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0:00:00 > 0:00:03- Pink isn't your colour, Jesus.
0:00:08 > 0:00:11- You have what we call - arteriovenous malformation.
0:00:11 > 0:00:16- Have you had headaches? - Have you been seeing things?
0:00:20 > 0:00:23- If I have the op, - I could be dead next week.
0:00:24 > 0:00:24- Would you bury me?
0:00:24 > 0:00:26- Would you bury me?- - Myf.
0:00:26 > 0:00:27- Would you bury me?
0:00:27 > 0:00:27- It's been there - between them for years.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29- It's been there - between them for years.
0:00:30 > 0:00:33- You've had a little bleed - on the brain.
0:00:34 > 0:00:37- You don't have to let the church - control you.
0:00:37 > 0:00:40- They're some of the most - loyal people out there.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43- We can't stop them - from loving each other.
0:00:45 > 0:00:48- They want to be together.
0:00:49 > 0:00:51- See you when I see you.
0:00:52 > 0:00:55- On which planet do you think that - everything will be OK for me?
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- Dad just wants to be with her.
0:00:58 > 0:00:59- Hello, Myf.
0:00:59 > 0:01:02- Hello, Myf.- - That's all he's ever wanted.
0:01:02 > 0:01:08- When the right one comes along, - you'll know. You'll just feel it.
0:01:09 > 0:01:14- I know it was Dad's business - but we don't have to live this life.
0:01:14 > 0:01:18- You said yourself you hardly saw him - when he was a funeral director.
0:01:19 > 0:01:20- One final signature.
0:01:21 > 0:01:22- Mr Jarman?
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- I'll see you when I see you.
0:01:25 > 0:01:29- Oksana, your visa expires - in less than a month.
0:01:29 > 0:01:34- I think it might be time - for us to have a divorce.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37- Why don't we get married?
0:01:37 > 0:01:41- She's sold the company. - She says she did it for my benefit.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46- I just want to be with you. - Just once.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- I think you've forgotten something.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20- Oh, yes. The sink.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23- It's self-catering, Dad. - I'll need all this stuff.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- Hey! I only have one of these.
0:03:28 > 0:03:32- One in every five students - doesn't eat any fresh fruit or veg.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- That's why they fail their exams.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37- Broccoli. That's the key.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43- Vicars' children also tend to - go off the rails at university.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- Or children whose parents - are going through divorce.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- Just saying.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57- Ouch. I'm...
0:03:59 > 0:04:01- Hello, bach.
0:04:01 > 0:04:02- Eh?
0:04:03 > 0:04:05- Do you want help?
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- Oi!
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- Look what you've done now.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14- I have flip-flops - in here somewhere.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17- I'm not wearing bloody flip-flops.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22- Oh, bloody hell. God squad.
0:04:22 > 0:04:23- I'm just here to help.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27- I don't want help so piss off.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- That's enough.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31- That's enough.- - Get off!
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- I can handle this.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36- Yeah, she'll be fine.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39- God's looking after her.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- Are you alright?
0:04:50 > 0:04:53- I'm used to it.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56- I've just saved the NHS a fortune.
0:04:57 > 0:04:58- Oh.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- Keep it.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05- I'll wash it. We have - a little kitchen on Station Road.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- Come over if you like.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12- Um, I have a sheet somewhere.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- Alright? Well, I think that's it.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37- Oh, hang on. What about Bow Wow?
0:05:37 > 0:05:40- Oh my God, where did you find that?
0:05:40 > 0:05:43- You used to cuddle him every night.
0:05:43 > 0:05:47- Yes, well. - I think I'll be alright without him.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- Oh. Sorry, Bow Wow.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52- You're not much use any longer.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57- I know how you feel.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30- PHONE RINGS
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- Yes?
0:06:41 > 0:06:44- Has it only just happened?
0:06:46 > 0:06:51- Yes. Listen, - I've literally just arrived home.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54- Yeah, OK.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- Fine. Leave it with me. - I'll sort it.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09- Gwern and I are going to miss you.
