For the Love of Maureen

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0:00:03 > 0:00:05You were one of the lucky ones, but you knew what was going on.

0:00:05 > 0:00:08The manager of the care home, Daniel Brown, is still alive.

0:00:08 > 0:00:10So you want to see him and the council taken to court?

0:00:10 > 0:00:14You made me believe that I hurt my own son. No!

0:00:14 > 0:00:16Maybe we don't work when we're together.

0:00:16 > 0:00:18I won't stop you seeing Hector but as far as you and I are concerned,

0:00:18 > 0:00:21I think this is for the best.

0:00:21 > 0:00:23Yes, the clinical lead post. Uh-huh.

0:00:23 > 0:00:27Oi, numb nuts! Headphones. No, not you!

0:00:27 > 0:00:28She's going to live in London.

0:00:28 > 0:00:31Do you really want to leave it like this between you two?

0:00:31 > 0:00:34Don't you want me to go? I didn't want you to come in the first place.

0:00:34 > 0:00:38Ric Griffin? Wow, you look older than you do in your photos.

0:00:38 > 0:00:41Even if I haven't been present in my family's lives,

0:00:41 > 0:00:43they're always here in my mind.

0:00:43 > 0:00:48You're staying? Yeah. Unfinished Business.

0:01:35 > 0:01:37Ready to roll, Shrimp?

0:01:37 > 0:01:39BABY GURGLES

0:01:44 > 0:01:48Hello, Mo. Hi. Hi, munchkin.

0:01:48 > 0:01:50Say hello to Daddy.

0:01:50 > 0:01:54So...this is it, then?

0:01:54 > 0:01:57Last day at Holby. Say it isn't so, Mo!

0:01:57 > 0:02:00Morning, Ollie. I can't believe this is happening.

0:02:00 > 0:02:03Oh, this time tomorrow I'll be hitting the Big Smoke.

0:02:03 > 0:02:05End of an earache. Start of a new life.

0:02:05 > 0:02:07Exactly!

0:02:07 > 0:02:10So, are you excited about your farewell bash?

0:02:10 > 0:02:11Yeah. No sad songs, though.

0:02:11 > 0:02:13Yeah, I can't guarantee that, I'm afraid.

0:02:13 > 0:02:16Don't want her blubbing into her bubbly.

0:02:17 > 0:02:20Paul? Is that Paul Owain?

0:02:20 > 0:02:22Yeah, could you take Hector to the creche for me?

0:02:22 > 0:02:26Yeah, yeah, of course. I'll give you a hand.

0:02:26 > 0:02:27Paul!

0:02:27 > 0:02:30Hey, fancy meeting you here.

0:02:30 > 0:02:33Just how many hemicolectomies have you actually performed?

0:02:33 > 0:02:37You make me sound like one of the Founding Fathers of modern medicine.

0:02:37 > 0:02:39Well, you sort of are, aren't you?

0:02:42 > 0:02:43So what are the joys that await us today?

0:02:43 > 0:02:46Well, if memory serves, we have an inguinal hernia,

0:02:46 > 0:02:47we have a bowel resection, we have...

0:02:47 > 0:02:49Oh, we have Meckel's diverticulum resection.

0:02:49 > 0:02:52I have another name to add to your already busy list.

0:02:52 > 0:02:5513-year-old bumped from St James's then transferred up

0:02:55 > 0:02:56from Paeds, due to a lack of beds.

0:02:56 > 0:02:59Elective haemangioma. Darla Johnstone.

0:03:01 > 0:03:03Right.

0:03:03 > 0:03:05Paul Owain, suspected heart attack.

0:03:05 > 0:03:07ECG confirms another infarction. Hi, Paul.

0:03:07 > 0:03:11Given his history, best bet's get him straight to theatre, do a CABG.

0:03:11 > 0:03:13HE MUMBLES

0:03:13 > 0:03:15What was that?

0:03:17 > 0:03:20WHISPERS: Tell June. What, she doesn't know you're here?

0:03:20 > 0:03:22No. It's his wife, she doesn't usually let him out of her sight.

0:03:22 > 0:03:24Right, I'll get someone to call her.

0:03:24 > 0:03:26Ah, here's Mr Levy.

0:03:26 > 0:03:30He's going to be looking after you today. Hi. Call me Sacha.

0:03:30 > 0:03:35Mr Levy, Kofi Johnstone. Oh, quite a grip you've got there!

0:03:35 > 0:03:38Listen, I'm sorry about all the to-ing and fro-ing, Kofi.

0:03:38 > 0:03:40As long as she's finally going to be treated.

0:03:40 > 0:03:43Chillax, Dad! It's not my job to chillax.

0:03:43 > 0:03:45Such a worrywart!

0:03:45 > 0:03:47Well, hello, Darla.

0:03:47 > 0:03:50Ah, so you two know each other? Ric's my grandad.

0:03:50 > 0:03:54And online Scrabble partner. Her what?

0:03:54 > 0:03:57So, hang on... So you're...?

0:03:57 > 0:04:01Mr Johnstone is my son. Right. Right.

0:04:01 > 0:04:03Good. Great!

0:04:03 > 0:04:05I didn't realise that you were due back in hospital.

0:04:05 > 0:04:08I didn't realise you two were in touch with each other.

0:04:12 > 0:04:15Great, right, yes... You're over here.

0:04:15 > 0:04:18Aren't we putting her in a side room?

0:04:18 > 0:04:20No, we're just waiting on a discharge.

0:04:22 > 0:04:26Darla, can you lift your jumper up for me? Thank you.

0:04:28 > 0:04:30Ric. Sorry, Ric. Thank you.

0:04:32 > 0:04:34Have a little look...

0:04:34 > 0:04:38Yeah, can we get an updated CT scan? Yeah.

0:04:38 > 0:04:41So, Mr Johnstone, you're a Jehovah's Witness?

0:04:41 > 0:04:44How strict are you regarding transfusions?

0:04:44 > 0:04:47We refuse all blood products.

0:04:47 > 0:04:50So where do you stand on intraoperative blood salvage?

0:04:50 > 0:04:52We're fine with cell savers.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56We probably need to have a conversation.

0:04:56 > 0:04:59Are you doing the operation, Ric?

0:04:59 > 0:05:02I'm not allowed, we're related.

0:05:02 > 0:05:04You're going to have Mr Levy instead.

0:05:04 > 0:05:07Sacha, you have got massive hands.

0:05:07 > 0:05:11Er, Darla! What? They're like the BFG or something!

0:05:11 > 0:05:15Tact is not her strong point. Mr Levy is an excellent surgeon.

0:05:15 > 0:05:18Wish you could do it, though, Grandad.

0:05:19 > 0:05:22You said you wanted to talk? Yes, yes, of course.

0:05:26 > 0:05:27Let's get you settled.

0:05:29 > 0:05:30Ah, this is going to be tricky.

0:05:30 > 0:05:33The heart's attached to the sternum.

0:05:33 > 0:05:35You two have history, then?

0:05:35 > 0:05:38Yeah, Paul was one of my first patients at Holby.

0:05:38 > 0:05:42Ah, and one of your last. Four heart attacks later. Four?!

0:05:42 > 0:05:45Yeah, so far I've given him two triple bypasses and an

0:05:45 > 0:05:48internal defibrillator. Is he on the transplant list?

0:05:48 > 0:05:51Yes, he's been on it for a while. BLEEPING

0:05:51 > 0:05:54There's a bleed. OK, more suction there, please.

0:05:54 > 0:05:55BLEEPING

0:05:55 > 0:05:58Right, do not do this, mister - not today. BP's dropping.

0:05:58 > 0:06:00Bulldog clamps.

0:06:02 > 0:06:05BLEEPING CONTINUES

0:06:07 > 0:06:10OK, let's get a unit of blood pushed into him, please.

0:06:13 > 0:06:15BP stabilising.

0:06:15 > 0:06:17SHE EXHALES And relax.

0:06:20 > 0:06:24Darla is showing signs of anaemia and low blood pressure.

0:06:24 > 0:06:26Is that why she's short of breath?

0:06:26 > 0:06:29Well, it would explain the fatigue and the dizziness and the

0:06:29 > 0:06:31tingling in the legs, yes. Right.

