0:00:02 > 0:00:05Of course we'd have to issue a public apology for the failure of the examiner on the trial.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07It was the drug in its most rudimentary form
0:00:07 > 0:00:09that caused those deaths.
0:00:09 > 0:00:10Deaths, Fredrik?
0:00:10 > 0:00:11What do you say, Fletch?
0:00:11 > 0:00:13Do you want to be the Director of Nursing?
0:00:13 > 0:00:16- Yale?- This is your ticket to a seat at the big girls' table.
0:00:16 > 0:00:18Zosia, I'm seeing a psychotherapist.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20They're worried you're not fit for work.
0:00:20 > 0:00:22Your fiance has just turned down my elite CT placement
0:00:22 > 0:00:24and is switching to Neuro.
0:00:24 > 0:00:25Anabolic steroids.
0:00:25 > 0:00:27There you go.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29I'm not addicted. Are you happy now?
0:00:29 > 0:00:31You'll never see us again.
0:00:31 > 0:00:36That is the price I have to pay for my humanity.
0:01:16 > 0:01:21Of course, the outcome would be different this time.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25That would be guaranteed.
0:01:27 > 0:01:28This can do it.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Really... do it.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35It could be the breakthrough.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41But I'm sure you have anticipated by now that...
0:01:42 > 0:01:44..it also needs you...
0:01:46 > 0:01:49..to, once again, safeguard the future of this family.
0:01:53 > 0:01:54Your family.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58But in the name of progress...
0:02:00 > 0:02:05..because I hope you can understand my reputation in Sweden...
0:02:08 > 0:02:11No. No.
0:02:11 > 0:02:12I should state the science first.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15- There's nothing like this on the market.- You have 12 weeks.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18- There's plenty of time to get that bit right.- It is right.
0:02:18 > 0:02:21So, earn his trust back and he will help.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22It can't wait that long.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24His recommendation is only the first part...
0:02:24 > 0:02:26Yes, but it's the most important.
0:02:28 > 0:02:3112 weeks. It's enough time to make it feel natural enough.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34But, for now, your first day...?
0:02:36 > 0:02:39You're determined to humiliate me.
0:02:39 > 0:02:40Fredrik, you promised.
0:02:47 > 0:02:51Because...I hope you can understand the position I'm in.
0:02:53 > 0:02:57My reputation in Sweden is compromised...
0:02:58 > 0:03:00- ..despite my acquittal...- Fredrik.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03But I understand why you did what you did.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15Dominic Copeland, registrar.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Hm.
0:03:19 > 0:03:23Just feels like another one of those "and then there were two" moments.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26Going to be plenty more of those.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31He would have been so proud today.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36- I need staff.- I have that covered.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Three electives, a full clinic this afternoon, limited resources.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42- Is there no way you can start Darwin?- Orders. Not mine.
0:03:42 > 0:03:45- That means the Trust. - That means I can't say.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Ward by ward, consultant by consultant,
0:03:47 > 0:03:49that's all anyone needs to know.
0:03:49 > 0:03:50Great, so the wheel stops with me.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53Sacha, it is one day under the microscope.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56Which we all know leads to a lifetime of problems.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57Career of problems.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Is there a difference?
0:03:59 > 0:04:00That's the spirit.
0:04:00 > 0:04:04Please. Come on, one day to clear my electives.
0:04:04 > 0:04:07You're up first. Rally the Keller troops.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Did you say you had that covered?
0:04:13 > 0:04:15Of course you did.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Hey, I found this gentleman struggling with
0:04:19 > 0:04:21one of the lockers. Apparently he's one of us.
0:04:21 > 0:04:27Fredrik Johanssen. Wow, that's an interactive resume.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29I see your name and you pop up!
0:04:30 > 0:04:32So, what do you prefer - Mr Johanssen, Fred, Freddie?
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Fredrik is fine.
0:04:35 > 0:04:36Great, super.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Where shall I start?
0:04:38 > 0:04:39Um...
0:04:39 > 0:04:41My...
0:04:43 > 0:04:44..office?
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Therapy. That's what they should give me.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51How many years serving like a butler to that woman's every whim?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54I take one break from her and she fills my return with
0:04:54 > 0:04:56the equivalent of slopping out the outhouse.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- Your decision, I recall. - Stockholm syndrome.
0:04:59 > 0:05:00Though even on AAU I'd wake up
0:05:00 > 0:05:02in the middle of the night with a cold sweat.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04Post traumatic Jac syndrome.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09What can I say - I'm a woman on the verge of having it all?
0:05:09 > 0:05:13Oh and how lucky am I to be a little wedge in your little pie chart?
0:05:13 > 0:05:17"WHO ARE YOU" BY THE WHO BLARES
0:05:20 > 0:05:23Hey, Zosh! Just in time.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25What do you think? King or The Boss?
0:05:29 > 0:05:32For Lord Fletcher? Of course. Three bags full.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36Apparently, his brand spanking Darwin office isn't up
0:05:36 > 0:05:39to his standard yet so he's slumming it with us proles for another day.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41By "not up to standards" I take it you mean not ready?
0:05:41 > 0:05:44Honestly, even if it was ready I don't think he'd sign off on it.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46You seen my list?
0:05:46 > 0:05:48And, by the way, that was a nurse calling for him.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50He's already bagged himself a secretary.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53Mr Brown needs his ECG.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55In the meantime, his highness has sent down a list of tasks
0:05:55 > 0:05:58he wants doing on top of the everyday survival of AAU.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01Well, I wish him luck with that. So what have we got?
0:06:01 > 0:06:04Two hot gallbladders and an incarcerated hernia.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- Donna!- Oh, here we go.- Can you give me a shout when you've done
0:06:06 > 0:06:09the off duty? And there's rumours flying around that Darwin's next
0:06:09 > 0:06:12on this merry-go-round of assessments so I need you
0:06:12 > 0:06:14to plug the gap here while I dance between both wards, OK?
0:06:14 > 0:06:17- Sorry. You're a life-saver! - I'm a life-saver, apparently.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22If they bump up my pay-grade, I'll even do mouth-to-mouth.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Elective after elective, discharge times we have to
0:06:24 > 0:06:26stick to or else we face a mountain of paperwork
0:06:26 > 0:06:28explaining why we couldn't.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30And the usual, no beds, no slots, no time...
0:06:30 > 0:06:32Everything has to be meticulously planned or not at all.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35Theatre lists need to be reviewed and noted.
0:06:35 > 0:06:39OK, er, this pile underneath are dictations
0:06:39 > 0:06:41for transplant assessments.
0:06:41 > 0:06:42Good luck.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48Well, these beds won't change themselves.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Bet it's not like that in Sweden. Reckon you're mad coming here.
0:06:53 > 0:06:5712-week attachment. Little time for madness.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Few people would disagree with you there.
0:07:00 > 0:07:01Him being one?
0:07:01 > 0:07:04Mr Levy? He's really copping it today.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07Bit tense. Apparently there's some kind of assessment
0:07:07 > 0:07:11from the Trust, or the enigmatic Mr Hanssen.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13He's Swedish as well. You might know him!
0:07:15 > 0:07:17Bit weird.
0:07:17 > 0:07:22Well, not weird, just... he's my boss so... Shut up, Lofty!
0:07:23 > 0:07:25He's got ears everywhere, though.
0:07:27 > 0:07:30I'm going to look into these electives, prepare myself.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Harvest, though, not Gold Rush. Needs the extra emotional depth.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46They're both here somewhere.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48I thought you'd done hundreds of subdural haematomas?
