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0:00:15 > 0:00:17- Have you heard from the clinic?
0:00:17 > 0:00:18- Have you heard from the clinic?- - No, not yet.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20- What about Jim?
0:00:20 > 0:00:21- What about Jim?- - He needs time, I guess.
0:00:22 > 0:00:23- Or the truth.
0:00:24 > 0:00:27- No! Who knows what he'd do - if he heard about the biopsy.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29- I know.
0:00:29 > 0:00:33- I have to deal with it and you have - to deal with keeping the secret.
0:00:36 > 0:00:39- You don't have to stop gossiping - just because I've come in.
0:00:39 > 0:00:42- I don't think any of us - know what to say to you, Jim.
0:00:43 > 0:00:46- Is there any more in today's papers?
0:00:46 > 0:00:48- No, nothing.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50- So there we are.
0:00:50 > 0:00:53- You can carry on discussing - your secret now.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- I'm going to tell him.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02- There's no need for that.
0:01:02 > 0:01:03- There's no need for that.- - Sorry.
0:01:03 > 0:01:07- Sorry. I want everything - to be alright, that's all.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10- That's what we all want.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16- I'll see you on Wednesday.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- I'll see you on Wednesday.- - Thanks. Ta-ra.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22- I've got an appointment.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24- What?
0:01:24 > 0:01:26- What?- - Yes, to sort these out.
0:01:30 > 0:01:34- I booked you in for next Monday. - I'm so sorry, Ffion.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36- Everyone makes mistakes sometimes.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38- I don't know where my head's at...
0:01:41 > 0:01:42- Hey, what's wrong?
0:01:42 > 0:01:44- Hey, what's wrong?- - Nothing. I'm fine.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- There's something.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47- There's something.- - I'm not feeling 100%.
0:01:48 > 0:01:49- Have you seen a doctor?
0:01:49 > 0:01:52- Have you seen a doctor?- - I don't need a doctor.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55- Maybe it would make you feel better.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58- Doctors don't always - give you good news, do they?
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- If you think it's that serious, - you should go.
0:02:04 > 0:02:08- Maybe I could close for half an hour - and see if they can fit me in.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10- But what about your hair, Ffion?
0:02:10 > 0:02:13- Something as trivial as hair - can wait.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- Off you go.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16- OK.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23- Hey, look what I've just bought.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- What's that?
0:02:26 > 0:02:28- A sweet trolley for the wedding.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30- Have you ordered balloons - and bunting as well?!
0:02:31 > 0:02:32- No. Should I?
0:02:33 > 0:02:34- I'm pulling your leg.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38- I hope you don't mind. - I want us to have what others have.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41- If you're willing - to make the arrangements...
0:02:41 > 0:02:46- I enjoy it. But you'll have to take - charge of your hen party.
0:02:46 > 0:02:47- Hen party?
0:02:47 > 0:02:48- Hen party?- - Yes.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52- Can't you hold it on Thursday, - the same as the stag party?
0:02:52 > 0:02:55- Clubbing in L-plates - and drinking contests?
0:02:55 > 0:02:56- I don't think so.
0:02:56 > 0:02:57- I don't think so.- - Right.
0:02:57 > 0:03:01- Well, what if we have a few friends - over to show how happy we are?
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- I don't have to prove to anyone - how happy I am.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08- No. Of course.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13- You don't mind me having a party, - do you?
0:03:13 > 0:03:16- I don't like thinking of you - here on your own...
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- ..while I'm celebrating in the Deri.
0:03:19 > 0:03:20- I'll be fine.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22- I'll be fine.- - Right. I've got a speech to write.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24- And sweets to buy.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- And sweets to buy.- - Eh? Oh, yes!
0:03:33 > 0:03:34- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:03:36 > 0:03:37- Thanks you for fitting me in.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41- No problem. - How can I help you today?
0:03:41 > 0:03:45- Well, to be honest, I'm here - because I've got a client...
0:03:45 > 0:03:48- ..and she's got bald patches - on her head.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52- I'm not sure if I should - raise the issue with her.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54- When did you first notice - the bald patches?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- About a month ago now.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00- And your client isn't aware of it?
0:04:01 > 0:04:03- No. She hasn't said anything to me.
0:04:03 > 0:04:07- I've looked up conditions - such as alopecia on the Internet.
