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0:00:21 > 0:00:23- Sher.
0:00:26 > 0:00:27- Nice walk?
0:00:27 > 0:00:30- Nice walk?- - Yes, lovely. She's fast asleep.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34- You look tired.
0:00:34 > 0:00:36- I am a bit.
0:00:36 > 0:00:39- Go and get a few hours sleep. - It'll do you good.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43- That's what I intend doing - if madam lets me.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- Yes...
0:00:46 > 0:00:48- I've got a meeting at lunchtime...
0:00:49 > 0:00:53- ..but I can take her - for a few hours if you want.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55- No, I'll be alright. But thanks.
0:00:56 > 0:01:01- Listen, I don't know what you think - of me but I'm concerned for you.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- You need the break.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05- I'm not sure.
0:01:06 > 0:01:07- OK.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11- Her nappies are in the bag - as well as everything else.
0:01:11 > 0:01:15- Go and run a bath for yourself - and have a few hours sleep.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- Maybe I'll be alright...
0:01:19 > 0:01:20- Sheryl.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22- Sheryl.- - OK, I'm going.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- Phone me - when you want me to pick her up.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- Thank you.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02- Why did you do that?!
0:02:02 > 0:02:04- Why did you do that?!- - Sorry. It was only a joke.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05- What are you doing here anyway?
0:02:05 > 0:02:07- What are you doing here anyway?- - I forgot a book.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- Are you OK?
0:02:09 > 0:02:11- Yes, I had a shock that's all.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13- You're shaking.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16- No.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18- No.- - You nearly lost it now.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21- I wasn't expecting you back, - that's all.
0:02:21 > 0:02:25- Do you think you'll be alright - to box on Thursday?
0:02:25 > 0:02:27- I'm looking forward to it.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31- If you're still jumpy, - I don't think it's a good idea.
0:02:31 > 0:02:35- Eileen said Jim was going to put up - a list of rounds in the Deri later.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- I can't wait to see - who I'm up against.
0:02:39 > 0:02:40- What if we're against each other?
0:02:40 > 0:02:43- What if we're against each other?- - Stop! I'm going back to work.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44- Now who's scared?
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- Now who's scared?- - See you later.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56- Hywel.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58- And the baby. Isn't she beautiful?
0:02:59 > 0:03:00- I'm trying to get her to sleep.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03- Sorry, Sion, I'm in a rush.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05- Have you seen Sheryl around?
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- Is there anything wrong?
0:03:07 > 0:03:08- Is there anything wrong?- - No. I'd better go.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11- If I can help, just ask.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15- If you see Sheryl, - tell her I'm in the Deri.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- Don't forget what I said. Any time.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20- Don't forget what I said. Any time.- - Thank you.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25- "Cwmderi 2016 Boxing Tournament"
0:03:29 > 0:03:31- Dan, when did Jim - put the boxing list up?
0:03:31 > 0:03:32- Earlier.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- Earlier.- - But Tyler's name isn't on it.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41- Sheryl, it's me, yet again.
0:03:41 > 0:03:45- I've had to come to the Deri. - Can you pick up Esther, please?
0:03:46 > 0:03:48- I can't get hold of you.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53- Phone me - when you get this message. Bye.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57- Hywel. Nice to see you again.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- Nice to see you again.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02- I'm sorry, - I've got a domestic crisis.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05- Her mother was supposed to pick her - up but I can't get hold of her.
0:04:06 > 0:04:07- She's fast asleep.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09- I don't see a problem, Hywel.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- Unless she puts pressure on me...
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- ..increase my offer - for her father's business.
0:04:15 > 0:04:19- Your offer is very generous. - It will benefit Cwm FM greatly.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22- There's the menu. - Shall we sit here?
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- Dan. A bottle of Rioja, please.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- Right, then.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33- Dad, I'm not in the mood.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36- Don't worry, - I only called to see how you are.
0:04:36 > 0:04:41- Seeing as you're so busy these days, - I could offer a helping hand.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- A bit of cleaning or shopping?
0:04:43 > 0:04:44- A bit of cleaning or shopping?- - Sorry?
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- I'm offering to help people.
0:04:47 > 0:04:52- It makes sense for me to offer - my own son some help.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- What? Why an earth - do you want to do that, Dad?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- You want people to like you again.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59- No.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- That's not what I had in mind.
0:05:01 > 0:05:05- If you want forgiveness, you're in - the wrong place at the wrong time.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08- Why? What's happened? - Is anything wrong?
0:05:09 > 0:05:11- Dad, I've got a lot on today.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13- If I were you, I'd go home.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- Hiya, it's me.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- Can you come home - straight after school, please.
0:05:27 > 0:05:28- It's important.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32- We owe a vote of thanks - to people like you.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34- Companies like Cwm FM - play a major part...
