0:00:02 > 0:00:04I'm really worried. I'm concerned about her workload.
0:00:04 > 0:00:07She had a patient, Trixie Colfox.
0:00:08 > 0:00:13I need time and I need to know that you support me.
0:00:13 > 0:00:15Yeah, of course.
0:00:15 > 0:00:19Speak to Matteo. I'm not the boss any more.
0:00:19 > 0:00:22- Is she really your wife?- Yes. - Maybe it's time to move on.
0:00:22 > 0:00:25You can't possibly know what I feel, what she feels,
0:00:25 > 0:00:26what we have been through.
0:00:26 > 0:00:28I thought your marriage was over.
0:00:28 > 0:00:29It's his last link with our son.
0:00:29 > 0:00:33He disappeared when he was five, that was ten years ago.
0:00:33 > 0:00:34He's never been found.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15# The wheels on the bus go round and round
0:01:15 > 0:01:18# Round and round, round and round
0:01:18 > 0:01:21# The wheels on the bus go round and round
0:01:21 > 0:01:23# All day long. #
0:01:23 > 0:01:25Oh, give it a rest, Hector.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27BABY CRIES
0:01:29 > 0:01:30SCREECHING
0:01:30 > 0:01:33Oh, no, no, no! Not again.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37BABY CRIES
0:02:01 > 0:02:03BABY CRIES
0:02:03 > 0:02:06- Derwood.- Oh, what's happened?
0:02:06 > 0:02:09What didn't happen? Blood, toil, tears and sick,
0:02:09 > 0:02:12and why do they put car-parking spaces right next to bollards?
0:02:12 > 0:02:15- Oh, no, not again! - How was the night shift?
0:02:15 > 0:02:18Oh, it was going really well until a six-centimetre-dilated
0:02:18 > 0:02:21pre-eclampsia arrived at four o'clock this morning.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24First day back, I'm late already. Hey.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27BABY VOMITS Oh, what the hell?!
0:02:27 > 0:02:29- It's all right.- I have a tissue.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- He does it on purpose. He knows I'm late!- Come on.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34It's all right, little man.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Right. Mr Raffles.
0:02:36 > 0:02:41- Snuggles. Breast milk. - Breast milk...
0:02:41 > 0:02:43This is...warm.
0:02:43 > 0:02:47Yeah, I had to do it in the car. Hands-free, I promise.
0:02:47 > 0:02:51Ms Effanga, good to see you back. I hope you've had a relaxing break.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53It won't exactly say it's relaxing,
0:02:53 > 0:02:56but it was nice to spend time with my boy.
0:02:56 > 0:03:00- So, we should debrief when you have a moment, please.- Sure.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Mo, Mo!
0:03:04 > 0:03:06We need to talk about something.
0:03:06 > 0:03:07Can it wait till later?
0:03:07 > 0:03:09No, it can't, I'm sorry.
0:03:11 > 0:03:15See, the thing is, I spoke to Hanssen about you.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19I said to him that I didn't think that you were right
0:03:19 > 0:03:21for the Director job.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23I'm sorry, but I was thinking of you.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26I thought you were under enough pressure already.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28And then you pulled out of the running yourself.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30It's like you knew what I was thinking.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35I just don't want there to be any secrets between us. Total honesty.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39Am I in trouble?
0:03:39 > 0:03:42Course not. You know me better than I know myself sometimes.
0:03:45 > 0:03:46Bye.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52Aren't you lucky, having such a lovely mummy? Phew!
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Do you have any more on you?
0:04:21 > 0:04:23- Hello. I'm glad I caught you before your shift.- Hi.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30I thought you agreed to leave this.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33Oh, just a few things I want the police to check up on.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Don't look so worried. I'm fine.
0:04:36 > 0:04:40- Good luck.- Don't even think about checking up on me!
0:04:40 > 0:04:43I don't want to see you until the end of the day.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Oh, and by the way, thank you.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01They do come back down, you know.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03Have you heard from Mo?
0:05:03 > 0:05:06Good morning to you too. Not since last week. Why?
0:05:06 > 0:05:08Just checking she's coming in.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11I've scheduled her for a ventricular reconstruction this morning.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13If you've scheduled her, she'll be in.
0:05:15 > 0:05:19She's OK, isn't she? Nothing I should worry about?
0:05:19 > 0:05:22Only a week in the job and already sounding like management.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26I couldn't believe it when she dropped out of the running.
0:05:26 > 0:05:29Oh, come on, could you try and sound more pleased with yourself?
0:05:35 > 0:05:37- Mind your backs!- Can I help?
0:05:37 > 0:05:39I don't know, can you?
0:05:39 > 0:05:42- I'm Nina Karnik. The new locum. - Oh, Matteo's missus?
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Yeah, he said he'd arranged for you to help us out.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46You'll find that's I'm his ex-missus.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48Yeah, just ignore me.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51I've been diagnosed with a serious case of foot-in-mouth disease.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54Paramedics found her collapsed in the shopping centre.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56Give him 1mg of midazolam and make sure he's stable
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- before you transfer him.- Ms Wolfe? - Yep?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03Ms Wolfe? Can we grab ya?
0:06:05 > 0:06:10She's breathing, but tachycardic. BP's 100/80. Resps 30. Pulse 128.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Sats 93.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16She had no phone on her. No ID. No nothing.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Let's try some sedative.- Evan!
0:06:18 > 0:06:21You are going to be OK. You are going to be OK.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Please, calm down. It's OK.
0:06:23 > 0:06:24She's pyrexic and dehydrated.
0:06:24 > 0:06:28Cellulitis - probably an infection caused by this.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30Let's get her on IV fluid, antibiotics,
0:06:30 > 0:06:35oxygen and let's get ABG, FBC, U&Es, clotting and LFTs.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- You must be Nina.- You must be Ms Wolfe.- Call me Bernie.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40It's good to have a locum who doesn't need their hand holding.
0:06:40 > 0:06:4315-minute obs. Let's hope for some improvement.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46- Feel free to use my office. Oh, and welcome to AAU.- Thank you.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49It's not the patient's fault. I put that prescription in your hand.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Now I'm going to have to ring her GP.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55You promised me we wouldn't have that nurse again.
0:06:55 > 0:06:58Got enough on my plate without Nurse Jamie getting under my feet.
0:06:58 > 0:06:59If you wanted to call the shots on this ward,
0:06:59 > 0:07:01you passed up the perfect opportunity.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07That was my way of asking what's going on with you.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Nothing.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11You've wanted to leap into my shoes for months.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14- Well, it wasn't the right time for us.- "Us?"- Hm.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17- Oh, you mean you and that wobbly blancmange of a life partner.- Oi!
0:07:17 > 0:07:20I've got a baby that won't sleep, a job that won't put me down.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23That wobbly blancmange is the rock that I'm clinging to,
0:07:23 > 0:07:25so please be careful what you say.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26Morning, ladies.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29Oh, ladies, how very Mediterranean of you.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35I wondered if you'd like to lead in theatre, if everything's OK?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39- What, because of last week?- Wow! Hm.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42I thought I was supposed to be the tactless one round here.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44Yeah, I'll lead, thanks for asking.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48PHONE RINGS
0:07:53 > 0:07:54'BABY CRIES'
0:07:54 > 0:07:58Oh, come on now, little man! It's all right.
