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0:00:15 > 0:00:19- Hush. There's no need to cry, - darling.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21- Take her. Maybe you can settle her.
0:00:22 > 0:00:23- No, I'll only make her worse.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- No, I'll only make her worse.- - SCREAMING
0:00:26 > 0:00:28- I'm sure she's got - a temperature, Hywel.
0:00:28 > 0:00:30- Just phone the doctor again.
0:00:30 > 0:00:32- Just phone the doctor again.- - Give her five more minutes.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34- Now, Hywel. Please!
0:00:34 > 0:00:36- SCREAMING
0:00:40 > 0:00:41- Hush.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44- Hush.- - No, the line's still busy.
0:00:44 > 0:00:48- She's been like this for hours. - I'm taking her to the surgery.
0:00:49 > 0:00:50- Calm down.
0:00:51 > 0:00:52- She's ill. She's not sleeping - or taking milk.
0:00:52 > 0:00:53- She's ill. She's not sleeping - or taking milk.
0:00:53 > 0:00:57- If we talk to the doctor, - we'll get an appointment.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00- I don't want to take the risk. - Come on.
0:01:09 > 0:01:12- Talking sensibly isn't an option, - is it?
0:01:12 > 0:01:15- Do you blame me?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- We can't go on like this, Sioned.
0:01:18 > 0:01:21- This sofa's not very comfortable.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23- Tough.
0:01:23 > 0:01:27- You have to believe me. Nothing's - going on between Sara and me.
0:01:29 > 0:01:33- I know I shouldn't have - told her those things.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36- Well, it's a bit late for that now, - isn't it?
0:01:37 > 0:01:41- What I said was that I'm not - ready to have children now...
0:01:41 > 0:01:44- ..not that I never want them.
0:01:44 > 0:01:45- Do you expect me to believe that?
0:01:45 > 0:01:46- Do you expect me to believe that?- - Yes.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52- Sioned, give me a chance, please.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57- I'm your husband. - You're the one I want to be with.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59- Some day, who knows.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- Prove it.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04- Fine. I'll do anything.
0:02:04 > 0:02:09- Good. You can start by telling Sara - to leave us alone. Come on.
0:02:10 > 0:02:14- Good morning. Ooh, did you - get thrown out last night?
0:02:14 > 0:02:18- No. He wasn't feeling special, - and didn't want me to catch his bug.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20- You feel better now, don't you?
0:02:20 > 0:02:22- You feel better now, don't you?- - Yes. Thank you.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27- I haven't seen this shirt before.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30- Haven't you?
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- I found it in among - the winter jumpers.
0:02:33 > 0:02:36- Very smart. Are you going - anywhere important?
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- Not unless you come with me.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42- Let's go to the quiz in The Bull - and then have an Indian.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44- And the boys look after themselves?
0:02:45 > 0:02:47- We'll ask Diane or Eileen - to come over.
0:02:48 > 0:02:49- At short notice?
0:02:49 > 0:02:50- At short notice?- - Come on!
0:02:51 > 0:02:54- It's been a long time - since we've spent time together.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56- Alright. Why not?
0:02:56 > 0:03:00- And if you're lucky, I'll buy you - poppadoms and chutneys, too.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03- Is everything alright?
0:03:04 > 0:03:06- 'How are you? Phone me. x'
0:03:07 > 0:03:13- Listen, I forgot I promised to go - and see Jim to discuss the boxing.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15- I should come with you.
0:03:15 > 0:03:19- No, he just wants to give us - health and safety forms.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22- See you later.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23- See you later.- - Ta-ra.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29- I haven't had a chance - to register her yet.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31- Have you got an NHS number?
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- Does it matter?
0:03:33 > 0:03:35- You can't refuse to see her. - She's ill.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37- I'll see what I can do.
0:03:38 > 0:03:42- We're not going anywhere until - we see a doctor, do you understand?
0:03:44 > 0:03:45- Hush.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50- You've spoilt my system now!
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- Hiya.
0:03:52 > 0:03:56- Don't bother Eileen. She's having - trouble with her filing system.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- Her memory's going.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59- I'll help.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02- I'll help.- - Anything but revision!
0:04:02 > 0:04:07- I can't work all the time, and it's - only fair that I help in the shop.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09- You always do things for me.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11- You always do things for me.- - What do you want?
