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0:00:00 > 0:00:01- You're pathetic!
0:00:02 > 0:00:05- What are you going to do? - Nothing, as usual!
0:00:05 > 0:00:07- Sioned!
0:00:12 > 0:00:14- Ed!
0:00:14 > 0:00:16- Ed!- - Thank goodness you're here.
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0:00:32 > 0:00:33- I saw what you did.
0:00:34 > 0:00:36- I had no choice.
0:00:36 > 0:00:40- He came back here, angry, - saying he'd teach me a lesson.
0:00:41 > 0:00:42- Once and for all. I was scared.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46- I want to see him.
0:00:46 > 0:00:47- Not now.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51- He'll be furious. - There's no telling what he'll do.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53- Leave him alone. Trust me.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56- He was screaming.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00- I've never been so scared.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02- I'm still shaking, look.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06- He pushed me into it.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11- You know what he's been like.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14- I'll make us a cuppa.
0:01:15 > 0:01:19- Talking to you - always makes me feel better.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30- Right, I'm making brunch. - Do you want some?
0:01:30 > 0:01:33- Brunch? People who get up - before 10.00am call it breakfast.
0:01:33 > 0:01:37- Do you want some or not? - You haven't eaten for a while.
0:01:37 > 0:01:41- I don't have time to eat. There's - a long list of people to phone.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43- Someone must know something - about Diane.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46- Maybe there's a reason - why she left her phone.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48- Maybe she wants some peace.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51- So do I, but it's not - how marriages work.
0:01:51 > 0:01:54- I want her back safely, - that's all.
0:01:54 > 0:01:58- Hello, Janice? Hi. It's Dai Ashurst.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00- I was checking up on Diane.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29- He's come home angry before.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- But there was something in his eyes - today.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39- I really thought - he was going to kill me.
0:02:39 > 0:02:40- Sorry.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- He was shouting at me.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- Saying that I'm pathetic.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55- He called me a slapper, - said I wasn't good enough for him.
0:02:56 > 0:03:01- He was about to hit me - when something inside me snapped.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05- It took all my strength - to stand up for myself.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08- To do exactly what he deserved.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12- And that's thanks to you.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15- I did what you've been - telling me to do for weeks.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19- I didn't tell you to be violent. - What I saw was disturbing.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21- I know.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- And I know how it looked.
0:03:25 > 0:03:28- But do you have any idea how often - I've been in that situation?
0:03:30 > 0:03:32- Maybe what I did was terrible...
0:03:32 > 0:03:37- ..but it was high time for him - to suffer the pain I've suffered.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- This might be a new start for us.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- This might be a new start for us.- - What?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Now he knows he can't hurt me...
0:03:47 > 0:03:52- ..that I can stand up for myself, - that I'm stronger than he thought.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57- I'd like to see him - because I'm worried.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- There's no need.
0:03:59 > 0:04:03- I saw him while I was making - a cuppa. There's not a mark on him.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- The coffee wasn't even hot.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11- I know you've been worried - about me.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- I really do appreciate that.
0:04:15 > 0:04:19- But this is the last chance - Ed and I have to be happy.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22- Please don't ruin that for me.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26- You've been a good friend.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- But it's all under control now.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34- I'll take you down. - You've got better things to do.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- I'm happy to stay and talk.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40- Everything's fine, honestly.
0:04:56 > 0:04:57- Oh, how did it go?
0:04:58 > 0:05:01- You were right. - I should have gone ages ago.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04- I'm so proud of you.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07- I know it hasn't been easy - for you to see a counsellor.
0:05:07 > 0:05:11- Things won't change overnight - but I'm trying.
0:05:11 > 0:05:15- I know that, and I'll be here - every step of the way.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18- Sit down. I'll make you a cuppa.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20- Who are these half-naked men?
0:05:20 > 0:05:24- I found it just now. - Courtney and I watched it.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29- "A comedy drama set in the world - of male strip clubs."
0:05:30 > 0:05:31- She picked it. She loved it.
