0:00:02 > 0:00:04'I'm not a druggie. It helps me turn my brain off.'
0:00:04 > 0:00:06You just need to let me in, give me a chance.
0:00:06 > 0:00:09Imagine an internal voice shouting, "Jump."
0:00:09 > 0:00:12You hurt me and you've been hurt yourself.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- Lizzie.- Thanks for this.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21What are sisters for?
0:00:21 > 0:00:26This programme contains some strong language
0:00:26 > 0:00:31This programme contains some scenes of a sexual nature
0:00:53 > 0:00:55CAR ALARM BEEPS
0:01:17 > 0:01:18Shit!
0:01:25 > 0:01:27PHONE RINGS
0:01:31 > 0:01:33SHE TURNS IT OFF
0:01:40 > 0:01:43Jenna Moss. Sorry, I'm a couple of minutes late.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45No problem. Would you like to take a seat?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47OK, thank you. Sorry, did you get my text?
0:01:47 > 0:01:51Yeah. Yes - and they're idiots. It's their loss.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53You'll get another contract.
0:01:53 > 0:01:57It's just typical, after the tax audit and everything that happened with Watkinson's.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Why does all the crap have to happen at once?
0:01:59 > 0:02:02The law of threes.
0:02:02 > 0:02:03Let's hope you've had yours now.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06God, I'm so scared.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Fourth time lucky.
0:02:08 > 0:02:09Yeah.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Fourth time lucky.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15MACHINE BEEPS
0:02:22 > 0:02:24I'm afraid it's not good news.
0:02:33 > 0:02:36JENNA SOBS
0:02:53 > 0:02:55You know what this is? Persecution, bullying
0:02:55 > 0:02:58and, aside from anything else, it's completely inaccurate.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00- He's 37. - LAUGHTER
0:03:00 > 0:03:02All right, since you clearly require facts,
0:03:02 > 0:03:08I have had this six-inch penis inside eight different vaginas.
0:03:08 > 0:03:12- RETCHES - And only one of them involved a cash transaction. So...
0:03:12 > 0:03:14# Like a virgin
0:03:14 > 0:03:15# Woo!
0:03:15 > 0:03:18# Touched for the very first time... #
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- Good meeting?- Mm, absolutely.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Er, don't forget, I'm leaving early this afternoon.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29- Diary's clear.- But I will be back for the charity night.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32- Everyone's excited for the awards. - Yeah, it's a lot of fun.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Play your cards right, you might win Best PA.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37No interruptions for an hour, I've got calls to make.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41I've got a plan.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44It's actually quite brilliant.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46Do you want to hear it?
0:03:48 > 0:03:52It involves you and me and several bottles of extremely good wine.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54I've got this work thing.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- Tell them you're sick. - They know I'm not sick.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58Well, you're the boss, what are they going to do?
0:04:01 > 0:04:03We'd end up talking about it.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06We wouldn't want to, but we would.
0:04:07 > 0:04:11And I don't want to talk about it because...
0:04:11 > 0:04:12quite frankly,
0:04:12 > 0:04:16I am sick to the back teeth of talking about my useless body.
0:04:27 > 0:04:31So, the next award is the It's Five O'Clock Somewhere award
0:04:31 > 0:04:34for the most eager to finish a shift.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Now, this was a hotly-contested category,
0:04:37 > 0:04:40but the jury found one worker
0:04:40 > 0:04:43to be unswerving in their dedication for clocking off
0:04:43 > 0:04:45and heading to the pub.
0:04:45 > 0:04:51So the winner of the 2016 It's Five O'Clock Somewhere award
0:04:51 > 0:04:53goes to none other than
0:04:53 > 0:04:54Karl Shelvey.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56- Yes! Come on! - APPLAUSE
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- CHANTING:- Speech! Speech! Speech! Speech!
0:05:04 > 0:05:05Speech! Speech! Speech!
0:05:06 > 0:05:08FEEDBACK
0:05:08 > 0:05:10To quote my late grandfather -
0:05:10 > 0:05:13"Add another note to your pay cheque.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16"Are you done digging your grave yet?"
0:05:18 > 0:05:19- MC:- Get off.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22OK, Karl Shelvey, ladies and gentlemen. Thank you very much.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Thank you, thank you, thank you.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27The man, the myth - Karl, ladies and gentlemen, come on.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29APPLAUSE
0:05:41 > 0:05:43PHONE RINGS
0:05:57 > 0:06:00MUSIC: "Hungry Like The Wolf" by Duran Duran
0:06:12 > 0:06:14How's Ash?
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Back home - but I took your advice,
0:06:16 > 0:06:18we haven't really been in touch.
0:06:18 > 0:06:19Back home?
0:06:19 > 0:06:22They put him on some new meds, super strong.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24He's promised to stay on them, give them a chance.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26Kim says he doesn't really do much,
0:06:26 > 0:06:29just sits around watching YouTube all day.
0:06:29 > 0:06:30No wonder he's depressed.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33Hey...dance?
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Remember, I'm an old man, so watch my hips.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44Karl, is it true you still live with your mum?
0:06:44 > 0:06:47No, Fletch, she lives with me. There's a difference.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50Karl! Why have you got so much cash?
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Because I'm frequenting somewhere later that doesn't do credit.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Ugh...
0:07:06 > 0:07:07I thought you'd gone.
0:07:07 > 0:07:10SHE CHUCKLES No, it appears not.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14The others are going on to a party, if you fancy it.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18No...thank you.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21I've...I'm gonna head off.
0:07:21 > 0:07:22But have a good night.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25Be careful, though.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26Jag's lurking.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42'Lizzie, it's Jenna.'
0:07:42 > 0:07:45Yep, I got your message. Let me guess - some money?
