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0:00:10 > 0:00:12- What's happened?
0:00:12 > 0:00:16- Elfed, Eurig, come quickly! - Out here, quickly!
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- Something's happened. She's fallen.
0:00:19 > 0:00:23- She's here! Look at her!
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- What happened?
0:00:25 > 0:00:27- I don't know. She's fallen.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29- There's something wrong - with her head.
0:00:36 > 0:00:41- If I've learnt anything from - being married to an archaeologist...
0:00:41 > 0:00:44- ..it's that the earth - holds many secrets.
0:00:44 > 0:00:49- If it can hold the world's secrets, - then surely there's room for mine?
0:00:51 > 0:00:55- What use is a time capsule - if there's nothing personal in it?
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- I have to leave them something.
0:00:58 > 0:01:02- Something to explain - what they all meant to me...
0:01:02 > 0:01:04- ..in case I don't get the chance.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06- What are you looking at?
0:01:06 > 0:01:09- I thought you were solar-powered.
0:01:10 > 0:01:11- DOOR OPENS
0:01:13 > 0:01:16- What's all this earth - on the floor?
0:01:16 > 0:01:19- I've been gardening. - Let's do something today.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23- I've no weddings or funerals. - I've even finished my sermon.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26- I'm all yours.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29- Sorry, we're collecting money today.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33- We're going to open - Owain Glyndwr's grave, Mam.
0:01:33 > 0:01:38- We're not opening anyone's grave. - We're raising money for the project.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42- Never mind. Gwenlli and I - can have a mother-daughter outing.
0:01:43 > 0:01:44- I'll buy her birthday present.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47- I'll buy her birthday present.- - She was comatose earlier on.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49- Lunch in town, Gwern?
0:01:49 > 0:01:50- Yes, OK. Ta-ta, Mam.
0:01:50 > 0:01:55- Yes, OK. Ta-ta, Mam.- - We'll spend time together later.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16- We've got company.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19- We've got company.- - Gwern, Angharad, Angharad, Gwern.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22- Gwern is studying OG at school.
0:02:22 > 0:02:26- Mrs Richards said - he was buried in Corwen.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30- That's possible, - but what people don't realize...
0:02:30 > 0:02:34- ..is that he might have been moved - from his original grave to...
0:02:34 > 0:02:38- Does a spirit follow its body - if it's moved?
0:02:39 > 0:02:41- How old are you, Gwern?
0:02:41 > 0:02:42- Nine.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45- Nine.- - I've got a cousin your age.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48- He loves playing football - every Saturday.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- Gwern has alternative hobbies, - so to speak.
0:02:54 > 0:02:55- Gwenlli!
0:02:56 > 0:02:58- I've made you tea and toast.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07- Do you want me to leave it outside?
0:03:11 > 0:03:15- When she was a baby, I remember - praying that she'd sleep...
0:03:15 > 0:03:18- ..instead of waking - at all hours of the night.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22- I'd have given anything - just to have some time to myself.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24- It's getting cold, Gwenlli!
0:03:24 > 0:03:29- Now I've got it, - I've no idea what to do with it.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- Well, here it is, God.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- In black and white.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02- A date for splitting my head open.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05- Friday the 13th.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10- You're taking the piss, aren't you?
0:04:13 > 0:04:15- One more mouthful, Mam, come on.
0:04:22 > 0:04:23- There we are, good girl.
0:04:25 > 0:04:26- I can't.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33- Do you really - have to do this to me, God?
0:04:43 > 0:04:47- Gwern, don't go on about OG today.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- Be subtle about it.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51- We're not meant to tell lies.
0:04:52 > 0:04:56- We're not telling lies, - just not telling them everything.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58- I've had lots of email addresses.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59- I've had lots of email addresses.- - Can I look around?
0:05:00 > 0:05:02- Don't you want to stay here with us?
0:05:02 > 0:05:04- I haven't had breakfast yet.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- I haven't had breakfast yet.- - Here you go, Gwern.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09- Go and buy - something nice for yourself.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46- Dear Gwenlli.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- If you're reading this, - then it means I'm...
0:05:56 > 0:05:57- Aargh!
0:06:26 > 0:06:29- You'll have to pay for all of these.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- These don't come from Wales, Dad.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33- He's eaten some of them.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- He's eaten some of them.- - They're tricking people.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- The sign says local produce.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39- Bananas don't grow in Wales.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41- The nearest till is there.
0:06:41 > 0:06:42- The nearest till is there.- - Be quiet, please.
0:06:43 > 0:06:47- There's a body hidden under here. - This place is a shambles.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54- I might as well - go to my grave with a clean house.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59- Garam masala, best before 2006.
0:06:59 > 0:07:00- Great.
0:07:00 > 0:07:04- These cardamom pods - have certainly seen better days.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- What the hell is this?
0:07:06 > 0:07:08- Beetroot powder?
0:07:40 > 0:07:43- "He makes me lie down - in green pastures."
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- ALARM BLARES
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- Oh, no, not now.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13- Hello?
0:08:21 > 0:08:23- CLICK
0:08:25 > 0:08:27- Who's there?
