0:00:02 > 0:00:04Just give this to Hanssen. I'm going to go and say goodbye to Sacha
0:00:04 > 0:00:06and then I'm going home to my daughter.
0:00:06 > 0:00:07Take her as far from all of this as possible.
0:00:07 > 0:00:10You are the most stubborn, insufferable, pig-headed woman
0:00:10 > 0:00:12I have ever met.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14Well, I love you too, Fletcher.
0:00:14 > 0:00:17I will return, if you agree to train me.
0:00:17 > 0:00:20I need you to stay strong, OK? Stay strong for the others.
0:00:20 > 0:00:22Goodbye, my love.
0:00:22 > 0:00:25- What about Cameron? - We've been arguing all week.
0:00:27 > 0:00:31Not every relationship is going to be like what you had with Arthur.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28Back so soon? You're spoiling us.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30Go on, then, seeing as it's Christmas.
0:01:32 > 0:01:35We did everything we could.
0:01:47 > 0:01:50Ground control to Dr Digby.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Ground control to Dr Digby.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56Ground control to Dr Digby.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00It smells in here, mate.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03- Thank you, Donna.- I'm just saying, if you're thinking of moving in
0:02:03 > 0:02:06you might want to invest in some air freshener.
0:02:06 > 0:02:10Sacha has called a departmental meeting. You've been summoned.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Sounds ominous.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15Yeah, I guess it's not to discuss our Christmas bonuses, eh?
0:02:15 > 0:02:16- SHE LAUGHS - I'll see you later.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23"His cheeks were like roses His nose like a cherry.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25"His droll little mouth Was drawn up like a bow..."
0:02:25 > 0:02:29- LAUGHTER - Oh, for Pete's sake. She's not even listening to me.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Emma! Emma!
0:02:32 > 0:02:36Emma, listen. Now I need you to be a good girl for Father Christmas
0:02:36 > 0:02:39- or he's just not going to... - COMPUTER BEEPS
0:02:43 > 0:02:45- If you want my advice... - I'll ask for it.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47You could have given it a bit more welly.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52So how did Jonny manage to get a bit of time off, then?
0:02:52 > 0:02:56- He hasn't. She's with the nanny until this evening.- Oh.
0:02:56 > 0:02:57What are you doing?
0:02:57 > 0:02:59Well, you know me. Not above a bit of portering.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02I'm glad the dizzying heights of director of nursing haven't gone
0:03:02 > 0:03:05to your head, but I can manage on my own and I'm not done here yet.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Look, I get it. I get it.
0:03:07 > 0:03:11You don't want Emma to see Mummy's authoritative powers diminishing.
0:03:11 > 0:03:12She'd be running rings round you.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15No. I don't want Emma to see Mummy in pain.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18No child should. Now leave me here, please.
0:03:19 > 0:03:23I want you back on your feet ASAP cos we're getting slammed out there.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26But Jac, you're not through the woods yet.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29- Things can't be that bad.- I'm going to be top and tailing them soon.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31- God bless the NHS. - I wish somebody would
0:03:31 > 0:03:33cos it's going to be chaos out there today.
0:03:33 > 0:03:38At roughly six o'clock this morning, the CEO of St James's spoke
0:03:38 > 0:03:42to Mr Hanssen, informing him they've cancelled all elective operations
0:03:42 > 0:03:44and are refusing any more admissions.
0:03:44 > 0:03:48I'm afraid they've declared a black alert and are triaging in the ED.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50- Every bloody year.- That means we need additional ward rounds,
0:03:50 > 0:03:54bed managers to do hourly bed status and potential discharges.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56Every patient needs a discharge plan
0:03:56 > 0:03:59and anyone who doesn't need to be here, can we kindly show them
0:03:59 > 0:04:02the exit? Right, that's all, folks. I'll see you on the other side.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06Guess that's Secret Santa out the window now, then.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10- Morven...- Yeah?- Just the woman I want to see.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Oh, this sounds like something I don't want to hear.
0:04:13 > 0:04:17As a CT1 I'd really appreciate it if you showed support to the F1s
0:04:17 > 0:04:19- and the F2s today. - Yeah. Bring it on.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Also, we've had to make some additional resources.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Mr Levy...
0:04:26 > 0:04:27Dr Digby...
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Where do you want me?
0:04:39 > 0:04:40Hello, Essie.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43Professor Gaskell. Sorry, I was miles away.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46Less of the prof, makes me sound boring.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49Is this your first day back?
0:04:49 > 0:04:51Yeah, I saw the e-mail about the black alert.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55Yeah, on Christmas Eve. Sod's Law at its finest.
0:04:55 > 0:04:59That's this place. Always winter, never Christmas.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Is that right?
0:05:01 > 0:05:03Even in a hospital, the Christmas spirit's there
0:05:03 > 0:05:04if you know where to look for it.
0:05:15 > 0:05:16You're going to Keller?
0:05:16 > 0:05:18Eventually.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Just go away!
0:05:25 > 0:05:27How's she doing today?
0:05:27 > 0:05:29She made one of my nurses cry earlier.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31- Getting better, then.- Mm.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40How's it going?
0:05:41 > 0:05:44Well, between Ollie showing no signs of improvement,
0:05:44 > 0:05:46not getting to see my daughter on Christmas Eve
0:05:46 > 0:05:49and supreme leader Fletcher practically strip searching
0:05:49 > 0:05:53every patient who comes through the door, really great!
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Cor, it's good to see you.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00So I hear you're making progress.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02Mm. You just missed me doing cartwheels.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Who's stuck a rocket up his...
0:06:06 > 0:06:09St James's have declared a black alert
0:06:09 > 0:06:11so we're taking all their patients.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14How are today's electives going to get done?
0:06:14 > 0:06:17Those surgeries have been planned for weeks.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19We'll manage. We always do.
0:06:20 > 0:06:24And where's Hanssen? Holed up in his ivory tower?
0:06:24 > 0:06:27- Myself and Professor Gaskell have got it covered.- Ah.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30The anointed one hasn't been put off yet, then.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33He saved your life. And for that, I am eternally grateful.
0:06:35 > 0:06:39Because I don't know what I would have done if we'd lost you as well.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42PAGER BEEPS
0:06:42 > 0:06:46Right. Duty calls. I'll leave you in Fletch's capable hands.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Couldn't stay home watching Love Actually knowing what you lot
0:06:52 > 0:06:55- were up against.- Love Actually? - Yeah. I'm an old romantic at heart.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57This is Ken Davies, 42,
0:06:57 > 0:07:00found unconscious in the street this morning.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Nasty-looking gash to his forehead, and he's been complaining
0:07:03 > 0:07:05- of chest pains. - HE HICCUPS
0:07:05 > 0:07:09- And he's a little bit inebriated. - Let me guess, work do gone wrong?