0:07:10 > 0:07:11- Won't we, Gwern?
0:07:11 > 0:07:14- When can I move stuff into her room?
0:07:14 > 0:07:16- Dad?
0:07:16 > 0:07:17- Dad?- - KNOCK ON DOOR
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- Who's that now?
0:07:20 > 0:07:21- Hello!
0:07:22 > 0:07:24- Oh. Hey.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27- Alright?
0:07:34 > 0:07:35- Hi, Elain.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36- Hiya.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38- Hiya.- - Sorry I'm late.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41- No worries. No point me leaving yet - - the road is closed.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- A car's gone under a lorry.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48- I take it - that's someone else's dinner.
0:07:49 > 0:07:53- Hello. Here you are. - Nice, warm soup to keep you going.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01- How bad is this accident?
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- Bad enough for them to call us out.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06- I haven't worn this suit - for a while.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09- Do you want to come back - to work for us?
0:08:09 > 0:08:10- You can't be serious!
0:08:10 > 0:08:13- You can't be serious!- - We're quite desperate, to be honest.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17- It's fine, thank you. - I've got some digging work.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20- Some real archaeology work at last.
0:08:22 > 0:08:26- Yes. This part of the job - isn't much fun.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29- Head down, - that's what I tell myself.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33- In an hour's time, - you'll be tucked up in bed...
0:08:33 > 0:08:36- ..and you'll have done everyone - a very big favour.
0:08:37 > 0:08:38- Come on.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46- Bye. Drive safely.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56- You're in your own little world.
0:08:56 > 0:08:57- You're in your own little world.- - Sorry.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01- Wasn't it much easier when people - used to talk to each other?
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- Talking is overrated.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06- Talking is overrated.- - Says the psychologist.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09- Take action, Myf. - That's what you need to do.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11- Shall I help you clear?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13- Shall I help you clear?- - You've worked a double shift!
0:09:14 > 0:09:17- You're not in a hurry to go home.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- No, it's nice to escape sometimes.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22- OK. Well, I'll see you tomorrow.
0:09:23 > 0:09:23- Bye.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25- Bye.- - Bye, Elain.
0:09:33 > 0:09:37- Stop being such a wuss, - Myfanwy. Just text him.
0:09:39 > 0:09:40- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:09:56 > 0:10:00- Alright, lads? - Do you have a body bag?
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- Eurig?
0:10:21 > 0:10:24- Eurig, come on.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27- In an hour's time, - you'll be back in bed.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30- Yes.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35- I'm alright.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58- Thank you for earlier.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- I didn't do anything.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06- My name's Myf, by the way.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- Myfanwy.
0:11:10 > 0:11:11- Like the song.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- Like the song.- - Yes.
0:11:13 > 0:11:16- It's a sad song.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- Depends on your interpretation.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25- There's definitely heartbreak in it.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30- Have you ever broken - someone's heart?
0:11:34 > 0:11:37- I've tried my best not to.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47- Ah. Thank you.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05- Sorry, Terwyn.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09- Sorry about that.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11- Hey. We managed.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- Shall we go in?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22- TEXT ALERT
0:12:28 > 0:12:31- Myfanwy: Come to me tonight x
0:12:40 > 0:12:42- Thank you.
0:12:43 > 0:12:44- Um...
0:12:45 > 0:12:49- There's a service on Saturday night.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52- We open the church - for a couple of hours.
0:12:54 > 0:12:57- We'll see.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59- Thank you for giving me your time, - Myfanwy.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- Not everyone does that.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- Goodnight... um...
0:13:43 > 0:13:45- Your phone.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47- Your phone.- - Oh, thanks.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50- I think you have a message.
0:14:00 > 0:14:03- When did they go?
0:14:03 > 0:14:09- Yesterday morning. - I'm meant to be out by tomorrow.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15- Where will you go?
0:14:15 > 0:14:19- I've had an offer.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25- Um...
