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0:00:17 > 0:00:18- Crikey.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21- This is complicated.
0:00:21 > 0:00:24- It's no wonder Catrin gave up - after five minutes.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26- Thanks for inviting me over.
0:00:27 > 0:00:30- I think it's best - I stay out of Debbie's way.
0:00:31 > 0:00:34- I wouldn't worry about Debbie.
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- She'll change her tune - after the surgery.
0:00:38 > 0:00:39- Guaranteed!
0:00:39 > 0:00:42- Guaranteed!- - If I'm allowed to donate a kidney.
0:00:42 > 0:00:46- You don't think a psychologist - will refuse, do you?
0:00:47 > 0:00:49- It's quite obvious...
0:00:49 > 0:00:53- ..that what happened to your mother - had a huge impact on you.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56- Don't you think so?
0:00:57 > 0:01:01- The psychologist doesn't know. - I haven't told them.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- Non, you have to tell them.
0:01:05 > 0:01:08- I'm afraid - that she'll think I need therapy...
0:01:08 > 0:01:11- ..before I'll be allowed - to go ahead with the transplant.
0:01:11 > 0:01:12- Look, um...
0:01:13 > 0:01:16- ..I won't pretend - to understand these things...
0:01:16 > 0:01:19- ..but I doubt - that you have much choice...
0:01:19 > 0:01:21- ..other than tell them.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31- I'm taking Carol out for fresh air.
0:01:33 > 0:01:37- Garry, you can't just ignore me. - We need to sort this out.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41- Until I get the DNA - test results back...
0:01:42 > 0:01:45- ..I don't have anything - to say to you.
0:01:46 > 0:01:50- I'm surprised - you haven't thrown her out.
0:01:50 > 0:01:54- Jumping into bed with the lodger, - making fools of us.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56- You must be mad.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58- But your entire family's warped.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03- Sorry. Leaving already?
0:02:09 > 0:02:10- Sorry...
0:02:10 > 0:02:12- ..but she deserved that.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- I still can't believe it.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19- Things were so perfect.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22- They were too perfect.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25- Lately, maybe, but looking back...
0:02:25 > 0:02:29- ..it's obvious why things were - so difficult after Carol was born.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31- She was worried who the father was.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- Looking back, - a lot of things make sense.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36- She changed overnight.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39- We thought - she was getting over depression.
0:02:40 > 0:02:44- But it's obvious that's when - she found out you were the father.
0:02:44 > 0:02:48- Or that's when she managed - to convince Mathew of that.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- You doubt that, do you?
0:02:51 > 0:02:54- You doubt that, do you?- - I don't know what to believe.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58- I've done another DNA test - to make sure.
0:02:58 > 0:02:59- Gar...
0:03:01 > 0:03:04- ..what will you do - if you're not the father?
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- I don't know.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12- Neither do I know what I'll do - if I am her father.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15- I don't know anything any more.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17- I don't know anything any more.- - Garry...
0:03:19 > 0:03:21- Right.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23- Oi!
0:03:25 > 0:03:29- You'll get through this - just like you always do.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32- I'll be with you - every step of the way.
0:03:33 > 0:03:37- I'll help you behind the bar - to keep you company.
0:03:38 > 0:03:39- Good.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49- You've really messed up this time, - haven't you?
0:03:49 > 0:03:53- What am I going to tell Gwern? - Have you thought of that?
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- Life's a mess, isn't it?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00- Life's a mess, isn't it?- - You can say that again.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03- Vicky hasn't moved to Spain - permanently, has she?
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- No, I hope not.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- She'd better repay the loan.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09- She'd better repay the loan.- - What loan?
0:04:10 > 0:04:13- If she doesn't come back, - someone will have to pay it...
0:04:13 > 0:04:15- ..and the interest.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31- Oh. I was just about to phone you.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- Well?
0:04:33 > 0:04:34- Well, what?
0:04:34 > 0:04:37- Well, what?- - The theory test. What else?
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- Better luck next time, eh?
0:04:44 > 0:04:46- I'm joking. I've passed.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48- I'm joking. I've passed.- - Don't do that!
0:04:48 > 0:04:50- Full marks on the multiple choice.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52- And your score on the rest?
0:04:52 > 0:04:53- And your score on the rest?- - 67.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56- Is that good?
