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0:00:17 > 0:00:22- You've done a great job. - I love the story about the owl.
0:00:22 > 0:00:24- Get yourself ready, Chester.
0:00:24 > 0:00:25- Get yourself ready, Chester.- - Die, will you?!
0:00:26 > 0:00:27- I'm not telling you again.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29- I'm not telling you again.- - I've nearly finished this level.
0:00:30 > 0:00:33- If you put as much effort into - schoolwork, you'd be at Oxford.
0:00:33 > 0:00:35- Like you?
0:00:35 > 0:00:38- Look at the standard - of your sister's work.
0:00:39 > 0:00:40- Get your coat, Catrin.
0:00:43 > 0:00:47- Hey, good news. I've been offered - some work by a legal company.
0:00:47 > 0:00:50- They've been let down - by their usual company.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53- I know Chester can be a handful...
0:00:53 > 0:00:58- ..but don't put him down like that - again and don't ever compare them.
0:01:11 > 0:01:12- Coffee?
0:01:13 > 0:01:14- Yes, thanks.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19- Did you sleep alright?
0:01:19 > 0:01:21- Tossing and turning.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- I'm sorry - about the way I've behaved...
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- ..accusing you of sending Mam away.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30- I just didn't want her to go.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33- It's odd without her here.
0:01:33 > 0:01:34- It is.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37- Thank you.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42- But maybe it's a good thing...
0:01:42 > 0:01:45- ..so that you and I - can start to deal with things.
0:01:48 > 0:01:49- Don't you agree?
0:01:54 > 0:01:58- I thought maybe we could go out - for some lunch today.
0:01:58 > 0:02:03- And then, well, maybe we could - choose a Christmas tree.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06- Nothing too big, just...
0:02:08 > 0:02:10- Sher, what is it?
0:02:12 > 0:02:16- This woman, Linda, - she lives just outside Cwmderi.
0:02:18 > 0:02:21- Her baby died - the same way as Meilyr.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25- Why has she written to you?
0:02:25 > 0:02:27- Why has she written to you?- - To offer support.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- Right, tell me, - where do you want to go for lunch?
0:02:33 > 0:02:35- I can't, I'm going back to work.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- Are you?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40- That's a good thing.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44- Thinking about something else - for a few hours...
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- ..will do you the world of good.
0:02:46 > 0:02:47- Yes.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52- And by Friday, I'll be the old - Sheryl again, fine and dandy.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- I didn't mean that.
0:03:00 > 0:03:01- I'll make supper...
0:03:01 > 0:03:04- I'll make supper...- - I'll see you tonight, OK?
0:03:06 > 0:03:10- The water will have to stay off - while I get a new pipe.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12- Do we have to close?
0:03:12 > 0:03:14- Do we have to close?- - No, but you can't wash glasses.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16- What do you mean?
0:03:17 > 0:03:21- Hey. I'm dreading - getting our lights from the attic.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- I bet half of them are broken.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27- I can think of better things to do - than untangling these.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- We're switching on Y Deri's lights - tomorrow.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32- Ooh! Exciting.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- Yes, I can hardly wait.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37- What have you been buying?
0:03:37 > 0:03:40- I was supposed - to be Christmas shopping...
0:03:40 > 0:03:43- ..but I ended up - buying more stuff for myself...
0:03:43 > 0:03:46- ..and a little something for Garry.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49- I got this, to go to a few parties.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51- I got this, to go to a few parties.- - Nice.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54- And Garry? What did you get Garry?
0:03:55 > 0:03:58- I'm not sure - if I should say, but OK!
0:03:58 > 0:03:59- Look.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04- You've got to keep the spark alive.
0:04:04 > 0:04:05- You've got to keep the spark alive.- - You're telling me.
0:04:05 > 0:04:10- The only sparks that fly - for Sion and I are when we argue.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- What, don't you, you know?
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- Not for months. Many months.
0:04:18 > 0:04:19- Why?
0:04:19 > 0:04:23- I don't know, but once you stop...
0:04:23 > 0:04:27- And we've been through so much, - as you know.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- You need a night off.
0:04:31 > 0:04:32- We haven't got time.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34- We haven't got time.- - Make time, Britt!
0:04:34 > 0:04:37- Date night. - Garry and I have one every week.
