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0:00:18 > 0:00:19- Ffion.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21- I was thinking of Arwen. Maybe...
0:00:21 > 0:00:22- I was thinking of Arwen. Maybe...- - No.
0:00:22 > 0:00:24- Could I see her occasionally?
0:00:24 > 0:00:25- Could I see her occasionally?- - No!
0:00:25 > 0:00:29- You took advantage last week when - Sion should have been babysitting.
0:00:30 > 0:00:31- I can never forgive you.
0:00:31 > 0:00:34- I can never forgive you.- - Ffion.
0:00:34 > 0:00:35- What do you expect me to say?
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- What do you expect me to say?- - I'm sorry.
0:00:37 > 0:00:40- I acknowledge I was in the wrong. - Isn't that what matters?
0:00:41 > 0:00:42- No. Stop getting it wrong.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44- No. Stop getting it wrong.- - Please?
0:00:44 > 0:00:46- You're too much of a risk.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49- A child needs a father too.
0:00:49 > 0:00:51- She's got an excellent step-father.
0:00:51 > 0:00:54- If Gethin thinks so much of her, - where is he?
0:00:54 > 0:00:57- Why has he left Cwmderi?
0:00:57 > 0:01:01- Why did Jinx leave if it's his name - on the birth certificate?
0:01:01 > 0:01:04- At least I want to be here for her.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15- We don't want to hoover these, - do we?
0:01:15 > 0:01:18- Why do you have to clean so much?
0:01:18 > 0:01:21- The nurse is coming today.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23- No, that's tomorrow.
0:01:23 > 0:01:26- Anyway, the place is immaculate.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29- Well, I wouldn't say that.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31- Of course it is.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34- I can manage to do the dusting - around the bed myself.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38- Sorry, I didn't mean to interfere.
0:01:40 > 0:01:41- It's alright.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44- Do you need help with that?
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- I can still do some things myself.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48- I can still do some things myself.- - I'm not saying you can't.
0:01:49 > 0:01:53- It's awkward sometimes, I know - how Dai confuses his tablets....
0:01:53 > 0:01:55- I'm fine. Alright?
0:01:57 > 0:01:59- Alright. I'll go to work.
0:02:05 > 0:02:06- I couldn't get out of it.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- Dani sprung - a last-minute surprise on me.
0:02:09 > 0:02:13- You clearly don't care - or you'd have got in touch sooner.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16- I knew you'd be angry - so I gave you time to calm down.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18- I haven't.
0:02:19 > 0:02:20- How was the scan?
0:02:20 > 0:02:22- How was the scan?- - Very emotional.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25- There's no point explaining, - you had to be there.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28- Did you get a picture?
0:02:28 > 0:02:29- Yes.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31- Can I see it?
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- There's not much point, Garry.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36- There's not much point, Garry.- - I've said I'm sorry.
0:02:37 > 0:02:40- I want to see a photo - of my own child.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44- No, after last week, - I don't trust you.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00- Hiya.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03- Can I buy you a tea or coffee?
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- Please, I insist.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09- A strawberry milkshake, then.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13- You don't have to buy me anything - out of guilt.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15- A strawberry milkshake, please.
0:03:17 > 0:03:18- How are you?
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- Up and down, - but there's no point complaining.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24- Would you like to sit with me?
0:03:28 > 0:03:30- Alright, - I guess you still hate me.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- We'll never be best friends, - will we?
0:03:33 > 0:03:35- Not after the wedding.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37- I understand that.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41- I was worried about DJ, - as any mother would.
0:03:41 > 0:03:42- Of course.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- But it was his decision in the end.
0:03:45 > 0:03:49- It's better to stop it at the - beginning if it was doomed to fail.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- Shall we sit down?
0:03:59 > 0:04:01- Is Britt here?
0:04:02 > 0:04:04- I haven't seen anyone yet. - Out the back maybe.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10- Don't you have anything better to do - than hang around here?
0:04:18 > 0:04:21- You're not back to cause trouble, - are you?
0:04:21 > 0:04:23- For Gaynor maybe...
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- ..or Sioned.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- What's so funny?
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- Do you think I'm interested - in Sioned?
0:04:36 > 0:04:38- I don't know.
0:04:39 > 0:04:43- Maybe you're more interested - in Ffion.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48- If I was, - do you think I'd tell you?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52- Seeing as you're - Gethin's brother-in-law.
0:04:54 > 0:04:55- If they're still together.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- If they're still together.- - Yes, they are.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59- So where is he?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- So where is he?- - I don't know.
0:05:03 > 0:05:07- But he's been more of a father - to that girl than you've ever been.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- So if I were you...
0:05:10 > 0:05:12- ..I'd stay away.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14- Would you?
0:05:14 > 0:05:15- Really?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19- You fought to see Gwern.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21- I always get what I want.
0:05:24 > 0:05:25- Britt!
