0:00:02 > 0:00:03I've had a baby in the toilet.
0:00:03 > 0:00:05Why did you let her jump on the bed? She's three.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07The council are revoking your childminding licence.
0:00:07 > 0:00:09'I don't know why you're saying it was my fault.'
0:00:09 > 0:00:11- Surprise!- Molly!
0:00:11 > 0:00:13Wow, what are you doing here?
0:00:13 > 0:00:17'He came into my bathroom last night and he said some really inappropriate things.'
0:00:17 > 0:00:18You could have your old job back.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20Are you having second thoughts, love?
0:00:20 > 0:00:21'I don't know.'
0:00:22 > 0:00:26# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:26 > 0:00:28# Yeah
0:00:28 > 0:00:31# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:31 > 0:00:33# Ooh, ooh
0:00:35 > 0:00:39# Watching as the colours light the earth
0:00:39 > 0:00:42# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:43 > 0:00:44# Yeah
0:00:44 > 0:00:48# Thinking what a wonderful world
0:00:53 > 0:00:56# Ooh. #
0:01:00 > 0:01:02RICK ASTLEY PLAYS ON HEADPHONES
0:01:02 > 0:01:05# Tell a lie and hurt you... #
0:01:05 > 0:01:06PHONE RINGS
0:01:06 > 0:01:08# Oo-o-oh... #
0:01:08 > 0:01:09SHE GASPS Shit!
0:01:09 > 0:01:11PHONE RINGS Frightened me to death.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13It keeps ringing.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16- Thought it might be Shelly. - Oh. Cheers, love.
0:01:16 > 0:01:17PHONE RINGS
0:01:19 > 0:01:22Oh, my God. Three missed calls from Micky.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Oh, what's he ringing you for? Thought it was all over.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27No, we're going to try again. He's coming home soon.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29Oh, shit, no.
0:01:30 > 0:01:31Oh, no, he can't - not today.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34- What? What's the matter? - I'm not ready.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36No. Erm, I'm going to have to go.
0:01:36 > 0:01:37Maxine...
0:01:37 > 0:01:40What about the guest bathroom and the kitchen?
0:01:40 > 0:01:41I'm sorry, love.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42I've got things to do.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44No, we might be bringing the baby home tonight.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46I've got things to sort out.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48I'll see you later at the hospital.
0:01:53 > 0:01:54Changing mat, nappies...
0:01:54 > 0:01:56You can't just leave the house any more.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58When you have a baby,
0:01:58 > 0:02:00it's a military operation.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01..teething biscuits...
0:02:01 > 0:02:03'It's the twins' birthday today.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06'I can't believe it's a year since she had them.'
0:02:06 > 0:02:07..change of clothes...
0:02:07 > 0:02:10- 'Then it'll be Emily in a month's time.'- ..Calpol...
0:02:10 > 0:02:12'It only seems like yesterday they were all born.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14'But then, I can't imagine my life without them.'
0:02:14 > 0:02:16..Snuggle Bear? Where the hell's Snuggle Bear?
0:02:16 > 0:02:19- What did I do before? - Before what?
0:02:19 > 0:02:20Nothing, I'm just...
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Oh, you're just writing your blog, are you?
0:02:22 > 0:02:24- You know, I could do with a hand. - Nearly finished.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27- Do we really need to take this potty? - Yeah, well, we've made a start.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29But she hasn't done anything in it yet, has she?
0:02:29 > 0:02:32No, but we've introduced it. We're just getting her used to it.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- If we sit her on it every time we change her...- OK, OK, potty's in.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38Going to need a trailer soon, at this rate.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40'Yes, we will.' SHE CHUCKLES
0:02:41 > 0:02:44Right, erm...nappies.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- Four each.- It's rubbish - it doesn't even do anything.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49That's because it's for a baby - it's Zack's present.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- Change of clothes? - One each, and two bibs.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Mum, I'm sorry for letting Mia play on the bed.
0:02:54 > 0:02:55It's not your fault, Ellie.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58What's going to happen? Will we have to go live with Nana?
0:02:58 > 0:03:01I don't know, darling, but you don't have to worry about it.
0:03:01 > 0:03:05- OK, they're both ready, let's go while they're still clean.- Do you think we need to take the buggy?
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Yeah, we could do, in case they fall asleep.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09- We'll put it in the car. - All right. OK.
0:03:09 > 0:03:10- BOTH:- Come on, kids.- Come on.
0:03:12 > 0:03:13(OK.)
0:03:22 > 0:03:24SHE SIGHS
0:03:24 > 0:03:26BABY GURGLES
0:03:33 > 0:03:35LETTERBOX RATTLES
0:03:35 > 0:03:36BABY GURGLES
0:03:47 > 0:03:49SHE SIGHS
0:03:53 > 0:03:54BABY SINGS
0:03:57 > 0:03:59SHE SIGHS
0:03:59 > 0:04:00BABY GURGLES
0:04:02 > 0:04:04I don't understand what job this is.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06Well, it's sort of what I used to do before.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Right. But what company?
0:04:08 > 0:04:11I thought you told me the last couple of interviews didn't go very well.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13It's not a... It's not a job that I interviewed for.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15- What, they just offered you it? - Well, that's the thing, Si -
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- I didn't interview for it because it's my old...- Here we are.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21All ready for his first party.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Doesn't he look smart, Mummy?
0:04:23 > 0:04:26Yeah, it's a really lovely outfit, Emma, thank you.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28Right, got to go.
0:04:28 > 0:04:32They've got a baby coming in the afternoon, and they're going to want me out the way.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34If you're taking the car, how will we get to the twins' party?
0:04:34 > 0:04:37- I need to take the car, it's got my stuff in it.- Well, I can take you.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40In fact, I can stay with you, if you'd like.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42Good idea, Mum. Thanks. Right, got to go.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- Si? Si?- Yeah?
0:04:44 > 0:04:46What about this job?
0:04:46 > 0:04:47It's up to you.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50If that's what you want, I think it's great.
0:04:54 > 0:04:55Let it out round about the 12th.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Listen, guys, I'm going to have a shower.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59I'll see you back in...
0:04:59 > 0:05:00I'll catch up in a bit.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02Just seen a mate of mine.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Hey.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16Not working today?
0:05:16 > 0:05:17Day off.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Congratulations on the captaincy.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20Thank you.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22It's going to be a year of dinners and speeches.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Certainly is.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26I caught the end of your speech the other night.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28I was in the bar, bumped into my ex.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30Or should I say OUR ex?
0:05:30 > 0:05:32DOOR CLOSES
0:05:32 > 0:05:34(Excuse me.)
0:05:34 > 0:05:36It's...
0:05:36 > 0:05:38It's amazing how that's turned out.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40She's with my son, Simon.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42- We've...- So I gather they're living with you?
0:05:42 > 0:05:46Yeah, it's only temporary while you guys find sort out your finances.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- But she seems happy enough.- Oh... she's not happy, Jonathan.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51She's not happy at all.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54She's pissed off with you coming on to her.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55What?
0:05:55 > 0:05:57That's what she told you?
0:05:58 > 0:06:00OK, erm...
0:06:00 > 0:06:02well, she's flattering herself.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06As if I would do anything like that in my own home.
0:06:07 > 0:06:08She's with my son,
0:06:08 > 0:06:11she's the mother of my grandchild.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13It's complicated enough as it is. I already feel like I'm
0:06:13 > 0:06:15treading on eggshells whenever I see her.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Well, you would, wouldn't you?
0:06:17 > 0:06:19I mean, it would only take a word to your son, or to Emma,
0:06:19 > 0:06:21and your marriage'd be over.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25Oh, now, that feels a little bit like deja vu.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29It was over more than 20 years ago.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- And I was in love with her.- Sure.
0:06:32 > 0:06:36And that's the reason you forgot to tell her you had a wife and son?
0:06:36 > 0:06:38You were a player, Jonathan.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40Always was, always will be.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43- Now, she'll be out of the house as of next week...- Mm-hm.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45..but in the meantime, if you go near her,
0:06:45 > 0:06:48or make her feel uncomfortable, I will kill you.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Oh.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54I'm shaking in my shoes(!)
0:07:00 > 0:07:02MUFFLED CRYING
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- He's coming along nicely, in't he? - Yeah.
