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0:00:15 > 0:00:17- I told Vicky 11 o'clock...
0:00:17 > 0:00:20- ..but when I came here - with Mam and Courtney...
0:00:20 > 0:00:22- ..the salon was closed.
0:00:22 > 0:00:24- It's booked for 1 o'clock.
0:00:24 > 0:00:28- I knew I should have booked - a decent salon for my wedding day!
0:00:28 > 0:00:32- Look, it's not yet 11.30. - I've phoned Vicky.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36- Fetch your mother and Courtney. - There's plenty of time.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38- What are you doing here?
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- What are you doing here?- - I want help.
0:00:40 > 0:00:41- Hey, I'm here.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- What's the emergency?
0:00:43 > 0:00:47- You booked Sioned in - for 1 o'clock instead of 11 o'clock.
0:00:48 > 0:00:49- She's not very happy.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53- That's Tyler's writing.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55- What? It isn't.
0:00:55 > 0:00:58- Anyway, it says 11.00am. - You need glasses.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01- I thought it was unlucky...
0:01:01 > 0:01:05- ..for you two to see each other - on the morning of the wedding.
0:01:05 > 0:01:06- Well, apparently.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08- Well, apparently.- - We don't believe that nonsense.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11- Well, you know - he hasn't jilted you.
0:01:11 > 0:01:15- Right, go and stitch this back - on to this, please.
0:01:15 > 0:01:17- I can't sew.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20- So I'll do it.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24- You leave me for one night - and look what happens.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26- I'm hopeless without you.
0:01:26 > 0:01:27- I know.
0:01:29 > 0:01:30- Ta-ra.
0:01:33 > 0:01:34- Mam...
0:01:35 > 0:01:37- ..I'm sorry for everything.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39- Please phone me.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43- I don't have anyone else.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- Where's Eifion?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47- Out. Why?
0:01:47 > 0:01:49- I wanted a lift to Penrhewl.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52- I can give you a lift.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55- And I could help - with your make-up and your hair.
0:01:56 > 0:02:00- You used to love having me styling - your hair when you were little.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03- That was a long time ago, - before we moved here.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:02:05 > 0:02:08- Life was a lot simpler then.
0:02:11 > 0:02:15- Hiya. They're idiots at the salon - but they're ready for us now.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17- Hey.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19- This is for you and Ed.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23- I don't want it. All I want - is the cheque you got from Marian.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25- Sioned, don't be like this.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27- We're sisters.
0:02:27 > 0:02:32- You're no sister of mine. Don't you - dare come near the wedding today.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- But I wanted to see Courtney - in her dress.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- No, Mam. I don't want you there.
0:02:37 > 0:02:40- You see! No-one wants you there.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43- Right, come on.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46- Can you help me pick out - some earrings? They're upstairs.
0:02:50 > 0:02:54- I've decided to read from the old - translation for the blessing.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57- The words are stronger somehow.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59- I hope Sioned won't mind.
0:02:59 > 0:03:03- I doubt that Sioned - would know the difference anyway.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- It's a shame - they're not having a service.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09- I could have conducted - the marriage at Bethania too.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12- There will be plenty - of other weddings.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15- But this wedding means a lot to me.
0:03:15 > 0:03:20- I'm hoping to persuade Sioned - and Ed to attend chapel regularly.
0:03:20 > 0:03:24- If they have a baby, there's - another child for Sunday School.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27- I admire your optimism.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- What's wrong?
0:03:36 > 0:03:40- "We acknowledge your commitment - to the faith in your community...
0:03:40 > 0:03:44- "..but after obtaining information - relating to your personal life...
0:03:45 > 0:03:49- "..the Association cannot - support your bid to be ordained."
0:03:49 > 0:03:51- What are they talking about?
0:03:51 > 0:03:53- What are they talking about?- - Our adulterous relationship.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57- You and Britt have separated.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00- But we're living together - while I'm still married.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03- It goes against the laws - of the Church.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05- For goodness' sake.
0:04:05 > 0:04:09- Can't you contact them - to tell them Britt left you?
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- There's no point. - I've broken the code of conduct.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15- I have to accept...
0:04:15 > 0:04:19- ..that I'll never be ordained - as the minister of Bethania.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27- I've said I'm sorry.
0:04:27 > 0:04:31- They shouldn't have been playing - in the barn today.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- I've tidied up.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- Those two just don't listen.
0:04:35 > 0:04:41- I had everything ready and they - decided to build a den in the barn.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42- Look at this!
