0:00:02 > 0:00:03When I was just a child myself, I had a child.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07What are you doing?! DERMOTT GROWLS
0:00:08 > 0:00:10- DOUG:- They were in your deleted folder.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13- BERNIE:- Dermott said he tried to call you
0:00:13 > 0:00:14when the contractions started.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16- ANDREW:- What? No, he didn't.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- You're definitely staying on then? - Yeah. Talk about divine intervention...
0:00:21 > 0:00:23- That woman... - That woman is my mother.
0:00:23 > 0:00:26Kathleen had another child when you were born.
0:00:26 > 0:00:28Is there anything else I don't know?
0:00:28 > 0:00:30No.
0:00:30 > 0:00:32I think the sooner you leave, the better.
0:00:32 > 0:00:33I had a scan earlier.
0:00:33 > 0:00:37I can't tell Kat, obviously, but, um... It's not good news.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40Get off me! You're not my da!
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- ANDREW:- You swan in here and cause havoc.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47- KIERAN:- What havoc have I caused?
0:00:49 > 0:00:53- BERNIE:- Where's Peter? What if something HAS happened?
0:01:11 > 0:01:13SHE GASPS FOR BREATH
0:01:25 > 0:01:28HE PANTS
0:02:19 > 0:02:21- RADIO:- You're listening to ZTFM.
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0:02:28 > 0:02:32is thought to be the first sighting of such a large cetacean in the area
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0:02:42 > 0:02:46And now, here's Out And Cover by Dogs, featuring Suzanne Parson.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51BABY WAILS
0:03:01 > 0:03:03I know you think I'm mad.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05Have you even slept?
0:03:05 > 0:03:09His body was found here, Adeen came from here.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14So who's this?
0:03:14 > 0:03:16Someone was on that beach when Lance died.
0:03:16 > 0:03:20Or maybe it was the balsamic vinegar here.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23In the library. With the candlestick.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- I mean, what do you want me to say? - Just that I'm not going crazy.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32You're not going crazy.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34But you're like a dog after a bone.
0:03:34 > 0:03:35SIGHS: Oh! I just...
0:03:37 > 0:03:40- I just need to be busy. - Are you not busy enough, no?
0:03:46 > 0:03:48Then why didn't he call you?
0:03:49 > 0:03:52When I was in labour, why didn't Dermott call you?
0:03:52 > 0:03:54And why was he shutting down my computer?
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- You sound just like Kieran. - What's Kieran got to do with it?
0:03:56 > 0:04:00Bernie... I can't keep having this conversation.
0:04:02 > 0:04:06If any of this nonsense gets out... I mean, is that what you want?
0:04:07 > 0:04:10- No.- Then will you please... leave it?
0:04:27 > 0:04:29COWS MOO
0:04:37 > 0:04:39What?
0:04:40 > 0:04:42Nothing.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Is your mam still in bed?
0:04:47 > 0:04:49Oh, it's been a whirlwind.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53With Lance, the funeral, the christening -
0:04:53 > 0:04:54everything a million miles an hour.
0:04:55 > 0:04:59- Some rest'll do her good. - Some of us don't have that luxury.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03- What can I do to help? - SHE SCOFFS
0:05:03 > 0:05:07Ro, I'm asking you... What can I do?
0:05:08 > 0:05:11Will you quit being the martyr and tell me, huh?
0:05:11 > 0:05:13You wouldn't know where to start.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16So tell me! That's all you have to do.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22- I need some money put in the bank. - Consider it done.
0:06:23 > 0:06:29Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name;
0:06:29 > 0:06:35thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.
0:06:35 > 0:06:40Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses,
0:06:40 > 0:06:44as we forgive those who trespass against us;
0:06:44 > 0:06:49and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
0:06:49 > 0:06:55For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory, for ever and ever.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58- Amen. CONGREGATION:- Amen.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- Hiya, Bernie.- Ah, Dermott.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05Hello there, little lad.
0:07:05 > 0:07:06Isn't he gorgeous?
0:07:06 > 0:07:08- Oh, sleepyhead! - SHE LAUGHS
0:07:08 > 0:07:09HE CHUCKLES
0:07:09 > 0:07:11You're not thinking about a change in career then?
0:07:13 > 0:07:15Midwifery.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17- LAUGHING:- Oh! No!
0:07:17 > 0:07:20It's not every day a priest gets to deliver a baby.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Well, it's one for the parish newsletter, that's for sure!
0:07:23 > 0:07:24HE CHUCKLES
0:07:24 > 0:07:28- I was looking at the photos last night...- Oh.- ..from the christening.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30- Mm.- Don't think I thanked you properly.
0:07:31 > 0:07:37- Don't, uh... Don't usually see you here on a weekday.- No.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40And thanks, by the way...
0:07:41 > 0:07:44..for shutting down the computer that night, too.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47No problem.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49I mean, anyone could have walked in to the front desk there.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53It's actually all a bit of a blur, to me.
0:07:53 > 0:07:54My memory seems to be OK.
0:07:57 > 0:08:00The morning Lance died, do you remember where you were?
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Uh...
0:08:05 > 0:08:09- I would have been here, I imagine. - You'd imagine?
0:08:10 > 0:08:13Well, uh, it was a weekday, wasn't it?
0:08:14 > 0:08:20So, uh... Yeah, would have been here, preparing for Mass.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23And did Lance say anything to you before he died?
0:08:24 > 0:08:27- Well, Lance said a lot of things, didn't he?- About?
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Something that might have been troubling him?
