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0:00:23 > 0:00:25- At last.
0:00:25 > 0:00:28- I'm sorry I left without warning.
0:00:28 > 0:00:29- Is Esther OK?
0:00:31 > 0:00:34- Yes, Esther's fine. - She's fast asleep.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38- I've been worried sick about you.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- I've been worried sick about you.- - I told you I was alright.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- You left without a word.
0:00:43 > 0:00:44- You left without a word.- - I panicked, that's all.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47- You were carrying on and on - about my decision...
0:00:47 > 0:00:49- So this is my fault, is it?
0:00:49 > 0:00:52- No, I'm not saying that.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56- I know I left without telling you.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59- I couldn't think straight.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- I needed some space - to prepare myself.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06- Right, well...
0:01:07 > 0:01:10- You have to tell him to leave.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12- He's arrived, has he?
0:01:12 > 0:01:13- Yesterday.
0:01:14 > 0:01:15- Have you seen him?
0:01:15 > 0:01:17- Have you seen him?- - Yes, when he arrived.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- You need to tell the police - you've changed your mind.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25- I haven't changed my mind.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- I haven't changed my mind.- - What?
0:01:27 > 0:01:31- Thoughts have gone around and around - in my head. I haven't slept.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34- I've had doubts and questions.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37- I'd feel a lot worse - if I didn't know where he was.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41- I'd be worried constantly - about him turning up here.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44- At least this way - I know where he is.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- Please. My mind's made up.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48- But...
0:01:48 > 0:01:50- But...- - There is no "but".
0:01:51 > 0:01:53- It's my decision.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55- Nobody else's.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58- It's the only way - I can cope with it.
0:01:59 > 0:02:00- Please.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08- This might be a gift for Eileen.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10- I haven't given any thought - to Christmas.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- There are only 20 days to go.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17- I haven't written any cards, - never mind buying gifts.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19- This is feeling heavier every day.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- Oh, nice! A bit fla...
0:02:31 > 0:02:33- I ordered it a few months ago.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- I'd forgotten all about it.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40- It's taken them a while - to send it then.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42- Um... I'd better go.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44- To try and make this a bit lighter.
0:02:46 > 0:02:47- I'm going up.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- Listen, Jim. I'm sorry - if I upset you yesterday.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54- We don't want to lose you from APD.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57- And we definitely - don't want to buy your share.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59- I don't want to talk about it.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00- I don't want to talk about it.- - Buy his share?
0:03:00 > 0:03:04- Jim said he didn't want - anything to do with APD any more.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06- He didn't mean it.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08- He didn't mean it.- - Yes, I did.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13- I want to sell my share.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24- I don't know - how I slept in so late.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- Because you worked - so late last night.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29- There's a lot to do.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31- Let me come in this morning - to help.
0:03:32 > 0:03:33- There's no need. Mam's there now.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36- There's no need. Mam's there now.- - She's obviously not doing enough.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39- You need more rest, do you hear me?
0:03:40 > 0:03:41- I'm bored.
0:03:43 > 0:03:47- Listen, this will be our first - Christmas in this house, won't it?
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- We don't have any decorations.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- What? Do you want - to send me out shopping?
0:03:53 > 0:03:54- You've got better taste.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- We can put them up tonight - together.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- A little glass of mulled wine.
0:03:59 > 0:04:00- A little glass of mulled wine.- - For you, maybe.
0:04:01 > 0:04:05- This time next year we'll be - too busy to leave the house even!
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- I know and I can't wait.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10- Children make Christmas worthwhile.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12- I'd better go. I'm late.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- Shall I come home - to have lunch with you?
0:04:16 > 0:04:17- OK. Great.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20- Remember to buy enough tinsel.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22- I'm not buying anything tacky.
0:04:23 > 0:04:24- Ta-ra.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27- Poor Jim. - I didn't know where to put myself.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29- It's tough for him right now.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31- I haven't helped.