0:05:32 > 0:05:33- I'd like to see it.
0:05:34 > 0:05:35- I don't...
0:05:35 > 0:05:37- I don't...- - But Courtney liked it.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42- I'll go downstairs - to fetch the popcorn.
0:05:46 > 0:05:47- Dani!
0:05:48 > 0:05:49- Dani!
0:05:49 > 0:05:52- Dani!- - Alright! What?!
0:05:52 > 0:05:55- The Christmas profits - are much lower than expected.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56- And?
0:05:56 > 0:05:58- And?- - I want to know why.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- Um, I don't know, - but I'm guessing...
0:06:01 > 0:06:04- ..because I had to run - the place on my own.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08- You had plenty of time - to waste on that panto.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11- Maybe your priorities were wrong.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- Are you Sion White?
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- Are you Sion White?- - The Deri comes first, OK?
0:06:15 > 0:06:19- It's thanks to the panto - we have any profits.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22- Where did people go - after rehearsals?
0:06:22 > 0:06:23- For the performance, it was packed.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25- For the performance, it was packed.- - Good. We need more of that.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29- We have to think of ideas. - Where are you going?
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- To dry my hair, Garry.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33- To dry my hair, Garry.- - I want to brainstorm now.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- A cuppa might help.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36- A cuppa might help.- - So make one!
0:06:37 > 0:06:38- I'd love to, but...
0:06:39 > 0:06:42- Do you know what? - It's lovely to have you back.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51- They're not going to strip again, - are they?
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- I think so.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55- You're enjoying this film - a bit too much.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58- Me? I'm hating every second.
0:06:59 > 0:07:02- I looked like that - when I was their age.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03- Really?
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- To be honest, I had bigger muscles - than half of these.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10- Did you rub oil on your chest - like that?
0:07:10 > 0:07:12- Maybe.
0:07:13 > 0:07:18- It's nice to see you smiling again. - I'm glad the counselling's helping.
0:07:19 > 0:07:23- But I'd like it if you could talk - to me about Courtney one day.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26- Maybe I could come - to one of the sessions.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28- There's no rush.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30- Listen...
0:07:30 > 0:07:33- ..I'm happy to do - what Courtney liked to do...
0:07:34 > 0:07:38- ..but I don't want to talk - about her or what happened.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41- Not with you.
0:07:43 > 0:07:44- Not yet.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- I'm ready when you're ready.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55- They've got their clothes back on. - Press rewind, will you?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58- I'm going for a walk.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00- Now? I'll come with you.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03- No, you carry on watching the film.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- I won't be long.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17- It's cold out there.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19- He's not here, is he?
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- I don't want another telling off.
0:08:21 > 0:08:22- I don't want another telling off.- - No.
0:08:22 > 0:08:26- He's at home phoning every number - in Diane's address book.
0:08:27 > 0:08:28- Any luck?
0:08:28 > 0:08:29- Any luck?- - Not yet.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32- This is all my fault.
0:08:32 > 0:08:36- Dai's right. I've really messed up - again, haven't I?
0:08:37 > 0:08:39- What if she never comes back?
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- Blaming one another - won't get us anywhere.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45- We're all guilty - of adding to her stress levels.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48- Why don't we try - to sort it out together?
0:08:50 > 0:08:51- Hey.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54- This is from Diane.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59- "I'm alright, - but I need peace and quiet.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01- "Take care of each other."
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- Does that mean she'll coming back?
0:09:05 > 0:09:08- I'd say so. - Once she tires of peace and quiet.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- We need to go and tell Dai.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14- Yes, before she comes back - to a huge phone bill!
0:09:18 > 0:09:20- You can come out now, Ed.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22- Kelly's gone.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- It took a while...
0:09:29 > 0:09:33- ..but I think I convinced her - nothing's wrong here.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35- Did you tell her the truth?
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- Which version of the truth - would that be?
0:09:38 > 0:09:40- That you're a murderer?
0:09:40 > 0:09:43- That it was you - who attacked Gwyneth?
