0:00:02 > 0:00:03Your dad's been in an accident.
0:00:03 > 0:00:05It'd kill Susie if we got together.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07Or if she found out how our baby was really conceived.
0:00:07 > 0:00:10- What have I got?! Nothing! Except for two children.- Who hate you!
0:00:10 > 0:00:12- Whose baby is it, Rosie? - Nobody you know.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14Have you taken leave of your senses?
0:00:14 > 0:00:16I want her gone by the time I'm back, d'you hear?
0:00:16 > 0:00:20- You can't stay here.- Where else am I going to go?- My place.
0:00:20 > 0:00:24# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:24 > 0:00:26# Yeah
0:00:26 > 0:00:29# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:29 > 0:00:31# Oh-hoo
0:00:33 > 0:00:37# Watching as the colours light the Earth
0:00:38 > 0:00:40# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:41 > 0:00:43# Yeah
0:00:43 > 0:00:46# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:46 > 0:00:48# Hee-hee
0:00:51 > 0:00:54# Oooh-oooh... #
0:00:59 > 0:01:05I got up in the middle of the night to go for a wee,
0:01:05 > 0:01:08I didn't turn the light on, cos A) I didn't know where it was,
0:01:08 > 0:01:11and B) I didn't want to wake anybody up.
0:01:11 > 0:01:12So I ended up in the box room,
0:01:12 > 0:01:15groping around trying to feel for the loo.
0:01:15 > 0:01:20Needless to say, it didn't end well. KNOCK ON THE DOOR
0:01:20 > 0:01:25- Breakfast!- Oh, thanks, you didn't need to do that.
0:01:25 > 0:01:29- I know I didn't, I wanted to... Erm...- Just put it here.
0:01:31 > 0:01:35- Scrambled egg on toast. - You smell nice.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38- That'll be the aftershave. - Who's that for then?
0:01:38 > 0:01:42- I'm meeting someone. - Oh, right, is she nice?
0:01:42 > 0:01:45It's Jude, I promised him some new football boots...
0:01:45 > 0:01:47And the aftershave's for you.
0:01:47 > 0:01:52Neil, I'm - I'm sorry about last night...
0:01:52 > 0:01:56Don't be silly, these things happen. I should've thought about it.
0:01:56 > 0:02:00Anyway it's all sorted now, floors all mopped, no damage done.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03I'm going to get some of those night lights, y'know, ones you plug in.
0:02:05 > 0:02:10- Did you manage some sleep? - No, not much, I was a bit wound up
0:02:10 > 0:02:13and then I was just dropping off when I heard the baby cryin'.
0:02:13 > 0:02:14Yeah, I heard her too.
0:02:18 > 0:02:21Do you think it's all right me and Rosie staying here,
0:02:21 > 0:02:24cos I don't want to cause any trouble between you and Susie.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26I think we crossed that line about eight months ago.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30Yeah, but she doesn't know about that and she need never know.
0:02:30 > 0:02:34- She's going to go mental if she finds out we're staying here.- Why?
0:02:34 > 0:02:38You're carrying my baby, I'm not going to let you stay in some
0:02:38 > 0:02:41grotty seventh floor flat with no lift.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43KIM!
0:02:45 > 0:02:48- Kim!- What is it?
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- She's not breathing!- What?!
0:02:51 > 0:02:53SHE SOBS
0:02:53 > 0:02:56Oh, my God, is she alive?
0:02:56 > 0:03:00I'm sorry, I put her in bed with me and I must've fallen asleep.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02THE BABY STIRS
0:03:05 > 0:03:07It's all right, it's all right...
0:03:07 > 0:03:11She was just having a good old kip, weren't you, darlin'?
0:03:11 > 0:03:14I thought I'd killed her, I thought I'd rolled over and squashed her.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16No, no.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Sometimes their breath is so shallow you can't hear or see it.
0:03:20 > 0:03:24- Happened to me first time I looked after Jude. - PHONE RINGS
0:03:24 > 0:03:27- Oh, that's my phone, will you get it for me?- Yeah.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31Don't take her in bed with you again though, Rosie.
0:03:31 > 0:03:36I won't... I'll never do it again. I really thought I'd killed her.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Cos everybody I love seems to die.
0:03:39 > 0:03:44Hey, don't be silly, your mum dying had nothing to do with you,
0:03:44 > 0:03:47she got cancer, that's not your fault...
0:03:47 > 0:03:50It's for you... I think it's the hospital.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53- Is it about my dad? - I don't know, they won't tell me.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59Hello?
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Right...right. Well, thanks for lettin' me know...
0:04:04 > 0:04:07- Do I just press the red button? - Yeah, what did they say?
0:04:07 > 0:04:09They've moved me dad to the head trauma unit in Leeds.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18MOANING COMING FROM THE TOILET
0:04:20 > 0:04:22MOANING CONTINUES
0:04:22 > 0:04:27- Everything all right in there? - No! It's worse than giving birth!
0:04:27 > 0:04:31- Have you opened your bowels?- God, no. God knows what that'll be like.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33TOILET FLUSHES
0:04:33 > 0:04:36- I'll never go again.- They won't let you home till you've had a poo.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Oh, for God's sake. I'll take some of that stuff then.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41Honestly, it's like I'm sitting on red hot razor blades.
0:04:41 > 0:04:44That's cos it's a bit of a battle ground down there
0:04:44 > 0:04:46and your stitches'll be tightening.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49- I daren't even look. - No, I wouldn't.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51I don't know why I had to have stitches,
0:04:51 > 0:04:54- I didn't with my other two. - Well, were they smaller babies?
0:04:54 > 0:04:55Yeah.
0:04:56 > 0:05:01Kyle was 7lb 2 and Katie was 6lb 12, she came early.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04Well, there you go then, Sonny's a big lad,
0:05:04 > 0:05:068lb 7, it's a good weight that.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11Come on, I'll get you your Lactulose and do you want me
0:05:11 > 0:05:15- to run you a bath?- No. I just want to feel normal again.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Urgh! Look at the state of me, I've aged ten years.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21I'll probably never have sex again anyway.
0:05:21 > 0:05:22Stop it, of course you will.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25This time next week, you'll be at home,
0:05:25 > 0:05:28your stitches will've dissolved - with your baby, eh?
0:05:30 > 0:05:33- Now come on, let's see how Jasmin's getting on, eh?- Yeah.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40- Right, I'm off.- Oh!- Sorry.
0:05:40 > 0:05:44I'm so sorry. I should've locked the door. It's not your fault.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48What?
0:05:50 > 0:05:54Nothin'... You just look amazing, that's all...
0:05:54 > 0:05:56I look bloody enormous.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09You're beautiful, you know that?
0:06:27 > 0:06:28So when will we know?
0:06:28 > 0:06:30MEDICAL MONITORS BEEP
0:06:30 > 0:06:34It's not a case of that, it's about reaching certain milestones, really.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37It depends on the extent of the oxygen deprivation.
0:06:37 > 0:06:41But she WILL be normal, I mean she'll be able to walk
0:06:41 > 0:06:43and talk, won't she?
0:06:43 > 0:06:46Honestly, it's impossible to know at this stage.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48Babies that have had poor Apgar scores
0:06:48 > 0:06:52and pH readings sometimes go on to surprise us all and do really well.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54She got over her infection.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Yeah, and the next thing is to get her breathing by herself.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59You're not going to take her off the ventilator, are you,
0:06:59 > 0:07:00I meant what if she can't...?
0:07:00 > 0:07:02No, we wouldn't do that. We won't just take her off.
0:07:02 > 0:07:06- We gradually reduce the pressure and...- What does that mean?
0:07:06 > 0:07:09We get her to stretch her lungs and in a couple of days, hopefully,
0:07:09 > 0:07:12the ventilator will just be kicking in when she needs it.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14You WILL let me know when you take her off?
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Of course, and we'll be there the whole time.
0:07:21 > 0:07:25- You won't let her die, will you? - We'll do our very best.
0:07:26 > 0:07:31- I know you will. I'm sorry. - SHE SOBS
0:07:31 > 0:07:34I had a miscarriage a few years ago
0:07:34 > 0:07:36and I don't think I've ever really got over it.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43- We're thinking of trying her on some milk soon.- Oh, I can feed her?
0:07:43 > 0:07:46No, but you can continue expressing for her
0:07:46 > 0:07:49and when she's ready, we'll give it to her through a tube.