0:05:31 > 0:05:34- I used to drive Mam bonkers - making that noise.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37- A small cafe in Cardigan, - enjoying ourselves.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40- Don't grow old, that's my advice.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42- Don't grow old, that's my advice.- - You're not old.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45- It's ill health that ages people, - not actual birthdays.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- You can be raring to go - when you're 90 if you're lucky.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51- But I do know one thing.
0:05:51 > 0:05:55- I'm too old to bear a grudge - against you for what happened.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58- I'm so glad to hear that - and I really am sorry about it.
0:05:59 > 0:06:00- There we are.
0:06:01 > 0:06:02- Are you happy now?
0:06:03 > 0:06:05- Yes. And I hope that DJ is too.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10- It's been lovely catching up - with you.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12- Oh, I'm so sorry.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14- Oh, I'm so sorry.- - Don't worry.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Bye.
0:06:29 > 0:06:30- Ffion.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33- I want to apologize to you - for last week.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- Come on.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- This isn't helping anyone.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40- Ffion, you can't run away - from the truth forever.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44- I've got every right - to see my daughter.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- I'm your father, Arwen.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48- I'm your father, Arwen.- - Don't you dare!
0:06:48 > 0:06:50- Take no notice of the silly man.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- Let's go and get some ice cream - from the shop.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- For the little one - when it arrives.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- A bribe?
0:07:15 > 0:07:18- I couldn't be in two places - at the same time, sorry.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21- And we all know who comes first - every time.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- That depends.
0:07:23 > 0:07:24- That depends.- - On what?
0:07:24 > 0:07:28- There's nothing more important - that seeing your baby...
0:07:28 > 0:07:30- ..for the first time.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32- Please...
0:07:32 > 0:07:34- Please...- - Please, what! What do you want?
0:07:34 > 0:07:36- It's pointless you coming here.
0:07:37 > 0:07:40- I know you feel let down - that I wasn't at the hospital.
0:07:40 > 0:07:41- I'm here now.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43- For how long?
0:07:44 > 0:07:47- Until you get another phone call - from Dani?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50- Asking you to go to the shop - or to pick her up...
0:07:50 > 0:07:55- ..or something important - like a singing session for babies.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57- Show me the scan.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- You don't deserve to see the scan.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04- You have no idea how lonely - you made me feel.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10- It was with you I wanted to be - that day.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12- Both of you.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18- Can I see the picture of our child?
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0:08:27 > 0:08:27- Subtitles
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0:08:38 > 0:08:40- I found these on the floor - in the cafe.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42- Thanks.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- It's none of my business but...
0:08:46 > 0:08:49- ..should you be drinking - if you're taking tablets?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52- Who cares? I'm dying anyway.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56- I know you'll get periods - of depression...
0:08:56 > 0:08:58- ..but you seemed in good spirits - earlier.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03- Until I knocked your bag over.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05- I panicked.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08- What are those tablets?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- Have you had stronger ones?
0:09:13 > 0:09:15- Have you taken a turn for the worse?
0:09:15 > 0:09:18- You'll look them up online, - knowing you.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20- I was only asking.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22- I was only asking.- - Well, don't ask!
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- Linda, has it got worse?
0:09:24 > 0:09:26- Linda, has it got worse?- - I'm going.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- Linda...
0:09:32 > 0:09:34- I'm not supposed to have them.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- So please don't tell anyone - about them.
0:09:38 > 0:09:41- Does DJ know?
0:09:41 > 0:09:43- What are they?
0:09:45 > 0:09:47- Alright.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- They're strong tablets...
0:09:57 > 0:09:59- ..to send me to sleep.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00- Forever.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03- I don't want to know any more.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07- I intend on taking them - when the time comes.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09- Nobody else knows so please...
0:10:09 > 0:10:11- Nobody else knows so please...- - Don't tell me any more.
0:10:11 > 0:10:14- I don't want anything - to do with it.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22- I went too far.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24- I know.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26- It's a shame it was in public.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30- Are you concerned - about what people will say?
0:10:30 > 0:10:32- Not at all.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35- I'm concerned Ffion's response - will be more hostile...
0:10:35 > 0:10:38- ..than if it had occurred - in the flat.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39- It can't get more hostile.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44- She doesn't want either of us - to see Arwen after last week.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47- You should have...
0:10:47 > 0:10:48- Are you saying it's my fault?
0:10:48 > 0:10:50- Are you saying it's my fault?- - You could have told me not be here.
0:10:51 > 0:10:52- That's unfair.
0:10:52 > 0:10:56- It's not fair - Arwen doesn't know I'm her father.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57- She knows now.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59- She knows now.- - No, Ffion will deny it.
0:11:00 > 0:11:01- Turn her against me.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- What am I going to do?
0:11:07 > 0:11:10- Things aren't good between - Ffion and me at the moment...
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- ..but maybe she'll listen to me.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17- Not after what I did today.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21- I've spoiled things for good.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23- She'll be angry.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26- Of course she will be.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- But maybe you've done - some good too.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32- You've shown how strongly - you feel about it.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- I'm not so sure, - not by the way she reacted.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40- I'm going over there - to apologize for both of us.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- No, you'll make it worse.
