0:00:02 > 0:00:03- ON PHONE:- I need you to stay strong for the others.
0:00:03 > 0:00:06Fredrik, put the gun down. You're not yourself.
0:00:06 > 0:00:08That's the problem, I am myself and you're yourself.
0:00:08 > 0:00:10- Fredrik, no! - That's the problem.
0:00:10 > 0:00:12- Fredrik!- I'm here to end this! - Fredrik!
0:00:12 > 0:00:14GUNSHOT
0:00:14 > 0:00:16Get away from him. Fredrik!
0:00:16 > 0:00:18Just admit it. You need me.
0:00:20 > 0:00:23I believe your brain is beginning to remap.
0:01:12 > 0:01:13CONSTRUCTION NOISES
0:01:13 > 0:01:15- VOICEOVER:- Don't point that at her. - Oliver! Stop!
0:01:15 > 0:01:18GUNSHOT No!
0:01:18 > 0:01:20LOUD BACKGROUND NOISES
0:01:29 > 0:01:32JAC SIGHS
0:01:41 > 0:01:43MOP FALLS
0:01:43 > 0:01:45SHE SIGHS
0:01:45 > 0:01:46For God's sake...
0:01:46 > 0:01:48What are you doing?
0:01:48 > 0:01:50Don't sneak up on me like that.
0:01:50 > 0:01:51I didn't...
0:01:57 > 0:01:59You should really take the lift.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02My mother's dead. You know that, don't you?
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I'm sorry?
0:02:04 > 0:02:06I'm not in the market for a replacement.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13Newshounds are out in force.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- Yes.- Only to be expected.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17Thank you. Indeed.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19A difficult day ahead.
0:02:19 > 0:02:20For all of us, yes.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Some more than others.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25Are you attending the memorial service?
0:02:25 > 0:02:27Of course.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28Right.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32We're trying a new treatment with Ollie Valentine today.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- Really? - Photo recognition.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38- Right.- Hoping to see some indication his brain is remapping itself.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40Well, best of luck.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Any problems with the press, you come and find me. OK?
0:02:43 > 0:02:45- See you at the memorial. - Morning.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49- Ready for the service? - I believe so, yes.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52I've already had the press sniffing around some of my nurses.
0:02:52 > 0:02:53Surprise, surprise.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55Dunno why they can't just leave us alone.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58Well, hopefully they will after... PHONE RINGS
0:02:58 > 0:02:59Sorry, got to take this.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00Hello.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07This is James Gabriel, 52, suspected MI...
0:03:07 > 0:03:08Mr Gabriel, how are you doing?
0:03:08 > 0:03:10I could ask you the same question.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11Could you?
0:03:11 > 0:03:13Today of all days.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14Excuse me?
0:03:14 > 0:03:16I recognise you from the news.
0:03:16 > 0:03:17Really?
0:03:17 > 0:03:20One of the shooting victims, aren't you?
0:03:20 > 0:03:22I should have that tattooed on my forehead.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23What a nightmare.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25I can barely recall.
0:03:25 > 0:03:28It's the memorial service today, isn't it?
0:03:28 > 0:03:30Anyway, back to you...
0:03:30 > 0:03:32You can sense there's an atmosphere around the place.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35- Mr Gabriel... - We need to run some tests.
0:03:35 > 0:03:36Subdued. That's the word.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38Try and pay attention.
0:03:39 > 0:03:40I'm all ears.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42Just a second.
0:03:42 > 0:03:43Where are you going?
0:03:43 > 0:03:46There's a bloke over there who's ran out of water.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49We have a team of low-paid, undervalued skivvies to do that.
0:03:51 > 0:03:52You stay in bed.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55Dehydration is a killer, you do know that, don't you?
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Right, let's have a chest X-ray, angiogram,
0:03:59 > 0:04:01ultrasound and some bloods, please.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Is she OK?
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Absolutely fine.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27KNOCK ON DOOR
0:04:27 > 0:04:28Come in.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Hello, Henrik.
0:04:43 > 0:04:44Sara.
0:04:46 > 0:04:47How are you?
0:04:49 > 0:04:51Why are you here?
0:04:51 > 0:04:53- That's a good question. - Why didn't you call?
0:04:53 > 0:04:55- I was invited. - By whom?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Does it matter?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Were you seen coming into the hospital?
0:05:01 > 0:05:03I have no idea.
0:05:03 > 0:05:07- It's just that the press are... - I've no idea about anything any more.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Well, that's understandable, you've lost your husband.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11And your son.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Actually, I think we both lost him a long time ago.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21And now we have got the rest of our lives to ask why.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Have you seen Maja?
0:05:26 > 0:05:29- Not since the funeral. - How was she?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31She needed you to be there.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39I really have to go, I'm afraid.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43I have an urgent appointment.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Fine.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47I really can't be late.
0:05:47 > 0:05:48Don't worry,
0:05:48 > 0:05:50I'll still be here when you get back.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01How's the pain?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Lingering like a tramp at a food bank.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06What a charming image.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Agony brings out the poet in me.
0:06:08 > 0:06:09Agony?
0:06:09 > 0:06:11I'm exaggerating for effect.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Tell me more.
0:06:16 > 0:06:20Well, my chest gravitates between numbness and a burning sensation
0:06:20 > 0:06:26that travels down to my legs if I stand or walk for prolonged periods.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29So, why climb six flights of stairs this morning?
0:06:31 > 0:06:33My spies are everywhere.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35The lift was out.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36Liar.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39I can't gauge my progress if I don't test myself.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42You should leave the gauging to the experts.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45I'm listening.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48Your discomfort is due to the formation of scar tissue at the site
0:06:48 > 0:06:52of the injury, which is initiating late-effect pain impulses.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Prognosis?
0:06:55 > 0:06:59An anti-neuropathic agent might help, but otherwise it's rest,
0:06:59 > 0:07:01physiotherapy and time.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03Stick to your programme.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Is that it?
0:07:07 > 0:07:09We'll just have to see how you go.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10That's your expert advice?
0:07:10 > 0:07:12For the time being.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Neuropathy presents differently in every patient.
0:07:14 > 0:07:15I'm aware of that.
0:07:15 > 0:07:19The one consistent factor is how little a surgeon can actually
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- do about it.- Even one with a reputation for miracles?
