0:00:02 > 0:00:03- Who is he? What's his name? - My son, Ashton.
0:00:03 > 0:00:06You shagged me and you don't want anything more to do with me?
0:00:06 > 0:00:09Imagine an internal voice shouting, "Jump."
0:00:09 > 0:00:11That's how it feels to be me.
0:00:15 > 0:00:23This programme contains some strong language
0:00:35 > 0:00:37MUSIC: We Are Your Friends by Justice Vs Simian
0:00:56 > 0:00:57CAMERA CLICKS
0:01:05 > 0:01:08Oh, Holly, Toke's birthday tomorrow. Going to do card and pressie.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10- Already on it. - I'll arrange the drinks.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12He says he doesn't want them.
0:01:12 > 0:01:13- Morning, Jenna!- Morning.
0:01:15 > 0:01:17- I need you to RSVP to this.- Oh.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19I spoke to Jag this morning. He's saying that a couple of
0:01:19 > 0:01:22the reps are saying their expenses haven't reached their accounts.
0:01:22 > 0:01:26It's like dealing with children. How many times? The fifth, the fifth!
0:01:26 > 0:01:28You are the oil in the engine, Holly.
0:01:36 > 0:01:40Oh, speaking of which - personal request.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42You know I'm going on holiday on Friday?
0:01:42 > 0:01:46Whilst I'm away, you wouldn't drop in and feed my cat for me,
0:01:46 > 0:01:48would you? There's a spa day in it for you.
0:01:48 > 0:01:49Of course.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34Ah, Holly. Now, I'm hearing worrying rumours.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35I'm telling you now,
0:02:35 > 0:02:37birthday celebrations are for the under-nines.
0:02:37 > 0:02:41I don't want a cake, I don't want a comedy oversized card with witty remarks from everyone,
0:02:41 > 0:02:44and I most definitely do not want a piss-up.
0:02:44 > 0:02:45Do I make myself clear?
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Is it your birthday? I had no idea.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- Hi!- All right?
0:02:55 > 0:02:57- Fancy lunch?- Lunch?
0:03:07 > 0:03:09Oh, God, you stink!
0:03:09 > 0:03:11It's the smell of hard work.
0:03:16 > 0:03:20- On your phone again? Makes a change. - I should make you some lunch.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22Sandwich to go. I've got to get back.
0:03:22 > 0:03:26Well, shall we do something later? See a film, or...?
0:03:26 > 0:03:29I'm out with the footie lot. I can come after.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31OK.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33I'll text you.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44Great.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49See you back there!
0:03:50 > 0:03:52DOOR CLOSES
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Your coat!
0:04:02 > 0:04:04DOOR CLOSES
0:04:09 > 0:04:11SHE SNIFFS
0:04:28 > 0:04:29MICROWAVE BEEPS
0:05:24 > 0:05:26MICROWAVE DINGS
0:05:35 > 0:05:37INDISTINCT CHATTER
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- Can't you find your own man?- What?
0:05:48 > 0:05:49- I saw you!- Holly!
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Flirting, fooling around. Are you what he's after?
0:05:52 > 0:05:55- Christ, what an insult. - Holly, I've no idea what...
0:05:55 > 0:05:56Stay away from him!
0:05:57 > 0:05:59I'm a lesbian!
0:06:02 > 0:06:07That's his car. Maserati. Should've felt that thing go.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10I thought we were going to take off.
0:06:10 > 0:06:15Have you ever been in a really fast car? Oh, my God!
0:06:15 > 0:06:19I can see why men like 'em. You feel amazing.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22What's up with you?
0:06:24 > 0:06:25Nothing.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Tell your face!
0:06:29 > 0:06:31You disapprove!
0:06:31 > 0:06:34Holly, I'm having fun!
0:06:35 > 0:06:38After all those years with your dad, surely...
0:06:38 > 0:06:42It's not about you. Not everything is about you, you know.
0:06:45 > 0:06:47So what's up, then?
0:06:47 > 0:06:50It's Neil.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52I think he's having second thoughts.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54How do you mean, second thoughts?
0:06:54 > 0:06:57About being in a relationship.
0:06:58 > 0:07:02- About me. - Oh, for heaven's sake, Holly!
0:07:02 > 0:07:03What?!
0:07:03 > 0:07:08Well, it's not the first time, is it? Why can't you hang on to them?
0:07:08 > 0:07:12- So it's my fault, thanks(!) - I'm not blaming you, but...
0:07:12 > 0:07:16- But what?- But I'm worried! It's a bit of a pattern, isn't it?
0:07:16 > 0:07:19- Ever since Adam, you've been... - Why are you bringing him up?
0:07:19 > 0:07:22Yeah, well, it's the last time you were happy.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25You've lost your self-confidence.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28Men are like babies. They like strong women.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Why are you never on my side?
0:08:20 > 0:08:22SHE LAUGHS
0:08:26 > 0:08:30Yes, Jag. Yes, they'll be in today. Today!