0:14:27 > 0:14:28- Right.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- Well... cheers.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37- Here's to new starts.
0:14:53 > 0:14:54- Hiya.
0:14:54 > 0:14:55- Hiya.- - Hello.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00- How's she been?
0:15:00 > 0:15:02- How's she been?- - Fine. No problem.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04- Here you are.
0:15:04 > 0:15:08- Sorry it was short-notice. - I appreciate it.
0:15:08 > 0:15:09- Thanks. Bye now.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11- Thanks. Bye now.- - Bye, Chloe.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56- BABY CRIES
0:15:56 > 0:15:58- Oh. Please, not now.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01- BABY CRIES
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0:16:15 > 0:16:17- BABY STARTS CRYING
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Oh, shit.
0:16:32 > 0:16:36- There we are, Blod. - How much more milk can you drink?
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- Right.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42- I'm going to have a shower, OK?
0:16:53 > 0:16:54- Good morning, Eurig.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57- Sheridan.
0:16:57 > 0:17:02- Very good response rate last night. - 17 minutes from call to RTC.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04- The police were full of praise - for you.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06- And... who was with you?
0:17:06 > 0:17:09- I needed to get hold of someone - fast.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11- OK? I asked a friend.
0:17:12 > 0:17:13- A friend?
0:17:14 > 0:17:16- You can't do that. - If he's not on the books...
0:17:16 > 0:17:20- He did it as a favour to me. - Alright?
0:17:21 > 0:17:27- Now. Was there anything else? - I'm only working half a day today.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29- Remember?
0:17:29 > 0:17:32- Remember?- - Something else has come in. Sorry.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35- I want you here.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49- What's she doing here?
0:17:49 > 0:17:51- What's she doing here?- - I'm a bit stuck, OK, Terwyn?
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Hiya, Mam.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56- Hiya, Blod. How are you?
0:17:57 > 0:17:59- She's coming with us.
0:17:59 > 0:18:00- She's coming with us.- - There's no room.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02- We'll find some.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13- Hiya. It's me.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17- Yeah. Listen, - this morning has gone a bit pears.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22- I know today is a big day for you.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27- I'll arrange - to move my stuff in later.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30- OK. Right. See you.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34- Can you click that in for me, - please?
0:18:35 > 0:18:37- That's what I'm trying to do.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39- You have knives here, Terwyn!
0:18:39 > 0:18:41- You have knives here, Terwyn!- - Be careful.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45- Hallelujah!
0:18:52 > 0:18:54- Come on. We'll be late.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57- Dad, can you open the car please?
0:18:59 > 0:19:02- Dad?
0:19:03 > 0:19:06- Please tell me you have a spare key, - Terwyn!
0:19:06 > 0:19:09- I'll sort it out now, Myf. OK?
0:19:09 > 0:19:11- BABY CRIES
0:19:11 > 0:19:14- BABY CRIES- - It's OK, bach. I'm right here.
0:19:15 > 0:19:16- Do I need to phone the police?
0:19:16 > 0:19:17- Do I need to phone the police?- - No.
0:19:17 > 0:19:17- Do I need to phone the police?
0:19:18 > 0:19:22- Blame your mother. - She brought the blinking baby.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24- It's OK, love.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27- It's OK, love.- - Hello, Wyn? I have a little problem.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57- BABY CRIES
0:19:57 > 0:19:59- Don't worry now, Vicar.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02- I'm used to getting people - out of sticky situations.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06- Those octogenarians get stuck - in the lift nearly every day.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11- It's OK. Wyn's here now.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14- You can't go wrong with a wedge.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17- Hey. Careful with my car.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20- No offence, Terwyn. - It's not exactly top of the range.
0:20:20 > 0:20:24- Do you want this baby out or what?
0:20:29 > 0:20:30- Da-ra!
0:20:31 > 0:20:33- Thank you!
0:20:33 > 0:20:35- Gwenlli, hold this.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37- Gwenlli, hold this.- - Thank you for that, Wyn.
