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0:00:15 > 0:00:17- These orders - are starting to pick up.
0:00:18 > 0:00:21- Oakstone want a stock - of walking clothes for their shop.
0:00:21 > 0:00:24- Cwm Ffynnon Rugby Club - wants fleeces.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26- Sixty of them.
0:00:26 > 0:00:29- Just what we need before Christmas. - We'll be busy.
0:00:29 > 0:00:31- Take care not to overdo things.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36- It won't be me stitching the logos - or packing and delivering.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38- I'll be sitting here.
0:00:38 > 0:00:42- But it's more paperwork and more - hours in front of the computer.
0:00:42 > 0:00:43- It's not healthy.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- It's not healthy.- - I'll be fine.
0:00:45 > 0:00:48- You know that other order - from Cwm Ffynnon?
0:00:48 > 0:00:50- Beanie hats with logos.
0:00:50 > 0:00:53- I've left the template - at the house.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55- Don't worry, I'll fetch it for you.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59- There you go, Mam. - I won't be long.
0:01:00 > 0:01:01- I'll come with you.
0:01:09 > 0:01:13- Fair play to Sara, - she's coping very well.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16- She didn't have to come back to work - so soon.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- I don't just mean that.
0:01:18 > 0:01:22- The way she's accepted the news - about the baby.
0:01:30 > 0:01:31- Eileen.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46- I can't stop worrying about you.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48- I understand that, Mam.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51- I didn't sleep a wink last night.
0:01:51 > 0:01:54- Ed's trying to come to terms - with what he did.
0:01:55 > 0:01:56- He regrets it.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58- Don't let him fool you.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- Ed's got a history of violence - with those steroids.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- It was a moment of madness, - nothing more.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- I thought I'd left them here.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12- They're bound to be - here somewhere, Sara.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:02:13 > 0:02:14- Oh, you go.
0:02:22 > 0:02:23- Hiya, Mam.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25- Sara, Mam's here.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28- I can see that. - Are you alright, Diane?
0:02:28 > 0:02:30- No, to be honest with you.
0:02:31 > 0:02:35- I thought you weren't going - to tell anyone about the baby...
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- ..until we'd discussed it.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39- ..until we'd discussed it.- - I didn't say that.
0:02:39 > 0:02:42- We were going to discuss - when and how to break the news.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44- That's why we haven't told anyone.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- That's why we haven't told anyone.- - Well, everyone knows now.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50- Everyone?! Why the rush?
0:02:50 > 0:02:53- Everyone?! Why the rush?- - I didn't think you wanted to know.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56- I didn't say that. - You gave me a stupid ultimatum!
0:02:57 > 0:03:00- No, Mam. - We gave you a choice, that's all.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03- I told the staff - at Awyr Iach yesterday...
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- ..because I thought - they should know.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09- I think they appreciated it.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12- And it was much easier - telling a room full of people...
0:03:13 > 0:03:15- ..than it was to talk to you - about the baby!
0:03:15 > 0:03:18- Well, there was no need - to say that, was there?!
0:03:19 > 0:03:21- Where does Gwyneth think you are?
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- County Hall.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24- What?
0:03:24 > 0:03:29- Meeting an old councillor friend - to discuss translation work.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31- You're a sly one.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- You're a sly one.- - You have to be sometimes.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37- The odd white lie - keeps the wheels of life turning.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40- A White lie, is it?
0:03:40 > 0:03:42- White. White lie!
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- Hey, very good!
0:03:49 > 0:03:51- What about Gwyneth?
0:03:52 > 0:03:54- Is she completely straight with you?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- What do you mean?
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- I don't know.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02- No, come on.
0:04:02 > 0:04:06- She's moved back to Y Felin, - got you to look after her.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11- You can't do what you want. How - much control has she got over you?
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- I'm not stupid, Iolo. - I'm here, aren't I?
0:04:15 > 0:04:19- If I want to do some work with you, - I'm going to do some work with you.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22- Good. I'm glad to hear it.
