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0:00:00 > 0:00:04- This is meant to be the biggest - adventure of your life.
0:00:05 > 0:00:06- Really?
0:00:06 > 0:00:08- Oksana, she wants her milk.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11- When did they go?
0:00:11 > 0:00:13- Yesterday morning.
0:00:14 > 0:00:15- Did Eurig move in?
0:00:15 > 0:00:16- Did Eurig move in?- - No.
0:00:17 > 0:00:19- He must have changed his mind.
0:00:20 > 0:00:22- Something Cerian said - before she went.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- About not wanting you and me...
0:00:26 > 0:00:28- Not until the divorce - has come through.
0:00:29 > 0:00:32- No need to rush things.
0:00:33 > 0:00:34- Parents. They're all losers.
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- I'm Mel - as in Melangell.
0:00:39 > 0:00:43- I know you're tired but you heard - what the doctor said.
0:00:43 > 0:00:44- I need to recover.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45- I need to recover.- - I'm too old.
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- The homeless, the missing. - The ones who are lost.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52- They're the ones - we're trying to reach.
0:00:53 > 0:00:54- Yes.
0:00:55 > 0:00:59- Thank you for giving me your time, - Myfanwy. Not everyone does.
0:00:59 > 0:01:03- Sometimes, someone being absent - is worse than death.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05- You can't live here, Mr Jarman.
0:01:05 > 0:01:06- You can't live here, Mr Jarman.- - You're going nuts.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09- That will never change. - You know that.
0:01:11 > 0:01:12- Rhodri!
0:01:13 > 0:01:16- That man is lost. - People are looking for him.
0:01:16 > 0:01:20- He's not. Some of us - are better off where we are.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- Subtitles
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- Subtitles
0:02:18 > 0:02:21- POP MUSIC PLAYS LOUDLY
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- Dear me.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42- Oh! Vicar! - What do you think you're doing?
0:02:42 > 0:02:46- If you don't like it, Mr Jarman, - you know what you can do.
0:02:47 > 0:02:48- Oh.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50- If that's how it's going to be...
0:03:01 > 0:03:04- Did you have a nice lie-in?
0:03:04 > 0:03:06- It's an INSET day.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09- I'd forgotten everything about it.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12- Isn't he old enough to stay at home - on his own?
0:03:12 > 0:03:14- I am, actually.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- I'm not having you - watching TV all day.
0:03:17 > 0:03:17- I'd play on the Xbox.
0:03:17 > 0:03:18- I'd play on the Xbox.- - Gwern.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21- There's a spade over there.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- His date didn't turn up last night.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42- I hate cereals. Full of sugar.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- Enough to give you a heart attack.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51- No wonder you're a bit overweight.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57- Bills, bills, bills.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59- Here we are.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09- Ah!
0:04:10 > 0:04:14- Unpaid assistant priest. - What on earth is that?
0:04:16 > 0:04:20- I just wanted - a little bit of freedom.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23- I know it's not ideal - what with Gwenlli in university...
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- ..and I'll have to start earning - soon.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30- You have to give up that work - with the homeless.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- Let them sort out their own lives.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:04:35 > 0:04:36- Myfanwy!
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- Oh, shit!
0:04:57 > 0:04:59- I'm not angry with you any more.
0:05:00 > 0:05:04- I am Russian goddess of calm seas. - My storm has subsided, I promise.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20- # The night is here for you
0:05:20 > 0:05:24- # The feeling won't be as strong
0:05:24 > 0:05:28- # You can taste what is life
0:05:29 > 0:05:30- # And see life in full colour #
0:05:30 > 0:05:32- # And see life in full colour #- - KNOCK ON WINDOW
0:05:45 > 0:05:47- Do you want a go on this?
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- I didn't know you had a drone.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53- We use it to look at the - characteristics of the land.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55- Data collection.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58- Not that I know how to use it.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02- Hey! That's not a toy.
0:06:02 > 0:06:05- It's not that different - from an Xbox.
0:06:05 > 0:06:06- Give it here.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- I can't believe they're going to - build on this site.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25- They should keep it as it is.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28- If everyone thought that, - no-one would build anything.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- There's nothing like holding - an object from another age.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37- Touching history itself.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39- Why hide the past?
0:06:39 > 0:06:42- I just want to map the past. - I don't want to live in it.