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- You only have to get 44 to pass.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- You only have to get 44 to pass.- - Wow! Clever boy.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- Right, I'm going to buy you lunch.
0:05:05 > 0:05:09- And I thought maybe - we should invite Dai and Diane too.
0:05:10 > 0:05:14- After all, they gave me the money - to sit the test.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17- I know that but... Really?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19- Mam and Colin too.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20- After last week?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22- After last week?- - It'll be fine, you'll see.
0:05:23 > 0:05:24- OK.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26- If you say so.
0:05:35 > 0:05:36- TELEPHONE
0:05:36 > 0:05:39- Are you going to answer that?
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- APD.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46- Ah, Chester. How did it go?
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- Well done. Good boy.
0:05:50 > 0:05:51- Has he passed?
0:05:51 > 0:05:53- Has he passed?- - Of course he passed.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57- Alright. - We're looking forward to it.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00- See you there. Good. So long.
0:06:02 > 0:06:06- He was asking if we wanted to go - to the Deri to celebrate.
0:06:07 > 0:06:08- That's nice.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11- With Britt and Colin.
0:06:12 > 0:06:17- Come on now, Diane. - Can't we all be civil for once?
0:06:17 > 0:06:20- It wasn't your expensive outfit - that was ruined.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- No, but we can bury the hatchet - once and for all.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25- I know where I'd bury it.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28- I know where I'd bury it.- - Yes, I'm with you there.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31- But it'll be a chance - for you to make amends with Hannah.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35- Yes.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- You're right.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43- Sorry. The traffic was awful.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44- Sorry. The traffic was awful.- - You're not late.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48- There's no need to apologize - and there's no rush.
0:06:49 > 0:06:50- Help yourself to water.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- Thanks, maybe I will.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04- Did you talk to the surgeon?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- Did you talk to the surgeon?- - Yes.
0:07:06 > 0:07:10- He went through everything with me. - He was very patient.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15- Do you think - it has changed the way you'll cope?
0:07:15 > 0:07:16- Definitely.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- I understand the process now.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21- I can see the steps clearly - in my head.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- I can imagine it happening...
0:07:24 > 0:07:25- ..but in a good way.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29- And how are you sleeping?
0:07:29 > 0:07:31- Much better, thanks.
0:07:31 > 0:07:35- I think the breathing exercises - are helping.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38- I've been going to the park - as well.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40- That definitely clears my head.
0:07:41 > 0:07:44- I've taught myself - to be more observant.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- To notice the grass...
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- ..clouds...
0:07:48 > 0:07:51- ..the breeze on my cheek.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54- Sorry, I sound like a hippy. - I'll be talking to trees next!
0:07:56 > 0:08:00- I don't really intend - talking to trees.
0:08:00 > 0:08:01- That was a joke.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12- What are you doing out in the cold?
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- I can't face going back - to the Deri.
0:08:15 > 0:08:16- Is it really so bad?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18- Worse.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- Right, come home with me.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23- I'll only start crying again.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25- I'll only start crying again.- - I've got plenty of tissues.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28- Come on, - before you get hypothermia.
0:08:38 > 0:08:39- Yes.
0:08:39 > 0:08:44- Anyway, I only wanted to say - I was sorry.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- Thanks, Col.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50- I had to say something.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53- Here they are and here he is.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55- Well done, Chester!
0:08:55 > 0:08:57- Yes, fair play to you.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- Don't sound so surprised.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02- I was confident he'd pass.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03- I was confident he'd pass.- - No, you weren't.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06- Are you going to congratulate me?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08- The world doesn't revolve - around you.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11- What's wrong with him?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13- What's wrong with him?- - I'll tell you later.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15- What are they doing here?
0:09:15 > 0:09:17- I asked them to come.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21- Thank you for the invitation.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23- Right, my round.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25- Right, my round.- - No, I'll get the first round.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28- I'll get it. - I know what everyone drinks.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35- You look nice.
0:09:35 > 0:09:40- Hannah always looks nice. - Weird sometimes, but always nice.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43- I wasn't trying to say she wasn't.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46- Right, shall we pick a table?
0:09:48 > 0:09:50- Make a bit of an effort, Diane.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52- That's what I was trying to do.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54- That's what I was trying to do.- - A bit less, maybe.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04- Yes? What's so important?
