0:00:02 > 0:00:04Your discomfort is due to the formation of scar tissue.
0:00:04 > 0:00:07Well, maybe next time you're actually going to listen
0:00:07 > 0:00:11when everybody's telling you to take it easy.
0:00:11 > 0:00:14You know, your bedside manner really leaves a lot to be desired.
0:00:14 > 0:00:15I took some steps to help.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19You wrote a fraudulent back-dated prescription
0:00:19 > 0:00:21and were about to fake Ric's signature.
0:00:21 > 0:00:24Has Professor Gaskell told anyone else about this?
0:00:24 > 0:00:25I don't know. I don't think so.
0:00:25 > 0:00:28The memories are there, Ollie, they're just obscured.
0:00:28 > 0:00:29We will get there.
0:00:29 > 0:00:30She's having a stroke.
0:00:30 > 0:00:32- Are you?- No!- She is.
0:00:32 > 0:00:35Does this change anything, treatment wise?
0:00:35 > 0:00:37I think we need to be cautious about reading too much into it.
0:00:37 > 0:00:41- If I can diagnose it... - Let's not jump to any conclusions.
0:01:38 > 0:01:39Nurse Jackson.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41- We need a conversation.- Do we?
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- What do you know about TMS?- What?
0:01:45 > 0:01:48Actually, I'm running a bit late, so...
0:01:50 > 0:01:52Transcranial magnetic stimulation.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Ah. Magic magnets.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Carefully targeted electromagnetic pulses
0:01:57 > 0:01:59from a water-cooled figure-of-eight focal coil.
0:01:59 > 0:02:03It has some advocates for the treatment of pain
0:02:03 > 0:02:04and chronic depression.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07I was reading a paper last night - TMS and traumatic brain injury.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09You mean to treat Oliver Valentine?
0:02:09 > 0:02:11Has to be worth a try.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14Not if it's only marginally more effective than crystal healing!
0:02:14 > 0:02:16If Ollie's ever going to be a doctor again,
0:02:16 > 0:02:19it'll be down to a treatment that hasn't been proven yet.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21- A doctor?- He diagnosed a stroke.
0:02:21 > 0:02:25A few days ago. It's all in there, we just have to unlock it.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27I think Bill Lewenstein's running something in Albuquerque...
0:02:27 > 0:02:30No, no. I'm talking about setting up a programme here.
0:02:30 > 0:02:34- You want to approach the board for funding?- I do, yes.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36I can't say I'd be enthusiastic.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38You don't think I can do this?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40It's Oliver Valentine I'm thinking about.
0:02:49 > 0:02:53Ms Naylor will be along soon, she's just been delayed with something...
0:02:53 > 0:02:54..important.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57Hey, are you in charge here?
0:02:57 > 0:02:58Define "in charge".
0:02:58 > 0:03:00I've been sat here since 7.30.
0:03:00 > 0:03:04Cheryl Sutcliffe, yes, yes, we're still waiting to clear a bed.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06Only I know I'm supposed to be on a diet and everything...
0:03:06 > 0:03:09- But you're starting to dream about bacon sandwiches.- Yeah.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Bowls of muesli!
0:03:11 > 0:03:14You might think that's funny, but the room's starting to spin!
0:03:14 > 0:03:17We will get to you, I promise, but would you mind?
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Thank you.
0:03:19 > 0:03:20Is there a doctor in the house?
0:03:20 > 0:03:23- What?- Her ladyship.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26She's normally here by now giving us all earache.
0:03:26 > 0:03:27That is very rude.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- Me? Rude about Jac Naylor? Heaven forbid.- No.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33The implication that I am somehow not a doctor.
0:03:33 > 0:03:34You are most definitely a doctor.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37- Just not THE doctor.- Still rude.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39Trying to run a hospital, not a charm school!
0:03:39 > 0:03:41What's happening?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43I am bidding you farewell, Mr Copeland.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45Was it something I said?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Sheilagh's going for a cerebral angiogram
0:03:47 > 0:03:50and then she's being transferred to AAU.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Where am I going?
0:03:52 > 0:03:53You're going down to where
0:03:53 > 0:03:56Benjamin's working today, on the ground floor.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58Easier for my escape.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00Why wasn't I told about this?
0:04:00 > 0:04:01Serena called first thing.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03OK, well, does it not make more sense for Sheila to be
0:04:03 > 0:04:05somewhere where Neuro can keep an eye on her?
0:04:05 > 0:04:07Then who's going to keep an eye on Benjamin?
0:04:07 > 0:04:09- THEY LAUGH - See ya.
0:04:16 > 0:04:20OK, so why did Lofty not, A, tell me,
0:04:20 > 0:04:22B, come and collect her himself,
0:04:22 > 0:04:24and C...
0:04:26 > 0:04:27..tell me?
0:04:27 > 0:04:29Are you feeling a little bit paranoid?
0:04:29 > 0:04:31It's only paranoia if it isn't true.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34Look, he's just working on AAU this week.
0:04:34 > 0:04:35Always with the details.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38Look, for all you know, he might be thinking the same thing about you.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46Shut the door, Petrenko.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58- Are you in pain?- No.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01300mg gabapentin tells me different.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03Well, I took two so I'm not.
0:05:03 > 0:05:04You're still on the floor.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06I'm waiting for it to kick in.
0:05:06 > 0:05:07On a scale of one to ten?
0:05:07 > 0:05:10I'm not a patient, so don't talk to me like one.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16I assume I'm needed on the ward.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19What if I said, "No, not in this state"?
0:05:19 > 0:05:21I'd tell you to get out of my way.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31I came here to learn from you.
0:05:31 > 0:05:35I'm sick of having to pick you up and put you back together.
0:05:35 > 0:05:36Nobody's asking you to!
0:05:36 > 0:05:37Go home.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39I'll cancel your lists.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40Remember who you're talking to.
0:05:40 > 0:05:46Rest and morphine - 10mg - just to take the edge off.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48Give your body a chance to heal.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50Yeah, and watch Darwin get chewed into little bits
0:05:50 > 0:05:52while I become a drug-addled wreck.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54It's pain relief.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57You're the only pain I need relief from right now.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Argghhh!
0:06:03 > 0:06:05- Marvin, you OK? - The oxygen, it isn't...
0:06:05 > 0:06:09OK, just stay there. Ms Macmillan!
0:06:09 > 0:06:12OK, Marvin, we need to get that oxygen mask on you...
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Try to keep your eyes open.
0:06:14 > 0:06:15Deep, regular breaths.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Marvin, I'm going to give you some sumatriptan.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19So that's what a cluster headache looks like.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21- Oliver...- I'm glad I don't have those.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Oliver, could you give Mr Copsey some privacy, please?
0:06:24 > 0:06:27You swear to me that this VN thing you're putting in me...
0:06:27 > 0:06:29Vagal nerve stimulation.
0:06:29 > 0:06:30It's going to stop this?
0:06:30 > 0:06:32It's going to work, please tell me it's going to work!
0:06:32 > 0:06:34- It will.- Hang on a minute. Are you sure?
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Mr Valentine, those are confidential.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39I'm a doctor, apparently.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41You're not Mr Copsey's doctor.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44- The only label I have for myself. - I understand, but...
0:06:44 > 0:06:46You've got a history of cardiac arrhythmia. VNS,
0:06:46 > 0:06:49that's the electrical pulse...
0:06:49 > 0:06:52..thing you're thinking of sticking inside your chest,
0:06:52 > 0:06:53and wiring up to the nerve - the vagus nerve,
0:06:53 > 0:06:58the very same nerve that sends control signals from your brain
0:06:58 > 0:07:00- to your heart...- Oliver, enough.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03What's he saying?
0:07:03 > 0:07:05- Essie...- Come on. - We talked about this.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07The risks are very, very slim.
0:07:07 > 0:07:10- You have to be honest with patients! - Ollie!
0:07:19 > 0:07:21Sorted now, Mrs Sutcliffe?
0:07:21 > 0:07:23I was telling Ms Naylor about my diet.
