0:00:02 > 0:00:03Aiden Hammond. Fell down and cracked his head.
0:00:03 > 0:00:06- Have you had any headaches? - No. I'm as sharp as ever.
0:00:06 > 0:00:08Be honest with me. What do you think it is?
0:00:08 > 0:00:10Cancer.
0:00:13 > 0:00:15# Oh, je t'aime Je t'aime
0:00:15 > 0:00:16# Je t'aime! #
0:00:16 > 0:00:19All right, it was fantastic. I'm not used to this.
0:00:19 > 0:00:25I don't know what to do because...well, it makes me scared.
0:00:25 > 0:00:29Perhaps you ought to consider whether flirting is the right way of going about things.
0:00:29 > 0:00:31Oh!
0:00:31 > 0:00:33Be careful, Zosia.
0:00:33 > 0:00:35I warned you. He's dangerous.
0:01:18 > 0:01:19Tom Blume, 37.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21Fell from the cab in his crane
0:01:21 > 0:01:22onto an adjacent roof,
0:01:22 > 0:01:25which could be considered a miracle, depending on how you look at it.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28Multiple injuries - collapsed lung, broken ribs, clavicle, wrist,
0:01:28 > 0:01:30serious internal bleeding.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Helicopter lot intubated. The rest is up to us.
0:01:32 > 0:01:33- Morven.- I'm ready.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Right. Open him up.
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Oh. Moonlighting as a croupier now?
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Black tie ball.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51At least until Tristan called his ridiculous meeting.
0:01:51 > 0:01:52It's a bit late.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Yeah, I have a feeling I'll be taking
0:01:54 > 0:01:57a few calls like this until Hanssen resurfaces.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58Shouldn't you be off?
0:01:58 > 0:02:02In my own time. Sorry you missed your party.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Waste of time and Champagne if you ask me,
0:02:04 > 0:02:06courting the idle, idiotic rich.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08You old charmer, you.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18Trust me, it's not as bad as it looks.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25Aortic cross clamp on.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28He's on seven units of blood now.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30He's losing output again.
0:02:30 > 0:02:31I don't think this is salvageable.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Look, we've got the cross clamp on,
0:02:33 > 0:02:35we should at least try internal massage again.
0:02:36 > 0:02:40OK, right. 3-0 prolene, quickly, please. Thank you.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42Come on, Tom. You can make it.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48Let him go, Morven. There's still no spontaneous output.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50I really do think this is hopeless.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Keep going. Please?
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- All right.- Another bolus of adrenaline, please.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00We've stopped the thoracic bleeding. This is going to work.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10Right. Good. Let's not waste it.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16Well, I don't know about you, but when they wheeled him in
0:03:16 > 0:03:18I thought we'd be wheeling him straight out again.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22- Well done.- Thank you. I think I'm too wired to sleep.
0:03:22 > 0:03:27Oh, all I can think about right now is 600-thread Egyptian cotton
0:03:27 > 0:03:29and what dreams may come.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35I take it the text about the meeting was a complete lie.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40How bad a fall was it?
0:03:40 > 0:03:43Just a knock. You can't be too careful, can you?
0:03:43 > 0:03:45I fell against the bath.
0:03:45 > 0:03:48Teach me to walk in heels on a wet floor.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51Hit the corner of the bath, or the side?
0:03:51 > 0:03:52The side. Why?
0:03:52 > 0:03:56Not the sort of laceration you'd expect from a wider impact.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58I'll mention that in the guestbook.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00You're staying at a hotel?
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Did you pass out at all?
0:04:04 > 0:04:06We came here as quickly as we could.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Miss Chase?
0:04:08 > 0:04:13All I've done is hold a towel to my head and get blood all over Tristan's car.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15Is it bad?
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Straight laceration. Minimal swelling.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21Blood pressure's normal.
0:04:21 > 0:04:22Why didn't you go to ED first?
0:04:24 > 0:04:27Because we value your discretion.
0:04:29 > 0:04:33I could submit something to the Incentive Prize for Junior Doctors.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35I'd get some sleep first if I was you.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Hi, Dom.
0:04:37 > 0:04:38- Good night, then.- Night.
0:04:38 > 0:04:39Good night.
0:04:42 > 0:04:43Oh, go on. Do me.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46OK.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49You wake up with a phone number written on your arm,
0:04:49 > 0:04:51but you were too drunk to remember who wrote it.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55Do you: A) Wash it off immediately. B) Call it.
0:04:55 > 0:04:59Or C) Steal a mate's phone and text them asking for nudes.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Well, A. Wash it off immediately.
0:05:03 > 0:05:07Right. You have a crush on the new guy at work.
0:05:07 > 0:05:11Do you: A) Never act on it, OMG. B) Ask him out.
0:05:11 > 0:05:15Or C) Stalk him on social media until he has to call the police.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Well, A. Never act on it.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24OK, then I'm assuming you'll be A for that one...
0:05:24 > 0:05:25Did you go to an all girls' school?
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Yeah.
0:05:27 > 0:05:28You might be B for that one, then.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31"Take a look at the answers on page 57."
0:05:34 > 0:05:39Yeah, it's just as accurate as the horoscopes. Don't...
0:05:39 > 0:05:43"Mostly A's: You are either a nun, or a widow."
0:05:45 > 0:05:48Great. The experts have spoken.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50It was either this or the pub.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52Aiden. Hey!
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Hiya.
0:05:54 > 0:05:58I'm going to go find Isaac. I'll leave you to it.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00So, are you back for surgery?
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Stomach cramps. They said I should come in.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05Is nowhere open for a proper cuppa?
0:06:05 > 0:06:08So how's it all going? What treatment did you decide?
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Yeah, that's the thing.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12I haven't decided anything.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15Right. Well, the cramps are probably the tumour pressing
0:06:15 > 0:06:19against the bowel, but we can sort some pain relief for that.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21You not heading home?
0:06:21 > 0:06:24It can wait. You can't.
0:06:24 > 0:06:25Come on.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27I'm sorry we had to meet this way.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30And I'm sorry Tristan called you away from whatever you're dressed up for.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32You wear it well.
0:06:32 > 0:06:36The local should keep it from feeling too sore.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38We'll give you a CT and then you're good to go.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40I'd rather not.
0:06:40 > 0:06:41Sorry?
0:06:41 > 0:06:43No scans. Please.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46Well, the alternative will be keeping you in for observation.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48Fine.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Hey, whatever you want. No problem.
0:06:53 > 0:06:57So, why haven't you decided?
0:06:58 > 0:07:00The cancer has. Hasn't it?
0:07:01 > 0:07:02Going to get me in the end, anyway.
0:07:02 > 0:07:06Well, think of everything that could happen in the next few years.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08Think of everything that you could do.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11Kind of stopped thinking about the future, to be honest.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13It's not like I'm going to learn the piano.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16Why not? You've got good chances.
0:07:16 > 0:07:17And you're in great shape.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19You noticed?
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Look, you're here now. Don't you think that's an omen?
0:07:23 > 0:07:27Yeah, but you're a surgeon. Of course you're going to want surgery.
0:07:27 > 0:07:28Come on!
0:07:29 > 0:07:31More sunrises.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32More music.
0:07:32 > 0:07:33Sunrises?
