0:00:02 > 0:00:04# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:04 > 0:00:09# Yeah Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:09 > 0:00:12# Ooh, ooh
0:00:13 > 0:00:17# Watching as the colours light the Earth
0:00:17 > 0:00:21# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:21 > 0:00:23# Yeah
0:00:23 > 0:00:26# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:26 > 0:00:28# Hee-ee
0:00:31 > 0:00:34# Ooh-ooh-ooh
0:00:39 > 0:00:42# I'm in a wonderful world. #
0:01:07 > 0:01:09Neil! Neil!
0:01:09 > 0:01:10NEIL!
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Sorry. Sorry, I tried. She wouldn't take it.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16I've been up four times with her in the night.
0:01:16 > 0:01:20I know, I know. Maybe if the milk was warmer...
0:01:20 > 0:01:22BABY CRIES
0:01:22 > 0:01:23HE SIGHS
0:01:27 > 0:01:31I think when I gave birth to Emily,
0:01:31 > 0:01:35my libido was on the other end of the cord,
0:01:35 > 0:01:38cos it's completely bloody vanished.
0:01:38 > 0:01:43I haven't felt aroused or wanted sex since the day I had her.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46Hi, Chris. It's me again. I'm just trying to get in touch with you.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Ring me or text me as soon as you get this message, please.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51'I don't think it would bother me if Neil took a lover.'
0:01:52 > 0:01:54No, I'd better delete that.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58If I were Neil I'd leave me,
0:01:58 > 0:02:00find someone else.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05In fact, he's probably planning to do exactly that,
0:02:05 > 0:02:08except it's his flat, so he'd have to ask me to leave,
0:02:08 > 0:02:10then I wouldn't have anywhere to live.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Oh, Simon! He smells like he's shat for England.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13BABY WAILS
0:02:13 > 0:02:16Hello, darling. Come on, up you come.
0:02:18 > 0:02:21Oh, Si, it's all coming out the side of his nappy!
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Good boy, come on. Oh!
0:02:25 > 0:02:27Breakfast.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Lovely.
0:02:29 > 0:02:30Who are you writing to?
0:02:30 > 0:02:32Just doing my blog.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35'I can't even be bothered to speak to him sometimes.'
0:02:35 > 0:02:37Why don't you get a couple of hours' kip while she's asleep?
0:02:37 > 0:02:40I will do, just as soon as I've finished this.
0:02:40 > 0:02:45'I know I'm being horrible, but I just can't go there,
0:02:45 > 0:02:48'besides I stink of sweat and stale milk.
0:02:50 > 0:02:54'Sometimes I look down at this vulnerable little being who
0:02:54 > 0:02:56'relies on me for her very existence,
0:02:56 > 0:02:59'when I'm breast-feeding and her face
0:02:59 > 0:03:02'is a picture of sleepy milk bliss,
0:03:02 > 0:03:04'my heart is full of love for her.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08'and other times, usually on the third or fourth time
0:03:08 > 0:03:11'she screams for milk in the middle of the night,
0:03:11 > 0:03:13'I think, "You little brat. I hate you."'
0:03:13 > 0:03:15There we go, darling. There we go. Look at that.
0:03:15 > 0:03:16KNOCK ON DOOR
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- Get that for me, will you, love? - Come on. Come on.
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- Sam, take over from me. - That's it, baby.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Come on, Sam. Help your mam out.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26- You all right? Hiya. - Oh, hiya, love.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29Now, he's had his breakfast and there is a clean change
0:03:29 > 0:03:31and four nappies in the bag.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33OK, you know I'm going to see Rick this afternoon,
0:03:33 > 0:03:36- so me mam'll be looking after him. - Oh, that's great. He loves your mam.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39- I'll be here for when you pick him up, though.- His pushchair's outside.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41All right, darling. You be a good boy for Diane. Bye-bye.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- See you later.- See you.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Come on, then, darling. One more. That's it.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48She's wet her pants and drawn on me homework.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52I think her mam left some clean pants in the bag by the bottom
0:03:52 > 0:03:53of the stairs. I'll have a look
0:03:53 > 0:03:56later and see what I can do with your homework.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57Come on, darling.
0:03:57 > 0:04:02'I used to have conversations with friends. We talked about stuff
0:04:02 > 0:04:06'other than babies and we drank wine, got pissed.
0:04:06 > 0:04:11'Oh, my God, I've forgotten how good it is to be pissed!'
0:04:11 > 0:04:13I think the boiler's completely knackered this time.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16Oh, for goodness' sake. We're going to have to ring the landlord.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18OK.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22- There we g... Huh! - BABY LAUGHS
0:04:22 > 0:04:23(You little...)
0:04:23 > 0:04:26You're not supposed to flick it in Mummy's face,
0:04:26 > 0:04:29are you, darling? That's not very nice, is it?
0:04:29 > 0:04:33Now mummy's going to have to wash her hair again. Ooh, Sonny...
0:04:33 > 0:04:35'What I don't understand,
0:04:35 > 0:04:38'what is totally and utterly beyond me,
0:04:38 > 0:04:41'is why anybody in their right mind has another baby?
0:04:42 > 0:04:46'They either have to be insane or have a chronic case of amnesia.'
0:04:47 > 0:04:51I think you have two godmothers and one godfather if it's a girl.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53Oh, right, so it's quite strict, then.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Yeah. Kim's the main godmother, though.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58We're going to have a Namkaran for Amber.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00It's like a naming ceremony.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03It really should've happened on the twelfth day after her birth.
0:05:04 > 0:05:05No, it's all right, Mum,
0:05:05 > 0:05:08as long as it happens before her first birthday.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10- Who told you that?- I don't know.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Same person who told you you can't get pregnant
0:05:12 > 0:05:14when you're breast-feeding, probably.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16You know what? I'm not going to open me mouth any more,
0:05:16 > 0:05:18cos whatever I say, it'll be wrong.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20Er, yeah. What's this?
0:05:20 > 0:05:21My sons.
0:05:21 > 0:05:22You hope.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25You're really leaving it far too late for her Namkaran.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28I think it must be lovely having twins.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31Oh, yeah, but it's so uncomfortable, and I nearly live here.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Honestly, I get clinic appointments, like, every other week.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36I'd a water infection at me last appointment,
0:05:36 > 0:05:38so I've had to come and have it checked again.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41Anyway, it'll be nice to get it all over and done with together,
0:05:41 > 0:05:43cos they'll have each other to grow up with
0:05:43 > 0:05:45and we'll get all nappies finished together.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47You'll be changing most of 'em.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- I do already.- That's true.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51So christening's at ten o'clock?
0:05:51 > 0:05:54Yeah, St Margaret's, cos that's where me mam and dad got married.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57I knew it were you. You're Dinah Hutchinson's daughter, aren't you?
0:05:57 > 0:06:00- Yeah, why?- I were a bridesmaid at your mam's wedding.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Cor, last time I saw you, you must've been nine, ten.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05You haven't changed at all!
0:06:05 > 0:06:07I went to school with your mam. We were best friends.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09How is she?
0:06:09 > 0:06:12She died two year ago of breast cancer.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15Oh, God, no!
0:06:16 > 0:06:18I'm sorry. That's terrible.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21I kept thinking about her, er...
0:06:21 > 0:06:24I didn't know how to get in touch, or where she were living and...
0:06:24 > 0:06:26I'm so sorry. Shit, that's terrible.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28I feel awful now.
0:06:28 > 0:06:29It... It's all right.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34God, you're young to be having a baby.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35- It's me second...- Oh, my God!
0:06:35 > 0:06:39I've already got a little daughter called Dinah after me mam.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Aw, that's lovely.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Are you having a baby?
0:06:45 > 0:06:47Me? Jesus, no. God, am I that fat? No.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49No, sorry, I... I didn't mean...
0:06:49 > 0:06:51No, no, no, I'm here with me daughter,
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Shelly. She's a surrogate for two lads I clean for.
0:06:53 > 0:06:54Mum!
0:06:55 > 0:06:59I'm just renting out me womb. 10K if I deliver an healthy baby.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- Right.- What did she say?
0:07:01 > 0:07:03Yeah. It's nice to help out and I
0:07:03 > 0:07:05get all me payday loans sorted in one go.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Barking mad, but she won't be told.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09I'm just off to lav.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11- Watch my bag.- Again?
0:07:11 > 0:07:14Excuse.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Jasmin, would you like to come through?
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Oh, you can't all come.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- But I want to ask... - Deven said I could go in his...
0:07:22 > 0:07:26No! He's coming in with me and you can stay here and look after Amber.
0:07:28 > 0:07:31Er, don't you want to know what sex they are?
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Oh, shit. I forgot about that! Take care.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36You're next in room two with Geraldine
0:07:36 > 0:07:38if you want to head through, sweetheart.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41If I'm not here when you get out, I'll see you tomorrow.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43- Yeah.- Yeah, definitely.- Take care.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47Sorry about me mam. I hope she didn't upset you.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49No, I think I recognise her.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Did she used to have blonde hair?
0:07:51 > 0:07:53She's been every colour you can think of.
0:07:53 > 0:07:56She had blonde hair before she broke up with me dad
0:07:56 > 0:07:58and then she went black and spiky.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01And then when she came back from Ibiza, she'd gone red
0:08:01 > 0:08:02and had three tattoos.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04She's calmed down a bit now, though.
0:08:04 > 0:08:05I'd better go.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26BABY WHIMPERS
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Sh-sh-sh. Hello.
