0:00:02 > 0:00:04We are all terrified. What do we do? Cry and weep?
0:00:04 > 0:00:07No, we just get on with it! That's what normal people do.
0:00:07 > 0:00:09What are you so afraid of, Jac?
0:00:09 > 0:00:11- Who did this to you?- No-one.
0:00:11 > 0:00:12It was an accident.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14I should have stopped this.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16- I should have done something. - BP stabilising.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- Good.- He's going to be OK.
0:00:19 > 0:00:20For now.
0:00:21 > 0:00:24- Aren't you living at mine? - Sometimes, not always.
0:00:24 > 0:00:25Where else do you live?
0:00:25 > 0:00:26Greta's.
0:00:26 > 0:00:28Who's Greta?
0:00:28 > 0:00:29My girlfriend.
0:00:29 > 0:00:33Bernie, I'm afraid I'm going to have to put Nairobi on hold.
0:00:33 > 0:00:34Indefinitely.
0:00:34 > 0:00:35Argh!
0:00:35 > 0:00:36Oh, it hurts!
0:00:36 > 0:00:39That's how we know it's working. Two more.
0:00:39 > 0:00:40HE GASPS
0:01:20 > 0:01:21DOOR OPENS
0:01:23 > 0:01:25Oh! Is that for me?
0:01:26 > 0:01:28Have you been here all night?
0:01:28 > 0:01:30No, no, I, er...
0:01:31 > 0:01:33..just woke up early, and...
0:01:33 > 0:01:35..thought I'd make a head start with things.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37So it wasn't you that ordered the pizza?
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Rox, you have to look after yourself.
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Oi, this came after you left.
0:01:47 > 0:01:48Well, anything for me?
0:01:52 > 0:01:55- You were actually bricking it there, weren't you?- As if.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57It's just I've never not had a card before.
0:01:57 > 0:02:00- Seriously? Every year? - Well, ever since I was six.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02- So, come on! Who's it from? - Hey! Open your own!
0:02:02 > 0:02:04No! I'm saving it for later.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05Zarady Boha.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08Sorry! Didn't mean to be insensitive.
0:02:08 > 0:02:09What?
0:02:09 > 0:02:12Well, you know, no post.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13Oh, please. I'm holding the pain inside.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Something might come tomorrow.
0:02:16 > 0:02:17OK.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Valentine's is for 12-year-old girls,
0:02:22 > 0:02:25florists, and wives whose husbands are cheating behind their backs.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Come on, you must have had loads in the past. You're gorgeous!
0:02:28 > 0:02:31If I hear about Valentine's Day one more time,
0:02:31 > 0:02:34I am going to buy that pet tarantula.
0:02:34 > 0:02:38All right, all right! But you must have had cards, I mean, before.
0:02:38 > 0:02:39Frieda!
0:02:39 > 0:02:40Where are you going?
0:02:40 > 0:02:42To cut my ears off.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46Well done, Meena. Good job!
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Can't I see something gross?
0:02:48 > 0:02:50It's half term. You said this would be fun.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Yeah, and it will be, all right?
0:02:52 > 0:02:54But we're up on Darwin, this isn't AAU.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56So it's a little bit more sedate up here, love.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58So you're not going to see a boil being lanced or a parasite removed.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00Shame.
0:03:00 > 0:03:01- Mr Fletcher.- Ah.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05- It's all right. I need the loo, anyway.- Just...
0:03:07 > 0:03:09I thought you might have already left for your meeting.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Evidently!
0:03:11 > 0:03:12She just wanted to see me in action.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14You know, now I'm the DON.
0:03:14 > 0:03:15Mm, Of course she does.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18What 13-year-old girl wouldn't want to spend her entire day
0:03:18 > 0:03:19on a cardiothoracic ward?
0:03:21 > 0:03:24All right, I wanted to bring her in because she's got a date.
0:03:24 > 0:03:25What?
0:03:25 > 0:03:27I read one of her texts.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29So if she's in here with me, she can't be outside with him.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31You're reading her messages?
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Don't tell me you're not going to do the same
0:03:33 > 0:03:35when Emma gets her first boyfriend.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Ah, see, you hadn't thought of that, had you?
0:03:37 > 0:03:41- No, from now on I'm taking a leaf out of your book.- My book?
0:03:41 > 0:03:42Well, you're the one that told me
0:03:42 > 0:03:45to get her a mobile phone for Christmas, and you know what?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47It's the best thing I ever did, cos now I know exactly what's going on.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53No, it's just prep work today for the VR project I developed on David.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Just going through some old photos, and...
0:03:55 > 0:03:58seeing what memories we can trigger.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59Still...
0:04:00 > 0:04:02..if you need me...
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Well, it's hardly a challenging day, but thank you.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26Well! Look what arrived for me!
0:04:26 > 0:04:28Seems I have a secret admirer, and...
0:04:28 > 0:04:29..he's a feeder!
0:04:34 > 0:04:36Right, well, I was going to share them around,
0:04:36 > 0:04:38but seeing as you have no enthusiasm,
0:04:38 > 0:04:40I will just take them home and eat them all.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41Rather you than me.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Refined sugar in your 30s...
0:04:43 > 0:04:44..that's brave.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48If they're from a stranger, there could be anything in them.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51- You should be careful. - Lofty, they're cupcakes.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54You don't know. There could be Rohypnol in them, or something.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00- Calm down, calm down. You need to step back.- You see what he did?
0:05:00 > 0:05:02- Just...- See what he did? - Step away, sir.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12It is like living with a Barbie, yes.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16Well, she would paint the walls pink if she could.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20OK, I'll call you later. Bye.
0:05:28 > 0:05:29Coming?
0:05:34 > 0:05:35Anything?
0:05:37 > 0:05:38The memories are there, Ollie.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40They're just...
0:05:40 > 0:05:41..obscured.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43Hidden in a fog. We will get there.
0:05:45 > 0:05:46Zosia.
0:05:47 > 0:05:48You remember her?
0:05:50 > 0:05:52Mo took this photograph.
0:05:52 > 0:05:56We hadn't got any together, so Mo insisted.
0:05:57 > 0:05:58This was our first.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Anything else?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03This was a karaoke night. We sang.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05- What did you sing? - Don't Stop Me Now.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07THEY CHUCKLE
0:06:07 > 0:06:09We can definitely use this.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19Can we talk about my going home?
0:06:19 > 0:06:21I've been improving every day.
0:06:21 > 0:06:22Let's not get ahead of ourselves.
0:06:22 > 0:06:23Please?
0:06:24 > 0:06:27I've been here for weeks. I'm going insane.
0:06:32 > 0:06:33Donna...
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- Earth to Donna!- Look at him.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41He looks like he's given up.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44How can we discharge him like this?
0:06:45 > 0:06:47Well, we're not discharging him just yet.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49We still need to repeat bloods and do regular obs.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54To make sure he's stable enough to go and get beaten up again?
0:07:19 > 0:07:22As part of your treatment plan, we should visit some familiar places.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25If I arrange a day's leave, how does that sound?
0:07:27 > 0:07:28Fine.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30I know it's not the same thing as being discharged, but...
0:07:30 > 0:07:32How long will it take to build the programme?
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Not long.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36The template's already established.
0:07:36 > 0:07:39I just need to replace some existing content, that's all.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42You mean David's pictures?
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Yes.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46Must be difficult.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Deleting all hopes you have for his recovery.
0:07:52 > 0:07:53I try not to look at it that way.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Sorry, I didn't mean to...