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- Have you decided whether you're going to stay or...?- No.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58It's really difficult cos I've got two kids at home,
0:07:58 > 0:08:02and my husband needs to find a job.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04I just really want to stay here with Hope.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20Jude! I thought I was picking you up.
0:08:20 > 0:08:21What's our car doing outside?
0:08:21 > 0:08:24Kim just called round to see me, why what's it to you?
0:08:24 > 0:08:26No, nothin', just thought it was weird, that's all.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29I'll just get me keys and me phone and we'll get off.
0:08:29 > 0:08:32- She could wear that little blue dress that...- It's Jude.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34Oh, shit.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36You stayin' here, then?
0:08:36 > 0:08:39- Yeah. - Just till we get things sorted.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42And is she here, an'all, Rosie Hutchinson?
0:08:42 > 0:08:45- What have you got against her? - It's none of your business, Jude.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47- What did she ever do to you? - Nothin'!
0:08:47 > 0:08:49Right, d'you want these football boots or not?
0:08:49 > 0:08:53I could put her in that... Hiya.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54Hey.
0:08:54 > 0:08:58- That all-in-one thing with poppers. - Yeah, yeah, put her in that.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01- Are we off then? - Yeah, come on.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12I've rubbed this oil on me belly every day for months now...
0:09:12 > 0:09:15- There you go, sit on that. - Oh, thanks.
0:09:15 > 0:09:19- I need one of them. Me piles are up like balloons.- You should've said!
0:09:19 > 0:09:21Babies wreck your body. JASMIN'S PHONE DINGS
0:09:23 > 0:09:28- Oh, God no! - What?- Nothin'...
0:09:28 > 0:09:31- It must be something. - Just lift your bottom a minute.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33- It's that Jack.- Moorhouse?
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Yeah, he's going to be a right pain now.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37I wish you hadn't told him I was here.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Sorry, he said he was your friend.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42We were a bit more than friends, so it's best you don't mention him
0:09:42 > 0:09:46- when Dev's around, cos he gets a bit mental.- Sorry, I didn't realise.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Do you think these stretch marks'll ever go or am
0:09:48 > 0:09:50- I going to be stuck with 'em? - They'll fade a bit.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53You mean I'll always have these big stripes up me belly?!
0:09:53 > 0:09:55You've earned those stripes, you carried a baby for nine months.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58It's not quite nine months yet. Nearly another month
0:09:58 > 0:10:00- to go before I'm due.- Doctor won't let you go much longer.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02If your blood pressure goes up again,
0:10:02 > 0:10:04then that is it, baby's comin' out.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06If I was you, I'd want to get it over and done with.
0:10:06 > 0:10:10I used to have this lovely, flat, innie belly button
0:10:10 > 0:10:12and now it's a weird outie one, I don't like it.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18- How is she? - Well, her infection's gone.
0:10:18 > 0:10:22- Well, that's good.- They're going to try her with some of my milk soon.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Zack's been brilliant, he had a little grizzle,
0:10:24 > 0:10:26- but he went straight back off to sleep.- Thanks.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28I hope you'll be going to Parentcraft,
0:10:28 > 0:10:31- cos Fiona's expecting you. - What about me, can I go?- Nope.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33Well, that's not fair, I'm the only one that's not given birth
0:10:33 > 0:10:36and I'm sick of bein' stuck in this bloody bed.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- Can't someone just wheel me down? - I don't think so,
0:10:39 > 0:10:41but I'll ask the doctor for you if you like!
0:10:41 > 0:10:44He's going to say no, in't he? God, I'm bored out of me head.
0:10:44 > 0:10:48I don't know where I should be, here, High Dependency or at home.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51Where do you want to be?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55I just want all my family to be together.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58- It'll happen, Diane. - I hope so.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01When you look at your baby girl, what do you feel?
0:11:03 > 0:11:05I want to take her out of the incubator
0:11:05 > 0:11:11and hold her close to me and make everything better,
0:11:11 > 0:11:13but I can't. And I feel so bloody useless.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15Hey, you're doin' the best you can for her.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Does she recognise your voice?
0:11:17 > 0:11:21I think so, sometimes she turns her little head to look at me
0:11:21 > 0:11:27- when I stroke her arm.- Awwww, bless her little cotton socks...
0:11:27 > 0:11:31Did you fall in love with her, as soon as you saw her?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34She's my baby,
0:11:34 > 0:11:36she's come from me...
0:11:39 > 0:11:42- And I feel like I've let her down. - What?- No way!
0:11:42 > 0:11:43I have caused all of this to happen.
0:11:43 > 0:11:47- No, you haven't.- That's rubbish! - She might have problems for the rest
0:11:47 > 0:11:49of her life, brain damage, cerebral palsy, anything.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Is that what they said?
0:11:51 > 0:11:55No, it's not what they said but it's what they meant.
0:11:58 > 0:11:59When will you know?
0:11:59 > 0:12:03We just have to see how everything just pans out...
0:12:03 > 0:12:06- BABY ZACK STARTS TO GRIZZLE - I'm sorry, I have to feed him.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11I am so lucky that Sonny's birth was straightforward.
0:12:11 > 0:12:12It wasn't THAT straightforward,
0:12:12 > 0:12:15you've got 12 stitches in your fanny and I bet that bloomin' hurt?
0:12:15 > 0:12:18Didn't really feel anything I was so numb and then I had him
0:12:18 > 0:12:21- in my arms, so...- I hope I feel like that when mine's born.
0:12:21 > 0:12:24- I hope I love it. - Course you will.
0:12:24 > 0:12:25There's bound to be summat go wrong.
0:12:25 > 0:12:29Don't say that, don't wish bad things on yourself.
0:12:29 > 0:12:34- There's a young man here to see you. - Me?- Yeah, I think it's your partner.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37Oh, must be early, he's brought my tweezers.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40- Can I borrow them after you've finished?- Yeah.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45- I've got butterflies. - It'll be all right.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47Once he sees his little granddaughter
0:12:47 > 0:12:51he won't care about anything else. He'll fall in love with her.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56So was Neil your boyfriend before you met Susie?
0:12:56 > 0:13:00No, he's just a friend, we've never been together like that.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Why, what made you ask?
0:13:02 > 0:13:05No reason... You can just tell he likes you, that's all.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09And I like him, but not in that way.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12He's always there for you though, in't he?
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- I mean he'd do anything for you. - Yeah, well, I'm carrying his baby.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Have you ever been with a bloke?
0:13:20 > 0:13:25Yeah, twice. Jamie Matthews, when I was 19.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28And then a couple of years later I went to France
0:13:28 > 0:13:31and I fell head over heels in love with Didier.
0:13:31 > 0:13:35Unfortunately he was head over heels in love with himself.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37So, I came back to England heartbroken
0:13:37 > 0:13:42- and ten months later I met Susie. - Do you love her?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46I don't know, I thought I did.
0:13:57 > 0:14:01- Kyle!- Hiya.
0:14:01 > 0:14:05- How did you know where I was? - I called at the address you gave me
0:14:05 > 0:14:07and some bloke told me you'd had the baby.
0:14:07 > 0:14:11That will've been Ed... Well, it's lovely to see you.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14- How are you? - Katie's been done for shoplifting.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16What?! Where is she?!
0:14:16 > 0:14:18Well, she's at home now, Dad had to go to the police station
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- and pick her up. - Oh, for God's sake!
0:14:21 > 0:14:27Yeah, well we all do crazy things... You stole money from Dad.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29No, I did NOT steal money, that was MY money.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- He owed me two months' salary. - D'you know I had to stop him
0:14:32 > 0:14:36smashing up your painting last night. HIS VOICE CRACKS
0:14:36 > 0:14:38I had to hide it in the utility room.
0:14:38 > 0:14:42Thank you, darling... I am so sorry.
0:14:42 > 0:14:46I know how much I've hurt you and Katie and I am so sorry.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Yeah, yeah, you've already said that.
0:14:48 > 0:14:52- THEY SOB - But I hope that one day you will be able to forgive me
0:14:52 > 0:14:55because I will never ever stop loving you.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01Kyle...
0:15:05 > 0:15:11- Would you like to meet your baby brother?- No, he's not my brother.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17I...
0:15:17 > 0:15:23I just thought that you might want to send Katie a text or an e-mail...
0:15:23 > 0:15:25Erm...
0:15:28 > 0:15:31I'll see you around, Mum.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Kyle! Kyle!
0:15:46 > 0:15:47Feels weird bein' back here.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Yeah, I know, I hate the smell of hospitals.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51Is that why you're havin' your baby at home?
