0:00:02 > 0:00:07This programme contains some strong language and scenes of a sexual nature.
0:00:15 > 0:00:19'BBC London 94.9. It's six minutes past five.
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0:00:33 > 0:00:35'Times he was out of work he cried.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38'This is Lee Murray's drive time.'
0:00:38 > 0:00:40PERSISTENT BANGING
0:00:40 > 0:00:42'Welcome to the drive show...'
0:00:42 > 0:00:44Help me! Help me, please!
0:00:44 > 0:00:45Help me!
0:00:47 > 0:00:49BANGING AND MUFFLED CRYING
0:00:49 > 0:00:52Please, please, please...
0:00:52 > 0:00:54Please help!
0:00:55 > 0:00:56Help!
0:00:56 > 0:00:58BOOT CREAKS OPEN
0:00:58 > 0:01:00Please don't...
0:01:01 > 0:01:03FEMALE GASPS, HEAVY THUD
0:01:16 > 0:01:17Why was this man
0:01:17 > 0:01:19released on parole...
0:01:21 > 0:01:24..when he'd already attempted to murder
0:01:24 > 0:01:26someone else?
0:01:27 > 0:01:29Our Sandra...
0:01:32 > 0:01:34..our beautiful daughter...
0:01:34 > 0:01:36CAMERAS CLICK
0:01:38 > 0:01:40If Pointer
0:01:40 > 0:01:44had been dealt with properly by the authorities,
0:01:44 > 0:01:47our daughter would still be alive today.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49CLAMOURING VOICES
0:02:00 > 0:02:03Until that point Phillip Pointer was a model parolee.
0:02:03 > 0:02:04And then?
0:02:04 > 0:02:07Then one night he missed his curfew at the hostel.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10And he didn't turn up till the following morning.
0:02:10 > 0:02:14If that breached parole, why didn't you instigate his return to prison?
0:02:14 > 0:02:17He said he'd tried to contact the hostel's assistant manager.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19He explained fully where he'd been.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22He gave an address, he was very apologetic,
0:02:22 > 0:02:25and I warned him a further breach would mean recall back to prison.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28You gave him a second chance?
0:02:32 > 0:02:33Yes.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39And the next time he was due to report to you,
0:02:39 > 0:02:41he didn't show up at all, did he?
0:02:41 > 0:02:44I went to the hostel, I went to the address he'd given me,
0:02:44 > 0:02:45I alerted the police.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48But by then it was too late, wasn't it?
0:02:48 > 0:02:51It was too late for Sandra Arnold at least.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59I accept that others failed
0:02:59 > 0:03:03in their roles, in keeping the public safe from Phillip Pointer.
0:03:03 > 0:03:04But you were his case manager.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08You let him get out of control.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10You let him slip through your fingers
0:03:10 > 0:03:13with consequences that were calamitous.
0:03:13 > 0:03:17I'm giving you notice your employing authority will suspend you
0:03:17 > 0:03:19for the next three months.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Is there anything you wish to say?
0:03:23 > 0:03:24With the best will in the world,
0:03:24 > 0:03:27you can't hold their hands 24 hours a day.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30You can't know where they are if they're not with you.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31You just hope they're not...
0:03:34 > 0:03:35SHE SIGHS
0:03:37 > 0:03:38You just hope.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20It doesn't affect you, Eddie.
0:04:36 > 0:04:41- That's £12.43.- Right... - Are you paying by card?
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- Do I have to?- No.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59- Thanks.- Have a nice day.
0:05:01 > 0:05:02Thank you.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04Thanks very much. I will, yeah.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07And you too, eh, Jenny.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24Security card, please.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38BUZZER RINGS
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- You'll be back, love.- Thank you.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Paula!
0:06:09 > 0:06:12- Paula!- How do you sleep at night, Paula?
0:06:12 > 0:06:13VOICES CLAMOUR
0:06:13 > 0:06:15CAMERAS CLICK
0:06:17 > 0:06:20How does that feel? She just gobbed on you!
0:06:32 > 0:06:34My name is Eddie Mottram.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Georgia was my girlfriend.
0:06:40 > 0:06:41She was 17...
0:06:43 > 0:06:44..and I killed her.
0:06:47 > 0:06:48I killed Georgia.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49Ten years ago.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Guilty of her murder.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59I couldn't accept what I'd done to her.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03I couldn't accept what I'd done to me,
0:07:03 > 0:07:04let happen to me.
0:07:05 > 0:07:09And at the beginning of my sentence it's true, yeah, I did...
0:07:09 > 0:07:11argue,
0:07:11 > 0:07:13kick off and cause trouble.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16Since then I've completed all the courses,
0:07:16 > 0:07:19I've succeeded on my escorted visits.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21I've made real progress.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24It's helped me deal with what I did.
0:07:28 > 0:07:29I took a life.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33I can't give it back.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37But if I could get my own back...
0:07:37 > 0:07:39do something with it...
0:07:41 > 0:07:43..I'd be really grateful.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Thank you, sir.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12'Hello?
0:08:12 > 0:08:14'Hello?
0:08:14 > 0:08:17'I've been taken... taken somewhere...'
0:08:18 > 0:08:20'Hello?
0:08:20 > 0:08:21'Hello?'
0:08:21 > 0:08:24- What are you doing? - 'I've been taken...'
0:08:24 > 0:08:27It's on a website. They played it in court.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29'Hello? Hello? I've...'
