0:00:02 > 0:00:04Hatred and fear, especially when rooted in the sins of our
0:00:04 > 0:00:06fathers, should never go unchallenged.
0:00:06 > 0:00:09Frederik is coming down. Perhaps you'd like to meet him.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11Another time, perhaps.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13Now, I suggest that you just stay out of my way.
0:00:13 > 0:00:16Escaping the wrath of Ric? Is he always that harsh on you?
0:00:16 > 0:00:19I guess I find him a bit intimidating.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21A complaint has been made by a junior doctor.
0:00:21 > 0:00:23The board has decided to suspend you.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25I'm jealous.
0:00:25 > 0:00:27It was you, wasn't it? You leaked my name.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29Zosia, are you OK?
0:00:29 > 0:00:31No. I'm not OK.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19TAPPING
0:01:30 > 0:01:33PHONE RINGS
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Hanssen.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45HE SPEAKS SWEDISH
0:01:54 > 0:01:56No, I'm needed here. Good day.
0:01:58 > 0:02:02You ever get the feeling that you're being watched? Like, judged...
0:02:06 > 0:02:09Since this whole thing happened with Mr Griffin, I feel like I'm
0:02:09 > 0:02:10the bad guy.
0:02:10 > 0:02:14I didn't mean for him to get suspended. You know that, right?
0:02:14 > 0:02:17Look, listen. Thank you for last night.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19I really needed the diversion.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Diversion, that's what you're calling it?
0:02:21 > 0:02:23Do we need to put a label on it?
0:02:23 > 0:02:26Dr Burrows, Mr Valentine...
0:02:27 > 0:02:29That's my shirt.
0:02:30 > 0:02:34Is it? I found it dumped in the back of Ollie's wardrobe.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35I must have left it there when we were...
0:02:35 > 0:02:37You can have it back.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39It might need a dry-clean.
0:02:39 > 0:02:42You're late and Keller's a consultant down.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44We need to talk.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48See? I am the bad guy.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50I wouldn't worry about it. It'll blow over.
0:02:50 > 0:02:51Will it?
0:02:51 > 0:02:53Well, you told the truth, right?
0:02:53 > 0:02:54I didn't...
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Thanks, Mr Valentine, you're a rock!
0:02:56 > 0:02:59Jas.... I wasn't questioning you.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04It was the recommendation of this board that Mr Griffin be suspended
0:03:04 > 0:03:07following the incident with junior doctor Jasmine Burrows...
0:03:07 > 0:03:12A few days ago, Mr Hanssen descended from his ivory tower to
0:03:12 > 0:03:17suggest a review of all aspects of consultant/junior doctor
0:03:17 > 0:03:19training, oversight and comportment...
0:03:19 > 0:03:22The hospital is blessed with a chairman who agrees that this
0:03:22 > 0:03:25matter merits thorough investigation.
0:03:25 > 0:03:29In fact, I have taken the liberty of adding a few minor details.
0:03:29 > 0:03:30Intriguing.
0:03:30 > 0:03:34I have hand-picked a team of neutral experts who will be observing
0:03:34 > 0:03:36each surgical ward today.
0:03:36 > 0:03:40Are there any questions? Clarifications?
0:03:40 > 0:03:41Objections?
0:03:43 > 0:03:46HE TAPS PENCIL
0:03:46 > 0:03:47Henrik.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49What can I do for you, Mr Wood?
0:03:49 > 0:03:54I was just a little surprised at your reaction to my additions
0:03:54 > 0:03:56to your review.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58I gave no reaction.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01I was just worried you might think I was treading on your toes.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04I want to be clear, this was in
0:04:04 > 0:04:06no way intended as a slight against your staff.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Or you.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11No, of course not. You could not have been more transparent.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14Lessons must be learned and all that.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16A fish rots from the head down, after all.
0:04:19 > 0:04:20Indeed it does.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Hey...
0:04:30 > 0:04:34Listen, about before. The whole "shirt" thing.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Well, I wouldn't want you to get the wrong idea.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40It's...not what it looks like. That's all.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42OK. What is it then?
0:04:42 > 0:04:45- I don't know. - Don't you think you ought to?
0:04:45 > 0:04:47Oh, good. There you are. I need to talk to you.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48Are you OK?
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Yeah, of course. Never better.
0:04:50 > 0:04:51Mo...
0:04:51 > 0:04:53It's not me. It's this.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55Hormones.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58One flipping rom-com and I'm going to be in tears all day.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01- Rom-com? - When Harry met Sally.
0:05:01 > 0:05:02- Hm.- Oh, silly girl.
0:05:02 > 0:05:06"When you realise you want to spend the rest of your life with someone..."
0:05:06 > 0:05:09- BOTH:- "You want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Sorry. Traffic was murder.
0:05:14 > 0:05:15This is Mr Clark.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18He's been referred to us from the ED after vomiting up blood.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21Mr Clark is a consultant psychiatrist.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24But don't hold that against me. I stopped practising some years ago.
0:05:24 > 0:05:25Why?
0:05:25 > 0:05:28Same reason, I suspect, as I'm vomiting up blood.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31I am irredeemably alcoholic,
0:05:31 > 0:05:34and I've just come off an almighty binge.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41I'm being reviewed.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43The review was my idea.
0:05:44 > 0:05:45Why would you do that?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Oh, I see. You're up to something.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Well, you could have warned me. I could have helped you.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55You CAN help. I want you to go to Sweden.
0:05:55 > 0:05:59The new CEO of Lovborg Biotek wants to discuss current
0:05:59 > 0:06:01and future partnerships.
0:06:01 > 0:06:02New CEO?
0:06:02 > 0:06:05I heard Nils had taken a sabbatical due to illness but...
0:06:05 > 0:06:09Nils Johannsen passed away at 7.15 this morning.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12I want you to be Holby's representative
0:06:12 > 0:06:13at the funeral, please.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15You're not going?
0:06:15 > 0:06:16Is that a problem?
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Well, Nils was married to Maja.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20He brought up your son as his own
0:06:20 > 0:06:22and you gifted him your father's company.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27You asked me to act like a CEO.
0:06:27 > 0:06:28That is what I intend to do.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31That will be all. Thank you.
0:06:40 > 0:06:41Alex Lambert.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44Isn't he the one who leaked Zosia's name to the papers?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46"The Bipolar Doctor"?
0:06:46 > 0:06:50Developed Long QT syndrome after not disclosing that
0:06:50 > 0:06:52he was addicted to anti-depressants.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54Shortness of breath, palpitations.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Slight fever. Rash on his arms.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58You think he might be using again?
0:06:58 > 0:06:59Well, I'm not ruling it out.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Nice to see the place hasn't changed.
0:07:04 > 0:07:05Some things never do.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07FBC, U&Es, LFTs and clotting, please, Nurse.
0:07:07 > 0:07:11That's a lot of tests for what's almost certainly an infection.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Maybe I should order a tox screen?
0:07:13 > 0:07:16If you're expecting to find benzodiazepine, you won't.
0:07:16 > 0:07:17I'm a reformed character.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Is that so?
0:07:19 > 0:07:22I had what you might call an intervention.
0:07:24 > 0:07:25I'm very glad to hear it.
0:07:27 > 0:07:28Excuse me...
0:07:28 > 0:07:29Is Dr March about?
0:07:31 > 0:07:34- Why?- I want to talk to her about my blog...
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Are you kidding me? After what you did to her last time?
0:07:36 > 0:07:38I don't think you understand...
0:07:38 > 0:07:39I understand perfectly.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43I was there, remember?
0:07:46 > 0:07:47Stay away from her.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Review into what?