0:15:51 > 0:15:53You wrote about it in your blog.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Yeah, I just don't know where my home is at the moment,
0:15:55 > 0:16:00- but I'll have to get that sorted. - Oh, God, it's the child snatcher...
0:16:01 > 0:16:03I've been trying to ring you!
0:16:03 > 0:16:06I went to the address that you gave me, but you weren't there.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08Yeah, no... We've been staying at my friend's flat.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10- Right, well, you NEED to let me know.- Sorry.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13I've got a push-chair and a baby bath in the boot of my car
0:16:13 > 0:16:15for you and I've left some stuff up on Maternity.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17- Thanks.- Oh, well, we'll call up and get them.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20And if you text me the address, I'll drop the other stuff off.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23We're just going to see Rosie's dad, they've moved him to the
0:16:23 > 0:16:26- head trauma unit.- Great! Well that'll make life a lot easier.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29I'll pop round to see you later on today.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32YOU take care and get your feet up, you look tired.
0:16:32 > 0:16:35- Yeah, I will, thanks. - See ya.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39Nosy cow.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44Do you want me to hold Dinah while you tell your dad?
0:16:44 > 0:16:47I don't want to tell him. I thought YOU were going to.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50Well, he might guess if you've got the baby in your arms.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- He won't, he don't even know I've been with a lad. - LIFT DOORS OPEN
0:16:55 > 0:16:57- Does this lad know you were pregnant?- Yeah.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59Well, he has to step up and take some responsibility now
0:16:59 > 0:17:02she's born, cos you're going to have to go back to school.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05- I'm not goin' back to school.- You've got to go back to school, Rosie,
0:17:05 > 0:17:07you're 15 and you're clever, you could get your GCSEs.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10- I'm not bothered about them.- And this lad, who ever he is, he can't
0:17:10 > 0:17:14just get away with it. He's going to have to cough up some money.
0:17:14 > 0:17:15- He hasn't got any money.- Hello.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18Hi...
0:17:18 > 0:17:22Erm... It's Rosie Hutchinson, she's come to see her dad.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Oh, so you're Rosie!
0:17:28 > 0:17:32He might seem a bit confused at first and he might fall asleep,
0:17:32 > 0:17:36but that's pretty normal for someone that's had a serious head injury.
0:17:40 > 0:17:42- MEDICAL MONITORS BEEP - Dad!
0:17:50 > 0:17:55- HIS SPEECH IS SLOW AND SLURRED - Hello love...I've had an accident.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56Yeah, I know.
0:17:56 > 0:18:00It's good of you to come, I've been in another place.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05And who's this?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08I'm Kim, a friend of Rosie's.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12And the baby's called Dinah.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Oh, really?
0:18:16 > 0:18:18That's what my wife's called...
0:18:20 > 0:18:24Wait till I tell her, I don't know why she hasn't been to visit me,
0:18:24 > 0:18:27I expect she's been busy,
0:18:27 > 0:18:30I've been a long way away,
0:18:30 > 0:18:31maybe she couldn't get a bus...
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Maybe that's...
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Maybe that's it.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50I know it's old-fashioned, but that's just how I am.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53- I don't like ultimatums, Vicky. - I don't want to be a single mum.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56- You're not single. - Well I'm not married!
0:18:56 > 0:18:57All right, keep your voice down.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59I've put the chairs out ready for this evening.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- Great. - Do you know if Diane's coming?
0:19:01 > 0:19:04Last time I spoke to her she said she wasn't sure
0:19:04 > 0:19:05but I'll keep you posted, OK?
0:19:07 > 0:19:09I don't know what the big deal is. My parents were married,
0:19:09 > 0:19:13my grandparents were married and I want to be married. Just say if you
0:19:13 > 0:19:15- don't want to be with me, Chris. - It's got nothing to do with that.
0:19:15 > 0:19:19- I AM with you, I just don't want to get married.- Well, I do.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22And another thing, I hate not being able to tell people that
0:19:22 > 0:19:25we're together, it's embarrassing.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27That was as much your decision as it was mine,
0:19:27 > 0:19:30we both decided we needed to keep things professional at work.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Yeah, well, that was before I got pregnant. Thing's have changed.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35I want to be able to tell people that
0:19:35 > 0:19:38you are the father of my baby. Are you all right with that, Chris?
0:19:38 > 0:19:40Now then, Jasmin, how are we doing today?
0:19:40 > 0:19:41Me blood pressure's stayed down
0:19:41 > 0:19:44so I don't think you're going to have to induce me.
0:19:44 > 0:19:48- I think I can go full term now.- Well that's good, I hope you're right.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50Vicky, could you pass me the trace, please?
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Thank you.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01Sometimes patients that've had a serious head injury fully
0:20:01 > 0:20:03recover and sometimes they don't.
0:20:03 > 0:20:07But he didn't even know me mam had died.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10Yeah, that's quite common, he's been asking for her.
0:20:10 > 0:20:13Don't worry, we'll deal with that.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Do you know when he'll be able to come home?
0:20:15 > 0:20:18I wouldn't like to say, it depends on how he progresses,
0:20:18 > 0:20:23but my guess is he won't be going home for quite some time.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26'The doctors may decide he needs to go
0:20:26 > 0:20:28'to a special rehabilitation unit.'
0:20:39 > 0:20:42I could look after him, if they show me what to do.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45No, you can't. It's hard enough looking after a newborn baby.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48What's going to happen to us, then?
0:20:54 > 0:20:57No, there was like three of us that went for t'job and I thought
0:20:57 > 0:21:00he liked me, but I didn't have any experience in retail.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02- When are you coming home, Mam? - Soon, love.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05Nanna won't let me play on the PlayStation.
0:21:05 > 0:21:08Yes, cos you'd be on it all day and it's not good for you.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Sam, I told you, you've gotta listen to Nanna.
0:21:10 > 0:21:11So have you got any more interviews?
0:21:11 > 0:21:14- We went to the park, didn't we? - Park's boring.
0:21:15 > 0:21:19No, but, I'm going to put a postcard up in t'supermarket,
0:21:19 > 0:21:21just see if anyone wants any odd jobs doing or anything.
0:21:21 > 0:21:25- How are you going to do that if you haven't got a car?- I'll go on t'bus.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28Builder said he's not comin' back till you've paid him the last bill.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30But babies are going to be in with you for a bit,
0:21:30 > 0:21:32- so it doesn't matter... - All right, Jean, thank you.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35- So...- Yeah, Jean, thank you. Diane don't need to know all that.
0:21:35 > 0:21:36Yes, I do need to know that, Rick!
0:21:36 > 0:21:39Because we can't get two cots in our bedroom.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41One of them can sleep in my room.
0:21:42 > 0:21:46I'm doin' everything I can, love, all right?
0:21:47 > 0:21:49I'm going to take this milk to neo-natal,
0:21:49 > 0:21:52- do you want to come and see her?- Yeah.
0:21:52 > 0:21:57- I'll stay here with the kids and pop down when you come back.- Thanks.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59If Diane and Roanna go home, I'm going to be stuck in here
0:21:59 > 0:22:02- all by meself.- There'll be other mums and babies coming in.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04Yeah, but I don't know them, I know Diane and Roanna,
0:22:04 > 0:22:06they're me friends.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09Oh, yeah, doctor said you can go to Parentcraft in a wheelchair.
0:22:09 > 0:22:10Ooh, yay, fantastic, I'm off out!
0:22:10 > 0:22:15- He wasn't too happy about it at first, but I talked him round.- Yeah.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19Have you and him got summat goin' on?
0:22:19 > 0:22:22- What made you say that?- I dunno, it's just a feeling that I get.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Maybe he's one of these blokes that fancy pregnant women.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31- He's not, trust me. - Awwww, so there IS somethin'!
0:22:31 > 0:22:34He's not the father of your little one, is he?
0:22:36 > 0:22:42He is, in't he?! Shit, you kept that quiet.
0:22:42 > 0:22:46It's tricky us both working together, y'know and yeah,
0:22:46 > 0:22:48well, he wasn't too happy about it at first,
0:22:48 > 0:22:51it wasn't the right time for him.
0:22:51 > 0:22:56There never is a right time. We'd only just got married.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00Yeah, I forgot there was this mix up over your dates.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02I just don't know when exactly I got pregnant, that's all it is.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Right...
0:23:04 > 0:23:08Could there be an issue over whose baby it is, Jasmin?
0:23:08 > 0:23:09What?! No way...
0:23:11 > 0:23:13I don't know...
0:23:17 > 0:23:19There might be.