0:07:09 > 0:07:10Yeah, let's go with that.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Why else would a grown man be dressed as an elf?
0:07:12 > 0:07:15Unless you're like Santa's little helper.
0:07:15 > 0:07:19I didn't get the Santa gig. They said I wasn't jolly enough.
0:07:19 > 0:07:23Happy? My self-esteem's rock-bottom as it is.
0:07:23 > 0:07:24Don't you mean ELF esteem?
0:07:28 > 0:07:31All right. We've got no time for small talk or bad jokes.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Dr McKendrick, what scans does he need?
0:07:33 > 0:07:37ABCs, U&Es, electrolytes, group and save and a head and chest CT.
0:07:37 > 0:07:40Give the girl a coconut. We'll make a doctor of you yet.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43- Can you get them booked in for me, please? - Oh, yeah, and can you make it quick?
0:07:43 > 0:07:46Cos I've already been in the ED for two hours.
0:07:46 > 0:07:49Well, I've been here for nearly 24, so I win. Yeah? Dr Dunn?
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Thank you.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Has she really been here 24 hours?
0:07:54 > 0:07:58Camped out in the on-call room. Talk about setting an example.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Chase up the pharmacy, tell them that you're not leaving
0:08:02 > 0:08:05until they give you Mr Ashan's meds, OK? Great.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10What?
0:08:10 > 0:08:13- I'm allowed to smile, aren't I? - Don't. It's creepy.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15If I give you 20 quid, what are the chances you can keep that bed empty
0:08:15 > 0:08:19- a bit longer.- Are you kidding? - Physio says I need my rest.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21You'll be resting in the corridor if you keep on.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23You don't know that it's going to be that busy.
0:08:23 > 0:08:28- Fail to prepare, or prepare to fail. - Don't treat anyone in my office.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32You should take it easy.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36I think I've got something of yours.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41Didn't have you down as the office-romance type.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42What can I say? I'm an enigma.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45Plus it happened a while ago and I haven't seen him since.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48Since you dumped me over the phone. Don't worry, I'm not bitter.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51OK, guys, I need you everywhere at once today, OK?
0:08:51 > 0:08:55Cam, can you set up a triage area in the isolation room, please?
0:08:55 > 0:08:56- Yes, ma'am.- And Nicky,
0:08:56 > 0:08:59can you fetch some nitrous oxide canisters from the store room?
0:08:59 > 0:09:03- That sounds like a job for a porter. - Not today, it isn't. All right?
0:09:03 > 0:09:07- Were you always such a slave driver? - I'm just doing my job.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10Guess I got an easy ride. Was that one of my perks?
0:09:10 > 0:09:11Cam!
0:09:11 > 0:09:14No, this is the new me.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16Dr Digby, 2.0.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- What was wrong with the original? - This one has added backbone.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25- Anyway, you'd better start getting used to it.- If only.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28It's a flying visit, I'm afraid.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30As of next year, I'm starting a foreign placement in Jamaica.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33Deanery gave me final approval last week.
0:09:33 > 0:09:37- Oh. Sounds really exciting.- Yeah.
0:09:37 > 0:09:40Turns out Mum was a bigger influence on me than I thought.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Ah. The one that got away?
0:09:49 > 0:09:53Cute. Now am I going to get this scan any time today?
0:09:58 > 0:10:00Is it true?
0:10:00 > 0:10:01That you're leaving?
0:10:03 > 0:10:05I wrote this before.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09Why did he have it? Why did you give it to him?
0:10:14 > 0:10:17I asked him to pass it on to Hanssen for me.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23I only worked with your husband briefly.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26- I wish our paths had crossed... - Don't. You don't have to.
0:10:33 > 0:10:37You must have been one of the last people to speak to him.
0:10:41 > 0:10:42I'm sorry.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46It's fine.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49He saved his last words for me.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57You had a lot of people worried about you.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59Hanssen, Gaskell, Sacha...
0:11:05 > 0:11:08I hope you make the right decision.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22SHE VOMITS Oh...OK. Right.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24- I'm so sorry.- Don't worry.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26- That's absolutely fine.- I'm really sorry.- No, it's fine.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39KNOCK ON DOOR
0:11:41 > 0:11:45Um... I'm having a meeting, actually.
0:11:47 > 0:11:51In a cupboard? Morven, are you hiding from me?
0:11:51 > 0:11:52Get over yourself, Cam.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54If this is going to be awkward for you
0:11:54 > 0:11:57I can always ask to be transferred to another ward.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01Who... Who said this was awkward?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03Morven, I'm talking to a door.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15- CRASH, GAS FLOWS - Morven?
0:12:17 > 0:12:18Morven?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Morven?
0:12:25 > 0:12:27Morven!
0:12:37 > 0:12:41I couldn't get it to stop leaking. I was just coming to find someone.
0:12:47 > 0:12:48Go and get Mr Levy.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54Everything's going to be fine.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03Well, if it isn't my favourite blonde.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06- I thought Chris Hemsworth was your favourite blond.- Yeah.
0:13:06 > 0:13:09I don't think you've met. Dr Chowdhury, this is Essie.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11I've heard a lot about you. Good things, I mean.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14Only good things? Well, they haven't been telling you the full story, then.
0:13:14 > 0:13:17Right, I'm going to get onto the local community hospitals
0:13:17 > 0:13:20- and see if they can take any of the overflow.- OK.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23Well, before you do all of that, shall I make us a cup of tea?
0:13:23 > 0:13:26You haven't made me a cup of tea in three years.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28That is categorically untrue.
0:13:28 > 0:13:32I know what you're doing. And I appreciate it.
0:13:32 > 0:13:35But I am fine. Honestly.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36You sure?
0:13:36 > 0:13:41Hundred percent. And besides, I know when my boys need me.
0:13:48 > 0:13:52Could you chase up his CT results, please, and get him an ECG?
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Do you mind hopping on to the bed, please, sir?
0:13:55 > 0:13:58I just want to warn you, though, it could be a bit of a wait.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Are you going to ring my governor and let him know
0:14:00 > 0:14:03I won't be back in the workshop till late?
0:14:03 > 0:14:04I'm pretty sure Santa's a lenient boss.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Bit of a wait, eh? State of this country. I...
0:14:08 > 0:14:09- ..pay my taxes.- Me too.
0:14:11 > 0:14:12So I kind of pay my own wages,
0:14:12 > 0:14:14so bear that in mind before you stick the boot in, eh?
0:14:14 > 0:14:16I'll be making a complaint.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18Well, thank you. All feedback's welcome.