0:07:23 > 0:07:24- I've lost three stone.- Please.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28I went to the smoking clinic, like you said.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Shush.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32SHE CLEARS HER THROAT
0:07:32 > 0:07:34- What?- LFT results.
0:07:36 > 0:07:37Is there a problem?
0:07:43 > 0:07:46- Ms Naylor?- Sorry?
0:07:47 > 0:07:49You are doing it, aren't you?
0:07:49 > 0:07:50- What?- My bypass.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Yes. Of course I'm doing it.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Have to wait a bit longer for that muesli, then.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59Is there a reason you're still in here, Mr Fletcher?
0:08:01 > 0:08:03I did have a ciggie last week.
0:08:03 > 0:08:04But it was just the one, I promise.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06- Been a bit stressful lately... - Excuse me.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Shall I order a chest CT, then?
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Do you really have to ask?
0:08:21 > 0:08:23I'm here, I'm here.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- Sorry I'm late, the meeting ran over.- Ms Campbell...
0:08:26 > 0:08:27Yes, it's an impossible situation.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29- Two hats, one head. - Can I speak to you in private?
0:08:29 > 0:08:31I don't have time for "private",
0:08:31 > 0:08:33Donna, you'll have to make do with sotto voce.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36- It's Professor Gaskell... - What about him?- He's back.
0:08:36 > 0:08:37- Did he say anything to you? - He tried to.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40- What do you mean, he tried to? - Like, sort of...ran away.- Oh.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43- What if he comes to find me? - It's not you I'm worried about.
0:08:43 > 0:08:44You think I don't know that?
0:08:44 > 0:08:47I don't want to make this worse for Ric than it already is!
0:08:47 > 0:08:49- Do you know there's a letter for you?- I'm just having a word...
0:08:49 > 0:08:50I think it's from the CPS.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53It says so on the envelope. Just seems odd they've sent it here.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58Yeah. I didn't know if I was still going to be at Ric's...
0:09:00 > 0:09:02- Gran. - Put her in the side room, please.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- It's better that she's here. - You sure?
0:09:04 > 0:09:08Yes, yes, it'll be easier to concentrate with her nearby.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10I'm sorry. I haven't been myself at all.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12Don't worry, when my mother was in, I could barely think.
0:09:12 > 0:09:16It made my life a lot simpler to have her here, in AAU.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18It'll be reassuring for Sheilagh, too.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20The real issue is, what happens next?
0:09:20 > 0:09:22I'm not happy with her being on her own at all.
0:09:22 > 0:09:23Have you said that to her?
0:09:23 > 0:09:26I'm not sure she's ready for that conversation yet.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Well, she won't be going anywhere
0:09:28 > 0:09:29until we get a full neuro assessment.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31BEEPER BEEPS Oh, I don't believe it.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32Right! Excuse me.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41I'm putting an end to this nonsense.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44The meds are just taking a while. Give me half an hour, I'll be fine.
0:09:44 > 0:09:48Triamcinolone 40mg - with a sniff of bupivacaine -
0:09:48 > 0:09:51it'll knock that out for weeks.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53You can continue your work unhindered.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55I am not "hindered", thank you.
0:09:57 > 0:10:01Cheryl Sutcliffe has only just made her target weight.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03She as much as admitted she is still smoking.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04Not to mention her raised LFTs.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06Which are still within reasonable parameters.
0:10:06 > 0:10:10A pain-free Jac Naylor would have torn her to pieces
0:10:10 > 0:10:13until she begged to confess all of her mortal sins.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16Well?
0:10:17 > 0:10:20- OK, let's do it.- Good decision.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28- Wait stop.- What?
0:10:28 > 0:10:30- Where did you get it?- Pharmacy.
0:10:30 > 0:10:34- You wrote a prescription? - Of course.- With my name on it?
0:10:34 > 0:10:35I used my initiative.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38You wrote a script with someone else's name?
0:10:38 > 0:10:40It'll be our secret.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42That a consultant encouraged her junior
0:10:42 > 0:10:46to fabricate a bogus prescription.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48I am trying to help you.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49I don't want it.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52You can barely stand, let alone walk.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55How do you think this is going to work?
0:10:55 > 0:10:59Just do all the pre-surgical prep and then report to me here.
0:10:59 > 0:11:00What if I say no?
0:11:01 > 0:11:03Don't forget who has to sign off your permanent
0:11:03 > 0:11:06placement on Darwin following the merger staff review.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12You're in theatre in a few hours.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14Keep Fletch out of this room.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16Do you think you can manage that?
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Why would he even want to come in after you were so rude to him?
0:11:18 > 0:11:20I wasn't rude. DOOR SLAMS
0:11:22 > 0:11:24SHE GROANS
0:11:31 > 0:11:34I've explained to Mr Copsey that you were trying to be helpful.
0:11:34 > 0:11:35He's still a little bit upset.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37The other night, with Sheilagh, it felt like...
0:11:37 > 0:11:39..tumblers were falling into place.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42- You saved her life. - For a moment, I knew who I was,
0:11:42 > 0:11:44and then it's slipped through my fingers again.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46These things take time.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49- Arghhhh!- Ollie?
0:11:49 > 0:11:52If anyone says that "time" thing again, I will kill them!
0:11:52 > 0:11:55And with my brain injury, I'd probably get away with it.
0:11:55 > 0:11:56If it's never coming back, tell me.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58I can accept it!
0:11:58 > 0:12:00I am not about to do that.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03And I'm not going to spend the next months and years
0:12:03 > 0:12:05trying to fix something that can't be fixed.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08You've made fantastic progress.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Don't scream!
0:12:12 > 0:12:16Everyone tells me what a great doctor I was,
0:12:16 > 0:12:21but maybe I should be focusing on who I am now.
0:12:21 > 0:12:22And that's what we're going to do,
0:12:22 > 0:12:25- but that doesn't mean we forget about who you were.- But I'm...
0:12:26 > 0:12:29I'm...
0:12:29 > 0:12:31I'm just picking up bits of myself off the floor.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Aren't I?
0:12:33 > 0:12:36Look me in the eye and tell me it's ever been anything more than that.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42There is...
0:12:42 > 0:12:45- ..something.- Something?
0:12:45 > 0:12:50It's called transcranial magnetic stimulation. TMS.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53Now we've got the bullet out of your skull,
0:12:53 > 0:12:55I'm going to set up a research programme.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58- With me as your guinea pig? - It's non invasive.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00It's administered via water-cooled electromagnets.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02HE SCOFFS
0:13:03 > 0:13:05- Oh, you're serious?- Absolutely.
0:13:07 > 0:13:08Right.
0:13:08 > 0:13:09It sounds a bit mad.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12I wouldn't suggest it if it wasn't a realistic course of treatment.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- You'd suggest anything that made me feel better.- No.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17No! Don't say that. Don't even think it!
0:13:17 > 0:13:19This is a serious option.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20Do you hear me, Ollie?
0:13:23 > 0:13:24Yeah.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30All right, Mr Molinari's aortic valve?
0:13:30 > 0:13:33Says he's been waiting for a decision since yesterday.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35We had to postpone the MDT.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Well, he's threatening to make a complaint.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40Jac has rescheduled it for first thing in the morning.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Is she in her office? Cos this is ridiculous.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45Pakaslaw Ripinski.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Sorry, is that supposed to mean something?
0:13:48 > 0:13:49Yeah, visiting plastics.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Jac had to talk through the chest wall reconstruction
0:13:51 > 0:13:53of the advanced atrial myxoma excision.
0:13:53 > 0:13:57He's flying to New York, so she had to grab him before he left.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00OK, but why have I got to wait to hear it from you?
0:14:00 > 0:14:03You know, I really thought I was starting to get somewhere with her.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06But then you remind yourself how much she's been through.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09I know, and maybe this is a sign that she's not coping.
0:14:09 > 0:14:12Oh, don't let Jac hear you say that.
0:14:12 > 0:14:13Which is why I'm talking to you.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15You think she listens to me?