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Thousands, probably.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53But this is a microvascular decompression to cure
0:07:53 > 0:07:55trigeminal neuralgia.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58Extreme facial pain. And it requires a soundtrack.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01- Yes, I know what it is.- It's a referral from the Lexington Neuro.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03And did they ask for you specifically?
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Well, they always ask for me specifically,
0:08:05 > 0:08:06I just can't always say yes.
0:08:06 > 0:08:10This, however, is what in Brain Geek Creek
0:08:10 > 0:08:12we would call "irresistible."
0:08:12 > 0:08:15And what in the Creek would they call this?
0:08:16 > 0:08:20It's, er... just something that, um...
0:08:20 > 0:08:22Dr Burton had me do. It's the rest of your mother's family.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23You won't remember them.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- That's Auntie Chris?- That's right.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29Yeah, I know. I stayed with her. And her daughter.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31I should have invited them to the wedding.
0:08:31 > 0:08:32Um, well, I don't think so.
0:08:34 > 0:08:35Why not?
0:08:35 > 0:08:38You're doing great, I'm doing great, it would be nice
0:08:38 > 0:08:40to meet the rest of that side of the family...
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Yes, but we have an operation to prepare for!
0:08:42 > 0:08:44What about something classical?
0:08:44 > 0:08:46Something with a bit of status, what do you think?
0:08:49 > 0:08:51I had no idea he was your son.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53No. Why would you?
0:08:53 > 0:08:55Just, I had no idea he was coming, that's all.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57KNOCK ON DOOR Come in.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Thank you, Ms Karnik.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11So...
0:09:11 > 0:09:13I get summoned like all the rest?
0:09:13 > 0:09:15What are you here for, Fredrik?
0:09:15 > 0:09:18A 12-week attachment. I need the practical experience.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21Yes, I know what it says on the form but what I want to know is
0:09:21 > 0:09:22what are you here for?
0:09:24 > 0:09:25OK...
0:09:30 > 0:09:34I was hoping you'd understand the position I'm in.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36My reputation in Sweden is compromised...
0:09:36 > 0:09:39- I can understand that. - I was acquitted!
0:09:39 > 0:09:41I know.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42You followed the trial?
0:09:42 > 0:09:44Of course.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45Hoping for what outcome?
0:09:52 > 0:09:58Look, I know why you did what you did...
0:09:58 > 0:10:00All right, we'll get you your practical experience,
0:10:00 > 0:10:02if that's what you need.
0:10:04 > 0:10:05What else would I need?
0:10:05 > 0:10:08Oh, a set of scrubs for a start.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10You look like you've come dressed for a funeral.
0:10:15 > 0:10:16Fredrik.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20I hope you know what you're doing.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22You don't think I can do it?
0:10:31 > 0:10:32What's this?
0:10:32 > 0:10:34- Place settings.- For our wedding?
0:10:34 > 0:10:36No, for the teddy bears' picnic in the woods.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- Yes! For our wedding.- Sorry, maybe my intonation was wrong.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41For OUR wedding?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43It's funny. I've seen them do it before.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45Old photos of strangers in uncompromising positions.
0:10:45 > 0:10:49- My family.- Oh! Family... in compromising positions.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52- Those two are not related. - A family I never knew you had.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55My mum's side. After she died I hardly saw them.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57I met some, but...
0:10:57 > 0:10:59So, what do you think?
0:10:59 > 0:11:02We find the funniest photo and we use it as a place setting.
0:11:02 > 0:11:06Sorry, so these old semi-naked Polish people that you barely know,
0:11:06 > 0:11:10I've never met, let alone budgeted for, suddenly on top table?
0:11:10 > 0:11:11I have to invite them first.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Assuming they're still alive.
0:11:13 > 0:11:14Unless that's a problem?
0:11:14 > 0:11:16We're at capacity.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18If it's a cost thing, I'm sure my dad will help.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20It's a capacity thing. Sorry, what about my family?
0:11:20 > 0:11:23- And my extras?- Well, then you have to find some funny photos, too.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Oh, we don't have any funny photos.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27And therein lies the problem with the Valentine family.
0:11:27 > 0:11:28OK.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31Far be it for me to be question the sudden shift from laissez-faire
0:11:31 > 0:11:33to bridezilla, but...
0:11:33 > 0:11:35why the sudden shift to bridezilla?
0:11:36 > 0:11:37Hardly.
0:11:37 > 0:11:41I just realised that maybe I was focusing a little bit too much on...
0:11:41 > 0:11:43me.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Well you certainly look a lot different than the last time
0:11:52 > 0:11:53I saw you.
0:11:56 > 0:11:57Dr Copeland.
0:11:57 > 0:12:02It's actually Mr now. Well, that was some pancreatic tear I treated.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05- It must have taken you some time to get over...- Some.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08Yeah, I'm not a great one for wallowing in self-pity.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11Sacha and Lofty had absolutely no idea who you were.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13They were both mortified, Lofty especially.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16- Friendly guy.- Yeah, friendliest. And I'm going to come across
0:12:16 > 0:12:19as the opposite of that now, but, I'm sorry, would you mind
0:12:19 > 0:12:20if we give you a different locker?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22They shouldn't have given that one out. We retired it
0:12:22 > 0:12:26a little while ago. It belonged to a friend of ours.
0:12:26 > 0:12:30Oh. Of course. Consider it done.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32- Sorry, I know it's really weird. - No, I'm only here
0:12:32 > 0:12:36for a few weeks, so I really don't care where I go, and...
0:12:38 > 0:12:40And sorry about your friend.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Thank you.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45I know he was like another son to my father.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51Straight through to bay three, please. Dr Digby, I need you
0:12:51 > 0:12:53to do an ABPI and check his lower limb pulse.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56- We're waiting for an RTA.- Double leg fracture falling off a phone box.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58Something to do with a couple of funny cigarettes,
0:12:58 > 0:13:02- a stick of rock and a bottle of Remy Martin. Go figure.- Incoming!
0:13:02 > 0:13:05- Here come the rest of So Solid Crew. - Give me strength.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08Whoa, whoa, whoa! Can I stop you there, fellas?
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Whose bright idea was it to redecorate
0:13:10 > 0:13:11the penthouse during an amber alert?
0:13:11 > 0:13:14I think you must be confused. We're doing a job for Budgie.
0:13:14 > 0:13:18He's moving in to the big office here, just while upstairs
0:13:18 > 0:13:19- get their act together.- Budgie?
0:13:19 > 0:13:22Yeah, he's the new Director of Nursing.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30Do you know what? He, um, he told me about this.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33Why don't you pop that back and I'll take over?
0:13:33 > 0:13:34I would love to help him out.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36If you say so. To me, to me.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38To you.
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Mr Levy. I need to know which operations I'll be assisting on.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50Ms Easterman, this is Mr Johanssen. He's going to be talking you
0:13:50 > 0:13:53through everything before your operation, all right?
0:13:53 > 0:13:56Ah, yes, you're the adrenalectomy for phaeochromocytoma.
0:13:56 > 0:14:00- You've been experiencing anxiety, panic attacks.- Oh, he's cute.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02I'm not great company at the best of times
0:14:02 > 0:14:04but, yes, they call it anxiety.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Though, honestly, if you ask Mr Levy here,
0:14:06 > 0:14:09I'm sure he can attest I'm much, much darker than that.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14Right, I shall leave you in his capable hands.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16Have I seen you here before?
0:14:16 > 0:14:18I think I just have one of those faces.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- Fredrik, I'm mortified. - And I'm Ms Easterman.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23I had no idea who you were and when I said "weird," I didn't...