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Stop it! Stop it!
0:08:35 > 0:08:37I should have stopped it!
0:08:37 > 0:08:40- You didn't kill her. - But I let him, though, didn't I?
0:08:40 > 0:08:43You made a mistake!
0:08:43 > 0:08:46And that poor girl died because of it!
0:08:46 > 0:08:47I don't think that.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52But her mum and dad think it,
0:08:52 > 0:08:53the inquiry said it,
0:08:53 > 0:08:57and anyone who reads that newspaper thinks I'm a disgrace!
0:09:00 > 0:09:03Stop going on that website for a start.
0:09:03 > 0:09:07It doesn't matter. It's in my head anyway.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09It's always on in there.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42Yes! Yes! Yes!
0:09:59 > 0:10:02BUZZER SOUNDS
0:10:24 > 0:10:26How long have you been waiting?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28- About ten years.- Me too.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43You stink of aftershave.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44Special occasion.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48Well, give us your bag and get in.
0:10:51 > 0:10:52And I don't allow smoking.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55Sis, it ain't a BMW exactly.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57Oh, shut up, you.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04RADIO PLAYS
0:11:08 > 0:11:09Let's go.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25A job shouldn't make you feel like this.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30What do you expect?
0:11:30 > 0:11:33Come on, wish me luck.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Good luck, sweetheart.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Oh, God.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46Come on, Paula.
0:11:46 > 0:11:47Good luck.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13- Thanks.- Hi.- All right?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15- Hi.- Hiya.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19- Hi, Paula.- Hello.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22All right, Paula?
0:12:22 > 0:12:25OK, so this is you.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28- And I think you'll be needing this.- Thanks.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30Come on. Right.
0:12:36 > 0:12:40Eddie Mottram - assessed as a level two medium risk offender.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42At age 19, a mandatory life sentence,
0:12:42 > 0:12:45sentenced in 2001 for the murder of Georgia Whiteley,
0:12:45 > 0:12:48his girlfriend at the time. Killed her after a row, apparently.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51Strangled her. Her body was found in a football field.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53He was given a ten-year tariff.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01Thank you for believing in me.
0:13:01 > 0:13:02Thank you.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Listen. I promised the Area DM
0:13:06 > 0:13:08you'd learnt from last time, OK?
0:13:08 > 0:13:10No harder lesson.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Good. Come on, then.
0:13:17 > 0:13:200-60 in ten years, you know what I mean?
0:13:20 > 0:13:21HE BEEPS HORN
0:13:21 > 0:13:22Come on!
0:13:22 > 0:13:26You'll have to pull over in a minute.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28You're not insured.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31EDDIE LAUGHS
0:13:37 > 0:13:38Think you can do it?
0:13:38 > 0:13:41Do what?
0:13:41 > 0:13:43Keep it up.
0:13:43 > 0:13:44Managed this long.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49- The OAC score is in there, OK? - Yeah, thanks.
0:13:53 > 0:13:54Paula?
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Ooh.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13When can I see the girls?
0:14:13 > 0:14:16They're not keen, Eddie. Not at the moment, anyway.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- Why?- It don't matter what I tell them about you...
0:14:19 > 0:14:20I'm still a murderer.
0:14:28 > 0:14:32Come on. You'd better go to your appointment.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36Thanks for meeting me anyway.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43You never stopped coming.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Here.
0:14:45 > 0:14:46What's this?
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Goody bag.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56What did you get me a plant for?
0:14:56 > 0:14:59- What? Look after it, yeah? - See you later.
0:15:08 > 0:15:09- Please take a seat.- Thank you.
0:15:17 > 0:15:21- Sadie Hay?- Yeah, that's me. - Would you like to come through?
0:15:21 > 0:15:23I don't want to be here. I don't want to!
0:15:23 > 0:15:25I want to go.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27You need to be here.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33- Get off me!- Just sit down.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36- What's the matter with you? Sit down.- What are you watching me for?
0:15:36 > 0:15:38Why are you watching me?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Eddie?
0:15:41 > 0:15:44Paula Radnor. Sorry for the discontinuity.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Eh?
0:15:46 > 0:15:50That I haven't met you before. Do you want to come through?
0:15:54 > 0:15:58- Just go and sit down.- Do you know how long I've been waiting?
0:16:01 > 0:16:03What made you come back to this area, Eddie?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05You might get a hard time, you know.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08It's all I know. And my sister's still here.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10Only family I've got, you know?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12The address of the hostel that you'll be staying at -
0:16:12 > 0:16:16approved premises with a curfew, regular inspection
0:16:16 > 0:16:19of your room and supervision under a deputy manager.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22Now, let me just explain the rest of your licence conditions -
0:16:22 > 0:16:25compulsory weekly reporting appointments to me
0:16:25 > 0:16:29that you can never be late for or miss. No travel outside the UK.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32If you enter into a relationship with anyone, you must report it to me,
0:16:32 > 0:16:36knowing that I will inform any partner of your previous conviction.
0:16:36 > 0:16:40And you're going to have to comply with an exclusion zone.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43You can't go within a mile of the Whiteleys.
0:16:43 > 0:16:48You can't even enter this area without my prior approval.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51You breach any of these conditions,
0:16:51 > 0:16:55- and I will institute your immediate recall back to prison.- Freedom, eh?
0:16:59 > 0:17:00But I'm out.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03And I'll do anything I have to do to stay out.