0:07:58 > 0:07:59It's all right.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02Ba-ba-ba-joo! Come on now, Hector.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05Oh, who's this? Wow! Look!
0:08:05 > 0:08:10It's Mr Raffles! "Hello, Hector.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13"How about you and me have a spoonful of liquid paracetamol
0:08:13 > 0:08:16"and we can get some sleep?"
0:08:16 > 0:08:18BABY CRIES
0:08:21 > 0:08:23HE SNORTS
0:08:23 > 0:08:24Ah, what's going on there?
0:08:24 > 0:08:26HE SNORTS
0:08:26 > 0:08:27Calm yourself, Derwood. That's fine.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30That's just a normal baby thing, isn't it? Yeah!
0:08:30 > 0:08:33Hector's a lovely, healthy baby boy.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Just with a very thready pulse and...
0:08:38 > 0:08:40..really odd chest movements.
0:08:43 > 0:08:47It's all right, it's all right. Keep calm, Derwood. Keep calm.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48BABY CRIES
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Right.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52I know how you feel. Come on. Come on.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00As soon as you've got a moment - bed two.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Abdominal pain following an appendectomy.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Is it always like this?
0:09:04 > 0:09:06How long has it since you were at the sharp end?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08It's been a while. Does it show?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10Not at all. Very impressive.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13It takes some people a lot longer to get up to speed.
0:09:13 > 0:09:14What's happening?
0:09:14 > 0:09:17Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! Hold your horses.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20You're not going anywhere until I've examined you properly.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23I'm Ms Karnik. You collapsed in the town centre.
0:09:23 > 0:09:26- Do you remember anything? - I can't be here.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Your botched tattoo hasn't done you any favours at all.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30We need to get that dressed ASAP.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32- You don't understand. - This is serious.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35We need to make sure you haven't done yourself any long-term damage.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36Lie down, please.
0:09:38 > 0:09:39You got a name?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Charity.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42Pretty name.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44Do you want me to call anyone for you?
0:09:46 > 0:09:47Who's Evan?
0:09:47 > 0:09:50You mentioned his name when you came in. Is he your boyfriend?
0:09:53 > 0:09:54Are you hungry?
0:09:56 > 0:09:58Just do what you need to do then get me out of here.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04Nina.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06I thought I said I didn't want to see you.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08I need to talk to you.
0:10:11 > 0:10:12BABY CRIES
0:10:12 > 0:10:16Oh, anxious parent approaching fast at nine o'clock.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- Is Mo around?- She's in theatre.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22BABY CRIES
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Go on, then. What's wrong with him?
0:10:24 > 0:10:27His breathing's not right and his pulse is fast.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29Oh, he's a crying baby, his pulse is bound to be fast.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31No, I don't mean just a little bit fast. Very fast.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33Hasn't this happened before?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Yes, it has happened before, but this is different, OK?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37I mean, I am a doctor, you know!
0:10:37 > 0:10:41With all the panic and bluster, it's so easy to forget.
0:10:41 > 0:10:42Shall I call Mo?
0:10:42 > 0:10:44No, no, no. I don't want to worry her.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- Can you stop wittering, please? - Yeah, sorry.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51But there is something wrong, isn't there?
0:10:51 > 0:10:54I don't know. Let's get him in to a cubicle.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56Can we get some monitoring on him and put a call in to Paeds?
0:10:56 > 0:10:58How long's he been breathing like this?
0:10:58 > 0:11:00Just now... I've just noticed it literally just now.
0:11:00 > 0:11:03- But there is something wrong, isn't there?- Just calm down.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09They're calling off the search?
0:11:09 > 0:11:10They're scaling back the operation.
0:11:12 > 0:11:13Can they do that?
0:11:13 > 0:11:15Just like that?
0:11:15 > 0:11:18They will make an official announcement next week,
0:11:18 > 0:11:22but the DCI wanted us to know before the press get hold of it.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24But what about all the stuff in here?
0:11:24 > 0:11:26There's still things I need to discuss with them.
0:11:26 > 0:11:30Leads they have not pursued, people they have not spoken to.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33It's been ten years, Nina.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39You're right.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41Of course, you're right.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45I should get back. We're rushed off our feet.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47You sure you're all right?
0:11:50 > 0:11:52It had to happen sometime.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04If you need to hide, there are better places.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05Dom's on the warpath.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07He's looking for volunteers for his half-marathon.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10I would have thought that'd be right up your street.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Yeah, 13 miles of Lycra-clad embarrassment.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15- Yes, right up my street. - Oh, heads up, here he comes.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17I make it my personal mission to get as many people
0:12:17 > 0:12:18to sign up to this as possible.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20Darwin already have five. Paediatrics have three.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Raf, have you seen Sacha?
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- Hi.- Sign this.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Listen, man, I'd love to, but I can't. I've got a slipped disc.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34There's no running allowed, unfortunately.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36First I've heard of it.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39And I am in Scotland that weekend.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Oh, come on, guys, I need eight people to form a team.
0:12:43 > 0:12:44This is for charity.
0:12:44 > 0:12:48I'd sponsor you, but I can't...run, unfortunately.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51You're rubbish.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53Wrong side of the bed or what?!
0:12:53 > 0:12:56Spoilsports. I was looking forward to finding a new running buddy.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59- You're doing it?- Yes. Why not me?
0:12:59 > 0:13:02- I've seen you run for the bus. - Fair point.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Right, well, it says in here that losing your drive
0:13:06 > 0:13:08and ambition is a sign of ageing.
0:13:08 > 0:13:12I've not lost my amb... I'm not old! What is this anyway?
0:13:12 > 0:13:15It's a gift from your 11 o'clock angioplasty. He wrote it.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16"The choices that you make are
0:13:16 > 0:13:18"the only limiting factor in your life."
0:13:18 > 0:13:21Yeah, right. Why'd he give it to you?
0:13:21 > 0:13:24Cos he's looking for a title and he wants my opinion.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25Don't knock it before you've tried it
0:13:25 > 0:13:28or I'll tell him that his doctor's a non-believer.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31Just pulled off a bit of the Mo magic. No biggie.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33I can do that op in my sleep. BABY CRIES
0:13:33 > 0:13:35What is it? Where's Hector?
0:13:35 > 0:13:38He wouldn't calm down. His breathing was all over the place.
0:13:38 > 0:13:41He's in respiratory distress. Let's have some high-flow oxygen.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44- He's tachycardic and cyanotic. - What is it? What's wrong with him?
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Ms Karnik?
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Any chest pain recently?
0:14:00 > 0:14:04Yeah. Across here. Why, what is that?
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Your blood results show a depletion in iron,
0:14:06 > 0:14:09which could explain the dizziness. How's your diet?
0:14:09 > 0:14:11I eat to live, not live to eat.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15You know what I'm on about.
0:14:15 > 0:14:18The whole world stuffing their face.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21Obesity crisis, ain't there?
0:14:21 > 0:14:25I've detected a murmur. We'll have to investigate that further.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27I thought you said that this wasn't going to take very long.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30Are you sure you don't want me to call someone for you?
