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0:00:17 > 0:00:19- I thought you'd have - gone back to bed.
0:00:20 > 0:00:22- You didn't sleep much last night.
0:00:22 > 0:00:25- No. Sorry if I disturbed you.
0:00:25 > 0:00:27- It's alright.
0:00:27 > 0:00:28- What are you reading?
0:00:30 > 0:00:32- The deeds to the house.
0:00:33 > 0:00:35- I'm concerned for the boys.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- That things are so bad - between us...
0:00:40 > 0:00:42- ..especially Iolo.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44- We've been through so much.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46- So, what are you going to do?
0:00:49 > 0:00:52- The agreement we made - regarding Y Felin...
0:00:54 > 0:00:55- ..maybe we were a bit hasty.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- Maybe we didn't go through - the fine details.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- From what I remember, - we discussed it all thoroughly.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05- Yes, but not the implications.
0:01:07 > 0:01:11- Why don't we revert - to the way it used to be for now?
0:01:11 > 0:01:13- Just until the boys come round.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16- Remove my name from the deeds?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- And mine from Number 9.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20- For the time being.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22- Won't it be a lot of trouble...
0:01:22 > 0:01:27- ..and a lot of cost having another - consultation with a solicitor?
0:01:27 > 0:01:29- I shouldn't think so.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31- Anyway, it'll be worth - every penny...
0:01:32 > 0:01:34- ..if it saves my relationship - with my children.
0:01:36 > 0:01:37- Have you forgotten about my son?
0:01:39 > 0:01:44- A son I've had to consider - very carefully before marrying you.
0:01:44 > 0:01:48- It's a huge step for me and Gwern - to trust anyone enough...
0:01:48 > 0:01:50- ..to put our future in their hands.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53- I understand that.
0:01:53 > 0:01:57- Do you? I thought you wanted - to offer us stability.
0:01:57 > 0:02:00- A comfortable and secure home.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03- I didn't think money - mattered so much to you.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05- It doesn't.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07- But trust matters.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- Come on...
0:02:09 > 0:02:10- Come on...- - I don't have the time.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- I came back to change - for Courtney's inquest.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18- We'll talk about it tonight. We've - obviously got a lot to reconsider.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24- I had to get out of the flat. - My head's spinning.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27- Stop worrying or you'll make - yourself feel worse.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30- I know, but I've got so many things - to worry about...
0:02:30 > 0:02:32- ..I don't know where to start.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35- The clinic, the inquest, Jim.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- How is he?
0:02:37 > 0:02:39- Terrible.
0:02:39 > 0:02:43- Thank goodness he doesn't know - about the appointment.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45- Right. I'll tell you - what we're going to do.
0:02:46 > 0:02:47- We'll take it step by step.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52- Get today out of the way and then we - can think about tomorrow.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- Eileen. Alright?
0:02:55 > 0:02:56- Better now.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59- I don't know what I'd do - without this one.
0:03:00 > 0:03:05- I've got the yogurts, apples - and orange juice as well.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- I'm glad to see you're looking - after her.
0:03:08 > 0:03:09- Right, I'd better go.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11- Not yet?
0:03:11 > 0:03:14- I'll have to. Jim will be worried.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17- Thanks again. See you later.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22- How is she?
0:03:22 > 0:03:24- How do you think she is?
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- I was only asking.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28- She's struggling, Ed.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31- If they find something tomorrow...
0:03:31 > 0:03:32- If they find something tomorrow...- - Don't worry.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- She's my mother.
0:03:34 > 0:03:38- I don't know what I'll do - if she's sick.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41- You have no idea how I feel, - do you?
0:03:48 > 0:03:51- I've been counting the days - to today.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54- I just want to get it over with.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- And now the day's arrived...
0:03:56 > 0:03:59- ..I don't know - how I'm going to cope.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02- Giving evidence to the coroner.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05- Jim...