0:07:22 > 0:07:24If you want to jeopardise your chances of regaining full
0:07:24 > 0:07:26fitness, feel free to ignore my advice.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28And there's nothing else I can...?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30You could ask for help when you need it.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32What I don't need is counselling.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Fair enough.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Thanks for the honesty.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46- Hello, lovely.- Hello.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48This is Sheilagh.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51Winner of the most embarrassing patient of the week award.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53- The what?- Sheilagh fell on her shears in the garden.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I was overwintering my broad beans.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59- Ouch.- And they say that veg is good for you.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00I'm going to be back in a minute, OK?
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- So, how are you doing? - I dunno.- Yeah.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10I can't get Raf's face out of my mind.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12You and me both.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- I guess he'd say that's the point of memorials though, right?- Yeah.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19- Can't say I'm looking forward to it, though.- No.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20But we'll get through it.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23And then we'll get drunk, deal?
0:08:23 > 0:08:24Deal.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36- Mr...- Ah!
0:08:36 > 0:08:39..Gabriel's results.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41Will you stop doing that?
0:08:41 > 0:08:46Cardiac enzymes are raised, ECG confirms an AMI.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48OK, let's get him on the list for this afternoon.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- Is there time before the service? - That's not an issue.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54- You are going, aren't you? - I don't know.
0:08:54 > 0:08:55- Why not?- I'm busy.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Me too.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00- What?- I have no time to remember the dead either.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03Mr Gabriel, your test results confirm you've had
0:09:03 > 0:09:05an anterior myocardial infarction.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08That's a heart attack, yes?
0:09:08 > 0:09:09I'm afraid so.
0:09:09 > 0:09:10Right.
0:09:12 > 0:09:13One of your arteries is blocked,
0:09:13 > 0:09:17so we're going to book you into theatre for a bypass graft.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18You're sure you can fit me in?
0:09:18 > 0:09:20What?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Surely you've got other priorities.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25No.
0:09:25 > 0:09:26I don't mind waiting till tomorrow.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29For potentially life-saving heart surgery?
0:09:29 > 0:09:30If it helps.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Well, thank you for the offer but...
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Do you want to borrow my stick?
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- No, thank you. - I can see you're limping.
0:09:40 > 0:09:41I said, no.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Is it a pride thing?
0:09:43 > 0:09:44No.
0:09:44 > 0:09:48I've been using a stick since I was in my late thirties.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51I'm fine.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- It's nothing to be ashamed of. - I'm sure it isn't.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57Why don't you take it? Just in case she changes her mind.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00You touch that stick and you'll find it inserted somewhere very dark
0:10:00 > 0:10:01- and lonely. - HE LAUGHS
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Dreamy.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15I know all patients are special,
0:10:15 > 0:10:17but some are more special than others, namely mine.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20So if you could possibly see your way to fast-tracking that
0:10:20 > 0:10:23prescription, I'll for ever be in your debt.
0:10:23 > 0:10:24Thank you.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42Ah.
0:10:42 > 0:10:43Ric.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Henrik.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49- Good to see you.- And you.
0:11:03 > 0:11:07I'm so sorry about Fredrik.
0:11:07 > 0:11:08Thank you.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14It must have been difficult.
0:11:14 > 0:11:18It was difficult for the hospital as a whole.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20But he was your son.
0:11:22 > 0:11:23Anyway...
0:11:25 > 0:11:26..how are things in here?
0:11:30 > 0:11:31I'm surviving.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37No problems with your fellow guests?
0:11:38 > 0:11:39Nothing I can't handle.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Well, as you might expect...
0:11:47 > 0:11:50you are very much at the forefront of people's thoughts.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55I'm sure that you've got more important things to worry about
0:11:55 > 0:11:57than an old lag.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Not at all.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08Has there been much fallout from the aftermath?
0:12:10 > 0:12:12As you might expect.
0:12:12 > 0:12:16Public outrage over security, press digging for dirt...
0:12:18 > 0:12:20..boardroom in panic mode?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24You may say that.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26But you couldn't possibly comment?
0:12:28 > 0:12:29Exactly.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Is the chairman offering much support?
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Qualified at best.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39Not asking for your head then.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Not quite yet.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46Hang in there, Henrik, the storm will pass.
0:12:48 > 0:12:53Yes, but the first sacrificial lamb is what's required.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Haven't you lost enough already?
0:12:57 > 0:12:58That's not for me to answer.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03Henrik...
0:13:03 > 0:13:08the last thing the hospital needs is another martyr.
0:13:12 > 0:13:13Let me help.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16Tough day?
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Er, yeah.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20How are you coping?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Fine.- Really?
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Well, I wasn't here when the shooting happened.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27- Even so... - I mean, I know it was terrible.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29To kick-start your career in the shadow of that kind of trauma.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- Absolutely.- It's not easy.
0:13:31 > 0:13:34- I just take it one day at a time. - And how's it going?
0:13:34 > 0:13:36All right. Brilliant, really.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38Yeah?
0:13:38 > 0:13:39Great to be learning from the best.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42- Mr Levy's a good man. - I mean, all of you.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Any thoughts on a specialisation?
0:13:44 > 0:13:47- What would you recommend? - Neuro, obviously.
0:13:47 > 0:13:48I wanted to say that but...
0:13:48 > 0:13:51- You didn't want to sound sycophantic.- Exactly.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53So what's the attraction?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55- The unknown.- Yeah.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57It's the area we've still got the most to discover.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59That's how I think about it.
0:13:59 > 0:14:00Which gives me the furthest to go.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02How far do you think you can go?
0:14:02 > 0:14:03To the top.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05I'd better watch my back, then.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14Right, listen up, folks.
0:14:15 > 0:14:18Erm, AAU are short-handed,
0:14:18 > 0:14:22so they need a F1 to go down there for the rest of the day.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Any volunteers?
0:14:24 > 0:14:26I'll do it.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28Great, Dr Chowdhury.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36- When you're ready. - Of course, sorry.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Are you comfortable?
0:14:43 > 0:14:44- No.- I'm sorry.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46This thing hurts my head.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47Please don't touch the cap.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Why are you doing this to me?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54We're trying to rediscover your memories.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57- But why?- So that you can know exactly who you are again.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01All set?