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- We know he rode all night. - Nothing to me, I'm afraid.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37So you WERE here...that morning?
0:08:37 > 0:08:39Why are you asking me all these questions, Bernie?
0:08:41 > 0:08:43I just told you, I was here.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47And when was the last time you saw Lance alive?
0:08:47 > 0:08:50That night. At the pub. The same as everyone else.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54Are you stopping for a cup of tea?
0:08:56 > 0:08:59- HE SIGHS - I'm not going to pack any pants,
0:08:59 > 0:09:01I'm just going to turn these ones inside out tomorrow.
0:09:01 > 0:09:02HE CHUCKLES
0:09:03 > 0:09:07Come on, darling. It's only one night and Axel reckons he's a really good contact.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Haven't we got enough on our plate with the bar?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11That's the point. If he can sell us some cheap Irish whisky...
0:09:11 > 0:09:13CHEAP meaning knock-off.
0:09:13 > 0:09:14What you talk...? That's not knock-off.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17Even with the import charges, by the time we've marked it up...
0:09:17 > 0:09:18- Yeah, you're right.- Yeah.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20It's only business, what would I know?
0:09:21 > 0:09:23As long as that's all it is.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27Yeah, well...there's that...
0:09:27 > 0:09:30# And my fancy woman... #
0:09:30 > 0:09:32- Shut up. - BOTH LAUGH
0:09:32 > 0:09:35Mwah. Why don't you take Tommy down to the beach?
0:09:35 > 0:09:38Apparently, they've spotted some whale off the coast or something.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Yeah, maybe. Hm.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43So when I get back tomorrow, we'll sit down, we'll have a chat
0:09:43 > 0:09:45about what we're going to do - whether we head home...
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Dermott said he needs his space,
0:09:47 > 0:09:50so I can't force his hand and drive him away, can I?
0:09:52 > 0:09:54You haven't spoken to him, have you?
0:09:54 > 0:09:57- No. No, no, no.- Right.
0:09:57 > 0:09:58Hey, Tommy, give Daddy a kiss.
0:09:58 > 0:10:01Come on. Give your daddy a kiss goodbye!
0:10:01 > 0:10:03- You know you want to! - Get off! Get off!
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- ALFIE LAUGHS - Look after Mummy for me, yeah?
0:10:05 > 0:10:08Better get your stuff together if you want to go to that football thing.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10- All right.- Football - go, go, go, go, go! Good boy.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12- Call me when you get there, yeah? - Yeah, I promise.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14- All right.- I love ya. - I love you.- Mm.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17- And, Alfie...?- What?
0:10:17 > 0:10:18Don't sign anything.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21- CHUCKLING:- I won't. I'll see you later.- Yeah.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29Mam, if you're sick we should call the doctor.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32SIGHING: I'm not sick, Roisin, I'm grieving.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35EILEEN SIGHS
0:10:35 > 0:10:39- You'll have to go look for Peter. - I can't go anywhere.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41Anything could have happened.
0:10:41 > 0:10:45Andrew can manage for a few hours. Go. Both of you.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Find him and bring him back.
0:10:52 > 0:10:53Come on.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11SHE SOBS
0:11:16 > 0:11:17Adeen?
0:11:19 > 0:11:20What are you doing, darling?
0:11:28 > 0:11:29What's happened?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Darling, what's the matter?
0:11:34 > 0:11:37Darling... Oh, sweetheart, what's happened to you?
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- You all right?- Yeah.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05Kieran! Kieran!
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Taking after your grandfather?
0:12:12 > 0:12:16- SIGHING:- Yeah, well... Missing the gym back home.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Don't get views like this though.
0:12:18 > 0:12:19No, you don't.
0:12:22 > 0:12:23Kieran...
0:12:26 > 0:12:28I need to ask you something.
0:12:31 > 0:12:32HE SIGHS
0:12:33 > 0:12:34Ooh.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39- That looks painful.- You've no idea.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49I know you've been speaking to Andrew.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57About Dermott...
0:13:01 > 0:13:02What about him?
0:13:04 > 0:13:06That's what I was hoping you could tell me.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11Andrew thinks I'm going mad.
0:13:12 > 0:13:13- I- think I'm going mad.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16Except I don't.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21I saw a therapist for a while.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Back in New York, because...
0:13:24 > 0:13:25Well...
0:13:27 > 0:13:28That's the American way.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32We tried to talk about it.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35I dunno...
0:13:35 > 0:13:38- about Mouse and what happened.- Mm.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41But I just couldn't.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44It's like nothing would come out.
0:13:46 > 0:13:47But since being back...
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Don't be so hard on yourself.
0:13:53 > 0:13:57- It'll be painful, so...you forget. - Yeah.
0:13:59 > 0:14:00And then you remember.
0:14:02 > 0:14:03- VOICEOVER:- My sister...
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Help!
0:14:07 > 0:14:08..and Dermott.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10Iris held out her hand to him.
0:14:12 > 0:14:13That night.
0:14:13 > 0:14:14- VOICEOVER:- I heard him.
0:14:16 > 0:14:17He wouldn't help his mother.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21He let her go under.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24He could have saved her, but he didn't, he let her die.
0:14:32 > 0:14:33Do you believe me?
0:14:34 > 0:14:35Yeah.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43And then everything with Cois Dara, just...
0:14:43 > 0:14:45The fire? What do you mean?