0:14:23 > 0:14:25Who is he? Good or bad?
0:14:25 > 0:14:27I need to know if I'm being treated by a bad one.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29Are you important Dr Johanssen?
0:14:29 > 0:14:31I'm the opposite.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Mr Levy, I've done your dictations, referrals to transfer,
0:14:34 > 0:14:37patient lists, everything asked of me, and, to be frank,
0:14:37 > 0:14:39I feel a little like a second class citizen here
0:14:39 > 0:14:42as everyone else disappears into surgery.
0:14:42 > 0:14:43Well, I'm very sorry to hear that.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46I don't see my name down even to assist.
0:14:46 > 0:14:50The truth is we're still waiting on some paperwork.
0:14:50 > 0:14:51Paperwork? I don't think so.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53Some documentation has been held up,
0:14:53 > 0:14:55your occupational health clearance or something,
0:14:55 > 0:14:59and until that comes, I'm afraid I can't let you into theatre.
0:15:01 > 0:15:02Sorry.
0:15:04 > 0:15:07Marco has been bounced from specialist to specialist.
0:15:07 > 0:15:08Fluid on the brain.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12Yes. Hydrocephalus. And you had a shunt fitted a few weeks ago.
0:15:12 > 0:15:16Turns out number one dad is also number one neuro surgeon.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19He really came to my rescue with this shunt thing.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21The sodium levels in the blood are normal,
0:15:21 > 0:15:24but we will have to do a CT to check the shunt is in place.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25So, we'll be back.
0:15:31 > 0:15:35My opinion? Safe money is on a virus.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Based on his history?
0:15:37 > 0:15:40Or the fact that he's reported drowsiness and headaches since he had it put in?
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Based on the freezing cold temperatures he works in.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46In Scotland?
0:15:47 > 0:15:50Is that the coldest place you can think of?
0:15:50 > 0:15:54No. Fish market. Marco is one of the last of the great fish porters.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58Family business, lovely man. But we have bigger fish to fry.
0:15:58 > 0:16:00Microvascular decompression awaits.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03And I have just the piece to accompany it.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12I'm more than happy to make this a silent relationship if you prefer?
0:16:14 > 0:16:15Lean forward, please.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22Your heart rate fluctuate much?
0:16:22 > 0:16:26Everything that can go wrong does go wrong. I'd like an end.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28That's the tumour talking.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30You know that, do you?
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Unless you really are as dark minded as you say.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34I didn't mean that kind of end.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Though I suppose it's inevitable.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39I have to ask.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Have you ever had suicidal thoughts?
0:16:42 > 0:16:43No.
0:16:44 > 0:16:45Have you?
0:16:49 > 0:16:50Never.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52You eating properly?
0:16:52 > 0:16:54I don't do anything properly.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57Apart from lying in bed and feeling sorry for yourself.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00You know you have a strange sense of humour.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03So much for that silent relationship.
0:17:04 > 0:17:05Feeling sleepy?
0:17:05 > 0:17:08OK, I've got you.
0:17:08 > 0:17:09Just lay still.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16Weirdo! Why would I say that? To his son!
0:17:16 > 0:17:18I need to go and find that locker, the poor guy's...
0:17:18 > 0:17:21Lofty, please, just give it a rest for a bit, will you, please?
0:17:21 > 0:17:24- Sorry.- Are you all right?
0:17:24 > 0:17:27Look, it's just...it's my first day as a registrar,
0:17:27 > 0:17:29there are all these rumours going around the hospital,
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Sacha's under pressure.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33And now we've got Doctor Doom stalking the ward.
0:17:33 > 0:17:36- Doctor Doom?- You do know that he conducted a drug trial that
0:17:36 > 0:17:38resulted in the death of six people.
0:17:38 > 0:17:42Six - I mean, call me old-fashioned but I'm not the kind of doctor
0:17:42 > 0:17:45who believes in collateral when it comes to some sort of greater...
0:17:47 > 0:17:49I don't think Dom, er...
0:17:49 > 0:17:53Fredrik, I'm...I'm sorry, that was really insensitive of me.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56I'm just, you know...
0:17:56 > 0:17:59No, you're right. Six of them...
0:18:01 > 0:18:05The first one had a peripheral vascular shutdown
0:18:05 > 0:18:07causing paraesthesia.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09The blood supply to his limbs was cut off,
0:18:09 > 0:18:12which led to infection, amputation and a painful death.
0:18:12 > 0:18:13I'm sorry, I...
0:18:13 > 0:18:16The second was a myocardial infarction due to
0:18:16 > 0:18:18lack of blood supply in the heart muscles.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21Third one went blind due to ophthalmic problems. Should I go on?
0:18:21 > 0:18:23The fourth one was found...
0:18:23 > 0:18:25Fredrik. Honestly, it was a mistake.
0:18:25 > 0:18:27It's just after everything today...
0:18:27 > 0:18:30Yes, of course. You must be worried.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33What do you mean by that?
0:18:33 > 0:18:39Just the age of uncertainty in this country. Takeovers, mergers,
0:18:39 > 0:18:41people having to re-apply for their own roles.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46Well, I love my job. And I'm very good at it.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48Oh, I don't doubt that.
0:18:49 > 0:18:50Staying good, though...
0:18:52 > 0:18:54..that's the important thing.
0:18:57 > 0:19:00Which theatre is Mr Levy in?
0:19:00 > 0:19:01This way...
0:19:08 > 0:19:10- Miss Jackson. - Bloody hell, you gave me a fright.
0:19:10 > 0:19:14There's a man over there saying he has an online order for you.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16Something about free recycling?
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Is that for Donna Jackson? That's me.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21- All yours.- Thank you. Ah!
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Let's have a look. Ah! How great is that?
0:19:23 > 0:19:25- Is that what I think it is? - Certainly is.
0:19:25 > 0:19:29It's going to a good home so thank you for coming all the way in.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31- What is that? - Oh, it's just a scratch.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34Hop on a stool in triage and I'll get someone to see you.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38Ms Easterman, the phaeochromocytoma,
0:19:38 > 0:19:40she's experiencing strange symptoms that...
0:19:40 > 0:19:42Yes, that's what the tumour will do.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44But unrelated. Drooling, memory problems, drowsiness,
0:19:44 > 0:19:46- muscle weakness...- Panic attacks, feelings of gloom?
0:19:46 > 0:19:49- She's been experiencing them for weeks.- Emotions all over the place,
0:19:49 > 0:19:51I agree, but these are all specifically different
0:19:51 > 0:19:53to anything she should be experiencing.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Once we do the operation, it should fix all of that.
0:19:55 > 0:19:59I'm saying I don't think we should be operating yet until we know.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00But I can help.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04I know you think this is me delaying to get theatre time but, please...
0:20:04 > 0:20:06I have to go, all right? We'll talk later.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16You OK?
0:20:18 > 0:20:20I need you to take the bloods from Ms Easterman
0:20:20 > 0:20:22and send them to the lab.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29I didn't want to knock on your door because it felt a little bit formal,
0:20:29 > 0:20:32and I'd much rather this was off the record, if that's OK?
0:20:32 > 0:20:34It's all right.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37HE SIGHS
0:20:37 > 0:20:42With everything that's been happening with me recently...
0:20:43 > 0:20:47..I just didn't want to be the cause of any more...
0:20:47 > 0:20:49You were never the cause.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58I can't stop taking steroids.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06I've been taking them for a while.
0:21:08 > 0:21:09No-one knows.