0:07:12 > 0:07:13I can't believe how much he's grown.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16- He's completely changed. - They do at that age.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19Go in - I'm sure they'll let you say goodbye to him.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21- Where's he going? - They're his new foster parents.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- They're taking him home tomorrow. - Really?- Yeah,
0:07:23 > 0:07:25they're a lovely couple. Been trying for one of their own,
0:07:25 > 0:07:27had IVF and everything, but it didn't work.
0:07:28 > 0:07:31- What about his mother? Didn't they ever find her?- No, it's a shame.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Sometimes they turn up, but not this time.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35He's a really lovely little baby.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42BABY CRIES
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- FOSTER MOTHER:- He's a lovely little boy.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48There's some beautiful stuff for girls,
0:07:48 > 0:07:49but there's hardly anything for boys.
0:07:49 > 0:07:53And all the stuff for boys that's nice, it's all got footballs on the front of it.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I don't want to buy him anything with footballs.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57This is my absolute favourite, though.
0:07:57 > 0:08:00- BABY COOS - He's never going to get to wear all that lot.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03Course he will. They get through loads of clothes, don't they,
0:08:03 > 0:08:06cos they puke and poo all the time!
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Oh, look at his little face.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11I'm sure he smiled at me just then.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13It's wind.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16So where's Nathan?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18He's got this artist bloke coming round this afternoon.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21He wants to show him where he wants some picture hanging,
0:08:21 > 0:08:23then he'll be straight down here to pick up Sebastian.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25Seb, or Sebby.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27Sebastian sounds stuck-up.
0:08:27 > 0:08:31I don't know if they'll let him home today, cos I've been expressing me milk for him.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33Well, we could take...that with us.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35And we've got loads of formula at home.
0:08:35 > 0:08:37I just hope he likes it.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39Well, he'll have to get used to it.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41There's no point in being here, is there?
0:08:41 > 0:08:42Because there's nothing wrong with him.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45It's just you - you've got high blood pressure.
0:08:45 > 0:08:46No-one gives a toss about me any more.
0:08:46 > 0:08:50- That's not true, Shelley.- When do I get paid t'rest of me money?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52Oh, my God, I had to wait half an hour for a bus.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55- How is he? - Got another three outfits,
0:08:55 > 0:08:57and you might like to know my blood pressure's still high.
0:08:57 > 0:08:58Right.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02I thought you were back this afternoon.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Oh, yeah, sorry, I had to leave your cleaning
0:09:04 > 0:09:05cos Micky's on his way home.
0:09:05 > 0:09:06Me dad's coming home today?
0:09:06 > 0:09:09Yeah, be flying into Schiphol Airport right now.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11I've got things to sort out.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14I can't believe he's coming home after all this time.
0:09:14 > 0:09:1613 month and two days.
0:09:16 > 0:09:20Anyway, I need to have a private word with me daughter, is that OK?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Course, I'll just take him for a little walk down the corridor.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25You've already taken him for a walk.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29Why don't you just go home and come back later wi' Nathan?
0:09:29 > 0:09:31I think she just needs a little bit of space, you know.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34(You don't think she's changed her mind, do you?)
0:09:34 > 0:09:35(No, no, no, no.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38(You're just crowding her, being here all the time.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40(Putting too much pressure on her.)
0:09:40 > 0:09:41- Well, you know best.- (Yeah.)
0:09:41 > 0:09:42You're her mum.
0:09:45 > 0:09:46Bye-bye.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48My beautiful little boy.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51I'll be back soon to pick you up with your other daddy, won't I?
0:09:51 > 0:09:52Take you home?
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Well, I'll...
0:09:56 > 0:09:57I'll see you later, Shelly.
0:09:57 > 0:09:58See ya.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02God, he's doing my bloody head in.
0:10:02 > 0:10:06He's bought him all this stuff, and he's made me put that one on him,
0:10:06 > 0:10:08and it's bloody horrible. He's mental.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10Are you having second thoughts, love?
0:10:10 > 0:10:12About what?
0:10:12 > 0:10:13About giving him away.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15About Nathan and Andrew bringing him up?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17No.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19I need money, Mam.
0:10:19 > 0:10:22And that thing you said about all these feelings just washing over me?
0:10:22 > 0:10:23Well, didn't happen.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28Hm. I don't understand that. It happened with all of mine.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31I want to get me beauty bar going and pay me loans off.
0:10:31 > 0:10:35And I want to go out with me mates and feel...normal again.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38I don't want to be stuck in with a baby - I'd go off me head.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41I'm too young. And anyway, even if I did want him,
0:10:41 > 0:10:44I could never give him the life that Nathan and Andrew can.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47SHE EXHALES The thing is, Shelly...
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- What?- You know the baby that were abandoned?
0:10:50 > 0:10:53I knew this were coming - you want her adopting, don't you?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55No, no, I can't. Your dad's coming home,
0:10:55 > 0:10:57we want to make a clean start.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59No, but the thing is...
0:10:59 > 0:11:01What? What are you try to say, Mam? Spit it out.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06Listen...
0:11:07 > 0:11:11- You know when I went to Ibiza with Liz and Jan?- Yeah.
0:11:11 > 0:11:12Well, I went a bit crazy.
0:11:12 > 0:11:13You don't say(!)
0:11:14 > 0:11:16And I think I must have...
0:11:16 > 0:11:18SHE SIGHS
0:11:18 > 0:11:19(I think I must have got pregnant.)
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Pregnant?
0:11:27 > 0:11:29But that...that were ages ago.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Did you have an abortion or summat?
0:11:33 > 0:11:35(No.)
0:11:35 > 0:11:36No, love.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38I didn't know I were pregnant.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41I thought I'd gone into early menopause.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Until I had him...
0:11:43 > 0:11:44(in the hospital toilet.)
0:11:46 > 0:11:47Sorry, I don't know what...
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- SHE GASPS - Oh, my God.- Shh-shh-shh.
0:11:51 > 0:11:52No way, Mam.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56(Little Louis is your baby?)
0:11:57 > 0:12:00That's completely mental. Oh, my God.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04- Who've you told?- Nobody.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06Just you. I didn't know what to do. I just panicked, you know?
0:12:06 > 0:12:09I knew your dad were coming home in a couple of weeks. I didn't know...
0:12:09 > 0:12:12I didn't know how to explain it to him.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14So who's baby is it?
0:12:15 > 0:12:16I don't know.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20I feel awful, but the truth is...
0:12:20 > 0:12:21I lost count.
0:12:21 > 0:12:24I just flipped after your dad left, you know?
0:12:24 > 0:12:26He's the only man I have ever loved.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28(And I just...
0:12:28 > 0:12:30(Well, I just freaked out, you know?)
0:12:30 > 0:12:33You know what I was like after he left. I just... I just...wasn't thinking straight.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35I just...can't believe you didn't
0:12:35 > 0:12:38know you were pregnant and you had him in t'toilet.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40I had those pains all night, do you remember?
0:12:40 > 0:12:43I'd taken those laxatives, and I thought I had griping pains?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45(And then my waters broke when I sat on the toilet.)
0:12:45 > 0:12:47I felt summat, and I thought I'd had a prolapse,
0:12:47 > 0:12:49- but it were his head.- Oh, my God.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51That's totally gross.
0:12:51 > 0:12:52Well, it's the truth.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55You need to tell someone, Mam.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Well, I can't, otherwise your dad'll find out!
0:12:57 > 0:12:59But you need someone to have a look at you,
0:12:59 > 0:13:02make sure everything's all right down below,
0:13:02 > 0:13:03your...fanny and everything.
0:13:03 > 0:13:04No, listen.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06Shell...
0:13:06 > 0:13:08what I NEED...
0:13:08 > 0:13:10(is for us to swap babies.)
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- What?- (Yeah.)
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Some couple are going to foster little Louis,
0:13:17 > 0:13:19and I'll never see him again.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22But if we swap 'em, then Nathan and Andrew will take him home,
0:13:22 > 0:13:26and I'll see him three times a week when I'm cleaning.
0:13:26 > 0:13:27You can't do that.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31What'll happen to Sebby?
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Well, he'll go to this lovely couple.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37This lovely couple, and he'll have a lovely home, and you'll still get your money, and...
0:13:37 > 0:13:40(and your dad'll be none the wiser.)
0:13:42 > 0:13:43But...
0:13:43 > 0:13:45but...
0:13:45 > 0:13:47but Sebby's my...baby.
0:13:49 > 0:13:53Yeah, but you're going to give him to the lads anyway.