0:17:03 > 0:17:07So whatever you tell me I can't do, I won't do.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Anything you tell me I have to do, I'm there.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Making all the right noises, anyway.
0:17:11 > 0:17:12KNOCK AT DOOR
0:17:12 > 0:17:15Right, the hostel's waiting for you, Eddie.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28I'm going to call them, tell them he's on his way.
0:17:28 > 0:17:29Miss Efficiency.
0:17:29 > 0:17:33Just don't want to leave anything to chance, that's all.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04All right?
0:18:17 > 0:18:19CAR HORNS BEEP
0:18:22 > 0:18:24MARKET TRADER CALLS OUT
0:18:45 > 0:18:47CAMERA CLICKS
0:18:48 > 0:18:51RAPID CLICKING
0:18:51 > 0:18:52What are you doing?
0:18:53 > 0:18:55No, can you stop it, please?
0:18:55 > 0:18:56Just...
0:18:56 > 0:18:58CLICKING CONTINUES
0:19:00 > 0:19:02Just leave me alone, please. Just leave me alone.
0:19:04 > 0:19:05Right, that's it.
0:19:05 > 0:19:09If you're trying to make me lose it, I won't, right? I won't!
0:19:26 > 0:19:30- Kathy wasn't too sure.- Got to get on with your life, haven't you?
0:19:30 > 0:19:32I expect he's got to get on with his.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35In consenting to him coming back to the area,
0:19:35 > 0:19:38you do realise there's a chance you might encounter him?
0:19:38 > 0:19:43There are exclusion zones we can put in place,
0:19:43 > 0:19:46so there's certain areas he can't enter. Your area.
0:19:46 > 0:19:50Fine. I doubt whether we'd recognise him anyway.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52Ten years is a long time.
0:19:54 > 0:19:58Thank you. See you.
0:20:05 > 0:20:07BUZZER SOUNDS
0:20:11 > 0:20:12ENTRY BUZZER
0:20:12 > 0:20:15All right?
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Will I be sharing with anyone?
0:20:24 > 0:20:28No. Splendid isolation.
0:20:28 > 0:20:34But communal TV room and communal dining,
0:20:34 > 0:20:36so you learn how to mix in.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38House rules.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40Curfew - back in by nine.
0:20:40 > 0:20:44You'll be subject to searches of your room and your person,
0:20:44 > 0:20:45and a DNA swab taken.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47I wasn't expecting tickertape exactly, but...
0:20:47 > 0:20:53But what? You'll get help - from me, Jobcentre, GP.
0:20:54 > 0:20:59I'll get one of the residents to accompany you to the Jobcentre tomorrow, show you the ropes.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01Cheers. It's years since I've been a layabout.
0:21:04 > 0:21:07Er, there was a...a guy chasing me, a photographer.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Right.
0:21:10 > 0:21:14If Paula Radnor's your PO, she'll be able to advise you.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17She's had a lot of experience dealing with the press.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18I thought they might let you in more gently.
0:22:18 > 0:22:22I didn't want gently. I wanted to go back to public protection.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24So you got a murderer on your first day?
0:22:24 > 0:22:25A medium risk offender.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27Went to prison as a teenager,
0:22:27 > 0:22:30ten years later he's neither man nor boy.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32How did you feel?
0:22:32 > 0:22:34Like I was completely in control.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36Drink to that, shall we?
0:22:36 > 0:22:37Not me.
0:22:37 > 0:22:38You're abstaining?
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Not from everything.
0:22:49 > 0:22:50Any jewellery?
0:22:50 > 0:22:51Just a ring.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53Show me.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01- Need to record everything you're wearing.- Why?
0:23:01 > 0:23:03So that when you come back,
0:23:03 > 0:23:05I can see it's the same stuff you went out in.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08So I won't start thinking anything untoward has happened.
0:23:08 > 0:23:11I see. It won't, though.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15- Hopefully, son, eh?- Definitely.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Right.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21Are you that ugly muppet from the paper?
0:24:26 > 0:24:29Long time boys, long time!
0:24:29 > 0:24:31- Glen.- All right.
0:24:32 > 0:24:34Got 'em in already.
0:24:34 > 0:24:37Ten years since I've had a drink, you know?
0:24:37 > 0:24:39I am so thirsty, man, I tell you.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41How drunk do I want to get before this curfew?
0:24:41 > 0:24:44Cheers.
0:24:46 > 0:24:50Booya! Ten years, and you think to yourself "What's changed?"
0:24:50 > 0:24:54And you look round and you go "What sort of mobile phone is that?"
0:24:54 > 0:24:56And it's like "Oh, that's an iPhone."
0:24:56 > 0:24:57And I'm like, "What?"
0:25:00 > 0:25:03Oh, what?
0:25:03 > 0:25:05I do work in a mobile phone shop.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06Yeah, he's the manager.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09- Kelly said you're married as well. - Yeah, two kids.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11Here, look.
0:25:14 > 0:25:18- Nice.- It's great, as it goes. - I'll bet.
0:25:26 > 0:25:30Eddie, wouldn't you have been better off going where no-one knows you?
0:25:30 > 0:25:35- I hoped I'd be better off where people did know me. Like you. - Ain't seen you in ten years, mate.
0:25:35 > 0:25:36Well, whose fault's that?
0:25:36 > 0:25:39It ain't just mobile phones that have moved on.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44So what, are you staying with Kelly now?
