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0:00:29 > 0:00:31- So you came back, did you?
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- Of course I came back.
0:00:40 > 0:00:44- Well, I wasn't sure - because the last time I saw you...
0:00:44 > 0:00:47- ..you were taken off by the police.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49- Yes. So?
0:00:49 > 0:00:51- After talking to them...
0:00:51 > 0:00:54- ..I went to Swansea to sort it out.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56- You should have phoned.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59- I sent you a text.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01- You think that's enough, do you?
0:01:10 > 0:01:12- How do I look?
0:01:14 > 0:01:16- Lovely.
0:01:16 > 0:01:17- Good.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21- I want to look my best today.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28- "Didn't sleep a wink last night. - Any tips?"
0:01:28 > 0:01:30- Iolo's been up all night - with the baby.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32- I'd better go over to help him.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34- I'd stay out of it if I were you.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38- Don't be like that. - It can be really tough at first.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41- It's not his baby.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44- I was hoping we could spend - some time together today.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- I've got a day off.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48- I won't be long.
0:01:48 > 0:01:50- Why has Garry given you - a day off anyway?
0:01:52 > 0:01:53- I don't know.
0:01:54 > 0:01:58- I hope he's not expecting you - to work on Saturday instead.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00- He's always got a hidden agenda.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01- Ta-ra.
0:02:06 > 0:02:07- Hiya.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10- What are you doing here? - You're meant to be at Awyr Iach.
0:02:10 > 0:02:15- I know, but Garry can't have - Gwern today. I need a day off.
0:02:15 > 0:02:19- You can't. I'm off today - so there'll be no-one there.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22- Can't we swap? I wouldn't ask - but it's a bit awkward.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25- It's important - for me to be with Gwern today.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28- Garry's in trouble again, is he?
0:02:29 > 0:02:31- That's nothing new, is it?
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- From what I've heard, - he'll go to prison this time.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- Who told you that?
0:02:37 > 0:02:38- Who told you that?- - Is Dad going to prison?
0:02:39 > 0:02:41- Don't listen to DJ. - He's in a bad mood.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44- Listen, you can have tomorrow off, - alright.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- I need to be with my son today.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50- I need to be with my mother today. - We're off on a picnic.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53- And that takes priority - over my son, does it?
0:02:53 > 0:02:56- You heard DJ. - He's promised to take me out today.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58- You'll have to make - other arrangements.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02- Right. Well, I'll have to take him - to work with me, I suppose.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- Come on, love.
0:03:11 > 0:03:14- Go and get the tablets, will you?
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- And can you put this letter - on the table for me?
0:03:18 > 0:03:20- It's for Dai and Diane.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24- What does it say?
0:03:25 > 0:03:28- It's to thank them for everything.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- Can I see her?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- Oh, she's gorgeous.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- Can I hold her?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Yes, of course.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50- Don't get broody now.
0:03:51 > 0:03:55- I couldn't cope with the sleepless - nights and the dirty nappies now.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59- She's only been here one night - and I feel like a zombie.
0:03:59 > 0:04:03- It's only temporary, isn't it, - until Liv's back on her feet?
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- She hasn't shown much interest.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- She hasn't even named her yet.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11- Give her time.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13- Hi.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16- Hiya. - You've got a lovely little girl.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21- Thanks.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- I have to take a photo - to show Arwen.
0:04:24 > 0:04:28- You sit there and I'll get a photo - of both of you together.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40- Right.
0:04:44 > 0:04:45- Oh.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- Look.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51- She looks so much like you.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55- Don't say that. I don't want her - to turn out like me.
0:04:58 > 0:05:02- I went through a difficult time - when I was expecting Arwen.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04- And for a while afterwards.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- Because of alcohol.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08- Because of alcohol.- - Honestly?
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- I was in a very dark place.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14- She had to stay - with her grandfather for a while.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17- I was afraid - she'd hate me forever after that.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20- But do you know what?
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- She still loves me.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- I can't believe a word he says - any more.
