It Has to Be Now

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0:00:02 > 0:00:04Essie Harrison, will you marry me?

0:00:04 > 0:00:06Yes!

0:00:06 > 0:00:09Zosia opens the medical journal. What will the article say?

0:00:09 > 0:00:11Chest wall reconstruction. That I got the funding,

0:00:11 > 0:00:14and put Holby back in the spotlight where it belongs.

0:00:14 > 0:00:19There is a merger proposed between St Francis and Holby City.

0:00:19 > 0:00:21THEY MURMUR IN SHOCK

0:00:21 > 0:00:23I've been looking into SAINT.

0:00:23 > 0:00:27Post-surgical accelerated independence using novel technology.

0:00:27 > 0:00:29You don't think it might be a little risky to launch a new

0:00:29 > 0:00:31practice under such scrutiny?

0:00:31 > 0:00:33I think risk is what we should be doing.

0:01:14 > 0:01:17MUSIC: "Wolves Of Winter" by Biffy Clyro

0:01:30 > 0:01:33# We have achieved so much more than you possibly thought we could

0:01:33 > 0:01:36# Well, now you see me

0:01:36 > 0:01:38# You can achieve anything

0:01:38 > 0:01:41# Just remember, no I in team

0:01:41 > 0:01:43# There's two in brilliant

0:01:43 > 0:01:48# We are the wolves of winter... #

0:01:48 > 0:01:49You got this.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56Right, today's the day.

0:01:56 > 0:01:59Time to prove that SAINT is not just achievable - it's irresistible.

0:01:59 > 0:02:02Now, we've got five elective operations that can all qualify -

0:02:02 > 0:02:05a right hemicolectomy, a small bowel resection,

0:02:05 > 0:02:08an adrenalectomy, a sigmoid colectomy

0:02:08 > 0:02:10and a one-sided endarterectomy.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12Try saying that again five times faster.

0:02:12 > 0:02:15Now, if we're able to send just three of these patients home

0:02:15 > 0:02:19within 23 hours, with monitors, then today has been a great day.

0:02:19 > 0:02:21Bring it on.

0:02:23 > 0:02:25- Hey, early bird.- Worms to catch.

0:02:25 > 0:02:28I'd be sweating my wotsits off if it was me having to present.

0:02:28 > 0:02:30What's to sweat about?

0:02:33 > 0:02:34Don't mind if I do.

0:02:37 > 0:02:40I wouldn't be so chirpy if I was dragged in on my day off.

0:02:40 > 0:02:43I volunteered. All hands on deck until this merger's done with.

0:02:43 > 0:02:45You don't have to look so happy about it.

0:02:47 > 0:02:48What's going on?

0:02:52 > 0:02:53I've got a secret.

0:02:53 > 0:02:55Step into my office, please.

0:03:02 > 0:03:04What?!

0:03:04 > 0:03:06I'm sorry...

0:03:08 > 0:03:11- You got married?!- Sh!

0:03:11 > 0:03:12HE WHISPERS: You got married?!

0:03:14 > 0:03:16- SHE WHISPERS:- I got married!

0:03:17 > 0:03:22We didn't want to make a fuss and it was intimate and really romantic.

0:03:22 > 0:03:24You're not annoyed that you weren't there, are you?

0:03:24 > 0:03:27Don't be ridiculous. No, I'm...

0:03:27 > 0:03:31..just so incredibly happy for you. Congratulations.

0:03:31 > 0:03:33Thank you.

0:03:33 > 0:03:34Please, please, please,

0:03:34 > 0:03:37don't say anything yet cos I haven't told Sacha.

0:03:38 > 0:03:40Of course. Secret's safe with me.

0:03:44 > 0:03:46Good morning. No Jac?

0:03:46 > 0:03:49Yeah, I wonder if she's taking interviews at other hospitals

0:03:49 > 0:03:52already. You know what they say about sinking ships.

0:03:52 > 0:03:54Jac Naylor? No chance. She's Holby to the bone.

0:03:54 > 0:03:56Couldn't even be here to support me today.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59Probably because she knew that you didn't need it. What's that?

0:03:59 > 0:04:01- A bit of last-minute prep? - Yeah, just refreshing.

0:04:01 > 0:04:03I do that too when I'm nervous.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05Who said I was nervous?

0:04:05 > 0:04:07Good morning. Roxanna, Oliver.

0:04:07 > 0:04:09Just wanted to check that you were both all set?

0:04:09 > 0:04:12- Ready and raring.- Minus a bit of "refreshing."- I'm sorry I had to

0:04:12 > 0:04:14move things forward but now really is the ideal time to launch

0:04:14 > 0:04:17a new research project. This is exactly the kind of innovation

0:04:17 > 0:04:18- that sets Holby apart. - Not a problem.

0:04:18 > 0:04:21I'm looking forward to sharing my proposal with you.

0:04:21 > 0:04:23I look forward to hearing it. I'll see you both later.

0:04:29 > 0:04:31COMPUTER ERROR NOTIFICATION

0:04:31 > 0:04:33What the...?

0:04:33 > 0:04:37- That doesn't look good. - COMPUTER ERROR NOTIFICATION

0:04:37 > 0:04:39Have you tried hitting refresh?

0:04:43 > 0:04:45Someone's happy.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47Yes, well, I have a reason to be...

0:04:47 > 0:04:50- Can I have some help here, please? - Here we go.- Sorry!

0:04:51 > 0:04:55Nurse Chiltern? They said I'd find you here.

0:04:55 > 0:04:56I'm sorry, do I...?

0:04:56 > 0:04:58SHE GROANS I've got you. It's fine.

0:05:02 > 0:05:03What are you doing here?

0:05:03 > 0:05:06I came to the Emergency Department just like you told me to

0:05:06 > 0:05:09- and they sent me here. - OK, let's get you into a bed.

0:05:09 > 0:05:12This way...you're going to be fine, OK?

0:05:12 > 0:05:13I am sorry.

0:05:13 > 0:05:15Just take a seat, OK?

0:05:19 > 0:05:21Think. Think!

0:05:24 > 0:05:26- Everything all right? - Does it look all right?

0:05:28 > 0:05:30How am I going to present without my data?

0:05:30 > 0:05:32Um...

0:05:32 > 0:05:34Have you got it saved anywhere else?

0:05:35 > 0:05:38Well, yes. I suppose I must have some of it on my laptop but...

0:05:38 > 0:05:42- If your husband's at home, couldn't he bring it in?- Yes.

0:05:44 > 0:05:48Ah, allow me to introduce the star of the hour.

0:05:48 > 0:05:49Dr Ford, meet Mr Duffy.

0:05:49 > 0:05:53So, you're the Harry Allen to his Albert Pierrepoint, are you?

0:05:53 > 0:05:55Sorry?

0:05:55 > 0:05:58Britain's last executioners. You'd be no good in a pub quiz.

0:05:58 > 0:06:01I can assure you, no-one is going to be executed today.

0:06:01 > 0:06:04Oh, I hope they are. I want her gone.

0:06:04 > 0:06:07Kaput. Out of her misery.

0:06:07 > 0:06:09Sorry - who are we talking about?

0:06:09 > 0:06:11You knew where you stood with Howard.

0:06:11 > 0:06:15- Howard was easy to accommodate, affable even.- Howard?

0:06:15 > 0:06:18We treated Mr Duffy for a neurofibroma tumour two years ago.

0:06:18 > 0:06:21You and he grew rather attached, didn't you?

0:06:21 > 0:06:25We had an understanding, me and Howard.

0:06:25 > 0:06:27A mutually beneficial relationship.

0:06:27 > 0:06:30- Right...- We successfully removed Howard but unfortunately,

0:06:30 > 0:06:32another tumour has recurred. This time, formed from a nerve bundle

0:06:32 > 0:06:35in the ribs. It's causing bleeding and quite considerable discomfort.

0:06:35 > 0:06:38That's one way of putting it.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40Right.