0:08:28 > 0:08:32- They're nuts about crazy golf - up there, you know.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35- It wasn't me who did that, - by the way.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40- I saw you - in the garden this morning.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44- And I saw what you buried.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- You saw nothing.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49- You're not even here.
0:08:49 > 0:08:53- If I don't exist, - then neither does this ball.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56- Stay where you are.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59- Fore!
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0:09:20 > 0:09:22- Good morning, Mr Jarman.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- Have you seen it?
0:09:24 > 0:09:26- Good morning, vicar.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- Page seven.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31- Have I left anything out?
0:09:31 > 0:09:32- Have I left anything out?- - Left...?
0:09:32 > 0:09:33- Left anything out?
0:09:34 > 0:09:36- You've killed off half the town.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38- What?
0:09:39 > 0:09:43- You've mixed up the flower roster - and the names of the deceased.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45- Oh.
0:09:45 > 0:09:46- Oh.- - Yes, oh.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49- Mrs Griffiths Trebedw - has just left hospital...
0:09:49 > 0:09:51- ..and you've said she's dead.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57- Mr Nicholas is none too pleased.
0:09:57 > 0:10:02- He phoned me to tell me he's going - to chapel this morning. Chapel!
0:10:02 > 0:10:05- I did the job at short notice.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10- There are eight - in the congregation. Eight.
0:10:10 > 0:10:14- The situation is pitiful. - Just pitiful.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- Don't forget to announce the banns.
0:10:19 > 0:10:23- Mabli Mathews and her fiance - are in the congregation.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25- So are her parents, thank goodness.
0:10:26 > 0:10:32- Dr Mathews has treated half the - town's teeth, so don't upset them.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35- We need a good wedding.
0:10:47 > 0:10:51- Please accept my apologies - for any upset caused...
0:10:51 > 0:10:53- ..by that minor mistake.
0:10:53 > 0:10:58- The people I named in the parish - paper's list of the deceased...
0:10:58 > 0:11:01- ..are still - in the land of the living...
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- ..although none of them - are here today.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08- Moving on - to more important matters...
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- ..and a cause for celebration.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- I announce the wedding banns - of Guto Maddocks...
0:11:15 > 0:11:19- ..from Treffwrnais parish - and Mabli Mathews from this parish.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22- If any of you - know of any lawful impediment...
0:11:22 > 0:11:26- ..why these two people - may not be joined in matrimony...
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- ..then please declare so now.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30- This is the first declaration.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37- Don't smile at me like that, - you tool.
0:11:38 > 0:11:39- Let us pray.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43- Dear Lord, God of love...
0:11:44 > 0:11:47- ..we pray for Guto and Mabli.
0:11:47 > 0:11:51- We ask that you be with them - as they prepare for this union.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54- Place your love in their hearts...
0:11:54 > 0:11:58- ..and stay with them - throughout their married lives.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01- Through Jesus Christ, - our Lord, amen.
0:12:02 > 0:12:07- We'll announce the banns - twice further before the big day.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10- Now, let us move on - with the service.
0:12:10 > 0:12:15- In the meantime, God, - if you can ensure he's caught out...
0:12:15 > 0:12:18- ..I'd be very grateful.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22- "God knows you're sorry," said John.
0:12:22 > 0:12:27- "He has forgiven you - and he has washed you clean...
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- "..inside and out."
0:12:30 > 0:12:34- Are you a sinner - if you haven't been christened?
0:12:34 > 0:12:38- Jesus wasn't baptized - until he was 30.
0:12:38 > 0:12:43- I haven't been christened at all, - but Mam and Dad pretend I have.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- But I haven't. I'm going to hell.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48- Don't say such a thing, Gwern.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51- Don't say such a thing, Gwern.- - It won't be as bad as adult hell.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55- It'll be more like - a soft play centre or something...
0:12:55 > 0:12:57- ..but with no way out.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- The blood of Christ - keep you in eternal life.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11- I'm not much better than Guto, am I?
0:13:11 > 0:13:14- I sometimes feel - it makes more sense...
0:13:14 > 0:13:17- ..not to stick with one person - for the rest of our lives.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20- I don't want to die - without telling him how I feel.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23- The blood of Christ.
0:13:23 > 0:13:27- I could tell him. Telling him - isn't a sin in itself, is it?
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- I'm so sorry.
0:13:31 > 0:13:34- It's horrible stuff anyway.
0:13:44 > 0:13:48- The blood of Christ - keep you in eternal life.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54- What's the chemical sign for sodium?
0:13:57 > 0:13:59- Come on, that's a piece of piss.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- Can we take a break now?
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- No. I help you with Chem, - you help me with Welsh.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- You don't need any help.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- You're just humouring me.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16- What does it feel like?
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- Weird. I can't wait to get it out.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21- Aren't you afraid of the pain?
0:14:22 > 0:14:24- God, I'm not giving birth.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26- I'm having a C-section.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28- KNOCK AT DOOR
0:14:31 > 0:14:34- I've brought you both a cup of tea.
0:14:34 > 0:14:35- How's the revising going?
0:14:35 > 0:14:37- How's the revising going?- - Fine, Mrs Hughes.
0:14:38 > 0:14:39- Very good.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- Very good.- - There's still lots to do, Mam-gu.
