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0:00:16 > 0:00:17- Right, then.
0:00:18 > 0:00:21- Whoa! Didn't you think of knocking?
0:00:21 > 0:00:23- Didn't you think getting dressed?
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- Didn't you think getting dressed?- - You shouldn't even be here.
0:00:26 > 0:00:27- I live here.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29- I live here.- - I thought you'd told him?
0:00:29 > 0:00:31- Told me what?
0:00:31 > 0:00:35- Do you remember me saying - I'd be renting out the house?
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- Oh, yes. - It'll be nice to have company.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- I don't think you understand.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43- Eifion will rent the entire house, - not individual rooms.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45- Are you throwing me out?
0:00:46 > 0:00:48- You're welcome to stay - and pay rent.
0:00:49 > 0:00:51- Where can I find that sort of cash?
0:00:51 > 0:00:53- I don't have a job.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- Maybe it's time for you to go home.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- This was Dad's idea, was it?
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- It's nothing to do with your father, - I need the money.
0:01:04 > 0:01:05- But we're family.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07- You can't throw me out.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10- Sorry, boy. I don't have any choice.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- Have you sold the van?
0:01:18 > 0:01:20- Have you sold the van?- - No, we've got a local job.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23- Eifion asked us to check a few - points before he rents the house.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25- Is he moving?
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- Is he moving?- - To Penrhewl. Didn't you know?
0:01:27 > 0:01:31- No. I'm the last to hear any gossip.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34- Because you're too busy - creating your own!
0:01:34 > 0:01:36- Hiya. Has anyone seen Sioned today?
0:01:36 > 0:01:38- Not this morning.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40- No, I haven't either.
0:01:40 > 0:01:41- Sorry.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43- Why? Is everything OK?
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- Why? Is everything OK?- - Yes, fine.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49- You were a bit offish with him.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52- He and Tyler have argued - about something.
0:01:53 > 0:01:56- That's no excuse for you - to be short.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59- I'm not five years old, Dad.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06- You're home.
0:02:06 > 0:02:07- Yes.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10- Where have you been?
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- You stayed out all night.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17- You weren't in the shop.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20- You've told Mam.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22- I thought you'd gone there.
0:02:22 > 0:02:23- I thought you'd gone there.- - What's wrong with you?
0:02:24 > 0:02:25- Making her worry.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30- You weren't with Kelly or Tyler.
0:02:30 > 0:02:34- I stayed in a hotel, - if you have to know.
0:02:34 > 0:02:38- And doing you a favour. - They were about to phone the police.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40- A favour?
0:02:41 > 0:02:44- You need to work a double shift - to pay for the hotel.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48- You've gone too far, Sioned.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52- You're self-harming and blaming me. - That's insane.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55- And you let Kelly believe that.
0:02:56 > 0:03:00- I didn't want to let down - that lively imagination of hers.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06- I don't just want - the safety certificate.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10- The bathroom tap is leaking - and the kitchen sink smells.
0:03:11 > 0:03:12- No worries, we'll sort it out.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15- Dad, you can start in the bathroom.
0:03:15 > 0:03:16- I haven't had a shower yet.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- I haven't had a shower yet.- - Tough.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21- You have no right to do this.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- You have no right to do this.- - I'm letting you stay as a favour.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- I'll be squatting before long.
0:03:25 > 0:03:26- I'll be squatting before long.- - I'd like to see you try.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- You've never liked me, have you?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33- I haven't called - at an awkward time, have I?
0:03:33 > 0:03:35- No. How can I help you?
0:03:36 > 0:03:40- I hear a rumour - that you're putting it up for rent.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- News travels fast.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46- I was wondering whether - you'd rent it to me and Sheryl?
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- I didn't know you wanted to move.
0:03:50 > 0:03:54- The flat is a bit small, - particularly with a child.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- What do you say?
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- What do you say?- - Take a seat and we'll talk terms.
0:03:58 > 0:04:02- To be honest, you and Sheryl are - the sort of tenants I had in mind.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04- Thank you.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06- Are you alright?
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- Are you alright?- - Yes, of course I am.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11- Ed said you'd gone away - without saying where.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13- He wasn't listening as usual.
0:04:13 > 0:04:17- I've been worried for no reason. - Why didn't you say she was home?