0:06:43 > 0:06:47- This is they key to the future. You - need to look up, Terwyn, not down.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49- Can I have a go now?
0:06:50 > 0:06:54- There you go. If you're an expert - on the Xbox, you should be OK.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- Just chill out a bit.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- This is only a job.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- It's OK.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11- We all do it.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15- There are many health benefits - to nakedness.
0:07:17 > 0:07:20- When I was little, we used to go - to this nudist beach in Tartu.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24- I was... just trying something out.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32- Did she sleep last night?
0:07:32 > 0:07:33- She doesn't sleep!
0:07:34 > 0:07:37- She's like a Russian spy. - One eye always open.
0:07:38 > 0:07:42- Your father. He's not coping!
0:07:45 > 0:07:48- I think she will send him - to an early grave.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57- There we are, Royston.
0:07:57 > 0:07:58- Tip top.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- How did you get rid of the crack - in his head?
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- Tricks of the trade.
0:08:06 > 0:08:10- I want you to move his funeral. - Put him back in the fridge.
0:08:11 > 0:08:11- What?!
0:08:11 > 0:08:13- What?!- - Something else has come in.
0:08:13 > 0:08:16- But I've been arranging - with the family for a week.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18- That's not our problem.
0:08:18 > 0:08:19- That's not our problem.- - The notice is in the paper.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22- You'll have to put - another notice in.
0:08:22 > 0:08:26- No-one is allowed to jump the queue, - Sheridan.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29- Just do it. OK?
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- There's no point you talking to me. - Tell her!
0:08:42 > 0:08:44- MUSIC IN BACKGROUND
0:08:49 > 0:08:50- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:08:56 > 0:08:57- You're still alive then!
0:08:57 > 0:08:58- You're still alive then!- - Only just.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- Did you...
0:09:05 > 0:09:08- Did you come back with me - last night?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- Who do you think put you in bed?
0:09:14 > 0:09:15- I was sick, wasn't I?
0:09:15 > 0:09:17- I was sick, wasn't I?- - I can't see anything.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19- Tea?
0:09:19 > 0:09:21- Teabags in the drawer.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27- Oh my God, Gwenlli. - You can sort that out!
0:09:29 > 0:09:33- Come over to my room later. - We'll go out for coffee.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41- Do you think Alyona - sounds too Russian?
0:09:42 > 0:09:44- Well, it is Russian.
0:09:45 > 0:09:49- Yes, but is sounding so Russian - the right thing? Right now?
0:09:50 > 0:09:53- I mean, I was thinking...
0:09:53 > 0:09:56- ..of Alyona Blodwen Maarja - Preverveza-Thomas.
0:09:58 > 0:10:01- It's important - that you're happy with it.
0:10:01 > 0:10:05- Yes, but in the crazy world - we live in now...
0:10:06 > 0:10:11- ..maybe to stand out is a bad thing.
0:10:13 > 0:10:18- No, Oksana. - It's important to know who you are.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- Where you came from.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23- Where you came from.- - What if they send me back, Myfanwy?
0:10:23 > 0:10:26- You're married now. - They can't do that.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30- Can they?
0:10:32 > 0:10:34- Everything is always changing.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38- Sometimes I think - they're still coming for us.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42- PHONE RINGS
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- Excuse me.
0:10:53 > 0:10:54- Elain.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57- What's wrong?
0:11:00 > 0:11:03- When did they find her?
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- This morning.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07- On the beach.
0:11:10 > 0:11:15- I know she'd been missing for a - while but Gaynor was still hoping.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- As you would.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27- It must be difficult for you - to help these people.
0:11:30 > 0:11:34- When you know full well that - some of them don't want to be found.
0:11:38 > 0:11:42- You can't stop people from looking, - can you?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14- Oh, Elain.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19- I just can't believe it. - Even after all this time.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29- I'm so sorry.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32- Vicar. Thank you for coming.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36- I'll go and introduce myself - to the police.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43- I hope you don't mind me being here.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- I hope you don't mind me being here.- - No. Not at all.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50- It's nice that someone's come - to support her.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56- It's bound to bring - everything back, isn't it?
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0:13:12 > 0:13:12- Subtitles
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0:13:21 > 0:13:23- What will happen next?
0:13:24 > 0:13:29- They'll arrange for her remains - to go to a funeral director.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- Oh, Gaynor. I'm so sorry.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34- Oh, Gaynor. I'm so sorry.- - Where will she be now, vicar?