0:07:45 > 0:07:47Well, shall I tell you what I want?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50I want to go out. Tonight. To a club.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52I want to go out, I want to drink, I want to dance,
0:07:52 > 0:07:54I want to get off my face.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Right now, that is exactly what I need.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05I don't believe it. There I was, sat on my sofa in my PJs.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08Never thought it'd be you dragging me out on the razz.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14Aaron!
0:08:14 > 0:08:15Friend. Back in a sec.
0:08:29 > 0:08:30You sharing that?
0:08:31 > 0:08:34Sharing what?
0:08:34 > 0:08:36Oh, no, no, no. You stick to your chardonnay.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38- Oh, piss off.- A tiny bit.
0:08:40 > 0:08:41Good girl.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42- Oh, Jes...- Shh.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44- DOORMAN:- Bags open. - Shit!
0:08:47 > 0:08:50MUSIC: "Insomnia" by Faithless.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52SONG SOFTENS TO NEAR SILENCE
0:08:53 > 0:08:56SONG KICKS IN
0:09:41 > 0:09:43MUSIC: "The Power" by DJ Fresh feat. Dizzee Rascal
0:09:47 > 0:09:49PHONE RINGS
0:10:11 > 0:10:13RAISED VOICES
0:10:13 > 0:10:16PEOPLE SHOUT
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- WOMAN:- Help! Help!
0:10:18 > 0:10:20Someone get help!
0:10:20 > 0:10:22You, dial 999 now!
0:10:26 > 0:10:27- WOMAN:- Help!
0:10:27 > 0:10:30PEOPLE SHOUT
0:10:33 > 0:10:35- WOMAN:- Get an ambulance!
0:10:35 > 0:10:38Lizzie, where are you? Where did you go?
0:10:38 > 0:10:42What happened in the club? Call me. Just call me.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- TV:- 'I'm hoping to make about £100,
0:10:46 > 0:10:49'so I can treat myself to a day out at a spa, or something like that.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51'Have a few treatments.'
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Jen, where the hell have you been?
0:10:53 > 0:10:56You were right. I needed a drink.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57Drink?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59It's three o'clock in...
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Who've you been with? I...
0:11:01 > 0:11:03I was worried.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Er, work people.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07A couple of reps.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11I just... I just wanted to have a good time.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13And you couldn't call?
0:11:16 > 0:11:19Well, I'm going to bed. I've got a case review at 8:30.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48- Morning.- Hello.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50You seen the state of this lot?
0:11:50 > 0:11:53You know, the best thing about being teetotal
0:11:53 > 0:11:57is the morning after a night out.
0:11:57 > 0:11:58WHISTLE
0:11:58 > 0:12:03Come on, crew! Sales, sales, sales!
0:12:03 > 0:12:06- Hoo-hoo-hoo! Hoo... - We need to talk.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Oh. I don't like the sound of that.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Come on, come on, come on!
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Energy, energy, energy, energy...
0:12:12 > 0:12:15- They're dropping us, just like that? - So much for loyalty, eh?
0:12:15 > 0:12:18It's not just like that, it's part of a larger strategic review.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21Right, so I take it it's, what, belt-tightening,
0:12:21 > 0:12:23no overtime, weekend cuts?
0:12:23 > 0:12:24Let's not panic them.
0:12:24 > 0:12:28Use stealth, yeah? I think we keep it to ourselves for now
0:12:28 > 0:12:31and then when we've got better news, we... PHONE RINGS
0:12:31 > 0:12:32Sorry.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- Sorry, I'm going to have to take this.- Right.- Hold on.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Give me one minute.
0:12:40 > 0:12:41Stealth?
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Why didn't you call me back?
0:12:44 > 0:12:46'I'm calling you now.'
0:12:46 > 0:12:48So what happened?
0:12:48 > 0:12:50Last night, in the club with the lads?
0:12:50 > 0:12:51'I don't know.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53'The guy collapsed, started fitting.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56'I don't know, Jen, maybe he's epileptic or something.'
0:12:56 > 0:12:57He collapsed because of the drugs.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59'His mates took 'em, you took 'em.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01'I didn't see anyone else hitting the deck.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04'I couldn't just hang around there, could I? A month out of prison.'
0:13:04 > 0:13:05What was it that we were taking?
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- 'Jenna.'- What was...!
0:13:08 > 0:13:09What was it?
0:13:09 > 0:13:11'GHB.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14'Look, he wanted it, all right? I wasn't forcing it down his neck.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18'He's a young lad, he overdid it, he'll be fine.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21'Just put it out your head, OK?
0:13:21 > 0:13:23'We weren't there.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24'Never happened.'
0:13:35 > 0:13:36NOTIFICATION BEEPS
0:13:40 > 0:13:42- Hiya.- Hi.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45Sorry.
0:13:46 > 0:13:47I should've called.
0:13:47 > 0:13:51I just... I needed a night off, you know?
0:13:52 > 0:13:54- Shut my brain down.- I understand.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57I spent the evening watching Dirty Grandpa.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04Shall we get some dinner?
0:14:05 > 0:14:07After work?
0:14:07 > 0:14:11Talk things through - or not talk, just have a nice time?
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Sounds good. You choose somewhere and text me.
0:14:13 > 0:14:17I've got a partners' meeting around five which might run over, so about sevenish?
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Yeah, yeah, perfect.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21I'll just pop home first, get changed.
0:14:28 > 0:14:29Sarah-Jane?
0:14:30 > 0:14:33HAIRDRYER BLARES
0:14:33 > 0:14:35BANGING ON DOOR
0:14:37 > 0:14:38SHE SWITCHES HAIRDYER OFF
0:14:41 > 0:14:42Hi, can I...can I help?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44- Jennifer Moss?- Yeah.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46Can we come in?