0:20:37 > 0:20:39- It would have cost me a fortune.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42- Indeed. Call it 50 and we're quits.
0:20:44 > 0:20:45- Everything's OK.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51- Dad! You said - you'd be back this morning.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53- You can't use your phone - in hospital.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57- They checked my stitches. - Has she had all the expressed milk?
0:20:58 > 0:21:01- Yes, but there were no bottles left - by this morning.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03- I asked you to space them out.
0:21:03 > 0:21:07- I spent all day yesterday pumping - from tired overworked nipples...
0:21:07 > 0:21:10- ..and you don't follow - my instructions.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12- Is this the best you can do - for your sister?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14- Mam, we have to go.
0:21:15 > 0:21:18- Oh. Blod is upstaging you - on your big day!
0:21:19 > 0:21:19- Babies, eh?
0:21:19 > 0:21:22- Babies, eh?- - It's OK. I'm going to miss her.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25- I'm going to miss you all.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29- Myf, let's go, please.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34- All the best. - Phone me if you need me again.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00- You can't swing a cat in here.
0:22:00 > 0:22:01- You can't swing a cat in here.- - It's fine, Dad.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05- Can you fetch the rest of the stuff?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12- BED SQUEAKS
0:22:14 > 0:22:17- This is meant to be - the biggest adventure of your life.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19- Really?
0:22:52 > 0:22:57- I brought you this. - It's a bit silly, I know.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00- I love it. Thanks, Mam.
0:23:02 > 0:23:05- I'll never be far away. - You know that.
0:23:08 > 0:23:11- Right. That's the last one, - I'm glad to say.
0:23:15 > 0:23:20- I think you'd better go now to give - me a chance to sort out my room.
0:23:20 > 0:23:23- Yes. Come on, Terwyn. - Let's go before it gets dark.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29- Good luck, darling.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33- Phone me if you want anything.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35- Thanks, Dad.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44- Take care.
0:23:46 > 0:23:50- An apple a day...
0:23:50 > 0:23:52- Remember that.
0:23:53 > 0:23:55- Right, bye then.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01- Bye.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09- Hello?
0:25:10 > 0:25:14- A cup of cocoa, vicar?
0:25:28 > 0:25:29- Hiya.
0:25:29 > 0:25:30- Hiya.- - Hey.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33- How did it go?
0:25:33 > 0:25:35- Well. It was harder than I thought.
0:25:36 > 0:25:37- How are you?
0:25:38 > 0:25:41- Are you sure that this is OK?
0:25:41 > 0:25:44- I wouldn't have offered - if I didn't mean it.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47- Just until I've sorted myself out.
0:25:47 > 0:25:50- It will be like being - in a student house again!
0:25:50 > 0:25:54- Well... there are some cans - in the fridge. Want one?
0:25:55 > 0:25:57- Good boy.
0:25:57 > 0:25:58- PHONE RINGS
0:26:09 > 0:26:12- I hope that baby's - not staying tonight.
0:26:12 > 0:26:15- I didn't sleep a wink last night.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18- You can't live here, Mr Jarman. - You can't!
0:26:18 > 0:26:19- Why not?
0:26:19 > 0:26:21- Why not?- - Because you're dead!
0:26:21 > 0:26:23- I can't see - what that has to do with anything.
0:26:31 > 0:26:31- .
0:26:35 > 0:26:35- Subtitles
0:26:35 > 0:26:37- Subtitles- - Subtitles
0:26:42 > 0:26:43- OK?
0:26:53 > 0:26:55- That's 60.20 please.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08- Declined. Sorry.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11- Oh. I should have money there.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13- Um.
0:27:15 > 0:27:16- Hiya.
0:27:16 > 0:27:19- You have the same books as me. - Why don't we share?
0:27:21 > 0:27:22- Um.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24- Yeah, if you're sure.
0:27:30 > 0:27:31- I'll pay you back.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34- As if we're going to read them all - anyway!