0:14:30 > 0:14:33It's a lot less boring with somebody by your bedside.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37Is this yours? That looks interesting.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39Thanks.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41What is it? A festival?
0:14:41 > 0:14:45Science, politics, religion, ideas. Everything.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47A bit beyond me, all that.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51You shouldn't be too hard on yourself. Everybody's welcome.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54Clever guy like you would fit right in.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56That is the nicest thing anyone's said to me all week.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59We'll do your echocardiogram as soon as we can.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Sats rising. 96.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Reduced air intake into the left lung.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12- What do you think it is? - Could be a chest infection.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14We'll need to get him X-rayed as soon as possible.
0:15:14 > 0:15:17I'll call for a portable X-ray.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19It's all right, little man. It's going to be OK.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21Mummy and Daddy are here now.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23These good doctors are going to get you better.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26- When did you notice his breathing? - When I was getting him into the car.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28And how was he last night?
0:15:28 > 0:15:31It was fine. Same as usual, I think.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33He was crying, but that's normal.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36Shouldn't we talk to Paeds, see if they've got a bed?
0:15:36 > 0:15:38I have Paeds experience. He can stay here.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Yeah, but they're better equipped to deal with something like this.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43No, I want my colleagues treating him. People I can trust.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45CLATTERING
0:15:45 > 0:15:46BABY CRIES
0:15:48 > 0:15:50BABY CRIES
0:15:52 > 0:15:55OK, Mr Osmond, we have you booked in for an angioplasty.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58Call me Ozzie.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02The sun is shining and the birds are singing.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Face it, doc, it couldn't be a better day for it.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06OK. Has everything's been explained to you?
0:16:06 > 0:16:09Yup. Can't wait for you to fix it. I spend a lot of time on my feet.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12I do talks these days, you know. I like to pace.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15Nurse Harrison will take you through to theatre as soon as it's free.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17I see that you've met Mr Di Lucca.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19He's the one that I mentioned to you earlier.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22Oh, right. You're the guy who needs the positivity coaching.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Well, I tell you what, first session's free,
0:16:24 > 0:16:25and I can do you a discount.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Maybe you could fulfil your potential.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30My potential is right on track, thanks very much.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33There's always room for improvement. You got to dare to dream!
0:16:33 > 0:16:35Hang on a sec, that's a pretty good title, that.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38Dare To Dream. What do you reckon? Really catchy?
0:16:38 > 0:16:40I'm not sure I'm your demographic.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43I won't give up that easily, doc. Ozzie loves a challenge!
0:16:43 > 0:16:45I'll be back in a minute.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49Hey. You got him to sign up yet?
0:16:49 > 0:16:50Give me a chance.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52All right, well, just don't let me down.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55I need to work my charms on Captain Floral.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57Hi. DCI Farmer, please?
0:16:57 > 0:16:59When will he be out of that meeting?
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Can you tell him I need to speak to him?
0:17:04 > 0:17:05Yes, he has my number.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12I've asked for an echo for the young girl in bed eight.
0:17:12 > 0:17:13Right?
0:17:13 > 0:17:16She's showing an odd murmur on the left side.
0:17:16 > 0:17:21She seems edgy, nervous. She's malnourished.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23I'm a bit worried about her.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26We tend to fix them up and send them on their way.
0:17:26 > 0:17:32- It's brutal, I know, but it is the way it has to be.- I understand.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34SHE CLEARS THROAT
0:17:34 > 0:17:36Forgive me.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39I'm aware - we all are - of...
0:17:40 > 0:17:43..what happened to your family.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47If there's a case you feel uncomfortable with
0:17:47 > 0:17:50- or you need to take a break... - Has he put you up to this? Matteo?
0:17:50 > 0:17:52What? No, I...
0:17:52 > 0:17:56- Has he asked you to check up on me? Scared I might go off on one.- No.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58No, not at all. I probably...
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- I shouldn't have said anything. - It's kind of you to worry.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05But if I thought it would interfere in any kind of way,
0:18:05 > 0:18:06I wouldn't be here.
0:18:11 > 0:18:15I spent all night wishing he'd give me some peace and quiet.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17He's my own son, and I just thought he was playing up.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20No, it's not your fault.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22Has he got a favourite toy? Sometimes that can help.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Yeah, loads. His favourite one's Monkey.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Maybe you need to take a break. Let us do the X-ray?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31He needs us.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- No, no. Zosia's right.- Trust us?
0:18:41 > 0:18:45Let's up his pain relief and keep him on half-hour obs.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47Hey. Theatre's free for Ozzie.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Let's get him prepped and I'll be through in a minute.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52There's some amazing things in here.
0:18:52 > 0:18:56- Neuro-Linguistic Programming techniques...- NLP.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58- Body language tips...- It's bunkum...
0:18:58 > 0:19:02It's a whole industry based on amateur psychology.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04OK, I give up.
0:19:07 > 0:19:12So, I am intrigued why a guy like you
0:19:12 > 0:19:14doesn't want to do the half-marathon.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16A guy like me?
0:19:16 > 0:19:19Yeah. You're fit. You've got nothing to worry about.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21- You think?- Hm.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32OK.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35There we go.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49- Are you sure you gave Monkey to me? - Yes!
0:19:49 > 0:19:52He was with Snuggles and Raffles, I put him in your hand.
0:19:52 > 0:19:53I remember doing it.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55- Look, maybe you dropped him. - I didn't drop Monkey!
0:19:55 > 0:19:58- You know what you're like when you panic.- I didn't panic!
0:19:59 > 0:20:02Nope. He's not here!
0:20:02 > 0:20:03I just said that!
0:20:03 > 0:20:06You sure you're remembering things right?
0:20:06 > 0:20:07You saying I'm lying?
0:20:07 > 0:20:09No, I'm saying that you've been all over the place
0:20:09 > 0:20:13for the last couple of weeks. Maybe you've left him at home.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15I definitely gave him to you.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18You've lost him. Hector's best friend. Don't go blaming me.
0:20:18 > 0:20:23Hey, hey, hey. It's all right. He'll turn up. I know he will.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Mo, come on, now.
0:20:36 > 0:20:40Hi. I'm looking for a friend of mine. Her name's Charity.
0:20:40 > 0:20:41Evan?
0:20:44 > 0:20:45Hi.
0:20:50 > 0:20:53I'm Evan. I'm her fiance.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55I'm Ms Karnik. I've been dealing with Charity's case.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58The tattoo got infected.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01Is this Augmentin?
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Yes. You're very well informed.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06Health and wellbeing is a personal interest of mine.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08We're treating the cellulitis,
0:21:08 > 0:21:10but I've detected an abnormal heart rhythm.
0:21:10 > 0:21:14It looks as if the infection may have passed to your heart, Charity.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16My heart?
0:21:16 > 0:21:18I told you this would happen if you played around with needles.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20I'm sorry.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23I need to get a second opinion from a cardiovascular specialist.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25I'll let you know that happens.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28I don't know how to thank you enough for taking care of her.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30A pleasure.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40A pneumothorax?! How did that happen?
0:21:40 > 0:21:41The X-ray was inconclusive.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43When he's stable, we'll send him for a CT.