0:14:46 > 0:14:49Look, Dermott asked me if he could come in with us on Cois Dara
0:14:49 > 0:14:52and I said no, obviously, because, I mean, why would we?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54And that night... it's burned to the ground.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58- Really?- You think...?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00I don't know what I think.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04All I know is that everybody I've spoken to has said
0:15:04 > 0:15:09my grandfather was fit and healthy and then one day, he's just...gone.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Just like that, just...gone.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16So what changed?
0:15:19 > 0:15:20What changed?
0:15:21 > 0:15:22What changed?
0:15:35 > 0:15:37There's Nan.
0:15:39 > 0:15:40Please, anywhere but here.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44No car.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59SHE KNOCKS
0:15:59 > 0:16:01Hello?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Peter? Oh...
0:16:07 > 0:16:09- We should call the police.- No.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10Why not?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12ROISIN SIGHS
0:16:12 > 0:16:17Because if he HAS taken the car, they'll do him for drunk driving.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22Then what are we going to do?
0:16:25 > 0:16:27- SIGHING:- Oh, Peter!
0:16:27 > 0:16:29EILEEN SIGHS
0:16:32 > 0:16:35- Where are you going? - I think I know where he is.
0:16:39 > 0:16:43- TANNOY:- Nurse Julie Bally, please report to the...
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- Coffee for you. - Oh, that's lovely, thank you.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48I bet you're in and out of these places all the time, eh?
0:16:48 > 0:16:49Oh, not if I can help it.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51No, I mean, the last rites and all that, you know?
0:16:51 > 0:16:54Yeah, as I said, not if I can help it.
0:16:57 > 0:16:5920 years ago maybe.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02When people like me were still at the centre of all this.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04Yeah, well, times change, eh?
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Yeah.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09The world keeps marching on and we got left behind.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Yeah, the good old days.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- I don't know about that. - No, you're probably right.
0:17:24 > 0:17:28- Kat's still a bit upset, I think. - I'm here to support you, Alfie, I don't want to talk about that, OK?
0:17:30 > 0:17:32Yeah, no, that... No, that's fine. I know.
0:17:32 > 0:17:33You know, Dermott,
0:17:33 > 0:17:36I really appreciate you being here with me today.
0:17:37 > 0:17:38And it means a lot.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42If anyone wants to be talking to Kathleen, it's you.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59- TUTS:- Oh, do me a favour!
0:18:26 > 0:18:28KNOCK AT DOOR
0:18:28 > 0:18:30KNOCKING CONTINUES
0:18:30 > 0:18:31Yeah, I'm coming!
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Hm!
0:18:37 > 0:18:38- Kathleen...- Yeah.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40- How you going?- All right.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42Um, listen, I was just passing
0:18:42 > 0:18:44and this little one's after puking all over himself!
0:18:44 > 0:18:47Would you mind if I cleaned him up real quick?
0:18:47 > 0:18:51- Yeah, of course you can! Come in. - Great, thanks a million.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54Bathroom's upstairs. First door on the left.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57I wouldn't say no to a cuppa, if there's one going?
0:18:58 > 0:19:01BERNIE EXHALES
0:19:07 > 0:19:09They've an offer down there on beef jerky.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12Three packs for the price of two.
0:19:12 > 0:19:16I don't even know if I like beef jerky, but it seemed like too good an opportunity to pass up.
0:19:23 > 0:19:26- So who was it?- Does it matter?
0:19:26 > 0:19:27No, it doesn't.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Jimmy.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Who's Jimmy?
0:19:34 > 0:19:35Not the pizza boy?
0:19:36 > 0:19:38That pimply streak of piss?!
0:19:40 > 0:19:43- He didn't force himself, did he?- No.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47- You promise you won't say anything? - You're too young for secrets, Adeen.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49- You said you wouldn't.- And I won't.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56But you're too clever to get mixed up in the likes of this, Adeen.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00Adeen Kelly?
0:20:10 > 0:20:11ADEEN SNIFFLES
0:20:59 > 0:21:02You could have told me to change my shoes!
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Where are we going?
0:21:08 > 0:21:10- PETER:- IRIS!
0:21:15 > 0:21:17What the hell is he doing?
0:21:29 > 0:21:30You'll catch your death.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Stop fussing over him, will you?
0:21:35 > 0:21:36How much have you had?
0:21:37 > 0:21:39- TEAPOT WHISTLES - Where's the car?
0:21:44 > 0:21:47You can't remember cos that's what happens when you drink.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49Ah, Ro, could you cut him some slack?
0:21:49 > 0:21:51You need to sober up and get to a meeting.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54- Could you just go, both of you? - A meeting?
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Jesus, Eileen, open your eyes.
0:21:56 > 0:22:01Your man hasn't had a drink for... 18 years. He's an alcoholic.
0:22:01 > 0:22:02But he owns a pub.
0:22:02 > 0:22:06And I'm here so you can stop talking about me like I'm not.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15WHISPERS: You poor thing.
0:22:19 > 0:22:20Come here.
0:22:21 > 0:22:22Mm!
0:22:25 > 0:22:27I saw you today, didn't I?
0:22:27 > 0:22:28At the football camp thing with, um...
0:22:28 > 0:22:32Jonjo. Yeah, he loves it. Football mad, he is.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35Yeah, Tommy's the same. West Ham, it is.
0:22:35 > 0:22:36That's Alfie's influence.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Well, they're likely to be firm friends by now.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40- Either that or sworn enemies! - KAT CHUCKLES
0:22:42 > 0:22:45You know what kids are like on the football pitch.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49So listen, I...did want to ask you something off the record.
0:22:51 > 0:22:55- I didn't know we were ON the record. - We're not, it's just...
0:22:57 > 0:23:01At the pub... You know, after the run? ..you spoke to Lance.