0:06:31 > 0:06:35Now, Darla's consultant at St James's recommended the embolisation

0:06:35 > 0:06:36of the internal haemangioma.

0:06:36 > 0:06:40But she's had unsuccessful embolisation treatment before.

0:06:40 > 0:06:43Does that mean you shouldn't have it again? No, no, not at all.

0:06:43 > 0:06:46So that's your plan of action? Could I just suggest that...?

0:06:46 > 0:06:48I know you're concerned about Darla, Ric, but it sounds like

0:06:48 > 0:06:52Mr Levy has got things under control.

0:06:55 > 0:06:57I'll leave you to it.

0:07:11 > 0:07:14Morning! Didn't realise you did yoga.

0:07:15 > 0:07:19It's meditation... Right.

0:07:19 > 0:07:22My counsellor recommended it. Yeah?

0:07:22 > 0:07:26Don't sound so surprised. I'm not.

0:07:26 > 0:07:29Even strong independent women need to offload sometimes.

0:07:29 > 0:07:33I suppose so. You should give it a go.

0:07:33 > 0:07:37Maybe. It's brilliant for just emptying your head of stuff.

0:07:37 > 0:07:39Brew?

0:07:39 > 0:07:42I'm cutting down on caffeine. Oh, is that a counsellor thing, too?

0:07:42 > 0:07:45No, just thought it'd be really good for me to detox.

0:07:46 > 0:07:50So, did the lawyer talk to you about a civil case?

0:07:50 > 0:07:53Looks like that's a non-starter.

0:07:53 > 0:07:56That's a shame. Yep.

0:07:56 > 0:07:59Still, I think it's great you're finding ways to move on.

0:08:03 > 0:08:06Move on? Yeah, facing up to your issues.

0:08:09 > 0:08:13I think I will have that brew. OK, coming up.

0:08:18 > 0:08:20Sacha. Crisp?

0:08:20 > 0:08:23I'm concerned about Darla's embolisation.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26It's better than open surgery.

0:08:26 > 0:08:29The fact that it's failed before isn't encouraging.

0:08:29 > 0:08:30I know, but...

0:08:30 > 0:08:32If it doesn't work this time, then it means more pain,

0:08:32 > 0:08:34more surgery before she's out of her teens.

0:08:34 > 0:08:38Yeah, but it's the safest option. It doesn't mean it's the best.

0:08:38 > 0:08:39I know she's family.

0:08:39 > 0:08:41Look, I'm not talking as her grandfather -

0:08:41 > 0:08:43this is a clinical issue.

0:08:43 > 0:08:46Just be there for her, and your son.

0:08:46 > 0:08:48Just leave the rest to me.

0:08:57 > 0:08:59Sacha!

0:09:02 > 0:09:05I am going to miss you, big man!

0:09:05 > 0:09:09I'm not sure this hospital can cope with an Effanga-shaped hole.

0:09:09 > 0:09:13Oi, don't get me started, all right? I mean it.

0:09:14 > 0:09:18Essie about? Yeah, she's over there. Thanks.

0:09:22 > 0:09:24See you!

0:09:24 > 0:09:26Well, this is getting ridiculous.

0:09:26 > 0:09:28I mean, how many children does Griffin have?

0:09:28 > 0:09:31And which wife produced this one? Shut up, Dom. Essie!

0:09:31 > 0:09:33Hey, turncoat. Charming!

0:09:33 > 0:09:36How dare you ditch us for the fleshpots of the metropolis.

0:09:36 > 0:09:38It's a tough job but someone's got to do it.

0:09:38 > 0:09:40Well, I'm well jel, babes!

0:09:40 > 0:09:42Listen, I need help with a patient. Yeah?

0:09:42 > 0:09:44One of my regs, Paul Owain,

0:09:44 > 0:09:46just given him a CABG after his fourth heart attack.

0:09:46 > 0:09:48Yeah, I know him, he's on the transplant list.

0:09:48 > 0:09:51Yeah, well, the MDT have discussed his case and we need to bump

0:09:51 > 0:09:53him up to urgent. What condition's he in?

0:09:53 > 0:09:55Just about hanging in there. OK, I'll put an alert out.

0:09:55 > 0:10:00Thanks, I just want to do the best I can for him, you know? Yeah.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04Paul and his wife run a lovely little Italian restaurant

0:10:04 > 0:10:07in town, don't you? Oh, what's it called? Limonaia!

0:10:07 > 0:10:09Never been. Yeah, it's great.

0:10:09 > 0:10:12Five or six tables, it's really romantic.

0:10:12 > 0:10:13Take it you're a regular?

0:10:13 > 0:10:16Ah, well, I've had one or two great nights there.

0:10:16 > 0:10:18With Mo.

0:10:18 > 0:10:20Pretending that they were just good friends.

0:10:20 > 0:10:23We were, yeah.

0:10:24 > 0:10:26And now we are again.

0:10:26 > 0:10:30How do you mean? Back with us.

0:10:30 > 0:10:33Yeah.

0:10:33 > 0:10:35We were just talking about Paul's restaurant.

0:10:35 > 0:10:38Ah! Best saltimbocca in the city. Hear, hear!

0:10:40 > 0:10:42Everything OK?

0:10:42 > 0:10:45Yeah, yeah... I mean, I just came up to see this one.

0:10:46 > 0:10:48How's he doing?

0:10:48 > 0:10:52Yeah, mean pressure is 60, heart rate is around 80,

0:10:52 > 0:10:54minimal drainage, excellent urinary output.

0:10:54 > 0:10:57Good! Should be able to get you out the HTU soon. Right.

0:10:57 > 0:11:00And, in the meantime, I've spoken to the transplant co-ordinator -

0:11:00 > 0:11:02she's going to put you on the urgent list,

0:11:02 > 0:11:05so if a heart does become available, we'll have a real shout.

0:11:06 > 0:11:08Great.

0:11:15 > 0:11:17So, just sit tight and keep your fingers crossed.

0:11:19 > 0:11:22Oh, I bumped into Fran Reynolds meditating earlier.

0:11:22 > 0:11:24Do you know what? I've always really fancied meditation.

0:11:24 > 0:11:26I really don't think she likes me...

0:11:26 > 0:11:28You know, like, developing my chi, increasing my life force,

0:11:28 > 0:11:31opening my chakras. Are you listening to me?

0:11:31 > 0:11:32Yes, I am listening to you,

0:11:32 > 0:11:35and I think you sound a little bit paranoid.

0:11:35 > 0:11:36No, there's something really creepy

0:11:36 > 0:11:38about the way she hangs off every word Jac says.

0:11:38 > 0:11:40And now you're sounding jealous. No, I don't!

0:11:40 > 0:11:41OK, folks, listen up!

0:11:41 > 0:11:45This is Ronald Goodlass, 47, suffering major head

0:11:45 > 0:11:48and chest trauma after his tractor rolled and fell on him.

0:11:48 > 0:11:52Full ATLS protocol, primary survey, and a CT.

0:11:52 > 0:11:56And, Fletch, get onto Neuro and get a head CT. Yep, will do.

0:11:59 > 0:12:01PHONE BEEPS

0:12:01 > 0:12:02More Scrabble?

0:12:06 > 0:12:09She's a very smart girl.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11She gets it from her mother.

0:12:14 > 0:12:15So, how are you?

0:12:17 > 0:12:19Big question after all this time.

0:12:20 > 0:12:24I was very sorry to hear about your wife's passing.

0:12:26 > 0:12:28Never thought I'd go from husband to father to widower

0:12:28 > 0:12:31in the space of a few years.

0:12:31 > 0:12:33You're doing a great job with Darla.

0:12:33 > 0:12:35It's tough going but...

0:12:35 > 0:12:38How's she coping with boarding school?

0:12:39 > 0:12:41What exactly is it you want from her, Ric?

0:12:42 > 0:12:46I'm sorry? The Scrabble, the sudden grandfatherly interest.

0:12:48 > 0:12:51Would you prefer it if I stayed away?

0:12:53 > 0:12:56No...I don't know.

0:13:05 > 0:13:07I can't believe you and Derwood have split.

0:13:07 > 0:13:10Consciously uncoupled. You what?

0:13:10 > 0:13:11Just call me Gwynnie!