0:27:34 > 0:27:37- You take these two. Then we'll swap.
0:27:38 > 0:27:41- My mum was supposed to - top up the account.
0:27:42 > 0:27:44- Parents! They're all losers.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48- I'm Mel - from Melangell.
0:27:48 > 0:27:49- I'm Mel - from Melangell.- - Gwenlli.
0:27:50 > 0:27:53- Don't we have good Welsh names?!
0:27:53 > 0:27:55- I'll see you later, Gwenlli.
0:28:07 > 0:28:09- Back to Dadi, Blod, OK?
0:28:09 > 0:28:11- Oh. I've just made the coffee.
0:28:11 > 0:28:14- Her big sister wants a cuddle.
0:28:14 > 0:28:15- Yes, OK.
0:28:20 > 0:28:23- Come to me. There we are.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28- Hiya.
0:28:31 > 0:28:34- I love her, Dad. You know that.
0:28:34 > 0:28:38- But I'd promised to work in the - soup kitchen the night before last.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40- She was fine with Chloe.
0:28:47 > 0:28:51- I'm 65 years old. Look at me!
0:28:51 > 0:28:53- I'm falling apart.
0:28:55 > 0:28:58- Did Eurig move in?
0:28:59 > 0:29:01- No.
0:29:02 > 0:29:04- You said.
0:29:04 > 0:29:06- He must have changed his mind.
0:29:07 > 0:29:09- Oh.
0:29:40 > 0:29:41- Hi, Eurig.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43- Hi, Eurig.- - Myf.
0:29:44 > 0:29:47- Hello?
0:29:47 > 0:29:50- Oh. Sorry, you're - in the middle of something.
0:29:50 > 0:29:56- Myfanwy, isn't it? Sheridan - Milton-Morgan. Can I help you?
0:29:56 > 0:29:58- I just wanted a word with Eurig.
0:29:59 > 0:30:02- Is it a personal or professional - visit?
0:30:03 > 0:30:06- Sheridan! Come in, Myf.
0:30:07 > 0:30:09- It's fine. Come on.
0:30:09 > 0:30:12- Stick Mr Tindall's toupee on - while you're talking.
0:30:20 > 0:30:22- You have a boss now.
0:30:22 > 0:30:25- Yes. I want to strangle her!
0:30:28 > 0:30:29- Listen, Myf.
0:30:31 > 0:30:34- Sorry about last night.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42- I didn't know what to think.
0:30:42 > 0:30:43- No.
0:30:45 > 0:30:48- It was something Cerian said - before she went.
0:30:48 > 0:30:52- About not wanting you and me...
0:30:53 > 0:30:56- Not until the divorce - has come through.
0:30:57 > 0:30:59- And I still want to see my children.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02- You know?
0:31:03 > 0:31:05- No need to rush things.
0:31:07 > 0:31:11- I just want everything to be right.
0:31:17 > 0:31:20- Have you found somewhere to live?
0:31:30 > 0:31:33- PHONE VIBRATES
0:31:39 > 0:31:42- I've found a couple - of very interesting things.
0:31:42 > 0:31:44- Someone's been trying to phone you.
0:31:45 > 0:31:46- Non-stop.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50- I don't really like phones on-site, - OK?
0:31:58 > 0:32:01- I never thought there'd be - cappuccino in a place like this.
0:32:02 > 0:32:07- Sheridan wanted a "consolation - lounge". Nonsense, if you ask me.
0:32:07 > 0:32:10- You're not allowed to smoke - anywhere near the place.
0:32:10 > 0:32:13- That's why I'm having a double shot.
0:32:13 > 0:32:14- Cheers!
0:32:18 > 0:32:21- I still can't believe - you're living with Terwyn.
0:32:22 > 0:32:24- He offered.
0:32:25 > 0:32:28- Have you and him - started making plans?
0:32:28 > 0:32:31- A lot has happened recently.
