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0:00:15 > 0:00:17- I cry in pain sometimes...
0:00:17 > 0:00:20- ..but feeding is supposed - to be enjoyable.
0:00:20 > 0:00:23- We men haven't got a clue, have we?
0:00:23 > 0:00:26- I don't like taking - lots of painkillers.
0:00:26 > 0:00:30- I suggested she should go - around the house topless.
0:00:30 > 0:00:34- If you haven't got anything - sensible to say, shut up.
0:00:34 > 0:00:39- I'm serious. It's important they - get a chance to breathe, isn't it?
0:00:39 > 0:00:41- We'll try a different ointment.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- Thanks.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45- He is a bit light.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47- He is a bit light.- - You see.
0:00:47 > 0:00:51- I was worried - he wasn't getting enough.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53- I've considered using a bottle.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- A mother's milk must be best.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- A mother's milk must be best.- - I know that, Jason!
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- I must be doing something wrong.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- I must be doing something wrong.- - No, you're doing everything right.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07- A baby with Downs - will take longer to feed.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10- There's no easy answer, I'm afraid.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15- Right, you'll have to excuse me.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18- Thanks, Doctor. - Sorry for troubling you.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21- Not at all. Any time.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24- You're not on your own. - Remember that.
0:01:29 > 0:01:30- Thank you, Doctor.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33- She needs plenty of support, - alright?
0:01:33 > 0:01:35- Yes.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39- "Gone away. Need some space."
0:01:45 > 0:01:48- Shouldn't you be at the cafe?
0:01:48 > 0:01:51- Oh, yes, I've phoned to say - that I'm not going in.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53- I don't feel very well.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57- What's wrong?
0:01:57 > 0:01:59- Just a bit sick, a headache.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- I hope I'm not getting - another migraine.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04- I haven't had one for ages.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07- Yes, you do look a bit pale.
0:02:07 > 0:02:11- I'll postpone the visit to see - your mother if you feel like this.
0:02:11 > 0:02:15- No, no, I'll be fine, - Auntie Anita, honest.
0:02:16 > 0:02:21- Let me do a shift at Awyr Iach - and then we'll see how you feel.
0:02:21 > 0:02:25- Your mother would never forgive me - if I left you in this state.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27- I'll see you later, alright?
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- Come in!
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- You wanted to see me.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39- You wanted to see me.- - Take a seat.
0:02:44 > 0:02:48- I've been thinking a lot - since our chat yesterday.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50- Have you had any luck - finding a new school?
0:02:51 > 0:02:53- No, not yet.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58- Would you like a place - at the new community school?
0:02:59 > 0:03:00- Are you pulling my leg?
0:03:01 > 0:03:05- No. You impressed me yesterday.
0:03:05 > 0:03:09- You were honest, sincere - and you admitted you were wrong.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12- There's a first time - for everything.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15- What about Mrs Llywelyn - and Mr Davies-White?
0:03:15 > 0:03:17- They won't want me at the school.
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- No, nor will many - other teachers, but...
0:03:26 > 0:03:28- ..I'm giving you the choice.
0:03:28 > 0:03:32- Accept a place at the school - and prove yourself...
0:03:32 > 0:03:35- ..or go to another school - where no-one knows you...
0:03:35 > 0:03:38- ..which is a lot easier for you - in many ways.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42- I can't believe - you're giving me the choice.
0:03:42 > 0:03:46- You'll have to be punished - for the essays business.
0:03:46 > 0:03:50- You'll be in the sin bin from now - until the end of the exams.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54- And I won't allow you to go - on the school trip to Paris.
0:03:54 > 0:03:55- OK.
0:03:56 > 0:04:00- Like I said, Chester, - it isn't the easy option for you.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03- Yes, but I've got a lot - of friends here.
0:04:03 > 0:04:07- And now that Hannah can attend - the new school...
0:04:07 > 0:04:10- ..I'd like to accept the offer.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12- I really appreciate it.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14- I really wasn't expecting it.
0:04:16 > 0:04:17- Thank you.
0:04:24 > 0:04:28- A furnished two-bedroom house. - It sounds ideal to me.
