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0:00:26 > 0:00:28- Is this it?
0:00:30 > 0:00:33- Angela.
0:00:37 > 0:00:40- I'm glad it's you here - and no-one else.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- Are you alright?
0:00:44 > 0:00:46- No, of course you're not.
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- I'm sure the last few weeks - have been terrible for you.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54- Did you put those there?
0:00:57 > 0:00:58- Yes.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- We all miss her.
0:01:02 > 0:01:04- They're from Ricky and me.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07- Fair play to you.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11- Thank you.
0:01:27 > 0:01:31- Hywel, listen, - you're going to hate me.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32- What's up?
0:01:32 > 0:01:34- What's up?- - I can't play tomorrow.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36- You're joking.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39- I'm still having migraines.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41- Come on. You'll be fine.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43- Come on. You'll be fine.- - I doubt that would be very wise.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- I'll play to make up the numbers.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48- I enjoyed playing - until I had that knock.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52- Thanks for the offer, - but Ed will be playing.
0:01:52 > 0:01:56- Hywel, it's only a game - and you are amateurs.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59- Listen, Blackmill are above us - in the league.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- It could be us or them - going down this season.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- I'm taking care of my health.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07- No, you're being a baby.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11- Right, find a new full-back - to play tomorrow...
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- ..and you can find - a new vice-captain too.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16- Ed...
0:02:18 > 0:02:21- I want a photo despite the fact - there's no gravestone.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27- I'll come back - when the headstone's in place.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31- I can send you a message - to tell you when it's there.
0:02:31 > 0:02:32- Yes, please.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- Nobody else will.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37- But don't feel you have to do it.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39- No, it's alright.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45- Ricky and I - will probably come here often.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52- Courtney and Ricky were...
0:02:54 > 0:02:55- Well...
0:02:55 > 0:02:58- ..they were good friends, I guess.
0:02:58 > 0:02:59- Yes. Thank you, Mark.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02- Glad to help.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- I feel so guilty - for not attending the funeral.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08- I should have been there.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13- But having me there...
0:03:13 > 0:03:17- ..would have ruined the day for - everyone after all that happened.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20- No. I understand.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32- Hey.
0:03:34 > 0:03:35- Hiya.
0:03:35 > 0:03:38- If it stays like this - you'll have an easy shift.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40- Good.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- I'm not in the mood - to talk to anyone.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48- What's wrong?
0:03:48 > 0:03:51- I can't get in touch with Chester.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54- Since he cancelled the visit - on Monday...
0:03:54 > 0:03:59- ..I've phoned the prison every day - to try and arrange another visit.
0:04:00 > 0:04:01- But nothing?
0:04:01 > 0:04:02- But nothing?- - Nothing at all.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05- I can't force him - to phone me back, can I?
0:04:07 > 0:04:10- I thought maybe - I should phone the vicar.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12- What do they call them now?
0:04:12 > 0:04:13- Padre?
0:04:14 > 0:04:15- Um, chaplain, I think.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19- Yes, him. - But Chester isn't religious.
0:04:19 > 0:04:23- I doubt he'd go anywhere near - any chaplain...
0:04:23 > 0:04:25- ..even if he was on his deathbed.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30- I'm sure he's nowhere near - that yet.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31- No?
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- Even if he was...
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- ..I wouldn't know.
0:04:49 > 0:04:50- Are you alright?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52- Are you alright?- - Yes.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56- What are you doing home - at this time?
0:04:57 > 0:04:59- I've got a free afternoon. - No lessons.
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- On a Friday afternoon? - Don't you usually have History?
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- Why aren't you there?
0:05:07 > 0:05:08- Eh?
0:05:08 > 0:05:10- What's wrong?
0:05:13 > 0:05:15- Everything at school - reminds me of Courtney.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18- I see all her friends...
0:05:18 > 0:05:22- ..and the places we used to meet - and go for walks.
0:05:27 > 0:05:28- Yes.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32- Yes, I can understand that.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34- And I don't blame you.
0:05:36 > 0:05:40- I saw Angela at the cemetery - earlier.
0:05:40 > 0:05:41- Did you?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43- Did you?- - Yes, I talked to her.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46- Poor dab.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- I wanted to tell her.
0:05:49 > 0:05:50- You didn't, did you?
0:05:50 > 0:05:51- You didn't, did you?- - No.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54- It wasn't my place - to say that Courtney was pregnant.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56- She'll find out somehow.
0:05:58 > 0:06:02- I left there with thoughts of all - the things we couldn't discuss.
0:06:03 > 0:06:07- I wasn't thinking of telling her - that you were the baby's father...