0:08:04 > 0:08:05It's fine.
0:08:05 > 0:08:06PHONE VIBRATES
0:08:19 > 0:08:20Oliver's results.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23His reticulocytes are low.
0:08:23 > 0:08:24His bone marrow's suppressed.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27OK, let's call the consultant haematologist,
0:08:27 > 0:08:28get him sent straight for a CT scan.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31OK, I'll ask nurse Chiltern if he can do hourly obs
0:08:31 > 0:08:33from now on as the risk of infection is a lot higher.
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Thank you, Mr Copeland.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Suppressed? I don't understand it.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40He wasn't presenting any symptoms.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- I promise I'll look after it.- Good.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Cos it's come all the way from Nepal.
0:08:47 > 0:08:51You know, in a certain light, it's got a look of your father.
0:08:51 > 0:08:52How very dare you!
0:08:52 > 0:08:54I'm sorry to interrupt,
0:08:54 > 0:08:58but the boy in bay two says there is a man acting strange on the ward.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59What man?
0:08:59 > 0:09:02He's wearing a motorbike outfit, and he has a bag around his shoulder.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03I think I saw him earlier.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06Security says he hasn't passed them, so to contact you.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09So he made it on to the ward without getting his bag checked?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Right, can you keep an eye on her for a bit?
0:09:11 > 0:09:12Yes. Yes, sure.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Dad, I'm fine.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15No, no. You stay on AAU.
0:09:19 > 0:09:20SHE CHUCKLES
0:09:23 > 0:09:25This better be in perfect condition,
0:09:25 > 0:09:28considering the ridiculous amount it's costing.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31- What's that?- Your thumbprint.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32I don't mean to be rude,
0:09:32 > 0:09:34it's just you touched it when you took it out of the sleeve.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- If there are any scratches on this...- There aren't, I promise.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38Scout's honour.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44What... What are you doing?
0:09:44 > 0:09:47- I know I said I'd pay you online, but you're here now.- No, I...
0:09:47 > 0:09:50I only deal in bank transfers. I get muddled otherwise.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53That's why I wanted to send it in the post, see.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Plus, I got mugged recently, so...
0:09:55 > 0:09:57OK, give me the details.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00Well, a couple of teenagers, and... they were watching me, then they...
0:10:00 > 0:10:01- Bank details.- Oh!
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Right, of course. Erm...
0:10:04 > 0:10:07..I'll e-mail you. I've damaged my hand.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11- You've damaged your hand?- Yeah.
0:10:11 > 0:10:12In the mugging.
0:10:21 > 0:10:2238.1.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Had any nausea or headaches?
0:10:24 > 0:10:25No.
0:10:25 > 0:10:26Naturally, I'd tell you if I had.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Not if you wanted to be discharged.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32Ollie, if I'm going to treat you, you need to be honest with me.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35- How long have you been in pain? - I keep telling you, I'm not in pain.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37You're just exhausted.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38OLIVER GASPS
0:10:38 > 0:10:39Try to get some rest.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47Mr Copeland, can you chase up the metallurgical analysis
0:10:47 > 0:10:49of the bullet from the forensic report, please?
0:10:49 > 0:10:50Of course.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54He seems quite agitated.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57There's concerns the bullet may be migrating through his brain.
0:10:57 > 0:10:58And if it has, we need to move quickly,
0:10:58 > 0:11:01before it blocks the ventricular outflow.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02If it hasn't already.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06GASKELL SIGHS
0:11:09 > 0:11:10A date. How exciting!
0:11:10 > 0:11:11But I need to meet him later now,
0:11:11 > 0:11:13so I was thinking, if I Skyped him...
0:11:13 > 0:11:15Ah. Now, should I be worried?
0:11:15 > 0:11:17No, I promise.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19OK. Laptop's in my office.
0:11:19 > 0:11:20Thank you.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23Serena? Erm...
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Dr McKendrick was looking for you.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28Thought you should know who's in bed one.
0:11:28 > 0:11:29Don't worry, he's on his way.
0:11:29 > 0:11:30Who?
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Jason.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Apparently, that's his girlfriend.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38Really? Oh...OK.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Thank you. Thank you.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42Greta. Hi.
0:11:42 > 0:11:43Lovely to meet you.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49Greta's been having trouble breathing for the past hour.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51She's got chest pain and tachycardia,
0:11:51 > 0:11:53- and I'm just about to do an ECG. - Good, thank you.
0:11:53 > 0:11:59Can I also get FBC, U&Es, LFT and a beta HCG test, please?
0:11:59 > 0:12:05Erm...so, Greta, I'm Serena, Jason's aunt.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07- You're Jason's aunt?- Yes.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10Yes, sorry, I would have introduced myself properly,
0:12:10 > 0:12:12but I could see that you were busy.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15Anyway, I've been so looking forward to us meeting.
0:12:15 > 0:12:16I mean, not like this, obviously.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18She shouldn't be treating me.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20- Sorry?- I'm your nephew's girlfriend.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22That's hardly professional.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29Four minutes, he waited outside. Four minutes.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31For all we know, that fight could have been staged.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Whatever's in his bag, he didn't want it searched, so...
0:12:33 > 0:12:35That's him there. Get him! Go on.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Oi! You! Stay where you are!
0:12:37 > 0:12:39What's in the bag?
0:12:39 > 0:12:41- What's in the bag?- Nothing, it's just sandwiches.- No, go on.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44- What's in here? - No, it's just my lunch!
0:12:44 > 0:12:45Agh!
0:12:45 > 0:12:48All right, careful. Mind his head. Mind his head.
0:12:54 > 0:12:57No, he's not breathing. Go and get some help.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00I've just heard back from the metallurgical report.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Apparently the bullets were repurposed.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05Part lead, but there was also traces of manganese inside.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Manganese?
0:13:07 > 0:13:09So we know it's not ferromagnetic.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10I'll order an MRI.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Do you think it could be manganese poisoning?
0:13:14 > 0:13:17Let's not jump to any more conclusions.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19I thought he was improving.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20So did I.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- Patient's hypertensive. - What the hell were they doing?
0:13:31 > 0:13:34- Just restraining him. - Yeah, with what, a bus?
0:13:34 > 0:13:37ECG, CT scan, and a chest X-ray.
0:13:37 > 0:13:41I need to know if I'm dealing with a pneumothorax or a heart attack.
0:13:41 > 0:13:42Patch line.
0:13:44 > 0:13:45Serena, the girl has a point.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47Now, if Jason had spoken those words,
0:13:47 > 0:13:48then you wouldn't be taking offence.
0:13:48 > 0:13:52Jason hasn't avoided meeting me for the past week.
0:13:52 > 0:13:56Three times I've had to reschedule dinner, and each time, she's busy.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59I've got a fridge full of gluten-free desserts.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01Well, maybe she had plans
0:14:01 > 0:14:05which would have been too stressful to change.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06Come on, you know how Asperger's works.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08This is hardly virgin territory.
0:14:08 > 0:14:09What?
0:14:10 > 0:14:12Well...surely you knew.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15That's how they found each other.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Through the social group.
0:14:17 > 0:14:18What social group?
0:14:20 > 0:14:24Jason is part of an autistic social group.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26Didn't you ask how they met?
0:14:26 > 0:14:28- He said they met at the cinema.- Ah.
0:14:28 > 0:14:32So he didn't mention that it was a group outing.
