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0:00:00 > 0:00:04- Cancelling a wedding - is a big disappointment...
0:00:04 > 0:00:06- ..but some day, you'll be glad.
0:00:07 > 0:00:09- Who said anything about cancelling?
0:00:09 > 0:00:11- He got a schoolgirl pregnant.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14- I've sorted things.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16- Is everything OK between you two?
0:00:16 > 0:00:18- Things are a bit difficult...
0:00:19 > 0:00:22- ..what with Myf's operation - and so on.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- Why don't you go away together?
0:00:25 > 0:00:30- You can't go without me, especially - if you're off your tablets.
0:00:30 > 0:00:32- # We're all going on a... #
0:00:34 > 0:00:38- Angharad, I'm sorry - if I've given you the impression...
0:00:38 > 0:00:42- You don't have to explain. - I understand.
0:00:42 > 0:00:45- Why the hell - is she texting you stuff like this?
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- She's not all there. - There's nothing between us.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52- I didn't do anything!
0:00:54 > 0:00:58- Myfanwy, we're going up. - Be careful if you're going down.
0:00:58 > 0:01:01- There's no telling - what's down there.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12- CONGREGATIONAL SINGING
0:01:18 > 0:01:25- "Who can find a good wife?"
0:01:26 > 0:01:27- No.
0:01:30 > 0:01:31- No.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49- Subtitles
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- Happy anniversary, Myfanwy.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45- With all due respect, reverend...
0:02:46 > 0:02:48- ..you should have seen this coming.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- You can't blame Terwyn.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54- We all need some light relief - now and again.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56- Don't we, Myf?
0:02:56 > 0:02:57- Don't we, Myf?- - Guto?
0:02:59 > 0:03:01- That's no way to speak to a vicar.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05- It makes sense - that he's looking for a new wife...
0:03:06 > 0:03:09- ..if you're on the way out, - reverend.
0:03:09 > 0:03:14- Hey, I've just thought. Do you have - a life insurance policy, vicar?
0:03:16 > 0:03:19- You'll leave Terwyn and the kids - a fortune.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22- It should be called - death insurance.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38- It's my wife.
0:03:38 > 0:03:39- How can I help you, sir?
0:03:39 > 0:03:41- How can I help you, sir?- - I can't find my wife.
0:03:42 > 0:03:43- Are you a guest of the hotel?
0:03:44 > 0:03:48- Yes, we're in the bridal suite. - It's our wedding anniversary.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52- I've got a Mrs Elvide booked in...
0:03:53 > 0:03:56- ..and a Dr Daniels.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57- That's you?
0:03:57 > 0:03:58- That's you?- - Yes.
0:03:59 > 0:04:04- That's right, but we are married. - We're not having an affair.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06- I would never do anything like that.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09- She's a vicar.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- Look, I'm really worried about her.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- And she's not wearing many, um...
0:04:15 > 0:04:16- ..layers.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22- My advice would be - just stay put, OK?
0:04:22 > 0:04:26- She's sure to come back. - They always do.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- DANCE MUSIC BLARES
0:04:52 > 0:04:54- Bella fell asleep on me.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56- But there we are.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- She is 102, after all.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- One day, they'll all be gone, - won't they?
0:05:04 > 0:05:05- I like clubbing.
0:05:05 > 0:05:11- I want to find out how they attract - the crowds into these places.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13- I'll tell you how, TJ.
0:05:13 > 0:05:17- People can do what the hell - they like in these places.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20- Nobody judges them. - They're totally free.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23- But there's a price to pay - for freedom.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- It's at least 15 to get in.
0:05:26 > 0:05:29- Hey, that's what you should do.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31- You should start charging them.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36- They'll think something special's - going on in there then.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39- J'adore...
0:05:39 > 0:05:41- ..the Lord.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- Move along now, love.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52- This place has a good reputation.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10- MOBILE RINGS
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Myf. Thank goodness.
0:06:18 > 0:06:22- I didn't think you had your phone. - I've been worried sick.
0:06:23 > 0:06:24- Where are you? I'll fetch you.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26- Where are you? I'll fetch you.- - I'm not Myf.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- Angharad? - Why do you have Myfanwy's phone?
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- She's careless, isn't she? - I found it.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- On the floor.
0:06:36 > 0:06:40- On the floor where?
0:06:40 > 0:06:41- On the floor where?- - In your bedroom.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44- Angharad...
0:06:46 > 0:06:47- Angharad!
0:06:50 > 0:06:55- "Hello. You're through to Myfanwy - Elfed's phone. Leave a message."
0:06:57 > 0:06:59- PHONE RINGS
0:07:20 > 0:07:21- Taxi!