0:14:46 > 0:14:49I'm arresting you on suspicion of possession with intention
0:14:49 > 0:14:51to supply a controlled substance
0:14:51 > 0:14:55on Thursday 29th October 2016 at 2:30am
0:14:55 > 0:14:57at the club Amplify, Harness Street, Cardiff.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00You do not have to say anything but it may harm your defence
0:15:00 > 0:15:03if you fail to mention, when questioned, something you later rely on in court.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05Anything you do say may be given in evidence.
0:15:05 > 0:15:06We're going to search the property.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09Are there any controlled substances in the flat right now?
0:15:10 > 0:15:11No.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Nothing...
0:15:13 > 0:15:14Drugs?
0:15:22 > 0:15:23House keys.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32I'll also have your mobile phone.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36- Passcode?- 1010.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20Left thumb.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22Left ring finger.
0:16:23 > 0:16:24MACHINE BEEPS
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Are you taking any medication prescribed by the doctor?
0:16:31 > 0:16:34Have you taken controlled substances in the past 30 days?
0:16:37 > 0:16:38Yeah.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00DOOR THUDS
0:17:02 > 0:17:03BOLT RATTLES
0:17:24 > 0:17:25- DOOR CRASHES - Right...
0:17:25 > 0:17:29They have CCTV images from inside the nightclub.
0:17:30 > 0:17:34And they've worked backwards from the collapse.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36And what it shows them is yourself
0:17:36 > 0:17:38with another woman talking to the lads.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40But the reason for your arrest
0:17:40 > 0:17:43is they have an image of you handing over a small bottle of liquid.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45They're saying drugs.
0:17:45 > 0:17:46And they're claiming that these drugs
0:17:46 > 0:17:48led directly to the unfortunate event.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51- They weren't my drugs. - Whose were they?
0:17:52 > 0:17:54I just...
0:17:54 > 0:17:57I... I just took them in.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00It would help you if you could tell them
0:18:00 > 0:18:03whose drugs they were and the reason why you carried them.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Look...
0:18:06 > 0:18:08They were me sister's
0:18:08 > 0:18:11and she's just come out of prison. She's not a dealer,
0:18:11 > 0:18:13but she... She just...
0:18:14 > 0:18:16OK, I understand.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Can I make a suggestion?
0:18:23 > 0:18:24Jenna?
0:18:32 > 0:18:33Jenna?
0:18:34 > 0:18:37"The drugs were given to me in the nightclub queue...
0:18:38 > 0:18:41"..and because of my state of mind that evening -
0:18:41 > 0:18:44"I had just discovered that my IVF pregnancy
0:18:44 > 0:18:46"had failed for the fourth time -
0:18:46 > 0:18:51"I made an error of judgment and took a small quantity of drugs
0:18:51 > 0:18:53"when it was offered.
0:18:53 > 0:18:58"Then, in haste and fear of being seen by the doorman,
0:18:58 > 0:19:00"I concealed the bottle inside my clothing.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04"Once inside the club,
0:19:04 > 0:19:08"I returned the drug to the person that had passed it to me.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10"I had no idea who brought the drug,
0:19:10 > 0:19:14"where it came from or what the purpose of its possession was."
0:19:17 > 0:19:20I have, um, advised my client
0:19:20 > 0:19:24to offer "no comment" answers to any further questions.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26Thank you...for your statement.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28We accept your right to silence
0:19:28 > 0:19:31but we'd still like to ask you some questions, Miss Moss.
0:19:34 > 0:19:35Are you a drug dealer, Miss Moss?
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Drug dealer?
0:19:41 > 0:19:42No comment.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48When Nathan Segal collapsed, you left the club immediately.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50Were you not concerned for his wellbeing?
0:19:50 > 0:19:52No comment.
0:19:53 > 0:19:57As did the woman you were with, the woman you handed the drugs to.
0:20:01 > 0:20:02No comment.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07Prior to your night out,
0:20:07 > 0:20:11you made calls to a woman by the name of Elizabeth Marshall.
0:20:12 > 0:20:14Was that the woman you were with?
0:20:16 > 0:20:17No comment.
0:20:18 > 0:20:22And, after leaving the club, after the collapse of Nathan Segal,
0:20:22 > 0:20:27you made calls to the mobile phone of Elizabeth Marshall
0:20:27 > 0:20:30a total of 11 times between that night and the following afternoon.
0:20:30 > 0:20:35In addition, there were a number of texts requesting her to call you.
0:20:36 > 0:20:39Why was that, Miss Moss? What was so urgent?
0:20:41 > 0:20:42No comment.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Elizabeth Marshall...
0:20:49 > 0:20:52..whom our records show was recently released from HMP Exmoor.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04I need you to at least say "no comment."
0:21:09 > 0:21:10No comment.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16Jenna Moss, date of birth 5th of April 1976,
0:21:16 > 0:21:19at 148 Saltmarsh Street, Cardiff,
0:21:19 > 0:21:21you are charged with the offence shown below -
0:21:21 > 0:21:24that you did, on Thursday 29th October at 2:30am
0:21:24 > 0:21:27in the club Amplify, Harness Street, Cardiff,
0:21:27 > 0:21:31supply a controlled substance, GHB, or believing it to be GHB,
0:21:31 > 0:21:35to Nathan Segal, contrary to the Misuse of Drugs Act 1971.
0:21:48 > 0:21:49- What?- I need to come in.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52- Yeah, it's not a good time. - Tough.- Jenna!
0:21:52 > 0:21:54Listen, I've got a friend here and, without going into detail,
0:21:54 > 0:21:57- things are getting very... - Get rid of him.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58No.
0:21:58 > 0:22:01Liz, I am not pissing around. This is serious.
0:22:01 > 0:22:02I have been arrested.