0:13:53 > 0:13:54(So what's the difference?)
0:14:01 > 0:14:03The only thing wrong with having the painting here
0:14:03 > 0:14:05is that the light would be directly on it.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07That's why I want it so bright.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08You know, a statement piece.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11It will fade in time - it won't be as vibrant.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Oh, I'll be bored with it by then.
0:14:13 > 0:14:16To be honest with you, we're not planning on stopping here forever.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18Right. I thought you moved in couple of years ago.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20We did. But...you know, things have changed.
0:14:20 > 0:14:24We've got a baby to think about, we'll need a playroom and a garden eventually...
0:14:24 > 0:14:27What are you doing back? I thought I was going to meet you down there.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29I had to come home. I was so upset.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32- I can't handle her!- OK...
0:14:32 > 0:14:35I'll be with you in a minute. Erm...
0:14:35 > 0:14:36if you just want to measure up,
0:14:36 > 0:14:39and I will take a proper look at the sketches.
0:14:42 > 0:14:43What is it?
0:14:45 > 0:14:48I know she's going to change her mind.
0:14:48 > 0:14:49She can't, Andrew.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51We've already paid her three grand
0:14:51 > 0:14:52and we've got a verbal contract.
0:14:52 > 0:14:57That means nothing, Nathan. It's not going to stand up in a court of law. We can't force her to hand him over.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00OK, calm down. Why do you think she's going to back out?
0:15:00 > 0:15:04- She's his natural mother - course they're going to take her side. - And we're his natural fathers.
0:15:04 > 0:15:05At least one of us is.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Look, she needs the money, Andrew.
0:15:09 > 0:15:13And she's not going to get the balance until she hands Sebastian over.
0:15:13 > 0:15:14Well, that's another thing.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16She keeps calling him Sebby, and I hate that.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19It doesn...doesn't matter what she calls him!
0:15:19 > 0:15:22Just bite your tongue until we've got him.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26I suppose I shouldn't have gone to the hospital on me own.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29No. Probably not.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36- I just wanted to see him again. - I know.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41Are you OK?
0:15:41 > 0:15:42Yeah.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48Good.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50NATHAN INHALES
0:15:50 > 0:15:53Deep breath. Deep breath and we'll go down there this afternoon, OK?
0:15:53 > 0:15:54All smiles.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14INTRO TO SONG: Are you ready?
0:16:14 > 0:16:17Are you ready for the big, bad shake? Come on!
0:16:19 > 0:16:22The last words he said to me were, "Take the job."
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Yeah, but he wouldn't be saying that
0:16:24 > 0:16:27if he knew it was Ray that was offering you it.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30The thing is, it's the only job I've been offered. Must've had six or seven interviews.
0:16:30 > 0:16:35- As soon as they know I've got an 11-month-old son, their eyes just glaze over.- Well, don't tell them?
0:16:35 > 0:16:38Yeah, I thought about that and then I thought, why should I lie?
0:16:38 > 0:16:41Oh, God! You'd feel so compromised starting work with your ex-husband.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43It would be like me working with Susie.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45I feel compromised anyway living with Si's parents.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48- At least it would get me out of the house.- Are they that bad?
0:16:48 > 0:16:49She seems...quite nice.
0:16:49 > 0:16:53Yeah, Emma is. It's the dad that's the problem.
0:16:53 > 0:16:56Mm, is he a bit of a lech?
0:16:57 > 0:16:58It's complicated.
0:17:01 > 0:17:02I'm waiting...
0:17:04 > 0:17:08We used to work together years ago, before I was married to Ray.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10We had a bit of a fling.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15- No way. You and Simon's dad? - Please don't look so shocked, Kim.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18It happens. Of course, I didn't know Simon was his son
0:17:18 > 0:17:21when he knocked on the door selling his paintings.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23My God! Roanna!
0:17:24 > 0:17:26Oh! How long did you...?
0:17:28 > 0:17:30Couple of months, that's all.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32As soon as I found out he was married with a son I finished it.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35In fact, it was Ray that told me. We used to handle their account.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37I left two weeks later.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42- Do you know what? I'm going to have to go.- Where to?
0:17:42 > 0:17:46Well, er, I booked a facial before I remembered it was the twins' party.
0:17:46 > 0:17:50Emma's going to watch Sonny so I'd better make sure she's OK.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53You know Diane... She can't do childminding any more.
0:17:53 > 0:17:57- They took her licence off her. - Bloody hell! That's a bit steep.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00- Yeah, it's not right.- She's going to appeal, but, you know...
0:18:00 > 0:18:03- We could all write in if you want? - Yeah.- Cheers.
0:18:03 > 0:18:07Well, she sent an e-mail saying she wouldn't leave them with me again
0:18:07 > 0:18:10and it was an emergency. We'll just have to wait and see.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13All back to square one. You know, me looking for a job.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16- Well, listen. Your probation officer can help with that.- He hasn't yet.
0:18:16 > 0:18:20- He's probably waiting for you to settle back in.- Yeah.
0:18:20 > 0:18:23Mr Camfield told me himself that I'm suspended
0:18:23 > 0:18:24pending the coroner's report.
0:18:24 > 0:18:28He made it sound like he was doing me a favour. "You've been under considerable stress."
0:18:28 > 0:18:30I felt like saying, "It's you stressing me out!"
0:18:30 > 0:18:31- What did he mean?- I don't know.
0:18:31 > 0:18:35- But he knew about Chris not being here...- What's that got to do with it?
0:18:35 > 0:18:38It's ridiculous. They're short-staffed as it is.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39- I feel like it's my fault. - It's not.
0:18:39 > 0:18:43If anyone's to blame it's Chris. Me mam's right.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46He should be here helping me like he said he would.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49If it weren't for you and her, I...wouldn't be able to cope.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52But I'm not going to be able to look after Ben any more, am I?
0:18:52 > 0:18:55It's a good job I've been suspended then, cos I don't know what I'd do.
0:18:55 > 0:18:58Well, you don't know what will happen when they read your e-mail.
0:18:58 > 0:19:01- Probably chuck it in t'bin. - Summat will work out.- Yeah.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03I keep thinking that about me and Chris.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05- When's he coming back?- I don't know.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08Last I heard, he texted me and said he was in Singapore.
0:19:08 > 0:19:11I thought he'd bought you a ring, proposed,
0:19:11 > 0:19:13- said he wanted to look after you... - Yeah, he did.
0:19:13 > 0:19:17He bought me a ring and then he set off to find this woman
0:19:17 > 0:19:19he married for a green card so that he could divorce her,
0:19:19 > 0:19:23flew to the South of France because someone said she was working there.
0:19:23 > 0:19:24He never came back.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28They don't sell wine here, do they? I just fancy a glass.
0:19:28 > 0:19:33- No, just soft drinks.- Oh! Emily's transfixed.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35I'll be getting the number off you for her party.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37I know, I used to have Ellie and Sam's parties at home
0:19:37 > 0:19:39but it's just too hard.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42I'm sorry to hear about you losing your childminding licence.
0:19:42 > 0:19:46It's all right. I've appealed but I don't hold out much hope.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47Sorry, I'll have to shoot.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50It's a lovely party, but I've got an appointment and I can't get out of it.
0:19:50 > 0:19:53- Emma's going to stay and look after Sonny. Is that OK?- Of course.
0:19:53 > 0:19:57- It's fine.- Thanks. Are you OK? - Fine. I felt fine before.
0:19:57 > 0:20:00They think it's worked so we'll just have to wait and see.
0:20:00 > 0:20:04Still got two heartbeats, though. MESSAGE ALARM
0:20:06 > 0:20:08We'll have to have a girlie get-together soon.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11I've got loads to tell you. I'll see you soon.
0:20:11 > 0:20:12ALL: See you.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18- She makes me bloody sick. - She makes YOU sick?
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Try being pregnant 18 months on the trot!
0:20:20 > 0:20:23- I've forgotten what me feet look like!- She looks amazing.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25I don't know how she does it.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27A 28-year-old lover and loads of help?
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Ooh, yeah! That'd do it!
0:20:29 > 0:20:31I'm just going to pop to the toilet.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40Are you, er...going to meet him?
0:20:40 > 0:20:42Who?
0:20:42 > 0:20:44- Simon's dad.- God, no!
0:20:46 > 0:20:47Where are you off to, then?
0:20:49 > 0:20:52You don't put perfume on to go for a facial.