0:21:09 > 0:21:13I don't have symptoms, you know. I'm not angry.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15I'm not going to get all psychotic.
0:21:17 > 0:21:21I just wanted to come to you now
0:21:21 > 0:21:23because I want to stay on top.
0:21:25 > 0:21:30I want to...stay as good at my job as I always am.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37And I'm always burdening Sacha with these things, so...
0:21:37 > 0:21:39So I'm the only person you've told?
0:21:41 > 0:21:43Well, this is an illness. You're ill.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45And I can't ignore it, I'm afraid.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49You know what, this was probably a bad idea.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52It's my first day as registrar and I've already come to you for help.
0:21:54 > 0:21:57So, we'll get you help from Occupational Therapy.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00They'll do a psychological assessment
0:22:00 > 0:22:01and report back to me in confidence.
0:22:01 > 0:22:05I want you to do exactly as they say, please.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I'll monitor you on a weekly basis.
0:22:11 > 0:22:14The fact that you came forward is important.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19Thank you.
0:22:26 > 0:22:27Is it because of Isaac?
0:22:34 > 0:22:35It's just an illness.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Now, look.
0:22:40 > 0:22:42You are a good doctor.
0:22:44 > 0:22:45I believe in you.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01CLASSICAL MUSIC: Spiegel Im Spiegel by Arvo Part
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Through the archway...
0:23:26 > 0:23:27and under.
0:23:29 > 0:23:30Softly...
0:23:30 > 0:23:31lift.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35And lay her down.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47There's that the buzz for you.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53A thing of beauty, wasn't it?
0:23:55 > 0:23:56Yes. It really was.
0:23:58 > 0:24:03AMBULANCE SIREN BLARES THROUGH MUSIC
0:24:07 > 0:24:10PHONE RINGS
0:24:10 > 0:24:11Fredrik?
0:24:11 > 0:24:13It's not as easy as I thought.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18I think we're going to have to rethink.
0:24:18 > 0:24:21Maybe look at another way of convincing him.
0:24:24 > 0:24:26There are too many factors against, Sara!
0:24:26 > 0:24:29Maybe we look for help from someone else. I don't know, I just...
0:24:30 > 0:24:32I have to go.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40Mr Johanssen! Ms Easterman,
0:24:40 > 0:24:42pulse is low, BP through the roof.
0:24:52 > 0:24:53How many fingers?
0:24:54 > 0:24:55Five.
0:25:00 > 0:25:05Which symptom of the tumour was worse? Crying? Panic attacks?
0:25:05 > 0:25:08Benzodiazepines in your blood.
0:25:09 > 0:25:10You're self-medicating.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I was right. These symptoms,
0:25:14 > 0:25:17they're nothing to do with the phaeochromocytoma.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19She's been self-medicating.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22At a guess, it's safe to rule her out as a heroin, cocaine type.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25So, which is it, diazepam?
0:25:29 > 0:25:33And I'm going to hazard, stolen from a relative who was prescribed?
0:25:34 > 0:25:35Who was it?
0:25:38 > 0:25:39Mother.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42Back pain.
0:25:43 > 0:25:44Mr Levy.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47Ms Easterman is using diazepam to combat the symptoms of the tumour.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48Fredrik was right.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53Double vision, memory loss, muscle fatigue. It all makes sense now.
0:25:53 > 0:25:57- When is she due in theatre? - As soon as Theatre One is free.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00We have to switch to alpha then beta blockers to get her BP down
0:26:00 > 0:26:02to get the operation done in time.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Where's Mr Copeland?
0:26:06 > 0:26:07I assumed with you.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11- Lofty, can you inform the anaesthetist?- Great.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Well done.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15Mr Levy?
0:26:15 > 0:26:17I just want to be a part of this team.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21I'll see what I can do.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43Naylor's in theatre.
0:26:43 > 0:26:48Yeah. I just came in to get these for a case coming up.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50- Did you want something? - Microvascular decompression.
0:26:50 > 0:26:54Yes. You should have seen him -
0:26:54 > 0:26:59over, under, lifting these tiny veins with a feather touch.
0:26:59 > 0:27:02His hand so still. It was him at his best.
0:27:02 > 0:27:05He doesn't seem...off?
0:27:05 > 0:27:08No. Quite the opposite. He seemed on.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11- Hence the microvascular decompression.- Erratic, then?
0:27:12 > 0:27:18It's just...a couple of weeks ago, in theatre, there was this moment.
0:27:18 > 0:27:21Panic, loss of control. I don't know what you call it.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24I mean, there are many accusations I'd love to throw at your dad
0:27:24 > 0:27:26but I'd never seen this before.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28- Did he mess up? - I mean, his behaviour...
0:27:28 > 0:27:30Did he make an error?
0:27:30 > 0:27:32No, not really.
0:27:32 > 0:27:36So, a surgeon having a bad day? Hold the front page.
0:27:37 > 0:27:41Yeah, it's just in hindsight, it felt like something.
0:27:43 > 0:27:46Well, I think I would have noticed if it was something, don't you?
0:27:48 > 0:27:50Hey, looking for Ms Naylor.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53If you value your manhood,
0:27:53 > 0:27:55I'd highly recommend you knocking next time.
0:27:57 > 0:28:00I just want to clear the whole interview thing up with
0:28:00 > 0:28:01me helping Fletch as well as you.
0:28:01 > 0:28:04I don't want you to think I was being a turncoat, or anything...
0:28:04 > 0:28:07Oh, honestly, you can be such a wet weekend sometimes.
0:28:07 > 0:28:10- I'm moving on. - Exactly, yes! Of course you are!
0:28:10 > 0:28:12And, for what it's worth,
0:28:12 > 0:28:14if Fletch's old job does come up, I think you'd be...
0:28:14 > 0:28:16- What are you still doing here? - Budgie said to wait.
0:28:18 > 0:28:20But then someone was sick over there
0:28:20 > 0:28:23and a fight broke out between the boys in the tracksuits.
0:28:24 > 0:28:25And then he was called upstairs.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29That looks very sore, how did you do it?
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Pass me the chlorhexidine, please, Dr Digby?
0:28:31 > 0:28:33Piece of glass from Stuart Wilson's Fanta bottle.
0:28:33 > 0:28:37He went ballistic when he heard about the recruitment freeze thing
0:28:37 > 0:28:38and smashed up the kitchen.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40What, and they missed a bit cleaning up?
0:28:40 > 0:28:42The Senior Porter role became available after Quinton
0:28:42 > 0:28:46- got signed off for stress...- Whoa. What do you mean recruitment freeze?
0:28:46 > 0:28:48He had some rude words about Mr Hanssen,
0:28:48 > 0:28:52which I won't repeat in front of the lady. But Stuart Wilson...
0:28:52 > 0:28:54We're all gutted about the pop anarchist Stuart,
0:28:54 > 0:28:57- but what exactly did they say about this freeze thing?- Just that.
0:28:57 > 0:29:00There'll be no more promotions until the uncertainty is over.
0:29:00 > 0:29:02Uncertainty?
0:29:02 > 0:29:05Don't say I never do anything for you.
0:29:05 > 0:29:08A woman just left this at reception for Nurse Jackson.
0:29:08 > 0:29:10Perhaps next time you could have your shopping
0:29:10 > 0:29:11delivered directly to your home.
0:29:11 > 0:29:13Thank you, Mr Griffin, you're a sweetheart.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15It's just this way. Just through here.
0:29:20 > 0:29:22KNOCKING ON DOOR
0:29:27 > 0:29:29Mr Mereti's CT scans have come back.
