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0:00:16 > 0:00:17- DJ?
0:00:20 > 0:00:24- Come on, love. - I've brought you a cuppa.
0:00:26 > 0:00:29- Leave him alone. He's nothing - but trouble when he's awake.
0:00:30 > 0:00:32- Did you open the window - in the spare room?
0:00:32 > 0:00:35- To get rid of the smell - of your feet?
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- Right. I'm going, OK?
0:00:38 > 0:00:41- DJ, wake up now, love. - Dai's gone.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46- What am I doing here?
0:00:48 > 0:00:52- The boxing part's nothing to do - with me. I'm providing the venue.
0:00:52 > 0:00:53- Hello?
0:00:53 > 0:00:55- The signal's not very good.
0:00:57 > 0:00:58- Hello?
0:01:00 > 0:01:01- Are you alright?
0:01:02 > 0:01:03- Out of practice, that's all.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05- Do you want some water?
0:01:05 > 0:01:06- Do you want some water?- - No. I've got some.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13- How's DJ? - I heard about the business with Dai.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16- The story's out, is it?
0:01:17 > 0:01:20- No, but Dai told Jim. Is it true?
0:01:20 > 0:01:22- I think it might be.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- We're waiting for the DNA results - to know for sure...
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- ..but it sounds like it to me.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30- If it is true, - they've got a long journey ahead.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32- I know that better than anyone.
0:01:32 > 0:01:36- DJ and I have quarrelled. - He stayed at Bryntirion last night.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40- I have to talk to him. - Do you want a lift?
0:01:40 > 0:01:41- No. I have to...
0:01:42 > 0:01:44- Oh, Cadno, um...
0:01:45 > 0:01:47- Yes, I may as well.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- When does this course finish?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54- At 4 o'clock.
0:01:54 > 0:01:55- Are you sure you're OK to take him?
0:01:55 > 0:01:57- Are you sure you're OK to take him?- - Yes. It's on the way.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59- I don't feel well.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01- What's wrong?
0:02:01 > 0:02:03- What's wrong?- - I feel sick.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07- Hey, you'll be alright. It will be - nice to see Mam again, won't it?
0:02:08 > 0:02:11- And you can come and stay with us - any time you like.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- OK.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- OK.- - See you later, alright?
0:02:15 > 0:02:18- Don't forget to return - those books to Gaynor.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20- And smile. It's Friday!
0:02:36 > 0:02:37- Hello. Gaynor?
0:02:39 > 0:02:41- No, to be honest.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43- I don't feel at all well.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45- It's a bug or something.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49- How's it going in the garage - without Gethin?
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- Fine.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54- Well, it's always hard - when you lose a good mechanic.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58- Good? It's not like you - to praise anyone, especially Gethin.
0:03:02 > 0:03:03- He hates the school, you know.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06- Who told you that?
0:03:06 > 0:03:10- He told me himself. He's changed - his mind about teaching.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11- He even said he missed the garage.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13- He even said he missed the garage.- - Well, I'm not missing him.
0:03:13 > 0:03:17- Of course not. I just thought - you might like to know.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19- Thanks for this.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26- Did you know that Cadno - was sterilized three years ago?
0:03:26 > 0:03:29- No. Why did she do that?
0:03:30 > 0:03:31- It's a long story.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- It's a long story.- - Is that why you argued?
0:03:36 > 0:03:38- I had no idea.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46- Maybe it's possible - to have a reversal.
0:03:49 > 0:03:55- I seem to remember that Glenys's - daughter had one after re-marrying.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- Did she?
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- I didn't think of that.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01- You'd make a fantastic father.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04- With my past, I don't think so.
0:04:05 > 0:04:09- Well, now isn't the time - to make any decisions.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11- You're not thinking straight.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14- Not with all this talk - about family and...
0:04:15 > 0:04:16- ..fathers.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22- How would you feel if Dai..?
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- The thought of it makes me sick!
0:04:24 > 0:04:25- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- Hiya. I saw Mark on the drive.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38- Thank you.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40- He's very fragile today.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- I've been worried sick.
0:04:44 > 0:04:48- I'll leave now - to give you both time to talk.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50- Thank you, Diane. For everything.
0:05:01 > 0:05:05- I'm so sorry. - I should have told you sooner.
0:05:05 > 0:05:06- Yes, you should have.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- You knew months ago that I wanted - our relationship to grow.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14- I feel terrible, especially - after the week you've had.
0:05:15 > 0:05:16- It doesn't matter now.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18- It doesn't matter now.- - Doesn't it?
0:05:18 > 0:05:20- No. Come here.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28- Diane says you can always - have a reversal...
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- ..so it's not the end of the world, - is it?
0:05:38 > 0:05:39- Aren't you in school today?
0:05:40 > 0:05:41- No.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43- I was ill. A bug or something.
0:05:44 > 0:05:45- You're mitching.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47- You're mitching.- - Sshh!