0:14:32 > 0:14:33Every question I've asked him about Greta,
0:14:33 > 0:14:35he's given me the bare minimum.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37That's why I was so frustrated when she kept cancelling.
0:14:37 > 0:14:41I was starting to convince myself we had another Lola situation.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45Sorry. Sorry, I shouldn't be putting this on you,
0:14:45 > 0:14:48- not with everything you're going through.- No, no, no, no, come on.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50Any distraction is welcome.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53Look, perhaps she'd be better off in a side room.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55Less stress.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56Go back over.
0:14:56 > 0:14:57SHE LAUGHS No!
0:14:57 > 0:15:01She has made it very clear she does not want me treating her.
0:15:01 > 0:15:02Not as a doctor.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04As a friend.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08Where is she?
0:15:08 > 0:15:09Why aren't you with her?
0:15:10 > 0:15:11SHE SIGHS
0:15:18 > 0:15:19Can I see that again?
0:15:23 > 0:15:24OK, carry on. Thank you.
0:15:28 > 0:15:29It's leaking out, isn't it?
0:15:29 > 0:15:30He hasn't got long.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35What Ms Macmillan means is, without intervention, he'll die.
0:15:35 > 0:15:39Can you book the next available slot in theatre, please, Mr Copeland?
0:15:39 > 0:15:42You're going to try and remove it again?
0:15:42 > 0:15:43Is that wise?
0:15:45 > 0:15:46Just book the slot, Mr Copeland.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53How am I supposed to tell him?
0:15:53 > 0:15:55I'll break the news if you want me to.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56No, no.
0:15:56 > 0:15:57He's my responsibility.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06BP stable. 140 over 90.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10Aortic dissection. He'll need theatre.
0:16:15 > 0:16:16HE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:16:20 > 0:16:22Don't move. You need to stay calm.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24You.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27You were the one that told those men to attack me.
0:16:27 > 0:16:28Why would you do that?
0:16:28 > 0:16:30You were being strange, acting weird, like, you were...
0:16:30 > 0:16:32..stalking the ward.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Stalking the ward? What are you talking about?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36- What are you doing here? - Delivering a package.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- I'm a courier.- Yeah, OK.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Who are you delivering to?
0:16:40 > 0:16:42One of your surgeons.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43Naylor.
0:16:43 > 0:16:44Jac Naylor.
0:16:44 > 0:16:45HE SIGHS
0:16:49 > 0:16:52This isn't really necessary, is it?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55I wouldn't be doing it otherwise.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58It's just a couple of extra days' observation.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00Which aren't really necessary.
0:17:00 > 0:17:04Donna, I appreciate what you and Ms Campbell are trying to do, but...
0:17:04 > 0:17:05I am not letting you go back to that place.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07There is proof.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Somewhere in this hospital, there is proof that you are innocent,
0:17:09 > 0:17:11- and I'm going to find it.- Donna...
0:17:11 > 0:17:13lets just face the facts.
0:17:13 > 0:17:14Let it go.
0:17:18 > 0:17:22Greta, why don't you put the phone down just for one second?
0:17:22 > 0:17:23You shouldn't be so rude.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25Jason, I wasn't suggesting that Greta was rude.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27You're telling her what to do.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29He's right. I'm not a six-year-old.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32- SERENA SIGHS - Any news?
0:17:32 > 0:17:33Kind of.
0:17:33 > 0:17:36Greta, can you tell me when your last period was?
0:17:36 > 0:17:37That's personal.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39I can't remember.
0:17:39 > 0:17:40Erm...
0:17:40 > 0:17:43Greta, Dr McKendrick is asking because...
0:17:44 > 0:17:45..you're pregnant.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47- GRETA SIGHS - Pregnant?
0:17:47 > 0:17:49- That's right.- You mean...
0:17:49 > 0:17:50..I'm going to be a dad?
0:17:50 > 0:17:51GRETA GASPS FOR BREATH
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Apparently so.- Greta...
0:17:53 > 0:17:54- Greta!- OK, let's get her into the side room.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57We'll give her some oxygen there. Come on, love, easy does it.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59There you go. That's it, well done.
0:18:02 > 0:18:03Operate?
0:18:04 > 0:18:05On my brain, again?
0:18:05 > 0:18:06Are you insane?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08It's the only way to stop the manganese
0:18:08 > 0:18:09from leaking into your system.
0:18:11 > 0:18:12No.
0:18:14 > 0:18:15No. Not going to happen.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17- Please, Ollie...- I said no!
0:18:17 > 0:18:19You think I haven't been through enough?
0:18:19 > 0:18:21I'm not going to be left paralysed, as well.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23The chances of that are minimal. 5%.
0:18:23 > 0:18:24Or left like some sort of vegetable.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27The area in which the bullet is lodged is already damaged.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30It's unlikely that removing it will cause any further injury.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32- It's the only way.- No.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35No, it isn't.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38You could pass a needle into the area where the bullet is.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40- Sorry?- Insert some sort of...
0:18:40 > 0:18:41..er...sealant.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43A tissue glue.
0:18:43 > 0:18:47That would isolate the bullet from the surrounding tissue.
0:18:47 > 0:18:48You...
0:18:49 > 0:18:52It would stop the manganese leaching into the brain.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56- I can't do that, Ollie. - Of course you can. Why not?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58- It wouldn't be the appropriate course of action. - HE SIGHS
0:18:58 > 0:19:00- What you need... - Don't you dare tell me what I need!
0:19:00 > 0:19:02I'll tell you what I need - to go back in time
0:19:02 > 0:19:04so that you can take this bullet!
0:19:04 > 0:19:06This should be in YOUR head! Not mine, yours!
0:19:06 > 0:19:08- Ollie...- You do not control me.
0:19:08 > 0:19:09Get me Gaskell.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12If you're too incompetent to do this procedure, then he will.
0:19:14 > 0:19:15Why is she getting worse?
0:19:15 > 0:19:18The news probably hasn't helped her stress levels.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20- We need to make sure this isn't a pulmonary embolism.- Embolism?
0:19:20 > 0:19:21It's a blockage.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Dr McKendrick just needs to check
0:19:23 > 0:19:25- the baby isn't pressing on your veins.- Could I lose the baby?- No!
0:19:25 > 0:19:27That's not going to happen.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30- Tell her!- Try not to worry, Jason.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31We just need to do some tests.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34OK, so I'm just going to check your oxygen saturation levels,
0:19:34 > 0:19:36so I'm going to clip this monitor over your finger.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39Follow with arterial blood gas and a VQ scan.
0:19:39 > 0:19:40Of course.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44SHE SIGHS
0:19:44 > 0:19:46Ms Macmillan has already made an informed decision
0:19:46 > 0:19:47as to your treatment.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48How can it be informed?
0:19:48 > 0:19:50The woman has an unhealthy obsession with me.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52Last night, I woke up at four o'clock in the morning
0:19:52 > 0:19:54to find her watching me sleeping.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57What, you think I didn't know you were there?
0:19:57 > 0:20:00I've done exactly the same with my patients when their breathing
0:20:00 > 0:20:02- has been laboured or...- Shallow. His breathing was shallow.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05Oh, this is ludicrous. You know as well as I do what this is all about.
0:20:05 > 0:20:06I'm not your husband!
0:20:08 > 0:20:09SHE SIGHS
0:20:09 > 0:20:11If that's how you feel, I think perhaps
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Professor Gaskell should be your consultant.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22I'm not having an operation!