0:14:41 > 0:14:45- It won't be long - until these exams are over.
0:14:46 > 0:14:50- Did you hear that our Sophie has won - a scholarship to Atlantic College?
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- Why did you tell her that?
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- Why did you tell her that?- - Because...
0:15:04 > 0:15:08- ..I don't want her to think - she has to find the money.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12- Mam-gu's been amazing with me.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- It would be well tight.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16- But how...?
0:15:16 > 0:15:19- But how...?- - The baby'll be born in London, OK?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22- In a private clinic...
0:15:22 > 0:15:24- ..after the exams.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26- Then...
0:15:27 > 0:15:31- ..this adoption agency - does the rest.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34- They give you money...
0:15:35 > 0:15:38- ..as a care package or something.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- They check you're alright.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44- You know, - after giving away the baby.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47- You're just going to give it away?
0:15:47 > 0:15:49- You're just going to give it away?- - My mother did it to me.
0:15:49 > 0:15:54- You know where you come from. - The baby'll know nothing about here.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57- Right!
0:15:59 > 0:16:01- How many nanometres in a metre?
0:16:08 > 0:16:11- It was so nice of you - to pray for us.
0:16:11 > 0:16:14- It's the first time - anyone's prayed for me.
0:16:14 > 0:16:15- It's an important life event.
0:16:15 > 0:16:16- It's an important life event.- - Costly too.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19- She wants a free champagne bar.
0:16:19 > 0:16:23- We've booked Thornton Hall - for the reception.
0:16:23 > 0:16:26- We'd like to invite you.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28- Is it alright of me to ask?
0:16:28 > 0:16:31- Don't feel you have to, - especially if numbers are tight.
0:16:32 > 0:16:35- If she doesn't want to come, - it's cheaper for us.
0:16:36 > 0:16:41- Well, Mabli Mathews. I remember you - when you were this big.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43- How's your grandfather?
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- How's your grandfather?- - He's still in the home.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47- He's alright, you know.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51- How's work going?
0:16:51 > 0:16:55- I won a case last week, - despite the fact the git was guilty.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59- I'm very good - at getting people out of trouble.
0:17:15 > 0:17:16- Shame.
0:17:16 > 0:17:21- I could have made a fortune from - those funerals in the parish paper.
0:17:23 > 0:17:27- Then again, no-one will employ - an undertaker who wets himself.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31- Technically, - I should bury those trousers.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- Christ's blood is on them.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38- I'm not going home in my pants.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40- These blinking hands.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- Did you see - how many people were here today?
0:17:46 > 0:17:48- Nobody noticed.
0:17:48 > 0:17:52- Do you have a spare minute - to come over this afternoon?
0:17:52 > 0:17:54- I'd like a word.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56- What about?
0:17:56 > 0:17:58- What about?- - I'd rather not say here.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01- OK. What time?
0:18:01 > 0:18:04- Three? Liwsi has a ballet lesson.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06- They'll both be out, so...
0:18:09 > 0:18:12- Eurig, you knew TJ, didn't you?
0:18:13 > 0:18:14- Uh-huh.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- Uh-huh.- - What was he like?
0:18:16 > 0:18:19- He was a bit of a sourpuss.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21- He was popular though.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24- Why do you ask?
0:18:24 > 0:18:25- Why do you ask?- - No reason.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- I'll see you later.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30- Yes, I'll see you later, rev.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56- That was fantastic, darling. Thanks.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59- I'm just not that hungry, sorry.
0:18:59 > 0:19:03- Just to warn you, Myf, - he knows he hasn't been christened.
0:19:03 > 0:19:06- It's no use - hiding the fact any longer.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09- Right then, - does everyone want pudding?
0:19:10 > 0:19:13- About this christening business, - Gwern.
0:19:13 > 0:19:17- Even Gwenlli's been christened, - and she doesn't believe in anything.
0:19:18 > 0:19:22- It's not that I don't believe, - I just don't want to get sucked in.
0:19:23 > 0:19:27- The reason you weren't christened - is, well, because...
0:19:28 > 0:19:30- ..something happened that...
0:19:31 > 0:19:36- The truth is, Gwern, Mam-gu died - the day you were to be christened.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40- It was hard thinking of when - to do it again, but you're right.
0:19:41 > 0:19:47- You want to be christened and - we should do it quickly before...
0:19:47 > 0:19:50- ..before something else stops us.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52- It's a special pudding.
0:19:52 > 0:19:53- What is it?
0:19:53 > 0:19:55- What is it?- - Red velvet cake.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58- We had tonnes of beetroot powder.
0:19:58 > 0:19:59- I don't like beetroot.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01- I don't like beetroot.- - Gwens?
0:20:01 > 0:20:03- Go on then.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17- There you go.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20- Myf?
0:20:25 > 0:20:28- Sorry, like I said...
0:20:28 > 0:20:30- ..I'm not very hungry.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38- Are you better?
0:20:39 > 0:20:41- Yes. I'm tired, that's all.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43- Isn't that mine?
0:20:43 > 0:20:45- Isn't that mine?- - You threw it out, Gwenlli Mair.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50- Do I look - as if I'm trying to look young?