0:06:40 > 0:06:42You ready for this?

0:06:48 > 0:06:51Medusa. She's a demon.

0:06:51 > 0:06:54A diva. A malicious attention-seeker.

0:06:56 > 0:06:59- I want her gone.- And that's exactly what's going to happen today.

0:06:59 > 0:07:01Mr Duffy is the ideal candidate for the bio-patch.

0:07:01 > 0:07:04- We're lucky to have him.- The sooner she's out of my life, the better.

0:07:04 > 0:07:08- She?- Oh, she's definitely a female, this one.

0:07:08 > 0:07:11Well, it won't be a problem for much longer. We'll start

0:07:11 > 0:07:14- with a blood test.- Whatever you say, Doc. I'm all yours.

0:07:16 > 0:07:17Whatever it takes.

0:07:18 > 0:07:20- Bay one, please.- Dr Digby!

0:07:21 > 0:07:24- Not that one, it's occupied. - Really? I haven't seen any notes.

0:07:24 > 0:07:27Yeah, I'm dealing with her. About to be discharged.

0:07:27 > 0:07:31OK, let's get Mr Shah settled in bay eight, please.

0:07:31 > 0:07:33- Honestly, it's just food poisoning. - No offence, Lofty,

0:07:33 > 0:07:36but we really can't afford to be slipping up at the moment.

0:07:36 > 0:07:38Let me take a look.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40Seriously, what is wrong with you?

0:07:43 > 0:07:47Mrs Chapman. Hello. How can we help you today?

0:07:47 > 0:07:49I think it's food poisoning.

0:07:49 > 0:07:51- See?- Lofty.

0:07:51 > 0:07:54He's embarrassed. Thinks I'm stalking him.

0:07:54 > 0:07:56But really, a handsome nurse searches your profile

0:07:56 > 0:07:58out of the blue, what are you going to do?

0:08:00 > 0:08:03I answered a few of Mrs Chapman's health questions online.

0:08:03 > 0:08:07No diagnosis, just recommended she come to the ED.

0:08:07 > 0:08:09I usually go to the drop-in at St Francis

0:08:09 > 0:08:11but they keep fobbing me off.

0:08:11 > 0:08:13Not interested in us invisible older women.

0:08:13 > 0:08:15So, you've had these symptoms before?

0:08:15 > 0:08:18I was fit as a fiddle until not long ago.

0:08:18 > 0:08:21I'm sure it's just some iffy shellfish

0:08:21 > 0:08:22but it's knocked me for six.

0:08:22 > 0:08:24You should see how swollen my leg is.

0:08:26 > 0:08:28Right, let me have a look.

0:08:30 > 0:08:32That looks like it could be a clot.

0:08:32 > 0:08:35These stomach pains, they're unbearable.

0:08:35 > 0:08:37I'm not expecting to run any marathons.

0:08:37 > 0:08:40I just want to feel myself again.

0:08:40 > 0:08:43We'll do our best. Lofty?

0:08:48 > 0:08:50You're a life-saver. Thank you so much.

0:08:50 > 0:08:52I feel like the Milk Tray man,

0:08:52 > 0:08:54swooping in and delivering the goods.

0:08:54 > 0:08:57I would take IT support over hospital gift shop chocolate

0:08:57 > 0:08:58any day of the week.

0:08:58 > 0:09:00Is Henrik around?

0:09:00 > 0:09:02Why, have you brought him a box of goodies, too?

0:09:02 > 0:09:04Would you be jealous if I had?

0:09:04 > 0:09:06I'm used to being second fiddle to you two.

0:09:06 > 0:09:09I'm sure he'll be around later. For now, you're needed.

0:09:17 > 0:09:18I'm sure it'll be here.

0:09:22 > 0:09:23What's going on?

0:09:25 > 0:09:28Roxanna's old man's dropping off her laptop.

0:09:28 > 0:09:32- Her husband? But that's Professor David Hopkins.- Yeah?

0:09:32 > 0:09:36THE Professor Hopkins. His work in cardiothoracics is legendary.

0:09:36 > 0:09:38Yeah, I know who he is. He's Hanssen's mate.

0:09:38 > 0:09:40What I can't believe is that

0:09:40 > 0:09:42you didn't know him and Roxanna were married.

0:09:42 > 0:09:44The Posh and Becks of Neuro and Cardio.

0:09:44 > 0:09:47But that's...that's cheating.

0:09:50 > 0:09:52- So, Evelyn Chapman.- I'm on it.

0:09:52 > 0:09:54There's just a hold-up with the notes.

0:09:54 > 0:09:56St Francis have got a backlog in their correspondence.

0:09:56 > 0:09:59Well, then it's even more important that we get

0:09:59 > 0:10:02- to the bottom of what's causing this clot.- I'll speak to Raf.

0:10:02 > 0:10:04What are you talking about? Raf's in theatre.

0:10:04 > 0:10:07- Someone else, then.- What?

0:10:07 > 0:10:08You can't treat her.

0:10:09 > 0:10:12Look, Lofty, I don't know what's going on with your online

0:10:12 > 0:10:15- relationship...- It's not a relationship.- But I promise you,

0:10:15 > 0:10:18- I'm not going to show you up or anything.- She's your mum.- What?

0:10:18 > 0:10:21You can't treat Evelyn Chapman because she's your mum.

0:10:21 > 0:10:22That's not possible.

0:10:25 > 0:10:27I honestly thought she'd never come here.

0:10:30 > 0:10:32I don't understand.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34I gave her a quick Google.

0:10:34 > 0:10:36I wanted to help you find her.

0:10:50 > 0:10:52How dare you?

0:10:53 > 0:10:56I was just trying to get the address to give you something to go by.

0:10:56 > 0:10:58My father gave me her address last year.

0:10:58 > 0:11:01If I wanted find my mother, I would have found her by myself.

0:11:01 > 0:11:02You had abs...

0:11:03 > 0:11:07You had absolutely no right doing that.

0:11:09 > 0:11:11Morven, I was just trying to help.

0:11:13 > 0:11:14By stalking my absent mother?

0:11:16 > 0:11:17She messaged me first.

0:11:17 > 0:11:20She saw that I was on her profile and that I was a nurse.

0:11:20 > 0:11:22She kept asking me about these stomach pains

0:11:22 > 0:11:25and before I know it the whole thing became full-on.

0:11:25 > 0:11:27Full-on?

0:11:27 > 0:11:32Full-on is a woman that you've been spending most your life

0:11:32 > 0:11:36trying to forget suddenly turning up at your work place.

0:11:40 > 0:11:41Morven, I'm so sorry.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45She didn't even recognise me.

0:11:47 > 0:11:48It was out of context.

0:11:50 > 0:11:54That woman...is not my mother.

0:11:54 > 0:11:56All right?

0:11:56 > 0:11:58Not in any sense of the word.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05Evelyn Chapman is just another patient.

0:12:05 > 0:12:07And that is exactly how we're going to treat her.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11OK...

0:12:11 > 0:12:14Right...erm...um...

0:12:14 > 0:12:19OK, we're going to have to do more blood tests,

0:12:19 > 0:12:20find out the cause of the clot.

0:12:20 > 0:12:22Morven, you can't do that. It's not ethical.

0:12:22 > 0:12:27OK, you need to stop with the unwanted advice.

0:12:27 > 0:12:28You've done enough.

0:12:38 > 0:12:41Ah, I was just on Darwin looking for you.

0:12:41 > 0:12:42I thought you were off today?

0:12:42 > 0:12:45My days off have to wait. These are testing times.

0:12:45 > 0:12:48Work seemed preferable to tense negotiations over seating plans,

0:12:48 > 0:12:50- am I right? - Actually, about the wedding...

0:12:50 > 0:12:53- Yeah, I'd be honoured to.- Sorry?

0:12:53 > 0:12:56Thought I'd save you a cringy speech.

0:12:56 > 0:12:59I've just made it a bit cringier, haven't I?

0:12:59 > 0:13:00We're married already.

