, if you're all quite finished.
0:39:33 > 0:39:36Dr Copeland and I are required in theatre. Dom?
0:39:42 > 0:39:46This ends right here, right now.
0:39:46 > 0:39:49If it does not, I will be contacting a BMA representative
0:39:49 > 0:39:51and initiating harassment charges. Is that understood?
0:39:54 > 0:39:55Good.
0:39:56 > 0:39:59As long as we all understand each other.
0:40:04 > 0:40:07Your maiden name was on your CV. I'm not stupid.
0:40:07 > 0:40:10Careful, cos you might strain a brain cell.
0:40:10 > 0:40:12So, what do you do? Come down here to spy on me?
0:40:12 > 0:40:14What, have a little laugh at my expense?
0:40:14 > 0:40:15Yes, of course. Brilliant.
0:40:15 > 0:40:18I mean, I manufactured a whole food poisoning incident just so I could
0:40:18 > 0:40:21secretly hang around with the bloke who took my family's inheritance.
0:40:21 > 0:40:23I mean, it's like the Secret Millionaire
0:40:23 > 0:40:26except I get to be a secret and you get to be the millionaire!
0:40:26 > 0:40:28Why didn't you just say something?
0:40:28 > 0:40:31Maybe because I didn't want to be called a stone-hearted cow
0:40:31 > 0:40:33by the man who took my family's inheritance.
0:40:33 > 0:40:34Right, will you stop saying that?
0:40:34 > 0:40:36- Will you stop saying it like I ripped him off?- Well,
0:40:36 > 0:40:39- how should I make it sound? - Like it was.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41All right? We tried so hard to find you.
0:40:41 > 0:40:43For you to get in contact with him.
0:40:43 > 0:40:46It meant the world to him. And you kept saying no.
0:40:48 > 0:40:49Come here.
0:40:51 > 0:40:52Terry.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58He left me that money because he died thinking there was
0:40:58 > 0:41:00nobody else in the world that loved him.
0:41:00 > 0:41:04Right? He was alone and broken-hearted. You broke his heart.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10Yeah, well, he broke mine first.
0:41:11 > 0:41:16SHOUTING, BEEPING Eric? Eric, what is it? Where's the pain?
0:41:16 > 0:41:19- Right, his BP's crashing. He's tachycardiac.- What's happened?
0:41:19 > 0:41:22Severe onset of pain, grabbing his abdomen.
0:41:22 > 0:41:25- I think his bowel's perforated. - His abdomen's hard. Peritonitis?
0:41:25 > 0:41:27OK, let's get him into theatre again. Quick as you can, please.
0:41:27 > 0:41:28Porters!
0:41:28 > 0:41:31- SHOUTING CONTINUES - Right, OK, let's go.
0:41:37 > 0:41:39What you did was very brave, Dominic.
0:41:42 > 0:41:47The way they ambushed you in there, attacked you, was despicable.
0:41:49 > 0:41:50It was weak.
0:41:52 > 0:41:53But you were strong.
0:41:56 > 0:41:57You stood up for yourself.
0:41:59 > 0:42:00For us.
0:42:02 > 0:42:03I'm proud of you.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08I love you.
0:42:13 > 0:42:15OK, we're in position.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17Ready to deploy stent.
0:42:27 > 0:42:28Stop.
0:42:28 > 0:42:30- Stop what?- The procedure.
0:42:30 > 0:42:32- Why?- It's not right.
0:42:32 > 0:42:35It's reckless, it is untested
0:42:35 > 0:42:37and the patient hasn't been properly informed.
0:42:37 > 0:42:39What do you think you're doing?
0:42:41 > 0:42:43I'm doing the right thing.
0:42:43 > 0:42:45For the patient and...for us.
0:42:49 > 0:42:51You know I'm right.
0:42:53 > 0:42:54And you will stop.
0:42:58 > 0:43:00Talk to me about your sister.
0:43:00 > 0:43:04- She was born a minute before me. - Twins.
0:43:04 > 0:43:07- She didn't make it. - She was stillborn?
0:43:08 > 0:43:11I came out next, alive and kicking.