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Well, she's not interested in anything I've got to say!
0:14:17 > 0:14:22Like earlier, with Cheryl Sutcliffe, Jac was barely in the room.
0:14:22 > 0:14:23Cheryl Sutcliffe?
0:14:23 > 0:14:25Yeah. Sorry, are you a relative?
0:14:25 > 0:14:27- Devon?- Mum!
0:14:27 > 0:14:29- What are you doing here? - I got to your house.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31The neighbour said you were in hospital.
0:14:31 > 0:14:32You should be at work.
0:14:32 > 0:14:33You never said you were ill.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- I didn't know I was!- I thought you were dead, or something.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37And then I didn't have money for the bus.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39You don't need to be here. I can give you change to get back.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41No, it's all right, I'll stay.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42You're going to sort her out, yeah?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44My proper doc's Miss Naylor.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46This one's just, like, the assistant.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Isn't that right?
0:14:48 > 0:14:50Yeah. That's right.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53He's a friend.
0:14:53 > 0:14:57Any funding proposal I support is subject to extraordinary scrutiny.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59I'm hardly a disinterested party.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01He was shot in this building,
0:15:01 > 0:15:04the hospital owes it to Ollie to fund his treatment.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06We owe it to Ollie to offer the maximum help to the maximum
0:15:06 > 0:15:09number of people, and that means making impossible decisions.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12Ollie, the great doctor that he was,
0:15:12 > 0:15:13understood that better than most.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15"Was"? You've given up on him.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19No. You're right.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20I'm being unfair.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22- Thank you, Serena, thank you. - What? No, no, no.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25What I have to say about this really isn't relevant.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26I'm sorry?
0:15:26 > 0:15:29I'm acting CEO, and a rather reluctant one at that.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31With any luck, Henrik will be back in the building soon
0:15:31 > 0:15:34and I suggest you have this conversation with him.
0:15:34 > 0:15:35No, Serena, that's impossible,
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Henrik is in no fit state to deal with something like this.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40My decision stands. Until Henrik's back in the building,
0:15:40 > 0:15:42I really don't think we can take this any further.
0:15:42 > 0:15:43KNOCK ON DOOR Come in.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47Sorry.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50Was there anything else?
0:15:50 > 0:15:51No.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Thank you.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08Blue folder?
0:16:08 > 0:16:09A bit more specific?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Surgical site infection report.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Holiday reading?
0:16:13 > 0:16:16I thought I might have left it... Ah! I remember.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19- I left it with you-know-who. - Fletch! Wait.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23There's something you should know
0:16:23 > 0:16:25about Jac...
0:16:25 > 0:16:26Hold that thought.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30- Looking for this?- You're back.
0:16:35 > 0:16:36How was the meeting?
0:16:36 > 0:16:39Oh, you know, it was just a meeting.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43I don't know this Ripinski fella.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45You don't want to, he's an idiot.
0:16:45 > 0:16:46Was there anything else?
0:16:52 > 0:16:55I don't know what's going on, and I don't care.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58There's a whole hospital that needs looking after.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59She's all yours.
0:17:02 > 0:17:03Shut the door.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06The one thing I asked you to do...
0:17:11 > 0:17:14Believe it or not, he actually cares about you.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18The pain's bad enough, but Adrian Fletcher's pity?
0:17:18 > 0:17:20No, that's taking things too far.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Let me make something very clear.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29I'm prepared to help you but threats or no threats,
0:17:29 > 0:17:32I am not lying for you any more.
0:17:32 > 0:17:33Do you understand?
0:17:36 > 0:17:38Cheryl Sutcliffe's CT...
0:17:38 > 0:17:39It's in your terminal already.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42Then get her a pre-op ECG. Now!
0:17:49 > 0:17:52- Oh.- It's a bit more than "oh".
0:17:52 > 0:17:53It can't be a total surprise.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56They said they were going to read my statement out in court.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58They didn't say anything about taking the stand
0:17:58 > 0:18:00and being a witness for the prosecution!
0:18:00 > 0:18:02- Just tell the truth. - That's what I've been doing!
0:18:02 > 0:18:05A fat lot of good it's done Ric so far.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07He's never going to forgive me for this.
0:18:07 > 0:18:08He'll understand.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14Maybe if the prof tells them I've been trying to fiddle with
0:18:14 > 0:18:17the evidence, they won't want me as their witness. I'm serious!
0:18:17 > 0:18:19No, Donna, that really won't help.
0:18:19 > 0:18:23Well, we have to find out what he's going to do!
0:18:23 > 0:18:24Hi.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27- Not you again. - No, please, hear me out.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29- I owe you an apology. - If you don't mind...
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Someone shot me in the head.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34Oh. Right.
0:18:34 > 0:18:38- You're...- Don't worry. The bullet's out now.- Great.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40- Must be a relief? - I'm learning how to do stuff again.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42- Excellent.- Talk. Walk.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44Not go through someone's personal medical file.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47Not scare someone witless.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Forget it. Over and done with.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51Ancient history.
0:18:53 > 0:18:57I'm actually feeling pretty good about this procedure I'm having.
0:18:57 > 0:19:01Electronic magnetic treatments, they're real game-changers.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03I'm thinking about having something like that myself.
0:19:03 > 0:19:07- Control, alt, delete.- What?- Hm?
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Resetting a computer.
0:19:10 > 0:19:11- Everything OK?- I just apologised.
0:19:11 > 0:19:14- We all good?- Yeah.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16I suppose we're both dealing with stuff.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Looking forward to getting my life back on track.
0:19:19 > 0:19:23Once I know I'm not going to be banging my head against the wall,
0:19:23 > 0:19:25there's someone at work - Karen...
0:19:27 > 0:19:29- And then there's my novel. - Your novel?
0:19:29 > 0:19:32Yes, about an astronaut who suddenly gets a cluster headache.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35- Yes, that's something I do remember. - What?- People always going on
0:19:35 > 0:19:38about changing their lives after they've been ill, but they never do.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41They just trundle on like before, wasting what time they have left.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43So all I'm saying is, don't beat yourself up
0:19:43 > 0:19:45if you never get round to it. You probably won't.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48- Oliver!- What?
0:19:52 > 0:19:54What were you doing at mine, anyway?
0:19:54 > 0:19:58Shouldn't you be at work? What?
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Supervisor was on my case.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03Tough boss? I feel your pain.
0:20:03 > 0:20:04Yeah, but I was a LAC.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07If you tell your boss to shove it, you don't get sanctioned
0:20:07 > 0:20:09by the social and kicked out the flat the council gave you.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Oh, Devon, you didn't?
0:20:11 > 0:20:14Um, a LAC?
0:20:14 > 0:20:15LAC?
0:20:15 > 0:20:17Looked-after child?
0:20:17 > 0:20:19Mum only tracked me down a couple weeks ago.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21SHE SIGHS
0:20:21 > 0:20:22Keep still.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27Something wrong?
0:20:28 > 0:20:31Your heartbeat's a little irregular.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33- What?- Don't worry, we'll fix it.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36300mg amiodarone IV.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38It's not good to overdo it with the inhaler.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40OK, I'll just suffocate, then.
0:20:43 > 0:20:44Oi, what are you doing?
0:20:51 > 0:20:54- That is an elevated heart rate.- So?
0:20:54 > 0:20:55Headaches?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57When people are giving me all this!
0:20:57 > 0:20:59You don't want to be getting sanctioned.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01How are you going to live?
0:21:01 > 0:21:05But if I stay with you, I can look after you.
0:21:05 > 0:21:06Yeah, I suppose...
0:21:07 > 0:21:09If you're sure.
0:21:09 > 0:21:12Cheryl might already have an after-care plan in place.
0:21:12 > 0:21:15It's an important part of preparing for an elective.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17No. I don't have anything.
0:21:17 > 0:21:21- I mean, it's a piece of luck, really.- Excuse me.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24The clot's still there, but it's at the edge of the blood supply.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27We can't remove it, but hopefully it won't cause any further damage.