0:23:19 > 0:23:23Dev told me he thought it was a honeymoon baby,
0:23:23 > 0:23:26but the weeks don't quite work out, do they?
0:23:29 > 0:23:32- Promise me you won't say anything? - It depends what it is.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35No, I can't tell you unless you swear on your baby's life.
0:23:35 > 0:23:39I can't do that. It depends if it effects you or your baby's health.
0:23:39 > 0:23:43If you tell anyone, that's it, my marriage is over.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46I promise I won't say anything unless I absolutely have to
0:23:46 > 0:23:49and I definitely won't say anything to Dev.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59Three weeks before getting married, it were Melanie Brooks',
0:23:59 > 0:24:01that's one of the solicitors at the law firm that I worked at.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03Well, it was her birthday
0:24:03 > 0:24:05and we were all off out after work for drinks.
0:24:05 > 0:24:09- I hadn't had anythin' to eat and... - And what?
0:24:11 > 0:24:13You better not tell anyone...
0:24:14 > 0:24:16I had a bit too much to drink and I knew
0:24:16 > 0:24:20I shouldn't have done it, but Jack gave me a lift home, Jack's me ex.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24Was he the one that came on to the ward?
0:24:24 > 0:24:27Yeah, and sent me blood pressure rocketin'...
0:24:27 > 0:24:31And anyway, one thing led to another and I was bloody stupid...
0:24:31 > 0:24:33I can't believe I'd done it...
0:24:33 > 0:24:35And as soon as we'd done it, I knew he were only telling me
0:24:35 > 0:24:37he loved me cos he knew I were marrying Dev.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Don't get yourself in a state again, Jasmin.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46And now read that...
0:24:49 > 0:24:52- What you going to do? - I keep having this dream.
0:24:54 > 0:24:58That I give birth to this baby and it's white with blue eyes
0:24:58 > 0:25:00- and blonde hair. - I don't think your baby is going to
0:25:00 > 0:25:03be born white with blonde hair and blue eyes.
0:25:03 > 0:25:06But you don't know for definite, do you?! And knowing my luck, it will.
0:25:10 > 0:25:12The thing is, if I just go another three weeks,
0:25:12 > 0:25:14then it's got to be Dev's baby.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20SHE SIGHS
0:25:24 > 0:25:28- All right? Where you two off? - High Dependency, to see Hope.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31- She's hanging on in there, mate. - Oh, that's great, mate.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34Hey, listen, you might not be interested cos it's crap money,
0:25:34 > 0:25:37but Lenny who works in t'kitchen has knocked two nights on t'trot
0:25:37 > 0:25:40and he's not answering his phone, so if you want to call by this evenin'.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43- Thanks, Dev.- No, Yeah, definitely. Thank you. Cheers, mate.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46- No problem... Is she in a good mood? - She's bored.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48Oh, shit.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53Don't text her, I don't want her to know where I am.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56She's not the enemy, Rosie, she's trying to help you.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58Well, I wish she wouldn't bother, I've got you
0:25:58 > 0:26:00and I don't need anybody else.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03- Now, then, how's she doing? - Yeah, great!
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Awww, what a little poppet and she's really filling out now,
0:26:05 > 0:26:08- are you managing to feed her yourself?- Yeah, she likes it.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Course she does, mother's milk's best. Oh, she's lovely.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Now, Louise has left some stuff for you.
0:26:13 > 0:26:16- That's right, we've just seen her. - I'll just go and get it.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18Do you want to pop onto the ward and see Roanna and the baby?
0:26:18 > 0:26:20- Can we?- I don't see why not.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23I'll wait here.
0:26:25 > 0:26:29- Oh, congratulations! - Thank you, what are you doin' here?
0:26:29 > 0:26:31They've moved Rosie's dad to the head trauma unit...
0:26:33 > 0:26:39God, he's gorgeous, how much did he weigh?
0:26:39 > 0:26:418lb 7.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43- He's a little whopper! - I know, tell me about it.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45I've got the stitches to prove it!
0:26:45 > 0:26:47- Stitches in your...?- Yeah.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50Oh, God, that must be horrible and what's that you're drinkin'?
0:26:50 > 0:26:53Stuff to make me go to the loo, I'm not allowed to leave
0:26:53 > 0:26:57- until I've moved my bowels. - Oh, God, you poor thing!
0:26:57 > 0:27:00Syrup of figs do it every time for me.
0:27:00 > 0:27:04So apart from the stitches, everythin' else was OK?
0:27:05 > 0:27:06Sort of, yeah.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10Well, it was until Kyle came to see me
0:27:10 > 0:27:13and told me Katie's been done for shoplifting.
0:27:13 > 0:27:16- Oh, that's not good. - No, it's not good.
0:27:16 > 0:27:18And he wouldn't even look at him.
0:27:19 > 0:27:23I feel like I've made such a mess of everything.
0:27:23 > 0:27:24No, you haven't.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27And having him's brought back all the feelings I had
0:27:27 > 0:27:29when they were babies...
0:27:29 > 0:27:31And now I just want to see them and hold them...
0:27:31 > 0:27:38- I miss them so much.- You're bound to, but they're grown-up now.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40I know. And it's really weird, but having him,
0:27:40 > 0:27:43you'd think I'd be really happy, but I'm not.
0:27:44 > 0:27:45I feel really sad.
0:27:47 > 0:27:50Well, I'm here if you need me.
0:27:50 > 0:27:53Thank you. Is everything all right with you?
0:27:54 > 0:27:56Not great.
0:27:56 > 0:28:00My big news is me and Susie have split.
0:28:02 > 0:28:04No! I'm so sorry, why?
0:28:04 > 0:28:06Well, things haven't been right for a bit,
0:28:06 > 0:28:09but she completely freaked when I brought Rosie home.
0:28:11 > 0:28:14Maybe you should've talked to her about it first.
0:28:14 > 0:28:17Yeah, you're probably right, cos now I'm thinking maybe it wasn't
0:28:17 > 0:28:21such a great idea, cos she's really gettin' to rely on me.
0:28:21 > 0:28:26Her dad's in a bad way and I don't know what's going to happen
0:28:26 > 0:28:28when I have my baby.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40HE GRUNTS JOKILY
0:28:40 > 0:28:42SHE GIGGLES
0:28:42 > 0:28:47Hey, listen, you, this is your dad talking, all right?
0:28:47 > 0:28:49You have gotta behave yourself in there
0:28:49 > 0:28:53cos your mum wants to come home. You've only got another few weeks
0:28:53 > 0:28:55and then you'll be out, all right?
0:28:55 > 0:28:59So you give me a boot to let me know you've heard me.
0:28:59 > 0:29:01HE GASPS
0:29:01 > 0:29:05Did you feel that? He knows his dad's voice...
0:29:05 > 0:29:07He heard what I said... He definitely moved, didn't he?
0:29:07 > 0:29:09- Yeah, summat moved. - That's my son...
0:29:11 > 0:29:13- It might not be. - What?
0:29:15 > 0:29:18It might be your daughter.
0:29:18 > 0:29:24Oh, yeah, I can't imagine havin' a daughter, but that'd be great...eh?
0:29:25 > 0:29:28Two of you giving me grief...
0:29:31 > 0:29:36It feels real now, I can't wait for her...
0:29:36 > 0:29:39Or him to be here. Aha!
0:29:49 > 0:29:51- All right?- Yeah.
0:30:03 > 0:30:05So Susie doesn't know?
0:30:05 > 0:30:08No, I thought it was just a one-off and I got pregnant straight away,
0:30:08 > 0:30:10but now I really feel something for Neil.
0:30:12 > 0:30:14Well, that's really hard, Kim,
0:30:14 > 0:30:16but you're just going to have to tell her.
0:30:18 > 0:30:21Hiya! Sorry we're late. I stayed at Mum's last night.
0:30:21 > 0:30:25- That's all right. - She wanted to get you some, erm...
0:30:25 > 0:30:27- Congratulations, Simon.- Thank you.
0:30:29 > 0:30:33- He's amazing, isn't he? - What a sweetheart!
0:30:33 > 0:30:36- So when are they going to let you come home?- It depends.
0:30:36 > 0:30:40- I better go, but I'll call round to the flat later in the week.- OK.
0:30:40 > 0:30:43- Oh, right, you better ring Ro before you call round.- Simon!
0:30:43 > 0:30:46No, no, no, no, no, just to check, we might not be there.
0:30:46 > 0:30:50- OK, will do. See you later. - Listen, thanks for coming to see me.
