0:00:01 > 0:00:02- What are you doing?
0:00:02 > 0:00:04- What are you doing?- - Courtney's diary.
0:00:05 > 0:00:09- It says you're the baby's father.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13- No, don't do it.
0:00:14 > 0:00:18- Sorry, but you're not meant to - be with him and you know it.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20- You're meant to be with me.
0:00:20 > 0:00:22- Say something.
0:00:25 > 0:00:26- Don't you dare!
0:00:26 > 0:00:28- Don't you dare!- - Give it back to me!
0:00:28 > 0:00:30- What have you done?!
0:00:31 > 0:00:32- Anita!
0:00:32 > 0:00:34- Anita!
0:00:34 > 0:00:36- I can't find a pulse.
0:00:37 > 0:00:37- Subtitles
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0:00:53 > 0:00:56- Don't you have an ounce of shame? - Put it back.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59- A conscience is a hindrance.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02- We can't leave her lying there.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06- Do you want to spend - another Christmas in jail?
0:01:06 > 0:01:08- I thought not.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10- Now, come on.
0:01:17 > 0:01:18- DJ!
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- DJ, please! - I don't know what came over him.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25- I'd say it's obvious to everyone.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28- Everyone but me, maybe. - Please come back.
0:01:28 > 0:01:32- It's too late. You could have - told him where to go but you didn't.
0:01:32 > 0:01:36- I was in shock. - I had no idea he'd do that.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38- You deserve each other.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40- DJ!
0:01:40 > 0:01:44- Cadno, I'm sorry. - We can sort this out, I promise.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- What planet are you on?
0:01:46 > 0:01:48- What planet are you on?- - Please...
0:01:48 > 0:01:52- You've done some horrible things - but I'll never forgive you for this.
0:01:52 > 0:01:53- Go to hell!
0:01:58 > 0:02:00- So what have you done now?
0:02:02 > 0:02:06- I was on my feet before I knew it. - I had to say...
0:02:06 > 0:02:07- What?
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- What?- - I really love her.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- You didn't...
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- Blimey.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17- Well, you've got guts, - I'll say that.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21- I've done it this time, haven't I?
0:02:23 > 0:02:26- Whatever you think, - you're the one I love.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30- I'll prove that to you because - everyone's still there waiting.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- We can go back now and get married. - It's not too late.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35- Yes, it is.
0:02:37 > 0:02:40- I knew you had feelings for Eifion.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42- That's not true.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44- I've seen the way - you look at each other.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47- No, DJ. You're wrong!
0:02:47 > 0:02:49- Don't make this more difficult.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- Just accept the truth.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54- What am I supposed to tell everyone?
0:02:55 > 0:02:57- DJ, you're the one I love!
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- Do you want a photo or what?!
0:03:04 > 0:03:07- Sorry. Are you alright, Cadno?
0:03:11 > 0:03:13- MOBILE PHONE
0:03:13 > 0:03:15- I'll catch up with you, OK?
0:03:18 > 0:03:20- Kevin?
0:03:20 > 0:03:21- Kevin!
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- What?
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- Are you coming or not?
0:03:25 > 0:03:27- No, just go.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29- No, just go.- - Kev!
0:03:33 > 0:03:34- Kevin?
0:03:35 > 0:03:36- Erm, I've got a problem.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- You don't look great. What's wrong?
0:03:39 > 0:03:41- She fell. It was an accident.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44- What?
0:03:44 > 0:03:46- Mam was on the phone.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49- That's why I took a while to answer.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52- Oh, right. - I'm sorry to hear that, Kev.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54- I have to go up north.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- Yes, of course.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03- I'm so sorry, Mrs P.
0:04:11 > 0:04:12- Jim.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14- Jim.- - Mr Probert to you.
0:04:14 > 0:04:17- Mr Probert, what do you want?
0:04:18 > 0:04:22- The diary, the things she said, - they're good things, aren't they?
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- You don't sound so sure.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- You don't sound so sure.- - Things were good between us.
0:04:26 > 0:04:30- So why didn't she tell you - she was pregnant?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- I don't know. Maybe she was scared.
0:04:32 > 0:04:33- Scared?
0:04:34 > 0:04:35- Scared of what?
0:04:35 > 0:04:38- That I wouldn't stay with her... - I don't know.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42- I would have, and not because - I had to. She meant more to me.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- But she didn't tell you.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47- Probably because - she didn't trust you.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49- Or as you said...
0:04:49 > 0:04:51- ..because she was scared.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54- I'm sure she wanted to tell me.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- Do you know what I want to see?
0:04:57 > 0:05:00- I want to see how much - you enjoy being scared.
0:05:00 > 0:05:04- So that you know - exactly how Courtney felt.
0:05:07 > 0:05:08- It's getting cold.
0:05:09 > 0:05:13- Well, you'll be a lot, lot colder - by the morning.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16- Mr Probert, please. - Where are you going?
0:05:17 > 0:05:18- Home...
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- ..for a hot cup of tea.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25- SIREN
0:05:33 > 0:05:36- You've phoned the police, - haven't you?