0:04:07 > 0:04:12- But I haven't said anything to her - because I don't want her to worry.
0:04:13 > 0:04:14- Do you know what?
0:04:14 > 0:04:18- It's probably an allergy, - a temporary problem.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22- The only way to make sure - is through an examination.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25- I don't think she'd be happy - to do that.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28- I can describe the bald patches - to you.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31- Ideally, I'd have to see them.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- Sheryl, forgive me, but...
0:04:38 > 0:04:40- ..are we talking about you here?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45- You can't see anything, can you?
0:04:46 > 0:04:47- No, nothing at all.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- It was a guess.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52- Sorry.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- Would you be willing to show me?
0:04:57 > 0:04:58- Do I have to?
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- No, but if this is something long - term there's help available.
0:05:05 > 0:05:06- OK.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17- I spilled some milk - over myself downstairs.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23- Are you sure there's nothing - about Courtney...
0:05:23 > 0:05:25- ..in any paper or magazine today?
0:05:25 > 0:05:27- Yes. You checked them yourself.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30- You could have hidden it.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33- You, Sioned and Ed - were being very secretive.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36- Where is it? Is it up here?
0:05:37 > 0:05:38- Oh, Jim...
0:05:39 > 0:05:40- It's what you'd do, isn't it?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43- Keep things from me, - as if I was a child.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45- That's exactly what I'd do, yes.
0:06:25 > 0:06:26- It's alopecia.
0:06:27 > 0:06:31- I'll refer you to a specialist - to confirm which type.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34- I had hoped it was something else.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39- Am I going to lose all my hair?
0:06:39 > 0:06:41- It's difficult to say.
0:06:41 > 0:06:45- The specialist will have a better - idea when you see him or her.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50- I've seen photos of people who have - lost their eyebrows and eyelashes.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- Do you think that could - happen to me?
0:06:53 > 0:06:57- Have you lost any hair - from your eyebrows or eyelashes?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59- No.
0:07:00 > 0:07:01- It might not happen.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- Is it stress that causes - something like this?
0:07:07 > 0:07:10- Would something like, - I don't know...
0:07:10 > 0:07:12- ..yoga help, maybe?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- A link to stress isn't definite.
0:07:14 > 0:07:18- It's often a failure - in the immune system apparently.
0:07:18 > 0:07:23- The immune system can get better, - can't it? It could be temporary.
0:07:26 > 0:07:27- Read more information.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30- There's a lot of support - and advice for people...
0:07:30 > 0:07:33- ..who suffer from the condition - and for their partners.
0:07:36 > 0:07:37- Thank you.
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0:07:55 > 0:07:56- Thank you.
0:07:57 > 0:07:58- Can I sit down?
0:07:58 > 0:07:59- Can I sit down?- - Of course.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- Are you enjoying half-term?
0:08:01 > 0:08:05- It's nice not having to get up - before it gets light. How are you?
0:08:06 > 0:08:09- Hand on heart, - I've never been happier.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11- I'm glad to hear it.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14- So you've sorted out your doubts.
0:08:14 > 0:08:19- People get cold feet before getting - married. You said that.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20- Yes.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24- You have to work hard at a - relationship and I want to do that.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27- You also need love.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30- Of course. We are getting married.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33- I was going to marry Jinx. - But I didn't love him.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37- Why are you doing this? - I've said I'm happy.
0:08:37 > 0:08:41- Sorry. You were asking me - about Jinx last week.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44- I've worked hard - to ease my doubts since then.
0:08:44 > 0:08:48- If you have to work that hard - maybe you should reconsider.
0:08:49 > 0:08:53- I don't want to reconsider. I love - Gwyneth and I want to get married.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54- And I don't want to be...
0:08:56 > 0:08:59- ..on my own - for the rest of my life.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01- Perhaps Gwyneth isn't...
0:09:01 > 0:09:03- Perhaps Gwyneth isn't...- - Don't.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07- Thanks.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11- Have you cooled down now?
0:09:12 > 0:09:13- I'm sorry.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16- I'm so sorry.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18- Oh, Jim.
0:09:18 > 0:09:22- I thought you went out somewhere - on Friday...
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- ..that you'd forgotten about me.
0:09:25 > 0:09:25- But you were here.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27- But you were here.- - It's alright.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37- Hiya. How are you now?