0:04:17 > 0:04:20- I've only just arrived back. - A bit of a headache.
0:04:20 > 0:04:21- You know what Lowri's like.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- You know what Lowri's like.- - I remember you both in Aberystwyth.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27- When we were in school, - making your life hell.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29- Things have changed since then.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31- Things have changed since then.- - I'm going to work.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34- Don't forget that double shift.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41- Is everything alright with you two?
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- Is everything alright with you two?- - Yes, of course.
0:04:43 > 0:04:47- I find it weird, you going away - without telling him where.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- I've told you, Mam, - it was a misunderstanding.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52- Are you sure?
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- Are you sure?- - Stop worrying, everything's fine.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- Now I've found a tenant, - I'll have to clear this room too.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24- I'll help you.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28- I don't know if I should do it.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30- I'd better ask Jim.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33- Do you think he'll want to do it?
0:05:33 > 0:05:35- Do you think he'll want to do it?- - I don't know.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38- I'm not touching it - until I've spoken to him.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- He lost his temper - when Angela tried.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42- I'll come with you.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47- Thanks for the offer but I think - it'll be easier if I do it alone.
0:05:48 > 0:05:49- You know best.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53- It's not going to be easy.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01- Here you are.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04- I'm beginning to think - I've forgotten something.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- You've treated me to lunch - for no reason.
0:06:07 > 0:06:08- There is a reason.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10- There is a reason.- - So I have forgotten something.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- No, - but I've got some good news for you.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- You've booked a holiday.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- No, better than that.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20- We're moving.
0:06:21 > 0:06:22- Sorry?
0:06:22 > 0:06:25- Before you get excited, - we're not going far.
0:06:25 > 0:06:29- I've been speaking to Eifion - and we're renting his house.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31- And you've sorted it all out.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33- And you've sorted it all out.- - Yes.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- Without talking to me first?
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- If I'd done that, it wouldn't be - a surprise, would it?
0:06:40 > 0:06:41- Hywel, this is a major decision.
0:06:42 > 0:06:43- It effects us all.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47- That's why I'm doing it. Esther will - have a garden to play in.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50- It's not much of a garden, is it?
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- I thought you'd be pleased.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55- I thought you'd be pleased.- - Pleased with what?
0:06:55 > 0:06:59- That you've taken a huge decision - without consulting me?
0:06:59 > 0:06:59- Listen, Sher, the flat is too small.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- Listen, Sher, the flat is too small.- - I know that.
0:07:02 > 0:07:06- But I'd like to move out of Cwmderi, - for Esther to have plenty of room.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- We don't have to be there for long.
0:07:10 > 0:07:11- So, why move at all?
0:07:11 > 0:07:14- So, why move at all?- - The chance came along, that's all.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- I know it's going to be difficult.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22- It's upsetting for me too.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25- But now I've moved back - to Penrhewl...
0:07:25 > 0:07:28- ..I've decided - to rent the house out.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33- What's that got to do with me?
0:07:35 > 0:07:38- Courtney's room needs to be cleared.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40- Do you think you can do that?
0:07:40 > 0:07:43- I'll help, if that's what you want.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46- We understand, don't we, Jim?
0:07:48 > 0:07:51- Sorting out her stuff...
0:07:52 > 0:07:54- ..will help you to move on.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56- Having them here...
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- ..will remind us of the good times.
0:08:05 > 0:08:06- No.
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0:08:20 > 0:08:23- Here you are. All properties - Tomos & Ellis have on the books.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26- Most of them - can be viewed immediately.
0:08:26 > 0:08:27- Someone's keen.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29- Someone's keen.- - There are a few mansions.
0:08:29 > 0:08:32- Alright. I'll take a look tonight.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34- You can take a look at them now.
0:08:34 > 0:08:38- What's going on, Hywel? Why do you - want to move all of a sudden?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40- There's nothing going on.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43- I just want a new home - with a bit more space and a garden.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- No. Something's wrong - and I want to know what.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48- Please tell me.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55- Alright. - Is it anything to do with Kevin?
0:09:02 > 0:09:03- Listen, Sher.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09- I can't stand living in the place - where he attacked you. Sorry.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13- But it happened in here.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16- We sleep above this room - and I can't bear it.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- OK. But what about me?
0:09:21 > 0:09:24- It doesn't matter where I live, - I still have to work here.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28- Do you have any idea - how hard that is?
