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0:00:15 > 0:00:17- Right, I'll see you tonight.
0:00:17 > 0:00:19- Don't you want any breakfast?
0:00:21 > 0:00:23- That's Meilyr's.
0:00:23 > 0:00:24- That's Meilyr's.- - Yes.
0:00:25 > 0:00:28- I found it - when I was clearing the room.
0:00:28 > 0:00:30- I want Esther to have it.
0:00:31 > 0:00:32- Alright.
0:00:33 > 0:00:35- Do you fancy meeting for lunch?
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- I've got a lot to do - Stacey's off.
0:00:37 > 0:00:39- I've got a lot to do - Stacey's off.- - Only for half an hour?
0:00:39 > 0:00:40- I want you to get to know Esther.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42- I want you to get to know Esther.- - Right. Phone me later.
0:00:42 > 0:00:45- Hywel, aren't you going - to say goodbye to her?
0:00:50 > 0:00:54- That'll be great. - I look forward to it. Bye.
0:00:54 > 0:00:55- DOOR BUZZER
0:00:55 > 0:00:56- Hello?
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- Hello?- - Hiya, it's Diane.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01- Daniel's coming to stay - for a few days.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- Great. When?
0:01:03 > 0:01:04- Great. When?- - This weekend.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07- I thought we could take them - to Bluestone.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09- Hiya, Diane.
0:01:10 > 0:01:11- Do you want a cuppa?
0:01:12 > 0:01:14- No, thanks. - I want a word with Ffion.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17- How do you fancy - holding Welsh classes in the units?
0:01:18 > 0:01:22- There used to be one in Llanarthur - but the tutor has emigrated.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24- Nothing to do with the class.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26- Can we talk later? I have to go.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28- Can we talk later? I have to go.- - I'll walk with you.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30- So, I'll book the weekend away, OK?
0:01:30 > 0:01:32- So, I'll book the weekend away, OK?- - Let me see how much work I've got.
0:01:32 > 0:01:35- I'm sure you can - sort something out.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38- Jim?
0:01:41 > 0:01:42- Jim? Sioned?
0:01:43 > 0:01:44- Ed?
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- "Welcome to Fighting Fit with Tina.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08- "Shake off those arms. - Here we go, loosen the shoulders.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11- "Kick that leg to the side. - Here we go.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- "Get that leg a bit - higher. Kick it out."
0:02:14 > 0:02:18- It's informal sessions we had - in mind, a sort of talking shop.
0:02:18 > 0:02:19- You're ideal.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22- You're ideal.- - I'll think about it but no promises.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25- I'll get back to you by the end of - the week. I want a word with Hywel.
0:02:26 > 0:02:27- Hywel!
0:02:30 > 0:02:32- Congratulations.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- I've wanted to come over - since I heard but I've been busy.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- I had no idea you were adopting.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39- I had no idea you were adopting.- - Neither did I.
0:02:39 > 0:02:43- The first I knew about it - was when the baby was in the flat.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46- How long has she been planning this?
0:02:46 > 0:02:47- Three months?
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- The process can take years - in this country.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55- She has gone through - the proper channels, hasn't she?
0:02:55 > 0:02:59- Yes. It's easier - in Uganda apparently.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01- You're not happy about it, are you?
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- I haven't had time - to process it yet.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- That's why adoption takes so long.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09- Parents must be absolutely certain.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11- Parents must be absolutely certain.- - Well, Sheryl is absolutely certain.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14- I've never seen her so happy.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- Keep this to yourself, - we're still sorting it all out.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20- Just come over - if you need a chat or anything.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29- You look a bit posh - to be working on the hay.
0:03:29 > 0:03:30- You don't remember.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- I thought you said tomorrow.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36- Today or tomorrow. - We might as well start today.
0:03:36 > 0:03:40- I can't today, sorry. - I've promised to help Diane.
0:03:40 > 0:03:44- Uncle David's out on a job - and she's stuck.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- Phone and tell her you can't. - She's not your boss.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51- And who is my boss? You, is it?
0:03:51 > 0:03:52- No.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56- That's a shame. I like the idea - of you ordering me about.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- Does that mean - you'll harvest hay today?
0:03:59 > 0:04:03- What if I promise - to make us a special meal tonight...
0:04:03 > 0:04:05- ..and work really hard tomorrow?
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- Diane's got too much - of an influence over you.
0:04:09 > 0:04:10- Jealous?