0:09:39 > 0:09:40- Was the doctor any help?
0:09:41 > 0:09:42- No.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44- So you didn't get any answers.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45- Oh, yes.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54- Alopecia?
0:09:56 > 0:09:58- I'm so sorry.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00- But...
0:10:00 > 0:10:02- ..it's better to know, isn't it?
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- No, it's not better at all...
0:10:05 > 0:10:09- ..because who's going to want - a hairdresser with alopecia?
0:10:15 > 0:10:18- You shouldn't have had - to go through this alone.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20- I should have been there with you.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22- I should have been there with you.- - I wasn't on my own.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25- Sioned was with me. She knows.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27- Oh, right.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30- You told Sioned but not me.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33- I didn't want you to worry.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35- I knew there was something going on.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39- I was trying to do the right thing.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44- Why are you always so determined - to keep secrets from me, Eileen?
0:10:44 > 0:10:48- I didn't want to tell anyone, - not until I knew for sure.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52- So it slipped out to Sioned, - did it?
0:10:52 > 0:10:54- Colin told her, if you must know.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56- Colin?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59- When I found the lump I was upset.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- Colin saw me and he was worried.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04- Colin.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09- What's going on? - There's no-one in the shop.
0:11:09 > 0:11:10- Jim knows.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- That you and Dr Colin were aware...
0:11:13 > 0:11:16- ..there was something - wrong with my wife.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18- She had to tell someone.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- Yes. Me!
0:11:21 > 0:11:23- You were in no state - to hear the news.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25- Does Ed know?
0:11:25 > 0:11:27- Does Ed know?- - Ed's had cancer himself.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29- So he's been a lot of help.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31- Who else knows?
0:11:31 > 0:11:33- Who else knows?- - Jim!
0:11:33 > 0:11:36- I wouldn't know now - if I hadn't found that letter.
0:11:37 > 0:11:38- Were you going to tell me?!
0:11:39 > 0:11:42- Mam's had a terrible time - and you haven't helped.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45- You were so wrapped up in yourself.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47- You were so wrapped up in yourself.- - What's going on? Are you alright?
0:11:47 > 0:11:49- Jim knows.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- After half the village found out!
0:11:52 > 0:11:53- Losing your temper won't help.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55- Losing your temper won't help.- - Sioned's right.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57- What do you expect me to do?
0:11:57 > 0:12:00- Support Mam, maybe?
0:12:00 > 0:12:01- I'd have been supportive...
0:12:02 > 0:12:04- ..if I'd been given the chance.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08- Well, you have a chance now, - don't you?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15- After all the things - I saw in Africa.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- And after Meilyr...
0:12:18 > 0:12:20- ..here I am worrying - about my hair.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23- It's only natural. - I'm sure I'd be the same.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25- What does Hywel have to say?
0:12:28 > 0:12:29- He's supportive, isn't he?
0:12:29 > 0:12:31- He's supportive, isn't he?- - He doesn't know.
0:12:31 > 0:12:35- He's so busy - and we've had so many problems.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37- You can't do this alone.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39- You have to tell him.
0:12:39 > 0:12:40- You have to tell him.- - I don't have to do anything.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42- Hello.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- You'll have to tell him some time.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48- Can you go and tell them - I won't be long?
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- Is Sheryl here?
0:12:58 > 0:12:59- She's on her way.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01- She's on her way.- - Right.
0:13:01 > 0:13:05- How's it going? Are you looking - forward to the big day?
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- Yes. Can't wait.
0:13:07 > 0:13:08- Yes. Can't wait.- - I saw Sion earlier.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10- He seemed agitated.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14- It's probably nerves.
0:13:14 > 0:13:18- You and Sion seem to be spending - a lot of time together lately.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19- We're old friends.
0:13:21 > 0:13:25- Don't say you've - got an appointment too...
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- ..and I've made another mistake.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30- No. I wanted to invite you - to a hen party on Thursday.
0:13:30 > 0:13:34- Don't worry. - It won't be a wild night.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37- Not wild? It's a hen party - not a prayer meeting!
0:13:37 > 0:13:39- I don't like all that nonsense.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42- You have to do something silly...
0:13:42 > 0:13:46- ..before turning into - Mrs Gwyneth Respectable White!