0:13:03 > 0:13:07- Eh?- Yeah... Look, we both basically just wanted a really small thing.

0:13:07 > 0:13:09You know, just two of us.

0:13:09 > 0:13:11Look, I wouldn't have wanted any of that either.

0:13:11 > 0:13:14The rigor mortis smile after 500 photographs.

0:13:14 > 0:13:16- Confetti in every crevice.- Great.

0:13:16 > 0:13:19So, you're not too disappointed about the best man thing?

0:13:19 > 0:13:22Me? No, course not.

0:13:22 > 0:13:24But I don't know about the kids.

0:13:24 > 0:13:26- Evie's been planning her outfit for ages.- Oh, no.

0:13:26 > 0:13:28I hadn't thought about that...

0:13:28 > 0:13:30But it's not about any of us, is it?,

0:13:30 > 0:13:34I'm pleased for you - really.

0:13:34 > 0:13:35Come on!

0:13:47 > 0:13:48Ollie?

0:13:50 > 0:13:53- What's going on in there? - She's practising her presentation.

0:13:53 > 0:13:55What is it?

0:13:55 > 0:13:58It's virtual reality for people with dementia.

0:13:58 > 0:14:02It's something about looking back at significant memories.

0:14:03 > 0:14:06It's pretty BOOF! But, you know, that's the future, isn't it?

0:14:09 > 0:14:10Yeah, I suppose it is.

0:14:15 > 0:14:18- Hi.- Hello.

0:14:18 > 0:14:22We've had your blood test back and it shows that your blood is

0:14:22 > 0:14:27hypercoagulable, which basically means it's stickier than normal.

0:14:27 > 0:14:30"What might the staying of my blood portend?"

0:14:31 > 0:14:32Doctor Faustus.

0:14:32 > 0:14:35You know it?

0:14:35 > 0:14:37Yeah, just a little.

0:14:39 > 0:14:41So, what now?

0:14:41 > 0:14:43Sorry?

0:14:43 > 0:14:45My sticky blood?

0:14:45 > 0:14:51We'll have to do a further examination to find out for sure.

0:14:57 > 0:14:59Sorry, that rash on your face -

0:14:59 > 0:15:02do you mind if I take a closer look at it?

0:15:02 > 0:15:05- No, no, shall I take my make-up off?- Please.

0:15:09 > 0:15:10It's kind of all over the place.

0:15:16 > 0:15:19Have you...had that for long?

0:15:19 > 0:15:21Quite a while. It's cost me a fortune in cover-up.

0:15:23 > 0:15:26- It's not significant, is it? - Possibly.

0:15:28 > 0:15:30Any other medical conditions?

0:15:32 > 0:15:33High blood pressure?

0:15:33 > 0:15:35Epilepsy, jaundice?

0:15:35 > 0:15:37Diabetes?

0:15:37 > 0:15:40No. Well, I did have gestational diabetes

0:15:40 > 0:15:42when I was pregnant with my fourth child.

0:15:42 > 0:15:44But I was fit and well with my fifth.

0:15:44 > 0:15:47Five. Wow.

0:15:48 > 0:15:50That must be quite a handful.

0:15:50 > 0:15:53My boys were practically feral,

0:15:53 > 0:15:57- fend-for-themselves types. - Boys.- Yeah.

0:15:59 > 0:16:01Are you OK, darling?

0:16:01 > 0:16:04Yeah, sorry... Sorry.

0:16:04 > 0:16:09I'll need to go and ask haematology for some advice

0:16:09 > 0:16:14and for thrombolia screen tests. Someone will be with you shortly.

0:16:16 > 0:16:20Mr Duffy, we have here your test results, everything's looking good.

0:16:20 > 0:16:22It'll look a whole better when she's gone.

0:16:22 > 0:16:24That's the spirit. Now, I have a proposition for you.

0:16:24 > 0:16:26I think we need to up our game a little bit,

0:16:26 > 0:16:28pull out all the stops.

0:16:28 > 0:16:29What do you mean?

0:16:29 > 0:16:33I'd like to invite our Medical Director in to watch the operation.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36- What for?- So I can pitch the bio-patch to her live.

0:16:36 > 0:16:39What, like Blue Peter? "Here's one we made earlier."

0:16:39 > 0:16:43I want to show this procedure off in its best light - that means you.

0:16:43 > 0:16:47- I mean, you're practically one of the team.- Really?- Absolutely.

0:16:47 > 0:16:51Now, I know that our research may not feel as cutting-edge as some other projects.

0:16:51 > 0:16:53What other projects?

0:16:53 > 0:16:57Well, there is another consultant vying for the research funding.

0:16:57 > 0:17:00You mean people in your own team are battling against you?

0:17:00 > 0:17:02Well, I wouldn't exactly say that she's one of the team.

0:17:02 > 0:17:07Her research is more neuro-based. VR. So, what do you say?

0:17:07 > 0:17:09Do I have your permission?

0:17:11 > 0:17:13- I'm in your hands.- Good man.

0:17:13 > 0:17:17Damon will organise a chest X-ray and then we're all systems go.

0:17:18 > 0:17:21MACHINE BEEPS

0:17:25 > 0:17:27- KNOCK ON DOOR - Come in.

0:17:28 > 0:17:30Hey! Boys and their toys, eh?

0:17:30 > 0:17:33Yeah, I'm just triple-checking it before I show the patients.

0:17:33 > 0:17:37Bad news, I'm afraid. Mrs Sarantis hasn't shown up.

0:17:39 > 0:17:42Well, look, Mr McCormick's surgery went well

0:17:42 > 0:17:45and Ms Doulton is ready for surgery soon, so I think we should be OK.

0:17:45 > 0:17:46Good.

0:17:49 > 0:17:53Actually, before you go into theatre, can I have a word?

0:17:53 > 0:17:55Yeah, course. Problem?

0:17:55 > 0:17:59No, it's just sort of a personal matter.

0:17:59 > 0:18:01It's about me and Raf.

0:18:03 > 0:18:06We got married, yesterday.

0:18:11 > 0:18:12Wow.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19Where?

0:18:19 > 0:18:21It wasn't anything fancy - it was just a registrar

0:18:21 > 0:18:23with some witnesses.

0:18:23 > 0:18:26Well, that's fantastic.

0:18:27 > 0:18:30Why all of sudden? Why the secrecy?

0:18:30 > 0:18:33We'd been thinking we'd keep the wedding small

0:18:33 > 0:18:35and then splash out on a honeymoon,

0:18:35 > 0:18:37and then with all the uncertainty at work,

0:18:37 > 0:18:40we just felt it was the right time to make a commitment.

0:18:41 > 0:18:43Mazel tov.

0:18:45 > 0:18:46You OK?

0:18:46 > 0:18:49Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine.

0:18:50 > 0:18:51Good.

0:18:53 > 0:18:55I'll go and make sure Ms Doulton's prepped for theatre.

0:19:10 > 0:19:12Everything all right?

0:19:12 > 0:19:15Just thinking about doing a little bit of spying.

0:19:15 > 0:19:17What are you talking about?

0:19:17 > 0:19:22Enemy camp. In the office - that's them, isn't it?

0:19:22 > 0:19:25- Over there? - Just focus on your own procedure.

0:19:25 > 0:19:28I've always fancied a bit of that VR.

0:19:28 > 0:19:32Haven't got much of a misspent youth to remember. I thought

0:19:32 > 0:19:34I could re-imagine one using it.

0:19:34 > 0:19:37Absolutely not. You're on bed rest. I don't want you

0:19:37 > 0:19:39wasting your energy virtually gallivanting.

0:19:39 > 0:19:41Spoil-sport.

0:19:41 > 0:19:43Know thine enemy.

0:19:43 > 0:19:46I read that in a book on how to succeed in business.

0:19:46 > 0:19:49Stay one step ahead of the competition.

0:19:49 > 0:19:53There is no competition. We've got this, all right? Stay put!