0:30:50 > 0:30:53- I hope it works out OK. Will you keep me posted?- I will. Bye!- Bye.
0:30:55 > 0:30:58- You all right?- Yeah.
0:30:59 > 0:31:01Do you know, I think he's got the Lambert nose.
0:31:01 > 0:31:03He looks JUST like your grandad.
0:31:04 > 0:31:07No, he doesn't, he's got a cute little nose,
0:31:07 > 0:31:09Grandad's got a right old conk.
0:31:09 > 0:31:12Don't let him hear you saying that, otherwise you'll be
0:31:12 > 0:31:13written out of the will!
0:31:16 > 0:31:17Can I hold him?
0:31:17 > 0:31:20Yeah, course you can, thanks ever so much for these flowers,
0:31:20 > 0:31:24- they're beautiful. - Oh, beautiful boy.
0:31:26 > 0:31:29One, two, three - wheee!
0:31:33 > 0:31:35Oh. There.
0:31:36 > 0:31:39Oh, you're not really going to call him Sonny, are you?
0:31:39 > 0:31:40Yeah. We both really like it.
0:31:46 > 0:31:49- Well, I suppose we'll get used to it.- Yeah.
0:31:50 > 0:31:56No, you're right, Simon he doesn't have your grandad's nose,
0:31:56 > 0:31:58he's got YOUR nose.
0:32:00 > 0:32:04- He looks just like you did when you were born.- Really?
0:32:04 > 0:32:06Absolutely.
0:32:06 > 0:32:11He's even got your fingers.
0:32:11 > 0:32:12BABY SNEEZES Ooh!
0:32:12 > 0:32:14THEY LAUGH
0:32:14 > 0:32:16Hello, darling boy...
0:32:18 > 0:32:20I'm Emma, your...
0:32:23 > 0:32:26Oh, gosh, this is going to seem strange.
0:32:26 > 0:32:27Grandmother.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34I'm your grandmother.
0:32:34 > 0:32:36Yes.
0:32:36 > 0:32:38Wasn't so bad...
0:32:40 > 0:32:43- Oh, what's the matter, dear? - Ro...
0:32:43 > 0:32:45Nothing, I'm fine.
0:32:45 > 0:32:49Hey, everything's going to be fine now, we've got our baby, yeah?
0:32:49 > 0:32:52- I know.- Look, I know it's all a bit of a mess.
0:32:52 > 0:32:55But I've had a word with Simon's father
0:32:55 > 0:32:58and you can come stay with us until you find somewhere decent to live.
0:32:58 > 0:33:00See, we don't have to rush into anything.
0:33:00 > 0:33:05We've got THREE spare bedrooms doing absolutely nothing.
0:33:05 > 0:33:09We can turn one into a nursery - yes!
0:33:09 > 0:33:13And the other could be a sitting room for you.
0:33:13 > 0:33:16Dad's really cool about it, he just wants Mum to be happy.
0:33:17 > 0:33:20Look, I know what I said before,
0:33:20 > 0:33:23but everything's changed now little... Sonny
0:33:23 > 0:33:29has come along and, well I didn't realise that you were...
0:33:30 > 0:33:32Well, that you were such a nice person.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34Yeah, she thought I'd choose a right old bitch.
0:33:34 > 0:33:38Simon! HE LAUGHS
0:33:38 > 0:33:41Oh, please say you'll leave that dreadful flat and come
0:33:41 > 0:33:44- and stay with us for a bit? - Thank you, but it's not that...
0:33:44 > 0:33:49I know, I know what it is.
0:33:50 > 0:33:53It's the baby blues, of course it is. It's hormonal.
0:33:55 > 0:34:01Don't worry, you'll be fine as soon as we get you home.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03Yeah.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06And so will you, darling.
0:34:18 > 0:34:21Your big sister cannot wait for you to come home...
0:34:25 > 0:34:28..so you've got to get better, OK? Put some weight on.
0:34:31 > 0:34:32I've brought her some milk.
0:34:32 > 0:34:35Thanks, I'll pop it in the fridge for later.
0:34:37 > 0:34:41- She looks a good colour, don't she? - Yes, she's a bit jaundiced.
0:34:41 > 0:34:44For God's sake what else is going to go wrong with her?!
0:34:44 > 0:34:47- It's not their fault, Rick. - It's nothing to be alarmed about.
0:34:47 > 0:34:49Most babies get jaundiced, particularly prems.
0:34:49 > 0:34:53- Sorry, it's me, sorry.- That's why we've got this special light on her.
0:34:53 > 0:34:56It just seems like every time we come down here, there's summat else.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58I know, but as I explained to Diane earlier,
0:34:58 > 0:35:01it's one step forward and two steps back for babies like Hope.
0:35:01 > 0:35:05So, when we looking at being able to take her home?
0:35:05 > 0:35:10- Would you like me to go and get the doctor to talk to you? - No, no, I don't want a doctor.
0:35:10 > 0:35:13Can you just give us an idea, a rough idea
0:35:13 > 0:35:14of what we're lookin' at?
0:35:16 > 0:35:20This is only my opinion, but I would think not for quite some time.
0:35:38 > 0:35:41Maybe we should get in touch with your auntie Christine,
0:35:41 > 0:35:42let her know about your dad.
0:35:42 > 0:35:45Maybe I should just run away and take Dinah with me.
0:35:45 > 0:35:47Well, that's a silly idea, how would you manage?
0:35:50 > 0:35:56Right, you strap Dinah in and I'll put this lot in the boot.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58- LOUD KNOCKING ON THE DOOR - Yes, I'm here!
0:35:58 > 0:36:00If she's staying here, you better have this,
0:36:00 > 0:36:02- they dropped it off this morning. - What is it?
0:36:02 > 0:36:04Community birthing pool. There you go.
0:36:04 > 0:36:06You had to tell her, didn't you?
0:36:06 > 0:36:08She got it out of me. I'm not going to lie to her.
0:36:08 > 0:36:10This has got nothing to do with Jude.
0:36:10 > 0:36:11You DO realise you're making things worse.
0:36:11 > 0:36:14- I'm trying to do the right thing! - Well, you're not.- She's eight months
0:36:14 > 0:36:18pregnant! What am I supposed to do?! Leave her in some God forsaken flat
0:36:18 > 0:36:20- with no lift?! - Yeah, if that's what she wants!
0:36:20 > 0:36:21Well, I'm not like that and you know it!
0:36:21 > 0:36:24- You shouldn't have thrown her out! - I didn't!
0:36:24 > 0:36:27- I asked her to choose between me and the girl and she chose her.- Mum!
0:36:27 > 0:36:29No, she didn't, she did what any normal person would do!
0:36:29 > 0:36:32- We've brought the pool, let's just go.- Shut up! Don't you think things
0:36:32 > 0:36:35- are bad enough for Jude, with the new baby and everything.- Don't bring
0:36:35 > 0:36:37- me into this!- He's 15, he'll be at university in a few years.
0:36:37 > 0:36:40- You're his father.- Yeah, and I'm Kim's baby's father too!
0:36:40 > 0:36:44- Right! So you've taken her side now! - I haven't taken anybody's side!
0:36:44 > 0:36:46- Susie! For God's sake. - You're MY friend, Neil!
0:36:46 > 0:36:49We've known each other since we were seven.
0:36:49 > 0:36:52Don't you understand that I feel completely betrayed.
0:36:52 > 0:36:54- You're over reacting. - No, I'm not.
0:36:55 > 0:36:58Do you know, her parents don't even know that we're together,
0:36:58 > 0:36:59they think I'm her house mate.
0:36:59 > 0:37:01THE FRONT DOOR OPENS We're home.
0:37:01 > 0:37:05Yep. Says it all. I've brought you the birthing pool,
0:37:05 > 0:37:08we had to get a taxi cos it was too heavy to bring on the bus.
0:37:08 > 0:37:10I'll drop the rest of your stuff off in the morning,
0:37:10 > 0:37:12unless you want to collect it yourself.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14- What are you being like this for? - Can we go now?
0:37:14 > 0:37:17Are you completely stupid? You've left me, Kim!
0:37:17 > 0:37:19- No, I haven't... - Yes, yes, you have!
0:37:19 > 0:37:21You picked your school girl blogger friend and her baby over me
0:37:21 > 0:37:23and now you've moved in with my best friend!