0:23:02 > 0:23:03My husband saw you.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06You were upset.
0:23:07 > 0:23:11- Must have been all them whisky chasers he was lining up! - KAT LAUGHS
0:23:12 > 0:23:14You didn't notice anything out of the ordinary, did you?
0:23:15 > 0:23:18I'd just met him that afternoon, I wouldn't know what ordinary was.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Hm.
0:23:20 > 0:23:21Why?
0:23:22 > 0:23:24No reason.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29Do you know what?
0:23:29 > 0:23:31I knew SOMETHING was weird.
0:23:31 > 0:23:32How do you mean "weird"?
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Well, not weird, exactly.
0:23:34 > 0:23:37It's just that in the pub it was the singing and poetry and shots,
0:23:37 > 0:23:39and then two days later, he dropped down dead.
0:23:39 > 0:23:41Yeah.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45Do you think something happened to him?
0:23:47 > 0:23:50No. Course not.
0:23:50 > 0:23:51Any sugar going?
0:23:51 > 0:23:55- Yeah, it's in the kitchen. Won't be a sec.- Thanks.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00EILEEN: Is there anyone we can call?
0:24:00 > 0:24:02What about a...sponsor?
0:24:02 > 0:24:04It was just a slip, not a relapse.
0:24:04 > 0:24:08If you don't want to get drunk, don't take the first drink.
0:24:10 > 0:24:11Peter, what happened?
0:24:13 > 0:24:16You know...we all have regrets.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19Whatever it is, it's...
0:24:20 > 0:24:21It's OK.
0:24:24 > 0:24:26And all we can do in the end
0:24:26 > 0:24:29is hope that we end up with the right regrets.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32All those years sober...
0:24:32 > 0:24:34I'd no idea.
0:24:34 > 0:24:35Because you weren't here.
0:24:35 > 0:24:39You can have too many years sober and not enough days.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42One drink is too many, 20 is not enough.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46If you don't want to slip... don't go to slippery places.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48What is he doing?
0:24:48 > 0:24:52- Poor me, poor me, POUR me another drink.- Stop.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Peter, you're scaring me now.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56I have platitudes as long as my arm, sweetheart,
0:24:56 > 0:24:59I can keep going all day.
0:24:59 > 0:25:05KEEP your side of the street clean. Halt! Hungry, angry, lonely...
0:25:05 > 0:25:07JUST stop.
0:25:07 > 0:25:10- I don't know where my car is. - Oh, don't worry about that now.
0:25:10 > 0:25:14Don't worry about it?! You could have killed somebody.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Might HAVE, for all you know.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18We're not going to fix anything sitting around here.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21Come on. I'll take you home.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24What's left of it!
0:25:27 > 0:25:28Honestly, it works a treat.
0:25:28 > 0:25:29- The Dummy Fairy?- Yeah.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32- Really?- They fall for it hook, line, and sinker.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35It's worked with all my kids, just try it.
0:25:35 > 0:25:36I might just do that.
0:25:36 > 0:25:39Oh, never ends, does it, this parenting malarkey?
0:25:39 > 0:25:43Well, if you keep squeezing 'em out, no, it don't.
0:25:43 > 0:25:44BOTH LAUGH
0:25:44 > 0:25:48You know, Jonjo was coming into our bed up until last year.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50He'd crawl up in the middle, we'd wake up in the morning...
0:25:50 > 0:25:51There he'd be.
0:25:55 > 0:25:58- So when you heading back home, do you know?- Um...
0:25:59 > 0:26:01Not sure yet. Soon.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06You and Dermott seem to have hit it off.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08You get on well?
0:26:09 > 0:26:10Suppose we do, yeah.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13They were very close.
0:26:14 > 0:26:15Him and Lance.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Must be hard for him... losing him like that.
0:26:24 > 0:26:25It must be.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30Is it something that he's talked to you about, or...?
0:26:32 > 0:26:33Not really.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Not really?
0:26:38 > 0:26:40He's never said anything, no.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46Well, that seems odd. That he wouldn't.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50You don't think?
0:26:52 > 0:26:55Maybe it's a private matter.
0:26:55 > 0:26:56Oh, yeah.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Maybe you're right.
0:27:02 > 0:27:04Listen, I've got to get the tea on
0:27:04 > 0:27:06because I've got to pick Tommy up soon
0:27:06 > 0:27:08and then I might even go down to the harbour,
0:27:08 > 0:27:09see if I can spot that whale.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12Nice talking to you though.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13Yeah.
0:27:14 > 0:27:18- We should do it again sometime. - Yeah, that'd be lovely.
0:27:37 > 0:27:41Nobody takes their first drink after 18 years for no reason.
0:27:43 > 0:27:48I just needed to take the edge off. I missed it. That's all it was.
0:27:53 > 0:27:54I don't believe you.
0:28:17 > 0:28:19Why don't you put the radio on?
0:28:20 > 0:28:21I don't want the radio on.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26HE SOFTLY GROANS
0:28:27 > 0:28:31Don't you touch me! Don't you DARE touch me.
0:29:02 > 0:29:04- I'm going to walk back.- No!
0:29:04 > 0:29:09- I'm fine. I just need some air. - I'm not letting you walk!
0:29:09 > 0:29:10Let him go.
0:29:11 > 0:29:13I just need the air.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15DOOR SLAMS
0:29:37 > 0:29:39You'll be grand.
0:29:40 > 0:29:42You will, Adeen.
0:29:44 > 0:29:46So why do I always feel so sad?