0:04:43 > 0:04:46- Don't worry about that now. - Go and get your hair done.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- I can't. - Not with those two running wild.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51- They're not.
0:04:51 > 0:04:56- I'll have to iron this again - and I should be at the salon.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58- Look at the mess here.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00- Look at the mess here.- - We'll sort that out.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03- I never thought I'd manage - to get it all ready.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06- Decorating the barn, - the food, the cake...
0:05:07 > 0:05:10- ..especially with Jim, Angela - and the cancellations.
0:05:11 > 0:05:15- But I managed, then those two - played up and spoilt it all.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18- Sorry if the boys - were messing about.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- We'll make sure they behave - from now on, I promise.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- Today's a big day, Eileen.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27- You should be enjoying yourself, - not worrying about trivia here.
0:05:27 > 0:05:31- You deserve some pampering - after the work you've done.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33- Doesn't she, Cadno?
0:05:33 > 0:05:36- I want everything - to be perfect for Sioned.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38- We fully understand.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- You iron this and I'll keep an eye - on things in here.
0:05:42 > 0:05:46- I don't want the boys to go - in the barn before the wedding.
0:05:47 > 0:05:48- No problem.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54- Here you are. As good as new.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55- Thank you.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57- Watch it. I'll tell Sioned!
0:05:57 > 0:06:02- It won't matter once she finds out - where we're going on honeymoon.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04- If I told you...
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- Yeah, yeah. You'd have to kill me!
0:06:07 > 0:06:09- I'd like to kill you.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11- Don't joke about stuff like that.
0:06:11 > 0:06:16- All I heard last night was Mark's - theories about who killed Dewi.
0:06:17 > 0:06:21- There's no need - to talk about that today.
0:06:21 > 0:06:22- Bye.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- Someone has told them - we're living together.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- It doesn't matter.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35- Of course it matters. - I have a good idea who it was too.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- This is my fault, no-one else's.
0:06:38 > 0:06:42- How can I tell others how to live - while making a mess of it myself?
0:06:43 > 0:06:45- No-one's perfect.
0:06:45 > 0:06:49- But so many people are suffering - because of me.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51- Catrin, Aaron, Chester.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- Now Sioned and Ed.
0:06:53 > 0:06:54- Now Sioned and Ed.- - Sioned and Ed?
0:06:55 > 0:06:57- I can't bless the marriage now.
0:06:57 > 0:07:01- You have to do it. You said - yourself how much it means to them.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03- I can't.
0:07:03 > 0:07:07- The Church says I'm not suitable - and I have to respect that.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09- I've let everyone down.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- Megan.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18- I've got something - for the Maenan Appeal.
0:07:18 > 0:07:23- The shop's closed. I'm going to the - wedding. I assume you're not going.
0:07:24 > 0:07:28- Um, it'll take two minutes - to open the door and put it in.
0:07:29 > 0:07:33- The thing is, I don't think - I can accept anything from you.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36- I have to protect - the charity's reputation.
0:07:37 > 0:07:42- I haven't stolen it. It was - a wedding gift for Ed and Sioned.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45- I'm sorry but I can't take it.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- I'm making an effort.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53- I've said I'm sorry, - I've paid back the money...
0:07:53 > 0:07:56- ..I've lost my husband, - my friends and my family.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- I can't do more.
0:07:59 > 0:08:03- You're not helping yourself - by causing a scene on the street.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- Leave her alone. Come on, Ange.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07- I've got nowhere to go.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09- Come with me.
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0:08:21 > 0:08:25- It's nice to sit down. It's been - a mad panic to get everything ready.
0:08:26 > 0:08:30- Mam was up late finishing the cake. - It looks fantastic.
0:08:30 > 0:08:31- Thank you.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- The flowers on the top - match the bouquet.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37- Do you have something old, - something new...
0:08:37 > 0:08:39- ..something borrowed, - something blue?
0:08:39 > 0:08:41- I don't have anything blue.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45- I should have picked bluebells - from the woods.
0:08:45 > 0:08:49- Marian always said that's what - she had when they got married.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- Bob went up the hill - to fetch them for her.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55- That's so romantic.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58- They were married for 40 years.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59- TEXT ALERT
0:09:00 > 0:09:01- Who's that now?
0:09:01 > 0:09:03- Who's that now?- - Shall I check it?
0:09:07 > 0:09:09- Angela wants you to phone her.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14- I should have worn - another lipstick.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15- I like it.