0:13:35 > 0:13:38- It would help me so much if I knew - she was in a better place.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43- Where do you think she is now? - This second.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47- Where do you think they go, vicar?
0:13:51 > 0:13:56- Well, I know that wherever she is...
0:13:58 > 0:13:59- ..she's safe.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02- Here we go.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06- She's not scared.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08- She's not depressed.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- She's not depressed.- - Really, Myfanwy?
0:14:10 > 0:14:13- It's a bit of a raw deal, - don't you think?
0:14:13 > 0:14:17- She floated in the sea for months - until there wasn't much left.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- She's alive in your memory.
0:14:21 > 0:14:22- In your imagination.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26- She's alive for you - and that won't change.
0:14:29 > 0:14:33- While you remember her, - she'll be with you.
0:14:34 > 0:14:38- Oh, man. Nice one, Myfanwy.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- You can still churn them out, - can't you?
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- Like an absolute pro.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50- They don't even pay you - to say this shit any more.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57- She's not missing any more.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- We've found her.
0:15:07 > 0:15:12- Now then, Wyn, we have to dress them - as if they'd dressed themselves.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16- That's why we have this photo.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19- Right?
0:15:20 > 0:15:21- OK.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24- Right, so what I want you to do - is put this jacket on her...
0:15:24 > 0:15:28- ..and make her look - as much like this as possible.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31- Um, right.
0:15:32 > 0:15:33- Good.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36- Oh, one other thing.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40- Do you think you could handle - a viewing this afternoon?
0:15:40 > 0:15:41- Um. Well, I can try.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45- Well, you'll have to - because I have a funeral.
0:15:46 > 0:15:49- Oh. Wyn.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52- Don't forget.
0:15:53 > 0:15:56- Try to be sensitive.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58- If you can.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- Alright, bach?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16- You know...
0:16:16 > 0:16:21- ..I think you look better now - than when you were alive.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30- Things will get easier, I promise.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34- Vicar, could you do the service?
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- I stopped going to church - a long time ago.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41- I don't know who else to ask.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44- To be honest, I haven't done - a funeral for a long time.
0:16:45 > 0:16:46- Oh.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48- But I can help you find someone.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51- Don't worry. I'll sort it.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- Thank you again, both of you.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00- You can still do funerals, - can't you?
0:17:00 > 0:17:03- Yes... but me and funerals.
0:17:04 > 0:17:08- I don't want to put myself under - pressure and make a mess of things.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11- OK. I understand. - But at least come to the funeral.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14- It would mean a lot to her.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18- What about you?
0:17:19 > 0:17:20- Are you alright?
0:17:20 > 0:17:22- Yes. Why?
0:17:36 > 0:17:40- You advise everyone else - but no-one ever asks how you are.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44- I remember too well how that feels.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49- I'm fine, Myf. OK?
0:17:50 > 0:17:53- Right, I have marriage counselling - this afternoon.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56- For my sins.
0:18:13 > 0:18:14- Myf.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18- I didn't expect to see you here.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20- Just having my lunch.
0:18:20 > 0:18:24- Big funeral this afternoon. - Tom Tew Blaenffynnon.
0:18:24 > 0:18:25- Of course.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- Twelve bearers and a JCB.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32- I popped in to see Gwern. I just - remembered he had an INSET day.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35- I think he went out with Terwyn - this morning.
0:18:35 > 0:18:36- Oh, right.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39- Well, I'll get out of your way.
0:18:40 > 0:18:41- Myf, come in, will you?
0:18:43 > 0:18:45- I'll make us a cuppa. - It's good to see you.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15- Can't we just have a coffee - in your room?
0:19:15 > 0:19:18- Please don't make me walk anywhere. - I'm going to collapse.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29- Where is everything?
0:19:30 > 0:19:32- I'm minimalist. OK?
0:19:33 > 0:19:35- You have a lot of funerals on.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38- No. Milton Morgan - has a lot of funerals on.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40- It's your name in here.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44- We have people from everywhere - working there now.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48- What do you have on today?
0:19:48 > 0:19:50- I'm on my way into town.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52- I'm helping in the kitchen - again tonight.
0:19:52 > 0:19:56- Fair play to you. - You're always helping someone.
0:19:57 > 0:20:00- Yes, well. - I'd better go to be honest.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02- The longer I stay here chatting...
