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0:00:31 > 0:00:35- "Headship: - Cwmderi Lifelong Learning School"
0:00:37 > 0:00:41- Is that your job? Are they - making you apply for your own post?
0:00:42 > 0:00:44- It's a different school.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47- Maybe Debs could have a word - with a few bigwigs.
0:00:47 > 0:00:51- Mark, I'm not a governor - in the new school, I've told you.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53- Your name's all over that job.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55- I don't know about that.
0:00:55 > 0:00:58- I'm off. - I don't want to miss the bus.
0:00:59 > 0:01:00- I'm going Christmas shopping.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- I'm going Christmas shopping.- - Great. So I'm here on my own again?
0:01:04 > 0:01:07- Just like I'll be on my own - when you're in Bali.
0:01:07 > 0:01:11- Do you fancy a few drinks tonight? - We can meet in the Deri later.
0:01:11 > 0:01:12- I'll have loads of bags.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14- I'll have loads of bags.- - Go home first.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17- Or we can go to The Bull. - Please, Mark?
0:01:17 > 0:01:20- Look, if he's there, - we'll go home, OK?
0:01:20 > 0:01:24- It's none of my business, - but don't let Kevin drive you out.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27- He's not, I just fancy a change.
0:01:27 > 0:01:28- He doesn't go out much.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31- He doesn't go out much.- - How you can live with him?
0:01:32 > 0:01:34- He made Christmas dinner yesterday.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37- He's cooking for you?
0:01:37 > 0:01:40- I didn't eat it. - I thought you had a bus to catch?
0:01:42 > 0:01:44- Deri tonight. Don't be late.
0:01:48 > 0:01:50- Debbie. What's the rush?
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- Debbie. What's the rush?- - Sorry, Christmas shopping.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55- Good. You can do mine too.
0:01:55 > 0:01:56- Good. You can do mine too.- - Very funny.
0:01:58 > 0:02:02- Talking of Christmas, - some of the staff want a party.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05- Well, Dol wants a party.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08- Buffet, sausage rolls, - wine on the table...
0:02:08 > 0:02:10- And a karaoke machine. I know.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- She's already asked me - and I said no.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18- Come on, they've been flat out - to get the orders out.
0:02:18 > 0:02:21- We have to show - a bit of appreciation.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24- They get paid. - I'm not paying for a party too.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27- It's easier not to start, trust me.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29- OK? That's better.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35- Here you are. Thank you.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- Hiya.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41- Tell me, - what do you want for Christmas?
0:02:41 > 0:02:44- All I want for Christmas - is a quiet day.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- Shut myself away for the day.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49- That sounds nice. - And I'm cooking, alright.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- You don't have to.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53- I insist.
0:02:53 > 0:02:54- I insist.- - But I enjoy it.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58- You try to do everything so fancy - all the time.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00- What do you mean?
0:03:00 > 0:03:03- Nutmeg and rosemary - on the potatoes.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05- Bacon and anchovies in the gravy?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08- I prefer a traditional dinner.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10- I'll stay out of the kitchen then.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12- You can look after the sprouts.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14- You can look after the sprouts.- - You don't like sprouts.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- No, so you can put - whatever you want on them!
0:03:17 > 0:03:20- Blue cheese, chocolate. - It's up to you.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23- They'll be the best sprouts - Cwmderi has ever seen.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- They're not coming near my plate.
0:03:27 > 0:03:31- All I want is for you two - to have the best Christmas ever.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- And forget that Kevin exists.
0:03:35 > 0:03:38- It would help if you didn't - mention him all the time.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41- I am trying, Sher.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44- I know you are.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- The best present you can give me - is to put Kevin out of your mind.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- And maybe a pair of earrings.
0:03:53 > 0:03:54- Perfume.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- A voucher to a spa.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- Anything else?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00- Anything else?- - I'm sure I can think of something.
0:04:07 > 0:04:08- Oh, thanks.
0:04:09 > 0:04:10- Hang on.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12- If anyone asks, you haven't seen me.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15- You're a bit old - to be mitching school.
0:04:15 > 0:04:19- I want to start the application form - without Gaynor watching.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21- Or you can be honest with her.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- Why? I don't want - to upset her, poor thing.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27- You're enjoying this.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29- She's just so confident.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32- That reminds me of someone I know.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34- I know how much this job - means to you...
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- ..but others will be trying for it.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- ..but others will be trying for it.- - Why put a dampener on things?
