0:00:00 > 0:00:02- Pink's not your colour, Jesus.
0:00:02 > 0:00:05- Previously
0:00:06 > 0:00:09- Is Mam an alcoholic, Tad-cu?
0:00:10 > 0:00:13- She had a turn, that's all. - She's overworked.
0:00:14 > 0:00:17- You have what's known as - arteriovenous malformation.
0:00:18 > 0:00:19- Are you having headaches?
0:00:20 > 0:00:22- Or seeing things?
0:00:23 > 0:00:26- You need surgery - to stem the bleeding. A craniotomy.
0:00:26 > 0:00:27- Aargh!
0:00:27 > 0:00:29- Aargh!- - Is it getting worse?
0:00:29 > 0:00:31- Why do you ask?
0:00:31 > 0:00:34- Why do you ask?- - You're behaving differently.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38- I want this. - I've always wanted it.
0:00:39 > 0:00:43- No-one's perfect. We all wonder how - it'd be with someone else, don't we?
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- Do we?
0:00:45 > 0:00:50- We found this. It looks like - a time capsule or something.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52- Have you seen - the letter that was here?
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- If the letter turns up, - just throw it away.
0:00:56 > 0:00:57- Don't read it.
0:00:58 > 0:01:03- Listen, I have this condition, - and I'm not thinking straight.
0:01:03 > 0:01:08- "The truth is, I love you, Eurig. - I've always loved you."
0:01:08 > 0:01:11- Something's been between them - for years.
0:01:12 > 0:01:16- I want you to go, Terwyn, so that - we can work out what we want.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- I know what I want.
0:01:18 > 0:01:21- If I had the surgery, - I could be dead next week.
0:01:22 > 0:01:23- Would you bury me?
0:01:24 > 0:01:25- Myf...
0:01:26 > 0:01:29- You've had a brain haemorrhage.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33- Don't let the Church control you.
0:01:33 > 0:01:37- They're the most loyal people - out there.
0:01:37 > 0:01:41- But we can't stop them - from loving each other, Terwyn.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- They want to be together.
0:01:50 > 0:01:53- Stay!
0:02:00 > 0:02:02- Subtitles
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- Subtitles
0:02:14 > 0:02:16- Subtitles
0:02:37 > 0:02:40- Don't forget - the offers in store today.
0:02:40 > 0:02:44- The town's chaplain joins us today, - so be sure to call by...
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- ..to say hello - and share your worries.
0:02:48 > 0:02:49- OK, OK.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53- I'm very grateful - that you brought me back.
0:02:54 > 0:02:59- But why did you stick me between - the white wine and the yogurts?
0:03:00 > 0:03:02- I'm a half-price vicar now.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05- You might as well - give me away for nothing.
0:03:05 > 0:03:09- Don't forget, you can also win - a holiday to the Maldives...
0:03:09 > 0:03:13- ..if you buy - any three bottles of white wine.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- Come on! Bessie and Maggie, come on!
0:03:21 > 0:03:24- Back here, Cecil! Back here.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32- Welcome to you all...
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- ..to Cromlech Treffwrnes.
0:03:34 > 0:03:39- I'll start by explaining - what exactly a cromlech is.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42- The Welsh word is a compound word...
0:03:42 > 0:03:47- ..a combination of 'crom', - meaning a spherical shape...
0:03:47 > 0:03:52- ..and 'llech', the stone which - distinguishes it, hence crom...lech.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54- Can you jazz it up a bit?
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- They don't get out often.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- Poor dabs.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01- They give me more jobs now.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05- I don't think - it's because the manager fancies me.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- I mean, he does fancy me, obvs!
0:04:09 > 0:04:11- This is where - the community convened...
0:04:11 > 0:04:15- ..and where they came - to dig graves for their friends.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- There's no need to mention graves.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22- The more I look at him, - the more I think...
0:04:23 > 0:04:25- ..he's okay looking, you know.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27- Well, for someone who's quite old.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29- Well, for someone who's quite old.- - How old's this manager, Casi?
0:04:29 > 0:04:32- He's got to be in his thirties.
0:04:33 > 0:04:34- I mean, he's got a mortgage.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- I mean, he's got a mortgage.- - Be careful, that's all.
0:04:36 > 0:04:41- It's not always a good idea - to start a relationship at work.
0:04:43 > 0:04:47- The hearse should be with you - by now, Mrs Morris. What time is it?
0:04:48 > 0:04:50- Give him another five minutes.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- I'll phone him now - and phone you back, OK?
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- Everything'll be alright, - you'll see.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05- Zinc's meant to be good for it.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07- Zinc's meant to be good for it.- - Thanks, Vicar.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10- Aisle 4, next to the dog food.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19- Mr Jarman, you're here today again.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22- Crikey, - I can't keep up with you, Vicar.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- I thought - you were meant to be at the mart.