0:05:36 > 0:05:38- How? You took my phone.
0:05:40 > 0:05:41- Help! Help!
0:05:41 > 0:05:44- Shut up or I'll come in there - and strangle you.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- So what now? What will people do - when they find me?
0:05:48 > 0:05:51- They'll know it was you.
0:05:51 > 0:05:55- I'll say I caught you stealing - fireworks from the stores.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58- That's what you Joneses do, - isn't it?
0:05:58 > 0:06:02- You steal things, just like - you stole Courtney from me.
0:06:02 > 0:06:03- What?
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- If you haven't frozen - by the morning...
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- ..you'll be locked up - like your father...
0:06:10 > 0:06:14- ..because you're no better - than him, d'you hear?!
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- Someone phoned the Deri.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34- What's going on?
0:06:38 > 0:06:40- Where's Kevin?
0:06:40 > 0:06:43- He said he had to go up north - to his mother.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46- Mam, no-one knows anything yet.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49- She might have fallen - down the stairs.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- And Santa Claus phoned - the ambulance, did he?
0:06:53 > 0:06:55- Should we call the police?
0:06:55 > 0:06:57- Should we call the police?- - We don't know what happened.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00- Who's coming in the ambulance?
0:07:00 > 0:07:02- Who's coming in the ambulance?- - Mam, you're her best friend.
0:07:02 > 0:07:06- I have to pack a bag for her first. - You go and I'll meet you there.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- You might find Kevin on the way.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26- Open up. It's me.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32- I hope you haven't done - anything stupid.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34- Like you've done.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36- I called an ambulance.
0:07:36 > 0:07:40- Your conscience is easing - now you're thinking of the spoils.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43- Mam, you're not Thelma or Louise.
0:07:43 > 0:07:47- But I'm just as good - because I've done it myself.
0:07:48 > 0:07:52- The silly cow put her passwords - in a file...
0:07:52 > 0:07:57- ..and now there's 10,000 - sitting in my bank account.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- What?! Put it all back now!
0:08:00 > 0:08:01- Shut up!
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- Are you stupid?!
0:08:03 > 0:08:06- We've left her there not moving!
0:08:06 > 0:08:09- You don't know whether - she's dead or not!
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0:08:34 > 0:08:38- Slow down. You and Dai will half - kill each other up at Bryntirion.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- Well, I won't go and stay - with Dai and Diane.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44- Where will you go, then?
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- Back with Mam to Crymych.
0:08:47 > 0:08:50- Do you really hate me that much?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52- I could never hate you.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55- I'll always love you.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57- I'll always love you.- - I love you too.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- You had your chance.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02- I'd do anything to turn - the clock back.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- TELEPHONE
0:09:04 > 0:09:07- ANSWERING MACHINE: - Penrhewl. Leave a message.
0:09:07 > 0:09:11- EIFION: Hiya. It's me. - I'm just phoning to see...
0:09:12 > 0:09:16- What part of "I don't want anything - to do with you" don't you get?!
0:09:16 > 0:09:20- Don't dare phone this house again - or I'll report you for harassment.
0:09:20 > 0:09:24- We want to be left alone, Eifion. - You owe us that, surely.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- Thank you.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33- When did you eat last?
0:09:33 > 0:09:36- When did you eat last?- - I was too nervous for breakfast.
0:09:38 > 0:09:41- I'll make us something quick...
0:09:41 > 0:09:43- ..and then I'm leaving.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08- What the hell are you doing?
0:10:08 > 0:10:11- Put that down. It's dangerous.
0:10:11 > 0:10:14- And when it goes off, - someone will save me.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17- Wait until I get hold of you!
0:10:27 > 0:10:30- I don't know what Courtney - saw in you.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33- Neither do I, but she liked me.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35- You forced yourself on her!
0:10:35 > 0:10:38- You forced yourself on her!- - I'd never do that to her.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40- Go on, then. Fire it!
0:10:41 > 0:10:42- Jim?
0:10:43 > 0:10:44- Go home, Diane.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- Go home, Diane.- - Put that down.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49- You have no idea - what he did to Courtney.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52- Perhaps not, but Courtney - wouldn't want this.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56- How can you say that? - You don't know that.
0:10:56 > 0:10:59- No-one knows that. We'll never know.
0:11:00 > 0:11:03- Diane, if you can't find your keys, - you can borrow my car.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09- Jim, this isn't the way.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11- Don't you start.
0:11:11 > 0:11:15- This won't bring her back, will it? - You're better than this.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- Aaargh!
0:11:52 > 0:11:55- Anita?
0:11:55 > 0:11:56- Jason.
0:11:57 > 0:11:58- Can you hear me?
0:11:58 > 0:11:59- Can you hear me?- - My head.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04- What am I doing here?
0:12:04 > 0:12:08- Well, we were hoping - you could tell us.
0:12:08 > 0:12:12- You were lying on the floor - in the house.
0:12:13 > 0:12:18- Anita, did Kevin have something - to do with this?
0:12:19 > 0:12:21- Kevin?