0:29:47 > 0:29:49Oh, lots of reasons, I suppose.
0:29:50 > 0:29:54With all this business... and you'll be missing your Double G.
0:29:55 > 0:30:00And because you're a teenager. That's part of the deal, I'm afraid.
0:30:02 > 0:30:03Was that why you did it?
0:30:07 > 0:30:08See, you're a clever girl, Adeen.
0:30:11 > 0:30:12An intelligent girl.
0:30:13 > 0:30:16And that'll be part of your problem.
0:30:16 > 0:30:19That's what they say, don't they... about clever people?
0:30:21 > 0:30:25- They can never be happy because they're always...- I saw my da.
0:30:28 > 0:30:29You saw your da what?
0:30:30 > 0:30:31With Kieran.
0:30:35 > 0:30:36- Is he gay?- No, he's not gay.
0:30:36 > 0:30:39- Why are you being so calm? - I'm just being...
0:30:41 > 0:30:44This isn't something that you can go about telling people, you know that, don't you, Adeen?
0:30:46 > 0:30:49I'm too young for secrets. That's what you said.
0:30:51 > 0:30:53You're not that young.
0:30:57 > 0:30:59WHALE MOANS
0:31:29 > 0:31:32Ask me what you came to ask me.
0:31:36 > 0:31:42The boy I raised for 33 years turns around and tells me,
0:31:42 > 0:31:45"Actually, Da, I'm not yours. I never was."
0:31:47 > 0:31:49And you knew.
0:31:50 > 0:31:51You knew!
0:31:54 > 0:31:57- Don't drink that in here.- Why not?
0:31:58 > 0:32:01"My name's Peter, I'm an alcoholic."
0:32:01 > 0:32:03SHE SCOFFS
0:32:03 > 0:32:08You went to London, you watched my wife miscarry
0:32:08 > 0:32:11and you scooped up another baby like it was a bag of flour.
0:32:16 > 0:32:17My baby's dead.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21And nobody ever told me.
0:32:22 > 0:32:25YOU never told me!
0:32:25 > 0:32:27- It wasn't like that. - You went to London.
0:32:27 > 0:32:31I went to London to support my niece because she needed me.
0:32:33 > 0:32:37I went to London to support your wife because you were
0:32:37 > 0:32:40having it off with another woman.
0:32:40 > 0:32:43I didn't know Iris had lost the baby until I got there.
0:32:45 > 0:32:48So don't you dare stand there and tell me that what I did was wrong.
0:32:51 > 0:32:55If you'd had the good grace to keep your carnal urges in check,
0:32:55 > 0:32:58your baby might still be alive today.
0:32:59 > 0:33:03It was the hurt, the grief, the betrayal -
0:33:03 > 0:33:06that's why Iris lost the baby.
0:33:06 > 0:33:08It was your fault, Peter.
0:33:08 > 0:33:13Not mine, not Iris's, not anyone else - YOU.
0:33:13 > 0:33:17- You and your dirty little secret. - Stop.
0:33:18 > 0:33:23What I did, I did for Iris. I did it for good, for this family.
0:33:25 > 0:33:29- What YOU'VE done, your wicked deeds...- I said stop!
0:33:33 > 0:33:37- People need to know the truth. - That's exactly what they DON'T need.
0:33:37 > 0:33:41- The truth here can only cause ill and harm.- People need to know.
0:33:41 > 0:33:43Know what?
0:33:44 > 0:33:47That you helped to kill that little girl?
0:33:48 > 0:33:53That you and Roisin are responsible for Mouse's death?
0:33:54 > 0:33:57Because that's the reason that Iris took the boat out that night.
0:34:03 > 0:34:06You - the reason Iris drank.
0:34:08 > 0:34:12You - the cause of Mouse's death.
0:34:13 > 0:34:15BOAT CREAKS
0:34:15 > 0:34:17It's all you, Peter.
0:34:18 > 0:34:20You poisoned this family.
0:34:21 > 0:34:24All I've ever done was try to make it right.
0:34:24 > 0:34:26HE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:34:29 > 0:34:31So here's what I suggest YOU do.
0:34:33 > 0:34:38Pull yourself together, walk away, keep your mouth shut
0:34:38 > 0:34:41and hope and pray that the truth NEVER comes out,
0:34:41 > 0:34:45because if it does, Eileen will know the real reason
0:34:45 > 0:34:46why her daughter died.
0:34:48 > 0:34:49No.
0:34:50 > 0:34:52It has not escaped my attention
0:34:52 > 0:34:57that you and Eileen have become... close lately.
0:34:57 > 0:34:58We're just friends.
0:34:59 > 0:35:00Does she know that?
0:35:02 > 0:35:03HE SIGHS
0:35:06 > 0:35:10Everything you've touched... to rack and ruin.
0:35:11 > 0:35:15So now, sweep this under the rug where it belongs.
0:35:18 > 0:35:19He's not my son.
0:35:19 > 0:35:20Peter.
0:35:22 > 0:35:24Peter.
0:35:25 > 0:35:28That's exactly what he IS.
0:35:29 > 0:35:31You raised him.
0:35:34 > 0:35:37It's not just Dermott, I lost two children yesterday.
0:35:39 > 0:35:40My baby...
0:35:41 > 0:35:43Was it...?
0:35:44 > 0:35:45A boy.
0:35:46 > 0:35:49- How long did he live for? - He didn't, it was...stillborn.
0:35:50 > 0:35:53Where...? Where is he?
0:35:54 > 0:35:55He would have been buried.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58Taken care of.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03A little sleight of hand and here's a new one.