0:14:18 > 0:14:22Of all the people to put me next to, you choose a 40-year-old elf?
0:14:22 > 0:14:23Merry Christmas.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29- Put me in the physio room. I'll be out your way.- No can do.
0:14:30 > 0:14:33The more practice I get in, the quicker I can get out of here.
0:14:33 > 0:14:37Come on, before the great unwashed fully descend.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40Not unsupervised, no. Get to know each other.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42See who can complain the quietest.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53Name's Ken.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57As in Barbie and Ken.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00- Post-divorce.- Nice to meet you, mine's Not Interested.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02Suit yourself.
0:15:04 > 0:15:05You've got to be kidding me.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11- I did say sorry. - It was an accident, Jason.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14I can get you a new one.
0:15:14 > 0:15:18It will take me 378 days to save up for a phone of that model.
0:15:19 > 0:15:2168 if I use my birthday money.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23It's not just the phone...
0:15:23 > 0:15:26Auntie Serena says smartphones are a scourge on our society.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31Look, maybe we can speak to the phone company and see
0:15:31 > 0:15:34if they've stored the voicemail somewhere.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Voicemails are saved to the server. You'll be able to get it back.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39There we go. Problem solved.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42It's fine, really. I've listened to his message enough.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45Right, come on, let's try and free up some beds.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47But there was something else I had to tell you...
0:16:04 > 0:16:06SHE LAUGHS
0:16:10 > 0:16:11Ah, she's back in the room.
0:16:13 > 0:16:14There was a leak in there...
0:16:14 > 0:16:17I am really sorry, Dr Digby. I was just coming to find someone.
0:16:17 > 0:16:21- No harm done. These things happen. - MORVEN LAUGHS WEARILY
0:16:21 > 0:16:24- So how are you feeling? - Very floaty.
0:16:25 > 0:16:29Good. Well, that's the side effects. They should be wearing off soon.
0:16:31 > 0:16:35- Actually, I'm going to get up. I need to do some work. - No, no, no, stay here, OK?
0:16:35 > 0:16:37We've got things covered.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39I'll get you a tea. Something sugary, perk you up a bit.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43- It really was an accident. - MORVEN LAUGHS
0:16:46 > 0:16:49I'll check on you in a minute, all right? Yeah?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56MAN CLEARS THROAT
0:16:56 > 0:16:58Excuse me...
0:16:58 > 0:16:59Do you work here?
0:16:59 > 0:17:01A long time ago.
0:17:08 > 0:17:09Merry Christmas, Morven.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18See? He's getting seen before us.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21- Do you even know what a cardiac tamponade is?- Nope.
0:17:22 > 0:17:23But I guess you're about to tell me.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26The only thing I'm about to tell you is that alcohol is strictly
0:17:26 > 0:17:28prohibited on these premises.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31- Sorry, who died and made you the boss?- Nobody. Yet.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35I'm the clinical lead of cardiothoracic surgery.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Oh...
0:17:40 > 0:17:42You're one of the ones that got shot, eh?
0:17:44 > 0:17:47What's that like? You know, taking a bullet?
0:17:47 > 0:17:48Fetch me a gun and I'll show you.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52I'm only messing.
0:17:54 > 0:17:55Bet you hate this.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58Left on the scrapheap.
0:17:59 > 0:18:03It's not my problem any more. Urgh, just go away.
0:18:09 > 0:18:15One...two...three...
0:18:18 > 0:18:21Good news is, you're going to be fine.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24- Dr Digby, are you all right?- Have...
0:18:25 > 0:18:29Have you seen a man in a white coat?
0:18:29 > 0:18:32Afraid not. Morven, I really think you should sit back down.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Dr McKendrick?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Hey.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Didn't know you were coming in today.
0:19:07 > 0:19:10- I would have driven you in. - No, I'm OK.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20Well, you know where I am.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25I know. You've been amazing.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29Hell of a first day back.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31Yeah.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Barely time to stop and think.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36That's sort of the point.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42OK, I'm going to get back.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45- I'll see you on the other side. - See you there.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09Actually, I rather like that no-one's fixed it.
0:20:11 > 0:20:15So this is it? I've officially lost the plot.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18Come on. You're cleverer than that.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Think about it.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23The nitrous oxide in your brain inhibits the NMDA receptors
0:20:23 > 0:20:24whilst simultaneously encouraging
0:20:24 > 0:20:27the stimulation of your parasympathetic GABA receptors...
0:20:27 > 0:20:30..promoting the release of endogenous opioid neurotransmitters...
0:20:30 > 0:20:33..which when combined with the diazepam prescribed for your back...
0:20:33 > 0:20:35..not to mention the caffeine pills I've been taking...
0:20:35 > 0:20:39..has manifested in quite the psychological response. Hi.
0:20:42 > 0:20:46Prove I'm not dreaming. Tell me something only you would know.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53I died holding your hand.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56You told me I was loved.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00And that I always kept a part of me back for you.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Turns out you've still kept it.
0:21:07 > 0:21:08So that's my replacement?
0:21:10 > 0:21:12He's handsome in an obvious kind of way.
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Green is really not your colour, Arthur.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17I'm the jealous one? I saw you when he told you he wasn't staying.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Why would that bother me?
0:21:19 > 0:21:23- My home is here.- You bet it is.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Come on, patients won't treat themselves.
0:21:25 > 0:21:29You're fine now, good to go. Might want to get changed first.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32We'll get you somewhere more private soon as we can.
0:21:32 > 0:21:33I'm very sorry about this, sir.
0:21:35 > 0:21:36Nice chap out there.
0:21:36 > 0:21:40Lives through a war and this is how we treat him in 2017.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Call the CCG, it's their job to find space.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44With which pair of hands?
0:21:44 > 0:21:47Since when did moaning about something change anything?
0:21:53 > 0:21:54You.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00You sober enough to walk?
0:22:00 > 0:22:04That depends on the carrot you're dangling in front of me, darling.
0:22:04 > 0:22:08If you take me to my office I'll diagnose you myself.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Chances are you're fine and you could be treated as an outpatient.
0:22:10 > 0:22:14- What did your last slave die of? - Not taking me to my office..
0:22:15 > 0:22:19- I thought this wasn't your problem. - It is now.
0:22:19 > 0:22:23This patient has been transferred from St James's
0:22:23 > 0:22:25and, according to his notes, every time he leans forward
0:22:25 > 0:22:28cerebrospinal fluid leaks out of his nose.
0:22:28 > 0:22:32It's not the nicest party trick. Well, that's a definite fracture.
0:22:32 > 0:22:33And pneumocephalus.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36I'll get him booked in for a cranialisation of the frontal sinus.