0:37:23 > 0:37:26- C'mon, Mum, let's just go! - And you expect me to just
0:37:26 > 0:37:29- be OK with that?- He's my friend too! - You wouldn't have even known him if
0:37:29 > 0:37:33- it wasn't for me. I introduced you to him.- That doesn't mean you own
0:37:33 > 0:37:36him or me. He's the father of my baby, we can do whatever we want!
0:37:36 > 0:37:39It's not up to you! We don't NEED your permission!
0:37:39 > 0:37:43- This is all my fault!- No, it's not! It's got nothing to do with you.
0:37:43 > 0:37:45- This is mine and Susie's problem. - If someone had told me
0:37:45 > 0:37:48you'd do this to me, I wouldn't have believed them.
0:37:48 > 0:37:50Do you know what, Kim, I don't think I like you anymore,
0:37:50 > 0:37:52- you're not a very nice person. - OK, fine.
0:37:52 > 0:37:55And just for the record, you're not the person I fell in love with.
0:37:55 > 0:37:59- You disgust me. - Mum!- For God's sake.
0:38:01 > 0:38:04Well, I'll tell you something that'll disgust you even more.
0:38:04 > 0:38:06- Yeah.- No, Kim, please... - I think she should know.
0:38:06 > 0:38:10- Know what?!- No, please don't! I'll go.- No, you won't!- Leave it, Mum!
0:38:10 > 0:38:11I'll talk to that Louise woman
0:38:11 > 0:38:13- and I'll go into that hostel. - Are you going to tell her?
0:38:13 > 0:38:16- OK, we didn't get... - Jude's the father of my baby!
0:38:23 > 0:38:26- What did you say? - She's lying.- No, I'm not,
0:38:26 > 0:38:29I've only ever been with one lad so it can't be anyone else.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31- Don't listen to her - she's lying, she's making it up.- Sh!
0:38:31 > 0:38:33It were the night of the school disco.
0:38:33 > 0:38:36I told you about me mam dying and you told me you hated Kim
0:38:36 > 0:38:39- and that you didn't want her to get pregnant.- I didn't say that!
0:38:39 > 0:38:42- You said you didn't want a baby brother or sister!- She's lying!
0:38:42 > 0:38:45And you didn't want your mam to marry her. You did say that, Jude!
0:38:45 > 0:38:47- She's making it up, she's lying! - Jude?
0:38:47 > 0:38:50We drank a bottle of peach brandy that you'd nicked from your
0:38:50 > 0:38:54house and we left school disco and went up to t'quarry.
0:38:54 > 0:38:56You wanted to go just as much as I did.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59Yeah, cos I liked you and I thought you were a nice person.
0:38:59 > 0:39:01You weren't like the other lads, I could talk to you,
0:39:01 > 0:39:04but then afterwards at school you were horrible to me.
0:39:04 > 0:39:08And when I told you I thought I was havin' a baby, you called me
0:39:08 > 0:39:11a slag and said that I'd slept with half the school
0:39:11 > 0:39:13and you knew that weren't true,
0:39:13 > 0:39:17cos I'd never been with anyone before.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20She's your baby, Jude. Look at her.
0:39:28 > 0:39:33- Did you know about this? - No. I swear to God, I had no idea.
0:39:33 > 0:39:36It's the truth, she didn't. I didn't tell anyone except Jude.
0:39:36 > 0:39:39I went online to find out about having a baby
0:39:39 > 0:39:42cos I couldn't talk to me dad and I didn't know what was going to
0:39:42 > 0:39:45happen to me and that's when I found Kim's blog.
0:39:45 > 0:39:47I'm sorry if I've caused you any trouble,
0:39:47 > 0:39:49I just needed somebody to help me.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51Well, to say you didn't want to cause any trouble,
0:39:51 > 0:39:53- you've not done too bad. - Come on, Susie.
0:39:53 > 0:39:56- It's not her fault, Mum. - I know exactly whose fault this is.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58I don't know what to say to you.
0:39:58 > 0:40:03- You're 15 years old and you've ruined your life.- Mum!
0:40:08 > 0:40:10I'll go.
0:40:18 > 0:40:22Susie, wait! Wait! Please!
0:40:24 > 0:40:28I'm so sorry! I had no idea!
0:40:28 > 0:40:32I didn't even know he was old enough to...
0:40:32 > 0:40:35I suppose I still think of him as a boy.
0:40:35 > 0:40:39He IS a boy, that's all he is. He's ruined his life...
0:40:39 > 0:40:41What am I going to do, I don't know what to do?
0:40:41 > 0:40:43I suppose we should ask him what he wants to do?
0:40:43 > 0:40:47- He's got no money, he's 15. - So is she.
0:40:47 > 0:40:49How's he going to pay for a child?
0:40:49 > 0:40:53I don't know, but we'll have to figure somethin' out.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55SHE SOBS
0:40:59 > 0:41:03He's got his mock GCSEs this year and...
0:41:03 > 0:41:05He's got to take some responsibility for what he's...
0:41:05 > 0:41:08No, I know that! Oh, you're loving this, aren't you?
0:41:08 > 0:41:12No, I'm not, what a horrible thing to say.
0:41:12 > 0:41:15I didn't mean it like that... I care about Jude as much as you...
0:41:15 > 0:41:20No, you don't, no. You've never liked him.
0:41:20 > 0:41:24- That's not true. - OK, then.
0:41:24 > 0:41:29Well, you can sort this mess out then cos I can't deal with it.
0:41:29 > 0:41:31I don't want to see either of them again.
0:41:31 > 0:41:35Oh, Susie! Don't be ridiculous! He's your son!
0:41:49 > 0:41:51SHE GASPS
0:41:55 > 0:41:59- I mean, did you think about having an abortion?- That's what I told her.
0:41:59 > 0:42:01I'd missed four months before I realised there were summat
0:42:01 > 0:42:04were up and anyway I didn't have the money.
0:42:04 > 0:42:07- You could've had it done on the NHS. - I wanted a baby.
0:42:07 > 0:42:10Jesus, Rosie, how can you want a baby at 15?
0:42:10 > 0:42:14- I just did.- She's upset.- Yeah, well obviously... We're all upset.
0:42:14 > 0:42:17How many times have I talked to you about contraception?
0:42:17 > 0:42:18We need to talk, Neil.
0:42:18 > 0:42:21Yeah, I know... What did you think you were going to do, eh?
0:42:21 > 0:42:24Just chance it? Or did you set out to get pregnant?
0:42:24 > 0:42:25- No!- NOW, Neil.
0:42:31 > 0:42:33What a bloody mess.
0:42:35 > 0:42:38- I think my contractions have started...- Really?
0:42:39 > 0:42:42I'm sorry your mam's upset and I'm sorry I got you into trouble.
0:42:42 > 0:42:44I just can't believe you told 'em!
0:42:51 > 0:42:53- There you go. - I was going to tell her.
0:42:53 > 0:42:57- I know you were.- It was weird, it was like Rosie knew,
0:42:57 > 0:42:59it was like she was stopping me saying it.
0:42:59 > 0:43:01Yeah, I thought that...
0:43:01 > 0:43:04We'll tell Susie, we will, we'll find a way, but just not now...
0:43:04 > 0:43:07I don't know what the hell we're going to do about Jude.
0:43:07 > 0:43:09Neither do I, but it explains a lot of things,
0:43:09 > 0:43:11why he kicked off big time when I brought her home.
0:43:11 > 0:43:14Yeah. I just can't believe after everything I've said to him,
0:43:14 > 0:43:16he didn't take any precautions.
0:43:16 > 0:43:18And Rosie's father doesn't know she's had a baby.
0:43:18 > 0:43:22- Well, the shit's really going to hit the fan when he finds out.- Oh!
0:43:22 > 0:43:24- SHE EXHALES SHARPLY - Are you OK?
0:43:24 > 0:43:27Oh, God, that's definitely a contraction.
0:43:27 > 0:43:31- I really think I'm in labour. Neil. - Just breathe. It's all right.
0:43:33 > 0:43:37- She's got a special light and a mask over her eyes.- Poor little thing.
0:43:37 > 0:43:40Yeah, and Rick started kicking off at the nurse like it were her fault.
0:43:40 > 0:43:42He'll have been wound up, he's got a lot on his mind.
0:43:42 > 0:43:44When's his court hearin'?
0:43:44 > 0:43:46He hasn't got a date yet, but at least he's got some work.
0:43:46 > 0:43:49- Yeah, they'll be at the restaurant now.- Right, have you got everything?
0:43:49 > 0:43:52I don't know what I need, I've never done this before.