0:29:29 > 0:29:33And the ventricles in the brain look much larger than they should be.
0:29:33 > 0:29:34Which means?
0:29:34 > 0:29:37We need to relieve the pressure. We need to operate.
0:29:38 > 0:29:40Shunt revision.
0:29:40 > 0:29:42I'd like to know why it happened.
0:29:42 > 0:29:44Agreed. So...
0:29:44 > 0:29:46MRI scan?
0:29:49 > 0:29:51I hear your patient's recovering beautifully.
0:29:51 > 0:29:57You know...there's a point in there where you have to remain
0:29:57 > 0:30:03so calm, so transfixed, it becomes meditative.
0:30:03 > 0:30:08And your mind finds the quietest, calmest place...
0:30:09 > 0:30:14It's almost as if you're enveloped in some kind of eternal shroud.
0:30:16 > 0:30:18And you feel safe...
0:30:18 > 0:30:20y'know?
0:30:20 > 0:30:23To do your best work,
0:30:23 > 0:30:27as if you're being guided,
0:30:27 > 0:30:29encouraged...
0:30:30 > 0:30:32..at peace...
0:30:37 > 0:30:41Zosia, I'm so glad we got to spend this time together.
0:30:42 > 0:30:44You've been a great daughter.
0:30:45 > 0:30:47A great support.
0:30:48 > 0:30:50I hope you'll be able to say the same thing about me one day.
0:30:50 > 0:30:53OK, I think we need to get a little less Dr Burton, don't you?
0:30:53 > 0:30:55I'm so proud of who you've become.
0:30:57 > 0:30:58Yeah. Me, too.
0:31:10 > 0:31:11OK, all set?
0:31:13 > 0:31:15So, WHO checklist.
0:31:15 > 0:31:19Laparoscopic adrenalectomy to remove phaeochromocytma tumour
0:31:19 > 0:31:21on patient Anne-Marie Easterman, 31.
0:31:22 > 0:31:27No allergies. Sacha Levy, consultant surgeon in charge.
0:31:27 > 0:31:30Mr Dominic Copeland, registrar.
0:31:30 > 0:31:32Mr Fredrik Johanssen, registrar.
0:31:37 > 0:31:39Marco? Marco? Look at me.
0:31:39 > 0:31:40Dr Ford?
0:31:40 > 0:31:42Pupils have dilated. GCS is dropping.
0:31:42 > 0:31:44He's losing consciousness. Find Mr Self.
0:31:44 > 0:31:47Call the anaesthetist, please - we need to get him prepped for theatre as soon as possible.
0:31:47 > 0:31:49Right, let's move!
0:31:49 > 0:31:51Honestly, could he get any jammier?
0:31:51 > 0:31:53One week before a promotion freeze
0:31:53 > 0:31:55and he lands the Director of Nursing job!
0:31:55 > 0:31:58Not that I'm not made up for him - obviously I am.
0:31:58 > 0:32:01It's just, well, you know, what are the rest of us supposed to do?
0:32:01 > 0:32:03Hand me a lemonade bottle, someone - I feel like rioting!
0:32:03 > 0:32:05Look, I have to say I'm slightly more concerned
0:32:05 > 0:32:07why there's a freeze in the first place.
0:32:07 > 0:32:08Yeah, well, you would be.
0:32:08 > 0:32:12Donna, I hope you don't mind me asking, but I don't understand
0:32:12 > 0:32:15why you're slogging your guts out to do up the consultants' office,
0:32:15 > 0:32:16which is only temporary, anyway,
0:32:16 > 0:32:19until Fletch disappears off up to Darwin?
0:32:19 > 0:32:22Now that, my friend, for once, is a very good question.
0:32:24 > 0:32:27Sometimes you've just got to rise above it, haven't you?
0:32:32 > 0:32:36OK, that is a brilliant dissection.
0:32:36 > 0:32:38Is that the azygos vein?
0:32:38 > 0:32:39Yes.
0:32:39 > 0:32:42Wow! Not often that comes into view.
0:32:43 > 0:32:45It's good retraction of the liver.
0:32:46 > 0:32:48That's excellent use of the left hand.
0:32:57 > 0:32:59Dad, where are you?
0:32:59 > 0:33:01We need to do this operation and he hasn't got any time.
0:33:01 > 0:33:04We're in Theatre One - can you get here as soon as you can?
0:33:04 > 0:33:07- Thank you. Can you try paging him again?- Will do.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09Is Mr Self here?
0:33:09 > 0:33:10He's on his way.
0:33:10 > 0:33:13Can you send him to me as soon as he gets here?
0:33:13 > 0:33:14We're about to do an operation.
0:33:14 > 0:33:15This can't wait.
0:33:15 > 0:33:17Well, then I need to know.
0:33:18 > 0:33:20He hasn't been attending his sessions with Dr Burton.
0:33:22 > 0:33:23That's ridiculous. Of course he has.
0:33:23 > 0:33:25He's been doing tasks for her.
0:33:26 > 0:33:27This isn't the place.
0:33:27 > 0:33:29Have you done this operation before?
0:33:29 > 0:33:30He's on his way.
0:33:30 > 0:33:33Send him to me as soon as you're finished.
0:33:41 > 0:33:44We need to reopen the incision behind the ear where the
0:33:44 > 0:33:49previous shunt was inserted, taking care not to dislodge the catheter,
0:33:49 > 0:33:54identify the old valve and detach from the ventricular catheter,
0:33:54 > 0:33:56pull out the old valve and tubing,
0:33:56 > 0:33:58pass down a tunnelling device
0:33:58 > 0:34:01from the cranial incision to the abdomen,
0:34:01 > 0:34:03and replace with a new shunt.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06If we can create a clear pathway for the fluid,
0:34:06 > 0:34:08then we can release the pressure.
0:34:12 > 0:34:13Music.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19Clip, please.
0:34:22 > 0:34:23Right, that's good stuff.
0:34:23 > 0:34:27Just be careful, there's big vessels there.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29I'm ligating the pedical.
0:34:29 > 0:34:33The adrenal is extremely inflamed, so be careful of that renal vein.
0:34:38 > 0:34:39Fredrik?
0:34:39 > 0:34:41Fredrik.
0:34:41 > 0:34:42MONITOR BEEPS
0:34:42 > 0:34:43You've nicked it.
0:34:43 > 0:34:44Suction. Argh!
0:34:44 > 0:34:47Mr Copeland, can you take over the retraction and the camera, please?
0:34:47 > 0:34:49Let me fix it - that wasn't my fault.
0:34:49 > 0:34:51Big bleed. Tonsil swab.
0:34:51 > 0:34:52Thank you.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54Can you take five minutes, please?
0:34:54 > 0:34:55I've got it.
0:34:55 > 0:34:57Now.
0:35:11 > 0:35:13Determined to humiliate me.
0:35:13 > 0:35:15Actually, I'm not here for you, Fredrik.
0:35:16 > 0:35:19Oh, come on! You have to admit there's an irony to that.
0:35:21 > 0:35:23This is about Mr Levy.
0:35:23 > 0:35:25Right. The assessment.
0:35:25 > 0:35:27And it's about the team.
0:35:28 > 0:35:29And that is all.
0:36:03 > 0:36:04Mr Johanssen, are you OK?
0:36:04 > 0:36:05I'm fine, thank you.
0:36:09 > 0:36:11We're nearly there.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15Would you like to take over?
0:36:23 > 0:36:26Fredrik, I'm going to increase abdominal pressure
0:36:26 > 0:36:27and when the bleeding stops,
0:36:27 > 0:36:29I'm going to clip above and below the injury.
