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0:00:15 > 0:00:18- I'm in the village. - Where are you?
0:00:19 > 0:00:23- Nearby. That's a nice jumper. - Green really suits you.
0:00:23 > 0:00:26- How do you know that? - Where are you?
0:00:26 > 0:00:27- Chester?
0:00:29 > 0:00:30- Hey, Han!
0:00:30 > 0:00:33- Oi! Aren't you supposed - to be in school?
0:00:33 > 0:00:36- No. I don't have to be back - until this afternoon.
0:00:36 > 0:00:37- Great.
0:00:37 > 0:00:39- Oh, yes?
0:00:40 > 0:00:42- Let's go somewhere more quiet.
0:00:42 > 0:00:45- It feels like everyone's - staring at us here.
0:00:45 > 0:00:46- Like where?
0:00:47 > 0:00:48- Your place?
0:00:48 > 0:00:50- Mam's downstairs in the shop.
0:00:50 > 0:00:53- It's alright. I only want a chat.
0:00:53 > 0:00:54- Oh, that's a shame!
0:01:01 > 0:01:02- Why are you moving those?
0:01:03 > 0:01:05- I was thinking of putting up - a few photos...
0:01:05 > 0:01:07- ..of the Euros in France.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10- There's a photo of me - and Joe Ledley and I'm trying...
0:01:10 > 0:01:15- ..to do the Joe Ledley dance, - but he didn't seem too impressed.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18- Right. And why would we want - something like that on the bar?
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- I thought people might like it - and Garry said it was OK.
0:01:22 > 0:01:26- I don't care what Garry said. - I don't want your clutter here.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29- If you get any other ideas, - check it out with me. Get it?
0:01:30 > 0:01:32- I do have another one.
0:01:33 > 0:01:34- Yes?
0:01:35 > 0:01:39- I'm brewing beer in Penrhewl - and I think it's good stuff.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42- I thought maybe I could - bring a few samples in...
0:01:43 > 0:01:44- No.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47- We run a decent pub here, Mathew.
0:01:51 > 0:01:52- I've been thinking.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55- I think we should have - a small occasion to remember Ed.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58- Just something private - on the down low.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00- Friends and people - from the rugby club.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03- A few of the boys and I - have been thinking the same.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06- We should get together - to raise a glass to him.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10- Especially after everything - we did to him.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11- Especially me.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- Especially me.- - You were no worse than anyone else.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16- I feel terrible about the things - I said to him.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19- I feel partly responsible - for what's happened.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21- Only one person's to blame.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24- I can't believe I swallowed - Sioned's lies.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- I should have known better.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28- I should have known better.- - She's a good actress.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31- You saw through her.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34- Only because I actually saw her - abusing him.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38- Otherwise, I'd have carried - on treating him like dirt.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41- I was all he had - and I should have done more.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43- I'm sure you did your best.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44- I'm sure you did your best.- - It wasn't good enough.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- Don't stop talking - just because I'm here.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53- It's nothing to do with you.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- It's nothing to do with you.- - If you say so.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- Do you think she heard us?
0:03:04 > 0:03:05- I don't think so.
0:03:06 > 0:03:07- I don't think it's a good idea...
0:03:08 > 0:03:11- ..for Sioned to know - we're organizing something for Ed.
0:03:11 > 0:03:14- She'll go nuts if she finds out - we did it behind her back.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18- That's why we have to make sure - she doesn't find out.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20- Too right.
0:03:20 > 0:03:21- Thanks.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26- You haven't been moving these - around as well, have you?
0:03:26 > 0:03:30- Not guilty. I haven't touched - anything. Why? What have you lost?
0:03:30 > 0:03:34- I can't find the orders and Garry's - trying to sort the VAT out.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37- What do you want?
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- What do you want?- - Is Garry here?
0:03:39 > 0:03:40- It's not a convenient time.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42- It's not a convenient time.- - Yes, it is.
0:03:42 > 0:03:45- Not for him. Don't go up! - I've just told you he's busy.
0:03:45 > 0:03:49- Shut it! I want to see the boss, - not the secretary.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- Sioned.
0:03:58 > 0:04:02- You don't live here any more. - In case you don't remember.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04- I just want a word.