0:05:26 > 0:05:30- The farmers were more interested - in the cattle, to be honest.
0:05:30 > 0:05:34- You should be - back at the church full time.
0:05:34 > 0:05:38- We don't know which vicar we'll get - from one week to the next.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- My memory isn't what it used to be. - You know that.
0:05:42 > 0:05:46- All those long services. - I'm out in the community now.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- I'm taking the church to the people.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51- That's what - a chaplain's meant to do.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54- If you say so.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57- They're not still sending you...
0:05:57 > 0:06:00- ..to that other place, - are they, Vicar?
0:06:00 > 0:06:05- Yes, well, at least they've no - choice but to listen to me in there.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12- Surely she can trust me by now.
0:06:14 > 0:06:19- Then again, she's been trained - to doubt everyone and everything.
0:06:20 > 0:06:24- Oh. That's for the candles, not...
0:06:24 > 0:06:28- I'm not going to burn the place down - with one small lighter.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30- Welcome back, Myfanwy.
0:06:32 > 0:06:36- Do you think it's right for a vicar - to mix with people like that?
0:06:36 > 0:06:39- Maybe it's them who need me most.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42- What do you think? - Garlic or paprika?
0:06:42 > 0:06:47- Your place is in the church, Vicar, - not out in the community.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50- You make it sound - as if the Church has locked you up.
0:06:50 > 0:06:54- We all need - a new challenge sometimes.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- Jesus mixed with - all kinds of people.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59- Paprika it is, then.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- Is that a good idea?
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- Maybe I'll win a holiday. - What a thought!
0:07:09 > 0:07:13- You don't want people to think - you've turned to the bottle...
0:07:13 > 0:07:16- ..because of your marriage troubles.
0:07:16 > 0:07:21- I'll call again tomorrow. I'm sure - you'll be glad of the company.
0:07:30 > 0:07:34- Is there a toilet around here? - Cecil has prostate trouble.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36- No.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39- Crikey! - We're in the middle of a field.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42- Why doesn't he use - nature's resources?
0:07:44 > 0:07:49- Listen, once I let one of them - run off, I'll lose the lot of them.
0:07:50 > 0:07:54- There's a garage down the road. - I haven't finished my presentation.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57- It's OK. They've got the gist of it.
0:07:57 > 0:08:01- Come on, everyone, back on the bus. - Bessie, Maggie.
0:08:01 > 0:08:05- Cecil, put a bin bag on the seat - just in case. Come quickly.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- A quick word - before he comes in, Myfanwy.
0:08:49 > 0:08:53- As you know, they've confirmed - he's being released tomorrow.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- He's come on a lot - over the past few weeks.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- Thanks to you.
0:08:59 > 0:09:04- He's taken to you. It helps when - you can speak to someone in Welsh.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09- I understand that he - might be attending your church.
0:09:09 > 0:09:13- We've discussed it, - but I'm no longer the vicar there.
0:09:14 > 0:09:18- It's up to the parish council - if Gethin's serious.
0:09:18 > 0:09:22- Gethin's serious - about everything he does.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- I'm sure we'll find a way.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27- It won't be easy.
0:09:27 > 0:09:32- Moving back to the village goes - against our professional advice.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35- Many will be unhappy that he's free.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- It's important that everyone's - prepared for that.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42- Hiya, Gethin. Nice to see you again.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02- Myf! Are you alright?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04- Myf! Are you alright?- - It's taking shape here now.
0:10:04 > 0:10:08- It's nowhere near ready - and we're meant to open in a week.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11- Why on earth - did I come out of retirement?
0:10:11 > 0:10:15- Retirement is for old people - who've given up on life.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19- I estimate - you have around 20 years left.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23- You want to spend 20 years watching - cricket? Good morning, Myfanwy.
0:10:24 > 0:10:25- Good morning. Is everything OK?
0:10:25 > 0:10:27- Good morning. Is everything OK?- - Couldn't be better.
0:10:27 > 0:10:28- Fancy a cuppa?
0:10:28 > 0:10:31- Fancy a cuppa?- - No, thanks. I'm on my way home.
0:10:31 > 0:10:36- You know that pork dish Oksana - makes... How much paprika do I use?
0:10:36 > 0:10:38- She's asking about the pork.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39- She's asking about the pork.- - You asked last week.
0:10:40 > 0:10:41- Did I?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43- Did I?- - And the week before, too.
0:10:43 > 0:10:47- Sorry, Dad. My memory's not - what it used to be, you know that.
0:10:47 > 0:10:51- Do you remember that you - hate cooking? Terwyn did it all.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53- I remember that much, Dad.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57- DOORBELL
0:11:06 > 0:11:07- A little something.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- A little something.- - You didn't have to, Terwyn.