0:20:50 > 0:20:52- Blue doesn't suit you.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55- So, what does? Black and white?
0:20:56 > 0:20:57- Vicar chic.
0:20:57 > 0:20:58- Vicar chic.- - Cool head.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05- That's too mumsy.
0:21:05 > 0:21:06- But you are a mother.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08- But you are a mother.- - Too middle-aged then.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11- I'm 41 years old. I'm young.
0:21:11 > 0:21:12- I'm 41 years old. I'm young.- - Whatevs, Mam.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19- I am young.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26- Sherry?
0:21:26 > 0:21:28- Sorry.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31- Default setting.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35- Old women usually sit there.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37- I am old, according to Gwenlli.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39- As long as it's wet.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42- I'm sorry - to call you out on a Sunday.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45- I know you don't get - much time to yourself.
0:21:45 > 0:21:48- Has something happened? - Is Liwsi OK? Cerian?
0:21:49 > 0:21:51- It's nothing like that.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56- Who's she?
0:21:56 > 0:21:59- Lynwen Horrocks. - She used to live locally.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02- She's been living in London since...
0:22:02 > 0:22:06- She died over the weekend.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08- In London. A bike accident.
0:22:08 > 0:22:11- She was knocked down by a lorry.
0:22:11 > 0:22:14- She was at school with me.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16- Are you OK?
0:22:22 > 0:22:24- She, um...
0:22:24 > 0:22:27- There was no-one quite like Lynwen.
0:22:29 > 0:22:32- Her poor mother - isn't coping at all.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36- Her husband - wanted to bury her in London.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39- Her mother wants to bring her home.
0:22:39 > 0:22:42- They opted - for a green burial in the end.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44- You want me to do the funeral?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46- You want me to do the funeral?- - The problem is...
0:22:46 > 0:22:51- ..her husband doesn't want a vicar - or any religion near the place.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53- He was adamant about that.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55- He was adamant about that.- - I prefer brandy.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58- It's better for shock.
0:23:02 > 0:23:03- I'm not...
0:23:04 > 0:23:07- ..I'm not sure how I can help.
0:23:07 > 0:23:11- Could you be there with me? - I have to do the job lot myself.
0:23:11 > 0:23:12- The burial and the reading.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15- The burial and the reading.- - But they don't want a vicar there.
0:23:15 > 0:23:20- Her mother will fall to pieces - if no-one blesses the grave.
0:23:20 > 0:23:26- # A-rinky-dink-dink, rinky-dink-dink - the bike is coming, ding-a-ling #
0:23:26 > 0:23:28- You needn't do a thing.
0:23:28 > 0:23:32- Just stay with the mother - until everyone's gone...
0:23:32 > 0:23:33- ..then do a blessing.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35- No-one will be any the wiser.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39- # Down she goes #
0:23:39 > 0:23:41- Oops! She's fallen.
0:23:42 > 0:23:46- It doesn't look as if - she's getting back up, does it?
0:23:46 > 0:23:48- SIREN WAILS
0:23:48 > 0:23:50- What do you say?
0:23:51 > 0:23:54- Is she breathing? Is she breathing?
0:23:54 > 0:23:56- I don't think she's breathing.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59- It doesn't look like - she's getting back up again.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02- Sorry, I shouldn't have...
0:24:03 > 0:24:05- I'll have to think it over.
0:24:06 > 0:24:07- When is it?
0:24:08 > 0:24:09- Wednesday.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12- Wednesday.- - It's Gwenlli's birthday.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16- It'll be over by three, I promise.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19- Are you alright, Myf?
0:24:20 > 0:24:23- I'm not sure, Eir. I'll phone you.
0:24:24 > 0:24:25- OK.
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0:24:58 > 0:25:01- Sixteen years have flashed by.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03- You startled me.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05- Eighteen years since I met you.
0:25:05 > 0:25:09- It's surprising what being stuck - on Caldey Island can do to you.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13- We were so young, weren't we?
0:25:13 > 0:25:15- You were.
0:25:15 > 0:25:18- I got plenty of stick - for chasing a student...
0:25:18 > 0:25:20- ..not to mention a divinity student.
0:25:20 > 0:25:22- ..not to mention a divinity student.- - I was meant to be on a pilgrimage.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27- I wouldn't change a thing.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29- Would you?
0:25:29 > 0:25:31- Would you?- - Of course not.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40- Look at the time. Are you making - your special pancakes for her?
0:25:40 > 0:25:42- Of course.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48- What do you have - for the birthday girl then?
0:25:48 > 0:25:49- I've made her tokens.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51- I've made her tokens.- - Tokens?
0:25:51 > 0:25:56- Personalised tokens. I've made five - to improve her standard of life.
0:25:59 > 0:26:03- Wash the dishes, - leave me alone, and shut up.
0:26:03 > 0:26:08- I could do with these at work. - Happy birthday, sweetheart.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10- Mam, please.
0:26:10 > 0:26:11- Mam, please.- - The pancakes are on, Gwens.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14- Happy birthday.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16- My present's the best.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18- My present's the best.- - Here they are.
0:26:18 > 0:26:23- So if I give you a shut-up token, - will you really shut up?