0:08:28 > 0:08:29Hello.
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Come on.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Can you see what sex they are?
0:08:43 > 0:08:46- You're 25 weeks?- Yeah, that's right. - Are they boys?
0:08:46 > 0:08:48I thought you didn't want to know.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51Oh, he's been driving me mad for past two weeks and I've given in.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53- Are you all right? - Yeah, just a bit sore.
0:08:53 > 0:08:57Can you just keep very still and we can get a better look at them...
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Is there something wrong?
0:09:01 > 0:09:04She's looking to see if they've got willies or not.
0:09:04 > 0:09:05Hey, maybe it's one of each.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07Oh, don't you listen to anything anyone tells you?
0:09:07 > 0:09:10They're identical, you div. They're either boys or girls.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11Was there any discordance last time?
0:09:11 > 0:09:14There was a discrepancy in the amniotic fluid measurements,
0:09:14 > 0:09:17but it wasn't that bad. Absent EDF.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19I think we should let Dr Stone have a look.
0:09:19 > 0:09:20Why, what is it?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23One of the twins looks a bit bigger than the other.
0:09:23 > 0:09:24What's wrong with that?
0:09:24 > 0:09:27We just need to check that everything's all right, OK?
0:09:30 > 0:09:31Shelly! BABY CRIES
0:09:31 > 0:09:32Oh, my God!
0:09:34 > 0:09:37Someone help me! Shelly, it's a baby!
0:09:37 > 0:09:41- I found a baby in the toilet! - You've found a baby!
0:09:41 > 0:09:43- Oh, my God! It's still attached... - Oh, my God!- ..to the thingy...
0:09:43 > 0:09:47Oh, my God! It was crying in the next cubicle.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Oh, my Lord, it looks like it's just been born.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52- Look how little it is.- Someone just left it in the toilet?
0:09:52 > 0:09:54Emergency. Neo-natal to reception.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56It were on a load of paper towels on the floor.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59I just... I couldn't believe what I were seeing at first.
0:09:59 > 0:10:04- Jesus, I feel really shaky.- Sit down, Mam. Sit down.- Sit down, love.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Oh, get us me e-ciggie out of me bag, front pocket.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09You can't smoke that in here. I'm sorry.
0:10:09 > 0:10:10God, just to calm me nerves.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13Newborn found in the toilet, placenta still attached.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Don't know the gestation, but it certainly looks prem.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18I'd say it was literally born a couple of hours ago.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20- What were all that gunk on its head?- Oh, God.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23They're born with it. The midwives wipe it off when they're born.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25- You all right? Got it? - BABY WHIMPERS
0:10:28 > 0:10:31Will I get... Will I get me coat back?
0:10:31 > 0:10:34As soon as they've cleaned him up and got him into an incubator.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36I wouldn't bother, it's just we're on the bus
0:10:36 > 0:10:38and it looks like rain. Poor little thing.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41- It's quite a shock, in't it? - Yeah, me whole body's shaking.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Last year, we had a full term left in the reception with
0:10:43 > 0:10:45a note in its nappy bag.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48This one's definitely prem, and the mother'll need some attention.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Listen, I'm going to have to report this to the police,
0:10:50 > 0:10:53- so would you mind hanging about, lovely?- No, no, cos I'm here with
0:10:53 > 0:10:55our Shelly. She's got to see her consultant, so...
0:10:55 > 0:10:56Can I get a tea?
0:10:56 > 0:10:59- Yeah, of course. I'll put kettle on. Er, Helen Osbourne?- Yeah.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Could you go to room two, please? And you,
0:11:01 > 0:11:03I'll see you in a couple of weeks to check...
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- I'll see you tomorrow. - Oh, yeah, I was forgetting.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Listen, you remember to drink plenty of water, Rosie.
0:11:08 > 0:11:09I'll see you later. Bye.
0:11:11 > 0:11:15It's Dinah's christening tomorrow. Ten o'clock at St Margaret's.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18Oh, right. Lovely.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20You can both come if you like.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23Cheers, love. That's really nice of you to invite us.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26I've just got to go outside and have a ciggie.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28I'll walk with you.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32BABY GURGLES
0:11:41 > 0:11:44I think she's going to be walking soon.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Is that early, or... I don't know anything about kids.
0:11:47 > 0:11:50Jude didn't even attempt to walk until he was, like, 16 months.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Hiya, love. Well?
0:11:54 > 0:11:56Four Bs.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59Oh, fantastic, brilliant. Oh, and with a baby as well.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01- I'm so proud of you, love. - Does Rosie know?
0:12:01 > 0:12:05No, erm, her phone's turned off, so she must still be at the hospital.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08You'll have to decide what subjects you want to take for A level next.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10I see it's sold, then.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Yeah, well, they've agreed a price
0:12:12 > 0:12:15and they want to move pretty quick, so...
0:12:15 > 0:12:18So, er, what are we going to do now?
0:12:18 > 0:12:20You've not found anywhere you like yet.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Are we going to rent somewhere or...
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Yeah, well, we wanted to talk to you about that.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Yeah, we just thought we'd, erm, hold off for a bit
0:12:27 > 0:12:29and go travelling, didn't we?
0:12:29 > 0:12:31Right. And what about me and Rosie?
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Where are we going to live?
0:12:33 > 0:12:36Well, it's... It's not really our problem, Jude, is it?
0:12:36 > 0:12:38- Well, I don't understand... - She didn't mean that.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41Look, if we can't provide accommodation, then the council
0:12:41 > 0:12:42are going to have to kick in
0:12:42 > 0:12:45and give you somewhere to live, aren't they? Especially with Dinah
0:12:45 > 0:12:47- and now Rosie being pregnant. - And what if they don't?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50Well, they're not going to see you on the streets, are they, love?
0:12:50 > 0:12:52Of course not.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54And you could always stay with your dad and Kim till we get back.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58SHE SIGHS
0:12:58 > 0:12:59Oh.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01Oh, sh...
0:13:01 > 0:13:02Oh.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Oh, that's horrible.
0:13:13 > 0:13:14Oh, God!
0:13:16 > 0:13:18- Oh!- You all right?
0:13:18 > 0:13:20Oh, how come everybody else has lost their baby weight?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Vicky, Roanna, Diane...
0:13:22 > 0:13:23- Stop it, will you?- There's only me.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26- You look great.- I look frumpy and bloated.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29- No, you don't.- I must be two sizes bigger than I was before.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32I'm... I'm not going to this christening.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34You've got to go. You're the godmother.
0:13:34 > 0:13:35She'll have to pick another one.
0:13:35 > 0:13:39I don't want to see anyone looking like this, least of all Susie.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41What's that mean?
0:13:41 > 0:13:44Nothing, I just don't want her to see me looking a mess.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47Well, you don't look a mess,
0:13:47 > 0:13:49and you've got to face her sometime.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52I tell you what, seeing as I've got the day off,
0:13:52 > 0:13:55why don't I look after Emily and you go into town,
0:13:55 > 0:13:59meet a friend, buy yourself something new? My treat.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01She'll just scream the whole time.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03No, she won't. Look, ring Roanna.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05You know you can express some milk
0:14:05 > 0:14:08and I'll give her some of that butternut mush.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10She won't have it. She'll just spit it out again.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12Kim, she's got to start on solids sometime.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15Otherwise, you'll be tied to her forever.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19'No, I don't think I made a mistake.'
0:14:20 > 0:14:25I miss Susie as a friend and I feel really bad about what happened.
0:14:25 > 0:14:26Yeah.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29But I don't want to be with her sexually.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31The truth is I don't want to be with anyone sexually.
0:14:31 > 0:14:36- Right.- I mean, I look at Neil and I can see he's attractive.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38- He's really handsome.- Yeah, he is.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41And I love him.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Which reminds me, I'd better ring him.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47I've just... I've no energy. I'd rather go to sleep,
0:14:47 > 0:14:50watch telly or have a cup of tea and a chocolate Hobnob.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52So how long's it been?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Well, we did it three times before I had Emily.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56And after?
0:14:56 > 0:14:58We haven't.
0:14:58 > 0:15:02What? You haven't had sex for nine months?
0:15:02 > 0:15:05Nearly ten actually. That's really bad, isn't it?
0:15:05 > 0:15:08Yeah, yeah, that's bad. I've been reading your blog,
0:15:08 > 0:15:10but I didn't realise it was as bad as that.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13Sometimes I want it when he's not there, when he's at work...
0:15:13 > 0:15:16Hi. Hiya. Yeah. Is she all right?
0:15:17 > 0:15:19Oh, Neil, she'll never sleep tonight.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22Have you... have you checked she's breathing?
0:15:24 > 0:15:27Well, will you check for me, please?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30Health visitor says I have to get her in a routine.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32Sonny's been sleeping through since he was three months.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34- Oh, don't tell me that.- Sorry.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36I bet you and Simon are at it all the time?
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- Not all the time, but... - It's official. I'm a freak.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40No, you're not. Stop it.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Listen, we've got our own problems,
0:15:43 > 0:15:45living in this damp, cold cottage.
0:15:47 > 0:15:48You could've stayed with his parents
0:15:48 > 0:15:50till your settlement came through, though.
0:15:50 > 0:15:53No, we couldn't. Believe me. That's another story.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Why, cos you were bonking all the time?