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- I couldn't face the place today.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51- I couldn't face the place today.- - I told you, didn't I?
0:05:51 > 0:05:55- Alright! Just please - don't tell anyone, especially Ffion.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00- Well, if it's any comfort, - Garry's lost without you.
0:06:00 > 0:06:04- He won't admit it, but he lost - two customers yesterday...
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- ..and he said you were - a good mechanic.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07- Really?
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- I guess he'd welcome you back - with open arms.
0:06:10 > 0:06:14- If you can swallow your pride. - Words of wisdom - so listen up.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35- I went through nine months of hell - when I was carrying Arthur.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39- You were with Eifion then. - It would be different with me.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42- I'd treat you better. - I'd take care of you.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44- I don't want to take the risk.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- I want to spend - the rest of my life with you.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49- I'm sorry, DJ.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52- I'm not going to change my mind.
0:07:01 > 0:07:02- I can't do it.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05- It's a shame you didn't say that - to Linda...
0:07:05 > 0:07:09- ..before jumping into bed with her - while you were married.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- You have no idea how it was - between me and my first wife.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- You just enjoy turning the knife.
0:07:14 > 0:07:15- Enjoy?!
0:07:16 > 0:07:18- Oh, yes! I'm having a great time!
0:07:18 > 0:07:20- This is exactly - how I saw our future!
0:07:20 > 0:07:22- Sorting out another drunken mess!
0:07:24 > 0:07:25- Come on then.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29- I suppose Alys - didn't understand you.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32- No, as it happens. - She didn't understand herself.
0:07:33 > 0:07:34- Men!
0:07:35 > 0:07:37- Our baby had just died.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43- What?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- Just before Christmas, 1986.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- Six weeks before the trip to Paris.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52- The room was ready for her - and everything.
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- It had been decorated, - the crib was ready.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57- A chest of drawers full of clothes.
0:08:00 > 0:08:01- But poor little Martha...
0:08:03 > 0:08:04- ..was stillborn.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07- You never mentioned it.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13- Our lives were in tatters. - We didn't know where to turn.
0:08:13 > 0:08:17- But instead of turning - to each other for support...
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- ..Alys decided to turn against me.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- She wouldn't talk to me, - wouldn't touch me.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28- She couldn't even look at me.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32- I've never felt so lonely - in my life.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37- A rugby trip with the lads - was the last thing I wanted.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- But Dic insisted. - He said it would do me good.
0:08:43 > 0:08:44- So you went.
0:08:45 > 0:08:46- Yes.
0:08:46 > 0:08:47- Yes, I did.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- I remember leaving the boys - straight after the game...
0:08:52 > 0:08:54- ..and going back to the hotel - on my own.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- I must have been looking - for some comfort. I don't know.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59- And Linda was there.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- Did you tell her about all this?
0:09:05 > 0:09:06- Dear me, no!
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- I've never told anyone - the whole truth.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14- Of course, the next morning - I felt exactly the same.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16- Worse if anything.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20- Dai, love.
0:09:23 > 0:09:27- You see, a baby was meant - to bring us closer together, but...
0:09:30 > 0:09:32- ..it was a hopeless situation.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- It's no wonder - you find Christmas difficult.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42- You should have told me.
0:09:44 > 0:09:48- It was a different life, wasn't it? - Worlds apart.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51- But I've changed.
0:09:53 > 0:09:57- I'd never be unfaithful to you, - Diane. You're everything to me.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01- And you mean everything to me.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06- It's such a shame...
0:10:06 > 0:10:09- ..that we didn't meet - each other sooner.
0:10:09 > 0:10:13- Then we could have brought up - a family together.
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0:10:38 > 0:10:40- How do you see our future?
0:10:40 > 0:10:42- Say, five years from now?
0:10:44 > 0:10:47- Happy together in Penrhewl. - That's all I want.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51- And to hell with what I want, - is it?
0:10:51 > 0:10:55- I honestly didn't realize you felt - so strongly about having children.
0:10:56 > 0:11:00- Or maybe I was worried you'd leave - me if you knew the truth.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03- What does that say about me?
0:11:03 > 0:11:07- That I'm selfish? - That I only think of myself?
0:11:07 > 0:11:10- As you said yesterday, - I'm exactly like Dai.
0:11:10 > 0:11:11- No, you're not.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15- I'd be selfish if I asked you - to have the operation.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- The last thing I want - is to hurt you.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23- You're the most important thing - in my life.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27- I can live - with not having children.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30- But I can't live without you.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38- And I'll always have - Bobi and Arthur.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41- I know Eifion is their father, - but...
0:11:42 > 0:11:44- ..there's room for me, isn't there?
0:11:45 > 0:11:46- I wasn't there from the start.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49- I didn't change nappies...
0:11:50 > 0:11:52- ..or see the first smile - or the first step...
0:11:53 > 0:11:56- ..but there's much more - to being a father than that.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01- Hey, what's wrong?
