0:00:02 > 0:00:04After Nico went missing, I hired a private investigator.
0:00:04 > 0:00:06You thought I'd done something to our son?
0:00:06 > 0:00:08I understand you're launching a new mentoring scheme today?
0:00:08 > 0:00:10- I am indeed. Do you approve? - Absolutely.
0:00:10 > 0:00:11These are Tara's scans.
0:00:11 > 0:00:15Guy thinks that Roxanna MacMillan, her surgeon, made a mistake.
0:00:15 > 0:00:16I've asked for a transfer.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- What?- To AAU. They pretty much said it's a done deal.
0:00:19 > 0:00:22I was going through your chest wall reconstruction stuff last week.
0:00:22 > 0:00:23It's impressive.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25Yes, well, it never got the support it deserved
0:00:25 > 0:00:27but top marks for sucking up.
0:00:27 > 0:00:28Please don't do this.
0:00:29 > 0:00:31It's over.
0:00:31 > 0:00:33How can we come back from this?
0:01:10 > 0:01:13This kind of news, it is...
0:01:13 > 0:01:15..surprising.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18There's something about seeing it confirmed in black and white.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20I suspected, of course.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23- You're sure?- I'm sure.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25There's no mistake?
0:01:27 > 0:01:30I'm sorry, it's just...
0:01:30 > 0:01:31a bit of a shock.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33I completely understand.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Thank you so much for squeezing me in so early.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39- I appreciate your discretion. - Of course.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44BABIES CRY
0:01:53 > 0:01:54New shoes?
0:01:54 > 0:01:56I like to make a good impression on my first day.
0:01:56 > 0:01:57Mate, It's AAU.
0:01:57 > 0:02:01So long as there's an extra pair of hands to catch the projectile vomit, you're a hero.
0:02:01 > 0:02:02The glamour never stops.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04You best believe.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05Come on, guys. Get a move on.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07Last shift's already clocked off.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09All right, where's the fire?
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Ric's off, Ms Karnik's busy upstairs
0:02:10 > 0:02:13and I'm back and forth to the out-patients' clinic.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Well, that's what happens when you become CT1.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17Triple the workload and nobody thanks you for it.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Yeah, so I'm discovering. Chop, chop.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21- Get a move on.- Sorry, just coming.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24Yeah, faster's better. You're not on Keller any more.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28Morning.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31Updated morbidity data for the chest wall reconstruction project.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34- Have you been waiting long? - Just a minute or two.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35Maybe five or ten, but who's counting?
0:02:35 > 0:02:37Impressive. Slightly creepy.
0:02:37 > 0:02:40I finished the pre-visualisation demo last night, too.
0:02:40 > 0:02:41Should seal the deal, right?
0:02:41 > 0:02:44I love the smell of research funding in the morning.
0:02:44 > 0:02:45Pride before the fall, Valentine.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48Do I detect a note of soul-crushing cynicism?
0:02:48 > 0:02:49Ah, yes. It must be Ms Naylor.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52- Children...- There's a little more to these things than turning up with
0:02:52 > 0:02:53a smile and a slide show.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55It doesn't hurt to smile.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56You wouldn't think so around here.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59Just don't lose sight of your competition.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00What do you know that I don't?
0:03:00 > 0:03:03I could stand here and give you a very comprehensive answer.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- Jac...- Don't forget the new neuro consultant starts today.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08They like to mark their territory.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Listen, before you go, any chance you can have a look
0:03:10 > 0:03:13at the funding consolidation plan I did for Darwin?
0:03:13 > 0:03:14Hard pass.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16What's up with her?
0:03:16 > 0:03:20It's a weekday and there's a vowel in the month. Ignore her, Hanssen's going to love this.
0:03:20 > 0:03:21Yeah. Kings of Darwin, here we come!
0:03:21 > 0:03:23No, we're not doing that.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- Thank you.- OK.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30Going up, Ms Karnik?
0:03:30 > 0:03:31Keller today.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34There's a live donor transplant and, in the absence of an on-site
0:03:34 > 0:03:36coordinator, I just wanted to be there.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37Very good.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39I'm sure you'll set a shining example.
0:03:39 > 0:03:44Speaking of which, if you'd like to check your inbox...
0:03:44 > 0:03:45Hold the door!
0:03:48 > 0:03:50You were saying.
0:03:50 > 0:03:51I've forwarded an e-mail
0:03:51 > 0:03:54outlining the details for this year's Junior Doctor Award.
0:03:54 > 0:03:55I'm asking all consultants
0:03:55 > 0:03:59if they would kindly offer their services as supervisors.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Another carrot to rally the troops on top of the CCG funding?
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Well, I prefer my phrasing.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06I trust I can rely on your leadership?
0:04:06 > 0:04:08I can't think of anything I'd rather do.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10That's the spirit.
0:04:10 > 0:04:11AUTOMATED VOICE: Lift going up.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Doors closing.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18You left early.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20It's better we keep out of each other's way.
0:04:22 > 0:04:23Maybe we can talk later?
0:04:25 > 0:04:27We've said all there is to say.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31AUTOMATED VOICE: Doors opening.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34Lift going up.
0:04:34 > 0:04:35Doors closing.
0:04:36 > 0:04:37That's bay eight sorted.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40Ah, cheers mate. It's been a bit mad here this morning.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42We'll have to pull together while Mr Griffin's away.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Rumour has it he's been put on gardening leave.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48- You shouldn't listen to rumours, Lofty.- I know, I was just wondering.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50He's just taken a couple of days off, all right?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Should all blow over in a couple of weeks.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54I didn't mean anything. It's just talk.
0:04:54 > 0:04:55I didn't have you down as a gossip.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- I'm not.- Oh, come on.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59Look at that face - he loves a bit of gossip.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01I really don't.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04Can someone give Mrs Oosterhause the once over, please?
0:05:04 > 0:05:05We really need to discharge her.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08What's she in for this time? Severe hypochondria?
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- Verbal diarrhoea? - Query shoulder fracture.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13The X-rays came back all clear but she's still complaining.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Well, sounds like a job for the new boy if you ask me.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21Great. Another box-ticking, ego-boosting,
0:05:21 > 0:05:25pat-on-the-head, yet ultimately meaningless award scheme.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Not that I'm cynical.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30It could be a huge career boost for you.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32I'd certainly encourage you both to apply.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35And the in-house supervisors, do they include
0:05:35 > 0:05:37- the Medical Director herself? - Subject to availability.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40I'm sure Mr Levy will be happy to oblige, as well.
0:05:40 > 0:05:41Sacha's a very affable mentor,
0:05:41 > 0:05:44but you know what they say about nice guys.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46Well, then it takes one to know one.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49If there's a prize at stake, I'm keen to learn from the best.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51We also have a live donor procedure due in today.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54So I'll need assistance in theatre but the way to impress me
0:05:54 > 0:05:56is with tact, efficiency and above all teamwork.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00Reuben Varley is on his way up. Still no word on the donor yet.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Could you check with reception that we have contact information?
0:06:03 > 0:06:05We can't afford any delays.
0:06:05 > 0:06:09And they said an on-site transplant co-ordinator was surplus to requirements.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11I'd appreciate any help that you can give.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Is it me or is there an atmosphere in here?
0:06:14 > 0:06:17Well, if the Trust continue to cut budgets and staff like a Soviet
0:06:17 > 0:06:21efficiency drive, then you can hardly expect smiles and sunshine.
0:06:21 > 0:06:22Preach.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Let's turn that around, shall we?
0:06:24 > 0:06:27If we pull together and focus, we can make the best of it.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- PHONE RINGS - Now, who's with me?
0:06:30 > 0:06:31Hello, Keller ward.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33Well, we'll work on that too.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36Thank you for joining me.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39I thought it best we catch up before you got started,
0:06:39 > 0:06:41past history being what it is.
0:06:42 > 0:06:45Particularly where Mr Valentine is concerned.
0:06:46 > 0:06:50I'm finally getting the new kidney today, guys, so fingers crossed.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53I'm not going to lie, it's been, um...
0:06:53 > 0:06:57Oh, wait, here's the lady of the hour herself.
0:06:57 > 0:06:58Say, hello, Ms Karnik.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Hello, Reuben. How are you feeling?
0:07:00 > 0:07:03I'm pretty good, thanks, all things considered. How are you?
0:07:03 > 0:07:06Me? I couldn't be better.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08Just make sure you get my good side.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10Sorry, I'll stop. I know it's annoying.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13Not at all. This is Mr Copeland and Mr Johanssen.