0:04:25 > 0:04:26- Oh.
0:04:29 > 0:04:30- What's that?
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- A leaflet offering help with grief.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- It must have come from the school.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38- For Courtney's friends?
0:04:38 > 0:04:40- For Courtney's friends?- - Yes.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50- What are you doing? - You've got no right to be in here.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53- Sorry. Mark said you were at school.
0:04:53 > 0:04:54- Well, I'm not.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56- Well, I'm not.- - Look, Ricky.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- We're doing a job - as a surprise for you.
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- No, you're going through my stuff. - Give that back. Get out.
0:05:04 > 0:05:05- Now.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08- Sorry, mate.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16- Do you want a cuppa - and some bara brith?
0:05:16 > 0:05:18- No, Ricky will be home soon.
0:05:18 > 0:05:22- I want to see his face - when he sees the work Iolo's done.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- Are you alright? - You look like you've been crying.
0:05:27 > 0:05:28- Stop being nosey.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- Um, no, sorry, I didn't mean that.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35- What's going on there?
0:05:35 > 0:05:38- It's something to do with them, - I'd say.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42- Hello, Jim. Where are you?
0:05:43 > 0:05:45- Food will be ready in half an hour.
0:05:47 > 0:05:51- Right. Well, be careful. - It's slippery by the river.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55- No, no. - She didn't feel like talking.
0:05:57 > 0:06:01- Yes, that, and the fact - you raised the business about Ed...
0:06:01 > 0:06:03- ..and Courtney's baby.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- The signal's failing...
0:06:06 > 0:06:07- Jim?
0:06:12 > 0:06:14- We've finished the bedrooms.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- Yours is the only one left.
0:06:17 > 0:06:18- So?
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- Your father wants us - to finish the job today...
0:06:22 > 0:06:24- ..and the radiator's ready to go.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26- I don't want it.
0:06:26 > 0:06:30- We're just trying to help you - and your father, and it's free.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- And you'll freeze without them.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35- Good.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- Hiya, boys. Have you finished?
0:06:38 > 0:06:40- Not quite.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42- Ricky doesn't want one in his room.
0:06:42 > 0:06:46- They were going through my things. - I don't want them there.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48- We can come back tomorrow, - if you want.
0:06:49 > 0:06:53- Yes, of course I want you to. - What stuff were you going through?
0:06:53 > 0:06:56- Nothing. We just moved - a few things, that's all.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59- We'll come back tomorrow.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07- Did you have to be so stubborn?
0:07:07 > 0:07:09- Did you have to be so stubborn?- - Don't you start.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11- They're only doing their job.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13- They're only doing their job.- - They were going through my stuff.
0:07:13 > 0:07:17- We got this pamphlet from school - about grief counselling.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24- Did you write on this?
0:07:26 > 0:07:28- Did you?
0:07:31 > 0:07:35- Rick, I didn't realize - you were such good friends.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36- I'm sorry.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38- Grief is a terrible thing.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42- I can't imagine - how bad Ed's feeling.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43- Eh?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- You probably know, don't you?
0:07:46 > 0:07:50- Ed was the father - of Courtney's baby.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52- What? No, he wasn't.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54- That's what I heard.
0:07:54 > 0:07:55- That's what I heard.- - Who said that?
0:07:56 > 0:07:57- I just overheard someone.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- I just overheard someone.- - It wasn't him.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02- Alright. I'm just telling you - what I heard.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07- He's not the father. I know.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11- What are you trying to say?
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- It was me. - I was the baby's father.
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0:08:32 > 0:08:35- I just want to talk, OK? - I'm not going to be angry with you.
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- How can you be so sure - that you were the father and not Ed?
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- She'd only slept with me.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47- She loved me, Dad.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- There was no-one else, honest.
0:08:51 > 0:08:52- Right.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58- Oh, Rick, why didn't you talk to me?
0:08:58 > 0:09:00- What could you have said?
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- I would have reminded you - how important safe sex is.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09- I assume you hadn't planned - to have a child.