0:21:46 > 0:21:50Nothing's happened recently? Any falls?
0:21:50 > 0:21:54- Any bumps in the last 12 hours? - No, why?
0:21:55 > 0:21:57I noticed this earlier.
0:21:57 > 0:22:01It's got worse in the last hour, which means it's recent.
0:22:01 > 0:22:02Anything at all happen last night?
0:22:02 > 0:22:05Don't you think I would've mentioned it if it had?
0:22:05 > 0:22:06Just trying to help.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08And you think the bruising's got something to do
0:22:08 > 0:22:10- with the pneumothorax. - It's possible.
0:22:10 > 0:22:15He's only been with us. We'd know if something had happened.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17What about a pathological fracture?
0:22:17 > 0:22:19- Have we done a skin biopsy? - Not yet.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22First things first, I need to get a chest drain in.
0:22:23 > 0:22:24Thank you.
0:22:26 > 0:22:30- You don't need to be here for this. - We know what to expect.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32It's different when it's your own child.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36Sorry, I can't do this.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41I'm fine, if you need to go.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44No. I want to be here for Hector.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51Oh! What's happened to your IV?
0:22:51 > 0:22:53Sorry. I caught it with my hand.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57This is important if we are going to get on top of this infection.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00She's feeling all right now.
0:23:00 > 0:23:03It's amazing how the body fights back given half a chance.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05That's not the body fighting back, it's the antibiotics.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12- Charity's IV's fallen out. Do you mind replacing it?- Yeah, sure.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15Is it just me or does that guy give you the creeps?
0:23:15 > 0:23:16I've met worse.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Ms Wolfe tells me you've got off to a flying start.
0:23:23 > 0:23:26- That's very kind. - She doesn't praise lightly,
0:23:26 > 0:23:28so I imagine there's more to it than that.
0:23:28 > 0:23:29I'm thrilled to be here.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31With the departure of Ms Campbell,
0:23:31 > 0:23:33there's a permanent opening on this ward
0:23:33 > 0:23:36and I wondered if you would consider applying.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39I hadn't planned on coming back full-time so soon,
0:23:39 > 0:23:41- but if you're serious... - If we do work together,
0:23:41 > 0:23:44you'll quickly discover I'm rarely anything but.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Let me hear it loud and clear, doc.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52"This will be a successful op."
0:23:53 > 0:23:55"This will be a successful op."
0:23:56 > 0:23:59- Thanks, Nurse Harrison. - My pleasure.
0:24:03 > 0:24:07We don't often see this problem in healthy guys like you, Ozzie.
0:24:07 > 0:24:11Appearances are deceptive. I spent a lot of time on the dark side.
0:24:11 > 0:24:14I read about that. Interesting life story.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17- Inspirational stuff. - There's an idea.
0:24:17 > 0:24:20I could call it From Pentonville To A Penthouse.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23- What do you reckon? - OK, I'm putting the wire down now.
0:24:25 > 0:24:29Actually, I was thinking of doing this half-marathon after all.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31- Really?- Show you how it's done.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33That's the spirit, doc!
0:24:33 > 0:24:35Well, that'd be great.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38It'd be lonely pounding those streets on my own.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43I'm getting some resistance.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46I'll try anyway.
0:24:46 > 0:24:47OK, it's through.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50Deploying the stent.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54And inflating the balloon.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59No. The stent's kinked.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00It's obstructing the artery.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02We're going to have to do a bypass.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04Look, can you let the consultant know, please?
0:25:04 > 0:25:06It's nothing to worry about.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08I got all faith in you, doc.
0:25:15 > 0:25:18He's breathing normally again. Sats are fine.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21Sorry. I thought I could watch, but I just couldn't.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28They're taking him down for a chest CT scan.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30We should find out what's caused the pneumothorax.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33I just don't understand how this could have happened.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37Let's wait for the results, shall we?
0:25:37 > 0:25:39He must have been in so much pain.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45PHONE RINGS
0:25:47 > 0:25:49- Oh, it's Mum. She's worried sick. - Sure.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55When I asked for a consultant,
0:25:55 > 0:25:57I didn't expect a visit from the big boss.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00Nothing less than the best on your first day.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Is that so?
0:26:02 > 0:26:08Woman, 20s. Collapsed earlier. Her echo shows some sort of abnormality.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11I suspect it's a heart infection, maybe the valves,
0:26:11 > 0:26:13but I wanted a second opinion.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17Looks like tricuspid endocarditis.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20That was my guess. Young girl.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23Underweight, no immediate family.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Not everybody who doesn't have a family is lost.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30Maybe they haven't given up on her.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33Come on, that's not fair.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Crash team!
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Raf? Gastric ulcer? Bernie phoned?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49Oh, yeah. Bay six.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52Actually, can I run something past you?
0:26:52 > 0:26:53Yeah, go on.
0:26:55 > 0:27:00If a woman says that you are athletic - you know, fit -
0:27:00 > 0:27:02she's...hitting on you, right?
0:27:02 > 0:27:05Well, either that or she's your personal trainer.
0:27:05 > 0:27:06Who's the lucky lady?
0:27:12 > 0:27:14I thought that ship had sailed.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16Yeah, so did I, after the whole Kim thing.
0:27:16 > 0:27:19But now she says she wants us to train together.
0:27:19 > 0:27:23Well, once you flip the switch, mate. So, what's next your move?
0:27:25 > 0:27:27No. No, I can't.
0:27:27 > 0:27:28There's too much water under the bridge.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30Don't give me that old flannel.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32Get your running shoes on, get out there,
0:27:32 > 0:27:35all those endorphins flying about. You never know your luck.
0:27:40 > 0:27:42- Essie.- Hi.
0:27:58 > 0:27:59Hec!
0:28:01 > 0:28:03Do we know what's caused it?
0:28:03 > 0:28:06The CT shows that Hector has a broken rib.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08- What? How?- It's a clean break.
0:28:08 > 0:28:11His fourth intercostal on the left, where the bruising is located.
0:28:11 > 0:28:14It perforated the lung and caused the pneumothorax.
0:28:14 > 0:28:17Given his age and size, we'd prefer to observe him,
0:28:17 > 0:28:20- give him pain relief to avoid surgery.- How did it happen?
0:28:22 > 0:28:24In our opinion, from this scan,
0:28:24 > 0:28:28the location and type of fracture indicate a blunt trauma injury.
0:28:28 > 0:28:29That's impossible.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31You're saying somebody hit him?
0:28:31 > 0:28:34Maybe he's fallen or something's banged into him.
0:28:34 > 0:28:37What about osteogenesis imperfecta?
0:28:37 > 0:28:39I'll get on those tests right now.
0:28:39 > 0:28:42But there's no history of brittle bones in your family.
0:28:42 > 0:28:45And there's no evidence of any previous fractures in the CT
0:28:45 > 0:28:47or any weakness in the bones.
0:28:47 > 0:28:49Yes, but it can occur by spontaneous mutation.
0:28:49 > 0:28:52You'll know more once you've done the skin biopsy.
0:28:54 > 0:28:56There's something else, isn't there?
0:28:57 > 0:29:00You need to inform Social Services.