0:26:23 > 0:26:26- Do these apply to Mam and Dad too?
0:26:26 > 0:26:28- Go and answer the door, Gwern.
0:26:29 > 0:26:30- I bought you this.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32- I've kept the receipt.
0:26:32 > 0:26:35- If you don't like it, - you can choose something else.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40- They're all our fingerprints...
0:26:41 > 0:26:43- ..so that we're always with you.
0:26:43 > 0:26:44- Come here, Dad!
0:26:44 > 0:26:46- Come here, Dad!- - Don't wear it now.
0:26:46 > 0:26:51- It's something for the future, - for when you need it.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53- When you're in college or something.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55- When you're in college or something.- - It's sweet, Mam. Thanks.
0:26:55 > 0:26:59- Crikey, Llinor, - could you have made it any bigger?
0:26:59 > 0:27:01- OMG!
0:27:01 > 0:27:04- I hope you like it.
0:27:04 > 0:27:08- I made it as vibrant as I could - to drive your parents nuts.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10- I have to take a photo for Soph.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12- I have to take a photo for Soph.- - Bring Sophie with you to the party.
0:27:13 > 0:27:14- Maybe.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16- We've got mocks, remember?
0:27:16 > 0:27:18- I forgot. Get a move on, Terwyn.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20- I forgot. Get a move on, Terwyn.- - I haven't made the pancakes yet.
0:27:20 > 0:27:23- Take a banana with you. Car, please.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25- Alright, make your mind up.
0:27:25 > 0:27:29- One minute I'm making pancakes, - the next I'm a taxi driver.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32- I'm just trying to...
0:27:32 > 0:27:35- "Shut up."
0:27:40 > 0:27:42- Don't you have any bubbly on the go?
0:27:42 > 0:27:43- She's 16.
0:27:43 > 0:27:45- She's 16.- - It's a cause for celebration.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48- Your little girl's sweet 16.
0:27:49 > 0:27:51- Hey, she's legal now.
0:27:51 > 0:27:54- Don't! Just don't.
0:27:56 > 0:27:58- This'll do.
0:28:00 > 0:28:05- So, either they're all in denial - about your op...
0:28:05 > 0:28:07- ..or you haven't told them.
0:28:07 > 0:28:09- ..or you haven't told them.- - I'll tell them next week.
0:28:09 > 0:28:12- I want to get the party - out of the way first.
0:28:19 > 0:28:20- It isn't for three weeks.
0:28:21 > 0:28:24- I don't want them worrying - for all that time.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29- Shit, you're having a craniotomy.
0:28:29 > 0:28:32- Oh, well, - you're strong, you're healthy.
0:28:32 > 0:28:34- Brain surgery will be a doddle.
0:28:35 > 0:28:38- I saw it all - when I was hospital chaplain.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40- People recovering from surgery.
0:28:41 > 0:28:45- Some couldn't move their legs, - some couldn't speak.
0:28:45 > 0:28:49- Some had forgotten - how to speak Welsh. Imagine that.
0:28:49 > 0:28:52- Maybe you'll come back - as an atheist.
0:28:54 > 0:28:56- What if I don't come back?
0:28:56 > 0:28:58- Don't be soft.
0:28:58 > 0:29:01- You'd keep an eye on them, - wouldn't you?
0:29:01 > 0:29:04- Shut up, Myf. - I'm not exactly mother material.
0:29:04 > 0:29:07- No-one thinks they are until...
0:29:13 > 0:29:15- Listen, Llinor...
0:29:15 > 0:29:19- ..it's none of my business...
0:29:19 > 0:29:22- ..but I saw something - at your house by accident.
0:29:26 > 0:29:28- You lost a baby, didn't you?
0:29:28 > 0:29:30- What?
0:29:30 > 0:29:32- What?- - I saw a photo of you pregnant.
0:29:32 > 0:29:36- I just want you to know - you can talk to me about it.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39- I have to go.
0:29:39 > 0:29:40- Please don't go, Llinor.
0:29:40 > 0:29:43- Please don't go, Llinor.- - MOBILE RINGS
0:29:43 > 0:29:45- It's Dad.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47- Answer it then.
0:29:49 > 0:29:51- Yes, Dad?
0:29:51 > 0:29:53- Yes, Elfed's my father.
0:29:53 > 0:29:56- Is he alright? What's happened?
0:30:03 > 0:30:05- Dad?
0:30:05 > 0:30:09- Myfanwy. Oh, please!
0:30:09 > 0:30:14- I can't speak to anyone properly - until I've had an Americano.
0:30:14 > 0:30:17- You've only been here a fortnight.
0:30:17 > 0:30:18- You've only been here a fortnight.- - What can I say?
0:30:19 > 0:30:23- These Estonians - know how to throw a party.
0:30:26 > 0:30:29- Fair play, - I was only having a bit of fun.
0:30:29 > 0:30:31- Fun?
0:30:33 > 0:30:35- Fun? Two of them - were in their underwear.
0:30:39 > 0:30:41- It was a toga party. - Togas are flimsy.
0:30:42 > 0:30:45- Come on. - You can't stay here tonight.
0:30:45 > 0:30:46- Why not?