0:07:51 > 0:07:54Consultant/junior training interface...that kind of thing.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56So we're supposed to interface with the juniors?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Wow, I thought that kind of thing was frowned upon!
0:07:59 > 0:08:03Good. So you'll be monitoring us, then?
0:08:03 > 0:08:06I will be monitoring this ward on behalf of the hospital.
0:08:06 > 0:08:11If transparency is a concern, Mr Maynard is welcome to observe me.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13Maybe we'll pop our heads in once or twice.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20I wouldn't try interfacing with him, if I were you.
0:08:20 > 0:08:2226, 27...
0:08:22 > 0:08:26Exactly one hour, 42 minutes and 28 seconds late.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28I'm the head of department, I don't keep a time sheet.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30Maybe that's why we're always late.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32Well, I need my morning coffee, Jason.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34You know I'm a terrible grump without it.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37Has there been a national shortage of coffee recently?
0:08:37 > 0:08:38No. Why?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40You've been grumpy for weeks.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43That's what Dr Digby and Mr Di Lucca say.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45Maybe that's because I'm understaffed.
0:08:45 > 0:08:49Why have we suddenly got a shortage of porters?!
0:08:49 > 0:08:51They think you're angry Ms Wolfe left,
0:08:51 > 0:08:54but maybe you just need more coffee.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57THEY SNIGGER
0:08:57 > 0:09:00Ignore them, Jason. Some people are just plain rude.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02They're laughing about you.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- What? - And Ms Wolfe.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09"Crazy Campbell, pudding and pie Kissed the girl and made her cry."
0:09:09 > 0:09:14Is that true, Auntie Serena? Do you kiss girls now?
0:09:14 > 0:09:15'Doors closing.'
0:09:18 > 0:09:20You asked to see me?
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Yes, I have to go to Sweden.
0:09:22 > 0:09:23OK.
0:09:24 > 0:09:28You need help packing? Travel agent? Map?
0:09:28 > 0:09:33Dr March has requested a transfer to continue her CT2 rotation elsewhere.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36Why?
0:09:38 > 0:09:41She has found things... difficult here recently.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43Me and Jasmine?
0:09:43 > 0:09:45It's more than that.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47She has some issues that she needs to sort out and she thinks it
0:09:47 > 0:09:49would be best to do that somewhere fresh.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51And you want me to help talk her out of it?
0:09:51 > 0:09:53No. I want you to promise that you won't.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56You want to lose Zosia from Darwin?
0:09:56 > 0:09:57No, I don't.
0:09:57 > 0:09:58Then why?
0:09:58 > 0:10:01Because I want what's best for her. Not best for me.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03- Or the hospital. - And you think I don't?
0:10:03 > 0:10:04I don't know. Do you?
0:10:11 > 0:10:13Ms Campbell?
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Is there any particular reason people are just standing around,
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Dr Digby?
0:10:17 > 0:10:19I mean, God forbid anyone do any actual patient care...
0:10:19 > 0:10:21This is Ms Cousins.
0:10:22 > 0:10:27It's OK, Dr Digby, Serena and I are...intimately acquainted.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29Intimately?!
0:10:29 > 0:10:32She just means we go back a long way.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Oh. You're old friends!
0:10:34 > 0:10:36Let's not go overboard.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39Fancy seeing you again, Imelda. What are you doing here?
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Ms Cousins is here as part of the trust-wide review of
0:10:42 > 0:10:46consultant/junior doctor training, oversight and comportment.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Hmm.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52It'll be just like old times.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55Oh, goodie(!)
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Is this all really necessary?
0:10:58 > 0:10:59What, the review?
0:11:00 > 0:11:03Yeah. Is it because of what happened with Mr Griffin?
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Cos everyone makes mistakes.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07A hospital is much like a patient.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10If it becomes unwell it is my duty to treat it.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12MR CLARK LAUGHS
0:11:12 > 0:11:16Surgeons - always looking to cut out what they can't understand.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20Do you ever stop to ask yourself whether your
0:11:20 > 0:11:23interventions cause more harm than good?
0:11:23 > 0:11:27Mr Clark's a consultant psychiatrist. This is Mr Hanssen...
0:11:27 > 0:11:30Henrik Hanssen needs no introduction to me.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31Nor I to him.
0:11:31 > 0:11:35I would like to see Mr Clark's lab results ASAP, please.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37That means now, Dr Burrows.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42What's she done wrong?
0:11:42 > 0:11:44Spent long enough in the NHS to recognise when
0:11:44 > 0:11:46a junior's been sent to Coventry.
0:11:46 > 0:11:50That would constitute bullying. I don't tolerate bullying, Mr Clark.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53So all that was the stick?
0:11:53 > 0:11:55When do you deploy the carrot?
0:11:59 > 0:12:02Mr Clark's lab results. Flag's been raised on LFTs.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05So I'm thinking variceal bleeding as a complication of cirrhosis.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07Ah, so he's an alcoholic?
0:12:07 > 0:12:09Well, it explains why he stopped practising.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12Do you know Mr Clark professionally?
0:12:12 > 0:12:15Of him. Yes, he helped Luc Hemingway.
0:12:15 > 0:12:16Gemma Wilde as well.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19Maybe these days, diagnosing and treating Holby surgeons is
0:12:19 > 0:12:21its own speciality?
0:12:21 > 0:12:23So complete medical history and full clotting screen ahead of
0:12:23 > 0:12:25a gastroscopy.
0:12:25 > 0:12:26Understood?
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Sore throat yesterday. Thought nothing of it.
0:12:32 > 0:12:35Then... Mr Valentine.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Zosh, have you got a sec?
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Sorry, I didn't mean to step on your toes.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44His lab results came back inconclusive so I presumed
0:12:44 > 0:12:46a bedside echo would be the next move.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Let me guess - his echo was inconclusive too?
0:12:49 > 0:12:52Yes. So I've ordered a new series of blood cultures.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54Zosia, I've got this. You don't have to deal with him.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56It's fine. We're fine.
0:12:56 > 0:12:57Dr March? With me.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00I've had to move my descending aorta up the list.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07I thought I made myself clear.
0:13:07 > 0:13:11You have every reason to distrust me. I get that.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13But we should really try and move on.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16Especially as we may be working together.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18What are you talking about?
0:13:18 > 0:13:21I'm now a trained practitioner in the Mindfulness programme.
0:13:21 > 0:13:24If my proposal is accepted, I'll be running the programme at Holby.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26Who on earth suggested you?
0:13:26 > 0:13:28She really didn't tell you?
0:13:32 > 0:13:34Zosia.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36Awkward...
0:13:37 > 0:13:42Tox screen, please, for Mr Lambert. Blood and urine.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44You're wasting your time.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46Imelda Cousins. I forced her out!
0:13:46 > 0:13:49Why is she back? I mean, what's Tristan up to?
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Aren't you even the tiniest bit concerned about this review?
0:13:51 > 0:13:54Our job is to educate and inspire junior doctors.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57I have every faith in the staff of this hospital, including you.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02Look, I'm a consultant down. Raf's on leave,
0:14:02 > 0:14:05Fletch is still recovering, I can't afford any more hospital porters and
0:14:05 > 0:14:09Jason's banging on at me to action a highly critical audit of AAU.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11The last thing I need is Imelda Cousins following
0:14:11 > 0:14:15me around with a clipboard and her infuriating air of condescension.
0:14:20 > 0:14:24Ms Bernie Wolfe's e-mail in Ukraine.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26I think someone should remind her that her presence is very
0:14:26 > 0:14:28much required at Holby City.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30You do it. You sent her there.
