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0:00:15 > 0:00:17- Here you are.
0:00:17 > 0:00:21- Are you sure you don't want - a piece of toast or something?
0:00:21 > 0:00:25- No, thanks. - I don't feel hungry this morning.
0:00:26 > 0:00:28- I should get up, but...
0:00:29 > 0:00:34- Stay where you are. - Is your wrist still painful?
0:00:34 > 0:00:35- No. It's fine.
0:00:37 > 0:00:38- There you are.
0:00:39 > 0:00:40- Thanks, love.
0:00:40 > 0:00:44- It's such a nuisance not being able - to go upstairs myself.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47- You can't help it.
0:00:50 > 0:00:51- Better?
0:00:51 > 0:00:52- Better?- - Thanks, Diane.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59- There's fresh tea in the pot.
0:00:59 > 0:01:02- No. I'm going to work.
0:01:13 > 0:01:14- Hi.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16- Eifion gave me this.
0:01:16 > 0:01:20- He met someone - who has a mate with houses for rent.
0:01:20 > 0:01:21- Great. Where?
0:01:21 > 0:01:23- Great. Where?- - Swansea.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25- Really?
0:01:25 > 0:01:29- We can't be fussy. You refused - to move back in with your mother.
0:01:29 > 0:01:32- Don't start. We'll find somewhere.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34- Instant noodles?
0:01:34 > 0:01:36- Nicky likes them.
0:01:36 > 0:01:37- There's not much nutrition in them.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39- There's not much nutrition in them.- - They were cheap, OK.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42- I had to leave some groceries. - It's so embarrassing.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- I gave you 20 the other day.
0:01:45 > 0:01:47- Have you seen the price of nappies?
0:01:53 > 0:01:54- Listen, um...
0:01:56 > 0:01:57- It's none of my business...
0:01:58 > 0:02:00- ..but is everything alright - between you and DJ?
0:02:02 > 0:02:04- He's been very quiet for days.
0:02:06 > 0:02:10- You don't have to tell me - if you don't want to say.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12- Last week...
0:02:14 > 0:02:16- ..when we went for a spin...
0:02:18 > 0:02:20- ..I asked him to help me...
0:02:21 > 0:02:22- ..to die.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28- Linda...
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- ..what you're asking - is against the law.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- I don't want to be like this - any more, Diane.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39- This isn't who I am.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44- I've always been energetic.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47- And now...
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- But if he does - what you're asking...
0:02:52 > 0:02:54- ..he'll have to live - with his conscience...
0:02:55 > 0:02:56- ..for the rest of his life.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00- And I'm not sure he could do that.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02- He could get into a lot of trouble.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06- I don't want him to suffer - because of me.
0:03:06 > 0:03:10- That's the last thing I want.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11- So tell him...
0:03:12 > 0:03:15- ..that you don't want him to do it.
0:03:15 > 0:03:16- It's not fair on him.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19- Hi, Ty. It's me.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23- I was wondering - if Liv had been in touch.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- Ring me back when you get this. OK?
0:03:26 > 0:03:28- What did they say?
0:03:32 > 0:03:33- Oh, typical.
0:03:33 > 0:03:37- Well, thanks for everything. - I appreciate it.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- I'll know who to phone next time.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- Not that there'll be a next time.
0:03:44 > 0:03:45- Ta-ra.
0:03:48 > 0:03:49- The solicitor.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53- The police have dropped the charges.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55- How?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- Not enough evidence.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- Not enough evidence.- - You're lucky.
0:03:59 > 0:04:03- Hiya. You don't have to worry - about the police any more.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- Dad's not going anywhere. - Come here.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12- Hey, Gwern, go and see if Mathew's - got any crisps for your lunch box.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- You must be feeling - very proud of yourself.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20- Aren't you?
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- No. Telling Gwern he doesn't - have to worry about the police.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- I was putting his mind at rest.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29- He shouldn't have to worry - in the first place!
0:04:29 > 0:04:31- Raising a child is serious.
0:04:31 > 0:04:32- Raising a child is serious.- - I know that.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- No, you don't. - Not the way you behave with Gwern.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- You're overreacting.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- No. You've forgotten - what a normal life is.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43- I'm telling you now, life won't - be like this with our baby.
0:04:44 > 0:04:48- I don't want her to worry about - prison, or the police or anything.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52- Or she'll be better off - without a father at all.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56- DJ?
0:04:59 > 0:05:02- Do you want something to eat? - Diane's made some soup.
0:05:04 > 0:05:05- Or a cuppa?
0:05:05 > 0:05:06- Or a cuppa?- - Sit down.
0:05:07 > 0:05:08- Have some soup.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- Have some soup.- - Sit with your mother for a moment.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24- What I asked you to do...