0:20:22 > 0:20:25If you don't, you could suffer from internal bleeding,
0:20:25 > 0:20:27organ failure, and possibly a stroke.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35A lot of people have a fear of going under the knife,
0:20:35 > 0:20:36but there's absolutely no way
0:20:36 > 0:20:38that you're just going to be able to walk out of here.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40Look at the state you're in.
0:20:41 > 0:20:42Curtis.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44- Are you listening to me, mate? - I said no!
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Isolating the bullet will be far less invasive.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51Oliver, the procedure you're proposing,
0:20:51 > 0:20:53there's no guarantee it will isolate the bullet. What's more...
0:20:53 > 0:20:56..there's a risk that the needle will cause bleeding on entry.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58- It's not viable, you know that. - You're wrong.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00OLIVER SIGHS
0:21:00 > 0:21:02I understand the trauma that this operation poses,
0:21:02 > 0:21:03but if you don't have it...
0:21:04 > 0:21:07..the manganese will continue to drip poison into your brain.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10- Your vomiting, your fever, will rapidly worsen.- I can handle that.
0:21:10 > 0:21:14But can you handle psychiatric disturbances?
0:21:14 > 0:21:17Possible hallucinations? Further tremor?
0:21:17 > 0:21:21Neurological deficits akin to Parkinson's?
0:21:21 > 0:21:24Make no mistake - if you don't have this operation, you will die.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32Two, three more hours...you could be facing permanent damage.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36But, of course, the decision is yours.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42- I want you to do it.- You want me in theatre, fine, I'll be there.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44- But it'll be alongside Ms Macmillan. - No.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47No deal. She's far too emotionally involved.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51Oh, I've just heard that your temperature's coming back down,
0:21:51 > 0:21:52so I think we're back on track.
0:21:52 > 0:21:53Go and get some rest.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07Erm...did you get through to him?
0:22:08 > 0:22:09So what are we going to do?
0:22:09 > 0:22:12We're going to give him his discharge forms
0:22:12 > 0:22:14- when he comes back from the toilet. - Eh?
0:22:14 > 0:22:17Oh, come on, it's not like he's got enough strength to walk out
0:22:17 > 0:22:18even if he signs them.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21OK.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43DOOR OPENS
0:22:43 > 0:22:45OK, we're on. Ten minutes, scrubbing in.
0:22:45 > 0:22:46- He agreed?- In the end.
0:22:46 > 0:22:48I mean me being in theatre.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51After everything he said, wouldn't it be better if someone else...
0:22:51 > 0:22:53I'm going to do it without you. I told him. Ten minutes.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00One, two, three, four, five.
0:23:00 > 0:23:04One, two, three, four, five.
0:23:04 > 0:23:08- One, two...- Curtis? - ..three, four, five.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12One, two, three, four, five.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15I think I might know why you don't want to have the operation.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21Has it got anything to do with a three-month residential stay
0:23:21 > 0:23:23in Harbourne House?
0:23:23 > 0:23:26Look, I know that you've got severe OCD.
0:23:26 > 0:23:30So is it that you're... You're not scared of knives?
0:23:30 > 0:23:32You're scared of germs?
0:23:32 > 0:23:33Look, you need to sit down.
0:23:33 > 0:23:34CURTIS GASPS
0:23:37 > 0:23:38Why didn't you just tell me?
0:23:38 > 0:23:41What, and have you look at me like I've got three heads?
0:23:41 > 0:23:42No-one's going to do that.
0:23:42 > 0:23:43Everybody does that.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47People think I'm funny. They find it a joke, and they're right.
0:23:47 > 0:23:48I am a joke.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50There might be things that we could do to help.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52You know, things that'll make it easier for you.
0:23:52 > 0:23:55Can you imagine how difficult it is to avoid touching things in here?
0:23:55 > 0:23:59Blood, vomit, every bodily discharge known to man.
0:23:59 > 0:24:00If you're that scared, why come here?
0:24:00 > 0:24:03My benefits have been cut.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05The only way I get to eat this week
0:24:05 > 0:24:07is if I sell and bike and courier stuff.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09HE COUGHS
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Couldn't you have put whatever it was in the post?
0:24:11 > 0:24:13You think your Ms Naylor would have accepted that?
0:24:13 > 0:24:15I tried.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17HE COUGHS AND WHEEZES
0:24:17 > 0:24:20- This looks like it's my fault, really.- No.
0:24:20 > 0:24:21No, it isn't.
0:24:22 > 0:24:23Look, just leave me, yeah?
0:24:23 > 0:24:24- Curtis... - CURTIS GASPS
0:24:24 > 0:24:27- You need to rest, OK?- Oh.. - You need to rest.- No!
0:24:27 > 0:24:29No! No, I need to finish.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30Curtis, come on, mate.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32CURTIS GASPS
0:24:32 > 0:24:34- HE WHEEZES AND COUGHS - Try and relax.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36Try and relax. Try and relax.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Can I get some help in here, please?
0:24:48 > 0:24:50I think my SATs are good enough to operate.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53Never hurts to double check.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57There. Fine.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02Scared?
0:25:02 > 0:25:03Petrified.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07- If anything was to happen... - It won't.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09Yes, but if anything did...
0:25:11 > 0:25:12..you've been amazing.
0:25:17 > 0:25:18What?
0:25:19 > 0:25:21You need a hug?
0:25:25 > 0:25:26OK.
0:25:26 > 0:25:27Make it quick.
0:25:27 > 0:25:30I'm meant to be hard, remember?
0:25:34 > 0:25:35SHE SIGHS
0:25:40 > 0:25:42OK. Erm...
0:25:42 > 0:25:44I'll see you later.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47- I hope so.- No hope, no.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49I WILL see you later.
0:25:49 > 0:25:50SHE SIGHS
0:25:56 > 0:25:59Hey. Here we go. Hmm.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Who puts glitter on cupcakes?
0:26:05 > 0:26:07Oh, it's Dom's secret admirer.
0:26:07 > 0:26:08He's meeting them for a drink later.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11He should be careful. He could be an axe murderer for all we know.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13I don't think so.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15His attempt at disguising his handwriting is very poor.
0:26:15 > 0:26:16Look at that "G".
0:26:17 > 0:26:20- What?- Inflated lower loop.
0:26:20 > 0:26:25Very rare. Indicative of obsession with X-rated material.
0:26:25 > 0:26:29My grandmother taught me how to read palms, tea leaves, and...
0:26:29 > 0:26:31- Dominic's written this? - Oh, most definitely.
0:26:31 > 0:26:36He also has a manic "K," which, again, is obsession with, er...
0:26:38 > 0:26:39- PAGER BLEEPS - Oh...
0:26:54 > 0:26:57OK, so everything's looking good.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01A nice, healthy heartbeat.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03What's the heart rate?
0:27:03 > 0:27:04125.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06That's low. The average is 140.
0:27:06 > 0:27:09Anywhere between 120 and 160 is normal.
0:27:09 > 0:27:10There's nothing to worry about.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12Would you like to know the sex?
0:27:14 > 0:27:15Let me have a look.
0:27:17 > 0:27:19- It's a girl.- Impressive!
0:27:19 > 0:27:21Most people need to be told.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23Oh, that's a shame.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25I'd have preferred a boy.
0:27:26 > 0:27:30Looking at this, I'd say she's about 20 weeks,
0:27:30 > 0:27:32so she'll be stretching and flexing now.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34From this, I'd say...
0:27:34 > 0:27:36..she's about 300g.
0:27:36 > 0:27:38That's not very specific.