0:15:01 > 0:15:04- Just about. - How are you feeling, Ollie?
0:15:04 > 0:15:05Er, tired.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07This won't take long.
0:15:07 > 0:15:08I hope not.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10We're going to show you a sequence of faces,
0:15:10 > 0:15:13some random, some you've met before.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16- All you have to do is look at each one closely.- What for? I'm tired.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19So we can see what your brain makes of them.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21Ready?
0:15:47 > 0:15:48- See that?- Mm.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51We're just going to go back over a few, Ollie.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53And then I'm finished?
0:15:53 > 0:15:54Soon. I promise.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59From there.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17I think that's probably enough now, Jac, for today.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28My father got me into gardening.
0:16:28 > 0:16:29- Really?- Mmm.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32He used to grow leeks the size of a horse's...
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Hiya, cavalry's here.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37- What?- I'm the glamorous assistant for today.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39OK.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Loving those shoes.
0:16:41 > 0:16:42Yeah. I think they're cute.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43The zip.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50MOBILE RINGS
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Sorry.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- Sorry, would you mind getting that?- Sure.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58It'll be my grandson, he works at the hospital too.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01- Hello?- ON PHONE: Hello, Gran?
0:17:01 > 0:17:02It's not your gran.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04- Who is it?- It's her doctor.
0:17:05 > 0:17:06Her doctor?
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Yes, she's currently in hospital.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10Why?
0:17:10 > 0:17:12She's had a bit of an accident.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14An accident? Is she all right?
0:17:15 > 0:17:18- Lofty, is that you? - Dom.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Granny?
0:17:21 > 0:17:23- Piglet!- Piglet?
0:17:29 > 0:17:33Has there been much discussion of my case at boardroom level?
0:17:33 > 0:17:34Well...
0:17:34 > 0:17:36not in recent weeks, no.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38That's understandable.
0:17:38 > 0:17:42But I assure you, when the time comes, I will fight your corner.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47- No need. - I'd say there's every need.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49I'm paying a lawyer a lot of money to defend me.
0:17:49 > 0:17:52In court, yes, but what about in the public domain?
0:17:52 > 0:17:54- You can't.- I have to.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58The knives are already out.
0:17:58 > 0:18:02If you side with a consultant on a medical manslaughter charge,
0:18:02 > 0:18:04they will finish you off.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06So I simply throw you to the wolves, do I?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08I can face whatever's coming with a clear conscience.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10That's not the point.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12You have a hospital to protect.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15A hospital that will be all the better for your return.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17BELL RINGS
0:18:18 > 0:18:21Time's up.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Right.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26Well...
0:18:28 > 0:18:29..goodbye.
0:18:33 > 0:18:34How's Jac Naylor?
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Not 100%, of course, but she's back at work.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41And Valentine?
0:18:41 > 0:18:42Ms Macmillan is handling his case.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46But he's making progress?
0:18:46 > 0:18:47Slowly, I believe.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51You believe?
0:18:51 > 0:18:53So I'm told, yes.
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Sorry, I wasn't doubting...
0:18:55 > 0:18:56No need to apologise.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Henrik...
0:19:05 > 0:19:07..none of it was your fault.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10You do understand that, don't you?
0:19:32 > 0:19:34- Essie, have you got a minute?- Yeah.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41I've just seen Fredrik's wife in reception.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45- Yeah?- Hanssen's invited her to the service.
0:19:45 > 0:19:46- Fletch...- He's got no right.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49- It wasn't Hanssen.- Not without talking to you first.- It was me.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52- What?- She's lost her husband too.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54Not after killing yours first.
0:19:54 > 0:19:56It wasn't an easy decision.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00I don't understand.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02What's the alternative?
0:20:02 > 0:20:04Bile and bitterness?
0:20:04 > 0:20:05Raf would hate that.
0:20:08 > 0:20:09She's here.
0:20:12 > 0:20:13Hey, Essie.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18How are you?
0:20:18 > 0:20:19Not great.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21Seen Hanssen?
0:20:21 > 0:20:22No.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24It's you.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Who?
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Are you all right there, Ol?
0:20:30 > 0:20:32No, I'm in this wheelbarrow.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34Right, thanks.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37- That was wrong, wasn't it, wheelbarrow?- Wheelchair.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41I've got to go.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43I've got a meeting with the head of security about the service,
0:20:43 > 0:20:44but are you all right?
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Maybe I should leave.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52- No.- If the staff are uncomfortable with me being here...
0:20:52 > 0:20:54Please...
0:20:54 > 0:20:56stay.
0:21:04 > 0:21:07I was pushed by a very evil garden gnome.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Does it really matter how it happened?
0:21:10 > 0:21:12Dr Chowdhury, focus.
0:21:12 > 0:21:14- He's such a flapper. - What do you expect?
0:21:14 > 0:21:17You turn up here with a hole in your side.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Mrs Chiltern, can you feel anything?
0:21:19 > 0:21:21No.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23Beautiful job.
0:21:23 > 0:21:24My pleasure.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Gold star.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Now can you stitch the wound up, please?
0:21:28 > 0:21:30I'll be over here if you need me.
0:21:30 > 0:21:31I'll see you in a bit.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39She's never had an accident like this before.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43She's lucky it didn't go in deeper.
0:21:43 > 0:21:46Can you check her out, make sure nothing dodgy is going on?
0:21:46 > 0:21:48I have already ordered a CT scan and an echo.
0:21:50 > 0:21:52Of course, sorry.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54I'm sure she'll be fine...
0:21:54 > 0:21:56- WHISPERS:- ..Piglet.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01LIFT PINGS
0:22:01 > 0:22:04- AUTOMATED VOICE:- Doors opening.
0:22:04 > 0:22:05Lift going down.
0:22:24 > 0:22:25You got my message?
0:22:27 > 0:22:28Yes.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30Good. Do you want to come through?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Who are they for?
0:22:46 > 0:22:48- They're for you.- Really?
0:22:48 > 0:22:52"To Ms Naylor, my thoughts and prayers are with you."
0:22:52 > 0:22:54MAN SCREAMS Get away from me!
0:22:54 > 0:22:56Oh, for the love of...
0:22:59 > 0:23:00Just take it!