0:20:16 > 0:20:18Is Oliver always this competitive?

0:20:18 > 0:20:20Do you even have to ask?

0:20:20 > 0:20:22I hope it pays off. The bio-patch is his baby.

0:20:22 > 0:20:25- What if it backfires? - Oliver knows what he's doing.

0:20:25 > 0:20:27He's been working towards this for a long time.

0:20:27 > 0:20:30A very long time. The procedure is sound and he knows it.

0:20:30 > 0:20:34Now, launching it - that's a big moment. Massive.

0:20:34 > 0:20:36And you know what? He deserves it.

0:20:51 > 0:20:53I thought you might want to talk.

0:20:54 > 0:20:56I don't.

0:21:12 > 0:21:16Morven, I know you think pretending this isn't happening

0:21:16 > 0:21:20will make it go away but...it won't.

0:21:22 > 0:21:27Boys. She said, "My boys."

0:21:29 > 0:21:32You need to speak to Raf, explain the situation.

0:21:32 > 0:21:33No.

0:21:33 > 0:21:36I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to.

0:21:37 > 0:21:41Are you actually threatening to talk to Raf after everything you've done?

0:21:41 > 0:21:46Morven, I can't let you treat your mum. I just can't.

0:21:49 > 0:21:54So, say I do go to Raf, what then?

0:21:55 > 0:21:58Honestly?

0:21:58 > 0:21:59I don't know.

0:22:03 > 0:22:05I truly am sorry.

0:22:15 > 0:22:17How is the man of the hour?

0:22:17 > 0:22:20About that. We need to talk.

0:22:20 > 0:22:21There's not a problem, is there?

0:22:21 > 0:22:25- I'm not doing it.- What? - The operation. I'm not having it.

0:22:25 > 0:22:28This is absurd. You know as well as I do how much you need this...

0:22:28 > 0:22:30- It's not about me!- Of course it is.

0:22:30 > 0:22:34This surgery is important to you, right? YOUR funding.

0:22:34 > 0:22:38Rolling out YOUR project. YOUR big moment.

0:22:38 > 0:22:41OK, I can't deny that I've put a lot of work into this...

0:22:41 > 0:22:42And I'm playing no part in it.

0:22:42 > 0:22:44What are you talking about?

0:22:44 > 0:22:49Medusa - she's a diva, a drama queen.

0:22:50 > 0:22:54This is exactly the razzmatazz moment she would choose to try

0:22:54 > 0:22:57- and kill me.- Mr Duffy, it's a tumour, not a sentient being.

0:22:57 > 0:23:00She...it... can't deliberately do anything!

0:23:02 > 0:23:03You just don't get it.

0:23:15 > 0:23:19- It's bad news, isn't it?- What?

0:23:19 > 0:23:21My results...

0:23:21 > 0:23:23Oh, no, no.

0:23:23 > 0:23:28We haven't actually had them back.

0:23:28 > 0:23:30They're going to take a little while.

0:23:43 > 0:23:46I have to say, you're making me rather nervous now, Dr Digby.

0:23:49 > 0:23:52My name...wasn't...

0:23:52 > 0:23:55always Dr Digby.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57I'm sorry?

0:23:59 > 0:24:00My...

0:24:02 > 0:24:06My name used to be called...

0:24:06 > 0:24:07..Dr Shreve.

0:24:09 > 0:24:11Dr...

0:24:11 > 0:24:12..Morven...

0:24:12 > 0:24:13..Shreve.

0:24:18 > 0:24:19No.

0:24:19 > 0:24:21No, no.

0:24:21 > 0:24:22No, that can't be...

0:24:22 > 0:24:24Yeah.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32I have to leave. I have to get out of here.

0:24:32 > 0:24:35No, no. Evelyn. Evelyn. Evelyn.

0:24:35 > 0:24:39Please, please, please, please, Evelyn. Please, please.

0:24:39 > 0:24:43You can't. We... We still need to wait for your results, remember?

0:24:45 > 0:24:49Look, I know this is a massive shock for you.

0:24:52 > 0:24:55It was... OK. It was...

0:24:56 > 0:25:00It was an awful shock for me too.

0:25:00 > 0:25:02- Lofty...- He set me up.

0:25:02 > 0:25:04- No, he didn't, actually. - Were you in on it as well?

0:25:04 > 0:25:06No. I had absolutely no idea.

0:25:06 > 0:25:10I think... I think I'm going to be sick...

0:25:11 > 0:25:12Hang on.

0:25:17 > 0:25:19Here...take some of this.

0:25:28 > 0:25:30Does Austin know I'm back?

0:25:31 > 0:25:34Yeah, he does. He's known for a while now.

0:25:34 > 0:25:36Why didn't you make contact before?

0:25:39 > 0:25:40Well...

0:25:40 > 0:25:43Like mother, like daughter, I guess.

0:25:51 > 0:25:54No. I think you'd better leave.

0:25:55 > 0:25:57I think...

0:25:58 > 0:26:00I think you'd better leave.

0:26:01 > 0:26:03All right.

0:26:11 > 0:26:16So, the bio-patch reduces the rate of infection to less than 1%.

0:26:16 > 0:26:18Aesthetically, it's a more superior...

0:26:19 > 0:26:22I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt.

0:26:22 > 0:26:25I seem to have misplaced my office.

0:26:25 > 0:26:26You mean Roxanna's office?

0:26:28 > 0:26:30Roxanna's office, of course.

0:26:35 > 0:26:37You're Professor David Hopkins!

0:26:38 > 0:26:42- Last time I checked.- I'm Oliver Valentine.

0:26:42 > 0:26:45Big fan of your work.

0:26:45 > 0:26:48Thank you. Who's your friend?

0:26:48 > 0:26:49I'm sorry?

0:26:49 > 0:26:50The one you were talking to.

0:26:50 > 0:26:53Oh, nothing...

0:26:53 > 0:26:56Don't worry. We've all been there.

0:26:56 > 0:26:59Me and my reflection got engaged 17 times before

0:26:59 > 0:27:01I manned up enough to actually ask Roxanna.

0:27:03 > 0:27:04Who's the speech in aid of?

0:27:08 > 0:27:11It's my patient. He doesn't want to go ahead.

0:27:11 > 0:27:14I see. Has he given you a reason for pulling out?

0:27:14 > 0:27:17None that I can make sense of. He's...

0:27:18 > 0:27:21Well, he's an unusual man.

0:27:21 > 0:27:23Well, what's he frightened of?

0:27:24 > 0:27:26Who said he was frightened?

0:27:27 > 0:27:30They always are, aren't they? I'd start with that.

0:27:40 > 0:27:43- I said, no.- I just want to talk.

0:27:43 > 0:27:46Exactly. All talking, no listening.

0:27:46 > 0:27:51I'm not letting you bulldoze me into this. This is YOUR moment.

0:27:51 > 0:27:54Not mine. I don't want any part of it.

0:27:54 > 0:27:56Mr Duffy, Will, please...

0:27:56 > 0:27:59No, no, no, no. I'm not letting anyone steer my ship.

0:27:59 > 0:28:03You and the tumour, you're as bad as each other.

0:28:04 > 0:28:06What are you doing? You can't just leave.

0:28:06 > 0:28:08I can and I am.

0:28:08 > 0:28:10Let's just talk about it.

0:28:10 > 0:28:12You're not seriously expecting me to chase you.

0:28:14 > 0:28:16Mr Duffy.

0:28:16 > 0:28:17Mr Duffy!

0:28:19 > 0:28:22And you say it's Medusa who's the Diva.

0:28:22 > 0:28:23Hi.

0:28:25 > 0:28:27Mr Duffy!

0:28:27 > 0:28:31OK, TAP block going in.

0:28:31 > 0:28:35Hey. Mr McCormick is in the recovery bay and he's doing really well.

0:28:35 > 0:28:38And Mrs Coleman is prepped for when you're done here.

0:28:38 > 0:28:41I love it when a plan comes together.