0:20:02 > 0:20:05- ..the longer they'll have to wait - for their soup.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10- Good luck today, Eurig.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14- Myf. This isn't forever.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17- Only until everything is sorted.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25- Oh, shit.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26- Sorry, Eurig.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28- Sorry, Eurig.- - It's the only clean one I have.
0:20:29 > 0:20:30- Take it off. I'll get rid of it.
0:20:31 > 0:20:32- There's no time.
0:20:32 > 0:20:33- There's no time.- - I'll sort it.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36- Um. Stain remover.
0:20:37 > 0:20:39- Where does Terwyn - keep the stain remover?
0:20:39 > 0:20:42- Under the sink, I think.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48- I forgot my lunch box.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52- Eurig got something on his shirt. - Coffee.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53- We weren't...
0:20:55 > 0:20:57- Right, I'd better go.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00- Um... isn't Gwern with you?
0:21:01 > 0:21:03- I left him with Sue.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06- Right, I'll go then.
0:21:06 > 0:21:11- Hairdryer. - You'll need a hairdryer to dry it.
0:21:19 > 0:21:22- You realize we've missed - our first lecture, do you?
0:21:23 > 0:21:26- It's all on the Internet. - We'll catch up.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32- I can't believe - how clean your room is.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35- I don't need fairy lights - and teddies...
0:21:35 > 0:21:38- ..and photos of my blinking parents - to know who I am.
0:21:38 > 0:21:41- OK.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53- Are your parents separated?
0:21:54 > 0:21:56- Sort of.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58- That sounds familiar.
0:21:58 > 0:22:01- Yes. I had your sob story - last night.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03- Nuts mother, pushover dad.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07- The undertaker. - Your crazy little brother.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10- You're a total cliche, Gwens.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16- What else did I say?
0:22:16 > 0:22:19- Just stuff.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27- He's not bad, fair play.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30- Hm. Children can be quite useful - sometimes.
0:23:34 > 0:23:37- What happened to your date - last night?
0:23:38 > 0:23:40- Gwern.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44- He's all ears!
0:23:44 > 0:23:46- She probably had cold feet.
0:23:46 > 0:23:50- Maybe. I wasn't too keen on the idea - anyway to be honest.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54- Sorry. What about you?
0:23:54 > 0:23:57- I've never asked if you're married.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00- It's not really relevant, is it?
0:24:00 > 0:24:01- It's not really relevant, is it?- - No, but...
0:24:01 > 0:24:03- We're only here for three weeks.
0:24:04 > 0:24:08- Right, Gwern. Can you stop playing - with that? I'd like your help.
0:24:51 > 0:24:51- .
0:24:56 > 0:24:56- Subtitles
0:24:56 > 0:24:58- Subtitles- - Subtitles
0:25:06 > 0:25:07- Here you are.
0:25:21 > 0:25:25- It had been such a long time - since anyone said my name.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29- You get used to being nobody.
0:25:32 > 0:25:36- Having to be someone again is...
0:25:38 > 0:25:39- Is there anyone I can phone?
0:25:39 > 0:25:41- Is there anyone I can phone?- - No!
0:25:41 > 0:25:43- I don't need anything from anyone.
0:25:43 > 0:25:44- I don't need anything from anyone.- - But...
0:25:45 > 0:25:47- This is my place. OK?
0:25:53 > 0:25:56- Can I make you something to eat?
0:26:25 > 0:26:28- Right, slowly does it.
0:26:28 > 0:26:29- Slow.
0:26:39 > 0:26:42- I want to see everything.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44- There's nothing to see here, - is there?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49- I'd hate to go that way.
0:26:49 > 0:26:50- Fish nibbling away...
0:26:50 > 0:26:51- Fish nibbling away...- - Wyn.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55- She could have been your sister.
0:26:56 > 0:26:57- A school friend.
0:26:57 > 0:27:01- That's how you need to think of her. - As if she was someone you knew.
0:27:01 > 0:27:06- It's not just a pile of bones - in a box. Get it?
0:27:09 > 0:27:12- I still think that having a viewing - is a bit weird.
0:27:12 > 0:27:14- There's nothing to view.
0:27:15 > 0:27:18- How exactly did you get this job?
0:27:19 > 0:27:20- Please tell me.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22- Head hunted.
0:27:23 > 0:27:27- Does she spend a lot of time - in that old people's home?
