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0:00:16 > 0:00:18- Hello?
0:00:19 > 0:00:21- Oh, Linda.
0:00:21 > 0:00:24- Lovely to see you.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26- And you.
0:00:26 > 0:00:28- Are APD doing flowers now?
0:00:28 > 0:00:31- I offered to do them - for the wedding.
0:00:31 > 0:00:33- I'm glad you're here.
0:00:34 > 0:00:36- You look alright.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38- I was great...
0:00:38 > 0:00:41- ..until DJ cancelled the wedding.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- What?
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- What?- - I told him about the cancer.
0:00:45 > 0:00:49- He was so upset, he's cancelled.
0:00:49 > 0:00:51- Oh, no.
0:00:51 > 0:00:52- Poor lad.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54- And you.
0:00:54 > 0:00:58- I hadn't intended to tell him, - but I collapsed.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- I had no choice then.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- I think it's better - that I leave Cwmderi.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05- How will that help?
0:01:05 > 0:01:08- How will that help?- - His life will be about him.
0:01:08 > 0:01:12- Him and Cadno, - not me and this illness.
0:01:14 > 0:01:19- I know it's a lot to ask, - but will you give this to him?
0:01:20 > 0:01:22- Why don't you give it to him?
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- Because I don't want to be there - when he reads it.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- Please, Diane.
0:01:27 > 0:01:31- If I stay, he'll mollycoddle me - and send me to some hospice.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36- I can't imagine - how difficult this is for you.
0:01:37 > 0:01:38- Or him.
0:01:38 > 0:01:42- But it's something - you have to work out between you.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44- Running away isn't the answer.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- Not this time.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01- Alright?
0:02:01 > 0:02:04- I thought you were meeting Tomos.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07- He's busy.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- Well, that's what his mother said.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11- Well, that's what his mother said.- - You didn't speak to him then?
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- Yes, but he said - that she'd arranged things.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20- I hate it around here. - It's so boring.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22- I can't wait to move away.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26- Well, not before your party.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28- What party?
0:02:28 > 0:02:33- It was supposed to be a surprise, - but in case you've made plans...
0:02:33 > 0:02:36- ..we've organized a party for you - in the Deri tonight.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39- Then that's why Tom - was so odd on the phone.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43- He's always been a bad liar. - He's coming, isn't he?
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- He's had an invite.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48- I can't say more than that.
0:02:49 > 0:02:53- I've got another surprise for you - as well, as you're so bored.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56- You're going to play the part - of Buttons in the pantomime.
0:02:56 > 0:02:57- What?
0:02:57 > 0:03:00- What?- - You're Buttons in the pantomime.
0:03:01 > 0:03:02- He's hilarious.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05- How old do you think I am? Five?
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- It's not a kids' pantomime.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10- It's not a kids' pantomime.- - Alright, am I five or 50?
0:03:10 > 0:03:14- No-one my age wants to play Buttons.
0:03:14 > 0:03:15- Just give it a go.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- Dani really wants you to do it.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22- Think how pleased Garry would be - if you helped her out.
0:03:24 > 0:03:25- Will you pay me?
0:03:25 > 0:03:26- Will you pay me?- - Pardon?
0:03:27 > 0:03:31- I'm skint, and every actor - deserves to get paid.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- Yes, alright.
0:03:36 > 0:03:40- I haven't told Cadno yet. - She's not back until tonight.
0:03:40 > 0:03:44- She'll understand. - I'm not cancelling, just postponing.
0:03:45 > 0:03:46- Until I die?
0:03:51 > 0:03:53- She's told you, has she?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- I already knew.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00- Since when?
0:04:01 > 0:04:03- Last time I was here.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04- Last time I was here.- - Since the summer?
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- I almost told you so many times.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12- I begged them not to. - It wasn't their place.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- Whose place was it? - You weren't going to tell me.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- Fair play, DJ, - this isn't just about you.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21- To think you and Dad knew. - I'm her son.