0:08:30 > 0:08:31Oh, and by the way,
0:08:31 > 0:08:34I know what "entertainment" on a hotel bill means,
0:08:34 > 0:08:36and it's not a business expense.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Idiot.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49PHONES RING IN BACKGROUND
0:09:03 > 0:09:04You OK?
0:09:04 > 0:09:09I'm so sorry, Jenna, but I have got the most terrible period pain.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Do you mind if I leave early?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09- Nice to see you.- Good to see you. You, too, man.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19TYRES SCREECH
0:12:22 > 0:12:24SHE TAKES CALMING BREATHS
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Oh, my God!
0:12:44 > 0:12:46Oh, my... Adam!
0:12:46 > 0:12:48Holly.
0:12:48 > 0:12:52- Wow, that's... - Whoa, this is...crazy!
0:12:52 > 0:12:54- I know!- How long's it...?
0:12:54 > 0:12:59Oh, years. Seven years. I thought you were living New Forest way?
0:12:59 > 0:13:02Yeah, I moved back a few months ago. Long story.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06You look good.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08So do you.
0:13:08 > 0:13:12Wow, God. I never thought I'd, er... This is madness!
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Well, give me a hug!
0:13:15 > 0:13:17- Oh.- Oh.
0:13:18 > 0:13:23- So, do you live round here, or...? - Er, not far. I have an apartment.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Right.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29- You?- Yeah. Er, I bought a place. Nothing special. Cathedral Road?
0:13:29 > 0:13:32Nice. Where are you working?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35Porter Collins? For my sins.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Still making a living out of others' misfortune.
0:13:37 > 0:13:42Hey, ever since I was a little boy, I said, "When I grow up, I want to be an insurance loss adjuster."
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Ha-ha-ha!
0:13:44 > 0:13:45Mm...
0:13:45 > 0:13:47You?
0:13:47 > 0:13:51I'm a manager. Online sports place.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53- Wow!- Yeah, 150 staff.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56- Amazing!- I can't complain.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59I mean, it's long hours, lot of responsibility, but I like it,
0:13:59 > 0:14:01I like managing people, you know,
0:14:01 > 0:14:03making sure I get the best out of my team.
0:14:03 > 0:14:07Um... It's amazing bumping into you. We should catch up, or...
0:14:07 > 0:14:10That would be great.
0:14:10 > 0:14:15If it's not weird for your wife? I mean, you know, ex-girlfriend alert.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17I'm sure she'll be fine,
0:14:17 > 0:14:21especially as we're separated and she lives with a guy called Zane.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27- Shall we swap numbers?- Great, yeah. Er, punch yours in here.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29I'll call you.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33I'll just...
0:14:33 > 0:14:35make sure I've got yours.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40It...
0:14:40 > 0:14:41A minute.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43PHONE RINGS
0:14:43 > 0:14:45There we go.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49- Er... It's good to see you again. - You, too.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20Can we do it? Come on, let's do it!
0:17:36 > 0:17:40# Happy birthday to you
0:17:40 > 0:17:43# Happy birthday to you
0:17:43 > 0:17:48# Happy birthday, dear Toke
0:17:48 > 0:17:52# Happy birthday to you! #
0:17:52 > 0:17:54THEY CHEER
0:17:59 > 0:18:00PHONE BEEPS
0:18:01 > 0:18:03Happy birthday!
0:18:04 > 0:18:08Drinks tonight, everyone. City Arms. Toke's buying!
0:18:09 > 0:18:11CHEERING
0:18:15 > 0:18:19- Hey! You going straight to the pub? - No, I'm going home.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22All right, so...what? Shall I see you down there?
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- I'm not going.- How come?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28We're not joined at the hip, Neil.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30Go out, have a good time.
0:18:30 > 0:18:33- You all right, Hols?- Yeah. I'm fine.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37I'm being spontaneous.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49- Hey!- Hey!- Hey.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54- Great choice! - Ah, it's a Michelin-starred place.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57- They do the most amazing specials. - Great.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59- Shall we get our table?- Yeah.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01OK.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Follow me, please.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08And why didn't your marriage work out?
0:19:08 > 0:19:12- If you don't mind talking about it. - No, no. Um...
0:19:12 > 0:19:14I don't know. We...
0:19:14 > 0:19:18We had a good run, but I think...
0:19:18 > 0:19:20We just woke up one day
0:19:20 > 0:19:22and realised we didn't have that much in common any more.
0:19:25 > 0:19:26What?
0:19:28 > 0:19:29And the real reason?
0:19:32 > 0:19:34- She cheated on me.- Ah.
0:19:34 > 0:19:39With a marriage counsellor. Can you believe that? Not ours, but even so!
0:19:41 > 0:19:42Ah, stuff it.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45It's history. Move on.
0:19:48 > 0:19:52It's certainly worked for you.