0:27:27 > 0:27:28- Sheridan.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31- Not really.
0:27:31 > 0:27:34- A lot of people - have died there recently.
0:27:34 > 0:27:36- Hold on.
0:27:36 > 0:27:37- Hold on.- - CAR DOOR CLOSES
0:27:38 > 0:27:40- They're here. Wyn, come on.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45- Wyn, remember. Gravitas.
0:27:45 > 0:27:47- OK?
0:27:50 > 0:27:52- Hang on. What's this?
0:27:53 > 0:27:56- Gravitas! Come on.
0:28:02 > 0:28:05- Thank you.
0:28:14 > 0:28:17- There's no rush.
0:28:17 > 0:28:19- There's no rush.- - I'd better go.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29- There are posters up, Rhodri.
0:28:29 > 0:28:32- The information is on police files.
0:28:32 > 0:28:34- Someone is looking for you.
0:28:34 > 0:28:36- They're not looking very hard.
0:28:36 > 0:28:39- They're not looking very hard.- - Maybe they've given up.
0:28:39 > 0:28:40- Maybe.
0:28:41 > 0:28:44- Don't they deserve to know - you're OK?
0:28:44 > 0:28:47- I know there are people who say - they want to know where we are.
0:28:48 > 0:28:50- People they've lost.
0:28:50 > 0:28:54- But are they better off without us?
0:29:04 > 0:29:06- See you again?
0:29:06 > 0:29:08- See you again?- - Not if I see you first.
0:29:09 > 0:29:12- That's what my wife - always used to say.
0:29:12 > 0:29:14- It was our little joke.
0:29:15 > 0:29:18- Not so funny any more, is it?
0:29:44 > 0:29:46- Take your time.
0:29:47 > 0:29:51- I know it can be a shock to see - the coffin for the first time.
0:29:52 > 0:29:55- It's better to do this - before the funeral.
0:29:59 > 0:30:01- I always thought - I'd see her face again.
0:30:05 > 0:30:07- How do I know if she's even in here?
0:30:07 > 0:30:08- How do I know if she's even in here?- - She is in there...
0:30:09 > 0:30:11- Wyn. Can you put the kettle on?
0:30:20 > 0:30:23- Sorry about that. He's new.
0:30:27 > 0:30:29- Do you want me to stay?
0:30:29 > 0:30:30- Do you want me to stay?- - No.
0:30:30 > 0:30:31- I'm fine.
0:30:34 > 0:30:36- Right. Shall we go?
0:30:51 > 0:30:55- Calm down, Oksana. - Stress isn't good for Blod.
0:30:58 > 0:30:59- I don't like these places.
0:31:00 > 0:31:01- It's just a formality.
0:31:01 > 0:31:03- It's just a formality.- - She wasn't born in the UK, Elfed.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05- But she was meant to be.
0:31:07 > 0:31:10- Your stupid idea to go to - that wedding in Tallinn.
0:31:11 > 0:31:13- I was 35 weeks.
0:31:14 > 0:31:16- We should never - have joined in that congo.
0:31:17 > 0:31:20- Conga. Don't say anything - about the Congo.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24- Or the conga. OK?
0:31:24 > 0:31:28- And don't even get started - on your family tree.
0:31:28 > 0:31:31- Or that your grandmother - was in the Russian military.
0:31:40 > 0:31:41- Here you are, Mrs...
0:31:41 > 0:31:42- Here you are, Mrs...- - Elain, please.
0:31:43 > 0:31:44- Sorry. Habit.
0:31:46 > 0:31:48- She'll probably be a while.
0:31:49 > 0:31:51- We're in no rush.
0:31:53 > 0:31:56- I think the most difficult thing - is having to realize...
0:31:56 > 0:31:59- ..you have to live the rest - of your life without them.
0:31:59 > 0:32:01- You know?
0:32:03 > 0:32:06- You've been so good. - She was singing your praises.
0:32:06 > 0:32:08- I'm just doing my job.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11- Did you always want to do this?
0:32:11 > 0:32:13- Did you always want to do this?- - Not really.
0:32:13 > 0:32:15- I fell into it.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19- It was my father-in-law's business.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21- Right. Do you enjoy it?
0:32:23 > 0:32:24- Sorry. Silly question.
0:32:24 > 0:32:26- No, not at all.
0:32:27 > 0:32:29- You'd be surprised - how many people ask that.