0:12:01 > 0:12:04- I hope they're tears of happiness.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06- I can't do this to you.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10- Listen to yourself. - It's not enough.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- Bobi and Arthur - will never fill that void.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15- I don't need - to have children of my own...
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- You say that now.
0:12:17 > 0:12:21- But one day, - you'll look at me and hate me.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25- One day when Eifion - picks them up for a weekend...
0:12:25 > 0:12:27- ..leaving both of us on our own...
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- ..it will hit you - that you've made a mistake.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- I don't want you to feel like that. - It's not fair.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- So you're saying - you'd change your mind...
0:12:38 > 0:12:40- ..about having more children?
0:12:41 > 0:12:44- I'm saying that it would - be better for everyone...
0:12:45 > 0:12:47- ..especially you, if we split up.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49- Cadno.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52- You're still young.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55- You've got years - to fall in love with someone else.
0:12:55 > 0:12:59- Someone who can give you - what you want. But it's not me.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02- This is what's best. - You'll thank me one day.
0:13:03 > 0:13:04- Cadno, please...
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- I saw how you were - with DJ yesterday.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15- You want it to be positive, - don't you?
0:13:18 > 0:13:19- Yes.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25- Dic will never forgive me.
0:13:27 > 0:13:28- Of course he will.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- How am I going to forgive myself, - Diane?
0:13:33 > 0:13:35- If he is my son...
0:13:35 > 0:13:37- ..I've missed out on so much.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41- All because of one lie - years and years ago.
0:13:44 > 0:13:45- If it's negative...
0:13:46 > 0:13:48- ..I might lose him altogether.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50- As a nephew, as a son.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- Maybe we're not even related.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57- I know I've got a funny way - of showing it...
0:14:00 > 0:14:02- ..but I adore that boy.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21- I'm very sorry.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26- I can offer you - a discount of about 20%.
0:14:28 > 0:14:29- Hello?
0:14:30 > 0:14:31- Hello?
0:14:34 > 0:14:37- It sounds - as if you're losing customers.
0:14:37 > 0:14:38- What do you want?
0:14:38 > 0:14:40- Maybe I could help you.
0:14:40 > 0:14:44- For a pay rise - and a bit of respect.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46- I don't think that's very fair.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48- I don't think that's very fair.- - Why not? You obviously need help.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51- Don't the little children of Wales - need you?
0:14:54 > 0:14:58- You're such an asset - to Ysgol y Mynach.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- No, I'm not.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- I'm hopeless, Gar.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05- I'm not a teacher - and I never will be.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07- I can't stand - the noise children make.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11- The things teachers chat about - send me to sleep.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14- I hate the place. - I really want my job back.
0:15:14 > 0:15:18- And you're desperate - for a mechanic. So what do you say?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22- Dad, why aren't you at school?
0:15:40 > 0:15:42- I guess I'd better phone Linda.
0:15:51 > 0:15:55- Sorry, Dan. You said you were ill - this morning, didn't you?
0:15:55 > 0:15:56- Are you better now?
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- How did you know I was here?
0:15:59 > 0:16:02- Daniel. He said - he had some sort of feeling.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06- I've suspected for a while. - Why didn't you tell the truth?
0:16:06 > 0:16:10- I wanted to show you that I'm - more than some dirty mechanic.
0:16:10 > 0:16:15- What? You're a brill father. - I don't want to be a teacher either.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17- What do you want to be?
0:16:17 > 0:16:19- A mechanic.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22- And there's nothing wrong with that, - is there?
0:16:23 > 0:16:24- I suppose not.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27- I suppose not.- - Geth, when exactly can you start?
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- What's wrong?
0:16:52 > 0:16:53- DJ?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- I'm here.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59- Right. Leave this to me.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- Where's Cadno?
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- We've split up.
0:17:12 > 0:17:13- Split up?
0:17:15 > 0:17:17- I've lost everything now.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- No, you haven't.
0:17:21 > 0:17:22- You've got me.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26- And me, too.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- I didn't know you were here.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32- Why are you looking at me like that?
0:17:32 > 0:17:34- You enjoy seeing me upset, do you?
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- You enjoy seeing me upset, do you?- - No. Why would I enjoy it?
0:17:39 > 0:17:40- You're my son.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48- The results came this morning, love.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54- Look, I'm sorry. - I said some terrible things.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57- We both said terrible things.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58- I'm sure you regret what you said.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00- I'm sure you regret what you said.- - I don't have any regrets.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02- I know we've got a long way to go...
0:18:03 > 0:18:05- Until we play happy families, - is it?
0:18:05 > 0:18:08- Go to hell. - You'll never be my father.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11- But it says it there - in black and white on that paper.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14- It takes more than a scrap of paper - to be a father.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- I meant everything I said.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- I hate you.
0:18:18 > 0:18:22- You've ruined my future with Cadno - and you've ruined my past.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24- I never want to see you again.
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