0:20:52 > 0:20:56- It's not what you think. - I don't know WHAT to think.
0:20:56 > 0:20:59You're not really in a position to judge, Kim.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Drive.
0:21:22 > 0:21:27Where to? Hotel or the house? Katie's staying over at a friend's.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Let's go home.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48BABY CRIES
0:21:54 > 0:21:55How is he doing?
0:21:55 > 0:21:57Fine.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00He shouldn't really be in here now, but he's leaving us tomorrow.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03I know. I think he's hungry.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06- He keeps trying to put me finger in his mouth.- He's due his feed.
0:22:09 > 0:22:12- Do you want me to give him his bottle?- That would be great.
0:22:12 > 0:22:13I need to change Abby's IV.
0:22:16 > 0:22:22- Ah, bless him! He's soaking wet. Shall I change him first?- Thanks.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25- There's some clothes out there by the changing mat.- All right.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27Ohh!
0:22:27 > 0:22:32Come on, then. Come on, my little baby lamb. Yeah.
0:22:33 > 0:22:37Let's get you into some nice dry clothes, yeah?
0:22:37 > 0:22:39And we'll get you some milk. Yeah.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44Are they nice people that are taking him, foster parents?
0:22:44 > 0:22:48- They're lovely. He'll be well looked after.- Yeah.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Come on.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29OK...
0:23:55 > 0:23:56BABY CRIES
0:23:56 > 0:23:59OK. OK.
0:24:01 > 0:24:02SHE SIGHS
0:24:02 > 0:24:04(I'll take them.)
0:24:04 > 0:24:08- If we get found out we'll get so done.- Who's going to find out?
0:24:08 > 0:24:11I can hardly tell the difference and I gave birth to him!
0:24:14 > 0:24:17Come on, then.
0:24:17 > 0:24:20- Hang on a minute.- What?
0:24:31 > 0:24:33Ta-ra, little 'un.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35SHE SNIFFS
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Have a nice life.
0:24:40 > 0:24:42Love you.
0:24:51 > 0:24:54It's hard for me and all, Shell. He's my first grandson.
0:24:58 > 0:24:59(Come on.)
0:25:03 > 0:25:05Well, go if you're going.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21Hello, little bro.
0:25:29 > 0:25:33- All clean!- If he's pooed, can you tick his chart?- Oh, yeah.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42I tell you what, he's really changed over the last couple of days.
0:25:42 > 0:25:46I know, as soon as they start feeding properly they change from day to day.
0:25:46 > 0:25:50- I hope they treat him well.- Don't you worry, they'll be vetting them.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53They don't give just anybody a brand-new baby. Sit down.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55- I'll grab you his bottle.- Right.
0:26:08 > 0:26:12ALL: # Happy birthday to you
0:26:12 > 0:26:15# Happy birthday to you
0:26:15 > 0:26:18# Happy birthday, Hope and Zack
0:26:18 > 0:26:22# Happy birthday to you. #
0:26:22 > 0:26:23Happy birthday!
0:26:23 > 0:26:27- CHEERING - Say cheese.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30- Can I blow the candle out? - It's not your birthday.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32- Oh, God!- What?- Nothing.
0:26:32 > 0:26:33Hiya.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Just got here in time for the cake.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38You missed the jelly and ice cream, though. I've gone off ice cream.
0:26:38 > 0:26:43- I'm onto pickled gherkins now. - Right. Where's Ro?- She slipped off.
0:26:43 > 0:26:47- I think she had a facial she couldn't get out of.- Right.
0:26:47 > 0:26:51- So your mum offered to watch Sonny. - She didn't mention anything.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54Yeah, I think she thought she could cancel it, so...
0:26:54 > 0:26:56Yeah, sometimes if you don't give them enough notice
0:26:56 > 0:26:58you have to pay for it anyway.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Right.
0:27:03 > 0:27:06- You've gone all red. What's going on?- I can't tell you.- Kim!
0:27:06 > 0:27:08Honestly, she made me promise.
0:27:10 > 0:27:11BABY CRIES
0:27:11 > 0:27:14Come on, sweetheart. Come on.
0:27:14 > 0:27:15What's the matter with him?
0:27:15 > 0:27:18He usually drinks his bottle straight off.
0:27:18 > 0:27:21- Maybe it's too cold.- He doesn't usually bother what it's like.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28BABY CONTINUES TO CRY
0:27:28 > 0:27:29Come on!
0:27:29 > 0:27:31Come on, sweetheart.
0:27:31 > 0:27:34SONG: Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star
0:27:37 > 0:27:41- Hello, darling!- So Ro's gone for a facial?- Yeah, I think so.
0:27:41 > 0:27:43But we've been having lots of fun and games.
0:27:43 > 0:27:46And this place is absolutely brilliant. MESSAGE ALERT
0:27:46 > 0:27:51It keeps all the mess out of the house.
0:27:51 > 0:27:52Awww.
0:28:00 > 0:28:03- I don't want you to make love to him any more.- Ray, I...
0:28:03 > 0:28:06- It kills me when I think of you with him.- Ray, I can't promise you that.
0:28:06 > 0:28:10- He's... - What? A better lover than me?- No!
0:28:11 > 0:28:14- Different.- Younger? More virile?
0:28:14 > 0:28:16But not as experienced.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29- Oh, my God!- Katie!- Shit!
0:28:31 > 0:28:32Katie!
0:28:35 > 0:28:38Katie, please don't walk out. Let me explain.
0:28:38 > 0:28:41- What the hell are you doing with Mum?- What do you think we're doing?
0:28:41 > 0:28:42Ugh!
0:28:42 > 0:28:44You're supposed to be staying at Izzy's.
0:28:44 > 0:28:47I came home to get my dress cos we've decided to go out tonight.
0:28:47 > 0:28:49I'm sorry if I interrupted you shagging!
0:28:49 > 0:28:51Hey! Don't speak like that in front of us.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53We're your parents. Have some respect.
0:28:53 > 0:28:54Like you respect my feelings!
0:28:54 > 0:28:57We've been together a long time and still have feelings...
0:28:57 > 0:29:00- It's so embarrassing!- Why? I thought this would make you happy.
0:29:00 > 0:29:03- I thought this was what you wanted. - Well, it's not.
0:29:03 > 0:29:07It's just a shock. I didn't expect THAT, and...
0:29:07 > 0:29:11Well...I've just got used to you not being here and being with Simon.
0:29:11 > 0:29:14- Now everything's going to change again.- And what about me?
0:29:14 > 0:29:16You're not concerned about what I want, Katie?
0:29:18 > 0:29:19SHE SIGHS
0:29:19 > 0:29:21I've never got used to your mum not being here.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24There isn't a day goes by that I don't miss her,
0:29:24 > 0:29:27wish she was back here with us, with our family.
0:29:27 > 0:29:31Listen, Katie, everything is not going to change again.
0:29:31 > 0:29:34What if she comes back and then leaves us again?
0:29:34 > 0:29:36That's not going to happen, darling. It's not.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38We didn't plan for this to happen.
0:29:38 > 0:29:40Who knows what the future will bring, but I promise you this,
0:29:40 > 0:29:43the last thing I want to do is to unsettle you again.
0:29:43 > 0:29:44Every day I wanted you to come home.
0:29:44 > 0:29:46I used to look out the window
0:29:46 > 0:29:50praying I'd see you walk down the street, but you didn't.
0:29:50 > 0:29:52You didn't even call or text me for the first three days
0:29:52 > 0:29:55and I didn't know where you'd gone or anything.
0:29:55 > 0:29:56- I'm so sorry.- No!
0:30:04 > 0:30:08BLENDER WHIZZES
0:30:10 > 0:30:12How long does a facial take?
0:30:14 > 0:30:16She might have met up with one of her friends.
0:30:16 > 0:30:17Have you tried her mobile again?
0:30:17 > 0:30:20I left her three messages. Her battery's properly run down.
0:30:20 > 0:30:22She might have turned it off on purpose. Who knows?
0:30:22 > 0:30:24She might have a secret rendezvous!
0:30:24 > 0:30:26Oh, Jonathan, would you stop winding him up?
0:30:26 > 0:30:29You know what they say, if she's done it once...
0:30:29 > 0:30:33Well, I think that is a horrible thing to say.
0:30:33 > 0:30:36- She was in a very unhappy marriage. - How do you know?
0:30:36 > 0:30:39- It's what she tells us, but have you met him?- Yeah, he's a prick.