0:09:16 > 0:09:19- Dad won't be happy. - He doesn't like me wearing make-up.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22- I hope he'll come.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- Why? Is he ill?
0:09:24 > 0:09:27- No, he's not very happy - with me at the moment.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- I haven't heard from him.
0:09:29 > 0:09:33- I was going to take him - a flower for his buttonhole...
0:09:33 > 0:09:35- ..but it doesn't matter now.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36- I can go.
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- There isn't time. - We have to go to Penrhewl.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43- Go and see Jim - and you can have a lift with me.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46- You don't want to run around - on your wedding day.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49- We should all - have a day to remember.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52- You can go to Penrhewl - to check up on everything.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55- You'll have a great day, ladies.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04- I don't know - where those figurines are.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06- They're not under the bed - or the toy box.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09- Those two won't tell me. - They just laugh.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- Should I put more fresh flowers - on the top?
0:10:14 > 0:10:16- I'd better tidy up - before Eileen gets back.
0:10:19 > 0:10:20- Hold on.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24- Oh, thank goodness!
0:10:26 > 0:10:30- Ed has lost a leg but I don't - think anyone will notice.
0:10:31 > 0:10:35- Right, go and iron that cloth, - then get the boys ready.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38- I'll sort this out now.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- It's all such a mess.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- It will get better soon.
0:10:46 > 0:10:47- It will get better soon.- - No, it won't.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- I know that now. - The only choice left is to leave.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51- You can't do that.
0:10:51 > 0:10:52- You can't do that.- - Why not?
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- My relationship with Eifion is over.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58- Sioned and Eileen - don't want to know me.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02- Maybe I could go somewhere - I've never been.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04- Look for work.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07- And when I'm settled, - Courtney can join me.
0:11:07 > 0:11:11- I don't like to think of you - all alone, not knowing anyone.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- I'm alone here, Ed.
0:11:13 > 0:11:16- Everyone has turned their back - on me.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18- I haven't.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22- I'm so lonely.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29- Courtney was right.
0:11:31 > 0:11:35- Life was so much simpler - before we came to Cwmderi.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40- We were happy. - You, me, Gemma and Courtney.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45- Our problems started - when we took over the Deri.
0:11:46 > 0:11:51- It didn't work out - quite as we'd hoped, I must admit.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55- I came here - to be the landlord of the Deri.
0:11:55 > 0:11:59- I've ended up driving taxis - and making tea in the cafe.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- You deserve better than that.
0:12:03 > 0:12:07- I know it's tempting to run away. - I feel like that sometimes.
0:12:09 > 0:12:10- Do you?
0:12:11 > 0:12:13- When it all gets too much.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17- But you have to put those thoughts - behind you...
0:12:17 > 0:12:19- ..and carry on.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22- It doesn't have to be like this.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25- I'm going far away - to make a new start.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27- You can come with me.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- What?
0:12:30 > 0:12:32- What?- - Ed, I'm serious.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36- We could be happy again, - just the two of us.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39- Come with me.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- Sioned!
0:12:45 > 0:12:47- Are all the arrangements done?
0:12:47 > 0:12:48- Are all the arrangements done?- - Not really.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50- I should be getting myself ready...
0:12:50 > 0:12:53- ..but instead - I'm sorting out problems.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55- The flowers didn't turn up - yesterday...
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- ..the salon got - the time wrong today.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01- And what about Sion? - Is he giving the blessing?
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- Yes, of course. - I know I can rely on him.
0:13:04 > 0:13:08- The mess with Angela hasn't helped.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10- The mess with Angela hasn't helped.- - I'm trying to forget it today.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13- But fair play, - Ed was very supportive of her...
0:13:14 > 0:13:16- ..when she was in tears here.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- Oh, yes, that's what Ed's like. - Always willing to help.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- I'll see you in Penrhewl. - Best wishes to you.
0:13:26 > 0:13:27- You're not thinking straight.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29- You're not thinking straight.- - I am.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- What's keeping you here?
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- What's keeping you here?- - I'm getting married in two hours.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35- Your life will be - trying to please Sioned...
0:13:36 > 0:13:39- ..and you'll fail - because she's a spoilt brat.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41- We love each other.
0:13:41 > 0:13:42- Do you?
0:13:43 > 0:13:45- So why did you sleep with me?
0:13:46 > 0:13:47- I don't know.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53- Because there's still - something between us, Ed.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56- The stress of running the Deri - split us up.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01- If we go to a place - where nobody knows us...