0:32:29 > 0:32:30- Um...
0:32:31 > 0:32:33- I enjoy helping people.
0:32:35 > 0:32:37- I make things a bit easier for them.
0:32:39 > 0:32:42- It's quite similar to what you do.
0:32:43 > 0:32:47- I can't say much to help them.
0:32:48 > 0:32:49- Me neither half the time.
0:32:50 > 0:32:53- But it's worth trying, isn't it?
0:33:10 > 0:33:13- You see, I lived in Estonia - for many years.
0:33:14 > 0:33:16- But I'm Russian by blood.
0:33:17 > 0:33:21- I want my daughter to feel, - as I feel, that she can be Welsh...
0:33:22 > 0:33:24- ..but with many variations.
0:33:25 > 0:33:28- A Welsh name or a Russian name?
0:33:29 > 0:33:30- What do you think, please?
0:33:31 > 0:33:35- Mrs Thomas, I'm just here - to register your baby's name.
0:33:35 > 0:33:37- Let's just go with Ali Thomas.
0:33:37 > 0:33:38- Let's just go with Ali Thomas.- - No. No.
0:33:40 > 0:33:42- That sounds very ordinary.
0:33:50 > 0:33:53- I'm leaking.
0:33:56 > 0:33:58- Excuse me, um...
0:33:59 > 0:34:02- Manna from heaven - is pouring out of me.
0:34:09 > 0:34:11- You don't look like an Alyona, - do you?
0:34:11 > 0:34:13- You're a Blodwen, aren't you?
0:34:24 > 0:34:26- You're stuffed now, aren't you?
0:34:26 > 0:34:28- Not you again.
0:34:28 > 0:34:31- He was missing. You found him.
0:34:32 > 0:34:37- Then you let him go again - so now he's missing again.
0:34:37 > 0:34:39- Nice one, Myf.
0:34:40 > 0:34:42- Are you missing?
0:34:42 > 0:34:45- Is that why I can see you?
0:34:46 > 0:34:47- Do you want me to find you?
0:34:47 > 0:34:48- Do you want me to find you?- - You?
0:34:50 > 0:34:53- No. You're a shit detective, - Myfanwy.
0:34:55 > 0:34:59- Anyway, - no-one is looking for me any more.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04- They've given up.
0:35:06 > 0:35:08- But they haven't given up on Rhodri.
0:35:10 > 0:35:13- You can still save him.
0:35:13 > 0:35:16- He says he wants to live like that.
0:35:16 > 0:35:20- Oh, come off it. - Do you really believe that?
0:35:21 > 0:35:24- No-one wants to live like this.
0:35:24 > 0:35:26- No-one wants to live like this.- - I don't know what to do.
0:35:27 > 0:35:30- Praying isn't going to fix anything - this time, Myf.
0:35:30 > 0:35:36- You can't rely on some bloke - up there to sort it out for you.
0:35:39 > 0:35:43- You're going to have to - sort it out yourself.
0:35:43 > 0:35:45- How?
0:35:45 > 0:35:47- You'll have to - bring in the big guns.
0:35:49 > 0:35:51- Big guns.
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0:36:24 > 0:36:29- To be fair, I told you on the phone - it wasn't Mr Jeffreys' funeral.
0:36:29 > 0:36:31- That's been moved.
0:36:31 > 0:36:34- Come on. - Surely you can hold a service.
0:36:34 > 0:36:35- Don't go!
0:36:43 > 0:36:45- Myf.
0:36:47 > 0:36:49- How are you?
0:36:50 > 0:36:51- No!
0:36:51 > 0:36:54- Myf, please. I'm in a real pickle.
0:36:55 > 0:36:59- I'm here as Gaynor's friend. - Phone someone else.
0:36:59 > 0:37:05- Where am I going to get hold of - another vicar in seven minutes?!
0:37:07 > 0:37:11- Oh, shit. - Half of Mr Jeffreys' crowd are here.
0:37:12 > 0:37:16- I told her this would happen. - You can't just change the notice.
0:37:16 > 0:37:18- Cool head, now.
0:37:19 > 0:37:21- You don't get stressed, remember?
0:37:21 > 0:37:23- Myf. Please.
0:37:26 > 0:37:28- Otherwise, I'll have to do it.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31- See? No-one wants that.
0:37:32 > 0:37:33- But I'm not dressed.