0:04:10 > 0:04:11- Jealous?- - Yes, I am.
0:04:11 > 0:04:15- So tonight, I want three courses, - wine and flowers.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- It's the least I can do - for my lovely little Cadno.
0:04:21 > 0:04:25- "Keep kicking those legs out - in front. Side to side.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28- "Swing it to the side. - Get ready to tap in front.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- "Tap. One, two..."
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- Have you talked to Cadno today?
0:04:44 > 0:04:45- No. Why?
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- No. Why?- - I want you to be my alibi.
0:04:47 > 0:04:51- I love her and all that - but when you work together...
0:04:51 > 0:04:53- ..go out together, live together...
0:04:53 > 0:04:56- ..it's impossible - to arrange something on the quiet.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- You're not fed up of her already, - are you?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- Fed up of her? - No, I want to marry her.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04- That's where I'm going, - to buy the ring.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08- That's fantastic news.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- I've got a few of things - on today or I'd come with you.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14- Do you want me to juggle my diary?
0:05:14 > 0:05:15- Do you want me to juggle my diary?- - No, it's alright.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17- I think I know what she likes.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- But if you see or hear - from Cadno today...
0:05:22 > 0:05:25- ..tell her I've been working - for you as a favour.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27- No problem.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29- I'm so pleased for you! Come here.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35- Hiya. Sorry I'm late.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37- Have you ordered?
0:05:37 > 0:05:38- Have you ordered?- - No, we're waiting for you.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41- Stacey's only been in Cwm FM - for a few days...
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- ..and she's changed everything.
0:05:44 > 0:05:45- What do you want?
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- Aren't you going to say hello - to Esther first?
0:05:49 > 0:05:50- Yes.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52- Are you alright?
0:05:52 > 0:05:55- Are you alright?- - Do you want to hold her?
0:05:55 > 0:05:57- I'm in a bit of a rush.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- Hywel, it'll take less - than a minute.
0:06:01 > 0:06:02- Say hello properly.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09- I don't want her to have this.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14- I don't want to pick her up.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- That's OK.
0:06:17 > 0:06:21- Maybe it was a mistake - giving her Meilyr's toy.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23- It isn't the toy.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25- Every time I look at her...
0:06:26 > 0:06:29- ..this stranger, I'm reminded of...
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- ..how much I miss Meilyr.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34- But she's a different person.
0:06:36 > 0:06:37- A new life.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39- I know.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44- I don't think I can do this.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48- Be a father - to this strange girl.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53- I think it would be best - if I moved out.
0:06:55 > 0:06:58- Are you finishing with me?
0:06:58 > 0:06:59- Are you finishing with me?- - I don't know.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- I'm annoyed with you.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07- I'm annoyed with you - for what you've done.
0:07:07 > 0:07:11- You've taken it for granted - I'd want to be a father to her.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14- It wasn't like that. Sit down.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16- Please, Hywel, sit down.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- I knew it wouldn't be easy.
0:07:21 > 0:07:22- But I know you.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25- I know we can make this work.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30- I don't have any feelings for her.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37- I think it's best for everyone - if I moved out.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40- Sorry.
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0:07:56 > 0:07:57- Is this convenient?
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- Is this convenient?- - Yes. Do you want a cuppa?
0:07:59 > 0:08:03- No. I've had enough - and too many biscuits.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- That's why I'm here, to be honest.
0:08:06 > 0:08:10- I want a bit of advice - on losing weight and keeping fit.
0:08:10 > 0:08:15- I've seen some gyms online - but I hate the idea of going there.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18- Me too. - I prefer to go for a run.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21- I'd love to run - but I don't think I can.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23- Of course you can.
0:08:23 > 0:08:27- I haven't done any exercise - in years.
0:08:28 > 0:08:32- My blood pressure is high - and I don't know where to start.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35- Could you be my personal trainer? - I'd pay you.
0:08:35 > 0:08:39- I don't have the qualifications - to be a personal trainer.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- I'm sure you know enough - to train someone like me.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46- It would be a huge boost - to my confidence.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49- Alright, then. - But I'll need you to run.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51- Right.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54- Make sure you wear trainers - and a good sports bra.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58- And not a word to anyone, - including Jim.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01- I could do without their comments.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- Hiya, Gethin, I was just leaving.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06- I'll phone you tomorrow.
0:09:06 > 0:09:07- I'll phone you tomorrow.- - OK, thanks.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- She wants me to help her get fit.