0:04:21 > 0:04:25- The whole time we discussed Mam, - you kept it from me.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28- You're talking - as if what I want isn't important.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- I'd better go.
0:04:30 > 0:04:35- You've got more important things - to discuss than who knew what.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- You can shout at me later.
0:04:39 > 0:04:42- Are there more tantrums to come?
0:04:42 > 0:04:45- I think I deserve to have one, - if you ask me.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51- I know you're suffering.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55- I'd give anything - to be able to change things, but...
0:04:56 > 0:05:00- ..I don't have the energy - to deal with you or anyone else...
0:05:00 > 0:05:03- ..telling me how to live - the rest of my life.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06- Please, will you understand?
0:05:13 > 0:05:15- Hey, Dani.
0:05:15 > 0:05:19- I've got good news if you're still - looking for a Buttons.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20- Colin?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22- Colin?- - Not quite. Chester.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24- He'd love to do it.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27- Did you hear what I said?
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- OK, I don't have time - to be diplomatic, but no.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36- I've worked my guts out on it - and Chester's too much of a risk.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38- He'll be so disappointed.
0:05:38 > 0:05:43- You know we have to keep him busy, - especially while Garry's away.
0:05:43 > 0:05:47- It's easy to keep him busy. - There are loads of jobs round here.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51- But I'll make a deal with you.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54- I'll keep Chester as busy as I can - with the panto...
0:05:54 > 0:05:56- ..if you give me Colin.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59- What's wrong with Chester?
0:05:59 > 0:06:01- What's wrong with Chester?- - That's not the question.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03- The question is...
0:06:03 > 0:06:09- ..out of everyone in the village, - who would be perfect for the part?
0:06:09 > 0:06:13- Come on, Britt. Colin really wants - to do it and he'd be fantastic.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- OK, what will I tell Chester?
0:06:16 > 0:06:17- Do you want a drink?
0:06:17 > 0:06:19- Do you want a drink?- - No, I'm not staying.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22- Are you working here tonight?
0:06:22 > 0:06:25- Are you working here tonight?- - Of course I am, with the party.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27- Do you mind having a word - with Chester?
0:06:27 > 0:06:28- About what?
0:06:28 > 0:06:30- About what?- - Oh, I don't know.
0:06:30 > 0:06:34- Football, computer games, girls. - Anything, really.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36- His friends can't come.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- OK.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39- OK.- - Thanks.
0:06:39 > 0:06:43- Could you invite him out - to do something sometime?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- Like what?
0:06:46 > 0:06:50- I don't know. There's a lot going on - at this time of year.
0:06:50 > 0:06:54- I'll make sure there's a bonus - in your Christmas pay.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58- Alright, I'll think of something.
0:07:02 > 0:07:06- What sort of mother am I, paying - people to be friends with my son?
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- Hey, you're a lovely mother. - He's lucky to have you.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- Does this mean I get Colin?
0:07:15 > 0:07:17- Yes, alright.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- Thanks, Britt!
0:07:23 > 0:07:26- When I got the cancer - the first time...
0:07:26 > 0:07:30- ..my whole life was about - having one treatment after another.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34- I did what the doctor, - the radiologist...
0:07:34 > 0:07:36- ..and everyone else told me.
0:07:36 > 0:07:40- It was OK, because it was - all about getting better.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45- But it's different this time.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- There's no cure...
0:07:48 > 0:07:51- ..and maybe not much time left.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53- You might have 15 years.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55- You might have 15 years.- - More probably a year.
0:07:56 > 0:07:57- But the oncologist said...
0:07:58 > 0:08:01- Yes, and then he said - how much time was likely.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- I just couldn't tell you.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08- I found it difficult to tell myself.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13- I'm so sorry.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16- For both of us.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19- Please don't cancel the wedding.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24- I want to be there.
0:08:32 > 0:08:33- OK.
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0:08:48 > 0:08:50- Right, here we are.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56- I can put this here.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00- What time are people arriving?