0:05:35 > 0:05:39- ..in promoting and protecting - the language in rural areas.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40- No work, no language.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43- I've always believed that, - I'm glad you agree.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47- I look forward to it.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- It's been a pleasure, Hywel.
0:05:51 > 0:05:55- Cwm FM suits our company's - investment plans to a T.
0:05:55 > 0:05:59- A relatively small, - community-based media enterprise...
0:05:59 > 0:06:02- ..but with plenty of vision - and ambition at the helm.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04- Ideal.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- We do try our best.
0:06:06 > 0:06:10- I'm glad we reached an agreement - without too much hassle.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13- The sponsorship will help Cwm FM - a lot. I appreciate it.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- A good day's work, I'd say.
0:06:15 > 0:06:19- Get your solicitor to check - the contracts and I'll be in touch.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22- I'll do that this afternoon.
0:06:23 > 0:06:24- Thanks again, Hywel.
0:06:25 > 0:06:26- Bye.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31- Hey, that was a great lunch, Dan. - Thank you.
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0:06:46 > 0:06:47- Hello.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49- Yes, it's great news.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53- I'll have to get - that paperwork sorted out.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- There we are, - I'll phone you on Monday.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- I've got to go.
0:07:13 > 0:07:17- Dan! The baby in the pram, - where is she?
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- Sorry, I was in the cellar.
0:07:19 > 0:07:20- Sorry, I was in the cellar.- - What?
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- MOBILE PHONE
0:07:33 > 0:07:37- I got your message. - What's the disaster, Mr Drama Queen?
0:07:37 > 0:07:40- Do you know - who I'm boxing tomorrow?
0:07:41 > 0:07:42- Colin.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- Yes, Colin.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47- I knew you'd laugh, - just like everyone else.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- It's going to be embarrassing.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51- It's going to be embarrassing.- - It's only a bit of fun.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53- What's the problem? You'll win.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55- What's the problem? You'll win.- - I'll tell you what the problem is.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58- I thought we were honest - with each other.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02- When were you going to tell me - you'd pulled out of the boxing?
0:08:02 > 0:08:05- You pulled out days ago - but you haven't said a word. Thanks!
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- You're going over the top now.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11- Why did you pull out?
0:08:15 > 0:08:19- I was worried about having to box - against you, that's all.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- Why?
0:08:22 > 0:08:25- Don't be stupid. - I didn't want to hurt you.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29- I'm not a total pathetic wimp, - you know.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32- Where are you going?
0:08:32 > 0:08:37- How can I get my confidence back - when you treat me like I'm useless?
0:08:41 > 0:08:43- Iolo!
0:08:43 > 0:08:44- Iolo!
0:08:45 > 0:08:47- Have you seen - Esther and Sheryl anywhere?
0:08:48 > 0:08:49- No. Is everything alright?
0:08:49 > 0:08:50- No. Is everything alright?- - Yes, I hope.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06- No answer.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08- What's wrong with him?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- Anything could have happened - to her.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13- She wasn't there for long.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16- I'll kill him.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20- The truth is, - he doesn't care about her.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22- That's not true.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25- He'll do anything to get rid of her.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29- He didn't leave her on purpose. - It was an accident.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32- I think that's exactly what he did.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36- Right, you're in shock.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38- I'll make you a cuppa.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49- Come here, love. - Let's have a cwtch with Mami.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52- There we are.
0:09:52 > 0:09:53- OK.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01- Have you calmed down?
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- It's OK, you know.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08- I work with children all day...
0:10:08 > 0:10:11- ..so I can deal with children - when I come home as well.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15- Sorry if I overreacted.
0:10:16 > 0:10:20- But I couldn't help thinking - you thought so little of me.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23- I was going to tell you - but I didn't have the chance.
0:10:23 > 0:10:24- You see.
0:10:24 > 0:10:28- It doesn't help when you say - you're scared of hurting me.
0:10:28 > 0:10:32- This morning you asked - if I was OK to box...
0:10:32 > 0:10:34- ..as if I was a child.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38- You had one heck of a scare - after you were beaten up.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44- I'm concerned that you haven't - fully recovered from it.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49- I used to box when I was younger.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51- I was good as well.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- I won trophies and awards.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59- It isn't fair for me to compete...
0:11:00 > 0:11:01- ..against anyone.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07- Iol, I think the world of you.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- I don't want you to get hurt - in any way.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16- I can't blame you for that, - I suppose.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19- You're hard work, do you know that?
0:11:20 > 0:11:24- Yes, I've just had a hard day.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- I was thinking, out there...
0:11:29 > 0:11:30- ..just now.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33- Why am I walking away...
0:11:37 > 0:11:39- ..when everything I want is in here?
0:11:41 > 0:11:42- We make a good team.