0:09:11 > 0:09:12- But don't tell anyone.
0:09:12 > 0:09:13- But don't tell anyone.- - Why not?
0:09:14 > 0:09:16- She's worried - people will laugh at her.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18- They should follow her example.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22- Hey, have you thought any more - about going away?
0:09:23 > 0:09:25- It could be difficult this weekend.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28- But you can find time - to coach Eileen?
0:09:29 > 0:09:30- That will only take an hour.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33- That will only take an hour.- - But Daniel doesn't stay here often.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35- I'm sure you can reschedule.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37- I'm sure you can reschedule.- - I'll do my best but no promises.
0:09:47 > 0:09:48- Listen...
0:09:50 > 0:09:52- ..don't worry about the bills.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55- I'll help as much as I can - until you sort yourself out.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57- She'd lost everything.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00- We've got the opportunity - to give her a good life.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05- Think about all that love - that's inside us both.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09- We can't let that go to waste.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- You're not going to give up - so easily, are you?
0:10:14 > 0:10:15- The keys...
0:10:15 > 0:10:18- The keys...- - Hywel, please! Don't do this.
0:10:28 > 0:10:32- I'm looking for DJ. He isn't in APD - and he's not answering his phone.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33- Isn't he?
0:10:34 > 0:10:37- Dai's asked him to help - with some job.
0:10:37 > 0:10:41- I thought he was helping you - because Dai was on a job.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43- Yes, that's true.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47- One of the boys was taken ill, - gastroenteritis.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- DJ offered to help.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52- Typical Dai, taking advantage.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- DJ was meant to help me - with the harvest today.
0:10:55 > 0:10:56- I hope Dai's paying him.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58- I hope Dai's paying him.- - Of course.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- I might as well go.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04- Where did you say they are?
0:11:04 > 0:11:08- I didn't. - Llanelli somewhere, I think.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- And everything's alright, is it?
0:11:11 > 0:11:12- Yes. Why?
0:11:13 > 0:11:14- Nothing.
0:11:14 > 0:11:18- If you talk to DJ before me, - tell him I'll cook dinner tonight.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- Ta-ra.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26- Gaynor phoned me earlier.
0:11:26 > 0:11:30- She wants me to talk to Year 10 - about work experience.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33- What? Are there still students - wanting to be mechanics?
0:11:33 > 0:11:36- It's a good livelihood - and we'll always need cars.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38- DOOR BUZZER
0:11:38 > 0:11:41- That's probably for you. - Who'd want to talk to a mechanic?
0:11:44 > 0:11:45- Hello?
0:11:45 > 0:11:47- Gethin, it's Hywel.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49- Come up.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- I didn't mean to be harsh.
0:11:52 > 0:11:56- The ones who speak to me - want to be actors, WAGs or celebs.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01- Sorry to land on you like this.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05- Sheryl and I have split up.
0:12:05 > 0:12:06- I'm sorry.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10- Is it OK to stay here - for a few nights? Please.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13- Daniel's staying here - for the next few days.
0:12:13 > 0:12:17- Oh, right. I'll find - a B&B somewhere. Never mind.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20- No, don't go.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22- We can manage for a few nights.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24- Of course.
0:12:25 > 0:12:26- Thank you.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- I can't think of being in the flat - with Sheryl and...
0:12:31 > 0:12:32- ..Esther.
0:12:33 > 0:12:37- Can I take my case through - to the spare room?
0:12:37 > 0:12:41- Dinner will be ready in a minute. - There's plenty, we insist.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49- They've split up. - What was I supposed to do?
0:12:50 > 0:12:51- What about Daniel?
0:12:52 > 0:12:55- We'll sort something out. - Why are you so miffed?
0:12:55 > 0:12:59- Forget it, I'm going for a pint. - You two can have a chat.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01- When will you be back?
0:13:01 > 0:13:05- Don't worry. I'll phone you - to check if you're free.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18- She's fast asleep.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- I'm sure it will be a huge change - for you and Hywel.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25- Oh, Sheryl, what's wrong?
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- Oh, Sheryl, what's wrong?- - Sorry, I'd better go.
0:13:27 > 0:13:31- No, come to the flat for a cuppa. - There's no-one at home.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35- Hywel has just finished with me.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39- He doesn't want us.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41- I'm sorry to hear that.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44- Come to the flat, I think I've got - something stronger there.
0:13:48 > 0:13:51- Morgan Cavendish, is it?