0:25:44 > 0:25:47No, I'm not allowed to. I'm in this hostel.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49But temporary, you know?
0:25:49 > 0:25:51I'll get my probation officer to sort out a flat
0:25:51 > 0:25:53and then I'll be well set up.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56- What are you going to do? - Stay out of trouble.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58- That's it?- I hope not.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01I've got to pick up my kids from gymnastics.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06Glen? You couldn't get me an in at your shop, could you?
0:26:07 > 0:26:08Take you on?
0:26:08 > 0:26:11- Ain't up to you?- Exactly.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13See you later.
0:26:13 > 0:26:14Yeah, ten years' time.
0:26:14 > 0:26:18Don't resent me. I didn't ruin our friendship, you did.
0:26:20 > 0:26:21You ruined everything.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29I'll have to get out of here.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31Bloke over there keeps staring at me.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33If he starts, I'll have put myself in a situation.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35I'll be recalled to prison.
0:26:35 > 0:26:39He recognises you. Probably thinks life should mean life, eh?
0:26:39 > 0:26:42- I'm out. I'm not free.- Yeah.
0:26:48 > 0:26:52You stopped coming. First few months, then that was that.
0:26:52 > 0:26:57Yeah, Lauren got pregnant. I moved in.
0:26:57 > 0:27:01- It was a nightmare, bruv. - You was my best mate, and you turned your back on me.
0:27:01 > 0:27:05Every time I came to see you, it was getting harder and harder.
0:27:05 > 0:27:10I mean, we were running out of things to say, man. And she...
0:27:10 > 0:27:12What?
0:27:13 > 0:27:15Georgia was such a lovely girl.
0:27:15 > 0:27:17Yeah, and I killed her.
0:27:24 > 0:27:29Anyway, I'm back, you know? And we're in the pub together.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33Start again, yeah?
0:27:33 > 0:27:35Yeah.
0:27:42 > 0:27:44So tell me about last night.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46I caught up with the fellas. Had a laugh, as it goes.
0:27:46 > 0:27:48Lot of banter. "Enjoy Australia?
0:27:48 > 0:27:50"Darren said you'd been Down Under."
0:27:50 > 0:27:53"Only in the showers." "Hope you got a sim card out of it!"
0:27:53 > 0:27:59It was like that all night. Well, till the curfew kicked in.
0:27:59 > 0:28:02- And you turned into a pumpkin?- Eh?
0:28:02 > 0:28:04You're lying. Why's that?
0:28:10 > 0:28:11Didn't turn out like I thought.
0:28:15 > 0:28:19- What about your sister? - She's OK. The nieces don't want to see me, though.
0:28:19 > 0:28:22- You might have to be patient. - It's the only family I've got.
0:28:22 > 0:28:25- You still have to be patient. - I've been patient for ten years!
0:28:31 > 0:28:33What did you mean by that?
0:28:33 > 0:28:34Nothing. It's all right.
0:28:40 > 0:28:43- What are you writing?- A note. - What, is this a risk assessment?
0:28:43 > 0:28:45Yes, it is.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47Look, just because I shouted, I...
0:28:47 > 0:28:50Look, I completed all the courses in prison.
0:28:50 > 0:28:54- Victim empathy, enhanced thinking... - So?- So I'm no harm to anyone.
0:28:54 > 0:28:56I'll be the judge of that.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30Thanks.
0:29:32 > 0:29:36I didn't think I'd ever need to go back on them again.
0:29:36 > 0:29:39There's no shame.
0:29:39 > 0:29:41Ten years ago, I wanted to kill myself.
0:29:43 > 0:29:44That's shameful, isn't it?
0:29:46 > 0:29:50Burying your own child... How could anyone cope with that?
0:30:02 > 0:30:04You know Eddie Mottram's out now, don't you?
0:30:04 > 0:30:07I just read it in the papers, that's all.
0:30:22 > 0:30:23Where are you going today?
0:30:23 > 0:30:26Wander round the shopping centre.
0:30:28 > 0:30:31Wander? There's no actual purpose to it, then?
0:30:31 > 0:30:32I just want to have a look round.
0:30:34 > 0:30:39- You have a supervision appointment at two. Then what will you do? - I'll come back here.
0:30:41 > 0:30:44Look. They used to call this a halfway house.
0:30:44 > 0:30:49Halfway to proper living, Eddie. That makes it better than prison.
0:31:05 > 0:31:08What were you doing in the shopping centre?
0:31:10 > 0:31:11Colin rang you.
0:31:11 > 0:31:12What were you doing?
0:31:12 > 0:31:14I felt sorry for myself.
0:31:16 > 0:31:18- Resentful?- No.
0:31:18 > 0:31:22Resentful of everybody else because you haven't got what they've got?
0:31:24 > 0:31:27- Why do you...? - Think the worst? It's safer.
0:31:27 > 0:31:29Look, I'm not Philip Pointer.
0:31:29 > 0:31:31Don't treat me like I'm going to be, OK?
0:31:31 > 0:31:32What did you just say?
0:31:35 > 0:31:37And what's that got to do with you anyway?
0:31:37 > 0:31:40There was...talk in the hostel.
0:31:40 > 0:31:43So I looked it up on the computer in the public library.
0:31:43 > 0:31:45- You looked me up? - I know what happened.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47It doesn't matter what happened. Not to me,
0:31:47 > 0:31:52not to my supervision of you. If I think for one minute that you're trying to manipulate me...