0:30:46 > 0:30:48- Why not?- - Because, according to them...
0:30:49 > 0:30:51- ..there's no furniture in your room.
0:30:52 > 0:30:53- Oh, yes.
0:30:53 > 0:30:58- What about your friend Oksana? - Anyone seen her since last night?
0:31:00 > 0:31:01- No.
0:31:01 > 0:31:02- No.- - How odd.
0:31:04 > 0:31:05- Right, come on.
0:31:05 > 0:31:08- You can lay the food out - for the party.
0:31:09 > 0:31:11- I hope you've got - some tidy coffee.
0:31:12 > 0:31:14- A4.
0:31:14 > 0:31:18- Two sides. One side.
0:31:18 > 0:31:20- Preparing and staple.
0:31:22 > 0:31:25- "Please replace staples." What?
0:31:25 > 0:31:29- Oh, bloody hell, - why does this only happen to me?
0:31:29 > 0:31:32- "Please open front door."
0:31:32 > 0:31:34- Which front door?
0:31:36 > 0:31:38- For God's sake!
0:31:38 > 0:31:41- Problems, Dr Daniels?
0:31:41 > 0:31:44- Academics and photocopiers.
0:31:44 > 0:31:46- We're allergic to one another.
0:31:47 > 0:31:49- Has the stapler broken?
0:31:51 > 0:31:55- What many people don't realize - is that you have to...
0:31:55 > 0:31:57- ..roll them in.
0:31:59 > 0:32:00- Like this.
0:32:01 > 0:32:04- And then click them in like this.
0:32:04 > 0:32:08- The staples have to touch - the right part of the machine.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11- And then it should all work fine.
0:32:14 > 0:32:16- Get stapling.
0:32:16 > 0:32:19- Thanks, Angharad.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21- You're very efficient.
0:32:21 > 0:32:24- Happy to help, Dr Daniels.
0:32:33 > 0:32:36- "When you awaken - in the morning's hush...
0:32:36 > 0:32:38- "..I am the swift, uplifting rush...
0:32:39 > 0:32:42- ..of quiet birds in circled flight."
0:32:42 > 0:32:48- Dear God, forgive me for going - against her husband's wishes...
0:32:48 > 0:32:51- ..but Eurig wanted me here.
0:32:52 > 0:32:53- Eurig.
0:32:54 > 0:32:55- "I did not die."
0:32:56 > 0:32:57- Eurig.
0:32:58 > 0:33:00- "Do not stand at my grave and cry.
0:33:01 > 0:33:04- "I am not there. I did not die."
0:33:23 > 0:33:26- Dear God, bless this land.
0:33:27 > 0:33:31- And bless our sister's grave.
0:33:31 > 0:33:34- The dearly departed Lynwen Horrocks.
0:33:42 > 0:33:44- I'm not staying long, OK?
0:33:44 > 0:33:46- The guest of honour's arrived.
0:33:47 > 0:33:48- Little Sophie.
0:33:49 > 0:33:50- My, you've grown.
0:33:50 > 0:33:51- Where's Mam?
0:33:51 > 0:33:53- Where's Mam?- - Look at you, 16 years old.
0:33:53 > 0:33:55- I still remember you as a tot.
0:33:55 > 0:33:56- I still remember you as a tot.- - Are you pissed?
0:33:57 > 0:34:00- That's no way - to talk to your grandfather.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02- Open that and shut up.
0:34:05 > 0:34:09- Margaret was a bit wary but it's - so much better without the bullshit.
0:34:09 > 0:34:13- I hate it when the vicar goes on - about someone they never knew.
0:34:14 > 0:34:16- Are you Eric's wife?
0:34:17 > 0:34:18- Yes.
0:34:18 > 0:34:19- Yes.- - He's a good man.
0:34:20 > 0:34:21- I know.
0:34:22 > 0:34:26- The car's waiting for you - over here, Mr Horrocks.
0:34:26 > 0:34:28- Are you coming with me?
0:34:28 > 0:34:30- Are you coming with me?- - I'm going to stay here for a bit.
0:34:30 > 0:34:32- With Lynwen.
0:34:32 > 0:34:33- With Lynwen.- - OK.
0:34:37 > 0:34:42- I couldn't have lived with myself - knowing no-one had given a blessing.
0:34:42 > 0:34:45- Thank you very much - for what you did today.
0:35:03 > 0:35:07- It's four. I'd better get you - to your party right away.
0:35:07 > 0:35:12- What do you want? - Bat Out Of Hell or Staying Alive?
0:35:12 > 0:35:14- I Will Survive?
0:35:15 > 0:35:17- ENGINE SPLUTTERS
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0:35:30 > 0:35:30- Subtitles
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0:35:38 > 0:35:41- Not now. Come on.
0:35:44 > 0:35:47- BICYCLE BELL
0:35:48 > 0:35:50- Ding-ding.
0:35:59 > 0:36:01- That's what everyone'll think.
0:36:02 > 0:36:05- The children I could have given him.
0:36:05 > 0:36:08- Who's to say I wanted children?
0:36:09 > 0:36:11- What do they know about me?
0:36:12 > 0:36:15- That service was all about Greg, - wasn't it?