0:32:31 > 0:32:35- We are going to sort things. - We just haven't had time.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41- Oh, right. I'd better get a move on. - We're burying someone in an hour.
0:32:42 > 0:32:44- Yes. I'll speak to you later.
0:32:44 > 0:32:48- We're on a tight schedule, vicar. - We have ten funerals this week.
0:32:49 > 0:32:55- Well. It's alright. I'm starting - a new job this afternoon actually.
0:32:55 > 0:32:59- Another one? I can't keep up!
0:33:00 > 0:33:05- I'm just shadowing someone. Trying - something new. You only live once!
0:33:06 > 0:33:10- You only die once. That's why - we need to do a good job.
0:33:10 > 0:33:13- Isn't that right, Eurig? Chop chop.
0:33:13 > 0:33:15- Bye now, vicar.
0:33:25 > 0:33:28- Hiya, Myf. OK?
0:33:30 > 0:33:32- I'm a little bit nervous, - to be honest.
0:33:33 > 0:33:36- You'll be great. They're always - happy to see new faces.
0:33:36 > 0:33:38- But...
0:33:38 > 0:33:40- But...- - Oh. Shall I take it off?
0:33:40 > 0:33:44- Just for tonight, I think - you should just be one of us.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48- I am one of you, Elain.
0:33:57 > 0:34:02- Ah. I thought I'd make us a curry.
0:34:02 > 0:34:04- Oh, we had a curry the other night.
0:34:04 > 0:34:07- Two curries in a week - won't do you any harm.
0:34:07 > 0:34:09- Right. Here you are.
0:34:09 > 0:34:10- Right. Here you are.- - Thank you.
0:34:10 > 0:34:13- Get changed if you want. - Food won't be long.
0:34:14 > 0:34:16- Gwern, can you put that away?
0:34:19 > 0:34:23- Welcome to the third session - with the discussion group.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25- Myfanwy Elfed joins us tonight.
0:34:26 > 0:34:28- Myfanwy is shadowing me - for a couple of weeks.
0:34:29 > 0:34:32- Any objections?
0:34:32 > 0:34:34- Thank you. Hello.
0:34:34 > 0:34:35- Right.
0:34:36 > 0:34:39- Who'd like to kick us off?
0:34:45 > 0:34:50- I'm Gaynor. About six months ago, - my sister went missing.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54- I know she had problems.
0:34:55 > 0:34:58- But she didn't leave a note.
0:35:00 > 0:35:02- Nothing.
0:35:05 > 0:35:08- Thank you. That was alright.
0:35:12 > 0:35:14- Well, at least he thanked you.
0:35:18 > 0:35:20- Leave them. We'll do them later.
0:35:21 > 0:35:23- You're popular tonight.
0:35:23 > 0:35:26- Gwern set up a profile for me - on this dating site.
0:35:27 > 0:35:30- Watch out. - Any nutter can go on the Internet.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32- This one's only for Welsh women.
0:35:34 > 0:35:37- Clare, would you like to say - anything?
0:35:38 > 0:35:40- You've heard it all before.
0:35:41 > 0:35:42- Myfanwy hasn't.
0:35:45 > 0:35:49- Well, my husband is missing. - Has been for a while.
0:35:50 > 0:35:55- He's probably dead and I know - I'm not going to see him again.
0:35:57 > 0:36:00- What I don't know - is where his body is.
0:36:02 > 0:36:06- Until I know that, - I'm still looking I suppose.
0:36:09 > 0:36:12- Sorry, I don't really want to say - more than that.
0:36:12 > 0:36:15- Thanks, Clare.
0:36:15 > 0:36:16- Anyone else?
0:36:17 > 0:36:21- Sometimes, someone being absent - is worse than death.
0:36:21 > 0:36:25- Thinking about the million different - scenarios can drive you crazy.
0:36:35 > 0:36:37- Here you go.
0:36:38 > 0:36:40- What do you think of her?
0:36:41 > 0:36:45- Do you really think - she looks like that in real life?