0:04:11 > 0:04:14- Nothing. - I've just come over to say hello.
0:04:14 > 0:04:17- And to discuss my birthday party.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19- I heard about that.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23- Well, don't worry - if you don't want to come.
0:04:23 > 0:04:27- We understand if the music - is a bit too loud for you.
0:04:27 > 0:04:31- I'm looking forward to it... I want - to put bright paint on my face...
0:04:31 > 0:04:34- ..and those little lights... - what are they called?
0:04:35 > 0:04:36- Glow sticks?
0:04:36 > 0:04:39- Glow sticks?- - Yes, we'll have a couple of those.
0:04:39 > 0:04:43- Don't worry, I'll make sure Eileen - behaves. Thank you for the invite.
0:04:44 > 0:04:45- You're welcome.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- And if you still want to help...
0:04:47 > 0:04:51- ..I have boxes of cards in the shop - that need pricing.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53- We can find you jobs, can't we, Jim?
0:04:53 > 0:04:55- We can find you jobs, can't we, Jim?- - Of course.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56- Great!
0:05:00 > 0:05:03- What if she's got a terrible - illness? It could be anything.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- Has she been vaccinated?
0:05:06 > 0:05:08- Oh, I don't know.
0:05:08 > 0:05:12- Did the paperwork you filled in - have any medical notes?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14- I don't remember, Hywel.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16- I don't remember, Hywel.- - I'll take a look.
0:05:16 > 0:05:20- Now is not the time to discuss this. - Esther deserves the best.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22- But she's no-one - without an NHS number!
0:05:23 > 0:05:24- She'll be looked after.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26- She'll be looked after.- - No thanks to you.
0:05:26 > 0:05:31- If you stopped being so selfish, - we could look after our little girl.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33- This isn't easy for me.
0:05:33 > 0:05:38- This isn't about you any more. You - need to face your responsibilities.
0:05:38 > 0:05:39- I'm trying my best.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41- I'm trying my best.- - It's not good enough!
0:05:44 > 0:05:45- Sorry.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- Hywel, where are you going?
0:05:49 > 0:05:51- Sheryl Hughes?
0:05:56 > 0:05:58- Well, this is a surprise.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- Don't put the kettle on. - We're not staying.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04- Ed and I want to make - a few things clear...
0:06:04 > 0:06:08- ..so there's no misunderstanding - from now on.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10- Erm, I've apologized to Sioned.
0:06:10 > 0:06:14- I shouldn't have discussed - personal issues with you.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- Well, you were worried at the time.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20- I was worried I wouldn't make - a good father...
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- ..but you're not the person - I should have told.
0:06:23 > 0:06:28- I can't imagine a better father. - Ed and I understand each other.
0:06:28 > 0:06:32- I'm glad to hear it. - What are you doing here, then?
0:06:33 > 0:06:37- Sorry if I gave you the wrong - impression. We're happy.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41- So, from now on, leave Ed alone.
0:06:41 > 0:06:45- There's no point trying, Sara. - You'll never come between us.
0:06:45 > 0:06:47- She needs to hear it.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50- She needs to hear it.- - Why would I come between you?
0:06:50 > 0:06:54- Because you're a sad old woman - who's unhappy in her marriage.
0:06:54 > 0:06:58- I don't blame Jason for leaving. If - he has any sense, he'll stay there.
0:06:59 > 0:07:02- Sorry, Ed, I'm biting my tongue, - but she's crazy.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05- You're crazy, thinking Ed - would be interested in you!
0:07:05 > 0:07:08- Why did he try to kiss me, then?
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- Don't you dare go saying things - like that about my husband!
0:07:12 > 0:07:15- I feel sorry for him. - You're a control freak.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18- Unlike you and Jason, - we trust each other.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20- Go away, Sioned.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22- We're leaving anyway.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38- She's got a common virus, - apparently.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40- Thank goodness for that.
0:07:40 > 0:07:41- Thank goodness for that.- - Yeah.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- Paracetamol and plenty of water...
0:07:44 > 0:07:48- ..and she'll be back to normal - in a couple of days.
0:07:48 > 0:07:52- Look, sorry for just leaving. - I don't know what came over me.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54- No, I'm sorry, too.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57- I said some things I didn't mean.
0:08:05 > 0:08:06- Sheryl...