0:10:04 > 0:10:06- It's all there.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10- You can count it if you want. - It's the money Vicky owes you.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- Come on. - Take it before I change my mind.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15- A thousand pounds.
0:10:16 > 0:10:17- Only a thousand?
0:10:18 > 0:10:20- That's how much you lent Vicky.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23- That's how much you lent Vicky.- - There's interest on top of that.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26- You're lucky to get - anything at all.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28- She signed a contract.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32- Yes, and a terrible one at that.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35- I could take her to court.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- You probably could...
0:10:37 > 0:10:39- ..but I'd advise you not to do that.
0:10:40 > 0:10:41- Are you threatening me?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45- You might think you're tough...
0:10:45 > 0:10:48- ..but believe me, - you don't want to cross me.
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0:11:05 > 0:11:08- Isn't she supposed to sleep - after a feed?
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- You're telling me.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12- Garry hasn't looked at her since...
0:11:14 > 0:11:17- How can he think - that I'd tamper with the test?
0:11:18 > 0:11:19- Or that someone else would.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22- What kind of person - does he think I am?
0:11:22 > 0:11:24- He's not thinking straight.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26- He's not thinking straight.- - After everything he's done.
0:11:26 > 0:11:31- OK, I know what I did was wrong. - But for him to point the finger!
0:11:31 > 0:11:35- Look, if you still love him...
0:11:35 > 0:11:37- Look, if you still love him...- - Of course I love him.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40- You have to find a way - to make this work.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43- I know, but how? - That's the question.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45- He won't listen to me.
0:11:45 > 0:11:46- He won't listen to me.- - You'll find a way.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48- I'm sure you will.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54- Have you been looking - at images of operations again?
0:11:55 > 0:11:58- Once or twice, - but not as obsessional as I was.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02- It's one thing - to face your demons...
0:12:02 > 0:12:05- ..but it's another - to let them take over.
0:12:05 > 0:12:09- I know. I think I've got - the balance right this time.
0:12:11 > 0:12:15- Is there anything else - you want to raise before we finish?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19- To be honest with you, yes.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24- The fact is...
0:12:24 > 0:12:27- ..Mam died during an operation.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- I'm sorry to hear that.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33- I should have told you sooner.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35- You're telling me now.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40- It's a painful subject - to talk about.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42- Even now.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45- Yes, I'm sure it is.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48- That moment...
0:12:50 > 0:12:54- ..the kiss I gave her - as she was given the anaesthetic...
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- "I'll see you later, Mam".
0:13:00 > 0:13:02- It has remained with me.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- Sorry.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08- Sorry.- - There's no need to apologize.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13- It's so obvious - why I have such a phobia, isn't it?
0:13:14 > 0:13:16- Not necessarily.
0:13:16 > 0:13:20- The fact your mother died - under such circumstances...
0:13:20 > 0:13:23- ..has probably affected you.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26- But it's possible...
0:13:26 > 0:13:30- ..the trauma only stirred up - a deeper emotion.
0:13:34 > 0:13:38- When will I find out - if the transplant can go ahead?
0:13:38 > 0:13:41- I'll contact the team - this afternoon.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44- You'll hear tomorrow morning.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53- Are you going to eat that?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55- Are you going to eat that?- - I hate to waste food.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58- Why didn't you finish it yourself?
0:13:58 > 0:14:01- It was a bit disappointing.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04- Well, mine was fine.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07- Did you have a veggie burger?
0:14:07 > 0:14:11- I'm not complaining - but it wasn't as nice as usual.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14- I'm sure the kitchen isn't - functioning as well today.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16- For obvious reasons.
0:14:17 > 0:14:22- You should have told me sooner about - Garry and Dani. I feel a real idiot.
0:14:22 > 0:14:22- Me too.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25- Me too.- - It was a bit delicate.
0:14:25 > 0:14:26- I'm not five years old.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28- I'm not five years old.- - Oh, not this again.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- What does everyone want? - It's my round this time.
0:14:32 > 0:14:33- Same again?
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- Same again?- - I don't want anything.
0:14:36 > 0:14:40- Come on, Diane. Another drink - might put a smile on your face.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42- Let's celebrate with Chester.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- Tell her that.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48- I'm not the one sitting here - like a wet weekend.