0:36:50 > 0:36:52- This one?
0:36:54 > 0:36:57- Well, we have to move on. Don't we?
0:37:02 > 0:37:04- Can you lock up? - I have another group.
0:37:04 > 0:37:05- Of course.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07- Of course.- - I'll see you tomorrow.
0:37:07 > 0:37:10- Who was that lad?
0:37:10 > 0:37:11- Which one?
0:37:12 > 0:37:14- That boy. Was it Clare's son?
0:37:14 > 0:37:18- Clare doesn't have a son. There are - no youngsters in the group.
0:37:18 > 0:37:20- I have to go. Sorry.
0:37:20 > 0:37:22- Yes, OK. Bye.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31- Did you hear what she said?
0:37:31 > 0:37:34- No youngsters in this group.
0:37:34 > 0:37:36- You're going nuts again.
0:37:37 > 0:37:38- Who are you?
0:37:39 > 0:37:42- I'm sure you'll work it out. - You always do.
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0:38:19 > 0:38:22- Sorry, this is private land.
0:38:22 > 0:38:24- Oh, I'm Terwyn's wife.
0:38:24 > 0:38:26- Oh, I'm Terwyn's wife.- - Susan, it's fine.
0:38:26 > 0:38:28- I thought you were divorced.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34- Sorry for the Gestapo.
0:38:35 > 0:38:38- I got your message. Is Gwens OK?
0:38:38 > 0:38:41- Yes, she's fine. Don't worry.
0:38:42 > 0:38:49- Myf, did you pay money into - her account like we discussed?
0:38:49 > 0:38:51- I paid another bill for her - last week.
0:38:52 > 0:38:55- Yes. I set up a direct debit, - I think.
0:38:56 > 0:39:00- Listen, it's going to be - an expensive time for us.
0:39:00 > 0:39:04- We'll both have to contribute.
0:39:07 > 0:39:13- I am trying, Terwyn. - But work experience doesn't pay.
0:39:13 > 0:39:15- I thought we'd discussed this.
0:39:16 > 0:39:17- Well, yes, a while ago.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20- When we still thought...
0:39:23 > 0:39:26- Things are a bit different now.
0:39:29 > 0:39:31- Aren't they, Myf?
0:39:41 > 0:39:43- Good morning.
0:39:43 > 0:39:45- Is your alarm clock broken?
0:39:45 > 0:39:48- Have you found a driver - for this afternoon?
0:39:48 > 0:39:50- He's having a fitting now.
0:39:50 > 0:39:52- Oh, here he is.
0:39:53 > 0:39:54- Wyn, Eurig. Eurig, Wyn.
0:39:55 > 0:39:59- He's a bus driver - for the old people's home.
0:39:59 > 0:40:00- Wyn works for us now.
0:40:01 > 0:40:01- He's a trainee.
0:40:01 > 0:40:03- He's a trainee.- - I have all the contacts.
0:40:04 > 0:40:08- I can give you a heads-up when - someone's about to pop their clogs.
0:40:08 > 0:40:10- No problem.
0:40:10 > 0:40:13- Does he have experience - of driving a hearse?
0:40:14 > 0:40:16- I'm sure you can take him out - for a spin.
0:40:16 > 0:40:19- I'll leave you - in Eurig's capable hands.
0:40:28 > 0:40:30- The order said 15 biscuits.
0:40:31 > 0:40:33- One five, not five zero.
0:40:35 > 0:40:39- Of course I'm sure. Why would I - order 50 cakes for a small deli?
0:40:40 > 0:40:42- Oksana, she wants her milk.
0:40:42 > 0:40:43- Oksana, she wants her milk.- - Ssh.
0:40:43 > 0:40:45- No, I'm not talking to you.
0:40:47 > 0:40:50- No, I'm not going back - to where I came from.
0:40:50 > 0:40:53- Maybe you would like to go back - to Job Centre.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55- Hello?
0:40:56 > 0:40:58- Hello?