0:05:34 > 0:05:38- If Garry goes to prison, I'll be - bringing up this baby on my own.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40- Hey, I'm here.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43- You're busy at school, - you're helping Liv...
0:05:44 > 0:05:46- We can all help one another.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- Like one big happy family, is it?
0:05:48 > 0:05:50- Like one big happy family, is it?- - Yes.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53- This wasn't the way - it was supposed to be.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57- I never wanted to be - a single mother...
0:05:57 > 0:06:01- ..and I promised myself - I wouldn't turn out like Mam.
0:06:02 > 0:06:03- You're not like Mam.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05- I can promise you that.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09- And neither is Liv.
0:06:10 > 0:06:11- The, um...
0:06:12 > 0:06:14- The baby's out of hospital.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- You should come and see her.
0:06:16 > 0:06:20- I don't think that's a good idea. - Not after yesterday.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- All families have arguments.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26- I'm sure Liv would appreciate - your support...
0:06:27 > 0:06:29- ..because apart from ourselves...
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- ..she has no-one.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44- Is here alright?
0:06:44 > 0:06:45- Perfect.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51- What do you want to do now?
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- Just sit here with you.
0:06:54 > 0:06:58- I've spent some of the happiest - days of my life at the seaside.
0:06:59 > 0:07:03- On the beach at Newport, - Mwnt and Tresaith.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- We used to go on a Sunday School - trip to Porthcawl every year.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08- Do you remember?
0:07:08 > 0:07:12- They weren't happy days. - It was more like a punishment!
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- You used to enjoy it.
0:07:15 > 0:07:19- You were so excited one year you - ran into the sea in your clothes...
0:07:19 > 0:07:21- ..and I hadn't brought - any spare clothes.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25- I remember it well. - I had to wear those clothes all day.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28- Emyr Ty Canol teased me on the bus - all the way home...
0:07:29 > 0:07:30- ..saying I'd wet myself!
0:07:31 > 0:07:34- Do you remember the sandwiches - your grandmother used to make?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37- Tomato sandwiches - that were always soggy.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39- Why did she use tomatoes?
0:07:39 > 0:07:42- Because she thought - they were exotic.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- They were exotic alright...
0:07:45 > 0:07:47- ..especially when they were - full of sand!
0:07:47 > 0:07:48- Right.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51- What about this picnic?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55- Do you think she needs - another blanket?
0:07:56 > 0:07:57- No, she'll be fine.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- I'm scared of messing up.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06- You'll be inundated with advice - on how to bring up your child.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09- The best thing you can do - is ignore it all.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11- Bear one thing in mind.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14- When she's asleep, - you go to sleep too...
0:08:14 > 0:08:15- ..so you can catch up.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20- You've called in the cavalry - for help, have you?
0:08:20 > 0:08:22- I only came to see the little one.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24- How was Dani?
0:08:24 > 0:08:25- How was Dani?- - Gutted.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28- Is everything alright - with the baby?
0:08:28 > 0:08:30- Garry's the problem. - How's Gethin?
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- He was questioned - by the police too, wasn't he?
0:08:34 > 0:08:36- He hasn't said much.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39- He wouldn't know anything. - He only works at the garage.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- Garry's losing his touch. - He never used to get caught.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- Or someone's shopped him.
0:08:45 > 0:08:46- Or someone's shopped him.- - Or he's got too cocky.
0:08:46 > 0:08:51- I can't believe he loaned a stolen - car to the doctor to do his rounds.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55- Right. I'd better go. - I've got plenty to do at home.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- Thank you for coming over.
0:08:59 > 0:09:00- Yes, thanks.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03- Yes, thanks.- - No problem. Ta-ra.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- I feel so sorry for Dani.
0:09:10 > 0:09:14- I don't. Life doesn't always - turn out as you expect.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17- I hope she can see that - for herself now.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22- You haven't eaten anything.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25- I'm not hungry.
0:09:33 > 0:09:34- Thanks.