0:28:41 > 0:28:43SHE GROANS IN PAIN

0:28:43 > 0:28:46- Evelyn? What's happening? - My stomach.

0:28:46 > 0:28:47Can I get some help here, please!

0:28:47 > 0:28:49I came in here with food poisoning. What is this?

0:28:49 > 0:28:52- What's happening to me? - Where's the pain?

0:28:52 > 0:28:54- No, not you.- I'm here to treat you, that's all.

0:28:54 > 0:28:56- I don't want you to touch me. - You're unwell.

0:28:56 > 0:28:58- I won't let you ambush me.- Dr Digby?

0:28:58 > 0:29:02She can't come near me. She's not allowed to treat me.

0:29:02 > 0:29:04She's my daughter. She's my daughter.

0:29:04 > 0:29:08- I can explain.- Notes. - She's determined to hurt me.

0:29:08 > 0:29:09Agh!

0:29:09 > 0:29:10ALARM SOUNDS

0:29:10 > 0:29:12Can I have a hand here, please?

0:29:12 > 0:29:14We need to get her to theatre for a laparoscopy.

0:29:14 > 0:29:17Find out exactly what's going on. You can wait here.

0:29:17 > 0:29:18TROLLEY ROLLS AWAY

0:29:20 > 0:29:22Mr Duffy.

0:29:24 > 0:29:25You won't change my mind.

0:29:26 > 0:29:29He forgets, I've been here before.

0:29:29 > 0:29:33Well, you didn't have the bio-patch back then, did you?

0:29:33 > 0:29:34Roxanna shared my research with you?

0:29:34 > 0:29:37The whole hospital is abuzz with it.

0:29:37 > 0:29:40Well, they'll have to stop buzzing because it's not happening.

0:29:40 > 0:29:43The buzz, that's what you're scared of?

0:29:43 > 0:29:46Because that can stop, if that's what you want.

0:29:46 > 0:29:48Yes, the procedure is important for my research

0:29:48 > 0:29:50but it's more important for you.

0:29:50 > 0:29:52You want rid of that tumour, don't you?

0:29:52 > 0:29:54Yeah, not as much as it wants rid of me.

0:29:54 > 0:29:57If you do this, she'll sabotage it.

0:29:57 > 0:30:00- She?- The tumour. It's a long story.

0:30:00 > 0:30:03- I'm not mad.- I'm sure you're not.

0:30:03 > 0:30:06I can imagine it must be very frightening to have

0:30:06 > 0:30:08something inside you that wants you dead.

0:30:08 > 0:30:12He's right. I'm sorry,

0:30:12 > 0:30:15if I glossed over your fears with my enthusiasm for the bio-patch.

0:30:17 > 0:30:18I could listen more.

0:30:19 > 0:30:22We can lose all that razzmatazz, if that would make you feel safer.

0:30:22 > 0:30:26No offence to Roxanna, but I already know I can win this funding.

0:30:26 > 0:30:29I don't need to bulldoze you in the process.

0:30:29 > 0:30:31Do you mean that?

0:30:31 > 0:30:33This is you and me...

0:30:35 > 0:30:37..seeing off Medusa together.

0:30:39 > 0:30:40That's it.

0:30:43 > 0:30:44You can trust me.

0:30:46 > 0:30:47I would.

0:30:52 > 0:30:55OK. Let's do this, eh?

0:30:55 > 0:30:57Bring it on. All of it.

0:30:59 > 0:31:02Let's give Medusa the send-off she deserves.

0:31:08 > 0:31:10Raf.

0:31:11 > 0:31:13Is she OK?

0:31:13 > 0:31:17- The bowel is black.- Ischaemia?

0:31:17 > 0:31:19We're going to need to remove the dead bowel.

0:31:19 > 0:31:21But what if there's not enough left you can salvage?

0:31:21 > 0:31:25It seems like there's about 1.5 metres of viable bowel left.

0:31:25 > 0:31:27And if you can't join it up?

0:31:27 > 0:31:29I know what I'm doing.

0:31:29 > 0:31:33So do I. That's how I know how serious this can be.

0:31:33 > 0:31:36I'm not going to give you any guarantees, Morven.

0:31:36 > 0:31:37I can't - you know that.

0:31:37 > 0:31:40But I do promise I will take the best possible care of her.

0:31:40 > 0:31:43Now, please, let me focus. We need to work.

0:31:55 > 0:31:58- Professor, what are you doing here? - What do you think I'm doing?

0:31:58 > 0:32:00I'm scrubbing in. He is my patient.

0:32:02 > 0:32:03I'm sorry?

0:32:12 > 0:32:16Your face. Roxanna tells me I tease too much.

0:32:16 > 0:32:18All I meant was it's thanks to me he's on the table.

0:32:18 > 0:32:21Oh, yes.

0:32:21 > 0:32:24Very good. Because he..

0:32:24 > 0:32:28You encouraged him to... Very funny.

0:32:28 > 0:32:30Thank you, by the way.

0:32:30 > 0:32:34- I actually came in to ask you a favour.- Go on.

0:32:34 > 0:32:36I'd like to watch, if that's OK with you?

0:32:36 > 0:32:39Can't beat the buzz of the theatre. You miss it, when it's gone.

0:32:39 > 0:32:41I didn't know you weren't operating.

0:32:41 > 0:32:43Too many teaching commitments, is it?

0:32:43 > 0:32:45Something like that. You don't mind, do you?

0:32:45 > 0:32:46Be my guest.

0:32:50 > 0:32:52- Wasn't that...?- Yes. It was.

0:32:53 > 0:32:55Be cool.

0:33:17 > 0:33:21Mr Di Lucca is my doctor now.

0:33:21 > 0:33:22I think it's simpler that way.

0:33:24 > 0:33:25Yeah, of course.

0:33:30 > 0:33:32I was in a lot of pain.

0:33:34 > 0:33:36I was frightened.

0:33:37 > 0:33:40I hadn't been in pain like that since...

0:33:42 > 0:33:43..since I lost a baby.

0:33:45 > 0:33:46Two, actually.

0:33:48 > 0:33:49It was exactly the same pain.

0:33:52 > 0:33:53I'm sorry to hear that.

0:33:55 > 0:33:56It was a long time ago.

0:34:01 > 0:34:03I don't know what you want from me, Morven.

0:34:06 > 0:34:09I'm not sure I even know myself.

0:34:17 > 0:34:22Maybe I could...sit with you, or something.

0:34:24 > 0:34:26I'm very tired.

0:34:35 > 0:34:36Yeah.

0:34:38 > 0:34:39Of course.

0:34:51 > 0:34:52Cauterising now.

0:34:56 > 0:34:58OK.

0:34:59 > 0:35:00And there's the tumour.

0:35:01 > 0:35:05- Hello, Medusa. - Naked as the day she was born.

0:35:05 > 0:35:07Looks like it's going well.

0:35:07 > 0:35:10Resecting...now.

0:35:13 > 0:35:15Good.

0:35:33 > 0:35:34ALARM SOUNDS

0:35:34 > 0:35:36He's arresting. All pressures are down.

0:35:36 > 0:35:40I need to open the pericardium. Paddles, please. Charge to 20.

0:35:40 > 0:35:41Thank you.

0:35:41 > 0:35:45- Charged.- Stand clear.- Shock.

0:35:46 > 0:35:49Nothing. Charge to 30, please.

0:35:49 > 0:35:50Come on, Will. Don't do this to me.

0:35:50 > 0:35:52Don't let Medusa have the last laugh.

0:35:52 > 0:35:55- Charged.- Stand clear.- Shock.

0:35:58 > 0:36:00He's back in sinus.

0:36:00 > 0:36:01Nice work, Mr Valentine.

0:36:01 > 0:36:04We're not there yet. Could be an irritable heart.

0:36:04 > 0:36:07Let's have 300mg ofamiodarone, please. Now.

0:36:07 > 0:36:09Everything OK? How's it going?