0:22:36 > 0:22:41Hang on. He drove himself to hospital with that kind of injury
0:22:41 > 0:22:44and there's no complaint of any pain in his head.
0:22:44 > 0:22:48That's curious. Good spot. I'll get a theatre team prepped.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50You OK to scrub in?
0:22:51 > 0:22:53I haven't been into theatre since...
0:22:53 > 0:22:55I can assure you nothing's changed.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57I am in need of a surgically trained nurse.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59Some might call that fate. See you in ten.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04I can't let you loose on any patients
0:23:04 > 0:23:06until I'm 100% convinced you're OK.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09Just get me a hoop and I'll jump through it. OK?
0:23:09 > 0:23:13- You're not seeing things any more? - Nope. Mm-mm.
0:23:13 > 0:23:14All right. You're good to go.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17As long as you stick with Dr Dunn, OK?
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Cameron, nothing hands-on,
0:23:19 > 0:23:21but if she says she's OK then just ignore it, all right?
0:23:23 > 0:23:24This isn't at all embarrassing.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26The apprentice has become the master.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28That's not even the right Star Wars quote.
0:23:28 > 0:23:32We'll get you to radiology as soon as we can, all right? Up that way.
0:23:34 > 0:23:39- Oh, thank God I haven't killed you. - Don't worry about it, no harm done.
0:23:39 > 0:23:40People make mistakes.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43They do. But on days like today, they really shouldn't.
0:23:43 > 0:23:44Just stay focused, yeah?
0:23:46 > 0:23:48She feels really bad, you know.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51Good. She won't do it again, then, will she?
0:23:52 > 0:23:54What do you want me to do, give her a balloon or something?
0:23:54 > 0:23:57- Wow. You've changed. - Nothing wrong with being assertive.
0:23:57 > 0:24:01Lou, can we get an adrenaline-soaked nasal tampon here, please?
0:24:02 > 0:24:05Look, things really haven't been easy here of late.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09- I thought about calling you. - But he didn't.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11I figured you'd be soldiering on.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13You know me. Resilience is my middle name and all that.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Yeah, that's not quite how I remember you.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19I'll chase that nasal pack.
0:24:22 > 0:24:23I would have called.
0:24:25 > 0:24:26Is he right, though?
0:24:26 > 0:24:28Have I changed?
0:24:28 > 0:24:31You've grown up. Realism over idealism.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34We can't all be swanning off to Jamaica.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36You're exactly where you're supposed to be.
0:24:40 > 0:24:44Dysphagia may be causing pulmonary aspiration.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46What? You really are a doctor, then?
0:24:46 > 0:24:49Not right now, she's not. What are you doing?
0:24:49 > 0:24:52Training for the Olympic pole vault, what does it look like?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54My best guess is a pharyngeal pouch.
0:24:54 > 0:24:57- You should get him a contrast swallow.- You're off duty - ie, not fit for working,
0:24:57 > 0:24:59so I can't have you doing this.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01I've diagnosed a patient and freed up a bed for you.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03I'll stay in here.
0:25:04 > 0:25:05Efficient.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08You should be more like her.
0:25:08 > 0:25:09Back to your bed, please.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16And I've found you a private bed.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19- You're having me transferred? - Yeah. Good, innit?
0:25:19 > 0:25:22It's on maternity, though, so I do hope that all the screaming babies
0:25:22 > 0:25:24don't give you a headache.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26- How's your mum?- Good, actually.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28It's nice seeing her and Ms Campbell happy.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31Got to be honest, Serena and Bernie... Did not see that coming.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35They're really missed round here.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37My mother, never could lay down roots for long.
0:25:37 > 0:25:41- That's this place, though, isn't it? People come and go.- Not you, though.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45What about you? When are you off?
0:25:45 > 0:25:47Not until the New Year.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49It's not something you'd consider? Practising abroad.
0:25:49 > 0:25:53- No, I'm needed here.- Sure are.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56There is more to medicine than this hospital, Morven.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04I know what you're thinking.
0:26:04 > 0:26:05Glad somebody does.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09- All families are different. Just because your mum... - ..didn't want me.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14- You're not thinking about going with him, are you?- Course not.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18This is where I'm supposed to be.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22That was the ED. You're not going to like this.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Thanks for the heads-up.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26More bad news?
0:26:26 > 0:26:29That was Iain. The ED have ambulances backed up six deep
0:26:29 > 0:26:32- and now they've been called to an RTC.- Still manageable.
0:26:32 > 0:26:35- It's a four-vehicle pile-up. - OK, you're screwed.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38Yeah. Well, your carriage awaits.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41- I'm not going.- Jac, have you got any idea how hard it was for me
0:26:41 > 0:26:44- to source this bed for you?- Give the bed to someone who needs it.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47- Jac, you're a patient... - A patient, so you keep telling me.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49But I'm a patient who can help you.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54Call me your personal assistant if it makes you feel better.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00You're on. OK, I've got it.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02Get me a list of GPs. I'll start calling round,
0:27:02 > 0:27:05get them to help triage in the ED.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07They'll need all the help they can get.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11- Slowly.- Argh...
0:27:11 > 0:27:12All right?
0:27:17 > 0:27:20- Oh!- Brakes.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22Yes, I have driven one of these before, thank you.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25Scalpel, please, Nurse Harrison.
0:27:29 > 0:27:33It's a bit far removed from stem cells and test tubes.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35I've no problem getting my hands dirty.
0:27:36 > 0:27:39Must have been some first day for you.
0:27:39 > 0:27:41Not one I will forget in a hurry.
0:27:45 > 0:27:47That's a hell of a tribute people have left for your husband.
0:27:49 > 0:27:52I haven't seen it. It's probably all going to be swept away soon.
0:27:53 > 0:27:57You can take away flowers and candles.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00Nobody can take away the legacy.
0:28:04 > 0:28:06So he didn't feel it? His fractured skull?
0:28:06 > 0:28:08It would appear not.
0:28:08 > 0:28:10That's not normal?
0:28:10 > 0:28:14Not in the slightest. Congenital analgesia.
0:28:14 > 0:28:17A rare genetic disorder affecting the autonomic nervous system's
0:28:17 > 0:28:20ability to transmit pain impulses.
0:28:20 > 0:28:22Bet that makes life easier.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24I read about a young boy with the condition.
0:28:25 > 0:28:26He was eating a toffee,
0:28:26 > 0:28:29chewed off half his tongue before his parents stopped him.
0:28:31 > 0:28:36Pain is a useful tool in our arsenal. It's corrective.
0:28:36 > 0:28:38An important survival trait.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43Get them to check again every 15 minutes.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45The slightest sign someone's on the up, we ship them out.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47MESSAGE ALERT
0:28:47 > 0:28:49Mikey...