0:11:10 > 0:11:11- Thank you.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- Thank you.- - Does he have a name yet?
0:11:14 > 0:11:17- I haven't had time - to think about it.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21- It's important to choose - the right name, isn't it?
0:11:21 > 0:11:23- Come in.
0:11:55 > 0:11:56- Hey, Myf.
0:11:56 > 0:11:57- Hey, Myf.- - Eurig.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00- I wasn't sure you'd come.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02- I wasn't sure you'd come.- - I always do, don't I?
0:12:02 > 0:12:07- Yes, well, things aren't so easy - now you've a new-born baby at home.
0:12:07 > 0:12:11- Hey, everyone needs a break - from a baby sometimes.
0:12:13 > 0:12:17- Besides, I wanted to see you.
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0:12:32 > 0:12:35- COUGHS
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- Too much paprika!
0:12:38 > 0:12:40- You don't have to eat it. Leave it.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44- Sorry, Myf, I'm not very hungry.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47- One of these and I'll be fine.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52- Cerian doesn't let me smoke - in the house any more.
0:12:52 > 0:12:56- Now the truth's coming out. - That's why you come here.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- I saw a photo of the baby - on Gwenlli's phone.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- He's the image of you.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10- Poor dab. Come over to see him.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29- You'll have to - stop coming here now, Eur.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- Who says?
0:13:33 > 0:13:37- I almost died, Myf, so did you.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42- We came back for a reason, - didn't we?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46- I'm not letting you go again.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49- What choice do we have?
0:13:53 > 0:13:56- Come outside with me to smoke this.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- I'll be there now.
0:14:10 > 0:14:11- Hiya, Mam.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13- Hiya, Mam.- - Hi, love. How was school?
0:14:14 > 0:14:17- I'm not at school, Mam, - I'm at college.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19- Sixth form, remember?
0:14:19 > 0:14:20- Is someone here?
0:14:20 > 0:14:23- Is someone here?- - No, it's for you.
0:14:24 > 0:14:28- But it's not all that good, - to be honest.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30- Have you been smoking?
0:14:31 > 0:14:33- Don't be daft.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- Don't be daft.- - It smells of fags in here.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48- What are these, then?
0:14:49 > 0:14:51- Just now and again, OK, Gwenlli?
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- No-one's perfect.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- Come on, let me make you a sandwich.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02- You forget how small they are, - don't you?
0:15:03 > 0:15:05- You forget how noisy they are.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15- Are you getting enough help?
0:15:18 > 0:15:20- I don't want to depend on anyone.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23- I have to learn to fend for myself.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28- Because that's how - it's going to be.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33- We're both in the same boat, - aren't we?
0:15:37 > 0:15:39- More or less.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42- Sorry, I shouldn't have said that.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47- It's alright, Terwyn. You're right.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51- We are... in a way.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54- PHONE RINGS
0:15:56 > 0:15:58- It hasn't stopped ringing today.
0:15:58 > 0:16:00- It hasn't stopped ringing today.- - Do you want me to answer it?
0:16:00 > 0:16:02- No, it's alright. I know who it is.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06- Mrs Morris. - Her husband's funeral is today.
0:16:07 > 0:16:12- Jim was meant to do it, but I've had - nothing but trouble from him lately.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- Let me deal with it.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18- Yes, alright. Answer it, then.
0:16:18 > 0:16:22- Anything not to hear Eurig's voice - on that blinking machine.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25- Hello?
0:16:25 > 0:16:27- Do you want another sandwich?
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Do you want another sandwich?- - No, I'm OK, I'd better go home.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32- It's so odd hearing you say that.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34- It's so odd hearing you say that.- - We're only up the road, Mam.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38- If I'd kept my job, you'd have - been able to stay in the vicarage.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40- Stop giving yourself guilt trips.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43- Stop giving yourself guilt trips.- - Yes, I know. I can't help it.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46- It's alright, Mam. We're OK.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49- What would I do without you?
0:16:51 > 0:16:54- Hold on. - Gwern's forgotten something.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01- What kind of person - puts a lock on his lunchbox?
0:17:01 > 0:17:04- I hope nothing's rotting in there.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07- Mam, you do know that Eurig's not...
0:17:07 > 0:17:10- Yes, dear, - I just choose to forget...
0:17:11 > 0:17:13- ..from time to time.
0:17:14 > 0:17:15- Ta-ta, then, Mam.
0:17:15 > 0:17:16- Ta-ta, then, Mam.- - Ta-ta.
0:17:17 > 0:17:18- Mam!
0:17:18 > 0:17:20- Mam!- - Remember to talk to Gwern.
0:17:20 > 0:17:24- He's at a difficult age. - He needs advice from his big sister.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26- As if he'd listen to me.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29- I love the two of you so much.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32- OK, OK, Mam, understood. Ta-ta.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04- Yes, yes, as I said, - I'm very sorry to hear that.
