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0:00:39 > 0:00:41- I think a couple more turkeys - are sick.
0:00:45 > 0:00:46- Cadno, are you listening?
0:00:47 > 0:00:49- You have to cancel the stall.
0:00:49 > 0:00:53- I'm not cancelling anything - until the results come back.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- If I pull out now, people will - think something's wrong.
0:00:57 > 0:00:58- Maybe there is.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- Maybe there is.- - I'm only taking orders.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- It won't be the end of the world - if I cancel them.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06- And anyway, you're worrying - about nothing.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10- I know you're thinking back - to the time we had TB...
0:01:10 > 0:01:12- ..but let's keep an open mind - about this.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24- Did you sleep on the sofa?
0:01:26 > 0:01:28- Yes, I didn't want to disturb you.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31- It was important that you had - a good night's sleep.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34- Is everything alright?
0:01:34 > 0:01:37- That nightmare seemed to be...
0:01:37 > 0:01:39- ..a nasty one.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42- Everyone has nightmares sometimes.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- Right, I'd better make my way - to the surgery.
0:01:45 > 0:01:48- I've got loads to do before - the patients arrive.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50- Have you had breakfast?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53- No, I'll have something on the way.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01- Any problem, phone me.
0:02:01 > 0:02:04- Remember to eat and drink plenty.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06- It's important for your recovery.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08- Bye.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14- Great.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17- Sara promised to help me today, - but she's texted to say she's ill.
0:02:18 > 0:02:19- She can't help that she's ill.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21- She can't help that she's ill.- - Yeah, yeah.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23- There isn't much left to do now.
0:02:23 > 0:02:27- No, Hywel, just decorate the salon, - buy the mince pies...
0:02:27 > 0:02:30- ..take photos so all the businesses - are promoted online.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34- I'll take these to the salon - and start decorating.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36- You get the mince pies.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- Today's going to be awful.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43- Five people have already texted - saying they're not coming.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- It hasn't started yet. - Just wait and see.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49- I can't believe this.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56- Roll on January.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59- Bah, humbug!
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- You are beautiful.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- Beautiful, aren't you?
0:03:09 > 0:03:10- There you go.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13- Ty, try this mulled wine for me.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16- I'm not sure - I've got the balance right.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- It's a bit early, isn't it?
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- Just take a sip. - I obviously can't.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- When's your baby shower?
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- When's your baby shower?- - Why are you asking?
0:03:25 > 0:03:28- The mothers in the creche - were talking about it.
0:03:28 > 0:03:32- They said they're more popular - than christenings these days.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- Maybe, but nothing's been organized.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36- Oh, right.
0:03:36 > 0:03:40- It's OK. It's a load of nonsense - and I think it's boring.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- Surprise!
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- You've organized one for me?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Yes.
0:03:47 > 0:03:48- Yes.- - Really?
0:03:48 > 0:03:50- You're amazing, d'you know that?
0:03:52 > 0:03:53- Nothing over the top.
0:03:53 > 0:03:54- Nothing over the top.- - Classy.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57- Yeah, classy. - What about the mulled wine?
0:04:02 > 0:04:03- Too strong?
0:04:03 > 0:04:04- Too strong?- - A bit.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06- More orange juice.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- More orange juice.- - A lot more orange juice, Dan.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10- I'm having a baby shower. - I can't wait!
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- I'll put your name down for one.
0:04:37 > 0:04:42- Is it alright to take a few snaps? - Some online publicity for Penrhewl.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- Cadno, it's Christmas, so smile!
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- That's better.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50- Gaynor, welcome back.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52- Thanks.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56- Sorry, I've got to be somewhere.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- How was she?
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- She was acting a bit odd - if you ask me.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08- It appears Eileen has a surprise - for us.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10- It's that, isn't it?
0:05:10 > 0:05:13- By the way, you did a good job - decorating the salon.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15- I've got a good eye.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18- You can decorate the house too - if you want.
0:05:18 > 0:05:19- Alright.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21- Smile.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- Hello, everyone.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- If I could just have - your attention.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29- Today is a fresh start for the shop.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- And the shop has a new mascot - as well.
0:05:41 > 0:05:45- Give a warm welcome - to Colin and his reindeer!
0:05:45 > 0:05:47- Here he is!
0:05:49 > 0:05:53- You didn't know that Santa had - another special reindeer, did you?