0:04:31 > 0:04:35- You don't like the fact I live here - after what I've done, do you?
0:04:36 > 0:04:38- Hello?
0:04:38 > 0:04:41- Ooh, this is perfect timing.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46- It's DJ's idea that I find - somewhere to live.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49- A house closer to Cwmderi - would suit Mam.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51- Crymych is a bit far away.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54- The house in Crymych - isn't mine any more.
0:04:54 > 0:04:58- The landlord kicked her out. - She was behind with the rent.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01- She spent all her money in America.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03- When did this happen?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05- A couple of weeks ago.
0:05:05 > 0:05:10- That's terrible. - Wasn't he aware of your situation?
0:05:10 > 0:05:15- We need to forget about him now and - this house is far more comfortable.
0:05:15 > 0:05:16- I'll pay the rent.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18- I'll pay the rent.- - No, there's no need, DJ.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- You can stay here permanently. - There's plenty of room here.
0:05:22 > 0:05:23- You've done enough.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25- You've done enough.- - I insist.
0:05:26 > 0:05:29- You'll have to discuss it - with Dad and Hannah first.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31- They'll agree with me.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33- Now, that's settled.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36- Thanks, Diane.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38- You're all so kind.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- Right, here they are.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47- Now, then, hold on. - What have I got here?
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- What am I supposed to do with that?
0:05:50 > 0:05:52- It's a breast pump, Sara.
0:05:53 > 0:05:57- We both agree that your milk - is best for the baby, don't we?
0:05:57 > 0:06:00- With this, we'll have the best - of both worlds.
0:06:00 > 0:06:04- And it runs on batteries - so you can take it anywhere.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- Is using that meant to help?
0:06:06 > 0:06:10- A couple of days on this and then - you can try Ifan on the breast.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13- Since when have you been an expert?
0:06:13 > 0:06:16- I spoke to the woman in the shop.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Come on, Sara.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- We might as well try it. - What do you say?
0:06:21 > 0:06:24- Just take it back to the shop. - I feel guilty enough already.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27- Go on, take it back.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- Right.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- Oh, what?!
0:06:38 > 0:06:41- For crying out loud!
0:06:42 > 0:06:45- Some swine has stolen my bike now.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- Go, and give my regards to Mam, - yeah?
0:06:53 > 0:06:56- Look, let me know - how you feel later on. Alright?
0:06:57 > 0:06:58- Yes.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00- Ta-ra.
0:07:12 > 0:07:16- Coast is clear. - Auntie Anita has just left.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19- So come to the back door - and I'll...
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- ..keep an eye out for you.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27- Do you think I should tell - the police...
0:07:27 > 0:07:30- ..so that they can - investigate further?
0:07:30 > 0:07:34- There was nothing Eileen - or anyone else could've done...
0:07:34 > 0:07:36- ..to save your father's life.
0:07:36 > 0:07:39- He died quietly in his sleep.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42- So I should drop the matter.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- Right. Thanks, Doctor.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- Is nothing safe in this village - any more?
0:07:48 > 0:07:52- Colin, have you seen anyone - riding passed on my bike?
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- Some swine has stolen it.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56- Excuse me.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59- Excuse me.- - No? OK. Thanks, Colin!
0:08:00 > 0:08:02- There's no sign of it anywhere.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06- Ah, well. There are more - important things in life.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- If you say so.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10- If you say so.- - I'm going for a walk.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17- Go ahead. I won't tell anyone.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20- Elgan. How are you?
0:08:20 > 0:08:24- Well, I could kick myself - after last night.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27- I have to apologize every time - I see you these days.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31- You don't have to do anything.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35- The truth is, - we hardly know each other...
0:08:35 > 0:08:38- ..but I know when someone - is playing games with me.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41- I haven't felt like this - about anybody since...
0:08:42 > 0:08:45- Well, since Sophia, my wife.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- I'm not dealing with it very well.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- Can we go somewhere to talk, - please?
0:08:55 > 0:08:57- Are you coming, then?
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0:09:09 > 0:09:11- I almost didn't come.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15- I'm still not sure - if this is fair on you.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17- Don't worry about me, please.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- I've told you, I want to help you.