0:28:49 > 0:28:52What, he's done a finger painting he wants to show you?
0:28:52 > 0:28:53- Focus, Fletcher.- He's 12.
0:28:53 > 0:28:57And no, just wants to know when I'm coming home.
0:28:57 > 0:29:00Do they all become this needy? Do I have this to look forward to?
0:29:00 > 0:29:01Can you blame him?
0:29:01 > 0:29:03His Uncle Raf went to work and never came back.
0:29:07 > 0:29:09Kids are resilient. He'll be fine.
0:29:10 > 0:29:14First their mum, and now this.
0:29:14 > 0:29:16I just don't want them getting used to tragedy.
0:29:18 > 0:29:20You're a good dad, Fletch.
0:29:20 > 0:29:23Probably militantly overbearing, but good all the same.
0:29:25 > 0:29:26So what do I do?
0:29:28 > 0:29:30Make sure you make it home. They'll thank you for it.
0:29:32 > 0:29:37See, why can't you be like this just a bit more often?
0:29:39 > 0:29:43Lab's overrun. We'll have to start outsourcing tests.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47What?
0:29:47 > 0:29:50Go on, admit it. You love all this, don't you?
0:29:53 > 0:29:56Good work, Dr Dunn.
0:29:56 > 0:29:58I'll call Darwin, tell them to make room.
0:30:01 > 0:30:03Forgot we made a good team.
0:30:03 > 0:30:05Even though I've changed?
0:30:05 > 0:30:07I think I just about recognise you.
0:30:10 > 0:30:13How about a drink after work?
0:30:13 > 0:30:15Sounds like you could do with something stiff.
0:30:16 > 0:30:18I mean the drink, that is.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21It's fine, I don't mind playing gooseberry.
0:30:23 > 0:30:26Sorry, it's Christmas Eve. I bet you've got plans.
0:30:26 > 0:30:28Why don't you ask me at the end of the day, yeah?
0:30:28 > 0:30:30See if we make it through.
0:30:31 > 0:30:35- Drinks? Don't you think you have other priorities?- Such as?
0:30:35 > 0:30:38What happened didn't just affect you, you know.
0:30:38 > 0:30:42- Ollie isn't even awake yet. - I wasn't talking about Ollie.
0:30:42 > 0:30:45Oh, I was right. Your scan has shown you have a pharyngeal pouch -
0:30:45 > 0:30:47a small lump that's formed at the top of your oesophagus.
0:30:47 > 0:30:51- You will need surgery, but it's not urgent.- Great.
0:30:54 > 0:30:57Come on, then, let's have it - the tragic backstory.
0:30:57 > 0:31:00Started drinking when your marriage broke down?
0:31:00 > 0:31:02That's not it.
0:31:02 > 0:31:04Kids lived with their mum,
0:31:04 > 0:31:06but you still got to see them on the weekends.
0:31:06 > 0:31:09But when the drinking accelerated, your access was reduced.
0:31:10 > 0:31:15You make a good detective. Ever thought of a change of career?
0:31:18 > 0:31:23I just don't like hospitals at Christmas, OK?
0:31:24 > 0:31:26I'm not sure anyone does.
0:31:27 > 0:31:30You seem to get a certain amount of glee out of them.
0:31:35 > 0:31:38December 22nd, 2014.
0:31:39 > 0:31:41I lost my little boy.
0:31:42 > 0:31:45He was knocked down on the way home from the school nativity by...
0:31:48 > 0:31:49..drink-driver.
0:31:52 > 0:31:53Ironic, really.
0:31:58 > 0:31:59Is Jac around?
0:31:59 > 0:32:01There was me thinking you'd popped up here for a cuddle.
0:32:01 > 0:32:05- You big softie.- Get off! - PAGER BEEPS
0:32:05 > 0:32:08He looks older. Look at all those grey hairs.
0:32:08 > 0:32:10- So how are you getting on down there?- We're managing.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12Well, Jac's in there.
0:32:12 > 0:32:14But heads up, she's put her teeth back in.
0:32:19 > 0:32:20Hi.
0:32:20 > 0:32:25I... I wanted to check in on you.
0:32:26 > 0:32:28Say hello.
0:32:30 > 0:32:33So you're in here for Christmas, then?
0:32:33 > 0:32:35- Looks that way.- That's annoying.
0:32:37 > 0:32:41Fletch said the physio is going well, though.
0:32:41 > 0:32:42Patience was never my strength.
0:32:43 > 0:32:47Talk to her. Would Jasmine give up that easily?
0:32:47 > 0:32:49So...
0:32:52 > 0:32:55..I thought that maybe you could do with some company.
0:32:57 > 0:32:59First Christmas without her. Jasmine, I mean.
0:33:02 > 0:33:05You must really miss her.
0:33:05 > 0:33:07- I barely knew her.- She's covering.
0:33:08 > 0:33:11Well, then you missed out. She was amazing.
0:33:11 > 0:33:15I knew we should have bought grapes. You should always bring a gift.
0:33:15 > 0:33:20On the day of the shooting...
0:33:21 > 0:33:25..Oliver thought that you were leaving. Are you?
0:33:25 > 0:33:27What is it with everyone giving me career advice today?
0:33:27 > 0:33:31But you've been here forever. Made your career here.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34A lot's happened since then.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40I've been thinking of leaving, as well, actually.
0:33:40 > 0:33:42What's stopping you?
0:33:42 > 0:33:44Hi!
0:33:44 > 0:33:47Memories, I suppose.
0:33:47 > 0:33:49You're young, Morven,
0:33:49 > 0:33:52and from what I hear you're a good doctor who cares about her patients.
0:33:54 > 0:33:57But your career doesn't have to start and end in this hospital.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02You were kind to her.
0:34:02 > 0:34:04Jasmine, I mean.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06I'd like to think so.
0:34:06 > 0:34:10- I'm glad someone was. It's appreciated.- Wow.
0:34:10 > 0:34:11The ice queen melteth.
0:34:12 > 0:34:16Whatever you do, make sure it's what's best for you.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19Nobody else.
0:34:50 > 0:34:53Do you know why people give flowers when someone dies?
0:34:56 > 0:34:57No, I don't.
0:34:58 > 0:35:02It's because before embalming became common practice, bodies would smell.
0:35:04 > 0:35:05They used them to hide the odour.
0:35:07 > 0:35:08That's really...
0:35:09 > 0:35:13- ..interesting. - I tried to tell you this morning.
0:35:14 > 0:35:16I found this.
0:35:17 > 0:35:19I think it may be sentimental.
0:35:20 > 0:35:22How did you get this?