0:07:13 > 0:07:14They'll be assisting me today.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17I started it when I was first diagnosed and went on the list.
0:07:17 > 0:07:22Guess it's kind of therapeutic, maybe inspire more donors, I dunno.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24Reuben has end-stage renal failure,
0:07:24 > 0:07:27but fortunately his father is a positive tissue match.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29Lucky for some, eh?
0:07:29 > 0:07:32Well, Reuben we're going to need to do a few pre-op tests first,
0:07:32 > 0:07:34so we're going to take some bloods, a few swabs...
0:07:34 > 0:07:37Plus a clotting screen and two units of cross-match.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39I'll leave you in capable hands.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40Where's my dad?
0:07:40 > 0:07:43I thought I'd be able to see him before going under.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47What?
0:07:47 > 0:07:49He hasn't checked in downstairs yet,
0:07:49 > 0:07:51but I'm sure there's nothing to worry about.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52It's probably just traffic.
0:07:57 > 0:08:02So I said to him, I said, "Iain, you're a pip, you really are.
0:08:02 > 0:08:09"But I'm hardly likely to break any bones under a small
0:08:09 > 0:08:14"stack of Reader's Digests and half a pile of Woman's Weeklies!"
0:08:16 > 0:08:21Still, he insisted on bringing me in, bless his little heart.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24But that's paramedics for you.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27I don't like to make a fuss but it's Iain, you see.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29He's very masterful, that one.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34Like a northern Timothy Dalton.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Why don't I take your bag out of the way for you?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40I can put it in a locker, it'll be safe there.
0:08:40 > 0:08:41Oh, no, luvvie, no, no.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44I'd rather keep hold of it if it's all the same.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46I need to examine you, Mrs Oosterhause.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49Shall we put it on the floor for a minute, would that be OK?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52OK...
0:08:52 > 0:08:53Go on, then.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56You've got such an honest face,
0:08:56 > 0:08:57I can always tell.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Let's take a little look.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05Oh, yes. Right there.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08There doesn't seem to be a fracture on the shoulder X-ray.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11It might just be your bruising...
0:09:11 > 0:09:12SHE COUGHS
0:09:16 > 0:09:18How long have you had that cough for?
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Just since the fall.
0:09:22 > 0:09:23Feels a bit tight in the chest.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29Oh, I hope it's nothing serious, though?
0:09:29 > 0:09:32Why don't I get a doctor to take a look for you? Be on the safe side.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35Well, if you think it's best.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37I won't be a sec.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42Mrs Oosterhause seems a bit short of breath. Do you think you could take another look?
0:09:42 > 0:09:44- Are you joking? - I know she's a bit eccentric.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47That's one word for her. Straight through to theatre, please.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49She'll need a chest X-ray as well as the shoulder.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51She's milking it, Lofty, and we really need the bed.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54Sounds like you've made your mind up about her already.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57Look, it's bitter experience. Ever heard of The Little Boy Who Cried Wolf?
0:09:57 > 0:09:59You know how that actually ends, right?
0:10:02 > 0:10:05Matteo, it's me.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I'm sorry about this morning.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09I know you don't really want to see me right now
0:10:09 > 0:10:12but we can't carry on like this forever.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14I think we need to clear the air.
0:10:14 > 0:10:15So, please...
0:10:15 > 0:10:16KNOCK AT DOOR
0:10:16 > 0:10:20Call me back when you get this. It's important.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22- Sorry, I can come back.- It's OK.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25Mr Fitzwallace just dropped by from Obs and Gynae.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29Says you left this in his office earlier.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32Yes. Thanks. Just a quick consult.
0:10:33 > 0:10:34KNOCK AT DOOR
0:10:34 > 0:10:37Hi. Sebastian Varley's just arrived in reception.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38He's on his way up.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40Thanks. I'll join you shortly.
0:10:48 > 0:10:51Mr Varley, we were starting to worry you wouldn't make it.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54I've already had the lecture from this one.
0:10:54 > 0:10:58So I left it all a bit last-minute, so hang me.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00Well, you're here now.
0:11:00 > 0:11:04Reuben's all set for the transplant, pending our final assessment.
0:11:04 > 0:11:05Yeah, um, about that...
0:11:07 > 0:11:09It's not beyond the bounds of possibility that
0:11:09 > 0:11:15I may have indulged in a bit of Dutch courage late last night.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18I'm sure the transplant team stressed that
0:11:18 > 0:11:21you were to be nil-by-mouth for the last 12 hours,
0:11:21 > 0:11:23not to mention the effect of alcohol on your kidney.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25I know, I know.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28I've not had a drink for almost a year, believe it or not.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30It's just...
0:11:30 > 0:11:32I needed to calm my nerves.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33Will it be a problem?
0:11:33 > 0:11:35What time did you have this drink?
0:11:35 > 0:11:38About one o'clock in the morning.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Any alcohol should have passed out of your system by now,
0:11:40 > 0:11:43- but the blood tests will confirm. - So, no harm done, then?
0:11:43 > 0:11:46I'd be more interested to work out why you decided to disregard
0:11:46 > 0:11:49medical advice the night before a live donor procedure.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Can't a man get cold feet before having an organ removed?
0:11:52 > 0:11:55The donor assessment procedure is very comprehensive.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Yes, that I know.
0:11:57 > 0:12:00Look, it's not the surgery I'm worried about.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03Can I see him?
0:12:03 > 0:12:06Reuben?
0:12:06 > 0:12:09I want to see him before, in case...
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Not to leave things unsaid.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15God forbid...
0:12:15 > 0:12:18Of course. Once we get your pre-op tests under way.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21Mr Johanssen, I trust you can see to that?
0:12:21 > 0:12:22Of course.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Ms Karnik?
0:12:26 > 0:12:29Given the circumstances, I'm happy to liaise with the regional
0:12:29 > 0:12:31co-ordinator, just to make sure things are covered.
0:12:31 > 0:12:35Just so you know, I can't do anything to get your old position back.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37No, I'm not trying to prove a point.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39But if I can be of use...
0:12:39 > 0:12:42Always. Thank you, Nurse Harrison.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Wow, that's amazing.
0:12:57 > 0:12:58The house I grew up in.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Nothing but fond memories.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02This is Damon Ford, one of our junior doctors.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07You're the genius who's going to steal my beating heart?
0:13:07 > 0:13:08No, that's still me.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11If he plays his cards right I might let him scrub in.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14- For real?- The more the merrier, I say. Many hands make light work.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16This is Mahershala Drake.
0:13:16 > 0:13:17Hershie, please.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20He's had a persistent atrial arrhythmia for some time now,
0:13:20 > 0:13:23so we're going to do a mini maze procedure to straighten things out.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Reset my metronome.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Keeps skipping a beat for all the wrong reasons.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31We'll make a few small incisions on either side of the chest and insert
0:13:31 > 0:13:34an ablation device that'll help us insulate the pulmonary vein.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Sounds better when he says it.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39And the best thing is, we won't need to crack the chest.
0:13:39 > 0:13:40Lord, Hallelujah.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42I'd love to get in on that.
0:13:44 > 0:13:45Mr Valentine?
0:13:45 > 0:13:48- Hmm?- I was just saying, any chance to clock some theatre time...
0:13:48 > 0:13:50We'll see.
0:13:56 > 0:14:01So you're one of these online influencers
0:14:01 > 0:14:03making the rest of us feel old.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Hardly. I've only got a few thousand subscribers.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08I got sent a free pair of trainers once, though.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11Like that's got anything to do with donor awareness, right?
0:14:11 > 0:14:15Well, once you get this new kidney, there'll be no stopping you.
0:14:15 > 0:14:18So just remember us mere mortals when you're internet famous.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20Because what the world needs now
0:14:20 > 0:14:23is your ugly mug beamed direct to everyone's phones.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25I thought you'd done a runner or something.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27You're not getting rid of me that easy.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29Bloods and swabs, all clear.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32Seriously, if you've changed your mind, it's OK. I said all along.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Are you kidding me?
0:14:35 > 0:14:36Mum would be really proud.
0:14:38 > 0:14:39I don't know about that.
0:14:39 > 0:14:40What?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44I was just thinking about her...
0:14:45 > 0:14:48All she would've wanted for you...
0:14:48 > 0:14:51Come on, not in front of the doctor, right?
0:14:52 > 0:14:55Yeah, sorry. Just ignore me.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57Classic embarrassing dad.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59As soon as your father's bloods are cleared,
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- we'll proceed with the nephrectomy. - MOBILE BEEPS
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Excuse me.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Everything OK?