0:22:04 > 0:22:08Charged, so get his dick back in his trousers and show him the door.
0:22:09 > 0:22:10Arrested?
0:22:14 > 0:22:15What happened?
0:22:15 > 0:22:18The police came, took me in.
0:22:18 > 0:22:22- They've got CCTV of us at the club with the lads.- Oh, shit.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25Did they mention me?
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Yeah. Yes, they mentioned you.
0:22:28 > 0:22:32- They checked my phone, they saw all the calls between us.- Oh, shit.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36What are they doing? What did they say?
0:22:36 > 0:22:37They've charged me!
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Intent to supply, possession.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44This is...
0:22:44 > 0:22:46I'll lose my job. Drugs!
0:22:48 > 0:22:49I could go to prison!
0:22:50 > 0:22:54The solicitor said that they almost always get a custodial.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56And the lad collapsing just makes it even worse!
0:22:56 > 0:22:59- Is the lad all right?- He's stable.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02- Your mate's looking down.- Piss off!
0:23:03 > 0:23:05Shit.
0:23:10 > 0:23:14So, when they were talking about me, did they say that they saw me
0:23:14 > 0:23:19- with the lads? Did they say they saw me taking the gear?- No.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22No, I don't think so. You'd moved the...
0:23:22 > 0:23:26The images that they showed me were of me handing the bottle over,
0:23:26 > 0:23:30so you have to tell them, Lizzie, because they think it was mine.
0:23:30 > 0:23:34You have to come down and you have to tell them who the dealer is.
0:23:34 > 0:23:35Yeah?
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Look, I was vague. I was vague.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40The solicitor advised me, so I give a statement and then I just...
0:23:40 > 0:23:43I stuck to no comment. I did not drop you in it.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48So get everything that you've got out of the house first
0:23:48 > 0:23:50and then you come down... No, listen, listen, listen.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53You come down with me and you tell them from your own voice
0:23:53 > 0:23:55that you bought the drugs.
0:23:55 > 0:23:58No, no, no, you found them on the street and we will then
0:23:58 > 0:24:01tell them that the lads came and they asked...
0:24:01 > 0:24:03begged, they begged to have some off us.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09- They're saying I was dealing, Lizzie...- They'll charge us both.
0:24:09 > 0:24:13- No, they won't.- Oh, God, will you stop being so fucking naive?
0:24:15 > 0:24:17I only just got out and I am not going back.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19- You won't?- No, I won't.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22Because I'm not doing it.
0:24:22 > 0:24:24What...?
0:24:24 > 0:24:27All you've got to do is say who you got the drugs from.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29- I've got a record. - But not for drugs, though!
0:24:31 > 0:24:36Hey, you were the one who wanted the night out, all right?
0:24:36 > 0:24:39You were the one who called me. What were the words you used?
0:24:39 > 0:24:42- "I want to get off my face." - I needed to have some fun!
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Yeah, so did I.
0:24:44 > 0:24:47That's all that I wanted, some fun, and now I've got all this.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Tell them the truth?
0:24:49 > 0:24:51Tell them who my dealer is?
0:24:51 > 0:24:54Look, it's him, all right? I'm shagging him!
0:24:54 > 0:24:56How's that going to play?
0:24:57 > 0:25:02I am not going back to prison, Jenna. I can't do it.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05I cannot do another three years because some little prick
0:25:05 > 0:25:08- can't handle his gear.- Liz, wait.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11I am not doing it.
0:25:15 > 0:25:16What...?
0:25:18 > 0:25:19But then...
0:25:19 > 0:25:22What the hell am I supposed to...
0:25:22 > 0:25:25to tell Jake? He doesn't know anything about it.
0:25:25 > 0:25:26He doesn't even know about you!
0:25:29 > 0:25:31And why's that, then, Jenna?
0:25:33 > 0:25:34You have to help me!
0:25:37 > 0:25:38Help you? Help you?!
0:25:39 > 0:25:44What, get myself banged up so that you can stay out? Huh?
0:25:44 > 0:25:46Is that what you want, me back on the inside
0:25:46 > 0:25:49so you can carry on with your great life?
0:25:50 > 0:25:51My great life?
0:25:53 > 0:25:54My great life?!
0:25:55 > 0:25:59I... I got this because I have worked and I have worked
0:25:59 > 0:26:01and I have worked, because you got all the luck,
0:26:01 > 0:26:03Lizzie, when we were kids.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05You got all the fucking breaks.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08Nice foster family come along, eh?
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Decide to adopt, who do they want?
0:26:11 > 0:26:13- Lizzie?- Yeah, because you were...
0:26:13 > 0:26:15Because you kept running away!
0:26:15 > 0:26:17Because I was angry!
0:26:17 > 0:26:19DOG BARKS
0:26:19 > 0:26:20I was angry.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22- I didn't want people knowing that I had a junkie mum...- Shh!
0:26:22 > 0:26:25- ..knowing that my dad had spent 40 quid to spunk inside her.- Shh!
0:26:25 > 0:26:27I got this life because I shoved that shit
0:26:27 > 0:26:29as far away from me as I could.
0:26:29 > 0:26:32But you - you! - you got out and you still tossed it up against
0:26:32 > 0:26:34the wall and do you know why, eh? You know why?
0:26:34 > 0:26:37- Cos you're just like me mam! - You bitch!
0:26:38 > 0:26:39Get off! Get off!
0:26:46 > 0:26:48You don't help me...
0:26:49 > 0:26:51..I'll go to the police,
0:26:51 > 0:26:53and I will answer their questions.
0:26:54 > 0:26:58And I will tell them exactly what happened.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00And that would be a big mistake.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08I'm not losing everything I have fought for, Lizzie.
0:27:11 > 0:27:12Not for you!