0:37:34 > 0:37:37- You have your collar. That's enough.
0:37:37 > 0:37:39- Come on. For me?
0:37:44 > 0:37:46- Thank you, Myf.
0:38:36 > 0:38:38- Oh, hello again.
0:38:39 > 0:38:41- Dr Daniels. I didn't realize - you worked here.
0:38:42 > 0:38:43- Do you know each other?
0:38:43 > 0:38:45- Do you know each other?- - From a previous life.
0:38:45 > 0:38:47- Milton Morgan - are developing the site.
0:38:48 > 0:38:49- Oh, right.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51- Oh, right.- - New chapel of rest.
0:38:51 > 0:38:54- We only have four fridges - at the moment...
0:38:54 > 0:38:56- ..and there's plenty of work - out there.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59- I'm looking forward - to starting the building work.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02- When you're finished, of course.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04- Is there much more work to be done?
0:39:04 > 0:39:07- This site - dates back to the Bronze Age.
0:39:07 > 0:39:11- There are some very interesting - characteristics to be found.
0:39:11 > 0:39:14- Yes. Fascinating. I can show you - what we've found so far.
0:39:34 > 0:39:36- We are gathered here - to worship God...
0:39:37 > 0:39:43- ..and to give thanks - for the life of Lisa Anwen Jones.
0:39:44 > 0:39:49- We know that He who gave her to us - will comfort us in our grief.
0:39:51 > 0:39:55- When someone disappears suddenly - from our lives...
0:39:55 > 0:40:00- ..it is difficult to understand - how someone who was so present...
0:40:00 > 0:40:04- ..can suddenly be absent.
0:40:10 > 0:40:13- But today, she is back with us.
0:40:17 > 0:40:21- We will begin with one of - Lisa's favourite hymns.
0:40:24 > 0:40:28- "A pilgrim am I in a desert land - wandering hither and yon
0:40:30 > 0:40:36- "And in a kind of hope every hour - that my Father's house is at hand"
0:40:40 > 0:40:47- # A pilgrim am I in a desert land
0:40:49 > 0:40:55- # Wandering hither and yon #
0:40:58 > 0:41:00- You're clearly in your element here.
0:41:01 > 0:41:04- I think I'm of more use here - than I was in your business!
0:41:05 > 0:41:08- Last time we spoke, - you'd recently separated.
0:41:08 > 0:41:11- Yes, we're still - working through the divorce.
0:41:11 > 0:41:12- Complicated business.
0:41:14 > 0:41:17- Sitting down with a counsellor - worked for my husband and me.
0:41:18 > 0:41:20- We got everything out in the open.
0:41:20 > 0:41:22- I can recommend someone if you like.
0:41:22 > 0:41:23- I can recommend someone if you like.- - Yes, great. Thanks.
0:41:25 > 0:41:27- This is my number. Give me a ring.
0:41:27 > 0:41:30- I'll find the details for you.
0:41:31 > 0:41:32- Um, are you free tonight?
0:41:33 > 0:41:34- Tonight?
0:41:34 > 0:41:37- Well, I just thought - if you were free...
0:41:37 > 0:41:39- ..we could have a drink to discuss.
0:41:39 > 0:41:42- To discuss your divorce?
0:41:42 > 0:41:42- No, just to chat.
0:41:42 > 0:41:44- No, just to chat.- - I'm not free tonight.
0:41:44 > 0:41:45- Don't worry.
0:41:45 > 0:41:47- Don't worry.- - What about tomorrow?
0:41:49 > 0:41:50- Yes.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52- Yes.- - That's sorted then.
0:41:53 > 0:41:56- I'll look forward to digging deeper, - Dr Daniels.
0:42:12 > 0:42:14- Thank you for saving my skin.
0:42:19 > 0:42:21- Was I alright?
0:42:21 > 0:42:23- Hey, you were more than alright.
0:42:25 > 0:42:27- There are more people - than I expected.
0:42:27 > 0:42:30- Half of them had come - for Mr Jeffreys.
0:42:31 > 0:42:35- You'd think they'd leave - once they realized.
0:42:35 > 0:42:38- Tea and cakes for free. - Does it matter whose funeral?!
0:42:39 > 0:42:43- Thank you for doing that, Myf. - It meant so much to Gaynor.
0:42:44 > 0:42:46- You made it so personal.