0:15:14 > 0:15:17Yeah, fine, thank you. I'm just stepping out for a minute.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19Do you want me to get Mr Levy on standby just in case
0:15:19 > 0:15:22he needs to take over the transplant?
0:15:22 > 0:15:23Why would you do that?
0:15:23 > 0:15:26I couldn't help noticing - the sickness, the trip to Obs and Gynae?
0:15:26 > 0:15:28That is really none of your business.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Don't worry, I understand.
0:15:31 > 0:15:32AUTOMATED VOICE: Doors opening.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34Lift going down.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37I would appreciate it if you don't start any silly rumours.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Mum's the word.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42Mr Rossini must be thrilled.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44AUTOMATED VOICE: Doors closing.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50Kettle's just boiled. Tea or coffee?
0:15:50 > 0:15:52I was just looking for Dr Ford.
0:15:52 > 0:15:56We should probably address the elephant in the room.
0:15:56 > 0:15:57Let's not and say we did.
0:15:59 > 0:16:03I had a call from a friend of mine at St James's a few weeks ago.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06He said you were after a second opinion on some old scans.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10Tara's scans.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12That was something and nothing.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15If there's anything you'd like me to clarify...
0:16:15 > 0:16:16Ah, excellent.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Uh, seeing as Jac's being even more Jac than usual, I thought
0:16:18 > 0:16:21we could discuss the allocation of nurses between CT and Neuro...
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Um, I'll pop back later.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32I stand by my decisions, but if you have any doubts,
0:16:32 > 0:16:34I think it's better that we get them out in the open.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38Also, you should know, I'm going for the CCG funding.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40I appreciate what you're trying to do,
0:16:40 > 0:16:43but, uh, I'd really rather not dredge up ancient history.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Excuse me, I have patients to see.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51I've been rehearsing this speech in my head all morning,
0:16:51 > 0:16:54and now that I'm here, I don't know where to start.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Let's not rake over it all again.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59I've already found a flat.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Close to work, available from Monday.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03You're moving out?
0:17:03 > 0:17:05It's time we drew a line under it.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09I'll pack things up over the weekend and we'll finally be free.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13What if I...? PHONE RINGS
0:17:13 > 0:17:14Sorry.
0:17:17 > 0:17:18Yes?
0:17:20 > 0:17:21How bad?
0:17:24 > 0:17:25Get her back into theatre
0:17:25 > 0:17:27and prepare to do an emergency thoracotomy.
0:17:27 > 0:17:28I'm on my way.
0:17:28 > 0:17:29I have to go.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39Good news, Mr Varley.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41Your tests are all clear, no trace of alcohol.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43So there's no reason to delay the nephrectomy.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45Spectacular.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47You almost sound disappointed.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52I wasn't trying to bail out on it, if that's what you're thinking.
0:17:52 > 0:17:56If you have any doubts, you really should have discussed them with the counselling team weeks ago.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58It's not about doubts.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02At least...not from me, anyway.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05I don't follow.
0:18:07 > 0:18:11I just wanted to get through today...
0:18:13 > 0:18:14..worry about the rest later.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18And then last night...
0:18:19 > 0:18:21..it hit me.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24If this is something that affects the transplant,
0:18:24 > 0:18:26it's important we have full disclosure.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32See, my son...Reuben...
0:18:34 > 0:18:36I lied...to him.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42It's all my fault.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45QUIVERING: It's all my fault.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50It isn't a secret ex-wife-type situation, is it?
0:18:50 > 0:18:51FLETCH SIGHS
0:18:51 > 0:18:54Jac, have you got five minutes to go over the revised nursing allocation?
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Look at my face.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59There was proper tension between them two. Clue me in!
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Look, listen, why don't you ask him yourself?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Yeah, that'd be a smart career move!
0:19:03 > 0:19:05- ALARM BLEEPS - Can I get some help in here, please?
0:19:09 > 0:19:13He's having a grand mal seizure. BP's 100 over 50.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16He's in SVT. Any history of epilepsy?
0:19:16 > 0:19:19Yes, actually. Temporal lobe with secondary generalisation.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21I thought we were just dealing with the cardiac arrhythmia.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23- We are.- Heart rate's stabilising.
0:19:23 > 0:19:24Hershie, can you hear me?
0:19:25 > 0:19:27Hershie.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32That was...incredible.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35You were having an epileptic seizure, Mr...?
0:19:35 > 0:19:36- Drake.- No.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39A vision!
0:19:40 > 0:19:42Could you describe it to me?
0:19:42 > 0:19:44I was in a huge field.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46Where I went to school.
0:19:46 > 0:19:50With the sound of children playing. And the colours...
0:19:51 > 0:19:53So vivid!
0:19:54 > 0:19:58It was like I was ten years old, all over again.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01I think it would be a good idea for us to run an MRI scan.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03We're due in theatre in a few hours.
0:20:03 > 0:20:07Couldn't hurt to have some fresh imagery. Belt and braces!
0:20:07 > 0:20:08Damon, would you set up a 12-lead, please?
0:20:08 > 0:20:11- And make sure Mr Drake's comfortable.- Happy to.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Ms MacMillan?
0:20:15 > 0:20:17This wouldn't by any chance have anything to do
0:20:17 > 0:20:19with your bid for the CCG funding, would it?
0:20:19 > 0:20:23Not remotely. My research focuses on dementia patients, not epileptics.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Why the keen interest?
0:20:26 > 0:20:29I just think it's better to have all the facts, wouldn't you agree?
0:20:29 > 0:20:30Of course.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35You look busy.
0:20:35 > 0:20:39Yeah, I just want to make sure everything's ready for theatre by the time Ms Karnik gets back.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42Mm, somebody wouldn't be trying to bag himself a new supervisor by any chance?
0:20:42 > 0:20:45Wouldn't mind being on the winning team for once.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48I thought you'd got over all that awards and prizes nonsense?
0:20:48 > 0:20:51Yeah, well... It's something to focus on, isn't it?
0:20:51 > 0:20:53You're all right. You've got a ring on your finger,
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Zosia's off living a good episode of Girls
0:20:55 > 0:20:58and it seems I've only got work to keep me company.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01- You know what you need? - No, I definitely don't need that.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03- A holiday.- I might need that.
0:21:04 > 0:21:08Ah! There we go... Consent forms.
0:21:08 > 0:21:09Stevie Wondered.
0:21:09 > 0:21:12- Signed, sealed, delivered.- Oh!
0:21:12 > 0:21:15- Though they're not sealed. - Nobody likes a pedant.
0:21:15 > 0:21:18- Are we all set for theatre? - Prepped and ready.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20Uh, there was a small problem with Mr Varley, but I handled it.
0:21:20 > 0:21:21What kind of problem?
0:21:21 > 0:21:24Just a few last-minute nerves. Nothing to worry about.
0:21:24 > 0:21:28This is it. I'm officially about to go under the knife.
0:21:28 > 0:21:32So if I don't post anything else by tomorrow, avenge my death.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35Just kidding. Kind of.
0:21:35 > 0:21:36It's time.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39We'll remove the kidney from your father, then we'll take you into theatre.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43What if it doesn't work?
0:21:43 > 0:21:45Don't worry. I'll take good care of you.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48At the risk of you saying, "I told you so,"
0:21:48 > 0:21:50chest X-ray results on Mrs Oosterhause...
0:21:50 > 0:21:53Nothing broken, no sign of anything on the chest wall.
0:21:53 > 0:21:54I told you so.
0:21:54 > 0:21:58Anybody got any bright ideas what I can do to take Ric's mind off this silly inquest business?
0:21:58 > 0:22:01- Thought you said it would all blow over?- Yeah, but still.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04I was thinking a film and a takeaway, but it sounds a bit lame, doesn't it?
0:22:04 > 0:22:06What is Mr Griffin's idea of a good time anyway?
0:22:06 > 0:22:08Game of chess and an early night these days!
0:22:08 > 0:22:10There's your answer, then.
0:22:10 > 0:22:11You're no help.
0:22:11 > 0:22:13Tell us something we don't know!
0:22:13 > 0:22:14Thanks very much!
0:22:14 > 0:22:17- So what are we going to do about Mrs O?- Is she still here?
0:22:17 > 0:22:19Might be worth calling Social Services before we discharge her.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22Don't want her having another accident at home.
0:22:22 > 0:22:23Lofty, I told you.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25- Treat them fast and ship 'em out. - Mm-hm.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27That's the AAU way, all right?
0:22:33 > 0:22:37Good news, Mrs Oosterhause. Your X-rays have come back all clear.