0:09:21 > 0:09:25- The spare room's ready - if you want to take your stuff up.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29- I've brought a sleeping bag to save - you the trouble of changing sheets.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30- It's no trouble.
0:09:31 > 0:09:35- I've had a lot of ideas about what - you and Gethin can do at Penrhewl.
0:09:36 > 0:09:40- I wanted to bring something to the - table to pay for your friendship.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Yes, well, we could all - meet up later of you like.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47- There's no rush, is there?
0:09:47 > 0:09:50- Let me catch my breath - after the last few days.
0:09:51 > 0:09:52- Yes, of course.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56- Auntie Anita's away for a few days, - so...
0:09:58 > 0:10:01- You haven't told Gethin - I'm staying here, have you?
0:10:02 > 0:10:03- No.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06- Just that you're going to help us - with Penrhewl, that's all.
0:10:07 > 0:10:08- Great.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11- I'll take my stuff up, then.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15- I almost forgot.
0:10:24 > 0:10:25- Look...
0:10:25 > 0:10:27- Look...- - I want...
0:10:27 > 0:10:28- Sorry. You go.
0:10:30 > 0:10:34- Right, well, I felt a real fool - last night.
0:10:35 > 0:10:39- I know I'd had a few drinks - but I wasn't drunk.
0:10:39 > 0:10:45- And I wanted to kiss you - and thought you wanted to kiss me.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47- So when you responded like that...
0:10:47 > 0:10:49- So when you responded like that...- - I know.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51- I'm sorry.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- Of course I wanted to kiss you.
0:11:01 > 0:11:05- I haven't been in a relationship - since Sophia.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- And to be totally honest...
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- ..because I like you so much...
0:11:14 > 0:11:19- ..it's as if I'm, - I don't know...
0:11:19 > 0:11:23- ..trying to sabotage things - in case I get hurt again.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27- So, you're not ready. Is that it?
0:11:27 > 0:11:30- I am ready, - but that's what I'm afraid of.
0:11:33 > 0:11:34- With you...
0:11:34 > 0:11:36- ..I feel...
0:11:36 > 0:11:40- ..once I'm on the train - I won't want to get off.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44- Did you just compare me to a train?
0:11:44 > 0:11:46- Sorry.
0:11:47 > 0:11:51- Once I started saying it, - I was hoping someone would shoot me.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59- I know I ruined everything...
0:11:59 > 0:12:01- ..but can we try again?
0:12:02 > 0:12:05- Well, today is a day - of second chances.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08- Didn't you know that?
0:12:11 > 0:12:13- Right, I've been thinking.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17- I can't throw Diane's kindness - back in her face and that's it.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21- You can use the rest of the money - as rent.
0:12:21 > 0:12:25- I'd rather spend it on you. I don't - have much time left to spoil you.
0:12:25 > 0:12:29- You'll be paying it back - indirectly that way.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31- Diane, I've had an idea.
0:12:32 > 0:12:36- As I can't afford to pay rent, - I'll come and help out at APD.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38- There's no need.
0:12:39 > 0:12:43- I insist. I could do the accounts, - bank the takings and all that.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- I was top of the class at maths.
0:12:46 > 0:12:51- Great. Dai always complains that - going to the bank takes too long.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54- So can I tell everyone - I've got a new job?
0:12:54 > 0:12:56- Yes. Welcome to APD!
0:12:58 > 0:13:02- Just say hello to Mam - and don't let her lead you astray.
0:13:03 > 0:13:04- Yes, OK.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- Ta-ra.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10- It's nice that there's someone - looking out for you.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12- Yes, she's a star.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- She's more of a mother to me - than my mother.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18- My mother was...
0:13:19 > 0:13:22- ..more of a rebellious teenager - with drug problems.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- Is she still alive?
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- No, she died when I was 20. - Overdose.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29- Sorry.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33- It was a long time ago. - I haven't had a bad life.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37- How about you?
0:13:37 > 0:13:41- Have you ever been married? - I assume you don't have children.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44- Yes, to the first question.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46- No, to the second.