0:04:37 > 0:04:41- No Gwern, no work, - just the two of us.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- You have to remind each other...
0:04:43 > 0:04:46- ..why you fell in love - in the first place.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50- Yes, maybe you're right.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54- Hywel.
0:04:57 > 0:04:58- Are you alright?
0:04:58 > 0:05:03- Listen, Izzy's been in touch - about Christmas.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07- She's coming home, - and because Lois is coming too...
0:05:07 > 0:05:11- Don't throw us out of Llwyncelyn - before Christmas.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14- Well, I'm giving you ample warning.
0:05:14 > 0:05:18- I know that, - but Sheryl is very fragile.
0:05:18 > 0:05:19- Yes, I'm sure she is.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- Things aren't very good.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28- Right, right. Don't worry, - I'll sort something out.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30- You can stay at Llwyncelyn.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31- You can stay at Llwyncelyn.- - Thanks.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35- You don't know - how much that means to me.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52- I'm 22. I've done - this type of work before.
0:05:53 > 0:05:57- Lots of places. - Restaurants, opera, the races.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- Yeah. Can I send you some photos?
0:06:03 > 0:06:06- I'll email them to you now. Thanks.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09- My Escort For The Evening?
0:06:09 > 0:06:11- I have to make money.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- You make money here.
0:06:13 > 0:06:14- You make money here.- - Not enough.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- So, this is your only option?
0:06:17 > 0:06:21- Until you restart Cwmni Perffaith. - Nicky needs so many things.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24- I don't want him growing up - like I did, hand to mouth.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27- OK, but you have other options.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29- You can train in something.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- You need money for that.
0:06:31 > 0:06:35- No matter how you look at things, - I have to do something.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40- I wasn't expecting you back today.
0:06:40 > 0:06:44- I wasn't expecting to see it - so quiet this close to Christmas.
0:06:45 > 0:06:47- It's a Monday.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49- Less chat and more work then.
0:06:50 > 0:06:54- Sorry, I was going on and on - about how expensive babies are.
0:06:55 > 0:06:56- Sorry...
0:06:56 > 0:07:00- Check the stock. I'll go through - the appointments with Sheryl.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08- Maybe we should have bought - new ones.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- We'll get some in the sales - for next Christmas.
0:07:12 > 0:07:13- If we're still here.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- If we're still here.- - Of course we will be.
0:07:15 > 0:07:19- Y Deri's doing well and I'm getting - more translation work.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22- What about us two?
0:07:23 > 0:07:25- Are we doing well?
0:07:27 > 0:07:29- Are you happy - with how things are between us?
0:07:30 > 0:07:31- Yes.
0:07:32 > 0:07:36- We seem to have been - under a bit of strain lately...
0:07:36 > 0:07:38- You're not happy, are you?
0:07:40 > 0:07:41- What is this, Britt?
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- We don't do anything except argue.
0:07:45 > 0:07:49- When was the last time - we laughed together? A real laugh?
0:07:51 > 0:07:52- Hiya.
0:07:52 > 0:07:56- Sorry I'm late. I had - an emergency call to the school.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58- Have you heard rumours - that it's closing?
0:07:59 > 0:08:00- No. Who said that?
0:08:00 > 0:08:02- No. Who said that?- - The caretaker.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04- Their boiler's hopeless.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07- I offered to help them - apply for a new one.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10- He said they won't get it - as they're closing.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12- That's a disgrace.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- The school's been a part - of the community for 50 years.
0:08:15 > 0:08:19- We don't know if it's true yet.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22- What are you doing?
0:08:22 > 0:08:25- I'm going to look - on the council's website.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27- Shall we carry on - with our conversation?
0:08:27 > 0:08:30- Let me sort this out first.
0:08:32 > 0:08:33- Yeah, I can do that.
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- I'll leave it on for 20 minutes - and I'll come back and check it.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43- OK, I can come in on Wednesday.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- Great, see you then.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- My Escort For The Evening - want to see me.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50- Are you sure you want to do this?
0:08:50 > 0:08:53- No. I'd prefer to work - for Cwmni Perffaith.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- But you've thrown everything away - because of Diane.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- Things were going well.
0:09:00 > 0:09:01- You slept with a client.
0:09:01 > 0:09:02- You slept with a client.- - I didn't charge him!
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- I promise it won't happen again.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09- I'll think about it.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13- Yeah? That's all I want you to do.