0:27:38 > 0:27:39She's the size of a melon.
0:27:39 > 0:27:41Yeah. A medium-sized baby.
0:27:41 > 0:27:44Greta, how did you know the average heart rate of a baby?
0:27:46 > 0:27:48You knew you were pregnant, didn't you?
0:27:48 > 0:27:49Yes.
0:27:49 > 0:27:52- SERENA SIGHS - And you didn't think to tell Jason?
0:27:53 > 0:27:55Look, if you two are going to have a baby,
0:27:55 > 0:27:59then you are going to have to share information with each other.
0:27:59 > 0:28:01Auntie Serena's right.
0:28:01 > 0:28:02Why didn't you tell me?
0:28:02 > 0:28:04I only took the test this morning.
0:28:04 > 0:28:05This morning?
0:28:05 > 0:28:07Yes.
0:28:07 > 0:28:10And is that when you started having difficulty breathing?
0:28:13 > 0:28:14Ah.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25- INTERCOM BLEEPS - How's he doing?
0:28:25 > 0:28:27His aorta is leaking.
0:28:28 > 0:28:31OK, Dacron graft is stitched in place. Removing the clamp.
0:28:33 > 0:28:34MACHINE BLEEPS
0:28:34 > 0:28:36What's happening? Is he bleeding from the back of the graft?
0:28:36 > 0:28:38I can't see. Suction!
0:28:38 > 0:28:41Get him back on bypass. We need to stop this bleed.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43MACHINE ALARMS RING
0:28:45 > 0:28:47His breathing was shallow.
0:28:47 > 0:28:49I never doubted it wasn't.
0:28:49 > 0:28:50His sudden change of mind -
0:28:50 > 0:28:53I'm presuming the caveat was your attendance in theatre?
0:28:53 > 0:28:55Not quite.
0:28:55 > 0:28:56Really?
0:28:56 > 0:28:58What did you say to him?
0:28:58 > 0:29:01It must have been remarkably persuasive.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03I told him he was right.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05You ARE obsessed.
0:29:07 > 0:29:10Neurosurgery requires an obsession.
0:29:11 > 0:29:15An unwavering single-mindedness. You're obsessed about his recovery.
0:29:15 > 0:29:17I wouldn't describe it as an obsession.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19Well, perhaps you should.
0:29:20 > 0:29:22It might make you feel uncomfortable,
0:29:22 > 0:29:23but it's what makes you brilliant.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30A panic attack? Are you sure?
0:29:30 > 0:29:33Well, hormones will affect stress.
0:29:33 > 0:29:36Ric, if she has to be admitted to hospital
0:29:36 > 0:29:38just cos she finds out she's pregnant,
0:29:38 > 0:29:40how is she going to deal with the delivery?
0:29:40 > 0:29:43With croup? Colic? Sleepless nights?
0:29:43 > 0:29:45She has Jason.
0:29:46 > 0:29:47SERENA SIGHS
0:29:47 > 0:29:52Believe me, I hate even thinking this, but come on...
0:29:52 > 0:29:54How are they going to cope as parents?
0:30:00 > 0:30:01SHE SIGHS
0:30:01 > 0:30:03Yes, there are difficulties.
0:30:04 > 0:30:06Yes, they could struggle...
0:30:07 > 0:30:10..if they didn't have a strong support network.
0:30:10 > 0:30:13But with Auntie Serena at hand...
0:30:13 > 0:30:16Oh, I have tried to help, believe me. Today.
0:30:16 > 0:30:18And every time, she rebuffs me.
0:30:18 > 0:30:20I mean, you saw that - she turns and walks away.
0:30:20 > 0:30:21Serena, you're judging the girl
0:30:21 > 0:30:24on the day that she's had a panic attack.
0:30:24 > 0:30:27I'm guessing that you must have envisaged
0:30:27 > 0:30:29the day that you'd become a grandmother.
0:30:32 > 0:30:34You've just been given a second chance.
0:30:41 > 0:30:44- OLIVER'S VOICE ECHOES:- I'll tell you what I need - to go back in time
0:30:44 > 0:30:45so that you can take this bullet!
0:30:45 > 0:30:48This should be in YOUR head! Not mine. Yours!
0:30:50 > 0:30:51Ms Macmillan?
0:30:52 > 0:30:54- Sorry.- You've got this.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56But Oliver is...
0:30:56 > 0:30:58He's fully aware you'll be leading this operation.
0:31:09 > 0:31:13- It's in a very tricky position. - Yes, it is.
0:31:13 > 0:31:15It's so close to the artery.
0:31:17 > 0:31:18It's deeply embedded.
0:31:29 > 0:31:31MACHINE BLEEPS
0:31:31 > 0:31:33- Suction.- BP is dropping.
0:31:34 > 0:31:35What's happening?
0:31:35 > 0:31:37Traumatic aneurysm. It's ruptured.
0:31:40 > 0:31:43MACHINE BLEEPS
0:31:45 > 0:31:46FLETCH SIGHS
0:31:47 > 0:31:48- Curtis...- Please don't.
0:31:49 > 0:31:52There's a mark on that curtain. You touched it.
0:31:52 > 0:31:54Well, it's just a scuff mark.
0:31:54 > 0:31:55Could be anything - you don't know that.
0:31:55 > 0:31:57Well, you're not going to catch anything from...
0:31:57 > 0:31:59It's not about catching things!
0:31:59 > 0:32:02it's about feeling contaminated, polluted.
0:32:02 > 0:32:05Why can't you understand? Why can't anyone understand that?
0:32:05 > 0:32:06I do.
0:32:07 > 0:32:08I do. Er...
0:32:10 > 0:32:11Anxiety.
0:32:11 > 0:32:13It cripples you.
0:32:13 > 0:32:14You know, it never leaves you alone.
0:32:17 > 0:32:20I've got a...touch of the OCD myself.
0:32:20 > 0:32:23You know, I always have to triple check I've locked the front door
0:32:23 > 0:32:26- even when I know that I have. It's like...- That's it, is it?
0:32:26 > 0:32:30That's your big understanding. One thing.
0:32:30 > 0:32:33One thing that takes 30 seconds out of your day,
0:32:33 > 0:32:35and suddenly you've got OCD?
0:32:35 > 0:32:37No. That's not what I meant.
0:32:37 > 0:32:39You ever held your bladder for six hours
0:32:39 > 0:32:41cos you couldn't use a public toilet?
0:32:41 > 0:32:45Or sat in a bath for a whole day?
0:32:45 > 0:32:46Or sterilised a bike?
0:32:46 > 0:32:49Or shaved your head because you thought someone dirty
0:32:49 > 0:32:51had brushed past you?
0:32:51 > 0:32:53You done that, have you?
0:32:54 > 0:32:55No, I thought not.
0:32:57 > 0:33:00My OCD, it's not about being a clean freak.
0:33:02 > 0:33:04I have to do everything to a count of five
0:33:04 > 0:33:06to stop members of my family dying.
0:33:07 > 0:33:12I have ruminations, rituals that...
0:33:12 > 0:33:14..you can't even begin to imagine.
0:33:16 > 0:33:17I don't have a life.
0:33:19 > 0:33:20So, please...
0:33:20 > 0:33:22..don't tell me you understand.
0:33:27 > 0:33:30- Can you see where it's coming from? - There's too much blood.
0:33:31 > 0:33:33MACHINE BLEEPS
0:33:36 > 0:33:38BP still dropping. Want to swap?