0:13:48 > 0:13:51- My husband didn't want children. - Well, not with me.
0:13:51 > 0:13:55- It's his loss, - but you're still young enough.
0:13:55 > 0:13:59- I'm not sure by the end - if I wanted Dafydd or just children.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02- He wasn't the love of your life, - was he?
0:14:04 > 0:14:05- No.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- I lost him.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- He didn't die or anything.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12- What was his name?
0:14:12 > 0:14:13- Jinx.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15- He was lovely.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18- Still is.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20- So why aren't you together?
0:14:23 > 0:14:24- Um...
0:14:26 > 0:14:28- ..something happened to me.
0:14:30 > 0:14:35- A bloke attacked me and Jinx - was my saviour, but then...
0:14:36 > 0:14:38- ..everything changed...
0:14:38 > 0:14:41- ..and the relationship - was another casualty of the attack.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44- Sorry, I'm not making much sense.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47- You are.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50- Hey.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54- I understand.
0:14:58 > 0:14:59- DOOR BUZZER
0:15:09 > 0:15:11- Hello?
0:15:11 > 0:15:13- Hiya, Col. It's me.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15- Leave me alone, Eileen.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17- Give me two minutes, please.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- Are you still there?
0:15:24 > 0:15:25- I'm sorry.
0:15:25 > 0:15:29- And I'm sorry - it's taken so long to say that.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32- And for being afraid to tell you...
0:15:32 > 0:15:36- ..that I was with your father - in his final seconds, not you.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39- You should have been there.
0:15:41 > 0:15:46- Please come back to the shop - so we can put it right between us.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50- I'm resigning, Eileen.
0:15:50 > 0:15:51- Col.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- Col.- - I don't want to discuss it.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57- I've made my decision.
0:16:03 > 0:16:04- Alright?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06- Alright?- - You've changed your tune.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10- I don't want this to come - between us, Sara.
0:16:10 > 0:16:14- It's important that we stick - together through everything.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16- We'll get through it.
0:16:17 > 0:16:22- Another advantage of a bottle - is that you can get up in the night.
0:16:22 > 0:16:23- Hello.
0:16:23 > 0:16:27- A bottle? - Ifan will sue you one day.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31- DJ never got a bottle from me. - That's why he looks so well.
0:16:33 > 0:16:37- Well, Jason had a bottle - and he's far more brainy than DJ.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- Ah, there you go!
0:16:39 > 0:16:43- Right, I'll get this round - to celebrate my new job.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46- Are you sure you can afford it?
0:16:53 > 0:16:54- A new job?
0:16:54 > 0:16:58- She's coming to APD - to help us with the accounts.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01- I don't think it's a good idea.
0:17:01 > 0:17:04- Keeping busy is as effective - as any medication.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06- It's not fair on Dad.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09- If she had a funny turn, - Dad might panic.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12- I'm sure he'd phone for help.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16- She'd be better off at Awyr Iach. - I could keep an eye on her.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18- She wants to work for APD.
0:17:18 > 0:17:23- She'd think we were planning behind - her back if we changed our minds.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26- Not if Sara said she was desperate - to find someone.
0:17:27 > 0:17:28- Please?
0:17:29 > 0:17:31- Alright, I'll give her a job.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- To keep tabs on you for a start!
0:17:37 > 0:17:39- Have you been to Madrid?
0:17:39 > 0:17:40- No.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- No. I've been to Barcelona. - I'd like to go to Madrid.
0:17:48 > 0:17:52- I'm a real city girl at heart even - though I live in a tiny village.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56- That's why I like - being part of this campaign.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01- I like feeling - out of my comfort zone sometimes.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- That's why we get on so well.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11- If you want, maybe...
0:18:11 > 0:18:14- ..you could come and stay with me - in Madrid.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- I think you'd enjoy it.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19- I'd love to show you around.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21- I'd love that.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23- Really?
0:18:23 > 0:18:27- There we are, then, - once I've settled...
0:18:28 > 0:18:30- ..we'll make arrangements.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36- You're a breath of fresh air. - Do you know that?
0:18:37 > 0:18:39- So are you.
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