0:18:06 > 0:18:08- Don't cry now, Mrs... Morris.
0:18:09 > 0:18:14- Could we rearrange? Sometimes, - these things happen for a reason.
0:18:14 > 0:18:18- You know, you don't always - have to opt for a burial.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- During the Iron Age, the Celts...
0:18:21 > 0:18:24- Hello. It's Cerian Richards here.
0:18:25 > 0:18:29- I'm so sorry that this has happened, - Mrs Morris.
0:18:29 > 0:18:33- I'll get hold of Jim - and phone you back right away.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36- I realize he's let you down badly.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38- I'll be off.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42- Yes, yes, I understand.
0:18:44 > 0:18:48- This wouldn't have happened - if Eurig was around.
0:18:49 > 0:18:53- It's been a tough couple of months, - Mrs Morris.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59- Hiya, Gwens. Dinner's almost ready.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02- I don't want much, - I had tea with Mam.
0:19:02 > 0:19:06- You should've said - before I made all this food.
0:19:08 > 0:19:09- How was she?
0:19:09 > 0:19:11- How was she?- - OK-ish.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15- We can't waste food these days. - I'm not made of money.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19- Chill out, Dad, - I'll have it for lunch tomorrow.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25- Shut that down, Gwern.
0:19:26 > 0:19:27- I'm in the middle of something.
0:19:27 > 0:19:29- I'm in the middle of something.- - I'm sure it can wait.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32- Is everything OK at school, sweetie?
0:19:32 > 0:19:35- Is everything OK at school, sweetie?- - Dad, Gwenlli's acting weird.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37- I'm just showing an interest.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42- Gwern, move this stuff, please.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54- It's alright. Don't mention it.
0:19:54 > 0:19:58- It's a privilege and an honour - to be in your company.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12- Smoking's bad for you, you know.
0:20:12 > 0:20:16- It's the only thing - that brings you back to me.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18- I don't want to forget you.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23- So, is that him? Is he your crook?
0:20:24 > 0:20:25- Don't call him that.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28- They're people, like you and me.
0:20:29 > 0:20:30- Gethin Ffrancon.
0:20:31 > 0:20:35- He was only 18 when they - arrested him, a year older...
0:20:36 > 0:20:38- ..than Gwenlli is now.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40- He's still someone's son.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42- You're going to save him, are you?
0:20:45 > 0:20:47- I don't think you can save them all.
0:20:47 > 0:20:51- You can listen to them, - lend them a ear.
0:20:54 > 0:20:55- Watch yourself, Myf.
0:21:14 > 0:21:18- I'll carry it around with me - forever, you know.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20- What I did.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23- Sometimes, something has - so much hold on you...
0:21:23 > 0:21:26- ..all you can do is think about it.
0:21:26 > 0:21:32- You try to work it out in your head, - imagine another version of events.
0:21:33 > 0:21:36- My life could've been so different.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39- It can still be, Gethin.
0:21:39 > 0:21:43- I know what it's like - to have to start from the beginning.
0:21:43 > 0:21:44- I'll help you.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16- You brought me back for a reason, - didn't you?
0:22:19 > 0:22:22- If it wasn't to be in your church...
0:22:22 > 0:22:24- ..then it was to do good elsewhere.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32- I'll try my best for you.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12- But don't ask me - to accept what you did to Eurig.
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0:23:22 > 0:23:26- She's not answering her phone. - She said she'd be here by eight.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29- I have to be out of here - in half an hour.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32- I'm old enough - to be left alone, Dad.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35- Can you wait here - until your mother turns up?
0:23:35 > 0:23:37- I've an important seminar.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39- I've an important seminar.- - Legally, you can leave me.
0:23:39 > 0:23:41- Can I?
0:23:41 > 0:23:43- Can I?- - It says here on the NSPCC website.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45- Why are you on the NSPCC website?
0:23:46 > 0:23:48- We have to go.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50- OK. OK.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53- Gwern, ask your mother to text me...
0:23:53 > 0:23:55- ..when she arrives.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57- See you tonight.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00- Ta-ta.
0:24:06 > 0:24:07- Dad!
0:24:28 > 0:24:30- Why do we put flowers on graves?
0:24:31 > 0:24:36- We pull them out of the ground - only to let them rot on our heads.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02- Oh, hi, Myf. Glad you came.
0:25:03 > 0:25:04- I don't know why I agreed to this.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06- I don't know why I agreed to this.- - Come in, you'll enjoy it.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09- We're just about to start.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22- We're a small group, - so no need to be shy.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25- I'm sure they'd tell you - that they're all here...
0:25:26 > 0:25:29- ..because they're looking for - something to help them.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33- Art therapy's different - from other forms of therapy.