0:04:04 > 0:04:08- I can see you're busy - but it will only take two minutes.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09- Right. Hold on.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13- What is it?
0:04:14 > 0:04:16- I've had enough.
0:04:16 > 0:04:17- Of what?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19- This place.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21- And everyone who lives here.
0:04:22 > 0:04:23- I'm not Cwmderi's agony aunt.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- I don't know who else to turn to.
0:04:26 > 0:04:27- Why me?
0:04:28 > 0:04:32- Because you're the only one who - understands what I'm going through.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- You, um...
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- You abused Sheryl.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41- Whoa! You'd better leave.
0:04:41 > 0:04:44- I'm desperate. I want to know - how you got through it.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- Your situation is totally different.
0:04:47 > 0:04:51- Yes, I abused Sheryl but it - didn't lead to her killing herself.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55- What I did to Ed was terrible, yes.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- But you don't know the half of it.
0:04:58 > 0:05:02- He slept with Angela - just before we got married.
0:05:03 > 0:05:07- I went ahead with the whole thing - because I loved him so much.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- I don't know - what happened afterwards.
0:05:09 > 0:05:13- A part of me was still angry - with him for what he did.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16- But while I'm trying - to deal with that...
0:05:16 > 0:05:19- ..everyone is making it - so much harder for me.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- They forgave you.
0:05:24 > 0:05:25- Maybe.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27- But it took a while.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30- How?
0:05:31 > 0:05:34- Maybe they saw that I tried - to change over the years.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39- It helped that a few - were afraid of me as well.
0:05:42 > 0:05:43- Listen...
0:05:45 > 0:05:49- ..maybe you should act the part - of the grieving widow a bit more.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52- I don't need to act the part.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54- I am grieving.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56- I know.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- But do people actually see that?
0:06:00 > 0:06:02- It's going to take time, Sioned.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05- You'll have to develop - thick skin...
0:06:06 > 0:06:09- ..and be stubborn enough - not to give in.
0:06:11 > 0:06:15- I'm serious. People have - to see that you're suffering.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Don't be afraid to do that.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25- Right, here you are.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27- What's that?
0:06:28 > 0:06:32- You asked for an estimate - for the Bentley to pass the MOT.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37- After what happened to Ed, - I wasn't going to give it to you.
0:06:39 > 0:06:40- But here it is.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45- Thanks.
0:06:51 > 0:06:52- Do you want anything?
0:06:52 > 0:06:54- Do you want anything?- - To eat? What have you got?
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- Nothing exciting.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59- Beans on toast?
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- You're not much of a host, Chester.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04- You're used to the high life - in Bryntirion.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08- Ha-ha! I'll have to fend - for myself tonight.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- Dai and Diane - are going out tonight.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- A posh council event.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16- Dinner and drinks - with a delegation from Norway.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20- They'll be really late - coming home...
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- ..and the house will be empty.
0:07:24 > 0:07:25- OK.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29- We never get the chance, do we? - Alone time.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32- You and me. An empty house.
0:07:33 > 0:07:37- Well, we're having alone time now, - aren't we?
0:07:38 > 0:07:41- Yes, but your mother - or your sister or your bother...
0:07:41 > 0:07:43- ..could arrive back at any time.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- We could do whatever we want - tonight.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47- Like?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50- Like?- - Watch a film or something.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52- In my room.
0:07:53 > 0:07:54- Tonight?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58- Yes. No-one will disturb us. - We won't get a better chance.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00- Hold on.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02- What's wrong?
0:08:02 > 0:08:03- What's wrong?- - I thought I heard Mam.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06- It was nothing. Chester...
0:08:07 > 0:08:10- Come on. Let's go to the cafe. - The cafe for lunch.
0:08:10 > 0:08:11- Why?
0:08:12 > 0:08:14- You said I wasn't much of a host. - Come on.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23- Sioned?
0:08:25 > 0:08:26- Mam.
0:08:26 > 0:08:30- I promised Jim I'd check on you.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- There's no need. - I'm fine, thanks.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38- I tried to call in yesterday.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40- I was out.
0:08:42 > 0:08:43- Right.