0:09:00 > 0:09:02- I'm not sure...
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- ..but you know what the traffic - is like at this time of year.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08- But more people are coming?
0:09:08 > 0:09:11- I'm here. Who else do you need?
0:09:12 > 0:09:14- Come and eat something.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16- The script is great.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19- It is, but...
0:09:19 > 0:09:20- But what?
0:09:21 > 0:09:26- Well, we could make Cassius - an all-knowing rat.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- Cassius Confucius.
0:09:28 > 0:09:32- He could be the conscience - of Diablo Dad.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34- Are you speaking Welsh?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37- Sorry, what I'm trying to say is...
0:09:37 > 0:09:42- ..you could create an interesting - relationship between the characters.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45- I could write a few gems.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47- Yes, OK.
0:09:47 > 0:09:52- Anything to stop Gethin complaining - he's just a rat in the background.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55- Where's Garry?
0:09:55 > 0:09:57- In Greece.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00- In Greece.- - He hasn't come home for the party?
0:10:00 > 0:10:02- Sorry. I'm disappointed too.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06- But what he's doing - is important to him.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08- You're important too, OK?
0:10:09 > 0:10:12- But he knows you're safe - with people who love you.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15- Which is more than you can say - for refugees.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- Hey, Chester...
0:10:18 > 0:10:21- ..I want you to meet Mathew.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23- Alright?
0:10:23 > 0:10:24- Alright?- - OK?
0:10:24 > 0:10:28- He's new to the area - and he doesn't know many people.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31- Do you, Mathew?
0:10:31 > 0:10:32- Do you, Mathew?- - No.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34- We'll have to do something sometime.
0:10:36 > 0:10:37- Like what?
0:10:38 > 0:10:39- I don't know.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42- Go and watch Swansea City play - or something.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46- Or play computer games.
0:10:48 > 0:10:52- It's a busy time of year, isn't it? - There's a lot on.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56- Are you asking me on a date?
0:10:56 > 0:10:57- Are you asking me on a date?- - No!
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- Don't be soft, Chester!
0:11:02 > 0:11:04- Did you ask him to do this?
0:11:04 > 0:11:06- Did you ask him to do this?- - No, honest.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08- I don't know many people.
0:11:08 > 0:11:12- And you won't either, - if you try to pick up schoolkids.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- Hello? Diane?
0:11:20 > 0:11:21- In here.
0:11:21 > 0:11:25- I know there's no wedding, - but did these have to die?
0:11:26 > 0:11:29- I can't do anything right - these days.
0:11:29 > 0:11:33- Isn't that the bucket Dad uses - to wash paintbrushes?
0:11:33 > 0:11:37- Don't tell me I used a bucket - that's had chemicals in it.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40- Don't worry about that. - He's finally seen sense.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46- I'm not cancelling the wedding.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49- And I'm sorry for the way - I spoke to you earlier.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50- Good.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53- I'm glad you've sorted things out.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56- That's more important - than anything else.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59- I'm sorry I've made such a mess - of the flowers.
0:11:59 > 0:12:03- I've got a friend in Llanelli - who's a florist. I'll ring her.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05- Would you mind?
0:12:05 > 0:12:07- Would you mind?- - As long as you do me a favour.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10- I've brought some outfits - for the wedding.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13- I can't decide which one to wear.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16- Quality dilemma. The sort I like.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19- I've got a bottle of Prosecco - in the fridge to help us.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22- That's the help I like as well!
0:12:23 > 0:12:26- Look after the shop - until your father comes back.
0:12:26 > 0:12:30- Of course. - Don't enjoy yourselves too much.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32- See you later.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36- If I can have...
0:12:36 > 0:12:38- ..your attention.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42- I'd like to say a word - on behalf of Britt and the family.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- You're not family.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48- No, but Britt - has asked me to speak.
0:12:50 > 0:12:54- You're quite right, Chester, - I'm not family.
0:12:55 > 0:12:59- But you've all made me feel - that I am.