0:36:03 > 0:36:04Just like that.
0:36:11 > 0:36:13And you sleep at night?
0:36:15 > 0:36:16I sleep soundly.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19That was my boy.
0:36:22 > 0:36:27Dermott IS yours. Blood or not, he's yours.
0:36:29 > 0:36:30Don't lose him now.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Hey, Dermott, do you reckon we could say a prayer?
0:36:45 > 0:36:48Well, yeah, not if you don't fancy it, y'know?
0:36:50 > 0:36:52- Let's pray together.- Right.
0:36:57 > 0:37:02Loving Father, I entrust myself to your care this day.
0:37:02 > 0:37:05Loving Father, I entrust myself to your care this day.
0:37:05 > 0:37:08Guide with wisdom and skill the hands and minds
0:37:08 > 0:37:12of the medical people who will minister in your name.
0:37:12 > 0:37:15Guide with wisdom and skill the minds of the...
0:37:15 > 0:37:17- KNOCK AT DOOR - Sorry to interrupt.
0:37:17 > 0:37:21No, it's... That's all right. So, we, uh... We good to go?
0:37:21 > 0:37:23Well, we reviewed your scans this morning
0:37:23 > 0:37:26at a multi-disciplinary meeting following your MRI.
0:37:26 > 0:37:30- Originally, we decided to proceed with a needle biopsy...- Right.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32After careful consideration,
0:37:32 > 0:37:36we now believe a partial tumour resection is the best way forward.
0:37:36 > 0:37:38Yeah, I know, but we agreed though, didn't we?
0:37:38 > 0:37:41These increasing visions and hallucinations are,
0:37:41 > 0:37:43to be blunt, highly unusual.
0:37:44 > 0:37:48These escalating symptoms from mass effects are of great concern, Alfie. You understand?
0:37:51 > 0:37:54Partial removal of the tumour will relieve some of the pressure.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56- Partial removal?- I'm afraid so.
0:37:56 > 0:37:58What? Well, hold on a minute,
0:37:58 > 0:38:00does that mean I'm not going home tomorrow?
0:38:00 > 0:38:02Well, in terms of recovery,
0:38:02 > 0:38:04we'll be looking at weeks rather than days, yeah.
0:38:06 > 0:38:07Kathleen.
0:38:07 > 0:38:09Are you sure you've got this right, Doc?
0:38:09 > 0:38:12We're all in agreement this is the best way forward, yes.
0:38:12 > 0:38:15- C-Can you just give us a minute, yeah, is that OK?- Of course, yeah.
0:38:15 > 0:38:16Right, thank you.
0:38:18 > 0:38:19Should I call her?
0:38:19 > 0:38:21No, no, no. Um...
0:38:21 > 0:38:23No, if you don't mind, if you'd go to the house
0:38:23 > 0:38:26and bring her here, cos... she needs to hear it from me.
0:38:26 > 0:38:28Course, yeah. What shall I say?
0:38:31 > 0:38:34Don't worry. Leave it to me.
0:38:34 > 0:38:38All right. Oh, the car keys. They're in my jacket pocket.
0:38:40 > 0:38:42KEYS JINGLE
0:38:43 > 0:38:47Um... Tell Kat I'm sorry, yeah?
0:38:49 > 0:38:52You've no reason to be sorry.
0:38:54 > 0:38:56I'll be back soon, OK?
0:38:56 > 0:38:57- All right.- OK.
0:38:59 > 0:39:00Dermott?
0:39:06 > 0:39:07I-I don't want to die.
0:39:09 > 0:39:10I know.
0:39:13 > 0:39:15But God is with you.
0:39:25 > 0:39:26DOOR CLOSES
0:39:45 > 0:39:47- Peter!- Bernie!
0:39:47 > 0:39:51- Where were you yesterday? - Uh, I wasn't feeling too good.
0:39:52 > 0:39:54- Are you OK? - You should see the other fella!
0:39:55 > 0:39:57Well, you look awful.
0:39:57 > 0:39:59I have a little something for the baby, I'll drop it round.
0:39:59 > 0:40:00Oh, thanks.
0:40:01 > 0:40:05- Are you sure you're OK? - I'm fine. You?
0:40:05 > 0:40:07Just going to see Agnes.
0:40:07 > 0:40:09See if she'll take him for a few hours on the weekend.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11Ah, no, I wouldn't, she's not so well either.
0:40:11 > 0:40:14Think she might've picked up whatever I had.
0:40:14 > 0:40:17- Oh, right.- How's he doing?
0:40:17 > 0:40:18Ah, he's grand.
0:40:18 > 0:40:20HE CHUCKLES
0:40:20 > 0:40:24Listen, Lance... Did he seem OK to you? At the pub.
0:40:24 > 0:40:27- Why, you should talk to Dermott. - Dermott?
0:40:27 > 0:40:29Aye, he was the last one to see Lance alive.
0:40:29 > 0:40:30He saw him that morning.
0:40:31 > 0:40:33- Dermott?- Yeah, they were due to...
0:40:33 > 0:40:35talk that morning about something or other.
0:40:38 > 0:40:39Go and ask him yourself.
0:40:49 > 0:40:51POLE CLATTERS
0:41:09 > 0:41:10I saw Bernadette earlier.
0:41:12 > 0:41:14I was out running...that's all.
0:41:17 > 0:41:19You know what? I don't want to break up a family.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21Especially not yours.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26And whatever this is, it's not...
0:41:29 > 0:41:31It's not worth the damage it could do.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38Do you agree?