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Mr Gab...
0:23:02 > 0:23:04He's chucked up all over himself.
0:23:04 > 0:23:07And you thought a naked suicide mission would help?
0:23:07 > 0:23:09I just wanted him to have my gown.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13We plug you to these monitors for a reason.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16He needs it more than I do, he's an old man.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Fine, let's go. Come on.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24I see the flowers came.
0:23:24 > 0:23:25Yes.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27It does say who they're for, doesn't it?
0:23:27 > 0:23:28Ms Naylor.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31I should have got you both some.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33No.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35I feel bad now.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36Oh, don't be ridiculous!
0:23:38 > 0:23:41What she means is that was very nice but there was no need.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43There's every need.
0:23:43 > 0:23:44Get back in bed.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47OK.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54You have to stop this.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56Stop what?
0:23:56 > 0:23:58Your notes said that you work for an insurance company.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01I'm a partner in Horizon Life. Do you know them?
0:24:01 > 0:24:04Do you give out money to your clients in the same way?
0:24:04 > 0:24:08Funnily enough, I e-mailed my boss the other day to suggest
0:24:08 > 0:24:09we reduce our premiums.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11OK, rhetorical question.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13I'm trying to help.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16And we are trying to help you,
0:24:16 > 0:24:18so please stay put.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23I have had enough of the great British giveaway.
0:24:23 > 0:24:26Handcuff him to the chair if you have to and get him a psych consult straight away.
0:24:40 > 0:24:41Look at the graph.
0:24:41 > 0:24:44That's Ollie's neurological reaction to the image,
0:24:44 > 0:24:47and that's him viewing the picture.
0:24:47 > 0:24:51No emotional distress, but unmistakable signs of recognition.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55And this didn't occur with any other photograph?
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Just yours.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59- Did he remember my name?- No.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01Or anything about who I am?
0:25:01 > 0:25:03No, but it's still progress of some description.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05Yes, I suppose so.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08Since the shooting, have you had any direct contact with him?
0:25:08 > 0:25:10No, I felt that...
0:25:10 > 0:25:11No need to explain.
0:25:13 > 0:25:17Might you be willing to see him again today?
0:25:19 > 0:25:23Well, I think he's still in a very delicate state, clearly.
0:25:23 > 0:25:27We're all aware we're navigating some kind of emotional
0:25:27 > 0:25:29and neurological minefield here.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32I have to find some way of unlocking these missing memories.
0:25:32 > 0:25:33Yes. I understand that.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36Seeing you face-to-face could be the mnemonic trigger
0:25:36 > 0:25:39- that helps remap his brain.- Henrik, we appreciate the last few weeks
0:25:39 > 0:25:41must have been difficult for you,
0:25:41 > 0:25:44but Oliver is living a nightmare of confusion and pain.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47We need to find a way to bring him back into the light.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48Please.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51Just for a few minutes, that's all we're asking.
0:25:54 > 0:25:55A mini-stroke?
0:25:55 > 0:25:57I'm afraid so.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Better than a maxi one, I suppose.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03You've got to take this seriously, Gran.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05I haven't seen Piglet this worried
0:26:05 > 0:26:07since we smuggled him into Glastonbury
0:26:07 > 0:26:09in a rucksack when he was a toddler.
0:26:09 > 0:26:10Forget Glastonbury.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13I don't feel as if I've had a stroke.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15It was a mild one.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18- We're going to need to take you up to the HCOP ward.- The what?
0:26:18 > 0:26:19Health Care for Older People.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23How patronising is that!
0:26:23 > 0:26:25You do qualify, I'm afraid.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Well, unless there's an actual medical reason for it,
0:26:28 > 0:26:31why can't they leave us coffin-dodgers down here
0:26:31 > 0:26:33with the rest of humanity?
0:26:33 > 0:26:36We don't have time to rewrite NHS policy, I'm afraid.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38Why can't I just go home later today?
0:26:38 > 0:26:41Because you're still at risk of another TIA.
0:26:52 > 0:26:53He's asleep.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55OK. We'll try later.
0:26:57 > 0:26:58What?
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Didn't mean to startle you.
0:27:00 > 0:27:01I was...
0:27:01 > 0:27:03Am I awake?
0:27:03 > 0:27:04Yes.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06My head... Agh.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11Do you know who this is, Ollie?
0:27:13 > 0:27:14Huh?
0:27:16 > 0:27:18My name is Mr Hanssen.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20Hanssen?
0:27:20 > 0:27:24I'm CEO of the hospital.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26Were you in my dream?
0:27:26 > 0:27:28What dream was that, Ollie?
0:27:30 > 0:27:31I don't know.
0:27:31 > 0:27:37We've worked together here for seven years.
0:27:37 > 0:27:39Seven years?
0:27:40 > 0:27:42On and off.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48- What's your Chris name? - Sorry, my...?
0:27:48 > 0:27:50- Christian name.- Ah. It's...
0:27:50 > 0:27:53No, don't. Let me...
0:27:55 > 0:27:56Is it...?
0:27:59 > 0:28:00Ah, God, I can't.
0:28:00 > 0:28:03- It doesn't matter. - Of course it bloody matters!
0:28:04 > 0:28:07- It's Henrik.- What?
0:28:08 > 0:28:10I'm Henrik Hanssen.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14Henrik Hanssen.
0:28:16 > 0:28:18Why don't I leave you two to talk?
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Don't you need to be here?
0:28:20 > 0:28:23You could tell him about your role here in the hospital
0:28:23 > 0:28:26or about some of the ground-breaking surgery Oliver has been involved in.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29Would you like that?
0:28:29 > 0:28:30What do you think?
0:28:30 > 0:28:32I suppose so.
0:28:32 > 0:28:34Good.
0:28:34 > 0:28:35Right.
0:28:40 > 0:28:43Dr Chowdhury, are you on your break?
0:28:43 > 0:28:45- Er, no.- Well, then...
0:28:48 > 0:28:50I have your gran's results.
0:28:50 > 0:28:51And?
0:28:58 > 0:29:01How did it go?
0:29:01 > 0:29:03Well, I talked about my work,
0:29:03 > 0:29:05interesting cases here,
0:29:05 > 0:29:06and his history at Holby.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08What was his response?