0:05:53 > 0:05:57- Rudolph, poor thing, - has had a demotion.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59- Am I dreaming?
0:05:59 > 0:06:02- Fair play to him, he'll get - loads of Likes online.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04- That's all that matters.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- Col, come over here. I want a photo.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09- Watch out. - You just watch this go viral.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- We need to record a video too.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17- Don't forget - that you have to sell these as well.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19- No problemo.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22- Merry Christmas - from the village shop!
0:06:22 > 0:06:24- That can't have been easy for you.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27- Well, a new start was needed.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30- Yes. Selfie? Come on.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39- Come in.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44- What are you doing?
0:06:46 > 0:06:48- I've just found an empty bottle.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- Are you fit to be here?
0:06:52 > 0:06:53- What?
0:06:55 > 0:06:56- Yes.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59- OK, I didn't get much sleep - last night.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- And, yes, I had a glass.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05- A glass? I know how much - was in that bottle.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- Is there something - you're not telling me?
0:07:09 > 0:07:10- Gaynor.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13- The concussion, the nightmare...
0:07:14 > 0:07:16- ..you're drinking.
0:07:16 > 0:07:20- It's obvious to me - that something's seriously wrong.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26- I think you should leave.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38- If I go now...
0:07:38 > 0:07:40- ..I'm not coming back.
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0:07:54 > 0:07:56- Alright.
0:07:58 > 0:07:59- Alright.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- There are things.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09- And you should know about them.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13- But this isn't the time or place.
0:08:18 > 0:08:19- Two turkeys?
0:08:20 > 0:08:21- You've got a lot of orders.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24- You've got a lot of orders.- - I need another pair of hands.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26- Phone Eifion to help, then.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30- 'Four turkeys have died'
0:08:30 > 0:08:33- Sorry, I can't take any more orders.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36- What are you doing?
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- You should be selling them, - not giving them away for nothing.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43- Oh, sorry, I didn't realize that.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- But it's a good PR stunt.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- Everyone will be talking - about you tonight.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50- I suppose.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53- And Colin the Reindeer's video - has had 300 Likes.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55- 300! I'm doing something right.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00- Aren't you thirsty? You must be - sweating buckets in this.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03- A glass of warm milk - would go down well.
0:09:04 > 0:09:05- And don't forget the carrot.
0:09:06 > 0:09:07- What do you say?
0:09:08 > 0:09:11- Have you seen the fuss people make - of baby showers?
0:09:12 > 0:09:13- Yes.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15- Yes.- - I don't want to do it.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17- Too late now.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18- Too late now.- - Thanks to you.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21- You made it impossible - not to make the offer.
0:09:22 > 0:09:23- Right.
0:09:23 > 0:09:28- Just keep it simple. A small group - of people and a lot of fun.
0:09:28 > 0:09:32- Dani said she doesn't want - anything over the top.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34- You're right.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36- You'll be fine.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44- Do you want a cuppa?
0:09:45 > 0:09:46- No, thanks.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- These nightmares - I've been having...
0:09:59 > 0:10:01- They're about the war.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- War?
0:10:08 > 0:10:10- I was in the Army.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13- As a medic.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17- I went to Bosnia...
0:10:18 > 0:10:19- ..Kosovo.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26- We were right in the middle - of things.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28- The worst fighting.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32- I saw things...
0:10:34 > 0:10:36- Atrocious things.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40- Things I don't want to remember.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- But I can't help it.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48- Because they're in my head.
0:10:52 > 0:10:56- No matter how much - I try to forget...
0:10:57 > 0:11:00- ..no matter how much - I ignore them...
0:11:01 > 0:11:03- ..I can't get rid of them.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07- Faces.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- Noises.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11- Screaming.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15- Those eyes staring at you...
0:11:15 > 0:11:17- ..begging you.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21- Needing your help.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24- But you can't do anything.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31- And now...
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- ..I can't do anything but - put up with it.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38- Over and over and...
0:11:43 > 0:11:44- Is the food OK?
0:11:44 > 0:11:46- Is the food OK?- - These steaks are fab.
0:11:46 > 0:11:47- Good. New supplier.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- Ty, you know this baby shower?
0:11:51 > 0:11:55- Don't think I'm interfering, - but I've had some ideas.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57- Great.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59- I've emailed them to you.