0:41:43 > 0:41:44Yeah.
0:42:23 > 0:42:25What now?
0:42:27 > 0:42:29I'll head back to New York. This is...
0:42:32 > 0:42:33..a nice place to visit.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36But it's not my home.
0:42:39 > 0:42:41Not any more.
0:42:48 > 0:42:49If that's what you want to do.
0:42:54 > 0:42:57PHONE RINGS
0:43:01 > 0:43:02Kieran speaking.
0:43:04 > 0:43:06Uh... Hang on.
0:43:09 > 0:43:10I have to take this, so...
0:43:17 > 0:43:19Yeah, go ahead...
0:43:26 > 0:43:27I know I'm exhausted.
0:43:27 > 0:43:29I've got baby brain, my boobs are leaking,
0:43:29 > 0:43:30I can barely think straight.
0:43:30 > 0:43:32But I know I'm right. BABY WAILS
0:43:32 > 0:43:34It was a non-suspicious death.
0:43:34 > 0:43:37Which means they weren't looking for anything suspicious.
0:43:37 > 0:43:39I need to know you're hearing me.
0:43:39 > 0:43:40You better see this.
0:43:41 > 0:43:42I was about to call you.
0:43:52 > 0:43:53Is that?!
0:43:56 > 0:44:00- What's he doing? - He's deleting your e-mails.
0:44:09 > 0:44:11- Come on! - HORN TOOTS
0:44:11 > 0:44:14- HORN CONTINUES TO TOOT - Come on!
0:44:17 > 0:44:19DIALLING TONES
0:44:19 > 0:44:21HORN TOOTS, PHONE DIALS
0:44:21 > 0:44:23PARTY ON BOAT CHATTER
0:44:26 > 0:44:28PHONE RINGS
0:44:31 > 0:44:32Hello?
0:44:35 > 0:44:37Why didn't you say anything before...
0:44:39 > 0:44:40..about Peter?
0:44:40 > 0:44:43- I don't have time... - I want to know.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48He was always a drinker, you know that.
0:44:48 > 0:44:49Yeah, but what happened?
0:44:49 > 0:44:55Well... After Iris, he just... went downhill.
0:44:55 > 0:44:57Yeah, but he got out of it himself.
0:44:57 > 0:45:01Yeah... He did that all by himself!
0:45:02 > 0:45:04- How did you know?- What?!
0:45:04 > 0:45:06Know where to find Peter.
0:45:41 > 0:45:43- Hey.- Hey.
0:45:44 > 0:45:46- Coffee?- No, thanks.
0:45:48 > 0:45:51Don't blame you. Tastes like crap.
0:45:53 > 0:45:54Same as everything else here.
0:46:03 > 0:46:04This is not New York, Kieran.
0:46:06 > 0:46:07Yeah.
0:46:10 > 0:46:11I got that.
0:46:19 > 0:46:21Did you get the money in the bank?
0:46:21 > 0:46:23I'll do it tomorrow.
0:46:25 > 0:46:27Tomorrow will be too late.
0:46:28 > 0:46:29Then it'll be too late.
0:46:32 > 0:46:34I've been busy myself, you know.
0:46:37 > 0:46:38Ro, I'll do it tomorrow. First thing.
0:46:38 > 0:46:41- SHE SIGHS - Ro?
0:46:44 > 0:46:46You just going to ignore me now?
0:46:47 > 0:46:50- Yeah, well, what's new, huh? - Just go away, Padraig!
0:46:51 > 0:46:54Oh, you have no idea how I would like to do just that.
0:46:54 > 0:46:58Why don't you go? What's keeping you here? It's certainly not me. Go!
0:47:00 > 0:47:03If you hate me so much, if you have absolutely
0:47:03 > 0:47:07no respect for me at all, why didn't you leave years ago?
0:47:07 > 0:47:08I did.
0:47:12 > 0:47:16- Oh, I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean... - Yes, you did.
0:47:33 > 0:47:36Dermott... Are you there?
0:47:42 > 0:47:43Kathleen!
0:47:43 > 0:47:46There's a whale out there! Finn, they're calling it.
0:47:46 > 0:47:49- Listen, Kathleen, you've got to come with me.- All right.
0:47:49 > 0:47:52- Where did you get that?- Get what?
0:47:53 > 0:47:55What did you want to talk to me about?
0:47:56 > 0:47:59- Dermott? - That was my mother's shawl, that...
0:47:59 > 0:48:03- That was Iris's.- Oh, I didn't know. Sorry, I was cold.
0:48:03 > 0:48:06- No, it's fine.- Well, here you are. - No, it's fine, I told you.
0:48:06 > 0:48:08PHONE RINGS
0:48:12 > 0:48:13Dermott, you need to pick up.
0:48:17 > 0:48:21Bernie, look. Down there.
0:48:29 > 0:48:30Come on. Let's go.
0:48:33 > 0:48:34Dougie!
0:48:35 > 0:48:36DOOR LOCKS CLICK
0:48:38 > 0:48:40It's just that, me and Bernie was sitting in the garden...
0:48:40 > 0:48:43- Bernie?- Yeah. Well, she started acting really weird.
0:48:43 > 0:48:45Like, asking me loads of questions and that.
0:48:45 > 0:48:50- About what?- About Lance... And you.
0:48:53 > 0:48:58Listen, uh... Why don't we go and see that whale?
0:48:58 > 0:49:01- I... I-I can't, I've... - Put this on cos it's going to be cold out there, right?
0:49:01 > 0:49:03- All right.- And we can go out on Peter's rig. Come on.