0:21:27 > 0:21:28Further damage?
0:21:28 > 0:21:31All I want to know is, when can I go home?
0:21:31 > 0:21:33There is a risk of further clots.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36So I'll drop down dead in my own kitchen.
0:21:36 > 0:21:37Hurrah!
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Has the social worker been to talk to you?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42If they had, I'd have told them where to go.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45I believe you were with the therapy team yesterday.
0:21:45 > 0:21:46Gran, you never said anything.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48They told me to make a cup of tea!
0:21:48 > 0:21:50What did you want? An invitation?
0:21:50 > 0:21:54They are concerned about your safety performing daily tasks.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56It was perfectly drinkable.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58You'll need to talk to the social worker
0:21:58 > 0:22:00about your best options going forward.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03That's code for sticking me in a home.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Whatever happens, it will be your choice.
0:22:05 > 0:22:10In that case, I choose for you to keep your opinions to yourself.
0:22:10 > 0:22:11Gran...
0:22:11 > 0:22:14I don't care what kind of professor you are, you can go
0:22:14 > 0:22:15and profess somewhere else!
0:22:15 > 0:22:18You're not the first to challenge my credentials.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20If you're not careful, I may be your last!
0:22:20 > 0:22:23How about we talk things through once Professor Gaskell's gone?
0:22:23 > 0:22:25I'm not talking to him.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27And I'm not talking to you.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29Now shoo, the both of you, just go!
0:22:35 > 0:22:36I'm sorry about that.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39- It's better than giving up on the world.- John...
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Could we borrow you for a minute, please?
0:22:41 > 0:22:42Excuse me.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50I was summoned.
0:22:50 > 0:22:51What's this?
0:22:51 > 0:22:54Cheryl needs a triple bypass, not a double.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57- I think you'll find it's a double. - Because of the right ostial lesion.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59What right ostial lesion?
0:22:59 > 0:23:00That right ostial lesion.
0:23:02 > 0:23:03Which you didn't think to mention?
0:23:03 > 0:23:06I thought you noticed, but under the circumstances...
0:23:06 > 0:23:09The phrase you're looking for is, "Sorry, Ms Naylor, I'll keep
0:23:09 > 0:23:11"you informed of any new developments with your patient."
0:23:11 > 0:23:15OK, she has a long-lost son who overdoses on salbutamol...
0:23:15 > 0:23:17If I want to play a game of "let's be literal",
0:23:17 > 0:23:20I have a four-year-old daughter for that pleasure. Thank you.
0:23:20 > 0:23:23I did an ECG, Cheryl has an atrial fibrillation
0:23:23 > 0:23:26for which I administered 300mg amiodarone.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29IV 5mg bisoprolol, surely.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31Have you checked her electrolytes?
0:23:31 > 0:23:35You can either let me get on with it, or you can double-check
0:23:35 > 0:23:38everything I do. Be my guest. Please.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40Show me the ECG.
0:23:42 > 0:23:43Jac...
0:23:45 > 0:23:49She needs an echocardiogram - bring it to me this time.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52I'm not sure if I should be saying something.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54So you're in on this as well.
0:23:54 > 0:23:55Not a phrase I would choose.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57Ms Campbell didn't do anything.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00Failure to report an attempt to pervert the course of justice?
0:24:00 > 0:24:02The same could be said of you.
0:24:02 > 0:24:03You're assuming I haven't.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05I couldn't do anything with it, anyway.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08Donna's been called to testify for the prosecution.
0:24:08 > 0:24:09Are you going to say anything?
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Because I could be questioned about this in court!
0:24:13 > 0:24:14John?
0:24:17 > 0:24:20- No.- Thank goodness for that.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22I've read all the relevant paperwork.
0:24:22 > 0:24:26Whatever interventions Mr Griffin did or didn't make,
0:24:26 > 0:24:28the sepsis would have proved deadly.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31Ric deserves a fair hearing at least. Without complications,
0:24:31 > 0:24:33- however well-intentioned. - A fair hearing?
0:24:33 > 0:24:36The patient was unlikely to survive, whatever Ric did.
0:24:36 > 0:24:39That's brilliant! You can testify for the defence, right?
0:24:39 > 0:24:41We've already got an expert witness.
0:24:41 > 0:24:42Michael Donohue?
0:24:42 > 0:24:44You're not keen?
0:24:44 > 0:24:47He ran into trouble on a case in Aberdeen.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49And you think you can find someone better?
0:24:49 > 0:24:51Well, if he can, we're not going to say no, are we?
0:24:51 > 0:24:52I'll make some calls.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55And I'll find out who the prosecution have got lined up.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02SHE SIGHS
0:25:08 > 0:25:10These are all things that you can relearn.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14Even if I could remember how to put this thing together,
0:25:14 > 0:25:16I'm offending people, and I don't even know why!
0:25:16 > 0:25:20And that frightens me much more than some stupid model.
0:25:20 > 0:25:26It has to become a conscious process rather than an empathetic reflex.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Alternatively, I could become some sociopathic Bond villain.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31You are absolutely not sociopathic.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34A mildly rude Bond villain, complete with electromagnets.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35I need to talk to you about that.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37The rudeness or the magnets?
0:25:37 > 0:25:39I went to see Serena.
0:25:39 > 0:25:43She's not sure she has the authority to support a bid for the TMS.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46- Not with Henrik off sick. - So take it up with Hanssen.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48- He can OK it for her. - I don't think that's a good idea.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50- Well, call him. I'll call him right now.- No, Ollie, stop.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52You said this was a serious option.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57He might be a little wary after the memorial.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Memorial?
0:26:00 > 0:26:05Mr Hanssen understands that you might hold him responsible.
0:26:05 > 0:26:06HE SCOFFS
0:26:06 > 0:26:08Well, I don't blame Hanssen.
0:26:09 > 0:26:13- That'd be stupid. He's not the one that pulled that trigger.- No.
0:26:14 > 0:26:15Of course.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20- What?- No.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22Forget it.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23Leave it with me.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25I'll go and talk to him, I promise.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Hey.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41You didn't say anything about moving your gran down to AAU.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43It just seemed easier, if she was... You know.
0:26:46 > 0:26:47Is there a problem?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49Where to start?
0:26:50 > 0:26:51Right.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54She had an assessment and they don't think it's safe
0:26:54 > 0:26:56for her to be on her own any more.
0:26:56 > 0:26:57Oh.
0:26:58 > 0:26:59I see.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03I kind of knew it was coming, but now the reality of it...
0:27:04 > 0:27:06I'm really sorry.
0:27:07 > 0:27:11I've been looking into residential care, anywhere half decent...
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Do you know how much these places cost?
0:27:13 > 0:27:16Can't say I've ever had to book.
0:27:16 > 0:27:18Gran doesn't have a house to sell,
0:27:18 > 0:27:21and it's not like I've got any spare cash knocking around so...
0:27:23 > 0:27:26- You don't need to listen to this. - No, I do. I do.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30It's just that, for some stupid reason,
0:27:30 > 0:27:33- I thought you were in a mood with me.- With you?
0:27:33 > 0:27:35Yeah. Didn't you know? Everything's about me.
0:27:36 > 0:27:38Is this because you snogged me?
0:27:38 > 0:27:40You snogged me back.
0:27:40 > 0:27:43And who says "snogged" these days?
0:27:43 > 0:27:45Yes, Dom, that question is right at the top of my agenda today.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48Hey, I'm sorry. Look, seriously...
0:27:48 > 0:27:51What does Sheilagh say about all this?
0:27:51 > 0:27:53She told Professor Gaskell to get lost.
0:27:53 > 0:27:55I would quite like to have seen that.
0:27:55 > 0:27:57It wasn't funny.
0:27:57 > 0:27:59It was, but...
0:27:59 > 0:28:01..now she won't talk to me
0:28:01 > 0:28:04and she won't even let me in the room.
0:28:04 > 0:28:06Do you want me to have a go?