0:29:00 > 0:29:03- What?!- It's procedure. They don't have an option.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05They're saying that we hurt Hector? That we hurt our son?
0:29:05 > 0:29:07That's what you're saying, isn't it?
0:29:07 > 0:29:09We are doing everything to find out how this happened.
0:29:09 > 0:29:12But at the moment, there is only one explanation.
0:29:12 > 0:29:14Accidents happen.
0:29:14 > 0:29:17We've all changed a vest too roughly or too quickly.
0:29:18 > 0:29:21Perhaps he fell.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24Look, nothing happened last night. He did not fall.
0:29:24 > 0:29:27I did not change his vest too quickly. Do your tests.
0:29:27 > 0:29:30There's something wrong with Hector and we need to find out what.
0:29:38 > 0:29:39- Can I have a word?- Yeah.
0:29:39 > 0:29:43I've just gone to change Charity's IV and her fella said
0:29:43 > 0:29:45you told them she didn't need it any more.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47She said it was making her nauseous.
0:29:47 > 0:29:49- We never discussed any nausea. - Yeah, I didn't think so.
0:29:49 > 0:29:51So, then I started to think about what you said,
0:29:51 > 0:29:54so I looked up the K for Karma festival thing, from the flyer,
0:29:54 > 0:29:57and take a look.
0:30:01 > 0:30:03They believe in what?!
0:30:04 > 0:30:06They believe in no artificial products or impurities,
0:30:06 > 0:30:10that the body will heal itself and that modern medicine is poison.
0:30:11 > 0:30:13This man says he lost years of his life.
0:30:17 > 0:30:18It's a cult.
0:30:18 > 0:30:20There's no other word for it.
0:30:25 > 0:30:28We are going to graft a vein onto the femoral artery
0:30:28 > 0:30:30to bypass the blockage.
0:30:30 > 0:30:32OK. You've done this before, haven't you?
0:30:32 > 0:30:35It's a very common procedure, it's nothing to worry about.
0:30:35 > 0:30:37That's what I like to see. Positive mental attitude.
0:30:37 > 0:30:40It's all NLP, that, you know, people buzz when you buzz.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42Meet them in the eye, copy their body language.
0:30:42 > 0:30:45You'll have people in the palm of your hand.
0:30:46 > 0:30:49Chapter six. You should read it.
0:30:51 > 0:30:53Anyway...
0:30:53 > 0:30:57Worst case with the surgery? Just so I know.
0:30:57 > 0:30:59Complications are extremely unlikely.
0:30:59 > 0:31:02But absolute worst case scenario. Come on.
0:31:04 > 0:31:07If the blood fails to reconfigure in the new flow route,
0:31:07 > 0:31:10it could lead to amputation, but that...
0:31:10 > 0:31:13Won't happen. You don't get to where I am thinking the worst.
0:31:13 > 0:31:15Shoot for the moon, doc!
0:31:15 > 0:31:17I want you aiming to win.
0:31:18 > 0:31:20Come here.
0:31:21 > 0:31:23Come on.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25Yes!
0:31:30 > 0:31:32They're going to rush them through, yeah?
0:31:32 > 0:31:34- They know we're waiting for the results?- They know.
0:31:34 > 0:31:36Look, I'll get these done quickly.
0:31:36 > 0:31:39I might not be the head of CT any more, but I pack a mean punch.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47You look shattered.
0:31:47 > 0:31:48Why don't you go and get a coffee?
0:31:48 > 0:31:51No, I'm fine, thank you.
0:31:51 > 0:31:53As soon as the results come I'll give you a call.
0:31:53 > 0:31:57No. I want to stay here with Hector.
0:31:57 > 0:32:00I'm never going to let him out of my sight ever again.
0:32:05 > 0:32:09Great! Charity can go for her MRI now.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11Have you worked out what you're going to say to her?
0:32:11 > 0:32:15You saw the way she looked at us. She needs help.
0:32:15 > 0:32:16She seemed fairly happy to me.
0:32:17 > 0:32:21Could someone tell us what's happening? We've been waiting hours.
0:32:22 > 0:32:26The nurse mentioned the antibiotics are making you feel a bit nauseous.
0:32:26 > 0:32:28She went a terrible colour. Tell them.
0:32:30 > 0:32:31Charity?
0:32:33 > 0:32:36I felt better before you put that stuff in me. That's all.
0:32:36 > 0:32:38We can give you some antiemetics to fight the nausea.
0:32:38 > 0:32:42- Drugs on top of drugs? - It's perfectly normal.
0:32:42 > 0:32:46- But first, we need to take you through for an MRI.- Why?
0:32:47 > 0:32:49The echo showed severe anomalies.
0:32:49 > 0:32:51We need to check the extent of the damage.
0:32:53 > 0:32:55She seems fine.
0:32:55 > 0:32:57Let the body work its own miracle. That's my advice.
0:32:59 > 0:33:01We're talking about damage to your heart.
0:33:01 > 0:33:04It's a condition that could be very debilitating.
0:33:04 > 0:33:06It might require regular checkups from
0:33:06 > 0:33:08a district nurse after discharge.
0:33:10 > 0:33:12It's just a scan, isn't it?
0:33:13 > 0:33:15It won't be long.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28There you are.
0:33:29 > 0:33:31I've been looking for you everywhere.
0:33:31 > 0:33:33The results are going to be here in a couple of minutes.
0:33:33 > 0:33:35I just needed to get out of there.
0:33:36 > 0:33:39Well, if anyone will get to the bottom of this, Jac will.
0:33:43 > 0:33:47- Look, Mo, you know that you can be honest with me, right?- What?
0:33:49 > 0:33:53Is there anything that you need to tell me?
0:33:53 > 0:33:55Like what?
0:33:55 > 0:33:56Like anything.
0:33:59 > 0:34:03I know that you would never hurt Hector deliberately
0:34:03 > 0:34:05and that you absolutely adore him,
0:34:05 > 0:34:08but like Matteo said it, it could have happened by accident.
0:34:08 > 0:34:11There was no accident! Why are you even asking me this?
0:34:11 > 0:34:15Because ever since Trixie died you haven't been yourself, have you?
0:34:15 > 0:34:17- Here, at home, anywhere. - That's not true.
0:34:17 > 0:34:18It is true, Mo!
0:34:18 > 0:34:22Look at yourself, you don't know whether you're coming or going.
0:34:22 > 0:34:24Look at how you barked at Hector this morning
0:34:24 > 0:34:27or how angry you got at me because of Monkey.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29- I was upset about Hector!- Really?
0:34:31 > 0:34:33Well, if you're that worried about our son
0:34:33 > 0:34:35then why are you out here whilst he's in there?
0:34:41 > 0:34:43Don't you trust me?
0:34:43 > 0:34:46Of course I trust you, Mo.
0:34:46 > 0:34:49Then believe me when I say I did not hurt my son!
0:34:58 > 0:35:02Before we get back to the ward I just thought I'd let you know...
0:35:04 > 0:35:06..you don't need to be scared.
0:35:06 > 0:35:09I know about this clean-living group you're part of.
0:35:09 > 0:35:11I can help.
0:35:11 > 0:35:12I don't want your help.
0:35:12 > 0:35:14You don't need to be scared of him any more.