0:08:43 > 0:08:48- You were worried I'd done - the same as Ed, were you?
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- I went for a walk - around Carmarthen...
0:08:53 > 0:08:56- ..to a couple of places - that meant a lot to Ed and me.
0:08:57 > 0:09:02- Then I caught that little train - up from Bronwydd to the picnic site.
0:09:03 > 0:09:04- Did you?
0:09:04 > 0:09:09- Ed took me there this time - last year for a picnic.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11- It was lovely.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15- We did normal things as a couple.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18- But nobody remembers that, do they?
0:09:25 > 0:09:27- What's that?
0:09:27 > 0:09:30- "MURDERER"
0:09:30 > 0:09:31- Who would write such a thing?
0:09:31 > 0:09:33- Who would write such a thing?- - I don't know.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35- Do you?
0:09:35 > 0:09:36- Me?
0:09:37 > 0:09:41- It came while I was out and you - more or less followed me up here.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Making sure I'd open it, - are you?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46- You think I wrote that!
0:09:46 > 0:09:48- You think I wrote that!- - I don't know.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50- You're all trying to drive me away.
0:09:50 > 0:09:54- I came here to check - you're alright, not to be accused!
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- You need your head read!
0:09:57 > 0:09:58- Sorry.
0:10:04 > 0:10:05- What's wrong?
0:10:07 > 0:10:10- The envelope is exactly the same - as the one Garry gave me earlier.
0:10:11 > 0:10:14- I doubt Garry - would waste his time...
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- Oh, Sioned, please.
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0:10:29 > 0:10:32- What about Thursday afternoon? - It's usually quiet then.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34- That should be fine.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- How many rugby lads will be coming?
0:10:37 > 0:10:41- Around half a dozen of us. - His best friends from the team.
0:10:41 > 0:10:44- The rugby club will put - some money behind the bar.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- Fair play.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48- What's this, a conspiracy?
0:10:48 > 0:10:52- Farewell drinks for Ed. A private - get together but it's a secret.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56- We can't do anything - too public because...
0:10:56 > 0:10:58- Because?
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- Because?- - Because of her.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02- You're all in on this together, - are you?
0:11:03 > 0:11:04- All having a laugh together.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06- What are you on about now?
0:11:08 > 0:11:09- This.
0:11:10 > 0:11:16- And him. Joking he wants to help me - and then leaves a note like this.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18- Do you honestly believe I did that?
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- Do you honestly believe I did that?- - Yes, I do.
0:11:20 > 0:11:24- And when did I get the chance? - I've been upstairs all morning.
0:11:24 > 0:11:29- But you know that - because you came up uninvited.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31- So you sent someone else.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33- You're bonkers.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35- You're bonkers.- - You want to see me suffer.
0:11:36 > 0:11:37- Eileen, take her home.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41- Yes, you're not welcome here, - Sioned.
0:11:41 > 0:11:45- You're all hypocrites. What I did - was no different to what Garry did!
0:11:45 > 0:11:49- He hit Sheryl and you're - all best mates with him!
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- It's true!
0:11:51 > 0:11:55- I'm not listening to any more - of this! Sort her out, Garry!
0:11:58 > 0:12:02- At least I tell the truth - to your faces.
0:12:02 > 0:12:03- I don't hide behind some note.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05- I don't hide behind some note.- - Home, now!
0:12:13 > 0:12:14- Dani...
0:12:14 > 0:12:16- Dani...- - Just don't say anything, alright?
0:12:16 > 0:12:20- I can't believe Sioned said - something so horrible.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22- This is nothing to do with you.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25- It's not true though, is it?
0:12:31 > 0:12:34- What happened - between Garry and Sheryl...
0:12:35 > 0:12:37- ..was a long time ago.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42- Did you know? From the start?
0:12:44 > 0:12:47- You married a bloke who hits women!
0:12:47 > 0:12:51- You don't know - what you're talking about.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53- Has he ever hurt you?
0:12:53 > 0:12:56- No. Garry and I are different. - He's different now.
0:12:57 > 0:12:58- Are you sure about that?
0:13:00 > 0:13:02- Sioned's gone.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- Give us two minutes, will you?