0:14:30 > 0:14:35Actually, her work was completed a week ago. She's chosen to stay.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39You are angry with Ms Wolfe?
0:14:39 > 0:14:41Not at all.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44I just don't know what makes you think that I care in the
0:14:44 > 0:14:46slightest whether she comes back or not.
0:14:52 > 0:14:56Because this hospital needs it, even if your pride thinks you don't.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Family?
0:15:10 > 0:15:15A daughter. Stephanie. She'd be about your age now.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18Does she know you're here?
0:15:18 > 0:15:21I'm a functioning alcoholic, not a functioning parent.
0:15:21 > 0:15:22Wife?
0:15:22 > 0:15:23Estranged.
0:15:23 > 0:15:24See above answer.
0:15:26 > 0:15:27What happened?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30I missed a diagnosis.
0:15:30 > 0:15:31That's it? One mistake?
0:15:33 > 0:15:35The consequences were severe.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37HE MOANS
0:15:37 > 0:15:38You in pain?
0:15:38 > 0:15:41I took some tablets when the ED sent me home.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43They must be wearing off.
0:15:45 > 0:15:46Dr Burrows.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47Mr Wood...
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Mr Hanssen?
0:15:49 > 0:15:52He was called away.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53Carry on.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Excuse me.
0:15:56 > 0:15:57Mr Wood.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03Can I talk to you, please?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05You're bringing Alex Lambert back here.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07"Hi, Zosia. Good luck in theatre, Zosia."
0:16:07 > 0:16:09That man took your secrets and splashed them to the world.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11How could you let him back into your life?
0:16:11 > 0:16:13He wrote to me a couple of months ago.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16Said he'd taken my advice, seen a psychiatrist. Got help.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19You forgave him? You forgive him and you won't forgive me? Still won't.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21- He apologised... - So did I! 100 times.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23He meant it.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25I've got to go.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27What if he's lying to you, like he did before?
0:16:29 > 0:16:31This whole thing has gone way too far.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33I never meant for Mr Griffin to be suspended...
0:16:33 > 0:16:36Of course you didn't. And his suspension was not your fault.
0:16:36 > 0:16:40Then why do I have Hanssen breathing down my neck?
0:16:40 > 0:16:42Sorry, I didn't mean that.
0:16:42 > 0:16:46I understand you're feeling alone and I'm sorry. It's not fair.
0:16:46 > 0:16:50I want to protect talented junior doctors from the bullying
0:16:50 > 0:16:52culture of the old NHS.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54Who said anything about bullying?
0:16:54 > 0:16:57You said you were feeling intimidated.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Yeah, but...
0:17:01 > 0:17:05I would hope that if anyone were to be a victim of any type of
0:17:05 > 0:17:09intimidation, they would have the courage to report it.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12I am not being bullied.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15Good.
0:17:15 > 0:17:19You have done nothing wrong, Dr Burrows. You have my full support.
0:17:21 > 0:17:22I trust I have yours?
0:17:35 > 0:17:37TAPPING
0:17:38 > 0:17:39Where's Dr Burrows?
0:17:41 > 0:17:43She was seconded.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46By whom?
0:17:46 > 0:17:49A man with a lot of power but not much subtlety.
0:17:49 > 0:17:50Tristan Wood.
0:17:52 > 0:17:53Our chairman of the board.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56Ah...poor girl.
0:17:56 > 0:18:00Caught up in a terrible old narcissists' power struggle.
0:18:00 > 0:18:04Psychiatrists - always leaping to a clinical observation.
0:18:04 > 0:18:09Acute lack of empathy, borderline sociopathic need for
0:18:09 > 0:18:14immediate and total obedience, physical signs of psychomotor
0:18:14 > 0:18:20agitation indicating barely repressed depressive tendencies...
0:18:20 > 0:18:21Tristan Wood
0:18:21 > 0:18:24has many interesting qualities but he's never struck me as depressive.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26I wasn't talking about him.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Have you spoken to someone?
0:18:32 > 0:18:34About what?
0:18:34 > 0:18:35Your depression.
0:18:36 > 0:18:37That won't be necessary, thank you.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39Mr Hanssen. I was called away.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41Prep Mr Clark for an immediate gastroscopy.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43But I haven't finished...
0:18:43 > 0:18:44Now, please, Dr Burrows.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49If it's any consolation, I think it's me he's annoyed with.
0:18:51 > 0:18:53I know how all this must look.
0:18:53 > 0:18:54Pretend I'm not even here.
0:18:55 > 0:19:00This is Nathan Solanski. 44. Suspected pancreatitis.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03We need to do a femoral stab to confirm.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05OK. Away you go.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12I'm having trouble finding the femoral vessel...
0:19:12 > 0:19:14Auntie Serena!
0:19:15 > 0:19:17Just a minute, Jason.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Here, let me show you.
0:19:23 > 0:19:26Unlike you to have trouble getting under someone's skin, Serena.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29Pretending you're not here, Imelda.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32Perhaps you'd find the stab easier to perform if Mr Solanski's
0:19:32 > 0:19:33back was turned to you?
0:19:35 > 0:19:40Done. Apologies for any discomfort, Mr Solanski.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43Some people's arteries are trickier than others.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46"Blames patient for poor arteries."
0:19:46 > 0:19:50Yes, I am aware that that didn't look great but we do usually run
0:19:50 > 0:19:51a tight ship.
0:19:51 > 0:19:55"Run a tight ship." Idiom. Auntie Serena runs a tight ship.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57My nephew, Jason.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01Apart from poor time-keeping, endemic lateness,
0:20:01 > 0:20:05frequent grumpiness, failure to write an action plan despite
0:20:05 > 0:20:09repeated requests, this is a very tight ship indeed.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Well, thank you, Jason...
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Action plan!
0:20:26 > 0:20:27KNOCK ON DOOR
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Alex Lambert?
0:20:29 > 0:20:30Coming here?
0:20:30 > 0:20:32No decision has been made...
0:20:32 > 0:20:35- Why is it even being considered?! - PHONE RINGS
0:20:36 > 0:20:39Dr March came to me with a proposal, which I agreed to look at.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41Zosia isn't thinking straight.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43And you know that, how?
0:20:43 > 0:20:47The fact she's transferring her CT2 rotation out of Darwin, for a start.
0:20:49 > 0:20:50You didn't know?
0:20:50 > 0:20:51No, I did not.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53PHONE CONTINUES TO RING
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Are you going to answer that?
0:20:55 > 0:20:59Dr March is free to make whatever decision she may see fit.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03You can't let her go.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Well, one of us certainly can't. That much is clear.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09PHONE BEEPS
0:21:18 > 0:21:20What happened?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Pulse and B/P suddenly dipped.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Soft systolic murmur...
0:21:28 > 0:21:29I'm sorry, Mr Valentine.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31You have every reason to hate me.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33Why would I hate you?
0:21:33 > 0:21:36For what happened with Zosia. You two breaking up.
0:21:37 > 0:21:38She told you?
0:21:38 > 0:21:41Well, I know it was partly because of me.
0:21:41 > 0:21:42You give yourself too much credit.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44Fluids, please. Push saline.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46The lies I told. What I did.
0:21:46 > 0:21:49Oxygen, please. Eight litres, quickly.
0:21:49 > 0:21:50Breathe in for me.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Better?
0:21:59 > 0:22:00Yes. Thank you.
0:22:00 > 0:22:04If it helps, I don't think she blames you.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06What would help is if you told us what you've taken.
0:22:06 > 0:22:07- Oliver...- Your labs are clear
0:22:07 > 0:22:09but you're sweating, you're feverish,
0:22:09 > 0:22:12you've got uncontrolled tremors. Your heartbeat's irregular.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15Signs of a man taking drugs, or withdrawing from them.