0:29:08 > 0:29:10It's as if he's trying to reach for something
0:29:10 > 0:29:11just inches from his grasp.
0:29:13 > 0:29:16The closer he gets, the more frustrating it must be.
0:29:16 > 0:29:19The desire to remember is clearly overwhelming.
0:29:19 > 0:29:21Well, it couldn't have been easy.
0:29:21 > 0:29:22Thank you for coming.
0:29:22 > 0:29:24I'm very glad I did.
0:29:24 > 0:29:25See you at the service.
0:29:25 > 0:29:26Yes.
0:29:29 > 0:29:31How do you think HE's coping?
0:29:31 > 0:29:33With Henrik it's impossible to tell.
0:29:37 > 0:29:41Post-surgery, we try to get you up and about as soon as possible.
0:29:41 > 0:29:42Get me pounding the pavement?
0:29:42 > 0:29:44Exactly.
0:29:44 > 0:29:47Well, ready when you are.
0:29:47 > 0:29:49What happened there, then?
0:29:50 > 0:29:53I dislocated my hip playing cricket.
0:29:53 > 0:29:55And you ended up on a stick?
0:29:55 > 0:29:57Only got myself to blame.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59Why?
0:29:59 > 0:30:02Far too busy with the wonderful world of insurance
0:30:02 > 0:30:04to bother with physio.
0:30:05 > 0:30:06What is it you do?
0:30:06 > 0:30:09I'm a surety bond underwriter by trade.
0:30:09 > 0:30:13I'm not even going to pretend I know what that is.
0:30:13 > 0:30:15Deeply boring.
0:30:15 > 0:30:16Very lucrative.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21So, the gown business earlier,
0:30:21 > 0:30:24you thought that was perfectly normal behaviour?
0:30:24 > 0:30:26I know I'm not much to look at.
0:30:26 > 0:30:29It seemed a bit out of the ordinary to me.
0:30:29 > 0:30:30Right.
0:30:31 > 0:30:36I'd like you to talk to one of our psychiatric consultants about it.
0:30:36 > 0:30:37I'll talk to anyone.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39Good.
0:30:41 > 0:30:43What time's your memorial service?
0:30:44 > 0:30:47It's not my memorial. I'm still here.
0:30:48 > 0:30:52Do you know if there's a fund I could donate to?
0:30:52 > 0:30:54You're asking the wrong person.
0:30:57 > 0:30:58- I'll get it.- No, I'll do it.
0:30:58 > 0:31:00- No, it's fine.- Please.
0:31:00 > 0:31:01I'm not an invalid.
0:31:01 > 0:31:04Neither am I.
0:31:04 > 0:31:05James?
0:31:06 > 0:31:08Petrenko! He's arresting.
0:31:16 > 0:31:18We've got output.
0:31:18 > 0:31:19OK, good.
0:31:19 > 0:31:22Let's have some oxygen and get him to Theatre straightaway.
0:31:35 > 0:31:36Thanks, Gareth.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38Well?
0:31:39 > 0:31:41Bullet's still in there.
0:31:43 > 0:31:46- Very funny.- No movement.
0:31:46 > 0:31:47Nothing else to report.
0:31:47 > 0:31:48No.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50Fancy one of our hospital tours?
0:31:50 > 0:31:54Then, maybe later, we could go to the memorial service.
0:31:54 > 0:31:55The what?
0:31:55 > 0:31:57We talked about it yesterday.
0:31:57 > 0:31:59All your colleagues are going.
0:31:59 > 0:32:01They're unveiling a sculpture
0:32:01 > 0:32:03and there'll be prayers and speeches.
0:32:03 > 0:32:05Right, yes, of course.
0:32:07 > 0:32:09What's the matter?
0:32:11 > 0:32:13I've forgotten.
0:32:13 > 0:32:14What?
0:32:18 > 0:32:20The doctor's name.
0:32:20 > 0:32:21Who?
0:32:21 > 0:32:23You said someone died?
0:32:24 > 0:32:26- Yes.- Yes. What's his name?
0:32:27 > 0:32:29Raf. Raf Di Lucca.
0:32:29 > 0:32:31Raf. Di Lucca?
0:32:35 > 0:32:37Raf Di Lucca.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41- Raf...- Would you like to go?
0:32:43 > 0:32:45To what?
0:32:45 > 0:32:48- The memorial service. - Look, I don't know!
0:32:48 > 0:32:50It's a chance for you to pay your respects.
0:32:52 > 0:32:53And see your friends.
0:32:54 > 0:32:56Oliver?
0:33:00 > 0:33:02What do you think I should do?
0:33:05 > 0:33:07It's up to you.
0:33:31 > 0:33:34I wish I'd had the chance to stop him.
0:33:35 > 0:33:38None of us could, I'm afraid.
0:33:38 > 0:33:41All he ever said he wanted to do was heal people.
0:33:44 > 0:33:46I know.
0:33:52 > 0:33:55Do you think he meant it?
0:33:55 > 0:33:57I prefer to believe that was the case.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02Now this is his only legacy.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06I have something for you.
0:34:10 > 0:34:12- It's...- I know what it is.
0:34:15 > 0:34:18It belongs to you now.
0:34:18 > 0:34:20Don't you want it?
0:34:21 > 0:34:24I'd rather you passed it on to Oskar, please.
0:34:25 > 0:34:27Why?
0:34:27 > 0:34:28I just thought...
0:34:28 > 0:34:29He'd want a souvenir?
0:34:29 > 0:34:32- No.- A keepsake of his father, the murderer?
0:34:32 > 0:34:35- No, I'm sorry, I...- One day, I'll have to tell him the truth.
0:34:37 > 0:34:41When that day comes, I hope you'll allow me to be at your side.
0:34:44 > 0:34:48I don't know how I'm going to survive that.
0:34:48 > 0:34:49You will.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53For your son's sake if nothing else...
0:34:55 > 0:34:56..you will.
0:34:58 > 0:34:59And what about you?
0:35:01 > 0:35:02Me?
0:35:03 > 0:35:05How will you survive?
0:35:14 > 0:35:16Please take it.
0:35:16 > 0:35:19Oskar's great-grandmother would have liked him to have it, I know.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48Put him on bypass.