0:36:15 > 0:36:17- They don't even mark the graves.
0:36:18 > 0:36:20- Don't you think that's odd?
0:36:20 > 0:36:24- In 200 years, people might find - my body and think I was murdered.
0:36:28 > 0:36:30- Eurig!
0:36:31 > 0:36:36- But there we go, God had no idea - who I was or he wouldn't have...
0:36:45 > 0:36:47- How long did they say they'd be?
0:36:47 > 0:36:49- Between 40 and 90 minutes.
0:36:49 > 0:36:51- Between 40 and 90 minutes.- - SHE SIGHS
0:36:52 > 0:36:53- Sorry.
0:36:56 > 0:37:00- There's no sense in putting this - in front of the cupboards.
0:37:00 > 0:37:01- The headphones are amazing, Tad-cu.
0:37:01 > 0:37:05- The headphones are amazing, Tad-cu.- - I'm glad I did something right.
0:37:05 > 0:37:08- That's better. - We've room to breathe now.
0:37:10 > 0:37:11- Tad-cu!
0:37:12 > 0:37:14- How are you, son?
0:37:14 > 0:37:17- Hello, girls. Elfed.
0:37:17 > 0:37:19- How's Eden Hills?
0:37:19 > 0:37:21- How's Eden Hills?- - Haven't you spoken to Myf?
0:37:21 > 0:37:24- No. Where is she?
0:37:25 > 0:37:28- She said it was church business.
0:37:28 > 0:37:32- I don't know - how you can live with someone...
0:37:33 > 0:37:35- ..who's always - at others' beck and call.
0:37:36 > 0:37:38- A drink?
0:37:49 > 0:37:51- Um, maybe it'll...
0:37:51 > 0:37:54- ..upset them.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56- They won't be long.
0:37:56 > 0:37:58- Joe's reliable, fair play.
0:38:01 > 0:38:04- What if I don't live - to see her next birthday?
0:38:04 > 0:38:06- Myf...
0:38:06 > 0:38:10- Or her starting college, - her first job, her wedding.
0:38:10 > 0:38:11- What if I won't be around?
0:38:11 > 0:38:13- What if I won't be around?- - Nobody knows.
0:38:14 > 0:38:16- I could die tomorrow.
0:38:16 > 0:38:19- You have to live - to bury everyone else.
0:38:22 > 0:38:25- It crosses your mind every day - doing this job.
0:38:25 > 0:38:28- Liwsi's an only child too.
0:38:28 > 0:38:31- If something happens - to Cerian and me...
0:38:31 > 0:38:33- Don't you want more?
0:38:35 > 0:38:37- Sorry.
0:38:37 > 0:38:39- No.
0:38:40 > 0:38:43- We lost a few before we had Liwsi.
0:38:44 > 0:38:46- I couldn't put myself - through that again.
0:38:47 > 0:38:48- I had no idea.
0:38:49 > 0:38:52- Cerian doesn't like - talking about these things.
0:38:52 > 0:38:57- The doctor said something - wasn't quite right in the chemistry.
0:38:57 > 0:39:00- Our blood types didn't match...
0:39:00 > 0:39:02- ..or something like that.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04- Something scientific.
0:39:05 > 0:39:07- And then Liwsi came along.
0:39:07 > 0:39:10- The day of the IVF appointment.
0:39:12 > 0:39:14- God moves in mysterious ways.
0:39:16 > 0:39:17- Yes.
0:39:18 > 0:39:19- Perhaps.
0:39:21 > 0:39:23- Hallelujah!
0:39:30 > 0:39:32- Her phone's dead.
0:39:32 > 0:39:35- I can't wait, I'm starving.
0:39:35 > 0:39:38- I don't know - why Mam didn't prepare any food.
0:39:38 > 0:39:40- No worries. Thanks though, Gwens.
0:39:41 > 0:39:43- For everything.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48- Ta-ra, Soph.
0:39:50 > 0:39:54- Yes, can I have - five 13-inch pizzas, please?
0:39:54 > 0:39:56- They're huge, Gwern.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58- Tad-cu's paying.
0:39:58 > 0:40:00- Tad-cu's paying.- - In that case, carry on.
0:40:00 > 0:40:03- Order one for your mother too!
0:40:03 > 0:40:06- Sorry, can we make that six?
0:40:07 > 0:40:09- Yes, six.
0:40:18 > 0:40:22- Hello? Hello?
0:40:24 > 0:40:27- I should have known - it was this swine holding you up.
0:40:27 > 0:40:29- Where have you been?
0:40:29 > 0:40:32- It's nice to see you too, Terwyn. - Is there a drink going?
0:40:32 > 0:40:35- Someone has to drink - this cheap lager, I suppose.
0:40:36 > 0:40:37- Where's Gwenlli and all the food?
0:40:37 > 0:40:40- Where's Gwenlli and all the food?- - It's all been too much for her.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42- That's teenagers for you.
0:40:42 > 0:40:45- The cupboard was bare - and I'm no magician.
0:40:45 > 0:40:46- The wine's good, mind.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48- The wine's good, mind.- - Dad!
0:40:57 > 0:40:59- What the hell's this?