0:15:55 > 0:15:58I've thought about going to the doctor or getting something herbal
0:15:58 > 0:16:01I saw online, but I can't while I'm breast-feeding...
0:16:01 > 0:16:03Hiya, yeah. Oh, great.
0:16:03 > 0:16:05Yeah, well, erm...
0:16:05 > 0:16:07make sure she has all my milk before you start on the squash.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10OK, I won't be long. I love you too.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Well, he's a saint, isn't he?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Does he ever read your blog?
0:16:16 > 0:16:20- Oh, God, no! He never says anything if he does.- I tell you what.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22I think you should wean her off the breast and then see...
0:16:22 > 0:16:24No. I want to keep feeding her
0:16:24 > 0:16:26- for as long as I can, it's better for her.- No. No.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Listen, you're feeding her six or seven times a day
0:16:28 > 0:16:31and then two or three times at night. No.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34No wonder you're knackered, you're like a bloody milking machine.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36- What about you?- I don't matter.
0:16:36 > 0:16:40Yes, you do matter, Kim. You do matter and so does Neil.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Listen, I've read your blog and it's as though you've lost yourself.
0:16:43 > 0:16:44Seriously, it's mental this is
0:16:44 > 0:16:46the first time you've left her with anybody.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48He's her biological father.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49I know.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51You've become defined by motherhood, sweetheart.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54You've forgotten who you are.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55Hmm?
0:16:56 > 0:16:57Look.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01They've got some great coats.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05You've been watching me all the way through.
0:17:05 > 0:17:06I've had loads of scans.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Sometimes it can just happen out of the blue. I mean, one twin
0:17:09 > 0:17:11suddenly gets bigger than the other and that's why we
0:17:11 > 0:17:14need to keep a close eye on mothers expecting monochorionic twins.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17What does mono... Whatever mean?
0:17:17 > 0:17:20It means the babies each have their own amniotic sac,
0:17:20 > 0:17:22but they share a placenta.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24But they all catch up in the end, don't they?
0:17:24 > 0:17:26I mean, Jasmin's little sister were only five pounds
0:17:26 > 0:17:30when she was born, and now she's ten stone four.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32I don't see what all the fuss is about.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Sorry to keep you waiting.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37I just wanted to have a word with my colleague before...
0:17:37 > 0:17:41Can I just say? I'm Amita and you've frightened my daughter to death.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43Yeah, you made it sound like it was dead serious
0:17:43 > 0:17:45and one of the twins could die.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Well, I'm sorry if I alarmed you,
0:17:47 > 0:17:50but unfortunately that is the situation.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53- Told you.- I don't understand.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56You know that one of your twins is bigger than the other?
0:17:56 > 0:17:58What's the problem with that?
0:17:58 > 0:18:00Well, let me show you.
0:18:01 > 0:18:05For some reason, the placenta has developed blood vessels
0:18:05 > 0:18:09that are allowing the blood to flow from one of your twins -
0:18:09 > 0:18:12let's call him or her the donor, the smaller one -
0:18:12 > 0:18:15to your other twin - let's call him
0:18:15 > 0:18:18or her the recipient, the larger one.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20Left untreated,
0:18:20 > 0:18:23almost certainly one of your twins will die.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26There must be something you can do?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28There is something.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32I have to warn you, this is a pioneering new treatment.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35It's invasive and therefore not without considerable risks.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37- What kind of risks? - OK, let me explain.
0:18:38 > 0:18:41In order to treat the problem, we need to try
0:18:41 > 0:18:45and stop the flow of blood from one twin to the other.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48That means blocking the vessels in the placenta
0:18:48 > 0:18:50that are causing the problem.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53How are you going to do that when it's in me womb?
0:18:53 > 0:18:56We insert a special telescope to see the placenta
0:18:56 > 0:19:02and then we use a tiny laser to block the blood vessels.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Will that, er... Will it hurt?
0:19:04 > 0:19:07No, we use a spinal anaesthetic,
0:19:07 > 0:19:13but putting anything inside the womb carries a risk of infection
0:19:13 > 0:19:17and it could cause pre-term labour,
0:19:17 > 0:19:19and even sudden foetal death.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24There is a chance you could lose both babies.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28So what's going to happen now?
0:19:28 > 0:19:31The baby's being checked over by the neonatal team,
0:19:31 > 0:19:33so depending on what they find, it will either stay here or be
0:19:33 > 0:19:35handed over to social services.
0:19:35 > 0:19:36Cos I'd like to know.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39Oh, I'm sure if you ring the hospital, they'll tell you.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41Right. Well, if there's anything else.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43No, we've got your statement and we'll try and track down this
0:19:43 > 0:19:47young woman who was leaving the toilets just as you were entering...
0:19:47 > 0:19:50- Well, she were more of a girl than a woman.- Great.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52Are we going now, Mam? Cos I feel like we've been here all day.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I just wondered if maybe I could have a peek at him
0:19:55 > 0:19:56now they've cleaned him up.
0:19:56 > 0:20:00God, what for? I'm bloody starving.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04If you want me to come round tonight, talk it through with you,
0:20:04 > 0:20:06I could try and explain it a bit more.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08DREAMLIKE ECHOES: I'll ring you, Vicky.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11- Thanks. We just need to get home. - I'll ring you, then.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14I just think Dr Stone really would like to keep a close eye on her.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16I'll bring her back first thing Monday.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18We're all just a bit shocked.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21We're still a bit shocked, you know, we're still a bit shocked.
0:20:21 > 0:20:24Course, you must be, but I'm here if you need me.
0:20:24 > 0:20:25CONVERSATION ECHOES
0:20:33 > 0:20:35I thought about putting the twins in separate bedrooms
0:20:35 > 0:20:38so they wouldn't wake each other up, but then Zack'd wake our Sam up
0:20:38 > 0:20:41and that wouldn't be fair on him cos he's got school in the morning.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44And it's already tough for them cos they have to walk themselves now,
0:20:44 > 0:20:47cos I can't get meself and the twins ready on time.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51I hope you tell 'em not to talk to anybody.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Yeah, course I do.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59Ellie's started plucking her eyebrows.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02I was looking at her, thinking she looked weird,
0:21:02 > 0:21:04and then I realised what it was, so, er...
0:21:04 > 0:21:06Anyway, she got told off.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10It's probably just cos neither of us are there.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13You know, I'm stuck in here and you're working.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15I had to do summat, Rick!
0:21:15 > 0:21:17- They were going to take the house of us.- I'm not blaming you.
0:21:17 > 0:21:20It's my fault we're in this situation. I know that.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24It's just...
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Well, I don't want to talk about it.
0:21:36 > 0:21:37So, er...
0:21:40 > 0:21:42..how are things with you?
0:21:42 > 0:21:43Me?
0:21:45 > 0:21:47I'm having a fantastic time.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54Well, it's not long now.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Yeah, not long.
0:22:11 > 0:22:14Hey. You, er, you'd better be going.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37Hello. Hello.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39I'm home!
0:22:39 > 0:22:42Oh, sorry I was a bit longer than I thought. How's she been?
0:22:42 > 0:22:44Wow, you look great.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Aw, did you miss me treasure pie?
0:22:46 > 0:22:49Did you think I'd left you for ever and ever?
0:22:49 > 0:22:52She's been fantastic. Never even whimpered once.
0:22:52 > 0:22:54Oh, really?
0:22:54 > 0:22:55Well, that's amazing.
0:22:55 > 0:22:59Yeah, she's been very happy with her daddy, haven't you?
0:23:00 > 0:23:01You've got make-up on.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04Yeah, yeah. One of the girl on one of the counters
0:23:04 > 0:23:07did it for me for free.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10I bought a load of stuff. This and the shoes.
0:23:10 > 0:23:11What do you think?
0:23:11 > 0:23:13You look amazing. You've got legs.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15And a waist.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17I've got this thing on that pulls you in.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I can hardly breathe, like, but it does the trick.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21Oh, my boobs are about to explode.
0:23:21 > 0:23:25Well, she drank all your milk and ate your squash.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27All of it? There was enough for two days.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29Yeah, I know. She screamed for some more.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32Wow. No, that's really good.
0:23:33 > 0:23:36- I'll have to express, then.- Yeah, then we went to the supermarket
0:23:36 > 0:23:38and we got a couple of steaks,
0:23:38 > 0:23:40some spinach and a nice bottle of wine for supper.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43Wine. I've forgotten what that tastes like.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45We stopped off in the park on the way back.
0:23:45 > 0:23:46She's completely knackered now,
0:23:46 > 0:23:49but I tried to keep her awake so she'd sleep tonight.
0:23:49 > 0:23:53That way, we could have a bit of mummy-daddy time.
0:23:56 > 0:23:57I'll just take this lot off and hang them up,
0:23:57 > 0:24:00- so they're nice for tomorrow. - No, don't. You look fantastic.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01I won't be able to eat anything.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04I'm so uncomfortable. My feet are killing me.
0:24:04 > 0:24:05TEXT ALERT
0:24:07 > 0:24:10Oh, I've got a message from Diane.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13- Oh, God!- What is it?
0:24:13 > 0:24:15There's something's wrong with Jasmin's pregnancy.
0:24:17 > 0:24:18BABY WHIMPERS
0:24:20 > 0:24:21PHONE JINGLE
0:24:21 > 0:24:23BABY WHIMPERS
0:24:23 > 0:24:26Ring and tell 'em you're not coming in tonight. We've got an emergency.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28We're short-staffed, Jas...