0:22:15 > 0:22:16Mr Valentine.
0:22:18 > 0:22:19Tox screen. It's clear.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Reformed character.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Rosie, full spectrum blood cultures, please.
0:22:28 > 0:22:29My office.
0:22:32 > 0:22:34There's a bleeding ulcer.
0:22:34 > 0:22:35Isolate the bleed.
0:22:37 > 0:22:38Blue pedal and stop.
0:22:40 > 0:22:44Mr Wood wanted to discuss the review with you. Did he?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46He called you away.
0:22:48 > 0:22:49Yes.
0:22:49 > 0:22:52You should know that this review is just as much about
0:22:52 > 0:22:53me as it is about you.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57I don't understand.
0:22:57 > 0:23:01You've heard the expression - a fish rots from the head.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Well, the responsibility
0:23:03 > 0:23:07for what happened between you and Mr Griffin ultimately falls to me.
0:23:09 > 0:23:10Why?
0:23:12 > 0:23:13I set the compass.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17The bleeding's stopped.
0:23:17 > 0:23:18Inject adrenaline.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Nice job, Dr Burrows. Well done.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27You know, you can't take responsibility for everything.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29Look at Mr Clark.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32He feels responsible for one mistake and it's ruined his life.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35Three years ago, Mr Clark's daughter took her own life.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38But he said he missed a diagnosis.
0:23:38 > 0:23:42Yes. His own daughter's depression.
0:23:45 > 0:23:46He feels responsible.
0:23:46 > 0:23:50He feels guilty. That's why he drinks.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52It's an abrogation of responsibility.
0:23:53 > 0:23:57In a sense, it's not making a mistake that matters.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00It's how you deal with it. Facing up to it.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02Not running away.
0:24:05 > 0:24:06Removing scope...
0:24:12 > 0:24:15Now, I think we are forgetting the abnormal LFTs.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17Prepare for a liver ultrasound, please.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19He pushes my buttons.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21You blame him for what happened with Zosia?
0:24:21 > 0:24:23He certainly didn't help.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25And why aren't you with Zosia?
0:24:25 > 0:24:27She dumped me.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29Fight for her. Win her back.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30That ship has sailed.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32You still love her, though, right?
0:24:32 > 0:24:33I care about her.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35You always do that. Procrastinate.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38Don't make the same mistake I did.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41You end up watching the person you love with someone else.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43The father of your baby.
0:24:43 > 0:24:44I thought you didn't know the father.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46I see him every day.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Mr T...
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Does he know?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54- How can I tell him? - How could you not?
0:24:54 > 0:24:57Because he's happy. For the first time in forever.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59- KNOCK ON DOOR - Come in.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01- Mr Lambert's blood cultures.- Oh.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08Your nephew said you could use it.
0:25:10 > 0:25:12You seem tense, Serena.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15We're understaffed. Nurses, consultants, porters...
0:25:15 > 0:25:17I'd like to become a porter.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Why? You've got a perfectly good job.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21- To help.- You do help.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24No. My job is to point out other people's mistakes.
0:25:24 > 0:25:25I make people miserable.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28Like she does.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31Ouch!
0:25:31 > 0:25:33You don't want to be a porter, Jason.
0:25:33 > 0:25:34Why?
0:25:34 > 0:25:35You're above that.
0:25:35 > 0:25:39Maybe that attitude is why AAU has a shortage of porters.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41Ouch!
0:25:41 > 0:25:44I wish Ms Wolfe was here. She would understand.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47Can we please go five minutes without somebody mentioning
0:25:47 > 0:25:50Berenice bloody Wolfe?!
0:25:50 > 0:25:51Bernie Wolfe, trauma specialist?
0:25:51 > 0:25:52Don't you start...
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Do you know her?
0:25:54 > 0:25:55Our husbands knew each other.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58Ms Wolfe kisses girls now.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02- She what? - Kisses girls. Like Aunt...
0:26:02 > 0:26:05Yes, thank you, Jason. We can discuss you becoming a porter later.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Nice kid. Perceptive.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14What happened to that pharmaceutical job I got for you?
0:26:14 > 0:26:19We...parted ways, by mutual agreement, about 18 months ago.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20Right. But why do this?
0:26:23 > 0:26:26Imelda!
0:26:26 > 0:26:27I'm sorry. What?
0:26:27 > 0:26:30Why are you doing Tristan Wood's donkey work.
0:26:31 > 0:26:35Just wanted to take some time out from the...hurly-burly.
0:26:35 > 0:26:36It's Mr Solanski...
0:26:36 > 0:26:38Right. Excuse me.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41I know what staph is. Infection, huh?
0:26:43 > 0:26:45What's causing it?
0:26:45 > 0:26:47We'll need to book you in for a TOE.
0:26:47 > 0:26:48That will reveal more.
0:26:48 > 0:26:52In the meantime, the IV antibiotics will deal with the sepsis.
0:26:52 > 0:26:53Thank you.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58I owe you an apology.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Mr Valentine. Oliver, please.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03You were just looking out for Zosia, right?
0:27:03 > 0:27:05Yes, I guess so.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08You and me both, then. I've come to care for her too.
0:27:08 > 0:27:09If it wasn't for her,
0:27:09 > 0:27:12I wouldn't have got into the whole Mindfulness thing.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13The Mindfulness "thing"?
0:27:13 > 0:27:18She helped me believe in myself. She likes that, I think.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20To help people. To be...
0:27:21 > 0:27:23- ..needed.- Right, well, I better sort out your TOE.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25Is there anything else I can do for you?
0:27:25 > 0:27:26There is one thing.
0:27:28 > 0:27:32It's a bit awkward, so I'll just say it - I want to ask Zosia out
0:27:32 > 0:27:34but I wanted to see if it was OK with you first.
0:27:34 > 0:27:36It's a bit weird...
0:27:36 > 0:27:37No.
0:27:39 > 0:27:40It's not OK.
0:27:40 > 0:27:43It's not? Why?
0:27:45 > 0:27:49Thing is, erm, Zosia and I...
0:27:51 > 0:27:54..we're in the process of reconciling.
0:27:56 > 0:27:58- You are?- Yes. Sorry.
0:28:00 > 0:28:02Well, that's great news. Good for you.
0:28:04 > 0:28:05A bit embarrassing for me.
0:28:05 > 0:28:07Well, you weren't to know.
0:28:07 > 0:28:08No. I wasn't.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11Congratulations.
0:28:15 > 0:28:18So, Dr Burrows has cauterised the bleed.
0:28:18 > 0:28:22However, I'm afraid a secondary condition has been revealed.
0:28:23 > 0:28:27It appears you have end-stage liver disease.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29I see.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31You are not surprised.
0:28:31 > 0:28:32I suspected.
0:28:32 > 0:28:34And did nothing.
0:28:34 > 0:28:39I self-medicated... What's your excuse?
0:28:39 > 0:28:40For what?
0:28:40 > 0:28:42Ignoring your symptoms.
0:28:43 > 0:28:47Your OCD. It's been getting worse, hasn't it?
0:28:48 > 0:28:50Eruptions here and there...
0:28:50 > 0:28:52I'm afraid I don't know what you're saying.
0:28:52 > 0:28:55There. Are you aware you're doing that?
0:28:57 > 0:28:59Tapping to stave off intrusive thoughts.
0:29:02 > 0:29:04There are no intrusive thoughts.
0:29:04 > 0:29:08The manifestation of a desire to avoid some guilt-inducing
0:29:08 > 0:29:12burden or expectation...