0:36:29 > 0:36:30All right?
0:36:30 > 0:36:32Yes, Mr Levy.
0:36:43 > 0:36:48CLASSICAL MUSIC: Spiegel Im Spiegel by Arvo Part
0:37:04 > 0:37:06Turn it off.
0:37:06 > 0:37:07Turn the music off! Turn it off!
0:37:07 > 0:37:09Miss March?
0:37:09 > 0:37:11Miss March!
0:37:11 > 0:37:13MUSIC STOPS
0:37:14 > 0:37:15OK. Come on.
0:37:19 > 0:37:21Come on.
0:37:23 > 0:37:24OK.
0:37:28 > 0:37:30The pressure's been released.
0:37:32 > 0:37:34Let's close him up.
0:37:38 > 0:37:40Where are you? Pick up your phone.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42Have you seen Mr Self?
0:37:42 > 0:37:43No.
0:37:43 > 0:37:46He's not in his office. He's not picking up his phone.
0:37:52 > 0:37:53Ms Easterman's X-ray?
0:37:53 > 0:37:54Yes.
0:38:01 > 0:38:02Hey, Fredrik.
0:38:02 > 0:38:05Look, I was just chatting to Sacha about how impressive it was
0:38:05 > 0:38:07how you handled earlier.
0:38:07 > 0:38:09We all make mistakes... What's up? What's going on?
0:38:09 > 0:38:11Ms Easterman's post-op X-ray results.
0:38:11 > 0:38:13Yeah - the central line still in place?
0:38:13 > 0:38:14Central line is fine. But...
0:38:16 > 0:38:17I think it's a swab.
0:38:17 > 0:38:19No, no, it can't be.
0:38:19 > 0:38:20Look at it again.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22We counted all the swabs. They were all accounted for.
0:38:22 > 0:38:25Let's take her down for a CT scan to be sure.
0:38:25 > 0:38:27- I don't think we should tell Mr Levy yet.- No, no, we have to!
0:38:27 > 0:38:30With the medical director breathing down his neck?
0:38:30 > 0:38:32Yes! If that is a swab then this is a major mistake!
0:38:32 > 0:38:34- There'll be a full investigation. - Sacha's under assessment.
0:38:34 > 0:38:38I know that, but if that's a swab and we don't tell someone now,
0:38:38 > 0:38:41then we're all in big, big trouble - we'll end up having to re-operate
0:38:41 > 0:38:43on a woman who barely survived the first high-risk surgery.
0:38:43 > 0:38:46If it is and we leave it in then she'll get an abscess,
0:38:46 > 0:38:48sepsis and in her condition there's no way she could survive.
0:38:48 > 0:38:50- I agree, but... - We have to look out for Sacha!
0:38:50 > 0:38:53There's every chance it's nothing.
0:38:54 > 0:38:56What's nothing?
0:38:56 > 0:38:59Nurse Fletcher has had some directive from Hanssen
0:38:59 > 0:39:02insisting that everybody is up-to-date with their aseptic non-touch technique
0:39:02 > 0:39:04and statutory mandatory training,
0:39:04 > 0:39:07and to say Fletch is eager to enforce it,
0:39:07 > 0:39:09well, it would be an understatement.
0:39:09 > 0:39:12Nurse Fletcher needs to pick a ward and stick with it.
0:39:12 > 0:39:15There is a reason why directors of nursing get an office.
0:39:15 > 0:39:18It's so they can stay in it and leave the rest of us to treat patients.
0:39:21 > 0:39:24Mr Griffin, do you think she's all right about not getting the job?
0:39:24 > 0:39:26She's fine.
0:39:27 > 0:39:31There are worse vices than spring cleaning, believe me.
0:39:43 > 0:39:46Where were you? Why haven't you been answering your phone?
0:39:48 > 0:39:51That music, the music you've been playing in theatre,
0:39:51 > 0:39:54that was Mama's, wasn't it? She used to listen to it.
0:39:55 > 0:39:58You give me this big speech about being a good daughter and then
0:39:58 > 0:40:01you do this last big operation that gets you all emotional and I thought...
0:40:01 > 0:40:04Last big operation? And you thought what?
0:40:04 > 0:40:07- You haven't been going to your meetings.- Listen to me.
0:40:07 > 0:40:08Is it true? Is it true?
0:40:08 > 0:40:09Listen to me!
0:40:09 > 0:40:11- What happened in there?- What?
0:40:11 > 0:40:13- What happened in theatre? - I don't care about theatre!
0:40:13 > 0:40:17Yes, you do. What happened to Marco?
0:40:17 > 0:40:20The shunt was blocked with blood - we released the pressure,
0:40:20 > 0:40:21we reversed it.
0:40:21 > 0:40:25No! You released the pressure, you reversed the shunt!
0:40:25 > 0:40:27You did that operation, Zosia.
0:40:29 > 0:40:32You set me up. Made me do it all on my own...
0:40:32 > 0:40:34Felt good, didn't it?
0:40:35 > 0:40:37Yes.
0:40:37 > 0:40:38It did...until...
0:40:40 > 0:40:43Ms Karnik said you're not going to your meetings.
0:40:44 > 0:40:46No, I went to see Dr Burton,
0:40:46 > 0:40:50and knowing the finish line's in sight I stopped a few sessions early.
0:40:51 > 0:40:55I mean, do I look like I need some messed-up post grad student
0:40:55 > 0:40:57telling me what my brain is doing?
0:41:00 > 0:41:04The CT scan's unmistakable. That's definitely a swab.
0:41:04 > 0:41:06Myself and two nurses did the count twice.
0:41:07 > 0:41:10There'll be an investigation. I'll have to let Hanssen know.
0:41:10 > 0:41:12It'll then be flagged up to local councillors
0:41:12 > 0:41:16and the Department of Health and that will be followed up with a full report.
0:41:16 > 0:41:19This isn't just going to go away.
0:41:19 > 0:41:20The patient will sue us.
0:41:20 > 0:41:24OK, Sacha, I need you to remember every detail of what happened.
0:41:26 > 0:41:30We closed together... as we do in every operation.
0:41:30 > 0:41:34I was preparing to loop the PDS suture to close the extraction site.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36And I was assisting, clearing the way.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38That's the last one.
0:41:39 > 0:41:41The scrub nurse called the count.
0:41:46 > 0:41:48We were one down.
0:41:48 > 0:41:50She thought it was in the patient.
0:41:52 > 0:41:54- But somehow it ended up on the floor.- Here!
0:41:54 > 0:41:56So once that was handed over
0:41:56 > 0:41:59and counted, it was the same amount as we came in with.
0:42:00 > 0:42:0315 large, ten medium and ten tonsil.
0:42:05 > 0:42:09And that was it. We counted again - all present.
0:42:11 > 0:42:13I've absolutely no idea how this happened.
0:42:15 > 0:42:16It's like there was an extra swab.
0:42:18 > 0:42:20I did it.
0:42:26 > 0:42:29I'm new. I messed up.
0:42:33 > 0:42:35So let's just say I did it.
0:42:37 > 0:42:39Fredrik, that's very honourable of you,
0:42:39 > 0:42:42but I'm afraid it doesn't work that way.
0:42:42 > 0:42:45Sacha's the consultant on the case.
0:42:45 > 0:42:49Ultimately all responsibility falls on him, whatever happened.
0:42:49 > 0:42:52I mean, there was clearly no individual error.