0:07:33 > 0:07:37Even if I live to 100, I'm not missing a lie-in.
0:07:39 > 0:07:43Discretion I can do. Secrecy is something else.
0:07:43 > 0:07:47I know it's a big favour. Sorry, amigo.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49I'll try and make it up to you.
0:07:49 > 0:07:53How are things without Hanssen? You're expanding the neuro centre?
0:07:53 > 0:07:54How's it going?
0:07:56 > 0:08:00Um... Falling short. Ric's attention lies elsewhere.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04We should have a proper talk about it. Once this is sorted.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10How soon can I have surgery?
0:08:10 > 0:08:15Well, if someone cancels tomorrow, we could do it then.
0:08:15 > 0:08:16Oh.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20Let me sleep on it.
0:08:20 > 0:08:24All right. But to be on the safe side...
0:08:28 > 0:08:32Hey, wait, what? I didn't even get my tea!
0:08:32 > 0:08:33Not fair.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35Doctor's orders.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Have a think about all of this properly.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Let me know tomorrow.
0:08:42 > 0:08:43Yeah.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45Good night.
0:08:45 > 0:08:46Good night.
0:08:58 > 0:09:03Morning. You should have some of this. Banana - full of potassium.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05Good for you.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07Yeah, so is sleep.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10I used to date a guy who would mix milk and tuna fish and drink that.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11That's disgusting.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Mind you, he did have 21 inch...
0:09:13 > 0:09:15biceps.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17Here.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19No, thank you. I'm fine.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22You need it. And you should start running with me.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25Next you'll be telling me to tidy my room.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27Really?
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Takeaway boxes, beer bottles, magazines.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32It's starting to look like fresher's week in here. Can you recycle some of this?
0:09:32 > 0:09:36Yes, I will. Once I've finished reading all about...
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Little Mix's top summer tips.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Look, I get that you're grumpy
0:09:41 > 0:09:44about this whole research award thing,
0:09:44 > 0:09:46but they're idiots for overlooking you.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48I'm not grumpy and it's not even about that.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50I don't want to live like a teenager.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53Well, then maybe you should stop treating me like one.
0:09:53 > 0:09:54No.
0:09:54 > 0:09:55Suit yourself.
0:09:58 > 0:09:59Oh!
0:10:15 > 0:10:16Oh!
0:10:19 > 0:10:20Hi.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Hey.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32You sleep OK?
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Kept hearing fireworks going off.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Thought I'd keep myself busy.
0:10:40 > 0:10:41Does it fly?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Haven't the faintest.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Come with me. Come on.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56So, how come I can't get a patient into HDU?
0:10:56 > 0:10:59- Sorry?- Damsel in distress - says that you put her in there.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02Oh, yes. Last-minute referral. Neuro beds were full.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04Then why did the ED send her up?
0:11:04 > 0:11:05I don't know. You'll have to ask them.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Well, I want her gone and the bed back with us.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09Yes, that's the plan.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12So a campaign trail, eh?
0:11:13 > 0:11:14"Idle and idiotic rich."
0:11:17 > 0:11:19There you are.
0:11:19 > 0:11:23Patsy! Well, I wasn't expecting you here.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26Oh, well, Ric called me in for the registrar interviews.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29I know I swore I'd never hire and fire again, but this is
0:11:29 > 0:11:33an allocation for research funds, and you know what I am about that.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35Well, it's good to see you, as always.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37Well, I thought I'd get myself up to speed,
0:11:37 > 0:11:40walk over some of the old battlegrounds first.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43Darwin is still on the front line, I can assure you.
0:11:44 > 0:11:45Is Tristan here?
0:11:46 > 0:11:47No. Why?
0:11:47 > 0:11:49His mistress is.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52I should get on.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59MUSIC PLAYS
0:12:01 > 0:12:03Right.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Decision time.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07Oh!
0:12:07 > 0:12:10Does Rocket Man stay put...
0:12:10 > 0:12:12or does he take a leap of faith?
0:12:12 > 0:12:15I'm meant to make the biggest decision of my life,
0:12:15 > 0:12:17with a cardboard cup?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19It's symbolic. Don't dodge the question.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25Five...four...
0:12:25 > 0:12:29- Fireworks Night's on Saturday. Can't we wait till then?- Three...
0:12:29 > 0:12:31two...
0:12:31 > 0:12:32one?
0:12:32 > 0:12:34Blast off!
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Oh, it landed in a skip.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40No, it didn't. It went into space.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42Don't spoil it.
0:12:47 > 0:12:48OK.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50I'm ready.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56Ah, Raf, you're back. How was Glasgow?
0:12:56 > 0:13:00Wet. Rainy and wet. Perfect. How's things here?
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Feels like half the place is missing.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05Oh, we're managing. Compensating, or should that be over-compensating?
0:13:05 > 0:13:08- How so?- Case in point - Morven's booked me in for
0:13:08 > 0:13:11some cytoreductive surgery and we haven't even said good morning yet.
0:13:11 > 0:13:12Who's the lucky patient?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Dr Digby.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16Have I missed something?
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Ah, um, yeah.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19Um...
0:13:23 > 0:13:26Thank you very much. Cheers.
0:13:26 > 0:13:27- Hello.- Hi.
0:13:27 > 0:13:28So...
0:13:28 > 0:13:31I hope you're going to find this as funny as I did, but,
0:13:31 > 0:13:33you know the big pile of magazines that you were complaining about...
0:13:33 > 0:13:35- Hm?- Hey.
0:13:35 > 0:13:39Thought you might want to get in a bit of prep before they show up.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42What would you say is your biggest flaw?
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Sorry? Prep for what?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46The Advancement of Medical Knowledge Fund?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48That research grant that you applied for.
0:13:48 > 0:13:53I mean, it's obviously no big deal, but it's Patsy Brassvine on the panel.
0:13:53 > 0:13:57So you've got to take it from me - you'll need to know your onions, or she will peel them for you.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59OK. Wow.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01You've probably done loads of prep.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03I'm just saying it wouldn't hurt to go over it again.
0:14:03 > 0:14:04- No... Yeah... Loads of prep.- Good.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06OK, now, I'm a veteran with Patsy,
0:14:06 > 0:14:08so I can tell you what to look out for.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11Complimenting the hair is usually a good start.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Sorry to keep you waiting.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22It's fine. You had other patients before I came waltzing in.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Don't fret.
0:14:24 > 0:14:25I won't.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29- Any nausea? Dizziness?- Headache?
0:14:29 > 0:14:32I think I must have slept it all off.
0:14:32 > 0:14:35Right. I'll just check your injury,
0:14:35 > 0:14:38then we'll see if we can get you out of here.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42They should let you wear your DJ on the ward.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44Be more soothing, don't you think?
0:14:47 > 0:14:50Miss Chase, I should let you know that Patsy Brassvine
0:14:50 > 0:14:51is a very good friend of mine.
0:14:51 > 0:14:55Meaning you don't approve... and don't like me.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57She's also in the building.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Yes, I saw. Close shave, wasn't it?
0:15:00 > 0:15:05Oh, so I should cower and apologise and hide with embarrassment?