0:35:48 > 0:35:50MONITORS BEEP
0:35:50 > 0:35:53Let's have a look at one artery.
0:35:56 > 0:36:00Good. OK, let's get on with this.
0:36:04 > 0:36:07Cheers.
0:36:09 > 0:36:12I'm not sure I'm going to make the memorial service.
0:36:14 > 0:36:17- Why?- I think I'm going to stay here with Gran.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19OK.
0:36:21 > 0:36:23I can't remember her being this sick before.
0:36:24 > 0:36:26You two seem pretty close.
0:36:27 > 0:36:30She practically raised me as a kid.
0:36:30 > 0:36:32She's so full of life.
0:36:32 > 0:36:35Seeing her in that bed is...
0:36:35 > 0:36:37Well, it's only a TIA.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41It's like she got old and I didn't notice.
0:36:43 > 0:36:44Happens to us all.
0:36:44 > 0:36:46Well, most of us.
0:36:46 > 0:36:48Thanks for looking after her today.
0:36:48 > 0:36:49You're welcome.
0:36:53 > 0:36:56I haven't even asked you how you are.
0:36:56 > 0:36:57It's fine.
0:36:58 > 0:37:02I know how hard it must be, coming in to work today.
0:37:02 > 0:37:04Sheilagh cheered me up.
0:37:05 > 0:37:08I think I will come, actually.
0:37:08 > 0:37:09Yeah?
0:37:09 > 0:37:11Yeah. It's only an hour.
0:37:11 > 0:37:13OK, well, I'll let Donna know.
0:37:13 > 0:37:15We can all go together.
0:37:15 > 0:37:17Cool.
0:37:25 > 0:37:28Let's be ready to come off bypass when this graft is in.
0:37:31 > 0:37:32Jac?
0:37:40 > 0:37:42Is everything OK?
0:37:42 > 0:37:43Fine.
0:37:50 > 0:37:52Done.
0:37:56 > 0:37:57Right, let's come off bypass.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59MONITORS BEEP
0:37:59 > 0:38:01Would you like me to close up?
0:38:01 > 0:38:02If you like.
0:38:02 > 0:38:04Hmm. Pericardial stitch, please.
0:38:09 > 0:38:10I'll leave you to it.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48Beautiful flowers.
0:38:49 > 0:38:50Yeah.
0:38:50 > 0:38:52This is very peaceful.
0:38:52 > 0:38:54Could you just give me a few minutes to myself?
0:38:54 > 0:38:58- Yeah, I'm sorry.- Oh, for God's sake! Why did you come?
0:38:58 > 0:39:00Because you invited me.
0:39:00 > 0:39:02But you didn't have to show up.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04Why did you ask me here if that's how you feel?
0:39:04 > 0:39:08To do the right thing, to be the better person.
0:39:08 > 0:39:09I just wish you'd stayed away.
0:39:11 > 0:39:12This is too hard.
0:39:14 > 0:39:16Yeah, I know.
0:39:19 > 0:39:21You don't have to go.
0:39:24 > 0:39:26I promised I wouldn't do this.
0:39:46 > 0:39:49What did you love most about him?
0:39:53 > 0:39:55His passion for medicine.
0:39:55 > 0:39:57He was very driven.
0:39:57 > 0:39:59Yeah. Fredrik too.
0:39:59 > 0:40:01Don't say his name.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06His work was all he loved.
0:40:06 > 0:40:09Myself and Oskar were just two minor characters in a world
0:40:09 > 0:40:12that revolved around one man.
0:40:12 > 0:40:15I knew that a long time ago and yet I stood by.
0:40:15 > 0:40:17I let him destroy our lives.
0:40:18 > 0:40:22- Why?- Who wants to admit they chose to marry a sociopath?
0:40:22 > 0:40:25You couldn't have guessed it was going to turn out this way.
0:40:25 > 0:40:28I thought it would end in divorce.
0:40:28 > 0:40:29You know? Not...
0:40:34 > 0:40:37I reckon me and Raf would have lasted the course.
0:40:37 > 0:40:39Did you plan to have children?
0:40:42 > 0:40:44He would have made a great dad.
0:40:49 > 0:40:50You're a brave woman.
0:40:50 > 0:40:52- No, I'm not.- To ask me here today.
0:40:52 > 0:40:54But it was for him.
0:40:56 > 0:40:58He would be very proud of you.
0:41:02 > 0:41:05He'd be the first person to say,
0:41:05 > 0:41:08you can't spend the rest of your life blaming yourself.
0:41:10 > 0:41:13You've got someone to love, someone to live for.
0:41:14 > 0:41:15A son.
0:41:17 > 0:41:19And that means you've got a future.
0:41:31 > 0:41:34- Sorry.- What for?
0:41:34 > 0:41:36I can tell I'm really getting on your nerves.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38You're not.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40I know I'm a bit Marmite.
0:41:40 > 0:41:43I'm just a little preoccupied at the moment.
0:41:43 > 0:41:45Are you sure?
0:41:45 > 0:41:47Yeah.
0:41:47 > 0:41:49Thank you though, I appreciate it.
0:41:51 > 0:41:52Actually, Meena.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57For the record,
0:41:57 > 0:42:00I thought you were really great with Sheilagh earlier. Well done.
0:42:07 > 0:42:09Ready to go?
0:42:40 > 0:42:43- VOICEOVER:- I have to open his chest.
0:42:43 > 0:42:46- Let's just not move and wait for the trolley. OK?- All right.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59I reviewed his GP notes
0:42:59 > 0:43:02and there's definitely been a marked change in his behaviour.
0:43:02 > 0:43:05He seems to have developed this pathological generosity.
0:43:06 > 0:43:09Really?
0:43:09 > 0:43:13OK, well, I'll order an MRI and speak to someone in Neuro. Thanks.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20So, this is where you're hiding.
0:43:20 > 0:43:22I'm not hiding.
0:43:22 > 0:43:23I've come to collect you.
0:43:24 > 0:43:27- For?- The service.
0:43:28 > 0:43:30Sorry, I can't make it.
0:43:30 > 0:43:31Yes, I thought you might say that.
0:43:31 > 0:43:34- I'm busy.- Yes, I thought you might say that too.
0:43:34 > 0:43:35Oh, God.