0:41:06 > 0:41:08- I could sleep for a year.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10- I could sleep for a year.- - I know you are tired.
0:41:10 > 0:41:13- But you heard what the doctor said. - I need to recover.
0:41:13 > 0:41:16- That is why I pump bottles - for night.
0:41:17 > 0:41:19- I'm too old for this.
0:41:19 > 0:41:23- Your body doesn't think so. - Otherwise, it wouldn't make baby.
0:42:05 > 0:42:07- I haven't been in a church - for a while.
0:42:08 > 0:42:11- I used to come here a lot. - A long time ago.
0:42:11 > 0:42:13- Did you?
0:42:13 > 0:42:15- I was a different person back then.
0:42:16 > 0:42:19- Do you think anyone will come?
0:42:19 > 0:42:21- It's seven o'clock already.
0:42:22 > 0:42:26- How about lighting some candles? - To remember those who are missing.
0:42:27 > 0:42:28- Nice idea.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33- I have a list of names. - Maybe we could read them out.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36- If you think that's appropriate.
0:42:36 > 0:42:37- Of course.
0:42:38 > 0:42:43- Homeless people. Missing people. - Those who are lost.
0:42:43 > 0:42:46- They're the ones - we're trying to reach.
0:42:48 > 0:42:49- Yes.
0:43:19 > 0:43:21- Do you think I'm too smart?
0:43:24 > 0:43:27- That depends what she's like.
0:43:27 > 0:43:29- I don't know until I get there.
0:43:29 > 0:43:31- There was no profile picture.
0:43:35 > 0:43:37- Do you have anything on tonight?
0:43:37 > 0:43:39- No, not really.
0:43:42 > 0:43:45- She's not in tonight. Myf.
0:43:46 > 0:43:51- She's never in. - She's always with other people.
0:43:52 > 0:43:55- That will never change.
0:43:57 > 0:43:59- You know that.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06- You look smart.
0:44:07 > 0:44:09- Good catch.
0:44:18 > 0:44:21- I don't think anyone's coming.
0:44:21 > 0:44:24- I have to go. - I have to be somewhere.
0:44:24 > 0:44:26- Sounds very cryptic!
0:44:27 > 0:44:29- Who is he?
0:44:29 > 0:44:31- Mind your own. Bye, Myf.
0:44:31 > 0:44:32- Ta-ta.
0:45:56 > 0:45:58- Rhodri!
0:46:02 > 0:46:04- Rhodri!
0:46:11 > 0:46:13- You've freaked him out now.
0:46:14 > 0:46:16- That's what you do to people. - Isn't it?
0:46:17 > 0:46:19- You're a bit intense.
0:46:19 > 0:46:21- You're a bit intense.- - That man is lost.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23- People are looking for him.
0:46:23 > 0:46:29- He's not lost. - He knows what he's doing.
0:46:30 > 0:46:32- Some of us - are better off where we are.
0:47:00 > 0:47:03- I think I might have found someone.
0:47:04 > 0:47:07- You have to give up - working with the homeless.
0:47:08 > 0:47:11- Let them sort out their own lives.
0:47:12 > 0:47:13- I don't like these places.
0:47:13 > 0:47:15- I don't like these places.- - It's just a formality.
0:47:15 > 0:47:18- She wasn't born in the UK, Elfed.
0:47:19 > 0:47:23- Sitting down with a counsellor. - That worked for me and my husband.
0:47:25 > 0:47:30- You gave me the whole sob story. - Nuts mother. Pushover dad.
0:47:31 > 0:47:32- The undertaker.
0:47:32 > 0:47:35- The undertaker.- - Rhodri killed himself, Myf.
0:47:35 > 0:47:38- Praying isn't going to fix anything - this time.
0:47:39 > 0:47:42- They found his stuff by the river - three years ago.
0:47:42 > 0:47:46- I know there are people who say - they want to know where we are.
0:47:46 > 0:47:49- But are they better off without us?
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