0:30:39 > 0:30:43Oh, that's enough. For heaven's sake, what's the matter with you?!
0:30:43 > 0:30:47- He knows I'm joking, don't you? - Yeah, of course I do.
0:30:47 > 0:30:49I hope that's not all gin, Jonathan.
0:30:49 > 0:30:51I think you've had quite enough to drink for tonight.
0:30:51 > 0:30:53Only just getting started.
0:30:53 > 0:30:55I might head off if that's all right with you, Mum?
0:30:55 > 0:30:57Of course. Where are you going?
0:30:57 > 0:30:59Molly invited us to Cellar Bar tonight.
0:30:59 > 0:31:03- She's leaving for Florence tomorrow. - She's only just come back home!
0:31:03 > 0:31:06Well...don't worry about Sonny.
0:31:06 > 0:31:09You know we'll look after him and put him to bed.
0:31:09 > 0:31:12- Of course we will. - And take no notice of your father.
0:31:12 > 0:31:14I am sure that Roanna hasn't rung
0:31:14 > 0:31:17- because she thought you'd be working late.- So did I.
0:31:17 > 0:31:20Listen, I'm going to head off.
0:31:20 > 0:31:23- If Ro comes back, just tell her where I am.- No problem at all!
0:31:31 > 0:31:32Will you be OK walking across the park?
0:31:32 > 0:31:35Yeah, I'll be in the house in ten minutes.
0:31:35 > 0:31:38The rest of your settlement went into the account this morning,
0:31:38 > 0:31:39so you can buy a house.
0:31:39 > 0:31:43- You don't have to live under that bastard's roof any more.- Thank you.
0:31:46 > 0:31:48I love you, Roanna.
0:31:51 > 0:31:52Thank you.
0:31:53 > 0:31:55You don't have to thank me.
0:31:55 > 0:31:59I just needed to tell you because I can't go on like this.
0:31:59 > 0:32:00It's too painful.
0:32:02 > 0:32:05Every time you leave me it's like my whole body aches for you.
0:32:06 > 0:32:10I don't want to be your lover, seeing you whenever you can sneak out.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12I want to be with you properly.
0:32:12 > 0:32:19I want us to live together again, be a family. I'll do whatever it takes.
0:32:19 > 0:32:20I'll bring up Sonny as my own.
0:32:20 > 0:32:24- What are you saying, Ray? - I won't contact you again.
0:32:25 > 0:32:29You've got the settlement now. You choose what you want to do.
0:32:29 > 0:32:32- No, I can't choose.- Yes, you can.
0:32:32 > 0:32:35You chose to leave me, to walk away from your family.
0:32:35 > 0:32:39Now you have to choose whether you want to come back or not.
0:32:39 > 0:32:43Ring me, text me, anywhere, any time. I'll come and pick you up.
0:32:43 > 0:32:46Why are you doing this? Why are you forcing it?
0:32:46 > 0:32:50- Because I can't do anything else. - You've had lovers before, Ray.
0:32:50 > 0:32:52- I've never...- Yes, you have.
0:32:52 > 0:32:54- What about Sandra? - Not whilst we were together.
0:32:54 > 0:32:59I swear on Katie and Kyle's life I never laid a finger on her
0:32:59 > 0:33:02or anyone until you left.
0:33:03 > 0:33:09- Is that true?- I've got no reason to lie. Not now. I let you think...
0:33:09 > 0:33:12- I had to try and make you jealous. - Make me jealous?
0:33:14 > 0:33:16To prove that you still cared for me.
0:33:18 > 0:33:22I love one woman. Always have, always will.
0:33:24 > 0:33:27It's quite simple, I need to be with you.
0:33:32 > 0:33:38- How can I leave you now?- You don't have to. We can just go home.
0:33:42 > 0:33:46- I can't, Ray.- Please, don't... - I can't do this, Ray.
0:33:48 > 0:33:49Idiot!
0:33:56 > 0:33:57Roanna!
0:33:58 > 0:34:01- Sorry.- I can't do it, Ray. - I don't want to hurt you.
0:34:01 > 0:34:04I'm so frightened of messing everything up again.
0:34:04 > 0:34:08It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. I just want to be with you.
0:34:11 > 0:34:12HE SOBS
0:34:16 > 0:34:18BABY CRIES
0:34:18 > 0:34:20He don't look like him.
0:34:20 > 0:34:23He does. They've both got the same nose as you and me.
0:34:23 > 0:34:27I don't know if I'm going to be able to pull this off, Mam.
0:34:27 > 0:34:30I swear to God, Andrew never stopped looking at him. He'll know.
0:34:30 > 0:34:32BABY CRIES
0:34:32 > 0:34:33All right. Shh!
0:34:33 > 0:34:39Come on, love. That's it. Come on. Shh...
0:34:39 > 0:34:42So, the key is to keep everything professional.
0:34:42 > 0:34:45- This is a business transaction. - I'll just let you handle it all.
0:34:45 > 0:34:48That's right, and don't start gushing over the baby in front of her.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50- I'm not!- Plenty of time for that once we get him home.
0:34:50 > 0:34:52And she can call him anything she wants.
0:34:52 > 0:34:55Seb, Sebby, Rumpelstiltskin, it doesn't matter.
0:34:55 > 0:34:57- Once she's cashed the cheque... - Have you got it?- Of course I have!
0:34:57 > 0:35:01It's in an envelope, which I'll hand to her very discreetly as we leave.
0:35:01 > 0:35:04Then she's going to come with us to register the birth and,
0:35:04 > 0:35:06after that, we'll set some ground rules.
0:35:06 > 0:35:08- OK?- Whatever you say, Nathan.
0:35:11 > 0:35:14If we pull this off it'll be a bloody miracle.
0:35:14 > 0:35:17Why didn't you just fess up and tell me dad it were his fault for leaving you?
0:35:17 > 0:35:19Cos I want us to have a fresh start, and I told him
0:35:19 > 0:35:22I'd been faithful, that I hadn't so much as looked at another man.
0:35:22 > 0:35:25- Don't want him thinking I'm some kind of slag.- You're not!
0:35:25 > 0:35:28- Well...you are a bit. - Oh, thanks, love!
0:35:28 > 0:35:30I suppose you just went off your head after he left.
0:35:30 > 0:35:33Why didn't you go on the pill or use summat?
0:35:33 > 0:35:34Cos I'm barmy, that's why.
0:35:34 > 0:35:36How'd you think I had you and your brothers?
0:35:36 > 0:35:38We didn't plan you, you just happened.
0:35:38 > 0:35:41Oh, shit! They're here and they've brought more flowers.
0:35:41 > 0:35:43- Hiya.- We brought you some gifts just to say thank you.
0:35:43 > 0:35:45Oh, that's lovely, but you didn't have to.
0:35:45 > 0:35:47I know, but we wanted to.
0:35:47 > 0:35:49Is Vicky around, cos we brought her some chocolates
0:35:49 > 0:35:52- because she was so supportive. - Oh, Vicky's been...
0:35:52 > 0:35:55It's her day off, but you can leave them with me
0:35:55 > 0:35:56and I'll make sure she gets them.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58Yeah.
0:35:58 > 0:36:03He's a little bobby-dazzler. Make sure you enjoy every minute of it.
0:36:03 > 0:36:06- Bless!- Thank you.- Aw, you're welcome. See you, lovely!
0:36:09 > 0:36:13Hello! So sorry we're late. Traffic was really bad.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15- How are you, Shelly?- All right. - Good, good.
0:36:15 > 0:36:18You look fantastic now you're not carrying that big bump around.
0:36:18 > 0:36:21- I'm sorry about racing off this morning...- Oh, it's all right.
0:36:21 > 0:36:24Don't worry about it. Everything's a bit chaotic at the moment.
0:36:24 > 0:36:26I thought I'd pop round tomorrow if that's all right?
0:36:26 > 0:36:28No, honestly, don't worry. We've rung an agency...
0:36:28 > 0:36:32Just for the next couple of weeks while we all get back on track.
0:36:32 > 0:36:35- You didn't have to do that. - No, I know.
0:36:35 > 0:36:40- We just thought with your husband coming home you might want to spend a bit of time with him and...- Right.
0:36:41 > 0:36:44- So, where's the little fella? - He's in his crib!
0:36:46 > 0:36:48Aw! Hello.
0:36:48 > 0:36:51Hello, you've got both your daddies here now.