0:13:51 > 0:13:54- You know how to spend your money.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56- Only the best for Cadno.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59- I remember that shop - when I was a little girl.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02- I'd drive Mam up the wall.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- I used to stare at the jewellery - for hours.
0:14:05 > 0:14:09- I think Cadno will like it. - She doesn't go for flashy stuff.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15- It's perfect for her.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- She'll love it. It's beautiful.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21- Good.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25- I'm going to cook tonight - and then pop the question.
0:14:26 > 0:14:30- I forgot to tell you. When she came, - she said she was cooking.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34- I was going to make something - really nice.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36- I can't ask her - over a bowl of pasta.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40- Cadno isn't much of a cook, you see.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44- It'll have to do I suppose.
0:14:45 > 0:14:46- Have to do?
0:14:47 > 0:14:51- You don't ask a woman to marry you - in a situation that "will do".
0:14:53 > 0:14:55- You're only going to do this once.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56- You're right.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59- I'll take her out for a meal.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- Take her away to somewhere romantic, - something to remember.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- A story to tell the grandchildren.
0:15:06 > 0:15:10- I could take her to Bordeaux - for the football this weekend.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11- Football!
0:15:12 > 0:15:16- Somewhere romantic - like Rome or Venice...
0:15:16 > 0:15:19- ..is what I had in mind, - not football!
0:15:19 > 0:15:24- You're right. But not a word - to anyone until I decide what to do.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26- No problem.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30- I won't even tell Dai.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33- Especially Uncle David.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36- I'd better go - or Cadno will think I've run away.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- Before you go...
0:15:41 > 0:15:43- ..go out the back and put these on.
0:15:43 > 0:15:48- You look much too clean to have - spent the day on a building site.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53- Poor Ed.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56- He and Sioned - have decided to try for a baby...
0:15:57 > 0:16:00- ..so she's forcing him - to drink these green smoothies.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03- I'm sure you can't wait - to be a grandmother.
0:16:03 > 0:16:04- No.
0:16:04 > 0:16:08- But it's unbelievable - how time has flown by.
0:16:08 > 0:16:12- I still remember the children - being born as if it was yesterday.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16- Hywel thinks I'm trying - to fill the void after Meilyr.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20- But there's no void.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23- He's still there. - Just like John is to me.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28- All I want, Eileen...
0:16:29 > 0:16:33- ..all I've ever wanted - is a husband, children and a home.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37- No matter what I do, - it never works out.
0:16:39 > 0:16:44- But when you discussed the adoption, - Hywel agreed to it, didn't he?
0:16:44 > 0:16:46- We've never discussed it.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49- Hywel had no idea what I was doing.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52- I know what you're going to say...
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- No, I'm not going to judge you.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57- I know how it feels to lose a child.
0:16:57 > 0:17:01- I know how stressful it can be - for individuals involved...
0:17:02 > 0:17:03- ..and for a couple.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08- I felt an instant connection - with Esther.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12- She looked at me and just smiled.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16- And then she laughed.
0:17:16 > 0:17:20- Amid all the noise and poverty, - she laughed.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24- I knew straight away...
0:17:24 > 0:17:27- ..I wasn't going - to leave that place without her.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31- Was that so wrong?
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- I'm sure I'd have done - exactly the same.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39- But Hywel's in a different place.
0:17:39 > 0:17:40- He hasn't had the same experience.
0:17:40 > 0:17:42- He hasn't had the same experience.- - I know.
0:17:43 > 0:17:48- But I thought after he'd met her - and spent a bit of time with her...
0:17:49 > 0:17:51- ..everything would be OK.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- But he can barely say her name.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57- Are you going to give up so easily?
0:17:57 > 0:18:00- I've seen the way - Hywel looks at you.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02- You have to start playing it smart.
0:18:03 > 0:18:04- What do you mean?
0:18:04 > 0:18:06- What do you mean?- - Remind him of what he's lost.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10- You're an independent woman - running your own business.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13- And you're gorgeous.
0:18:13 > 0:18:14- I'm not sure about that.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- I'm not sure about that.- - Without doubt!
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- Hywel gave up everything - to be with you.
0:18:21 > 0:18:26- Do you really think those feelings - have disappeared over night?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- I suppose not.
0:18:29 > 0:18:33- Well, give the impression that life - carries on just fine without him.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37- If you play it right...
0:18:37 > 0:18:41- ..there's no rhyme nor reason - why you can't have what you want.
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