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0:00:16 > 0:00:20- Right. There we are. - Job done, as they say.
0:00:22 > 0:00:25- You'll be able to watch television - in bed now and all.
0:00:28 > 0:00:31- Do you want a cuppa? - There's tea in the pot.
0:00:33 > 0:00:36- Right. - I think I'll have one anyway.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42- Stop it, will you?
0:00:42 > 0:00:44- You're trying too hard.
0:00:45 > 0:00:46- Am I?
0:00:46 > 0:00:48- Give her a chance.
0:00:50 > 0:00:54- Where's Diane? I know when to keep - my mouth closed when she's around.
0:00:54 > 0:00:57- Dad, it's alright.
0:00:58 > 0:01:01- Even though I was expecting it...
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- ..having the bed here - is a bit of a shock.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07- But it's here now, - so just calm down.
0:01:07 > 0:01:11- Oh, I don't know. - I'm a bit out of my depth here.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14- How do you think Mam feels?
0:01:17 > 0:01:22- Mam, I'll put your night stuff - in a case to make it easier.
0:01:22 > 0:01:26- I've already done that, love. - Bring it down, will you?
0:01:26 > 0:01:29- Yes, of course.
0:01:40 > 0:01:41- Dad.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43- I wasn't expecting you back.
0:01:43 > 0:01:47- Were you going to leave, - just like that? Without telling me.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50- I wouldn't have done that.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- I wouldn't have done that.- - Why not discuss it with me then?
0:01:52 > 0:01:53- Because...
0:01:55 > 0:01:57- There's no point in me being here.
0:01:57 > 0:02:01- I'm only fooling myself - that I have any kind of future here.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05- What about your little girl?
0:02:05 > 0:02:07- Are you going to turn - your back on her again?
0:02:08 > 0:02:09- She deserves better than that.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12- Yes. That's why I'm going.
0:02:12 > 0:02:16- No. She deserves the love - you can give her as a father.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20- Look, let's not discuss it tonight.
0:02:22 > 0:02:26- We can watch a film, have a glass - of wine and I'll cook dinner.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28- Sausage and chips, your favourite.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33- When I was six years old, maybe.
0:02:33 > 0:02:37- There's nothing better than sausage - and chips, whatever age you are.
0:02:39 > 0:02:42- That would be great. Thanks, Dad.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44- I'll go to the village.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- You're starting early as well, - Diane.
0:02:52 > 0:02:53- Mmm?
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- One of those days.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57- Isn't it just.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59- Isn't it just.- - So what's your excuse?
0:03:00 > 0:03:02- Sorry. It's none of my business.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- Sorry. It's none of my business.- - No, it's alright.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07- Come and sit with me, if you want.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10- It would be nice to have company.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16- I'm here because I'm...
0:03:17 > 0:03:22- ..ignoring my duty - in the hope it will disappear.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- Oh. Do you think it will?
0:03:25 > 0:03:27- No. Definitely not.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31- That's why it's so difficult - to face it.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35- You know, talking about things - can help.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- But if you don't want to...
0:03:41 > 0:03:44- Listen, if I tell you, - do you promise not to tell anyone?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Of course.
0:03:49 > 0:03:54- They're putting a hospital bed - in the lounge today for Linda.
0:03:55 > 0:04:00- And I'm here because I'm too much - of a coward to go home.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02- I know I'll be upset.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05- And I don't want to be - in front of Linda.
0:04:06 > 0:04:07- Oh, Diane.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- I'm worried I'll say something - without thinking...
0:04:12 > 0:04:16- ..that it's a nuisance or that - it's in the way or something...
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- ..and that Linda will hear me.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20- You won't.
0:04:21 > 0:04:22- When you see that bed...
0:04:23 > 0:04:27- ..I think you'll know exactly - what to say and what not to say.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30- What's your excuse - for being here then...
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- ..instead of being at home - with Dr Dishy?