0:13:11 > 0:13:14After taking so long getting together.

0:13:14 > 0:13:16Yeah, we're both course with it so... Really?

0:13:16 > 0:13:18Yeah, it's for the best, for the both of us.

0:13:18 > 0:13:21And leaving Holby, too? Brave new world, my friend.

0:13:21 > 0:13:23June will do her nut.

0:13:23 > 0:13:26I still haven't been able to get in contact with her.

0:13:26 > 0:13:29Crappy phone. Always running out!

0:13:29 > 0:13:31I'll keep trying.

0:13:36 > 0:13:39Mo. Any news?

0:13:39 > 0:13:41We just had notification of a heart that looks compatible and

0:13:41 > 0:13:44it's not that far away at all. You're kidding?

0:13:44 > 0:13:47Last-day luck. So, it's on its way?

0:13:47 > 0:13:50Not yet, I've just got a few more phone calls to make first.

0:13:53 > 0:13:56Get that Prosecco chilled. Why?

0:13:56 > 0:14:00Wagons roll, Paul. We've potentially got you a heart.

0:14:00 > 0:14:03We've got multiple skull fractures, a badly bruised and fractured

0:14:03 > 0:14:05sternum, an irregular rhythm on the trace.

0:14:05 > 0:14:09My guess is a contusion on the heart. GCS is seven.

0:14:09 > 0:14:11We'll keep him in an induced coma for now.

0:14:11 > 0:14:14His notes say he's been treated at Holby before for restrictive

0:14:14 > 0:14:16cardiomyopathy by Jac Naylor.

0:14:16 > 0:14:18Well, that's going to be the least of his worries.

0:14:18 > 0:14:21Can you give Jac a shout for me? Yeah, will do.

0:14:21 > 0:14:23Morven, can you chase Neuro for me?

0:14:23 > 0:14:27I need to know exactly how serious his brain injury is. Yep.

0:14:27 > 0:14:31I can bell Jac, if you want? It's fine.

0:14:31 > 0:14:33Oh, I was just trying to help. OK.

0:14:38 > 0:14:41KNOCK AT DOOR Come in, Mrs Fitzpatrick.

0:14:42 > 0:14:46Hi. Hey, what are you doing here?

0:14:46 > 0:14:48Just on my way to collect a donor heart for Paul.

0:14:48 > 0:14:51Wow, that was quick! Unbelievable.

0:14:51 > 0:14:53Oh! Well, I'm delighted for him.

0:14:54 > 0:14:56I Just thought you should know.

0:14:58 > 0:15:00Thank you. Mm-hm.

0:15:00 > 0:15:01Hey, Mo.

0:15:05 > 0:15:09I just want to say that I think it's all going to be fine.

0:15:09 > 0:15:12Yeah. You're a great mum and you're a great surgeon.

0:15:12 > 0:15:14Not so bad yourself.

0:15:14 > 0:15:18And I really do think that you're making the right decision.

0:15:21 > 0:15:24Thanks, Derwood.

0:15:24 > 0:15:26So fly, be free.

0:15:39 > 0:15:41PHONE BEEPS

0:15:42 > 0:15:43"Scalpels!"

0:15:43 > 0:15:47Very good. Excellent.

0:15:47 > 0:15:49158, 132!

0:15:49 > 0:15:52Yeah, yeah! All right, all right.

0:15:55 > 0:15:59We'll get you prepped for theatre very soon. Ah, cool!

0:15:59 > 0:16:00You're not nervous?

0:16:00 > 0:16:03My mate Tanisha had her appendix out.

0:16:03 > 0:16:05She said the whole thing was totally snatched.

0:16:05 > 0:16:09Snatched? You know, on point.

0:16:11 > 0:16:13Forget it!

0:16:19 > 0:16:23What are those bruises on your leg? Oh, nothing.

0:16:27 > 0:16:31Darla...is someone hurting you at school?

0:16:31 > 0:16:36Oh, no, I fell. Well, I fainted.

0:16:36 > 0:16:38Right. Down some stairs.

0:16:38 > 0:16:40What? This time.

0:16:40 > 0:16:43This has happened more than once? Yep.

0:16:43 > 0:16:48Have you told anyone? I'm telling you now.

0:16:48 > 0:16:49What about your dad?

0:16:49 > 0:16:51I don't want him missing work.

0:16:54 > 0:16:57I'm pretty sure that you're his number one priority.

0:16:57 > 0:17:01His job gives him...purpose.

0:17:01 > 0:17:04How do you mean? Since Mum died.

0:17:06 > 0:17:09Yeah, right.

0:17:09 > 0:17:13And, anyway, he'd probably panic and try and take me out of school.

0:17:14 > 0:17:18Would that be so bad? Yeah, I love school!

0:17:20 > 0:17:22What kind of teenager are you?!

0:17:22 > 0:17:24One that's whipping you at scrabble!

0:17:26 > 0:17:30Yeah, sorry it's taken so long to track you down, but then again,

0:17:30 > 0:17:33any earlier and I would have told you he'd had another heart attack,

0:17:33 > 0:17:36but now the heart's on its way.

0:17:36 > 0:17:39Yeah, well, he might be in theatre by then, but...

0:17:40 > 0:17:44Yeah, yeah, I'll see you when I see you. OK, bye, June.

0:17:44 > 0:17:47Mo! Yeah?

0:17:48 > 0:17:52We've got a problem.

0:17:52 > 0:17:54I specifically told this guy to stay away from heavy machinery

0:17:54 > 0:17:56in case he passed out.

0:17:56 > 0:17:58Obviously took no notice.

0:17:59 > 0:18:01Has he had a head scan yet?

0:18:01 > 0:18:04Yeah, widespread contusion and probable evidence of DAI.

0:18:04 > 0:18:06GCS? Seven.

0:18:06 > 0:18:09So instead of having a patient with a manageable heart condition,

0:18:09 > 0:18:13I now have one in an induced coma with brain damage.

0:18:13 > 0:18:15We don't know that.

0:18:15 > 0:18:18Does he look like he's going to be waking up any time

0:18:18 > 0:18:21in the next millennium? That'll be a no.

0:18:21 > 0:18:23Why don't people listen?

0:18:23 > 0:18:25Banging your head against a brick wall.

0:18:25 > 0:18:29Well, what we're dealing with now is a total waste of human life,

0:18:29 > 0:18:31NHS resources and my time.

0:18:31 > 0:18:35I'm sure the poor bloke didn't realise he'd end up like this.

0:18:35 > 0:18:37That's not really the point, Jasmine, is it, Jac?

0:18:39 > 0:18:41Want to have a look? Yeah.

0:18:45 > 0:18:47Bernie seems to think that you're starting to resemble

0:18:47 > 0:18:49a half-decent doctor.

0:18:49 > 0:18:51Who'd have thought?

0:18:53 > 0:18:56Well? No contusion. Is the right answer.

0:18:56 > 0:18:58Small mercies.

0:18:58 > 0:19:01OK, keep his blood pressure stable. Page me if anything changes.

0:19:01 > 0:19:04Will do. Keep this up and you might find your way back up to Darwin.

0:19:07 > 0:19:09Jac.

0:19:11 > 0:19:13Thanks for that.

0:19:14 > 0:19:17Have you been watching Frozen again?

0:19:19 > 0:19:21What was that all about?

0:19:21 > 0:19:24Nothing. Oh, it didn't look like nothing.

0:19:24 > 0:19:26It's between me and Jac.

0:19:26 > 0:19:30Right, sister stuff? Yeah.

0:19:32 > 0:19:36All set? There's been a hitch.

0:19:36 > 0:19:39A patient at another hospital who went on the urgent list

0:19:39 > 0:19:42virtually the same second as you has deteriorated,

0:19:42 > 0:19:44which means that she gets priority

0:19:44 > 0:19:47even though we thought the heart was yours.

0:19:48 > 0:19:49I see.

0:19:49 > 0:19:51I'm so sorry, Paul.

0:19:51 > 0:19:54Not your fault. Maybe it's a sign, though.

0:19:54 > 0:19:57Of what? That it wasn't meant to be.

0:19:57 > 0:20:02You're being very philosophical. Well, nothing rattles our Paul.