0:07:30 > 0:07:32- Finlay Court Hotel, please.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37- Actually, could you - just drive me around for a bit?
0:07:37 > 0:07:41- I'm not quite ready - for the night to end, you know?
0:08:03 > 0:08:04- Myf?
0:08:07 > 0:08:08- Myf?
0:08:17 > 0:08:19- PHONE RINGS
0:08:21 > 0:08:22- Hello?
0:08:22 > 0:08:25- Hello?- - Hiya. It's Dad. Are you OK?
0:08:25 > 0:08:28- Are you having a good time - with Tad-cu?
0:08:29 > 0:08:32- Yes. He's helping me - start my business today.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35- I'm going to sell - Owain Glyndwr merchandise.
0:08:35 > 0:08:37- There's a gap in the market.
0:08:37 > 0:08:41- The kid's an entrepreneur - like his grandfather, Myf.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43- It's Terwyn.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45- It sounds like fun.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47- Is everything OK there?
0:08:47 > 0:08:49- We're all great.
0:08:49 > 0:08:54- Why Welsh obsessed with dragons? - Always aggressive dragon on flag.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56- Sorry, what did you say?
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- Has anyone called - or left any messages?
0:09:00 > 0:09:02- No. Were you expecting someone?
0:09:02 > 0:09:06- Myf's worried, that's all. - She left her phone at home.
0:09:06 > 0:09:07- Have you seen it?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- Check it for messages.
0:09:10 > 0:09:14- Tell that wife of yours to forget - her phone and enjoy herself.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16- Put her on so I can talk to her.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18- Put her on so I can talk to her.- - She's not here.
0:09:18 > 0:09:22- She got up before I woke up. - She's probably gone to a service.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- I'm just going to look for her.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25- Bye now.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31- Dragons don't exist. - They're mythical.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34- So silly to have mythical creature - as your emblem.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- Like saying you don't really exist.
0:09:38 > 0:09:43- We'll send out that description - right away, Dr Daniels...
0:09:43 > 0:09:46- ..but I'd like a few more details.
0:09:46 > 0:09:50- There's nothing to worry about. - It's just routine.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53- Go through - and we'll have a little chat.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23- Excuse me, but...?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28- Save your English, love.
0:10:30 > 0:10:31- Mam.
0:10:36 > 0:10:36- .
0:10:39 > 0:10:39- Subtitles
0:10:39 > 0:10:41- Subtitles- - Subtitles
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- Come on now. Drink up.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- There's nothing - like a nice cup of tea.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04- I hate that stuff - your father drinks.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- Hey, come on now.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- Drink up.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15- It'll do you a world of good.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26- Did you quarrel?
0:11:27 > 0:11:31- With respect, our relationship's - none of your business.
0:11:31 > 0:11:35- I'm just trying to establish - what happened.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40- To tell you the truth, - she has a condition.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- It's something on the brain.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46- She's not crazy or anything, - she's a vicar.
0:11:46 > 0:11:50- She's no different now - to what she's always been.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55- You said she was wearing - a long beige coat.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58- Anything else? Shoes?
0:11:59 > 0:12:02- I think she was wearing black shoes.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06- Possibly heels.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09- What was she wearing under the coat?
0:12:09 > 0:12:11- What was she wearing under the coat?- - A petticoat.
0:12:13 > 0:12:14- I see.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19- Wait here, please.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- You look just like you did that day.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- I was on my way - to a christening, wasn't I?
0:12:34 > 0:12:39- Imagine if I'd gone while I was - on the toilet, like poor Elvis.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- At least - I was a good-looking corpse.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- Were you in pain?
0:12:47 > 0:12:49- No.
0:12:50 > 0:12:54- One minute I was there, - the next minute I was...
0:12:54 > 0:12:56- Well, here.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00- Your faith was strong, wasn't it?
0:13:00 > 0:13:02- Did it make a difference?
0:13:02 > 0:13:03- Did it prepare you?
0:13:03 > 0:13:06- It didn't stop me feeling angry.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10- That I had to leave you all.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- But at least you had two children...
0:13:15 > 0:13:17- ..and a husband who loved you.
0:13:17 > 0:13:21- And you had people...
0:13:21 > 0:13:22- Family.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26- I knew you'd be alright.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29- Because you're strong, Myfi.
0:13:30 > 0:13:31- I'm not, Mami.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38- I've made such a mess of everything.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41- Oh, come here.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44- Myfi, sweetheart.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48- It'll all be alright, you'll see...
0:13:49 > 0:13:50- ..my little girl.
0:13:54 > 0:13:55- Hush now.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- There's no record of her - at any hospital.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13- I suppose that's a good thing.