0:43:12 > 0:43:15I never knew, till just before my mother died.
0:43:17 > 0:43:18Deathbed confession.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23My parents never even named her.
0:43:25 > 0:43:29- I guess it was too painful for them. - Maybe they wanted to protect you.
0:43:29 > 0:43:32Maybe. But all my life I've...
0:43:33 > 0:43:35..I've felt an emptiness.
0:43:36 > 0:43:37A lack. You know?
0:43:39 > 0:43:41When Mum told me it seemed to explain everything.
0:43:43 > 0:43:44My lost twin.
0:43:46 > 0:43:49My big sister, who was never there to protect me.
0:43:51 > 0:43:56Explain why all my life I've had moments of faintness,
0:43:56 > 0:43:58of feeling like...
0:44:00 > 0:44:02..there was something missing in my heart.
0:44:03 > 0:44:05BEEP
0:44:13 > 0:44:15- BEEP - What?
0:44:15 > 0:44:18You have a condition called Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome.
0:44:18 > 0:44:22It basically means that every so often your heart adds an extra beat.
0:44:22 > 0:44:24Adds?
0:44:26 > 0:44:28Like it's beating for two?
0:44:30 > 0:44:33- Yeah, something like that. - Exactly like that.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35Back in one second.
0:44:39 > 0:44:42You knew. You saw it on the first ECG.
0:44:42 > 0:44:43Why didn't you tell me?
0:44:43 > 0:44:47Sometimes in order to learn something, you have to see it
0:44:47 > 0:44:48for yourself first.
0:44:59 > 0:45:02I've just had to explain to the patient,
0:45:02 > 0:45:03that smug little bitch Kyle
0:45:03 > 0:45:07and Mr Hanssen why we pulled the plug on a consented procedure.
0:45:08 > 0:45:11Do you have any idea how humiliating that was for me?
0:45:12 > 0:45:13Yes.
0:45:16 > 0:45:18- I'm sorry. - You made me look like an idiot.
0:45:21 > 0:45:23I made you do the right thing.
0:45:25 > 0:45:26And you did.
0:45:30 > 0:45:31I'm proud of you.
0:45:35 > 0:45:36Proud?!
0:45:38 > 0:45:42Could you be any more patronising?
0:45:44 > 0:45:46You're making me do this, Dominic.
0:45:47 > 0:45:49No, I'm not!
0:45:51 > 0:45:53YOU'RE doing this.
0:45:59 > 0:46:00I'm sorry.
0:46:02 > 0:46:04I've booked us in for counselling.
0:46:05 > 0:46:08- You've what?- I went ahead and I made an appointment.
0:46:12 > 0:46:15You... You need help, Isaac.
0:46:16 > 0:46:19We...we can get through this. We can do it together.
0:46:19 > 0:46:22Can't you hear how pathetic you sound?
0:46:26 > 0:46:31I. Do. Not. Need. Help.
0:46:37 > 0:46:38Dom!
0:46:38 > 0:46:41Dom? Dom!
0:46:42 > 0:46:44Dom.
0:46:44 > 0:46:47Someone help! Please, help!
0:46:48 > 0:46:53Dom... Dom...
0:46:53 > 0:46:55Dom.
0:46:55 > 0:46:56Dom!
0:46:58 > 0:47:00Fell... Steps....
0:47:01 > 0:47:05Transient and falling GCS. Was at seven when he was found.
0:47:06 > 0:47:08Did he do this? Was it Isaac?
0:47:08 > 0:47:10No.
0:47:10 > 0:47:13It's going to be OK, Dom. It looks worse than it is.
0:47:15 > 0:47:16Stay strong.
0:47:16 > 0:47:20Mr MacIntosh has been taken to theatre. You are required there.
0:47:20 > 0:47:23It appears you've had a remarkable escape, Dr Copeland.
0:47:23 > 0:47:26We're taking you to X-ray, just to be sure.
0:47:26 > 0:47:29The IDVA is aware. Rest now.
0:47:30 > 0:47:32You're safe.
0:47:41 > 0:47:43Sh.
0:47:54 > 0:47:56You should have seen the other guy.