0:24:28 > 0:24:29Dev, this is serious!
0:24:29 > 0:24:32- There you go, drink that. - What is it?
0:24:32 > 0:24:36It's a high protein drink. Your father's been on the internet
0:24:36 > 0:24:40and it says TTTS can make mothers malnourished...
0:24:40 > 0:24:42What's TTTS?
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome.
0:24:44 > 0:24:47Nutrition is very important and often overlooked.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49I eat well. Don't I, Dev?
0:24:49 > 0:24:52Yeah, yeah, love. You do, but try... try drinking it.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55Ice-cream and green olives is not very good for the babies.
0:24:55 > 0:24:58Why do I crave it, then?
0:24:58 > 0:25:00- It's not my fault. - Nobody's blaming you, baby.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02I'm only trying to be helpful.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04Don't you think it's bad enough for her?
0:25:04 > 0:25:06It's not just about Jasmin.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09We should all be doing everything we can to help our poor little babies.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12Mum. Mum, please, you're not helping.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15- Well, if that's how you feel, I'll go home.- I'm sorry.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17I didn't mean that. I know you're upset.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20We're all upset. I'm upset! Your dad's upset!
0:25:20 > 0:25:23Right, look we really appreciate everything you've both
0:25:23 > 0:25:25done for us, helping out with Amber and everything...
0:25:25 > 0:25:28Because clearly you can't be trusted to look after the baby.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30I forgot her once, Mum, when she was just born.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32I left her in the van for five minutes while I went...
0:25:32 > 0:25:35- She could've overheated and died. - Yes, I know that now.
0:25:35 > 0:25:36I just wasn't used to being a dad.
0:25:36 > 0:25:39If social services are confident I know how to look after my own
0:25:39 > 0:25:41daughter, why can't... DOORBELL RINGS
0:25:41 > 0:25:42I'll get it.
0:25:48 > 0:25:49It is my fault.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52- Stop it! Don't be so ridiculous! - No, it isn't!
0:25:52 > 0:25:54I must be a horrible person for this to happen...
0:25:54 > 0:25:57Don't be so silly. Oh, love.
0:25:58 > 0:26:02Jas. Hey, Jas, look who's come to see you.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06- Hiya.- Hiya.- Hiya.
0:26:06 > 0:26:07What are you lot doing here?
0:26:07 > 0:26:10I'm sorry. I only told Diane, but, well...
0:26:10 > 0:26:13Vicky! You'd no right to do that, not without asking me!
0:26:13 > 0:26:14I know, I should've...
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Oh, it's not her fault, she came to pick up Ben I could see
0:26:16 > 0:26:18she were upset, so I sort of wangled it out of her.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20I knew I shouldn't have said anything.
0:26:20 > 0:26:21And then Diane texted me.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23We just want you to know
0:26:23 > 0:26:24we're here for you.
0:26:25 > 0:26:29I, erm... I'm sorry.
0:26:32 > 0:26:36I have to have this stupid operation or one of me babies is going to die.
0:26:36 > 0:26:39Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. That's horrible.
0:26:40 > 0:26:43Would anyone like a cup of tea or something to eat?
0:26:44 > 0:26:45No, thanks.
0:26:45 > 0:26:46I've only got an hour.
0:26:46 > 0:26:49I've been to see Rick and me mam's had the kids all day.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52See, we come in handy sometimes.
0:26:52 > 0:26:53Oh, I couldn't have managed without her.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55It's not long till he's out now, is it?
0:26:55 > 0:26:59All being well. Although I keep thinking summat's going to go wrong.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03I... I'll have a cuppa, thanks.
0:27:06 > 0:27:07So are you...
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Are you going to have the treatment?
0:27:09 > 0:27:12I don't know. We've got till Monday to decide.
0:27:12 > 0:27:15- We don't know.- It's not a proper operation. It's a laser beam
0:27:15 > 0:27:18that zaps the blood vessels in the placenta...
0:27:18 > 0:27:19I don't like the idea of any laser beam
0:27:19 > 0:27:21zapping anywhere near my babies.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23And she said it was dangerous and invasive.
0:27:23 > 0:27:24She has to tell you that.
0:27:24 > 0:27:28Yeah, they have tell you the worst. They did that with me with Hope.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30And look at her now. Yeah, she's a bit slower than Zack,
0:27:30 > 0:27:32but she's just like any normal baby.
0:27:32 > 0:27:35What did I say? They all catch up in the end.
0:27:35 > 0:27:37You don't have to have any kind of treatment.
0:27:37 > 0:27:38I think she does.
0:27:40 > 0:27:43It might not be the smallest twin that's at risk.
0:27:43 > 0:27:44It's often the bigger one.
0:27:46 > 0:27:50It makes you really thankful your own baby's all right.
0:27:53 > 0:27:55I don't think I could cope if Emily got ill or...
0:27:55 > 0:27:57It's amazing, though, you do.
0:27:57 > 0:27:59You find the strength from somewhere.
0:27:59 > 0:28:01Honestly, I think I'd freak out...
0:28:03 > 0:28:06I left her for the first time today with Neil.
0:28:06 > 0:28:07For the first time?
0:28:07 > 0:28:09I was a nervous wreck.
0:28:09 > 0:28:13I thought she'd be screaming or she'd choke or something, but...
0:28:15 > 0:28:18- He was great with her.- I bet he was.
0:28:18 > 0:28:20She didn't seem to miss me at all.
0:28:20 > 0:28:22I don't know whether to be happy or sad about that.
0:28:25 > 0:28:28Oh, it's going to be weird seeing Susie at this christening.
0:28:30 > 0:28:33We haven't seen each other since we split up.
0:28:33 > 0:28:35Yeah, I know what you mean.
0:28:36 > 0:28:38It's going to be weird when Rick comes back.
0:28:38 > 0:28:41It's been so long since we were together properly.
0:28:41 > 0:28:44Me and Neil are... are getting on great,
0:28:44 > 0:28:47but there's nothing physical between us.
0:28:47 > 0:28:48Really?
0:28:48 > 0:28:51It's not his fault. It's me.
0:28:51 > 0:28:52I've written about it on my blog.
0:28:52 > 0:28:54Oh, I'm sorry, I haven't read it.
0:28:54 > 0:28:57I barely have time to breathe these days.
0:28:57 > 0:28:58Oh, look, I've got to get back.
0:28:58 > 0:29:00Me mam'll be tearing her hair out.
0:29:02 > 0:29:05Go on. Get in there, girl, and rip his clothes off.
0:29:08 > 0:29:10OK.
0:30:15 > 0:30:18Oh, I didn't know you were back.
0:30:18 > 0:30:19Sorry, I'll, er... I'll let you...
0:30:19 > 0:30:21I thought you were asleep. I didn't want to wake you.
0:30:23 > 0:30:26- She been all right? - Yeah, yeah. Perfect.
0:30:28 > 0:30:31She fell asleep two minutes after you left.
0:30:31 > 0:30:32Are Jasmin and Dev all right?
0:30:32 > 0:30:36Not really. There's a problem with the placenta feeding both babies.
0:30:36 > 0:30:38They're both in a bit of a state.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40Yeah, I'll give Dev a ring tomorrow.
0:30:45 > 0:30:47Shall I make us a nightcap?
0:30:49 > 0:30:50Erm...
0:30:52 > 0:30:55Oh, no, I think I'll just go straight to bed. I'm shattered.
0:30:55 > 0:30:56Sorry, big day tomorrow.
0:30:59 > 0:31:02- Do you know what... - Listen, I've been thinking...
0:31:03 > 0:31:04Sorry, go on.
0:31:05 > 0:31:07I was just going to say...
0:31:09 > 0:31:11Do you want me to sleep in the spare bed?
0:31:11 > 0:31:14No, why would you do that?
0:31:14 > 0:31:16I just thought maybe you'd get a better night's sleep
0:31:16 > 0:31:21and, you know, if Emily wakes up, then I'm right next to her.
0:31:21 > 0:31:23Is that what you want to do?
0:31:23 > 0:31:25Not really, no.
0:31:25 > 0:31:32Just sometimes it's difficult for me...you know.
0:31:47 > 0:31:48I won't be able to sleep.
0:31:50 > 0:31:53HE SIGHS I'm usually at the restaurant now.
0:31:53 > 0:31:56It's the only time we get on our own, in bed.
0:31:56 > 0:31:57KNOCK ON DOOR
0:31:57 > 0:32:00- Yeah?- Deven, make sure she's lying on her left side!
0:32:00 > 0:32:02- Oh, for God's sake! - Yeah, all right, Mum!
0:32:02 > 0:32:04It doesn't say anything about that in here... I don't know why
0:32:04 > 0:32:06she doesn't just go home.
0:32:06 > 0:32:09Simon had to tell his mam to stop coming round to the cottage as much
0:32:09 > 0:32:10cos it were stressing Roanna out.
0:32:10 > 0:32:13My mum won't go home if your mum's here.
0:32:13 > 0:32:14My mum definitely won't go home.
0:32:14 > 0:32:17She's asked me dad to bring some more clothes over.
0:32:17 > 0:32:18They think we need 'em.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22I suppose we do now.
0:32:28 > 0:32:31Uncle Ranjid was well pissed off with me not coming in tonight.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34Did you tell him we've got to decide about this massive thing?
0:32:34 > 0:32:35Yeah, I did,
0:32:35 > 0:32:38but he said he can't rely on me any more.