0:13:00 > 0:13:05- Sometimes, that means more - than being a blood relative.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- Lovely speech.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09- Stop it.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11- It's OK. I know things are tough.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14- You don't know anything about me.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17- OK, sorry, everyone.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19- Go home.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20- Why?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Why?- - Everyone, especially Colin...
0:13:22 > 0:13:24- ..is welcoming you back.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- That's not my problem.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29- No, it's Colin's problem.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- He's too kind for someone like you.
0:13:32 > 0:13:37- He even lied about how friendly you - were when he visited you in jail.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40- Maybe he's desperate for friends.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42- Look around, Chest.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47- Colin's not the one - who's desperate for friends.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58- I could have handled that better.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00- And you didn't help.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08- Ta-dah!
0:14:09 > 0:14:11- Oh, lovely.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14- I like the colour. It suits you.
0:14:14 > 0:14:17- But is the other one more me?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21- You look great in both.
0:14:21 > 0:14:26- What are you wearing? It might help - to know what I'm competing against.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28- I'm not competition for anyone.
0:14:28 > 0:14:33- I'm sure even Cadno's worried - you'll upstage her.
0:14:33 > 0:14:37- I was going to wear an outfit - I've had for a while.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40- I paid a lot of money for it.
0:14:41 > 0:14:45- I always pull it out - for special occasions.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48- I tried it on this morning.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53- I didn't look...
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- Diane?
0:14:59 > 0:15:02- I looked old.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04- And fat.
0:15:04 > 0:15:07- Like mutton dressed as lamb.
0:15:14 > 0:15:17- Can I interest you - in a plate of vol-au-vents?
0:15:17 > 0:15:20- I've been to funerals - that were more fun.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23- I'm sorry, Britt. I don't know - what I can do to help him.
0:15:24 > 0:15:28- Don't you apologize. You tried - to protect me from the truth.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31- It wasn't the best decision.
0:15:33 > 0:15:37- You've been a knight in shining - armour through all this, Col.
0:15:37 > 0:15:38- Come here.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44- I don't know what's wrong with me - these days.
0:15:44 > 0:15:48- I make silly mistakes at work, - at Awyr Iach and at APD.
0:15:49 > 0:15:54- I've seen Dai cleaning brushes - in those buckets hundreds of times.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59- I'm not much use in either place.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01- No use to anyone.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03- Does Dai know you feel like this?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05- Does Dai know you feel like this?- - I haven't said anything.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08- Do you think - you've got a touch of depression?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12- I'm not going to take any tablets.
0:16:13 > 0:16:17- I'm not saying that, - but you're not yourself.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20- When you are, - you're pretty fantastic.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23- I'm fed up with myself.
0:16:25 > 0:16:29- I feel like I'm going round - in one big circle...
0:16:29 > 0:16:31- ..and not knowing why.
0:16:32 > 0:16:36- I'm ashamed that I'm selfish enough - to burden you with this.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- Don't.
0:16:38 > 0:16:43- You have no idea how good it feels - to be treated like a normal person.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- I look at you and...
0:16:45 > 0:16:47- ..I see how brave you are.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50- Please don't.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- Sorry, I hate the word brave.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57- Cancer or not...
0:16:57 > 0:17:01- ..I admire the way - you're taking control of your life.
0:17:01 > 0:17:05- You know what the difference is - between you and me, don't you?
0:17:06 > 0:17:07- Time.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11- And I know I don't have much left.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16- Do you like your wedding outfit?
0:17:16 > 0:17:17- Do you like your wedding outfit?- - I hate it.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19- Buy a new one then.
0:17:20 > 0:17:22- And if you don't like your work, - give it up.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26- Do you really want to say - on your deathbed...
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- .."I'm so glad - I wore that disgusting outfit...
0:17:30 > 0:17:33- "..and stayed in a job I hated"?
0:17:36 > 0:17:40- Right then. Will you come with me - to buy a new outfit?
0:17:41 > 0:17:42- Try and stop me.
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