0:15:05 > 0:15:08No, thanks. That would be a lie.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10And you don't much care much for lies.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12Touche. Don't worry.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14I don't want to be here any longer than I have to.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16It wasn't my idea to come.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18I woke up in the car and I was halfway here.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21I thought you said you didn't pass out?
0:15:22 > 0:15:25Miss Chase, this is important.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27What exactly do you remember?
0:15:27 > 0:15:30I've talked it through with him and he knows what he's getting into.
0:15:30 > 0:15:34We're going to extend his life. Give him a proper chance!
0:15:34 > 0:15:36I was under the impression that this was terminal.
0:15:36 > 0:15:40The multi-disciplinary team didn't rule out removing the tumour surgically.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42It's advanced more than I'd like, but it's not perforated
0:15:42 > 0:15:44so there's a good case for it.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Certainly be an interesting bit of surgery.
0:15:46 > 0:15:50Have we looked into the cause of the cramps? Anything changed since the last CT?
0:15:50 > 0:15:54- No.- OK, well, I'd quite like to talk to him, if that's all right.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56No objection here.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58- Fine.- Rather not rush into something like this.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01Well, he's scheduled for this afternoon, so you've got some time.
0:16:01 > 0:16:02I'll leave you to it.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10Right.
0:16:10 > 0:16:11I need to get you in for a CT scan,
0:16:11 > 0:16:14but for that I need to check you in as a patient.
0:16:14 > 0:16:15Is any of that necessary?
0:16:15 > 0:16:19You blacked out and could have a bleed on the brain, so yes.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Tristan asked you for discretion. You said you...
0:16:21 > 0:16:23If I don't do this, it's negligence.
0:16:23 > 0:16:26I agreed to help Tristan, but not at the expense of my career.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28No. To the advantage.
0:16:30 > 0:16:34Fine. But for his sake, book me in as Ann. My middle name.
0:16:34 > 0:16:35Sorry to interrupt.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38They're getting impatient out there about this bed.
0:16:38 > 0:16:41Let them. I've got enough to deal with here.
0:16:47 > 0:16:48You been on your holidays?
0:16:48 > 0:16:50Ah, just up in Scotland for a bit.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51Can tell from the tan.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54So, how are the cramps?
0:16:54 > 0:16:57Not sure if it's hunger now, or just what I came in with.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59And do you have any other symptoms? Nothing new?
0:16:59 > 0:17:01- No.- OK.
0:17:03 > 0:17:07OK, actually...there's discomfort when I pee.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09How recently has that come on?
0:17:09 > 0:17:12Last night. I was going to say something but then Morven
0:17:12 > 0:17:15took me upstairs and it kind of spoils the moment, doesn't it?
0:17:15 > 0:17:19Watching the sun go up and me taking about my bladder.
0:17:19 > 0:17:22Probably does it for every terminal case, right?
0:17:23 > 0:17:29Do you think the peeing is significant? You've got a face on.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32Thanks for the update.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39You have a small area of bruising on your brain.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41Consequently, you're at the risk of seizure.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44We'll have to keep an eye on you in case you require intervention.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45How much longer do I need to be here?
0:17:45 > 0:17:4748 to 72 hours for observation.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48Should have brought a book.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51You know, if Tristan had told me that you'd passed out,
0:17:51 > 0:17:54we would have got to this a lot sooner.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58So, Tristan...
0:17:58 > 0:18:01Zoshie, please. I don't need you picking at this.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04Tristan brings in a woman with a gash in her head
0:18:04 > 0:18:05and now he's nowhere to be seen.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08He's a very busy man. He's chair of the hospital.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11He's a snake! Frankly, it upsets me that you don't recognise that.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13So how does Patsy fit into all this?
0:18:13 > 0:18:16Please be discreet about this, for Jemima's sake and for Patsy's.
0:18:16 > 0:18:17Jemima?
0:18:17 > 0:18:18Look, I'm dealing with this, Zosia.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20Yes, I can see that.
0:18:22 > 0:18:23Oh!
0:18:23 > 0:18:25You have so much to look forward to.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28It looks bad.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30You're over-thinking it.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32And there's no point in too much preparation.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35You need to go in there and to be yourself.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37Let's just deal with some patients, OK?
0:18:37 > 0:18:39This is George Nolan.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41George is in with...
0:18:41 > 0:18:42Pancreatitis.
0:18:42 > 0:18:43..abdominal pain.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45It's pancreatitis, so can we just get on with it?
0:18:45 > 0:18:49Yes. You said you had abdominal pain. Can you indicate where?
0:18:49 > 0:18:52Upper gastric pain, because it's pancreatitis.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54You a medical student, George?
0:18:54 > 0:18:57Area manager. Swiftcare Cleaners.
0:18:57 > 0:18:58So how do you...
0:18:58 > 0:19:00I've had bouts of pancreatitis before.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02These are the same symptoms of pancreatitis.
0:19:02 > 0:19:05That leads me to believe... pancreatitis. There.
0:19:05 > 0:19:06Saved you some time.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09- In a rush, George?- I'm supposed to be back for date night.
0:19:09 > 0:19:13Date night? I thought that was just something married couples did in order to spice things...
0:19:13 > 0:19:15I am married.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18I'm sorry. I thought I read here that you were 21.
0:19:18 > 0:19:22Yes. George Nolan. 21. Married. Recurring pancreatitis.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25Epigastric pain, because I have pancreatitis.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27Any idea why it's recurring?
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Unlucky. Though I think the last doctor called it idiopathic.
0:19:30 > 0:19:34OK. FBC. U&Es. Amylase and LFTs. Book an ultrasound of the pancreas
0:19:34 > 0:19:36and 10mg morphine.
0:19:36 > 0:19:37What do you reckon?
0:19:37 > 0:19:40History and symptoms would suggest pancreatitis.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42Great. How soon can I get out of here?
0:19:42 > 0:19:44We'll keep you posted.
0:19:44 > 0:19:48See? Being grown-up and responsible does have its drawbacks.
0:19:48 > 0:19:49Boot-cut jeans, for starters.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51Tell that to the interview panel.
0:19:56 > 0:20:00Ah. Aiden Hammond has a new symptom.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02What? Since when? What, this morning?
0:20:02 > 0:20:05No, last night. I've ordered a new CT.
0:20:05 > 0:20:09He says he didn't want to tell you when you were watching the sun coming up together...?
0:20:09 > 0:20:13Um... Well, he needed some place to think.
0:20:13 > 0:20:17Well, it got in the way of him reporting a symptom.
0:20:17 > 0:20:18I'm sorry.
0:20:29 > 0:20:30- Hey.- Hi.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32What's going on?
0:20:32 > 0:20:34Oh, it's all fine.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37Mr Di Lucca seems a lot less chipper about all this than you.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40Oh, he's just got post-holiday blues.
0:20:43 > 0:20:46You do know you can talk to me, don't you?
0:20:47 > 0:20:49About anything.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52I'm here for you.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Promise?
0:20:57 > 0:20:58I promise.
0:21:00 > 0:21:04You know Patsy's here today? Of all days!
0:21:05 > 0:21:07Yes. She came to see me earlier.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11Did you tell her?
0:21:11 > 0:21:13No. Of course not.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17Tristan, we spoke about funding last night.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19You're speaking at the gala next week and I want you
0:21:19 > 0:21:23to announce the funding for the next stage and beyond.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25That's a bold pitch, Guy.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Why didn't you tell me she passed out?