0:14:13 > 0:14:17- It'd help if we had a photo of her. - Do you have one on your phone?
0:14:25 > 0:14:26- No.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- Dad's not here.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37- I came to see you. Nice hat.
0:14:37 > 0:14:38- I came to see you. Nice hat.- - I made it.
0:14:38 > 0:14:42- Your father wanted us two - to carry on with the research work.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45- You want to find Owain Glyndwr - as much as me.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48- I'll go and check with Tad-cu. - He's next door.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51- Don't disturb him. - Is your sister out too?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54- She's with Sophie and the baby.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- What exactly did you want to do?
0:14:57 > 0:14:59- I'll teach you how to dig for bones.
0:14:59 > 0:15:03- When the time comes, - I'm sure you'll be a big help.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05- Come on, Gwern, let's go and dig.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17- I needed this.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20- A full stomach will do you good.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24- Terwyn won't know where I am.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27- Leave Terwyn where he is.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31- You think I married the wrong man, - don't you?
0:15:31 > 0:15:34- Do you really think - there's such a thing as Mr Right?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40- You marry who you marry.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42- It's all one big silly adventure.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46- Do you remember - Eurig Richards, Mami?
0:15:47 > 0:15:50- Oh, Eurig Richards.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- He would have made a good husband.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55- You never said anything.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59- There's a lot to be said - for a man who can bury people.
0:15:59 > 0:16:03- He's not afraid to face - the hardest thing of all.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06- I wish he'd buried me - instead of Dai.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08- The clown buried me the wrong way.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10- The wrong way?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12- The wrong way?- - Yes, with my feet facing the stone.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15- I won't catch the sun that way.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21- What shall I do, Mami?
0:16:24 > 0:16:28- Just be honest with yourself, Myfi.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31- That's the only thing you can do.
0:16:33 > 0:16:34- You can't keep me here.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36- You can't keep me here.- - There's no need to shout, sir.
0:16:37 > 0:16:38- I'm not shouting.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40- Myf could be lying in a gutter.
0:16:40 > 0:16:44- I'll tell you - who you should be going after.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57- I think we've found your wife.
0:17:01 > 0:17:06- Wouldn't you have liked to know - what was going to happen to you?
0:17:06 > 0:17:10- Not really. - I always hated goodbyes, remember?
0:17:10 > 0:17:13- "See you later, lass."
0:17:13 > 0:17:16- That's what you'd say - to my sister and me.
0:17:16 > 0:17:21- You'd hold us tight, like you were - scared you'd never see us again.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24- I love you, Myfi, but...
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- ..you're meant to be with them.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- I want you to stay where you are...
0:17:34 > 0:17:38- ..for as long as you can.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41- See you later, lass.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44- SIREN WAILS
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Mam?
0:17:53 > 0:17:54- Mam?
0:18:00 > 0:18:03- Myf. Thank goodness. - Are you alright?
0:18:03 > 0:18:04- No.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07- What are you doing here, Myf?
0:18:09 > 0:18:11- I'm fine.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13- Thank goodness you're OK.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- I started thinking that...
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- How did you know where I was?
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- The taxi company got in touch.
0:18:21 > 0:18:25- They said they'd picked up - an unusual customer.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30- Terwyn, Mam was...
0:18:30 > 0:18:35- Mrs Elfed, I want to check if you're - happy for Terwyn to take you home.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38- This is daft. Of course it's fine. - I'm her husband.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41- Come on, Myf, tell them.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43- It's important that you feel safe.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45- It's important that you feel safe.- - I do feel safe.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47- I've always felt safe with him.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50- I told you - that you were wasting your time.
0:18:53 > 0:18:54- Terwyn.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57- Mam was here.
0:18:58 > 0:18:59- I saw her.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04- Come on, Myf, - before this one locks us up.
0:19:17 > 0:19:18- Angharad.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20- How's the baby?
0:19:20 > 0:19:22- How's the baby?- - He's fine. What are you doing?
0:19:22 > 0:19:26- Angharad let me use her metal - detector and we found this.
0:19:26 > 0:19:27- What is it?
0:19:27 > 0:19:29- What is it?- - It looks like a time capsule.
0:19:30 > 0:19:34- There are letters for us in it, - and for Tad-cu and Dad.
0:19:34 > 0:19:38- It's surprising what you can find - in your own garden.
0:19:38 > 0:19:43- There's always evidence in the soil, - waiting to be discovered.
0:19:50 > 0:19:51- .
0:19:55 > 0:19:55- Subtitles
0:19:55 > 0:19:57- Subtitles- - Subtitles
0:20:17 > 0:20:19- Take one now.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21- I don't have any water.