0:22:37 > 0:22:42Oh! Well, you can call me Bedelia, luvvie.
0:22:44 > 0:22:45Now, is there anyone we can call for you
0:22:45 > 0:22:47to help you get settled back home?
0:22:47 > 0:22:48Tidy up, maybe?
0:22:48 > 0:22:49No.
0:22:49 > 0:22:55But don't you worry about that, it's just me and Major Marmalade.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59My little ginger Bengal.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01SHE LAUGHS
0:23:01 > 0:23:04Right then. Um, it's time we got you discharged.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06SHE WHEEZES
0:23:07 > 0:23:10Mrs Oosterhause? Bedelia?
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Asthma... Asthma...
0:23:12 > 0:23:15- Inhaler!- In here?- In my bag.
0:23:16 > 0:23:19SHE GASPS
0:23:22 > 0:23:23Better?
0:23:25 > 0:23:28Bit of a flare-up since the fall.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Who knows what damage has been done?
0:23:32 > 0:23:35SHE INHALES DEEPLY
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Right. Blood vessels incised and ligated.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39Ready to begin the insertion.
0:23:39 > 0:23:41Here comes the tricky part.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43HEART MONITOR BLEEPS STEADILY
0:23:49 > 0:23:51Ms Karnik?
0:23:51 > 0:23:54Uh, you asked to be kept informed...
0:23:54 > 0:23:56There's been a complication with Sebastian.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58He should be closed up by now.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Uh, there's been a bleed from the inferior vena cava.
0:24:00 > 0:24:04Fredrik's on top of it, but we had to page CT.
0:24:04 > 0:24:05Mr Rossini's on his way down now.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16The electric activity from the epilepsy is travelling
0:24:16 > 0:24:19down his brain stem, through the vagal nerve and into the heart.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22You're saying there's a causal relationship between the seizures
0:24:22 > 0:24:24and the atrial arrhythmia?
0:24:24 > 0:24:27I couldn't say for certain, but that would definitely be my bet.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30Well, I'm not sure Mr Drake's a gambling man.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33But if I'm right I could effectively kill two birds with one stone
0:24:33 > 0:24:35using intraoperative electrocorticography.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Well, let's not get carried away.
0:24:37 > 0:24:40I've spent some time with Hershie and the one thing I know for certain
0:24:40 > 0:24:42is that he does not want to lose his visions.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46These audio-visual hallucinations he described?
0:24:46 > 0:24:47It's a bit more than that.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50He was diagnosed with Gastaut-Geschwind several years ago
0:24:50 > 0:24:52and refused the treatment.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55- So-called Dostoyevsky syndrome. - If you prefer.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57He likes to see it more of a gift than a curse.
0:24:57 > 0:25:00Perhaps Dostoyevsky would have lived into his 60s
0:25:00 > 0:25:02if he'd had the benefit of today's neuroscience.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05But would we have Crime And Punishment? The Brothers Karamazov?
0:25:05 > 0:25:08Is Mr Drake an existential novelist?
0:25:09 > 0:25:12He's an amateur painter, that's entirely beside the point.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I think my ears are burning.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17Relax, Hershie, we're just discussing your scan.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20No, I mean my ears are REALLY burning,
0:25:20 > 0:25:22it's like Satan's chimney in here.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24Well, we'll have you out of there in a moment.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Shouldn't we give him the best possible shot at a long, full life?
0:25:31 > 0:25:33Tell you what, why don't we ask the patient?
0:25:33 > 0:25:35Cos I'm pretty sure I know exactly what he's going to say.
0:25:37 > 0:25:41Uh, Mrs Oosterhause seems to be having some chest issues and her peak flow has been reduced.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44- Any chance you could take a look? - She's got you wrapped round her finger, hasn't she?
0:25:44 > 0:25:46I think she could be genuine.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48I am really swamped without Ric and Nina here,
0:25:48 > 0:25:50and I thought that Morven drew the short straw with Mrs O?
0:25:50 > 0:25:53I know, I just thought it would be good to get a second opinion.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56Oh, look. It's all the Keller old boys together, is it?
0:25:56 > 0:25:57I didn't mean it like that.
0:25:57 > 0:26:01- You were meant to discharge her hours ago. What's the hold-up? - Trying to be thorough.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04Look, I'm not an F2 any more, Nurse Chiltern, I do know what I'm doing.
0:26:04 > 0:26:05Look, no-one is suggesting otherwise.
0:26:05 > 0:26:06Her X-rays were clear,
0:26:06 > 0:26:10any problems with her asthma and she can follow it up with her GP.
0:26:10 > 0:26:14- If I didn't know any better, I'd swear you were trying to wind me up. - Any reason for this visit, Morven?
0:26:14 > 0:26:18Yes. There's an RTC coming in in ten minutes.
0:26:18 > 0:26:21Let's hope we have the bed space, eh?
0:26:25 > 0:26:26INAUDIBLE
0:26:29 > 0:26:30Matteo.
0:26:30 > 0:26:35Your patient's fine. I repaired the IVC, no harm done.
0:26:35 > 0:26:36If Mr Johanssen was careless...
0:26:36 > 0:26:39It wasn't his fault, these things happen.
0:26:39 > 0:26:42He seems to have quite a high opinion of you, though.
0:26:42 > 0:26:43What do you mean?
0:26:43 > 0:26:47He could hardly stop talking about the great and powerful Ms Karnik.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50- Whatever he said... - A little overfamiliar, though.
0:26:50 > 0:26:53You might want to tell him to keep out of our private business.
0:26:56 > 0:27:00- Ah! Uh, Reuben's all closed up. He's in recovery.- Thank you.
0:27:05 > 0:27:09Ms MacMillan and I have been going over your MRI results, Hershie.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11That's not your good-news face, is it?
0:27:11 > 0:27:14We've detected what appears to be a small mass
0:27:14 > 0:27:16putting pressure on your temporal lobe.
0:27:16 > 0:27:17A mass?
0:27:18 > 0:27:21- You mean a tumour?- Not necessarily.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23I suspect it's what we call a cerebral lesion.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26Ah! Potayto, potahto.
0:27:26 > 0:27:30As it grows, it's likely that your seizures will increase in frequency
0:27:30 > 0:27:32and severity, which, in turn,
0:27:32 > 0:27:34is doing more and more damage to your heart.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37Dear lady, these aren't mere hallucinations,
0:27:37 > 0:27:38they're almost tangible.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Rapturous, even.
0:27:40 > 0:27:45The chance to live inside a memory, to relive it as if it were new!
0:27:45 > 0:27:47- But it isn't real.- It is to me!
0:27:49 > 0:27:50And the painting...
0:27:51 > 0:27:53I've never been more creative.
0:27:53 > 0:27:56I'd barely picked up a brush since my school days,
0:27:56 > 0:27:59got to get practical, pay the bills, and now...
0:28:00 > 0:28:03It's like getting hit with divine inspiration.
0:28:05 > 0:28:08I've practically filled the attic with landscapes.
0:28:08 > 0:28:10We can still proceed with the mini maze.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12It shouldn't impact your visons at all.
0:28:12 > 0:28:13Now that's the ticket.
0:28:13 > 0:28:17What I propose is called intraoperative electrocorticography.
0:28:17 > 0:28:22- Say that again?- Intraoperative electrocorticography.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24- Once more.- He's messing with you.
0:28:25 > 0:28:26Right.
0:28:26 > 0:28:30At any rate, the idea is I'll be able to resect the mass
0:28:30 > 0:28:32and stimulate the edges where it's affecting your brain.
0:28:32 > 0:28:35It's a far more invasive procedure and it carries a greater degree of risk.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37And I'll lose the visions.
0:28:37 > 0:28:41But it's likely you'll live longer with a greater quality of life.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43Just give it some thought.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45We can only give you the facts.
0:28:45 > 0:28:46It's your decision.
0:28:53 > 0:28:56- What did you say to Mr Rossini in theatre?- Nothing.
0:28:57 > 0:29:00Just that the two of you make quite a team
0:29:00 > 0:29:01and that I'm happy to be working with you.
0:29:01 > 0:29:04There's no need for you to ingratiate yourself with my...
0:29:04 > 0:29:06With Mr Rossini.
0:29:06 > 0:29:07I didn't mean to overstep.
0:29:08 > 0:29:11Like I said this morning... I'm just keen to impress.
0:29:12 > 0:29:15- Is this about the Junior Doctor Award?- Of course.
0:29:15 > 0:29:19And, not to take all the credit, but I'd like to think
0:29:19 > 0:29:23I showed some initiative in keeping the transplant on track.