0:04:40 > 0:04:41- I want you to be realistic.
0:04:41 > 0:04:44- I want you to be realistic.- - So, me being head isn't realistic?
0:04:44 > 0:04:47- I don't want you - to be disappointed.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48- You don't think I can do it.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51- You don't think I can do it.- - That's not what I said.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59- Hey! Jason!
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- Have you got time - to pop over for a cuppa?
0:05:04 > 0:05:07- I'm really busy - at the moment, sorry.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- You can spare ten minutes.
0:05:10 > 0:05:11- No. Some other time maybe.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14- Is everything alright?
0:05:14 > 0:05:15- Is everything alright?- - Yes. Yes.
0:05:16 > 0:05:17- You seem on edge.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20- I've just got a lot on. - You know how it is.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- Yes, I understand perfectly.
0:05:23 > 0:05:27- Listen, Jason, you don't - have to listen to your mother.
0:05:28 > 0:05:29- You're a big boy now.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31- You're a big boy now.- - I'm just busy, that's all.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34- So you said. Bye.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38- Kevin.
0:05:38 > 0:05:42- Maybe I've got a spare ten minutes. - Everybody deserves a break.
0:05:43 > 0:05:44- Cafe?
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- Mm, I'm not sure. I don't think - I'd be welcome by Debbie.
0:05:48 > 0:05:53- Debbie's not there. She's out - Christmas shopping all day.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55- It would be nice - to see the place again.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- If she isn't there, - it won't do any harm.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01- What do you say?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04- What's Santa bringing Esther?
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- I don't know. A Wendy house?
0:06:07 > 0:06:09- We live in a flat, there's no room.
0:06:09 > 0:06:13- She'll be more interested in the - boxes. There's some in the back.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23- I don't want to cause any trouble.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25- If you want me to go, I will.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28- It's not up to me.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32- We don't have the right - to stop you.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- Coffees?
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- Thanks.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39- I'll pay.
0:06:39 > 0:06:40- I'll pay.- - It's alright, I'll pay.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44- The old place hasn't changed at all.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- I feel like I'm finally at home.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48- I feel like I'm finally at home.- - Take a seat, I'll bring them over.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- Can I have two slices of toast each, - with plenty of butter?
0:06:55 > 0:06:58- Maybe a Wendy house - sounds like a good idea after all.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- Hywel.
0:07:05 > 0:07:06- Oh, Ffion.
0:07:06 > 0:07:10- Oh, Gaynor. I'm sorry - about this morning. Dentist.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15- It's alright. Are you free over - lunch? I want a panto rehearsal.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17- I've got work to do.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- I've got work to do.- - But it's on next week.
0:07:20 > 0:07:25- Please, we don't have much time, and - I need to fill the application form.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28- Is the advert out? I didn't notice.
0:07:28 > 0:07:32- This morning. We have to rehearse. - Shall we go to the flat?
0:07:32 > 0:07:34- We'll get some peace there.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39- Do you feel better now?
0:07:39 > 0:07:41- Do you feel better now?- - I'm not the same person.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43- Anything else?
0:07:43 > 0:07:46- No, thanks.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- I had some good times here.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51- Really? - Stinking of chip fat all day?
0:07:51 > 0:07:54- I'd come back in a shot. - I can hear Dad now.
0:07:54 > 0:07:58- I half expect him - to come through that door.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01- What's this order, Kevin? - Your handwriting's terrible.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04- You take after Nain Gwalchmai.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07- The Can-do People.
0:08:07 > 0:08:08- Ta-ra now.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13- That was nothing like Meic.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17- Bless you, Kelly.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19- Leave it.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20- Leave it.- - Look at him!
0:08:20 > 0:08:22- Drawing attention to himself.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25- Get me a top-up while you're at it.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27- Coming up, Jase.
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0:08:45 > 0:08:46- Out.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48- Out.- - Sorry, it's my fault.
0:08:49 > 0:08:50- Out!
0:08:50 > 0:08:54- Look, Debs, - I don't want to upset you.
0:08:55 > 0:08:56- Get out then.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58- Get out then.- - I only wanted to see the place.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00- You've seen it, so go.
0:09:00 > 0:09:01- You've seen it, so go.- - Just go!
0:09:02 > 0:09:03- How can you just sit there?
0:09:03 > 0:09:05- How can you just sit there?- - Let's go.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08- No, Kevin's leaving, not you.