0:29:12 > 0:29:13There is no burden.
0:29:15 > 0:29:18The betrayal of a loved one. Wife?
0:29:18 > 0:29:20I am unmarried.
0:29:20 > 0:29:21Parent?
0:29:21 > 0:29:23Both dead.
0:29:23 > 0:29:24Child?
0:29:24 > 0:29:25That's enough!
0:29:30 > 0:29:35I'm sorry. I had no right to cause you pain.
0:29:36 > 0:29:39If you'll excuse me. I have a hospital to save.
0:29:39 > 0:29:41"Save"? You mean "run".
0:29:42 > 0:29:43Or perhaps not?
0:29:45 > 0:29:47Perhaps there really are dark forces assailing
0:29:47 > 0:29:50a kingdom that only you can save.
0:29:51 > 0:29:55You need to talk to someone, Mr Hanssen. Sooner rather than later.
0:30:01 > 0:30:04Would you have Mr Clark transferred to St James'
0:30:04 > 0:30:06at the earliest possible convenience?
0:30:20 > 0:30:22- Congratulations.- Mm?
0:30:22 > 0:30:24Your apparent promotion to consultant.
0:30:24 > 0:30:28I'm just doing some research.
0:30:28 > 0:30:30Do it elsewhere.
0:30:34 > 0:30:38Hello. Yes, this is Jac Naylor, from Holby City Hospital.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40I'll be meeting with your new CEO.
0:30:40 > 0:30:43Can you tell me who is taking over from Nils, please?
0:30:48 > 0:30:51I think I may have hurt Mr Hanssen.
0:30:51 > 0:30:53I shouldn't have done that.
0:30:53 > 0:30:55He's got a pretty thick skin.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57Not as thick as you think.
0:30:57 > 0:31:01Look, tell Henrik I'm sorry, would you? That...
0:31:02 > 0:31:04Oh, OK. There we go.
0:31:04 > 0:31:06I need some help here, please.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08What happened?
0:31:08 > 0:31:10I don't know. He's re-bleeding.
0:31:10 > 0:31:12BP's dropping.
0:31:12 > 0:31:14Right, can we get a litre of saline, please.
0:31:14 > 0:31:15And can you get Hanssen?
0:31:40 > 0:31:42It is customary to knock, isn't it?
0:31:42 > 0:31:45The new CEO of Lovborg Biotek is Fredrik Johannsen.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47I am aware...
0:31:47 > 0:31:48Your son.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50Your point?
0:31:50 > 0:31:54Henrik, he's just lost the man who raised him.
0:31:54 > 0:31:57Do you not think Fredrik might be expecting his actual father
0:31:57 > 0:31:59to come and see him?
0:31:59 > 0:32:01TELEPHONE RINGS
0:32:01 > 0:32:06Look, Fredrik neither requires nor desires any attempts at solace.
0:32:06 > 0:32:07Especially from me.
0:32:10 > 0:32:11Hanssen speaking.
0:32:12 > 0:32:14Right. Just on my way.
0:32:18 > 0:32:20Expanding haematoma?
0:32:20 > 0:32:22Looks like it.
0:32:22 > 0:32:23This is all my fault.
0:32:23 > 0:32:26Not necessarily. Femoral stab's are notoriously...
0:32:28 > 0:32:32Imelda, if you want to help, you could pass me the ultrasound probe.
0:32:33 > 0:32:37Oh, great. Yes, I'd forgotten we're pretending you're not here.
0:32:42 > 0:32:44Auntie Serena?
0:32:44 > 0:32:45Not now, Jason. I'm busy.
0:32:47 > 0:32:48Can you walk?
0:32:48 > 0:32:51OK, focused compression for five minutes.
0:32:51 > 0:32:52Although, of course,
0:32:52 > 0:32:55Imelda would insist upon the full 15 minutes,
0:32:55 > 0:32:57as per the book, Best Practice
0:32:57 > 0:33:00which has zero value in the modern world.
0:33:00 > 0:33:03But, of course, for jobsworths and pencil pushers,
0:33:03 > 0:33:07it's not important how things work, but how they are mandated,
0:33:07 > 0:33:12because process is more important than result.
0:33:12 > 0:33:14And yet, ah, yes,
0:33:14 > 0:33:17as you can see, the bleeding has already almost stopped...
0:33:17 > 0:33:19Here endeth the lesson, Dr Digby.
0:33:22 > 0:33:23Oh.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28He shocked. BP 80/40.
0:33:28 > 0:33:31Pulse 120, and he's had two litres of saline.
0:33:31 > 0:33:33So, what happened, Dr Burrows?
0:33:35 > 0:33:36I don't know.
0:33:36 > 0:33:39Think. What were his symptoms?
0:33:39 > 0:33:42Pallor, sweating, nausea, pain.
0:33:42 > 0:33:44He vomited blood and then went into shock.
0:33:44 > 0:33:46Tablets.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48What tablets?
0:33:48 > 0:33:51Can you do a Point of Care INR test, please, Nurse Harrison?
0:33:51 > 0:33:54When I was doing his history he said he took something
0:33:54 > 0:33:56after the ED sent him home this morning.
0:33:57 > 0:33:59INR levels abnormally high.
0:33:59 > 0:34:01OK, can we start him off on FFP platelets,
0:34:01 > 0:34:03an albumin infusion and vitamin K.
0:34:03 > 0:34:04ASAP.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Severe liver failure? Caused by?
0:34:06 > 0:34:09I think he's taken Paracetamol. It's hepatoxic.
0:34:09 > 0:34:12That would explain why he's coagulopathic.
0:34:12 > 0:34:13That's a nice catch.
0:34:13 > 0:34:15OK, so we need an abdo CT...
0:34:15 > 0:34:19No mention of Mr Clark taking Paracetamol in this history?
0:34:19 > 0:34:21I was called away...
0:34:21 > 0:34:23And where are the results of the full clotting that I asked
0:34:23 > 0:34:25you for earlier?
0:34:25 > 0:34:26You ordered me to prep...
0:34:26 > 0:34:28Are you blaming someone else again?
0:34:28 > 0:34:30I'm sorry, I just...
0:34:30 > 0:34:34Are you incapable of taking responsibility, Dr Burrows?
0:34:34 > 0:34:37Mr Hanssen, is this really necessary?
0:34:39 > 0:34:41A word in private?
0:34:47 > 0:34:49Goodness. Where...?
0:34:49 > 0:34:50You're unwell.
0:34:51 > 0:34:52Yes.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54Then you should tell Auntie Serena.
0:34:54 > 0:34:56No. That won't be necessary.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58But Auntie Serena helps people.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00She can't help me.
0:35:00 > 0:35:03I'm sorry. I'd like to help if I can.
0:35:03 > 0:35:07You already have. I think you'd make a great porter, Jason.
0:35:07 > 0:35:09Auntie Serena doesn't.
0:35:09 > 0:35:11Well, there's probably something you should know
0:35:11 > 0:35:13about your Auntie Serena.
0:35:13 > 0:35:14Henrik?
0:35:14 > 0:35:16You've not been yourself recently.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18I'm perfectly fine, thank you.
0:35:18 > 0:35:23Maybe a little time off to let the dust settle.
0:35:23 > 0:35:26No. That will not be necessary.
0:35:26 > 0:35:28You just won't be helped, will you?
0:35:28 > 0:35:30The board is due to meet at the end of the day.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32How will we explain all this?
0:35:32 > 0:35:34I will explain that Dr Burrows failed to complete
0:35:34 > 0:35:37a medical history because she was called away from her duties by
0:35:37 > 0:35:39a senior member of management.