0:09:28 > 0:09:33- Having to walk into this room - every day and re-live what happened.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35- We could find a new salon too.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38- Don't you think - I've considered it?
0:09:38 > 0:09:41- Hywel, running away is easy.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44- But it isn't just this place - that reminds me.
0:09:44 > 0:09:48- I can be in town, in the car, - even playing with Esther...
0:09:49 > 0:09:53- ..and something takes me back - to what happened that night.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56- I've had to learn - to deal with what happened.
0:09:57 > 0:10:01- Moving house and salon - won't solve anything.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09- We'll finish in the kitchen - and be out of your way.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11- Fair play to you, - you've been very quick.
0:10:14 > 0:10:15- How did it go?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17- How did it go?- - Not brilliant.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21- So, there's only one choice. - Sort out the room ourselves.
0:10:22 > 0:10:23- We can't do that.
0:10:24 > 0:10:28- We can't wait for Jim either. - Hywel wants to move in soon.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31- Shall I talk to Eileen?
0:10:31 > 0:10:34- I don't think even Eileen - can sort this out.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- As it's too much for you...
0:10:39 > 0:10:41- ..I've decided to go there...
0:10:42 > 0:10:45- ..to clear out Courtney's room - for you.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47- I promise I'll be careful.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- I'll pack it all up - and bring it back here.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54- We can go through them - when you feel better.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57- As I said earlier...
0:10:57 > 0:11:01- ..re-living the memories - by going through her stuff...
0:11:01 > 0:11:03- ..will be a comfort to you.
0:11:04 > 0:11:08- I remember how comforting it was for - me to go through Gwendolen's stuff.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11- Seeing photos of her, - me and Maureen...
0:11:12 > 0:11:14- ..and the fun we used to have.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18- You don't understand, - do you, Eileen?
0:11:20 > 0:11:24- I understand that you can't see - any glimmer of hope at the moment.
0:11:26 > 0:11:30- It's not that I can't face - clearing Courtney's room.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34- I don't want to clear it.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38- You don't have any choice, Jim.
0:11:40 > 0:11:44- Courtney's room is going to stay - exactly as it is.
0:11:44 > 0:11:48- It's the only place - that hasn't changed since she died.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50- And nobody...
0:11:50 > 0:11:52- ..nobody, do you understand...
0:11:53 > 0:11:55- ..can take that away from me.
0:12:09 > 0:12:10- Sher, listen.
0:12:10 > 0:12:15- Sorry, I should have been honest - with you and talked to you first.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- Kevin's a cloud over us all.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20- But he's not the only past I have.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23- Garry?
0:12:23 > 0:12:27- Don't you remember that he - used to beat me black and blue...
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- ..when we lived in Eifion's house?
0:12:31 > 0:12:33- Sorry, I didn't think.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36- I don't know what to say.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39- You don't have to say anything.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41- But maybe, just maybe...
0:12:42 > 0:12:45- ..you should think - of someone other than yourself.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56- Just this, please.
0:12:56 > 0:12:57- A pound.
0:12:58 > 0:12:59- I hope you're behaving.
0:12:59 > 0:13:03- I've got enough on my plate - without worrying about Sioned.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06- Sioned's fine.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07- Sioned's fine.- - Have you been drinking?
0:13:08 > 0:13:10- It's lunchtime, - you're supposed to be working.
0:13:11 > 0:13:12- I know, sorry.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16- Whatever you problem is, - you can't solve it by drinking.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19- Nor by being horrible to Sioned.
0:13:20 > 0:13:21- I'm not being horrible to her.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23- I'm not being horrible to her.- - Don't play games.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24- You don't understand...
0:13:24 > 0:13:25- You don't understand...- - I understand.
0:13:26 > 0:13:30- You're looking for sympathy - because you feel guilty.
0:13:30 > 0:13:34- I'll be keeping a beady eye on you - from now on.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39- Are you alright?
0:13:39 > 0:13:41- Are you alright?- - No.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43- I don't think I am.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45- What's wrong?
0:13:45 > 0:13:47- I've just had enough.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49- Sioned and Ed - are arguing constantly...
0:13:49 > 0:13:52- ..and I don't know - where to start with Jim.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54- He needs help.