0:06:09 > 0:06:12- ..but telling her I'd have been - the baby's grandfather.
0:06:13 > 0:06:17- She'd have been a grandmother - and I'd have been a grandfather.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20- But I couldn't, could I?
0:06:21 > 0:06:23- And do you know what?
0:06:23 > 0:06:26- I reckon Angela - would have liked to have heard that.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- I also know that Angela - would be very happy to know...
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- ..that you were - Courtney's boyfriend...
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- ..and the baby's father.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50- How did you know I was here?
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- Mark?
0:06:53 > 0:06:55- Mark?
0:06:55 > 0:06:57- He was here earlier.
0:06:59 > 0:07:00- No.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03- No.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- I come here every day.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10- What else is there to do?
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- That's why I had to come.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18- You don't mind, do you?
0:07:20 > 0:07:21- No.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27- To be honest, I don't care - about anything any more.
0:07:28 > 0:07:31- Eileen says I'm like a zombie - around the place.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35- I feel so totally empty.
0:07:38 > 0:07:42- I thought I could come here - and no-one would see me.
0:07:45 > 0:07:47- I stayed away from the funeral.
0:07:48 > 0:07:49- It was for the best.
0:07:50 > 0:07:51- Yes.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53- Thank you for that.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59- It's a shame - everyone didn't do the same.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02- Eifion insisted on coming.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06- Why shouldn't Eifion - have been there?
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- There's something you don't know, - Ange.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24- Courtney was expecting a baby.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27- No.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35- Don't say it was Eifion.
0:08:35 > 0:08:37- No.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39- That's what we thought at first.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41- Who, then?
0:08:41 > 0:08:42- Who, then?- - We don't know.
0:08:45 > 0:08:46- Courtney.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50- Where are you going?
0:08:50 > 0:08:51- Where are you going?- - Out for a walk.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54- Your mother will be home - for lunch now.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- I thought I'd give you - some space to talk to her.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- I'm not ready. Stop forcing me.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02- I'm giving you an opportunity.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03- I'm giving you an opportunity.- - I'll tell her when I'm ready.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07- Don't you think - people deserve to know the truth?
0:09:07 > 0:09:09- Nobody's going to be angry - with you.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12- You loved her. - So why are you so scared?
0:09:12 > 0:09:14- You promised not to tell anyone.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17- You promised not to tell anyone.- - I haven't. I'm letting you do it.
0:09:17 > 0:09:21- Telling Mam, Eileen or Jim - won't change anything, will it?
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- It won't bring Courtney back.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27- No, but if you want people - to remember Courtney...
0:09:27 > 0:09:31- ..with a bit of respect, - I think you should come clean.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33- What do you mean?
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- Jim's accusing all men - of sleeping with her.
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- If he carries on, - people will think Courtney was...
0:09:41 > 0:09:42- Is that what you think?
0:09:42 > 0:09:43- Is that what you think?- - Of course not.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45- Ricky!
0:09:45 > 0:09:47- Ricky!
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0:10:02 > 0:10:04- Coffee, please.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06- Coffee, please.- - No probs. Are you OK?
0:10:06 > 0:10:07- Yes. Why?
0:10:07 > 0:10:10- Nothing. Just you, earlier.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- I thought you loved rugby - but you're jacking it in.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16- That's up to Hywel, isn't it?
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- You've given up being vice-captain. - Why?
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- I'm only pulling out of one game.
0:10:21 > 0:10:22- Something's wrong.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24- Something's wrong.- - I don't need a psychiatrist.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27- Alright. I say it as I see it.
0:10:27 > 0:10:31- Sigmund Freud would struggle - to understand you these days.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32- There's nothing wrong. OK?
0:10:32 > 0:10:33- There's nothing wrong. OK?- - Alright!
0:10:34 > 0:10:35- Chill.
0:10:53 > 0:10:54- Britt.
0:10:54 > 0:10:55- I'm sorry.
0:10:55 > 0:10:56- I'm sorry.- - No, no.
0:10:57 > 0:10:58- I'm sorry.
0:10:59 > 0:11:03- You don't have anything - to be sorry about, love.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- Um...
0:11:06 > 0:11:09- ..I'm rubbish at keeping secrets...
0:11:09 > 0:11:12- ..especially from family.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14- Don't go nuts, but, um...
0:11:15 > 0:11:18- ..I got a letter today - from the prison.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- Chester?
0:11:20 > 0:11:23- It's not an easy read...