0:36:51 > 0:36:54We're going in the car. Going to take you home.
0:36:54 > 0:36:56THEY GUSH
0:36:56 > 0:37:00Do you know, I think his face has changed a bit.
0:37:00 > 0:37:03- Yeah, they do at this age, yeah. - Yeah, yeah. That's his milky face.
0:37:03 > 0:37:05I've just fed him.
0:37:07 > 0:37:10Oh, he's still gorgeous!
0:37:10 > 0:37:13Look, that's that outfit I got him this morning from Harvey Nicks.
0:37:13 > 0:37:14THEY CHUCKLE
0:37:14 > 0:37:17- I've packed all t'other ones in his bag.- Right.
0:37:17 > 0:37:20- Andrew, do you want to get him in his car seat?- Er, yeah.
0:37:20 > 0:37:21If... If that's all right?
0:37:23 > 0:37:24And, Shelly,
0:37:24 > 0:37:28we will see you sometime this week to register his birth, yeah?
0:37:28 > 0:37:30Yeah, whatever.
0:37:30 > 0:37:33There's a load of leaflets in one of them bags about cot deaths
0:37:33 > 0:37:35and feeding and stuff like that
0:37:35 > 0:37:38and there's a couple of numbers you might find useful. Shall I just...
0:37:38 > 0:37:42Yeah. Oh, er... Community midwife will be visiting tomorrow.
0:37:42 > 0:37:45- I've given her your number. I hope that's all right.- Yeah, course.
0:37:45 > 0:37:49I thought I might be there, but... if you've rang an agency now...
0:37:52 > 0:37:54So, er...is he ready?
0:37:57 > 0:37:59Er, I think so.
0:38:00 > 0:38:02Right, well, we'd better be off, then.
0:38:04 > 0:38:07Right, I thought maybe we could all...
0:38:07 > 0:38:11You know, walk down together and say ta-ra at the car or summat.
0:38:11 > 0:38:13No, I think it's best that we do it here.
0:38:14 > 0:38:16Shelly, I almost forgot.
0:38:17 > 0:38:19It's more than we discussed,
0:38:19 > 0:38:22but I know how much you want to get your beauty bar up and running
0:38:22 > 0:38:26again...and it reflects what an amazing thing you've done for us.
0:38:26 > 0:38:29No amount of money can repay you for carrying
0:38:29 > 0:38:35- and giving birth to our son.- We... We never thought we'd have a baby.
0:38:35 > 0:38:37We thought about adopting, didn't we?
0:38:38 > 0:38:42- Yes, we did.- But it... it didn't work out.
0:38:43 > 0:38:49And I'm so glad, because we've got Sebastian now
0:38:49 > 0:38:52- and he really is ours and... - Yeah...
0:38:52 > 0:38:56- I just think it's incredible what... - Yes! OK.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59So, we'll be in touch, Shelly, and you've got both our numbers.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02If you want to ring us or text us, just feel free.
0:39:02 > 0:39:03Right.
0:39:05 > 0:39:07- Yes?- Yeah.
0:39:09 > 0:39:13Can I just, erm... just say goodbye properly?
0:39:13 > 0:39:15ANDREW GULPS
0:39:19 > 0:39:21Bye-bye, my little darlin'.
0:39:25 > 0:39:26I love you.
0:39:38 > 0:39:41(Aw! Come on. Come on.)
0:39:41 > 0:39:42Bye.
0:39:43 > 0:39:45BABY CRIES
0:39:45 > 0:39:46No, no, you can't take him!
0:39:46 > 0:39:50- Mam, don't!- He's not yours. - Oh, God!
0:39:50 > 0:39:52You can't take him!
0:39:52 > 0:39:54Listen, I know this is upsetting for you...
0:39:54 > 0:39:58- What's the matter?- No, no, he's not your baby. You don't understand.
0:39:58 > 0:39:59You've got the wrong baby!
0:39:59 > 0:40:03Come on, love. I know it's your grandchild, but it's what Shelly wanted.
0:40:03 > 0:40:05No, it's not Sebastian!
0:40:05 > 0:40:07It's my baby!
0:40:13 > 0:40:15I had him in the toilet!
0:40:17 > 0:40:20I didn't know I was pregnant and then I pretended he was abandoned!
0:40:24 > 0:40:28- That's it now, you've blown everything.- I don't understand what you're trying to say.
0:40:28 > 0:40:31Can't do it, Shelly. I thought I could do it, but I can't!
0:40:31 > 0:40:32His name's Louis.
0:40:33 > 0:40:35They called him that.
0:40:35 > 0:40:37I'm all right with it. I think it suits him.
0:40:40 > 0:40:43So, you're saying that this is not Sebastian?
0:40:44 > 0:40:45Yeah.
0:40:47 > 0:40:49- It's not the baby that Shelly gave birth to?- Yeah.
0:40:51 > 0:40:52Oh, my Lord!
0:40:52 > 0:40:55I knew it! I knew something like this was going to happen!
0:40:58 > 0:40:59Where's Sebastian?
0:41:00 > 0:41:01He's in neo-natal.
0:41:03 > 0:41:04I swapped them.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10- Where's neo-natal?- It's down there.
0:41:10 > 0:41:11He's in Louis' crib!
0:41:13 > 0:41:15What were you thinking?
0:41:17 > 0:41:18What a bloody mess!
0:41:18 > 0:41:21I'm sorry, I just couldn't let them take him!
0:41:21 > 0:41:22I'm so sorry!
0:41:28 > 0:41:29Hi.
0:41:31 > 0:41:32Where's Simon?
0:41:32 > 0:41:36Out with Molly and a few of their art-school friends.
0:41:36 > 0:41:39- You're invited, though I think you might feel a bit...- Old?
0:41:39 > 0:41:41Well, I was going to say...
0:41:41 > 0:41:43out of your depth, artistically.
0:41:44 > 0:41:46Your son's in bed.
0:41:46 > 0:41:48- Emma's reading him a story.- Great.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52- Good facial?- Sorry?
0:41:53 > 0:41:55Oh, yeah, yeah. Very good, thank you.
0:41:55 > 0:41:56Took long enough.
0:41:58 > 0:41:59Just out of interest,
0:41:59 > 0:42:02what have you been saying to your ex about me?
0:42:02 > 0:42:03Nothing.
0:42:03 > 0:42:05That's interesting, because he threatened me.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08Seemed to think I'd been coming on to you.
0:42:08 > 0:42:11- It was all a bit embarrassing, to tell you the truth.- Sorry.
0:42:13 > 0:42:15He's probably just being a bit protective.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17And why would he be if you're taking him to the cleaners?
0:42:17 > 0:42:21I'm not taking him to the cleaners. That money's rightfully mine. And if you remember,
0:42:21 > 0:42:24- he's always been protective towards me.- He wasn't being protective.
0:42:25 > 0:42:26He just wanted what I had.
0:42:29 > 0:42:31You never had me, Jonathan.
0:42:37 > 0:42:40I didn't have anything to do with it. It were all me mam's idea.
0:42:40 > 0:42:41I just went along with it!
0:42:41 > 0:42:45But you must have given your mother that sailor suit I bought him, and the hat, cos...
0:42:45 > 0:42:47It doesn't matter, Andrew. We've got him now.
0:42:47 > 0:42:49How do we know this is Sebastian?
0:42:49 > 0:42:51They've cut his band off.
0:42:51 > 0:42:52Of course it's Sebby.
0:42:52 > 0:42:55If you loved him that much, you'd know it were him.
0:42:55 > 0:42:56Of course I love him.
0:42:56 > 0:43:01- I just don't know how you could do something like that after everything we've done for you.- Andrew, please.
0:43:01 > 0:43:03And what about what I've done for you?
0:43:03 > 0:43:05I can change me mind, you know!
0:43:05 > 0:43:08If you could just keep your voices down. Some of these babies are quite poorly.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10A team leader will be with you soon.
0:43:11 > 0:43:12I'm sorry.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23I don't think we need a scan.
0:43:23 > 0:43:25Cervix and breasts both confirm she's postpartum.
0:43:25 > 0:43:29- We should run some blood tests to be safe.- I can organise that.
0:43:29 > 0:43:30Can I take him now?
0:43:30 > 0:43:31No, I'm afraid you can't.
0:43:31 > 0:43:35We need to make sure you're a fit person to have him.