0:20:02 > 0:20:03You'd be surprised.

0:20:07 > 0:20:09I managed to get hold of June.

0:20:11 > 0:20:13She's going to be disappointed.

0:20:13 > 0:20:17Hey, stay positive, all right? We ain't beat yet.

0:20:19 > 0:20:22Tonight is going to be a full-on Britain's Got Talent moment.

0:20:22 > 0:20:23I can't wait...

0:20:23 > 0:20:26Sorry to interrupt - have you seen Mr Goodlass' CT scan yet?

0:20:28 > 0:20:31There you go. Thank you.

0:20:31 > 0:20:34How's it looking? I'm not sure.

0:20:34 > 0:20:36Why, what's up?

0:20:36 > 0:20:39Does that look like free air in the abdomen to you?

0:20:39 > 0:20:42Yeah, it does. Can you get Miss Woolfe for me?

0:20:42 > 0:20:44Yet more Brownie points for someone.

0:20:49 > 0:20:51Sacha. Yeah?

0:20:51 > 0:20:54Darla's symptoms are worse than we thought. How so?

0:20:54 > 0:20:57She's been fainting on and off for weeks now. Really?

0:20:57 > 0:21:00She's got extensive bruising up her legs from the last fall.

0:21:00 > 0:21:03So what would your call be? Full resection of the haemangioma.

0:21:03 > 0:21:05There's no way you're overstating this

0:21:05 > 0:21:07because of the family connection?

0:21:07 > 0:21:09Look, that would make me less inclined to put her through

0:21:09 > 0:21:12invasive surgery if it wasn't essential.

0:21:12 > 0:21:16Well, I'll have to talk to her dad. Thank you. OK.

0:21:19 > 0:21:21No news as of yet. Ah.

0:21:24 > 0:21:25Any sign of June?

0:21:25 > 0:21:28Yeah, she said she's a bit of a drive away.

0:21:28 > 0:21:34Before she gets here, there's something I've got to tell you.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36Go on.

0:21:36 > 0:21:42I've been lucky enough to have had a cracking life

0:21:42 > 0:21:44but the last few years...

0:21:46 > 0:21:50..the joy has drained out of it.

0:21:50 > 0:21:52It's been tough for you.

0:21:52 > 0:21:55I haven't been in work for months.

0:21:55 > 0:21:59Stuck indoors, fading into the armchair like...

0:22:00 > 0:22:02Like the Shroud of Turin!

0:22:02 > 0:22:04HE STRUGGLES FOR BREATH

0:22:05 > 0:22:08All that'll change if you get a new heart.

0:22:09 > 0:22:11What...

0:22:11 > 0:22:14What if I don't want one? Sorry?

0:22:14 > 0:22:20What if I'm so worn out that I can't face any more surgery?

0:22:20 > 0:22:24Paul... And that I'm just hanging on there...

0:22:25 > 0:22:29..because it's what June wants.

0:22:29 > 0:22:30But you've always been so...

0:22:30 > 0:22:35You know, all those other patients praying for

0:22:35 > 0:22:38a chance and I don't want mine.

0:22:39 > 0:22:42You've just had major cardiac surgery. I know but...

0:22:42 > 0:22:43You're not thinking straight!

0:22:43 > 0:22:47I've felt like this for a long time.

0:22:50 > 0:22:53Take me off the transplant list. I really don't want to do that.

0:22:53 > 0:22:57Give somebody else a chance. Now, look, you might...

0:22:57 > 0:22:59I can't take any more. Paul...

0:22:59 > 0:23:03If anything happens to me whilst I'm in here...

0:23:04 > 0:23:07..don't try to save me.

0:23:09 > 0:23:12Can't beat standing around watching a chest drain get fitted.

0:23:12 > 0:23:15It's Jasmine's fault you're here.

0:23:15 > 0:23:17I believe the free air was your spot.

0:23:17 > 0:23:21Certainly was. It's good work. Thanks.

0:23:21 > 0:23:23Shouldn't you be out on the ward?

0:23:23 > 0:23:27I'm on a break. I just wanted to see how he was doing.

0:23:27 > 0:23:28Still in a coma!

0:23:28 > 0:23:31Well, that should keep his respiratory troubles at bay.

0:23:31 > 0:23:35Dr Burrows, could you tie the drain? Of course.

0:23:36 > 0:23:39You can staple when I've closed him up, if you like? Great...

0:23:39 > 0:23:422/0 Vicryl, please.

0:23:49 > 0:23:52So what do we do now? Not sure.

0:23:52 > 0:23:53Is he top of the list? Well, that's the problem.

0:23:53 > 0:23:55Don't tell me someone else jumped the queue!

0:23:55 > 0:23:58He doesn't want to be in the queue any more What?

0:23:58 > 0:24:01He wants me to take his name off the list. Why?

0:24:01 > 0:24:03He's tired, June. Aren't we all?

0:24:03 > 0:24:06The heart attacks, the surgery, it's taken its toll.

0:24:06 > 0:24:09So you agree with him? I can't force him to stay on the list.

0:24:09 > 0:24:12Well, I can. Right, go easy.

0:24:13 > 0:24:17Hiya, love. Has the morphine gone to your head?!

0:24:17 > 0:24:19HE LAUGHS

0:24:19 > 0:24:21That's what Mo said.

0:24:21 > 0:24:24You've got the chance of a new heart. Had.

0:24:24 > 0:24:26Another one will come up.

0:24:27 > 0:24:30I can't take any more. Of course you can!

0:24:30 > 0:24:33Nice and calm, yeah?

0:24:33 > 0:24:38Four heart attacks, kidneys packing up,

0:24:38 > 0:24:42a gizmo inside my chest shocking me back to life every other day...

0:24:44 > 0:24:47That gizmo's kept you going.

0:24:47 > 0:24:52I wish I had the strength to carry on.

0:24:54 > 0:24:56This isn't what love's about.

0:25:04 > 0:25:07I'm done.

0:25:07 > 0:25:09I'll give you guys some time.

0:25:21 > 0:25:24Got this weird sense of deja vu.

0:25:24 > 0:25:28I'm supposed to do it three times a day. Right.

0:25:28 > 0:25:33Why don't you give it a go? Oh, I'd feel a bit stupid... OK.

0:25:33 > 0:25:36Just close your eyes and breathe.

0:25:42 > 0:25:46Jac was a bit hardcore on our farmer. Can you blame her?

0:25:46 > 0:25:48I know he didn't follow her advice but...

0:25:48 > 0:25:51And he ended up in a coma.

0:25:56 > 0:25:58You ever wonder why she is the way she is?

0:25:58 > 0:26:00What do you mean?

0:26:00 > 0:26:04I don't know, do you think maybe the care home affected her, too?

0:26:07 > 0:26:10What would you know about it? Well, I don't...

0:26:10 > 0:26:13You weren't there. No, but...

0:26:13 > 0:26:16So how could you possibly have an opinion worth listening to?

0:26:18 > 0:26:21I just mean...

0:26:21 > 0:26:24how could you even imagine what the two of us went through?

0:26:24 > 0:26:27I didn't mean...

0:26:27 > 0:26:30Well, that's what bonds me and Jac -

0:26:30 > 0:26:33not some vague family connection, but real life.

0:27:00 > 0:27:03KNOCK AT DOOR Come in.

0:27:05 > 0:27:08Mr Griffin, what can I do for you?

0:27:15 > 0:27:17Something you need?

0:27:22 > 0:27:23This is for you.

0:27:23 > 0:27:25Ah, you shouldn't have...

0:27:28 > 0:27:30You'll need this.

0:27:30 > 0:27:32What is it?

0:27:32 > 0:27:33Open it.

0:27:37 > 0:27:38That's beautiful.

0:27:41 > 0:27:44You're a good doctor, a great surgeon,

0:27:44 > 0:27:46a credit to this hospital.

0:27:48 > 0:27:50We're going to miss you.

0:27:52 > 0:27:53Thank you, Mr Griffin.

0:28:01 > 0:28:02Oh...

0:28:04 > 0:28:06You'd better write me that postcard.

0:28:17 > 0:28:19MO SIGHS

0:28:26 > 0:28:27How's he doing?

0:28:27 > 0:28:29No change.