0:35:22 > 0:35:24I tried to give it back to you earlier.
0:35:28 > 0:35:32That one's from Auntie Serena and Auntie Bernie.
0:35:32 > 0:35:33Would you like to read it?
0:35:34 > 0:35:38You know, I don't think I would.
0:35:38 > 0:35:40But it's just a card.
0:35:42 > 0:35:46Auntie Serena said I don't have a neurotypical response to grief.
0:35:48 > 0:35:51I didn't cry when Elinor died.
0:35:52 > 0:35:55There's no shame in not crying.
0:35:55 > 0:35:56I'm not crying.
0:35:58 > 0:36:00I think you are.
0:36:03 > 0:36:07It's how most people show their emotions. But I'm not most people.
0:36:09 > 0:36:11But that doesn't mean I wasn't sad.
0:36:12 > 0:36:14I do miss her.
0:36:14 > 0:36:16Like I miss my mum.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24Do you miss Mr Di Lucca?
0:36:33 > 0:36:36Would you like a jelly baby?
0:36:49 > 0:36:52- HE COUGHS VIOLENTLY - Do you need a cough sweet?
0:36:54 > 0:36:55Ken?!
0:36:57 > 0:37:00BUZZER
0:37:00 > 0:37:03- You all right?- He's choking. He needs an emergency cricothyrotomy.
0:37:03 > 0:37:07- Well, there's no room in theatre. - You'll have to do it here.- Eh?
0:37:07 > 0:37:10Get an Ambu bag and a scalpel. Shut the curtains.
0:37:13 > 0:37:15Right, you need to feel for the cricothyroid cartilage.
0:37:15 > 0:37:18- We shouldn't be doing this in here. - If you don't, he'll choke.
0:37:20 > 0:37:23Make an incision in the cricothyroid membrane.
0:37:23 > 0:37:24No more than half an inch.
0:37:25 > 0:37:27Do it, Fletch!
0:37:29 > 0:37:31Well, obviously Jac isn't going to suggest you stay
0:37:31 > 0:37:33because she doesn't want any young whippersnappers
0:37:33 > 0:37:36biting at her ankles, threatening her dominance.
0:37:36 > 0:37:39- I'm hardly a threat to Jac Naylor, Arthur.- Are you kidding?
0:37:39 > 0:37:42You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
0:37:42 > 0:37:44Doesn't feel like it today.
0:37:44 > 0:37:46Everyone has bad days.
0:37:46 > 0:37:50Bad days? I'm having a bad life, thanks very much.
0:37:52 > 0:37:56Well, what about the part you spent with me?
0:37:57 > 0:37:59That was happy, wasn't it?
0:38:03 > 0:38:05The happiest I've ever been.
0:38:05 > 0:38:07Then I rest my case.
0:38:07 > 0:38:10How are you making this all about you?
0:38:10 > 0:38:12I'm a manifestation of your subconscious. You tell me.
0:38:18 > 0:38:21You're really thinking about leaving, aren't you?
0:38:24 > 0:38:25Would it really be such a bad idea?
0:38:27 > 0:38:29This is your home. These people are your family.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31They WERE my family.
0:38:34 > 0:38:39Serena, Bernie, Jasmine, now Raf.
0:38:39 > 0:38:41They've all gone. Who have I got left?
0:38:41 > 0:38:45- Then what are you so afraid of leaving behind?- You, Arthur!
0:38:48 > 0:38:50We couldn't just be a normal couple, could we?
0:38:50 > 0:38:53You had to go and get cancer.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55- That's a bit unfair.- Life's unfair!
0:38:57 > 0:38:59But do you know what? That's the card I've been dealt
0:38:59 > 0:39:03and I'm playing it the best I can.
0:39:03 > 0:39:06I'd be playing it a lot better if I didn't have you popping up
0:39:06 > 0:39:09every five minutes telling me how good I've got things.
0:39:34 > 0:39:38He's in theatre. They're doing a tracheotomy now.
0:39:38 > 0:39:40Good. We'll make a surgeon of you yet.
0:39:43 > 0:39:45It's starting to die down out there.
0:39:45 > 0:39:48Think we're through the worst of it, thanks to you.
0:39:48 > 0:39:50I wasn't exactly much help.
0:39:54 > 0:39:58Paying you compliments kind of makes me shiver inside,
0:39:58 > 0:40:00but you really were.
0:40:00 > 0:40:02Couldn't have done it without you.
0:40:10 > 0:40:13You are going to get better. You know you are.
0:40:14 > 0:40:16What doesn't kill us makes us stronger, right?
0:40:16 > 0:40:19You could have chosen a better cliche.
0:40:19 > 0:40:22It think we're all a little bit broken at the minute.
0:40:23 > 0:40:25Doesn't hurt to admit it.
0:40:27 > 0:40:29Doesn't hurt to ask for help, either.
0:40:29 > 0:40:31Well, I suppose I am going to need your help
0:40:31 > 0:40:35- if I'm going to be back to work by next week.- Next week?!
0:40:35 > 0:40:37If I can't spend Christmas with Emma
0:40:37 > 0:40:39I am certainly not missing her birthday.
0:40:46 > 0:40:49Well, we...better crack on, then.
0:41:00 > 0:41:04You'll be glad to know that St James's have reopened their doors.
0:41:07 > 0:41:09Is something on your mind, Dr Digby?
0:41:13 > 0:41:14Arthur.
0:41:17 > 0:41:20Well, that is understandable at this time of year.
0:41:22 > 0:41:25You'd think I'd be used to it by now, wouldn't you?
0:41:25 > 0:41:26All this death.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32You're leaving us, aren't you?
0:41:35 > 0:41:37I thought this place was my home.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40I thought I'd be here forever.
0:41:42 > 0:41:45Well, you could certainly have a very prosperous career here,
0:41:45 > 0:41:48Dr Digby. But what do you think's more unkind?
0:41:49 > 0:41:52Putting a bird in a cage...
0:41:53 > 0:41:55..or putting one in a cage so expansive
0:41:55 > 0:41:58the bird is under the illusion that it's free?
0:41:59 > 0:42:04Nobody is going to judge you for spreading your wings.
0:42:08 > 0:42:10I'll give you a moment.
0:42:12 > 0:42:13Mr Hanssen?
0:42:15 > 0:42:18He was lucky to have you in his life.
0:42:23 > 0:42:25HE SHIVERS
0:42:27 > 0:42:29Merry Christmas, Dr Digby.
0:42:35 > 0:42:36I know you're here.
0:42:38 > 0:42:40I'm always here.
0:42:44 > 0:42:46We'll be keeping you on fluids for a while
0:42:46 > 0:42:49and building you up to solid foods.