0:27:18 > 0:27:20DOOR SLAMS
0:27:59 > 0:28:03Jake, don't talk, just listen, OK?
0:28:03 > 0:28:06- Can you do that for me? - 'Where are you?
0:28:06 > 0:28:09- 'What's happened to the flat?' - Jake, please.
0:28:12 > 0:28:13'OK. So, talk.'
0:28:16 > 0:28:18I'm in a hotel.
0:28:19 > 0:28:21I'm not coming home tonight.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25I need some space.
0:28:25 > 0:28:29And it's not you, it's not anything that you've done,
0:28:29 > 0:28:32I just...
0:28:33 > 0:28:35..I can't come home right now.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37'Jenna, what does that even mean?
0:28:39 > 0:28:42- 'Is it the baby? Because if it is, I understand.'- Jake...
0:28:46 > 0:28:48..I love you so much.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53I just can't come home right now.
0:29:00 > 0:29:03SHE SOBS
0:29:15 > 0:29:17Morning, Jen.
0:29:19 > 0:29:21Morning!
0:29:32 > 0:29:34She looks terrible.
0:29:34 > 0:29:36You know what? She's usually like Little Miss Perfect.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38There's something wrong. I know it.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43- You didn't hear this from me... - What is it?
0:29:43 > 0:29:46- We lost the Harlington contract. - Shit!- No!- Yeah.
0:29:46 > 0:29:49She's claiming it's fine, but she's obviously stressed out about it.
0:29:49 > 0:29:52You can't tell anyone. Seriously, only me and Joe know.
0:29:52 > 0:29:54- I won't say a word.- Me either.
0:29:56 > 0:29:57Harlington contract.
0:29:58 > 0:30:00Shit, that's massive.
0:30:00 > 0:30:03- Are our jobs at risk? - Well, it's not looking good, is it?
0:30:03 > 0:30:05Toke said that's like 25% of our business.
0:30:05 > 0:30:06Well, he said 23%, but...
0:30:06 > 0:30:09I can't get laid off, I've just booked Platja d'en Bossa.
0:30:09 > 0:30:10Oh, mate.
0:30:10 > 0:30:12Still, in the history of human tragedy,
0:30:12 > 0:30:14it's hardly Chernobyl, is it?
0:30:14 > 0:30:16Is it Chernobyl, Ally?
0:30:16 > 0:30:18No, Karl, it's not Chernobyl.
0:30:18 > 0:30:20Exactly, it's not Chernobyl.
0:30:30 > 0:30:31What's Chernobyl?
0:30:33 > 0:30:35Sarah-Jane, I don't care if she's not taking any calls,
0:30:35 > 0:30:37it's not a call, it's a visitor.
0:30:38 > 0:30:41Tell her she's got a visitor. His name's Aaron.
0:30:43 > 0:30:45Like "keep your HAIR ON."
0:30:45 > 0:30:47Hold on.
0:30:47 > 0:30:48- Aaron who?- Lizzie's boyfriend.
0:30:58 > 0:30:59You can't be here.
0:31:03 > 0:31:07What do you think you're doing? Who do you think you are, coming here?
0:31:07 > 0:31:10Get angry with me, if you want, but I'm here to help you.
0:31:10 > 0:31:12Help me?
0:31:12 > 0:31:14Sort your little problem.
0:31:14 > 0:31:18My problem, if I choose to make it so, is very much YOUR problem.
0:31:19 > 0:31:22Not really, cos I'll just deny it and no-one's got any proof.
0:31:25 > 0:31:28So, how are you going to help me, then, exactly?
0:31:30 > 0:31:33You want the cops to blame Lizzie.
0:31:33 > 0:31:34I can make that a reality.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38Capiche?
0:31:38 > 0:31:39Capiche.
0:31:41 > 0:31:43Reality costs money.
0:31:43 > 0:31:46You know that, you're a woman of the world.
0:31:46 > 0:31:47So, you're blackmailing me.
0:31:49 > 0:31:50Blackmail?
0:31:53 > 0:31:54How much?
0:31:55 > 0:31:5750 grand.
0:32:01 > 0:32:02Funny that, is it?
0:32:03 > 0:32:0550K for your freedom.
0:32:05 > 0:32:0750K to get yourself off the hook.
0:32:07 > 0:32:09No chance!
0:32:13 > 0:32:16Staff know, do they, about all this?
0:32:16 > 0:32:18Bosses, shareholders?
0:32:20 > 0:32:22So, you are blackmailing me.
0:32:22 > 0:32:23Probably only need to tell one of them.
0:32:23 > 0:32:26It will whistle round, juicy gossip like that.
0:32:26 > 0:32:30You cannot seriously ask me for £50,000.
0:32:33 > 0:32:3440, then.
0:32:36 > 0:32:38- Five.- Five?
0:32:39 > 0:32:40Now who's taking the piss?
0:32:43 > 0:32:4630, I'll get you a witness.
0:32:46 > 0:32:50- Someone who'll say they saw Lizzie dealing in the club.- No.
0:32:54 > 0:32:5625.
0:32:57 > 0:32:58You've come down.
0:32:58 > 0:33:01Someone should teach you the art of negotiation.
0:33:03 > 0:33:0520.
0:33:05 > 0:33:07And still you come down.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09No, because I don't trust you.
0:33:12 > 0:33:13Fine.
0:33:16 > 0:33:19I'll just wait here and chat to your staff as they leave, shall I?
0:33:20 > 0:33:22Fine.
0:33:22 > 0:33:26Fine, I'll just get my security guard to lock you to the gate.
0:33:26 > 0:33:30- Or, better still, I'll just call the police.- Police?
0:33:30 > 0:33:32Pally with them now, aren't you?