0:28:29 > 0:28:30Found any family yet?

0:28:30 > 0:28:33There's a brother in Australia - we're waiting for a call back.

0:28:36 > 0:28:40So, are you all set for that thing at Mo Effanga's leaving do?

0:28:40 > 0:28:43Yeah, are you? Yeah, I can't wait.

0:28:43 > 0:28:45MACHINE BEEPS

0:28:50 > 0:28:51He's in respiratory arrest.

0:28:51 > 0:28:53Look at his drain.

0:28:53 > 0:28:54OK, he's got a haemopneumothorax.

0:28:54 > 0:28:56BP's dropping.

0:28:56 > 0:28:58We can't lose him, Morv. We are trying, Jaz.

0:29:02 > 0:29:06Mo, he's still digging his heels in.

0:29:06 > 0:29:09Well, he's obviously been building up to this for ages.

0:29:09 > 0:29:12You know, I gave up a cracking job in the city to

0:29:12 > 0:29:14open that restaurant.

0:29:14 > 0:29:16Good money, decent pension...

0:29:16 > 0:29:18It was worth it, though.

0:29:18 > 0:29:19Yeah, I know that, but...

0:29:19 > 0:29:21What?

0:29:21 > 0:29:25If I could make that sacrifice for him,

0:29:25 > 0:29:27why can't he do this for me?

0:29:27 > 0:29:29MACHINE BEEPS Mo!

0:29:29 > 0:29:30Zosh.

0:29:30 > 0:29:33Heart rate's up, BP's down, looks like SVT...

0:29:33 > 0:29:35It's all right, love. The gizmo'll fix it.

0:29:35 > 0:29:38The gizmo's not going to fix this. Paul. OK, one, two, three...

0:29:38 > 0:29:41Come on, Paul. Paul... Paul, come on, can you hear me?

0:29:41 > 0:29:43June, come with me. Come away.

0:29:43 > 0:29:44Come on, Paul.

0:29:44 > 0:29:47MACHINE BEEPS

0:29:47 > 0:29:49Come on.

0:29:50 > 0:29:52This is my fault.

0:29:52 > 0:29:53Dr Burrows...

0:29:53 > 0:29:54I knew there were respiratory issues.

0:29:54 > 0:29:55Yes, you did.

0:29:55 > 0:29:57That's not helpful.

0:29:57 > 0:29:59Certainly not for my mortality figures.

0:29:59 > 0:30:01I should have monitored him more closely.

0:30:01 > 0:30:04Hey, don't be so hard on yourself.

0:30:04 > 0:30:06Look, Fran's right, Jaz.

0:30:06 > 0:30:09It might say haemopneumothorax on the death certificate,

0:30:09 > 0:30:13but we all know that the real cause were the appalling crush injuries

0:30:13 > 0:30:16that left the patient in an irretrievable coma...

0:30:16 > 0:30:17And my lack of attention.

0:30:17 > 0:30:21At worst, it was an oversight that happened while you were

0:30:21 > 0:30:24working absolutely in the patient's best interests.

0:30:24 > 0:30:25Best interests?

0:30:25 > 0:30:28The important thing is to learn from the experience in order to

0:30:28 > 0:30:29become a better doctor.

0:30:31 > 0:30:32Will it go on my record?

0:30:32 > 0:30:35Possibly, if someone makes a complaint.

0:30:35 > 0:30:37We will give the next of kin full disclosure,

0:30:37 > 0:30:40but we will also be stressing that Mr Goodlass arrived

0:30:40 > 0:30:42at the hospital in a critical condition.

0:30:42 > 0:30:44Right, are we done here?

0:30:44 > 0:30:47Unless anyone has anything else to add...

0:30:53 > 0:30:54Happens to the best of us.

0:31:12 > 0:31:14Oh, you certainly kept me on my toes.

0:31:16 > 0:31:19PAUL GROANS That'll be your ribs.

0:31:19 > 0:31:21I had to give you chest compressions.

0:31:24 > 0:31:26Where's... Where's June?

0:31:26 > 0:31:28Loo.

0:31:28 > 0:31:33I told you I didn't want to be resuscitated.

0:31:33 > 0:31:35And I told you that's not an option for today.

0:31:35 > 0:31:40If you're not going to listen to me,

0:31:40 > 0:31:43I'm going to have to find another way...

0:31:43 > 0:31:45What do you mean?

0:31:45 > 0:31:50I'll get my defibrillator switched off.

0:31:50 > 0:31:52That's your prerogative,

0:31:52 > 0:31:54but it won't be today because of your op,

0:31:54 > 0:31:57and not until you've spoken to a counsellor either.

0:31:57 > 0:32:01I'm trying to give you the best chance of making the right decision.

0:32:01 > 0:32:03HE BREATHES HEAVILY

0:32:06 > 0:32:08So, you're the famous Darla.

0:32:08 > 0:32:09It's lovely to meet you.

0:32:09 > 0:32:10This is Dom.

0:32:12 > 0:32:13And this is Lofty.

0:32:15 > 0:32:18Um, we were just wondering whether or not you had any questions

0:32:18 > 0:32:20you wanted to ask us before theatre.

0:32:20 > 0:32:22Is my grandad a good boss?

0:32:22 > 0:32:24DOM GIGGLES Um...

0:32:24 > 0:32:26Yes, if a little scary.

0:32:26 > 0:32:28More importantly, is he a good grandad?

0:32:28 > 0:32:30I'll tell you when I know him better.

0:32:30 > 0:32:32He's not much of a Scrabble player.

0:32:32 > 0:32:34No? He's good.

0:32:34 > 0:32:36Not as good as you, though.

0:32:36 > 0:32:39I'm terrible at Scrabble.

0:32:39 > 0:32:40I can't spell for toffee.

0:32:40 > 0:32:43I'm more of a jigsaw man myself.

0:32:43 > 0:32:44Yeah?

0:32:44 > 0:32:49Yeah, me and my mum used to spend hours back in Clacton,

0:32:49 > 0:32:52piecing together tiny little bits of the Eiffel Tower.

0:32:55 > 0:32:55What?

0:32:55 > 0:32:57Nothing.

0:32:57 > 0:33:00Jigsaws are a bit sad.

0:33:00 > 0:33:03No, they are not!

0:33:03 > 0:33:05They're making a comeback, I think you'll find.

0:33:05 > 0:33:07Well, I think it's a lovely picture -

0:33:07 > 0:33:09you, your mum and Paris in pieces.

0:33:18 > 0:33:20LIFT CHIMES

0:33:20 > 0:33:21Mo! Yeah?

0:33:21 > 0:33:23The patient who got the heart died before it arrived.

0:33:23 > 0:33:26So, where is it now? On its way here.

0:33:26 > 0:33:26Right.

0:33:26 > 0:33:29I thought you'd be delighted. I am...

0:33:29 > 0:33:30But?

0:33:30 > 0:33:32We've got a problem.

0:33:32 > 0:33:33You still want it, don't you? Course.

0:33:33 > 0:33:35Cos if you don't, it's going to go to the next patient.

0:33:35 > 0:33:38Yeah, I just need a bit more time. Why? Patient's got cold feet.

0:33:38 > 0:33:42Since when? Look, just make it quick, Mo.

0:33:42 > 0:33:44MO SIGHS

0:33:49 > 0:33:51There's nothing to worry about in there, you know.

0:33:51 > 0:33:53I'm not. I think it's cool.

0:33:53 > 0:33:56Obviously inherited Grandad's interest in surgery...

0:33:56 > 0:33:58It's more her mother's fearless streak. Hmm?

0:33:58 > 0:34:00All set?

0:34:00 > 0:34:02I thought you weren't allowed to operate.

0:34:02 > 0:34:04I'll only be in there as an observer.

0:34:04 > 0:34:05Right.

0:34:11 > 0:34:15HE WHISPERS A PRAYER

0:34:15 > 0:34:16Amen.

0:34:16 > 0:34:17Amen.

0:34:20 > 0:34:21I love you, Sweet Pea.

0:34:23 > 0:34:25I'm scared, Dad.

0:34:25 > 0:34:27Don't worry, it'll be fine.

0:34:31 > 0:34:32OK?

0:34:35 > 0:34:36Shall we?