0:33:38 > 0:33:39I've got it. The aneurysm.
0:33:46 > 0:33:47SHE SIGHS
0:33:48 > 0:33:50It can't be secured.
0:33:50 > 0:33:52I need to sacrifice the vessel.
0:33:59 > 0:34:01BLEEPING STOPS Good work.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03Don't congratulate me. Not yet.
0:34:03 > 0:34:06We don't know what deficit he'll be left with.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19KNOCKS AT DOOR
0:34:19 > 0:34:20Do you want me to have an abortion?
0:34:22 > 0:34:25- What?- I said, do you want me to have an abortion?
0:34:25 > 0:34:28No! No. Why on earth would you think that?
0:34:28 > 0:34:30Cos you think I'd be a bad mum.
0:34:31 > 0:34:33Well, I don't know what gave you that impression.
0:34:33 > 0:34:35Well, isn't that what you were saying to Ric?
0:34:35 > 0:34:38You looked guilty when you turned around.
0:34:38 > 0:34:39You look like that now.
0:34:39 > 0:34:40- SERENA SIGHS - Greta...
0:34:40 > 0:34:44You think I can't tell when someone's talking about me?
0:34:44 > 0:34:47- You think I'm stupid, incapable... - No, no, I don't. I...
0:34:47 > 0:34:51Oh, Greta, could you just look at me, please, just for one second?
0:34:51 > 0:34:53And that's the other thing.
0:34:53 > 0:34:55- You think my phone means more to me than my child.- Of course I don't.
0:34:55 > 0:34:59I don't. I... OK, look, I find it frustrating.
0:34:59 > 0:35:01I mean, you're on it now!
0:35:01 > 0:35:04What could you possibly find so fascinating that you...
0:35:08 > 0:35:09SERENA SIGHS
0:35:09 > 0:35:11OK, Greta, please, please don't tell me
0:35:11 > 0:35:13that you've been researching pregnancy all this time.
0:35:13 > 0:35:14Yes.
0:35:14 > 0:35:16But apparently that makes me a bad mum.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18No, I never thought that. I never thought that.
0:35:18 > 0:35:22I was just concerned about whether you would be able to cope.
0:35:22 > 0:35:24- So I'm not capable of having this child?- I didn't say that!
0:35:24 > 0:35:25Auntie Serena!
0:35:27 > 0:35:29I think you should leave.
0:36:29 > 0:36:32Ollie? Ollie?
0:36:32 > 0:36:35- I can't see... Why...can't I see? - Try not to panic.
0:36:38 > 0:36:40It's just from the operation.
0:36:40 > 0:36:42Probably some temporary swelling of the brain.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Operation?... No. No...
0:36:44 > 0:36:45Zosia...
0:36:45 > 0:36:47Where's Zosia?
0:36:47 > 0:36:49I'm afraid Zosia's not here at the moment.
0:36:49 > 0:36:52I want Zosia. I don't want you.
0:36:52 > 0:36:53I don't even know who you are.
0:36:53 > 0:36:56I'm Ms Macmillan.
0:36:56 > 0:36:58I'm the surgeon who operated on you.
0:36:58 > 0:37:01You...did this to me?
0:37:01 > 0:37:03Try not to be alarmed.
0:37:03 > 0:37:05You've just undergone a major operation.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07Your sight will come back.
0:37:08 > 0:37:13Ollie...can you try and raise your right arm for me?
0:37:13 > 0:37:14Just hold it in the air.
0:37:21 > 0:37:23Now try and lift your left leg.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29And your right one.
0:37:40 > 0:37:43What's happening to me?
0:37:43 > 0:37:45What's happening...?
0:37:50 > 0:37:51Have you seen my dad?
0:37:51 > 0:37:54I've been waiting for him for, like, hours.
0:37:55 > 0:37:56Frieda?
0:37:59 > 0:38:00Sorry?
0:38:00 > 0:38:02My dad, have you seen him?
0:38:02 > 0:38:03Um...
0:38:03 > 0:38:07You might want to look in the locker room.
0:38:09 > 0:38:10Mm.
0:38:33 > 0:38:34Hi.
0:38:36 > 0:38:39I'm sorry, I can't go out with you.
0:38:40 > 0:38:45You're 16 years old and I have boots that are the same age.
0:38:45 > 0:38:49But the card was very...um...
0:38:50 > 0:38:52Yeah.
0:38:52 > 0:38:53Thanks.
0:38:55 > 0:38:59Don't bother, all right, cos nothing you can say can make me feel any worse.
0:38:59 > 0:39:00Oh, I can and I will.
0:39:00 > 0:39:02Hacking your child's phone is one thing.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04- But...- You hacked my phone?
0:39:07 > 0:39:09I wouldn't say hacked but...
0:39:11 > 0:39:14..but I did read a couple of your messages.
0:39:14 > 0:39:17- That's why you bought me into work? - I'm just trying to keep you safe.
0:39:17 > 0:39:20This bloke you're dating... Evie, please don't walk away.
0:39:20 > 0:39:22- I need to explain... - Don't follow me...
0:39:22 > 0:39:24I can't even look at you.
0:39:27 > 0:39:31Sacrificing the blood vessel has inadvertently caused more
0:39:31 > 0:39:33damage to his memory.
0:39:33 > 0:39:35How bad is it?
0:39:35 > 0:39:37He thinks he's still engaged to Zosia.
0:39:37 > 0:39:39Presumably you told him.
0:39:39 > 0:39:41He's in a very delicate state.
0:39:41 > 0:39:44- I know, but...- There's only so much the human brain can cope with.
0:39:44 > 0:39:46He can't see. His motor function has been compromised...
0:39:46 > 0:39:49- Yes, but he deserves to know. - Mr Copeland.
0:39:51 > 0:39:53- I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean to... - I will inform Mr Valentine.
0:39:53 > 0:39:58No, no, no. Please may I? I've known him the longest.
0:39:58 > 0:40:01I'm much better equipped to fill in the gaps.
0:40:04 > 0:40:07- Of course.- Thank you.
0:40:12 > 0:40:13What's happening?
0:40:13 > 0:40:17- We're moving you. More privacy, less stress.- Wait!
0:40:20 > 0:40:22OK. We can go.
0:40:24 > 0:40:25Thanks.
0:40:25 > 0:40:28Thank Mr Fletcher, the move was his idea.
0:41:00 > 0:41:02Peace offering.
0:41:02 > 0:41:06If it wasn't for him, you could have been dead by now.
0:41:06 > 0:41:08Yeah, well... I was fine this morning.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10You were a ticking time bomb.
0:41:10 > 0:41:12You could have had a heart attack at any moment.
0:41:12 > 0:41:15Maybe on your bike? You could have killed somebody.
0:41:15 > 0:41:16That's ridiculous.
0:41:16 > 0:41:20As ridiculous as being afraid of a brown mark?
0:41:20 > 0:41:24Look, I respect your mental health.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26But you need to respect your physical.
0:41:26 > 0:41:28Meaning?
0:41:28 > 0:41:32I understand phobias and I understand OCD.
0:41:32 > 0:41:33But the body.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36You can't reason with it.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38If you don't have treatment, you die.
0:41:38 > 0:41:39Simple.
0:41:39 > 0:41:42So you can't blame Mr Fletcher for that.
0:41:50 > 0:41:53Greta...I owe you a huge, huge apology.
0:41:53 > 0:41:58I made basic assumptions and misjudged the whole situation.
0:41:58 > 0:42:00And in doing so...