0:19:52 > 0:19:56I mean, I don't want to drag up old wounds, but...you know,
0:19:56 > 0:19:58the way it ended between us...
0:20:00 > 0:20:03..and those letters you sent.
0:20:03 > 0:20:04I hurt you.
0:20:04 > 0:20:08- Adam, we're having a nice night. - I was immature. The things I said...
0:20:08 > 0:20:11You were a prick.
0:20:11 > 0:20:12Yeah.
0:20:15 > 0:20:19I've often thought about you. Over the years, you know?
0:20:21 > 0:20:24Thought...that I'd made a mistake.
0:20:27 > 0:20:28We had some good times, didn't we?
0:20:30 > 0:20:31Great times.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35The best.
0:20:38 > 0:20:42I'm going to pop to the loo. Um... See what they recommend for dessert.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51NO AUDIO
0:21:01 > 0:21:03'You know one of the daft things that's always stayed with me?
0:21:03 > 0:21:06'I've no idea why, but this always sticks in my mind!'
0:21:06 > 0:21:09We always used to start every message and every phone call...
0:21:09 > 0:21:11- Hey, mister.- Hey, missy.
0:21:11 > 0:21:15And then we'd end, like... "Bye, then, you!" or something.
0:21:15 > 0:21:19We were cute. I mean, I see couples like that now and I want to vomit!
0:21:21 > 0:21:25- So, what now? Are you going to head off, or...?- Um...
0:21:26 > 0:21:30I've got back-to-back meetings tomorrow. Need to be fresh.
0:21:31 > 0:21:35But this was really great. I enjoyed it.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Um...
0:21:37 > 0:21:39Can I see you again?
0:21:43 > 0:21:45I'll call you.
0:21:45 > 0:21:48MUSIC: Baby One More Time by Britney Spears
0:21:50 > 0:21:52CHEERING
0:21:54 > 0:21:56You came! You look amazing.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Get me a drink, then.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02# ..How was I supposed to know
0:22:04 > 0:22:07# That something wasn't right, yeah?
0:22:07 > 0:22:09# Oh, baby, baby... #
0:22:09 > 0:22:11SONG CONTINUES
0:22:19 > 0:22:22Pass this graffiti every morning on my way to work -
0:22:22 > 0:22:24"Jack Fielding has a tiny dick."
0:22:24 > 0:22:27Written in massive letters on a bridge.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30Every day, I think, "That is some determined revenge."
0:22:30 > 0:22:33To publically denigrate his penis size!
0:22:35 > 0:22:39- I respect it.- Hello, boys. Talking about anything interesting?
0:22:39 > 0:22:44- Jack Fielding's tiny dick! - Oh, yeah, I think I've met him!
0:22:48 > 0:22:51Did you know Ash used to be a footballer? Did he tell you?
0:22:51 > 0:22:55No, but couldn't have been any good or he wouldn't be working in a call centre!
0:22:59 > 0:23:00- Dick brain!- What?
0:23:00 > 0:23:04- Injury ruined his career. - I wanted to work in a deli.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06But I couldn't cut the mustard.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Ash! I'm sorry.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16My big mouth.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Oh, forget about it.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23I love your hair.
0:23:25 > 0:23:26OK, thanks.
0:23:28 > 0:23:32- Look, shall we go on a date?- What? I thought you didn't want...
0:23:32 > 0:23:37- No, I don't. I don't want a girlfriend.- So why the date?
0:23:40 > 0:23:44A meal, then. Just us. See what happens.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Yeah. Great.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53Come on, let's go in.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38This dinner - just realised, it's the day I fly. Shame.
0:24:38 > 0:24:39Think it's going to be a good night.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41- Want me to cancel?- Yeah, could you?
0:24:41 > 0:24:43- Sure.- Or...
0:24:45 > 0:24:48..maybe...could you ask Jag?
0:24:48 > 0:24:50See if he'll represent the company?
0:24:50 > 0:24:51He's always up for a night in a hotel, isn't he?
0:24:51 > 0:24:55- Yeah, if you'd like.- Yeah. Ask him. If not, just cancel.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17CHATTER
0:25:17 > 0:25:19SHE CLEARS HER THROAT
0:25:19 > 0:25:24Oh! Holly, Holly! My favourite of all Jenna's personal assistants!
0:25:24 > 0:25:27Jag, Wendy.
0:25:29 > 0:25:34What can I do for you? Anything sexual will be considered.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37- Sexual? I'd rather shag a buck-toothed baboon.- Ooh!
0:25:37 > 0:25:39Not much difference.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57Follow me.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04- What do you think? - Are you out of your mind?
0:26:04 > 0:26:08- It'll be fun!- Until she finds out, then we both get fired!
0:26:08 > 0:26:09Oh, she won't find out.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12I run her life, OK? She only knows what I tell her.
0:26:12 > 0:26:16- When do we ever do anything wild, screw the consequences?- Hols...