0:47:58 > 0:48:00I did see the other guy.
0:48:03 > 0:48:04Was it him?
0:48:05 > 0:48:07No.
0:48:08 > 0:48:11I know you won't believe me, but it was an accident.
0:48:11 > 0:48:14Maybe the police don't need to know that.
0:48:19 > 0:48:20No.
0:48:22 > 0:48:24I'm not doing that.
0:48:24 > 0:48:26So, Dr Copeland.
0:48:26 > 0:48:30I have your X-ray results, and you have severe bruising
0:48:30 > 0:48:33which will require further observation in hospital.
0:48:36 > 0:48:38Lucky me.
0:48:38 > 0:48:42Yes, there is the matter, however, of several other injuries
0:48:42 > 0:48:46which seem to have been sustained over the last few weeks.
0:48:46 > 0:48:48Left untreated..
0:48:49 > 0:48:51..and unexplained.
0:48:54 > 0:48:56OK...
0:48:59 > 0:49:00I'm ready.
0:49:04 > 0:49:07Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome, really?
0:49:07 > 0:49:10- Well, how are you going to treat it? - We're not.- What?
0:49:10 > 0:49:11We're going to manage it.
0:49:11 > 0:49:14Toni has decided the extra heart beat is for her twin sister.
0:49:14 > 0:49:16She's always been with me.
0:49:16 > 0:49:19One heart, two souls.
0:49:24 > 0:49:27And neither of you called psych?
0:49:27 > 0:49:30I know it's irregular, but there's something quite sweet about it.
0:49:30 > 0:49:32Something poetic.
0:49:32 > 0:49:33You're all nuts.
0:49:34 > 0:49:35Jac...
0:49:37 > 0:49:39I just wanted to say thank you.
0:49:39 > 0:49:42For standing up for me with Ms Campbell.
0:49:42 > 0:49:45- I know it was messy and complicated. - Fat lot of good it did.
0:49:45 > 0:49:47You retracted the bullying statement anyway
0:49:47 > 0:49:48so what was the point?
0:49:49 > 0:49:51The point is you tried to help me.
0:49:53 > 0:49:55So thank you.
0:49:57 > 0:49:58Whatever.
0:50:07 > 0:50:10Now you shine a light on yourself.
0:50:10 > 0:50:13And now someone feels a little less lost than she did before.
0:50:13 > 0:50:15You think Jac feels lost?
0:50:17 > 0:50:20I think we all have holes in our lives that need filling.
0:50:27 > 0:50:28Is Eric...?
0:50:28 > 0:50:30Going to be just fine.
0:50:32 > 0:50:33Good. I'm glad.
0:50:34 > 0:50:37- You care about him? - It's my job to care about him.
0:50:38 > 0:50:40That's the bit about the job I don't like.
0:50:40 > 0:50:43- The caring bit?- And the rest.
0:50:46 > 0:50:48So...
0:50:48 > 0:50:51that offer to throw some shifts my way...
0:50:53 > 0:50:54Come here.
0:51:00 > 0:51:01See that bed?
0:51:03 > 0:51:04That was Arty's.
0:51:04 > 0:51:07That is where he asked me to do whatever it took
0:51:07 > 0:51:09to track you down.
0:51:12 > 0:51:13Theatre 1.
0:51:15 > 0:51:16That's where your dad died.
0:51:18 > 0:51:21Thanks for the tour, Fletch.
0:51:21 > 0:51:22What I'm saying is that...
0:51:24 > 0:51:27..given the previous tragic circumstances...
0:51:27 > 0:51:31AAU, even Holby, I...
0:51:32 > 0:51:34I just don't think it would be a good place for you to work.
0:51:38 > 0:51:39What about the perks?
0:51:41 > 0:51:44- I try not to judge. - You've done nothing but judge me.
0:51:46 > 0:51:47The truth is I...
0:51:47 > 0:51:49I can't get past what you did to Arty.
0:51:51 > 0:51:53Now I'm...sure that you had your reasons, but...
0:51:55 > 0:51:57I was here when he died, and...