0:42:00 > 0:42:02..I didn't get to know you.
0:42:02 > 0:42:03Maybe you're right.
0:42:03 > 0:42:05Maybe I would be a bad mum.
0:42:05 > 0:42:07No! See what you've done.
0:42:08 > 0:42:09Greta...
0:42:09 > 0:42:12..bad mothers don't know the average heartbeat of a baby
0:42:12 > 0:42:16and they certainly don't spend all day researching foetal development.
0:42:16 > 0:42:21Look, I have seen more children pass through AAU due to neglect
0:42:21 > 0:42:23than I ever thought humanely possible.
0:42:25 > 0:42:31If I thought for one moment that your child was in any danger of that...
0:42:32 > 0:42:36..well, we'd be having a very different conversation.
0:42:36 > 0:42:42I think that you're both going to make wonderful parents.
0:42:43 > 0:42:45Thank you.
0:42:46 > 0:42:47However...
0:42:47 > 0:42:53..it is likely that you are going to need some help.
0:42:53 > 0:42:55Maybe a little.
0:42:55 > 0:42:56Maybe a lot.
0:42:56 > 0:42:58And that's what I'm here for.
0:43:00 > 0:43:04But only if that's what you both want.
0:43:08 > 0:43:09We'd like that.
0:43:15 > 0:43:16Thank you.
0:43:29 > 0:43:32I'm sorry. I'm a coward. I just couldn't face it.
0:43:32 > 0:43:34Breaking bad news again.
0:43:34 > 0:43:35It's fine, completely understandable.
0:43:35 > 0:43:37You're not a coward.
0:43:38 > 0:43:41I thought that man had done all the damage he could, but it's endless.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43We've gone right back to the beginning.
0:43:43 > 0:43:44His sight is coming back.
0:43:44 > 0:43:46And the weakness?
0:43:46 > 0:43:47Early days.
0:43:51 > 0:43:54So why didn't you tell me about this P kid?
0:43:54 > 0:43:56Because it's private.
0:43:56 > 0:43:58I don't ask you about women you fancy.
0:43:58 > 0:44:00That's because there isn't any.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02Not even Jac?
0:44:02 > 0:44:03Jac? Really?
0:44:03 > 0:44:06Well, you're always talking about her.
0:44:09 > 0:44:10Me and Jac...
0:44:13 > 0:44:17..we've been through some dark times recently.
0:44:17 > 0:44:20And she's been there for me.
0:44:21 > 0:44:24Doesn't mean to say I fancy her, does it?
0:44:24 > 0:44:28I mean, she's brilliant, talented, loyal,
0:44:28 > 0:44:31but she's still a scary Rottweiler.
0:44:34 > 0:44:38So, this P kid...
0:44:38 > 0:44:39..is he in your class?
0:44:41 > 0:44:43Year?
0:44:45 > 0:44:48- He is at school, though, right? - Of course he's at school!
0:44:48 > 0:44:51See, this is why I didn't want to tell you.
0:44:51 > 0:44:54Because I knew you'd be think I'd be dating some...
0:44:54 > 0:44:55..30-year-old.
0:44:56 > 0:44:59- You've got to trust me. - I do trust you.
0:45:02 > 0:45:05So if I tell you,
0:45:05 > 0:45:08you've got to promise me not to go mad.
0:45:10 > 0:45:11All right,
0:45:14 > 0:45:15I won't go mad.
0:45:18 > 0:45:19P is...
0:45:19 > 0:45:21..Peter.
0:45:25 > 0:45:26Quiff boy?
0:45:26 > 0:45:28You're dating Pete the quiff?
0:45:28 > 0:45:30- Don't call him that. - I'm sorry, love.
0:45:30 > 0:45:33It's just... Well, it's almost a beehive.
0:45:34 > 0:45:36I'm sure he's a nice lad.
0:45:37 > 0:45:39So you're OK with it?
0:45:43 > 0:45:45Well, you can't bring him home.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48Well, I don't want him moulting on the carpet, do I?
0:45:54 > 0:45:56What's happening?
0:45:57 > 0:46:00No, you can't take him anywhere. He's undergoing tests.
0:46:00 > 0:46:01Let it go, Donna. I'm being discharged.
0:46:01 > 0:46:05Discharged? Does Ms Campbell know about this?
0:46:05 > 0:46:07Professor Gaskell authorised it.
0:46:07 > 0:46:10- Just...say goodbye to everyone for me, would you?- No...
0:46:46 > 0:46:47What are you doing?
0:46:53 > 0:46:56Just need to do your obs, if that's OK?
0:46:56 > 0:46:59- These are disposable, so you know. - I know.
0:47:01 > 0:47:02Thanks.
0:47:02 > 0:47:04That's all right.
0:47:04 > 0:47:05I mean the room... It helps.
0:47:08 > 0:47:13Um...I was looking into your mental health unit.
0:47:13 > 0:47:15- I don't have one any more.- Eh?
0:47:15 > 0:47:17My OCD.
0:47:17 > 0:47:20My psychiatrist said I was intractable.
0:47:20 > 0:47:23Told me there's nothing more they can offer me...
0:47:23 > 0:47:24Told me not to come back.
0:47:24 > 0:47:26What? They actually told you that?
0:47:26 > 0:47:29That's completely unprofessional.
0:47:29 > 0:47:31Have you been dealing with this on your own?
0:47:31 > 0:47:32Since 2010, yeah.
0:47:34 > 0:47:35You need to be reassessed.
0:47:35 > 0:47:38What's the point? I'm the same now as I was then.
0:47:38 > 0:47:39Worse, even.
0:47:39 > 0:47:42If you went back now, you wouldn't have the same psychiatrist.
0:47:42 > 0:47:46- Doesn't mean the results would be any different. - There's always trials.
0:47:46 > 0:47:51New treatments. Eight years is a lifetime when it comes to treating people. Trust me.
0:47:51 > 0:47:52It'll just be the same CBT.
0:47:52 > 0:47:57But with a different psychiatrist - one that had faith in you - it might just work.
0:47:57 > 0:48:01Curtis, mate, come on - don't give up on yourself. You deserve another shot.
0:48:03 > 0:48:05Look, I'll give them a call.
0:48:08 > 0:48:10Good man.
0:48:10 > 0:48:11No promises.
0:48:14 > 0:48:16It means a lot.
0:48:16 > 0:48:18Someone believing in me...
0:48:18 > 0:48:20It's been a while.
0:48:23 > 0:48:27Your delivery - what was it?
0:48:59 > 0:49:02- I was trying to get some water. - Let me get that for you.
0:49:02 > 0:49:05- No...you stay away.- Sorry?
0:49:06 > 0:49:09Why didn't you tell me?
0:49:09 > 0:49:10I thought Zosia was coming.
0:49:12 > 0:49:16You'd just been through a traumatic operation, I didn't want to jeopardise...
0:49:16 > 0:49:20You've...butchered me.
0:49:22 > 0:49:25I'd rather be dead than live like this.
0:49:25 > 0:49:28Just go.
0:49:28 > 0:49:29Go...
0:49:31 > 0:49:34No, I'm going to get you a drink of water first.
0:49:39 > 0:49:43I understand how you must be feeling.
0:49:43 > 0:49:45But I promise I will fix you.
0:49:46 > 0:49:48This...is...temporary.
0:49:50 > 0:49:52And I'm not giving up on you.
0:50:09 > 0:50:11That's disgusting.
0:50:14 > 0:50:18You didn't meet your man, then?