0:26:16 > 0:26:17What?
0:26:17 > 0:26:20It would be fun, but...
0:26:20 > 0:26:23No, let's go for a meal or something. Gig, maybe?
0:26:23 > 0:26:25I'll see who's on.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30Oh, just forget it. Just trying to liven things up.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32I thought you'd have liked that.
0:26:38 > 0:26:39MICROWAVE BEEPS
0:26:42 > 0:26:45'I wanted a wee catch-up, hear all your news.'
0:26:45 > 0:26:48'Well, not much to tell, really, Cathy...'
0:26:56 > 0:26:58CAT MEOWS
0:27:11 > 0:27:13CAT MEOWS
0:27:35 > 0:27:37CAMERA CLICKS
0:27:42 > 0:27:46- Hi. I'm here for Industry Perspectives.- Your name, please?
0:27:46 > 0:27:48Jenna Moss.
0:27:52 > 0:27:55- Enjoy your stay.- Thank you.
0:28:31 > 0:28:34- Wow!- Me or the hotel?
0:28:34 > 0:28:37The hotel.
0:28:37 > 0:28:39Joking, obviously.
0:28:40 > 0:28:43- How was the conference? - Insufferable.
0:28:44 > 0:28:45Thanks for inviting me.
0:28:47 > 0:28:50- Shall we get a drink?- Definitely.
0:28:50 > 0:28:51OK.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53MUSIC PLAYS
0:29:17 > 0:29:19- You're lying!- I'm not!
0:29:19 > 0:29:22- OK, what was I wearing, then? - Red dress. Amazing.
0:29:22 > 0:29:26And boots - big, chunky, black boots.
0:29:26 > 0:29:28Your hair, it was kind of tied up.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30Like, a million bracelets on!
0:29:30 > 0:29:35Spent the whole evening wondering how many there were and whether you took them off when you went to bed.
0:29:35 > 0:29:38- Oh, I must have been amazing company, then!- You were.
0:29:38 > 0:29:41You were. Took you home, didn't I?
0:29:43 > 0:29:45It was romantic, actually.
0:29:45 > 0:29:49That place you had that was like a den, and that song you played.
0:29:49 > 0:29:51- Mazzy Star.- Still play it.
0:29:53 > 0:29:54God, I miss that time.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59Me, too.
0:30:03 > 0:30:04Another?
0:30:04 > 0:30:08Yeah, but I need to figure out how the hell I'm going to get home.
0:30:08 > 0:30:10Mm, don't worry about it.
0:30:10 > 0:30:13MUSIC: Fade Into You by Mazzy Star
0:30:28 > 0:30:29LIFT BELL DINGS
0:30:29 > 0:30:30Holly!
0:30:32 > 0:30:33Jag!
0:30:35 > 0:30:38Adam, this is... This is Jag, one of our sales reps.
0:30:38 > 0:30:42- Jag, Adam. Adam, Jag. - Oh, pleased to meet you.- All right?
0:30:44 > 0:30:46I guess you're heading to the champagne bar.
0:30:47 > 0:30:49Don't get too drunk.
0:30:49 > 0:30:51Just cos it's free, you haven't got to drink it all!
0:30:53 > 0:30:56Well, I'll see you Monday. Have a great night!
0:31:05 > 0:31:06Oh, sorry about him.
0:31:06 > 0:31:09He's just such a bore, and if we'd have stayed talking,
0:31:09 > 0:31:10we'd never have got away.
0:31:10 > 0:31:12Do you know, actually,
0:31:12 > 0:31:16seeing him has reminded me, I was supposed to call the chief exec.
0:31:16 > 0:31:21Why don't you go up? I'm going to give you my key card.
0:31:21 > 0:31:25Um... It's 202, and if I don't do it, it'll just be on my mind,
0:31:25 > 0:31:27so, um...yeah, two minutes!
0:31:27 > 0:31:29Fix us a drink.
0:31:38 > 0:31:41- Jag...- Oh, this'll be good! I can't wait to hear this one!
0:31:41 > 0:31:44- What are you doing here? - What am I doing here?
0:31:44 > 0:31:46Try again, Holly. How about what are you doing here?
0:31:46 > 0:31:48- How did you find out? - Jenna texted me.
0:31:48 > 0:31:52Except I had no idea what she was on about. And why's that, Holly?
0:31:52 > 0:31:55She thinks you forgot. Told me to come anyway, claim the room back.
0:31:55 > 0:31:57- We thought you were getting sloppy, but all the time...- OK!
0:31:57 > 0:32:00- Fine, I can hardly deny it, but it's not what it seems.- Isn't it?
0:32:00 > 0:32:02- Who is he?- An old friend.
0:32:02 > 0:32:06He... He's sick, he's got problems, and we just needed some time.
0:32:06 > 0:32:10- Do I look stupid? - You can't tell anyone!