0:43:35 > 0:43:39- What?- You're having one of your irritatingly persistent days.
0:43:39 > 0:43:43No, I'm having one of my "I'm not going without you" days, actually.
0:43:45 > 0:43:48- I've got more important things to do.- This is important.
0:43:48 > 0:43:50Not for me. Not right now.
0:43:53 > 0:43:55Hanssen's making a speech.
0:43:57 > 0:43:59- It can't be easy for him. - It's his choice.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04- Have you two actually spoken since...?- No.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06What, not at all?
0:44:10 > 0:44:13- Everyone is struggling.- Really?
0:44:13 > 0:44:17The nights I've spent soul-searching,
0:44:17 > 0:44:20trying to fathom why I didn't see the signs.
0:44:20 > 0:44:22- You're not telepathic. - All I'm saying is,
0:44:22 > 0:44:24there's so many people with so many battles to fight.
0:44:24 > 0:44:27Well, no-one else's battle means trying to get through
0:44:27 > 0:44:31an hour of surgery without your leg collapsing from underneath you.
0:44:33 > 0:44:34When did this happen?
0:44:34 > 0:44:37- Or your wound bursting open mid-operation.- What?!
0:44:40 > 0:44:43I thought you were on the road to recovery.
0:44:43 > 0:44:46You have got to take time off work.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48And do what?
0:44:48 > 0:44:49Rest!
0:44:53 > 0:44:55What's your gut telling you?
0:44:55 > 0:44:57It's taken a vow of silence.
0:44:59 > 0:45:03Listen, you've just got to do whatever you can to get through.
0:45:03 > 0:45:05It's just so exhausting, Sacha.
0:45:08 > 0:45:10- Come on.- Oh, God.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12- Come on.- Oh...- Come on.
0:45:13 > 0:45:15Let's give you a Sacha special.
0:45:24 > 0:45:25KNOCK ON DOOR
0:45:25 > 0:45:27Come in.
0:45:29 > 0:45:32- Zero hour.- Indeed. - I thought we could arrive together.
0:45:32 > 0:45:36- All right, fine.- Show a united front.- Absolutely.
0:45:36 > 0:45:38How's the speech?
0:45:39 > 0:45:41I've kept it very simple.
0:45:41 > 0:45:43- Best thing.- Yes, I thought so.
0:45:43 > 0:45:46Roxanna has decided to bring Ollie Valentine along.
0:45:46 > 0:45:47Really?
0:45:47 > 0:45:50She thinks it'll help his recovery.
0:45:50 > 0:45:51- OK.- Shall we?- Right.
0:45:57 > 0:45:59- What are you doing? - Researching a case.
0:46:01 > 0:46:02You can have it back later.
0:46:02 > 0:46:04Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for coming.
0:46:04 > 0:46:07After a few words from our CEO, Henrik Hanssen,
0:46:07 > 0:46:09there'll be a minute's silence
0:46:09 > 0:46:11and then the unveiling of the sculpture.
0:46:20 > 0:46:23Friends and colleagues,
0:46:23 > 0:46:27it is my great privilege to address you in my capacity
0:46:27 > 0:46:30as CEO of Holby City Hospital.
0:46:33 > 0:46:35Fredrik, put the gun down. You're not yourself.
0:46:42 > 0:46:44Erm...
0:46:44 > 0:46:47I would first like to talk about...
0:46:49 > 0:46:50Are you all right?
0:46:50 > 0:46:52I don't know.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54VOICEOVER: Mr Copeland, get out of here now!
0:46:54 > 0:46:58I would like to express my...
0:46:59 > 0:47:02..heartfelt sympathies...
0:47:04 > 0:47:05My heart...
0:47:07 > 0:47:09I, uh...
0:47:11 > 0:47:13My, erm, sincere...
0:47:13 > 0:47:15Fredrik!
0:47:15 > 0:47:17GUNSHOT
0:47:17 > 0:47:19I apologise. I'm sorry.
0:47:22 > 0:47:24I'll get you out of here.
0:47:26 > 0:47:29It's a pretty emotional day for all of us.
0:47:29 > 0:47:33Perhaps now is a good time for that one minute's silence.
0:47:50 > 0:47:52- John, would you mind doing the unveiling?- Not at all.
0:48:01 > 0:48:06Raf Di Lucca was a compassionate and caring human being
0:48:06 > 0:48:12whose loss will be felt throughout this hospital for years to come.
0:48:12 > 0:48:14So, to honour his memory properly,
0:48:14 > 0:48:18we need to hold fast to our purpose...
0:48:20 > 0:48:21..to care...
0:48:23 > 0:48:25..for all those who walk through our door -
0:48:25 > 0:48:27the lost, the damaged
0:48:27 > 0:48:29and the tortured.
0:48:31 > 0:48:33We all came into work that day
0:48:33 > 0:48:37and found that our lives were suddenly changed for ever.
0:48:40 > 0:48:44But if we stand shoulder to shoulder and we believe in ourselves,
0:48:44 > 0:48:46in healing...
0:48:49 > 0:48:51..what this place actually stands for,
0:48:51 > 0:48:54we'll survive.
0:49:04 > 0:49:06For Raf.
0:49:09 > 0:49:11And for ourselves.
0:49:19 > 0:49:21Mr Gaskell?
0:49:21 > 0:49:24Hey. How was AAU?
0:49:24 > 0:49:25Fine.
0:49:25 > 0:49:27That speech was so moving.
0:49:27 > 0:49:28Oh. Thank you.
0:49:28 > 0:49:30A three-tissue job.
0:49:30 > 0:49:32I'm sure I just said what we were all thinking.
0:49:32 > 0:49:34Well, anyway, it was amazing.
0:49:35 > 0:49:36Oh, listen...
0:49:36 > 0:49:41I've got a major neuro trial in the pipeline.
0:49:41 > 0:49:42Really?
0:49:42 > 0:49:45Using stem cell gene therapy to combat degenerative conditions.
0:49:45 > 0:49:47Oh, my gosh.
0:49:47 > 0:49:49I'm looking to put a student on the team.
0:49:49 > 0:49:50Yeah?
0:49:50 > 0:49:52You know, the usual -
0:49:52 > 0:49:54silly hours, lots of legwork.
0:49:54 > 0:49:55All unpaid.