0:09:13 > 0:09:14- Thanks.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25- Hey, I'm sorry about earlier.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28- It had nothing to do - with you and Vicky.
0:09:28 > 0:09:32- Having her go on about babies - doesn't help, does it?
0:09:32 > 0:09:35- I'd do the same in her shoes.
0:09:38 > 0:09:42- Sher, do you think it's too early - for you to come back here?
0:09:44 > 0:09:47- Hywel's driving me mad - in the house all day.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50- He just watches everything I do.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53- Trying to find any sign - that I'm normal again.
0:09:54 > 0:09:58- He wanted us - to look for a Christmas tree today.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00- I couldn't believe it.
0:10:00 > 0:10:04- I can't bear to be - in the same room as him, you know?
0:10:05 > 0:10:09- People grieve in their own way.
0:10:09 > 0:10:14- Every time he wants to get close, - I just want to push him away.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18- I can't stand - being in the same room as him.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- Sher, come here.
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0:10:34 > 0:10:36- Is that a good book?
0:10:36 > 0:10:37- Is that a good book?- - I'm not really reading it.
0:10:38 > 0:10:42- I don't want to look like a saddo - drinking alone on a Monday night.
0:10:42 > 0:10:46- There's a lot to be said - for being on your own. Less stress.
0:10:47 > 0:10:51- A bit of stress - can be exciting sometimes, can't it?
0:10:51 > 0:10:54- Are the girls - coming home for Christmas?
0:10:54 > 0:10:57- Yes, and I'd hoped - to have moved back to Llwyncelyn.
0:10:57 > 0:11:02- But Hywel has asked if he and Sheryl - can stay until the New Year.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06- You don't have to agree, you know.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- He sounded a bit desperate.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- Us women are too soft sometimes.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15- Us women are too soft sometimes.- - I agree.
0:11:15 > 0:11:19- Enjoy your food. - I'll bring over another wine.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23- Well? How did things go with him?
0:11:24 > 0:11:25- I don't know if he listened.
0:11:27 > 0:11:31- I'm sure I'd get more attention - if I was a threat to the community.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34- Have you arranged to go out? - We can babysit.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37- I know, love, - but I haven't had a chance yet.
0:11:37 > 0:11:38- Come on, Britt.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41- You'll regret it if you don't try.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43- Yes, you're right.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46- We have to fight for what we want.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- A word of advice for you too.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55- Keep some independence - in your relationship with Garry.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57- Once you give everything...
0:11:57 > 0:12:00- ..that's when they start - taking you for granted.
0:12:13 > 0:12:19- # Have yourself - a merry little Christmas #
0:12:19 > 0:12:20- Hey.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23- I wanted to finish this - before you came back.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25- How was work?
0:12:25 > 0:12:27- Alright. It was strange to be back.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- Things will get better, don't worry.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- Did you have many customers?
0:12:33 > 0:12:34- No.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36- That's a good thing.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40- I know that's a bit naff. - I'll put something else on now.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- I want you to read this letter.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- You know, that woman, Linda.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48- Listen, Sher.
0:12:48 > 0:12:52- I don't want to read a letter - from a woman I don't know.
0:12:53 > 0:12:54- I know her.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56- Every word she says.
0:12:56 > 0:12:57- I'm in this letter.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00- Don't you think I know how you feel?
0:13:01 > 0:13:02- Just read it.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06- I want us to meet her.
0:13:06 > 0:13:09- She runs a charity that supports...
0:13:10 > 0:13:12- ..supports people like us.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14- ..supports people like us.- - We don't need anyone else.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16- Please?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:13:49 > 0:13:51- Hiya. Come in.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54- I'm making supper. - Do you want a cuppa?
0:13:55 > 0:13:59- No. I just wanted to say I've been - thinking about Cwmni Perffaith.
0:13:59 > 0:14:04- Maybe I was bit hasty in closing it - just because of Diane.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09- I think we can run it better - by ourselves.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11- So, we're back?
0:14:11 > 0:14:13- I'm going to try, yes.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15- I'm going to try, yes.- - You won't regret it.
0:14:15 > 0:14:21- Dani's going to ask Sheryl - if I can train to be a stylist.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23- Wow. That's great.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26- But it's up to Sheryl. I'm off.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28- OK. Ta-ra.