0:31:52 > 0:31:55All I'm asking is that you stop thinking I'll turn out like him.
0:32:00 > 0:32:03Right. Get in touch with this garden centre.
0:32:03 > 0:32:05They've employed offenders before.
0:32:48 > 0:32:50The money's crap.
0:32:50 > 0:32:51I'm not fussy.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18Go on, he won't bite.
0:33:18 > 0:33:19All right.
0:33:19 > 0:33:25Bloody hell - look at you two, you're so big now.
0:33:25 > 0:33:28I don't mean, like, big. I mean grown up.
0:33:29 > 0:33:31Are you sure you're only 10 and 13?
0:33:31 > 0:33:33They all look like this now.
0:33:33 > 0:33:34Yeah.
0:33:38 > 0:33:41I used to put you in the paddling pool in your mum's garden.
0:33:41 > 0:33:42Do you remember?
0:33:42 > 0:33:43No, not really.
0:33:43 > 0:33:46If it ain't on YouTube, it never happened.
0:33:51 > 0:33:56Do you like milkshake? I've got you a strawberry and a banana.
0:33:58 > 0:33:59Is that all right?
0:34:05 > 0:34:06Cheers.
0:34:08 > 0:34:10Drink up, or they'll go cold.
0:34:13 > 0:34:16Where were you before you came here, then?
0:34:16 > 0:34:18Different parts of the country.
0:34:18 > 0:34:19Bit of a gypsy, were you?
0:34:19 > 0:34:22- Settled now.- Who with?
0:34:22 > 0:34:23No-one.
0:34:24 > 0:34:27I'm just back, that's all.
0:34:30 > 0:34:32What do you do for fun?
0:34:32 > 0:34:33Work here, and then go home.
0:34:33 > 0:34:38- Boring.- I'm like a perennial, me. Waiting for the spring to come.
0:34:38 > 0:34:40Better start sooner than that.
0:34:45 > 0:34:48Thursdays is a really good club night if you fancy it.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50- I can't.- Why not?
0:34:50 > 0:34:53- I turn into a pumpkin if I'm not home by 11.- Pub, then.
0:34:53 > 0:34:57All right, but just early evening.
0:34:57 > 0:34:59Oh, piss off.
0:34:59 > 0:35:01What?
0:35:01 > 0:35:04I was only trying to be sociable.
0:35:04 > 0:35:06Sorry.
0:35:07 > 0:35:09What's wrong with you?
0:35:09 > 0:35:13I'm shy. I'm just shy.
0:35:14 > 0:35:16It's cute.
0:35:30 > 0:35:31Did you put a word in for me?
0:35:31 > 0:35:35Doesn't mean a thing. He liked you at interview.
0:35:35 > 0:35:38Yeah, well, I'm getting used to being grilled, aren't I?
0:35:50 > 0:35:52What are you looking at?
0:35:54 > 0:35:58Trying to see if you're boyfriend material.
0:35:58 > 0:36:00One thing at a time, eh?
0:36:00 > 0:36:01What thing?
0:36:02 > 0:36:05THEY GASP
0:36:29 > 0:36:32SHE LAUGHS
0:36:52 > 0:36:54Right.
0:36:54 > 0:36:57What do you mean, right?
0:36:57 > 0:36:58I got to go.
0:37:00 > 0:37:03- What's wrong? - Nothing, I've just got to go.
0:37:08 > 0:37:10Thank you(!)
0:37:13 > 0:37:14Look, I'm sorry.
0:37:14 > 0:37:18There's spontaneous, and there's making a girl feel really cheap.
0:37:18 > 0:37:22I said I'm sorry, all right? But I do really have to go, you know?
0:37:22 > 0:37:25It must be an emergency. You didn't even wipe yourself.
0:37:27 > 0:37:30Can we get together properly another time?
0:37:34 > 0:37:38- Invite me round to yours, then. - No. No, I can't.
0:37:43 > 0:37:45You are with someone, aren't you?
0:37:45 > 0:37:46I'm on my own.
0:37:48 > 0:37:50Not surprising.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56I'll see you tomorrow.
0:38:09 > 0:38:12LOUD MUSIC PLAYS NEARBY
0:38:27 > 0:38:28What do you reckon?
0:38:28 > 0:38:30- Oh!- That's nice.
0:38:30 > 0:38:32I feel just like Gok Wan.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34Am I your guinea pig, then?
0:38:34 > 0:38:37Yeah, well, at least you look like you're in the right decade now.
0:38:37 > 0:38:39You're too rude, you know!
0:38:39 > 0:38:40Sorry, uncle!
0:38:40 > 0:38:45Walk out of here in a pair of chinos, shall I?
0:38:45 > 0:38:47HE BLOWS A RASPBERRY
0:38:49 > 0:38:52Man, I've got to join a gym, I tell you.
0:38:52 > 0:38:56- You could go jogging. - Jogging? I don't jog, I run!
0:38:56 > 0:38:58Yeah, like a girl!
0:38:58 > 0:38:59Like a fat girl!
0:39:01 > 0:39:03Well, stop feeding me cookies, then, you!
0:39:16 > 0:39:19What's he doing? Where's he gone?
0:39:22 > 0:39:23- Mum?- Come on.
0:39:23 > 0:39:24- Mum?- Come on!
0:39:24 > 0:39:25Mum!