0:36:09 > 0:36:12Well, unfortunately, Ms Doulton is now on the main ward

0:36:12 > 0:36:15and will be under hourly obs all night.

0:36:15 > 0:36:18The complications from the operation mean she doesn't qualify for SAINT.

0:36:18 > 0:36:21The risk of re-haemorrhage is too great.

0:36:21 > 0:36:23But, look, we're fine...

0:36:23 > 0:36:25Yeah, still have our three amigos.

0:36:25 > 0:36:28As long as all three of them go home within 23 hours, we've done it.

0:36:28 > 0:36:29No pressure, then.

0:36:31 > 0:36:34Hey. Raf and I wondered if you would like to join us

0:36:34 > 0:36:36for a drink at Albie's tonight.

0:36:36 > 0:36:38Yes, obviously.

0:36:38 > 0:36:41I think I should probably stay here, actually.

0:36:44 > 0:36:47- OK. Another time. - Yeah. Yeah, of course.

0:36:55 > 0:37:00So far, so good. OK. Let's set up for the chest wall reconstruction.

0:37:00 > 0:37:02Ollie, you know, given the circumstances,

0:37:02 > 0:37:05- I'm not convinced we should proceed.- Why not?

0:37:05 > 0:37:07He's just had a cardiac arrest. You'd be keeping him

0:37:07 > 0:37:09under anaesthetic longer than he should be.

0:37:11 > 0:37:14If we leave the chest wall like this, it will collapse.

0:37:14 > 0:37:16He'll experience breathing difficulties,

0:37:16 > 0:37:18not to mention the risk of pneumonia.

0:37:18 > 0:37:23The bio-patch would...should prevent all post-op issues.

0:37:24 > 0:37:26I owe it to him to finish the job.

0:37:26 > 0:37:29OK. It's your call.

0:37:29 > 0:37:30Bio-patch, please.

0:37:37 > 0:37:41Yes, that was gutsy in there, Mr Valentine. Impressive.

0:37:41 > 0:37:42Let's hope Nina agrees.

0:37:42 > 0:37:44Hello, boys. Making friends?

0:37:44 > 0:37:48Checking out the competition. And I tell you what - he's good.

0:37:48 > 0:37:49We need to up our game.

0:37:49 > 0:37:52Our game's just fine. He's hustling you.

0:37:52 > 0:37:54Even without your case studies footage?

0:37:54 > 0:37:57Obviously, those files corrupting isn't ideal

0:37:57 > 0:37:59but we're in good shape, considering.

0:37:59 > 0:38:01It would be better with a case study, though.

0:38:01 > 0:38:02What do you want me to do, David?

0:38:02 > 0:38:06- I didn't save those film clips anywhere else.- So, use me.

0:38:06 > 0:38:09- What?- Let me be your case study.

0:38:09 > 0:38:12It's not like we're short on significant memories.

0:38:12 > 0:38:15But surely it won't work on someone that's neurotypical?

0:38:15 > 0:38:17Isn't it designed for people with dementia?

0:38:21 > 0:38:23I'm so sorry. I had no idea.

0:38:23 > 0:38:25Is that why you stopped operating?

0:38:25 > 0:38:29A lapse. It's not worth contemplating.

0:38:29 > 0:38:32David's been focusing on developing the programme with me.

0:38:32 > 0:38:34Making me the ideal person to show it off.

0:38:36 > 0:38:41- I would never ask that of you. - I know. I know.

0:38:41 > 0:38:44That's why I'm offering.

0:38:44 > 0:38:45I've spent so long in denial,

0:38:45 > 0:38:48telling myself I wouldn't allow this to happen.

0:38:49 > 0:38:54But this disease, it doesn't listen.

0:38:55 > 0:38:58It's happening, Rox, whether we like it or not.

0:38:59 > 0:39:01Time to own it.

0:39:14 > 0:39:16Are those Evelyn's results?

0:39:16 > 0:39:18- Mmm.- May I?

0:39:18 > 0:39:21She's not your patient, Morven. I thought we were clear about that.

0:39:21 > 0:39:22It's better for both of you.

0:39:22 > 0:39:24It's just something she said earlier.

0:39:24 > 0:39:27- She mentioned a history of miscarriage.- And?

0:39:27 > 0:39:29Well, that with the gestational diabetes

0:39:29 > 0:39:32and that butterfly rash and the bowel ischemia.

0:39:32 > 0:39:36- You have a theory? - Yes, I do. I'm thinking lupus.

0:39:37 > 0:39:40Do you know what? I think you might just be right.

0:39:40 > 0:39:45I just can't believe they didn't notice it before.

0:39:45 > 0:39:48OK, well, I'll speak to Evelyn, give her the diagnosis.

0:39:48 > 0:39:53Make sure she knows how important it is that she takes her medication.

0:39:53 > 0:39:57- Yeah?- You know, Morven, that most people with lupus have a normal life expectancy.

0:39:57 > 0:39:59She has the right diagnosis now, thanks to you.

0:39:59 > 0:40:00It's going to be all right.

0:40:07 > 0:40:08David!

0:40:10 > 0:40:13I heard you were stalking our corridors. How've you been?

0:40:13 > 0:40:17Well, I haven't forgotten you owe me dinner, if that's what you mean.

0:40:17 > 0:40:19- Ah!- I think he's hoping once I'm totally gaga

0:40:19 > 0:40:21the slate will be wiped clean.

0:40:23 > 0:40:27It's OK. He knows. Everyone will soon.

0:40:27 > 0:40:31- How come?- I'm going to be doing the VR demonstration

0:40:31 > 0:40:33for Roxanna's presentation.

0:40:33 > 0:40:35You should drop by - impressive kit.

0:40:35 > 0:40:37Indeed, well... A little hectic today but, yes.

0:40:37 > 0:40:41For you and me both. Speaking of which, I better get on.

0:40:41 > 0:40:43Stiff competition.

0:40:43 > 0:40:46Sushi. You can buy me sushi.

0:40:47 > 0:40:49You two are close?

0:40:49 > 0:40:52- Yep. - I'm sorry. It's a terrible disease.

0:40:53 > 0:40:59Listen, I hope I'm not being out of line here, but do you think

0:40:59 > 0:41:03it's wise if he's using his own memories to demonstrate the VR?

0:41:03 > 0:41:05Won't it be upsetting for both of them?

0:41:05 > 0:41:08Medicine's a vocation. And if I know David,

0:41:08 > 0:41:11he'll cling to that for as long as the disease lets him.

0:41:11 > 0:41:13But what if the disease won't let him?

0:41:13 > 0:41:16What if he has less time than he thinks?

0:41:16 > 0:41:18Has something happened?

0:41:20 > 0:41:22He tried to scrub in on my operation earlier.

0:41:22 > 0:41:24- What?- He passed it off as a joke

0:41:24 > 0:41:26and I didn't think much of it at the time, but...

0:41:28 > 0:41:29..now...

0:41:31 > 0:41:34- Does Roxanna know?- Like I said, I thought he was joking.

0:41:34 > 0:41:38Right, well, I'll have a word with her after the presentation.

0:41:38 > 0:41:40She's his primary carer?

0:41:40 > 0:41:41Indeed she is.

0:41:45 > 0:41:47You should take him for that dinner.

0:41:52 > 0:41:53Lupus?

0:41:55 > 0:41:58- That's serious, isn't it? - Untreated, it can be.

0:41:58 > 0:42:00But now that you have the diagnosis,

0:42:00 > 0:42:02you're in the best possible position.

0:42:04 > 0:42:05OK...

0:42:05 > 0:42:07So, what now?

0:42:07 > 0:42:09We need to find the right medications to relieve your symptoms

0:42:09 > 0:42:12and you should see a rheumatologist in the first instance.

0:42:14 > 0:42:16Thank you. Well, at least I know what I'm up against.

0:42:16 > 0:42:20Actually, it's Dr Digby you have to thank for that.

0:42:20 > 0:42:22She's the one that made the diagnosis.