0:28:06 > 0:28:10- What?- Well, I'm famous for my diplomatic skills.
0:28:11 > 0:28:15Hey, look, you know, Sheilagh and I seem to get on pretty well,
0:28:15 > 0:28:17and if she wants to shout at me, she can.
0:28:17 > 0:28:20- Maybe that'll get it out of her system.- OK...
0:28:20 > 0:28:22And then, hopefully, I can get her into a place where you
0:28:22 > 0:28:25- and her can at least have some sort of civil conversation.- Dom,
0:28:25 > 0:28:28- I said yes. Do it.- OK.
0:28:37 > 0:28:39Hey, you, I don't know your name.
0:28:39 > 0:28:42- Ms Petrenko.- Yeah, yeah, whatever.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45- Can I help you?- About Mum.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47She said it was, like, an emergency thing.
0:28:47 > 0:28:51- I heard.- But you said something about it being elective.
0:28:51 > 0:28:52You should talk to her.
0:28:52 > 0:28:54So it's a lie?
0:28:54 > 0:28:55Your mum hasn't given me
0:28:55 > 0:28:58permission to share her medical situation with you.
0:28:58 > 0:29:01I'm 18, and people are still lying to me!
0:29:04 > 0:29:07BANGING
0:29:07 > 0:29:10I'm not sure where I fit into this.
0:29:10 > 0:29:12I've made a terrible mistake.
0:29:12 > 0:29:15I told Ollie about the possibilities of TMS before I had any idea
0:29:15 > 0:29:18- I could get funding. - Yes, that was unwise.
0:29:18 > 0:29:20Ollie's brain is remapping itself as we speak.
0:29:20 > 0:29:24TMS may not be effective once those new pathways have consolidated
0:29:24 > 0:29:26themselves. He needs this now.
0:29:26 > 0:29:27But as far as the board are concerned,
0:29:27 > 0:29:28I am not currently in post.
0:29:28 > 0:29:32I can't simply sign a decree and make the money appear from nowhere.
0:29:32 > 0:29:35But if you spoke to Serena, reassured her...
0:29:35 > 0:29:37What about John?
0:29:37 > 0:29:39He's not really on board.
0:29:39 > 0:29:42Oh. I understand.
0:29:42 > 0:29:44So come back.
0:29:44 > 0:29:46For a day. For a few hours.
0:29:46 > 0:29:48I could take you through the proposal.
0:29:48 > 0:29:52You could talk to Oliver and then we could find Serena.
0:29:52 > 0:29:54You want me to talk to Mr Valentine?
0:29:54 > 0:29:56He doesn't blame you.
0:29:56 > 0:29:58He sees you as his last hope.
0:29:58 > 0:30:01And the fact that he's forgotten how distressed he was...
0:30:01 > 0:30:03Well, it's not a good development,
0:30:03 > 0:30:07it makes this treatment all the more urgent.
0:30:07 > 0:30:09I know I'm asking a lot.
0:30:11 > 0:30:14All right. This afternoon.
0:30:15 > 0:30:17Before I change my mind.
0:30:22 > 0:30:24Arghhh!
0:30:32 > 0:30:34HE SIGHS
0:30:37 > 0:30:38Put it out.
0:30:43 > 0:30:47- You'll set every alarm in the building off.- What?
0:30:47 > 0:30:50- What are you doing?- Meditating.
0:30:52 > 0:30:55Looks like you've been crying.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57You shouldn't be in here.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02I had a social worker who used to make me do this thing where
0:31:02 > 0:31:05she'd moved her finger from side to side and made me look at it.
0:31:05 > 0:31:07- EMDR.- What?
0:31:08 > 0:31:12Eye movement desensitisation and reprocessing.
0:31:12 > 0:31:13They use it in pain relief too.
0:31:13 > 0:31:16I used to call it "the finger thing".
0:31:16 > 0:31:17Did it work?
0:31:17 > 0:31:18She said it calmed me down.
0:31:18 > 0:31:20I thought she was mental.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24Why the shouting?
0:31:24 > 0:31:26Oh. You know. My mum.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30It's more common than you'd think.
0:31:34 > 0:31:36I ain't seen her since I was six.
0:31:38 > 0:31:41She turns up all, "I've sorted my life out, can you forgive me?"
0:31:43 > 0:31:45I mean, it's good, you know?
0:31:46 > 0:31:48And now she's ill.
0:31:49 > 0:31:51Some big dramatic emergency.
0:31:53 > 0:31:56- You don't believe her? - It doesn't matter.
0:32:02 > 0:32:04What are you doing?
0:32:04 > 0:32:05Inhaler.
0:32:05 > 0:32:07A minute ago you were lighting a cigarette.
0:32:07 > 0:32:10Not you as well. And just when I was getting to like you.
0:32:10 > 0:32:13- When's the last time you had an asthma check-up?- I don't know.
0:32:13 > 0:32:14It never makes any difference.
0:32:14 > 0:32:16Smoking's not going to help.
0:32:16 > 0:32:19Yeah, well, my lungs are knackered anyway.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21If you want to kill yourself, go and do it outside.
0:32:21 > 0:32:23All right, then, I will.
0:32:24 > 0:32:25Wait.
0:32:28 > 0:32:30What?
0:32:30 > 0:32:32You didn't see me in here, OK?
0:32:32 > 0:32:34Oh, I see...
0:32:34 > 0:32:37Skiver! I like it.
0:32:47 > 0:32:48May I come in?
0:32:48 > 0:32:53- As long as you don't mention the C-word.- Cancer?
0:32:53 > 0:32:54Care.
0:32:55 > 0:32:58- That word shall not pass my lips. - Hmm.
0:32:58 > 0:33:01- He's sent you to soften me up, has he?- No.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03No, I volunteered.
0:33:07 > 0:33:13Are you in love with him, or is it just a sex thing?
0:33:13 > 0:33:14Um...
0:33:16 > 0:33:20All right, I will confess everything if you promise not to throw me out.
0:33:20 > 0:33:26You're very confident, he isn't.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28It frightens him.
0:33:28 > 0:33:30Confident and frightening? Me?
0:33:30 > 0:33:33It shouldn't be making you unhappy.
0:33:34 > 0:33:36Lofty never makes me unhappy.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40Maybe...
0:33:40 > 0:33:43Maybe you perhaps don't need to try so hard.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48Anyway, this isn't about me.
0:33:50 > 0:33:52I'm not going to talk about it.
0:33:52 > 0:33:54Lofty, Ben...
0:33:55 > 0:33:59The last thing he wants is for you to lose your independence.
0:34:01 > 0:34:04Where else will it end?
0:34:17 > 0:34:20HE BREATHES DEEPLY
0:34:39 > 0:34:40After you.
0:35:08 > 0:35:09Elderly care?
0:35:09 > 0:35:10Yeah, it's for Lofty's gran.
0:35:10 > 0:35:12You do have patients up here, you know.
0:35:12 > 0:35:13Yes, I know,
0:35:13 > 0:35:17but Sheilagh is terrified she's going to be stuck somewhere...
0:35:17 > 0:35:18..not good.
0:35:18 > 0:35:22- Can she afford that? - No, but I can help them.- Them?
0:35:23 > 0:35:25Yes, Sheilagh and Lofty.
0:35:27 > 0:35:29Look, Sheilagh's just...
0:35:29 > 0:35:30Well, she's very special.
0:35:31 > 0:35:33Tread carefully.
0:35:33 > 0:35:34People can be very proud.
0:35:37 > 0:35:40The thought of handing David's care over to anyone used to
0:35:40 > 0:35:41make my blood run cold.
0:35:42 > 0:35:44But we never got that far. PHONE BEEPS
0:35:53 > 0:35:55Oh, great.
0:36:01 > 0:36:03PHONE BEEPS
0:36:06 > 0:36:07Did you do it?
0:36:07 > 0:36:11Are we going to play "hunt the consultant" all day?
0:36:11 > 0:36:12Jac?
0:36:14 > 0:36:16Cheryl Sutcliffe's echocardiogram.