0:13:46 > 0:13:49- I'll phone to make - another appointment.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53- Thanks. - There are L-plates somewhere.
0:13:53 > 0:13:54- Sheryl!
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- I won't have to wait long - for the results.
0:14:02 > 0:14:06- But I'll have to go back - to the clinic to get them.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- And then, if it is cancer...
0:14:11 > 0:14:13- ..they'll tell me - what the next steps are.
0:14:14 > 0:14:17- It depends - what sort of cancer it is, I think.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- Maybe it would be better - if we waited...
0:14:21 > 0:14:23- ..until we know exactly - what's going on.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27- I thought you'd want to know - what will happen.
0:14:27 > 0:14:31- They say the worrying - is easier to cope with...
0:14:31 > 0:14:35- ..if you know a bit - about what's facing you.
0:14:35 > 0:14:36- Yes, well...
0:14:37 > 0:14:40- ..it's not always a good thing - to know what's ahead.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45- How are we going to prepare - if we don't talk about it?
0:14:47 > 0:14:49- You can't prepare to lose someone.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- I've already had to say goodbye - to Courtney.
0:14:56 > 0:15:00- I don't want to say goodbye - to you too.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- I hope you won't have to do that.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- Sorry, Eileen.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10- I'm sorry.
0:15:22 > 0:15:23- Is everything alright?
0:15:27 > 0:15:29- I've just seen Ffion.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32- I don't know why she thinks - she has the right to judge me.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34- Why? What did she say?
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- That you seemed nervous - about getting married.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43- Are you?
0:15:47 > 0:15:51- I've just invited a load of women - over on Thursday for my hen party.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- That's a joke, isn't it?
0:15:53 > 0:15:55- Have you arranged a hen party?
0:15:55 > 0:15:57- Have you arranged a hen party?- - Yes.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- But I'll have to cancel now.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01- No.
0:16:01 > 0:16:02- Won't I?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06- Aren't you getting cold feet?
0:16:07 > 0:16:08- Not at all.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10- I don't want to delay.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- I'd marry you tomorrow if I could.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17- And I've written - the speech now anyway.
0:16:18 > 0:16:19- Are you pleased with it?
0:16:20 > 0:16:22- Yes. I'm looking forward - to you hearing it.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25- I can't wait.
0:16:33 > 0:16:34- Is Hywel here?
0:16:35 > 0:16:36- No.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39- Look, it's not my place - to tell you what to do...
0:16:39 > 0:16:41- So maybe you shouldn't...
0:16:41 > 0:16:43- So maybe you shouldn't...- - But we're friends.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46- I've had a similar experience - with alcohol.
0:16:46 > 0:16:50- I don't think you can compare - alopecia with alcoholism.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- No. I'm talking about you - keeping it from Hywel.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57- I know Hywel's not perfect - but he'll understand.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59- I'm not sure if he will.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02- I'm not sure if he will.- - He deserves to know the truth.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04- And what about me?
0:17:04 > 0:17:06- Do I deserve this?
0:17:06 > 0:17:10- Worrying my partner's going - to leave because I'm ugly and bald.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13- I've been through hell - these last few years.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16- Do I really deserve this - on top of it all?
0:17:16 > 0:17:17- No.
0:17:19 > 0:17:23- But Hywel will find out - at some point. You can't avoid that.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- I know that, Ffion.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27- But it's up to me when I tell him...
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- ..and I'm very happy - to wait as long as possible.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- I'm here if you ever need anything.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37- I'll be fine.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49- Hiya, Jim. It's me again.
0:17:49 > 0:17:52- Please come home - so we can discuss this sensibly.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58- I'm sure he'll be back for dinner.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- I should have thrown - that letter away.
0:18:05 > 0:18:06- I've looked everywhere.
0:18:07 > 0:18:08- The Deri, The Bull...
0:18:08 > 0:18:10- ..the cemetery.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12- There's no sign of him.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15- Maybe he's in Penrhewl, - having a walk to clear his head.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- No. They haven't seen him.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- He can't have gone far.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24- He'll come back in his own time.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- He's been gone for hours.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- He's been gone for hours.- - Come and sit down, Mam.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32- What if he's done something stupid?
0:18:34 > 0:18:36- He'd never do something like that.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38- He loves you too much.
0:18:38 > 0:18:41- So where is he?
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