0:04:31 > 0:04:32- I haven't helped.- - You weren't to know.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34- Why did you let him come back here?
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- I didn't want him - turning up on his terms.
0:04:37 > 0:04:42- He wouldn't be able to if you'd - refused to give him permission.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45- We have to show - that we're better than him.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48- I can't. - We have to do something about it.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49- He might not be here long.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52- The best thing to do - is keep out of his way.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- Come on. I'm dying of thirst here.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07- There we are. All done!
0:05:08 > 0:05:10- Well done.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13- Hywel should have been doing that, - not you.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16- It was an accident. - Kelly hadn't fixed it properly.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18- Have you seen her today?
0:05:19 > 0:05:22- No, she left early this morning. - Probably to avoid me.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24- Things will soon settle down.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27- Is there anything else - you want me to do?
0:05:33 > 0:05:35- Sheryl.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37- Come in.
0:05:43 > 0:05:44- Hiya.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- Don't worry.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50- I won't come near you. - I know the rules.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53- So do I.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56- Sit down.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58- Sit down.- - No, I'm not staying.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00- Alright.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09- How are you, Sher?
0:06:09 > 0:06:11- I had a shock...
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- ..when the police said - you wanted to come back.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18- You could have refused, - couldn't you?
0:06:20 > 0:06:22- Why are you here, Kevin?
0:06:25 > 0:06:29- I had nowhere else to go. - Everyone turned their backs on me.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- This is home.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- Look, Sher...
0:06:37 > 0:06:40- ..I'm so sorry for everything.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44- I never want - to talk about what happened.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- Do you understand?
0:06:49 > 0:06:51- I've moved on with my life.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54- I've never been happier - than I am now...
0:06:54 > 0:06:56- ..with Hywel and Esther.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07- I was sorry to hear about Meilyr.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10- You must have been through hell.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15- How do you know about that?
0:07:15 > 0:07:18- You hear stories on the inside.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21- From Mam, - before she turned her back on me.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25- Well, um...
0:07:25 > 0:07:28- I hope it works out for you.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33- But I'd like you - to keep out of my way. Understand?
0:07:33 > 0:07:36- Hywel has warned me.
0:07:46 > 0:07:50- Aren't you going to decorate - the shop? It's a bit bare.
0:07:50 > 0:07:54- I'd intended doing it - but my heart wasn't in it.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56- Sorry. I didn't think.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58- Hi, Jim.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00- That's 20, please.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- Thank you.
0:08:05 > 0:08:06- Thank you.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14- Do you think Courtney - would have liked the colour?
0:08:14 > 0:08:16- She'd have loved it.
0:08:16 > 0:08:20- I don't know what to do with it. - I can't give it to anyone else.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25- Do you want me to put it away?
0:08:28 > 0:08:30- Shouldn't you consider - going back to APD, Jim?
0:08:31 > 0:08:33- Does Diane want you to persuade me?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35- Does Diane want you to persuade me?- - No, they need you.
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- And working with Dai - can't be that bad, surely.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43- What's the point of working?
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- It helps to pay the bills - for a start.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50- There's no point.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53- Jim, I know it's difficult - but you have to try.
0:08:54 > 0:08:59- Hiya. Do you have any mince pies? - A treat for the elves at Awyr Iach.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01- Yes. Over there.
0:09:01 > 0:09:04- I love Christmas!
0:09:05 > 0:09:07- Yes. Again?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11- Are you alright?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13- Sher, what's wrong?
0:09:15 > 0:09:19- Hey, do you want to play - with your giraffe?
0:09:19 > 0:09:21- Stay there for me.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31- Sheryl, tell me.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36- I went over to see Kevin.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38- On your own?
0:09:39 > 0:09:40- Anita was there.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- Are you crazy?
0:09:42 > 0:09:44- Are you crazy?- - I wanted to tell him to stay away.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47- But you'd been there before me.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49- I had to make sure you were safe.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52- You should have told me.