0:36:24 > 0:36:27I wasn't trying to undermine you back there.
0:36:27 > 0:36:29You think I feel threatened by you?
0:36:29 > 0:36:32This job requires us to be razor sharp,
0:36:32 > 0:36:36and I can help you with that and I want to help you...
0:36:36 > 0:36:39I have neuropathic back pain, not an intellectual deficit.
0:36:39 > 0:36:42You've had a bullet in your back.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Nobody is going to think less of you for that.
0:36:44 > 0:36:45You don't know that!
0:36:49 > 0:36:53What are you afraid of? Come on, name it.
0:36:56 > 0:36:57That boy.
0:37:00 > 0:37:04- What?- You said Cheryl Sutcliffe has a son who keeps using his inhaler.
0:37:04 > 0:37:07- You're changing the subject. - What if he's not asthmatic?
0:37:07 > 0:37:08What's this got to do with anything?
0:37:08 > 0:37:11He's pumping his body full of salbutamol.
0:37:11 > 0:37:14So his heart is racing. It's giving him headaches. And?
0:37:14 > 0:37:18Have you checked his fingers? His fingers,
0:37:18 > 0:37:22are they cyanotic? Do they show signs of circulatory disorder?
0:37:22 > 0:37:26No, I haven't checked Devon Sutcliffe's fingers.
0:37:26 > 0:37:28Sounds like classic Eisenmenger's syndrome to me.
0:37:28 > 0:37:30It's not classic anything.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32How can you know? You haven't even met him.
0:37:32 > 0:37:36Because even lying here, I am ten times the doctor you will ever be.
0:37:39 > 0:37:43He's...not...a...patient.
0:37:43 > 0:37:44Perhaps he should be.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54I don't think I can do this today.
0:37:56 > 0:37:57I'll tell Oliver.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59Hopefully he'll understand.
0:37:59 > 0:38:00I wasn't coming to see Oliver.
0:38:00 > 0:38:02Or Serena, for that matter.
0:38:02 > 0:38:04Now I don't understand.
0:38:04 > 0:38:06I was coming to see John.
0:38:06 > 0:38:08He's the person who can push this through.
0:38:08 > 0:38:10John's made his feelings about TMS clear.
0:38:10 > 0:38:11I don't need his help.
0:38:11 > 0:38:16I think you do, but I've realised I can't make this happen for you.
0:38:19 > 0:38:21I don't know. Perhaps he's right.
0:38:21 > 0:38:23Perhaps it's a stupid idea.
0:38:23 > 0:38:26Perhaps I'm promising Ollie something that's impossible
0:38:26 > 0:38:29because I can't bear to think that David died...
0:38:29 > 0:38:31..for nothing.
0:38:40 > 0:38:44He will listen to you - if you believe, he will listen.
0:38:44 > 0:38:46Don't overdo it, Henrik.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04- I never lied!- You knew you were having this operation
0:39:04 > 0:39:07- before you tracked me down! - What's the difference?
0:39:07 > 0:39:09- What's the difference?! - Put that away.- Get off me!
0:39:09 > 0:39:11Do as I say.
0:39:11 > 0:39:14- How long has Mum's operation been planned?- Don't tell him.
0:39:14 > 0:39:15That's a big giveaway, isn't it?
0:39:15 > 0:39:18"I'm having a big heart operation, I wonder who can look after me."
0:39:18 > 0:39:21- You're the one who suggested it! - And you were the one who didn't say
0:39:21 > 0:39:23anything when you turned up out of nowhere after 12 years!
0:39:23 > 0:39:26I came to find you because I thought I was going to die.
0:39:30 > 0:39:32I need to listen to your chest.
0:39:34 > 0:39:35Come on.
0:39:43 > 0:39:46He's not ill - he's just doing the nonstop screaming ab-dabs
0:39:46 > 0:39:49- like he when he was two.- Shh!
0:39:56 > 0:39:58I will have to admit you.
0:39:58 > 0:40:00Admit me? As a patient?
0:40:00 > 0:40:01We need to run some tests.
0:40:01 > 0:40:03Look, I'm fine.
0:40:03 > 0:40:06- Just like Mum said, I've just got anger-management problems.- No.
0:40:06 > 0:40:09You have something wrong with your heart.
0:40:09 > 0:40:12I should never have said anything to Ollie.
0:40:13 > 0:40:15I'll find him after this.
0:40:16 > 0:40:18So you don't think TMS is a goer?
0:40:18 > 0:40:20No, no, I do.
0:40:20 > 0:40:23But I was wrong to think Henrik was in any position to push it through,
0:40:23 > 0:40:27and now I'm further away from making it happen than I was this morning.
0:40:27 > 0:40:29Let's concentrate on Mr Copsey.
0:40:29 > 0:40:32At least I didn't promise him a treatment I couldn't deliver.
0:40:32 > 0:40:34It's OK, Roxanna, you're allowed to make mistakes.
0:40:34 > 0:40:37But it's not just my mistakes.
0:40:37 > 0:40:40This is about Ollie and the rest of his life.
0:40:40 > 0:40:43What about the rest of my life? What are you talking about?
0:40:52 > 0:40:55Eisenmenger's. You were right.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58You make it sound like it was unexpected.
0:40:58 > 0:41:01He has a significant ventricular septal defect.
0:41:01 > 0:41:03He has a bi-directional shunt, but there's still time.
0:41:03 > 0:41:06I'm amazed he's still standing with a hole in his heart.
0:41:08 > 0:41:11I suppose if your entire life is a struggle,
0:41:11 > 0:41:14you just accept what it throws at you without questioning it.
0:41:14 > 0:41:17Only if you're weak and not very smart.
0:41:18 > 0:41:21- We could fit him in next week.- No.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23We'll bump the mum. Devon's the priority.
0:41:23 > 0:41:25- We'll do it now.- Jac...
0:41:25 > 0:41:30Look, any delay makes the chance of a successful VSD repair less likely.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32You are in no condition to operate on anybody.
0:41:32 > 0:41:34Well, I have the stool you got me.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36No! This is a matter of patient safety.
0:41:36 > 0:41:40- You said you'd help me.- I said wouldn't lie for you any more.
0:41:42 > 0:41:43I'm sorry, Ms Naylor.
0:41:43 > 0:41:45- I'm calling it.- Stop!
0:41:48 > 0:41:50You do not want to do this.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52I don't care about your threats.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55I have to put the patient first.
0:41:56 > 0:41:58Which you can do if you lead the operation.
0:41:59 > 0:42:00Bribery?
0:42:00 > 0:42:02If that's how you want to see it.
0:42:02 > 0:42:05You're more than capable, we both know that.
0:42:05 > 0:42:06And like you said...
0:42:07 > 0:42:08..I need your help.
0:42:12 > 0:42:13I saw Hanssen.
0:42:13 > 0:42:14He walked away!
0:42:14 > 0:42:17I've come up against a few obstacles. Retract here?
0:42:18 > 0:42:21It doesn't mean you can't get treatment elsewhere.
0:42:21 > 0:42:22Someone'll be running a programme.
0:42:22 > 0:42:24Why isn't Hanssen coming?
0:42:24 > 0:42:26The point is, we need to be realistic.
0:42:26 > 0:42:27Nerve sling, please.
0:42:27 > 0:42:29He doesn't think the treatment will work, does he?
0:42:29 > 0:42:35I told you it's experimental, and we're asking for major funding...
0:42:35 > 0:42:37- And I'm not worth it?- Oliver,
0:42:37 > 0:42:41I am trying to attach a fine metal electrode to Marvin's vagus nerve,
0:42:41 > 0:42:43and it's a little bit fiddly.
0:42:43 > 0:42:46So he can spend the next 40 years not writing a book
0:42:46 > 0:42:47that no-one wants to read anyway!
0:42:47 > 0:42:50- Do you want me to get somebody? - It's fine.
0:42:50 > 0:42:52Let's test electrode impedance.
0:43:00 > 0:43:02He's arrested.