0:32:38 > 0:32:40Tell your dad to talk to him.
0:32:40 > 0:32:41I will.
0:32:45 > 0:32:47He was going to help me get restaurant of the ground.
0:32:47 > 0:32:50I don't suppose that's going to happen now.
0:32:52 > 0:32:55How can you be even thinking about work
0:32:55 > 0:32:56and bloody restaurants?
0:32:57 > 0:33:00We've got to make the biggest decision of our lives, Dev.
0:33:00 > 0:33:02I'm sorry.
0:33:14 > 0:33:16Sorry, I didn't hear her.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18That's cos she slept right through. Didn't you, darling?
0:33:18 > 0:33:21That's amazing. Good girl. First time.
0:33:21 > 0:33:24Yeah, I don't know what you gave her, but it worked.
0:33:24 > 0:33:26Just the butternut squash.
0:33:26 > 0:33:29Oh, and some mashed up pear with some toast fingers.
0:33:29 > 0:33:31Pear and toast, you didn't tell me.
0:33:31 > 0:33:33Do I have to?
0:33:33 > 0:33:34No, but...
0:33:34 > 0:33:37I've done all this before, you know, with Jude.
0:33:37 > 0:33:39I had him every other weekend when Susie was with Maria.
0:33:41 > 0:33:44Anyway, she liked the toast. Helped with her gums.
0:33:44 > 0:33:47She's got a corner of a tooth coming through, you know.
0:33:47 > 0:33:49No way. Let me look.
0:33:49 > 0:33:51Come on. Open up, darling. Let me see.
0:33:51 > 0:33:54Let me see.
0:33:54 > 0:33:56Oh, my God, she has!
0:33:56 > 0:34:00Best wean her off the breast as soon as you can, then.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02Yeah. Well, you'd better start getting ready
0:34:02 > 0:34:05cos we need to be setting off in an hour.
0:34:09 > 0:34:12Jasmin and Dev might not come cos they've got a few problems, but
0:34:12 > 0:34:15I hope you don't mind, I invited this woman who used to know me mam.
0:34:15 > 0:34:17Of course not. It's Dinah's christening.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19You can invite anyone you like.
0:34:19 > 0:34:21I met her at the hospital. She was there with her daughter
0:34:21 > 0:34:23and she recognised me.
0:34:23 > 0:34:26- Aw, that's nice.- She's all ready.
0:34:26 > 0:34:29Oh. Will you make sure she's got something warm on for the church?
0:34:29 > 0:34:31Might be a bit cold.
0:34:31 > 0:34:33Have you told your dad your resit results yet?
0:34:33 > 0:34:35No, I thought if I were seeing him,
0:34:35 > 0:34:37I'd like to see the shock on his face.
0:34:37 > 0:34:39- He'll be shocked all right.- Mm!
0:34:39 > 0:34:42I get to meet him and the lovely Kim. I can't wait.
0:34:42 > 0:34:44What's that supposed to mean?
0:34:44 > 0:34:46Nothing. Look at your face.
0:34:46 > 0:34:48I've just heard a lot about her, that's all.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50You're not going to be all funny with her, are you?
0:34:50 > 0:34:53I will be perfectly civil. In fact, I'll be charming.
0:34:53 > 0:34:55She hasn't done owt to me.
0:34:55 > 0:34:58It's not going to be easy for any of us, you know.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00I know that. I'm just teasing. Honest.
0:35:00 > 0:35:04I'm not going to act like some jealous psycho bitch, am I?
0:35:06 > 0:35:08I mean, nobody can make that decision for them.
0:35:08 > 0:35:11God, that's horrible. I'll have to go round and see her.
0:35:11 > 0:35:12Wait and see what they decide cos
0:35:12 > 0:35:14she might be on the ward come Monday.
0:35:14 > 0:35:16Both their mums are there helping at the minute.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18So, yeah, they're all right.
0:35:18 > 0:35:19Are you coping all right?
0:35:19 > 0:35:23Well, I'm getting into a routine. Diane has him four days a week
0:35:23 > 0:35:25and me mum will have him once or twice
0:35:25 > 0:35:27depending on if I'm working nights,
0:35:27 > 0:35:30but it's really hard without Chris.
0:35:30 > 0:35:31What made him go?
0:35:31 > 0:35:35I don't know. Cos, I mean, we were doing all right.
0:35:35 > 0:35:38He moved in with me, and bought me this ring.
0:35:38 > 0:35:42And then two months ago he said he was going to try and find her.
0:35:42 > 0:35:43Find who?
0:35:43 > 0:35:47The woman he married for 5K so she could get a green card.
0:35:47 > 0:35:51But I told him I wasn't bothered about getting married any more,
0:35:51 > 0:35:54but he got it in his head to go find her and...
0:35:54 > 0:35:56Excuse me. Is anyone sitting here?
0:35:56 > 0:35:57- No, no, no.- Cheers, love.
0:35:57 > 0:36:01I mean, we Skyped each other every night at first, but now...
0:36:01 > 0:36:02- How is he?- Sorry?
0:36:03 > 0:36:06Baby they found in the toilet, it was me...
0:36:06 > 0:36:08It's Shelly's mum. I didn't recognise you at first.
0:36:08 > 0:36:10- I scrub up well.- Hiya.
0:36:10 > 0:36:12Baby's all right. He's a bit snuffly this morning,
0:36:12 > 0:36:13but he's breathing on his own.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15I think they'll keep him in for a bit,
0:36:15 > 0:36:17but he's doing fine for a prem, though.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19Poor little thing. Quite like to pop in and see him, if I can.
0:36:19 > 0:36:22I'm sure they'll let you, if you explain who you are.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24So how do you know Rosie and Jude?
0:36:24 > 0:36:27I used to knock about with Rosie's mum before I got married.
0:36:27 > 0:36:28We were at the same school
0:36:28 > 0:36:31and, er, yeah, I worked with her at Superdrug.
0:36:31 > 0:36:32Right. And how are you, Shelly?
0:36:32 > 0:36:34Sick of bein' fat.
0:36:34 > 0:36:35- No more twinges?- No.
0:36:35 > 0:36:38- Well, it won't be long.- Can't wait.
0:36:38 > 0:36:40Rosie and Jude are at the front.
0:36:41 > 0:36:42Where are we supposed to sit?
0:36:42 > 0:36:45Dunno. Here'll do.
0:36:45 > 0:36:46Kim!
0:36:46 > 0:36:49Hiya. We've never been to one of these before.
0:36:49 > 0:36:51We've no idea what to do.
0:36:51 > 0:36:53- They'll tell you what to do. - It's all in the service book.
0:36:53 > 0:36:55- Oh,- OK. Looks great by the way.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57Pfft! I'm still not sure.
0:36:57 > 0:37:00- Where's Simon?- Oh, he's had to wait in for the landlord.
0:37:00 > 0:37:02- He's looking after Sonny. - You look amazing.
0:37:02 > 0:37:04Look at the pair of you. You're so slim.
0:37:04 > 0:37:07- I don't know how you've done it. - Magic pants.- Not having time to eat.
0:37:08 > 0:37:12And look how big he is, Emily looks tiny at the side of Ben.
0:37:14 > 0:37:15Susie's over there.
0:37:18 > 0:37:22- Well, erm, we'll have a chat back at the house.- Yeah.
0:37:22 > 0:37:25This is going to be interesting. I don't think she seen Susie
0:37:25 > 0:37:26since they split.
0:37:26 > 0:37:28Really, but she must know about...
0:37:28 > 0:37:29Don't think so, no.
0:37:29 > 0:37:32I saw her yesterday. She didn't mentioned anything about Susie.
0:37:32 > 0:37:34Well, Neil, must know and he'll have told her.
0:37:34 > 0:37:35No, I don't think so.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37I don't things are not great between them in the sack,
0:37:37 > 0:37:40he's probably tiptoeing round it.
0:37:40 > 0:37:41There's been nothing on her blog,
0:37:41 > 0:37:43nothing about Susie or the new girlfriend,
0:37:43 > 0:37:45so I reckon she's no idea.
0:37:45 > 0:37:47- How are you?- A bit nervous.
0:37:47 > 0:37:49- What for?- I don't know why. I just am.
0:37:49 > 0:37:52There's nothing to be nervous about.
0:37:52 > 0:37:53Now then, son. How you doing?
0:37:53 > 0:37:54Got a present for you.
0:37:56 > 0:37:57Thought you might like to see this.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59Hasn't he done well?
0:37:59 > 0:38:00- What is it?- It's my resits.
0:38:00 > 0:38:02This is fantastic news.
0:38:02 > 0:38:04Cheers. Even better grades than you got.
0:38:04 > 0:38:08Hey. Wow, no, that's brilliant news. Four Bs.
0:38:08 > 0:38:10- You'll be able to sit your A levels now.- Yeah.
0:38:10 > 0:38:13- Well done, Jude.- Good lad. - Where's Dinah?
0:38:14 > 0:38:15Claire's got her.
0:38:16 > 0:38:18Who's Claire?
0:38:18 > 0:38:22Erm, she's the other godmother. You have two if it's a girl.
0:38:22 > 0:38:26Oh, great. Well, I'll just follow what she does, then.
0:38:27 > 0:38:29Best sit down.
0:38:40 > 0:38:42WOMEN CHAT IN BACKGROUND
0:39:15 > 0:39:18Jesus is the light of the world
0:39:18 > 0:39:21and we ask the community of this church
0:39:21 > 0:39:23to reject the world of darkness and to follow a life...