0:20:21 > 0:20:24- I don't have any water.- - OK, we'll be home in a minute.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27- I don't want to go home yet.
0:20:27 > 0:20:28- Myf.
0:20:28 > 0:20:31- Myf.- - Call by the church first.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34- I want us both - to ask for forgiveness...
0:20:34 > 0:20:35- ..for the stupid things we've done.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38- ..for the stupid things we've done.- - I want your forgiveness, not His.
0:20:39 > 0:20:40- Please?
0:20:42 > 0:20:43- Fine.
0:20:45 > 0:20:46- Fine.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50- You are OK now, aren't you?
0:20:51 > 0:20:53- You know where you are and all?
0:20:54 > 0:20:55- I'm not crazy, Terwyn.
0:20:56 > 0:21:01- Sorry, but you know it's just you - and me in this car now, don't you?
0:21:04 > 0:21:06- Of course I do.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26- Well, this is awkward, isn't it?
0:21:27 > 0:21:31- I really don't know - what to say about all this.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34- Technically, you know, - I haven't been unfaithful...
0:21:35 > 0:21:38- ..because I wasn't really - in my right mind, was I?
0:21:39 > 0:21:42- I intended to be unfaithful - with someone else.
0:21:46 > 0:21:47- Who am I kidding, God?
0:21:48 > 0:21:50- You or myself?
0:21:50 > 0:21:51- Here you go.
0:21:56 > 0:21:57- Thank you.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05- About last night, Terwyn.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07- Can't we just forget about it?
0:22:08 > 0:22:09- We can't.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11- These things happen for a reason.
0:22:12 > 0:22:16- Don't tell me that you think - this is all God's providence?
0:22:16 > 0:22:18- It might be.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20- I'm responsible for what I do.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21- I'm responsible for what I do.- - Nobody's perfect.
0:22:22 > 0:22:26- We all wonder what it'd be like - to be with someone else, don't we?
0:22:29 > 0:22:30- Do we?
0:22:32 > 0:22:34- Yes, we do.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40- I'll see you, Gwern.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43- Maybe next time we'll dig deeper.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44- Yes. OK.
0:22:44 > 0:22:47- Yes. OK.- - Give my regards to your father.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52- Bye now.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12- I don't understand.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14- Why did Mam write these?
0:23:15 > 0:23:19- Elfie, come here! - I have already cleaned this room.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22- Now I'll have to identify floor - all over again.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25- Scrap paper must go in the bin.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27- Don't! Give them to me!
0:23:27 > 0:23:28- Don't! Give them to me!- - Hey! What's wrong?
0:23:39 > 0:23:42- I didn't go looking - for someone else, she just...
0:23:43 > 0:23:45- I didn't do anything.
0:23:47 > 0:23:50- How long have you been thinking - about other men?
0:23:50 > 0:23:52- I don't think about other men.
0:23:53 > 0:23:57- That's what it sounds like to me. - Do you want to be with someone else?
0:24:00 > 0:24:03- Tell me, is there someone else?
0:24:03 > 0:24:06- You started this, Terwyn, not me.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09- There is, isn't there?
0:24:10 > 0:24:12- I knew something was up.
0:24:14 > 0:24:16- We should go home, Myf.
0:24:23 > 0:24:24- Come on.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38- OK, I'm going now.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41- I have job interview with osteopath.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46- Welcome, Myfanwy.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49- I hope you don't mind - that I clean house.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51- It's not a judgement on you.
0:24:51 > 0:24:52- It's not a judgement on you.- - Of course not, Oksana.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54- That's very kind of you.
0:24:55 > 0:24:58- I find this in plant pot.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00- It's OK. We all do it.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03- Thank you, Oksana.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05- Terwyn, I've been thinking.
0:25:06 > 0:25:10- Have you thought of installing - a sauna? It'd be good for Elfie.
0:25:10 > 0:25:12- OK, we'll consider it.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23- Where are the children?
0:25:23 > 0:25:26- Gwern's upstairs, - Gwenlli's with Llinor.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28- She needs time.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31- What did you tell them?
0:25:31 > 0:25:35- The truth, Myf. OK?
0:25:35 > 0:25:37- The truth.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41- Have they read all the letters?
0:25:41 > 0:25:43- What came over you?
0:25:43 > 0:25:46- Nobody was supposed - to see them until...
0:25:47 > 0:25:50- Why were they digging in the garden?
0:25:50 > 0:25:52- Gwern was with Angharad.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54- Angharad?
0:25:54 > 0:25:57- Angharad?- - She said Terwyn told her to call by.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59- Myf...
0:25:59 > 0:26:00- Myf...- - I'm going to talk to Gwern.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04- Give me those.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14- Why didn't she say?