0:08:07 > 0:08:08- ..I'm worried.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11- There's no need. - Esther's going to be OK.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14- No, you don't understand.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16- I'm worried you adopted Esther...
0:08:16 > 0:08:21- ..because you wanted to fill a void - in your life after Meilyr.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23- No.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25- I'm doing this for Esther.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29- For her sake, no-one else's.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33- Oh, Hywel. - What was I supposed to do?
0:08:34 > 0:08:36- Leave her in that poverty?
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- At least she's got hope - here with us.
0:08:40 > 0:08:44- She doesn't belong here with us. - She belongs with her family.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- Family?
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- We have no idea what it's like - to struggle to stay alive.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54- It's not our responsibility...
0:08:55 > 0:08:57- Life isn't fair, unfortunately.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01- But we can try and help.
0:09:02 > 0:09:06- It would mean so much to me - if you could understand...
0:09:06 > 0:09:09- ..if you could be part of all this.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11- I'm not sure I can.
0:09:14 > 0:09:18- We faced the most difficult - experience of our lives...
0:09:18 > 0:09:20- ..when we lost Meilyr.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- But, slowly...
0:09:25 > 0:09:27- ..thanks to Esther, - we're getting through it.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32- Not because she's here - to replace him, but...
0:09:33 > 0:09:35- ..because she needs us.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37- Hywel, please.
0:09:38 > 0:09:42- Promise me nothing - will ever happen to her.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45- And that no-one - will take her away from me.
0:09:45 > 0:09:49- If I could promise you the world, - I would. You know that.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53- Whatever your decision is...
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- ..I'm going to raise Esther...
0:09:58 > 0:10:01- ..with you by my side...
0:10:02 > 0:10:05- ..or on my own.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10- I don't want to lose another child.
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0:10:22 > 0:10:25- Fair play to you, - you worked hard this morning.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27- Any time you want help...
0:10:27 > 0:10:30- And I don't expect you to - do it for nothing.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33- Every family has to - help each other out.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36- Take this for your trouble.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- You can put it towards - driving lessons.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42- You haven't?! Oh, Dad, thank you!
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- You're amazing.
0:10:44 > 0:10:49- I knew you would. - Don't worry, I won't let you down.
0:10:49 > 0:10:53- I promise I'll be careful. - I've been looking already.
0:10:54 > 0:10:58- It doesn't have to be expensive. - A second-hand car will do.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- Who said anything about - buying a car?
0:11:01 > 0:11:03- It's my birthday.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- It's my birthday.- - I'm not made of money.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08- But I never ask for anything.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- Please, Dad.
0:11:10 > 0:11:14- When I was your age, I had to save - for everything I wanted.
0:11:14 > 0:11:15- Don't start.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19- What if we offered you a job - in the shop every Saturday?
0:11:20 > 0:11:21- Great!
0:11:21 > 0:11:24- Great!- - You could save, then.
0:11:24 > 0:11:28- It would take years to afford a car. - I'm too busy revising anyway.
0:11:28 > 0:11:33- Good. That's how it should be. - You need to work hard now.
0:11:33 > 0:11:34- If you do well...
0:11:34 > 0:11:36- If you do well...- - Blackmail! Thanks, Dad!
0:11:37 > 0:11:41- The next few months are important. - You won't get another chance.
0:11:41 > 0:11:44- I'm trying my best, and - you treat me like a little girl!
0:11:45 > 0:11:47- That's how I'll always think of you.
0:11:47 > 0:11:51- You've got to start trusting me - and treating me with more respect.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53- At least Eifion understands!
0:11:54 > 0:11:56- Courtney. Courtney!
0:12:00 > 0:12:02- A large vodka, please.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05- Is that wise?
0:12:06 > 0:12:07- Why?
0:12:09 > 0:12:11- It was an innocent kiss.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14- I was worried about us.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16- I didn't want to let you down.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20- Sara was there. She understood. - She listened to me.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23- It was a thank-you kiss...
0:12:24 > 0:12:25- ..to a friend.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27- I don't care any more.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- Sara doesn't mean anything to me.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32- I'm not interested in your excuses.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36- How are you going to make it up - to me? That's the question.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39- With a clean slate.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41- Be honest with you and no-one else.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45- You've got a lot of making up to do.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48- Don't you think I realize - how lucky I am?
0:12:48 > 0:12:50- You've got a lot to lose.