0:04:06 > 0:04:09- ..it'll be OK after today, - I promise.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13- I can move on afterwards.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16- Thanks, Dani. You're a good girl.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- Just like Courtney was.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- Hey.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- I thought I could do something.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31- I'll put the kettle on.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- I'll put the kettle on.- - Yes. Thanks, Eifion.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39- I didn't mean to upset you, - I didn't think.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41- No.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- But you're quite right.
0:04:43 > 0:04:47- I didn't consider the situation - from your point of view.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48- I don't have time now.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50- I don't have time now.- - What if I reconsidered?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52- Kept things as they are?
0:04:52 > 0:04:53- With the deeds?
0:04:53 > 0:04:54- With the deeds?- - Yes.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56- No.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59- I've given it - some serious thought too...
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- ..I've given some serious thought - to the whole situation.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- I can't risk marrying a man...
0:05:07 > 0:05:11- ..who changes his mind willy-nilly - about matters of great importance.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19- Hiya. Are you OK?
0:05:21 > 0:05:25- The inquest has been on mind.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29- What about you? I hear you and - Vicky understand each other now.
0:05:29 > 0:05:33- Things are getting better. - We're even going out on a date.
0:05:34 > 0:05:35- Oh, great.
0:05:35 > 0:05:36- Oh, great.- - I'm glad I listened to you.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39- You're a wise woman of the world...
0:05:39 > 0:05:41- You're a wise woman of the world...- - You make me sound ancient.
0:05:42 > 0:05:43- That's not what I meant.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46- I'm showing respect - to an older woman.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- When you're in a hole, - stop digging!
0:05:49 > 0:05:52- Mathew, how old do you think I am?
0:05:55 > 0:05:58- You look good for your age but...
0:05:58 > 0:05:59- But?
0:05:59 > 0:06:01- But?- - 35? 36?
0:06:02 > 0:06:03- Right.
0:06:04 > 0:06:05- I'm not sure...
0:06:05 > 0:06:07- I'm not sure...- - Do you want a JCB?
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- You're out of it - by about eight years.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13- It's because of Garry - and you're classy.
0:06:13 > 0:06:14- Classy?
0:06:15 > 0:06:16- Iolo.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19- Here's a chance to have - a sensible chat.
0:06:20 > 0:06:21- Alright?
0:06:21 > 0:06:23- Alright?- - What do you want?
0:06:26 > 0:06:28- You can still change your mind.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30- I want to go.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- I want to go.- - Yes, I know that.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34- I'm going. - I have to be there for Jim.
0:06:36 > 0:06:37- OK.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40- I'm proud of you, do you know that?
0:06:40 > 0:06:44- You shouldn't be. - I'm concerned for Jim, that's all.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- When did you get to be so mature, - eh?
0:06:48 > 0:06:52- He's invited us over - to the flat afterwards for tea.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55- OK. If that's what you want, - that's what we'll do.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58- Yes. Thank you.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02- Poor Jim. - I don't know how he feels.
0:07:02 > 0:07:06- There's nothing in the world - worse than losing a child.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11- That's the point, - that's why I want to go.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13- That's what's happened to me.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39- According to the statements...
0:07:39 > 0:07:42- ..you were in the car at the time, - Mr Probert.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43- Yes.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46- But your daughter, Courtney, - was driving?
0:07:46 > 0:07:47- Yes.
0:07:47 > 0:07:52- And she was wearing flip-flops - on her feet at the time?
0:07:53 > 0:07:54- Yes.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57- Were you arguing?
0:07:58 > 0:07:59- Well...
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- A father and daughter.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04- It was an everyday argument, - you know.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06- Yes.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- Don't worry, Mr Probert...
0:08:08 > 0:08:12- ..there's nothing here to suggest - that's what caused the accident.
0:08:13 > 0:08:16- Are you absolutely sure - there was nothing...
0:08:16 > 0:08:20- ..you could have done - to prevent the accident?
0:08:20 > 0:08:21- I loved her.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23- She was my daughter.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28- If there was anything - I could have done, I'd have done it.