0:35:39 > 0:35:40Called away by who?
0:35:40 > 0:35:44You, Mr Wood. You spoke to Dr Burrows, didn't you?
0:35:44 > 0:35:47Dr Burrows came to me.
0:35:47 > 0:35:50She was concerned that she was being scapegoated
0:35:50 > 0:35:51for Mr Griffin's suspension.
0:35:51 > 0:35:54I assured her that there is no place for bullying in my hospital.
0:35:57 > 0:35:59At the end of the day, the board will hear from yourself
0:35:59 > 0:36:01and Dr Burrows.
0:36:01 > 0:36:03I hope we can salvage something.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15Hey, you got a minute?
0:36:17 > 0:36:19Yeah.
0:36:19 > 0:36:20You look tired.
0:36:20 > 0:36:24I am tired. How are you?
0:36:24 > 0:36:28Confirmed staph infection. Cause not so confirmed.
0:36:29 > 0:36:32Well, I'm sure, Mr Valentine will be on it.
0:36:32 > 0:36:33I just...
0:36:38 > 0:36:39Are those...?
0:36:39 > 0:36:42I wanted to say how happy I am for you.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Both of you. Really.
0:36:45 > 0:36:46Both of who?
0:36:46 > 0:36:48You and Ollie.
0:36:48 > 0:36:52It's really great that you could get past your differences.
0:36:52 > 0:36:53What are you talking about?
0:36:56 > 0:36:58Status?
0:36:58 > 0:37:00Another episode of melina and his BP has dropped.
0:37:00 > 0:37:01We're taking him to theatre now.
0:37:01 > 0:37:04Thank you, Mr Levy, but I will perform this surgery.
0:37:04 > 0:37:05I can assist.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07No, this is a teaching hospital after all.
0:37:07 > 0:37:09Dr Burrows, would you care to scrub in.
0:37:09 > 0:37:11Good, see you on the ice.
0:37:19 > 0:37:20Got a minute?
0:37:20 > 0:37:22Do I have a choice?
0:37:22 > 0:37:26I should tell you the real reason I'm here. Full disclosure.
0:37:26 > 0:37:28Go on...
0:37:28 > 0:37:31Yes, Jason. I am doing the Action Plan now.
0:37:31 > 0:37:32Look.
0:37:32 > 0:37:35Oh. I don't care about that any more. Not my job.
0:37:35 > 0:37:36I quit.
0:37:36 > 0:37:37You did what?
0:37:37 > 0:37:42Quit. I've got an application from HR, for a porter's position.
0:37:42 > 0:37:44I need a reference from you.
0:37:44 > 0:37:47What? Oh for heaven's... Have you lost your mind? You've got a job.
0:37:47 > 0:37:50You were right. She is a snob.
0:37:51 > 0:37:54You had to be there for context.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56Look, I have every respect for porters.
0:37:56 > 0:38:00But they work long hours in a busy and stressful environment.
0:38:00 > 0:38:02Ms Wolfe says...
0:38:02 > 0:38:04I don't care what Ms Wolfe says. She's not here, is she?
0:38:04 > 0:38:06Serena...
0:38:06 > 0:38:07Oh, not another word!
0:38:07 > 0:38:11Why are you really here, Imelda? What's Tristan offered you?
0:38:11 > 0:38:14CEO? Why else would you be pushing pencils round a clipboard?
0:38:14 > 0:38:16She's sick, Auntie Serena!
0:38:16 > 0:38:19Sick? Well, that's a bit harsh, Jason. Conniving, perhaps.
0:38:19 > 0:38:21You're not listening!
0:38:24 > 0:38:26Absence seizures.
0:38:27 > 0:38:28What?
0:38:28 > 0:38:33I am experiencing absence seizures. Jason noticed.
0:38:33 > 0:38:35Took care of me.
0:38:35 > 0:38:37You have epilepsy?
0:38:37 > 0:38:40That is why I am here pushing pencils around a clipboard.
0:38:41 > 0:38:42Right.
0:38:45 > 0:38:51So, the ulcer has reopened and is bleeding heavily. Why?
0:38:51 > 0:38:54The Paracetamol, combined with the alcoholic liver disease,
0:38:54 > 0:38:58has pushed him over the edge into formal hepatotoxic failure.
0:38:58 > 0:39:00It's destroyed his ability to clot.
0:39:00 > 0:39:05Very good, Dr Burrows. Suture with 2/0 vicryl, please.
0:39:13 > 0:39:15The bleeding has stopped.
0:39:15 > 0:39:16Will he be OK?
0:39:16 > 0:39:18Well, for now.
0:39:19 > 0:39:23So I understand that Mr Wood did not call you away.
0:39:24 > 0:39:27In fact, you went to see him.
0:39:27 > 0:39:29Now, we spoke earlier about
0:39:29 > 0:39:33a fish rotting from the head down, did we not?
0:39:33 > 0:39:35- Yes...- This is actually not true.
0:39:35 > 0:39:39Rot sets in from the inside, from the gut.
0:39:39 > 0:39:42Mortification spreads from there,
0:39:42 > 0:39:45throughout the entire organism, engulfing everything.
0:39:47 > 0:39:53So just one tiny bacteria leads to the rotting corpse of the whole.
0:39:56 > 0:39:57You may now close, Dr Burrows.
0:39:59 > 0:40:04Nothing at all? Thank you.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06Alex has endocarditis.
0:40:06 > 0:40:08Mo's done the TOE?
0:40:08 > 0:40:11No, not yet. Just good, old-fashioned visual diagnosis.
0:40:11 > 0:40:14Haemorrhages have appeared under his fingernails.
0:40:14 > 0:40:15You've spoken to Alex?
0:40:15 > 0:40:16Oh, yes.
0:40:16 > 0:40:18I don't what he's told you, but...
0:40:18 > 0:40:21Apparently we're reconciling, which is news to me.
0:40:21 > 0:40:23- I'm sure I've missed that memo... - Well, he's lied to you. Again.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26- I'm sorry?- One of his mindfulness testimonials is a fabrication.
0:40:26 > 0:40:29- How do you...?- I've just spoken to the hospital...- Ollie!
0:40:33 > 0:40:35I've just spoken to the hospital. They've never heard of Alex Lambert.
0:40:35 > 0:40:38If he lied about this one, he's probably lied about all of them.
0:40:38 > 0:40:39My, you have been busy.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41I doubt he's even mindfulness trained.
0:40:41 > 0:40:43- Why would he lie about that? - Because he's in love with you.
0:40:43 > 0:40:44Or at least he thinks he is.
0:40:44 > 0:40:46This is just a way of getting into your life.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48So you told him that we were together
0:40:48 > 0:40:51in a bid to "protect" me, I suppose.
0:40:51 > 0:40:52Maybe...
0:40:52 > 0:40:54- You have a girlfriend. - It's not as simple as that.- Why not?
0:40:54 > 0:40:55Cos I don't love her.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00I don't love her.
0:41:01 > 0:41:04Does Jasmine know this?
0:41:04 > 0:41:05When were you planning on telling her?
0:41:05 > 0:41:10When were you planning on telling me that you've requested a transfer?
0:41:10 > 0:41:13- Oh, Jac.- Yeah. She's got your best interests at heart and so have I.
0:41:13 > 0:41:15What does that even mean?
0:41:17 > 0:41:18I don't know.
0:41:21 > 0:41:25Look, Zosia, if you want to leave Darwin because you can't forgive me
0:41:25 > 0:41:26or you hate me, fine. But if there are...
0:41:28 > 0:41:32..other feelings going on, then maybe we do need to talk about them.