0:04:36 > 0:04:39- Why don't we go out?
0:04:39 > 0:04:41- Down to Llansteffan or somewhere...
0:04:41 > 0:04:44- ..and then get some fish and chips - on the way back.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- You two go.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- Don't you want to come?
0:04:49 > 0:04:51- Chips, Linda.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54- I don't feel like chips, sorry.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- Shall I make some sandwiches - for us then?
0:04:57 > 0:04:59- No thanks.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- But I would like to ask a favour.
0:05:02 > 0:05:03- Fire away.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06- Would you mind - if I get changed for bed?
0:05:06 > 0:05:09- I'll only have to put - my head down then.
0:05:11 > 0:05:12- Yes, of course.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14- Yes, of course.- - No problem at all.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- We need a better arrangement - than this.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- What do you mean?
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- Look at us both now, - stuck in the kitchen.
0:05:26 > 0:05:29- We have to make - proper arrangements...
0:05:29 > 0:05:32- ..so your mother gets some peace - to do her ablutions.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36- What ablutions? She's only changing - into her pyjamas.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38- Mam, are you alright?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40- Yes, thanks.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42- Do you think I should offer - to help her?
0:05:43 > 0:05:46- No. Where's Diane - when she's really needed?
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- Are you sure you're alright there?
0:05:49 > 0:05:53- Yes. I won't be long now.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57- No. Thanks for letting me know.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59- Alright. Ta-ra.
0:06:01 > 0:06:02- Alright?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04- I'm refereeing - a netball match tonight...
0:06:05 > 0:06:07- ..and Elinor was - supposed to babysit.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- But of course, something's come up, - as it tends to do.
0:06:10 > 0:06:11- Ah.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14- Sorry to hear that.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- Thanks for your concern. Excuse me.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Um, Ffion...
0:06:20 > 0:06:22- Maybe I have an answer - to your problem.
0:06:22 > 0:06:23- What?
0:06:24 > 0:06:25- I could take Arwen.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- You've obviously forgotten - who's staying with you.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- He's not at home. - He's gone away for the day.
0:06:33 > 0:06:37- In fact, he's away for the night, - staying with friends in Swansea.
0:06:37 > 0:06:42- I know it's awkward between you two. - I don't want to make matters worse.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44- Are you sure he won't be back?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- Are you sure he won't be back?- - Yes.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50- Alright then. Thanks.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54- Phone when you're finished - and I'll bring her back.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56- You're an angel. Thanks, Sion.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02- I know exactly what I'd do.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03- What?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- I'd make sure the relationship - continues...
0:07:07 > 0:07:09- ..even though you're apart.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- It could be the most romantic time - you'll ever have.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- Do you think so?
0:07:14 > 0:07:16- At my age?
0:07:16 > 0:07:18- Don't you dare say that.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- Trust me, - life's too short as it is...
0:07:22 > 0:07:27- ..without wasting time worrying - about you could or should do.
0:07:29 > 0:07:30- I'm really not sure.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33- What's holding you back?
0:07:33 > 0:07:36- I've got a talent for choosing - the wrong men, haven't I?
0:07:36 > 0:07:38- The ones that break hearts.
0:07:39 > 0:07:44- But unfortunately, you'll only - find out if you take the plunge.
0:07:45 > 0:07:47- It sounds to me - as if you're both...
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- ..in a good place - in your relationship.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52- Isn't that worth fighting for?
0:07:53 > 0:07:54- Maybe.
0:07:57 > 0:08:00- And don't forget, - there is one other bonus.
0:08:00 > 0:08:01- Which is?
0:08:02 > 0:08:04- You'll be closer to Gretna Green!
0:08:05 > 0:08:08- Yes. Well, that's it. - Everything's fallen into place!
0:08:08 > 0:08:10- Ta-ra, now.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12- Ta-ra.
0:08:13 > 0:08:14- Macs!
0:08:18 > 0:08:19- Hello?