0:42:52 > 0:42:56We all did the count, in full, twice.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59We came in with 15, 10, 10.
0:42:59 > 0:43:01We left with 15, 10, 10.
0:43:01 > 0:43:04The clip's in a precarious enough position as it is.
0:43:04 > 0:43:06If we go back in, it's going to be tight.
0:43:06 > 0:43:08Well, then we have no room for error.
0:43:09 > 0:43:14I'd like to inform the patient. I feel responsible for her.
0:43:15 > 0:43:16No.
0:43:16 > 0:43:19Nope. It has to be me.
0:43:24 > 0:43:26KNOCKING
0:43:26 > 0:43:27Come in.
0:43:32 > 0:43:33Henrik?
0:43:33 > 0:43:36Good to see you again. Sara?
0:43:37 > 0:43:39Fredrik's wife.
0:43:56 > 0:43:58Do they think I'm going to sue them or something?
0:43:58 > 0:44:03It's a very serious matter internally - protocol, that's all.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06So much for that end.
0:44:06 > 0:44:08The end is in sight.
0:44:08 > 0:44:12Your symptoms have been alleviated, you can go back to your old self.
0:44:13 > 0:44:15Unlike the rest of us.
0:44:15 > 0:44:18People like me don't just get fixed.
0:44:18 > 0:44:20You seem like you know that.
0:44:20 > 0:44:23No, I don't know what you mean.
0:44:24 > 0:44:26I've watched you.
0:44:26 > 0:44:29You're like me...a lone wolf.
0:44:32 > 0:44:33I'm a family man.
0:44:34 > 0:44:36It's your silence.
0:44:40 > 0:44:44Believe me, I've spent a long time in a fight with silence.
0:44:44 > 0:44:48There is no fix because there is no all-singing, all-dancing me.
0:44:48 > 0:44:49You need medication.
0:44:49 > 0:44:52Think I'm depressed?
0:44:52 > 0:44:54You sound like my family.
0:44:56 > 0:45:00I'm fairly sure depression is the secret every family has.
0:45:03 > 0:45:05Hm.
0:45:07 > 0:45:08Just don't be afraid.
0:45:11 > 0:45:14Sometimes I lie alone at night and I can hear my heart beating
0:45:14 > 0:45:17and I'm convinced that this is the night it stops.
0:45:19 > 0:45:21Hear it thumping itself out...
0:45:26 > 0:45:27..how loud it is.
0:45:33 > 0:45:36I have to warn you about this second surgery...
0:45:36 > 0:45:38that there is still a risk.
0:45:40 > 0:45:42Well, I trust you to keep me safe.
0:45:45 > 0:45:48You mustn't tell him I came in. He'd be...
0:45:48 > 0:45:50He mustn't know.
0:45:50 > 0:45:51I won't say.
0:45:52 > 0:45:55This relationship you two have, or don't have,
0:45:55 > 0:45:57I stay out of that,
0:45:57 > 0:46:02but he's a good father, and a good husband. My husband.
0:46:02 > 0:46:04And I stand by him.
0:46:06 > 0:46:08You know he doesn't blame you for what happened.
0:46:08 > 0:46:11He knows you had to do that. You had to report him.
0:46:11 > 0:46:13Well, what's done is done.
0:46:13 > 0:46:15The correct people decided he was innocent
0:46:15 > 0:46:18and I'm not going to make a judgment about that.
0:46:20 > 0:46:23Are you here for the duration of his attachment?
0:46:24 > 0:46:26Where are you staying?
0:46:26 > 0:46:28Just outside of town. We have Oskar here, too.
0:46:28 > 0:46:32He's with a friend now, but he's four and growing -
0:46:32 > 0:46:35seeing you again, I have to say he looks a lot like you.
0:46:38 > 0:46:41Well, I'd like to meet him one day.
0:46:41 > 0:46:43That'd be lovely.
0:46:45 > 0:46:47I'm just here because...
0:46:48 > 0:46:50Henrik, Fredrik is trying.
0:46:50 > 0:46:52I'm sure he is.
0:46:53 > 0:46:55LONG BEEPING
0:46:55 > 0:46:57The clip has slipped.
0:46:57 > 0:46:59Do you think we can extract the swab?
0:46:59 > 0:47:01I think I can.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03She's struggling.
0:47:04 > 0:47:07Listen, we might have to take the kidney out.
0:47:07 > 0:47:08No. Wait.
0:47:08 > 0:47:11If we switch to open we can use a clip to stop the bleeding
0:47:11 > 0:47:12and save the kidney.
0:47:14 > 0:47:16He's right!
0:47:16 > 0:47:19OK, scalpel, please.
0:47:19 > 0:47:20We need to extend the incision.
0:47:22 > 0:47:24Zosia?
0:47:24 > 0:47:26It was fine. I was operating and it was fine.
0:47:26 > 0:47:28No, it was better than fine. It was great.
0:47:28 > 0:47:30And then the song came on...
0:47:30 > 0:47:32- What? What song?- In theatre.
0:47:32 > 0:47:35He left me alone and the song came on and it suddenly made sense
0:47:35 > 0:47:37why he didn't show up and I thought maybe he was...
0:47:37 > 0:47:39He didn't show up to theatre?
0:47:39 > 0:47:42He'd given me this big speech about what a great daughter I was
0:47:42 > 0:47:46and how he was proud of me and the photos felt like he was
0:47:46 > 0:47:49suddenly saying goodbye to everyone and as though he wanted me
0:47:49 > 0:47:52to remember him through the music when he was gone...
0:47:52 > 0:47:53He left you alone to operate?
0:47:53 > 0:47:56He did it on purpose. And it worked.
0:47:56 > 0:47:59He wanted me to operate alone and he gave me the buzz for neuro.
0:47:59 > 0:48:00This is so, so wrong!
0:48:00 > 0:48:03- No, you're not understanding me! - OK, then help me!
0:48:05 > 0:48:06I...
0:48:08 > 0:48:09I accused him.
0:48:12 > 0:48:15I made an assumption about him.
0:48:16 > 0:48:19And I was wrong. Just like everyone had been with me.
0:48:19 > 0:48:20OK.
0:48:22 > 0:48:26You know better than anyone it's OK to be...
0:48:26 > 0:48:27to be wrong...
0:48:34 > 0:48:36Great, I think we're done.
0:48:36 > 0:48:38Swab extracted, bleeding stopped.
0:48:38 > 0:48:40Kidney intact.
0:48:40 > 0:48:43Good work. Really, really good work from both of you.
0:48:43 > 0:48:45Well done.
0:48:58 > 0:48:59Thank you.
0:49:02 > 0:49:05You know, it's funny. People here hold you in such high esteem.
0:49:05 > 0:49:08They say you're always in the right place at the right time.
0:49:08 > 0:49:09It's been a long day, I think.
0:49:09 > 0:49:11Oh, been a long day in your big chair, has it?
0:49:11 > 0:49:14Had some tricky decisions to make about other people's lives?
0:49:14 > 0:49:17Funny how my papers seemed to get held back from theatre for a while.
0:49:17 > 0:49:18Yes, I heard about today's events.
0:49:18 > 0:49:22Then why is it so hard for you to say what everyone else in this place has been saying all day?
0:49:22 > 0:49:25- Fredrik, I...- I diagnosed the diazepam, I spotted the swab,
0:49:25 > 0:49:27I prevented an unnecessary nephrectomy!
0:49:27 > 0:49:29You're tired.
0:49:29 > 0:49:32Yes, I'm tired! Because I've thought about what you did to me.
0:49:34 > 0:49:38For months, it's all I've thought about.