0:42:49 > 0:42:51Great. Beer and tequila?
0:42:51 > 0:42:54Um, I was thinking more like water or weak tea.
0:43:01 > 0:43:02Your suit's ruined.
0:43:06 > 0:43:09I don't think I'll be needing it any time soon.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12Guessing elf work's pretty seasonal.
0:43:14 > 0:43:16Yeah.
0:43:16 > 0:43:19The truth is, the governor sacked me this morning.
0:43:20 > 0:43:24It turns out they like their Santas jolly
0:43:24 > 0:43:27and their elves...more on the level.
0:43:29 > 0:43:33Well, if it's any consolation, I think I've found you a new job.
0:43:34 > 0:43:37You've not got one of these elf fetishes or something, do you?
0:43:42 > 0:43:44Made your decision?
0:43:45 > 0:43:49- Yeah, I think so. - And it's what you want?
0:43:49 > 0:43:50Of course it's not what I want.
0:43:52 > 0:43:53I don't want to do this all again.
0:43:56 > 0:43:59You were supposed to be my happy ever after.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02You were supposed to be my forever.
0:44:03 > 0:44:05Well, if it's any consolation,
0:44:05 > 0:44:08my happy ever after will always be with you.
0:44:11 > 0:44:14Big wide world out there. You can go anywhere.
0:44:15 > 0:44:18- That tour of European battlefields. - Or UK theme parks.
0:44:18 > 0:44:20Ah!
0:44:21 > 0:44:23I bet the Caribbean's nice this time of year.
0:44:25 > 0:44:27Who am I to stand in your way?
0:44:30 > 0:44:32Dr Digby, medical explorer extraordinaire.
0:44:35 > 0:44:39I think it's time to leave Dr Digby behind.
0:44:41 > 0:44:43It's time to be Dr Shreve again.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47Do I have to stop seeing you?
0:44:47 > 0:44:50Unless you want them carting you off in a strait jacket
0:44:50 > 0:44:52then, probably, yeah.
0:44:52 > 0:44:55- I don't want to say goodbye again. - You don't have to.
0:44:57 > 0:44:59Come on. Famous last words.
0:44:59 > 0:45:05Do you want poignant, enigmatic or nerdy as hell?
0:45:05 > 0:45:07Nerdy as hell, obvs.
0:45:08 > 0:45:10In that case...
0:45:13 > 0:45:16..Dr Shreve, the force will be with you.
0:45:18 > 0:45:20Always.
0:45:58 > 0:46:02HE STIRS BEVERAGE
0:46:09 > 0:46:10Hey.
0:46:30 > 0:46:32He's gone.
0:46:33 > 0:46:37He's gone, and I won't see him ever again.
0:46:40 > 0:46:42I don't know what to do.
0:46:58 > 0:47:01And I thought last Christmas couldn't get any worse.
0:47:01 > 0:47:05Stuck at home, on my own, drunk, eating an After Eight sandwich.
0:47:10 > 0:47:12How does that even work?
0:47:14 > 0:47:15It doesn't.
0:47:19 > 0:47:23Well, I guess there are going to be good days and bad days.
0:47:23 > 0:47:25And we're going to be there for both. Aren't we, Dom?
0:47:30 > 0:47:32I don't know how to do this.
0:47:35 > 0:47:36I don't know where to start.
0:47:39 > 0:47:40You start with us.
0:47:43 > 0:47:44We've got you.
0:47:55 > 0:47:58Leaving? As in today?
0:47:58 > 0:47:59Yep.
0:48:00 > 0:48:01Blimey.
0:48:03 > 0:48:04Was it something I said?
0:48:04 > 0:48:08Don't be ridiculous. You're all great.
0:48:08 > 0:48:09All of you.
0:48:11 > 0:48:14I just feel bad for dropping you in it.
0:48:14 > 0:48:18It's all right. We'll manage. If anyone deserves a break, it's you.
0:48:19 > 0:48:23- Just one condition.- Go on.
0:48:24 > 0:48:27You let me buy the first round in Albie's.
0:48:28 > 0:48:30- Deal?- Deal.
0:48:30 > 0:48:32Right. I'll rally the troops.
0:48:32 > 0:48:34No, no, Donna, I don't want you making a big thing of it.
0:48:34 > 0:48:36If there's one thing I'm good at, it's herding people into a bar.
0:48:36 > 0:48:39Give me ten, I'm going to pull some favours.
0:48:44 > 0:48:46Tell me it's not like that every day.
0:48:46 > 0:48:50Now, I'm not going to lie to you, Nicky....
0:48:50 > 0:48:53Well, at least we're through the worst of it.
0:48:53 > 0:48:56Congratulations, Dr McKendrick,
0:48:56 > 0:48:58you have survived your first black alert.
0:48:58 > 0:49:00And almost killed my mentor.
0:49:01 > 0:49:02Game of two halves, though, eh?
0:49:04 > 0:49:05So we haven't put you off?
0:49:07 > 0:49:08Not a bit. Bring it on.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14Any parting words of wisdom?
0:49:16 > 0:49:19Yeah.
0:49:21 > 0:49:23Enjoy every second.
0:49:35 > 0:49:37KNOCK ON DOOR
0:49:37 > 0:49:40Come in.
0:50:02 > 0:50:05I've been thinking, I would like to organise a memorial service
0:50:05 > 0:50:08- for everyone we've lost. - Now, that's an excellent idea.
0:50:09 > 0:50:13We should all be able to grieve together. Everyone. As a family.
0:50:13 > 0:50:17Yeah, well, anything you need, you only have to ask.
0:50:17 > 0:50:19That includes you.
0:50:22 > 0:50:25OK, so I'll get some plans together and then send them to you
0:50:25 > 0:50:28- after Christmas. - I look forward to it.
0:50:29 > 0:50:31Great.
0:50:34 > 0:50:35Good night.
0:50:37 > 0:50:38Good night, Nurse Harrison.
0:50:42 > 0:50:44Actually...
0:50:46 > 0:50:48..it's Nurse Di Lucca.
0:51:10 > 0:51:12So you got my message, then?
0:51:14 > 0:51:17Well, couldn't let my favourite junior doctor slip away
0:51:17 > 0:51:19without saying goodbye.
0:51:19 > 0:51:22Morven will be so pleased to see you.
0:51:22 > 0:51:23Come on, they're in the bar already.
0:51:23 > 0:51:26- Why am I not surprised? - That all you lot do, is it?
0:51:27 > 0:51:30Let innocent people die, then go and get drunk after.
0:51:30 > 0:51:31Jeremy, what are you doing here?
0:51:31 > 0:51:35- You blocked my number. I had no choice.- I should go.