0:08:21 > 0:08:23- In you go then.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29- I hope you don't mind but we've - got an extra one for supper.
0:08:29 > 0:08:33- I know you've met before, but in - case you've forgotten, Arwen...
0:08:34 > 0:08:36- ..this is Macs, - and Macs, this is Arwen.
0:08:36 > 0:08:37- Hiya.
0:08:40 > 0:08:45- Now that we know each other, - why don't we start cooking dinner?
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- What do you say, Arwen? Yes?
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- Go upstairs - to wash your hands first.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56- She knows the way.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- Yes.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02- She stayed here when Ffion was ill, - you know.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05- Ill? What was wrong?
0:09:07 > 0:09:08- Dad?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- Dad?- - When she was back on the bottle.
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0:09:24 > 0:09:25- Sit down.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30- You're busy.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32- I have been, yes.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40- I've made a decision.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- I can't leave Cwmderi. Sorry.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47- No. It's fully understandable.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- But I don't want to say goodbye - to you either.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- What we have makes me very happy.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- Me too.
0:09:57 > 0:10:02- So I suggest that we try - and make it work from a distance.
0:10:05 > 0:10:06- What do you think?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08- What do you think?- - I think it's an excellent idea.
0:10:10 > 0:10:11- Right.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30- Hey, where are you going?
0:10:30 > 0:10:34- I only had a packet of crisps - for supper.
0:10:34 > 0:10:38- Please, Dai. Don't make this - more difficult than it has to be.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41- You're right, I suppose.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57- I can't take my eyes off her.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03- Dad, my head's spinning.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08- All the time I've wasted.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12- All the time I've been without her.
0:11:14 > 0:11:15- I can't believe it.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23- Why didn't you tell me?
0:11:23 > 0:11:25- About Ffion.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- Because you hadn't been in touch.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31- You weren't a part of our lives - at that time.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37- Ffion was going through - a difficult time...
0:11:37 > 0:11:40- ..and Britt and I - were more than willing to help out.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44- Thank you.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46- For doing that.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49- And thanks for telling me.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03- So the cheapest way for me to come - to you is to fly from Cardiff.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06- But the last flight - leaves at 5.00pm...
0:12:06 > 0:12:09- ..and I'll never make it in time - from school.
0:12:11 > 0:12:14- Unless I drive or catch a train.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- Right.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20- From Carmarthen to Edinburgh, - leaving just after 6.00pm.
0:12:20 > 0:12:21- Perfect.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26- But it arrives at 9.30am - the next morning and costs 400.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31- Or of course, I could drive.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33- After a week's work?
0:12:33 > 0:12:35- It's too far and too dangerous.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41- Well, somebody somewhere - is determined to keep us apart.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- What are we going to do?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50- It looks like the decision - is being taken away from us.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54- Diane?
0:12:55 > 0:12:56- Are you alright?
0:12:57 > 0:12:59- Sorry.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01- Don't worry. I wasn't sleeping.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04- Is there anything wrong?
0:13:04 > 0:13:09- Dai. He can't sleep because I didn't - cook him any dinner tonight.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10- Oh.
0:13:10 > 0:13:11- Oh.- - Yes, oh!
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- Muggins here has to come down - to make him a sandwich...
0:13:15 > 0:13:18- ..because he'd make too much noise.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20- Are you comfortable now?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Are you comfortable now?- - Yes, thanks.
0:13:22 > 0:13:26- It's a bit weird being down here, - but I'm alright.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30- Good. I'll leave you in peace now.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- Come and sit with me.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34- For a while.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51- Come on.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54- Whatever it is, just say it.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57- I'm sure I can handle it.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59- Well, um...
0:13:59 > 0:14:00- ..I was just wondering...
0:14:02 > 0:14:03- ..would you like a sherry?
0:14:04 > 0:14:05- That would be fantastic.