0:42:46 > 0:42:48- It was nothing. Really.
0:42:49 > 0:42:51- Elain, this is Mr Richards.
0:42:51 > 0:42:53- Hiya, Eurig. We've met.
0:42:54 > 0:42:55- Have you?
0:42:55 > 0:42:57- Have you?- - Viewing. Yesterday.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59- He was very good, fair play.
0:42:59 > 0:43:02- He was very good, fair play.- - He's not bad at all.
0:43:02 > 0:43:04- Stop it, now!
0:43:07 > 0:43:10- I just wanted to say thank you, - vicar.
0:43:11 > 0:43:13- You spoke so well.
0:43:13 > 0:43:17- It's so nice to see - some of your group here.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20- It must be very difficult for you.
0:43:22 > 0:43:25- Your husband.
0:43:26 > 0:43:29- He's missing, isn't he?
0:43:30 > 0:43:31- Yes.
0:43:31 > 0:43:33- He's not coming back. I know that.
0:43:34 > 0:43:35- What happened?
0:43:36 > 0:43:39- I don't like talking about it.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41- Outside the group.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43- Talking about Rhodri...
0:43:43 > 0:43:44- Talking about Rhodri...- - Rhodri?
0:43:46 > 0:43:48- If you'll excuse me, Myf.
0:43:48 > 0:43:50- I think maybe Gaynor needs me.
0:43:57 > 0:43:59- Really, now. Not a word of a lie.
0:44:03 > 0:44:05- I didn't know you smoked.
0:44:05 > 0:44:07- I don't. Not really.
0:44:07 > 0:44:09- I've given up as well.
0:44:09 > 0:44:12- Right, I'd better go. - I have another funeral at three.
0:44:14 > 0:44:17- Myf, you're salt of the earth.
0:44:17 > 0:44:21- You wouldn't believe how many times - she's got me out of trouble.
0:44:21 > 0:44:22- It's fine.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25- Do you know him well?
0:44:25 > 0:44:28- We've worked together a lot - over the years.
0:44:28 > 0:44:32- I always thought old men - did that job.
0:44:32 > 0:44:34- Eurig is a bit of a one-off.
0:44:34 > 0:44:37- Is everything OK in there?
0:44:37 > 0:44:40- Yes. I think so.
0:44:41 > 0:44:43- Myf?
0:44:43 > 0:44:45- What's wrong?
0:44:46 > 0:44:49- I think I may have found someone.
0:44:55 > 0:44:57- Is that Clare's husband?
0:44:58 > 0:44:59- Yes, but...
0:45:00 > 0:45:02- He came to the soup kitchen.
0:45:04 > 0:45:05- Elain?
0:45:06 > 0:45:09- Rhodri, Clare's husband...
0:45:10 > 0:45:12- ..killed himself, Myf.
0:45:12 > 0:45:16- They found his stuff by the river - three years ago.
0:45:16 > 0:45:18- I know that's what Clare thinks.
0:45:18 > 0:45:21- You must have seen someone - who looks like him.
0:45:21 > 0:45:23- Yes.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25- Must be.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33- Do you know what's worst?
0:45:33 > 0:45:36- I'm jealous of Gaynor.
0:45:37 > 0:45:40- If only I'd been able to bury him.
0:45:42 > 0:45:44- It would be something.
0:45:59 > 0:46:03- I think Myfanwy is in denial.
0:46:04 > 0:46:06- I'm not!
0:46:07 > 0:46:10- This man is surprisingly virile - for his age.
0:46:10 > 0:46:13- He has enough sperm - for whole village.
0:46:13 > 0:46:15- Do you have children?
0:46:15 > 0:46:17- Do you have children?- - No. There was never time.
0:46:18 > 0:46:21- I don't think she has a heart.
0:46:23 > 0:46:24- Myfanwy?
0:46:25 > 0:46:28- It's never made sense - how we lost him.
0:46:28 > 0:46:29- What was his name?
0:46:30 > 0:46:32- Dafydd.
0:46:33 > 0:46:34- He's dead.
0:46:35 > 0:46:37- He must be dead. He must be.
0:46:39 > 0:46:41- Where are you when I need you, - Dafydd?
0:46:42 > 0:46:44- It won't be long now, Myf.
0:46:45 > 0:46:49- What's wrong with you, Myfanwy? - You can't play with people's lives.
0:46:49 > 0:46:51- Understand?
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