0:41:00 > 0:41:01- DOORBELL
0:41:02 > 0:41:04- You weren't answering your phone.
0:41:06 > 0:41:07- The pizzas are here.
0:41:07 > 0:41:09- The pizzas are here.- - Do they take a card?
0:41:14 > 0:41:16- KNOCK AT DOOR
0:41:17 > 0:41:19- Hello?
0:41:22 > 0:41:26- Hello? What are you doing - up here by yourself?
0:41:28 > 0:41:30- I'm so sorry I'm late.
0:41:33 > 0:41:35- Gwenlli!
0:41:36 > 0:41:38- It's fine, Mam, honest.
0:41:43 > 0:41:46- Is being 16 - everything you'd hoped it'd be?
0:41:47 > 0:41:49- I'm not hoping for anything, Mam.
0:41:49 > 0:41:51- I'm a realist.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55- Well, every girl - has a right to dream.
0:41:55 > 0:41:58- When I was 16...
0:41:58 > 0:42:02- Have the pizzas arrived? - I'm starving.
0:42:02 > 0:42:05- I made food for you - and baked a cake.
0:42:08 > 0:42:10- Come down when you're ready.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36- Mam?
0:42:40 > 0:42:46- Every building - gradually sinks below the ground.
0:42:46 > 0:42:51- One day, you, me, Mam, Dad - and Gwenlli, all of us will be...
0:42:51 > 0:42:53- There's no need to be like that.
0:42:55 > 0:42:58- A fat lot of use - your History degree has been.
0:42:58 > 0:43:02- You could argue that I've always - dealt with the dead.
0:43:04 > 0:43:06- Are you OK, Myf?
0:43:07 > 0:43:11- I have to finish those letters - as soon as I can.
0:43:11 > 0:43:15- Nobody properly understands me - apart from you, God.
0:43:17 > 0:43:19- And if they can't talk to you...
0:43:19 > 0:43:21- ..how will they know - what's on my mind?
0:43:23 > 0:43:25- What's in my heart.
0:43:25 > 0:43:27- Saying it isn't enough.
0:43:27 > 0:43:30- It has to be with them forever.
0:43:30 > 0:43:33- For ever and ever, amen.
0:43:33 > 0:43:37- Purple, the colour of repentance. - The colour of grief.
0:43:38 > 0:43:40- I hope you're ready for this.
0:43:40 > 0:43:42- Ready for what?
0:43:43 > 0:43:47- You don't want to end up - like Lynwen, poor dab.
0:43:47 > 0:43:49- Nobody knew what she wanted.
0:43:50 > 0:43:52- Aaarrgh!
0:43:53 > 0:43:55- Aargh!
0:43:58 > 0:44:02- I haven't finished my letters yet. - I've only written Gwenlli's.
0:44:02 > 0:44:05- Nobody finishes anything.
0:44:06 > 0:44:08- There's always more to do.
0:44:19 > 0:44:21- It's the colour of Lent.
0:44:21 > 0:44:25- # Do not stand - at my grave and weep
0:44:26 > 0:44:27- # Doo-dah #
0:44:27 > 0:44:30- # Doo-dah #- - The resurrection will follow.
0:44:30 > 0:44:35- # I am not there, I did not die
0:44:35 > 0:44:38- # Oh-dee-doo-dah-day #
0:44:43 > 0:44:45- The blood of Christ...
0:44:45 > 0:44:48- ..keep you in eternal life.
0:44:48 > 0:44:51- Elfed, Eurig, come quickly!
0:44:51 > 0:44:54- Out here, quickly! - Something's happened.
0:44:54 > 0:44:56- Ding-ding, Myfanwy.
0:44:57 > 0:44:59- Ding-ding.
0:44:59 > 0:45:00- What happened?
0:45:01 > 0:45:02- She's fallen.
0:45:02 > 0:45:04- There's something wrong - with her head.
0:45:07 > 0:45:09- Tad-cu, is Mam an alcoholic?
0:45:09 > 0:45:13- She collapsed, that's all.
0:45:13 > 0:45:14- Pressure of work.
0:45:15 > 0:45:17- You said the end was nigh.
0:45:17 > 0:45:20- I want to know how far off it is.
0:45:20 > 0:45:24- How close it is, you mean.
0:45:25 > 0:45:27- Octogenarian hypochondriacs do this.
0:45:27 > 0:45:28- Octogenarian hypochondriacs do this.- - I want it all organized.
0:45:29 > 0:45:32- They won't have to worry - about making decisions...
0:45:33 > 0:45:35- ..because I'll have made them all.
0:45:35 > 0:45:37- It's my funeral.
0:45:38 > 0:45:40- This isn't right, Soph. - It's your child.
0:45:41 > 0:45:42- I don't think of it that way.
0:45:42 > 0:45:43- I don't think of it that way.- - Not now, maybe...
0:45:44 > 0:45:48- I won't confess all to the vicar, - if that's what you're hoping for.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50- Things are difficult at home.
0:45:50 > 0:45:52- That's only to be expected...
0:45:52 > 0:45:56- ..since you're an atheist - and your wife's a vicar.
0:45:57 > 0:45:58- I just want to live.
0:46:00 > 0:46:03- I just want to live.
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