0:43:02 > 0:43:041.5mg of atropine stat.
0:43:05 > 0:43:06What he said.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10- It's a PEA.- Resetting...
0:43:10 > 0:43:1215 hertz.
0:43:12 > 0:43:1415 hertz, and here we go.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24He's back in sinus.
0:43:24 > 0:43:25Well, Ollie,
0:43:25 > 0:43:27feel free to say, "I told you so."
0:43:27 > 0:43:29Why would I do that?
0:43:29 > 0:43:31What you said to Marvin earlier.
0:43:33 > 0:43:35About his arrhythmia?
0:43:37 > 0:43:39What did I say? I don't... I can't...
0:43:41 > 0:43:43They're still going to sanction me.
0:43:43 > 0:43:45- Sanction?- Stop my benefits.
0:43:45 > 0:43:47I've made myself unemployed.
0:43:47 > 0:43:49You're seriously ill.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51Yeah, well, I quit my job before I knew that.
0:43:51 > 0:43:54The cyanosis in your fingers will have made your apprenticeship
0:43:54 > 0:43:57very challenging. Refer them to me.
0:43:57 > 0:43:59- What's going on?!- Mrs Sutcliffe...
0:43:59 > 0:44:01- The nurse said I'm being discharged. - That's right.- Mum...
0:44:05 > 0:44:06Is he having my operation?
0:44:06 > 0:44:07Your condition is stable.
0:44:07 > 0:44:10Your procedure is elective and you can have it in a few weeks.
0:44:10 > 0:44:13- You will be fine. - He wasn't even ill a few hours ago!
0:44:13 > 0:44:15If Devon doesn't have this right now,
0:44:15 > 0:44:18his only option becomes a full heart-lung transplant.
0:44:18 > 0:44:20I've been waiting for six weeks!
0:44:20 > 0:44:22Have you any idea what it's like?
0:44:22 > 0:44:24Apparently very stressful.
0:44:24 > 0:44:25What if I die?
0:44:25 > 0:44:28- I thought you cared about me.- I do.
0:44:28 > 0:44:30You know what, it doesn't matter if you die,
0:44:30 > 0:44:33because you're a rubbish mum.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35Everything they said about you was true!
0:44:48 > 0:44:50Is there anyone else we can call for you?
0:44:52 > 0:44:54I'll see you in theatre.
0:45:01 > 0:45:02How did it go?
0:45:02 > 0:45:04Well, she doesn't want to go into a home.
0:45:04 > 0:45:07- I knew that.- And you don't want to put her in one.
0:45:07 > 0:45:09I knew that as well.
0:45:09 > 0:45:13And the stroke has significantly impaired her cognitive functions.
0:45:13 > 0:45:18- She needs specific things. - Again, stating the obvious.
0:45:18 > 0:45:19She needs familiarity.
0:45:19 > 0:45:21How's that even possible?
0:45:21 > 0:45:24Well, she needs somewhere that is comfortable,
0:45:24 > 0:45:27somewhere that's dignified and, above all, affordable.
0:45:27 > 0:45:29In an ideal world, yes.
0:45:29 > 0:45:32- I have a flat.- What?
0:45:32 > 0:45:33I have a big flat.
0:45:33 > 0:45:36I literally have no idea what you're talking about.
0:45:36 > 0:45:39Maybe Sheilagh could come live with me!
0:45:39 > 0:45:41Hold on, with you as well, obviously.
0:45:41 > 0:45:43I mean, your nan just living with me would be a bit weird.
0:45:43 > 0:45:45But it kind of solves everything!
0:45:47 > 0:45:51- What?- That's literally the funniest thing I've heard in weeks.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53- It's a serious offer. - We haven't even been out on a date,
0:45:53 > 0:45:56and you ask me to move in, with my grandmother?
0:46:05 > 0:46:08Anyway, they're both yelling at each other,
0:46:08 > 0:46:10he accuses her of lying, she walks out.
0:46:10 > 0:46:14And now neither of them has anyone to take care of them,
0:46:14 > 0:46:16so I'll have to talk to the social worker - if we don't want them
0:46:16 > 0:46:19occupying valuable bed space on Darwin for the next few weeks.
0:46:21 > 0:46:27Irony is that I think she really did want to be there for him,
0:46:27 > 0:46:30and he definitely wanted his mum to hold his hand.
0:46:31 > 0:46:35But, hey, some people become their own worst enemy,
0:46:35 > 0:46:39assuming that the people they need the most have malign intentions.
0:46:41 > 0:46:42Where's the stool?
0:46:43 > 0:46:46Nick Morris in Osteo 2 is using it.
0:46:46 > 0:46:47Well, get another one.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49That would be easy.
0:46:49 > 0:46:50But do you think it would fix this?
0:46:54 > 0:46:57- Do you want to lead this operation or not?- It's not about me.
0:46:58 > 0:47:00Get me the stool!
0:47:00 > 0:47:04Stool or no stool, you will not be able get through a VSD repair.
0:47:04 > 0:47:07I will not be told what I can and cannot do.
0:47:07 > 0:47:10Or what? What happens next?
0:47:12 > 0:47:14Please just get me the stool.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17What happens next, Ms Naylor?
0:47:20 > 0:47:22Jac?
0:47:25 > 0:47:27Do you still have the triamcinolone?
0:47:34 > 0:47:37Nurse Jackson said you asked to see me?
0:47:37 > 0:47:40Piglet's just told me about your idea for a menage a trois.
0:47:40 > 0:47:42HE CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY OK...
0:47:42 > 0:47:44Well, it's not exactly a...
0:47:44 > 0:47:47I don't want to be in anyone's flat or house
0:47:47 > 0:47:49or garden or attic.
0:47:49 > 0:47:54I DON'T want to go into a home - I can't stand old people!
0:47:54 > 0:47:57I don't want to be taken care of - cooked for and spoken to
0:47:57 > 0:48:00as if I'm some kind of idiot!
0:48:01 > 0:48:03Well, which is why...
0:48:03 > 0:48:07And I certainly don't want to end my days as a gooseberry.
0:48:07 > 0:48:10I have enough problems dealing with facial hair as it is.
0:48:12 > 0:48:14We get on, don't we, you and I?
0:48:14 > 0:48:15Dominic...
0:48:17 > 0:48:20I would do anything for Lofty,
0:48:20 > 0:48:24and I really want to help you in some way, if only you'll let me.
0:48:26 > 0:48:27Dom?
0:48:29 > 0:48:31I thought you'd gone for the night. I got a message from Donna,
0:48:31 > 0:48:34she said Gran wanted me for something?
0:48:34 > 0:48:35Right, OK.
0:48:35 > 0:48:38Well, I think we've been set up.
0:48:38 > 0:48:41Ask him out... Talk to each other!
0:48:41 > 0:48:47But please, please just let me go home.
0:48:49 > 0:48:50Actually, I'm going to go.
0:48:52 > 0:48:57Because I think that you and Lofty need to have a very serious
0:48:57 > 0:49:01conversation about what "going home" actually means to you now.
0:49:02 > 0:49:08And if I can help in any way, you know you only need to ask.
0:49:16 > 0:49:20Millions of people around the world would sell their birthright
0:49:20 > 0:49:23to have the kind of pain relief that you have available
0:49:23 > 0:49:27at the click of your fingers, and yet...
0:49:27 > 0:49:32..I have to play silly games to get you to have a simple injection.
0:49:32 > 0:49:35You think you made me do this?
0:49:35 > 0:49:37Well...
0:49:37 > 0:49:40I had to play along far enough to get you into the position where
0:49:40 > 0:49:41you couldn't say no.
0:49:43 > 0:49:44Wasn't too hard, really.
0:49:45 > 0:49:48Simultaneously patronising, insulting,
0:49:48 > 0:49:51arrogant and extremely ill-judged.
0:49:51 > 0:49:53What is it that you are trying to prove, Jac?
0:49:53 > 0:49:55That I have nothing to prove.
0:49:57 > 0:49:58Let's do this.