0:11:45 > 0:11:46- Yes, we do.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59- What if you hadn't found her?
0:11:59 > 0:12:00- What then, Sion?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- I can understand how you feel.
0:12:03 > 0:12:04- But she was safe enough.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09- Stress can affect people - in strange ways.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- I know that from experience.
0:12:12 > 0:12:13- I know that from experience.- - Stress?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15- I saw Hywel earlier.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17- He seemed to be on pins.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22- Alright, - he did have an important meeting...
0:12:22 > 0:12:27- ..but to just leave her there - after what happened to Meilyr.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- He should be even more careful - after that.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32- You've been through - a difficult time.
0:12:34 > 0:12:35- Yes.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- It hasn't been easy - for either of us.
0:12:39 > 0:12:43- But it's no excuse - for leaving a baby in a pub.
0:12:44 > 0:12:45- No.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48- Like I said, - he just doesn't want her.
0:12:50 > 0:12:54- Or he doesn't love me enough - to make it work.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58- Do you really think - it's as simple as that?
0:12:59 > 0:13:01- You know...
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- ..maybe the fact - he forgot about her...
0:13:04 > 0:13:07- ..is a sign - of his mental condition.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11- Maybe Hywel's is more fragile - than you realize.
0:13:12 > 0:13:13- I don't know.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16- It isn't easy, is it?
0:13:16 > 0:13:20- Taking responsibility and raising - other people's children.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- But you welcomed Britt's children.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26- You gave them a home - because you loved her.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29- Yes, and it worked for a while.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- But it wasn't ideal.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37- It doesn't suit everyone.
0:13:38 > 0:13:41- Maybe you and Hywel - should get some support...
0:13:41 > 0:13:43- ..to deal with this new situation.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46- I can't see Hywel - accepting any support.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49- He's so stubborn.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51- He's determined he's not...
0:13:51 > 0:13:54- Sheryl! - Something terrible has happened.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57- Don't worry, Esther's here.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- Thank goodness! I'm so sorry.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05- Sorry? - Is that all you've got to say?
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- I'd better go.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- Thank you, Sion.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16- Come here.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19- You must be so angry with me.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20- Angry?
0:14:21 > 0:14:22- You have no idea.
0:14:23 > 0:14:24- Come here.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22- I swear it won't happen again.
0:15:22 > 0:15:23- I swear it won't happen again.- - You're right.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26- I won't let her out of my sight - ever again.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29- I don't know how it happened. - Honest.
0:15:29 > 0:15:33- Just tell the truth. It happened - because you don't care about her.
0:15:34 > 0:15:35- That's not true.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- Maybe I've been fooling myself.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41- We've both been fooling ourselves.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44- This isn't going to work.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48- I'm not willing - to face the future without Esther...
0:15:48 > 0:15:52- ..and you don't love me enough - to make it work.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54- That's not fair.
0:15:54 > 0:15:55- Isn't it?
0:15:56 > 0:15:57- That's how it stands.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03- Listen...
0:16:04 > 0:16:06- ..I care about the little one.
0:16:06 > 0:16:10- When I realized she wasn't with me, - I was scared witless.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23- It was almost...
0:16:26 > 0:16:28- It was almost the same feeling...
0:16:28 > 0:16:31- ..as when I realized - Meilyr wasn't breathing.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33- Please listen to me, - it's important.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38- The thought of something - happening to Esther...
0:16:39 > 0:16:41- ..was more than I could bear.
0:16:42 > 0:16:46- That's the problem. Maybe I don't - want the responsibility.
0:16:46 > 0:16:50- Maybe I don't want to fail, - I'm scared of failure again.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- But every parent has such concerns.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55- It's only natural.
0:16:55 > 0:16:56- It's only natural.- - Is it?
0:16:58 > 0:16:59- I'm scared that...
0:17:02 > 0:17:05- ..if I find room in my heart - for Esther...
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- ..or anyone else...
0:17:08 > 0:17:11- ..the place - which belongs to Meilyr...
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- ..that I'm betraying him.
0:17:20 > 0:17:22- Does that make any sense?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28- I've never asked you...
0:17:28 > 0:17:31- ..to replace Meilyr with Esther.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- That little one will be - in our hearts forever.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40- If Esther's here or not.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43- It's gone too far.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45- What do you mean?
0:17:46 > 0:17:48- Can you forgive me for what I did?
0:17:48 > 0:17:50- I don't know.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54- You said yourself, you won't ever - let her out of your sight.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56- I got a shock today.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58- I wasn't there.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01- Esther was in your care and...
0:18:07 > 0:18:09- Maybe we need more time.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14- Time won't make any difference.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20- I'm not fit to be a father. - You're right.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23- I have to admit it...
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- ..and move out.
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