0:25:34 > 0:25:36- A more creative way - of working things out.
0:25:36 > 0:25:40- Do you want to say something, Myf, - about why you're here?
0:25:42 > 0:25:46- Well, for those of you - who don't know me...
0:25:46 > 0:25:47- ..my head's a bit...
0:25:48 > 0:25:50- ..um, well...
0:25:50 > 0:25:52- ..my head's not quite right.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56- I had brain surgery, you see, - a few months ago.
0:25:56 > 0:25:59- But I got through it and I'm OK...
0:25:59 > 0:26:03- ..but every morning I wake up and it - takes me a while to work things out.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05- Who I am, where I'm meant to be.
0:26:05 > 0:26:07- Who I am, where I'm meant to be.- - Right, thanks, Myf.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11- Vicars, eh! There's no stopping them - once they start.
0:26:12 > 0:26:15- Right, well, - you know where everything is.
0:26:15 > 0:26:19- Let those colours - express your feelings. Go for it.
0:26:38 > 0:26:42- So, this week, we're taking a look - at Gwenlli's work.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46- Will you read - the first page for us, please?
0:26:46 > 0:26:50- I think it always helps - to hear the author's voice.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53- Um, OK. Alright.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58- It's OK. Take your time.
0:27:02 > 0:27:05- "The minute - Mared woke up after surgery...
0:27:05 > 0:27:07- "..she knew everything had changed.
0:27:10 > 0:27:14- "Her smile was still the same, - her eyes were the same...
0:27:16 > 0:27:19- "..but the world wasn't the same.
0:27:24 > 0:27:28- "She felt those around her - were strangers to her...
0:27:28 > 0:27:31- "..and that she - was a stranger to them.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33- "Their lives changed...
0:27:33 > 0:27:37- "..because she, who was once - the centre of their world...
0:27:37 > 0:27:40- "..could no longer support them.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45- "During the ensuing weeks, - she felt her family...
0:27:45 > 0:27:49- "..gradually drifting away from her, - like planets around the sun.
0:27:50 > 0:27:52- "Always turning around her...
0:27:52 > 0:27:55- "..but yet so far away from her.
0:27:57 > 0:28:01- "That's when she began searching - for those who weren't there.
0:28:02 > 0:28:05- "Those who came to visit her...
0:28:05 > 0:28:10- "..to break up her loneliness, - to fill her world anew.
0:28:10 > 0:28:14- "Other times - she forgot about her own fate...
0:28:14 > 0:28:18- "..and gravitated towards those - who needed her.
0:28:19 > 0:28:23- "Those who held their secrets - deep in their conscience...
0:28:23 > 0:28:27- "..and urged them - to become part of her world.
0:28:34 > 0:28:37- "'Rebuilding the brain - is a mammoth task'...
0:28:38 > 0:28:40- "..said the doctor to her.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43- "'It's like rebuilding a kingdom.
0:28:43 > 0:28:47- "'A kingdom with a history - and your existence.'"
0:28:48 > 0:28:50- Thanks, Gwenlli.
0:28:50 > 0:28:54- We'll leave it there. - I take it you've all read the rest.
0:28:54 > 0:28:57- Who wants to start the discussion?
0:28:57 > 0:29:00- Medyr? What about you?
0:29:00 > 0:29:03- I noticed you writing notes there.
0:29:04 > 0:29:08- Well, to be honest, - I found it hard to follow.
0:29:08 > 0:29:09- Why's that?
0:29:09 > 0:29:11- Why's that?- - Has this woman died or what?
0:29:12 > 0:29:13- No.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15- No.- - She's not a very solid character.
0:29:15 > 0:29:17- I can't really empathize with her.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19- I can't really empathize with her.- - You can't empathize with anyone.
0:29:19 > 0:29:23- I like it. It's different. - It's not a story we've heard before.
0:29:24 > 0:29:28- All the business about the planets - and the sun was wishy-washy.
0:29:28 > 0:29:31- Why doesn't she use normal language?
0:29:31 > 0:29:34- Like you? That's why - you're resitting your A levels!
0:29:35 > 0:29:38- Alright, alright, - let's back to the work.
0:29:39 > 0:29:44- It's a striking image. They're still - a family, but they're all separated.
0:29:44 > 0:29:48- I haven't seen - such a chatty class in a while.
0:29:48 > 0:29:53- Anything that creates a discussion - like this is worth listening to.
0:29:53 > 0:29:55- There's originality here, - isn't there?
0:29:56 > 0:29:59- Something fresh, new, exciting.
0:30:00 > 0:30:02- Well done, Gwenlli.
0:30:08 > 0:30:10- You didn't know I was so talented.
0:30:10 > 0:30:12- You didn't know I was so talented.- - Eurig. What a surprise.