0:11:43 > 0:11:47- Macs, you've just said it yourself, - it can't get much worse.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50- We need to carry on fighting.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53- Try to change her mind - one step at a time.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01- Say something.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07- He's perfect.
0:12:11 > 0:12:14- It's not quite the same as...
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- ..seeing the little one moving.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27- I couldn't help thinking...
0:12:27 > 0:12:31- ..he'll only have me and Mam.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33- I have to go.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- Now you've seen what you want, - you don't care about me.
0:12:40 > 0:12:41- That's not fair.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- I don't want to mislead you.
0:12:44 > 0:12:48- I've made it clear I don't want - a relationship with you.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50- So, you only care about the baby.
0:12:50 > 0:12:51- So, you only care about the baby.- - Yes.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53- Try and understand that.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55- Maybe I let you see the scan...
0:12:57 > 0:13:01- ..but I don't have to let you see - the baby when it comes.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13- I'm sorry.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15- I had to tell someone.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19- May I?
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- You shouldn't have told me.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- It's wrong - that I know and DJ doesn't.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31- And he must never know.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- You're asking a lot of me.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37- I have no right - to keep this from him.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40- It's not much to ask after the mess - you made of the wedding.
0:13:42 > 0:13:43- Don't break his heart again.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45- Don't break his heart again.- - You're doing that.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48- Keep my secret.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50- I know you will.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- I don't understand.
0:13:52 > 0:13:56- Don't you want to be with DJ - for as long as you can?
0:13:56 > 0:13:58- Live life to the full?
0:13:58 > 0:14:03- Surely you have to fight, - if not for yourself then for DJ.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- Sometimes what - someone wants to do...
0:14:09 > 0:14:11- ..and what someone can do...
0:14:11 > 0:14:13- ..are very different.
0:14:15 > 0:14:18- Please, I'm begging you.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- Let me have my final wish.
0:14:25 > 0:14:26- Thanks.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29- It means such a lot to me.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- Please, try to consider DJ.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- It's what I am doing.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- That's why I need you - to keep these.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- What?
0:14:41 > 0:14:44- I don't want anyone finding out - what they are.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47- It's too dangerous - to keep them in the house.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49- So, please...
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- ..please help me.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57- Are you OK?
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- Sorry about that silly man earlier.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08- Take no notice of what he said.
0:15:11 > 0:15:12- DOOR BUZZER
0:15:18 > 0:15:19- Yes?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22- It's Sion. - I wanted a word to apologize.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24- Tad-cu.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30- Come up.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35- I don't want to be dragged - into this.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37- I don't have any choice.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39- This is unfair.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41- This is unfair.- - My situation's unfair too.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46- This is where you are.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48- A change from the cafe.
0:15:49 > 0:15:50- I can see that.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- A small brandy - won't make much difference.
0:15:53 > 0:15:56- What have you two - been talking about?
0:15:58 > 0:16:00- Just putting the world to rights.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01- Just putting the world to rights.- - Yes.
0:16:01 > 0:16:05- Well, put that away - because the car's outside.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07- Come on.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24- Thanks for letting me in.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26- You caught me at a weak moment.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28- Be quick, - it's Arwen's mealtime soon.
0:16:29 > 0:16:30- She can eat while I'm here.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33- She can stay in her room - until you've left.
0:16:35 > 0:16:36- Macs regrets what he did earlier.
0:16:37 > 0:16:40- He finds it hard coming to terms - with being a father.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42- He's not Arwen's father.
0:16:43 > 0:16:44- How can you say that?
0:16:45 > 0:16:47- He doesn't mean anything - to her or me.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49- Why now?
0:16:49 > 0:16:50- Stirring up trouble from the past.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51- Stirring up trouble from the past.- - I don't know.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55- Maybe he wants to do a better job - than his own father did.
0:16:57 > 0:17:02- Last week's mess was my fault. - I arranged it. Sorry.
0:17:04 > 0:17:08- I'd like to be a better grandfather - than I was a father.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- You know I want to be a part - of Arwen's life.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15- Macs is trying his best - to be more mature.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18- His heart's in the right place.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21- What he did on the High Street - earlier was unforgivable.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23- You saw it yourself.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- You saw it yourself.- - And he'd be the first to agree.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28- He's upset about it - but he deserves a second chance.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- Now, Arwen wants her dinner.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37- Just think about it, please Ffion.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39- For her sake.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44- Here we are.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49- I'm sorry about this morning.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51- I was rude...
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- ..and ungrateful.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55- I understand.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59- It's only natural - for you to be up and down.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01- I need more patience.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- I'm sure that's how I'd be too.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06- Thanks for understanding.
0:18:07 > 0:18:11- But I was surprised - to see you in the Deri with Cadno.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13- Life's too short to bear grudges.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17- And anyway, - I don't have the energy.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22- I don't know - what DJ would say about it.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25- I don't have to pass everything - by DJ, do I?
0:18:26 > 0:18:27- No.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30- I hope you know what you're doing.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32- Don't worry.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35- Cadno and I understand each other - very well.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47- S4C subtitles by Ericsson