0:26:14 > 0:26:17- Why didn't she say?- - Come on, she's not going to die, OK?
0:26:17 > 0:26:19- Yes, it's a high-risk op...
0:26:19 > 0:26:23- ..but bloody hell, - life is high risk, Gwenlli.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26- Sophie lost her mother, you know.
0:26:26 > 0:26:28- When she was three.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30- That must have been tough.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33- She says it wasn't.
0:26:33 > 0:26:37- She doesn't remember - but it's bound to affect you.
0:26:39 > 0:26:40- How's the baby?
0:26:42 > 0:26:44- She's going to give him away.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50- It's not easy giving up your child.
0:26:52 > 0:26:53- I know that from experience.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59- So, it's just like - when Pavarotti was ill?
0:27:00 > 0:27:01- Yes, that's right.
0:27:02 > 0:27:05- He had a weak spell - and then he strengthened.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07- I prayed for him.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10- I haven't been praying for you.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12- You don't have to.
0:27:12 > 0:27:15- I don't know how God - can do something like that to you...
0:27:15 > 0:27:16- ..after all you've done for him.
0:27:16 > 0:27:18- ..after all you've done for him.- - When you have faith...
0:27:19 > 0:27:22- ..you can face all kinds of things.
0:27:29 > 0:27:33- I know women aren't supposed - to say things like this...
0:27:33 > 0:27:36- ..but I really didn't want a baby.
0:27:36 > 0:27:41- I had this big exhibition in London, - the narcolepsy was under control.
0:27:41 > 0:27:43- Everything was great.
0:27:43 > 0:27:46- And then I found out I was pregnant.
0:27:47 > 0:27:49- Did you have...?
0:27:50 > 0:27:51- No.
0:27:52 > 0:27:53- No, I gave birth.
0:27:54 > 0:27:56- My boyfriend was over the moon.
0:27:56 > 0:27:59- Things were OK - for a couple of months...
0:28:00 > 0:28:02- ..but I just couldn't do it.
0:28:02 > 0:28:05- You know, falling asleep as I do.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08- I was a hopeless mother.
0:28:09 > 0:28:12- He was better off with his father.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14- How old is he?
0:28:14 > 0:28:16- He was nine yesterday.
0:28:18 > 0:28:20- I haven't seen him - since he was four.
0:28:20 > 0:28:24- His father reckons that seeing me - is too upsetting for him.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26- Why haven't you ever mentioned it?
0:28:27 > 0:28:30- You can't tell people - that you have a child...
0:28:30 > 0:28:32- ..but he doesn't live with you.
0:28:33 > 0:28:34- Nobody understands that.
0:28:36 > 0:28:38- Not when you're the mother, - at least.
0:28:42 > 0:28:44- His father has remarried now.
0:28:44 > 0:28:47- It makes no sense - to walk back into his life.
0:28:50 > 0:28:51- What's his name?
0:28:53 > 0:28:54- Rhys.
0:28:56 > 0:28:57- Do you regret it?
0:28:59 > 0:29:01- Every day, Gwens.
0:29:02 > 0:29:03- Every day.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08- You never forget.
0:29:09 > 0:29:10- Never.
0:29:21 > 0:29:23- SHE SNORES
0:29:40 > 0:29:41- Is he OK?
0:29:41 > 0:29:43- Yes, I think so.
0:29:47 > 0:29:49- Myf, you have to believe me.
0:29:51 > 0:29:53- I had no idea she'd come here.
0:29:53 > 0:29:54- I had no idea she'd come here.- - You told her about the box.
0:29:55 > 0:29:56- I knew nothing about the box.
0:29:56 > 0:29:59- I knew nothing about the box.- - She knows the lot, doesn't she?
0:29:59 > 0:30:01- She knows I'm ill, doesn't she?
0:30:02 > 0:30:05- She knows a lot for someone - who means nothing to you.
0:30:06 > 0:30:09- I'm not having an affair, Myf. - She's stalking me.
0:30:10 > 0:30:12- I want you to go, Terwyn.
0:30:13 > 0:30:14- Go?
0:30:15 > 0:30:16- Go where?
0:30:17 > 0:30:18- That's up to you.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21- But I don't want you here.
0:30:24 > 0:30:26- You're pathetic, Terwyn.
0:30:27 > 0:30:29- It's for the best.
0:30:30 > 0:30:34- It'll give us time - to work out what we want.
0:30:35 > 0:30:36- I know what I want.
0:30:39 > 0:30:40- Mam!
0:30:40 > 0:30:42- Mam!- - Gweni, come here.
0:30:43 > 0:30:45- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
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0:31:21 > 0:31:23- You're up early.