0:33:35 > 0:33:37Aaron...
0:33:37 > 0:33:40thank you very much for your offer,
0:33:40 > 0:33:42but some years ago I left the gutter behind
0:33:42 > 0:33:45- and I do not intend on going back there.- Gutter?
0:33:46 > 0:33:48Only place you're going is prison.
0:33:48 > 0:33:52And, believe me, posh bird like you, they'll destroy you.
0:33:57 > 0:33:58My card.
0:33:58 > 0:34:00If you change your mind.
0:34:13 > 0:34:15Shit!
0:34:15 > 0:34:17Have you got an appointment?
0:34:17 > 0:34:19No, I don't, my name's Jacob Curtis...
0:34:33 > 0:34:35Can I borrow your car? Mine's in the garage.
0:34:35 > 0:34:38I'll have it back by five. I'll reimburse the petrol.
0:34:41 > 0:34:43Cheers.
0:34:43 > 0:34:46Oh, the Take That CD is my wife's!
0:34:56 > 0:34:58I'm on the AppGate.
0:35:07 > 0:35:08Jenna. Jen!
0:35:31 > 0:35:32Where's Kim?
0:35:34 > 0:35:35Where's Kim?!
0:35:36 > 0:35:39- Where's Kim?- Are you OK?- I need Kim.
0:35:39 > 0:35:41- Shit. Shit!- Ally, what is it?
0:35:41 > 0:35:43- You in your car?- Yeah, why?- Come on.
0:35:45 > 0:35:47What are they saying? Are they on their way?
0:35:47 > 0:35:49They said they'll get there, but you know what cops are like.
0:35:49 > 0:35:52We need to get there! Can you go any faster?!
0:35:52 > 0:35:54- I'm doing 40 in a 30.- Ray!
0:35:57 > 0:35:59TYRES SCREECH
0:35:59 > 0:36:02Shit! Move out the way!
0:36:02 > 0:36:04Ray, u-turn!
0:36:04 > 0:36:05There's someone behind.
0:36:07 > 0:36:08Ally!
0:36:16 > 0:36:18Where are you going? You can't leave it there!
0:36:18 > 0:36:20HONKING
0:36:36 > 0:36:38Ash!
0:36:39 > 0:36:40Ash!
0:36:46 > 0:36:48Ash!
0:36:48 > 0:36:49Ash? Ash!
0:36:59 > 0:37:00Oh, God, Ash.
0:37:05 > 0:37:06How many?
0:37:07 > 0:37:08Ash, how many?
0:37:09 > 0:37:10Not enough.
0:37:13 > 0:37:16I couldn't do it. I couldn't even do that.
0:37:18 > 0:37:20Oh!
0:37:20 > 0:37:22I just want to go, Ally.
0:37:22 > 0:37:24No, you don't.
0:37:24 > 0:37:26No, people get past it.
0:37:26 > 0:37:29Like, if you just let yourself out,
0:37:29 > 0:37:33you might look back on this one day and think, "Thank God."
0:37:33 > 0:37:37Thank God, because being alive is so brilliant.
0:37:37 > 0:37:38It's not.
0:37:40 > 0:37:41It's not for me.
0:37:45 > 0:37:48- You OK?- Ambulance. Get help.
0:37:48 > 0:37:50ASH GROANS
0:37:50 > 0:37:53I just want it all to stop!
0:37:53 > 0:37:55Everything in here, I want it away!
0:37:57 > 0:38:01What about the medication, Ash? Like, did you take the medication?
0:38:03 > 0:38:05It's your brain not working right,
0:38:05 > 0:38:07but you've got to let them help you, Ash!
0:38:07 > 0:38:09What, in the madhouse?
0:38:10 > 0:38:12With the freaks?
0:38:12 > 0:38:15Please, for your mum. It's got to be better than this.
0:38:17 > 0:38:18At least give it a try.
0:38:21 > 0:38:22OK.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34SHE SOBS
0:38:44 > 0:38:46METALLIC CLANGING
0:38:48 > 0:38:51'Once upon a time, there was a little girl.
0:38:51 > 0:38:54'Her name was Emily.
0:38:54 > 0:38:56'She had a shop.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59'It was a rather unusual shop because it didn't sell anything.
0:38:59 > 0:39:01'Everything in that shop window
0:39:01 > 0:39:03'was a thing that somebody had once lost.'
0:39:10 > 0:39:12SHE SOBS
0:39:19 > 0:39:21SIRENS WAIL
0:39:27 > 0:39:29'Jenna, I'm not going to lie, this is difficult.'
0:39:29 > 0:39:32And, frankly, the duty solicitor who advised you
0:39:32 > 0:39:34to no comment needs stringing up.
0:39:34 > 0:39:36But you've done the right thing, coming here.
0:39:36 > 0:39:38So, how do we approach it?
0:39:39 > 0:39:42You're an extremely well-respected businesswoman.
0:39:42 > 0:39:44Your sister is a convicted criminal.
0:39:44 > 0:39:48Her boyfriend is a drug dealer, doubtless known to the police.
0:39:48 > 0:39:50I'm going to make a series of observations
0:39:50 > 0:39:53regarding the events of that evening.
0:39:53 > 0:39:56I'd like you to listen and then think, if we were to make
0:39:56 > 0:40:00a second statement, what that second statement might look like.
0:40:13 > 0:40:16OIL SIZZLES
0:40:29 > 0:40:31I'm sorry.
0:40:34 > 0:40:39I lost me mind a bit... The IVF, the work contracts, but...
0:40:40 > 0:40:46..I shouldn't have pushed you away. Can you forgive me?
0:40:46 > 0:40:50- Why were you at the police station? - What?
0:40:50 > 0:40:53I checked your phone location on the app.