0:32:10 > 0:32:13- Tell anyone? This is going on Twitter!- Please, I mean it!
0:32:13 > 0:32:16You're off your head. What if this comes out? Then I'm in the shit with you.
0:32:16 > 0:32:19They might think we planned it, like we was having an affair or something.
0:32:19 > 0:32:22- Who's going to think that? - I'm not getting involved.
0:32:25 > 0:32:29I'm warning you, Jag. I've got shit on you and I will use it.
0:32:29 > 0:32:31Blackpool conference,
0:32:31 > 0:32:34you and Eleanor - might be something your wife is interested in.
0:32:34 > 0:32:37- SHE GASPS - Prague trip.- Like that, is it?
0:32:37 > 0:32:38Yeah.
0:32:38 > 0:32:40Just go back to your drinks, chat shit like usual,
0:32:40 > 0:32:42and have a nice night.
0:32:42 > 0:32:44No-one needs to find out.
0:32:48 > 0:32:50PHONE RINGS
0:32:56 > 0:33:00- Hello?- 'Where are you?'
0:33:00 > 0:33:01Um, my mum's. Why?
0:33:01 > 0:33:04- 'Your mum's on a Friday night?' - Yeah, why?
0:33:04 > 0:33:07'Well, I just called round, wanted to see you.'
0:33:07 > 0:33:11- Right, well, I'm not there, so... - 'Yeah. You coming back?'
0:33:11 > 0:33:15No, I think I'm going to stay here tonight. Mum's pretty down.
0:33:15 > 0:33:18She had this bad thing with a guy online.
0:33:18 > 0:33:20He was into some weird stuff.
0:33:20 > 0:33:25- I'll tell you about it when I see you. Look, I'd better go.- 'OK.'
0:33:25 > 0:33:28OK, I'll call you tomorrow.
0:33:28 > 0:33:30'Bye.'
0:33:30 > 0:33:32LIFT BELL DINGS
0:33:38 > 0:33:40Hey! Get it done?
0:33:41 > 0:33:42Adam.
0:33:44 > 0:33:45Uh-oh.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48I think we might be rushing things.
0:33:48 > 0:33:52It's great, and I'm loving reconnecting, but...
0:33:52 > 0:33:54You want me to go?
0:33:54 > 0:33:58I just want things to be right when it happens again.
0:33:58 > 0:34:01I want everything to be...
0:34:01 > 0:34:02perfect.
0:34:09 > 0:34:13Sorry I didn't make it to the restaurant. Bit of an issue.
0:34:13 > 0:34:17- How do you even know where I live? - Ways, means.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19How about we get this party started?
0:34:19 > 0:34:22- You off your face?- No!
0:34:22 > 0:34:24Yes.
0:34:24 > 0:34:26Do you want some?
0:34:26 > 0:34:29God, you look amazing.
0:34:29 > 0:34:32The make-up suits you.
0:34:32 > 0:34:35You have got a beautiful face.
0:34:37 > 0:34:39Yeah.
0:34:39 > 0:34:41Mm!
0:34:41 > 0:34:43Will do.
0:34:43 > 0:34:46Yeah. Bye, then.
0:34:49 > 0:34:51You don't have to be interested, madam.
0:34:51 > 0:34:54I'm a professional interest-arouser.
0:34:54 > 0:34:57Trying to get you to commit to more mid-range sportswear
0:34:57 > 0:34:59is more like a calling than a job.
0:35:35 > 0:35:41- This is lovely. You've got it really nice.- Yeah. Yeah, it's OK.
0:35:41 > 0:35:44What's your place like? You always had an eye for design.
0:35:44 > 0:35:46Yeah, it's a dump!
0:35:46 > 0:35:48I'm sure it isn't.
0:35:50 > 0:35:54OK, well, um, dinner's on. It should be about half an hour.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56- You still like lamb, right?- Yeah.
0:35:58 > 0:36:02Er, make yourself at home, and I'll get you a drink.
0:36:02 > 0:36:04- White wine OK?- Great.
0:36:06 > 0:36:08PHONE RINGS
0:36:13 > 0:36:15Do you want me to get that?
0:36:15 > 0:36:18It's nothing. No-one ever uses the landline.
0:36:18 > 0:36:21RINGING CONTINUES
0:36:27 > 0:36:29RINGING STOPS
0:36:32 > 0:36:33Who's Jenna?
0:36:33 > 0:36:35SHE GULPS
0:36:35 > 0:36:40- What?- Inscription in this Neil Gaiman book. "To Jenna."
0:36:40 > 0:36:41Jenna.
0:36:41 > 0:36:45- Jenna. Oh, Jennifer! From work. Yeah, she gave it to me.- Wow!
0:36:45 > 0:36:49- Might be worth a few quid...signed. - Doubt it.
0:36:49 > 0:36:50You read it?
0:36:52 > 0:36:55Yeah. It's really good. It's funny.