0:51:35 > 0:51:38Shovelling drinks down your neck like there's no tomorrow.
0:51:38 > 0:51:41- Don't you have any respect? - Come on, Donna. Let's go.
0:51:41 > 0:51:43You can't run away from this, Mr Griffin.
0:51:43 > 0:51:44The truth will come out.
0:51:44 > 0:51:47- I think you should calm... - Don't touch me.
0:51:49 > 0:51:51It's no wonder a man pulled a gun on you lot.
0:51:51 > 0:51:52I think you should calm...
0:51:52 > 0:51:55Just a shame he didn't take more of you down with you.
0:51:55 > 0:51:57Ric! Ric!
0:51:57 > 0:51:59Get off me. Get off!
0:52:07 > 0:52:11Assaulting AND intimidating a witness.
0:52:14 > 0:52:16Merry Christmas, Mr Griffin.
0:52:22 > 0:52:24Thank you so much for being here.
0:52:26 > 0:52:27I wanted to wish you well.
0:52:29 > 0:52:33I feel really bad, leaving at a time like this.
0:52:33 > 0:52:35You're doing this for you.
0:52:37 > 0:52:39You're incredibly brave.
0:52:41 > 0:52:43Arthur would be really proud of you.
0:52:45 > 0:52:46He is.
0:52:48 > 0:52:51- There you go.- Nothing I can do to convince you to stay?
0:52:51 > 0:52:54- Not a thing. - I think it's very exciting.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56Hopefully.
0:52:58 > 0:53:02- I promised him I'd look out for you.- I know you did.
0:53:02 > 0:53:06- So are you scared? - Yes, Lofty. I'm terrified, thanks.
0:53:06 > 0:53:08It's good. It means you're doing the right thing.
0:53:08 > 0:53:12- Cameron not going to join us, then? - No. Doesn't look like it.
0:53:12 > 0:53:14That's a shame.
0:53:14 > 0:53:15Think he still has a thing for you.
0:53:15 > 0:53:17- Ooh!- Oh, get off me.
0:53:19 > 0:53:22- To Morven.- To Morven.- To Morven.
0:53:22 > 0:53:24Thanks, guys.
0:53:32 > 0:53:35You're still here. Thank goodness.
0:53:36 > 0:53:38I hear it's quite the crowd over there.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40Hey, I thought we had a date in Albie's.
0:53:42 > 0:53:44I have missed you, you know.
0:53:45 > 0:53:48I don't blame you. I'm a missable gal.
0:53:51 > 0:53:53So you're actually doing it, then. The great unknown.
0:53:55 > 0:53:58- I guess so. - I thought this place was your home.
0:53:58 > 0:54:00It is. But it's not going anywhere, is it?
0:54:03 > 0:54:05You know, if you got hold of the deanery,
0:54:05 > 0:54:08I'm sure they'd consider you for a foreign excursion.
0:54:08 > 0:54:13Would you think I'm a bunny boiler if I said that I already had?
0:54:16 > 0:54:20Not at all. I mean, I like efficiency and I hate bunnies.
0:54:22 > 0:54:24Ooh...
0:54:25 > 0:54:28- Oh...- Mm.
0:54:28 > 0:54:31Well, it would be rude to break with tradition.
0:54:33 > 0:54:34Wouldn't it just.
0:54:49 > 0:54:51Shall we head to Albie's?
0:54:51 > 0:54:53It's the leaver who buys the drinks, right?
0:54:53 > 0:54:57Nah. I've said enough goodbyes already.
0:54:57 > 0:54:58They'll be fine without me.
0:54:58 > 0:55:02Plus we've got new memories to make.
0:55:11 > 0:55:14Sorry about that. It was just Zosia.
0:55:14 > 0:55:17Wanted to have an update on Ollie.
0:55:17 > 0:55:21- Are you missing her?- Yeah.
0:55:22 > 0:55:26We promised each other we would always toast Diggers at Christmas.
0:55:26 > 0:55:28Well, seeing as there's only me now...
0:55:30 > 0:55:33Sorry. Getting all maudlin.
0:55:34 > 0:55:36I wouldn't have you any other way.
0:55:37 > 0:55:40He's right, though. It's not going to do me any favours.
0:55:40 > 0:55:42You were provoked. I can tell them that.
0:55:42 > 0:55:44I'll tell them everything.
0:55:44 > 0:55:45Yeah. I know you will.
0:55:48 > 0:55:51- Don't worry.- Mr Griffin. I'm arresting you
0:55:51 > 0:55:54- on suspicion of assault.- Excuse me. What the hell is going on?
0:55:54 > 0:55:55He's done nothing wrong. Jeremy is the one.
0:55:55 > 0:55:58- He came here to provoke him. - This is a huge mistake.
0:55:58 > 0:56:01He's been here so many times, causing trouble every time.
0:56:01 > 0:56:02- No, I can tell them!- Donna!
0:56:02 > 0:56:03It'll be fine.
0:56:09 > 0:56:11Ric?
0:56:11 > 0:56:13Sacha.
0:56:13 > 0:56:16It'll be fine. Really.
0:56:25 > 0:56:29And Mummy has a very big surprise for you.
0:56:30 > 0:56:33- It's Father Christmas! - CHILD LAUGHS
0:56:33 > 0:56:37And he wants you to tell him all about the presents you want him
0:56:37 > 0:56:40- to bring for you tomorrow. - Ho, ho, ho, ho, ho, ho...
0:56:42 > 0:56:45This one's definitely on the good list.
0:56:45 > 0:56:47I never would have had you two down as being friends
0:56:47 > 0:56:49by the end of the day. Wonders never cease.
0:56:49 > 0:56:52Then you'd better brace yourself. I called Petrenko.
0:56:52 > 0:56:55She's coming back after Christmas.
0:56:55 > 0:56:57Better the devil you know.
0:56:57 > 0:56:59..a carrot for Rudolph?
0:56:59 > 0:57:04Right, shall we finish that story, then? OK, where were we?
0:57:04 > 0:57:06Don't touch me.
0:57:06 > 0:57:09"He spoke not a word But went straight to his work
0:57:09 > 0:57:12"And filled all the stockings Then turned with a jerk
0:57:12 > 0:57:16"And laying his finger Aside of his nose
0:57:16 > 0:57:18"And giving a nod Up the chimney he rose.
0:57:26 > 0:57:30"He sprang to his sleigh To his team gave a whistle
0:57:30 > 0:57:33"And away they all flew Like the down of a thistle
0:57:38 > 0:57:41"But I heard him exclaim Here he drove out of sight..."
0:57:42 > 0:57:47"Merry Christmas to all And to all a good night."