0:31:24 > 0:31:26- It is a Sunday morning, Dad.
0:31:26 > 0:31:28- It's already boiled.
0:31:31 > 0:31:34- You're probably lost - in that big bed, alone.
0:31:34 > 0:31:36- It's quiet without the snoring.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38- It's quiet without the snoring.- - For God's sake, Myf!
0:31:38 > 0:31:40- What are you doing?
0:31:40 > 0:31:42- Why kick Terwyn out?
0:31:42 > 0:31:44- I'm trying to be honest with myself.
0:31:44 > 0:31:47- I'm trying to be honest with myself.- - It's not just about you, is it?
0:31:47 > 0:31:50- I don't have time for this now, Dad.
0:31:56 > 0:31:58- Pass it here.
0:32:00 > 0:32:03- Give the batteries a rub like this.
0:32:06 > 0:32:08- There you go.
0:32:08 > 0:32:10- That always works.
0:32:16 > 0:32:18- What are your plans for today?
0:32:18 > 0:32:21- Wait for my clothes - to finish washing.
0:32:21 > 0:32:24- "..charged into battle - in full armour.
0:32:24 > 0:32:27- "By this time, the helmet is away.
0:32:27 > 0:32:29- "You don't get a wound like that..."
0:32:30 > 0:32:32- Are you OK, Mam?
0:32:32 > 0:32:34- I'm in a rush. Are you OK?
0:32:34 > 0:32:35- Where are you going?
0:32:35 > 0:32:36- Where are you going?- - Soph's house.
0:32:36 > 0:32:38- The baby'll be going soon.
0:32:39 > 0:32:42- I take it you're still - going to marry Guto and Mabli?
0:32:43 > 0:32:45- Sorry, but it's my job, sweetheart.
0:32:45 > 0:32:47- Listen, I'm in a hurry.
0:32:49 > 0:32:51- Just so you know, - Dad's been texting me.
0:32:52 > 0:32:54- Is he alright?
0:32:57 > 0:33:00- "His helmet would be off - before he got to them."
0:33:01 > 0:33:03- It's possible - that a Welshman killed Richard III.
0:33:04 > 0:33:07- Mam, I want to watch Peppa Pig!
0:33:08 > 0:33:12- Terwyn, it's inappropriate - for Liwsi to see you in your pants.
0:33:12 > 0:33:16- They're not pants, - they're pyjama shorts.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18- I'd prefer it if you dressed.
0:33:18 > 0:33:20- I'd prefer it if you dressed.- - My clothes are in the wash.
0:33:20 > 0:33:23- Come and have your breakfast, Liwsi.
0:33:27 > 0:33:29- Are you and Dad having a divorce?
0:33:29 > 0:33:32- No, we're having - a few days apart, that's all.
0:33:33 > 0:33:36- Martha says you get more presents - if your parents divorce.
0:33:37 > 0:33:39- Put your coat on. - You're coming with me.
0:33:40 > 0:33:43- I wouldn't have to go to church - if I lived with Dad.
0:33:43 > 0:33:46- But I'd have to visit castles - all the time.
0:33:46 > 0:33:49- Really, there are pros and cons.
0:33:49 > 0:33:51- Coat, please, Gwern.
0:33:56 > 0:33:58- Marriage isn't meant to be easy.
0:33:58 > 0:34:01- Yours and Mam's was, wasn't it?
0:34:01 > 0:34:04- She tried to leave me once.
0:34:04 > 0:34:05- What?
0:34:05 > 0:34:07- What?- - I was working all the time.
0:34:07 > 0:34:09- It was difficult for her...
0:34:10 > 0:34:12- ..being at home with you two.
0:34:12 > 0:34:14- You always seemed so happy.
0:34:14 > 0:34:15- You always seemed so happy.- - We were.
0:34:17 > 0:34:21- Crikey, Myf, we were happy. - That's what I'm saying.
0:34:21 > 0:34:24- You have to stick at it.
0:34:24 > 0:34:26- Things will be alright again.
0:34:26 > 0:34:28- Things will be alright again.- - It's such a relief...
0:34:28 > 0:34:30- ..not having to try all the time.
0:34:34 > 0:34:36- But when you stop trying...
0:34:38 > 0:34:41- Yes, well, it's your life.
0:34:47 > 0:34:49- I saw her, you know.
0:34:50 > 0:34:51- Mam.
0:34:52 > 0:34:53- What are you talking about?
0:34:54 > 0:34:56- I know I was seeing things, but...
0:34:58 > 0:35:00- ..it was so nice to see her.
0:35:02 > 0:35:03- And talk to her.
0:35:07 > 0:35:08- I'm sure it was.