0:09:52 > 0:09:56- You didn't tell me - that you'd allowed him to come back.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58- Hywel. Hywel!
0:09:58 > 0:10:00- You're not going back.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02- I told him not to upset you.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05- I told him not to upset you.- - I'm alright. Honest.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08- I don't understand you.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11- I had to face him.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13- On my terms.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16- He won't come near me now.
0:10:16 > 0:10:20- I don't want you to go - near him either.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24- Just let things be now, OK?
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0:10:39 > 0:10:42- Right, I'm going out - for some fresh air.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- Hang on. I'll come with you.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47- I don't need you to hold my hand.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- What about Hywel or Debbie?
0:10:50 > 0:10:53- I can't lock myself - in here forever...
0:10:53 > 0:10:56- ..or I might as well - have stayed in prison.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59- Just be careful, will you?
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- I will. I can take care of myself.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06- As quiet as the grave.
0:11:11 > 0:11:12- Oh, hello.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15- Come on in. Don't be shy.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- Do you speak Welsh?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21- Yes. The language of heaven.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23- Oh, a Northwalian.
0:11:23 > 0:11:27- Ah, well, no-one's perfect.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29- I'm learning Welsh.
0:11:29 > 0:11:30- Fair play to you.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32- Fair play to you.- - For the children.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35- They always speak Welsh to Gu.
0:11:36 > 0:11:37- This place has changed.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39- This place has changed.- - You've been here before, then?
0:11:39 > 0:11:43- Yes, - but it feels like a lifetime ago.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45- Do you want a drink?
0:11:45 > 0:11:49- Why not, as you're offering. - A pint of lager, please, mate.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50- Thank you.
0:11:50 > 0:11:54- A pint of lager and a small brandy - for me, as it's nearly Christmas.
0:11:56 > 0:12:00- Dol, have you seen Jason? He was - supposed to come home for lunch.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01- He's sorting out the delivery.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- He's sorting out the delivery.- - OK, thank you.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06- You're Sara, aren't you?
0:12:06 > 0:12:09- Hands off now, mind. He's mine.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- Where do you come from?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14- Valleys girl.
0:12:20 > 0:12:21- Come on, then.
0:12:22 > 0:12:23- Where?
0:12:23 > 0:12:27- The Deri. We need to discuss - our Christmas party.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- I've promised - to have lunch with Sara.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- Are you refusing - to throw a party, Scrooge?
0:12:33 > 0:12:35- No.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37- I've got a few ideas.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39- I've got a few ideas.- - Fine. Only one. Quick.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41- Are you coming, Diane?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43- Are you coming, Diane?- - No. You go.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- Where will Sara want to go?
0:12:45 > 0:12:48- I don't think Sara - will want a party.
0:12:49 > 0:12:50- Can I have a word, Diane?
0:12:50 > 0:12:52- Can I have a word, Diane?- - Come in.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54- What do you think of these gilets?
0:12:55 > 0:12:57- Yes, very nice.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00- Just the job - for the Christmas market.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- I want to ask you not to rush - to buy Jim's share.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- So he's not serious.
0:13:06 > 0:13:09- So he's not serious.- - He hasn't thought it through fully.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11- He's feeling very low at the moment.
0:13:12 > 0:13:16- I understand that he's still - grieving, but we need help at APD.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19- Dai's up to his eyes.
0:13:19 > 0:13:23- I understand that, but if you can - hang on until the New Year at least.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27- I'm not sure about Dai - but I'll do my best.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29- Thanks, Diane.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40- Hiya.
0:13:40 > 0:13:44- Listen, don't think - I'm poking my nose in...
0:13:44 > 0:13:48- ..but I've just seen Kevin - in the Deri with your mother.
0:13:49 > 0:13:50- Does she realize who he is?
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- Does she realize who he is?- - I don't know.
0:13:53 > 0:13:54- Debs, where are you going?