0:12:52 > 0:12:53- We both have.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57- Look at us.
0:12:58 > 0:13:02- We can't live with each other. - We can't live without each other.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04- That must tell you something.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- One more mistake, Ed...
0:13:07 > 0:13:09- There won't be one.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- I want to be with you.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14- You and the little one.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20- A pint, please.
0:13:31 > 0:13:32- Hello.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37- I got your text.
0:13:38 > 0:13:42- I'm revising, in case - you're checking up on me.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47- Listen, I know things haven't been - easy for you...
0:13:47 > 0:13:49- ..and you've been through a lot.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- I don't want to talk about Mam.
0:13:52 > 0:13:56- Well, I'm sorry, but getting a car - is out of the question.
0:13:57 > 0:14:02- Pass your test, and we'll think - about it for your 18th birthday.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04- I know I'm not popular...
0:14:04 > 0:14:08- ..but try to understand - that I'm doing this for your sake.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11- Just forget about it.
0:14:13 > 0:14:16- You'd tell me if you had - any worries, wouldn't you?
0:14:16 > 0:14:18- I don't have any worries.
0:14:18 > 0:14:22- We can get you extra lessons, or - if you're unhappy here...
0:14:22 > 0:14:24- I'm not living with you and Eileen.
0:14:25 > 0:14:26- We are family.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29- We are family.- - Eifion's family, too.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31- It's not right.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34- I'm happy here. - You're the problem. Chill, Dad.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37- I can't do anything right, can I?
0:14:40 > 0:14:44- I want to stand on my own two feet.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46- Make my own mistakes.
0:14:48 > 0:14:49- Yes, alright.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55- I don't want to sound ungrateful, - but...
0:14:55 > 0:14:58- ..you have to start trusting me.
0:15:02 > 0:15:06- I didn't want to come - to your party anyway.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08- Thank goodness for that.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11- Your dance moves would have - terrified my friends.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18- I thought you'd be too busy - to come here.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- How was your meeting with Jim?
0:15:21 > 0:15:23- Oh, fine.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26- No problem at all. - Do you want a drink?
0:15:26 > 0:15:27- Yes. Thanks.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35- What are you doing?
0:15:36 > 0:15:37- Just checking something.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39- Just checking something.- - Don't.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42- The sly dog. I told you!
0:15:42 > 0:15:44- Do you know a Linda?
0:15:44 > 0:15:47- Plas Cwm Du Hotel, - one o'clock, Monday, kiss.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50- How much more evidence do I need?
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- This doesn't make sense.
0:15:53 > 0:15:57- If DJ's seeing someone else, I want - to catch him. Are you coming?
0:15:57 > 0:16:00- I'm sure there's - a simple explanation.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01- I hope so, or...
0:16:02 > 0:16:04- Please come with me, Diane.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07- I don't know what I'll do - if I find out he's been cheating.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- Alright, I'll come with you.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22- A bit of sleep can work miracles.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27- You're expecting too much of me.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32- I've tried. I just can't.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36- Look, it's been a difficult day.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39- They've all been difficult days, - for months.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43- I'm tired of having to be strong.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48- I can't forget. - I don't want to forget.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50- No-one's asking you to do that.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- You've been a rock for me.
0:16:53 > 0:16:56- I don't know what I would have done - without you.
0:16:57 > 0:17:01- While Meilyr's with me, - and he'll be with me forever...
0:17:01 > 0:17:04- ..I won't find room - to love Esther, too.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- Please try.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09- We have to.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12- This is our chance to find - a positive experience.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14- I can't.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19- I can't adopt her.
0:17:22 > 0:17:26- Bringing Esther home - wasn't a decision I made lightly.
0:17:29 > 0:17:33- Sheryl, I understand why - you did what you did...
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- ..but I'm not as strong as you.
0:17:41 > 0:17:45- Not a day goes by when - I don't think about Meilyr.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48- I see his little face.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50- I see his little face.- - Oh, Sher...
0:17:50 > 0:17:53- I only had three weeks with him.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55- How fair is that?
0:17:57 > 0:18:00- But this is my chance - to be a mother again.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- I'm sorry.
0:18:08 > 0:18:09- I still love you.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- I still love you, too.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- I have to move forward.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32- Try to make sense of it all.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42- Only Esther can help me do that.
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