0:35:15 > 0:35:17- Right, I have to go.
0:35:28 > 0:35:31- BABY CRIES
0:35:31 > 0:35:33- Hush!
0:35:35 > 0:35:36- Give him to me.
0:35:41 > 0:35:42- Oh, thank God.
0:35:43 > 0:35:44- He likes me.
0:35:44 > 0:35:46- He likes me.- - And he hates me, is that it?
0:35:47 > 0:35:48- As if.
0:35:49 > 0:35:50- Sorry, Gwens.
0:35:51 > 0:35:53- I'm just so knackered.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56- But there we are.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58- I suppose I can sleep - when he's gone.
0:36:00 > 0:36:02- Go and lie down now, if you want.
0:36:02 > 0:36:04- I'll take him for a walk.
0:36:04 > 0:36:06- You're a star.
0:36:06 > 0:36:07- Are you sure?
0:36:10 > 0:36:11- Thanks.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15- We'll be fine, won't we?
0:36:16 > 0:36:18- We can go for a walk to town.
0:36:18 > 0:36:22- Or perhaps to church, - to see what's going on.
0:36:29 > 0:36:30- Are you off somewhere?
0:36:30 > 0:36:31- Are you off somewhere?- - I'm going to church.
0:36:32 > 0:36:33- It's what I do on the Sabbath.
0:36:33 > 0:36:35- It's what I do on the Sabbath.- - I forgot you were one of the gang.
0:36:36 > 0:36:38- It's how you find your clients.
0:36:38 > 0:36:40- We're going to ballet.
0:36:40 > 0:36:44- What if I made lunch for us all - by the time you come back?
0:36:45 > 0:36:46- It's for you.
0:36:48 > 0:36:51- It's probably a donation - for Mrs Warren's funeral.
0:36:51 > 0:36:52- I'll open it later.
0:36:53 > 0:36:56- So, lamb or beef?
0:36:56 > 0:37:00- It's up to you, Terwyn. - Whatever you think is best.
0:37:36 > 0:37:39- There was a good crowd - out there today.
0:37:39 > 0:37:41- Perhaps they've heard I'm ill.
0:37:41 > 0:37:45- There's nothing like an illness - to draw people in.
0:37:45 > 0:37:47- Even Mr Jarman was nice to me.
0:37:50 > 0:37:54- Listen, I'm sorry that Terwyn - just landed on you like that.
0:37:54 > 0:37:55- It's fine.
0:37:59 > 0:38:02- I'm not one to take sides, - but, um...
0:38:02 > 0:38:05- ..the poor dab - hasn't done much wrong.
0:38:07 > 0:38:09- Did you hear about the letters?
0:38:09 > 0:38:10- Did you hear about the letters?- - Uh-huh.
0:38:11 > 0:38:12- Well, the thing is...
0:38:13 > 0:38:15- ..there was one for you too.
0:38:17 > 0:38:18- I see.
0:38:19 > 0:38:21- Do you?
0:38:21 > 0:38:23- Do you?- - The arrangements?
0:38:24 > 0:38:26- What we discussed for the funeral?
0:38:26 > 0:38:28- What we discussed for the funeral?- - Yes. Yes, that's right.
0:38:30 > 0:38:32- If the letter turns up...
0:38:32 > 0:38:34- ..just throw it away.
0:38:36 > 0:38:37- Don't read it.
0:38:42 > 0:38:45- Come on, vicar, - we're all waiting for you.
0:38:45 > 0:38:48- Sorry. The wedding rehearsal.
0:38:49 > 0:38:53- There's no rush. - Don't make your head spin.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55- Health and safety.
0:39:19 > 0:39:21- I love lamb.
0:39:30 > 0:39:32- CLASSICAL MUSIC
0:39:36 > 0:39:39- SONG STICKS
0:39:39 > 0:39:42- What did I say about using CDs?
0:39:43 > 0:39:46- You need something decent - like Llety'r Bugail.
0:39:46 > 0:39:49- Can someone turn it off, please?
0:39:49 > 0:39:52- I've had a word with Mr Jarman - and he'll play.
0:39:52 > 0:39:55- Where's the sense - in not arranging an organist?
0:39:55 > 0:39:57- I didn't know you could play.
0:39:57 > 0:39:59- I didn't know you could play.- - Yes, I do sometimes.
0:40:00 > 0:40:02- When someone special asks me.
0:40:03 > 0:40:04- There we are then.
0:40:05 > 0:40:06- It's sorted, Mabli.
0:40:07 > 0:40:13- It's fine for you to look - at your bride-to-be as she walks in.
0:40:13 > 0:40:16- I'm sure you'd rather - look at her than me.