0:08:28 > 0:08:32- We could take a break if you're - finding this too difficult.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36- No...
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- ..I'd prefer to carry on.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45- DOOR BUZZER
0:08:50 > 0:08:51- Hello?
0:08:52 > 0:08:53- Hiya. It's me, Sion.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55- Have you got a minute?
0:08:55 > 0:08:56- Have you got a minute?- - Of course. Come up.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- I'm so glad you're home.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06- Are you alright?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08- Are you alright?- - Um...
0:09:08 > 0:09:11- Hey, come on. Sit down.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15- What's happened?
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- I need help, Ffion, - and I don't know where to turn.
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0:09:33 > 0:09:35- Losing a family member - is always hard.
0:09:35 > 0:09:40- But coping with an unexpected and - accidental death is even worse...
0:09:40 > 0:09:44- ..especially when the deceased - is a child or young person.
0:09:44 > 0:09:48- I'd like to extend - my sincere condolences...
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- ..to Courtney's friends and family.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- Having carefully considered - the evidence...
0:09:54 > 0:09:59- ..I'm certain that there was nothing - anyone could have done...
0:09:59 > 0:10:05- ..to prevent the tragic results - of this accident.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10- If it's any consolation...
0:10:10 > 0:10:14- ..I think everyone has last-minute - doubts before getting married.
0:10:15 > 0:10:16- I don't think they're doubts.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19- I'm confused and my mind is racing.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22- I don't know how I can help.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26- When you were with Jinx...
0:10:26 > 0:10:27- Yes?
0:10:27 > 0:10:29- ..you had a good relationship.
0:10:30 > 0:10:31- Well, yes.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35- Why did it end? - I don't mean to pry.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- It's alright, - I'll try to answer you.
0:10:41 > 0:10:42- OK, well...
0:10:42 > 0:10:45- Jinx was a good friend.
0:10:46 > 0:10:50- He was supportive, kind - and a good father to Arwen.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54- But they're important qualities.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57- Yes. And we had a lot of fun - together too.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02- But at the end of the day, - it's a matter of priorities.
0:11:03 > 0:11:04- In what way?
0:11:06 > 0:11:09- Well, I settled for Jinx.
0:11:10 > 0:11:13- I did love him - but I wasn't in love with him.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16- When it starts going wrong...
0:11:16 > 0:11:21- ..unless there's love, a deep love - forming an inseparable bond...
0:11:21 > 0:11:24- ..the relationship crumbles.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31- Thank you - for being so honest with me.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36- Right, I'd better go. - Sorry if I disturbed you.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39- That's fine, - you've saved me so many times.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42- Although, I don't know - if I've been of any help.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44- Oh, you have been.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46- Thanks.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54- Bradley Cooper!
0:11:54 > 0:11:55- Oh, it's you.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58- Yes, and forever too. - Do you want another drink?
0:12:00 > 0:12:02- How did it go?
0:12:03 > 0:12:05- Difficult. Jim was really upset.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08- Is it alright for me to go?
0:12:08 > 0:12:09- Yes.
0:12:10 > 0:12:11- Two pints, please.
0:12:12 > 0:12:13- You look tired.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15- You look tired.- - Yes, it's been a long day.
0:12:17 > 0:12:18- Do I look old?
0:12:18 > 0:12:20- Do I look old?- - What?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22- Listen to this, - Dani thinks she looks old.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25- Not old, but old-fashioned maybe.
0:12:25 > 0:12:29- You look different - to how you used to look, that's all.
0:12:29 > 0:12:30- How?
0:12:30 > 0:12:32- How?- - You're more stylish.
0:12:32 > 0:12:36- Don't tell me, classy.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38- Yes, maybe. Classy.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41- How did I used to look? Cheap?
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- No, you used to look - trendy and young.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47- So, I do look old.
0:12:47 > 0:12:51- No. You look gorgeous in a 40-ish - kind of way, that's all.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55- That's a nice shirt.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57- That's a nice shirt.- - Thanks.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00- It would be a shame to spoil it - with this pint down the front.