0:36:55 > 0:36:59I was always trying to get you to read this. You hated fantasy.
0:37:01 > 0:37:06- People change.- You certainly have. You're so together now.
0:37:06 > 0:37:10- I know it's seven years, but you're like a...- Different person?
0:37:10 > 0:37:12A bit.
0:37:13 > 0:37:17- I'm not really, Adam. It's still the same old me.- Yeah?
0:37:40 > 0:37:42- Get in.- OK.
0:37:45 > 0:37:47Come on!
0:38:06 > 0:38:10So, how did it fare, with the old days?
0:38:10 > 0:38:14Um... Less stamina, more skill?
0:38:15 > 0:38:20- I'll take that. - You've obviously been practising.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22Hey, use it or lose it.
0:38:25 > 0:38:27PHONE RINGS
0:38:27 > 0:38:29- Oh, shit, is that mine?- Where is it?
0:38:29 > 0:38:31It's in my coat. Hang on.
0:38:31 > 0:38:34- Well, can you leave it? - No, I'd better just...
0:38:44 > 0:38:46SOFTLY: What is it?
0:38:46 > 0:38:48Oh, Jesus. When?
0:38:49 > 0:38:51Why didn't you tell me?
0:38:53 > 0:38:55Yeah, OK, I'll be there. Yeah.
0:38:55 > 0:38:57I'll be five minutes.
0:38:59 > 0:39:00Ooh.
0:39:04 > 0:39:06Hey! Everything OK?
0:39:06 > 0:39:10Yeah, no, it's... The guy in the flat above, he's a dickhead.
0:39:10 > 0:39:12He's got himself locked out.
0:39:12 > 0:39:14I've got his key, so I've got to go and...
0:39:14 > 0:39:17- Can't he call anyone else? - I'm really sorry.
0:39:18 > 0:39:21Not doing very well at spending the night together, are we?
0:39:29 > 0:39:33- Come back after? - I'll call you. Sorry.
0:39:42 > 0:39:43DOOR CLOSES
0:40:14 > 0:40:15'Navigation is not...'
0:40:15 > 0:40:17MUSIC BLARES: Girls And Boys by Blur
0:40:20 > 0:40:22BEEPING
0:40:22 > 0:40:24INDISTINCT VOICE GUIDANCE
0:40:26 > 0:40:27SILENCE
0:40:27 > 0:40:28ENGINE STARTS
0:40:33 > 0:40:34TYRES SQUEAL
0:41:06 > 0:41:08DOORBELL RINGS
0:41:12 > 0:41:14INAUDIBLE
0:41:29 > 0:41:31ENGINE REVS
0:41:45 > 0:41:47ENGINE OVER-REVS
0:41:47 > 0:41:49Shit!
0:41:53 > 0:41:54SHE SIGHS
0:41:55 > 0:42:00- Ash... Ash, we have to go. - Not doing it.
0:42:00 > 0:42:03- You have to.- No way.
0:42:03 > 0:42:05You'll get sacked.
0:42:08 > 0:42:11OK. There's the keys.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17Look, it's a simple enough question.
0:42:17 > 0:42:19I admit the speeding,
0:42:19 > 0:42:22but can I just pay the fine without a letter being sent out?
0:42:24 > 0:42:26No...
0:42:26 > 0:42:27No, I understand that. Yes.
0:42:27 > 0:42:29Yes.
0:42:29 > 0:42:30Yes, I appreciate the legality,
0:42:30 > 0:42:34but can the letter not be sent if I just pay the money now?
0:42:36 > 0:42:40- Hello.- Sorry to disturb you. Have you seen Ash this morning?
0:42:40 > 0:42:42No.
0:42:42 > 0:42:47- Have you seen him anywhere round the building or anything?- No.
0:43:27 > 0:43:29INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION
0:43:33 > 0:43:35Broke his arm...
0:43:45 > 0:43:47Oh, sorry! It was my fault.
0:43:47 > 0:43:49Sorry.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51Sorry.
0:43:51 > 0:43:52Let's go.
0:44:40 > 0:44:42What's this, a booty call?
0:44:45 > 0:44:49- Shame you couldn't come back the other night.- Yeah.
0:44:49 > 0:44:50Yeah, by the time I was home...
0:44:52 > 0:44:54You got your neighbour in...
0:44:56 > 0:44:58..and that's the main thing.
0:45:00 > 0:45:01Yeah.
0:45:03 > 0:45:05That's all that matters.
0:45:06 > 0:45:10Someone called you in an emergency and you shot straight out.
0:45:10 > 0:45:14- I wouldn't say emergency.- Really?
0:45:14 > 0:45:17Call at that time, you dash straight there.
0:45:17 > 0:45:20That usually only happens when it's someone close.
0:45:20 > 0:45:23Someone's sick, or had an accident.
0:45:23 > 0:45:26Someone like your wife, or...
0:45:28 > 0:45:30..your child.