0:05:24 > 0:05:26- ..it wasn't fair.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32- It's not something a mother - should ever ask of her son.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36- You've looked after me so well.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39- And I'm still going to do that.
0:05:39 > 0:05:43- It's not fair that you have - to squat here either.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46- I've seen a cottage - on the way to Penrhewl.
0:05:46 > 0:05:51- After you get over your fall, - we'll go and see it together.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54- It will be better there. - Just the two of us.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57- And I'm going to spoil you, Mam. - You'll see.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01- I love you, DJ.
0:06:02 > 0:06:05- And I love you too, Mam.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- More than anything.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13- Go back to work now. - I need to sleep.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- I'm tired.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- Any luck?
0:06:37 > 0:06:39- He wanted a bond.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41- They all want a bond.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43- Can't you get any more shifts here?
0:06:43 > 0:06:45- No. I've already told you.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49- Right. - I have to go and pick up Nicky.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51- Math, do you have any money?
0:06:52 > 0:06:53- I forgot to buy bread.
0:06:55 > 0:06:59- That's all I have, but I get paid - today. Has Nicky had lunch?
0:06:59 > 0:07:02- No. I was going to cook for him now.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- Take that for him.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- Did you order these from Awyr Iach?
0:07:19 > 0:07:21- Did you order these from Awyr Iach?- - Yes. Thanks for bringing them over.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- It saves you a trip.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26- I want to get Gaynor up Snowdon - one day!
0:07:26 > 0:07:29- There's a technique - to painting skirting boards.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31- I can show you, if you want.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34- I'm sure - you have enough on your plate.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37- No, it's alright. - I quite like painting, to be honest.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39- It takes my mind off other things.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43- How's your mother after her fall?
0:07:43 > 0:07:47- I think it's affected her - more than she'll admit.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- But she had...
0:07:51 > 0:07:52- Never mind.
0:07:53 > 0:07:57- It can be harder for the family - than the patient sometimes.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02- But remember, if there's anything - you ever want to talk about...
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- ..it won't go any further.
0:08:05 > 0:08:09- She had tablets. - But I couldn't do it for her.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11- I couldn't do what she wanted.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14- She gave them to me the other day - to assist her dying.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18- I know it's selfish, but...
0:08:18 > 0:08:21- ..I don't want to lose her - before I have to.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23- I understand.
0:08:24 > 0:08:28- But sometimes, a person who is sick - can sense when it's time to go.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33- At times like that, - maybe it should be their decision.
0:08:34 > 0:08:35- Do you think so?
0:08:35 > 0:08:38- Do you think so?- - If they're clear in their own mind.
0:08:38 > 0:08:42- Mam's mind is fine. - She's as sharp as ever.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44- I'm the one who's losing the plot.
0:08:44 > 0:08:48- Look, would you like me - to go and sit with her?
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- Maybe it would help her - to talk to someone else.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55- It would be a relief. Thank you.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00- Do you mind if I stay here? - It helps.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03- You'd be doing me a favour.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06- You'd better have a key - in case Mam's asleep.
0:09:09 > 0:09:10- Thank you.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13- Don't be so hard on yourself.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15- Or on your mother.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18- When the end comes, - none of us know how we'll be.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27- Everything I do, - I do it for you and the baby.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30- How many times - have I heard that before?
0:09:30 > 0:09:32- It's true. It's not an excuse.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35- There's no point in us - arguing all the time.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39- It's the future that matters.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- And the baby.
0:09:45 > 0:09:46- Come here.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48- I love you so much, you know that.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- Can you take these boxes out, - please?
0:09:55 > 0:09:56- Of course.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20- Thanks.
0:10:20 > 0:10:21- Thank you so much.
0:10:30 > 0:10:31- Hello?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- It's only me.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39- Dr Pritchard.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41- Hello, doctor.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- I'm so pleased to see you.
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0:10:55 > 0:10:56- Thanks.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58- Thanks, Mathew.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- Any news from Liv yet?
0:11:02 > 0:11:05- We argued over the baby's name. - I feel terrible.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07- It's not your fault she's gone.
0:11:07 > 0:11:11- I don't know. - She's always been fragile, you know.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- You did everything you could - to help her.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15- You've got your own life to live.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18- You know what, you're right.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19- Thanks.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22- What about you? - Have you found a place to live yet?
0:11:22 > 0:11:24- No. We're still looking.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27- If I can help, just ask, OK?
0:11:46 > 0:11:49- Mathew, what are you doing?
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- That's from the cash and carry.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53- That's from the cash and carry.- - I was putting it back.
0:11:53 > 0:11:54- In your bag?
0:11:55 > 0:11:58- No. I took them, - then I changed my mind and...
0:11:59 > 0:12:00- And you expect me to believe that?
0:12:00 > 0:12:02- And you expect me to believe that?- - Not everyone is like you.