0:40:17 > 0:40:20- He's meant to lift my veil - when I get here, isn't he?
0:40:20 > 0:40:25- It's always a good idea to make sure - you're marrying the right person!
0:40:25 > 0:40:30- I hope I haven't jinxed things, - talking about the veil.
0:40:30 > 0:40:35- You can't tell what kind of dress - I'm wearing. It's still a surprise.
0:40:35 > 0:40:41- You're meant to feel things you've - never felt before when I walk in.
0:40:41 > 0:40:43- The vicar - doesn't have all day, Mabs.
0:40:44 > 0:40:46- DOOR OPENS
0:40:49 > 0:40:51- Gwenlli.
0:40:52 > 0:40:53- Are you alright?
0:40:53 > 0:40:55- Are you alright?- - I'm fine, Mam. Carry on.
0:40:59 > 0:41:01- Right, where was I?
0:41:22 > 0:41:23- Where's Terwyn?
0:41:23 > 0:41:25- Where's Terwyn?- - Isn't he here?
0:41:25 > 0:41:27- Things are boiling flat out.
0:41:27 > 0:41:29- That bloke's not all there.
0:41:33 > 0:41:37- Have you seen the letter - that was out here?
0:41:37 > 0:41:38- No.
0:41:44 > 0:41:46- There's no point - wasting this lunch.
0:41:46 > 0:41:47- Go up to change.
0:41:48 > 0:41:50- It'll be ready in ten minutes.
0:41:54 > 0:41:55- I'll see you back at home.
0:41:55 > 0:41:56- I'll see you back at home.- - Yes, you go.
0:41:56 > 0:42:00- I want to check - where best to put the flowers.
0:42:00 > 0:42:01- Don't fuss. Come home.
0:42:02 > 0:42:03- You need a glass of wine.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08- You're behind this, aren't you?
0:42:08 > 0:42:11- You're behind this, aren't you?- - My daughter's here to see me.
0:42:13 > 0:42:16- You're right, - there's no need to fuss. Come on.
0:42:29 > 0:42:31- Liwsi, put that stuff away now...
0:42:32 > 0:42:34- ..and go and wash your hands.
0:42:53 > 0:42:55- I just wanted him to see him.
0:42:56 > 0:42:57- I know.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59- He's a sweetheart, isn't he?
0:42:59 > 0:43:03- He's his father. How can he act - as if it's nothing to do with him?
0:43:04 > 0:43:06- I remember you this size.
0:43:07 > 0:43:09- How did you feel in the beginning?
0:43:09 > 0:43:10- Were you scared?
0:43:10 > 0:43:12- Were you scared?- - Everyone's scared.
0:43:12 > 0:43:15- Raising a child - is a big responsibility.
0:43:16 > 0:43:18- But you had Dad though.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20- Yes, and he wasn't scared.
0:43:20 > 0:43:22- He found it easy.
0:43:23 > 0:43:24- He still does.
0:43:26 > 0:43:27- Your father's not bad.
0:43:28 > 0:43:30- You need to phone him, Mam.
0:43:31 > 0:43:32- Yes, I know.
0:43:33 > 0:43:35- I've let him stew for long enough.
0:43:44 > 0:43:46- MOBILE RINGS
0:44:35 > 0:44:38- Nobody was meant to see that letter.
0:44:38 > 0:44:41- I'm not thinking straight. - A daft woman who thinks she's dying.
0:44:42 > 0:44:43- You've gone too far this time.
0:44:43 > 0:44:45- You've gone too far this time.- - It's research.
0:44:45 > 0:44:48- I'm making sure - I know everything about you.
0:44:48 > 0:44:49- You're crazy.
0:44:49 > 0:44:52- You're crazy.- - Ta-dah! Come on, I'll conduct.
0:44:52 > 0:44:56- Follow me. Oh, here we go!
0:44:57 > 0:45:01- It's good that he sees him - and holds him because he might...
0:45:03 > 0:45:05- Oh, God. Bridezilla!
0:45:05 > 0:45:08- I know you're in there!
0:45:08 > 0:45:10- The port's gone to my head!
0:45:11 > 0:45:12- I raise a glass to you, Myfanwy.
0:45:13 > 0:45:14- I love you, Mam.
0:45:14 > 0:45:16- I love you, Mam.- - Your turn now, Eurig.
0:45:17 > 0:45:18- Good luck, Myf.
0:45:19 > 0:45:23- You know, don't you? Someone - told you. That's why you're here.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25- Don't tell me what to do.
0:45:25 > 0:45:28- Don't tell me what to do.- - What's wrong with you? Give it back!
0:45:30 > 0:45:31- Aaaarrrgghh!
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