0:41:36 > 0:41:39- Ah... - PAGER BEEPS
0:41:42 > 0:41:43Alex.
0:41:44 > 0:41:46What happened?
0:41:46 > 0:41:49He crashed. BP 70/60, pulse 100.
0:41:49 > 0:41:52The antibiotics should have contained the sepsis by now.
0:41:52 > 0:41:53It's not just sepsis.
0:41:53 > 0:41:55Right, well, if it is endocarditis then...
0:41:55 > 0:41:58He may have blown a leaflet of the prosthetic valve.
0:41:58 > 0:41:59Let's get him in to theatre.
0:41:59 > 0:42:01We can do the TOE to confirm.
0:42:22 > 0:42:25I lied...
0:42:25 > 0:42:31about Mr Griffin. I wasn't intimidated. I made a mistake,
0:42:31 > 0:42:34and I was scared of getting in trouble.
0:42:34 > 0:42:37And then Mr Wood just offered me a way out.
0:42:37 > 0:42:39He made it sound so reasonable.
0:42:41 > 0:42:42What do I do?
0:42:42 > 0:42:45You tell the board. Everything.
0:42:45 > 0:42:46I'll lose my job.
0:42:46 > 0:42:50Well, I'm afraid there's nothing I can do to stop that now.
0:42:50 > 0:42:52If I tell the truth.
0:42:53 > 0:42:54And if I don't?
0:43:09 > 0:43:12Endocarditis. Good catch.
0:43:12 > 0:43:14- All Zosia.- Teamwork?
0:43:14 > 0:43:19- Well, good communication. - Yeah, it's a start.
0:43:19 > 0:43:20I can finish up here.
0:43:32 > 0:43:34- I can't let Zosia leave.- Why?
0:43:34 > 0:43:39- I'm still in love with her. - Is she aware of this?
0:43:39 > 0:43:42Not explicitly. Not yet.
0:43:42 > 0:43:44So this thing with Jasmine, what was what?
0:43:44 > 0:43:47- Just a way to hurt Zosia? - No. Of course not.
0:43:47 > 0:43:49For the last three weeks,
0:43:49 > 0:43:51Zosia has been on the verge of a bipolar relapse.
0:43:53 > 0:43:56A relapse? I knew she was drinking a bit.
0:43:56 > 0:43:58Drinking a lot. Not taking her meds.
0:43:58 > 0:44:02Generally engaging in self-destructive behaviour.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06OK. Um...
0:44:07 > 0:44:10You're blaming me being with Jasmine for this?
0:44:10 > 0:44:12No. Zosia's a grown-up.
0:44:14 > 0:44:17What's your point?
0:44:17 > 0:44:20That the woman you "can't let leave" almost had
0:44:20 > 0:44:24a breakdown right in front of you, and you barely even noticed.
0:44:24 > 0:44:26You might want to think about that before you go running to her
0:44:26 > 0:44:28with claims of undying love.
0:44:33 > 0:44:34Dr March.
0:44:34 > 0:44:36Mr Hanssen. I was just leaving.
0:44:36 > 0:44:38Yes, so I hear.
0:44:38 > 0:44:41You've requested a CT2 transfer?
0:44:41 > 0:44:44I'm considering it, yes.
0:44:44 > 0:44:46Who told you? Ms Naylor?
0:44:46 > 0:44:48Mr Valentine, actually.
0:44:51 > 0:44:55I think he thinks that your decision may have something to do with him.
0:44:56 > 0:44:58It probably does a bit.
0:44:59 > 0:45:03He also fears that you've not been yourself.
0:45:03 > 0:45:05I've not.
0:45:08 > 0:45:11Well, if there's anything you need, any support.
0:45:11 > 0:45:13Thank you. Ms Naylor is aware.
0:45:16 > 0:45:20How do you know when the condition has taken control?
0:45:22 > 0:45:25You don't. By then, it's too late.
0:45:27 > 0:45:29It's just as natural as any normal day.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33Although it's not. Not really.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35Not in the "real" world.
0:45:37 > 0:45:39And so...
0:45:40 > 0:45:43..how do you proceed?
0:45:43 > 0:45:44It's always there.
0:45:46 > 0:45:47Always will be.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50You can't run from it.
0:45:50 > 0:45:53Although it doesn't stop you from trying.
0:46:05 > 0:46:09Whatever decision you make, you have my full support.
0:46:10 > 0:46:11Thank you.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23Have you seen Zosia?
0:46:23 > 0:46:25She was just here, as it happens.
0:46:25 > 0:46:29Got to hand it to you - you're determined.
0:46:29 > 0:46:30Like a dog with a bone!
0:46:32 > 0:46:35Why did you do it? Why did you lie?
0:46:35 > 0:46:36Why did YOU?
0:46:42 > 0:46:43I love her.
0:46:45 > 0:46:47How's that working out for you?
0:46:47 > 0:46:49Not too well.
0:46:49 > 0:46:51How's it working out for Zosia?
0:46:51 > 0:46:53Worse.
0:46:53 > 0:46:58There you go. You are capable of insight.
0:46:58 > 0:46:59What do you mean?
0:46:59 > 0:47:02Zosia didn't include the testimonials in the proposal
0:47:02 > 0:47:04she gave to Mr Hanssen.
0:47:04 > 0:47:09Even when I mess up, she's still looking out for me.
0:47:10 > 0:47:13Yeah. She does that.
0:47:13 > 0:47:15You know what I don't get?
0:47:16 > 0:47:18You've got everything.
0:47:18 > 0:47:20Every possible advantage.
0:47:22 > 0:47:25And yet you somehow manage to mess it all up.
0:47:29 > 0:47:30How is that even possible?
0:47:34 > 0:47:35I...
0:47:37 > 0:47:39..don't know.
0:47:47 > 0:47:51What is it this time? Hung-over? Or just plain skiving?
0:47:51 > 0:47:54I told Mr Hanssen the truth.
0:47:54 > 0:47:55About Griffin?
0:47:57 > 0:47:59And...?
0:47:59 > 0:48:01He said I had to tell the board. Everything.
0:48:01 > 0:48:03- You'll be sacked.- Yep.
0:48:06 > 0:48:09And if you grass Tristan, he'll make sure you never work again.
0:48:09 > 0:48:10Yes.
0:48:11 > 0:48:14Is that the only choice that Hanssen gave you?
0:48:14 > 0:48:16There is one other option.
0:48:17 > 0:48:21I can do to Mr Hanssen what I've done to Mr Griffin.
0:48:23 > 0:48:24I see...
0:48:24 > 0:48:25What do I do?
0:48:27 > 0:48:30Once upon a time, I'd have stabbed the Scandi in the back
0:48:30 > 0:48:32quicker than you can say "Pass me the scalpel".
0:48:32 > 0:48:34And what does that say about you?
0:48:34 > 0:48:37That once upon a time, I was truly my mother's daughter.
0:48:37 > 0:48:39The question is, are you?
0:48:52 > 0:48:55Is it genetic?
0:48:56 > 0:48:57Is what genetic?
0:48:58 > 0:49:01You know what I'm referring to.
0:49:01 > 0:49:04It's important to name it.
0:49:04 > 0:49:05Right.
0:49:05 > 0:49:08Depression. Is depression genetic?
0:49:10 > 0:49:11Does it matter?
0:49:13 > 0:49:16My mother took her own life.
0:49:19 > 0:49:23I've never been diagnosed, but it's always been there.
0:49:23 > 0:49:25For as long as I can remember.
0:49:25 > 0:49:28And you think it might have come to you from her?
0:49:31 > 0:49:34Or are you worried that you might have passed it on?