0:42:26 > 0:42:27Right, then, refreshments.

0:42:29 > 0:42:31Ollie, join us.

0:42:31 > 0:42:32Tea?

0:42:32 > 0:42:34Thank you.

0:42:35 > 0:42:37Can you pass me the..

0:42:38 > 0:42:40The, er...

0:42:40 > 0:42:42- He means the milk.- Yeah.

0:42:43 > 0:42:46Rox... I was getting there.

0:42:46 > 0:42:47I don't need infantilising.

0:42:47 > 0:42:49I didn't mean to.

0:42:51 > 0:42:52Thank you.

0:43:03 > 0:43:04Oh...

0:43:11 > 0:43:13You didn't tell me.

0:43:13 > 0:43:14It's not a big deal.

0:43:27 > 0:43:28It's always the teabags.

0:43:30 > 0:43:31It must be difficult.

0:43:33 > 0:43:35- It's David it's happening to. - Not just for him.

0:43:37 > 0:43:40I used to say there were good days and bad days.

0:43:40 > 0:43:41Now, I don't know.

0:43:43 > 0:43:44More like...

0:43:44 > 0:43:46..bad days and worse days.

0:43:47 > 0:43:48I'm sorry.

0:43:50 > 0:43:51If you'll excuse me for a moment.

0:44:01 > 0:44:03Copying their homework?

0:44:03 > 0:44:05No, just...

0:44:06 > 0:44:08It's a life's work - a vocation.

0:44:08 > 0:44:10Make any sense to you?

0:44:10 > 0:44:12None, just to them.

0:44:15 > 0:44:17That's the whole point, I guess.

0:44:20 > 0:44:24Right, Mr McCormick is ready for discharge.

0:44:24 > 0:44:27Mr Begum and Mrs Coleman will be ready in the next eight hours.

0:44:27 > 0:44:31Fantastic. Well, I think today we can confidently say

0:44:31 > 0:44:32that we have rolled out SAINT.

0:44:32 > 0:44:35Not that I ever doubted that we would.

0:44:35 > 0:44:37Oh, no, not at all.

0:44:37 > 0:44:39All that stress and worry was just for fun?

0:44:39 > 0:44:41Well, I like to keep you on your toes.

0:44:41 > 0:44:43I was always sure.

0:44:43 > 0:44:45A successful day?

0:44:45 > 0:44:48- Yes, yes, absolutely. In the end. - Very good.

0:44:48 > 0:44:51And I gather that SAINT is not the only thing we're celebrating.

0:44:51 > 0:44:54- Mr Di Lucca told me your news. Congratulations.- Thank you.

0:44:54 > 0:44:58So if you'd me to say a few words at your drinks tonight...

0:44:58 > 0:45:00Er, actually, I haven't spoken to Raf yet

0:45:00 > 0:45:02but I don't think that's going to happen now.

0:45:02 > 0:45:04It's been such a big day

0:45:04 > 0:45:06- and everyone's been so focused on their work...- Nonsense.

0:45:06 > 0:45:08Celebrating one another, raising each other up -

0:45:08 > 0:45:11that's what makes Holby so special,

0:45:11 > 0:45:13particularly when the times are tough.

0:45:13 > 0:45:15So, Albie's, seven o'clock tonight?

0:45:15 > 0:45:17Seven o'clock at Albie's.

0:45:17 > 0:45:19I quite fancy a pint...

0:45:20 > 0:45:21..of wine.

0:45:22 > 0:45:25I must say, this is very impressive.

0:45:25 > 0:45:27Is there anything you'd like to add?

0:45:30 > 0:45:32Yes...

0:45:32 > 0:45:34..actually, there is.

0:45:44 > 0:45:46Is that a joke?

0:45:46 > 0:45:47No joke.

0:45:49 > 0:45:50Medicine isn't just...

0:45:52 > 0:45:55..showmanship. It's not just innovation.

0:45:55 > 0:45:59It's understanding when a patient is frightened.

0:45:59 > 0:46:00It's compassion.

0:46:00 > 0:46:03It's understanding. It's vocation.

0:46:05 > 0:46:10Now there are many surgeons that could continue my work in the bio-patch but...

0:46:12 > 0:46:14Roxanna's dementia project - that has to be her.

0:46:16 > 0:46:17It has to be them...

0:46:20 > 0:46:21And it has to be now.

0:46:23 > 0:46:24So...

0:46:26 > 0:46:27..choose hers.

0:46:34 > 0:46:36Good luck.

0:46:40 > 0:46:41Dr Digby?

0:46:41 > 0:46:43At least call me Morven.

0:46:44 > 0:46:47Mr Di Lucca tells me it's you I have to thank for my diagnosis.

0:46:48 > 0:46:50It's just doing my job.

0:46:52 > 0:46:55When you were a little girl,

0:46:55 > 0:46:59we used to play this game, telling stories one word at a time.

0:46:59 > 0:47:01You were always miles ahead.

0:47:04 > 0:47:06You remember that?

0:47:06 > 0:47:07Yes, of course.

0:47:08 > 0:47:10Rory and AJ don't remember anything.

0:47:12 > 0:47:14He's a dad now - AJ.

0:47:21 > 0:47:23You're a gran.

0:47:29 > 0:47:30Morven, please...

0:47:33 > 0:47:37You know, for years and years, I thought that it was my fault.

0:47:37 > 0:47:40No, it was never your fault.

0:47:40 > 0:47:42I thought that maybe I'd, erm...

0:47:44 > 0:47:47..spent too long putting my school shoes on or that

0:47:47 > 0:47:52- I refused one too many times to eat my peas.- No.

0:47:54 > 0:47:56It was so complicated.

0:48:00 > 0:48:03I was always the outsider here.

0:48:05 > 0:48:08It was always you kids and Austin.

0:48:10 > 0:48:11There was never any place for me.

0:48:12 > 0:48:15Don't you dare blame my dad.

0:48:15 > 0:48:16I'm not blaming your dad.

0:48:18 > 0:48:19You didn't need me.

0:48:19 > 0:48:21Not then, not now.

0:48:21 > 0:48:24I mean...look at you.

0:48:26 > 0:48:27Look how well you've done.

0:48:32 > 0:48:35I haven't always been doing well.

0:48:37 > 0:48:39I wasn't on Mother's Day,

0:48:39 > 0:48:43when everybody was making these little cutesy cards...

0:48:45 > 0:48:47..and we'd have this big celebration assembly

0:48:47 > 0:48:50about how every family is different

0:48:50 > 0:48:53and I'd feel my cheeks burning.

0:48:55 > 0:48:58Lots of kids grow up with one-parent families.

0:48:58 > 0:48:59It wasn't just when I was a kid.

0:49:04 > 0:49:06Do you know how I got my name?

0:49:06 > 0:49:07- Digby?- No.

0:49:11 > 0:49:13I was married once.

0:49:15 > 0:49:17His name was Arthur...

0:49:17 > 0:49:19You're so young.

0:49:20 > 0:49:23Plenty of first marriages don't work out.

0:49:23 > 0:49:24He died.

0:49:27 > 0:49:28So...

0:49:30 > 0:49:35You might look at me and see this bright young doctor

0:49:35 > 0:49:37who's doing just fine.

0:49:39 > 0:49:41But you'd be wrong.

0:49:43 > 0:49:47Because there were plenty of times when I really needed a mum.

0:49:48 > 0:49:50Morven...

0:49:52 > 0:49:55I'm sorry, I'm sorry, truly I am.

0:49:57 > 0:49:59Look, maybe,

0:49:59 > 0:50:02maybe we could meet up again some time, you know?

0:50:02 > 0:50:04Get to know each other a little more.

0:50:09 > 0:50:10Do you mean that?

0:50:10 > 0:50:12Yes. Yes, of course.

0:50:15 > 0:50:17Tuesdays are good for me.

0:50:17 > 0:50:20Kenny, he's my husband, he has his bridge club.

0:50:20 > 0:50:22What?