0:35:14 > 0:35:17I know how hard it is when someone gets in to your head.
0:35:17 > 0:35:19You have no idea what you're talking about.
0:35:19 > 0:35:21You know you're ill.
0:35:21 > 0:35:23You know you need medical treatment to get better.
0:35:23 > 0:35:25You think I don't know he removed your IV?
0:35:26 > 0:35:29He does not care if you get better.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32If you have family, I will call them.
0:35:33 > 0:35:35You think they care?
0:35:35 > 0:35:37They do. I promise you they do.
0:35:39 > 0:35:40You don't know me.
0:35:42 > 0:35:44You don't know anything about me.
0:35:44 > 0:35:48I didn't ask to be your pet project, so go and save someone else.
0:35:53 > 0:35:57I'm freezing and I can't breathe.
0:35:58 > 0:36:00What's happening to me?
0:36:00 > 0:36:02Your BP's dropping. I'll get you back to the ward.
0:36:04 > 0:36:07Jac, are those the results? It's brittle bones, right?
0:36:10 > 0:36:13The bloods were normal. They didn't find anything.
0:36:14 > 0:36:20No. This isn't right. They can't be. Do them again. It's not right.
0:36:20 > 0:36:22Look, no-one's jumping to any conclusions.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24- No-one's judging anyone. - I don't care that I'm being judged.
0:36:24 > 0:36:27I care that my son has a disease that means he could be in pain
0:36:27 > 0:36:29or could injure himself and nobody's doing anything about it!
0:36:29 > 0:36:32The medical evidence suggests it was an impact trauma.
0:36:32 > 0:36:34I don't care about the medical evidence!
0:36:36 > 0:36:38We have to care. It's all we have.
0:36:44 > 0:36:46Yeah. It's all we have.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57Three. Three! And I had to guilt trip Sacha...
0:36:57 > 0:37:00Thank you. ..into chipping in 500 quid.
0:37:00 > 0:37:02Oh, Dom! You've gone too far.
0:37:02 > 0:37:04Oh, please! Pot calling the kettle black.
0:37:04 > 0:37:07You had to honey trap Raf to sign up!
0:37:07 > 0:37:08I wasn't like that!
0:37:08 > 0:37:12I said twist his arm, not prostitute yourself.
0:37:12 > 0:37:16I did NLP on him as a joke, it's not my fault that he didn't get it.
0:37:16 > 0:37:21Look! Eye contact, mirror body language, give compliments, smile.
0:37:21 > 0:37:23That's how you do NLP.
0:37:23 > 0:37:26- That's also how you pick up strangers in bars.- Shut up!
0:37:28 > 0:37:30Anyway, I think he signed up for a little more than just
0:37:30 > 0:37:32a casual run in the park.
0:37:34 > 0:37:36I'm going to have to set him straight, aren't I?
0:37:36 > 0:37:40No, don't you dare! I've only got three, and it's for charity.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42Ah, there you are.
0:37:43 > 0:37:46Could you let theatre know that we're going to be delayed?
0:37:46 > 0:37:49- Ozzie has gone walkabout.- What?
0:37:49 > 0:37:51Yeah, so much for the positive mental attitude.
0:37:51 > 0:37:54I told you that book was a load of rubbish.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59HE LAUGHS
0:37:59 > 0:38:03Nothing happened. You know nothing happened. He was crying
0:38:03 > 0:38:06and then you picked him up. You rocked him to sleep.
0:38:06 > 0:38:10And then you put him down. And then... Oh...
0:38:10 > 0:38:11And then you got a coffee.
0:38:11 > 0:38:15You got yourself a coffee and you went back to work.
0:38:15 > 0:38:18Or did you sleep? Did you sleep?
0:38:25 > 0:38:27Oh, no, no, no, no!
0:38:27 > 0:38:30I put this in Derwood's hand.
0:38:30 > 0:38:31I gave this to him.
0:38:35 > 0:38:40Look who it is! Look! Mr Snuggles has come to see Hector.
0:38:42 > 0:38:45Mr Snuggles is going to make sure that Hector gets better.
0:38:48 > 0:38:53Mr Snuggles isn't going to go anywhere until his Hector's better.
0:38:54 > 0:38:59Safe at home in his snuggly bed.
0:39:00 > 0:39:02The social worker's here.
0:39:02 > 0:39:06I'll ask him to wait in the Relatives' Room. Where's Mo?
0:39:08 > 0:39:10I've no idea.
0:39:14 > 0:39:16What's happening?
0:39:16 > 0:39:18Your system's shutting down. We need to get you treated.
0:39:18 > 0:39:22Could you please take her through to the side room?
0:39:22 > 0:39:25It's definitely endocarditis. The infection's moved to her heart.
0:39:25 > 0:39:28Right, straight in to Trauma. Is she going to let you treat her?
0:39:28 > 0:39:30If I can talk to her on her own.
0:39:32 > 0:39:34Tell him we've had to transfer her.
0:39:34 > 0:39:37- I can't do that.- Then stall him.
0:39:37 > 0:39:39I'll see what I can do.
0:39:46 > 0:39:47Thank you.
0:39:48 > 0:39:53Where's Evan? If it's anything medical, he'll want to be here.
0:39:53 > 0:39:55Your MRI shows you've damaged your heart so badly
0:39:55 > 0:39:58you're having a septic episode. You need to let me treat you.
0:39:58 > 0:40:01Get Evan. He'll know what to do.
0:40:01 > 0:40:04No, he won't, so forget Evan. You don't need him.
0:40:04 > 0:40:05You need me.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11MAN CRIES LOUDLY
0:40:11 > 0:40:12What's going on in there?
0:40:12 > 0:40:16Yeah, all right, all right, you lot, show's over.
0:40:16 > 0:40:19MAN CRIES LOUDLY
0:40:19 > 0:40:23Ozzie? Ozzie, it's me. It's Mr Di Lucca.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26- Yeah.- Theatre is ready for you.
0:40:26 > 0:40:28No, no! No! Please, no!
0:40:30 > 0:40:32Do you want to tell me what the problem is?
0:40:32 > 0:40:34What do you think the problem is?
0:40:34 > 0:40:36You're going to amputate my leg!
0:40:38 > 0:40:40How am I meant to live without my leg?
0:40:43 > 0:40:44BANG
0:40:44 > 0:40:45HE CRIES
0:40:48 > 0:40:49Jac?
0:40:49 > 0:40:52- If you see Mo, can you let her know I'm with Social Services?- Mm-hm.
0:40:56 > 0:40:59It was me, wasn't it? I did it. I hurt Hector.
0:41:01 > 0:41:04You said it, Jac, the evidence speaks for itself.
0:41:04 > 0:41:07The bruising, everything that happened.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10It was me, wasn't it?
0:41:10 > 0:41:12I know it was me.
0:41:20 > 0:41:24I'm sorry. For everything.
0:41:28 > 0:41:30I need to speak to Social Services.
0:41:30 > 0:41:33- No, you don't. Not now.- But... - No, Mo!
0:41:33 > 0:41:35I'm not letting you do this.
0:41:39 > 0:41:44The chances of this surgery going wrong are very, very slim.