0:09:44 > 0:09:48- That I'm doing all I can - to keep you out of prison?
0:09:48 > 0:09:50- No.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52- You're lucky.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54- I've just saved your bacon.
0:09:55 > 0:09:59- I told her - that you were about to hit me.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02- What I did was self-defence.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06- We don't want people - to suspect you, do we?
0:10:08 > 0:10:09- No.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12- You're alright, aren't you?
0:10:14 > 0:10:16- You're not in any pain, are you?
0:10:17 > 0:10:18- No.
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0:10:31 > 0:10:33- Dad, are you in?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35- Yes. I'm on my way out - to see Glenys Pop.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- She must know something.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40- She won't answer her phone.
0:10:40 > 0:10:43- Diane doesn't break wind - before she lets her know.
0:10:43 > 0:10:47- It's before midday - so there's a chance she'll be sober.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50- Oh, what's he doing here?
0:10:52 > 0:10:56- I've got some good news for you. - Mam. She's alright.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58- We found it at APD this morning.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02- She couldn't even post it - to the house.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- "Take care of each other."
0:11:05 > 0:11:09- What's that supposed to mean? - Isn't she coming back, or what?
0:11:09 > 0:11:13- Don't be so soft. It's good news. - All she wanted was peace and quiet.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17- Peace and quiet for how long? - Away from you, I suppose!
0:11:17 > 0:11:22- Listen, I know this is my fault. - Don't you think I'm suffering too?
0:11:22 > 0:11:23- I've lost everything. Mam, Sara...
0:11:23 > 0:11:26- I've lost everything. Mam, Sara...- - Diddums! What do you want, Jason?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- Sympathy? How about a cwtch?!
0:11:28 > 0:11:30- Sympathy? How about a cwtch?!- - Right. Stop it, both of you!
0:11:30 > 0:11:34- It's peace from this bickering - Diane wanted. I don't blame her.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38- She's in Rosslare and she's safe. - She'll come back when she's ready.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41- "Take care of each other," she said.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45- So for once, can you listen - and do what she wants?
0:11:46 > 0:11:48- I suppose so.
0:11:50 > 0:11:54- Good. We can start by having lunch - together around the table.
0:12:01 > 0:12:02- She said there was no mark on you.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04- She said there was no mark on you.- - What are you doing here?
0:12:04 > 0:12:05- I knew she was lying.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08- I knew she was lying.- - You can't barge in here. What if..?
0:12:08 > 0:12:12- Calm down, OK? I heard her - telling Gwen she was going to town.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- I'm so sorry.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20- I should have believed you.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24- No, don't.
0:12:26 > 0:12:27- It's OK.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- You don't have to be afraid.
0:12:31 > 0:12:32- You're safe.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01- "Hello, this is Jim. - Please leave..."
0:13:02 > 0:13:04- I'm going to see Jim.
0:13:04 > 0:13:05- I'm going to see Jim.- - You don't have time.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- What do I have to do now?
0:13:08 > 0:13:10- This St Dwynwen's night.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13- No. Valentine's night, I said.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16- There's a month until then. - We need a busy night now.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- Yes, but St Dwynwen's Day - is on Wednesday.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- Great, isn't it?
0:13:21 > 0:13:25- That's 48 hours - plenty of time - for someone as talented as you.
0:13:25 > 0:13:26- I'll help too.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29- Do you know what? I'll do it myself.
0:13:29 > 0:13:34- I've coped without you for ages. - So why change anything now?
0:13:38 > 0:13:40- Can I sit down?
0:13:48 > 0:13:52- People fear silence - when they're grieving, don't they?
0:13:52 > 0:13:56- They always feel - they have to say something.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01- But sometimes it helps - to have someone sitting there.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- At last, someone who understands.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11- When is all this - going to get easier?
0:14:16 > 0:14:18- Not for a long time.
0:14:20 > 0:14:25- People carry on with their lives - as if Courtney never existed.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29- You have to be selfish, Jim.
0:14:29 > 0:14:33- You have to do - what makes you feel better.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- Closer to her.