0:43:35 > 0:43:36What? That's bloody ridiculous.
0:43:36 > 0:43:39- He... He's mine and I'm taking him...- You abandoned him.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41- You left him in a toilet cubicle. - No, I didn't.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43I gave birth to him in the toilet.
0:43:43 > 0:43:46Then I wrapped him in me coat and I made sure he was safe and warm.
0:43:46 > 0:43:49- We need to make sure he's not at risk...- I left him in the maternity wing of a bloody hospital.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51What better place is there?
0:43:51 > 0:43:54- I'm taking him.- No, you're not. - Yes, I... Get off me!
0:43:54 > 0:43:57I'm sorry, but we'll have to ring security if you continue like this.
0:43:57 > 0:44:00- Come on, love. They're only doing their job.- We can't let you take him
0:44:00 > 0:44:02until we are confident you can look after him.
0:44:02 > 0:44:05Course I can bloody look after him! I've brought three kids up!
0:44:05 > 0:44:06Can I just say something?
0:44:06 > 0:44:09Maxine has seen Louis every day since he was born.
0:44:09 > 0:44:11Yeah, that is right. I have seen him every day!
0:44:11 > 0:44:14I have fed him, changed his nappy, made sure he was all right!
0:44:14 > 0:44:16I ju...
0:44:16 > 0:44:19I don't know what made me say he wasn't mine! I just...
0:44:20 > 0:44:23I think it was the shock. You know, I didn't know I were pregnant.
0:44:23 > 0:44:26I didn't know. I thought I'd gone into early menopause like me mam.
0:44:26 > 0:44:29She... She started the change at 42. I think I just panicked!
0:44:29 > 0:44:32And I split up with my husband nearly 14 months ago
0:44:32 > 0:44:34and it just went a bit crazy after that!
0:44:34 > 0:44:38And now he's coming home and he wants to try again and so do I!
0:44:38 > 0:44:42You do know it's a criminal offence to abandon a baby under two years old?
0:44:43 > 0:44:45Watch my lips, love! I didn't abandon him!
0:44:45 > 0:44:50- I'm sorry, but you didn't own up to the fact... - Can I just butt in again?
0:44:50 > 0:44:52You would have had to have gone into the neo-natal unit anyway,
0:44:52 > 0:44:54cos he was permanently having breathing problems.
0:44:54 > 0:44:56Look, for a moment there,
0:44:56 > 0:44:58I just thought he might be better off with someone else,
0:44:58 > 0:45:01but when it came to it I just couldn't do it! I just couldn't.
0:45:01 > 0:45:02Cos I love him!
0:45:03 > 0:45:04I love him!
0:45:07 > 0:45:09Oh, God!
0:45:09 > 0:45:11SHE SOBS
0:45:11 > 0:45:13Sorry! I'm sorry!
0:45:14 > 0:45:15Please!
0:45:18 > 0:45:20Oh, God!
0:45:21 > 0:45:23SHE SOBS
0:45:27 > 0:45:30Do you want to keep the baby, Shelly?
0:45:43 > 0:45:45Not really, no.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50I had him for them, not for me.
0:45:54 > 0:45:56I can't give him what they can give him.
0:45:57 > 0:45:59And I want to do other things.
0:46:03 > 0:46:05I'd like to see him sometimes, though.
0:46:06 > 0:46:08That's absolutely not a problem.
0:46:09 > 0:46:12Whenever you want.
0:46:12 > 0:46:13But I might not.
0:46:15 > 0:46:16I don't know yet.
0:46:16 > 0:46:21I think you should get a parental order as soon as possible to make sure Sebastian is legally yours.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23Yes. Yes, of course.
0:46:23 > 0:46:25So, if you'd like to hand him over to...
0:46:27 > 0:46:28Andrew! THEY LAUGH
0:46:33 > 0:46:36Can I take a picture of him before he goes?
0:46:37 > 0:46:41If you could just do that outside in the corridor? We have a lot of sensitive equipment in here.
0:46:58 > 0:47:04SEBASTIAN GURGLES
0:47:13 > 0:47:16Do you... Do you want to walk us to the car?
0:47:16 > 0:47:18No. I'd better see what's going on with me mam.
0:47:29 > 0:47:31Ta-ra, little 'un.
0:47:34 > 0:47:35Be a good boy.
0:47:55 > 0:47:57- Thank you.- You're welcome.
0:47:57 > 0:47:59SEBASTIAN CRIES
0:48:00 > 0:48:03- Let's run.- No. Just keep walking.
0:48:03 > 0:48:05- Is she watching?- I don't know.
0:48:05 > 0:48:07Don't look. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
0:48:22 > 0:48:23- Excuse me.- Sorry, sorry, sorry.
0:49:05 > 0:49:08- I still can't believe you've got a baby!- Neither can I sometimes.
0:49:08 > 0:49:10He changes his nappy. Cleans up all his shit and that.
0:49:10 > 0:49:13It's all right. It's not that bad, you get used to it.
0:49:13 > 0:49:16- Anyway, when do you actually leave? - Tomorrow evening.
0:49:16 > 0:49:19- Still got to pack.- Lucky bitch. I wish I was going to bloody Florence.
0:49:19 > 0:49:21Yeah, sounds great.
0:49:21 > 0:49:24You actually get to study the great masters and do some serious stuff.
0:49:24 > 0:49:27And you, you jammy tosser, have got a fat frigging commission.
0:49:27 > 0:49:29Yeah, I haven't seen any money yet.
0:49:29 > 0:49:33He hasn't even agreed to any of my sketches. He just wants something colourful on the wall.
0:49:33 > 0:49:35He's an interior designer. He's not really into art.
0:49:35 > 0:49:37Well, that's what he's employing you for.
0:49:37 > 0:49:40- Ask him for a commissioning fee. - He doesn't need it.
0:49:40 > 0:49:43His parents are stinking rich and his bird's going to be loaded.
0:49:43 > 0:49:46For the record, my parents aren't stinking rich
0:49:46 > 0:49:47and me and Ro don't have a pot to piss in.
0:49:47 > 0:49:51- We've been waiting for a settlement for the best part of a year.- Hey.
0:49:51 > 0:49:52Hey, I thought it was you.
0:49:53 > 0:49:55What are you doing here?
0:49:55 > 0:49:57- It's Izzy's birthday.- I'm 18 now.
0:49:57 > 0:49:59I can officially drink. I'm legal!
0:49:59 > 0:50:02We're all sat over there. Where's Mum?
0:50:02 > 0:50:06I don't know. I've been trying to get in touch with her all day. She's not answering her phone.
0:50:06 > 0:50:09- Really?- I think she's been for a facial or something.
0:50:09 > 0:50:11Is that what she told you?
0:50:11 > 0:50:13What does that mean?
0:50:13 > 0:50:15Why don't all you girls come and sit over here with us?
0:50:15 > 0:50:18We don't want to gate-crash if you want to be on your own.
0:50:18 > 0:50:20- No, Molly's a friend from art college.- His ex.
0:50:20 > 0:50:23She's off to Florence tomorrow. It's just a farewell drink.
0:50:23 > 0:50:26Your mum might join us in a bit.
0:50:26 > 0:50:28I don't think so. This isn't Mum's kind of place.
0:50:28 > 0:50:31And, besides, she's got other things on her mind.
0:50:33 > 0:50:34We'll go get our drinks.
0:50:37 > 0:50:40- She's well into you, mate.- What?
0:50:40 > 0:50:42Don't be ridiculous. She's Ro's daughter.
0:50:42 > 0:50:44Yeah, I'd dump the mother.
0:50:44 > 0:50:45The daughter's smoking.
0:50:45 > 0:50:48You don't go anywhere near her or you're dead.
0:50:55 > 0:50:57There's no light on, so he's not home yet.
0:51:01 > 0:51:03- So, what are you going to say to him?- I don't know.
0:51:08 > 0:51:10Get nappies and stuff.
0:51:13 > 0:51:14Ta-ra.
0:51:15 > 0:51:17LOUIS GURGLES
0:51:17 > 0:51:20I could tell him it's mine.
0:51:20 > 0:51:22And who's the father?
0:51:22 > 0:51:24I don't know, I could make something up.
0:51:24 > 0:51:27I could tell him I've decided to be a foster mum to earn some money.
0:51:27 > 0:51:30Yeah, that's a good idea.
0:51:30 > 0:51:33But, how are you going to get around social services turning up tomorrow morning
0:51:33 > 0:51:35for your home assessment?