0:12:23 > 0:12:24- No.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27- I tripped on the carpet. - It curls up.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- Alright. Don't worry.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32- We'll fix that carpet, don't worry.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37- I'd better go and find a nurse. - I won't be long.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- After losing Brandon, I...
0:13:04 > 0:13:08- ..hated waking up - in the middle of the night.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11- I was fine one minute, - then the next minute...
0:13:11 > 0:13:13- ..it would hit me...
0:13:14 > 0:13:16- ..that I'd never see him again.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- One last cwtch...
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- ..that's all I wanted.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30- I missed his laugh.
0:13:32 > 0:13:35- His laugh filled the room.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38- Yeah.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40- I'd do anything to hear it again.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43- Even now.
0:13:45 > 0:13:46- But...
0:13:46 > 0:13:48- ..I'm happy.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52- Most of the time.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55- And you will be too.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58- With Eileen at your side, friends...
0:13:58 > 0:14:01- ..the lads at the rugby club, - people who love you.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03- Things will get better.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- Right, I'm taking Ricky home.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11- You can phone the police from there.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14- No. No-one's phoning the police. - No way.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16- It's our responsibility.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- No, Ricky's right.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22- This isn't normal. He needs help.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24- We'll help him, Diane.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28- Yeah, and I don't want to tell them - everything about...
0:14:28 > 0:14:31- ..Courtney and me and stuff.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34- Don't you think - they've suffered enough?
0:14:35 > 0:14:37- MOBILE PHONE
0:14:41 > 0:14:42- Oh, yes. Anita.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- Hello.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48- Mam, where have you been? - I've been trying to phone.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50- Anita needs you.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54- Mam?
0:14:55 > 0:14:57- Are you alright?
0:14:58 > 0:14:59- What's wrong?
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- I've had a puncture.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- I'll be there now.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05- Is Anita alright?
0:15:05 > 0:15:08- Is Anita alright?- - Yes, she's fine. Just hurry up.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11- And bring me a packet of crisps. - I'm starving.
0:15:12 > 0:15:13- Alright. Ta-ra.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17- Are we agreed then?
0:15:19 > 0:15:23- Listen, you go. I'll make sure - these two get home safely.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- Do you think he'll be OK?
0:15:37 > 0:15:40- How could you forget the bag - after all that?
0:15:40 > 0:15:41- Well...
0:15:42 > 0:15:45- ..I had to sort out DJ and Cadno - first.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47- Now it's Anita who's important.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51- Hiya. Are you OK?
0:15:52 > 0:15:54- Yes.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57- Do you have any idea who phoned?
0:15:58 > 0:16:01- MOBILE PHONE
0:16:01 > 0:16:02- Kevin?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06- Alright?
0:16:06 > 0:16:11- Hey, Jason. Listen, - did the ambulance arrive for her?
0:16:11 > 0:16:14- So it was you who phoned.
0:16:14 > 0:16:18- Well, I was there, talking to you. - Why didn't you say anything?
0:16:19 > 0:16:22- In case you blamed me - and called the cops.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25- Well, it sounds a bit dodgy...
0:16:25 > 0:16:28- ..that you just ran off - without saying anything.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32- Yes, I know. - Please tell me Anita's alright.
0:16:33 > 0:16:34- She's waiting for a scan.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36- She's waiting for a scan.- - What did he say?
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- Erm...
0:16:38 > 0:16:41- Is there any chance I can - have a quick word with her?
0:16:43 > 0:16:44- Right-oh.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48- Kevin wants a word.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52- No, sorry, Kevin. She's shattered.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55- Alright.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58- Give her my warmest regards.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- Yeah, I will.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02- OK. Ta-ra.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07- Mam, stop it, will you? Please.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11- Anita has explained everything. - She tripped on the carpet.
0:17:11 > 0:17:15- It was an accident. - It was nothing to do with Kevin.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18- Was it?
0:17:23 > 0:17:26- She's alive, then. We can celebrate.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29- Celebrate?! Celebrate what? - A Christmas on the run?
0:17:30 > 0:17:34- I've just come out of one jail. - I could go straight into another!
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- Listen, Thelma.
0:17:36 > 0:17:41- Louise says this is going to be - a Christmas to remember.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52- That's the best meal - you've ever made for us.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55- You don't have to grovel.
0:17:56 > 0:17:57- Don't I?
0:17:59 > 0:18:01- This was a farewell meal, - you know that.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- But we're such a good team.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06- We were.
0:18:06 > 0:18:08- DJ, please don't. I beg you.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10- DJ, please don't. I beg you.- - Cadno, please don't cry.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16- This is all my fault.
0:18:16 > 0:18:20- You never wanted to get married. - I forced you to.
0:18:20 > 0:18:24- It's what you wanted but I preferred - to marry you than to lose you.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- I know.
0:18:27 > 0:18:28- That's what...
0:18:28 > 0:18:30- That's what...- - Cadno, it's too late.
0:18:30 > 0:18:34- Don't leave me now. - At least stay until the morning.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39- Be happy.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43- That means a lot to me.
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