0:34:42 > 0:34:43Love you.

0:34:49 > 0:34:50Nothing's changed.

0:34:50 > 0:34:52For God's sake... Just think about it.

0:34:52 > 0:34:54He hasn't got time to think. Say yes.

0:34:54 > 0:34:56PHONE RINGS

0:35:03 > 0:35:05The clock's ticking.

0:35:05 > 0:35:06Oh, I can't stand this!

0:35:06 > 0:35:08RINGING CONTINUES

0:35:14 > 0:35:17MO SIGHS

0:35:17 > 0:35:19The main difficulty's going to be disconnecting

0:35:19 > 0:35:21the blood vessels before you remove the lump.

0:35:21 > 0:35:22Yup, absolutely.

0:35:22 > 0:35:24Plus, there's an extra loop of vessels within,

0:35:24 > 0:35:26which could compromise circulation. I've got it.

0:35:26 > 0:35:29And you're going to have to watch out for thrombocytopenia...

0:35:29 > 0:35:30Ric... Hmm?

0:35:30 > 0:35:33I'm on it like a car bonnet.

0:35:33 > 0:35:34What?

0:35:34 > 0:35:37She's in good... if, you know, massive hands.

0:35:39 > 0:35:41Yeah. Just let me do my job.

0:35:42 > 0:35:43Yeah.

0:35:44 > 0:35:48KNOCK AT DOOR Derwood...

0:35:48 > 0:35:50Derwood.

0:35:50 > 0:35:53Sorry, I was in the middle of a uterine prolapse.

0:35:53 > 0:35:55It's about Paul.

0:35:55 > 0:35:57Yeah, I thought you'd be in surgery with him by now...

0:35:57 > 0:35:59Yeah, OK, so he lost out on the heart,

0:35:59 > 0:36:02and then the other patient died, so now it's bounced back to us,

0:36:02 > 0:36:04only Paul's refusing the transplant,

0:36:04 > 0:36:06and so I have to try and get him to change his mind

0:36:06 > 0:36:08before Essie has to turn it down.

0:36:08 > 0:36:10But why doesn't he want it?

0:36:10 > 0:36:12It's a long story.

0:36:12 > 0:36:14Can you talk to him for me?

0:36:14 > 0:36:15What could I possibly say to him?

0:36:15 > 0:36:17Come on, he thinks you're the bee's knees.

0:36:17 > 0:36:20Yeah, but surely this is a matter between him and June...

0:36:20 > 0:36:22Derwood, you're my only hope.

0:36:22 > 0:36:23Please.

0:36:24 > 0:36:26I can't believe Mo's leaving.

0:36:26 > 0:36:28I know.

0:36:28 > 0:36:30But our favourite downstairs doctor's staying put.

0:36:30 > 0:36:33Dom! Do you have to?

0:36:33 > 0:36:36I thought they'd mate for life.

0:36:36 > 0:36:37They're not a pair of swans.

0:36:37 > 0:36:39DOM GIGGLES You know what I mean.

0:36:39 > 0:36:42Could we please concentrate on the patient, Dr Copeland?

0:36:42 > 0:36:44Sorry, Mr Griffin.

0:36:44 > 0:36:47WHISPERING: I forgot you were staring at me through the window.

0:36:47 > 0:36:49How's it looking, Sacha?

0:36:49 > 0:36:53It's attached to the mesentery of the bowel, which isn't helping.

0:36:53 > 0:36:56Where do you plan to start the resection?

0:36:56 > 0:36:58I'm still working on it.

0:37:20 > 0:37:21Paul...

0:37:21 > 0:37:23PAUL GROANS

0:37:26 > 0:37:28What's all this about, my old friend?

0:37:30 > 0:37:32Ah...

0:37:35 > 0:37:37I'm scared.

0:37:37 > 0:37:38What about?

0:37:39 > 0:37:42More pain,

0:37:42 > 0:37:44being a burden...

0:37:46 > 0:37:50Not doing the things that...

0:37:50 > 0:37:53that really matter to me.

0:37:53 > 0:37:57But you've got the love of a good woman, haven't you?

0:37:57 > 0:38:00Yeah. Yeah, I know.

0:38:00 > 0:38:02What could matter more than that?

0:38:06 > 0:38:12See, Paul, you've been offered a living, beating heart

0:38:12 > 0:38:16from another human being who's willing to

0:38:16 > 0:38:20make that sacrifice for you,

0:38:20 > 0:38:22and you can take that new heart,

0:38:22 > 0:38:26and, you know, I'll see you get out of this bed,

0:38:26 > 0:38:32and be breathing and feeling and living and loving,

0:38:32 > 0:38:36and, with all this renewed energy you can have,

0:38:36 > 0:38:39maybe cooking again,

0:38:39 > 0:38:42and feeling like a new man.

0:38:42 > 0:38:47Why would anyone turn that chance down?

0:38:47 > 0:38:51Because this is a chance for you to spend more time with your wife,

0:38:51 > 0:38:55not as a burden or anything like that,

0:38:55 > 0:39:00but as her partner in life.

0:39:11 > 0:39:14OK... OK...

0:39:18 > 0:39:20Let's do it.

0:39:20 > 0:39:22Let's do it!

0:39:38 > 0:39:40Essie, it's Mo.

0:39:40 > 0:39:42We're on.

0:39:49 > 0:39:51Dom, can you lift that for me, please? Thank you.

0:39:51 > 0:39:53How are you doing?

0:39:53 > 0:39:56Just separating this last section from the bowel.

0:39:56 > 0:39:58Almost done.

0:39:58 > 0:40:00Damn. I knew it...

0:40:00 > 0:40:01What's the problem?

0:40:01 > 0:40:03Can you run cell saver, please? Thank you. Sacha?

0:40:03 > 0:40:05There's a tear lower in the mesentery.

0:40:05 > 0:40:07MACHINE BEEPS It's almost impossible to avoid it.

0:40:07 > 0:40:09BP's falling. Right, clamps...

0:40:09 > 0:40:11You need to get control of the inflow and outflow.

0:40:11 > 0:40:13That's exactly what we're doing.

0:40:13 > 0:40:16She's losing too much blood. Have you got any hetastarch?

0:40:16 > 0:40:17We've got saline.

0:40:17 > 0:40:19Well, call the coordinator and get some hetastarch.

0:40:19 > 0:40:21MACHINE CHIMES BP's still falling.

0:40:21 > 0:40:23Can you run a bag of saline in stat, please? Thank you.

0:40:23 > 0:40:25I'm coming in. Ric, we've got it.

0:40:25 > 0:40:26No, I need to be part of this.

0:40:26 > 0:40:31I'm resisting the temptation to call security, Mr Griffin.

0:40:31 > 0:40:33BEEPING RETURNS TO NORMAL

0:40:40 > 0:40:42PAUL GROANS

0:40:42 > 0:40:43Done...

0:40:43 > 0:40:45OK, let's get you prepped and into theatre.

0:40:45 > 0:40:47Not so fast.

0:40:47 > 0:40:48Oh, what now?

0:40:48 > 0:40:51You've got a party to go to.

0:40:51 > 0:40:53I'll take this one.

0:40:53 > 0:40:54Nah, it's fine.

0:40:54 > 0:40:56I insist.

0:40:56 > 0:40:58It's, erm... It's Jac, erm...

0:40:58 > 0:40:59Naylor.

0:40:59 > 0:41:00Yeah. Naylor, yeah.

0:41:00 > 0:41:01Yes.

0:41:01 > 0:41:03Mo's always going on about how brilliant you are.

0:41:03 > 0:41:05Oh, is she now?

0:41:05 > 0:41:08If you're good enough for Mo... PAUL CHUCKLES

0:41:08 > 0:41:09Are you sure?

0:41:09 > 0:41:10Out.

0:41:23 > 0:41:25Is she out of theatre yet? Yes.

0:41:25 > 0:41:26How is she?

0:41:26 > 0:41:28Separating the haemangioma from the bowel proved to be

0:41:28 > 0:41:30a bit more difficult than anticipated.

0:41:30 > 0:41:31Is she all right, though?

0:41:31 > 0:41:33Mr Levy had to extend the incision to control the situation,

0:41:33 > 0:41:35which caused an issue with... Is she all right?!