0:09:37 > 0:09:42- After I've gone now, I want you - to give my stuff to the Maenan shop.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46- If that's what you want.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49- I'm sorry I don't have anything - valuable to leave you.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51- I don't want anything.
0:09:51 > 0:09:52- But...
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- ..I have got this.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58- It was your grandmothers.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03- I didn't give it to you - when you were with Cadno...
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- ..because you were already engaged.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08- But when you meet a nice girl, - you can give it to her.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10- I'm not going to meet anyone.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- Of course you will. - You're a real catch.
0:10:17 > 0:10:18- Look.
0:10:19 > 0:10:20- You and I used to do that.
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0:10:38 > 0:10:42- I found out why Garry's - given you a day off.
0:10:44 > 0:10:45- Right.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47- Did you really expect...
0:10:47 > 0:10:51- ..I wouldn't hear that Garry - had been questioned by the police?
0:10:51 > 0:10:55- I didn't know how to tell you - because I didn't want you to worry.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59- You shopped him, didn't you?
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- You shopped him, didn't you?- - No. I didn't shop him.
0:11:01 > 0:11:05- He's got no-one to blame but himself - for what's happened.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08- How did the police find out - the car was stolen?
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- I hadn't changed the plates.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- I told you it wasn't a good idea, - didn't I?
0:11:13 > 0:11:16- He deserved it for the way - he's treated Dani.
0:11:17 > 0:11:21- What happens to Dani and the baby - if Garry goes to prison?
0:11:21 > 0:11:23- He won't go to prison.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26- If the garage closes - you won't have a job.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29- I did what I thought was right. - Alright?
0:11:31 > 0:11:32- Right for who, Geth?
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- And what happens - when he decides to get revenge?
0:11:42 > 0:11:43- Hiya.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47- Hey.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49- I've brought this...
0:11:49 > 0:11:52- Oh, thanks. But I don't think - it will fit me.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54- For the baby, stupid.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56- Right. Come and see her.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01- Don't you think she looks - like Mam-gu?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- No. Not really.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06- I'm not sure - who she looks like actually.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09- Liv, I've been thinking of names. - What about Efa?
0:12:10 > 0:12:11- No.
0:12:12 > 0:12:13- Sophie?
0:12:15 > 0:12:16- Danielle?
0:12:19 > 0:12:20- Can I hold her?
0:12:21 > 0:12:23- Yes. - It will be good practice for you.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27- Watch her head.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- Watch her head.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32- You have to support the neck, - don't you?
0:12:33 > 0:12:36- Since when have you been - an expert on babies?
0:12:36 > 0:12:38- I'm not saying I'm an expert.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41- But I looked after you - when you were small.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- Yes. Until you ran away.
0:12:46 > 0:12:47- I didn't run away.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51- I wanted something better - than what I had, that's all.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54- And look at you now.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56- What's that supposed to mean?
0:12:57 > 0:13:00- You think you're someone - but you're no better than me.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- You gave me a hard time - for taking that money.
0:13:03 > 0:13:07- But your husband is a thug - and a gangster.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11- How much money has he stolen?
0:13:11 > 0:13:15- Wow! But the fact is, Liv, - he's not a druggie.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18- And I'd never dump my baby. Tyler.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- You dumped us when you went away.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23- Do you want tea or coffee, Dani?
0:13:23 > 0:13:26- Do you want tea or coffee, Dani?- - No. I've listened to enough of this.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- I wish we'd had more days - like this.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34- It's not fair.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36- Why do you have to have cancer?
0:13:38 > 0:13:41- There's no point thinking like that.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45- At least it's brought us - back together.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- Get me a bottle of water - from the bag.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56- Now?
0:13:56 > 0:13:59- I don't want you to be here - when I take the tablets.
0:13:59 > 0:14:00- I'm not leaving you.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02- I'm not leaving you.- - Go for a walk or something.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- Tell the police you had no idea - what I was planning.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07- I'm not leaving you.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10- Remember, I want my ashes - scattered on Carn Menyn.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12- There are fantastic views there.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14- There are fantastic views there.- - I'm staying here until the end.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18- No! You should go. I don't want - people thinking you were involved.