0:50:22 > 0:50:26So he wouldn't notice if I'm late by an hour or two.

0:50:26 > 0:50:27Sorry, are you...

0:50:27 > 0:50:30Are you imagining some kind of secret affair?

0:50:30 > 0:50:31Morven, be reasonable.

0:50:31 > 0:50:32I have a family. I have a life.

0:50:34 > 0:50:37My boys don't know anything about you.

0:50:38 > 0:50:40It would rip their world apart.

0:50:43 > 0:50:46Because what type of mother would do that to her kids, eh?

0:50:47 > 0:50:48Morven...

0:50:49 > 0:50:51I don't want to argue with you.

0:50:51 > 0:50:53No, there's no arguments.

0:50:54 > 0:50:56It's simple, actually.

0:50:58 > 0:51:01You don't want me to be a part of your life.

0:51:02 > 0:51:04And I don't need you in mine.

0:51:06 > 0:51:09Rory and AJ don't even remember you.

0:51:12 > 0:51:16And it turns out, they knew you way better than I did.

0:51:22 > 0:51:24ALL CHEER

0:51:24 > 0:51:26WEDDING MARCH PLAYS

0:51:29 > 0:51:32I know it's all a little bit last-minute

0:51:32 > 0:51:34but we thought you deserved a proper wedding do.

0:51:34 > 0:51:36Oh, it's gorgeous.

0:51:36 > 0:51:39It's like Pinterest met Medics Weekly

0:51:39 > 0:51:42and made a beautiful but slightly disturbing baby.

0:51:42 > 0:51:44Thank you.

0:51:44 > 0:51:46- You deserve it.- I'll drink to that!

0:51:46 > 0:51:48WEDDING MARCH PLAYS

0:51:51 > 0:51:53There you go.

0:51:53 > 0:51:56BACKGROUND CHATTER

0:52:04 > 0:52:08Earlier on, when you told me you got married...

0:52:09 > 0:52:11..I was a bit...

0:52:11 > 0:52:12..surprised.

0:52:14 > 0:52:16But I don't want you to think that I'm not happy for you.

0:52:18 > 0:52:19Because I am.

0:52:23 > 0:52:25Many waters cannot quench love...

0:52:29 > 0:52:32..neither can the floods drown it.

0:52:36 > 0:52:38You mean the world to me.

0:52:39 > 0:52:41You always will.

0:52:44 > 0:52:46And I wish you every happiness.

0:52:53 > 0:52:55Thank you.

0:52:57 > 0:52:59Yeah.

0:52:59 > 0:53:01# Is it real, real, real love?

0:53:04 > 0:53:07# Is it real, real, real... #

0:53:07 > 0:53:08- Go on, then.- No!

0:53:12 > 0:53:15So, you did it?

0:53:15 > 0:53:18- She's gone?- I did it. She's gone. Medusa is no more.

0:53:18 > 0:53:20- Thank you.- No need to thank me.

0:53:22 > 0:53:23What's next?

0:53:23 > 0:53:26Well, that's up to you.

0:53:26 > 0:53:27The next big adventure...

0:53:28 > 0:53:30Unattached, so to speak.

0:53:30 > 0:53:31That sounds like a plan.

0:53:31 > 0:53:34Hey, maybe you could get me a job around here?

0:53:34 > 0:53:36Goodnight, Mr Duffy.

0:53:36 > 0:53:37Mr Valentine.

0:53:45 > 0:53:47I want to take this opportunity to say a few words.

0:53:47 > 0:53:48Here we go.

0:53:48 > 0:53:51I'm not going to keep you long because my mum taught me that

0:53:51 > 0:53:54if you haven't got anything nice to say, don't say anything at all,

0:53:54 > 0:53:55so that ends the speech.

0:53:55 > 0:53:57No, only joking.

0:53:57 > 0:54:02Listen, so it looks like Raf is the first of my brood to leave the nest.

0:54:02 > 0:54:04And we lived together for a long time.

0:54:04 > 0:54:07So I feel like I'm duty bound to let Essie in on a few treats

0:54:07 > 0:54:09that she has in store.

0:54:09 > 0:54:11He only likes to sleep on the left-hand side of the bed.

0:54:11 > 0:54:13Don't ask me how I know that one.

0:54:13 > 0:54:15And then there's the nights in cooking together.

0:54:15 > 0:54:18And by cooking I mean Raf burning everything

0:54:18 > 0:54:20and me fanning the smoke alarm.

0:54:20 > 0:54:23But let's not forget your tighty-whiteys, mate.

0:54:23 > 0:54:26They're a bit too tight and not very white.

0:54:26 > 0:54:28Yeah, they look a little bit like a science experiment

0:54:28 > 0:54:32most of the time - no wonder he went into medicine.

0:54:32 > 0:54:36But this is a couple that believes tables are for dancing on

0:54:36 > 0:54:38and stories are for sharing.

0:54:38 > 0:54:40They are loving, they are passionate...

0:54:42 > 0:54:44..and just a little bit naughty

0:54:44 > 0:54:46and, together, they're going to be unstoppable.

0:54:48 > 0:54:50I'll never have a better friend, mate, and I love ya.

0:54:50 > 0:54:52You too.

0:54:52 > 0:54:53So my toast is...

0:54:53 > 0:54:56My toast is to Raf and Essie.

0:54:56 > 0:54:58ALL: To Raf and Essie!

0:54:58 > 0:55:00Give her a kiss!

0:55:00 > 0:55:03Better than that! Give her a proper kiss.

0:55:04 > 0:55:06CHEERING

0:55:13 > 0:55:15- AUTOMATED VOICE:- Doors opening, lift going up.

0:55:18 > 0:55:21- AUTOMATED VOICE:- Doors closing.

0:55:25 > 0:55:27Long day?

0:55:27 > 0:55:28Good day.

0:55:31 > 0:55:34May I?

0:55:34 > 0:55:36Remember all that luggage Henrik brought

0:55:36 > 0:55:38when we were at that clinic in Trinidad?

0:55:38 > 0:55:40Yeah, very heavy it was, too.

0:55:40 > 0:55:42Loads of pants, no sunscreen.

0:55:42 > 0:55:43THEY LAUGH

0:55:44 > 0:55:48MUSIC: Can't Get You Out of My Head by Kylie Minogue

0:55:52 > 0:55:54MUSIC: True by Spandau Ballet

0:55:54 > 0:55:56Ah... Who let Sacha loose on the playlist?

0:55:56 > 0:55:58Come on, you know you love it.

0:56:00 > 0:56:02Sorry, I'm late.

0:56:02 > 0:56:04Glad you could make it. Drink?

0:56:04 > 0:56:06Yes, thank you, I will.

0:56:06 > 0:56:07Cheers.

0:56:11 > 0:56:14Mr Valentine, I heard about your presentation.

0:56:14 > 0:56:17I'm sorry if you feel that I let you down.

0:56:17 > 0:56:19On the contrary.

0:56:19 > 0:56:21You're going to be an excellent consultant...

0:56:21 > 0:56:22..one day.

0:56:22 > 0:56:24DISCO MUSIC RESUMES

0:56:24 > 0:56:26Hey!

0:56:28 > 0:56:31Zosia would be very proud of you.

0:56:40 > 0:56:43Thinking about Arthur?

0:56:43 > 0:56:45Always.

0:56:45 > 0:56:46But it's a good thing, though.

0:56:50 > 0:56:52This is lovely, isn't it?

0:56:52 > 0:56:54Good old family knees-up.

0:56:54 > 0:56:56Yeah, complete with embarrassing dad dancing.

0:56:59 > 0:57:01I wouldn't change it, though.

0:57:04 > 0:57:05We're lucky...

0:57:07 > 0:57:08..to have each other.

0:57:10 > 0:57:13All the family anybody needs.

0:57:14 > 0:57:16Has something happened?

0:57:21 > 0:57:22Nothing that matters.

0:57:23 > 0:57:25Come on.