0:41:35 > 0:41:37Thankfully, yes. Thankfully?!

0:41:37 > 0:41:40So it WAS touch and go? Yeah, I didn't say that.

0:41:40 > 0:41:41She wasn't even your patient.

0:41:41 > 0:41:43I had her best interests at heart.

0:41:43 > 0:41:46Look, this isn't some random case. This is my daughter!

0:41:46 > 0:41:47And my granddaughter.

0:41:47 > 0:41:50You're not seriously trying to stake some sort of emotional claim on her?

0:41:50 > 0:41:52Because you have never been there, not her whole life...

0:41:52 > 0:41:55I'm here now, son, if you'll just let me help... Don't call me son!

0:41:55 > 0:41:57You're not my father.

0:41:57 > 0:42:00You've never been there for me, not for me or Darla,

0:42:00 > 0:42:01not for anything...

0:42:07 > 0:42:09Hmm?

0:42:09 > 0:42:10Nope, not that one.

0:42:10 > 0:42:13LIFT CHIMES

0:42:13 > 0:42:15Mr T's all over her in every single shot.

0:42:15 > 0:42:17Oh, Bandit at 6 o'clock.

0:42:17 > 0:42:18See you later!

0:42:18 > 0:42:21Yep... Mo!

0:42:21 > 0:42:22Yo.

0:42:22 > 0:42:23Look, erm... I, erm...

0:42:23 > 0:42:25I know that we've had our moments,

0:42:25 > 0:42:27given everything that we've been through in the past...

0:42:27 > 0:42:29Ah, it's all in the past. Good.

0:42:29 > 0:42:32Now, I'm sure that you've heard from...

0:42:32 > 0:42:33well, just about everyone,

0:42:33 > 0:42:36just what a fantastic surgeon we all think you are.

0:42:37 > 0:42:41For me, personally...

0:42:41 > 0:42:43eh, I'm not convinced.

0:42:45 > 0:42:47Hope you're going to do something with that weave

0:42:47 > 0:42:49before tonight, love!

0:42:49 > 0:42:50MO LAUGHS WEAKLY

0:42:50 > 0:42:52Can I get an espresso, please, double?

0:42:59 > 0:43:00Are you OK?

0:43:00 > 0:43:01Not particularly.

0:43:01 > 0:43:03Well, we did our best by him.

0:43:03 > 0:43:05It's a real shame you didn't notice the drain

0:43:05 > 0:43:07filling up with blood sooner.

0:43:07 > 0:43:09I was doing my ABC checks.

0:43:09 > 0:43:13Who's to say the bleed didn't start while you were still in the room?

0:43:13 > 0:43:14Nothing, I just...

0:43:14 > 0:43:16We both made mistakes.

0:43:16 > 0:43:20Unless, of course, you're trying to shift the blame elsewhere?

0:43:20 > 0:43:22A man died.

0:43:22 > 0:43:24I know. That's what I'm concerned about.

0:43:24 > 0:43:26Well, these things happen.

0:43:26 > 0:43:28What kind of a thing is that to say?

0:43:28 > 0:43:29It's true, isn't it?

0:43:29 > 0:43:31You're talking about a human being.

0:43:31 > 0:43:33Well, at least it's done Jac a favour.

0:43:35 > 0:43:37What is the deal with you and her?

0:43:37 > 0:43:39Deal? You hang off her every word.

0:43:39 > 0:43:41Well, that's rich, coming from you.

0:43:41 > 0:43:44Look, why don't you just leave her alone for five minutes?

0:43:44 > 0:43:47You make me sound like some sort of...

0:43:47 > 0:43:48Go on, say it.

0:43:50 > 0:43:51SHE SCOFFS

0:43:51 > 0:43:53DOOR CLANGS

0:43:56 > 0:43:59PHONE CHIMES Q-I...

0:43:59 > 0:44:01Qi?

0:44:01 > 0:44:02That's not a word.

0:44:02 > 0:44:03Yes, it is.

0:44:03 > 0:44:05Oh, "chi"!

0:44:07 > 0:44:10You know what? You're the sneakiest Scrabble player I've ever met.

0:44:10 > 0:44:12Finally got your own room?

0:44:12 > 0:44:13Hey!

0:44:13 > 0:44:14How's she doing?

0:44:14 > 0:44:17She's doing really, really well. Good.

0:44:17 > 0:44:19I think she needs some time with her dad.

0:44:19 > 0:44:21Right, this isn't over. OK?

0:44:22 > 0:44:23Thanks.

0:44:23 > 0:44:27Hey, how are you doing?

0:44:27 > 0:44:30Bit sore but...

0:44:30 > 0:44:32Oh, sorry, I'll come back later.

0:44:32 > 0:44:34No, stay.

0:44:34 > 0:44:36You need to rest.

0:44:36 > 0:44:38I want to ask you something first.

0:44:40 > 0:44:44OK, go ahead.

0:44:44 > 0:44:46Will you come to ours for tea?

0:44:48 > 0:44:49Oh, Darla...

0:44:49 > 0:44:55The way I see it, it's like fate, me being sick.

0:44:55 > 0:44:56You've lost me.

0:44:56 > 0:44:59It's brought us back together as a family.

0:45:01 > 0:45:03RIC SIGHS

0:45:03 > 0:45:07Well, I guess you could look at it like that.

0:45:07 > 0:45:09So, is that a yes?

0:45:12 > 0:45:14Well, that's up to your father.

0:45:14 > 0:45:16Dad...?

0:45:16 > 0:45:18KOFI SIGHS Dad?

0:45:20 > 0:45:23Since when did I get a say in anything? Hmm?

0:45:30 > 0:45:34I'll be down with the rest in a minute... OK.

0:45:34 > 0:45:36All set?

0:45:36 > 0:45:38Yeah.

0:45:38 > 0:45:40I just came to say goodbye and good luck.

0:45:40 > 0:45:42PAUL COUGHS Careful now.

0:45:46 > 0:45:47Bye, Paul.

0:45:47 > 0:45:50Ah... Be happy, yeah?

0:45:53 > 0:45:54June!

0:45:54 > 0:45:56THEY CHUCKLE

0:45:56 > 0:45:57Thank you.

0:45:59 > 0:46:01You take care of yourself.

0:46:01 > 0:46:03And who's going to take care of you?

0:46:03 > 0:46:05Oh, don't worry about me. I'm a big girl.

0:46:05 > 0:46:08Even big girls need their soul mate.

0:46:15 > 0:46:17Kofi...

0:46:17 > 0:46:18Can I just say something?

0:46:18 > 0:46:21Me first, please.

0:46:21 > 0:46:22Fine.

0:46:25 > 0:46:29I haven't been any kind of father to you, we both know that,

0:46:29 > 0:46:33but I hope that it's not too late for me

0:46:33 > 0:46:37to be part of your life and Darla's.

0:46:37 > 0:46:42I know that you're doing your best in really difficult circumstances,

0:46:42 > 0:46:45and I just want to help, whatever way I can.

0:46:45 > 0:46:49Whether it's spending time with Darla when you're at work

0:46:49 > 0:46:53or something else, I mean, it's up to you,

0:46:53 > 0:47:00but at least give me the chance to make a positive difference.

0:47:03 > 0:47:05And if you decide to walk away again?

0:47:05 > 0:47:08I won't.

0:47:08 > 0:47:10How do I know that?

0:47:10 > 0:47:12I wouldn't do that to my granddaughter.

0:47:18 > 0:47:20I'm sorry for how I behaved earlier.

0:47:20 > 0:47:23Oh, forget it.

0:47:23 > 0:47:24She's all I've got.

0:47:26 > 0:47:27I know.

0:47:31 > 0:47:32Life's so hard sometimes.

0:47:34 > 0:47:35So let me help...

0:47:55 > 0:47:57Hey, are you still going to Mo's thing tonight?

0:47:57 > 0:47:59No, I'm not in the party mood.

0:47:59 > 0:48:01Oh, a few drinks might help.

0:48:01 > 0:48:03Bring our patient back to life?

0:48:03 > 0:48:05What about the big surprise?

0:48:05 > 0:48:07They'll be fine without me.

0:48:07 > 0:48:10No hard feelings, eh?