0:52:01 > 0:52:02..I just can't get past that.
0:52:05 > 0:52:07Well, I guess that settles it.
0:52:28 > 0:52:32I... I had no interest in...in Artem's money.
0:52:33 > 0:52:35I had no interest in the past.
0:52:36 > 0:52:38Until now.
0:52:39 > 0:52:43I am going to take you for every last penny,
0:52:43 > 0:52:46you judgmental piece of crap.
0:52:53 > 0:52:55Um...
0:52:56 > 0:52:59The 28th of March...
0:53:02 > 0:53:05..broken ribs on the left-hand side...
0:53:07 > 0:53:09..from being kicked.
0:53:12 > 0:53:15I had asked that our relationship...
0:53:17 > 0:53:19..be completely monogamous.
0:53:22 > 0:53:27The...31st of March...
0:53:30 > 0:53:31..a chipped tooth...
0:53:33 > 0:53:38..after having my phone shoved in my face...
0:53:38 > 0:53:41whilst trying to make a call to my mum.
0:53:43 > 0:53:46Isaac had spent ages making boeuf bourguignon.
0:53:47 > 0:53:49"Time and a place, Dom."
0:53:50 > 0:53:53The 5th of April...
0:53:55 > 0:53:56..um...
0:53:58 > 0:54:01..severe bruising to the left dorsal.
0:54:03 > 0:54:04Foot stamped on.
0:54:08 > 0:54:11I... I don't remember what that one was for.
0:54:13 > 0:54:15The 9th of April...
0:54:16 > 0:54:17..two days ago.
0:54:19 > 0:54:24Depressed fracture of the left eye socket from a single punch.
0:54:26 > 0:54:31Zosia had left me a voice message saying that she loved me.
0:54:34 > 0:54:36She had left it months ago but I'd saved it,
0:54:36 > 0:54:38and I played it...
0:54:39 > 0:54:41..and Isaac heard.
0:54:42 > 0:54:44That was really silly of me.
0:54:48 > 0:54:51Mr Mayfield, you are suspended, with immediate effect,
0:54:51 > 0:54:55from all clinical and research practice within this trust.
0:54:55 > 0:54:59Criminal charges are, of course, entirely a matter for the police
0:54:59 > 0:55:01and for Dr Copeland.
0:55:01 > 0:55:04I, however, will be reporting you to the GMC.
0:55:07 > 0:55:09I love you, Dom.
0:55:12 > 0:55:13No, you don't.
0:55:14 > 0:55:16I don't think you ever did.
0:55:19 > 0:55:21I don't think you're capable.
0:55:21 > 0:55:23When I met you, you were broken.
0:55:24 > 0:55:25I fixed you.
0:55:26 > 0:55:28I built you up.
0:55:31 > 0:55:32You targeted me.
0:55:35 > 0:55:36And wore me down.
0:55:40 > 0:55:42You're a coward, Isaac.
0:55:45 > 0:55:47You're the one who's broken.
0:56:22 > 0:56:25You put that leaflet in my locker, didn't you?
0:56:29 > 0:56:30Well...
0:56:31 > 0:56:34..I've had my doubts about Mr Mayfield for some time.
0:56:36 > 0:56:38Having no evidence, however,
0:56:38 > 0:56:40I felt that my options were somewhat limited.
0:56:42 > 0:56:46But it is to my deep regret and lasting shame that I didn't act
0:56:46 > 0:56:49more swiftly and more decisively.
0:56:51 > 0:56:53It's not your fault.
0:56:56 > 0:56:59Right, time to be admitted, Dr Copeland.
0:57:02 > 0:57:03There's someone I need to see.
0:57:11 > 0:57:16You were the one who always saved us.
0:57:19 > 0:57:20But you weren't here.
0:57:25 > 0:57:26Look what happened.
0:57:34 > 0:57:36You weren't supposed to go.
0:57:43 > 0:57:44I had you to look after me.
0:57:49 > 0:57:51Then I had Isaac to look after me.
0:57:52 > 0:57:56Seems I'm always looking for somebody to look after me.
0:58:02 > 0:58:04I have to look after myself now.