0:21:27 > 0:21:29You need to start telling some truths.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35I'm leaving Patsy.
0:21:38 > 0:21:41Right, it's just like last time.
0:21:41 > 0:21:45So if you want to knock out a bit of Elton John, then go for it, yeah?
0:21:45 > 0:21:47Don't think old Reggie's going to be enough.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49Might have to bring out the big guns.
0:21:49 > 0:21:50Ready?
0:21:54 > 0:21:57# Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me. #
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Queen?
0:21:59 > 0:22:01Don't leave me hanging.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03- What do you mean? - You've got to do the high bits.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Oh, no. No.
0:22:05 > 0:22:06Come on.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Oh, boy.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15# Galileo!
0:22:15 > 0:22:17- # Galileo! - # Galileo!
0:22:17 > 0:22:19- # Galileo! - # Galileo!
0:22:19 > 0:22:24- # Figaro! - # Magnificoooooo!
0:22:24 > 0:22:26# Mamma mia Mamma mia Mamma mia Figaro
0:22:26 > 0:22:30# Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me for me... #
0:22:30 > 0:22:33I was trying to talk to her,
0:22:33 > 0:22:38calm her down, and then she just flew at me.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41I put my arms up.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44You would, too.
0:22:49 > 0:22:50She went back.
0:22:52 > 0:22:53Hit the side of the bath.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56All true.
0:22:59 > 0:23:04Look, I know it's a mess, but I love her, OK?
0:23:04 > 0:23:06I really do.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08Hm. Evidently.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12I'm going to have to hear it from her.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20Oh, dear. It's grown through the bladder.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Think we should call it off?
0:23:22 > 0:23:24Postpone and give Aiden time to think about it.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27You know, Morven is taking a real interest in all of this.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30Can you blame her? Young man with terminal cancer?
0:23:30 > 0:23:31It's bound to have echoes.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33Except I think this is less to do with Arthur,
0:23:33 > 0:23:35and more to do with Aiden.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39LOUD LAUGHTER
0:23:43 > 0:23:44Ah.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50You OK?
0:23:50 > 0:23:53Rather keen to get out of here and into a glass of red, truth be told.
0:23:53 > 0:23:57This bruise. Did you get it when you fell?
0:23:57 > 0:24:00Must have. I didn't know it was there.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13Zosia. How are you doing today?
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Good, thanks.
0:24:32 > 0:24:36He's strong. He's young and he wants the operation.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38I think that's more than a slim maybe.
0:24:38 > 0:24:42If this was curative, it would outweigh the risks, but it's not.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Yeah, we can't rush into it.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46Bernie wouldn't stand for this.
0:24:46 > 0:24:47Excuse me?
0:24:47 > 0:24:51She would say, if Aiden was in a burning wreck,
0:24:51 > 0:24:53get in there and save him.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Even it meant that it could kill us, too.
0:24:55 > 0:24:59She wouldn't waste time with stupid debates.
0:25:03 > 0:25:04I'm sorry.
0:25:07 > 0:25:11Right, well, I've taken on board everything you've said, Raf.
0:25:11 > 0:25:16OK, what I suggest is a laparoscopy and we take it from there.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18Now, don't get too excited.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20We won't know if it's doable until we get him open,
0:25:20 > 0:25:23and if it isn't, we close him up again and resort to palliative.
0:25:31 > 0:25:32PHONE RINGING
0:25:32 > 0:25:34I will see you later.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35Yeah, OK.
0:25:40 > 0:25:44So Tristan is here. Is he visiting Jemima or Ann?
0:25:44 > 0:25:46Because I'm confused.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48- Is this a way of getting at me?- No.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51I'm just wondering what on earth you've got yourself mixed up in
0:25:51 > 0:25:53and why she has been booked in under a false name.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55You're obsessing, Zosia. Should I be worried?
0:25:55 > 0:25:59I have Jemima's records here. This isn't the first time she's been rushed into hospital.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01Other injuries include blunt force trauma.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03This is the first time he's broken her skin.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06- Accusations like that... - Just read the notes, Dad.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08She has bruises on her arms,
0:26:08 > 0:26:11a gash on her head and a story that doesn't add up.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14I'm not obsessing. I'm fine. I know I am.
0:26:14 > 0:26:15You need to look at yourself.
0:26:29 > 0:26:34Raf? I'm really surprised that you're against this operation.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36I don't quite know how to say this, Morven,
0:26:36 > 0:26:38but do you think your feelings for Aiden
0:26:38 > 0:26:40might have clouded all this a little?
0:26:40 > 0:26:43What? Feelings for Aiden?
0:26:43 > 0:26:45Um... Sorry, Raf, I...?
0:26:45 > 0:26:49I see how you are with him, and he obviously likes you.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52No, Raf, I think...
0:26:52 > 0:26:54No, this isn't anything!
0:26:54 > 0:26:57OK. Maybe my mistake,
0:26:57 > 0:27:00but I'm fairly sure that's how Mr Hammond sees things, too.
0:27:02 > 0:27:05KNOCKING
0:27:13 > 0:27:16So, how long have you known?
0:27:16 > 0:27:17Couple of months.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21He got over-confident.
0:27:21 > 0:27:22He's like that.
0:27:27 > 0:27:28So why put up with it?
0:27:30 > 0:27:31I love him?
0:27:33 > 0:27:37He just has a way about him. He's so driven. I like...
0:27:38 > 0:27:40..I love being around that.
0:27:41 > 0:27:43Nobody else knows, do they?
0:27:43 > 0:27:45No. Of course not.
0:27:45 > 0:27:50If they see me as that sort of woman, turning a blind eye, well...
0:27:50 > 0:27:51It won't come to that.
0:27:53 > 0:27:58Makes you wonder - if I don't want to be seen that way,
0:27:58 > 0:28:02then why act that way?
0:28:04 > 0:28:06I'm not judging you, Patsy.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12DOOR OPENS
0:28:14 > 0:28:15How do I look?
0:28:15 > 0:28:18Formidable. As usual.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24Gentlemen.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26Ready to continue?
0:28:28 > 0:28:30Ultrasound doesn't show any swelling in the pancreas,
0:28:30 > 0:28:32so we can rule out that guess.
0:28:32 > 0:28:36So it looks like date night's going to have to wait.
0:28:36 > 0:28:37My parents are out tonight.
0:28:37 > 0:28:39You live at home?
0:28:39 > 0:28:42While I save up for a mortgage, yes. What are you doing?
0:28:42 > 0:28:45Please don't tell me you're wasting your money on the rental market?
0:28:45 > 0:28:47Actually, his money goes on wine, magazines,
0:28:47 > 0:28:50and more moisturiser than all of my aunts combined.
0:28:50 > 0:28:51My money goes on the mortgage.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53But you're saving up, at least?
0:28:53 > 0:28:54SNIGGERS
0:28:54 > 0:28:57Oh. You're one of them!
0:28:57 > 0:28:59If you must know, I put money aside for my mum.
0:28:59 > 0:29:00Sorry, what do you mean, "one of them?"
0:29:00 > 0:29:03- Are there any other symptoms besides the abdominal pain?- One of what?
0:29:03 > 0:29:05I'm hot. But that might just be the stress.