0:13:54 > 0:13:55- He needs help.- - I help him.
0:13:55 > 0:13:59- I know you are but maybe - he needs professional help.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02- I don't think Jim would agree.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- Don't give him the chance - to refuse.
0:14:09 > 0:14:12- Do you think - you two could do me a favour?
0:14:12 > 0:14:15- Of course. - We're always ready to help.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16- Once a minister...
0:14:17 > 0:14:19- If I buy you a couple of pints...
0:14:21 > 0:14:23- ..can you say there's a problem...
0:14:23 > 0:14:26- ..and refuse to give Eifion - the certificate?
0:14:27 > 0:14:30- Delay it to give me time - to find a place to live.
0:14:30 > 0:14:33- Listen, I'm sorry, - but I run an honest business.
0:14:34 > 0:14:38- Anyway, you're too late. - Eifion has the certificate already.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47- I'm sorry, but we won't be renting - the place from you after all.
0:14:48 > 0:14:52- After talking to Sheryl, - we realized this isn't what we want.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53- Isn't it good enough for you?
0:14:53 > 0:14:55- Isn't it good enough for you?- - It's not that.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59- I wish you'd talked to her - before wasting our time.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- I feel awful about it.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- No damage has been done.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05- Just inconvenient.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08- I've just stopped Tomos & Ellis - from putting it in the paper.
0:15:09 > 0:15:10- See you.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15- Does this mean I can stay - a bit longer?
0:15:15 > 0:15:16- No, it doesn't.
0:15:17 > 0:15:18- If you don't have any tenants...
0:15:18 > 0:15:19- If you don't have any tenants...- - Start packing.
0:15:21 > 0:15:22- You heard what she said.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33- You haven't moved since I left.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- Let's go for a walk - and get some fresh air.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40- No.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44- Put the TV on, Pointless is on now. - You like that.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46- Everything is a bit pointless - at the moment.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51- We can't carry on like this.
0:15:51 > 0:15:55- You have to move on - and get a grip on your life.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56- I'm going back to bed.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58- I'm going back to bed.- - You're not going anywhere.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01- I've been trying to help you.
0:16:01 > 0:16:05- I've been strong for both of us - but I can't do it any longer.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09- I'll always be here for you...
0:16:09 > 0:16:13- ..but you have to pick yourself up - from this dark place.
0:16:15 > 0:16:18- The first step - is to clear Courtney's room.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21- I know that it's difficult.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24- Maybe it seems impossible - at the moment.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25- In order to move on...
0:16:25 > 0:16:28- In order to move on...- - Don't you see, Eileen?
0:16:28 > 0:16:31- I can't move on without her.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34- I'll never get over this.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38- And what about me? - Do I mean anything to you now?
0:16:38 > 0:16:40- Of course you do.
0:16:40 > 0:16:44- So there we are. You have - something that's worth fighting for.
0:16:45 > 0:16:49- I'm not saying that life - will be the same again...
0:16:49 > 0:16:52- ..but with time - and a helping hand...
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- ..you'll get through it.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57- I really don't know if I will.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01- Of course you will. - There is help available.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06- Professionals who know what to do - in these circumstances.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- I'm not going to see any shrink.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13- Sorry, - but you don't have any choice.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16- I've already booked - an appointment for you.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19- You're seeing a private counsellor - next week.
0:17:19 > 0:17:20- I don't think...
0:17:20 > 0:17:22- I don't think...- - You're going, Jim.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25- If you won't do it - for your own good...
0:17:26 > 0:17:28- ..then do it for mine.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38- Where have you been? - You're supposed to be working.
0:17:38 > 0:17:39- The Deri.
0:17:39 > 0:17:43- The Deri? I had to get - another driver in to cover you.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45- I wanted time to think.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50- I can't do this any more, Sioned.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53- After last night, - I can't keep quiet.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55- I nearly told your mother earlier.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57- I nearly told your mother earlier.- - Tell her!
0:17:59 > 0:18:00- I won't stop you.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04- You can tell Kelly as well, - and Tyler.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07- Tell them - what you couldn't say last night.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10- I'm sure they'll believe - every word.
0:18:11 > 0:18:12- What's wrong, Ed?
0:18:13 > 0:18:15- The door's over there.
0:18:16 > 0:18:19- You just have to be man enough - to walk through it.
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