0:29:23 > 0:29:24How so?
0:29:26 > 0:29:32Mr Varley was anxious to assuage his conscience before going under.
0:29:32 > 0:29:36I managed to persuade him to keep quiet until after the surgery.
0:29:36 > 0:29:40- Meaning?- The accident that killed Reuben's mother...
0:29:40 > 0:29:45Turns out it didn't quite happen the way he's been led to believe.
0:29:45 > 0:29:46Go and wait for me in my office.
0:29:49 > 0:29:52- I'm sorry?- Now, Mr Johanssen.
0:29:58 > 0:30:00Kalgoorlie Miner?
0:30:00 > 0:30:05South-west Australia. My sister moved over there with me nephews.
0:30:05 > 0:30:11Only managed to visit the once, so I had to bring back a few mementos.
0:30:11 > 0:30:14- Hm.- Helps me feel closer to them.
0:30:15 > 0:30:19- D'you mind? - Not at all. No, not at all.
0:30:19 > 0:30:22- Have a good root! - SHE LAUGHS
0:30:22 > 0:30:23There's a lot of stuff here.
0:30:28 > 0:30:29Who's Xristos?
0:30:29 > 0:30:32- Ooh, Xristos! - SHE CHUCKLES
0:30:32 > 0:30:36He was a young student I met in a little village
0:30:36 > 0:30:42just outside Thessaloniki in 19... 1976.
0:30:42 > 0:30:43Holiday romance.
0:30:45 > 0:30:49Well, we wrote to each other, ooh, on and off for a long time.
0:30:51 > 0:30:52Oh, but eventually we stopped.
0:30:52 > 0:30:55These things always do.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57And you've kept them all this time?
0:30:57 > 0:31:01I know I'm sentimental, but that's just the way I am, you see.
0:31:02 > 0:31:05People call it hoarding, but they don't understand.
0:31:05 > 0:31:08Too quick to judge, that's their problem.
0:31:09 > 0:31:11D'you have much more of this at home?
0:31:11 > 0:31:16Oh, um, just a few bits and bobs. Keepsakes and the like.
0:31:16 > 0:31:18Right, Mrs Oosterhause.
0:31:18 > 0:31:22We'll replenish your inhalers at the pharmacy here.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24In the meantime, I've written a referral to your GP
0:31:24 > 0:31:26to check up on your asthma.
0:31:26 > 0:31:28Looks like it's time for you to go home.
0:31:28 > 0:31:31Oh. Oh, I see, well...
0:31:31 > 0:31:35Oh, well, thank you for all your time.
0:31:36 > 0:31:41- Can I take a look at that for you? - Oh... It's just a touch of eczema.
0:31:41 > 0:31:44Probably something else you can check up with your GP, eh?
0:31:44 > 0:31:48- How long has it been this bad? - Lofty?- It comes and goes.
0:31:48 > 0:31:51- You didn't say anything sooner. - Lofty?
0:31:51 > 0:31:55Well, I don't want to be a burden.
0:31:55 > 0:31:56I know what you all think.
0:31:59 > 0:32:01- FREDRIK:- If Reuben found out the truth,
0:32:01 > 0:32:03he might have called off the whole transplant.
0:32:03 > 0:32:04That was HIS decision to make.
0:32:04 > 0:32:06What good would have come from telling him?
0:32:06 > 0:32:08At least this way he has a functioning kidney
0:32:08 > 0:32:11and plenty of time to deal with their family issues later.
0:32:11 > 0:32:12That's not the point and you know it.
0:32:12 > 0:32:15We're not responsible for the secrets patients keep.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17We have a duty of care.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19You made yourself complicit in a lie.
0:32:19 > 0:32:22That is completely unethical behaviour.
0:32:22 > 0:32:23What about YOUR lie?
0:32:23 > 0:32:24I beg your pardon?
0:32:24 > 0:32:26From what Mr Rossini said in theatre,
0:32:26 > 0:32:28it's fairly obvious you haven't told him...
0:32:28 > 0:32:32Whatever you think you may know, my personal business is exactly that.
0:32:32 > 0:32:33Personal.
0:32:33 > 0:32:36A father shouldn't be kept from his children.
0:32:37 > 0:32:41As a doctor, you have an obligation to disclose anything that may affect
0:32:41 > 0:32:43a patient's decision to give informed consent.
0:32:43 > 0:32:46Especially during a live procedure.
0:32:46 > 0:32:47What were you thinking?
0:32:47 > 0:32:49Honestly?
0:32:49 > 0:32:51I thought you'd be impressed.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54Reuben needed a kidney, not a melodrama.
0:32:54 > 0:32:58Let me be perfectly clear, we cannot withhold information.
0:32:58 > 0:33:02Sometimes the truth may hurt, but it's all that matters.
0:33:02 > 0:33:0530-minute obs on Mr Varley. I will join you shortly.
0:33:05 > 0:33:06That's all.
0:33:10 > 0:33:12HE CONVULSES
0:33:28 > 0:33:30That was a big one.
0:33:30 > 0:33:32Now, your heart rate's not showing any signs of slowing down.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34Let's get you into theatre as soon as possible.
0:33:36 > 0:33:37I saw my daughter the day she was born.
0:33:39 > 0:33:40So beautiful.
0:33:40 > 0:33:43- You never mentioned her. - Klea. I told her not to come in.
0:33:43 > 0:33:44She wanted to,
0:33:44 > 0:33:47but there's no sense taking a day off work to sit around here.
0:33:49 > 0:33:51A routine op, I said.
0:33:51 > 0:33:53Well, do you want us to give her a call?
0:33:54 > 0:33:58Seems like the thing to do if I'm going to have brain surgery.
0:33:59 > 0:34:01You've made your decision, then?
0:34:01 > 0:34:04Seeing her past is no consolation if I don't get to see her future.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Are you sure you fully understand the risks?
0:34:08 > 0:34:11Let's play for all the marbles.
0:34:11 > 0:34:14OK. I'll be back to talk through all the consent forms.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19I'll start prepping for theatre.
0:34:19 > 0:34:21There's a clear neurocardiac crossover here.
0:34:21 > 0:34:23I trust that you'll be willing to sit in?
0:34:23 > 0:34:25I wouldn't miss it for the world.
0:34:28 > 0:34:31- Guess I should get scrubbed up, then?- Sorry, three's a crowd.
0:34:31 > 0:34:33I can keep out of the way.
0:34:33 > 0:34:36I don't mind just standing still and holding equipment.
0:34:36 > 0:34:37You're just describing a shelf.
0:34:39 > 0:34:41- Do you think it's serious?- I do not.
0:34:41 > 0:34:44- Skin cancer?- I'm sure it's nothing to worry about.
0:34:44 > 0:34:49What about necrotising fasciitis? I saw a documentary.
0:34:49 > 0:34:50Bedelia, please.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54Who's going to look after the Major?
0:34:54 > 0:34:58- Major Marmalade. It's a ginger cat. - Oh, yeah. I know him well.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00I haven't even made a will.
0:35:00 > 0:35:03What if the cats' home won't take him?
0:35:03 > 0:35:04Try not to panic.
0:35:04 > 0:35:07We'll get these up to the lab and have this cleared up in no time.
0:35:07 > 0:35:10Oh, you are sweet. Isn't he sweet?
0:35:10 > 0:35:12Oh, yes. Positively winsome!
0:35:12 > 0:35:17We're two of a kind, you know. I knew as soon as we got chatting.
0:35:17 > 0:35:22- Lone wolves in a feral world. Kindred spirits.- Mm.
0:35:22 > 0:35:25We'll let you know once we get the results back.
0:35:25 > 0:35:26If you need anything, just give me a shout.
0:35:26 > 0:35:29Great. Lovely. I'll just take that...
0:35:29 > 0:35:31Adam?
0:35:31 > 0:35:33Ooh!
0:35:33 > 0:35:36- SIGHING:- So much for five minutes' peace and quiet.
0:35:36 > 0:35:37OK.
0:35:39 > 0:35:41Just listen to me.
0:35:42 > 0:35:45- I want you to stay. - Don't make a fool of yourself.
0:35:45 > 0:35:48I mean it. Everything has changed.
0:35:48 > 0:35:51Nothing's changed. Nothing's changed for the last ten years!
0:35:51 > 0:35:53That's the whole problem.
0:35:53 > 0:35:57- You're angry with me, and I understand that.- I'm not angry.
0:35:57 > 0:36:00But I can only apologise so many times.