0:11:24 > 0:11:27- ..but I think you should see it.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30- What have we done, Jim?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32- Don't, please.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33- Our little girl.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39- We did this to her.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43- It's our fault, I know.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47- We're guilty of ruining her life.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53- It could have been so different...
0:11:55 > 0:11:57- ..if it wasn't for this.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00- If it wasn't for the accident.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07- Courtney could have come to me - when I left.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11- I did offer her that.
0:12:13 > 0:12:14- But you...
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- ..made me look like a baddie.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21- So she stayed here.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24- I made you look like a baddie!
0:12:24 > 0:12:25- You say it's my fault, do you?
0:12:25 > 0:12:28- You say it's my fault, do you?- - You insisted she stayed here.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- I was right to say so.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- If she'd come with me - she wouldn't have got pregnant.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36- She wouldn't have had - that driving lesson.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39- Are you trying to say - this happened...
0:12:39 > 0:12:41- ..because I wanted - to protect my daughter?
0:12:42 > 0:12:45- If she'd come with me - she'd still be alive.
0:12:45 > 0:12:49- You took her for that driving lesson - and you put her in her grave!
0:12:55 > 0:12:58- Well, poor Chester.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00- At least we know - what's wrong with him.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02- He's depressed.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04- It sounds like it.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- What can I do?
0:13:06 > 0:13:08- The prison is only an hour away...
0:13:09 > 0:13:11- ..but it feels - as if I'm on another planet.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14- He doesn't want to see me. - He says it's all my fault.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17- He's confused, Britt, that's all.
0:13:17 > 0:13:22- It's probably why he wrote to you. - He trusts you more than me.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25- That will all change - when he gets out, I swear.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- No, you don't know prison...
0:13:28 > 0:13:30- ..and you don't know Chester.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- Not nearly as well as I do.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37- You see, - what happens to him in there...
0:13:37 > 0:13:39- ..might change him.
0:13:41 > 0:13:45- Because I should be - receiving this, Dani.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47- I'm his mother.
0:13:48 > 0:13:51- And only I can help him.
0:13:58 > 0:14:02- I can imagine what you've been - through over the last few weeks.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04- Can you?
0:14:07 > 0:14:09- Try me.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18- Losing Courtney...
0:14:18 > 0:14:20- ..horrendous.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23- Finding out that Courtney - was pregnant - doubly horrendous.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28- You've been through the grinder - emotionally, Ed.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- Obviously, - it's had an effect on you...
0:14:32 > 0:14:34- ..and Sioned.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37- You can talk to me.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42- Ed, um...
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- ..listen, - I've spoken to the boys...
0:14:45 > 0:14:48- ..and if you don't play tomorrow - you're out of the team for good.
0:14:49 > 0:14:50- Alright.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55- I'll make someone else vice-captain. - You won't get it back.
0:14:56 > 0:14:57- Fine.
0:14:58 > 0:15:02- Thanks a bunch for commitment! - We know where we stand with you.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- I guessed you'd be here.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19- I'm sorry for earlier.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- You misunderstood me.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23- I'm sorry.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25- It wasn't your fault.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30- Have you been up to the grave?
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- Have you been up to the grave?- - I can't. Not yet.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37- There are a couple of things - I need to do first.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42- Right, come on. I'll come with you.
0:15:46 > 0:15:49- Right, I've locked up for now. - You're in no state to serve anyone.
0:15:50 > 0:15:51- Thanks.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54- I hate the thought of him - being bullied and hurt.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57- He doesn't have anyone - he can talk to.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- He thinks we've all forgotten him.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02- He knows you haven't.
0:16:02 > 0:16:03- He doesn't.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06- I can guess - why he's turned against me.
0:16:07 > 0:16:08- He has no reason to do that.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11- He wanted me to get him out - during the wedding...
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- ..and I failed to help him.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16- There was nothing you could do.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19- There was nothing you could do.- - He feels that I let him down.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22- That's why he doesn't want - to see me any more.
0:16:23 > 0:16:24- Britt, listen. Listen!
0:16:25 > 0:16:28- I'm going to book an appointment - for you and me to visit him, OK?
0:16:29 > 0:16:30- He'll refuse.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33- He'll refuse.- - I'll say Garry wants us to go.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36- To sort things out. - He'll say yes, I promise you.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39- Dani, we're not like other families.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42- You of all people should know that.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46- Chester doesn't want us any more.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50- We might never get him back.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- You don't have to come with me. - I'll be OK.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32- I insist.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- I'm a man now, Dad. - I can handle this.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41- Alright?
0:17:45 > 0:17:47- Ricky, not now.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48- I have to go.
0:17:48 > 0:17:49- I have to go.- - Not now.
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