0:11:59 > 0:12:04- Just pictures, ideas about games - and invites. Stuff like that.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05- Invites?
0:12:06 > 0:12:09- You've got to do it properly. - First baby and all that.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- Right, I'll leave you - to enjoy yourselves.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16- If you want a chat about it, - just phone me.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28- Oh, yes, I've made a list - of the people I want there.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31- It's in the attachment, - so just check it.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35- Why did I open my big mouth?
0:12:35 > 0:12:37- Why did I open my big mouth?- - Because you're the best brother.
0:12:38 > 0:12:39- Or a mug.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42- Mug. Can I have a mug - of mulled wine, please?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- I'll get you some later.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53- Have you talked to a doctor - about this?
0:12:54 > 0:12:55- No.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- There was a debrief.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03- But no-one goes for a one-to-one.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05- Too much shame in it.
0:13:11 > 0:13:15- I'd wanted to be a soldier - since I was a boy.
0:13:17 > 0:13:18- My uncle...
0:13:18 > 0:13:21- ..Uncle Morris, was in the Army.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24- I wanted to be like him.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26- Wanted to do the right thing.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- But after I came home...
0:13:33 > 0:13:35- ..I realized...
0:13:38 > 0:13:40- ..that war never leaves you.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46- The memories go with you - wherever you go.
0:13:52 > 0:13:56- I had hoped that moving away...
0:13:57 > 0:14:01- ..and starting again here in Cwmderi - would help things.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05- Ease some of the...
0:14:10 > 0:14:12- But it didn't.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18- There's always something - that takes you back there.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22- Like the ceiling collapsing.
0:14:24 > 0:14:25- Right.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29- I understand now.
0:14:39 > 0:14:42- Are you sure you want to leave? - There's lots of people around.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46- I have to go back to Penrhewl - but thanks for organizing this.
0:14:46 > 0:14:49- I'm glad it was a success for you.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51- Ladies, welcome.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54- Come in. There are some - complimentary mince pies here.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56- Help yourselves.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- This is what you call a success.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- This is what you call a success.- - D'you think so?
0:15:03 > 0:15:06- It's a hive of activity, - and it's all down to you.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10- I don't know how much difference - it's made to the salon.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12- No-one's made an appointment yet.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- No-one's made an appointment yet.- - Can I make an appointment, please?
0:15:15 > 0:15:17- Of course, Madge. Hair or nails?
0:15:18 > 0:15:19- Both, please.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26- Have you heard anything?
0:15:27 > 0:15:30- No. The vet said I shouldn't - leave the farm today.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- We should get the results - within hours...
0:15:33 > 0:15:34- MOBILE PHONE
0:15:38 > 0:15:40- Hello. Eifion Rowlands.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42- How are you?
0:15:46 > 0:15:48- I see.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52- Right.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56- OK.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58- Alright, then.
0:15:58 > 0:16:00- There we go.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02- Ta-ra.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07- Bird flu.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12- The authorities are coming - to sort out an exclusion zone.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16- There'll be a police officer - at the gate over the weekend.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19- It doesn't make sense, - the vet said...
0:16:19 > 0:16:21- We're going to lose thousands.
0:16:22 > 0:16:26- Neither us nor the stock can move - from here until they say.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- You'd better tell Mathew.
0:16:31 > 0:16:32- We're stuck here.
0:16:32 > 0:16:36- The rest of the county will know - by the end of the afternoon.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47- You won't tell anyone, will you?
0:16:47 > 0:16:48- You won't tell anyone, will you?- - Of course not.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51- Thanks.
0:16:52 > 0:16:58- Look, I know you haven't talked - to a doctor about this, but...
0:16:59 > 0:17:01- ..did Sophia know?
0:17:01 > 0:17:03- Yes, she knows.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06- She still gets in touch - to ask how I am.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09- You said she'd died.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10- You said she'd died.- - I didn't.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13- Yes, Elgan, you said...
0:17:13 > 0:17:17- Perhaps I said I'd lost her - because I did.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20- I'd never intentionally mislead you.
0:17:21 > 0:17:24- I never said that she was dead.
0:17:24 > 0:17:27- Gaynor, you have to believe me...
0:17:27 > 0:17:29- Gaynor, you have to believe me...- - No, don't.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33- I've just told you everything.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34- Have you?
0:17:35 > 0:17:37- One lie after another.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39- I don't know you, do I?
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