0:39:49 > 0:39:52They've complained that they found their daughter's killer
0:39:52 > 0:39:55out and about in the company of two teenage girls.
0:39:55 > 0:39:57His nieces. He was rebuilding ties with his family.
0:39:57 > 0:39:59He wasn't even in the exclusion zone.
0:39:59 > 0:40:01He was out shopping, not near their home.
0:40:01 > 0:40:03But he ran away apparently,
0:40:03 > 0:40:06and that's where the risk factor is here,
0:40:06 > 0:40:08the way he's reacted to the encounter.
0:40:08 > 0:40:11Hang on, have I made a mistake here with this complaint?
0:40:11 > 0:40:14- No. No.- Then why am I being made to feel like it?
0:40:14 > 0:40:17Look, Paula.
0:40:17 > 0:40:21Anything to do with the victim's family, we have to be very careful.
0:40:21 > 0:40:23We have to be careful about everything.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26Right, well, I'd better go and find Eddie Mottram, then.
0:40:26 > 0:40:29You'll miss some of your supervision appointments.
0:40:29 > 0:40:31I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't.
0:40:50 > 0:40:51Thanks for nothing.
0:40:51 > 0:40:53I panicked. I'm sorry.
0:40:53 > 0:40:57And I'm left trying to explain to the girls why you ran away.
0:40:57 > 0:40:59They're asking me what the fuck went on,
0:40:59 > 0:41:01and all I've got is more lies for them.
0:41:01 > 0:41:04You wanted to see them, and then you do that to them, to me!
0:41:04 > 0:41:07Just tell them they were Georgia's parents.
0:41:07 > 0:41:10- Is that all I should tell them? - Of course that's all!
0:41:13 > 0:41:16The price of freedom will be you keeping your mouth shut.
0:41:17 > 0:41:20I got a ten-year tariff, and I got my life back.
0:41:20 > 0:41:23And people hating you, and you running away from them?
0:41:23 > 0:41:26Is that the life you want? Is that what it's all been for?
0:41:26 > 0:41:27It's all I've got.
0:41:29 > 0:41:31Yeah.
0:41:42 > 0:41:46- He didn't show up at all?- No.- Thanks.
0:41:50 > 0:41:55Colin, is Eddie Mottram in his room? No, he's not.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57No, he's not at work,
0:41:57 > 0:42:01because I've just got here and he's called in sick.
0:42:03 > 0:42:05Oh, God.
0:42:53 > 0:42:55You've got a fucking nerve coming here!
0:42:57 > 0:42:59I followed you, and you come here.
0:42:59 > 0:43:01- I'm sorry. I'll go. - Yeah, run away again.
0:43:01 > 0:43:05It made me feel sick seeing you enjoy yourself like that.
0:43:12 > 0:43:14I didn't expect to find this.
0:43:14 > 0:43:16Think I wouldn't mark it?
0:43:16 > 0:43:21- Kept it up.- Of course I've kept it up. I'm her father.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23I loved her.
0:43:34 > 0:43:35Why are you here?
0:43:35 > 0:43:39Because this is where...
0:43:39 > 0:43:42Pay my respects.
0:43:42 > 0:43:43Your respects?
0:43:46 > 0:43:50For months after, we used to wait for Georgia to come home,
0:43:50 > 0:43:52listen for her key in the door,
0:43:52 > 0:43:55- wonder why she was late and then remember.- Please don't.
0:43:55 > 0:43:59- Isn't that what she said to you? - What do you want to do, Mr Whiteley, kill me?
0:43:59 > 0:44:02See, I'm still calling you Mr Whiteley, like I'm 19 again.
0:44:02 > 0:44:06- Yeah, time stands still. - Please, let me...- Let you what?
0:44:09 > 0:44:11Get on with my life.
0:44:14 > 0:44:17Why did she have to go with you?
0:44:17 > 0:44:20I told her what you'd be like.
0:44:20 > 0:44:21No good.
0:44:21 > 0:44:23No good, no good!
0:44:34 > 0:44:36HE SOBS
0:44:52 > 0:44:53Mr Whiteley...
0:44:53 > 0:44:56Just leave me! Just go!
0:45:12 > 0:45:17- You told the hostel that you were going to work. You lied to the garden centre.- I'm sorry.
0:45:17 > 0:45:19Forget sorry, I want to know where you were!
0:45:19 > 0:45:24- You always need to know where I am! - How am I supposed to protect the public if I don't?
0:45:24 > 0:45:27I...I had to go somewhere.
0:45:27 > 0:45:30Somewhere? Eddie, this doesn't look good. You were caught
0:45:30 > 0:45:34in a lie. You could lose your job, you could lose your freedom.
0:45:34 > 0:45:37You tell me exactly where you were!
0:45:43 > 0:45:46I went to the place where they found Georgia's body.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50There was floral tributes there.
0:45:59 > 0:46:01I've got to record this.
0:46:02 > 0:46:07I wanted to go to the place it all started and ended.
0:46:07 > 0:46:10To try and remember... you know, I wanted to replay it.
0:46:10 > 0:46:12- And did you do that?- I couldn't.
0:46:12 > 0:46:15- Why not? - Mr Whiteley had followed me.
0:46:20 > 0:46:23Look, all of a sudden, he was behind me.
0:46:23 > 0:46:24Was there a confrontation?
0:46:24 > 0:46:26- It was fine.- Eddie...