0:13:54 > 0:13:56- Debs, where are you going?- - She's not safe.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- Debs!
0:14:04 > 0:14:06- I work at Awyr Iach.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- I work at Awyr Iach.- - Where the bank used to be.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11- Crikey, - you have been away a long time.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13- So where have you been?
0:14:14 > 0:14:17- That's a long story. Another drink?
0:14:17 > 0:14:19- Twist my arm, innit!
0:14:19 > 0:14:20- What's your name?
0:14:20 > 0:14:22- What's your name?- - Kevin.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24- My Debbie married a Kevin.
0:14:24 > 0:14:28- Mam, are you crazy, - drinking with a rapist?
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- So that's your long story. - You filthy...
0:14:33 > 0:14:36- I didn't know you were Debbie's - mother. We were only chatting.
0:14:37 > 0:14:41- I wouldn't touch your poison - with a barge pole!
0:14:43 > 0:14:46- You'd better come too. - It's not safe.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47- Come on!
0:14:48 > 0:14:50- I thought - you were coming home for lunch.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53- It was my fault. I wanted - to discuss the Christmas party.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57- Don't worry, if it's more important - than being with me.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59- Hey, Sara.
0:14:59 > 0:15:03- A word of advice, right. - Keep away from my family.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19- I thought we could put these - on Courtney's grave.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23- What's the...
0:15:23 > 0:15:25- ..point?
0:15:25 > 0:15:29- They'll only wilt and die - like everything else.
0:15:30 > 0:15:34- I could make a wreath - out of holly if you like.
0:15:34 > 0:15:35- It would last longer...
0:15:35 > 0:15:37- It would last longer...- - I can't face visiting the grave.
0:15:39 > 0:15:43- Well, what if we put it outside, - out on the street?
0:15:43 > 0:15:46- Shall I wrap this - in Christmas paper too?!
0:15:50 > 0:15:52- I'm only trying to help, Jim.
0:15:53 > 0:15:57- Flowers and holly won't - bring Courtney back, will they?
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- Nothing will do that.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02- Fine! So I'll go on my own.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08- They're not quite - what I would have chosen.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- Everyone has their own taste, - Diane.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15- Well, Jason will be delighted.
0:16:17 > 0:16:21- He chose to go to the Deri for lunch - instead of coming back here.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24- Fair play, he won't be able to go - once the baby comes.
0:16:25 > 0:16:26- He promised.
0:16:30 > 0:16:31- Hello!
0:16:32 > 0:16:35- Santa has obviously come - to the right place.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37- Did you enjoy lunch?
0:16:37 > 0:16:41- Sorry, Sara. I was trying - to keep the staff happy.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44- I hope you didn't promise - free drinks.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47- I've got a surprise for you.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52- Now, then. Eh?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55- Oh, a real one.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58- Our first Christmas - should be special.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- And the most important thing.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03- What's this, eh?
0:17:04 > 0:17:07- Time for me to disappear, I think.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12- So give this to Dai.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14- I live in hope!
0:17:14 > 0:17:15- Ta-ra.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17- Ta-ra.- - Ta-ra, Mam.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30- Sorry for losing my temper earlier.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33- It's alright.
0:17:33 > 0:17:37- No, it's not alright. I shouldn't - have taken it out on you.
0:17:40 > 0:17:42- Thank you for being there for me.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47- It's difficult for you.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50- But it's difficult for us all.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13- Where are you going at this hour?
0:18:13 > 0:18:17- I didn't want to disturb you. - The alarm is ringing at Cwm FM.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19- Have you called the police?
0:18:19 > 0:18:23- Dai's been doing a job for us. - He must have done something.
0:18:24 > 0:18:25- ESTHER CRIES
0:18:26 > 0:18:27- Shall I go?
0:18:28 > 0:18:31- No, she'll settle now. - Go and sort the alarm out.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- I won't be long.
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