0:36:01 > 0:36:05Ask yourself, did we keep this going for the last ten years
0:36:05 > 0:36:07because we love each other,
0:36:07 > 0:36:08or because we felt guilty?
0:36:10 > 0:36:11Well...
0:36:13 > 0:36:16I know I hurt you, but...I never thought you could be so cruel.
0:36:16 > 0:36:19Cruel?! You're the one who thought I was capable of harming our son.
0:36:19 > 0:36:20I never said that!
0:36:20 > 0:36:24You're so obsessed, so fixated, you can't see beyond that day.
0:36:24 > 0:36:26Nobody else matters to you except him.
0:36:26 > 0:36:30I am thinking about the future. OUR future.
0:36:30 > 0:36:35Not everything I do and say and think and feel comes back to Nico.
0:36:35 > 0:36:37What else do we have left?
0:36:39 > 0:36:42Accept it. I've fallen out of love with you.
0:36:42 > 0:36:45- Nothing you can say is going to change that.- Don't do this.
0:36:47 > 0:36:48Not now.
0:36:49 > 0:36:51Not like this.
0:36:52 > 0:36:53Let me go, Nina.
0:37:01 > 0:37:02Hey.
0:37:03 > 0:37:07Well, you'll be pleased to know that the kidney is functioning well.
0:37:07 > 0:37:10Going to keep you in for a few days, just to keep an eye on you.
0:37:10 > 0:37:13But, um, very soon you'll be able to tell all those followers of yours
0:37:13 > 0:37:15that it was a success.
0:37:15 > 0:37:17Maybe later.
0:37:17 > 0:37:19DOOR OPENS
0:37:19 > 0:37:21- Dad!- Hey!
0:37:22 > 0:37:23How you feeling?
0:37:24 > 0:37:26Stupid question, huh?
0:37:27 > 0:37:30Still, you're... You're looking good.
0:37:30 > 0:37:33Never better. Thanks to you.
0:37:34 > 0:37:36I really don't think he should be out of bed.
0:37:39 > 0:37:43I have an apology to make.
0:37:46 > 0:37:49I kept something from you before the transplant.
0:37:50 > 0:37:55Your father wanted to tell you, but I talked him out of it.
0:37:55 > 0:37:58Maybe we should leave this for later.
0:37:59 > 0:38:01He has to know.
0:38:04 > 0:38:08I don't... I don't get it. What's the punch line?
0:38:11 > 0:38:16It was my fault. The night we lost your mum.
0:38:19 > 0:38:22I wanted to be honest with you from the start,
0:38:22 > 0:38:24but you have to understand.
0:38:26 > 0:38:30I did it for YOU, it was always for you.
0:38:30 > 0:38:33I really think this conversation should wait
0:38:33 > 0:38:35until Reuben is a little stronger.
0:38:35 > 0:38:36Let him finish.
0:38:39 > 0:38:43I... I pulled her out and I...
0:38:43 > 0:38:45I tried to save her,
0:38:45 > 0:38:48but when the ambulance came, it was just too late.
0:38:49 > 0:38:53And then the police started asking all these questions.
0:38:54 > 0:38:55You lied.
0:38:57 > 0:38:58You were driving.
0:38:59 > 0:39:01It was you, not her.
0:39:01 > 0:39:03It was too late, she was gone already.
0:39:03 > 0:39:06There was nothing I could do.
0:39:06 > 0:39:08But there was still YOU.
0:39:09 > 0:39:11And if I had gone to prison...
0:39:12 > 0:39:15- ..who was going to take care of you? - How many?
0:39:17 > 0:39:19- How many did you have? - Reubs, please...- How many?!
0:39:19 > 0:39:23Four. Five, I mean, what-what does it matter?
0:39:24 > 0:39:26- You OK?- Have you seen Ms Karnik?
0:39:26 > 0:39:27Why?
0:39:27 > 0:39:30Well, Fredrik's in there conducting some sort of confessional
0:39:30 > 0:39:32and it's just neither the time, nor the place.
0:39:32 > 0:39:34Uh, she said something about going to Darwin,
0:39:34 > 0:39:35but I can have a word if you want?
0:39:35 > 0:39:38- ALARM BLEEPS - Well...
0:39:38 > 0:39:41- Reuben?- BP's dropping. 80 over 50.
0:39:41 > 0:39:43- Reuben?!- He's tachycardic.
0:39:43 > 0:39:46- Wake him up!- OK, it's probably a bleed from the anastomosis.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48- Do something!- I'm going to go and find Ms Karnik now.
0:39:48 > 0:39:51- We can't wait for her.- Wake him up!
0:39:51 > 0:39:52CLANGING
0:39:52 > 0:39:54We need to get him back into theatre, NOW.
0:39:56 > 0:39:57Have you got a sec?
0:39:57 > 0:39:58Uh, not really, mate, no.
0:39:58 > 0:40:00Skin biopsy results on Mrs O.
0:40:00 > 0:40:02Oh, throw it on the pile and take a number.
0:40:02 > 0:40:04I'm sorry if I'm trying too hard today.
0:40:04 > 0:40:08OK, Lofty, here's trying too hard, and here's you.
0:40:08 > 0:40:10For what it's worth, I'm just trying to make a good impression.
0:40:10 > 0:40:12First day on AAU and all that.
0:40:12 > 0:40:15Job well done, mate. Job well done.
0:40:15 > 0:40:17For what it's worth, I'm starting to see what you meant about Mrs O.
0:40:17 > 0:40:21- Oh! Really, now?!- You're really enjoying this, aren't you?
0:40:21 > 0:40:23Yeah, just a little bit, yeah.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26How about you put this to the top of your pile
0:40:26 > 0:40:27and I'll discharge her PDQ?
0:40:28 > 0:40:31- Promises, promises...- Hm?
0:40:32 > 0:40:36All right. I suppose I have missed this a little bit.
0:40:36 > 0:40:38Playing Cluedo with the symptoms.
0:40:39 > 0:40:42Tracking down strange and exotic illnesses like a medical Marple.
0:40:42 > 0:40:44- SHE LAUGHS - You'd look good in a straw hat.
0:40:45 > 0:40:47Hang on, is this...?
0:40:47 > 0:40:48What?
0:40:50 > 0:40:51Crikey.
0:40:51 > 0:40:54Is everything all right? Are you having your revenge?
0:40:54 > 0:40:56If only.
0:41:00 > 0:41:01Talk to me.
0:41:03 > 0:41:04He's bleeding out.
0:41:05 > 0:41:08I think one of the sutures from the anastomosis may have torn.
0:41:08 > 0:41:11Well, good thing someone was here to get him back into theatre.
0:41:11 > 0:41:12Let's see what we're dealing with.
0:41:12 > 0:41:15AIR SUCKS
0:41:15 > 0:41:18It's a bleed from the iliac artery.
0:41:18 > 0:41:20Can I have a clamp and 5-0 Prolene, please?
0:41:20 > 0:41:22We're not losing this kidney.
0:41:25 > 0:41:28OK, I'm going to begin the electrocortical stimulation.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31We're just going to ask you a few simple questions to make sure
0:41:31 > 0:41:33you're cognisant throughout.
0:41:33 > 0:41:37Yeah. My specialist subject's...
0:41:37 > 0:41:38impressionism.
0:41:40 > 0:41:42Well, that's not an area I can help you with, I'm afraid.
0:41:42 > 0:41:44Beginning at 2 milliamps.
0:41:45 > 0:41:48OK. Well, starter for ten - your daughter's birthday?
0:41:49 > 0:41:50January 3...
0:41:52 > 0:41:53..'92.
0:41:54 > 0:41:57- OK. How about your first job?- Hah!
0:41:58 > 0:42:01Renovating old houses with my dad.
0:42:01 > 0:42:07- Ah.- I could've gone to art school, but "Learn a trade", he said.
0:42:08 > 0:42:10"Hobbies don't put roof over your head."
0:42:10 > 0:42:13- HERSHIE CHUCKLES - Increasing to 4 milliamps.
0:42:13 > 0:42:14Regrets?
0:42:15 > 0:42:16God, no.
0:42:17 > 0:42:19He was dead right.
0:42:20 > 0:42:25- I said the same thing to Klea when she went to... - ALARM BLEEPS
0:42:26 > 0:42:29- BP's rising. 100 over 50. - What have you done?
0:42:29 > 0:42:31Nothing. There's no sign of a bleed.
0:42:31 > 0:42:34- OK. Well, we have to abort. - It could just be another seizure.
0:42:34 > 0:42:37I said you were pushing too hard. I knew this was a bad idea.