0:29:05 > 0:29:08If this goes on much longer it's going to throw my entire week out.
0:29:08 > 0:29:11Well, maybe you shouldn't have been so insistent on the wrong diagnosis.
0:29:11 > 0:29:13Since when did patients diagnose themselves?
0:29:13 > 0:29:15Ah. Mrs Brassvine...
0:29:15 > 0:29:17Ah. No, well...
0:29:17 > 0:29:20It was just a suggestion. I mean, you're the experts.
0:29:20 > 0:29:22That's the theory, isn't it?
0:29:22 > 0:29:23Mr Mayfield,
0:29:23 > 0:29:24are you ready for that interview
0:29:24 > 0:29:27or would you prefer your patient to do it for you?
0:29:28 > 0:29:29Ready.
0:29:29 > 0:29:32Good. Follow me.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43How are you feeling?
0:29:43 > 0:29:47Listless. I need to be on a beach. Mauritius, I think.
0:29:47 > 0:29:48On your own?
0:29:48 > 0:29:52That's the plan. Though you're welcome to tag along if you want.
0:29:52 > 0:29:55You and Tristan asked for discretion, but I've seen
0:29:55 > 0:29:59your notes and you have been in and out of hospital rather a lot.
0:29:59 > 0:30:02- I like the grippy little socks they give you.- Hm.
0:30:04 > 0:30:06You do realise you can tell me absolutely anything
0:30:06 > 0:30:08in the strictest confidence?
0:30:08 > 0:30:11I think you're a kinder man than you like to let on.
0:30:12 > 0:30:14Miss Chase?
0:30:14 > 0:30:15He loves...me...
0:30:17 > 0:30:19Some help in here!
0:30:20 > 0:30:25I'll need one milligram of lorazepam with phenytoin to load.
0:30:25 > 0:30:26And get me an airway.
0:30:28 > 0:30:29Are you OK?
0:30:31 > 0:30:34Is there anyone you want us to call?
0:30:34 > 0:30:37Nah. Not really.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39Family?
0:30:39 > 0:30:41Hm! Not on great terms.
0:30:42 > 0:30:44Friends?
0:30:44 > 0:30:48I'm not much of a mate letting my friends worry over this.
0:30:48 > 0:30:52Rather go to them with good news, if it's all the same.
0:30:52 > 0:30:57Are you absolutely sure there's no-one you want us to contact?
0:30:57 > 0:30:58There is one.
0:30:58 > 0:31:00Yeah, but don't laugh.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02I won't.
0:31:02 > 0:31:07My barber. Look, he's a good bloke and he's a great listener.
0:31:07 > 0:31:08I don't want him to think
0:31:08 > 0:31:11I'm getting my hair clipped some place else.
0:31:14 > 0:31:15Will you let him know?
0:31:22 > 0:31:24You've got me.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30I should...um...go and...
0:31:30 > 0:31:32Yeah, of course.
0:31:32 > 0:31:35Yeah, do pre-op checks... Um... See... Yeah...
0:31:42 > 0:31:45You don't have to check up on me, you know.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47I'm sorry for dumping it all on you earlier.
0:31:47 > 0:31:51I've been here before, and I'll manage.
0:31:51 > 0:31:52Patsy...
0:31:52 > 0:31:54Has he ever hit you?
0:31:55 > 0:31:57Why on earth would you ask that?
0:32:00 > 0:32:01Is that what she's saying?
0:32:03 > 0:32:06It's not the first time she's been put in to hospital.
0:32:06 > 0:32:07Oh. That doesn't mean...
0:32:07 > 0:32:09No, I just need to be sure.
0:32:10 > 0:32:14It's Tristan. He talks his way through the world.
0:32:14 > 0:32:15Did he bring her in?
0:32:15 > 0:32:16Yeah.
0:32:16 > 0:32:20Oh. There you go. Tristan has his way with everyone.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22Why would he need to raise his hand?
0:32:22 > 0:32:24Excuse me.
0:32:40 > 0:32:42Morven, I think you're too close to this.
0:32:42 > 0:32:45What is your obsession with us?
0:32:45 > 0:32:47Aiden has enough going on, enough to think about.
0:32:47 > 0:32:49You shouldn't have let "us" even happen.
0:32:49 > 0:32:52Raf, I really think you're making this into something it isn't.
0:32:52 > 0:32:55If you've been leading him by the heart through this process,
0:32:55 > 0:32:58then I'm even less confident that the op is the right thing to do.
0:32:58 > 0:32:59We are friends.
0:32:59 > 0:33:01But should you really be his doctor?
0:33:22 > 0:33:26Tristan, I've got Jemima's results. We need to meet.
0:33:28 > 0:33:30Guy. What can I do for...
0:33:32 > 0:33:34Go on. Or do you only raise your fist to women?
0:33:36 > 0:33:38I guess this isn't a meeting either.
0:33:40 > 0:33:42I've seen all her records.
0:33:43 > 0:33:45Come on, Guy, I'm not an idiot.
0:33:45 > 0:33:48If I really hurt her, would I have come anywhere near this place?
0:33:48 > 0:33:51It was an emergency. Maybe you weren't thinking straight.
0:33:51 > 0:33:53Not enough to ruin my reputation,
0:33:53 > 0:33:56and everything I've been building here? No chance.
0:34:06 > 0:34:08You bargained with me, remember, Guy?
0:34:10 > 0:34:13You were going to cover the whole thing up for funding.
0:34:13 > 0:34:15I get it.
0:34:15 > 0:34:17I've put you in a bind, your blood's up,
0:34:17 > 0:34:18but be smart, Guy.
0:34:18 > 0:34:21Don't throw everything away on this half-baked hunch,
0:34:21 > 0:34:23especially when I'm going to leave Patsy anyway!
0:34:23 > 0:34:26Then this whole thing will be different.
0:34:26 > 0:34:29You've got it all worked out, haven't you?
0:34:29 > 0:34:31It really isn't like that.
0:34:32 > 0:34:34Guy...
0:34:36 > 0:34:38..you're a mate.
0:34:38 > 0:34:42I got you in this mess - let me help you out of it.
0:34:46 > 0:34:48Jewellery off, yeah?
0:34:48 > 0:34:50Do you wear contacts?
0:34:50 > 0:34:51Perfect vision.
0:34:53 > 0:34:57Sorry, Lou - do you mind giving us a minute?
0:34:57 > 0:35:00If there's something wrong, can someone just come out and say it?
0:35:00 > 0:35:03Nope, the surgery's still going ahead.
0:35:03 > 0:35:05Then what's going on?
0:35:07 > 0:35:13I think... I think maybe I may have given you the wrong impression.
0:35:15 > 0:35:18I mean, obviously, I care about you,
0:35:18 > 0:35:21and I want you to be well, but...
0:35:21 > 0:35:24I don't want you to think that...
0:35:24 > 0:35:25There's something.
0:35:27 > 0:35:28You and me.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30I shouldn't have done this to you.
0:35:31 > 0:35:32It was a mistake.
0:35:33 > 0:35:35I'm so sorry.
0:35:35 > 0:35:37Sorry.
0:35:44 > 0:35:46HE GASPS
0:35:46 > 0:35:47Everything OK, Mr Nolan?