0:14:18 > 0:14:19- I don't care.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21- You'll go to prison.
0:14:21 > 0:14:22- You'll go to prison.- - I don't care.
0:14:23 > 0:14:24- You can't stay.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26- You can't stay.- - But I'll have to live with myself.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29- Live with the fact I brought you - here. That's my punishment.
0:14:30 > 0:14:31- No, DJ!
0:14:31 > 0:14:33- Mam, I love you.
0:14:35 > 0:14:38- The thought of losing you - is breaking my heart.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- The thought - of never seeing you again.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- I want to spend every moment - I can with you.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50- I'm not going to change my mind.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- I'm staying with you.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09- We'd better go back to the house.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12- What?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- I want to go home.
0:15:14 > 0:15:15- Have you changed your mind?
0:15:15 > 0:15:17- Have you changed your mind?- - Take me home!
0:15:20 > 0:15:23- I want her to phone me - as soon as she's back from court.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25- Or I'll find another solicitor.
0:15:27 > 0:15:28- Where have you been again?
0:15:29 > 0:15:31- Keeping tabs on me now, are you?
0:15:31 > 0:15:33- I need some support here.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35- I went to see Liv.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37- I went to see Liv.- - The druggie?
0:15:37 > 0:15:40- Yes, the druggie. My sister.
0:15:41 > 0:15:45- Bear in mind, Garry, - that blood is thicker than water.
0:15:46 > 0:15:49- And yes, maybe her life is a mess...
0:15:49 > 0:15:53- ..but my situation's not - much better, is it?
0:15:53 > 0:15:55- Hiya. Did you have fun?
0:15:56 > 0:15:57- Yes.
0:15:57 > 0:16:02- He's been helping me at Awyr Iach - and we had lunch in the cafe.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05- I've given him - extra pocket money too.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09- You're going to be a businessman - like your father.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12- Let's put it in your money box - before you lose it.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15- He hasn't said a word - all morning...
0:16:15 > 0:16:18- ..other than asking - if you're going to prison.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20- What did you tell him?
0:16:21 > 0:16:24- I said it wouldn't happen, - of course.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26- Of course not.
0:16:32 > 0:16:33- I'm off to work.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36- Sorry you didn't get the chance - to have a kip.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- It's alright. - You're on duty tonight.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42- I think it's safe to say Dani - won't be helping with the baby.
0:16:43 > 0:16:44- I don't want her help anyway.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46- I don't want her help anyway.- - She's got too much on her plate.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49- We'll cope, the three of us. - You, me and toots.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- Her name is Greta.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55- What?
0:16:56 > 0:16:57- Greta. After Mam-gu.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59- But...
0:17:00 > 0:17:04- Of course. That's a lovely name. - I said she looked like Mam-gu.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08- Ty, can I have a word?
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- Yes.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16- Dani's going to name - her baby Greta.
0:17:16 > 0:17:17- I know.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19- I know.- - So tell her.
0:17:19 > 0:17:23- No. We can't put her off. At last - she's shown an interest in the baby.
0:17:23 > 0:17:27- Dani will go crazy. They're already - at each other's throats.
0:17:28 > 0:17:32- Mum's the word for now. - Maybe Liv will change her mind.
0:17:55 > 0:17:59- Listen, things will be - better from now on.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- We can find a place of our own. - Just the two of us.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05- We can spend more time - together then.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08- We can go for a spin - to anywhere you want.
0:18:08 > 0:18:12- Your favourite places. - Newport, Mwnt.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14- We could go somewhere tomorrow.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- Not tomorrow, love.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- I think I'll be too tired.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25- Yes. Alright.
0:18:25 > 0:18:27- Whenever you want.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- You'd better put the food away.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46- I can throw these away, can't I?
0:18:47 > 0:18:48- No.
0:18:48 > 0:18:51- I want to keep them.
0:18:53 > 0:18:54- Oh.
0:18:54 > 0:18:56- Right.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- So I'll put them in a safe place.
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