0:12:03 > 0:12:07- You take advantage. I know exactly - what you did with those cars.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11- Are you threatening me?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15- No.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19- If you say a word about the cars - to anyone...
0:12:20 > 0:12:23- ..I'll make sure - you go down with me.
0:12:23 > 0:12:27- Get out. - I don't want to see you here again.
0:12:27 > 0:12:28- What's going on?
0:12:28 > 0:12:29- What's going on?- - He's been stealing. Go!
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- No. I was putting them back!
0:12:33 > 0:12:35- I won't ask again.
0:12:52 > 0:12:53- TEXT ALERT
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- "I've found a place! - No need for a bond!"
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- I'm coming towards the end, - aren't I?
0:13:08 > 0:13:10- Your pulse is very weak.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13- But we could call for an ambulance.
0:13:14 > 0:13:15- No.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18- You know what I said.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- Do not resuscitate.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25- And you're sure about that?
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- And you're sure about that?- - Yes.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- Do you want me to phone DJ?
0:13:31 > 0:13:32- No.
0:13:33 > 0:13:34- Just tell him...
0:13:36 > 0:13:38- ..this is what I wanted.
0:13:38 > 0:13:39- I will.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43- Don't worry, I'll look after him.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49- I thought I'd be afraid.
0:13:51 > 0:13:52- But I'm not.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55- It feels right.
0:13:55 > 0:13:56- It feels right.- - I'm glad.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01- Thank you for being here, doctor.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- Dani.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- Sorry.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13- Does Garry know you're here?
0:14:15 > 0:14:17- Why did you do it?
0:14:17 > 0:14:20- If you wanted anything, - you could have asked.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23- I regretted it straight away. - Please, Dani.
0:14:23 > 0:14:24- Please can I have my job back?
0:14:24 > 0:14:26- Please can I have my job back?- - Garry doesn't want you here.
0:14:27 > 0:14:28- You've persuaded him before.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30- You've persuaded him before.- - Yes, but this is different.
0:14:30 > 0:14:33- I need this job.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36- You should have thought of that - before stealing.
0:14:37 > 0:14:38- How can we trust you?
0:14:38 > 0:14:41- How can we trust you?- - It won't happen again, I swear.
0:14:42 > 0:14:43- Please, I'm desperate.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46- You'd better go.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57- Does Garry know about us?
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- No. You know he doesn't.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06- I could tell him.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08- You wouldn't do that.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10- Why not? He cheated on you.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13- Why not tell him - that you cheated on him too?
0:15:13 > 0:15:15- That's not how he'll see it.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18- Why? One rule for him - and another for you?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22- It's about time someone told him.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26- I know you, Mathew. You wouldn't.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28- Really?
0:15:28 > 0:15:29- Why not?
0:15:29 > 0:15:31- I don't have anything to lose...
0:15:31 > 0:15:33- ..if I don't have a job.
0:15:47 > 0:15:48- How is she?
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- She's gone. I'm sorry.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- I don't understand.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02- I was talking to her earlier.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06- We were going to look - for somewhere to live. Together.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10- She went into a coma - shortly after I arrived.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15- But she went peacefully - and she wasn't in pain.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31- Why didn't you wait for me, Mam?
0:16:39 > 0:16:42- Don't you think you were a bit rash - sacking Mathew?
0:16:42 > 0:16:43- No.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46- But he's never done - anything like that before.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48- He must be really desperate.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49- He must be really desperate.- - I had no choice.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51- You heard him threatening me.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- He panicked, probably.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58- If I give in now, what's to stop - him threatening me again?
0:16:58 > 0:16:59- He won't.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03- It's been really tough - for him and Vicky recently.
0:17:04 > 0:17:05- They don't have anywhere to live.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- They don't have anywhere to live.- - That's not our problem.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- You always take his side.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12- You always take his side.- - No.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15- Yes, you do. You have a soft spot - for the bloke.
0:17:15 > 0:17:16- Anyone would think you fancied him.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19- Anyone would think you fancied him.- - Listen to yourself, will you?
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- What do you want?
0:17:21 > 0:17:23- What do you want?- - I forgot my coat.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- You've got a nerve.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32- I'm sorry. For everything.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- Good. Now, off you go.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48- Hiya.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50- Did you get my text?
0:17:50 > 0:17:54- I've been on the Internet - and it looks alright from outside.
0:17:54 > 0:17:59- I said we would view it tonight. - Are you on a late shift again?
0:18:01 > 0:18:02- Math?
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- I'm not working.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07- So we could go earlier. - I'll check the buses.
0:18:07 > 0:18:08- There's no point.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12- You're joking! This is - the first flat we can afford.
0:18:13 > 0:18:15- I've been sacked.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35- Sleep peacefully, Mam.
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