0:42:37 > 0:42:39- I know what I'm doing. - Where have I heard that before?
0:42:41 > 0:42:44If the seizure passes, I should be able to continue with the stimulus.
0:42:44 > 0:42:46That's not a risk I'm willing to take. Close up the cranium.
0:42:46 > 0:42:48Let's revert to a mini maze.
0:42:48 > 0:42:51No, we just need to stabilise the bradycardia and stay the course.
0:42:51 > 0:42:54- You ready for a GA? - Oliver, look at me.
0:42:55 > 0:42:59We can do this, but we have to work together.
0:43:03 > 0:43:06I've resutured the iliac artery. Removing the clamp.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10No sign of the bleeding.
0:43:10 > 0:43:13Blood pressure's stabilising, 120 over 70.
0:43:13 > 0:43:14How's the kidney looking?
0:43:14 > 0:43:17Colour's returning. I think we got to it in time.
0:43:17 > 0:43:18Nicely done.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20Let's close up. Swab, please.
0:43:20 > 0:43:21Thank you.
0:43:22 > 0:43:25Somebody want to explain to me how he got into this mess?
0:43:30 > 0:43:32I was just being honest, like you told me.
0:43:32 > 0:43:33No, that's not what I said.
0:43:33 > 0:43:36Reuben had to know the truth, or did I misunderstand?
0:43:36 > 0:43:39Your timing leaves a lot to be desired, for a start.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41Not to mention your sensitivity.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43But the main thing is Reuben is going to be fine
0:43:43 > 0:43:45and we managed to save the kidney.
0:43:45 > 0:43:48The bleeding could have happened at any time.
0:43:48 > 0:43:50If anything, it was lucky I was there.
0:43:50 > 0:43:53Excuse me? I believe I was the one doing the post-op obs, thank you.
0:43:53 > 0:43:56- Dom.- What? I'm just saying.
0:43:56 > 0:44:00If it wasn't for me, the patient might be on dialysis right now.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02Maybe if you'd been here yourself you'd realise that.
0:44:08 > 0:44:12They're called dermatophagoides microceras.
0:44:12 > 0:44:15- It's the house dust mite. - Oh, good gravy!
0:44:15 > 0:44:19- Yeah. Um, they're burrowing into your skin, causing the rash...- Oh!
0:44:19 > 0:44:23..and then the allergic reaction is exacerbating your asthma.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25I'm afraid we're going to have to take your papers and things.
0:44:25 > 0:44:29Oh, no. No, no, no, no. You-you... You can't do that.
0:44:29 > 0:44:31All this stuff gathering dust at home
0:44:31 > 0:44:34is creating the perfect environment for the mites to spread.
0:44:34 > 0:44:36I do clean, you know.
0:44:36 > 0:44:41I dust, I run the Hoover around. It's perfectly tidy.
0:44:41 > 0:44:43Bedelia, no-one's passing judgment.
0:44:43 > 0:44:48We are, however, obliged to inform Social Services.
0:44:48 > 0:44:53Oh, I see. I see what this is.
0:44:53 > 0:44:55We just need to make sure you're not putting your health at risk.
0:44:55 > 0:45:00We'll prescribe Permethrin cream, which should address the symptoms,
0:45:00 > 0:45:03but the real key is addressing the cause, Bedelia.
0:45:07 > 0:45:10I thought you were different. But you're not.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12You are just the same as her.
0:45:16 > 0:45:19Could I have everyone's attention for just a moment?
0:45:19 > 0:45:20Here it comes.
0:45:20 > 0:45:22Actually, I wanted to say well done.
0:45:22 > 0:45:26I think we can all agree today could have been handled better, but that is on me.
0:45:26 > 0:45:29Well, we're all muddling through as best we can in the current climate.
0:45:29 > 0:45:32Yes, well, I may have spread myself a little thin today
0:45:32 > 0:45:34when I should have been leading by example.
0:45:34 > 0:45:36You've had a lot to deal with.
0:45:36 > 0:45:39I'll speak to the board about smoothing over transplant procedures
0:45:39 > 0:45:42in future, but there simply isn't any more money in the budget...
0:45:42 > 0:45:44You don't need to give me the full speech, I'm realistic.
0:45:44 > 0:45:46C'est la vie.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48In any case, thank you all for your efforts.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50If Reuben or his father have any complaints,
0:45:50 > 0:45:52I'll assume full responsibility.
0:45:58 > 0:45:59How are you feeling?
0:46:00 > 0:46:02Empty.
0:46:03 > 0:46:04It's all gone, isn't it?
0:46:04 > 0:46:06Well, we've successfully resected the lesion.
0:46:06 > 0:46:08We'll need to monitor you,
0:46:08 > 0:46:11but you haven't had a seizure since your surgery.
0:46:11 > 0:46:13No more visions either.
0:46:13 > 0:46:16You sound disappointed.
0:46:17 > 0:46:20I had something special and now it's gone.
0:46:21 > 0:46:24But life only moves in a forward direction,
0:46:24 > 0:46:26whether we want it to or not.
0:46:26 > 0:46:28How very profound.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30I was working on it before you came over.
0:46:30 > 0:46:32BOTH CHUCKLE
0:46:32 > 0:46:34You'll keep painting, though?
0:46:34 > 0:46:37Just need to find a new source of inspiration.
0:46:37 > 0:46:40Hershie, looking good!
0:46:40 > 0:46:41- Got a visitor here for you.- Dad!
0:46:41 > 0:46:42Klea!
0:46:51 > 0:46:53How you feeling?
0:46:54 > 0:46:56Best day of my life.
0:46:58 > 0:47:00- The kidney?- We got to it in time.
0:47:00 > 0:47:03We're going to keep a close eye on you for the next few days,
0:47:03 > 0:47:05look out for signs of early rejection, but...
0:47:05 > 0:47:07I'm cautiously optimistic.
0:47:07 > 0:47:09Hey!
0:47:09 > 0:47:11I've got your dad here if you're up for it?
0:47:11 > 0:47:13You don't have to do this.
0:47:14 > 0:47:15I know.
0:47:16 > 0:47:17I want to.
0:47:23 > 0:47:24Hey!
0:47:25 > 0:47:29I was...worried you might not want to see me again.
0:47:30 > 0:47:34Seemed only fair. You saved my life, after all.
0:47:35 > 0:47:37Well, least I could do.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40Listen.
0:47:41 > 0:47:44I know what I did was unforgiveable,
0:47:44 > 0:47:47but we've been given a second chance.
0:47:49 > 0:47:53The kidney match, that's got to be a sign, surely.
0:47:53 > 0:47:55A chance to make amends.
0:47:55 > 0:47:58- HE SCOFFS - Can you hear yourself?
0:48:01 > 0:48:05When they told me you asked to see me, I... Well, I-I thought that...
0:48:05 > 0:48:06You THOUGHT?
0:48:08 > 0:48:09You killed her.
0:48:11 > 0:48:16You were drunk and you... covered it up to save your own skin.
0:48:16 > 0:48:19Reuben, please...
0:48:19 > 0:48:21Don't pretend you did anything for me.
0:48:22 > 0:48:23You did it for yourself.
0:48:25 > 0:48:28Soon as I'm back on my feet, I... I'm going to leave.
0:48:29 > 0:48:33Travel. Don't try and call me because I won't answer.
0:48:36 > 0:48:38- Where will you go? - Anywhere away from you.
0:48:40 > 0:48:41Well...
0:48:42 > 0:48:43I'll always be here.
0:48:44 > 0:48:46You know that.
0:48:47 > 0:48:52And if...WHEN you come back...
0:48:52 > 0:48:53I'll be waiting.
0:48:56 > 0:48:57Maybe someday...
0:49:16 > 0:49:17This is all I've got, you know.
0:49:19 > 0:49:22I mean, some people have photo albums and what have you.
0:49:22 > 0:49:26And nobody goes into their house and takes it all away.
0:49:26 > 0:49:29They're making you sick. They'll never take away your memories.
0:49:31 > 0:49:33And what are you going to do with them?
0:49:33 > 0:49:35It's most likely they'll be incinerated.
0:49:35 > 0:49:37Um, we'll probably have to keep you isolated
0:49:37 > 0:49:40to prevent the mites from spreading until it's safe for you to go home.
0:49:43 > 0:49:44The Major?
0:49:44 > 0:49:47Somebody from Social Services will take him to the RSPCA.
0:49:48 > 0:49:50Oh, I don't suppose you'd...?
0:49:50 > 0:49:54Well, I mean, you wouldn't go and see him for me, would you?