0:09:08 > 0:09:12- Nobody wants you here, or wasn't - the graffiti clear enough?
0:09:12 > 0:09:14- Was that you?
0:09:14 > 0:09:18- No, but I'd shake the hand - of whoever did it. Get out, now.
0:09:28 > 0:09:29- Debs...
0:09:29 > 0:09:31- Debs...- - Don't!
0:09:45 > 0:09:49- But Cinderello, you're not coming - to the party. Loser!
0:09:49 > 0:09:53- While we're raving, - you'll be scrubbing.
0:09:53 > 0:09:54- Understand?
0:09:55 > 0:09:58- Shouldn't you emphasise - the "we'll" there?
0:09:58 > 0:10:01- Does it matter? - It's exactly the same.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- Do you need help? - I can prompt, if you like.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07- We've rehearsed enough.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09- We've rehearsed enough.- - Just once more.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12- We've been at it for ages. - It's supposed to be fun.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15- It won't be - if we make fools of ourselves.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17- Are you alright?
0:10:17 > 0:10:19- Are you alright?- - No, I'm not alright.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- What if I get a blank?
0:10:21 > 0:10:23- It's only a pantomime.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27- I break out into a sweat - when I think about it.
0:10:27 > 0:10:28- Why didn't you say?
0:10:28 > 0:10:31- Why didn't you say?- - Because I know I'm being silly.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34- Listen, Gaynor, - if you feel the nerves coming...
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- ..just imagine everyone naked.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41- Yes.
0:10:41 > 0:10:45- It's lucky I don't get like this - before an interview.
0:10:46 > 0:10:47- Yes, exactly.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- Have you heard - of anyone else trying?
0:10:51 > 0:10:53- If you do, will you...?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- If you do, will you...?- - Yes, you'll be the first to know.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57- Hello?
0:10:59 > 0:11:02- It's a pity you don't support my - career as much as you do the panto.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- Ffion, I'm 100% behind you.
0:11:06 > 0:11:07- I've got faith in you.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- I've got faith in you.- - I'm serious.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12- I'm going to get that job.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14- Sorry. Is everything OK?
0:11:15 > 0:11:16- Shall we go?
0:11:16 > 0:11:18- Shall we go?- - Thanks for your help.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21- I feel more confident already.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23- I feel more confident already.- - Yes. So do I.
0:11:31 > 0:11:35- We're running out of tuna. - I'll get some from the shop.
0:11:36 > 0:11:37- Why did you let him in?
0:11:39 > 0:11:41- I wasn't expecting you back.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45- He wasn't trying to upset you. - The cafe means loads to him.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48- I don't care. He's a rapist.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- He just wanted to see the cafe.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53- Sorry? Are you defending him?
0:11:53 > 0:11:54- Sorry? Are you defending him?- - No.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57- I worried about you living with him, - but you're best mates.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00- I'm not friends with him.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01- I'm not.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- I'm not.- - That's how it sounds to me.
0:12:03 > 0:12:09- Maybe you're cosy with Anita - but never let him in here again.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12- I got your text. What's wrong?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14- Just take me home.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25- "Awyr Iach Christmas Drinks"
0:12:25 > 0:12:27- I said we're not having a party.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- I said we're not having a party.- - It's just a few drinks.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32- It's the same thing, you know that.
0:12:32 > 0:12:37- One night out won't do any harm. - Come with us, you'll have fun.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40- You should have talked to me first.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42- Talk?
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- I ask and you say no?
0:12:45 > 0:12:47- It's not funny.
0:12:47 > 0:12:48- It's not funny.- - No, it isn't.
0:12:48 > 0:12:52- An hour or two in the Deri and you - sound like I'm having an affair.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56- We're going to this party.
0:12:56 > 0:13:01- And more than that, for once, - we're going to have a bit of fun.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08- Hywel, I'm trying to tidy up here.
0:13:13 > 0:13:14- No.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16- We can't carry on like this.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20- If we get enough names - of people who want Kevin out...
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- It's not what I want - and you know that.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24- I can't pretend any longer.
0:13:25 > 0:13:26- I've tried and failed.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29- Seeing him there - trying to take over...
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- This isn't the answer.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- This isn't the answer.- - What is? More graffiti?
0:13:34 > 0:13:35- He's winning.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36- He's winning.- - No.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39- This is letting him win.