0:49:03 > 0:49:05- Come on, let's go.- Dermott, I'm going to get me trousers wet!
0:49:08 > 0:49:11Why don't we just get some food and watch it from up there?
0:49:11 > 0:49:13Look, you're either coming or you're not, OK?
0:49:13 > 0:49:14OK.
0:49:18 > 0:49:20PHONE RINGS
0:49:20 > 0:49:21Who is it? Who keeps calling?
0:49:22 > 0:49:25No-one. Let's go.
0:49:26 > 0:49:27Dermott!
0:49:28 > 0:49:29STOP!
0:49:29 > 0:49:31Dermott...
0:49:38 > 0:49:39Hey!
0:49:40 > 0:49:41Dermott, what are you doing?
0:49:41 > 0:49:44ENGINE PURRS
0:49:44 > 0:49:45Stop!
0:49:52 > 0:49:54Why don't we go back and talk to Bernie?
0:50:03 > 0:50:04Hello?
0:50:05 > 0:50:07Coastguard, please.
0:50:08 > 0:50:10- All right. Cheers, mate.- Thanks.
0:50:11 > 0:50:12Are we all set?
0:50:12 > 0:50:14No, I'm still waiting.
0:50:14 > 0:50:16How much wiggle room have we got, Doc?
0:50:16 > 0:50:19Little, I'm afraid. We don't want to lose our slot.
0:50:19 > 0:50:21No, I know, but there's, um...
0:50:21 > 0:50:23There's-There's no-one about at the moment.
0:50:23 > 0:50:25- Is there someone else we can phone? - No.
0:50:28 > 0:50:29It's up to you, Alfie.
0:50:32 > 0:50:36Your sister's in the shower, so I want to talk to you.
0:50:36 > 0:50:38You need to sit down.
0:50:38 > 0:50:42- I'm really tired, Mam, can we just...?- SIT DOWN.
0:50:50 > 0:50:54- I had Peter here this afternoon and he's been drinking.- I know.
0:50:55 > 0:50:59Then you know how much danger you're in.
0:50:59 > 0:51:02What Peter does or doesn't do has nothing to do with me.
0:51:02 > 0:51:05- I'm afraid it does, my girl.- Why?
0:51:05 > 0:51:06Mouse.
0:51:09 > 0:51:11How could you put that on me?
0:51:11 > 0:51:13Oh, don't play the innocent with me, Roisin,
0:51:13 > 0:51:15I'm too long in the tooth for it.
0:51:19 > 0:51:20Peter won't say anything.
0:51:20 > 0:51:23With the drink in him, that man is capable of anything.
0:51:23 > 0:51:28If Eileen finds out the reason Iris took the boat out that night...
0:51:28 > 0:51:31If she finds out why her daughter died...
0:51:31 > 0:51:34- SHE SIGHS - What do you want me to do about it?
0:51:34 > 0:51:37- Fix it.- How?
0:51:37 > 0:51:39You are going to help me...
0:51:41 > 0:51:44..send Eileen back to the United States.
0:51:44 > 0:51:47She's only staying here because of Cois Dara and that stupid
0:51:47 > 0:51:51cookery school, so we'll make it...go away.
0:51:54 > 0:51:55I can't handle this.
0:51:55 > 0:51:58You'll handle it, that's exactly what you'll do...
0:51:58 > 0:52:00with me.
0:52:00 > 0:52:03I'm not exiling my sister, Mam!
0:52:04 > 0:52:08Why would I do that? Why would YOU want to do that?
0:52:11 > 0:52:13Because he's coming for us.
0:52:24 > 0:52:26Is this to do with what happened to Lance?
0:52:28 > 0:52:30Did you do something?
0:52:34 > 0:52:36Dermott, what did you do?
0:52:40 > 0:52:41SHE GASPS
0:52:41 > 0:52:42Look at me, Dermott!
0:52:43 > 0:52:44Dermott!
0:52:47 > 0:52:48Aah!
0:52:53 > 0:52:55MACHINE BLEEPS
0:52:57 > 0:52:59STEADY BLEEPING
0:53:11 > 0:53:14SHE GASPS FOR BREATH
0:53:14 > 0:53:16It's stuck!
0:53:18 > 0:53:20- Kathleen!- Aah!
0:53:27 > 0:53:28Kathleen!
0:53:41 > 0:53:43KAT!
0:53:48 > 0:53:51Hold on! Hold on, it's me!
0:53:51 > 0:53:53HE GROANS
0:53:53 > 0:53:55MACHINE BLEEPS
0:53:55 > 0:53:57WARNING TONE BLARES
0:53:57 > 0:54:00- We might have a problem here. - Do you need me to stop?
0:54:00 > 0:54:01No carotid pulse.
0:54:02 > 0:54:03We need to start compressions.
0:55:03 > 0:55:06HE PANTS
0:55:06 > 0:55:07HE GROANS
0:55:09 > 0:55:11HE GROANS
0:55:12 > 0:55:16Mammy! Wake up! Mammy!
0:55:16 > 0:55:18- ELECTRIC PULSING - Adrenaline, please.
0:55:18 > 0:55:21Patient's asystolic. Check potassium levels, please.
0:55:21 > 0:55:23HE PANTS
0:55:26 > 0:55:27Help!
0:55:29 > 0:55:31HELP!
0:55:55 > 0:55:58# She's a rich and rare land
0:55:58 > 0:56:02# Oh, she's a warm and bold land
0:56:02 > 0:56:06# Oh, she's a true and old land
0:56:06 > 0:56:10# This native land of mine. #