0:14:37 > 0:14:41- There is somewhere I like to go - when it all gets...
0:14:43 > 0:14:47- There you are. I've been worried. - You said you wouldn't be long.
0:14:49 > 0:14:50- I'll go, OK.
0:14:51 > 0:14:52- Thanks.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56- Sorry. I wanted five minutes - to myself, that's all.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58- Of course.
0:14:58 > 0:15:01- What do you fancy for dinner? - I've got some steak.
0:15:02 > 0:15:03- Lovely.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10- You can't do that. - I can't leave her.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11- Why?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- You don't have to live in fear. - Right?
0:15:14 > 0:15:19- We're going to go to the police. - I saw everything. There's a way out.
0:15:19 > 0:15:22- I don't want a way out. - I'm happy here.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24- How can you say that - after what she did?
0:15:25 > 0:15:28- Sioned doesn't mean it. - It's been a stressful time for her.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31- Losing her father, - Auntie Marian, Courtney...
0:15:32 > 0:15:32- That's no excuse.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34- That's no excuse.- - I haven't been a good husband.
0:15:34 > 0:15:38- She deserves more support - which is what I'm going to give her.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- I want you to leave.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44- I'm not turning my back.
0:15:44 > 0:15:45- I'm not turning my back.- - I don't need your help.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48- Thanks, Kelly, but please...
0:15:48 > 0:15:49- ..please go away.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- OK.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59- I'm telling you now...
0:16:01 > 0:16:03- ..I'm not letting this go.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- I'm not much of a fan - of poached eggs.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17- I like them fried in bacon fat.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19- That's how Diane does it.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21- I'll remember that next time.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23- You shouldn't have - to cook his eggs.
0:16:23 > 0:16:26- You're right, - but he's not much use.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Mam should be here.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32- She'd love to hear you say that.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36- Right. I'm going to look for her.
0:16:36 > 0:16:41- Is Rosslare a safe place for a - woman to be alone? We don't know.
0:16:41 > 0:16:42- I can't sit here and do nothing.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44- I can't sit here and do nothing.- - It's me who should go.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47- She went to get away from you, - didn't she?
0:16:47 > 0:16:50- You think so, do you? - She sent the card to APD.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54- She's in no great rush - for you to find her, is she?
0:16:54 > 0:16:58- Anyway, blood's thicker than water. - She needs her son.
0:16:58 > 0:17:02- Who was with her all those years - when you were Down Under?
0:17:02 > 0:17:06- It was muggins here - who looked after her.
0:17:06 > 0:17:10- You two are like children. - If you have to go, go together.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14- But let me tell you, she won't - be pleased to see either of you.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16- We'll see about that.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19- Great. So we're going together, - are we?
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- If we have to.
0:17:22 > 0:17:23- FOOTSTEPS
0:17:24 > 0:17:26- Hiya. Did you have - a nice time in town?
0:17:26 > 0:17:29- How do you know - that's where I've been?
0:17:29 > 0:17:31- Those bags are a clue.
0:17:32 > 0:17:33- I was, um...
0:17:33 > 0:17:36- I was worried you'd been hurt.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38- Oh, thank you.
0:17:40 > 0:17:42- This might sting a bit.
0:17:42 > 0:17:43- Just tell me.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54- You do know I never want - to hurt you, don't you?
0:17:56 > 0:17:59- It all gets too much - for me sometimes.
0:17:59 > 0:18:04- I'm trying my best to keep you - out of prison and I get stressed.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07- You understand that, don't you?
0:18:07 > 0:18:09- You understand that, don't you?- - Yes, of course. It's my fault.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12- You do push me too far sometimes.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15- I know. I'm so sorry.
0:18:15 > 0:18:19- Bear in mind that everything I do - is for your own sake.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20- I don't want to lose you.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25- Better?
0:18:25 > 0:18:27- Better?- - Yes. Thanks.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29- There's no need to thank me.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32- I'll always look after you.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35- I'll make us a cuppa.
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