0:43:52 > 0:43:54It's easy, I'll introduce you, some of them
0:43:54 > 0:43:56will know you from before, but the new Parentcraft mums
0:43:56 > 0:43:59and dads won't, so just answer their questions and reassure them.
0:43:59 > 0:44:02I'll take Zack through to the nursery, I'll be back in a minute.
0:44:06 > 0:44:08OK, are you all ready for your trip out?
0:44:08 > 0:44:10- Yeah! I'm off out. - Yeah! Come on then!
0:44:14 > 0:44:17- Have you spilt something? - No, why?
0:44:17 > 0:44:20The sheets, they feel a little bit damp.
0:44:20 > 0:44:23Yeah, that's cos I've been sweatin', it's boilin' in here.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25Right, well, it's not sweat. Just swing your legs round.
0:44:25 > 0:44:27Michelle? Can you strip this bed off?
0:44:27 > 0:44:30- Maybe I've just wet meself. - You all right?
0:44:30 > 0:44:32You know, I think your waters have gone.
0:44:32 > 0:44:34They can't have. I didn't feel anythin'.
0:44:34 > 0:44:36Well, we'll get you through to Assessment
0:44:36 > 0:44:37and we'll see what's going on, OK?
0:44:37 > 0:44:40Bloody typical, I finally get a trip out and summat goes wrong.
0:44:40 > 0:44:43Why is it always me? Me waters can't have gone.
0:44:43 > 0:44:45I'm not due yet.
0:44:45 > 0:44:48You're due when baby decides that it wants to come.
0:44:53 > 0:44:55- All plates and dishes go in here.- Yep, yep.
0:44:55 > 0:44:57You put two tabs in, press fast cycle and start and it
0:44:57 > 0:44:59- takes six minutes.- Six minutes, OK.
0:44:59 > 0:45:02- When that's finished, you want to start unpacking that shelf.- OK.
0:45:02 > 0:45:03Table five want their food.
0:45:05 > 0:45:08Then you stack the tureens, that takes ten minutes
0:45:08 > 0:45:11- and you've got to put an extra tab in.- OK, where do I put the clean
0:45:11 > 0:45:13- tureens?- Put them on there. - OK, on there?
0:45:13 > 0:45:15We're struggling out there, we need you out front.
0:45:15 > 0:45:17Table eight, Dev! It's on the trolley!
0:45:17 > 0:45:19- Yeah, got it. - Rick, we're running out of tureens!
0:45:19 > 0:45:22- What was that? - Running out of tureens.- Tureens!
0:45:24 > 0:45:27Last one there. I'll get another one on the way, all right?
0:45:28 > 0:45:30Come on, we can do this.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35Right, sorry about that, guys.
0:45:35 > 0:45:40Right, we've got a Chicken Korma, mushroom Biriyani, there y'are mate.
0:45:40 > 0:45:44Lamb Rogan Josh, upping the style, yeah?
0:45:44 > 0:45:51Yeah, then we've got prawn Vindaloo Yeah? And a Chicken Bhuna...
0:45:51 > 0:45:53Actually, we didn't order Chicken Bhuna...
0:45:56 > 0:46:00It was Chicken Biriyani. You guys never get it right.
0:46:01 > 0:46:05- I'm sorry.- I tell you what, you can leave the Bhuna on the table
0:46:05 > 0:46:07and bring us the Biriyani when it's ready
0:46:07 > 0:46:12and I think we'll have another round of beers on the house.
0:46:12 > 0:46:14Is that draft beer, or bottle beer or...?
0:46:18 > 0:46:22- Sorry, mate, it slipped out me hand. - You stupid, bloody moron!
0:46:22 > 0:46:25Y'know, what Jasmin's doing with an idiot like you I'll never know.
0:46:32 > 0:46:34Get off, get off!
0:46:36 > 0:46:40Dev! Enough. Enough!
0:46:40 > 0:46:43- OK, folks, sorry. Show's over.- Y'all right? What happened? Y'all right?
0:46:43 > 0:46:45Get that lot cleared up... Are you all right, sir?
0:46:45 > 0:46:47Don't call him sir, he said I'm an idiot!
0:46:47 > 0:46:49Well, you are a bloody idiot!
0:46:49 > 0:46:52Did Jasmin ever tell you about our little pre-wedding fling?
0:46:52 > 0:46:54I SWEAR, I'LL...!
0:46:54 > 0:46:56I don't know when that baby's due,
0:46:56 > 0:46:57but I think you need to check it out, pal!
0:46:57 > 0:47:02- Why don't you shut your mouth! - OK, the pair of you leave right now!
0:47:02 > 0:47:05I tell you, you are going to regret sayin' that.
0:47:05 > 0:47:06Well, I'm just terrified(!)
0:47:08 > 0:47:11It's not worth it, he's talking crap. Leave it!
0:47:11 > 0:47:13Go. Just go.
0:47:15 > 0:47:17- JASMIN EXHALES SLOWLY - Yeah, your waters have broken
0:47:17 > 0:47:20and you're nearly two centimetres dilated.
0:47:20 > 0:47:21I don't know how I can be.
0:47:21 > 0:47:24- I haven't had any contractions yet. - So you've had no pains at all?
0:47:24 > 0:47:26Well, I've always got aches and pains,
0:47:26 > 0:47:28but nothing different to what I normally have.
0:47:28 > 0:47:30We'll get the doctor to take a look at you, then.
0:47:30 > 0:47:32KNOCK AT THE DOOR
0:47:32 > 0:47:35- Come in.- Everything all right? - Yeah, where are you going?
0:47:35 > 0:47:38Kim's gone into labour. Listen, I've gotta go, I'll see ya later.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40All right.
0:47:40 > 0:47:42No way, she's not due till after me.
0:47:42 > 0:47:45I've told you, baby comes when baby wants.
0:48:11 > 0:48:13Yeah, A&E, mate, please.
0:48:19 > 0:48:23SHE EXHALES DEEPLY AND GROANS
0:48:24 > 0:48:26Oh, God.
0:48:27 > 0:48:30We found the pump for the pool, it was in the bottom of the box.
0:48:30 > 0:48:32Oh, God, where's the bloody midwife, Neil?
0:48:32 > 0:48:37- She's coming, she'll be here soon. - But you rung her ages ago.
0:48:37 > 0:48:39Oh, my God, this is horrible... SHE GASPS
0:48:39 > 0:48:43- I think I want to push, Neil. - No, you don't. Lay down.
0:48:43 > 0:48:46I don't want to lay down, it's best to keep moving.
0:48:46 > 0:48:49- Is the pool ready? - How we doing, guys?
0:48:49 > 0:48:52I can feel all the air coming out.
0:48:52 > 0:48:55Shit, valve must've gone... Nearly there!
0:49:02 > 0:49:03PUMP WHIRRS
0:49:14 > 0:49:17SHE GASPS AND BREATHES OUT HEAVILY
0:49:24 > 0:49:29AGGGHHHHHH!
0:49:30 > 0:49:35SHE SOBS Oh, God!
0:49:37 > 0:49:40Think of the most excruciating pain you've ever had in your entire
0:49:40 > 0:49:42life, then triple it and...
0:49:42 > 0:49:46Thank you, Diane, so now we'll move on to Caesarean sections.
0:49:49 > 0:49:51GERALDINE KNOCKS ON THE DOOR
0:49:59 > 0:50:01We got a call, I believe Kim's in labour.
0:50:01 > 0:50:04No, I left her a couple of hours ago, she's fine.
0:50:04 > 0:50:06According to the call we got,
0:50:06 > 0:50:08she's having contractions every six minutes.
0:50:10 > 0:50:12Oh, right, I know where she is.
0:50:12 > 0:50:16Can you hold on?! Can you wait?! We're going to another address!
0:50:21 > 0:50:23OK, I'm putting the cold water in now.
0:50:23 > 0:50:26Better not put too much cold water in, we've got no hot water left.
0:50:26 > 0:50:29I could put the kettle on and a pan of hot water, just in case.
0:50:29 > 0:50:30Good idea, you do that, Rosie.
0:50:30 > 0:50:32What temperature did you say it has to be at?
0:50:32 > 0:50:3436 and 37. I think I want an epidural.
0:50:34 > 0:50:35You can't have an epidural.
0:50:35 > 0:50:38You'll have to take me to hospital, I can't stand this.
0:50:38 > 0:50:41Pool's nearly ready, you'll feel much better when you get in.
0:50:41 > 0:50:43How about your yoga and your visualisation?
0:50:43 > 0:50:47- No, sod visualisation. I need drugs! - No, you don't. We can do this.