0:14:01 > 0:14:03- ..we can start again.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06- I've got the money.
0:14:06 > 0:14:07- I've got the money.- - Auntie Marian's money?
0:14:09 > 0:14:10- Our money.
0:14:11 > 0:14:12- Our future.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16- Eileen's back.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18- Eileen's back.- - Don't panic.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- The cake's disappeared - from the kitchen!
0:14:21 > 0:14:24- I'm sorry about earlier. - I'm a bit stressed.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27- It's OK. You were right, - they are boisterous.
0:14:28 > 0:14:29- I have to admit...
0:14:29 > 0:14:31- I have to admit...- - That you look gorgeous.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34- It's a wonder - how a bit of pampering...
0:14:34 > 0:14:37- ..can put things - into perspective.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39- Thanks, DJ, you're right.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43- Courtney's gone to see Jim - to persuade him to come.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46- I can look forward - to the rest of the day now.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48- Go and get changed.
0:14:49 > 0:14:50- The cake's...
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- The cake's...- - In the barn. I took it there.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55- Fair play to you. - You're a treasure.
0:14:56 > 0:14:57- I'm excited now.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- You'd better go over to Penrhewl.
0:15:07 > 0:15:08- I've said, I'm not going.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12- I can't give the blessing - knowing I'll never be a minister.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15- Nobody will know - you've received the letter.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17- I'll feel - as if I'm deceiving everyone.
0:15:23 > 0:15:24- It isn't convenient.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26- Excuse me.
0:15:29 > 0:15:30- Sion.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33- Can I have the vestry key, please.
0:15:33 > 0:15:37- Anita needs it - to arrange the flowers for Sunday.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40- She won't do that today, - she's going to the wedding.
0:15:40 > 0:15:45- I saw Sioned earlier. She mentioned - all the problems she's having.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49- I see your post has arrived.
0:15:51 > 0:15:52- Yes.
0:15:52 > 0:15:56- But saying that, it's almost all - junk mail these days.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58- Well, we only had junk mail today.
0:15:58 > 0:16:02- Like this letter - opposing Sion's ordination.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05- But there we are, - that's why you're here.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07- Checking up to see he received it.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09- Checking up to see he received it.- - It was my duty to tell them.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12- Remind me. Why did you - and your husband split up?
0:16:12 > 0:16:15- Wasn't it your adultery - that broke up the marriage?
0:16:16 > 0:16:17- What are you talking about?
0:16:18 > 0:16:22- It's one rule for you - and another for Sion.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25- I can't understand - why you didn't tell Sioned...
0:16:25 > 0:16:29- ..that you couldn't give - the blessing after the wedding.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33- I'm still Bethania's leader.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35- Unfortunately.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37- What is your problem?
0:16:37 > 0:16:42- I lost faith in Sion - when I found out he'd...
0:16:42 > 0:16:44- ..borrowed from chapel funds.
0:16:44 > 0:16:45- No, that's not true.
0:16:46 > 0:16:50- You were willing for me to continue - as long as I did what you wanted.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- He's worked hard - to draw new members to Bethania.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- He's turned the chapel - into a circus.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58- I see.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- You object to my pastoral style.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03- You'd prefer - to see Bethania's doors shut...
0:17:04 > 0:17:07- ..than to bring in new members.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10- Until you throw me out, - I'm Bethania's leader...
0:17:11 > 0:17:15- ..and I'll be giving the blessing - today, so you'd better leave.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28- I'll get my passport - and pack a bag.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30- Whoa! We need to think about this.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- Everything's going to be OK now, - you'll see.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- What's going on here?
0:17:40 > 0:17:42- You have to cancel the wedding.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46- Ed and I are going away together.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50- You're more nuts than I thought.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52- I'm telling the truth.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56- He's come to his senses. - He'd never be happy with you.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58- Did you say that?
0:17:58 > 0:17:59- No.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01- He didn't have to say so. I know.
0:18:02 > 0:18:03- No.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06- You've messed up - your own life completely...
0:18:06 > 0:18:08- ..and now you want to mess up mine.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12- I realize this is hard - for you to accept.
0:18:13 > 0:18:14- You're pathetic.
0:18:14 > 0:18:19- What, for one second, - would make you think Ed wanted you?
0:18:21 > 0:18:24- Because we slept together - two weeks ago.
0:18:25 > 0:18:28- He doesn't want to hurt you - but it's true.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34- You'd better tell everyone - the wedding's off.
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