0:49:38 > 0:49:40I can't stop thinking about it.
0:49:41 > 0:49:43Who does that to their own son?
0:49:47 > 0:49:50Go home, Fredrik. Go to your family.
0:49:56 > 0:49:58Did you get that list I sent over?
0:49:58 > 0:50:02The ward is in good hands. Nurse Jackson is all over it.
0:50:02 > 0:50:04Yeah, she's a firefighter, that one.
0:50:04 > 0:50:06That's one word for it.
0:50:06 > 0:50:07Where are you heading?
0:50:07 > 0:50:08The office.
0:50:08 > 0:50:10Not to be too big for my boots,
0:50:10 > 0:50:12but the amount of paperwork I've got to get through...
0:50:12 > 0:50:15It's just that Nurse Jackson may have a little surprise for you.
0:50:15 > 0:50:20Er...Mr Griffin. How many left for theatre?
0:50:20 > 0:50:24Just one to go. Thank you for checking, Nurse Fletcher.
0:50:24 > 0:50:27That is still how we should address you?
0:50:27 > 0:50:30Well, for now, but Lord does have quite a nice ring to it.
0:50:37 > 0:50:38HE LAUGHS
0:50:47 > 0:50:50In case anyone's wondering, the bearskin rug is completely fake.
0:50:50 > 0:50:53Oh, go on, I'll give you that one. Got a bit carried away with myself today, didn't I?
0:50:53 > 0:50:56Far be it for me to say, Lord Fletcher.
0:50:58 > 0:51:00Oh. My. God!
0:51:00 > 0:51:03I think this might just be the best office in the building.
0:51:03 > 0:51:04Thank you!
0:51:04 > 0:51:06So, all this is, what...
0:51:06 > 0:51:08Just stuff people wanted to chuck out.
0:51:08 > 0:51:09I know! I can't believe it, either!
0:51:10 > 0:51:14So, when you go upstairs, Budgie, who gets the throne?
0:51:15 > 0:51:16I got something to show you.
0:51:16 > 0:51:20As if you're getting away without a photo. Come on. In there.
0:51:20 > 0:51:22Hat on, please.
0:51:22 > 0:51:24Oh, very good. Very good.
0:51:24 > 0:51:27- Yes.- Oh, yeah. Smile!
0:51:30 > 0:51:31You so deserve it!
0:51:31 > 0:51:34Mr Moretti. It went well.
0:51:35 > 0:51:37And thank Mr Self for me.
0:51:37 > 0:51:40Yes, I'll be sure to. Thank you.
0:51:43 > 0:51:46All OK? Was it a virus?
0:51:48 > 0:51:51It's just the MRI scan I ordered this morning.
0:51:54 > 0:51:59It's fine. Just stay out of those freezers for a while.
0:52:09 > 0:52:10What does this look like to you?
0:52:12 > 0:52:14Marco Moretti? I thought it was a virus...
0:52:14 > 0:52:15Just look at it!
0:52:18 > 0:52:22Lines of scarring around the right lateral ventricle.
0:52:24 > 0:52:27And evidence of blood tracking into the occipital lobe.
0:52:27 > 0:52:30As if whoever did it created multiple puncture wounds.
0:52:30 > 0:52:32It's like they've been stabbing blindly and hoping...
0:52:32 > 0:52:34OK, that's enough.
0:52:34 > 0:52:36Dr March?
0:52:36 > 0:52:37Dr March.
0:52:39 > 0:52:43Look, maybe I was a bit harsh earlier about your ideas
0:52:43 > 0:52:45for the wedding. A limit of four,
0:52:45 > 0:52:47you've got a big family, it's a bit unfair...
0:52:47 > 0:52:50The wedding stays exactly how it is. No extra guests.
0:52:50 > 0:52:52OK, well, I'll let the mariachi band
0:52:52 > 0:52:54know that we can afford to feed them.
0:52:54 > 0:52:55- Zosia!- Yeah?
0:52:55 > 0:52:57Look, I know how you're feeling right now,
0:52:57 > 0:53:00but like I say, it's OK to feel concerned about him.
0:53:00 > 0:53:02I contributed to that.
0:53:02 > 0:53:05Look, the main thing is, we were wrong...
0:53:05 > 0:53:07- he's fine.- Yeah, see you later.
0:53:11 > 0:53:13Well, good. Bye.
0:53:14 > 0:53:17Oh, I hate doing this! OK.
0:53:17 > 0:53:19- Nearly there.- OK.
0:53:19 > 0:53:20Stop.
0:53:23 > 0:53:25Ooh!
0:53:25 > 0:53:27Open.
0:53:30 > 0:53:32SHE SIGHS
0:53:33 > 0:53:35I feel like a right mug now!
0:53:36 > 0:53:37Look, I know it's only pokey,
0:53:37 > 0:53:40but when the ward manager job does become available...
0:53:40 > 0:53:43kind of got your name all over it.
0:53:43 > 0:53:44You're a good man. You know that?
0:53:44 > 0:53:46Oh, shut up.
0:53:46 > 0:53:47What is that?
0:53:47 > 0:53:51You could at least have got a decent photo of me.
0:53:51 > 0:53:53Like the one I've got of you.
0:53:53 > 0:53:54BEEPING
0:53:54 > 0:53:56Naylor's paging me.
0:53:56 > 0:53:59Trust me, that'll be for me.
0:53:59 > 0:54:03Of course, you know Fletch's old job won't really be available,
0:54:03 > 0:54:04don't you?
0:54:04 > 0:54:10Recruitment freeze. It's not me that I'm worried about.
0:54:10 > 0:54:12It's just...
0:54:12 > 0:54:15I just don't know how many more free dinners in the hotel buffet
0:54:15 > 0:54:18we can handle without some glimmer of hope that something might change.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20You're staying in a hotel?
0:54:20 > 0:54:23Donna, I had no idea...
0:54:26 > 0:54:27Come and stay with me.
0:54:28 > 0:54:30I've got a big enough place.
0:54:30 > 0:54:31I've got two spare rooms,
0:54:31 > 0:54:34and I've got my eye on that throne.
0:54:36 > 0:54:38You know that I've got royal blood?
0:54:38 > 0:54:40Come on, what do you say?
0:54:46 > 0:54:47As long as you need.
0:54:51 > 0:54:52Night.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54Night.
0:55:33 > 0:55:35Hey.
0:55:35 > 0:55:41I just wanted to say that I appreciate what you did for Sacha earlier - trying to take the blame.
0:55:41 > 0:55:46I sometimes wonder if that's the only way we get on in this place - by looking out for each other.
0:55:46 > 0:55:50I also wanted to apologise for the way I spoke about your trial.
0:55:51 > 0:55:56I have a tendency to exaggerate things for dramatic effect.
0:55:56 > 0:55:58It's my inner narcissist coming out.
0:55:58 > 0:56:04I'm more than aware pharmaceuticals aren't all big evil corporations and mad scientists.
0:56:05 > 0:56:09Also, I have this. I was reading another article in it,
0:56:09 > 0:56:12but it is the last one in the building.
0:56:14 > 0:56:15The last one in the building?
0:56:15 > 0:56:17Yeah.
0:56:17 > 0:56:21Mr Hanssen had them all banned after what they wrote about you, so...
0:56:21 > 0:56:22He's a good man.
0:56:43 > 0:56:46We want them to have the best bits of us, don't we?
0:56:48 > 0:56:50I'm always on the lookout for those.
0:56:52 > 0:56:56Just wonder if I gave her any chance at all.
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