0:45:45 > 0:45:47Right.
0:45:49 > 0:45:51Right.
0:45:55 > 0:45:56Right!
0:45:58 > 0:46:02- What can I say, Holly? You want me to lie, say he's not mine?- Mm...
0:46:02 > 0:46:05It's just that you've never mentioned him before, Adam.
0:46:05 > 0:46:06Maybe you forgot.
0:46:06 > 0:46:10Easy thing to forget, you've got a son - easy thing to slip your mind!
0:46:15 > 0:46:17All the conversations we've had
0:46:17 > 0:46:21and you never once mentioned your beautiful seven-year-old boy.
0:46:23 > 0:46:27- Is it because seven years ago, you were with me?- Look, Holly...
0:46:27 > 0:46:29I don't want to hear it!
0:46:31 > 0:46:35Everything you said, all the lies after we split up.
0:46:35 > 0:46:36I knew there was someone else.
0:46:36 > 0:46:38I knew you were going down there for someone else.
0:46:38 > 0:46:40Someone else, but not a kid!
0:46:40 > 0:46:42A kid, Adam!
0:46:45 > 0:46:46You did well to keep that quiet.
0:46:46 > 0:46:49- Look, I knew it'd kill you.- Mm!
0:46:49 > 0:46:51So you were being kind.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54Thank you.
0:46:54 > 0:46:58- Thank you so much. That's amazing of you(!)- Holly, it was a mistake.
0:46:58 > 0:47:01Look, not a mistake. I liked her, the mum, Lisa.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03- We tried to make it work, but... - I don't care.
0:47:03 > 0:47:06We split up years ago, but we both agreed to move back so they could be near our family...
0:47:06 > 0:47:10I don't fucking care! You broke my heart and you left me in pieces!
0:47:10 > 0:47:12I'm sorry.
0:47:15 > 0:47:18- I loved you so much.- I'm sorry.
0:47:18 > 0:47:23I was a wreck after you for months and months and months.
0:47:23 > 0:47:26- I'm sorry, Holly...- Stop saying that!- But you're good now.
0:47:26 > 0:47:29You got back on your feet, you made a success of your life. Who knows?
0:47:29 > 0:47:31I might have held you back.
0:47:44 > 0:47:47Would you like to see another photograph?
0:47:47 > 0:47:50It's a nice one. You'll like it.
0:47:50 > 0:47:53This is a picture of my child.
0:47:54 > 0:47:57Or maybe I should say our child.
0:48:00 > 0:48:04The one you left me with seven years ago.
0:48:04 > 0:48:06The one I got rid of.
0:48:15 > 0:48:16Why didn't you tell me?
0:48:19 > 0:48:21Because you didn't want me.
0:48:24 > 0:48:25You didn't want me.
0:48:28 > 0:48:31- Oh, Holly.- No, no, no, no, no. Get out. Get out of my house!
0:48:31 > 0:48:34- Wait...- Get out of my house! I hate you!- Holly!
0:48:34 > 0:48:36- You bastard!- Holly! I'm sorry.
0:48:36 > 0:48:39I was a bastard, I was. I'm not that guy any more!
0:48:39 > 0:48:41Bullshit!
0:48:41 > 0:48:43Why didn't you tell me about him?
0:48:43 > 0:48:45Why did you have to keep it a secret?
0:48:45 > 0:48:47I wanted to, but how could I? How could I?
0:48:47 > 0:48:50- It's all lies, Adam. Everything you told me!- It isn't.
0:48:50 > 0:48:53- Did you ever feel anything for me when we were together?- Of course!
0:48:53 > 0:48:56- Holly, I swear, please, just let me back, please!- No!
0:48:56 > 0:48:57CAT CRIES
0:48:57 > 0:48:59SHE GASPS
0:49:05 > 0:49:08Oh, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit! The cat!
0:49:08 > 0:49:10Jesus! Is it all right?
0:49:10 > 0:49:13Help me, help me! Get some help! Help me!
0:49:13 > 0:49:15Oh, my God! I'm sorry.
0:49:15 > 0:49:18- What's going on? What's all the noise?- Accident. It's the cat.
0:49:18 > 0:49:21- I'm trying to find the number for a vet.- Jesus!
0:49:21 > 0:49:24What happened? Is it dead? She loves that cat!
0:49:26 > 0:49:29- It was an accident.- Oh! Jenna's going to go mental!
0:49:30 > 0:49:32Who are you, anyway?
0:50:02 > 0:50:03Morning, Holly.
0:50:42 > 0:50:43You all right?
0:50:46 > 0:50:48Never better.
0:50:51 > 0:50:54- Neil, I think we should call it a day, don't you?- What?
0:50:56 > 0:50:57Hols, why?
0:50:57 > 0:50:59Oh, come on, let's not...
0:51:00 > 0:51:03I found your note, Neil.
0:51:03 > 0:51:04Note?