0:40:53 > 0:40:58Oh... I lost it. My phone, they were holding it down there for me.
0:40:59 > 0:41:05I know. I know. I know your fiancee is a crazy woman but, look...
0:41:07 > 0:41:09I am cooking dinner.
0:41:09 > 0:41:13Let's just...have a laugh...
0:41:13 > 0:41:17turn our minds off, talk all this stuff through another day.
0:41:20 > 0:41:21What do you say?
0:41:24 > 0:41:27ATMOSPHERIC MUSIC PLAYS
0:42:04 > 0:42:07- Morning, boss.- Morning!
0:42:11 > 0:42:15PHONES RING
0:42:16 > 0:42:18KNOCK ON DOOR
0:42:18 > 0:42:20Yeah?
0:42:20 > 0:42:23I know...what's going on.
0:42:29 > 0:42:32If it's bad news, just tell us.
0:42:33 > 0:42:36The strategy was really simple.
0:42:36 > 0:42:39We don't tell them until we get a new contract, so, which one of
0:42:39 > 0:42:45you two blabbermouths couldn't keep it quiet for half a week? Joe?
0:42:45 > 0:42:47- No. It was me. - But thanks for making choice one.
0:42:47 > 0:42:50A couple of the girls were talking, saying you seemed stressed out,
0:42:50 > 0:42:54- so I kind of...hinted. - You hinted?
0:42:54 > 0:42:55Well, when I say hinted,
0:42:55 > 0:42:58- I mean I told them exactly what had happened.- Oh...
0:42:58 > 0:43:01- I told them to keep it quiet, though.- Oh, right, you told them to keep it quiet...
0:43:01 > 0:43:04- Yeah, my bad.- In Toke's defence, you have been behaving a bit odd, Jenna.
0:43:04 > 0:43:07I mean, people have noticed how agitated you are.
0:43:07 > 0:43:09Oh, right, so it's my fault?
0:43:09 > 0:43:11- No...- No!
0:43:11 > 0:43:13I'm sorry, Jenna. It was unprofessional.
0:43:13 > 0:43:16- If you want to give me a written warning then I won't put any...- No.
0:43:16 > 0:43:20No, no warnings. People make mistakes.
0:43:20 > 0:43:22We all make mistakes.
0:43:34 > 0:43:37- How is he?- They've sectioned him.
0:43:37 > 0:43:38Risk's too high.
0:43:38 > 0:43:41It was either that or the other option.
0:43:47 > 0:43:48Ally, can I ask you something?
0:43:50 > 0:43:54The men you go for, they're all kind of...troubled.
0:43:56 > 0:43:57Do you think you can save them?
0:43:57 > 0:44:03- Are you just drawn to the drama of it all or...?- Ray!- I'm just saying.
0:44:03 > 0:44:07You're a lovely girl and... Lovely-looking.
0:44:07 > 0:44:09And you deserve someone who'll make you happy.
0:44:12 > 0:44:14Thanks, Ray.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19Oh, you mean...
0:44:21 > 0:44:23I know I don't stand a chance.
0:44:23 > 0:44:26I realise I'm lower league but I'm straightforward,
0:44:26 > 0:44:28I've got a good heart,
0:44:28 > 0:44:31spot of athlete's foot but no major mental issues.
0:44:34 > 0:44:38Anyway, it's said now. It's out there. So...
0:44:41 > 0:44:43Let's get back to work, shall we?
0:45:00 > 0:45:02I'm not here to fight.
0:45:05 > 0:45:10- Yeah? What you here for? - To talk. Like adults.
0:45:12 > 0:45:13Like sisters.
0:45:20 > 0:45:23I've been to see a solicitor. A good one, expensive.
0:45:23 > 0:45:26And she reckons with the story told a certain way
0:45:26 > 0:45:29and with your criminal record, I could avoid jail.
0:45:29 > 0:45:33But you... You're right, they'd slam you back inside.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35So, that's what you came to tell me, then?
0:45:35 > 0:45:38- That you're shitting on me! - I'm telling you what she advised.
0:45:38 > 0:45:40She said that's what I have to do to get off.
0:45:40 > 0:45:42I will take you down with me.
0:45:44 > 0:45:46No.
0:45:46 > 0:45:47No, I don't think so.
0:45:48 > 0:45:51I'm a respectable businesswoman and you're not.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53So, who are they going to believe?
0:46:04 > 0:46:06Or...there's a third way.
0:46:10 > 0:46:16Your fella came to see me, did he tell you? He wanted money. 50 grand.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18For that, he told me he'd convince you to help me
0:46:18 > 0:46:20or he'd screw you over.
0:46:21 > 0:46:24What is it that you see in guys like that, Liz?
0:46:26 > 0:46:29You come out of prison and you...and you...reconnect with...a...
0:46:29 > 0:46:32a dick like Aaron?
0:46:32 > 0:46:35Where's that going to lead you? Anywhere good?
0:46:36 > 0:46:38I don't want you to go back inside.
0:46:38 > 0:46:41I don't want you wasting any more of your life.
0:46:44 > 0:46:46I'm your sister and I love you.
0:46:48 > 0:46:53But that guy, he doesn't care about you and he'll drag you down.
0:46:56 > 0:46:58And what's the third way?
0:47:00 > 0:47:02We stick together.
0:47:03 > 0:47:05We put the blame on him. The...
0:47:05 > 0:47:08The solicitor said the police always want the dealer the most.
0:47:08 > 0:47:11They will drop charges to nail the dealer.
0:47:11 > 0:47:13- It's just the way that it works. - He'll deny it.
0:47:13 > 0:47:16- It'll be his word against ours. - We implicate him.
0:47:16 > 0:47:18They'll search his house like they searched mine.
0:47:18 > 0:47:22- And if they don't find anything? - They will.- Yeah? How do you know?