0:09:09 > 0:09:10- No.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14- We were just so happy and...
0:09:15 > 0:09:18- And then...
0:09:18 > 0:09:21- After she died, - I could have been there for you.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24- I could have helped if I'd known.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- I'm sure you feel so lonely...
0:09:28 > 0:09:31- ..not being able to talk to anyone.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35- Losing someone - in such circumstances just...
0:09:37 > 0:09:39- I lost a girlfriend once.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42- Do you remember me - talking about Sharon?
0:09:43 > 0:09:47- It's one of the hardest things - you can go through.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- Nothing makes sense, does it?
0:09:52 > 0:09:55- When you're young - and you just lose someone like that.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00- But I'm here for you, OK?
0:10:05 > 0:10:07- I don't have time for this, Diane.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09- Why wasn't I told - the news was public...
0:10:10 > 0:10:14- ..while Vicky, Dol and Mark Jones - and everyone else knew?!
0:10:15 > 0:10:18- You should have kept - that announcement back.
0:10:18 > 0:10:22- Why? So that I'd have more time - to think about having the baby?
0:10:22 > 0:10:25- This isn't about me - telling the staff at Awyr Iach.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28- Everyone knows now, - which makes it harder for me...
0:10:29 > 0:10:31- ..to change my mind - about having this baby.
0:10:31 > 0:10:35- You don't want us to have - this baby with Down's syndrome!
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- She's being unfair! Jason, tell her!
0:10:37 > 0:10:40- Yes, get off the fence. - Am I right or not?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45- You are making things hard, Mam.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- You've been awkward - since we shared the news with you.
0:10:51 > 0:10:55- It's pretty obvious you don't agree - with our decision to keep the baby.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57- So, as Sara said...
0:10:58 > 0:11:01- ..what's the point - keeping you in the loop?
0:11:04 > 0:11:06- Thanks a lot, Jason.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- There you go. For this month.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21- Thanks. Is everything alright?
0:11:21 > 0:11:23- Yes. Great, thanks.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26- Oh? I saw Eileen downstairs earlier.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29- She was in a bit of a state, - wasn't she?
0:11:30 > 0:11:31- I don't understand.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34- I don't understand.- - I heard her on the phone outside.
0:11:35 > 0:11:36- Right.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40- Ed. It must be - a terrible time for you.
0:11:40 > 0:11:41- What are you saying?
0:11:42 > 0:11:46- I'd feel the same if Mark had been - messing around with a schoolgirl.
0:11:46 > 0:11:47- Get out.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49- So, what Eileen said is true?
0:11:50 > 0:11:53- It's not, and don't you dare - go around spreading gossip.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57- Oh, Ed. I just came to collect - the rent, but I'm going now.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59- Don't leave on my account.
0:12:03 > 0:12:04- What's wrong now?
0:12:05 > 0:12:09- Debbie heard Mam on the phone - talking about you and Courtney.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11- There was nothing going on!
0:12:11 > 0:12:14- I know, but now motormouth - thinks there was...
0:12:15 > 0:12:18- ...things are spiralling - out of control.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22- You and your family are creating - the problems now, not me.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26- Do you think I like lying to Mam - about something that didn't happen?
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- For once, Sioned, just shut up.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38- There's one more thing, of course.
0:12:38 > 0:12:39- What?
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- Two men have been wrongly accused.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- Eifion, and now Ed.
0:12:45 > 0:12:46- Eifion, and now Ed.- - Yes, I heard.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50- For their sake, I think - you should tell Eileen or Jim.
0:12:50 > 0:12:51- No.
0:12:51 > 0:12:52- No.- - Ricky.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56- I don't care about Eileen or Jim - or anyone else.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- The truth is important.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01- Only me and her were important.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- Now that she's gone, - nobody else matters.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12- You always say I can trust you.
0:13:13 > 0:13:14- You can.
0:13:14 > 0:13:17- And I always told Courtney - that I could talk to you.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20- You can, you know that.