0:30:13 > 0:30:15- I can't just forget about him.
0:30:16 > 0:30:20- I know that, but what about you? - You've overcome major brain surgery.
0:30:20 > 0:30:24- You need fun, you shouldn't - look back all the time.
0:30:24 > 0:30:27- That's what today - was meant to be all about.
0:30:27 > 0:30:29- A simple bit of painting.
0:30:29 > 0:30:33- Look at this drawing. - You didn't use one colour, Myf.
0:30:34 > 0:30:35- Not a single one.
0:30:35 > 0:30:36- Not a single one.- - Is a bit of colour what I need?
0:30:37 > 0:30:40- No, not a bit, - all the colours of the rainbow.
0:30:40 > 0:30:44- Stop dressing as if - you're about to go to a funeral.
0:30:44 > 0:30:48- But you might need a bit of help.
0:30:50 > 0:30:52- PHONE RINGS
0:30:58 > 0:31:00- Hiya, Ifan.
0:31:01 > 0:31:05- He's out already, then. - I hadn't expected it today.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08- Yes, why not? Yes, I can meet you.
0:31:11 > 0:31:13- Do we have to do it there?
0:31:13 > 0:31:15- DOORBELL
0:31:20 > 0:31:22- Ooh! Sorry, Mr Jarman.
0:31:23 > 0:31:24- I wasn't expecting to see you.
0:31:24 > 0:31:26- I wasn't expecting to see you.- - Sorry, Mrs Richards.
0:31:26 > 0:31:29- I'd like a quick word with you.
0:31:29 > 0:31:31- I'd better come in. It's awkward.
0:31:32 > 0:31:34- I want a word about Jim.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37- Come in, Mr Jarman.
0:31:40 > 0:31:46- That's it for today. Remember - the launch of my novel next week.
0:31:46 > 0:31:48- It'd be nice to see you all there.
0:31:56 > 0:31:58- She just wants us there - as a rent-a-crowd.
0:31:59 > 0:32:00- There'll be free wine.
0:32:00 > 0:32:01- There'll be free wine.- - It'll be like cats' pee.
0:32:02 > 0:32:04- They know jack shit about wine.
0:32:04 > 0:32:05- And you think you do.
0:32:05 > 0:32:10- I've got standards. Are you - going with someone to this launch?
0:32:10 > 0:32:12- We're all going, aren't we?
0:32:13 > 0:32:15- I'll take you, if you want.
0:32:16 > 0:32:20- Er, yeah. I suppose.
0:32:25 > 0:32:27- Did you say he fell into the grave?
0:32:27 > 0:32:29- Did you say he fell into the grave?- - He fell flat on his head.
0:32:29 > 0:32:31- He was legless.
0:32:33 > 0:32:36- He stank of whisky - getting out of the hearse.
0:32:39 > 0:32:42- It hasn't been long - since Cynthia left him.
0:32:43 > 0:32:46- Have you ever wondered why - Cynthia left him?
0:32:48 > 0:32:50- Eurig thought the world of Jim.
0:32:50 > 0:32:54- Well, if he carries on like this, - you'll have no company left.
0:32:55 > 0:32:59- I hate to say it, Mrs Richards, - but it's true.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03- OK, I'll talk to him...
0:33:03 > 0:33:06- Don't get up, I'll let myself out.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09- It's nice you have a son now.
0:33:11 > 0:33:13- Someone to look after you!
0:33:14 > 0:33:16- Good day to you.
0:33:32 > 0:33:36- Why did I agree to meet him here?
0:33:36 > 0:33:40- So that I can look legit, is it? - A proper vicar.
0:33:40 > 0:33:43- But you can't be a vicar - without a church.
0:34:03 > 0:34:05- Weddings and funerals - are still going on.
0:34:05 > 0:34:08- Life still goes on...
0:34:08 > 0:34:12- ..it's just I'm not - at the centre of it any more.
0:34:16 > 0:34:19- I thought this place - would fall apart without me.
0:34:24 > 0:34:28- TJ. Tell me, where did you go?
0:34:42 > 0:34:44- Hello, Myf.
0:34:46 > 0:34:48- I'm out.
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0:35:00 > 0:35:04- Sorry. This is no better - than what you'd get in prison.
0:35:07 > 0:35:12- Thinking about walking into a cafe - and ordering something...
0:35:12 > 0:35:14- ..is going to feel so odd.
0:35:23 > 0:35:27- I remember going on a pilgrimage - to this island once.
0:35:27 > 0:35:30- It had no electricity, - no proper toilets.
0:35:31 > 0:35:34- Not much of anything, - to tell you the truth.
0:35:34 > 0:35:38- I got used to it pretty quickly. - I wanted to stay there forever.
0:35:39 > 0:35:41- Two days back on the mainland...