0:50:47 > 0:50:49I can't, Neil, I haven't got anything here,
0:50:49 > 0:50:50I haven't even got me relaxation CD!
0:50:50 > 0:50:54I'll have summat, Jude have a look for some chill out music.
0:50:54 > 0:50:57SHE GASPS AND BREATHES OUT HEAVILY
0:50:57 > 0:50:59Oh, me notes and me TENS machine are at the house as well.
0:50:59 > 0:51:02Midwife'll be here any minute and she'll have everything.
0:51:02 > 0:51:05Yes, she'll have gas and air, so you have to blow them candles out.
0:51:05 > 0:51:07I was just tryin' to make it nice for you.
0:51:12 > 0:51:16- What you doin'? - Helping the baby through my pelvis.
0:51:17 > 0:51:21Pan and kettle's on and, er, I thought you might need these.
0:51:21 > 0:51:23Great, put them on there.
0:51:23 > 0:51:26- What about Guns N' Roses? - NO!
0:51:26 > 0:51:29Well, I don't know what's relaxing.
0:51:29 > 0:51:32Why don't you like me, Jude?
0:51:35 > 0:51:38- I don't not like you. - Do you remember when you were 11
0:51:38 > 0:51:41and I took you to Scarborough in the summer holidays, just me
0:51:41 > 0:51:43and you and then we went to see that
0:51:43 > 0:51:47- Viking exhibition in...? - I just want to be normal.
0:51:47 > 0:51:49I want a mum and dad or a mum and a boyfriend,
0:51:49 > 0:51:54just like the other lads in my year, I don't want to be different.
0:51:55 > 0:51:59OK, it's all right to be different though, Jude, it's not a bad thing.
0:51:59 > 0:52:03Yeah, well you want to try havin' a lesbian mother and bein' in my year.
0:52:03 > 0:52:05Sometimes, though, you've got to be brave
0:52:05 > 0:52:08and stand up to people or things'll never change.
0:52:08 > 0:52:10You mean like YOU standin' up to YOUR parents?
0:52:12 > 0:52:14Right, well, I think that's high enough
0:52:14 > 0:52:18and the temperature's bang on, so do you want to jump in?
0:52:26 > 0:52:28Ohhhhh.
0:52:28 > 0:52:31Oh, that's gorgeous...
0:52:36 > 0:52:38Shhhh...
0:52:40 > 0:52:46And the sea is gently ebbing in across the pebbles.
0:52:46 > 0:52:48Shhhh...
0:52:49 > 0:52:54And back out again... Shhhhh...
0:52:54 > 0:52:57BLAST OF HEAVY ROCK KILLS THE QUIET
0:52:57 > 0:52:59- Oh, for God's sake! - No! Not that!
0:52:59 > 0:53:02- It says Nirvana on it, I thought it'd be relaxing.- Oooooh!
0:53:02 > 0:53:05- I'll rub your back.- Oh! Oh! Got another one cranking up.
0:53:05 > 0:53:10Oh, God it really hurts this time. I don't know how you did it...
0:53:10 > 0:53:12Neither do I, it's all a bit of blur now.
0:53:12 > 0:53:15Oooooooooohhhhhh.
0:53:15 > 0:53:17BABY STARTS CRYING FROM THE SPARE BEDROOM
0:53:17 > 0:53:19Baby's crying - someone see to her!
0:53:19 > 0:53:22Go and make sure she's all right. Go on!
0:53:24 > 0:53:27- Got it, what about Susan Boyle? - Susan Boyle?!
0:53:27 > 0:53:32- I like a bit of Subo. - Whatever. Ahhhhhhhh!
0:53:32 > 0:53:35BABY CRIES
0:54:07 > 0:54:10- Just keep trying to breathe, remember the sea. - SHE SCREAMS AND CRIES OUT
0:54:10 > 0:54:12- Rosie - she needs feeding. - It's OK I'll take over.
0:54:12 > 0:54:15I've just gotta go feed Dinah, I'll be back in a minute...
0:54:15 > 0:54:18- Just keep rubbin' her back. - All right, all right.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20SHE GASPS They're getting closer,
0:54:20 > 0:54:23it's about three minutes since the last one.
0:54:23 > 0:54:25I'll ring her again.
0:54:25 > 0:54:28- How will I know if my waters have gone?- I don't know.
0:54:28 > 0:54:32You gave her the right address, didn't you?
0:54:32 > 0:54:35She didn't ask for an address.
0:54:35 > 0:54:38Oh, God, she'll have gone to the house.
0:54:38 > 0:54:40She's not going to get here on time, Neil...
0:54:40 > 0:54:43I hope you know how to deliver a baby... I want to push.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45Aghhhhh! SHE SCREAMS
0:54:45 > 0:54:48That's it. OK, OK. OK.
0:54:50 > 0:54:53So there's nothing at all happening.
0:54:53 > 0:54:57- Nope.- OK, well I think we're going to have to help start you off.
0:54:57 > 0:55:00- So we'll begin with a sweep and then move onto...- Why?
0:55:00 > 0:55:03I'm all right now and the baby's all right, so why can't I just wait?
0:55:03 > 0:55:05Well, now your waters have gone there's an increased
0:55:05 > 0:55:08risk of infection for both you and your baby and that's the last
0:55:08 > 0:55:11thing we want, now we've got your blood pressure under control.
0:55:11 > 0:55:12You're due in a few weeks anyway so...
0:55:12 > 0:55:14Yeah, well, there was a mix-up with me dates.
0:55:14 > 0:55:17Jasmin thinks she might only be 34 or 35 weeks.
0:55:17 > 0:55:21Right, well we absolutely need to know, this is crucial information.
0:55:21 > 0:55:23We give steroid injections and then induce
0:55:23 > 0:55:26if it's 34 weeks or we manage the situation if it's 37 weeks.
0:55:26 > 0:55:29It's very important. Where are the notes and the scan report dates?
0:55:29 > 0:55:31- KNOCK ON THE DOOR - Come in.
0:55:31 > 0:55:34- Jasmin's husband's here. - Not now, who told him to come?
0:55:38 > 0:55:41- What have you done?- Diane rang Rick, she said your waters had gone.
0:55:43 > 0:55:46Why didn't you want me here, Jas?
0:56:04 > 0:56:07- SHE GASPS AND WINCES - She said not to push...
0:56:07 > 0:56:10It's coming, she's coming... I can feel her coming.
0:56:10 > 0:56:12Three quick pants and one long blow...
0:56:12 > 0:56:15- Three quick pants and one long blow...- She's comin' out!
0:56:15 > 0:56:17Hold on, she'll be here any minute, hold on...
0:56:17 > 0:56:20No! I can't! I can feel her head!
0:56:20 > 0:56:22SHE SCREAMS
0:56:22 > 0:56:25I can see her head! I can see her head!
0:56:25 > 0:56:28She's nearly here, one more push, one more push, you can do it!
0:56:28 > 0:56:29No, I can't, not yet... SHE SOBS
0:56:29 > 0:56:32Yes, you can, nobody's stronger than you
0:56:32 > 0:56:34and you've done this all on your own. You're incredible,
0:56:34 > 0:56:36do you know that? And I love the bloody bones off you.
0:56:44 > 0:56:47SHE SCREAMS
0:56:50 > 0:56:53- She's here! - SHE SOBS
0:56:53 > 0:56:55She's here.
0:57:00 > 0:57:02BABY CRIES
0:57:07 > 0:57:09Looks like I wasn't needed after all.
0:57:14 > 0:57:15- OK?- Yeah.
0:57:24 > 0:57:28- Sounds like baby's born, do you want to go see her?- Yeah.
0:57:31 > 0:57:36But before I do, I just want to say...
0:57:36 > 0:57:39I'm sorry for calling you a slag, I didn't mean it.
0:57:49 > 0:57:52Where did Susie go?
0:57:54 > 0:57:59# Shadows settle on the place that you left
0:57:59 > 0:58:04# Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
0:58:06 > 0:58:10# From the perfect start to the finish line. #
0:58:13 > 0:58:15I don't want to talk to you. I don't want get through anything.
0:58:15 > 0:58:16We betrayed her.
0:58:16 > 0:58:18She had a fling with someone she worked with
0:58:18 > 0:58:20three weeks before she married the chap.
0:58:20 > 0:58:23- Arrrhhhhhh! - Push, push, push, push!
0:58:23 > 0:58:25I have to see her!
0:58:25 > 0:58:28Don't you understand?! That baby could be mine!