0:13:21 > 0:13:22- Then please don't tell anyone.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- I'll tell Mam when I'm ready.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- But I'm not telling Jim.
0:13:28 > 0:13:32- I trust you. Please, promise me - you won't tell anyone.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43- Turn that down, please, Ed.
0:13:45 > 0:13:46- Ed.
0:13:48 > 0:13:51- You're still angry. - Do you want me to talk to Debbie?
0:13:51 > 0:13:55- Don't you dare. I've told her - it's complete rubbish.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57- There we are then.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59- There we are then.- - It's better if you say nothing.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- You always know - how to make things worse.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- That's it. Blame me - for everything, as usual.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07- You deserve it.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- You think so little of me, - don't you?
0:14:12 > 0:14:16- Yes, and the rest of the village - thinks even less of you.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- A lot of them - think you got Courtney pregnant.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22- And Mam and Jim - think you hit your wife.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25- And they're both lies.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30- I think I deserve - a little sympathy from you.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32- And a lot more respect too.
0:14:33 > 0:14:37- When was the last time - you said anything nice to me?
0:14:38 > 0:14:41- When did you make me supper...
0:14:41 > 0:14:45- ..or let me do something - I enjoy doing?
0:14:46 > 0:14:49- It's hard to remember, isn't it?
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- I'm your husband, Sioned.
0:14:52 > 0:14:56- Not a dishcloth - you can treat like dirt.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08- You look - like you could do with this.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13- Oh, Anita, - I've made such a mess of things.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15- What now?
0:15:18 > 0:15:22- When Sara told me that it was - a baby with Down's syndrome...
0:15:22 > 0:15:25- ..I didn't react very positively.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30- I'm used to thinking - about things like that as...
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- ..as bad news.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35- That's the way I was raised.
0:15:35 > 0:15:36- Yes.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- I can understand that.
0:15:39 > 0:15:43- I've been pushing Jason and Sara - away because I can't accept it.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48- When Sara told us the news...
0:15:49 > 0:15:53- ..the first thing that came - into my mind was my experience.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57- You know that Meic and I - discussed having an abortion...
0:15:58 > 0:16:01- ..when we heard we were expecting - a baby with Down's syndrome.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07- But we lost little Eira anyway, - didn't we?
0:16:07 > 0:16:12- And I regret every day that I even - considered getting rid of her...
0:16:12 > 0:16:17- ..because I think Meic and I - would have had more happiness...
0:16:17 > 0:16:20- ..with Eira than we ever had.
0:16:21 > 0:16:25- That's exactly how Jason and Sara - feel about their little baby.
0:16:26 > 0:16:27- They're happy...
0:16:29 > 0:16:31- ..Down's syndrome or not.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34- And you know that.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- Mam's worried sick.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42- She won't sleep for months.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46- Doesn't that worry you?
0:16:46 > 0:16:48- Not at the moment, no.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49- Oh, right.
0:16:50 > 0:16:54- You want things to go back - to the way they were, don't you?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- Back to normal.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00- When I didn't ask you to change - your behaviour all the time.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03- Yes. Exactly.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05- Alright.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11- And make sure your family - understands that as well.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13- Alright.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- How?
0:17:16 > 0:17:20- We have to convince them - that things are alright.
0:17:20 > 0:17:22- That we can be happy again.
0:17:25 > 0:17:26- Listen...
0:17:27 > 0:17:31- ..I know I landed us - in this situation...
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- ..but we have to move on now.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38- You're right.
0:17:38 > 0:17:42- And I'll show you that I can be - a good husband again...
0:17:42 > 0:17:45- ..as long as you show - that you respect me.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50- You'll get the respect you deserve.
0:17:52 > 0:17:53- Great.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57- Come here.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07- That's the respect you deserve, - and if you forget that...
0:18:07 > 0:18:10- ..I'll have no choice - but to do something much worse.
0:18:26 > 0:18:29- If you or anyone close to you...
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