0:13:04 > 0:13:09- Hiya. It's been a difficult - afternoon - Courtney's inquest.
0:13:10 > 0:13:11- I can imagine.
0:13:12 > 0:13:13- Are you alright?
0:13:13 > 0:13:15- Are you alright?- - Me? Yes.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16- Just...
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- Gwyneth, listen, - I don't want to interfere...
0:13:19 > 0:13:23- ..but is everything alright - between you and Sion?
0:13:23 > 0:13:24- Yes. Why?
0:13:24 > 0:13:29- He came to see me earlier - and he seemed, well, confused.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- He was asking some weird questions.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- He was asking some weird questions.- - About what?
0:13:33 > 0:13:36- About what really matters - in a relationship.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40- Love and stuff. - He was asking about me and Jinx.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41- Jinx?
0:13:42 > 0:13:45- I don't want to interfere - but he wasn't himself.
0:13:45 > 0:13:48- You know what Sion's like.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50- He has a tendency - to ponder his thoughts.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53- I thought you ought to know.
0:13:53 > 0:13:54- Don't worry.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57- There's nothing wrong. - It's great between us.
0:13:58 > 0:13:59- OK, glad to hear it.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- See you later.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11- There was nothing - you could have done differently.
0:14:11 > 0:14:15- What matters now - is that you move on.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17- It's what Courtney would want.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20- Yes. Thank you.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24- Right, I'd better go too...
0:14:25 > 0:14:27- ..to leave you in peace.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30- Thanks, boys. We appreciate it.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40- Jim, you have to find - the strength...
0:14:40 > 0:14:43- ..to get over this.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47- The worst is over, - just as you wanted.
0:14:50 > 0:14:51- I hadn't realized...
0:14:52 > 0:14:55- ..that today would rake up all - the ill feeling back to the surface.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00- I'd hoped it would help.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04- But if anything, I feel worse.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10- You can move on now, as Ricky said.
0:15:14 > 0:15:18- Who'd have thought he'd turn out - to be such a likeable lad?
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- Yes. Fair play to him.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26- Life can be so cruelly short - sometimes.
0:15:29 > 0:15:30- Eileen...
0:15:32 > 0:15:37- ..I'd never have got through this, - if it wasn't for you.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- I don't know - what I'd do without you.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45- Don't worry, - I'm not going anywhere.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56- Let's have a cuppa.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03- Poor Jim.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07- It would have been much worse - if it wasn't for you.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- You were fantastic today, Ricky.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13- Really fantastic.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15- I'm so proud of you.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19- You're so responsible.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22- So kind.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25- I don't know how you've stayed - so strong through it.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Oh, Rick.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32- It was terrible, Dad.
0:16:33 > 0:16:34- Yes, yes it was.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- I'm not going to forget her.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42- I can't let her go.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- Hey.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59- Where have you been? - I've tried phoning you.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01- I'm sorry, I switched it off.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05- Where were you?
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- Arranging the stag night with Hywel.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11- So you haven't cancelled - the wedding.
0:17:11 > 0:17:12- No.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- But I have been thinking...
0:17:15 > 0:17:17- But I have been thinking...- - So have I.
0:17:19 > 0:17:20- I was worried...
0:17:21 > 0:17:25- ..that I'd given you - the wrong impression this morning.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29- Being in the inquest today - and seeing their suffering...
0:17:30 > 0:17:32- ..made me realize how lucky I am.
0:17:33 > 0:17:36- Sion, Y Felin - isn't important to me.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40- It's you who is important to me. - Can't you see that?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44- I don't know what's been - going on these last few days.
0:17:45 > 0:17:49- It's as if we've lost sight - of what really matters.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51- Which is?
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Love, Sion.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57- You, me and Gwern as a family.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- That's what I was trying to say - this morning.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07- I love you so much.
0:18:08 > 0:18:09- I love you too.
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