0:49:37 > 0:49:39To answer your question, sometimes.
0:49:41 > 0:49:45I never suffered from depression until my daughter took her own life.
0:49:45 > 0:49:48Maybe that's why I couldn't see it in her.
0:49:49 > 0:49:55Chicken or egg. You have a disease. Accept it.
0:49:55 > 0:50:00Accept the issues that trigger you. Confront them.
0:50:00 > 0:50:02Stop running away from them.
0:50:05 > 0:50:08The hospital needs me, so I...
0:50:08 > 0:50:11It's just a hospital. It's not Ragnarok.
0:50:12 > 0:50:17There's no final heroic battle of the Gods to be fought here.
0:50:17 > 0:50:21That's just another form of self-medication,
0:50:21 > 0:50:26more poetic than alcohol, but no less destructive in the long run.
0:50:28 > 0:50:31So if your advice is so sound...
0:50:33 > 0:50:34..why can't you take it yourself?
0:50:40 > 0:50:41Sharon?
0:50:43 > 0:50:45I took the liberty of calling her.
0:50:45 > 0:50:50See, your liver damage is not irreversible.
0:50:50 > 0:50:52You have a second chance.
0:50:52 > 0:50:56It's a last chance. Do you want to see her?
0:51:04 > 0:51:05Where are you going?
0:51:08 > 0:51:09To give someone else a second chance.
0:51:24 > 0:51:29You'll be just fine. We're here to support you, remember?
0:51:29 > 0:51:31Just like last time.
0:51:31 > 0:51:34I understand, but I'm going to tell the truth.
0:51:34 > 0:51:41OK. But remember, there are some things I can't protect you from.
0:51:41 > 0:51:44And you won't need to, fortunately.
0:51:44 > 0:51:45Dr Burrows, you are free to go.
0:51:45 > 0:51:48A line has been drawn under the entire matter.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50But the meeting hasn't started yet.
0:51:50 > 0:51:52Oh, no, the meeting finished two minutes ago, actually.
0:51:52 > 0:51:54A decision was reached by quorum.
0:51:56 > 0:51:57I don't understand.
0:51:57 > 0:52:00I took full responsibility for both today and the incident with
0:52:00 > 0:52:02Mr Griffin.
0:52:02 > 0:52:05The board has accepted extended "Gardening Leave"
0:52:05 > 0:52:08as a suitable chastisement.
0:52:08 > 0:52:09How?
0:52:09 > 0:52:13I convinced them that a fish really does rot from the head down.
0:52:13 > 0:52:15You can't leave. The hospital...
0:52:15 > 0:52:17The hospital will be fine.
0:52:17 > 0:52:20Indeed, I insisted on one or two stipulations
0:52:20 > 0:52:21to make sure that it is.
0:52:23 > 0:52:24Jason?
0:52:25 > 0:52:27So when was your epilepsy diagnosed?
0:52:27 > 0:52:29Two years ago.
0:52:29 > 0:52:32My bosses gave me six months, then eased me out the door.
0:52:32 > 0:52:34I'm sorry.
0:52:34 > 0:52:35I'm sorry, too.
0:52:35 > 0:52:38I was behaving appallingly passive-aggressive earlier.
0:52:38 > 0:52:40Were you? I barely noticed.
0:52:40 > 0:52:42When Tristan rang...
0:52:42 > 0:52:45the opportunity to lord it over you was irresistible.
0:52:46 > 0:52:48But Jason's right.
0:52:48 > 0:52:52Who needs a life of pointing out other people's mistakes?
0:52:52 > 0:52:54But you've always been so good at it.
0:52:54 > 0:52:57Learned from the master.
0:52:57 > 0:52:58Friends?
0:53:00 > 0:53:03Yes, like I said, let's not go overboard.
0:53:03 > 0:53:04Frenemies?
0:53:06 > 0:53:07We'll see.
0:53:11 > 0:53:12Hey.
0:53:12 > 0:53:14Hey.
0:53:15 > 0:53:18I was just thinking about what you were saying earlier.
0:53:18 > 0:53:19I think we should talk...
0:53:19 > 0:53:22You should do whatever is best for you.
0:53:22 > 0:53:24You're the only person that knows what that is.
0:53:24 > 0:53:28I don't want you to leave. You shouldn't have to.
0:53:28 > 0:53:30But what's important is that...
0:53:31 > 0:53:33..you're OK.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40Alex asked me out. Can you believe that?
0:53:40 > 0:53:42Yes. I can.
0:53:42 > 0:53:44I'm thinking about it.
0:53:46 > 0:53:48Yes, you should.
0:53:48 > 0:53:50Think about it.
0:53:55 > 0:53:56I'm sorry.
0:53:56 > 0:53:57Why? What have you done now?
0:53:57 > 0:53:59What I did before.
0:53:59 > 0:54:01Thinking that I knew what was best for you.
0:54:01 > 0:54:04You're right, I was never really sorry, and I am now.
0:54:05 > 0:54:07Thank you.
0:54:13 > 0:54:17I have had the most screwed-up day ever.
0:54:17 > 0:54:20Can we go somewhere and do whatever to make it go away.
0:54:22 > 0:54:23Are you sure?
0:54:25 > 0:54:26Why wouldn't I be?
0:54:26 > 0:54:28Well, you deserve better.
0:54:29 > 0:54:31Of course I do, but so what?
0:54:31 > 0:54:32It's all fun, isn't it?
0:54:37 > 0:54:38Sure...
0:54:42 > 0:54:44You wanted to see me?
0:54:44 > 0:54:45Oh, good, there you are. Right.
0:54:45 > 0:54:48Look. One Action Plan signed off.
0:54:48 > 0:54:50You can give it to Audit as a leaving gift,
0:54:50 > 0:54:53because here is your reference to become a porter.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55Now, I can't guarantee anything, of course, but...
0:54:55 > 0:54:58Does this mean you've stopped being a snob?
0:54:58 > 0:55:00Yes, Jason. I have stopped being a snob.
0:55:37 > 0:55:38So...
0:55:38 > 0:55:40you fell on your sword?
0:55:40 > 0:55:42In a manner of speaking.
0:55:42 > 0:55:44I'm sorry it had to end this way.
0:55:44 > 0:55:47I like to think of it as the start of a new beginning.
0:55:47 > 0:55:49Where are you going?
0:55:49 > 0:55:54Home. Back to Sweden. To my family.
0:55:54 > 0:55:56And there was I thinking you'd sprung, fully-formed,
0:55:56 > 0:56:00from the deep glacial ice core of some long forgotten fjord.
0:56:00 > 0:56:03What a wonderful turn of phrase you have, Tristan!
0:56:03 > 0:56:05Good luck, Henrik.
0:56:05 > 0:56:07And don't worry, I'll find a suitable replacement
0:56:07 > 0:56:09for you soon enough.
0:56:09 > 0:56:12My cover has already been agreed. Didn't the board tell you?
0:56:12 > 0:56:15No. Who?
0:56:18 > 0:56:20I couldn't possibly spoil the surprise.
0:56:37 > 0:56:39I warned you. He's dangerous.
0:56:39 > 0:56:41Which is exactly why I need you here.
0:56:47 > 0:56:49Look after the place while I'm away.
0:56:50 > 0:56:51Why me?
0:56:51 > 0:56:53Because...
0:56:54 > 0:56:57..Holby needs its moral compass.
0:57:01 > 0:57:02And when will you be back?
0:57:04 > 0:57:06When you most need me, I imagine.
0:57:06 > 0:57:08ENGINE STARTS
0:57:28 > 0:57:31SIREN WAILS