0:49:54 > 0:49:56Oh, I don't know...
0:49:56 > 0:49:58I mean, it would be nice to know
0:49:58 > 0:50:01that somebody kind was taking care of him.
0:50:03 > 0:50:04I'll see what I can do.
0:50:13 > 0:50:16These things aren't going to spread all across the ward, are they?
0:50:16 > 0:50:17I think we've got it contained,
0:50:17 > 0:50:19but, yeah, maybe we should put her in the side room
0:50:19 > 0:50:21just to be on the safe side, eh?
0:50:21 > 0:50:22Right, that's the last of it.
0:50:22 > 0:50:24That's got to be an AAU record.
0:50:24 > 0:50:28You actually managed to diagnose the infamous Bedelia Oosterhause!
0:50:28 > 0:50:31- With a little help from my friends. - Aw!- Go on, you can say it.
0:50:31 > 0:50:34- Say what?- "I told you so".
0:50:34 > 0:50:36I wouldn't do that.
0:50:36 > 0:50:40No, go on. I was wrong. You was right.
0:50:40 > 0:50:42Go on, say it. I can take it.
0:50:42 > 0:50:45You weren't wrong, she was milking it.
0:50:45 > 0:50:47You just weren't expecting to find something wrong with her.
0:50:47 > 0:50:50Why don't we just say you were both wrong?
0:50:50 > 0:50:52How about we go for a drink when we're finished? My shout?
0:50:52 > 0:50:56Do you know what? That's the best thing you've said all day, mister!
0:50:56 > 0:50:59As long as you wash your hands first.
0:50:59 > 0:51:00Yeah, gross.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09I feel I owe you an apology.
0:51:09 > 0:51:11There's no need.
0:51:14 > 0:51:16HE SIGHS
0:51:17 > 0:51:18I thought it wouldn't be a problem.
0:51:20 > 0:51:21But sometimes...
0:51:22 > 0:51:25..I can't help wondering what we could have done differently,
0:51:25 > 0:51:27and when I saw those scans, I thought...
0:51:28 > 0:51:29..maybe...
0:51:29 > 0:51:31I understand.
0:51:31 > 0:51:33How is it that we can save so many patients,
0:51:33 > 0:51:36like Hershie, countless others, but not her?
0:51:41 > 0:51:42James Chadwick.
0:51:44 > 0:51:46That was the name of the very first patient I lost.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50- Do you remember yours?- Kelly...
0:51:51 > 0:51:52..Blackman.
0:51:53 > 0:51:56She had a bleed on the brain and I missed it.
0:51:58 > 0:51:59That was a hard lesson.
0:52:01 > 0:52:06What about the second? Or the tenth? Or the 18th?
0:52:06 > 0:52:08At what point do we stop counting?
0:52:09 > 0:52:11When do we stop remembering their names?
0:52:13 > 0:52:14Eventually we have to.
0:52:15 > 0:52:17Doesn't mean they matter any less.
0:52:17 > 0:52:20So Tara was just a patient, is that it?
0:52:21 > 0:52:22- SIGHING:- Not to you.
0:52:24 > 0:52:29I was her doctor, but she'll always be your wife.
0:52:30 > 0:52:33Perhaps that's the best way to remember her.
0:52:36 > 0:52:37If there was a chance,
0:52:37 > 0:52:40- just the tiniest of chances that something...- There wasn't.
0:52:41 > 0:52:42I did everything I could.
0:52:47 > 0:52:52We have to accept the reality that that isn't always enough.
0:52:56 > 0:52:57I know you tried.
0:52:59 > 0:53:00That's all we can ever do.
0:53:11 > 0:53:13I made a mistake today.
0:53:15 > 0:53:17I understand that now.
0:53:17 > 0:53:23It was my fault and I'm prepared to accept the consequences.
0:53:23 > 0:53:27I appreciate the gesture, but the buck has to stop with me.
0:53:27 > 0:53:30And it's fair to say I've been more than a little preoccupied today.
0:53:32 > 0:53:34- The baby?- Please don't.
0:53:35 > 0:53:39I'm sorry if I put any extra pressure on you today.
0:53:39 > 0:53:40That wasn't my intension.
0:53:44 > 0:53:45And the truth is...
0:53:50 > 0:53:52..Sara's left me.
0:53:55 > 0:53:59She's taken Oskar back to Sweden with her.
0:54:01 > 0:54:05- Now I have no-one. - I'm sorry to hear that.
0:54:05 > 0:54:11If I seemed...insensitive to your situation, I apologise.
0:54:11 > 0:54:15Accepted. And I appreciate you not mentioning it to Mr Rossini.
0:54:17 > 0:54:19If I can ask...
0:54:20 > 0:54:22..why the big secret?
0:54:23 > 0:54:26Matteo and I are not in a very good place right now.
0:54:26 > 0:54:29I tried telling him, but...
0:54:29 > 0:54:31we're so far apart, it would seem like an obligation.
0:54:31 > 0:54:33That's not how I want it to be.
0:54:38 > 0:54:43You don't have to worry. He won't hear anything from me.
0:54:43 > 0:54:46Fredrik, are you still interested in applying for the Junior Doctor Award?
0:54:46 > 0:54:51Well, after today I assumed Mr Copeland was the leading candidate.
0:54:51 > 0:54:54You came through in a pinch. That has to count for something.
0:54:55 > 0:54:58You have a lot to learn, but that is the point of having a supervisor.
0:55:00 > 0:55:02Well, I'd be honoured.
0:55:02 > 0:55:06If Mr Levy has no objections, I'd be happy to support you.
0:55:10 > 0:55:11I look forward to working with you.
0:55:20 > 0:55:23Heard you pulled off a bit of magic in theatre today.
0:55:23 > 0:55:26Temporary pacemaker during an awake craniotomy?
0:55:26 > 0:55:27Just another day in the office.
0:55:27 > 0:55:30- Sorry I missed it!- Ha!
0:55:31 > 0:55:34Damon, I think I may have underestimated the competition
0:55:34 > 0:55:35for the CCG funding.
0:55:35 > 0:55:37I could use your help, if you're interested?
0:55:37 > 0:55:41How does, uh, Deputy Project Coordinator sound?
0:55:41 > 0:55:46- LIFT DINGS - Amazing. What does that mean?
0:55:46 > 0:55:49Nothing in practice, but it will look good on a CV.
0:55:55 > 0:55:57AUTOMATED VOICE: Doors opening.
0:55:59 > 0:56:02- Doors closing.- Uh...
0:56:02 > 0:56:05I'm told a few people are heading to the bar across the road.
0:56:05 > 0:56:07- Albie's.- Right, I'm down for that.
0:56:09 > 0:56:11- Oliver?- Some other time, maybe.
0:56:13 > 0:56:16I know today's been difficult, but if you're willing, I'd...
0:56:16 > 0:56:18like us to start again.
0:56:19 > 0:56:23- Let past be prologue to a new working relationship.- Agreed.
0:56:26 > 0:56:29But just so you know, I've been pursuing funding
0:56:29 > 0:56:31for my chest reconstruction project for months,
0:56:31 > 0:56:33so if you're planning on making a bid for the grant,
0:56:33 > 0:56:35you'll have a fight on your hands.
0:56:42 > 0:56:46In an ideal word, I suppose the doors would've just opened then
0:56:46 > 0:56:48and you'd make a dramatic exit.
0:56:48 > 0:56:49Ideally, that would have been great.
0:56:51 > 0:56:52Thank you.
0:56:54 > 0:56:57I can't believe she picked Fredrik over you,
0:56:57 > 0:56:58especially after what he did today.
0:56:58 > 0:57:01Yeah, well, it's a Mickey Mouse award anyway. Who cares?
0:57:01 > 0:57:03You're buying, remember?
0:57:03 > 0:57:05- Uh, no, don't worry about it. It's on me.- You sure?
0:57:05 > 0:57:10Yeah! Think about it as your, uh, welcome to AAU.
0:57:10 > 0:57:13- FREDRIK:- I meant what I said about your situation.
0:57:13 > 0:57:15I've got your back.
0:57:15 > 0:57:18I appreciate it. It's really just a question of timing.
0:57:18 > 0:57:21You won't be able to hide it forever.
0:57:21 > 0:57:22I know.
0:57:22 > 0:57:25But until I can get back what I had with Matteo,
0:57:25 > 0:57:27until I can be sure it's for the right reasons,
0:57:27 > 0:57:29this has to stay between us.
0:57:29 > 0:57:32You can trust me. You have my word.