0:35:47 > 0:35:49It suddenly...
0:35:54 > 0:35:56OK.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58The morphine will take a few minutes to kick in.
0:35:58 > 0:36:00In the meantime, may I have a look?
0:36:02 > 0:36:03Has this happened before?
0:36:04 > 0:36:06This is different.
0:36:09 > 0:36:13What did you mean earlier when you said, "one of them"?
0:36:15 > 0:36:17Dates money instead of makes money.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19Charming.
0:36:19 > 0:36:22And I suppose you and your wife split everything 50-50, do you?
0:36:22 > 0:36:26Husband. Why would I have a wife?
0:36:26 > 0:36:28You're gay? OK.
0:36:28 > 0:36:32Yes. We don't just come in the one cliched model.
0:36:32 > 0:36:35What model would that be?
0:36:35 > 0:36:38The all-night dancing, puts-it-about, skinny jeans,
0:36:38 > 0:36:41tight T-shirt kind.
0:36:41 > 0:36:43Oh!
0:36:43 > 0:36:45OK. Ease back.
0:36:46 > 0:36:49Mr Hammond. Thank you for your patience.
0:36:49 > 0:36:54If I could just get your signature on this, then we'll be on our way.
0:36:54 > 0:36:56Oh, sorry. You'll need a pen.
0:36:57 > 0:36:59Is there a problem?
0:36:59 > 0:37:01Yeah.
0:37:01 > 0:37:04I don't want the operation.
0:37:04 > 0:37:05Ah.
0:37:09 > 0:37:13So, I'm assuming your husband is also a lives at home with mum,
0:37:13 > 0:37:16boot-cut jean wearing kind of gay, as well?
0:37:16 > 0:37:20I have to say, you're a rare breed.
0:37:20 > 0:37:23You're very lucky to have found him.
0:37:23 > 0:37:25Not as lucky as you.
0:37:25 > 0:37:28Found yourself a richer, older surgeon boyfriend
0:37:28 > 0:37:30and just moved in with him?
0:37:30 > 0:37:34He puts a roof over your head, while you play with dating apps all night?
0:37:34 > 0:37:37It's a little bit odd that you assume certain types of gays
0:37:37 > 0:37:40spend all their time just cheating on each other.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42Bit of a weird obsession, don't you think?
0:37:42 > 0:37:43Argh!
0:37:43 > 0:37:46- OK. OK, OK, ease back.- Ow!
0:37:46 > 0:37:47Is everything OK?
0:37:47 > 0:37:50Yeah, he's got high temperature, severe abdominal pain
0:37:50 > 0:37:52and inflammation here.
0:37:54 > 0:37:57Where's the pain now, George? I need you to be really specific.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59It's moved.
0:37:59 > 0:38:00- Appendix.- Appendix?
0:38:00 > 0:38:02Right, let's get him to theatre, now!
0:38:02 > 0:38:04Can I have some help, please?
0:38:04 > 0:38:08Yes, but just hold the slot unless I say otherwise, please.
0:38:08 > 0:38:10Thank you.
0:38:10 > 0:38:11It's my fault.
0:38:11 > 0:38:13How so?
0:38:13 > 0:38:18I might have led Aiden to believe there were feelings.
0:38:18 > 0:38:21That's why he wanted the operation in the first place.
0:38:21 > 0:38:23BEEPING
0:38:23 > 0:38:24I should have realised...
0:38:24 > 0:38:26You're absolutely sure about this?
0:38:26 > 0:38:31Yep. Yep. I've tried to put a stop to it, but I'm sorry.
0:38:31 > 0:38:34Right, well, this is Tom Bloom on ITU,
0:38:34 > 0:38:37so you can go up there while I try and fix this mess with Aiden.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48How was the interview?
0:38:48 > 0:38:50I'd rather not say.
0:38:53 > 0:38:56Well, at least you're not stressing about date nights
0:38:56 > 0:38:57at Mummy and Daddy's house.
0:38:57 > 0:39:01Really gets to you, doesn't it? That he's got it all sorted at 21.
0:39:02 > 0:39:03Sorted?
0:39:03 > 0:39:07Yeah. The career. Car. Wants to treat his husband.
0:39:07 > 0:39:09Saving up for a house.
0:39:09 > 0:39:10Don't tell me you find that attractive.
0:39:10 > 0:39:13God, no. He dresses like a sports casual Sacha.
0:39:13 > 0:39:15It would be like dating my uncle.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18Hang on...
0:39:18 > 0:39:22I don't understand. The appendix seems absolutely fine.
0:39:24 > 0:39:26Run the small bowel.
0:39:27 > 0:39:29- Meckel's Diverticulum.- Hm.
0:39:34 > 0:39:37OK. Going to remove the Meckel's.
0:39:40 > 0:39:41Stapler.
0:39:43 > 0:39:49I have to say, though, he's organised. Goal-orientated.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51Tidy.
0:39:52 > 0:39:56"Get you a man who can do both" is what my mum always says.
0:40:04 > 0:40:05Dr Digby.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11Something happened?
0:40:12 > 0:40:14Everything we did last night...
0:40:16 > 0:40:18It was a waste of time.
0:40:18 > 0:40:20You lost one?
0:40:20 > 0:40:22Just now on ITU, yeah.
0:40:22 > 0:40:23You did everything you could.
0:40:26 > 0:40:27We saved him.
0:40:30 > 0:40:33When I left him last night, we'd saved him.
0:40:33 > 0:40:35We can't save them all.
0:40:37 > 0:40:39Then what's the point?
0:40:39 > 0:40:43If you can't answer that one for yourself, Dr Digby...
0:40:47 > 0:40:52It's not always about fighting to keep people here.
0:40:52 > 0:40:56Sometimes it's about knowing when to let go and how to do that
0:40:56 > 0:40:58in the best possible way.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00It's about dignity.
0:41:02 > 0:41:08And that's the lesson that all the medicine in the world can't teach you, I'm afraid.
0:41:27 > 0:41:29I know.
0:41:29 > 0:41:30Sorry?
0:41:30 > 0:41:32Let's just say that I know.
0:41:33 > 0:41:35He's a good man, your father.
0:41:35 > 0:41:38I can see why you try to protect him.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57So, why are you in a huff?
0:41:57 > 0:41:59I'm not in a huff.
0:41:59 > 0:42:01Come on, you're eating two chocolate cakes.
0:42:01 > 0:42:05That's because the sandwiches look awful. Who puts coriander in a BLT?
0:42:05 > 0:42:07Who puts coriander on anything? It's disgusting.
0:42:07 > 0:42:08I'd sooner eat cat...
0:42:08 > 0:42:09Dominic.
0:42:11 > 0:42:13Have a brownie.
0:42:14 > 0:42:16I don't really want a brownie.
0:42:16 > 0:42:17I just want to see how you are.
0:42:20 > 0:42:24Well, on second thoughts, I will have a brownie.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26So, come on. What's the matter?
0:42:26 > 0:42:28Talk to me.
0:42:29 > 0:42:32I may have something to do with the fact that Isaac
0:42:32 > 0:42:34had no idea about his interview today.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36His letter got stuck in one of my magazines.
0:42:36 > 0:42:38Now, I personally blame the postman,
0:42:38 > 0:42:41but I don't think that he's going to see it that way.