0:50:18 > 0:50:19Yeah...
0:50:19 > 0:50:20..I did.
0:50:20 > 0:50:22He's just gone, actually.
0:50:22 > 0:50:24Then what happened?
0:50:24 > 0:50:26Nothing - it's just he was bit much.
0:50:28 > 0:50:29Really?
0:50:31 > 0:50:34You know, he was just too...
0:50:35 > 0:50:37..perfect.
0:50:37 > 0:50:40How can someone be too perfect?
0:50:42 > 0:50:44Gym bunny.
0:50:44 > 0:50:45Goes every night.
0:50:45 > 0:50:47No carbs after six.
0:50:47 > 0:50:49It just never would have worked...
0:50:50 > 0:50:52Don't drink them.
0:50:52 > 0:50:53They're disgusting.
0:50:53 > 0:50:56It's called a "buttery nipple" or something.
0:50:58 > 0:50:59You were right.
0:50:59 > 0:51:02I don't want to hear any more about this stupid day.
0:51:02 > 0:51:05Well, at least you got a voucher.
0:51:05 > 0:51:07That's good, right?
0:51:12 > 0:51:16Are you joking? Dominic's got some guy sending him cupcakes!
0:51:16 > 0:51:19Dominic is sending cupcakes to himself.
0:51:19 > 0:51:20To make Lofty jealous.
0:51:22 > 0:51:23Well...
0:51:23 > 0:51:24..you two still got one.
0:51:24 > 0:51:27Yeah. Mine was from a 16-year-old patient of mine.
0:51:30 > 0:51:32Mine was from my mum.
0:51:32 > 0:51:34No. You're just saying that.
0:51:34 > 0:51:36No. She sends them every year.
0:51:36 > 0:51:38- Why do you think I hid it? - So no-one got a real card?
0:51:38 > 0:51:42Excuse me! Mine was very, very real.
0:51:42 > 0:51:45I mean from an actual man.
0:51:45 > 0:51:47Oh, OK.
0:51:47 > 0:51:49Anyway...to the baby.
0:51:49 > 0:51:51To baby Guinevere.
0:51:52 > 0:51:54- Guinevere?- How about Florence?
0:51:54 > 0:51:56After Nightingale.
0:51:56 > 0:51:58The greatest female statistician.
0:51:58 > 0:52:01Are you a statistician, then, Greta?
0:52:02 > 0:52:06Well, I think Florence is a lovely name.
0:52:06 > 0:52:08And it's relatively unusual.
0:52:08 > 0:52:11Relatively? That's not good.
0:52:11 > 0:52:15Greta says our baby needs to have an unusual name so she can have
0:52:15 > 0:52:16a strong e-mail address.
0:52:16 > 0:52:17Preferably just her first name.
0:52:17 > 0:52:20We need to check what the options are before we commit.
0:52:30 > 0:52:32Have you been crying?
0:52:32 > 0:52:34No, no, of course not.
0:52:41 > 0:52:43See, I'm not just a terrible surgeon.
0:52:43 > 0:52:46I'm a terrible person, too.
0:52:46 > 0:52:48Who keeps their husband's ashes in a filing cabinet?
0:52:50 > 0:52:51Grief is unique to all of us.
0:52:51 > 0:52:53You've just got to do whatever helps you get through.
0:52:53 > 0:52:55Normal people find comfort from ashes.
0:52:55 > 0:52:57Why is it I can't even bear to look at them?
0:52:57 > 0:52:59Because its isn't him, is it? It isn't David.
0:53:01 > 0:53:03- Rox, are you sleeping here? - I just...
0:53:05 > 0:53:06..can't go back there.
0:53:06 > 0:53:08Can't stay in that house... our bed...
0:53:08 > 0:53:10I don't think I can ever go back there.
0:53:10 > 0:53:13Two things. First of all, pack a bag, you're staying at mine.
0:53:13 > 0:53:16- No, No, I couldn't... - No arguments! Secondly...
0:53:16 > 0:53:18..we scatter the ashes tonight.
0:53:20 > 0:53:21I can't.
0:53:21 > 0:53:24You've got to free yourself from this guilt.
0:53:24 > 0:53:27You know what happens when you don't look after yourself.
0:53:28 > 0:53:30I wouldn't know where to put them.
0:53:30 > 0:53:33- We never discussed places or... - Outside the church you got married in.
0:53:33 > 0:53:35It was the happiest day of his life.
0:53:37 > 0:53:42- I don't know if I can do it... Empty it.- Then I'll do it...
0:53:42 > 0:53:43You want me to?
0:53:50 > 0:53:52Oh, don't mind me.
0:53:52 > 0:53:54What are you doing lurking in my office?
0:53:54 > 0:53:56Mr Lee needs his catheter changing.
0:53:58 > 0:53:59Thanks.
0:54:01 > 0:54:05Well, anything to stop your incessant whining.
0:54:05 > 0:54:07- I don't whine.- Oh, come on.
0:54:07 > 0:54:10You've been like a dog who's had its toy stolen.
0:54:10 > 0:54:13This must have cost you a fortune.
0:54:13 > 0:54:15- Well, it's all relative, isn't it? - Be nice.
0:54:15 > 0:54:17I'm trying to say thank you...
0:54:17 > 0:54:18I could kiss you...
0:54:20 > 0:54:23..but I won't...
0:54:23 > 0:54:24Well, I...
0:54:24 > 0:54:27..didn't buy it for you, I bought it for Raf.
0:54:33 > 0:54:40Well, in that case, you won't mind a little dance for Raf, then, will ya?
0:54:40 > 0:54:41What are you doing?
0:54:41 > 0:54:45Well, seeing as we haven't got a record player lying about...
0:54:45 > 0:54:46That's the one.
0:54:46 > 0:54:48MUSIC STARTS
0:54:48 > 0:54:51You seriously think I'm going to dance? In here, with you?
0:54:58 > 0:55:00Come on, you know you want to.
0:55:09 > 0:55:15Confession! There was no date.
0:55:15 > 0:55:17I sent the cupcakes to myself.
0:55:17 > 0:55:19I know.
0:55:20 > 0:55:23- What do you mean, you know? - Apparently you have inflated lower loops.
0:55:23 > 0:55:27I beg your pardon?
0:55:27 > 0:55:29Your Ks and your Gs are manic.
0:55:30 > 0:55:31You recognised my handwriting?
0:55:31 > 0:55:37Not exactly. Apparently it means you're addicted to...
0:55:37 > 0:55:39- Come on.- Someone's had a bit too much to drink.
0:55:43 > 0:55:45Look at you being all chivalrous.
0:55:47 > 0:55:48You don't need to.
0:55:50 > 0:55:52Goodnight, Dominic.
0:55:54 > 0:55:55Oh, Lofty.
0:55:55 > 0:55:57Look, I...
0:56:03 > 0:56:04Goodnight, Curly Sue.
0:56:15 > 0:56:16Sorry.
0:56:19 > 0:56:22Handover took longer than I expected.
0:56:22 > 0:56:23Hello, Roxanna.
0:56:24 > 0:56:25Henrik.
0:56:25 > 0:56:27I hope you don't mind me accompanying you.
0:56:27 > 0:56:29I thought it appropriate.
0:56:29 > 0:56:32The four of us all together again.
0:56:32 > 0:56:34I'm glad you're here.
0:56:34 > 0:56:37It would feel incomplete without you.
0:57:14 > 0:57:17I'm guessing you could use some company.