0:51:07 > 0:51:10All the things you don't like about me.
0:51:10 > 0:51:12All the things that are...
0:51:12 > 0:51:14wrong with me.
0:51:15 > 0:51:20- It was in your jacket when I washed it.- Right.
0:51:21 > 0:51:24- And you read this?- Course.
0:51:25 > 0:51:28- And you thought...?- It's there.
0:51:28 > 0:51:30What does it say?
0:51:30 > 0:51:33"Me and Holly."
0:51:33 > 0:51:35It's there. Don't try and...
0:51:35 > 0:51:37It's all written down, Neil.
0:51:40 > 0:51:42It were about myself.
0:51:49 > 0:51:50What?
0:51:52 > 0:51:53The list.
0:51:55 > 0:51:56"Emotionally needy.
0:51:58 > 0:51:59"Plays safe.
0:52:02 > 0:52:03"Not successful."
0:52:05 > 0:52:07It were about myself.
0:52:09 > 0:52:12They're the reasons I'm not good enough for you.
0:52:12 > 0:52:14The reasons you'll end it one day.
0:52:19 > 0:52:21- Are you lying?- No! Holly...
0:52:24 > 0:52:25I really like you.
0:52:27 > 0:52:32I might even love you, but... I don't think you feel the same.
0:52:34 > 0:52:36You act like...
0:52:36 > 0:52:40You act like I'm not good enough, like I'm second-best.
0:52:40 > 0:52:44I can feel it. I'd been trying to figure out why, but...
0:52:44 > 0:52:47No, it's not... That's not true...
0:52:57 > 0:52:59You're right.
0:53:01 > 0:53:04You deserve someone so much better.
0:53:06 > 0:53:08You deserve someone who really loves you.
0:53:14 > 0:53:15I'm so sorry.
0:53:18 > 0:53:19I'm sorry.
0:53:31 > 0:53:34We've got company!
0:53:34 > 0:53:36Mr White and Mr Re...
0:53:44 > 0:53:45Ash?
0:53:48 > 0:53:50Ashton?
0:53:54 > 0:53:55Ash...
0:53:56 > 0:53:59Ash! Ash!
0:54:03 > 0:54:05I love your hair.
0:54:12 > 0:54:14Hi.
0:54:14 > 0:54:17- I'm so, so sorry. I... - Can I come in?
0:54:32 > 0:54:33Tea?
0:54:40 > 0:54:41How's the cat?
0:54:48 > 0:54:50- Jenna, if I could just...- Holly... - ..try and explain...
0:54:50 > 0:54:54..you've always been a brilliant PA.
0:54:54 > 0:54:58Loyal, hard-working. You've looked after me brilliantly.
0:54:58 > 0:55:03I'm sure you had your reasons for...this behaviour.
0:55:06 > 0:55:08But if there's one thing that I've learnt,
0:55:08 > 0:55:11when the trust has gone... got nothing.
0:55:13 > 0:55:14No...
0:55:16 > 0:55:20- No, Jenna. Jenna, please! I... - I want you to hand in your notice.
0:55:20 > 0:55:22I don't want to ever see you again,
0:55:22 > 0:55:25and I strongly advise you get some help.
0:55:25 > 0:55:27Yeah, well, it's all right for you!
0:55:28 > 0:55:32With your perfect life, your perfect flat, your perfect boyfriend.
0:55:32 > 0:55:35Everywhere I look, online, at work,
0:55:35 > 0:55:39everyone's living these amazing lives, and I'm just...I'm stuck.
0:55:39 > 0:55:42I'm on the other side of the fence, just watching.
0:55:44 > 0:55:47Holly, these lives that you're seeing - it's an illusion.
0:55:47 > 0:55:49They aren't real.
0:55:54 > 0:55:55DOOR OPENS
0:55:55 > 0:55:57DOOR CLOSES
0:56:04 > 0:56:05RINGING TONE
0:56:09 > 0:56:12'Jenna, it's... It's me.
0:56:14 > 0:56:19'Did you get my letter...about my release? I need to talk to you.
0:56:20 > 0:56:21'Call me.
0:56:21 > 0:56:23'Please.'
0:56:36 > 0:56:37BEEP
0:56:45 > 0:56:48MUSIC: Fade Into You by Mazzy Star
0:57:05 > 0:57:10# I wanna hold the hand inside you
0:57:14 > 0:57:18# I wanna take a breath that's true... #
0:57:24 > 0:57:27So this is what you do, is it? Like, this is your job?
0:57:27 > 0:57:30I'm a warehouse manager. Even Clark Kent had a real job.
0:57:30 > 0:57:32YELLING
0:57:32 > 0:57:36So it seems my boyfriend saved you from a horrendous attack.
0:57:37 > 0:57:39- Wankers!- Come on.
0:57:39 > 0:57:41- Get off him!- Stop!
0:57:41 > 0:57:43No-one knows. Except you.