0:14:28 > 0:14:29- Congratulations.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- Congratulations.- - Thanks, but it isn't set in stone.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34- No, but it's a good start.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37- I'm glad you've forgotten - about that escort business.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40- You're doing something - with your life. I'm proud of you.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- For two, if that's alright.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47- White.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50- Oh, good. Thanks. Bye!
0:14:50 > 0:14:53- I can't concentrate - with all that noise.
0:14:54 > 0:14:55- Chester!
0:15:00 > 0:15:01- Have you finished your homework?
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- Have you finished your homework?- - Yes.
0:15:03 > 0:15:07- I haven't seen you do anything - apart from play that game.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11- I've booked us a table - at Plas Cwm Du for Thursday night.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14- Don't worry, there's a deal. - Three courses for 20.
0:15:15 > 0:15:16- Is there a problem?
0:15:16 > 0:15:20- This is complicated and they need it - by the end of the week.
0:15:21 > 0:15:22- Shall I cancel?
0:15:22 > 0:15:23- Shall I cancel?- - No.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25- See?
0:15:25 > 0:15:30- Maybe we can go after you've put - that work in, if you want.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34- There are grammatical errors - in the first sentence.
0:15:34 > 0:15:35- Have you read through it?
0:15:35 > 0:15:37- Have you read through it?- - Stop picking on him.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- He isn't trying. - No effort has gone into this.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44- Why don't you help him - instead of criticizing him?
0:15:45 > 0:15:46- I don't want his help.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48- I don't want his help.- - I'm trying to help him.
0:15:48 > 0:15:52- Do what you want! Throw your - education away and play games.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54- I don't care!
0:15:56 > 0:15:59- Right then, Plas Cwm Du.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02- Thursday or Friday?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04- You decide.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07- You decide.- - Forget it. I'll go on my own!
0:16:07 > 0:16:09- Britt, listen...
0:16:09 > 0:16:10- Britt, listen...- - Loser!
0:16:28 > 0:16:29- Did you read it?
0:16:30 > 0:16:32- No.
0:16:33 > 0:16:37- Listen, Sheryl, I don't want - anyone else's grief in this house.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- There's enough here as it is.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41- There's enough here as it is.- - But we aren't dealing with it.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43- That's why I wanted you - to read the letter.
0:16:44 > 0:16:45- It isn't helping.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47- It isn't helping.- - Where's the letter?
0:16:48 > 0:16:51- Why aren't I enough? - Why can't we help each other?
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- By buying a Christmas tree - and posh wine...
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- ..and pretending we're moving on?
0:16:56 > 0:16:59- What do you suggest? - Sit on the sofa and cry?
0:16:59 > 0:17:00- I want us to face what's happened.
0:17:00 > 0:17:01- I want us to face what's happened.- - Face it?
0:17:02 > 0:17:06- Not a second goes by - that I don't think about Meilyr.
0:17:06 > 0:17:10- That I don't ask myself - if I could have done something?
0:17:10 > 0:17:13- Buying a different mattress? - Checking the temperature?
0:17:14 > 0:17:15- I blame myself!
0:17:15 > 0:17:17- I blame myself!- - I know!
0:17:17 > 0:17:19- I blame you too!
0:17:21 > 0:17:24- I know it's unfair.
0:17:24 > 0:17:27- I know it's wrong, - but I blame you too.
0:17:28 > 0:17:32- When I'm not blaming you - I'm blaming myself...
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- ..for stealing you from Gaynor - and the hurt...
0:17:35 > 0:17:37- We fell in love.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39- No, Hywel! - You fell in love with the baby.
0:17:42 > 0:17:46- You wouldn't have left Gaynor - if I wasn't pregnant.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49- Don't you remember - how happy we were?
0:17:49 > 0:17:53- Don't you remember - how much we've hurt everyone?
0:17:54 > 0:17:56- We don't deserve to be happy.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58- We don't deserve to be happy.- - You're talking nonsense.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00- You're depressed...
0:18:00 > 0:18:01- You're depressed...- - No, Hywel! It was wrong.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- Everything was wrong!
0:18:09 > 0:18:12- That's why - we can't be together any more.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- Please, Sheryl, don't do this.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- Please, Sheryl, don't do this.- - We have to face facts.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20- You and me.
0:18:22 > 0:18:23- We're over.
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