0:42:41 > 0:42:44So, you didn't tell him.
0:42:44 > 0:42:46No, and I don't intend to.
0:42:48 > 0:42:50But it bothers you, that you messed things up for him.
0:42:50 > 0:42:52Obviously.
0:42:53 > 0:42:56So you care about him but you can't be honest with him.
0:42:56 > 0:42:59It's a little more complicated than that.
0:42:59 > 0:43:02Well, is it? I thought honesty was the best policy.
0:43:02 > 0:43:03I don't know if you've ever heard that before?
0:43:03 > 0:43:05Yes, thank you. Sensible brigade.
0:43:05 > 0:43:08I'm going to take that brownie back now. Oh!
0:43:08 > 0:43:10Too late.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12Wow, that was disgusting.
0:43:14 > 0:43:17We'll just have to wait to see what we find and then decide
0:43:17 > 0:43:18whether to proceed or not.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20How's it going with Aiden?
0:43:20 > 0:43:22Yeah, he's agreed to surgery.
0:43:22 > 0:43:23Thank heavens.
0:43:23 > 0:43:25Don't hang out the bunting just yet.
0:43:25 > 0:43:27He's making a complaint against you.
0:43:27 > 0:43:32I'm afraid I can't let you anywhere near this operation.
0:43:32 > 0:43:33I tried to warn you.
0:43:33 > 0:43:36You've been in opposition with me from the start, Raf.
0:43:36 > 0:43:39Yeah, and you have one attitude towards death, Morven,
0:43:39 > 0:43:41and that's to save them.
0:43:41 > 0:43:44That, if someone dies, no matter how peacefully or how in control,
0:43:44 > 0:43:45you think that's a failure.
0:43:45 > 0:43:47You'd rather push Aiden into a treatment
0:43:47 > 0:43:50where he risks dying in hospital, than accept any alternative.
0:43:51 > 0:43:52I didn't mean...
0:44:04 > 0:44:06Just not the same, is it?
0:44:07 > 0:44:09All the more reason to quit?
0:44:09 > 0:44:12If there's a moral in there, I don't much care for it.
0:44:12 > 0:44:15Had I known what I was getting involved in, I...
0:44:15 > 0:44:18I know. I trust you more than him.
0:44:19 > 0:44:22Patsy, there is more to this.
0:44:22 > 0:44:26I took her in because I wanted Tristan's help,
0:44:26 > 0:44:29his continued support. I saw an opportunity.
0:44:29 > 0:44:33Guy, please. I can't deal with all of this at once.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35I need time to think.
0:44:37 > 0:44:38Our little secret.
0:44:55 > 0:44:59You look like you could do with it more than me.
0:45:01 > 0:45:03How'd it go?
0:45:03 > 0:45:06Trauma patient.
0:45:06 > 0:45:07Blood clot.
0:45:07 > 0:45:10Tiny and stupid.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12Just like me.
0:45:12 > 0:45:15No, no, no, we are not doing that.
0:45:15 > 0:45:18And that guy, Aiden...
0:45:18 > 0:45:20T4 cancer.
0:45:20 > 0:45:24But we can still operate, you know. There's still a chance.
0:45:24 > 0:45:26I talked him into it.
0:45:26 > 0:45:29It wasn't fair on him.
0:45:30 > 0:45:32Morven, you know full well that you can't talk somebody
0:45:32 > 0:45:34into doing something they don't want to.
0:45:34 > 0:45:39Do you think Arthur wanted to fight for as long as he did?
0:45:39 > 0:45:44I mean, the stent and hanging around here. You knew him.
0:45:44 > 0:45:46All the things he left undone.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48Do you think that was my fault?
0:45:50 > 0:45:53Arthur was the most stubborn man I've ever met.
0:45:53 > 0:45:58I think he fought because he didn't want to die.
0:45:59 > 0:46:00It's as simple as that.
0:46:00 > 0:46:04With Aiden, I don't even know what I'm feeling.
0:46:04 > 0:46:07Is it his condition or is it the man?
0:46:09 > 0:46:11Well, from what I saw last night...
0:46:13 > 0:46:15OK. Look, let's turn things around.
0:46:15 > 0:46:17Imagine that you didn't care.
0:46:17 > 0:46:19Imagine that this is just a job.
0:46:19 > 0:46:21It's not just a job.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23Exactly.
0:46:23 > 0:46:25And would you want it to be?
0:46:27 > 0:46:29No.
0:46:36 > 0:46:38Right. Laparoscope, please.
0:46:40 > 0:46:42Thank you.
0:47:02 > 0:47:04BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY PLAYS
0:47:04 > 0:47:07# Is this just fantasy? #
0:47:07 > 0:47:10Dr Digby, what on earth are you doing?
0:47:10 > 0:47:11Please.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14Music means a lot to him.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17I know it seems silly, but...please.
0:47:17 > 0:47:19For him?
0:47:22 > 0:47:25And I'd like to observe as well, please.
0:47:25 > 0:47:27Ah. Any other requests?
0:47:27 > 0:47:29No, that's it.
0:47:31 > 0:47:33All right.
0:47:33 > 0:47:37If anyone starts singing along or head-banging, it goes straight off.
0:47:39 > 0:47:41Do we proceed?
0:47:42 > 0:47:46Well, there's no peritoneal disease...not that I can see.
0:47:51 > 0:47:53Yeah, we can resect this.
0:47:53 > 0:47:54Let's convert.
0:47:54 > 0:47:55Scalpel, please.
0:47:56 > 0:48:02# Mama Just killed a man... #
0:48:13 > 0:48:15Hey.
0:48:16 > 0:48:18I owe you an apology.
0:48:21 > 0:48:23Where did you find this?
0:48:23 > 0:48:26It was in-between Ten Things You're Doing Wrong In The Bedroom,
0:48:26 > 0:48:30and Ellie Goulding's morning routine.
0:48:30 > 0:48:32And you're telling me this now?
0:48:32 > 0:48:35I'm really sorry if I messed up your interview.
0:48:35 > 0:48:38See, I could let you stew and think the whole thing
0:48:38 > 0:48:41was a big cock-up, but Patsy just assumed it had got lost in the post
0:48:41 > 0:48:45and thought I did a good job of thinking on my feet.
0:48:45 > 0:48:47Well done, you.
0:48:47 > 0:48:49Aren't you glad I'm honest with you?
0:48:49 > 0:48:51Seriously, why couldn't you just tell me?
0:48:51 > 0:48:55You know. We all have our secrets. Keeps things interesting.
0:48:59 > 0:49:02I didn't want you to think any less of me.
0:49:05 > 0:49:07I love you...
0:49:10 > 0:49:14..but sometimes I feel a little bit like you're just putting up with me.
0:49:14 > 0:49:16I'll let you off with a warning.
0:49:25 > 0:49:27You see, that wasn't so bad.
0:49:27 > 0:49:28Shut up, Sacha.
0:49:42 > 0:49:46This might have been a lucky charm. Good shout.
0:49:46 > 0:49:47Why are you giving it to me?
0:49:47 > 0:49:51You left it in theatre so you can return it to him.
0:49:51 > 0:49:53It went well. Congratulations.