0:47:29 > 0:47:30I've bought this gear.
0:47:34 > 0:47:35I can't do that.
0:47:37 > 0:47:38I can.
0:47:45 > 0:47:48TENSE MUSIC PLAYS
0:48:55 > 0:48:59MUFFLED VOICES APPROACH
0:48:59 > 0:49:02- LIZZIE:- Just grab 'em and then let's go!
0:49:02 > 0:49:04One minute, Liz, all right?
0:49:06 > 0:49:09- Aaron, hurry up, will ya? - I'm coming, I just need a piss.
0:49:14 > 0:49:17HE URINATES
0:49:25 > 0:49:28- Will you come on?- All right!
0:49:31 > 0:49:34SHE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:49:43 > 0:49:45Only say exactly what we agreed.
0:49:56 > 0:50:00'There was a little girl. Her name was Emily.'
0:50:01 > 0:50:04DISTORTED PIANO PLAYS, DOG BARKS
0:50:04 > 0:50:06LOUD STATIC INTERFERENCE
0:50:10 > 0:50:15Sorry, day from hell. Look at that. Slipped on a banana.
0:50:15 > 0:50:19Not a skin, an actual banana some prick left on the floor.
0:50:19 > 0:50:23Oh, wine, excellent...
0:50:26 > 0:50:27Are you OK?
0:50:40 > 0:50:42Jen, what are you doing?
0:50:45 > 0:50:47I'm not the person that you think I am.
0:50:52 > 0:50:55What you see in front of you, all of this...
0:50:57 > 0:50:59..isn't who I really am.
0:51:00 > 0:51:02All right, Jen, you're starting to scare me.
0:51:02 > 0:51:04- What are you talking about? - Good evening...- Not now!
0:51:06 > 0:51:08Sorry...
0:51:10 > 0:51:12Can we leave? Why are we here?
0:51:17 > 0:51:19I grew up in care.
0:51:21 > 0:51:25The mum that I've told you about, she isn't my real mum.
0:51:25 > 0:51:27She...she isn't real.
0:51:29 > 0:51:31I invented her.
0:51:32 > 0:51:38My...real...mum...was a mess...
0:51:38 > 0:51:41D'you know, no... I was being polite.
0:51:43 > 0:51:45She was a fuck-up.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50I come from scum.
0:51:56 > 0:52:01And I've never admitted this to anyone but, erm...
0:52:03 > 0:52:10..when I was little, my biggest fear was that I'd turn into her.
0:52:12 > 0:52:14Cos I've got her genes.
0:52:16 > 0:52:20And no matter what anybody did, I'd end up like her.
0:52:21 > 0:52:25- Someone who pisses their life away. - That's not who you are.
0:52:29 > 0:52:31I've got a sister.
0:52:33 > 0:52:35A half-sister. Erm...
0:52:37 > 0:52:40She's never been part of my life, not really, arm's length.
0:52:45 > 0:52:48- She's spent some time in prison. - Prison?
0:52:50 > 0:52:55She got out recently and I've been helping her out...
0:52:57 > 0:52:59..with money and...
0:52:59 > 0:53:03- seeing her now and again. - You didn't tell me this because...?
0:53:07 > 0:53:10I've done something really bad, Jake.
0:53:12 > 0:53:16To save myself and to keep all of this.
0:53:16 > 0:53:18But then I realised that...
0:53:20 > 0:53:23..everything that you love is a lie and...
0:53:27 > 0:53:31..you can't marry someone who you don't really know.
0:53:31 > 0:53:35And you can't have children with someone that you don't really know.
0:53:37 > 0:53:38What have you done?
0:53:40 > 0:53:42Jenna!
0:53:55 > 0:53:59MUSIC: Teardrop by Massive Attack
0:54:42 > 0:54:44We need to change our lives.
0:54:47 > 0:54:49And, then, when all this is over...
0:54:50 > 0:54:52..we need to stop working so hard.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54Stop...
0:54:56 > 0:55:00..chasing whatever it is we think we need to make us a success.
0:55:02 > 0:55:05So, IVF or the perfect family...
0:55:08 > 0:55:13..I just want you. Jenna.
0:55:16 > 0:55:18You, for who you are.
0:55:22 > 0:55:25Nothing else matters.
0:55:25 > 0:55:32# Love, love is a verb Love is a doing word
0:55:32 > 0:55:37# Fearless on my breath
0:55:38 > 0:55:40# Gentle impulsion
0:55:40 > 0:55:44# Shakes me, makes me lighter
0:55:44 > 0:55:49# Fearless on my breath
0:55:51 > 0:55:54# Teardrop on the fire
0:55:54 > 0:55:59# Fearless on my breath... #
0:56:01 > 0:56:04- (Right, he's here, he's here!) - (He's coming! Shhh!)
0:56:06 > 0:56:08MAN CLEARS THROAT
0:56:09 > 0:56:12STIFLED LAUGHTER
0:56:15 > 0:56:18MAN SNIGGERS
0:56:18 > 0:56:21I'm rising above it.
0:56:21 > 0:56:24We're not infants. This isn't a nursery.
0:56:24 > 0:56:28And, trust me, you'll get bored a lot quicker than I will.
0:56:31 > 0:56:34RAUCOUS LAUGHTER
0:56:39 > 0:56:42HE SHRIEKS
0:56:42 > 0:56:46Right on my shoulder blade that was, yeah, very funny.
0:56:46 > 0:56:49Right, that's it, I'm done. Right, I'm off.
0:56:49 > 0:56:53I'm particularly disappointed in you, Ray.
0:56:53 > 0:56:55Oh, come on!
0:56:56 > 0:57:01I really mean it this time. I'm going, I'm going, I'm gone!