0:35:42 > 0:35:47- ..with all the mod cons and - I'd forgotten all about the island.
0:35:50 > 0:35:53- People adjust quickly, you see.
0:35:53 > 0:35:55- To anything.
0:36:00 > 0:36:04- What about everyone else? Will they - get used to having me back here?
0:36:07 > 0:36:11- I've every faith that they will.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19- Elfed. Thanks for phoning.
0:36:20 > 0:36:21- Where is he?
0:36:21 > 0:36:23- Where is he?- - He's out the back with Oksana.
0:36:24 > 0:36:28- He's looking at the osteo suite. He - had a lift with his friend's mother.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31- She'll have forgotten, that's all.
0:36:32 > 0:36:36- Try this. Brewed locally. - Rosemary beer.
0:36:37 > 0:36:38- Sounds disgusting.
0:36:40 > 0:36:43- OK, we'll ask your dad now.
0:36:43 > 0:36:45- Are you alright, Gwern?
0:36:45 > 0:36:48- I would like to ask you a question.
0:36:49 > 0:36:50- Pretend you are my customer.
0:36:51 > 0:36:54- You have just purchased your food.
0:36:55 > 0:37:00- Is it odd if I now approach you - and ask if you would like massage?
0:37:00 > 0:37:02- It would entirely depend...
0:37:02 > 0:37:06- ..if I was more in need - of nourishment or relaxation.
0:37:06 > 0:37:11- OK. So, I should assess if - my customer is hungry or stressed?
0:37:11 > 0:37:14- Well, yes, I suppose so.
0:37:14 > 0:37:16- Which one are you? - Hungry or stressed?
0:37:17 > 0:37:19- A bit of both.
0:37:19 > 0:37:22- Thanks, Terwyn. - That's very helpful.
0:37:22 > 0:37:25- Now I will give you - Oksana's special candle massage.
0:37:25 > 0:37:29- You're going to massage me - with a candle!
0:37:29 > 0:37:31- Hot candle wax is very sensuous.
0:37:31 > 0:37:34- I'm more of - a cold wax sort of person, really.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42- How do you know - if someone's a Christian?
0:37:43 > 0:37:45- If he wants to come to church.
0:37:46 > 0:37:50- How do you know he believes - what he's supposed to believe.
0:37:50 > 0:37:53- Not everyone believes - in the same way.
0:37:53 > 0:37:55- It's something very personal.
0:37:57 > 0:38:02- Some doubt, some question, - and I'm always ready to discuss...
0:38:02 > 0:38:07- ..because these things aren't - always easy to work out by yourself.
0:38:12 > 0:38:15- I want to be somewhere - where someone understands...
0:38:15 > 0:38:17- ..what it's like to lose someone.
0:38:21 > 0:38:24- Someone who meant everything to you.
0:38:24 > 0:38:28- And you still want to believe - they're here in some way...
0:38:28 > 0:38:31- ..because - that's the only hope you've got.
0:38:32 > 0:38:35- Can you understand that, Myfanwy?
0:38:38 > 0:38:42- Yes. I can fully understand that.
0:38:45 > 0:38:48- You have to forget - who you were, Gethin.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51- Remember who you are now.
0:38:54 > 0:38:56- That's the problem.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59- I don't know who I am any more.
0:39:01 > 0:39:04- I still feel like a school kid.
0:39:05 > 0:39:07- Gwern.
0:39:07 > 0:39:09- Gwern.- - What?
0:39:09 > 0:39:12- Sorry, I have to go. I'm late.
0:39:12 > 0:39:14- Shit. My phone's flat again.
0:39:14 > 0:39:16- Shit. My phone's flat again.- - Will I see you again, Myfanwy?
0:39:16 > 0:39:18- Of course.
0:39:18 > 0:39:21- Is it OK if I stay here a while?
0:39:22 > 0:39:25- Of course it is. - Stay as long as you like.
0:39:25 > 0:39:27- You're always welcome here.
0:40:02 > 0:40:05- Hiya, dear. Did you get my message?
0:40:05 > 0:40:10- I thought we were having dinner with - Mam. Why are you in a dressing gown?
0:40:10 > 0:40:14- You won't believe it. I've just had - a massage. I feel like a new man.
0:40:14 > 0:40:15- D'you want a drink?
0:40:15 > 0:40:17- D'you want a drink?- - She's not 18 yet.
0:40:17 > 0:40:19- Myf was out on the pop at 14.
0:40:19 > 0:40:21- Myf was out on the pop at 14.- - I'll try it, then.
0:40:25 > 0:40:28- I'm so sorry. I forgot.
0:40:28 > 0:40:34- Listen, Cynthia, all I'm saying - is for you to have a word with him.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36- Tell him he has to...
0:40:39 > 0:40:43- Yes. Yes, I know that, - and I am grateful but...