0:39:23 > 0:39:26- DOOR OPENS - ..that reflects goodness and light.
0:39:26 > 0:39:28Sorry, sorry.
0:39:28 > 0:39:31Come in. Find a seat.
0:39:33 > 0:39:35Find a seat. OK.
0:39:35 > 0:39:37If Dinah and her parents
0:39:37 > 0:39:40and godparents would like to join me at the font for the fun bit...
0:39:40 > 0:39:41EMILY WHIMPERS
0:39:48 > 0:39:52Hello, my little one, and how are you?
0:39:52 > 0:39:57Today's a very special day, isn't it? And who's this?
0:39:57 > 0:40:00- I'm Claire.- I'm her godmother. Welcome, Claire,
0:40:00 > 0:40:03you're going to play a very special role in Dinah's life.
0:40:03 > 0:40:05And you are...?
0:40:05 > 0:40:07Marcus. Jude's friend.
0:40:07 > 0:40:09- The godfather, I take it?- Yeah.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11Erm...not sure what I'm doing, though.
0:40:11 > 0:40:12Oh, don't worry.
0:40:12 > 0:40:15It's my job to tell you all about it.
0:40:15 > 0:40:16And you are...?
0:40:16 > 0:40:19I'm Kim, her other godmother.
0:40:19 > 0:40:20Welcome.
0:40:20 > 0:40:22Parents and godparents,
0:40:22 > 0:40:24the church receives Dinah with joy.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26DINAH GURGLES
0:40:26 > 0:40:30Today, we are putting our trust in God for her growth in faith.
0:40:31 > 0:40:33Will you pray for her?
0:40:33 > 0:40:37Draw her by your example into the community of faith,
0:40:37 > 0:40:40and walk with her in the way of Christ?
0:40:41 > 0:40:43- MUFFLED:- ..into the community of faith?
0:40:46 > 0:40:48..into your breast?
0:40:49 > 0:40:51Will you pray for her?
0:40:51 > 0:40:52DINAH GURGLES
0:40:55 > 0:40:57How long have you known?
0:40:57 > 0:40:59Not long. Jude mentioned something,
0:40:59 > 0:41:02but I didn't know if it was still on or if it fizzled out, or what.
0:41:02 > 0:41:03- You're lying to me.- I'm not.
0:41:03 > 0:41:05Don't you think I had a right to know?
0:41:05 > 0:41:08- It's none of my business, Kim.- What? Are you mental?
0:41:08 > 0:41:09It's not my place to tell you.
0:41:09 > 0:41:12- If Susie wanted you to know, she'd have said something.- You're my...
0:41:13 > 0:41:15You're my partner, Neil.
0:41:15 > 0:41:18Father to my baby, of course it's your place.
0:41:18 > 0:41:19(You've made me feel so stupid.)
0:41:19 > 0:41:21What did you think was going to happen today?
0:41:21 > 0:41:23Did you think I wasn't going to notice?
0:41:23 > 0:41:24I was trying to find the right time.
0:41:24 > 0:41:28- Didn't want to upset you. Not when...things are delicate. - Well, I am upset.
0:41:28 > 0:41:30Upset that you've all kept it from me.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32- I want to go home. - Kim, I'm sorry...
0:41:32 > 0:41:35- Everything all right?- Not really, I think we're going to go home.
0:41:35 > 0:41:37You can't go home, you're the godmother.
0:41:37 > 0:41:40- She's got another godmother. - Please stay, Kim.
0:41:40 > 0:41:43I'm really sorry about Claire, but Susie said it'd be a good idea.
0:41:43 > 0:41:45She said it'd make her feel welcome in the family,
0:41:45 > 0:41:47and she's let us stay there and everything.
0:41:47 > 0:41:48I'm sorry, did you say Susie asked her?
0:41:48 > 0:41:51Yeah, I mean, I wouldn't have picked her myself.
0:41:51 > 0:41:52I don't really like her,
0:41:52 > 0:41:54and me Auntie Christine wanted to be godmother anyway.
0:41:54 > 0:41:57And she lives at the house?
0:41:57 > 0:41:58Yeah, she moved in about three month ago.
0:41:58 > 0:42:02- Where did she meet her? - At the garden centre. - What difference does it make?
0:42:02 > 0:42:03A lot, actually.
0:42:03 > 0:42:05It was only meant to be for a few weeks to start with,
0:42:05 > 0:42:08until she found another flat, but then she never went.
0:42:08 > 0:42:10Why didn't you tell me?
0:42:10 > 0:42:13We've seen each other every other weekend for months.
0:42:13 > 0:42:16- You've been out camping with us. - That was before.
0:42:16 > 0:42:18It's not her fault, OK? It's MY fault.
0:42:18 > 0:42:21Rosie, I don't think we're going to come back, OK?
0:42:21 > 0:42:23Why not? It won't be the same if you don't.
0:42:27 > 0:42:30I've changed my mind.
0:42:30 > 0:42:31I think we will go back.
0:42:31 > 0:42:33- Kim?- Yeah, I'd like to meet this woman
0:42:33 > 0:42:35who's living in the house I helped pay for.
0:42:35 > 0:42:38After all, if we're sharing helping Dinah walk in the way of Christ,
0:42:38 > 0:42:40the least I can do is get to know her.
0:42:47 > 0:42:48PARTY MUSIC PLAYS
0:42:52 > 0:42:54She seems nice.
0:42:54 > 0:42:55Not what I expected.
0:42:55 > 0:42:57- What's that supposed to mean? - Nothing.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59I just thought she were going to be amazing.
0:42:59 > 0:43:02She just seems a bit... I don't know, mumsy.
0:43:02 > 0:43:03Hm.
0:43:05 > 0:43:06I brought you a bottle of vodka,
0:43:06 > 0:43:09- I'll just pop it on the side there. - Oh, thank you.
0:43:09 > 0:43:11- Here, grab a drink. - Oh, cheers, thank you.- OK.
0:43:13 > 0:43:16- What's Mummy got?- Yeah, my husband's been in Dubai for over a year now.
0:43:16 > 0:43:19But he's due back at end of month.
0:43:19 > 0:43:21Yeah, my husband has been away, too.
0:43:21 > 0:43:24It's like starting all over again. Can't wait.
0:43:24 > 0:43:25You are starting again, Mam.
0:43:25 > 0:43:29Let's just hope me dad don't make a mess of it this time.
0:43:29 > 0:43:30Thanks.
0:43:30 > 0:43:33You shouldn't be drinking that. If the lads saw you, you'd be in trouble.
0:43:33 > 0:43:36- Who's the lads? - Andrew and Nathan -
0:43:36 > 0:43:38I clean for them three times a week.
0:43:38 > 0:43:40It's the best job I've ever had.
0:43:40 > 0:43:42The place is immaculate.
0:43:42 > 0:43:43She's having their baby.
0:43:43 > 0:43:45They drove me mad at first. I told them
0:43:45 > 0:43:47if they didn't pack it in, I wouldn't go through with it.
0:43:47 > 0:43:49So now they just ask me all the time -
0:43:49 > 0:43:50if she's taking enough folic acid,
0:43:50 > 0:43:52if she's eating properly.
0:43:52 > 0:43:53They send food parcels, don't they?
0:43:53 > 0:43:55Yeah, green stuff, chuck it straight in bin.
0:43:55 > 0:43:58- HOPE WAILS - Mum, have you got Hope's dummy?
0:43:58 > 0:44:01She's starting to grizzle, and I think she needs feeding.
0:44:01 > 0:44:03Yeah, it's in the front of the nappy bag, in a little plastic box?
0:44:03 > 0:44:06And there's a jar of banana custard in there, as well.
0:44:06 > 0:44:07She's like a little mother.
0:44:07 > 0:44:10- Oh, I know. Couldn't have managed without her.- Aw.
0:44:10 > 0:44:12(Aw.)
0:44:12 > 0:44:14You've spilt all down your top, Mam.
0:44:14 > 0:44:16Oh, my God, what am I like?
0:44:16 > 0:44:18I need a bib. I'll just go wash it off.
0:44:22 > 0:44:25So where are you and Rosie going to live when they go travelling?
0:44:25 > 0:44:28Don't know. I just found out. Going to start looking for somewhere.
0:44:28 > 0:44:32Her dad's flat's still empty - doesn't look like he'll be moving back any time soon.
0:44:32 > 0:44:34You can't possibly live there with the baby, it's a dump.
0:44:34 > 0:44:37- Yeah, and how are you going to pay the rent?- I'll get a job.
0:44:37 > 0:44:39- Oh!- What about your A levels? You just said...
0:44:39 > 0:44:40I can do 'em at night school.
0:44:40 > 0:44:42- So you've thought this through, then?- Not properly,
0:44:42 > 0:44:45but Marcus's uncle's looking for an apprentice kitchen fitter.
0:44:45 > 0:44:48- Oh, for God's sake.- What? What's wrong with that?
0:44:48 > 0:44:50I need to earn money, Dad. I've got a baby, and another one on the way.
0:44:50 > 0:44:54- Don't want to be living on hand-outs.- Hand-outs? There isn't going to be any.
0:44:54 > 0:44:57- You heard this, Kim? - Your mum know you're going to pack in school and get a job?
0:44:57 > 0:44:59It's not up to her. It's up to me and Rosie.