0:41:44 > 0:41:49What happened to looking on the bright side? Thanks.
0:41:49 > 0:41:51I am holding a book in my hand.
0:41:51 > 0:41:54It says, "We are the masters of our own destiny.
0:41:54 > 0:41:56"We create the conditions for our own success..."
0:41:56 > 0:41:58- BOTH:- "..by eliminating the negative".
0:41:58 > 0:42:00Yeah! You wrote that!
0:42:00 > 0:42:02I don't care what I wrote. It's just words.
0:42:02 > 0:42:04Hello! This is real life.
0:42:06 > 0:42:10And life can be hard and brutal, unfair.
0:42:10 > 0:42:14- Just when you think you're on top, life...- Shall I take that?
0:42:14 > 0:42:16..kicks you in the peanuts.
0:42:18 > 0:42:20Ozzie, you're right.
0:42:20 > 0:42:23Sometimes life deals us a hand that we don't want
0:42:23 > 0:42:26and a few empty platitudes isn't going to change that,
0:42:26 > 0:42:29but I am positive that we are going to come out on top.
0:42:29 > 0:42:30Now, are you with me?
0:42:45 > 0:42:46You made the right decision.
0:42:47 > 0:42:51Can we get Mr Osmond prepped for surgery, please, Nurse Harrison?
0:42:56 > 0:42:58Come on.
0:43:00 > 0:43:02Where is she? This test is taking ages.
0:43:02 > 0:43:05Yeah, I'll see what I can find out.
0:43:07 > 0:43:09Please sit down, Charity.
0:43:09 > 0:43:10What I want to do is put in a central line
0:43:10 > 0:43:13so we can administer the antibiotics faster without an IV.
0:43:13 > 0:43:15Nurse Fletcher is out there dealing with Evan.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17He will be none the wiser.
0:43:17 > 0:43:21You just don't get it, do you? He knows everything.
0:43:21 > 0:43:24What I know is that you're ill and I'm a doctor trying to do my job.
0:43:26 > 0:43:29Sorry. He really wants to know where she is.
0:43:29 > 0:43:30I need to go.
0:43:30 > 0:43:33No, you don't. You can be free of him.
0:43:33 > 0:43:37I am free! It's people like you that don't get it.
0:43:37 > 0:43:40You think that freedom is out there in the world,
0:43:40 > 0:43:44but real freedom is here and here.
0:43:46 > 0:43:49And that's what he gives me, which is more than what you've got.
0:43:52 > 0:43:54You're the saddest person I've ever seen.
0:43:54 > 0:43:57Please! At least take these.
0:43:57 > 0:43:58Evan!
0:43:58 > 0:44:00- Charity, please.- What happened?
0:44:00 > 0:44:02She's been trying to keep you away from me.
0:44:02 > 0:44:06- What are you doing to her? - No, what are YOU doing to her?
0:44:06 > 0:44:09All I've done is recommend a course of treatment. She is sick!
0:44:11 > 0:44:13And you listened to this?
0:44:13 > 0:44:15No! It's her, she's crazy!
0:44:16 > 0:44:19Leave me alone.
0:44:19 > 0:44:21We are leaving.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35It must have been when I was changing him.
0:44:35 > 0:44:39I had him on his mat and he was crying.
0:44:41 > 0:44:42Did he fall?
0:44:42 > 0:44:47I don't think so. Oh, I'm so tired.
0:44:47 > 0:44:48You were right.
0:44:48 > 0:44:51I haven't been seeing things straight.
0:44:51 > 0:44:54This is panic talking. You'd remember it.
0:44:54 > 0:44:57But you said so yourself, Jac, the evidence is the evidence.
0:44:57 > 0:45:00The blood test is negative. The bruising occurred last night.
0:45:02 > 0:45:03It must have been me.
0:45:03 > 0:45:07Trust your instincts, Mo. You would remember something like this.
0:45:07 > 0:45:09No, no. Derwood is right.
0:45:09 > 0:45:12Since Trixie died, I haven't been myself.
0:45:16 > 0:45:18It'll be all right.
0:45:25 > 0:45:27I should go. The social worker's waiting.
0:45:27 > 0:45:30No, I'll do it.
0:45:30 > 0:45:32I should be the first one to talk to them.
0:45:33 > 0:45:36Let's do it together, shall we?
0:45:36 > 0:45:37Thanks.
0:45:43 > 0:45:46Ah, Mr Symonds, bay five.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48Admitted with severe lung infection.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50White cell count through the roof this morning
0:45:50 > 0:45:51and now is completely normal.
0:45:51 > 0:45:52I mean, I know we're good,
0:45:52 > 0:45:55but I didn't think we were that good.
0:45:55 > 0:45:57The samples I gave you this morning, Hector's samples,
0:45:57 > 0:45:59what did you do with them?
0:45:59 > 0:46:01I gave them to...
0:46:01 > 0:46:03her.
0:46:10 > 0:46:13Well, like clockwork, just like you told him.
0:46:13 > 0:46:14Thanks.
0:46:14 > 0:46:17And you did a good job of talking him around back there.
0:46:17 > 0:46:19Well, I used all the tricks of persuasion.
0:46:19 > 0:46:24Flattery, body language... eye contact.
0:46:24 > 0:46:26Raf! Please, don't be angry with me.
0:46:26 > 0:46:29I just don't like being played for a mug, that's all.
0:46:29 > 0:46:31It just got out of hand.
0:46:31 > 0:46:34- Nah, you knew exactly what you were doing.- I didn't!
0:46:34 > 0:46:37I was doing what was in Ozzie's book and I thought you'd get it.
0:46:38 > 0:46:41Look, Dom needed help. Nobody was signing, so...
0:46:41 > 0:46:44- Yeah, well, they can count me out. - You can't.
0:46:45 > 0:46:48Dom's just told me we're running for Arthur.
0:46:50 > 0:46:52I would happily have given money to that.
0:46:52 > 0:46:55I would even have run the thing with some gentle persuasion.
0:46:55 > 0:46:57You didn't have to play with my feelings.
0:47:01 > 0:47:04I didn't realise you had feelings.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06Yeah, well, I don't. Not at all.
0:47:09 > 0:47:11Can we just forget the whole thing?
0:47:19 > 0:47:22Sorry to interrupt, but I need to speak to you.
0:47:22 > 0:47:24Is it Hector? Is something wrong?
0:47:24 > 0:47:27His broken rib. It's a pathological fracture.
0:47:27 > 0:47:30- But I thought... - His blood samples got mixed up.
0:47:30 > 0:47:32The lab made a mistake?
0:47:32 > 0:47:35No. Nurse Jamie did.
0:47:35 > 0:47:37She took Hector's samples up there at
0:47:37 > 0:47:40the same time as Zosia's emphysema patient.
0:47:40 > 0:47:42So, what's wrong with him, then? Is it brittle bones?
0:47:42 > 0:47:47He has abnormally low levels of phosphate in his blood and high ALP.
0:47:47 > 0:47:50Hypophosphatemic rickets?
0:47:50 > 0:47:52As you know, it's not life-threatening,
0:47:52 > 0:47:54but it will need treatment.
0:47:54 > 0:47:56So, my baby's in pain because of a mistake.