0:50:03 > 0:50:05I'll bring the car round. See you downstairs.
0:50:05 > 0:50:06What's going on?
0:50:06 > 0:50:11Miss Chase has made arrangements to be transferred somewhere private, just to recoup.
0:50:11 > 0:50:15Better food there and a nicer view. I've got her discharge letter.
0:50:15 > 0:50:18Thought I'd give her a lift. Heading home now, anyway.
0:50:18 > 0:50:19Did you know about this?
0:50:19 > 0:50:21Thanks for all your help.
0:50:21 > 0:50:22Sure.
0:50:23 > 0:50:25Ah!
0:50:25 > 0:50:28Ah. Metacarpal?
0:50:28 > 0:50:31I did it at the gym.
0:50:31 > 0:50:34Right, well, I'll show you both out.
0:50:52 > 0:50:53A hot chocolate, please, Judy.
0:50:57 > 0:50:59Take him up on his offer.
0:50:59 > 0:51:00Tristan will take you all the way.
0:51:00 > 0:51:01Really?
0:51:01 > 0:51:03Have some good come of all this.
0:51:03 > 0:51:04Patsy, I feel...
0:51:04 > 0:51:06Otherwise it's all for nothing.
0:51:07 > 0:51:10He'll be in touch. Be smart.
0:51:21 > 0:51:23I'm sorry you missed date night.
0:51:23 > 0:51:28That's OK. He says he's made other plans now.
0:51:28 > 0:51:31Hm! That's a tight T-shirt.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35So how bad was it?
0:51:35 > 0:51:41Well, it wasn't your pancreas, but it wasn't your appendix.
0:51:41 > 0:51:44We had to remove your Meckel's Diverticulum.
0:51:44 > 0:51:48Don't worry. It's nothing useful or harmful.
0:51:48 > 0:51:52It's just a hangover from your time in the womb so you won't miss it.
0:51:52 > 0:51:54And we were both wrong.
0:51:55 > 0:51:57You OK?
0:51:57 > 0:52:02Imagine if I'd really been ill today. Really ill.
0:52:02 > 0:52:05All I'd have missed out on is a three-bed with a garage.
0:52:05 > 0:52:08May I make a suggestion?
0:52:09 > 0:52:14When you get out of here, why don't you go dancing?
0:52:14 > 0:52:15Take a drunk selfie,
0:52:15 > 0:52:19see if Edward enjoys that just as much as he does date night at home.
0:52:19 > 0:52:20Is that how you two work?
0:52:26 > 0:52:30Cleaning. That's what you do, isn't it?
0:52:30 > 0:52:31Area manager.
0:52:31 > 0:52:33Do you have a business card?
0:52:43 > 0:52:45I take it that's not for Ms Brassvine.
0:52:50 > 0:52:54You know, I can't make head nor tail of you.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56I've known you my entire life.
0:52:56 > 0:52:58You'd think I'd have some kind of advantage.
0:52:58 > 0:53:04Well, your mother would say I put on a good face for a bad game.
0:53:04 > 0:53:07Patsy seems to make some sense of you, though.
0:53:07 > 0:53:09You seem to have quite a lot in common.
0:53:09 > 0:53:13Tolerating Tristan is just the tip of the iceberg with you two, I suspect.
0:53:13 > 0:53:15I'm flattered by the comparison.
0:53:15 > 0:53:19Do you like her? Or is it just more of your campaigning?
0:53:19 > 0:53:21I'd leave that one alone, if I were you.
0:53:21 > 0:53:23No, no, you wouldn't.
0:53:35 > 0:53:36Hey.
0:53:36 > 0:53:37You didn't say you'd be here.
0:53:37 > 0:53:39Oh, no.
0:53:39 > 0:53:44Some things get forgotten or overlooked or left in an old magazine.
0:53:44 > 0:53:45Fair do's.
0:53:45 > 0:53:49Look, I just wanted to apologise for putting you on the spot earlier.
0:53:49 > 0:53:54It's probably way too soon for that and it's no problem.
0:53:54 > 0:53:55OK.
0:53:55 > 0:53:58Also, good news.
0:53:58 > 0:54:01I have cancelled my magazine subscriptions,
0:54:01 > 0:54:06and I've also been in contact with a cleaner, so no more student flat!
0:54:06 > 0:54:08- Yay!- Great. What rates?
0:54:08 > 0:54:10Um...
0:54:10 > 0:54:12And what hours did you book them in for?
0:54:12 > 0:54:13Which days?
0:54:13 > 0:54:15All of them?
0:54:16 > 0:54:18I'll tell you what.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20Give me the number and I'll sort it out.
0:54:20 > 0:54:22No. I can do it.
0:54:22 > 0:54:24You're acting like my father!
0:54:24 > 0:54:26Dom. You've hired somebody to clean the flat.
0:54:26 > 0:54:29It's hardly being a grown-up, but thank you for trying.
0:54:29 > 0:54:32You know what? Stuff being grown-up.
0:54:32 > 0:54:35Stuff it in the blender with your tuna-fish smoothies
0:54:35 > 0:54:37and your schedules and your scholarship,
0:54:37 > 0:54:42because I happen to like my mess and I like eating pop-tarts
0:54:42 > 0:54:47for breakfast and I like knowing where Millie Mackintosh gets her dog shampooed.
0:54:47 > 0:54:52And if you don't like that, then maybe you don't like me.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55Dom, come on!
0:55:01 > 0:55:02Shut up, Sacha.
0:55:09 > 0:55:12I'm staying at yours tonight, by the way.
0:55:42 > 0:55:44I'm sorry.
0:55:44 > 0:55:45About before.
0:55:45 > 0:55:47Yeah, you said.
0:55:47 > 0:55:49It was a mistake.
0:55:49 > 0:55:50Yep.
0:55:50 > 0:55:52Actually, no.
0:55:52 > 0:55:54No.
0:55:54 > 0:55:56It wasn't a mistake and I don't regret it.
0:55:59 > 0:56:03And even though I'm not ready for it
0:56:03 > 0:56:08and while it could have got me into a whole load of trouble...
0:56:10 > 0:56:14..I'm just really glad I got to spend time with you.
0:56:14 > 0:56:15OK.
0:56:16 > 0:56:18I mean,
0:56:18 > 0:56:21I thought that I'd never move on and then I was having dreams
0:56:21 > 0:56:23about you and I felt really guilty about it...
0:56:23 > 0:56:25Sorry, hold on. Dreams?
0:56:27 > 0:56:30- Yes. Dreams.- Hm.
0:56:30 > 0:56:34All I'm saying is, for me, it was a really good thing.
0:56:36 > 0:56:39I'm just sorry that I wasn't honest about it.
0:56:40 > 0:56:43So, what next?
0:56:43 > 0:56:46Well, the operation was a success.
0:56:47 > 0:56:50We've removed the tumour.
0:56:50 > 0:56:53So it's chemotherapy next.
0:56:53 > 0:56:57It's not going to be easy, but it'll be worth it.
0:56:57 > 0:56:58You promise?
0:57:01 > 0:57:04I can't promise.
0:57:04 > 0:57:05OK.
0:57:07 > 0:57:11So, about your dreams...
0:57:13 > 0:57:16..just how good was I in them?
0:57:16 > 0:57:17Ow!
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