0:49:55 > 0:49:58Most of us would pay just to be involved.
0:49:58 > 0:49:59So, would you be up for it?
0:49:59 > 0:50:02- You're asking me?- Yeah. Fancy it?
0:50:02 > 0:50:04- Seriously?- Yeah.
0:50:04 > 0:50:06Thank you so, so much.
0:50:06 > 0:50:08You're welcome.
0:50:17 > 0:50:20You can't pretend nothing happened in the theatre.
0:50:22 > 0:50:23I CAN pretend you're not here.
0:50:23 > 0:50:26What if you were in the middle of the procedure
0:50:26 > 0:50:28and there was nobody to take over?
0:50:28 > 0:50:30It's none of your business.
0:50:30 > 0:50:32I need you to stay in your job.
0:50:33 > 0:50:36What?
0:50:36 > 0:50:37I want to learn from the best
0:50:37 > 0:50:40and if you get fired, I'll be stuck with your replacement.
0:50:49 > 0:50:51HE SIGHS
0:50:51 > 0:50:53KNOCK ON DOOR
0:50:54 > 0:50:55Come in.
0:50:58 > 0:50:59Ah!
0:51:08 > 0:51:10I'm leaving for home.
0:51:11 > 0:51:13- Right now?- Yes.
0:51:16 > 0:51:18I was hoping perhaps we could...
0:51:18 > 0:51:21Mr Gaskell spoke very well in your absence.
0:51:21 > 0:51:25Yes. Well, I'm sure he did. That's good.
0:51:29 > 0:51:31I think you should have this back.
0:51:34 > 0:51:36That was for Oskar.
0:51:36 > 0:51:39Oskar and I have each other to remind us of Fredrik every day.
0:51:39 > 0:51:42You need to hold on to the few memories you have of him.
0:51:47 > 0:51:48You won't be seeing me again.
0:51:51 > 0:51:52But...
0:51:52 > 0:51:56If your grandson is to have any chance of a normal life...
0:51:57 > 0:51:59..you cannot be in it.
0:51:59 > 0:52:02- Please... - Just take your coin, Henrik.
0:52:24 > 0:52:25How was the service?
0:52:25 > 0:52:27Emotional.
0:52:27 > 0:52:31You've got to remember that death is a beautiful part of life.
0:52:31 > 0:52:33Don't say that, Gran.
0:52:33 > 0:52:34Don't panic.
0:52:34 > 0:52:37- I plan on sticking around for a while yet.- I hope so.
0:52:37 > 0:52:40Despite heading for the old codgers' ward.
0:52:40 > 0:52:43- There's no room up there. - I get to go home?
0:52:43 > 0:52:45Gran, you've had a flipping stroke.
0:52:45 > 0:52:47Mini. Mini-mini.
0:52:47 > 0:52:49OK, mini.
0:52:49 > 0:52:51Sorry to interrupt.
0:52:51 > 0:52:53Donna and I are going to grab a drink in Albie's,
0:52:53 > 0:52:56so you're welcome to join if you'd like?
0:52:56 > 0:52:57Yeah, maybe.
0:52:59 > 0:53:02Lovely lad.
0:53:02 > 0:53:03Yeah.
0:53:03 > 0:53:05Nice-looking too.
0:53:06 > 0:53:07Gran...
0:53:07 > 0:53:10you're going to be getting a lot of advice,
0:53:10 > 0:53:11so you need to listen.
0:53:11 > 0:53:14Stop talking to me like I'm 90.
0:53:14 > 0:53:15Please...
0:53:15 > 0:53:17You're such a sensitive soul.
0:53:18 > 0:53:21Always so in touch with your feminine side.
0:53:21 > 0:53:23What's that supposed to mean?
0:53:23 > 0:53:29I mean, if you want to play A/C for a while
0:53:29 > 0:53:31rather than D/C...
0:53:33 > 0:53:36..that's absolutely fine by me.
0:53:39 > 0:53:41I need to get back. See you soon, all right?
0:53:41 > 0:53:44Love you.
0:53:47 > 0:53:51I'm fully aware that's my primary asset,
0:53:51 > 0:53:55but if I want to sell my house and donate the proceeds to charity
0:53:55 > 0:53:57then that's my...
0:53:59 > 0:54:01Hello. Who am I speaking to?
0:54:01 > 0:54:02His accountant?
0:54:02 > 0:54:04Excellent.
0:54:04 > 0:54:05I'm Mr Gabriel's consultant.
0:54:05 > 0:54:08I'm afraid he's currently suffering from a serious medical condition
0:54:08 > 0:54:11which renders him unable to make rational decisions
0:54:11 > 0:54:13about his financial future.
0:54:13 > 0:54:15OK? Thank you.
0:54:19 > 0:54:22Just cos I've had a heart attack doesn't mean...
0:54:22 > 0:54:25It's more serious than that, I'm afraid, James.
0:54:25 > 0:54:28It wasn't immediately obvious until I looked at your MRI,
0:54:28 > 0:54:30but it would appear you've suffered a stroke.
0:54:32 > 0:54:33What?
0:54:33 > 0:54:34When?
0:54:34 > 0:54:36We don't know,
0:54:36 > 0:54:37but all this generosity -
0:54:37 > 0:54:41the water, the gown, giving away your savings -
0:54:41 > 0:54:43it's odd, to say the least.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45Psych seem to think you have all your marbles,
0:54:45 > 0:54:47so I showed your scans to Neuro,
0:54:47 > 0:54:50and it turns out you're a one-in-a-million shot.
0:54:50 > 0:54:53- Am I? - Apparently, in very rare cases,
0:54:53 > 0:54:56a stroke can strongly impact your behaviour.
0:54:56 > 0:54:59That's why you're giving away everything you've got.
0:54:59 > 0:55:02It's better than getting meaner.
0:55:04 > 0:55:07In the meantime, we'll review your medication
0:55:07 > 0:55:09in light of this new diagnosis.
0:55:12 > 0:55:15Can I still make a donation to the memorial fund?
0:55:37 > 0:55:39To dear friends.
0:55:39 > 0:55:41ALL: To dear friends.
0:56:14 > 0:56:16TYRES SCREECH
0:56:21 > 0:56:24ENGINE CONTINUES RUNNING