0:47:56 > 0:47:58No, the important thing is we know what it is
0:47:58 > 0:48:00and we can do something about it.
0:48:01 > 0:48:04We need to be there for him. Together, yeah?
0:48:19 > 0:48:22Spare me the "I told you so".
0:48:22 > 0:48:25- Nina.- You've been waiting to say it all day.
0:48:25 > 0:48:28Hanssen even told me I should apply for the permanent post.
0:48:29 > 0:48:32Why did you even get me this job?
0:48:32 > 0:48:34- To prove to me that I couldn't do it?- Wrong.
0:48:34 > 0:48:36I wanted you to see that you could.
0:48:38 > 0:48:43Maybe this mad woman should just take her file and lock herself away.
0:48:43 > 0:48:46This damn file isn't our son!
0:48:46 > 0:48:48This is the record of the hell we lived through!
0:48:48 > 0:48:50- Put it down, please.- No!
0:48:50 > 0:48:54You can't live if you're trapped in the past, like this file.
0:48:54 > 0:48:57Nico is not in these pages.
0:48:57 > 0:49:00Show me, where is he?
0:49:00 > 0:49:01Show me!
0:49:01 > 0:49:03You think I enjoy this?
0:49:11 > 0:49:13Found him.
0:49:37 > 0:49:39Hello, legs.
0:49:41 > 0:49:42Thank you.
0:49:43 > 0:49:47You didn't let me down, doc. I'll give you that.
0:49:47 > 0:49:50The operation went fine, better than fine. It went perfectly.
0:49:51 > 0:49:56I'm sorry about earlier. It's was the nerves, you know.
0:49:56 > 0:49:58They get you sometimes, don't they?
0:49:58 > 0:50:00A healthy dose of scepticism never hurt anyone.
0:50:01 > 0:50:04I've got it!
0:50:04 > 0:50:06My title.
0:50:06 > 0:50:08A Leap Into The Unknown...
0:50:10 > 0:50:12..A Personal Journey.
0:50:13 > 0:50:15What do you reckon?
0:50:15 > 0:50:18Well, doesn't sound like a bestseller...
0:50:18 > 0:50:19I love it.
0:50:21 > 0:50:22Thank you.
0:50:22 > 0:50:26It's not about being a bestseller, at least it's the truth.
0:50:28 > 0:50:30It's like you said, doc,
0:50:30 > 0:50:32it's not the knockbacks that count,
0:50:32 > 0:50:36it's how we get back on both feet.
0:50:36 > 0:50:37That's what makes the difference.
0:50:39 > 0:50:44Why don't you send us a signed copy and I will do my best to read it?
0:50:44 > 0:50:46You better. I want to know what you think.
0:50:46 > 0:50:48Change your life, this stuff.
0:50:49 > 0:50:53Let's keep Ozzie on warfarin, IV fluids and 30-minute obs, please.
0:50:53 > 0:50:54Sure.
0:50:57 > 0:51:00Raf, about earlier, I just wanted to talk...
0:51:00 > 0:51:04Let's talk about it in the morning. 7am sharp.
0:51:06 > 0:51:08We're training, aren't we?
0:51:08 > 0:51:11I don't want to be pounding those lonely streets on my own.
0:51:18 > 0:51:20Nina, if there's any chance that
0:51:20 > 0:51:23we're going to be working together...
0:51:25 > 0:51:28..I need to know what that was about.
0:51:28 > 0:51:31I can't just fix them up and send them on their way.
0:51:31 > 0:51:34I get involved with my patients. Always have done.
0:51:36 > 0:51:40Please, don't make me ask again. It was hard enough the first time.
0:51:52 > 0:51:56I have good days and bad days.
0:51:56 > 0:51:57Mostly good.
0:51:58 > 0:52:00But I had some news today about Nico.
0:52:02 > 0:52:05I didn't deal with it very well. Sorry.
0:52:10 > 0:52:15To say I don't know how you cope is...banal.
0:52:17 > 0:52:19But if you're not ready to come back full-time...
0:52:19 > 0:52:23I'm ready. I want to come back. I need to.
0:52:26 > 0:52:27But...
0:52:28 > 0:52:31..we're going to work together so if you prefer I didn't apply,
0:52:31 > 0:52:34I'd understand.
0:52:34 > 0:52:36You take it from me.
0:52:36 > 0:52:42I've seen it much worse - much worse - than that on this ward.
0:52:43 > 0:52:45Does that mean I have your support?
0:52:45 > 0:52:48I'm positive you could make a success of it here.
0:52:50 > 0:52:52This hospital needs doctors like you.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56But it's not me that has to believe it.
0:53:04 > 0:53:09They want to keep him in overnight and I've found an on-call room
0:53:09 > 0:53:12that's free tonight just round the corner and I am going to get
0:53:12 > 0:53:15my head down for a couple of hours, if that's all right?
0:53:17 > 0:53:19You OK? What's wrong?
0:53:21 > 0:53:23You should go home. I'll stay here.
0:53:23 > 0:53:26Yeah. It's been a long day for both of us, really.
0:53:26 > 0:53:29- We both need our rest.- No, really.
0:53:31 > 0:53:33You should go.
0:53:37 > 0:53:40- What is it? What have I done? - You really have to ask?
0:53:40 > 0:53:43You made me believe I hurt my own son.
0:53:44 > 0:53:50No. I didn't. Oh, come on. I mean, no.
0:53:51 > 0:53:54I was just trying to understand, that was all.
0:53:55 > 0:53:58Mo, we're a team.
0:53:58 > 0:54:01You and me, we're Team Hector, aren't we?
0:54:01 > 0:54:04- You turned on me again. - No, I didn't.
0:54:04 > 0:54:07You went to Hanssen behind my back.
0:54:07 > 0:54:10Mo, you weren't coping after Trixie.
0:54:10 > 0:54:12That was my choice to make, not yours.
0:54:12 > 0:54:15And if you had a problem with that you should have come to me first.
0:54:15 > 0:54:17I did. I tried to.
0:54:17 > 0:54:19You took the easy way out, just like you did today.
0:54:19 > 0:54:24All I have ever wanted is what's best for this family.
0:54:24 > 0:54:25I love you, Mo.
0:54:26 > 0:54:30I know you do, but when I needed you the most
0:54:30 > 0:54:33you believed I could have hurt my son.
0:54:33 > 0:54:35What else was I supposed to think?
0:54:35 > 0:54:38Jac never thought I'd hurt him.
0:54:38 > 0:54:41- Jac?- Maybe we don't work when we're together.
0:54:44 > 0:54:45Mo...
0:54:45 > 0:54:47I made a mistake.
0:54:47 > 0:54:50OK, so I made two mistakes,
0:54:50 > 0:54:53but I will never make those mistakes again.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55I won't stop you seeing Hector,
0:54:55 > 0:54:56but as far as you and I are concerned,
0:54:56 > 0:55:00- I think this is for the best. - No! Mo!- I'm sorry.
0:56:09 > 0:56:14MO HUMS HUSH LITTLE BABY
0:56:51 > 0:56:55# Hush, little baby, don't say a word
0:56:57 > 0:57:00# Papa's gonna buy you a mocking bird. #