0:46:26 > 0:46:28He got upset.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30- He tried to hit me. - Did you get violent?
0:46:30 > 0:46:34I'm no risk to him, to others. It's the other way round.
0:46:34 > 0:46:36- Tell me how it ended. - With him crying.
0:46:36 > 0:46:40Paula, what's wrong? Look, I didn't do anything.
0:46:40 > 0:46:43- You put yourself in a situation... - Don't recall me to prison.
0:46:43 > 0:46:49- You put yourself in a situation that could have provoked violence and increased your risk!- Paula, please...
0:46:49 > 0:46:53If Mr Whiteley tells the police you were there and you had a row,
0:46:53 > 0:46:56a bloody showdown, I haven't got any choice.
0:46:56 > 0:46:58We'd know by now, though, wouldn't we?
0:46:59 > 0:47:03Look, it wasn't like trespass or anything. It wasn't her grave,
0:47:03 > 0:47:05- it's the side of the road. - Am I meant to say
0:47:05 > 0:47:11you went to pay your respects and you want to file a complaint against Georgia's father for harassment?
0:47:11 > 0:47:13Maybe you don't have to say anything at all.
0:47:13 > 0:47:15I have to do my job properly.
0:47:15 > 0:47:18Yeah, and I'm trying to do things properly!
0:47:25 > 0:47:26Paula.
0:47:28 > 0:47:31You got a second chance, didn't you?
0:47:37 > 0:47:38Give me one.
0:47:43 > 0:47:45Please trust me.
0:48:05 > 0:48:07OK.
0:48:10 > 0:48:11Thank you.
0:48:44 > 0:48:46Your handwriting's terrible.
0:48:46 > 0:48:48Sod off, you.
0:48:49 > 0:48:54It's weird, you writing out a prescription for me.
0:48:54 > 0:48:56I am qualified, you know.
0:48:58 > 0:49:00You're the one that got away.
0:49:04 > 0:49:09Look, Eddie, these will take the edge off things, all right? The anxiety...
0:49:09 > 0:49:12You...you won't have to tell my probation officer
0:49:12 > 0:49:15you're prescribing me these, will you?
0:49:15 > 0:49:17Only it won't look too good for me.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20No, don't worry about that. It's just between you and me.
0:49:27 > 0:49:30I thought doing the sentence was going to be the hardest bit.
0:49:32 > 0:49:33What's hardest, then?
0:49:38 > 0:49:39What people think of me.
0:49:48 > 0:49:52Have a great weekend, and I'll see you first thing Monday.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55All right, bye-bye. Can I help you?
0:49:55 > 0:49:58Don't pretend not to recognise me.
0:49:58 > 0:50:01I'm not pretending. I haven't got a clue who you are.
0:50:01 > 0:50:04You don't know who I am? I'm Eddie Mottram. Murder trial!
0:50:05 > 0:50:07Well, that was a long time ago.
0:50:07 > 0:50:11Yeah? I remember it, though. You never came to see me after.
0:50:11 > 0:50:13Why would I?
0:50:13 > 0:50:15Did you ever think about me, Trevor?
0:50:15 > 0:50:18Look, if I make a complaint of harassment,
0:50:18 > 0:50:20you'll go back to prison.
0:50:30 > 0:50:34Next, Eddie Mottram...
0:50:34 > 0:50:37Who went AWOL.
0:50:37 > 0:50:39- Yeah.- Where?
0:50:39 > 0:50:44Nowhere. Wasn't significant at all.
0:50:44 > 0:50:46Right. Well, I mean,
0:50:46 > 0:50:51I think you're managing him and the rest really well. Well done.
0:50:55 > 0:50:59Dennis? Yeah, look, the figures the area DM has asked for,
0:50:59 > 0:51:02I've got them. Yeah. I'll send 'em down.
0:51:03 > 0:51:05I should never have gone back.
0:51:05 > 0:51:07You were right, you were absolutely right.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09What are you talking about?
0:51:09 > 0:51:11Straight away, I've fucked up.
0:51:11 > 0:51:15Look, put your wine down and tell me what happened.
0:51:15 > 0:51:18I lied to Marion about something. About Eddie Mottram.
0:51:18 > 0:51:21Look, he did something wrong and he asked me...
0:51:21 > 0:51:24He begged me to give him a second chance, and I did.
0:51:24 > 0:51:26How is that fucking up?
0:51:26 > 0:51:31Ten years ago, this job was about helping people get a life back.
0:51:31 > 0:51:33Now it's about controlling and punishing
0:51:33 > 0:51:36and keeping the crime rate down.
0:51:36 > 0:51:40I'm supposed to keep him down, but if he does something to someone
0:51:40 > 0:51:42and it turns out I used my discretion,
0:51:42 > 0:51:46it means I didn't learn from last time, doesn't it?
0:51:46 > 0:51:48Do you trust him?
0:51:52 > 0:51:53I must do.
0:51:53 > 0:51:55Then trust yourself.
0:52:09 > 0:52:12What?
0:52:12 > 0:52:15I'm sorry. About the way I was.
0:52:15 > 0:52:17Quick, you mean?
0:52:17 > 0:52:19Well, it had been a long time.
0:52:19 > 0:52:20Had it? Why?
0:52:22 > 0:52:28Look...apart from anything else, can we just, like, get on?
0:52:30 > 0:52:32Not if you behave like that again.
0:52:36 > 0:52:38I can do good behaviour.