0:13:40 > 0:13:45- If you start this now, - it'll take over your life.
0:13:45 > 0:13:46- I'm doing this for us.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48- I'm doing this for us.- - Are you?
0:13:48 > 0:13:51- I've worked so hard - to get myself where I am now.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54- I won't let you or him spoil that.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00- This would be a step back, - not a step forward.
0:14:00 > 0:14:01- Please.
0:14:02 > 0:14:07- I want Esther's first Christmas - to be about her, not Kevin.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18- Thanks.
0:14:28 > 0:14:32- Right, so we'll go to the Deri - straight from work, OK.
0:14:32 > 0:14:36- No, it's not OK. It's not right - they're walking all over you.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38- Sara, you know what they're like.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- It's less hassle just to agree.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44- You need to be stronger.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47- It's not right that I have to do - all the dirty work.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50- This is how it's going to be.
0:14:50 > 0:14:51- Like what?
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- Like what?- - When we have a child.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- He or she will ask, - "Mam, can I have a sweet?"
0:14:57 > 0:14:58- And I'll say, "No, love."
0:14:58 > 0:15:01- Then they'll ask Dadi. - "Yes, how many do you want?"
0:15:02 > 0:15:04- A bit of sugar never hurt anyone.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- Don't start.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09- I know I'm not - the most popular person at work...
0:15:09 > 0:15:13- ..and I'm fine with that, - but I won't have it in my own home.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16- Sara, stop talking nonsense.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20- I'm not. You'll have to support me.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24- Relax a bit - and there won't be a problem.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25- Relax?
0:15:25 > 0:15:29- That's the way to raise a child, - is it? Watch out, Gina Ford.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33- And what's your way, Sara? - Discipline?
0:15:33 > 0:15:36- I suppose you're going to be - one of those strict parents.
0:15:37 > 0:15:38- Yes, if that's for the best.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41- Good luck, because I'm not.
0:15:41 > 0:15:45- Jason, children need rules - and boundaries.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48- There's plenty of time for rules - when you grow up.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50- I should know that - better than anyone.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- What's that supposed to mean?
0:15:54 > 0:15:57- Great, we're already arguing - and the baby isn't even here.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59- You started.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01- You started.- - You're like a child yourself!
0:16:01 > 0:16:05- Cool down. - How many times do I have to say it?
0:16:05 > 0:16:07- Everything's going to be fine.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10- Not the way you're going.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12- Everyone else copes.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- How hard can it be?
0:16:15 > 0:16:17- You haven't got a clue!
0:16:18 > 0:16:20- Stop saying that. It isn't fair.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22- It is! You don't have a clue.
0:16:23 > 0:16:26- I can't do anything right. - If it's not you, it's Mam.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Are you surprised?
0:16:29 > 0:16:31- If you're so perfect...
0:16:31 > 0:16:34- ..why don't you raise this child - on your own?
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- You're home early.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50- Don't tell me, has she sacked you?
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- I just needed a breather, - that's all.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58- Why did I go near the cafe? - I need my head examined.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- The cafe means a lot to you.
0:17:01 > 0:17:04- Sentimental, like. - I understand that.
0:17:05 > 0:17:06- TEXT ALERT
0:17:12 > 0:17:14- Are you OK?
0:17:14 > 0:17:16- Are you OK?- - Yes. Yes, fine.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21- A mate who used to be in prison - wants to go for a pint.
0:17:21 > 0:17:24- He's hassling me all the time, - but I won't go.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27- I don't want to be reminded - of the place.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30- Sorry about earlier.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34- Fine.
0:17:38 > 0:17:42- Why did you go back to the cafe? - You were meant to be shopping.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45- I forgot my credit card.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51- Debs, that won't help.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57- Listen, I know you've had a shock...
0:17:58 > 0:18:00- ..but he didn't do anything to you.
0:18:02 > 0:18:03- Don't you see?
0:18:04 > 0:18:05- He wanted to scare me.
0:18:06 > 0:18:07- He didn't know you'd go back.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10- He knew what he was doing.
0:18:10 > 0:18:14- He's already hoodwinked Anita, - Jason and Kelly.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- And now you.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- Hey, no.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21- I'll always be here for you, OK.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23- Alright?
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- He's playing games with us. - I know he is.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29- Hush, now. Don't worry.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32- He's enjoying seeing me suffer. - That's why he's back.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34- This is just the start, Mark.
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