0:50:05 > 0:50:07Does it help, being in here?
0:50:08 > 0:50:13It did when I thought it was the one place you wouldn't look.
0:50:13 > 0:50:14One of the HCAs saw you.
0:50:16 > 0:50:20Unfortunately, I haven't found God in a blast of light.
0:50:20 > 0:50:23- But you have retained your medical knowledge.- Oh!
0:50:23 > 0:50:27It's coming back day by day. You don't have command of it yet.
0:50:27 > 0:50:29I can't remember something I said a couple of hours ago!
0:50:29 > 0:50:31But you will.
0:50:31 > 0:50:33There's nothing to say the information isn't there.
0:50:33 > 0:50:35We just have to help your brain access it again.
0:50:35 > 0:50:37And if you can't?
0:50:37 > 0:50:39No-one's giving up on you.
0:50:39 > 0:50:41I am not giving up on you.
0:50:43 > 0:50:45Why is this so important to you?
0:50:47 > 0:50:50Because...
0:50:50 > 0:50:53- Because...- It's all right.
0:50:53 > 0:50:56You don't have to say anything.
0:50:56 > 0:51:00You're right. I have to trust you.
0:51:07 > 0:51:11I do...trust you.
0:51:17 > 0:51:19Sorry for the delay, everyone.
0:51:19 > 0:51:21Let's crack on.
0:51:21 > 0:51:23Prep the right-angle sternal saw, please.
0:51:23 > 0:51:26Dacron patch at the ready. Let's go with the heparin.
0:51:28 > 0:51:30Is something the matter, Ms Petrenko?
0:51:30 > 0:51:34What role would you like me to play in this operation, Ms Naylor?
0:51:35 > 0:51:39Let's hand Ms Petrenko the Yankauer suction tip, please.
0:51:39 > 0:51:40- What?- Suction.
0:51:44 > 0:51:46I was feeling a little under the weather earlier on,
0:51:46 > 0:51:47but now I feel fine.
0:52:03 > 0:52:06All work and no play makes John a dull boy.
0:52:10 > 0:52:11Lebanese cabernet.
0:52:11 > 0:52:13What are you trying to say?
0:52:13 > 0:52:15Does there have to be a subtext?
0:52:15 > 0:52:17There's always a subtext.
0:52:18 > 0:52:22The TMS... I know you don't think I can help Ollie, but...
0:52:22 > 0:52:24I didn't say that.
0:52:25 > 0:52:26Well, I'm telling you I can.
0:52:26 > 0:52:28I know it's a long shot.
0:52:28 > 0:52:30But it's the only chance Ollie has.
0:52:32 > 0:52:33It's like he's in the room.
0:52:33 > 0:52:35- Oliver?- David.
0:52:37 > 0:52:38Equally unsubtle.
0:52:40 > 0:52:44Except his tipple of choice was 20-year-old malt.
0:52:44 > 0:52:46And then you'd find out what he really wanted.
0:52:47 > 0:52:49I miss him.
0:52:49 > 0:52:51Yeah, I miss him too.
0:52:53 > 0:52:55And if David were here...
0:52:56 > 0:52:58..what would he say to convince you?
0:52:59 > 0:53:02He'd probably say, "Get your act together.
0:53:02 > 0:53:03"Help out a friend."
0:53:05 > 0:53:06Are you going to pour that?
0:53:10 > 0:53:13- Will you take it to the board? - Of course.
0:53:16 > 0:53:18You just had to ask.
0:53:22 > 0:53:23HE GROANS
0:53:26 > 0:53:27Mum?
0:53:29 > 0:53:31Hello, love.
0:53:32 > 0:53:33I thought I told you to clear off.
0:53:39 > 0:53:40The doc rang me.
0:53:40 > 0:53:42Gave me a right earful.
0:53:43 > 0:53:46- What?- She said that I'm...
0:53:47 > 0:53:51..I'm scared of the responsibility of having a proper relationship.
0:53:54 > 0:53:57Yes, I lied to you.
0:53:57 > 0:54:00It's because I keep lying to myself.
0:54:00 > 0:54:05She said that I'm scared of facing up to the mistakes I've made
0:54:05 > 0:54:07because of what it's done to you.
0:54:10 > 0:54:13Anyway, she told me to come back here...
0:54:15 > 0:54:17..and be a proper mum for once in my life.
0:54:20 > 0:54:21Hey, you.
0:54:21 > 0:54:23Ms Petrenko.
0:54:23 > 0:54:25Yeah, Petrenko.
0:54:25 > 0:54:27I think there's rules against saying that sort of thing to patients.
0:54:27 > 0:54:29Has nothing to do with me.
0:54:29 > 0:54:30No, it weren't her.
0:54:30 > 0:54:31Who was it, then?
0:54:33 > 0:54:35Her.
0:54:35 > 0:54:37The lady from the cupboard?
0:54:37 > 0:54:40What did you say?
0:54:40 > 0:54:42She was in the cupboard, lying down on the floor,
0:54:42 > 0:54:43meditating.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45Yeah, had a right old natter.
0:54:45 > 0:54:48It was Ms Naylor who did your operation.
0:54:48 > 0:54:50Everyone says she's brilliant.
0:54:50 > 0:54:52Isn't that right, Doc?
0:54:52 > 0:54:55Yes. Ten times better than me.
0:55:07 > 0:55:10Dom? What my gran said...
0:55:10 > 0:55:12Look, Lofty, it really doesn't matter.
0:55:12 > 0:55:14It does.
0:55:14 > 0:55:16You know what, I keep thinking I've got my head around all of this
0:55:16 > 0:55:19- and then suddenly...- I've been an idiot as much as you have.
0:55:22 > 0:55:25So, Dom...
0:55:27 > 0:55:29Shall we...
0:55:29 > 0:55:31Do you f...
0:55:31 > 0:55:34Would it make it easier if I just asked you out?
0:55:36 > 0:55:37What are you doing now?
0:55:37 > 0:55:39Nothing.
0:55:39 > 0:55:41Shall we go back to mine, get takeaway?
0:55:41 > 0:55:43We can have a look online
0:55:43 > 0:55:46to check out more options for your gran's care.
0:55:46 > 0:55:48Is that your idea of being romantic?
0:55:48 > 0:55:51I am saving my A-game for date number two.
0:55:51 > 0:55:53So there's going to be a second date, is there?
0:55:53 > 0:55:56- Is that a yes?- Yeah.
0:55:56 > 0:55:58All right, well, then. Ooh, I've got a couple of
0:55:58 > 0:56:00Mary Berrys we can watch tonight as well.
0:56:00 > 0:56:02HE LAUGHS
0:56:04 > 0:56:07The tragedy, Petrenko, is, if you'd given me the injection and kept your
0:56:07 > 0:56:10mouth shut, you'd have had a nice little VSD repair
0:56:10 > 0:56:12to add to your portfolio but, no,
0:56:12 > 0:56:15you just had to tell me how clever you were being.
0:56:15 > 0:56:19Well, I thought you were starting to understand.
0:56:22 > 0:56:23I was...
0:56:24 > 0:56:26..happy for you.
0:56:28 > 0:56:30That script for triamcinolone?
0:56:30 > 0:56:33It was in my name. There's no paper trail.
0:56:33 > 0:56:36What do you want, a Blue Peter badge?
0:56:36 > 0:56:39- Why would you do that?- What?
0:56:40 > 0:56:43Humiliate me in theatre.
0:56:43 > 0:56:44What do you gain from it?
0:56:46 > 0:56:50My unshakeable authority, upon which this department depends,
0:56:50 > 0:56:52gunshot wound or no gunshot wound.
0:56:54 > 0:56:57Well, the injury hasn't gone away,
0:56:57 > 0:57:02and that injection is going to wear off in a couple of weeks.
0:57:02 > 0:57:03And you know what?
0:57:05 > 0:57:07I just might not be as willing to help out.
0:57:12 > 0:57:14Don't worry, Petrenko, I won't trouble you again.