0:14:06 > 0:14:07- Good.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10- KNOCK AT DOOR
0:14:17 > 0:14:18- Ffion.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20- I said I'd bring her over.
0:14:20 > 0:14:24- Sorry. It got late and I thought it - would be easier if I picked her up.
0:14:25 > 0:14:26- Where is she?
0:14:27 > 0:14:31- She's sleeping upstairs and before - you say anything, this was my idea.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33- How could you?
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- How could you?- - It's only fair Macs gets...
0:14:35 > 0:14:38- Go and get her now! - I warned you, didn't I?
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- I'm only asking for a second chance.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44- You've let people down - time after time.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47- Tonight only shows - that I can't ever trust you.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51- And you're so reliable, - choosing vodka over your daughter.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- You have no idea.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- No? You're fooling yourself, Ffion.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00- You don't even remember - how Arwen came into this world.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- And suddenly you're an angel!
0:15:03 > 0:15:04- And suddenly you're an angel!- - It's an illness.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- So like every other illness...
0:15:07 > 0:15:10- ..it's impossible to say - if or when you'll be ill again.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13- I'm better. I'll never turn back - to it. It's in the past.
0:15:14 > 0:15:18- If you say so. But the truth is, - we're cut from the same cloth.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- I want to put the past behind me.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24- We're nothing alike.
0:15:26 > 0:15:30- Don't come anywhere near us again. - Neither of you.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35- Do you want a helping hand?
0:15:35 > 0:15:37- No. I'm better now.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39- There we are.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41- Thank you for asking.
0:15:41 > 0:15:46- Don't stop doing that, please, - because it will only get worse.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50- I never thought I'd have trouble - finding the words.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53- Don't be afraid.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56- I find this awkward too.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- I read somewhere...
0:15:59 > 0:16:03- ..someone describing life as a race.
0:16:03 > 0:16:07- And we're all running full pelt - for the finishing line.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12- At the moment, I'm in the lead.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- But if I look over my shoulder...
0:16:16 > 0:16:17- ..everyone I've ever met...
0:16:18 > 0:16:20- ..everyone I've ever loved...
0:16:21 > 0:16:23- ..they're all just behind me.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25- You're so brave, Linda.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30- I couldn't come home tonight - when I was supposed to...
0:16:31 > 0:16:33- ..because I was afraid - of facing this.
0:16:36 > 0:16:37- That's how brave I am.
0:16:39 > 0:16:43- The fact that you and Dai - are willing to have me here...
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- ..and witness this, well...
0:16:47 > 0:16:51- Not many people would be so brave.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- You two are incredible.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58- It's been a pleasure - having you here.
0:17:02 > 0:17:03- Oh.
0:17:04 > 0:17:05- Oh, hold on.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- I'm sure these are important.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11- Quite important, yes.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13- Thanks, Diane.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19- Where are you going? - This is a private party.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- Look at you two. - What's going on here?
0:17:22 > 0:17:24- I'm upstairs dreaming - about fish and chips...
0:17:24 > 0:17:28- ..and you two are down - here enjoying yourselves.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30- Sorry, but I have to have - something to eat.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34- You never know.
0:17:34 > 0:17:38- If we sleep on it for another night - we might come up with an idea.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41- I'm going to go.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43- You can't give up so easily.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- Gaynor, there's nothing we can do.
0:17:46 > 0:17:50- If there was another option, - we'd have thought of it.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53- There's no point kidding ourselves. - Sorry. I have to go.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59- Don't go.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01- Stay tonight.
0:18:03 > 0:18:04- Please?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08- We'd only be putting off - the inevitable.
0:18:09 > 0:18:10- I know.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13- Sorry.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16- You don't have anything - to be sorry for.
0:18:17 > 0:18:18- This is all my fault.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22- I'm so sorry...
0:18:22 > 0:18:25- ..that it has to end like this.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29- Will you be alright?
0:18:30 > 0:18:32- Yes, of course.
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