0:52:41 > 0:52:42Can you?
0:52:47 > 0:52:48You'd better.
0:52:56 > 0:52:59Oi!
0:53:12 > 0:53:15- Happy birthday, all right? - Cheers, Mr Styles.
0:53:17 > 0:53:18What's wrong?
0:53:18 > 0:53:21This is called a constructive intervention.
0:53:21 > 0:53:23Is it? What does that mean?
0:53:23 > 0:53:26It means I know it's your birthday. You file says so.
0:53:27 > 0:53:31- Have you got plans?- No, my sister's got parents' evening.
0:53:31 > 0:53:32Sent me a card, though. Look.
0:53:36 > 0:53:38You can't spend your birthday on your own, can you?
0:53:38 > 0:53:40It might increase your risk factor.
0:53:40 > 0:53:42Who's she?
0:53:42 > 0:53:44Just a work mate. Excuse me.
0:53:46 > 0:53:48- I'll call you later.- Who's she?
0:53:48 > 0:53:52Estate agent. She's...she's going to show me a property to rent.
0:53:53 > 0:53:56Keep your phone on.
0:53:56 > 0:53:59- Ready?- Yeah.
0:54:11 > 0:54:13Aren't you going to sing?
0:54:13 > 0:54:16That's definitely not in my job description.
0:54:16 > 0:54:19Seeing me like this isn't in your job description either, is it?
0:54:19 > 0:54:23- I do home visits.- Well, then, why didn't you just come to the hostel?
0:54:23 > 0:54:26I spend more time writing reports about clients
0:54:26 > 0:54:30- than I do spending time with them. - Worried about my welfare?
0:54:32 > 0:54:35I've already lied for you, haven't I?
0:54:38 > 0:54:41Anyway, I'm worried about my welfare as well.
0:54:41 > 0:54:44If you mess up, how does that make me look?
0:54:44 > 0:54:47Bet you're being watched as much as me, eh?
0:54:47 > 0:54:50And I don't even get cake.
0:54:50 > 0:54:51Do you want a bit?
0:54:51 > 0:54:54I'll have a bite.
0:54:54 > 0:54:56Make a wish.
0:55:25 > 0:55:27Oh, for...
0:55:35 > 0:55:39- Whoa, what's going on? - We got a whisper about drug use.
0:55:39 > 0:55:43So what, every time some shitarse in here says something about me,
0:55:43 > 0:55:45you're going to turn my room over?
0:55:45 > 0:55:49- All part of the conditions, mate. - All part of being a piece of shit?
0:55:49 > 0:55:51You knew this was what life would be like.
0:55:51 > 0:55:52Until you hear differently,
0:55:52 > 0:55:55this is how someone like you is supposed to live it.
0:55:55 > 0:55:59Someone like me? What, once a murderer, always a murderer?
0:55:59 > 0:56:02Well, there's no undoing it, so I suppose so.
0:56:05 > 0:56:08Eddie, come back here. Eddie!
0:56:19 > 0:56:21DOORBELL RINGS
0:56:26 > 0:56:29DOORBELL RINGS AGAIN
0:56:34 > 0:56:35BELL KEEPS RINGING
0:56:35 > 0:56:37Christ, Will, I'm not deaf.
0:56:37 > 0:56:41All right, all right, where's your bloody key?
0:56:41 > 0:56:42BANGING AT DOOR
0:56:42 > 0:56:44Will?
0:56:44 > 0:56:47Paula, it's me, Eddie Mottram!
0:56:57 > 0:57:01I didn't do it, Paula! I didn't kill Georgia!
0:57:04 > 0:57:06Please, please open the door.
0:57:08 > 0:57:10Just open the door, please.
0:57:22 > 0:57:26You're in enough trouble already. Don't come here with some story!
0:57:26 > 0:57:28It's not a story! I'm telling you, it wasn't me!
0:57:28 > 0:57:30I can't...you can't... What the fuck is this!
0:57:30 > 0:57:32You said you lied for me.
0:57:32 > 0:57:34That's why I can tell you the truth now!
0:57:34 > 0:57:37That's why I've come to you! I need you to believe it.
0:57:37 > 0:57:40Why would you lie after ten years? Are you lying now? Are you lying now?
0:57:40 > 0:57:42I only pleaded to get a reduced sentence,
0:57:42 > 0:57:45and then I had to keep it up. And now I can't!
0:57:47 > 0:57:48I can't any more.
0:57:48 > 0:57:52What, now you're some innocent man all of a sudden?
0:57:52 > 0:57:53What are you doing?
0:57:53 > 0:57:56I'm recalling you back to prison.
0:57:56 > 0:58:00I can't go back and do another 15 years, Paula. I can't!
0:58:00 > 0:58:02PHONE DIAL TONE
0:58:02 > 0:58:03Please.
0:58:11 > 0:58:13Please.
0:58:15 > 0:58:19Until last night, you did it. For the last ten years, you did it.
0:58:19 > 0:58:23- It's too late to say anything else. - I've been wanting to explain my behaviour.
0:58:26 > 0:58:30Are you encouraging me to take it further? Do you believe me?
0:58:30 > 0:58:34I didn't lie to you! Is this how you protect the public?
0:58:34 > 0:58:39- You've got to recall him to prison. - I haven't managed a problem. I've created one.
0:58:39 > 0:58:41I didn't kill Georgia Whiteley!
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