0:48:10 > 0:48:11No.

0:48:11 > 0:48:13Well, if you change your mind...

0:48:25 > 0:48:27Jac... Yeah?

0:48:27 > 0:48:28I really appreciate this.

0:48:28 > 0:48:30Not a problem.

0:48:30 > 0:48:32Thanks.

0:48:32 > 0:48:34Senior Consultant, eh?

0:48:34 > 0:48:36Yeah.

0:48:36 > 0:48:39Maybe all that guff about the tortoise and the hare is true.

0:48:39 > 0:48:40Maybe.

0:48:42 > 0:48:44And what about Derwood?

0:48:46 > 0:48:49Ah, all that soul mate stuff is a bit of a myth if you ask me...

0:48:49 > 0:48:51SHE EXHALES

0:48:52 > 0:48:55You know, I have to say, it's pretty impressive.

0:48:55 > 0:48:57What is?

0:48:57 > 0:49:01A black, working-class woman making senior consultant

0:49:01 > 0:49:03alongside the public schoolboys,

0:49:03 > 0:49:05the privilege and the backslapping...

0:49:07 > 0:49:11I take my hat off to you, Mo Effanga.

0:49:13 > 0:49:15MUSIC: Love Is All Around by Wet Wet Wet

0:49:15 > 0:49:18# I feel it in my fingers

0:49:18 > 0:49:21# I feel it in my toes

0:49:26 > 0:49:29# Love is all around me

0:49:29 > 0:49:33# And so the feeling grows

0:49:37 > 0:49:40# It's written on the wind... #

0:49:40 > 0:49:44DERWOOD SOBS # It's everywhere I go

0:49:44 > 0:49:46# Oh, yes, it is... #

0:49:46 > 0:49:48LOUD DANCE MUSIC PLAYS

0:49:50 > 0:49:52LAUGHTER

0:49:59 > 0:50:01Is there still no sign? Mm-mm.

0:50:01 > 0:50:02Nah, maybe she got caught up in surgery.

0:50:02 > 0:50:04Jac took her transplant case, so...

0:50:04 > 0:50:06She seemed all set when I left.

0:50:06 > 0:50:07She's here!

0:50:07 > 0:50:09OK, action stations, everyone!

0:50:13 > 0:50:15CHEERING

0:50:19 > 0:50:20Evening.

0:50:22 > 0:50:24How do you mistake Mo Effanga for a giant Swede?

0:50:24 > 0:50:25Here she comes.

0:50:25 > 0:50:27CHEERING

0:50:45 > 0:50:48Yes, is that HR?

0:50:48 > 0:50:49I'm calling from AAU.

0:50:53 > 0:50:55I'd like to make a complaint about a member of staff.

0:50:57 > 0:51:00No, I'd rather not give my name, if that's OK.

0:51:03 > 0:51:06Yeah, it's about Dr Jasmine Burrows.

0:51:06 > 0:51:10She made a serious error which led to the death of a patient.

0:51:13 > 0:51:15Onward and upward...

0:51:15 > 0:51:16Cheers, Mo.

0:51:16 > 0:51:18Cheers!

0:51:18 > 0:51:20MUSIC STOPS

0:51:20 > 0:51:21What's going on?

0:51:21 > 0:51:22I have no idea.

0:51:22 > 0:51:24But I think you need to stand here.

0:51:26 > 0:51:27OK...

0:51:29 > 0:51:30Ready?

0:51:30 > 0:51:32As I'll ever be...

0:51:32 > 0:51:35Right, OK, listen up! Got a few words from the guvnor!

0:51:38 > 0:51:44Thank you. Well, what can one say about Maureen Effanga?

0:51:44 > 0:51:48A force of nature, an admired colleague,

0:51:48 > 0:51:51an exemplary doctor...

0:51:51 > 0:51:56Your commitment, your loyalty and your spirit

0:51:56 > 0:51:57will be very much missed.

0:51:59 > 0:52:03Mo, we all love you like mad, all right?

0:52:03 > 0:52:08It's true. So much so we're prepared to make total idiots of ourselves...

0:52:08 > 0:52:11Your symptoms, please, Mr V.

0:52:11 > 0:52:12Oh. Ah...

0:52:12 > 0:52:14MUSIC: Love Is All Around by Wet Wet Wet

0:52:14 > 0:52:16I feel it in my fingers.

0:52:18 > 0:52:20I feel it in my toes...

0:52:20 > 0:52:21Thanks, Ollie!

0:52:21 > 0:52:23MO LAUGHS

0:52:25 > 0:52:29# The love that's all around Mo

0:52:29 > 0:52:32# Even when she goes

0:52:36 > 0:52:40# It's written on your heart

0:52:40 > 0:52:43# It's everywhere you go

0:52:44 > 0:52:46# Mo

0:52:48 > 0:52:51# In every heart you've mended

0:52:51 > 0:52:55# Come on, Mo, let it show

0:53:03 > 0:53:05# Mo knows she loves us

0:53:05 > 0:53:08# She always will

0:53:08 > 0:53:13# She mends our hearts with her very own skill

0:53:13 > 0:53:19# Mo knows no beginning and Mo knows no end

0:53:19 > 0:53:27# Cos on Mo's love you can depend... #

0:53:30 > 0:53:33BABY GURGLES

0:53:33 > 0:53:35Hey.

0:53:35 > 0:53:38Nope, Mummy's at her special party,

0:53:38 > 0:53:42so Daddy is just going to get his bag,

0:53:42 > 0:53:44and then you and I are going to go home,

0:53:44 > 0:53:48and we're going to have milk and some lovely stories, OK?

0:53:50 > 0:53:51Derwood...

0:53:56 > 0:54:01I've been stupid and proud and blind.

0:54:03 > 0:54:04I know you only said what you did

0:54:04 > 0:54:09because you care about me and Hector,

0:54:09 > 0:54:13but it hurt me so much to think that you didn't believe in me as...

0:54:13 > 0:54:15as a mum and a surgeon...

0:54:19 > 0:54:22The real problem is I don't think I've ever believed that

0:54:22 > 0:54:25I deserve to be happy,

0:54:25 > 0:54:30and that's why I push you away, mess you around, string you along...

0:54:33 > 0:54:35I understand if you if you've fallen out of love with me,

0:54:35 > 0:54:38but I just want you to know,

0:54:38 > 0:54:43you and our son are all that matter to me.

0:54:43 > 0:54:45Your love is all that counts.

0:54:47 > 0:54:53So, if there's the slightest chance that one day you can forgive me...

0:54:53 > 0:54:55Shh.

0:55:02 > 0:55:04You had me at "Derwood".

0:55:17 > 0:55:20BABY GIGGLES

0:55:20 > 0:55:22Whoo!

0:55:23 > 0:55:27# It's written on your heart Whoa-oh-oh

0:55:27 > 0:55:30# Everywhere I go... #

0:55:30 > 0:55:31Yeah! Whoo!

0:55:34 > 0:55:38# In every heart you've mended

0:55:38 > 0:55:41# Come on and let it show

0:55:41 > 0:55:44# Mo

0:55:44 > 0:55:46# Come on and let it show

0:55:46 > 0:55:49# Come on, Mo, let it Oh, yeah

0:55:49 > 0:55:52# Come on, Mo, let it show

0:55:52 > 0:55:54# Come on, Mo, let it

0:55:54 > 0:55:57# Come on, Mo, let it show

0:55:57 > 0:55:59# Come on, Mo let it... #

0:55:59 > 0:56:01Oh, I love you, Mr T.

0:56:01 > 0:56:03I love you, too, Maureen.

0:56:03 > 0:56:05Ah, I really hate that name.

0:56:05 > 0:56:06Yeah, I know!

0:56:08 > 0:56:12Oh, you're going to pay for that one! Oh, yeah!

0:56:12 > 0:56:14SIREN WAILS Oh, by the way. Yeah?

0:56:14 > 0:56:16I'm pregnant.

0:56:16 > 0:56:17What?!

0:56:17 > 0:56:19I'm kidding!

0:56:19 > 0:56:21THEY LAUGH

0:56:54 > 0:56:56Stand by for a major incident.

0:56:58 > 0:57:01On a day that shocked the UK...