0:44:59 > 0:45:01We're 16 now, we can choose for ourselves.
0:45:01 > 0:45:03Well, good luck with that(!)
0:45:03 > 0:45:04GLASS CHIMES
0:45:04 > 0:45:06Ladies and gentlemen,
0:45:06 > 0:45:08if I could just have your attention for a few moments, please?
0:45:08 > 0:45:09HE SIGHS
0:45:09 > 0:45:11Oh, God, here goes.
0:45:12 > 0:45:16Firstly, I just want to say thank you to you all for coming.
0:45:16 > 0:45:18And then I'm going to hand over to Claire.
0:45:18 > 0:45:21- Do you think she's attractive? - Yeah, she is, but she works at it,
0:45:21 > 0:45:23believe me.
0:45:23 > 0:45:26Right, then. I'm new to this, but as godmother, we - that's Rosie, Jude, Susie...
0:45:26 > 0:45:29Why don't you let them talk for themselves?
0:45:29 > 0:45:31..thank you all for your lovely presents, your good wishes...
0:45:31 > 0:45:33(I didn't bring a present.)
0:45:33 > 0:45:35..and I'm hoping you've all got a glass of fizz?
0:45:35 > 0:45:37I'd like to make a toast, and we can all have a bit of cake.
0:45:37 > 0:45:40Which Claire baked and iced herself.
0:45:40 > 0:45:41(Oh, my God.)
0:45:41 > 0:45:43To Dinah,
0:45:43 > 0:45:47our sweet baby girl, who brings us so much happiness to all our lives.
0:45:47 > 0:45:49- To Dinah.- ALL:- To Dinah. - GLASSES CLINK
0:45:53 > 0:45:54It's just a shame you're throwing her out
0:45:54 > 0:45:57on the street, along with her mum and dad, come the end of the month.
0:45:57 > 0:45:59- Kim, I don't think this is the time. - Excuse me?
0:45:59 > 0:46:01What was that for?
0:46:01 > 0:46:02It's true, though, isn't it?
0:46:02 > 0:46:05SHE SIGHS
0:46:05 > 0:46:06Rosie, say something.
0:46:08 > 0:46:10- Jude?- Leave it, Kim.- They're not exactly throwing us out.- Right.
0:46:10 > 0:46:13- We're going home.- Do you know that Jude's leaving school
0:46:13 > 0:46:15so he can get a job to afford somewhere for them to live.
0:46:15 > 0:46:18- Is that true, Jude?- You're too wrapped up in your lover
0:46:18 > 0:46:20to notice what your son's planning to do with his life.
0:46:20 > 0:46:22OK, so why don't you have them for a change?
0:46:22 > 0:46:24- We've had them with us for the past ten months.- "Us?!"
0:46:24 > 0:46:27Who the hell are you to spout off?
0:46:27 > 0:46:29You've no business even living here.
0:46:29 > 0:46:31This house is still part-mine.
0:46:31 > 0:46:34Yeah, and you'll get every penny back once the money comes through.
0:46:34 > 0:46:35Sorry, sorry.
0:46:39 > 0:46:42- Kim...- Six months it took you to move her into our house.
0:46:42 > 0:46:45Did you want me to mope around waiting for you to change your mind?
0:46:45 > 0:46:48You could have left it a decent amount of time, or told me.
0:46:48 > 0:46:50Says you, who shagged me best friend behind me back
0:46:50 > 0:46:53and then moved in with him? Have you any idea what that felt like, Kim?
0:46:53 > 0:46:55I couldn't work for the first few months,
0:46:55 > 0:46:58I had to go to the doctor to get summat.
0:46:58 > 0:47:01I read your blog every day to see if you ever mention me, or us,
0:47:01 > 0:47:05but it was like we never existed, like we never even have a relationship.
0:47:05 > 0:47:08It was like you scrubbed me out of your life, so I scrubbed you out of mine.
0:47:08 > 0:47:10Good. That's just how I like it. SUSIE GASPS
0:47:10 > 0:47:13- CLAIRE:- Rosie? Rosie?
0:47:13 > 0:47:14Rosie, please, you're being ridiculous.
0:47:14 > 0:47:16Can we just not talk about it?
0:47:16 > 0:47:17I don't want to talk about it.
0:47:17 > 0:47:19We're not staying where we're not wanted.
0:47:19 > 0:47:21Nobody said you're not wanted, love.
0:47:21 > 0:47:24- Where are you going?- I don't know, but we're not staying here.
0:47:24 > 0:47:26We're not some old baggage to be pushed from pillar to post.
0:47:26 > 0:47:29You made it clear you put up with us because you had to. But guess what?
0:47:29 > 0:47:32- You don't have to any more. - Jude, you're my son.
0:47:32 > 0:47:34- Dinah is my grandchild. - Well, you'd never have guessed.
0:47:34 > 0:47:37How you stand there and say that after we've given her this party?
0:47:37 > 0:47:39And for that we had to have her as a godmother
0:47:39 > 0:47:42when I didn't want her, and now I've upset Kim.
0:47:42 > 0:47:45Anyway, I think it's just best if we go.
0:47:45 > 0:47:47- What...?- No, no, just... Just...
0:47:47 > 0:47:49Just let Kim and Neil get them, yeah?
0:47:49 > 0:47:50(Think we should go, as well.)
0:47:50 > 0:47:54- So we've just missed a bus. - DIANE:- I'll give you a lift, if you don't mind squishing in.
0:47:54 > 0:47:57- I'll just round the kids up. - I think we'll make a move, as well.
0:47:57 > 0:47:59I think, yeah. Whatever, I think you should all go.
0:47:59 > 0:48:01SHE SIGHS
0:48:10 > 0:48:12I just don't see why Susie having a...
0:48:12 > 0:48:14partner is such a big bloody deal.
0:48:14 > 0:48:16It's not a big deal.
0:48:17 > 0:48:19It was the fact that nobody told me.
0:48:19 > 0:48:21It was the humiliation of it all.
0:48:23 > 0:48:26Must have been difficult for Susie as well, seeing you and me together.
0:48:26 > 0:48:28That can't have been easy.
0:48:30 > 0:48:32Why are you taking her side?
0:48:32 > 0:48:34She didn't look bothered about anything.
0:48:34 > 0:48:36SHE was happy.
0:48:40 > 0:48:42And you're not?
0:48:42 > 0:48:44- Is that what you're saying?- No.
0:48:44 > 0:48:46No, I... It's not...
0:48:46 > 0:48:47that, it's...
0:48:48 > 0:48:50It's just...
0:48:50 > 0:48:51What?
0:48:51 > 0:48:54Well, she's moved on,
0:48:54 > 0:48:56and nobody told me.
0:48:56 > 0:48:58I felt so sad and...
0:48:58 > 0:49:00- Hey.- ..and guilty.
0:49:00 > 0:49:03Yeah, guilty about what we did to her.
0:49:03 > 0:49:05I haven't been able to stop thinking about it,
0:49:05 > 0:49:07imagining her upset and lonely...
0:49:07 > 0:49:09(OK, OK.)
0:49:09 > 0:49:11..and thinking what we did was wrong.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14And I haven't...
0:49:15 > 0:49:17I haven't been able to enjoy...
0:49:18 > 0:49:20..us properly.
0:49:22 > 0:49:24I didn't feel I deserved...
0:49:24 > 0:49:26your love, your body...
0:49:26 > 0:49:27you.
0:49:28 > 0:49:31I didn't think...deserved to be happy.
0:49:31 > 0:49:33SHE EXHALES
0:49:35 > 0:49:37SHE SOBS
0:49:44 > 0:49:47- It's a bit dirty round here, isn't it?- No, it's fine.
0:49:47 > 0:49:49- Is it even safe?- Yes.
0:49:49 > 0:49:52- Is there even a bed in there?- Yeah, Kim cleaned it all up before we left.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55- She changed the sheets on me mum and dad's bed.- It's going to be cold.
0:49:55 > 0:49:58- Nobody's lived here for past ten months.- We'll get fire on,
0:49:58 > 0:50:01and turn heating up. It'll soon warm through.
0:50:05 > 0:50:06It's that one there.
0:50:13 > 0:50:14DOOR BANGS SHUT
0:50:14 > 0:50:16LIFT BELL DINGS
0:50:16 > 0:50:17At least the lift's not broken.
0:50:20 > 0:50:21LIFT BELL DINGS
0:50:28 > 0:50:29I never liked Claire, anyway.
0:50:29 > 0:50:32She pretended to like me and Dinah, but I could tell she didn't.
0:50:32 > 0:50:33I know. She never liked me either.
0:50:33 > 0:50:35She just pretended to to impress me mam.
0:50:35 > 0:50:37GRINDING AND THUDDING
0:50:37 > 0:50:40Oh, my God. This is same as what happened last time!
0:50:40 > 0:50:42- What's happened? - The lift's broken again.
0:50:42 > 0:50:43- Oh, my God. - Oh, for Christ's sake.
0:50:43 > 0:50:45SHE GROANS
0:50:45 > 0:50:46FLUID SPLASHES
0:50:46 > 0:50:47- Oh, my God.- What is it?
0:50:47 > 0:50:49- Oh!- What... What is it?
0:50:49 > 0:50:50Where's me phone?
0:50:50 > 0:50:53I think me waters have broken.
0:50:53 > 0:50:56- What? When? - I've been having twinges all day.
0:50:56 > 0:50:59NOW you tell me? Why didn't you say anything?