0:13:17 > 0:13:19- I can't believe her cheek.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- Accusing me like that.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- What did she want...
0:13:25 > 0:13:26- ..when she called in earlier?
0:13:27 > 0:13:29- She was asking about an MOT.
0:13:31 > 0:13:32- Right.
0:13:33 > 0:13:34- Are you OK?
0:13:35 > 0:13:36- Mmm.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42- I'd never hurt you, - you know that, don't you?
0:13:45 > 0:13:49- It was an entirely different time - in my life.
0:13:49 > 0:13:50- It was a different relationship.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- It was a different relationship.- - I know.
0:13:52 > 0:13:53- Good.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08- Right. Here you are.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11- Thanks. I'm looking forward to this.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- Chester, tonight...
0:14:21 > 0:14:23- Yes?
0:14:23 > 0:14:26- Well, do you want to come over?
0:14:27 > 0:14:29- OK.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31- What's wrong?
0:14:32 > 0:14:34- You don't understand.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- If you don't fancy me, - just tell me straight.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- No. It's not that.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43- I'm just...
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- I want to come over, - obviously, but...
0:14:46 > 0:14:47- But what?
0:14:52 > 0:14:53- Oh, you're, um...
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- You haven't done it before, - have you?
0:14:57 > 0:14:59- Yes, of course I have.
0:14:59 > 0:15:00- Yes, of course I have.- - It's OK, you know.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- I feel like a prat.
0:15:07 > 0:15:08- There's no need.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10- We don't have to rush into anything.
0:15:11 > 0:15:12- No pressure.
0:15:12 > 0:15:17- We can just watch a DVD - and enjoy each other's company.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21- Are you sure?
0:15:22 > 0:15:24- Of course.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25- OK.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30- I don't understand you at all.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- Please, Mam, not now.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35- After everything I said - to you last week...
0:15:35 > 0:15:39- ..you're still burning bridges with - people who are trying to help you.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42- I was only trying - to stick up for myself.
0:15:42 > 0:15:43- That note through the door...
0:15:43 > 0:15:46- That note through the door...- - Oh, shut up! I've had enough!
0:15:49 > 0:15:50- What are you doing here?
0:15:51 > 0:15:55- Sioned regrets what she did. - Can we leave it there, please?
0:15:55 > 0:15:59- I can't let you behave like that - in my pub.
0:15:59 > 0:16:03- I want you to stay away - from Dani and me, do you hear?
0:16:03 > 0:16:04- Fine.
0:16:05 > 0:16:06- You're banned.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09- Until I say otherwise.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10- I'm sorry.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13- Alright? I'm sorry.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16- I know you didn't write that note.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20- You don't do yourself any favours, - do you?
0:16:20 > 0:16:23- Attacking the people - who are trying to help you.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26- You need to change, Sioned.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Or there's no hope for you.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43- Listen, Dan...
0:16:44 > 0:16:48- ..I'm here for you - if you need to talk.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49- I'm sorry.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52- About anything that's worrying you.
0:16:52 > 0:16:53- Garry, is it?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- Well, I didn't realize - he had that kind of history.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59- Just shut up, OK.
0:17:00 > 0:17:04- I'm only saying - that I'm here for you...
0:17:04 > 0:17:06- ..and that I'm a friend.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10- Yes, you're here. - I can't really forget that, can I?
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- But a friend?
0:17:15 > 0:17:18- No, because I know you want more.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- But it's not going to happen.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- Well, it did happen...
0:17:25 > 0:17:26- ..once...
0:17:26 > 0:17:29- ..once...- - But never again. Understand?
0:17:43 > 0:17:45- Are you going?
0:17:45 > 0:17:47- There's nothing more to say, - is there?
0:17:47 > 0:17:49- Why am I like this, Mam?
0:17:54 > 0:17:56- You've always been the same.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59- It's always been in your nature.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- A little girl who's lost control.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09- I really loved him, you know.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12- I just want him back.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- He's not coming back, Sioned.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20- Things were terrible - before he left...
0:18:20 > 0:18:22- ..so don't try and kid yourself.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- But if you want things - to improve...
0:18:27 > 0:18:29- ..you've had the truth - from me and Garry.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34- It's up to you now.
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