0:51:35 > 0:51:37Well, I just need to get him out of the house.
0:51:37 > 0:51:41Well, you'll have to decide before he comes home so we can get a story straight.
0:51:43 > 0:51:44So...
0:51:44 > 0:51:48- Ro's not jealous about you being with your ex-girlfriend?- No.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50Why would she be? There's nothing to be jealous about.
0:51:50 > 0:51:53But she would be if she found you in bed with her.
0:51:53 > 0:51:56Well, that's a weird thing to say, Katie.
0:51:56 > 0:51:57Well, you're fit, aren't you?
0:51:58 > 0:52:00- Bet she still fancies you. - I don't think so.
0:52:00 > 0:52:03Anyway, your mum's not going to find me in bed with her.
0:52:03 > 0:52:07Look, I'd like to know what you meant when you said, "Is that what she told you?"
0:52:07 > 0:52:08Nothing!
0:52:09 > 0:52:11I'm a bit pissed!
0:52:11 > 0:52:12Did I even say that?
0:52:12 > 0:52:14- Yeah. Yeah, you did. - I was just thinking...
0:52:16 > 0:52:20- Molly's more your age than Mum, isn't she?- So what?
0:52:20 > 0:52:23- It doesn't make any difference what age...- You can have anyone you want.
0:52:23 > 0:52:25Cos... You're fit, like...
0:52:26 > 0:52:28..really handsome.
0:52:28 > 0:52:31DANCE MUSIC FADES OUT
0:52:38 > 0:52:41- Look, you've had enough to drink. Why don't you have some water? - I don't want water!
0:52:41 > 0:52:45- Is your mum even cool with you drinking alcohol? - I don't care what she's cool about!
0:52:45 > 0:52:48I'm not cool about what she's done and what she's doing, but nobody asks me!
0:52:48 > 0:52:52- Look, your mum was in an unhappy relationship with your dad. Did you want her to just...- Really?
0:52:52 > 0:52:56Well, it didn't look like that this afternoon when I went home to pick up my dress.
0:53:02 > 0:53:04I hope Sebby's all right.
0:53:04 > 0:53:05Aw, he will be.
0:53:05 > 0:53:07They love him to bits.
0:53:07 > 0:53:10And there won't be anything that he'll want for.
0:53:10 > 0:53:11You could go and see him tomorrow.
0:53:12 > 0:53:16I think I should give them a bit of time on their own with him.
0:53:16 > 0:53:19And I want to see if that unit's still for hiring at t'Arndale Centre.
0:53:19 > 0:53:21MESSAGE ALERT
0:53:21 > 0:53:25Oh, my God. He's landed. He's waiting for a taxi.
0:53:25 > 0:53:26I've got butterflies!
0:53:26 > 0:53:29- Do I look all right? - Yeah. You look great.
0:53:29 > 0:53:31I don't know what you're worried about.
0:53:31 > 0:53:34He should be so lucky you're taking him back after what he's done.
0:53:34 > 0:53:36I love him.
0:53:36 > 0:53:38God, give me strength.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40It's something really precious, his love, Shelly.
0:53:40 > 0:53:42You'll know when you meet someone.
0:53:44 > 0:53:46Oh, God, it might never happen to me again.
0:53:46 > 0:53:48You've hardly given it a chance.
0:53:48 > 0:53:51Me dad's a tosser, Mam. You know what he's like.
0:53:51 > 0:53:53How many times has he done this now?
0:53:53 > 0:53:57- He says it's going to be different this time. He says he's finally grown up.- Oh, yeah, sure.
0:53:57 > 0:53:58FRONT DOOR OPENS Hello!
0:53:58 > 0:53:59Hello?
0:53:59 > 0:54:01MAXINE LAUGHS
0:54:01 > 0:54:03SHE GASPS
0:54:03 > 0:54:05- Oh!- Get the kettle on! MAXINE SCREAMS IN DELIGHT
0:54:05 > 0:54:08- I thought you were still at the airport!- Yeah, I sent that text ages ago!
0:54:08 > 0:54:12- Oh, my God, it must have only just come through!- There you go. Don't you say I never buy you any.
0:54:12 > 0:54:13They're lovely!
0:54:13 > 0:54:16- Are you pleased to see me? - Do bears shit in the woods?
0:54:17 > 0:54:21- I can't believe you're really here. - Well, I am.- I'm so happy.
0:54:21 > 0:54:24I'm going to put these in some water and then I'll get you some cans in the fridge.
0:54:24 > 0:54:26Hey, now you're talking!
0:54:26 > 0:54:29Now. Shell, girl. How are you doing? Put a bit of weight on.
0:54:29 > 0:54:31- And you've gone grey.- Yeah.
0:54:33 > 0:54:34I'll have to get that sorted.
0:54:35 > 0:54:36So...
0:54:36 > 0:54:39- Have you missed me, girl? - A bit.- A bit?
0:54:40 > 0:54:41Is that all?
0:54:41 > 0:54:43I thought you'd be pining for me.
0:54:43 > 0:54:46Yeah, well, you buggered off so often and left me to pick up the pieces
0:54:46 > 0:54:50and try and convince me mam she's not a bag o' shite.
0:54:50 > 0:54:52All I were hoping is that you weren't coming back this time.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54That's not nice.
0:54:54 > 0:54:55And I got you a present and all.
0:54:57 > 0:55:00Remembered on the aeroplane, did you?
0:55:00 > 0:55:02- There you go.- Oh, ta.
0:55:02 > 0:55:04- Nice and cold.- Ta. MICKY SIGHS
0:55:06 > 0:55:07So...
0:55:07 > 0:55:09What have you two been up to?
0:55:10 > 0:55:12LOUIS CRIES FROM UPSTAIRS
0:55:12 > 0:55:14What the hell's that? Have you got a cat or something?
0:55:15 > 0:55:17No.
0:55:17 > 0:55:18We've got a baby.
0:55:20 > 0:55:21A baby?
0:55:23 > 0:55:25Yeah.
0:55:25 > 0:55:26He's called Louis.
0:55:26 > 0:55:29I thought you were fatter!
0:55:29 > 0:55:32So, you've gone and got yourself into trouble, have you?
0:55:32 > 0:55:34Who's the father? Oh, don't tell me, he's buggered off.
0:55:34 > 0:55:37Oh, that's a bit rich coming from you!
0:55:42 > 0:55:44He's not Shelly's baby.
0:55:47 > 0:55:49- SHE SIGHS - He's my baby.
0:55:52 > 0:55:55Your baby? What are you talking about? It can't be your baby.
0:55:55 > 0:55:56Well, he is.
0:55:58 > 0:56:00- I thought you said that... - Yeah, I know what I said.
0:56:01 > 0:56:02I lied.
0:56:04 > 0:56:06He's my baby.
0:56:06 > 0:56:07And I'm keeping him.
0:56:07 > 0:56:08If they let me.
0:56:09 > 0:56:12And if you don't like it, well, I'm sorry, Micky.
0:56:12 > 0:56:14But it's just the way it is.
0:56:15 > 0:56:16He's in my life.
0:56:16 > 0:56:18LOUIS CRIES
0:56:18 > 0:56:19And he's staying!
0:56:27 > 0:56:32If you're going to go, Dad, I'd do it now before she comes back down with him.
0:56:40 > 0:56:42MAXINE LAUGHS WEARILY
0:56:44 > 0:56:46Hello, my gorgeous little boy.
0:56:49 > 0:56:52Mummy's brought you home.
0:56:57 > 0:56:59MAXINE LAUGHS
0:57:03 > 0:57:05I've got myself into such a state
0:57:05 > 0:57:07when I saw Katie and Simon together.
0:57:07 > 0:57:08She might not have said anything.
0:57:08 > 0:57:10They probably just bumped into each other.
0:57:10 > 0:57:13- What the hell are you doing on my parents' drive?- I'm waiting for my daughter.
0:57:13 > 0:57:17Well, your daughter's not here, so you can take your fancy car and piss off.
0:57:17 > 0:57:18I'm not a milking machine!
0:57:18 > 0:57:20I'm waiting for it to dry up so I can go back to normal again.
0:57:20 > 0:57:23Oh, please keep making it. I don't know what we'd do if you stopped.
0:57:23 > 0:57:27My son-in-law said you stunk of alcohol.
0:57:27 > 0:57:29Bastard!