0:14:48 > 0:14:52- I'm still waiting for an apology - for my outfit!
0:14:52 > 0:14:54- Ladies, please.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01- If you had an ounce of common sense, - you wouldn't have come.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04- I didn't want to let Chester down...
0:15:04 > 0:15:08- ..and I certainly didn't expect you - to be so childish.
0:15:08 > 0:15:09- Where have they gone?
0:15:10 > 0:15:11- Out, probably.
0:15:12 > 0:15:13- Who can blame them?
0:15:14 > 0:15:15- Happy now?
0:15:16 > 0:15:17- You're both to blame.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- Don't look at me.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24- For once, I agree with Colin. - Every word.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31- Next time I get such a stupid idea, - stop me!
0:15:32 > 0:15:33- I did try.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36- Not hard enough. - I've had enough of them.
0:15:36 > 0:15:37- Me too.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- But you'll be able to drive soon. - We won't be stuck here.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43- But I haven't got a car.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46- But I haven't got a car.- - You could buy an old banger.
0:15:46 > 0:15:50- I can't even afford - to buy something from a scrapyard.
0:15:50 > 0:15:53- And how will I pay for insurance? - Magic beans?
0:15:54 > 0:15:56- You could always borrow money.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- Sorry, I just overheard you.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02- Who's going to lend money - to someone like me?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05- I've got some spare cash, - but it was just an idea.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08- If you're stuck, - you know where I am.
0:16:10 > 0:16:11- Weird.
0:16:19 > 0:16:24- As we've all come to our senses, - maybe we can enjoy a quiet drink.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26- And remember why we're here - in the first place.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Quite right. To Chester.
0:16:29 > 0:16:30- Quite right. To Chester.- - Chester.
0:16:31 > 0:16:32- Chester.
0:16:37 > 0:16:40- We should be grateful - for what we have.
0:16:41 > 0:16:45- Carol's been fed but you can give - her a bottle later if you want.
0:16:46 > 0:16:47- Why would I want to do that?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- You're no saint, remember that.
0:17:05 > 0:17:06- Non.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11- Are you leaving?
0:17:11 > 0:17:14- Yes, in case Gwyneth - comes after me.
0:17:14 > 0:17:15- Joke.
0:17:15 > 0:17:19- I've heard that a few - of the old gang are in Swansea...
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- ..and it's time to move on.
0:17:21 > 0:17:22- Today?
0:17:22 > 0:17:23- Today?- - Yes.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- I've told Debbie already.
0:17:26 > 0:17:27- Right.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- You're going for this op on Friday, - aren't you?
0:17:30 > 0:17:33- I'd be more of a hindrance - than a help.
0:17:34 > 0:17:38- That's the point. I'm not sure - if the operation will go ahead.
0:17:38 > 0:17:41- Why not? The psychologist?
0:17:44 > 0:17:46- It's alright, love.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49- Come on. - It's stress, that's all.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51- I've messed up again.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54- Did the psychologist say that?
0:17:54 > 0:17:56- No.
0:17:56 > 0:18:00- I asked her when I'd find out - if the operation was going ahead.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02- She couldn't even look at me.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- She couldn't even look at me.- - It's all in your imagination.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07- No, Josh, I've ruined everything.
0:18:08 > 0:18:09- Right.
0:18:11 > 0:18:12- What are you doing?
0:18:12 > 0:18:14- What are you doing?- - Staying here.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17- No, don't stay because of me.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21- Look, you're obviously worried.
0:18:22 > 0:18:23- Please.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25- I feel guilty - for letting Mark down...
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- ..without upsetting your plans too.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29- You're not.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32- You're not.- - Please, Josh. You can go.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36- Look, take a swig of this.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40- It'll will put some colour back - in your cheeks.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46- I don't want to leave you - like this.
0:18:50 > 0:18:51- What's in that?
0:18:51 > 0:18:54- What's in that?- - Gooseberries and toad skin.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58- Blackberries.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02- That's better.
0:19:02 > 0:19:06- Stop worrying about this operation.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09- If it's supposed to happen, - it will happen.
0:19:09 > 0:19:10- Alright?
0:19:12 > 0:19:14- Come here.
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