0:50:59 > 0:51:00Now, what we going to do?
0:51:00 > 0:51:03Press the alarm bell on the panel, and then ring Kim.
0:51:03 > 0:51:05THEY MOAN AND SIGH
0:51:07 > 0:51:09Oh, that was so lovely.
0:51:10 > 0:51:11God, I've missed you.
0:51:14 > 0:51:17If I'd have known that was all it was going to take,
0:51:17 > 0:51:19- I'd have invited Susie and Claire out for dinner.- Well...
0:51:19 > 0:51:22I didn't know what was wrong with me, so how would you know?
0:51:22 > 0:51:23PHONE RINGS
0:51:24 > 0:51:25HE SIGHS
0:51:25 > 0:51:27I best get that.
0:51:27 > 0:51:29HE GROANS
0:51:30 > 0:51:31RINGING CONTINUES
0:51:36 > 0:51:39- Jude?- 'Hey, Dad, Dad.
0:51:39 > 0:51:42- 'We're stuck in a lift at Rosie's dad's place.'- Slow down, slow down.
0:51:42 > 0:51:44- 'I don't know what floor.' - Who's "we"?
0:51:44 > 0:51:47- 'We've got Dinah with us, and Rosie might be in labour.'- What is it?
0:51:47 > 0:51:49- Jesus, how do you know? - 'I don't know what floor!'
0:51:49 > 0:51:52- 'Rosie's gone into labour, we've got Dinah.'- All right. All right.
0:51:52 > 0:51:55- 'Dad?'- All right, have you pressed the alarm button?- What's happened?
0:51:55 > 0:51:58P-Press it again, and we'll be there as soon as we can, all right?
0:51:58 > 0:52:00HE EXHALES
0:52:00 > 0:52:01Rosie and Jude...
0:52:01 > 0:52:03are stuck in a lift at her father's flat.
0:52:06 > 0:52:09- Rosie's waters have broken, and she's gone into labour.- Oh!
0:52:09 > 0:52:12- Dinah's with them. - Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
0:52:12 > 0:52:14Oh, my God. This is all my fault.
0:52:14 > 0:52:16No. No, no, it isn't.
0:52:16 > 0:52:18No guilt, right?
0:52:18 > 0:52:20Lifts break down, shit happens.
0:52:20 > 0:52:21Yeah.
0:52:23 > 0:52:25FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
0:52:28 > 0:52:30Ice cream and olives, baby?
0:52:31 > 0:52:32I brought this on us, Dev.
0:52:34 > 0:52:35It's my fault.
0:52:35 > 0:52:38No, that is rubbish.
0:52:38 > 0:52:39Jas, I'm not having that.
0:52:41 > 0:52:43When I found out I was pregnant again...
0:52:44 > 0:52:47..I wished it would just go away.
0:52:49 > 0:52:52And then...and then when I found out we were having twins...
0:52:54 > 0:52:56..I really didn't want them.
0:52:56 > 0:52:58Yeah, well, that was to be expected,
0:52:58 > 0:53:00cos you hadn't really got over having Amber.
0:53:00 > 0:53:02But now I have got used to the idea and...
0:53:05 > 0:53:06..I love them...
0:53:07 > 0:53:09..both.
0:53:09 > 0:53:11SHE SNIFFS
0:53:11 > 0:53:12They're my babies.
0:53:15 > 0:53:17Our baby boys or girls, and...
0:53:19 > 0:53:21..and they're a part of us.
0:53:24 > 0:53:25How can we decide?
0:53:29 > 0:53:30I want them, Dev.
0:53:32 > 0:53:33I want them both...
0:53:35 > 0:53:37..more than anything in this world.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40SHE SOBS
0:53:41 > 0:53:42HE SIGHS
0:53:44 > 0:53:46- SHE MOANS IN PAIN - I'm trying, I'm trying.
0:53:46 > 0:53:49- I don't know what you want. I'm trying.- I think I want to push.
0:53:49 > 0:53:51No, you don't. You can't. Not yet.
0:53:51 > 0:53:54- Just...- Press the alarm again.
0:53:54 > 0:53:56I don't think it's working.
0:53:56 > 0:53:57Oh, thank God.
0:53:57 > 0:53:59DINAH WAILS
0:53:59 > 0:54:00It's all right, it's OK.
0:54:00 > 0:54:03- Go to sleep. - Put the blankets on the floor.
0:54:03 > 0:54:05- They'll get dirty. - Put them on the floor!
0:54:07 > 0:54:08SHE MOANS IN PAIN
0:54:10 > 0:54:12Come on, Rosie.
0:54:12 > 0:54:14Rosie?
0:54:14 > 0:54:16- Rosie?- Is she all right? - Are you all right?
0:54:16 > 0:54:19I think the baby's coming - it's all happening really quick.
0:54:20 > 0:54:22Oh, my God.
0:54:22 > 0:54:24Floor three.
0:54:24 > 0:54:26How long have you been having contractions?
0:54:26 > 0:54:30'..it started bad when we were on our way here.'
0:54:30 > 0:54:32SHE GROANS IN PAIN
0:54:33 > 0:54:35Rosie?
0:54:35 > 0:54:36Jude? Can you hear me?
0:54:38 > 0:54:40SHE MOANS IN PAIN
0:54:40 > 0:54:42Ring someone - the police, anyone.
0:54:42 > 0:54:43SHE GROANS IN PAIN
0:54:43 > 0:54:45I'm trying, Rosie, I'm trying!
0:54:45 > 0:54:48She telling me to ring someone - I don't know who to ring.
0:54:48 > 0:54:50Hello?
0:54:50 > 0:54:52KIM BANGS LIFT DOOR We're here, we're here.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54- Yes, yes, I'm here. - Jude, what have you got with you?
0:54:54 > 0:54:57- I don't know.- OK.- They said they pressed the alarm button, but nothing happened.
0:54:57 > 0:55:01All right, well, it's important that Rosie gets as low as she can
0:55:01 > 0:55:02to the floor so the baby doesn't drop.
0:55:02 > 0:55:04Tell her to squat down.
0:55:04 > 0:55:06Squat down, that's right.
0:55:06 > 0:55:10Has she got any hand sanitiser in her nappy bag or washbag?
0:55:10 > 0:55:12Yeah. Right, OK.
0:55:12 > 0:55:15Rosie, you've got to squat down. Squat down, Rosie.
0:55:15 > 0:55:16There's hardly any room in here.
0:55:16 > 0:55:18We've got a suitcase and a pushchair in here with us.
0:55:18 > 0:55:20I found some hand sanitiser!
0:55:20 > 0:55:22His head's coming, Jude!
0:55:22 > 0:55:24Hear that? She said his head's coming.
0:55:24 > 0:55:25'OK.'
0:55:25 > 0:55:27Jude, calm down.
0:55:27 > 0:55:29Try and take some deep breaths.
0:55:29 > 0:55:32OK, you're going to have to get down there and see what's going on.
0:55:32 > 0:55:34- I need something. This'll do. - Yeah, you might have to...
0:55:34 > 0:55:37Guide the baby out, and wrap it up in something,
0:55:37 > 0:55:39and then just let the afterbirth come away.
0:55:39 > 0:55:42Is there any scissors? Scissors in her washbag?
0:55:42 > 0:55:43Come on, then. I'm coming.
0:55:45 > 0:55:47- What you doing with that door, mate. - Trying to open it.
0:55:47 > 0:55:49- What does it look like? - Cost you three grand.
0:55:49 > 0:55:51God, you took your time. The lift man's here.
0:55:51 > 0:55:53- We'll have you out now.- OK.
0:55:53 > 0:55:55Jude?
0:55:55 > 0:55:57- Rosie?- Come on.
0:55:57 > 0:55:58LIFT DINGS Jude?
0:56:03 > 0:56:05THEY GASP
0:56:06 > 0:56:08Dinah's got a sister.
0:56:11 > 0:56:12Wow.
0:56:13 > 0:56:15Y-You did it.
0:56:15 > 0:56:17BABY GURGLES
0:56:18 > 0:56:20Come here.
0:56:20 > 0:56:22Let me see her.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24- TEARFULLY:- Oh, she's beautiful.
0:56:24 > 0:56:26Well done, son.
0:56:26 > 0:56:27Oh, look at that.
0:56:34 > 0:56:35Are you all right?
0:56:39 > 0:56:42We'd better get you straight to hospital.
0:56:42 > 0:56:44No. There's nothing wrong with me.
0:56:44 > 0:56:47I want to go to the flat. I want to go home.
0:56:49 > 0:56:52'Rosie seems to know exactly what she wants.
0:56:52 > 0:56:54'Is it just that she's young?
0:56:54 > 0:56:57'Or is it a case of the older I get,
0:56:57 > 0:56:59'the more I overthink things
0:56:59 > 0:57:02'and the more complicated life becomes?
0:57:10 > 0:57:12- They're ready for you now.- What?
0:57:12 > 0:57:14Come on.
0:57:16 > 0:57:17- I feel sick.- Shut up, Dev.
0:57:17 > 0:57:20They're going to want you to make a statement.
0:57:20 > 0:57:21(They think it's my fault?)
0:57:21 > 0:57:22It's my womb, so back off.
0:57:22 > 0:57:25Just remember whose baby this is, Shelly.
0:57:25 > 0:57:27If Emma and Simon were to walk in here now,
0:57:27 > 0:57:29how would you explain this?