0:40:47 > 0:40:49- Two funerals have come in today.
0:40:50 > 0:40:52- Hello?
0:40:52 > 0:40:54- Cynthia? Cynthia?
0:40:55 > 0:40:56- Hello?
0:41:05 > 0:41:08- I think it's best - they come home with me.
0:41:11 > 0:41:14- Are you going to drive them home - in your slippers?
0:41:19 > 0:41:21- I'm not trying to be difficult, Myf.
0:41:21 > 0:41:25- I'm just thinking - what's best for them.
0:41:26 > 0:41:28- I don't want to confuse them again.
0:41:28 > 0:41:30- I don't want to confuse them again.- - I'm their mother.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36- Listen, Terwyn...
0:41:36 > 0:41:40- ..I thought my memory was improving.
0:41:40 > 0:41:42- I really did.
0:41:49 > 0:41:52- I take it those aren't for me.
0:41:53 > 0:41:55- I'm going to lay them on the grave.
0:41:56 > 0:42:00- Oh, yes. Of course.
0:42:00 > 0:42:03- I'd better go now - while I still remember.
0:42:05 > 0:42:07- Do you want to have a drink - with us first?
0:42:13 > 0:42:15- Mam? I don't like this.
0:42:17 > 0:42:20- Just leave it, then. - We'll have something later.
0:42:20 > 0:42:23- Look at the time. - We have to go, anyway.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26- I'll buy chips on the way home.
0:42:26 > 0:42:28- I'll buy chips on the way home.- - And chicken nuggets?
0:42:29 > 0:42:30- Can I take my ballet shoes?
0:42:30 > 0:42:33- Can I take my ballet shoes?- - And chicken nuggets. Wear this.
0:42:35 > 0:42:37- Right, off we go.
0:42:44 > 0:42:47- I'd better get rid of these - before they die.
0:42:48 > 0:42:51- Yes. You go. - We're fine here, aren't we?
0:42:51 > 0:42:53- Yes.
0:42:53 > 0:42:56- Everyone's happy.
0:42:56 > 0:42:57- Bye, dear.
0:43:00 > 0:43:03- Hey, you've just had a free massage.
0:43:03 > 0:43:08- Now you're drinking the place dry. - We'll be bankrupt before we start!
0:43:46 > 0:43:48- Come on, then, Liws.
0:44:09 > 0:44:11- Liws?
0:44:11 > 0:44:13- Take this, please.
0:44:15 > 0:44:17- Liws, come back here, please.
0:44:27 > 0:44:29- Here we are, then.
0:44:29 > 0:44:31- Here we are.
0:44:35 > 0:44:37- I've thought of a name at last.
0:44:39 > 0:44:41- What do you think of Hywel?
0:44:43 > 0:44:44- After Dad.
0:44:46 > 0:44:49- Hywel Eurig Richards.
0:44:49 > 0:44:52- It suits him...
0:44:52 > 0:44:54- ..I think.
0:45:09 > 0:45:15- Happy birthday, Mam. - This is one date I'll never forget.
0:45:24 > 0:45:26- They said - you opened your eyes earlier.
0:45:27 > 0:45:29- That's a start, isn't it?
0:45:39 > 0:45:41- DOOR SLAMS
0:45:41 > 0:45:43- Hello?
0:45:55 > 0:45:58- Eurig?
0:45:58 > 0:46:00- How can he have gone...
0:46:00 > 0:46:03- ..if I keep seeing him everywhere?
0:46:03 > 0:46:06- Bring Eurig back or let him go, God!
0:46:06 > 0:46:09- But don't leave him where he is now.
0:46:12 > 0:46:14- Where he is now - is worse than any prison!
0:46:31 > 0:46:34- You should put a lock on that door.
0:46:34 > 0:46:36- How did it go with the vicar?
0:46:36 > 0:46:37- Fine.
0:46:37 > 0:46:39- Fine.- - She can help you a lot.
0:46:41 > 0:46:43- That man killed a young woman...
0:46:44 > 0:46:45- ..in cold blood.
0:46:46 > 0:46:48- People like that - never change, vicar.
0:46:48 > 0:46:52- On what planet do you think - everything'll be OK for me?
0:46:52 > 0:46:56- He was so perfect, wasn't he? - Never did anything wrong.
0:46:56 > 0:46:58- Unlike me.
0:46:58 > 0:47:02- When the right one comes along, - you'll know.
0:47:02 > 0:47:07- You won't have to question it, - you'll just feel it.
0:47:07 > 0:47:11- How much longer are we going - to pretend he's not going to die?
0:47:11 > 0:47:14- I just want to be with you.
0:47:15 > 0:47:16- Just once.
0:47:53 > 0:47:55- S4C Subtitles by Adnod Cyf.
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